#and it’s literally all because I started this blog and started writing for CoD

[ghostlycod]

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[i-like-books-and-women]

Okay so I haven't listened to the book in the past couple days but there's this line from one of Zach's chapters that I can't stop thinking about cause it's like "good God that's so fucked" he says something along the lines of "I might have to work to transition from cute to hot but Rubens already there" and potentially in the same line but also maybe not cause I don't remember he says something close to "I have to make the switch from cute to hot if I want to have a career" which is like? Like it's so gross dude. Zach and Angel are barely 18 like tf- like yeah sex sells but Jesus christ what in the fuck. And then like the internalized issues?? Like it's not quite the same vein it's similar tho. I've always been "the fat kid" since I was in elementary school and let me tell you comparing your body to your friends' is literally the quickest way to start resenting them and hating yourself. Quite literally chorus was kinda pitting them against each other and started instilling body image issues in very impressionable teenagers and then was like *surprised Pikachu face* when they were all starting to show signs of depression and anxiety and started fighting and started doing dumb shit and drugs to try and cope.

[dontyouworrydaddy]

First of all, let me tell you about how much I love your blog and your writing style. Your fics quality is top notch and I giggle like an idiot every time I see a new post from you. So, if it's ok with you can you write about our favorite COD men (including daddy Konig and Simon) whose SO keeps getting texts from her asshole ex - some of them begging to take him back and others borderline threatening, like "who's that dude you're dating now? You think you can replace me that easily?" etc. And our boys accidentally see these texts. How would they react to that situation? Thank you so much :)

𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒

Task Force 141 (+König) x fem! reader

You have no idea how much I appreciate these kind words. Like you literally just made me CRY because I‘m so happy to hear that. You guys motivate me to keep writing fr🫶🏻🫶🏻😭 I love you so much and I‘m so thankful to you! 🩷🩷🩷🩷

Also I love the idea oh my god. I can imagine them being super mad at him and be like as soon as she’s sleeping I‘m gonna haunt that mf and be super caring and not leaving your side until you’re okay again. AHHHH I have so many ideas I can’t put them all into words😮‍💨😫😫

I hope you enjoy this fanfic! Thank you again for the kind words, I really do appreciate it❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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König

König found himself in a situation he hadn't anticipated. As he and you went about your daily lives, a series of text messages from your ex started flooding your phone. König couldn't help but catch glimpses of these messages, each one more distressing than the last.

I know you miss me

I still have that red dress from you…

You can stop acting like you don’t need me anymore and just come back ;)

You date insecure guys now? Wow Y/N… I mean I knew I was the best for you but I didn’t expect that low from you

I saw you the other day… You got a lot sexier ;))

I miss you so much baby. I love you…

They were filled with toxic words, attempting to undermine the happiness you had found with König.

Upon stumbling upon these messages, König's usually calm and composed demeanor wavered, replaced by a mix of concern and protectiveness. He couldn't fathom why someone would target you in such a hurtful way and it stirred a fire within him that burned with a fierce determination to shield you from harm.

His grip tightened around his phone as he confronted you, his voice laced with worry. "Schatz, what is this? Who is sending you these messages?" His eyes searched yours, a mix of anger and concern burning in their depths. But he wasn’t angry at you. He was more angry at himself because he feels like he failed as a boyfriend. His only mission is to make you feel comfortable and it feels like he failed at it. Because you didn’t talk to him…

You took a deep breath, realizing that the time had come to open up and share the painful truth. "It's my ex. He's been unable to let go and now he's trying to sabotage our relationship. I've been trying to handle it on my own, but it's becoming overwhelming."

The weight of your words settled between you, the gravity of the situation sinking in. König's protective instincts kicked into high gear as he reached out, pulling you into a comforting embrace. "Liebling" he whispered, his voice filled with determination, "You don't have to face this alone. I'm here for you and together we'll navigate through this storm."

His words were like a balm to your soul, offering solace and reassurance in a world that felt suddenly tumultuous. You found strength in his unwavering support, knowing that you didn't have to battle your ex's toxicity alone.

With each new text that appeared on your phone, König became even more resolved to protect you. He devised a plan to confront your ex, making it clear that his attempts to sow discord and threaten your happiness would not be tolerated.

But König's reaction wasn't solely driven by anger. It was driven by love and a deep understanding of the pain you were experiencing. He knew that these messages were more than just words on a screen…they were emotional daggers that pierced your heart. And he will make sure that your ex will never bother you again. Trust him.

Simon Riley

In the midst of it all the chaos he‘s been through, there was you, a source of light and solace that gave his dead life light. The two of you navigated the challenges of life together, an unwelcome presence lingered, threatening to disrupt the tranquility you had built.

But you were constantly tormented by text messages from your ex Josh. The messages were a relentless barrage of mixed emotions, ranging from desperate pleas for reconciliation to menacing threats aimed at undermining your newfound happiness. It was a constant reminder of a past you were trying to move beyond. It was always him trying to manipulate you into leaving Simon and go back to him.

