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cissy0writes · 3 days ago
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Little Matchmaker
Part 1
(Jinx x gn!reader)
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Summary: The little girl you've been taking care of for a few months stopped showing up one day. A few days later she's on your doorstep once again, but this time she isn't alone... (angst & fluff)
Warnings: mentions of violence and death, selfloathing thoughts, suicidal thoughts, probably ooc Jinx
Wordcount: 1.3k
A/N: Sorry for the delay, my weekend was way more hectic than I originally anticipated. And I worked two double shifts the last two days... This is still not finished, but I decided to cut it into two parts so I could at least post this, it's super short and Jinx only appears at the end, sorry for that... I was super tired while writing this (and as I already mentioned in my last post, english is not my first language), so I apologize for every mistake I didn't correct. I hope it's still enjoyable to read.
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The first night she didn't show up, you didn't think much of it. Sure, there was that nagging feeling of worry in the back of your mind; but she was a smart kid- surely she was alright. By the third night, however, you were a complete mess. Your whole body was filled with nothing but anxiety and guilt.
You had looked for her, of course, you had. Day and night you made your way through the lanes, searching for the little girl to no avail. You started dreading the worst, she was dead, she had to be that was the only logical explanation. It's not like it was far-fetched either, Zaun was a dangerous place, and children died daily... You just didn't think she would.
You barely knew her for two months, but it was enough time for you to develop maternal feelings for her. You took her in, kept her well-fed and entertained, and even changed the whole room arrangement in your small house to give her a little space of her own. You planned on raising her to your best abilities and you failed. You failed her, you didn't protect her, you let her wander off... Her blood was on your hands and the guilt was eating you alive.
You always thought it was fate that led her to you, but now you weren't so sure anymore. Would fate be really that cruel? To give you a new purpose, a reason to stay alive, just to rip it from you again?
Perhaps this was fate's way of showing you that you had no reason to stay. Maybe you weren't meant to live a happy life, maybe you weren't meant to be alive at all.
That's all you could think about as you sat in front of the small window of your bedroom. You stared out onto the empty street, the undercity painted in the darkness of night. Your head was pounding- curtsy of the last three sleepless nights, and your eyes burned from the many tears you shed over the last days. You felt absolutely miserable, your mind showing you memory after memory you made with her over the last two months.
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You were about to close up your shop when you heard the clashing of metal cans. With a frown you made your way to the window, peeking out of it with squinted eyes. That's when you saw her, a small girl covered in dirt and grease sitting between the trashcans with a pout on her young face.
Her brown hair looked matted and was covered in knots, her clothes dirty and ripped, and goodness did she look thin- like a single blow of wind would knock her down. You quickly made your way outside, wondering where she came from, if she still had parents, or at least somebody to look after her.
Once you reached her and crouched down in front of her with a frown, she looked up at you- face scrunching up in fear and started scrambling backwards until she hit the wall. You carefully held up your hands in front of you, showing her you were no threat. "Hey, hey... it's okay. I won't hurt you." You kept your voice as gentle as you could, and her rapid breathing started to slow down again.
She still looked skeptical of you, and honestly, you didn't blame her. Who knows what she faced, what she went through? You looked her over more carefully, searching for any wounds, but besides a few bruises on her knees and palms, she seemed unharmed.
You bit your bottom lip and looked up at the sky for a moment, it was starting to get dark. The girl's gaze followed yours and she let out a sound close to a whimper, which caused you to look down at her again.
Taking her inside was an easy decision. She was scared, hungry, and all alone; what else were you supposed to do? So, with a small sigh, you got up from your crouched position and held out your hand to her. And after a moment of hesitance, she took it.
She held your hand the whole time. From getting inside, closing the shop, and making your way upstairs to the small flat you lived in- she didn't let go once. It surprised you, how quickly she decided to trust you, but you supposed you were the first person to offer her at least some sense of safety.
As the two of you sat at your tiny kitchen table, a plate with hot porridge placed before her, you decided to ask her the question that's been on your mind since you noticed her.
"Hey kid," was all it took for her to look up from her plate, spoon held midway in the air, and a curious expression on her face. "Do you have a family? Anyone?"
Even though you alredy expected it, the shake of her head still sent a wave of sadness through your body. In that moment, you knew you would keep her around.
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The first time you met her...
The memory caused you to break down in tears again. Your shoulders shook with every sob and you felt like you couldn't breath. Why did you let her go outside on her own? Why did you prioritize a stupid sale over playing with her? No money in the world was worth loosing her, and you would give anything to have her back.
