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radioroxx · 2 months ago

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hmmmm mal du pays thoughts tonight

#radio rambles #i should go to bed but. it is on the mind #isat spoilers #<- for the . wall of tags to come #imm wondering what most people hc mdp to like. be #i know its most popular to see it as siffrins sadness. i do think thats p neat #and probably the intention #but im. juggling around the idea of? siffrin system moment? mdp as a headmate? if yall see that vision?#most inspired by that ‘do u hc this character as a system’ post abt siffrin #and i voted no then but now im like genuinely changing my mind JFKFKF #it makes sense in a way. and into my mdp hc that it. wouldve split while sif was very young #splitting due to stress which leads to a lot of. gestures vaguely. mdp’s whole thing #a mix of stress but also this sense of longing to. belong somewhere. to not be alone #many years ago it was about the loss of their home. and much later on became more related to its feelings towards their family #mdp is a scared child to me . idk about yalls hcs for it but thats what im sticking to #a scared child who maybe grew up a little alongside the body. but still Young and Scared #its not as often or eager to front as siffrin is. i can imagine it being much more hover-y or . POSSIBLY. cohosting if its feeling up to it #uhm. ok well #so i typed this out and now im actually really sad about mdp jgkdkf where is mdp recovery #now im kinda thinking about it fronting for once to properly meet the party and. and receiving comfort. and and and #wow christ im upset #also also glancing over at marias sibling au for character dynamics here….. sillies…..#ps not relevant to my mdp thoughts but fyi im imagining siffin in headspace looks very much like their body #the difference being. much darker clothes. more stars etc. maybe different hair #think like how a lot of ppl style their human loops. thats kinda how i imagine sif in headspace #SPEAKING OF LOOP #i think given the time he spent with them it woulf make sense if they split a loop as well #and ofc other members of the party jgkfkf #im not gonna get into my hcs there because ill b taking away from my mdp hc post BUT #thinking. always thinking

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papermint-airplane · 3 months ago

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Oh my God this save is ridiculously wholesome! The papergirl just randomly pulled a teddy bear out of her bag and started cuddling it. 🥺😭🥺😭🥺

#sims 3 #ts3 #sims 3 gameplay #mine #just horsing around #i was thinking i'd play uriah's save tomorrow #but idk this save is so cute i kinda wanna play in it more now #i have a lot of saves i'm juggling #so get used to my now signature unfocused random gameplay lol

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ambrosiagourmet · 4 months ago

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Siiiiigh... I didn't want to do this until the next chapter went up, but I've been writing without a buffer for months now and that has been wearing on me quite a bit. I think it's better to just acknowledge when I need a break, rather than push through and post something I might not be totally happy with.

SO: NRBTS (my post-canon fic) is going on pause! I'm not setting a hard date for it to come back, because the deadline is honestly part of what I need a break from. I need some time to write without one, to write out of order, and to delete things without feeling like I'm "wasting time." I also might want to write some other stuff and not feel like I have to focus all my energy into one place! I think it will be good to ease up and remember that I'm doing this for fun 😅

I'm not going to post more until I have at LEAST two chapter finished, so that means probably at least two months, maybe three. ♥️ sorry it's an unexpected and kinda long break, but I'd rather eventually have a thing I'm proud of than rush to complete a thing I'm only sort of happy with.

#nrbts #I've honestly been pretty in my head with the last two chapters and I think it's because writing against an update deadline #instead of having a buffer #is pretty exhausting for me. at least with the chapter length and pov juggling and the other things about this fic that require #pretty extensive planning ahead #so I'm hoping to be a little less stressed about like 'aaah is this secretly terrible'#or 'will this somehow ruin my future plans for the story three chapters from now'#and in the meantime maybe I'll actually write some of that pac rim au I'M STILL THINKING ABOUT IT A LOT #anyway ♥️#thanks for the patience I'll still be around but fic readers I'll see u when I see u o7 #but I WILL see u again I promise