One fateful evening, as you lay beside Simon, your phone illuminated with yet another message from your ex. Simon, ever vigilant and protective, caught a glimpse of the text and as soon as he read the words "I still think about you when I’m on my bed alone", anger flashed in his eyes. He knew about your crazy ex.

Concern etched across his face as he realized the torment you had been enduring in silence. You turn your phone around and looked up at Simon. So many emotions were written on his face that made you tear up.

Carefully, Simon pulled you into his arms, offering a comforting embrace. His touch was gentle, his voice soothing as he reassured you that you were safe with him. In that moment, he became your shield, determined to protect you from the darkness that lurked in your past.

As you drifted off to sleep, exhaustion finally claiming you, Simon's heart swelled with a mixture of tenderness and anger. He couldn't bear to see you suffer any longer. Resolute, he rose from the bed, leaving you in peaceful slumber and made his way to confront the source of your personal torture.

Due to his Job, it was easy for him to find out where he was living. And with determination etched upon his features, Simon found himself standing outside your ex's residence. He had no intention of resorting to violence, but his presence alone was enough to unnerve the cowardly individual who had been preying on your vulnerability.

As the door swung open, revealing your ex's face, a mix of surprise and fear washed over him. Before he could utter a single word, Simon's voice rang out with authority. "Leave her alone mate. If you ever come near her again, you'll regret it. And I‘m not a man to play fucking games with"

Josh felt the weight of Simon's unwavering resolve, cowered beneath his gaze. Fear clouded his eyes as he stammered out a half-hearted apology. Without further hesitation, Simon turned on his heel and walked away, leaving your ex to contemplate the consequences of his actions.

Meanwhile, back at home, you stirred awake, finding Simon by your side, his gaze filled with comfort and love. Wordlessly, he climbed back into bed, pulling you close, and kissed your forehead with a mix of gentleness and possessiveness.

"I won't let anyone hurt you," Simon whispered, his voice filled with a fierce protectiveness. "You're safe with me. Always."

In that moment, you knew that Simon was not only your lover but your guardian, a force that would go to any lengths to shield you from harm. And as you drifted back into a peaceful sleep, your heart swelled with gratitude, knowing that you were truly cherished by the man who would stop at nothing to keep you safe.

John MacTavish

You felt a mixture of frustration and fear as your ex continued to invade your life. The messages ranged from desperate pleas for reconciliation to thinly veiled threats, designed to unsettle and intimidate you. The constant reminders of your past were enough to make anyone's heart race and palms sweat.

One chance. Please baby.

Are you really dating a scottish man? You‘ve sunk so low.

One evening, as you and John were relaxing together, the barrage of texts became too much to bear. With a heavy sigh, you pulled out your phone, revealing the string of toxic messages that had invaded your peaceful sanctuary.

I will have you back, I‘m waiting baby.

John's eyes widened as he read the manipulative words that spilled across the screen. Without hesitation, John wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close. He understood the fear and turmoil that consumed you and he was determined to be your shield, protecting you from the pain of your past. His voice, laced with a mixture of concern and determination, filled the room.

"Baby" John spoke softly, "I won't let him hurt you anymore. You're safe with me, and I'll do whatever it takes to ensure that."

His comforting words and his strong embrace provided a temporary respite from the torment. As exhaustion claimed you, sleep finally descended upon your weary mind and body. Unbeknownst to you, John's resolve had been steeled.

As you slept, John quietly slipped away, his footsteps echoing with purpose as he made his way towards your ex's location. The darkness of the night seemed to amplify the intensity of his emotions. Anger simmered beneath his stoic exterior, a force ready to be unleashed upon the person who had dared to threaten the newfound happiness he shared with you.

John's arrival sent a shockwave through your ex's world. The smug arrogance that had permeated his messages quickly evaporated as he realized the true extent of John's determination. Fear replaced bravado, and he attempted to escape from the formidable soldier who now stood before him.

But there was no escape. John, fueled by a protective instinct, pursued your ex relentlessly, his presence an indomitable force that left no room for evasion. "Text my girl ever again and oh boy you wish your mom never gave birth to you" Cornered and overwhelmed, your ex succumbed to his fear and fled, leaving behind the remnants of a broken ego.

As John returned to your side, a mix of relief and admiration washed over him. The confrontation had served its purpose: to ensure your safety and send a clear message to anyone who dared to threaten your peace of mind.

You awoke to find John by your side, his features softened by the moonlight that filtered through the window. His eyes met yours, filled with a blend of tenderness and determination.

"He won't bother you again," John assured you, his voice unwavering. "I'll always protect you, no matter what."

In that moment, as you gazed into the depths of John's unwavering devotion, you knew that you were not alone. With him by your side, you felt a renewed sense of strength and security.

