#and it’s already learned from the patterns of like thousands of historical authors. whatever Your Work is contributing is
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i don’t feel like wording this the right way but some of the panic about like art/writing being stolen for ai makes me think you guys believe in copyright laws
#pers#ai is bad bc it means graphic designers and artists aren’t being hired yep ok you got me#everyone panic right now bc google docs is going to steal Your Work Soecifically. now idk#like it’s not gonna steal your original concepts the way a human plagiarist does it’s just scraping for patterns#and it’s already learned from the patterns of like thousands of historical authors. whatever Your Work is contributing is#like objectively a drop in the bucket. like do what you want idk im aso probably gonna move off google drive bc the storage is aggravating#but all these like very panicked tiktok’s about what to do are just a lot. idk
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Divination Basics
From the Roman priest reading auguries to interpret the will of the gods to the modern fortune teller reading with a deck of playing cards, divination has been a part of human spirituality for thousands of years. Today, divination is an important part of many witches’ practices, and can be an important tool for self-reflection and analysis.
Merriam-Webster defines divination as, “the art or practice that seeks to foresee or foretell future events or discover hidden knowledge usually by the interpretation of omens or by the aid of supernatural powers.” Divination can be used for many things, not just to predict the future. It can be used to understand the past, identify patterns at work in your present, or as a tool for working through trauma.
In the book You Are Magical, author Tess Whitehurst describes divination as, “a way of bypassing your linear, thinking mind and accessing the current of divine wisdom and your own inner knowing.” As I’ve discussed in a previous post, all of us are receiving psychic information all the time, though many of us don’t realize it. Divination tools like tarot cards or rune stones act as triggers to help kickstart our natural psychic gifts.
Divination relies on the use of our intuition. Intuition is defined my Merriam-Webster as, “the power or faculty of attaining to direct knowledge or cognition without evident rational thought and inference.” These are the things you know without needing to be told. Another way of thinking of it is this: your intuition is the way you interpret the information you receive through your psychic senses.
The most important thing to remember when doing divination is that the tool you are using isn’t giving you information — it’s simply helping you to access information you already know. The revelations come from you, not from the cards or whatever other tool you may be using.
When using divination to foresee the future, it’s important to remember that the future is never set in stone. These tools can only show you the most likely outcome based on your current direction.
Beginner-Friendly Divination Tools
These are the divination methods I would recommend for beginners. For one thing, most of these systems are fairly easy to learn and use. For another, these are some of the most popular divination methods among modern witches, so it’s easy to find information about them and/or talk to other practitioners about their experience.
As you’ll see, each divination method has its own strengths and weaknesses, so you may choose to learn several methods that you can combine to get stronger readings. Or you may find that you can get all the information you need from a single method, which is also okay.
Tarot. This is my personal favorite divination method, but it’s also the one with the most misconceptions surrounding it. Tarot cards do not open a portal to the spirit world, and they probably didn’t originate in Ancient Egypt. In fact, evidence suggests that the tarot comes from a medieval Italian card game called Tarocchi, although the modern tarot deck as we know it didn’t come around until the 20th century. Tarot cards are not any more or less supernatural than ordinary playing cards. (Which, incidentally, can also be used for divination.)
Tarot makes use of archetypes, and many readers interpret the cards as a map of an archetypal spiritual journey. For this reason, tarot cards are especially useful for identifying the underlying patterns and hidden influences in any given situation.
Most tarot decks follow the same set of basic symbolism. Unfortunately, this does mean that new readers will need to study the accepted meanings. This isn’t to say that your readings will always match up 100% with the standard meanings of the cards — you may receive intuitive messages that deviate from tradition. Still, it’s helpful to know a little of the history and traditional symbolism behind this powerful divination tool. The good news is that, since most decks use similar symbolism, once you learn the traditional meanings you can successfully read with almost any tarot deck.
I’m planning to post a more in-depth introduction to tarot very soon, but in the meantime, if you want to learn this divination method I recommend starting with the book Tarot For Beginners by Lisa Chamberlain and/or with the website Biddy Tarot.
Oracle Cards. Oracle cards have been rapidly gaining popularity in the witchcraft and New Age communities in the last few years, and it’s easy to see why. One major appeal of oracle cards is how diverse they are — there are countless different oracle decks out there, each with its own theme and symbolism. Another big plus is how beginner-friendly they are; Oracle cards are usually read intuitively, so most decks won’t require you to learn a complex system of symbolism. (Of course, the fact that every oracle deck uses different symbolism can be frustrating for some readers, because they have to learn a new set of symbols for every deck.)
Some readers (myself included) also find that oracle cards usually give more surface level information. Tess Whitehurst says that, “While oracle cards can help us answer the questions ‘What direction should I take?’ and ‘What is the lesson here?’ tarot cards are more suited to helping us answer the questions ‘What is going on?’ and ‘What is the underlying pattern at work here?'” For this reason, many readers choose to use tarot and oracle cards together to get a more well-rounded look at the situation.
Another common complaint about oracle cards is that many decks are overwhelmingly positive and shy away from dark themes or imagery, which creates an imbalanced reading experience. I think this is best summed up by one Amazon review for the Work Your Light Oracle, which says: “Basically, this is very much a deck for Nice White Ladies(TM) who like crystals and candles but aren’t ‘super into all that witchy stuff.'”
There ARE oracle decks out there that address darker themes, but many of the most popular decks on the market are overwhelmingly positive. That’s not necessarily a bad thing. Sometimes a little positive encouragement is more helpful than brutal honesty. However, too much focus on the positive can lead you to ignore your problems, which only makes things worse in the long run. For this reason, finding balanced decks is important — if you’re going to use a very shiny happy deck, my advice would be to alternate it with more grounded decks, or with a deck specifically designed for shadow work.
That being said, oracle cards are a great divination tool if you can find a good deck, especially for beginners who are intimidated by more structured systems like tarot and the runes. If you’re interested in working with oracle cards, the best way to start is to find a deck that 1.) you feel a strong attraction to, and 2.) has a good guidebook. (My favorite oracle deck is the Halloween Oracle by Stacey Demarco, which I use for readings all year.)
Runes. The Elder Futhark alphabet is a runic alphabet that originated in ancient Scandinavia around 200 AD. While this was an actual writing system, it also had magical and mythological associations in the cultures that originally used it. While using the runes for divination is a modern practice, it is based on the historical sense of magic surrounding these symbols.
Like tarot, the runes have a traditional set of meanings. However, because there are only twenty-four runes, there aren’t as many meanings to learn as there are with tarot. Some rune sets also contain a blank stone, which has its own special meaning. I have personally found the runes to be a great source of wisdom and insight, although they do tend towards “big picture” messages rather than small details.
