#I’m funny again I’m at ease again I’m social again I’m creative again I’m sexy again I’m passionate again
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#Now listen I’ve never been to the mental hospital but I did almost check myself into one this year#I was in a bad place….#the worst I’ve been since high school lmao#And I was in that bad place all the way up until two months ago!#when I started this blog and decided to start writing again#and now that this blog has reignited a sense of passion in me and I feel like I’m living for something and not just a work drone#I brush my teeth at night again and do my hair and my skincare and I stretch in the morning and I eat healthy and I go on walks#and I breathe deeply and meditate when I come home from work and overall I just feel like myself again#I laugh and it’s not bitter it’s just joyful and I wear the clothes I think are cute and I tell the jokes that I like#and I say the things that I want to say and express the opinions that I have#and I accept myself and I’m gentle with myself and I’m kind to myself again#while still taking care of myself#and I’ve got the spark back and I’m excited about life again#I see a future and I’m planning for one again#I’m funny again I’m at ease again I’m social again I’m creative again I’m sexy again I’m passionate again#and it’s literally all because I started this blog and started writing for CoD#it’s because you guys have liked my posts and followed me and sent me requests#it’s because the blogs that have interacted with me have been sweet and kind and funny#and didn’t make me feel like the weirdo I’ve felt like my whole life#I feel like I’m 25 and I’m starting all over again but not in a “my life just exploded” way#which is how I felt at 23 and throughout 24#but I feel like now my life is starting over again in a hopeful “there’s new growth here and spring is coming and I’m ready to bloom” way#my anxiety is gone I don’t bite my nails anymore I ACTUALLY HAVE NAILS NOW#do you know how long it’s been since I’ve had fingernails? Because I obsessively bite them due to horrible anxiety?#it’s been a long time. literally years#And I have all of this back because of the joy I’ve found blogging in this space and fantasizing about 4 stupid war criminals#you guys (all of you who have interacted with me in some way no matter how small) are a huge part of why this is all happening for me rn#and I just am really grateful to be here#grateful that I’m still here#grateful that you guys like my little ramblings
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What was your first impression of your mutuals? you can ignore it if you want it ;-;
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a bunny anon! hello hello!!
welp, it’s hard for me to list everyone so i just put the ppl who made distinct impressions. don’t get me wrong, i love all my mutuals. they make my blog a better place hehe
@sugokawata — i always thought of sugo as a nice person cuz she always reply to my asks when i was still one of her anons (thanks ma, that was really heartwarming). but now… she’s my bitch /affectionate lmfao the most relatable bitch i have ever met :>
@schiros — this is funny but i wrongfully assumed reiny as an american ldmsjjd it’s bcos her english is top tier! and her writing is god tier!! plus she’s so sweet to me too when i was still her otter anon. my heart soared when i saw her write my pet shop trio request <3
@haruchyio — she makes (i know you agree with me) the best tokrev hcs and drabbles to ever exist. i was blown away by her wordplay when i first interacted with her works bcos … it’s so damn creative?? she is, right?! plus she’s approachable and super funny too :3
@inupibaldspot — ghad i miss uuden the url hahahhahah /j my first impression of eve is that she’s very kind, friendly but don’t be fooled, she’s actually the most entertaining crackhead you will ever meet /t. eve is that type of friend who’s sure to bring a laugh out of you and i absolutely love that. also i dig the way she plots her stories, it gets me everytime (not exactly first impression but yeah).
@lila-skies — mei amazed me for being the sweetest social butterfly. at first, i was kinda intimidated because she’s so nice and friendly to everyone. so when i found out that we’re both filos, i threw my reservations away and i’m glad that i did! bcos now she’s like my long lost friend?? if that makes sense :D
@ranspuppyboy — yuu just screams chaotic puppy energy to me /pos lfmsjjsd which btw complements my own chaotic energy. hence, our usual screaming on the dash. still can’t believe we bonded over benkasa for a few days cuz that’s super fun… and we’re about to unleash that chaotic energy again bcos hah tr 226 yallll :D
@baji-san — my wife is the embodiment of sexy smart. her quips are simply the best which makes her a sexy funny, and a sexy friendly… ugh she’s just the sexiest >;(
@saturnmitsuya — saturn intimidated me too ngl. my tr dash is full of amazing writers (and i’m just a lil blob of a writer) but whenever i see her name, i feel somehow at ease?? i’m glad to have known such genuine and kind soul like saturn <3
@kuroiza — how could i forget this sweetest person!! sem is the sweetest, idc idc. she came to my asks one time and i was really shocked to see a big blog talking to me :(( I WAS FLNFHDJEJDHFJFKDJJXFJ ILYSM SEM YOU’RE SO SO NICE TO ME
@togacaffe — tbh, i didn’t know mai is a writer too. i see familiar names in my notifications but i’m too dumb and shy to interact but when she did…oh g, she’s like that baby sister. also chaotic (ran as your fan during cheer, i’ll never forget that) :3
@drakens-tattoo-artist — azmi’s calm energy is my much needed medicine for my wild one lmodjdj ;-; i think of her as the most humble one in my mutuals bwahaha all of them are humble (don’t get me wrong) but azmi is my number 1 !!!! >:D
@tokyo-fukushu — A BABIE. a creative, amazing, talented babie. her writings inspired me so much?? and i’m gonna cri bcos i never feel old ?? (bcos of our erm age gap) around her and that’s really touching :’) ily lou /p
@lostinthe-jojos — my initial thought of itzel is that they are so damn approachable. and very very nice. plus the fact that they’re in culinary arts (i think??? pls correct me if i’m wrong) excites me bcos i love cooking too!! well home-cooking… lfmsjs itzel is just so friendly and i turned them into a wakasa simp too lmfaoao best thing ever :>
@keimisan — one word: wow. the way mal writes just sweeps me off of my feet. also… chaotic /pos ;(( the zebra wakasa + similar urls were one of the funniest highlights of my blog lfmsksjdjd i hope you’re taking good care of yourself bae <3
@i-am-cheese-fairy — cheese is the cutest ;-; idk much about them aside from being an asher simp (and currently, a gain one) tho i’m always happy to see them in my asks. cheese is simply adorable ;-; i’m soft good laurD
i hope you all have a nice week ahead <3 !!
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