John Price

You had tried to move on from the toxic relationship that had left scars on your heart. But your ex refused to let go, bombarding you with text messages that ranged from desperate pleas to borderline threats. Each message chipped away at your sense of peace and security.

One evening, as you sat with John, sharing the burden of your past, a notification flashed across your phone screen. The words that appeared before you were a cruel reminder of the darkness that still lingered.

Who's that dude you're dating now? You think you can replace me that easily?

Your heart sank as you realized John had caught a glimpse of the message. The look in his eyes, a mix of concern and anger, mirrored the tumultuous emotions raging within you.

John's voice was steady, but determination laced his words. "Baby, I can't stand by and let this continue. He needs to understand that his behavior is unacceptable and that he must leave you alone."

A mix of fear and relief washed over you, knowing that John would go to such lengths to protect you. You nodded, your voice barely a whisper. "I want to move on and leave this behind. But it’s getting so difficult" All night he did nothing but hold you as you cried because the memories kept adding up. And John did nothing but kiss and hold you the entire night.

The next morning, as the sun painted the sky with shades of gold, John prepared to leave for what appeared to be a simple grocery shopping.

Time seemed to stretch endlessly as you waited, anxiety and anticipation mingling within you. Hours passed and just when doubt threatened to seep into your thoughts, you heard the familiar sound of John's footsteps approaching the door.

His face bore the signs of a confrontation, his eyes filled with a mix of exhaustion and determination. John took you in his arms, holding you tightly, as if to shield you from the remnants of the past that clung to your spirit.

"He won't bother you again" he whispered, his voice filled with an unyielding resolve. "I made it clear that his actions were unacceptable. He knows the consequences if he dares to cross that line." and you knew that he went over and made it clear to him to never text you ever again.

Tears welled in your eyes, a mix of gratitude and relief streaming down your cheeks. You gazed into John's eyes, overwhelmed by the love and protection he offered so selflessly.

"I don't know how to thank you, John," you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion. "You've given me a sense of safety and peace that I thought I had lost forever."

His grip tightened, his voice a comforting reassurance. "You don't have to thank me, my love. It's what love does. It protects and empowers. I won't let anyone hurt you, not while I'm here."

Kyle Garrick

You stood there, reading the text messages that illuminated your phone screen, each word like a dagger to your heart. The messages from your ex, filled with desperation and anger were a painful reminder of a past you desperately wanted to forget. His words were like poison, seeping into your thoughts and threatening to unravel the happiness you had found with Kyle. The man you want to share your life with.

Just as you were about to put your phone away, hoping to bury the unsettling messages deep within your mind, you heard a gasp from behind you. Turning, you saw Kyle, his eyes fixated on the screen, his face a mix of concern and anger.

"Love?" he murmured, his voice laced with sympathy and a fire burning within, "I didn't realize you were going through this. I'm so sorry."

Tears welled up in your eyes as you looked at him, the pain of the messages threatening to overwhelm you. But Kyle, ever the steadfast protector, closed the distance between you, wrapping his strong arms around you in a comforting embrace.

His words, infused with a fierce protectiveness, resonated within you. As he held you close, you felt a sense of safety and reassurance wash over you, erasing the fear and uncertainty that had plagued your heart.

Days passed and Kyle prepared for his next mission, a dangerous assignment that would take him away from you for a while. But before he left, he made a promise to himself, and to you. He would confront your ex, ensuring that he never dared to disturb your peace again.

As he set out on his mission, he carried with him the weight of your trust and the burning desire to protect you from harm. And when the time came, bruised and battered, he sought out your ex, determined to make him understand the consequences of his actions.

Face to face, Kyle confronted the man who had caused you so much pain, his eyes ablaze with an unwavering resolve. Your ex, taken aback by the sight of Kyle's injuries, cowered before him, realizing the severity of his actions. He pleaded for mercy, promising to leave you alone for good.

Kyle’s voice filled with an authority that brooked no argument, made it clear that any further harassment or threat would be met with severe consequences.

When he finally returned home, weary but determined, you met him at the door. The weight of the past seemed to dissolve as he enveloped you in his arms, the warmth of his embrace erasing the remnants of fear and doubt. In that moment, you knew that together, you could face anything.

After seeing him all bruised up but with a smile on his face, you couldn’t help but jump into his arms. In his embrace, you found healing. The scars of the past fading into insignificance compared to the love that bloomed between you. Together, you would face the challenges that lay ahead, fortified by the strength of your bond and the knowledge that no matter what, you were not alone.

[just-antithings]

(TW: Rape mention) Resident Evil is a horror game that has human trafficking, implied rape, cults, kids getting hurt/killed, a baby being torn apart, 10 year old Sherry Birkin was impregnated by her father in RE2, a toxic incestuous co-dependent relationship and many more horror elements.