However, there is one major stain on the runes’ history; they were studied and used by Nazi occultists before and during World War II. Like many symbols associated with historical Germanic paganism, the runes were appropriated as part of Nazi propaganda — for example, the Sowilo rune was incorporated into the SS logo. This isn’t to say that you can’t reclaim the Elder Futhark alphabet, but I do think it’s important to know the history going in. Because of their association with Nazism, it’s best to avoid wearing or publicly displaying the runes.
There are other ancient alphabets that are used for divination, like the Anglo-Saxon runes or the Irish Ogham, but the Elder Futhark is the most popular.
If you’re interested in learning divination with runes, I recommend the book Pagan Portals: Runes by Kylie Holmes.
Pendulums. Pendulums are interesting because, unlike tarot, oracle cards, and runes, they can be used to answer yes or no questions. For this reason, many readers use pendulums to get clarification on readings they’ve done with other divination methods, but you can also use pendulums on their own.
A pendulum is any small, weighted object hanging from a chain or string. You can buy a pendulum made specifically for divination from a metaphysical shop or an Etsy seller, but you can just as easily use something you already have: a necklace, your housekey, or a small rock or crystal tied to a string.
Pendulums may be the easiest divination method to learn. The only thing you need to do to learn how to interpret a pendulum is ask it what its “yes” and “no” motions look like. To do this, simply hold your pendulum in your hands and focus on your connection to it. Then, let the pendulum hang from its chain or string so it can swing freely. Say or think, “Show me ‘yes’.” Allow the pendulum to swing, and pay attention to its movements. “Yes” is often a forwards-and-backwards swing or a clockwise circle, but your “yes” may look different. (Some witches even notice that different pendulums in their collection have different “yes” and “no” movements!) Once you’ve gotten the pendulum to show you its “yes,” ask it to show you its “no.” For many readers, “no” is a side-to-side swing or a counterclockwise circle, but again, yours may be different.
The biggest downside to pendulums is that because they typically only answer “yes” or “no,” you have to be very specific with your questions. Pendulums aren’t the best tool for general energy readings or open-ended advice. However, that specificity makes them great for validating your gut feelings, interpreting your dreams, identifying a deity or spirit that you think may be reaching out to you, or any other situation that requires a little clarification.
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burn the stage — part 1 // dabi
— A multi-chapter fic complete with your favorite indie and mainstream bops. Watch as you fall in love with the captivating guitarist of a band one drunken, perfect night. (BAND AU)
↱ PAIRING : Dabi x Female!Reader
↱ WORD COUNT : 5K
↱ WARNINGS : Mentions of alcohol, Suggestive themes, Strong language, Dabi being hot
↱ TAGS : @yusemis @lordexplosionsextra @astrrnmy @basicallyberry @j-brielmalfoy (I actually remembered my taglist this time wow)
↱ AUTHOR’S NOTE : Thank you sosososo much to @kaikamikazi for allowing me to use her likeness for Kai’s character! Happy birthday to my favorite clown <3 everyone please wish her a happy birthday woot woot !!! And also huge huge thanks to @doughnuts-5ever and @jojosmilktea for helping me proofread/betaread this fic huhu it was a whole ass mess you guys are absolute legends tysm!!
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scene one; no song
"Thousands of years ago, our ancestors looked up at the night sky and saw a field of lights."
The aged man paced around the room, hands folded behind his back and hair graying by the roots. His side facing the blackboard on the wall, he continued;
"None of them really knew what they were," he stopped and looked at the vast sea of students perched atop of chairs in the big room. "But, they made a fascinating observation."
You sat listening to your professor, your chin perched on your open palm, and eyes focused on the notebook that sat idly on your connected desks.
"They noticed that the patterns were predictable and had clear effects." The man said with some form of self-acknowledged eureka, his left hand coming up to the height of his face, index finger pointing up at the heavily-lit ceiling. "The seasons, the tides, the harvests."
"Incredible, isn't it?" he resumed.
The man was about to continue on his tangent. But that was until a hand shot up in the air, followed by a voice.
"Uhm, professor?" the boy who raised his hand asked. "Aren't we supposed to be learning about chemistry?"
Your professor looked at him, who now appeared to be slightly frightened by the blank but disrupted gaze of his teacher.
“Pfft—���
You turned around to see your friend Kai, her head resting upon her folded arms. Was she seriously trying to sleep through the lesson again?
“The one opportunity we got to sleep,” she sighed. “You just had to ruin it, brainy.”
“Is that seriously what you call a sufficient insult?” you asked as you fully tilted your head towards her direction.
“Wasn’t saying it to insult him.” She said casually as she massaged her head with the hand closest to her, face still partially buried within her entangled arms. “Wasn’t saying it to compliment him either though.”
You scoffed.
“You’re unbelievable,” and at that, the darker-skinned girl turned to you with horror in her eyes.
“Oh no,” she said petrified.
“What?”
“You’re being a Karen again.”
You looked at her dumbfounded, sighing.
“I am not being a Karen,” you started. “I’m just saying—”
It was already too late, however, as Kai had both her hands covering her ears, blocking out your protests as well as all her other life issues.
You sighed once more and turned your attention back to your professor, your notebook still open on your desk.
“Your semester is practically over,” said your professor, standing idly in front of all the students, his left hand reaching up to habitually play with the fabric of his suit tie.
“So, let me have some me-time every once in a while," he continued.
‘You never let us have any me-time—’ is what you could feel the hoard of tired students internally screaming around you.
The aged man cleared his throat and set along to once again resume his lengthy ramble.
“Where was I?” he asked himself, his feet already departing from his standstill position in the middle of the room as he started walking about once more.
“Ah yes, so it seemed logical that these lights shaped everything else in our lives. But with the scientific method disproving all these theories, why do people still look for meaning in the stars?”
A hand shot up in the air once again, only to be shot back down by a quick hand gesture from the professor.
“Calm down now, I’m not done yet,” he said.
“Many prolific historical figures of our kind, such as the Iikes of William Shakespeare, have used the concept of astrology as a metaphorical expression, more than an actual study. Whether or not he truly believed in it, he still used the idea of astrology to create some of his most well-known epigrams to date,” he continued.
“With lines such as; ‘These late eclipses in the sun and moon portend no good to us.’ from King Lear, ‘A pair of star-cross’d lovers take their life.’ from Romeo and Juliet— I’m sure a lot of you are familiar with that one." He faced the students once more. "And my utmost favorite, ‘The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars—’”
“But in ourselves, that we are underlings.”
“—From Julius Caesar,” the professor smiled. “Well done, Miss L/N.”
Shock settled into your form, having realized that you had said that much louder than you had anticipated. Now with the burning stares of your classmates and uncontrolled laughter coming from a seatmate you used to call your best friend, you let out an exasperated sigh, head falling onto your desk and arms protecting you from the unfiltered judgment of the outside world.
You sighed for what seemed like the thousandth time that day before finally coming out of hiding, your chin once again finding shelter in your welcoming palm. You stared down at your open notebook, observing each line and angle. Stared at the drawings of orbits clashing together with the unwelcome intrusion of jotted scientific equations. A picture of the sun as each planet aligned themselves accordingly within their rotation, along with the lengthy compound formula of 4 Bromo, 3-4 Dichloro, Ethyl Hexanoate, written briskly, and uncared for.