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aroaessidhe · 10 months ago

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2024 reads / storygraph

Walking In Two Worlds & The Everlasting Road

YA sff set in the near future where an opensource augmented reality is commonly used like social media, and there’s also a completely virtual fantasy game version

follows an Anishinaabe girl who who’s the top player in the VR game, and is constantly fighting to keep her place against the misogynist neo-nazi group in second place

as well as her real life, dealing with being a shy and self-conscious teen growing up on the Rez, and her brother having cancer

and a Uyghur boy who’s moved to her community from China after finding acceptance in an online community (even when he doesn’t agree with their more extreme views) - but when he gets to know Bugz, he has to decide who truly deserves his loyalty

great mix of sff and culture, the future while also very real community traumas of the past (and present)

#walking in two worlds #the everlasting road #wab kinew #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #This has some REALLY interesting and important concepts!#I just think it could have used some more development… Obvs this is YA and I’m an adult I know I’m not quite the audience!#There’s a lot of depth in the setup of the characters but I feel like it skips a lot of the progression #I think there could have been space for more development in a lot of places to make the story feel more dimensional #- but also has so many plot threads that maybe that would have bulked it out too much #It does also jump around quite a bit between the different parts but I think that makes sense with how juggling with irl / online life.#she’s got a lot of internalised fatphobia at the start (and the love interest going “I don’t think you’re fat!!” when people call her fat..#then in book 2 suddenly she’s okay about it - again I wish there was some progression!#her brothers cancer journey is. basically all offscreen lol mostly as set up for plot in book 2. so it doesn't have the emotional impact it #could have..#I liked the way it integrates her culture into the game in a really cool way (though I would have liked more detail there)#also having auto language translators but they regularly don't translate quite right / still run into issues - realistic!#the parallels drawn between his being taken from his family and put in a state education school and Indigenous residential schools #the way that a future world will never be as separate from the past as ur average sff future often portrays #but yeah anyway lots of good ideas execution not so much for me..

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binders-and-beanies · 8 days ago

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Not being able to vote makes me extra sensitive to discussions of the election tbh like. People who don’t have to fight super hard to vote don’t see the value in it, *because* their vote isn’t suppressed. So I wish that people who do have that privilege would use it to help out those of us who can’t (both within and outside of the US). But instead eligible voters just yell at us for even *trying* unsuccessfully to vote blue. Like are you happy? Are you satisfied about marginalized people not getting to vote? What is the result you’re hoping for

#I have so much going on today/this week in my own life that I don’t even have time to be scared about the election #but I Am scared tbh. if you don’t want anyone to be voting can you at least not make me think about it all day #I’m glad you’re not affected enough to care but some of us are juggling a million problems while also terrified abt election results #and like. whats more upsetting abt this election than straight up trump voters #is the amount of people who consider themselves leftists and essentially Want Trump To Win #its the feeling that no one around me cares abt my rights #and the feeling that most of my loved ones could feasibly be very upset with me bc of how I feel abt the election #not even for how I Vote! bc I can’t vote!! ppl can’t even be mad at me for voting blue #which makes it all the more infuriating. like ok so I’m a bad person bc I would if I could?#and like it helps that I Do see ppl encouraging others to vote #but that makes me feel tension too bc I know a lot of ppl closest to me think that’s a bad thing #it just makes me feel very. alone in the anxiety abt this #I don’t have time to even realize how scared I am. but it does affect me #to the point I almost had a panic attack in response to my partner talking abt it #and I have to just get back to work. the things making me too stressed to cope w the election in the first place #mine #txt #vent post

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viridescenttemple · 1 year ago

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OK IM BACK, IM POSTING ART IN A BIT HOWS IT GOING GAMERS, I HEARD TUMBLR CHANGED THEIR LAYOUT FOR A BIT BUT IT LOOKS THE SAME TO ME SO IDK IF IT CHANGED BACK

#vi.txt #BACK TO BEING INTO YUME 2KKI AND MO4 #MY INTEREST ARE JUST BEING JUGGLED AROUND IN MY BRAIN #YOURE GONNA SEE A LOT OF ART OF THAT MF WHO HAS A FISH ON HIS HEAD HERE AGAIN

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the-ultimate-imagine-blog · 2 months ago

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Request for Morag, Brighid, Zeke, and Pandoria: Zeke and Pandoria ask Morag and Brighid's S/O why they seem so calm around danger lately. The S/O then jokingly says that "when you date Morag and Brighid for long enough, you realize that they are far scarier then some monsters."