That part of the fandom: “oh mah gawd, if you write and read about non-con dark content, you are a gross loser and we’re gonna cyberbully you to oblivion and start harassment campaigns and make blogs dedicated to harassing a 19 year old rape victim with an eating disorder all because they wrote that nasty, nasty content about OUR Leon, we need to protect Leon our 2D husband!”

Red Dead Redemption is a game where you play as an outlaw and there is a gang in the game that kills and rapes women.

Anti with Arthur Morgan profile pic who is also in the RE and COD fandom: “If you seriously enjoy this non-con crap, you’re a rape apologist, and if you were a rape victim who writes about this, keep that crap to yourself!” Literally this was their first and only post before I blocked this person.

Not even gonna make a joke with the oversimplification of what I’ve seen, because I don’t think I even need to explain the irony of people demonizing and bullying dark content writers in the CALL OF DUTY fandom.

If it’s because they can’t separate fiction from reality, they need help. If it’s because they hate the content, they should’ve blocked and moved on. If it’s because they think that write that type of content means “condoning it” or “it will encourage someone to do it” one, then if you played Resident Evil, you’re condoning murder, corrupt governments, human trafficking, etc, so that argument doesn’t work and two, that person was already thinking of trying to do something heinous before they even read a single letter of that dark content fic.

TL:DR, Resident Evil is naturally a Dead Dove series, and there are antis that straight up bully Dead Dove writers because it’s okay when a company does it, but never okay when an individual does it. 🙄

Like I get your point, but that is not how that goes with Sherry. Sherry goes through a lot, but her dad did not rape her she got infected a different way. Incest and rape definitely happens in the RE games though RE2 the chief of police kills and rapes a character of screen and in code Veronica (side game) there is incestuous twins. So, like again, your point still stands, but Mr. birkin didn't do that.

[konigsblog]

Every time I go through the cod x reader tags, I swear there's always a new post from someone complaining about the writers who write dark content 😩 and they are almost always referencing you.

Some people take fanfiction way too serious. I used to be in the slasher fandom and some people there would also get legitimately angry when people would write dark fics for literal horror movie killers 😭 I always wanted to ask those people if we even watched the same movie because how tf does someone think a dark fic is out of character for someone from a scary movie??

I'm sad that this type of mindset is also all over the cod fandom too. How hard is it for them to just block you? I just blocked 3 accounts today because they were in the tags complaining about dark fics. I'm starting to think they don't want to block you because they would have nothing to complain about if they did.

if you see any accounts referencing me or talking about me, please dm me or request it anonymously.

it will be greatly appreciated, since i like to block these accounts to prevent them seeing my blog :33 🫂💗

it's honestly pathetic to see them complaining about my work and dark content in general, what's the point of me putting tw's if they're not gonna bother reading or taking them into mind? they complain about things easily preventable, and i think they're forgetting the world isn't just about them, that other people have different headcannons, and that doesn't give you the right to be a bitch about it !!

(i think they're also forgetting that military men aren't sweet, they're not loving in the slightest. 😮‍💨 some of them will usually hold their job above you, will cheat and be assholes.)

[soap-ify]

hi cutie! 💋 i’m new to the cod fandom and an aspiring writer >_< i came across your writing and i love love it sooo much, so i was wondering if you could give some advice on what keeps you motivated to write? and if it’s not too much, could you share some of your fave writing or writer recommendations?

reading your work has my heart doing laps! thank you for your hard work and for sharing it❣️

HI anon you are just so lovely. i hope you know that i've been smiling at this for like the past minute now. i'm so happy you enjoy my writing!

motivation for me mostly comes in random bursts (and goes just as quickly) and i suppose my true motivation is just the fact that i'm very hyperfixated on cod right now. though it's very important to enjoy what you're writing, since that's what helps me the most to keep going :3

and as for my writer recs, i wasn't going to tag because i get shy but i'm too exhausted to find the links SO here you go! please be mindful of all the warnings in their works.

@suimon the entirety of di's masterlist will leave you giggling and kicking your feet trust me!! all of her works are simply amazing, and the way di writes simon is simply chef's kiss.

@rowarn one of my most fav fics is written by ro you totally need to check their works out!! writes simon so beautifully. (little secret that i started this account only because i got inspired by one of their fics)

@stargirlrchive again one of my fav writers on here! anissa's writing makes me all red once i finish it it's just that good.

@comfortless syl has the type of works that'll leave you deep in thought for the next few hours once you finish reading them. they're always just so gorgeously written, makes me sob!

@loveindefinitely all of love's series are so good!! just so interesting and fun to read.

@dmitriene ALL OF JULY'S WORKS ARE SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN! literally has me reading some sentences over and over because they are just so good.

@crashandlivewrites begging and scratching at your walls to check out crash's pornstar!price series. while you're at that, check out all of her works >:3 literally has me biting my fist all the time.