But despite your apparent unhappiness and deep-rooted sorrow, you lifted your head forward and listened to the lesson in front of you.
"You seriously need to loosen up," said Kai, her head faced towards you. "When was the last time you danced to music alone in your bedroom?"
You thought about it for a second.
She sighed.
"You're so sad," she sighed once more and patted your head. "Poor baby."
She brought her hand down from the crown of your head, arm now resting on your shoulders as she brought you in closer.
"I'm gonna get you laid tonight," she said with conviction. You looked at her profile, absolutely bewildered.
"I'm sorry, what?"
"That's right," she nodded her head in content. "You're having sex tonight, just leave it to me."
"Shouldn't we work on having me dance to music alone in my bedroom first?" you countered.
"Even better," she grinned at you with the type of grin your primary teachers warned you about. You know, those creepy man smiles that you should run away from when faced with in a dark, ominous alley? "I'm taking you to a bar."
You could feel Mrs. Peterson screaming at you to run.
But nobody really listened to Mrs. Peterson. Sorry.
You sighed once more at your beaming friend and nodded your head slowly.
"Whatever," you finally said. Attention spanning back to the lecture in front of you as you turned your head. "After the class ends."
Kai smiled and leaned back into her chair, legs crossing and folded arms supporting her head from behind. She looked utterly satisfied.
"Alright Karen," she said.
"My name is not Karen," you grumbled.
"Then stop being such a Karen and let me have my fun," she closed her eyes and smiled. Totally abandoning the lecture playing out before her. Chemistry was all just a bunch of bullshit anyway.
scene two; black eyes
Ambient lighting and muffled voices were what greeted you and Kai as you both entered the bar. The light that shone down above you cast an evanescent sheen across the tiny, hidden bar.
You fumbled in with your red dress and heeled boots, bridging the edge of comfortable and painfully exposed. It’s been years since you've last worn a dress.
"Are you sure this isn't some kind of ancient speakeasy?" you asked Kai, uneasy.
"A speakeasy for bands and stuff sure," she shrugged. "Sadly, no dancing flapper girls, so sorry to disappoint."
You nodded and started heading towards the bar. No matter how badly you wanted to keep up the 'holier than thou' attitude, college was rough and unforgiving.
You ordered your drink and sat down on the stool, Kai following you shortly after as she sat beside you.
"I heard there's gonna be a good band playing tonight," she rings up the bartender and orders a drink.
She takes one look at your drooping face and sighed, her hand coming up to massage your shoulder.
"Loosen up," she takes a sip from her drink, "just for tonight, okay?"
You sighed and nodded timidly, copying her as you took a swig of your own drink.
"Looks like they're almost up," she taps your shoulder. "Mr. Compress is about to introduce them."
"Mister wha—" she shushes you before you could continue, leaving you no other choice but to sigh and watch.
The man with the strange name took center-stage with the microphone in his hand. The crowd seemed to know who he was, for they cheered and started gathering at the front of the stage.
"Let's go take a closer look too," Kai stood up and started dragging you with her. "Take your drink with you."
You looked at the already half-empty glass and shrugged, opting to chug it down instead. You finished your drink and walked with Kai towards the pit of people, still confused about what exactly was going on.
The strangely named man started to speak.
"Ladies and gentlemen," he threw his free hand in the air by his side flamboyantly. "What an incredible pleasure to have you all here tonight. I am delighted to see some familiar faces, and some new ones too."
He grinned.
"I'm sure a lot of you are here to relieve some stress, no?" he asked, and the crowd cheered in affirmation. The man chuckled and continued;
"Well, I best not keep my wonderful patrons waiting then." The crowd cheered louder. "Without further delay, may I present to you, The Villain League!"
The crowd roared as four people took the stage, varied instruments at their disposal, but the one that caught your eye was the one that stood at the center, a guitarist, and a good looking one at that.
He was mostly dressed in dark clothing, aside from the white t-shirt he wore under his long coat. His features were hidden beneath the shadow cast by the dimmed lights.
And that was when the music started.
Electric guitar blinded your senses and opened your eyes. The exhilarating sound numbed the nerves that coursed through your entire body. Every hair on your body stood on its roots, awakened by the new thrill of music.
The lights turned on to the max, and the crowd went wild. Hands flew up in the air, the drinks in the opposite limb gambling on the edge of death.
It was music like you've never heard before.
"Holy shit," you said to yourself, the alcohol in your system taking its effect.
The man in the middle started singing, and you gasped as you took in the rest of his features. A good portion of his face and neck were covered in burn marks, as well as the top of his torso, which then spread across his arms. You awed.
How could someone who looked so damaged be so perfect?
Your eyes watched in wonder as your ears listened with delight. You made a mental note to thank Kai for dragging you into one of the best nights of your life.
So this is what college was supposed to be like.
You smiled, feeling the bricks fall off your shoulders. You stood straighter as your eyes opened wider, and shined even brighter.
This is so awesome.
You threw your hands in the air and let out a scream with the rest of the crowd. Kai catches sight of this and follows along with your mania, a laugh escaping her lips.
You were enjoying the aura of absolute chaos, but nothing had prepared you the moment your eyes caught his, staring right back at you. His mouth formed a devilish smile that made all the heat rush through your body in mere seconds.
"The girl in the red dress," he said into the microphone. Your eyes widened in unalloyed shock as they caught sight of the mischievous glint in his own. "Come out on stage with us."
What the fuck?
The crowd cheered louder and started to look around to find who he was referring to. They soon caught sight of you, who was still calculating the odds of you being the only girl in red.
The sea of people parted and formed a direct path from you to the stage, and you were honestly shell shocked.
Kai laughed and cheered you on.
"Congrats Karen, you've officially been promoted to Moses!" she cheered even louder.
"What, I—" you sputtered out.
Kai took her left hand and smacked your back, forcing you to stumble forward.
"Go!" she yelled at you through the howls of the crowd. "Get. Fucking. Laid!"
At that, the crowd burst into an explosion of screams. Whistles and hoots were all that was heard as your shaking legs made its way towards the stage.
You eventually made it to the edge, and the enigmatic guitarist leaned down to help you. Grasping your hand firmly in his, he hoisted you up easily.
"What's your name?" he leaned into your ear as he said it, his steady voice combating all other noises, and winning.
"Y/N," you said right back into his ear, a shiver coursing through your body as the current situation was doing its number on your sanity.
"Nice shoes Y/N," he said cooly, and your head started spinning.
"Uh, thank you—"
"Let's have a good time together," he smirked at you, who blushed madly.
You looked over at the rest of his bandmates. A young girl with a blonde fringe manning the second electric guitar, she looked at you and grinned widely at you. Eyes smiled shut and tongue jutting out, she threw you a peace sign in welcome.