You were tired, so damn tired, but you wouldn't allow your body the rest it so clearly needed. You were punishing yourself, why should you let yourself rest? You clearly didn't deserve it. You wiped at your eyes and tried blinking your vision back to focus. But the sight on the street caused your heart rate to pick up; this couldn't be real, you were hallucinating from exhaustion.
You frantically rubbed your eyes and leaned closer to the window, your nose almost pressed against the glass. But it seemed like your mind didn't decive you, she was still there, walking towards your shop.
Isha.
She was alive!
You pushed yourself up, the chair you were sitting on falling backwards and landing on the floor with a dull thud. Then you ran, you ran as fast as you could, outside the room and down the stairs. You pushed the door of your shop open, the door swinging harshly against the wall.
"Isha!" You screamed as you ran towards her small figure, tears still running down your cheeks at a rapid pace.
She looked at you with a smile, oblivious to the worry she caused you, as she picked up her pace.
You fell to your knees in front of her and pulled her tightly against you, pressing your cheek against the top of your head and closing your eyes. Your sobs slowly died down and you took shaky breaths to calm yourself.
Isha was alive, she was safe and unharmed in your arms. Where has she been? Did you even care? Not right now, you decided. Now you were just going to hold her for a while. She was alive. nothing else mattered.
The call of your name from an all to familiar voice, a voice that still haunts your dreams, caused you to snap your eyes open abruptly. You hadn't noticed that Isha wasn't alone, you were far too relieved to see her, so you blocked anything else completely out.
But as if your poor heart hadn't been through emotions already, you were now faced with the very person who broke it. Your eyes widened as you stared at her, her gaze looking almost haunted as her violett red eyes met yours.
Jinx. She was right in front of you, and now you were vividly picturing the last time you saw her in your mind.
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project-sekai-facts · 11 hours ago
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Honestly I forgot to come back to this. Also I'm not gonna do 9 months I'll do the 6 months between 4.5 and 5th when we get there though bc that should be p easy. Anyway. I was right about Toya/Kohane for Toya5. Len was a surprise but good to see him back from the war I guess.
Obviously there's now that thing about two mixed events a month until 4.5, so now we're speccing that. Len has to be a limited card on either vday or wday. He already has a wday card (the only seasonal event which seems strict about not repeating characters due to AU reasons), but him being on Toya5 significantly lowers his chances of a vday lim. Also here's a list of characters who don't have vday cards:
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We can immediately rule out An, Akito, and KAITO for 4*s, since they just got lims. Out of characters with connections, we have Tsukasa and Mizuki (though this repeats kamikou fes and is similar to wday1), Mizuki and Rui (repeat of cheerfes), Minori and Mizuki, Minori and Shiho (though they have an event), or Minori and Tsukasa. You could maybe get away with Tsukasa and Shizuku, though they have already had a couple events together.
Minori and Mizuki come up the most, and are two of my top picks. If we went with Mizuki/Minori/Len (either mmj or n25), we would have to make Mizuki the banner card since Minori already has her third mixed. My only concern with this is that Mizuki had a lim fairly recently, and there's characters who need ones pretty soon. N25 does need 3rd mixed banners though, since they currently have 0. That leads me to option 2: Tsukasa/Minori/Len(mmj). Tsukasa's last lim was at 3.5, and wxs golden week hakolim is off the table now, so either wxs has a hakolim in june or he gets one here or at 4.5. Also he hasn't had a 4* since September, and the next WxS event probably won't feature him on rateup. The other option is to do Tsukasa/Mizuki/Minori. You could always swap out Mizuki for Mafuyu, since she really needs a 4*.
(i keep forgetting enstars collab gacha is about a week after this one but i'm not rewriting the entire paragraph. also collab cards aren't counted as lims it'd be really fucking funny if they did the same as with tsukasa wle->fes1 being within a week of each other. anyway ignore tsukasa here. mizuki/minori/len for now and tsukasa on 4.5)
As for the perm mixed, as usual it's very hard to guess. I do think a N25 banner is very likely though, especially if vday ends up being a Tsukasa banner. Again, Mafuyu really needs a 4* and won't be on Kanade5, so she's likely here. Other than that it's the same again with Tsukasa needing a 4*. Haruka also hasn't had a 4* for as long as Tsukasa has, and I don't think the next mmj event will be for a few months, so she has to get a card on a perm mixed event before then (Kanade is actually the character whose last 4* was longest ago, but her next event is probably next month). Currently leaning on Mafuyu banner for this, but not sure who the other rateups will be. It's likely this event won't have a vsinger on rateup since we've had 7 vsinger 4* in a row (the most in the history of the game).