@konigsblog orla's works make my mind literally go blank and i mean this in the best way possible! also one of my inspirations when i was first starting this blog >:3

@luvit elli's writing is literal perfection like. literally one of my fav gaz writers out there EVERY WORK IS JUST SO! undescribable.

anyways these are only the ones i can remember at the top of my head right now while being like. super sleepy. but honestly every writer i rb on this account is purely amazing so i recommend you to check all of them out!

[bi-writes]

I initially followed you ages ago because of your Harrison and Tom content, but then I stayed cause you’re good at what you do and your blog is interesting and entertaining.

Ma’am, I have never consumed any kind of COD content before. Maybe a couple of tiktok edits here and there that just left me a little confused cause all I knew about cod was that you get to shoot people, I didn’t know there was a whole story to it. And then BAM you start writing about Simon and stuff and here I am EATING IT THE FUCK UP ( excuse my potty mouth).

Your writing has always been really good, but lately, whenever I read something of yours, I am left flabbergasted. It is masterful. Everything is so well thought out and it’s clear that you’ve worked hard on it, even the shortest and quickest fics. It is so well written!!!

Thank you so much for not only writing but for allowing us to read your stories.

Also thanks for your fic recommendations, they’re impeccable.

oh my god, you have no idea how much i needed to see this today.

you’ve been on a JOURNEY with me then. that phase was literally 2018, feels like so long ago (it literally was).

i’m such a different writer now. not that i hated what i wrote before, but i think what i write has a lot more substance. not about trying to find how many synonyms i can think of for “love” lmao. i also think my stories are more mature and realistic. very pleased you’re here to see me at what i hope is my best 🤠

actuallyyyyyy i got back into fanfiction after seeing mandalorian (even have a pedro masterlist from my few fics i wrote). and i found @groguspicklejar and they started posting about simon, and i saw another masked man and i went 👁️👁️ omg it’s a kink, this is a kink.

and here we are. so happy you’re here and that you stuck around. you’re not the first person to say this either! 🥰 ive had a few saying they read my stuff in 2018 and saw me posting for simon and freaked. makes me so happy.

one of the reasons why i named my blog this way, so i didnt have to change my name when i decided to write about something else. people are following me and rediscovering me all over again, it’s so cool. ❤️

[indefenseofkara]

MWII Operator headcanons: Specgru edition

Hello! I think the multi-player operators deserve more love, so here are some headcanons for the base Spegru team. This doesn’t included people who were in the campaign because there’s plenty of stuff about them already. The pictures are just screenshots of my game, lol.

Jesus “Chuy” Ordaz

(the COD blog post I’m getting some of these full names from says his first name is Manuel, but his bio says Jesus?)

has terrible handwriting

but as my poetry instructor once said, “the worse the handwriting, the better the work”

and he does write poetry

been through a lot, but still a romantic at heart

really great with kids

Gustavo “Gus” Rodriguez

you could not pay this man to shave his mustache

once he grew that mustache, he knew he could never go back

looks like a literal baby when shaved clean, like people will start asking "who let that preteen in here?"

really proud of his career and the fact that he gets to work with Special Forces since he’s not military (because technically there was no military for him to join)

will not bring up surfing, but has a bunch of cool surfing videos ready to go at a moment's notice. you know, just in case

Zhiqiang “Zimo” Wong

precious bean, i love him

cinnamon roll but serious

doesn't mean he can't be brutal, he is a soldier

kind of intense overall, which intimidates some people

really cherishes platonic relationships

movie buff who might smack you if you say you don’t watch foreign films because you don’t like reading subtitles

Kleópatros “Kleo” Gavras

(fuck, I accidentally deleted my notes on her. :( I’m sorry Kleo, I have to wing it!)

likes to dress up. will put on a whole fit and makeup just to hang around the house every once and a while

it's a nice contrast to her usual military get up

good at every sport

also very good a chess

Nila “Nova” Brown

really great eyesight

misses flying, tbh. jumps at the chance to do some piloting for a mission

seriously considered becoming an astronaut

worked with Kortac briefly, but changed to Specgru as soon as her initial contract was up

(that one’s a deep dive for anyone who remembers that she was a Kortac operator during the beta)

Sobiesław “Gromsko” Kościuszko

Polish pride (idk, everyone I know who is Polish or has Polish heritage is very proud of that)

plays some quirky instrument like the accordion or keytar or hurdy-gurdy

uses reading glasses

knits. while wearing the reading glasses. looks like a literal grandmother

Enzo “Reyes”

will never admit it as a proud Canadian, but he doesn't like hockey

a Swiftie

flirts with everyone

pansexual, so no one is safe

(that's a joke)

(I'm not trying to do the "bi/pan people are sluts" thing)

(I just think this man is attractive and charismatic)

(and wants to share that with the world)

(blame the Valentine's day skin)

Tse “Luna” Míngzhū

really amicable

will actually hit you up after saying "we should hang out some time!"

loves attending sporting events and cheers very loudly

it's not mentioned in her bio, but she grew up in Virginia, near Washington DC, so 9/11 probably had a big impact on her and her career choice

(pulling on my own experience for that one)

(not job experience, but growing up in DC suburbs when 9/11 happened experience)

lots of frustration with generic military gear because it's all way too big on her

Thanks for reading! My Kortac headcanon post can be found here.