You looked behind you and saw a strange-looking man playing both the bass and keyboard. You made eye contact with him and he smiled, only for him to completely change his expression and give you the stink-eye, much to your confusion and anxiety.
Finally, you looked over at the drummer who had dead-looking baby blue hair; he glanced at you and nodded briefly in acknowledgment.
"Don't mind the last two," the mysterious guitarist chuckled, "they're a lot more decent than they seem."
You nodded and smiled at him.
"So," he started. "Care to join in on the fun?"
You took a deep breath.
"Okay."
It was funny how you had started with not even being able to dance alone in your room. And now here you were, dancing along with countless strangers to music you never felt before.
scene three; ilysb
"You're new here, right?" the man said. He was sitting across from you with his head resting on his hand. His piercing blue eyes were focused only on you.
It had been about an hour since you stepped foot inside the hidden bar and thirty minutes since you were standing on stage with the band having the time of your life.
You looked over to the stage and saw your drunk friend Kai singing 'I Kissed a Girl,' microphone in her hands as she belted her heart out to the cheering crowd.
You couldn't help but chuckle, before turning your attention back to the enigmatic man staring intently at you.
"That's not slightly creepy at all," you answered jokingly.
The man chuckled slyly.
"I play here almost every night," he retorted coolly. "I would have definitely remembered you if you weren't new."
You nodded. Smooth.
"Fuck men!" you turned around to find Kai screaming into the microphone, one hand on the microphone stand and the other on the microphone itself. You sighed at the common occurrence.
"Fun friend you got," the man with burn marks said, attention also brought over to your crazed friend.
You sighed and nodded.
"I'm this close to dropping her," you said with no conviction.
He seemed to have caught on to your tone and answered accordingly.
"But you never will," he said.
"Yup," you nodded once more.
You looked over to him again, the alcohol in your body taking full effect.
"Wanna get out of here?" you asked him.
He looked at you with his eyebrow raised, a small smirk playing on his lips.
"And abandon your fun friend?" he asked you.
"Yes," you looked at him straight in the eyes as you said it.
"Sounds fun," he said, already standing up from his seat.
You followed suit, casting your drunk friend one last look before following the strange man out of the small speakeasy.
The cold night air greeted your body that clung tightly onto the limited warmth of your sweater jacket. You walked idly with the man standing beside you, the streets painted a dark vignette by the evening sky. The night suited him, you thought.
You let out a deep exhale which invaded the darkness with its cold color, the hues fighting until the dull white was engulfed by the overwhelming darkness of nightfall.
You looked up at the stars that were scattered across the sky, their white twinkle enrapturing the night sky with its light and color. Their light so bright that it couldn't be overthrown by the darkness of black. Instead, they were displayed up in the sky, allowed to show off their beauty with no restraints.
"Orion's in the sky," you observed quietly.
The man turned over to look at you.
"The constellation?" he asked as he too tilted his head up to watch the night sky.
"Yeah," you nodded, "I can't find the Pleiades, though."
Absentmindedly, your feet started moving in hopes to catch sight of the constellation. The dark-haired man watched you quizzically.
"Do you really think moving around will make them appear?" he asked you, who was now trudging farther and farther away. He sighed and started following you.
"There're so many buildings around," you groaned in your drunken state. "Can't a girl just see her stars when she wants to?"
He tilted his head in slight amusement and chuckled lowly.
"If it's the buildings you're worried about, I know where there's a field," he said. You turned around instantly.
"Show me this field, good sir."
"It's this way," he tilted his head over to the right, feet already walking towards its direction. You followed him, skipping.
You eventually were led towards an open field located on a small hill in the park. Wow, we had a park?
"Woah," you said in wonder. Your arms flying up from your sides as you spun around the grass, hair dancing in the breeze from your movements.
The man just watched you curiously, a small smile of endearment flickering on his lips.
You let out a big sigh of contempt and threw yourself down onto the grass floor, feeling at peace as the earthly bodies embraced you. The man who led you here followed suit, leaving little to no distance between your two figures as he laid down beside you.
"Can you see the Pleiades now?" he asked from beside you.
You looked up and examined the heavens, and your eye immediately catches the open star cluster that painted the sky. A gasp escapes your lips as you point up at the constellation you were looking for.
"There they are!" you squealed slightly, unable to control your excitement in your drunken state.
"Why'd you want to see them so badly?" he looked at you and asked.
"If you catch sight of Orion, then you're most likely gonna find the Pleiades too." You started, eyes focused eagerly on the stars. "There's this whole story behind them you know, about Orion and the Seven Sisters.
"It was said by Greek mythology that Orion fell in love with the sisters, and pined over them for 12 years. He would always chase after them in hopes that they would become his someday. But that was until one day Zeus decided to turn him and the sisters into stars. So Orion could chase them forever for the rest of eternity but never once be able to touch them."
"Wow," he said from beside you.
"Yeah," you said from beside him.
"You said they were the Seven Sisters," he said.
"Yeah?" you turned your head over to look at him, his eyes seemingly glowing under the star studded sky.
"But I can only see six at most," he stated.
"Oh," you turned your head back to the sky. "That's because those are the only ones visible to the naked eye. If you look through a telescope, a dozen more stars are visible."
"Is there a story behind that, too?" he asked.
"Yup," you stated and continued. "According to storytellers, Merope— one of the sisters, is hiding her face because she's the only one of the sisters who married a mortal and thus isn't respected for it.
"Her husband, Sisyphus isn't represented in the night sky either, cause he was condemned by Zeus to forever roll a stone up a hill in Hades only to watch it roll down again when he almost gets it to the top."
"That's..." his voice drifted off, "really sad."
You hummed in affirmation.
"You really like astronomy, huh?" he stated. "I'm assuming you're into astrology too?"
"Yeah," you answered.
"So, you're some type of zodiac girl," he said. "How quirky."
You scoffed.
"What type of music are you into?" he suddenly changed the subject, surprising you.
"I don't listen to music that much honestly," you said, surprising him, but not showing it on his face.
"Okay," he said. "Very quirky."
You laughed at yourself.
"Are you okay?" he asked you jokingly, maybe the alcohol was finally starting to get to him too. "Childhood trauma? Emotional baggage? Crazy ex-boyfriend?"
"Traumatizing college life," you said matter-of-factly. "And also just downright not having the time to listen to music."
"Spotify's expensive, too," you added.
"Ever heard of a radio?" he asked.
"Yes, but I can never concentrate on studying when music is on," you said.
"Ah," he said in a moment of realization. "It all makes perfect sense now. What's your major?"
"Organic chemistry," you said.
"Yeah," he nodded. "Makes sense."
"Kindly enlighten me then, cause I can't make sense of anything going on in my life," you said.
"You're a young adult suffering from the expectations and academically-focused constructs of our society," he said.
"Damn," you started. "You're right."
You sighed and placed your attention back at the azure before you.