As for some quick wday specs, if Len is not on vday gacha that guarantees him for wday. he only has n25 and mmj lims left to go, so it means ena or shizuku or haruka is guaranteed for rateup. imo ena would be the more likely pick, since mmj just had a vsinger lim with kaito, but as i said i also think kanade5 is likely for february, and ena is very likely to be 4* there. tentatively, i'll be sticking with my initial wday shizuku spec, but she's also a possible candidate for 4.5 especially now that tsukasa is likely on that banner .
Pre-Broadcast Station commentary
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The next Broadcast Station stream will be on the 26th, featuring Fumiyan, Itoken, and Daichan! This stream is an end of year special that will announce the new years song campaign, as well as lots of news about the upcoming movie and MySEKAI update. Make sure to tune in!
It's hard to say what events we'll get next month, but if the cast lineup is anything to go by we'll get VBS/WxS. I'm at least pretty confident in a VBS banner. For that we can expect a Toya banner, since there's no indicator that he'll be skipped in this rotation.
For WxS, as I've mentioned a few times recently, Emu seems most likely story-wise for the next event, Rui seems like a likely pick for this year's Golden Week hakolim instead. However, I think this slot could alternatively go to Leo/need, either Shiho or Honami, though Honami is more in need of a banner since Shiho just had a mixed event.
As for some brief early Valentine's predictions, Tsukasa is a very likely pick, as well as Akito. Minori and An are also possibilities if they aren't on the new years gachas.
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interlagostrack · 22 hours ago
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my ranking of the 2025 f1 lineups
ferrari - hamilton/leclerc there isn't much to explain here: lewis is the best and most complete driver to ever compete in f1, and even if he is not at his best, he's still better than the rest of the grid and that's it. charles is exceptional and with a little bit of luck and a car he can trust, he can prove once and for all he is the best driver of his generation.
mclaren - norris/piastri as much as it pains me to admit it, right now, mclaren is the strongest team on the grid. i always liked oscar, i know he is an amazing driver and i think lando turned out better than i expected this year (he still needs to mature a bit). both lack consistency tho.
redbull - verstappen/lawson i put them in 3rd place because yeah, we know if max has a fast car he can (put the other drivers on the wall and) deliver some results. i'm curious how they'll be this year, since they lost some key players last year, especially newey. i don't think lawson will be too hot, he might be just the next driver to have his career ruined by rbr.
mercedes - russell/antonelli i honestly believe george is one of the fastest drivers on the grid and he's also a clean driver who's not afraid to take risks BUT i don't trust mercedes to develop a car that's consistently fast (especially without lewis' input). kimi is a prodigy but i fear toto is screwing up his career by making him skip f3 and not letting him do another year of f2. his 2024 was of highs and lows and he would probably benefit of more time, but oh well
williams - albon/sainz here we have two reasonably good drivers on a reasonably good team and that's it?. like, i don't mean to be offensive, but i look at this team and all i think of is "mid" (and that if williams manages to give them a decent car and they manage to not crash every couple of laps)
haas - ocon/bearman i really like this duo! esteban is one of my favorite drivers and i do hope he finally has an opportunity on a team that supports him and recognizes his talent. oli already proved he is talented enough with all the times he was called to replace a driver last year, and i think a midfield team will be better for his first full season than the pressure that will come antonelli's way.
sauber - hulkenberg/bortoleto as much as it pains me to admit, hulk had a pretty interesting season last year (in parts thanks to kmag, but i do admit he is a better driver this time around) and i like gabi, i think he has a lot of potential to develop on a midfield team, without so much pressure and he will benefit from a more experienced teammate (even if i think it will be a miracle if they manage to score points any time this year).
aston martin - alonso/stroll ok, so hear me out: i don't think lance is a disgrace to motorsports, as most fans like to make of him AND i don't think alonso is god's gift to f1 either. to me, lance is a pretty average driver, with some good moments, and alonso is an okay driver that got luck with his 2 titles and somewhow convinced the media he is a genius. at least lance seems like a nice guy. i don't think newey is enough to save this team btw and i don't care too much about them
racing bulls - tsunoda/hadjar i don't have much of an opinion on hadjar and i think yuki is too good for this team and he will crush another teammate. i also think we should give yuki a gun and let him alone with marko for 15 minutes.
alpine - gasly/doohan this will be a shit show, both are good drivers but i think there will be too much drama behind the scenes and not enough results on track because the car won't be good enough.