[gh0stswh0re]

just a quick reminder that y'all can not slut shame me out of writing smut, and all u are doing is embarrassing urselves!! idk why my blog got kinda popular again, but i'm really enjoying the cod hype again just not the "hate" comments. and i don't want to give y'all the pleasure of me replying to them and posting them, because if i can write peepee going into the vagege in like twenty different ways, then y'all can get creative and bully me properly or give me actually well structured critism 💀💀

i don't know a lot about mlm, like considering the anatomy and also the emotional part behind it, so i haven't written it yet but anyone is welcome on my blog - that also includes any and all girly pops telling me to get a boyfriend. babes, i'm not sorry that your girlfriend is reading ghost smut because you can't make her cum, and i'm also not sorry if i partially contribute to the ghost hype!! anyways, eight months ago i wanted a boyfriend so, so badly and then i got a tall, tattooed guy with veiny hands and piercings and realized i want to go back to writing my silly little fanfiction because having to have a boyfriend is so overrated!!

on a side note: how is it literally almost june, and i feel like i barely even started this school year?? anyways, i have to retake two chemistry exams, one math exam and i have one on schedule math exam so please someone put me down, i'm begging you i'm studying and studying but i might as well just be chronically dumb

[elexaria]

i have almost 1.5k followers on here and i feel awful for not posting anything so i feel like i owe y’all an explanation at least (＾＾；)

1.) life is kinda . Waaaaahh all over the place (in a good way!!!). lots of stuff happened that i did NOT expect, like getting a part-time retail job and i even started dating someone (??????? like hello??? did not expect that at all but its going great and hes awesome)

2.) i just . haven’t thought much about any fandom of mine. it’s not like i dislike COD or spiderverse, my head is literally empty and by the end of the day i’m just so exhausted and tired i have no room for any kind of thoughts. i don’t even sketch/write my own self indulgent stuff anymore 😵‍💫

it’s incredibly disappointing to see how well i’ve done with this account, and i really do still want to keep this going. partly because i’ve got a really lovely following and so many amazing people who actually care about me and my work, but also because being creative is SO important to me and my mental health.

so, this isn’t a goodbye— i do genuinely still want to continue writing on this blog, i just would like to express why i haven’t been posting much~

luv you all and i hope you’re doing well!

[luminousbeings-crudematter]

hi i love you so much and situationship-verse is my favourite fic in this fandom!! do you have any tips for writing, i really want to start my own writing blog ❤️❤️

oh my god i CRY, favourite fic in the fandom??? i cannot deal, this is so kind of you to say!

sorry i sat on this ask for a while, but i've put some pointers below the cut that work for me? but really @ceilidho gives hands-down the best writing advice (she's one of the best writers on here, so it checks out) so please check out her blog too!

i try to write everyday. i write for a living, but writing horny fiction is not the same!! it's a muscle that needs constant use and it helps me (mentally) if i even write 2 sentences in a wip every day. it's a type of progress that is difficult to track because you're literally chipping away at it, but i still prefer it to writing nothing. even if the 2 sentences get deleted the next day because they were WHACK, it still helps.

i never outline. i mean i'll mentally map out what i want to write and where i want the story to go, but plotting an outline is not for me. mostly this is because i feel compelled to rigidly stick to an outline once i've put it down, which is just not how writing works for me. HOWEVER. work this out for yourself. try both. see what works.

i read a lot. self-explanatory. in a more general sense, the cod community on here is v v talented, and the output is crazy. you could read one thing everyday and still not run out of things to read for a long time. quality varies, length varies, but i do believe that reading can give you pointers on how to as well as how not to write something. it all helps!

final tip that i stole from ceil and that has helped me as recently as last weekend: switch gears. DO SOMETHING ELSE. (im trying to learn to cook stuff outside of my comfort zone & burned my fingers this weekend so typing is tres difficult at the moment but oh well). there is no guarantee that doing something else for a while will give immediate results, but it will clear your mind.

[ghouldtime]

As a fellow writer that tries to bring a little more variety to the COD tag, I just wanted to say thank you for talking about the problem in the fandom!

I only saw one other person other than me talking about it, and honestly, I was almost starting to think that I was the weird one for judging the romanticisation and fetishisation of abuse when so many people enjoy it.

Like, I'm all for writing whatever you want, even terrible topics, but... sensibly? I genuinely don't understand how someone could write about rape or abuse without treating it like the awful, disgusting thing it is.

I often get told that I just want to have the 'moral high ground' and that's why I say that, but that's not the point at all. We all enjoy characters that have done some questionable stuff, starting with the cod men themselves. I'm just... worried I guess, about how many people find abuse enjoyable to read.