"The moon's crying," you stated.
"What?" he asked, confused.
"The moon feels sad," you answered vaguely.
"The moon is sad," he stated beside you, eyes now focused onto the heavenly body in question. "The moon's just a broken planet that needs the sun to make it shine."
"Just because it needs help doesn't mean their shine is any less beautiful," you said back.
A long silence passed between the two of you, he looked at you, whose focus was still set onto the night sky. Whatever had you so enchanted by them, he might never know, but as he watched your features bloom with the ethereal sparkle of night, the twinkle in your eyes matching— no, outshining that of the stars you looked so fondly upon, he just sighed softly.
"Whatever you say, zodiac girl."
scene four; still with you
You were walking home with him in the cold night air, wind dancing softly around both of your figures as the gentle shrill tickled your senses.
It was colder than usual, you thought. But maybe that was just from the thrill of not spending your nights like you usually did, alone in your bedroom studying a topic you couldn't care less about. You sighed.
When was the last time you were able to lay down on your bed listening to music?
You were grateful for Kai, who you just realized had been abandoned at the bar she forced you into. You prayed for your survival the following day. You say that, but in the end, you were nonetheless thankful for giving you a college experience other than cramming every day.
You thought about what you would have been doing if you weren't forced into the bar, and laughed at the predictability.
You finally made it to your front door.
"Goodnight," the blue-eyed man said to you.
"Yeah," you said back. "Thanks for walking me home."
He nodded and watched as you made your way over to your front door.
You stopped.
You didn't know if it was the alcohol in your system, the cold night air, the thrilling atmosphere of spontaneity, or all of the above. But right now, you weren't in the mood to answer any multiple-choice questions.
You wanted to live for once. You wanted to feel anything else other than the dread of an upcoming deadline or relief after a grueling exam.
For once, you wanted— needed to be free of the expectations and academically-centered constructs of society. Constructs that you never wanted to question until now.
Even if it was only for tonight, you wanted to do the thing you wanted to do.
Even if it turns into a mistake, you would gladly take it for a few minutes of freedom.
You turned around and ran towards the man whose names you realized you didn't even know. But you were too far gone to be stopped.
Your hands found the side of his face and pulled your faces close, eyes meeting and lips almost touching. You breathed nervously.
"Can I kiss you?" you asked suddenly.
Shock and confusion flickered before his eyes but disappeared just as quickly.
"Sure—" he said, and your lips finally connected.
The kiss lasted for mere seconds until you pulled away, flustered and drunk and confused.
What were you doing?
You turned back around to enter your home and scream at yourself.
How could you just throw yourself at him like that?
But suddenly, his hand grabbed your arm and pulled you back towards him, connecting your lips once more. You could have sworn you melted.
The kiss lasted much longer, lips moving against one another and breaths being mixed together in the cold night outside your apartment building. Your hands in his hair and his arms around your shaking frame.
You pulled away to catch your breath, your air puffing up in the chilly twilight.
You pulled onto the sleeve of his jacket and led him towards your apartment, rushing past the other tenants and employees, you quickly got on the elevator where more kisses were exchanged in a drunken haze.
The elevator doors opened, and the two of you rushed out with you guiding him to your door.
You hurriedly put in your key, hands slightly shaking, the door opens and you hastily go inside.
He comes into your small apartment and closes the door with his foot, the door meeting the frame with a soft thud. He pushes you against the wall and your lips meet once again.
You didn't know how much time had passed with his lips moving against yours and hands roaming across your body, the contact sending both heat and shivers to course through your entire being.
His lips moved to your jaw, slowly making its journey down to your neck. Your breath hitched.
Some more time passed with low moans and heavy breathing coming from the both of you, now laying on your twin-sized bed half-naked.
You looked out the window beside your bed and saw the stars and moon staring back at you, illuminating your figures in its magical glow.
It was like time didn't exist when you were engulfed in his arms, his lips peppering your body in kisses and bite marks causing you to moan softly. You wanted to know what he was thinking, what he was feeling, with the moonlight shining softly on his features.
Your hands found themselves buried in his soft hair, time passing by faster as more clothes were being discarded around you.
"Y/N..." he said your name softly. His light voice passes by you, sending shivers down your spine.
Your breath hitched. Having no name to call out to, you whimpered instead. Your bodies intertwined together under the dim light of your apartment, and your heart taking timid steps towards him, tripping and falling deeper and deeper.
It was colder than usual, the low-pitched hum of the air conditioner you forgot to turn off comforting you from afar. Your body shivered more, not used to the sensations. It felt good, it felt really good, but there was something about it that pained you and made you want to fall apart.
The unfamiliarity of the pleasure and sweat clouded your mind and made you think back to the times when you were studying instead. This was far different than the dull absence your mind feels when reviewing all your lessons. But even then, thinking back to the simple emotions that came from your textbooks and notes, maybe these simple feelings were special to you too.
The night progressed further, and time was lost once and for all in the midst of your shared pleasure, the night turning darker as the sparkling sky glowed onto your sweaty figures.
You both reached your climax and breathed heavily, eyes meeting and foreheads touching in what seemed like a hazy afterglow, both your minds fogged and judgments clouded.
Your hand delicately went up to touch his cheek, his eyes shimmering in the glow of the night sky. He looked at you with the faintest smile. Underneath it was painted the most beautiful purple, his broken and damaged face sending your heart into a fit of shooting stars.
His body collapsed next to you on the small bed, arms encasing you tightly against his warm body.
You looked over to the window beside your bed. The sun was slowly rising, and the moon began to fade away into the brightening sky.
You felt your eyes slowly closing, finally giving in to the sleep you denied yourself all night.
Goodbye moon.
And just as the moon left your sky that February sunrise, so did the man who slept next to you that very next day.
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how much bullshit is in here? ive already noticed they refer to a zygote as a fetus
Oh lordy. Under a cut for length and extensive abortion talk.
‘have an abortion in the comfort of your own home’ listen you can get pills that do the same thing that you can take in the comfort of your own home, with the upside that you know the exact dosage, effect and efficiency of the thing. It even comes with a leaflet telling you how likely it is to have serious grievous-bodily-harm side effects or not. Herbal anything does nothing like that because herbal anything is hard to dose. That is like part of the inherent problem with herbal medicine, especially when it comes to those with narrow error margins before they turn from ‘helpful’ or ‘someone will die’
Next up, the idea that an abortion to take… weeks. That’s.. listen that’s not good for you. Even if you have a miscarriage early in your pregnancy, chances are it’s your body going ‘ahahah nope’ and kicking the embryo to the curb fast because that’s the most resource effective way and pregnancies are all about the resources, as far as your body is concerned. Drawing it out is… not a good thing.
Also at 6 weeks we’re not talking about a fetus. at all.