Zeke and Pandoria certainly took notice of your calm behavior as you all were helping clear out monsters. Nothing seemed to have fazed you. You were awfully calm. And when you all continued your adventure, you still remained calm no matter what happened! The two would talk to each other about it. Then they decided to ask you one day while you were sitting at a table in the inn.

"Say, chum, why are you so calm around danger lately?" Zeke would be the one to ask. You stared at him, gave a smile and responded.

"When you date Mòrag and Brighid for long enough, you realize that they are far scarier than some monsters."

...What... What was that supposed to mean? Were you serious?

On one hand, they were scared to ask any further. However, they were also intrigued. Especially Zeke.

They definitely can be scary, but they can't be that scary, right? Right???

He can always find out for himself.

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obstinaterixatrix · 4 months ago

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also asking for a reference did get me chatting with ex-coworker again which is nice, we’re gonna restart our weekly chats so we can keep up with each other

#my ramblings #I feel like I’ve been juggling a lot with relationship maintenance #but it’s easier when people express interest and make themselves available #it’s like x friend is usually free around these hours and up for random calls during this time #y friend likes being invited over so I can make plans with them #z friend want to do this activity so they’re receptive if I suggest it #AND if timing doesn’t work out they’ll suggest an alternative which means I won’t lose motivation to keep in touch #speaking of I need to remember that a pal wanted to talk this week so I need to see when works for them #also ex coworker’s bday is in a couple weeks and I coincidentally picked something up for her earlier #so that would be a nice gift to drop off #she’s also usually down for me to visit it’s just a long drive 😔

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born-to-lose · 1 year ago

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Some photos from this week 💕

#first shift at the bar on friday + concert on thursday 💕#third pic is the face of a girl who had run around mixing longdrinks and juggling shot glasses at rush hour #overall it was chill tho it will be a lot busier next weekend but hey i get to properly prove i'm good for the job!!#and get paid immediately after we close and i already got tipped €15!! even when there weren't really that many customers #but one guy who waved me over to him a couple of times tipped me 50ct or €1 each time he ordered <3 #and i was adopted pretty quickly by everyone!! my colleagues the boss the boss' mom the djs the regulars 🥹🥹#the dj asked if i have any music requests and when i was like not really he asked what i listen to and i said glam metal #that was when i came back in after my break and a few minutes later he played pour some sugar on me 🥰#on his way outside he said there's gonna be two or three more songs for me and it was just such a sweet welcome imo #still haven't gotten to write the concert summary but it will follow soon!! including some photos and videos #mutuals from my area or the ones who come to this bar for gigs (you probably recognize it) come visit me if you like #mel talks #my face #the bartender chronicles

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hiding-in-the-vault · 1 year ago

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your no man's land au is singlehandedly keeping my dreamxd obsession alive btw. just so you know. your art is so scumbly screembly i want to eat it, so much so that you're like 75% the reason im on this platform at all. 10/10 you are a wonderful person with beautiful art

Waaaaaaaa 😭😭😭 THANK U ANON THATS SO SWEET ;-; whaaaat the heck

Scumbly screembly is the Goal, you have no idea. Best compliment I could receive 💚

As for NML, I was working on the next part yesterday!! Been procrastinating something fierce because of one of the panels, but I have gotten past that! Update this week, Mayhaps?

#vault asks #💚💚💚💚#i wish I was faster but I juggle too many hobbies around work sigh #it’s fine tho #I’m excited for the next section of nml!#also 75% is a lot Wowie !

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humming-fly · 1 year ago

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WHAT IS UR ARTFIGHT I WANT TO ATTACK PRISIM IM DOING KIRBY OCS SPECIFICALLY THIS YEAR

pfdsKLTKL well I'm Humming-fly over there as well so not too hard to find~ :P

Here's prism specifically if you're looking for her, and fayre as well for good measure haha- Have Fun!