I wish people would at least tag this stuff properly.

Anyway, sorry for ranting, I'm glad I found your blog! 🖤

Oh the anon coward crawled back into my inbox to flail onto their back and utter, "Superiority complex". That's it. That's all they have to say. What about it? Who knows. I'm assuming they're trying to imply that I have one but they didn't write anything else, so I'm just going with they like saying random words (going to start anon messaging people things like carbonated hot dog water with no context to leave them befuddled the rest of the day)

It's a HUGE problem that I've seen and I'm honestly sick of it. I legit can't open the basic tags without being hit with it. No matter what or who you block, more ALWAYS pop up. I'm not saying flat out "Don't write these topics altogether". Like, COD is a video game about war and killing people?? There's going to be awful shit. Ignoring that entirely is doing a great disservice and censoring writing just because a topic is uncomfortable is extremely counter productive.

Also, adding this, I literally never said don't write it at all - to the anons who came for me, you're just mad because you can't read and are being called out on turning something horrible into an attractive/hot thing.

I'm saying "write it sensibly with respect for the topic and the victims of it. It's not a fetish it's not something for you to play the good ol' meat fiddle too. Real thing that affects real people and what you're writing, even if it's fictional, DOES AFFECT THE REAL WORLD". Literally, not that hard. So what if I'm told I'm taking a moral high ground? Cause I, sorry let me put on my reading glasses-🤏 👓

I have the moral high ground because I don't fetishize rape, abuse, incest, sexual assault, stalking, and the other long list of actual crimes that people are apparently treating like they're kinks - because I'm saying to not treat them as sexy time things and to instead give them proper respect when you're writing them. That's supposed to be moral high ground???? If so, I'm alright with that.

You're not the weird one. This is just common sense and sometimes terrible things are so normalized in fandoms that it's just one big echo chamber so it keeps being said and done, and people keep repeating it, and it spreads and spreads. Like, I'm not the weird one for going "hey fantasizing about a man abusing a woman and finding it so attractive you write about it and turn it into smut is weird." At that point, that's not an intrusive thought, that's a WELL AND CONSCIOUS decision when you plop your hand down and start typing away at the keyboard. It's a conscious decision when you ignore the actual harm it causes and keep on writing it.

"Write whatever you want" doesn't mean that what you write will be free from judgement. I'm all for write whatever makes you happy, I don't give a shit there. But when it starts to affect ACTUAL people, yeah, then we have an issue and I'm going to speak up about it.

Also, I can't "Don't like don't read" BECAUSE ITS NOT TAGGED PROPERLY, no one censors properly. The mature censor for SEXUAL CONTENT is absolutely free to use. Half the time, you're just thrown head first in and you're like "oh, oh this is fetish stuff, this is really gross fetish stuff". Its just so blatantly posted, no proper tags, just flat out in your face. I just avoid tags all together now unfortunately but what else can ya do. It's exhausting to interact and look in that regard so I just don't

My blog will ALWAYS be free from that and will ALWAYS be a safe space for those who want to avoid it. Not going to change that nor am I ever going to back down or go back on my word here.

Sorry for all the heavy stuff recently y'all but this MATTERS significantly to me as a victim of some of the stuff aforementioned above. I'm not going into details but it's a thing very personal to me and it's absolutely INSANE of what is treated as okay/what is done and I'm never, ever going to be okay with the incorrect depiction of this shit and the blatant fetishization/romanticization of it

[miss-dollette]

Your fandom rants and icks... finally someone said it. I've been thinking about this lately and couldn't put it into words but you hit the nail on the head. There have been so many things that have recently been in the fandom and/or fanfics that have driven me absolutely insane. I'm never one to be a debbie downer or shit on anyones fun but some things have just made me incredibly uncomfortable recently that I've actively had to go through and block/mute tags or blogs because it's overwhelmed the COD tag. It makes me so sad because it's basically stopped me from engaging in anything at all in relation to COD because I feel bombarded and it's not enjoyable. The biggest thing recently that's bothered me is stories being written that are completely out of character for the COD guys. Like I get that it's fanfiction but seeing stuff written that clearly doesn't match the individual(s) written about feels weird and at that point it's not even the original character anymore so whats the point?? I know some people probably strongly disagree but at a certain point it almost feels disrespectful to the original characters and their stories. It also feels like a way for some weird shit to be fleshed out and, again, to each their own and it's fiction blah blah blah, but for fucks sake. Like literally for. fucks. sake. Like you said, It's like people writing stuff about Ghost that would be completely out of character for someone like him, with all of the trauma and experience that is literally canon to him as a character. Maybe it's because I have a degree in psychology and know people who have been through things that are written/portrayed in COD that it all just doesn't sit right with me... Let's not even get started on having a degree in psychology and seeing things like pedo shit practically glorified, let alone being written about. Holy. Fucking. Shit. There are a few writers that I think truly understand certain characters and write about them in such a beautiful way that it makes me so upset that it gets overshadowed and bogged down by absolutely horrendous things in the tags. I'm so sorry this is so long. I didn't intended to write a whole ass dissertation on this but I'm so happy to see someone else is feeling this way.