Oh,. and there is no ‘cycle’ anymore. Pregnancies interrupt the cycle, that’s the thing. Your body doesn’t have an inbuilt timer for ‘we should be renovating the uterus now’. The timer for that is provided by the fact that the matured ovum didn’t get fertilized, resulting in different hormonal patterns, resulting in bleeding. Or not, if you got pregnant. There is no other cycle involved here.
Another thing: ‘if the remedy is taken consistently for 3 weeks’
That is.. a lot. A long time. As anyone who’s ever had to take medication consistently can tell you, missing a pill is easy, so easy and again, the prescription stuff is usually single use, or with a considerably shorter frame you gotta comply with. That’s a downside. That’s a thing that ups the risk of making the whole procedure fail, if you gotta stick with for 3 weeks.
‘moon cycle’ is at this point getting a ‘muscle in my cheek is twitching’ response you know.
The solution for unaccessibility of abortions to the public at large is not ‘hey use herbs!’ it’s ‘fucking campaign for more accessibility you asshole’ . Like ‘use herbs’ is at best a short term bandaid of the actual problem. Not a solution to the problem!
herbal abortions were actually the standard of care for thousands of years.
So was blood letting. Something having been around for a long time doesn’t mean that it’s better, or even good. Also I’d like to point out that people back then had no other choice. There were only herbs. If you time traveled back and offered people modern medical care instead of stone age medical care do you really think they would go ‘but my herbs’ instead of ‘oh thank god my finger is not going to rot off’.
it is common for herbal abortions to create what are called incomplete abortions. this can mean that the pregnancy has ended but the fetus has not been expelled from the body. when this happens you can pair herbs to soften the cervix, with misoprostol to expel the fetus.
After six weeks it’s still am embryo at best, please use correct medical terminology if you’re talking about a medical topic. Also if you have terminated the pregnancy but not expelled the material…. that way can lie sepsis. I’m not joking that’s a thing that happens to people. Imagine TSS from a tampon. Not imagine it happening right in your cervix because your abortion went wrong.
which leads us right to the next quote:
some people choose to wait and have their body naturally expel the fetus, which it will often do on it’s own when given enough time. many doctors and midwives will advise against this choice, but ultimately it is the choice of the pregnant person to wait, or have the fetus removed some other way.
Or you can get sepsis and die. Sure it’s your choice, but you know what it’s a shitty choice especially if you make it because some idiot blogger on the internet has failed to tell you that sepsis is a thing that happens and that can murder you. BAD.
if all of these methods still do not work, which is unlikely but possible, surgical, menstrual extraction (if you are still within the 6 week window), and aspiration options are still available. some of these can be done at home, some would be better accessed (if that is possible) in a clinic or hospital.
i am afraid to ask what ‘menstrual extraction’ is. Really afraid. Because neither aspiration or surgical can be done at home. I mean you could probably do ‘aspiration’ at home if you want to really risk your life? I mean since I don’t know what ‘menstrual extraction’ is i can’t judge on that, but surgical and aspiration are fucking hospital and doctor jobs. You want a professional on this because the other option is the fucking coathanger and that’s how people die.
Also the um… the time frame… look if you’re unlucky it’s going to be 4 weeks before you miss a period and go ‘hey maybe I’m preggers’ to begin with. After which you have 3 weeks of herbal tea, already putting you past the ‘6 weeks’ window. that’s… that’s a very narrow window.
from my perspective, based on all the research and learning i’ve done, i think it’s important to know that herbal abortions were the primary method of care for thousands of years - way longer than modern medical abortions.
Because there was no other method. Modern medicine didn’t exist. We couldn’t synthesize chemicals tailormade to do a thing with the least amount of side effect. Surgical was possible but woooooo sepsis central. We’re talking about a time long before anyone every thought about sterilizing any surgical equipment in even the most rudimentary of ways. Herbs was all you had if you wanted to not be pregnant but also not die. That doesn’t mean that herbs are good or safe. It means that herbs was the single damn option beside ‘get the kid, i guess?’
The next paragraph is too long too copy but… it conflates industralization and witch hunts and claims that ‘loss of workers’ is what made people hunt down ‘healers’ as ‘witches’
First of, that is a grossly wrong time frame. The hayday of the witchhunts between mid 1400s to mid 1700s, roundabout, depending on where exactly you’re looking and when, as it wasn’t so much a continuous ‘300 years of burning people, everywhere, all the time’ as much as it was localized flare ups (excuse the wording) of panic and pyre building that died down again only to restart later.
For comparison, the industrailzation started, at the earliest estimate in england (which btw was never that massive huge in witch hunting as other places got) after the mid 1700s, so the industralization is placed solidly after the witch huntery. Depending on where you look, for several decades already. You can’t pretend that one is inherently linked with the other, when one started several hundred years before anyone even considered the other to be a possibility. There is a much higher chance that witch hunts in Europe were directly informed by the ‘small ice age’ ruining crops and leaving people looking for a scapegoat, or the 30 years war destroying swaths of central Europe, also leaving people looking for a scapegoat. I would also like to point out that a common first target of ‘we need a suspect’ tended to be the local Jewish population
Next up, the idea that midwives and ‘healers’ were primarily targeted is a myth. It just straight up is. People could and would accuse anyone (again, I’D like to point you at Jewish people who tended to get the first blow) in part because there was legislation in place that would give the accuser some of the worldly belongings of the accused. Yes there was a strong monetary component. Do not forget this. People are greedy fuckers and have always been so.
You know what I would like to see? Some sources. Like on the ‘fertility controlling stuff was still widely sold!’ like where do you get that from can you show me what is your source.
UPDATE THEY USED THE TERM ‘BURNING TIMES’ can you fucking not. Just… refrain. Please.
the goal of stigmatizing herbal and at-home abortions was to make us scared of our potential to care for ourselves and each other. the powers that be wanted to decrease our trust in the plant world as natural allies. this is a campaign of intentional disempowerment that many, if not all of us, still carry the wounds from today.
I just fucking love conspiracy theories, let me tell you. I especially love how this fails to mention how fucking unreliable herbal medicine is because dosage is hard on plants because their active ingredient content can vary so widely.
Oh great now she pushes historical revisionism books yeah that’s what we need. Also, more conspiracy theory. YAY.
You know the most annoying part? Author actually makes good points about the problems with access to abortions and how it’s much much harder than it has any right to be, but it’s all lost in the nonsense. Like why you gotta be like that.
The author then keeps going on how abortions are safe when you have the right information and how people have safely done it for thousands of years, but again, this was back when the surgical option would have been ‘nonsterilized environment, non sterilized tools and a medical practitioner of whatever flavour who does not understand what a germ is’. In this context, herbs are safer. But we have moved past this t vastly safer and more effective methods!
are you an expert? where did you even learn this from?
i am not an expert. i’m a curious learning who enjoys sharing my process. i’m a person who used herbs to effect and regulate my moon cycle for years. i’m also an herbalist and an at-home abortion advocate.