literally no one asked me, but i'd love to hear other opinions so my ask is open or whatever
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dragqueenstarscream · 21 hours ago
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as a starscream fan, what are ur thoughts on megatron? i know their relationship is. complicated so whatever ur opinions may be id love to hear
long ramble incoming. this isn't directed at you anon; i just have a lot of thoughts about megatron that i've kept bottled up for a while
my view on megatron is... complicated.
on the one hand, he's an incredibly iconic villain, and you could argue that without megatron, transformers as a property wouldn't be much of a thing. every iconic hero needs a villain. every optimus needs his megatron.
and he's a great villain! he's iconic for a reason. frank welker is my favorite voice for him, though i will say, my favorite megatron is tfa megs for how clever he is. it's refreshing to see when a lot of megatrons will brute force and anger their way through things.
but this is where my own personal biases color how i see him, because, i'm gonna be honest... for the most part, i really don't like him.
it's not because he's a poorly written character. i've spoken about this before, but i'm an abuse survivor who's still going through it, and megatron reminds me WAY too much of my abuser for me to really like him rather than just to appreciate him as a character. it's the big reason why starscream is my favorite. i see my tendencies in him, and i see megatron as my abuser, especially tfp and armada.
i think this is the big reason why i despise megastar as a ship. if you or anyone else likes it, that's fine! more power to you. i'm not gonna knock you as a person for it. but it makes me feel really gross whenever people draw/write it as "uwu toxic yaoi" or make them seem really in love with each other. to me, all i see is someone trapped in a cycle he can't escape from.
and i think my bias is why i pretty much refuse to read mtmte/lost light, because from what i know about it, megatron is given a chance at redemption. and... i just can't. i understand that a lot of people love these comics, and hey, they're probably really good! but i can't read something where i can so easily imagine this happening with my own abuser, and i put myself in starscream's shoes, wondering if anyone will actually take what i went through seriously.
it's one of the big reasons why the first season of earthspark was so good for me. finally, at last, starscream's abuse was taken seriously! he had someone who was willing to listen! even when people like optimus and dot were willing to get along with megatron, starscream was still going through emotional hell, and no one was willing to listen to him because, hey, megatron's good now! and starscream was a backstabbing traitor, who would listen to a guy like him? and when someone did, he started to change for the better.
but then the writing team got scrapped and his arc was flushed down the toilet. boo hiss.
either way, i can't read mtmte/lost light because i hate the idea of an abuser getting a second chance like that. i know that this is for character development/exploration, and i won't knock anyone who likes those comics. i just won't read them myself.
tl;dr, i recognize that megatron is an iconic character and i like some iterations of him, but for the most part, megatron reminds me of my abuser, which makes me really dislike him.
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shiny-jr · 1 day ago
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Loved all your info about Empyrean with my last ask and left comments/reblog to it, and so sorry to spam your asks especially when you’re still working on this idea, but I’m just curious and want to hear whatever ramblings you’d like to share!
You mentioned Heartslabyul being inspired by Europe with a dash of volcanos via borders and I’m sure there’s going to be lots of references to the regions of origin for the fairytales/Disney movies for each. But are there other places of the world you’re drawing inspiration from, whether in real life or from Genshin too?
You’ve given teasers about Leona and Idia, along with the original premise post for a few of the other archons, are there any other backstories you’ve been developing for the archons or even the other characters?
Again, sorry to spam your asks but the more I look into Genshin, the more I’m excited by Empyrean and wishing you all the best in writing~!
So if y'all recall, my biggest qualm with Genshin Impact was the amalgamation of cultures and cultures as costume. I am NOT trying to do that here. However, here's the problem when it comes to implementing the twst x genshin au: a majority of the stories are based in Europe or have European origins. So that means that most of the world, if we go by that logic, would be European, which doesn't sit right with me.
So for story's sake, I think I'll imply in the story that the seven nations are the ones of the known world, and the most recognized due to their archon's power. I've considered maybe changing the setting of a nation, but that doesn't exactly sit right with me either. So that's why I stated here and like I said, it will be implied in the story, that there is another part of the world not even really known. That being said, I probably won't lean too heavily into the cultural aspect of the story. However, there will be mentions here and there. Keep in mind though, I belong to none of these cultures, so I'll try to research to the best of my ability but it's also why, like I just said, I don't want to heavily into the cultural aspect of the story, because by no means do I want to get something wrong and offend anyone.
Here's my thought process for the inspiration of each. Keep in mind, this is still very much a work in progress.
Heartslabyul: British Isles
If you thought this was gonna be any other place, then what the hell are you thinking? Riddle definitely has a British accent. The tea, the tarts, all that stuff? Very British, if you ask me. Of course there's the fact that the original author of Alice's Adventures in Wonderland is from Britain.