#godspeed friend #hoo boy i gotta finish up some attacks too #trying to juggle that and getting cosplay junk done for sdcc #plus at work we have a big meeting literally the day before my ticket OTL #busy busy month #reply #id-f87 #artfight #doodles #this is an old doodle but idk if i ever posted it lol #actually a Lot of doodles of these idiots floating around in my files #plays with them with my friends like dolls #bounces them like basketballs #ahh

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orchideae · 9 months ago

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Have i annoyed you yet today

#[ answered: ooc. ] finding her is no easy task either. for it is always she who finds you when she wishes to; not the other way around.#[ FIRST YOU IGNORE ME ON DISCORD-- AND THEN YOU COME BACK FROM YOUR SILENCE WITH A VENGEANCE?? ]#[ hey can you say menzoberranzan ten times within 5 seconds yet while juggling 3 avocados without... ]#[ verbally or physically stumbling doing either? ]#[ if you can; then you can continue trying to annoy me. 💋 ]#[ love you lots chickadee! ]

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kaerinio · 10 months ago

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me: i love writing, it is mY EVERYTHING!!! also me, staring at the screen, attempting to write a biography for a conference submission: what is a word? a sentence? a letter?

#;; i am the 'is this a pigeon' meme #;; i'm resisting the 'luxx is my name ; data science is my game' SO BAD RIGHT NOW #;; i can write all day about the technical bits but when it comes to writing about myself I'M LIKE 'do not perceive me'#;; 'pay no mind to the woman behind the curtain'#;; anyways i will totally be around later!! i'm doing a lot of project juggling today 👀#;; getting all this conference stuff together and trying to get some code running #;; AND ALSO TRYING TO REMEMBER WHAT ON EARTH THE CODE I DID BEFORE THE BREAK DOES 😭😭#♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING )#;; tbd.

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voyageofthenautilus · 2 years ago

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I’m so glad that I forgot what day it was and we received “The Bay of Vigo” today instead of tomorrow, because I’ve been eagerly anticipating this specific moment:

Aronnax: *consumed with nerves, can’t focus on anything except ESCAPE ESCAPE ESCAPE*

Nemo, barging in: Professor! Do you know the history of Spain?

Aronnax, his train of thought 100% derailed: …what

#voyage of the Nautilus #thoughts from mod blue #idk why but Nemo suddenly appearing with a complete (in Aronnax’s eyes) non-sequitur #is one of my favorite moments in the whole book #it never fails to amuse me #tonight I’ll try to get around to writing up all my thoughts on this chapter and the previous ones #i’ve had a lot of other stuff to juggle lately

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littlemisshaleybug · 1 year ago

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i was lamenting about wanting a way to get high without the lasting effects or brain damage (I get weed hangovers) then i remembered ol' faithful!!!

✨dissociation!✨

#ive had a lot of feelings of shame and rejection and humiliation lately #feelings i cant really go to most of my peers for help #and i dont like getting high to solve my problems #i take half a 5 mg edible max dont worry #anyways #i just really feel like this era of being loved and cared about is coming to an end #and i wont have anyone around me soon #almost feel like i should be preparing to be alone again #and doesnt help that i feel like im behind in every possible way in life #dont get me started on the unhealthy relationship dynamics ive been holding onto #and my inability to juggle the things in my life i care about most #and the people who are supposed to care and understand are basically saying “yeah its not a big deal but it kinda is now so act like it”#ugh #i dont know #im sorry #im a failure in eery aspect of my life #and i have hurt so many people #i feel like a senior in highschool all over again

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clanborn · 2 years ago

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will you be continuing the warriordex? :3c

i will! tbh i’ve had the sketch for longtail’s sprite done for a while i just haven’t had the motivation to finish it, but i will continue the dex entries once my inspiration for them returns

#this may be evident by my post history but i tend to have a lot of ideas juggling around my head at once #but i struggle to focus on just one so they kind of have to be on rotation in my brain #warriordex will return to my brain queue eventually aha #ask #anon

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