THIS DISCLAIMER SHOULD HAVE BEEN AT THE FUCKING TOP. If you are not an expert you have no fucking business handing out medical advice. This is medical advice. In fact, it’s medical advice that may fucking kill someone.
i have read many books, studied and practiced herbalism for years, participated in several workshops and online classes, and i’ve helped myself and my community with tracking our cycles and preventing pregnancy through contraception.
SAFDFHGHKJHGS. I just.. I gotta sit down for a second.
i also believe i have done this work in previous lives because of interactions i have had with plants where i knew i was supposed to harvest them and i didn’t know why. upon researching the plants (whose names i had no idea of until doing that research) i discovered they were popular abortion remedies in the places i have ancestral ties to. this work lives in my bones and my spirit. it is alive and hidden carefully in my ancestry.
Forget about sitting down. I’m laying down. Potentially I am laying down and crying profusely and/or screaming into a pillow. Sweet Plaguemum.
#submission#medicine is crying#common sense is crying#i hate when someone makes a good point#and then buries it under two metric tons of bullshit#abortion
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Deus Ex Machina in Films
Spoilers for Slumdog Millionaire, Jaws, Angels & Demons, Contact and Signs.
If a tale is worth the telling, then should it not be extraordinary?
From our very origins, where stories of gods and monsters were told around a flickering campfire to our modern multiplexes, it has been the stories of the most dramatic shifts in people’s lives that we long to hear. These tales bring with them an inherent problem: should the piece prove to be too fantastic, too far removed from what we can connect with, then the spell is broken. Suspension of our disbelief is only a part of this, and often a film may cause a snort if it takes a dramatic step too far, or when the mechanics of an author making a story fit can be readily sniffed out. This magical balance, of spinning a yarn but never yielding the sense that the tale itself has a fundamental ring of truth to it, has plagued storytellers for centuries and the term “Deus Ex Machina”, dating from Aeschylus, has come to be associated with this issue in the modern cinematic age.
Meaning “God from the Machine”, it refers to when a story takes a contrived turn. In Ancient Greece, there would be a literal contraption that would lower actors playing the Gods into the theatre and such divine interventions would often allow direct solutions to whatever dramatic tangle the characters found themselves in. The fine line between this dramatic “Get out of Jail Free” card and writing resolutions that thrill and inspire audiences has ensnared storytellers for millennia. Modern audiences will complain when a film hits moments of what feel like implausibility, despite the entire picture up to that point involving a man who can talk to fish or a Prime Minister courting a tea lady. The moments that shunt audiences out of the experience of watching a film are both fickle and, of course subjective and, since no storyteller sets out to leave themselves open to this vulnerability, there is seemingly no way to protect your film from it, hoping instead that a crumbling of verisimilitude never manifests.
This is different from implausibility or fantasy. Films go to huge lengths to make the audience invest in a story: the reason Jaws is held up as one of the finest the medium has to offer is not due to the convincingness of the shark but how much we have invested in the three lead characters, and the shading to make them and their worlds real to us over the first hour of the film demands our investment such that, when a 25 foot plastic shark finally leaps from the water, our terror is welded to theirs. Our human biology is a problem here, since the idea of the extraordinary is what inspires the very best stories but is undermined by our animalistic understanding of coincidence. In evolving our way to the top of the food chain, we have learned to spot patterns and are built to learn from mistakes in order to thrive, so that if an extreme event happens it is programmed into us to be intrinsically suspicious. Phrases such as “truth is stranger than fiction” are accepted truisms, and yet some films are criticised if they rely too much on remarkable events, despite this often making them the stories worth telling. The logical response would be that nobody would want to see a film in which one of the other double-O agents dies in the attempt at saving the world: show us instead the spy that survives ludicrously improbable traps to win the day.
Slumdog Millionaire is a fascinating example of this contradiction and is based around the concept of a penniless boy appearing on the world’s most famous TV quiz show. What happens, however, is far from a typical appearance and the boy, who has no schooling, is in fact using the show to search for his lost love. Along the way he is asked questions that he happens to know the answers to, with the film flashing back to explain how he would know each of these facts. Statistically this is an interesting approach: given that there are hundreds of thousands of people who must have appeared on a version of this quiz over decades, one of them would have to be ranked as the luckiest in terms of the questions they happen to have been asked and, therefore, would not their story not be the most compelling? There is an intriguing idea within the film of defining intelligence as being asked the questions that we happen to know the answers to, but the role of chance in shaping a person’s destiny can prove divisive in audiences and it is this friction that blurs the line upon which audiences’ readiness to accept the story we are spun is founded. Slumdog Millionaire is ultimately not that interested in the mechanics of this since the boy himself is not motivated by the money, using the show playfully to up the dramatic stakes and revealing more about the characters involved, but the boldness in using such a unusual framing device is relatively rare.
We can take a certain amount of improbability in our stories but the dangers of invoking anything beyond chance are arguably greater, and whilst there are many examples of outrageousness in the plotting of modern films there are few, if any, whose audacity in terms of confronting these shades of grey are as remarkable as 2009’s Angels & Demons. Having made a career from inferring conspiracies around artistic and historical fact, Dan Brown’s book is adapted by Ron Howard and builds to an unforgettable climax. A series of grisly murders are investigated by symbologist Robert Langdon and escalate to a finale in which a priest detonates an antimatter bomb in the skies above Vatican City, bailing out of his helicopter with a parachute at the last minute. We soon learn that said priest had, in fact, planned both the murders and the bomb (stolen from CERN) in order to get himself elected as Pope. As preposterous plotting goes, this is pretty much as far on a limb as even the most ridiculous of Hollywood thrillers has gone but there is something to be said for the gusto and straight face that the film commits to in bringing it to a screen. What makes it completely outrageous, however, is the concluding scene, where a kindly cardinal thanks both Langdon and God. As an atheist, Langdon demurs, but the cardinal replies that, given the remarkable nature of what has happened, how could this be anything other than God’s plan: a literal use of Deus Ex Machina in the modern cinematic age!
Angels & Demons’ approach is far from unique, although perhaps not in terms of sheer nerve. Raiders of the Lost Ark’s denouement also sees the God of the Old Testament wipe out the villains (The Big Bang Theory delighted in pointing out that, for all of Indy’s heroics, he plays no role in actually saving the world) whilst the Eagles in the Middle Earth films have a strong whiff of godliness to them. The moments when a storyteller is clearly fumbling for a way to get themselves out of a sticky corner will now be increasingly exposed online, whilst even knowing moments that try to poke fun at the fourth wall have a tendency to get lynched, such as Ocean’s 12’s set piece where Tess Ocean (played by Julia Roberts) bumps into actor Bruce Willis (played by Bruce Willis) and is then coerced into saving the day by pretending to be actress Julia Roberts, whom Tess apparently resembles. The only moments when such brazenness can be allowed are when a film dives wholeheartedly into the silliness, such as the moment in Life of Brian where our hero is saved from falling to his death by some convenient passing aliens.