Everyone is on my ass for what I said. But to be honest, I don't careeeee. I don't. I really don't. They're real mad but I'm just laughing. I'm just expressing my feelings and having fun doing it. It's funny, cause my post got 100 likes in a day. That's telling something.

You should see the messages im receiving. I don't mind, I love trolling a little.

I said the hard truth, and they can't handle it.

'Preciate your message. Great minds think alike.

If you wanna laugh, check out my responses to these messages. I had fun.

[thewindsofsong]

so i feel like i've been split between a couple of different impulses and i don't really know how best to vent them. with a lack of better ideas and/or options, i've decided to use the micro-blogging platform to blog. however, because i am eternally conscious of how much space i take up both physically and mentally for other people....

I just want to talk to people again. I used to talk to other people a lot on discord, but between some communities coming to a necessary close, others being focused on other topics, and others just not quite feeling right, i've been left with the feeling like i'm constantly muffling my own voice. now, I can recognize that this is self inflicted. I could just start going off and talk. but at the same time, i don't really feel like needing to defend or counter people if they feel like start something. I don't want to explain myself, I want to express myself. idk if i'm really getting across that difference right, but its there. There’s a constant feeling of judgment about literally everything that I see and it’s so exhausting. How do people have the energy to be so goddamn judgmental all the fucking time.

The internet feels like every space is PvP instead of just some of them and I’m tired. Maybe if I try hard enough I can make my brain be interesting in dmbj again. That fandom space was actually the best I’ve ever been a part of. Then again, I was unemployed and in the middle of the pandemic when I was really deep into it so maybe that’s also why i think about it so fondly. That space looked at the characters and the story in a way that just clicked so hard with me, in a way i haven’t been able to find.

And i have so many things I’d like to talk about with COD but that fandom’s focus seems to be so different from what mine are. Idk if i just haven’t quite found my people, but i just don’t seem to vibe with it the way that they do.

I know what i should do is just take the risk and keep looking around or maybe even try and make a space, but i know how much energy it takes and i also just don’t trust my attention span to actually manage a community.

Anyhow, i don’t actually expect people to see or respond to this. This post took me two days to write out and the mood and tone of it probably changed when the day did.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[fixfoxnox]

How clear was your vision of SiTO Roach when you started writing? Was he someone who wrote himself, or is your version of him something you really had to sit down and flesh out? Are there parts of him that you just nixed?

Honestly, I didn't flesh him out at all sjdjjfjfjfjf

Like I just kinda had a clear vision of him in my mind. Idk why, but it was like after I played the game my mind just immediately assigned what he was like, so I've not ever really had to sit down to flesh out a character

As for like any parts of him that I nixed, I am literally vehemently against British Roach. As I have said on my other blog, he is American until proven British idc idc

But like I kinda took out some of his maybe quieter parts I suppose? Like obviously he's a voiceless character in the games because of the whole "being able to put yourself in the characters shoes" thing that cod had going at the time, but like I do think that there is a level of his character that is maybe a bit more quiet and reserved.

However I decided that while I liked that, I wasn't going to lean into it as much as I think some other Roach writers do. Particularly because of the Cliffhanger mission. I think that mission kinda shows that while he can be a little reserved, when it comes to the team, particularly Soap/Ghost, I don't think he is. Like the way that Soap was teasing him and giving little jokes makes me think that Roach, if he wasn't a silent protagonist, would be very playful.

Thats why in my version of Cliffhanger in SiTO I have him quip back and forth with Soap. I also think his two special kills in the mission are like so fucking unnecessary and show off-y akdkjfjfjfjjf

Like that was Ghost taking over Roach's body for a sec especially with the ice pick one like sjjcjfjfjjfjf so I kinda took how I perceived him in Cliffhanger, which is where I feel like we got the most personality from him, and built his character from like a mix of that mission and the "The only easy day..." mission and "The Hornets Nest" mission because I feel like we got a lot of his personality during those. Like him playing Rock Paper Scissors with himself while being shot at ajdjjfjfjfjfj

This kinda just turned into me talking about why I perceive the bug boy the way that I do, but yeah, essentially just from playing the game I kinda took his personality as way more like playful than a lot of people tend to portray him lol

[bearsworld73]

Welcome to Bears World!

You guys can call me bear! She/her. I started this blog simply because I was bored, so with that being said, please don’t expect me to write day and night. I am a human just as you are and need sleep. I also have work to do literally ALL THE TIME (it’s so annoying). I have just started my fic writing so I am sorry if it isn’t top quality of writing. But please also stick with me. I will get better as I go on, hope y’all understand! :)

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