Many films dance around this fault line in fiction but M. Night Shyamalan’s Signs chooses to confront it by forcing each viewer to reflect on their own choices in terms of how they each decide to see the world. Following The Sixth Sense and Unbreakable, narrative twists had become the director’s trademark so the marketing of the film was stealthy, with the only knowledge circulated that the film was centred on the frivolous phenomenon of crop circles. Audiences who had been thrilled by Shyamalan’s first two films came expecting to find another sting in the tale and, whilst they would have that expectation met, for many it was not in the manner in which they were expecting.
From its propulsive opening credits, which musically and visually invoke Saul Bass and Bernard Herrman’s work for Hitchcock, the film casts a macabre spell, introducing us to a close family broken by bereavement. As enigmatic shadows, ominous animal behaviour and melodramatic news reports seem to imply that the world may be on the verge of disaster, the film spends our time focused on this household who is living as if Armageddon has already happened. Far from casting a morose tone, however, the focus is very much on their love and support for each other and the film is surprisingly funny, with a dryness and drollness that invites you to emotionally invest in them and their world to a huge degree, with various idiosyncrasies cleverly painted in to seemingly deepen their credibility, as is the norm for this genre. Charisma was always Mel Gibson’s strongest suit but, in this film, he uses it sparingly behind an expression of a man whom life has utterly defeated; a minister who has abandoned his faith after the cruel and arbitrary loss of his wife. His performance as Graham Hess is incredible and, in one scene, he processes rage, humanity, forgiveness and sorrow within the space of a few seconds. Joaquin Phoenix plays Graham’s brother Merrill, an honest and simple man whose awkwardness belies a gently painted integrity, whilst Cherry Jones also adds considerable emotional heft as the kind and empathetic local Sheriff: the world these characters inhabit, whist harsh and simple, makes it clear that these people are good-hearted and worthy of our empathy.
Shyamalan takes what would be the hugest event in human history and focuses upon the least significant of locales. He called Signs his “most popcorn” movie and takes many cues from Spielberg, with the juxtaposition of ordinary with extraordinary, a cast of children and a troubled, failing father (literally and professionally) all Amblin tropes, and the film is notably produced by Kathleen Kennedy and Frank Marshall. As the eeriness builds with the aid of an impeccable score from James Newton Howard, the crop circles increasingly seem to be the work of alien visitors. Throughout the film however, there is a mischievous sense of ambiguity and the film continuously undermines this fantastic possibility: Shyamalan plays on the audiences’ expectations with masterful sleight of hand, continuously teasing us with the prospect of a narrative twist that we are all trying to spot ahead of time, knowing all the while that, whilst we focus on this, our attention remains away from the ace he has hidden up his other sleeve. Everything we see seems to be developing this potential alien threat, but the film is subtly sowing very different seeds and Shyamalan uses a full array of tricks to keep our attention away from his final intentions. The most memorable of these is where Merrill watches a blurry Brazilian news report whilst hiding inside the cupboard under his stairs. This simple scene is edited to creepy perfection and, as the announcer intones “what you’re about to see may disturb you”, we share Merrill’s ghoulish excitement at finally discovering the truth behind the mystery. The reveal of a creature looming for a split second, out of focus but stalking us with predatory malevolence is one of cinemas great shocks: simple, matter of fact but unexpectedly stark. As Shyamalan tears away the ambiguity, this extraordinary image pays off the patient teasing shown by the film up to this point and, crucially, keeps us frightened for this family and what this all might mean for them.
Set almost entirely set around the family’s farmhouse, the key moment of the film comes as Graham attempts to comfort an alarmed Merrill. Gibson is shot in shadow throughout the film but with a light from behind the camera reflecting in his pupils, keeping the whites of his eyes prominent and obscuring our view of his lost soul. Graham’s speech about two truths and the choice we have in how we interpret the world appears, on first viewing, to be a charismatically sad mission statement of how Graham’s faith has been lost although, as we soon discover, he has not stopped believing but has moved away from his God in rage at the loss of his wife. Graham tells Merrill that we always have a choice to either interpret the world as a confluence of happenstance or as the plan of a deeper, bigger force. Shyamalan brilliantly undercuts this hugely significant moment with an immediate distraction, as Merrill recounts his experience of once narrowly avoiding getting vomited on by a pretty girl, but the scene is of fundamental importance to the whole purpose of the film. There is a way to read Signs as Shyamalan viewing himself as the god of his own worlds, with the characters he writes bending to his will (and his subsequent film, The Lady in the Water would see him develop this idea to memorably baffling effect) but the message of this film is centred on choice. When Graham is at his lowest ebb in the final reel, he does not appeal to God but simply repeats “not again” and, eventually, “I hate you”: he has failed to disavow himself of his faith, despite trying walk away from it. Graham spends the film in a purgatory of his own making and one reading of the piece is that of a man beset by demons on his way back to the path, which is finally triggered in the film by an emotive Last Supper. Shyamalan himself comes from a Hindu background but attended a Catholic school and the film wisely stays far from any one dogma, always ultimately returning to the choice of the individual to read the world as they see it and Shyamalan invites us to do the same with his film.
In the final act, Graham has an epiphany that all the events of his life are coalescing in this single moment: his brother’s failed baseball career, his wife’s death, his son’s asthma, his daughter’s habit of leaving glasses of water everywhere: all of these factors converge simultaneously and with specific purpose. This extrapolation, whilst fantastical, only involves the joining of a handful of dots and the film never demands that the audience agrees with Graham: we have the choice ourselves to view this confluence as coincidence or as part of a wider plan. This is the genius of Shyamalan’s film, to make a film about faith, call the film ��Signs” and then conceal the entire purpose of the film within an alien invasion. Another outstanding film about faith, Robert Zemeckis’ Contact, has a similar denouement, where the lead character is forced to make a choice about whether they can believe what has happened to them but Signs does not repeat the only error of that film, where the audience is privately told what really happened.
As Signs concludes, we are left alone with our own choice to make and this is what many viewers objected to, feeling that the contrivances were too silly, or maybe that water would be an unlikely vulnerability for invading aliens (despite the definitive text on this, War of the Worlds, invoking a common cold for the same dramatic purpose). I can sympathise if a viewer felt they were promised plotting to resolve the tale and it must be conceded that ambiguity from a story is dangerous if it comes as a surprise, but the conceit, showmanship and storytelling guile in making this twist thematic instead of narrative makes it, for me, Shyamalan’s masterpiece. He plays it with astonishing skill and total assurance.
We all always have a choice of how to accept what the world presents us with, and the gift of a great storyteller is to blend the meeting of the extraordinary with characters to ground our interest and our emotional investment, whilst simultaneously building a world which audiences can recognise as real. Such alchemy is so delicate, so complex that this makes a potent reminder of why so many films miss that mark, but the reality that so many storytellers have it in them to keep reaching for this delicate balance is the reason why we will always keep coming back to that campfire, waiting to be enveloped in a new, fantastic tale.
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