Savanaclaw: East Africa
After bit of research, I found several things. Such as the fact that many of the names from The Lion King movie are based off the Swahili language. Zulu is apparently also spoken in the opening song, The Circle of Life. Additionally, the Pride Lands are said to be set in either Tanzania or Kenya.
Octavinelle: Scandinavia(?)
I know a lot of people like to debate where The Little Mermaid takes place, but I'm basing this on the origins of the author, as he is Danish. Also, if you recall, I believe there's in game dialogue where one of the Octavinelle characters mentions how ice often makes it difficult for them to return home, thus suggesting that their homeland is very cold. Originally I did want to add a tropical location, but this complicates things.
Scarabia: Arabian Peninsula(?)
Yes, yes, there's the fact that the movie of Aladdin takes inspiration from Indian and other Southeast Asian cultures, but from what I've seen, the story seems to mainly derive from Arabic cultures. Aside for the fact that the story of Aladdin is said to come from the Islamic Golden Age and is from a collection of Middle Eastern folktales. If you research names like Kalim or Jamil, they do have Arabic origins.
Pomefiore: Central/Eastern Europe(?)
We all know the Brothers Grimm, yes? Authors of many fairytales, one of which being Snow White. Well, they're German. And, I mean, the archon is going to be Vil SCHOENHEIT, if that's not German sounding last name, then I dunno what is. Why did I include Eastern Europe? Because I personally HC a lot of the characters with accents and the accent I imagine Epel with is some type of Slavic. God, I love creative freedom.
Ignihyde: Greece
This one isn't even a debate. I don't gotta say why.
Diasomnia: Western Europe(?)
It is said that one of the earliest records of Sleeping Beauty was in a French book. If we look at some of the inspiration from the movie, it's said to take place in a French medieval kingdom. So yeah, it just made sense in my mind.
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Delighted by the tag from @yokohamama
Here are my answers!
Last song: Cocaine Jesus by Rainbow Kitten Surprise is the most recent song to randomly catch my attention, which means I'm playing it on repeat until I hate it. Neurodivergence is fun. Once I wear that out, I'll be back to Noah Kahan's entire catalogue.
Favorite Color: Blue, but the closer it can be to green without being fully green, the better. And sometimes it is actually green. Lately though, my kid has been loving pink and since some assholes might take issue with his preferences, I will literally fight people in a parking lot over pink. So if he asks, pink is for sure one of my favorites.
Last Book: It's either Soul Taken by Patricia Briggs, or Good Omens, I'm not sure at this point. It's been a hot minute since I've picked up an actual book. Mostly when I get a reading itch I turn to fanfiction nowadays.
Last Movie: Deadpool & Wolverine
Last TV Show: Agatha All Along. Loved it. It was an absolute joy to see so many interesting female characters simultaneously supporting and clashing against each other. I like that they were complex and sometimes morally dubious.
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Kinda depends. I can't handle spice. I'd say probably sweet but savory is good to. And I really like sour stuff. Where does sour fall on this ranking system?
Last Thing I Searched Online: Oof. Literally types of rope that won't burn and then the tensile strength of rope that an average person can break. I swear it's for a story. RIP my search history.
Current Obsession: Good Omens. I literally have a cubby in a bookshelf that's for all my copies of Good Omens and Good Omens related books (8 books as of now, but it's likely to increase soon). My favorite outfit is a Crowley cosplay. I wear a custom necklace that was gifted to me themed after the show almost every time I leave the house. I write fanfiction for it. I'm in so deep at this point I can't see daylight and I'm okay with that.
Looking Forward To: I guess Good Omens season 3. Also dreading the end in the same way that I don't want to finish any story that I love because I don't want it to be over. It's complex...
People I’d Like to Know Better, but also, these are no pressure tags!
@mythosandsuch @ineffablesilversmith @brunheiffer @tamsinswriting
Ten people i’d like to know better
Thanks for the tag @hermiola
last song: one of the songs I loved most lately is 'In The Modern World' by Fontaines D.C.
favourite colour: blue
last book: that is not fanfic? 😂 The last book I've read is Persuasion (and yes, it was my first time). I'm currently reading Emma and a very Italian book written by the same awesome author who tagged me for this game (@hermiola 💜)
last movie: I can't tell you the last 'new' movie I watched at the cinema because I'm a bit ashamed (it's a Xmas movie made by two Italian youtubers, but what don't we do for our kids?). Last movie I watched on my couch, though, is Underworld: Rise of the Lycans (and yes, I don't feel fine about it 🤣)
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last TV show: I'm watching THERE SHE GOES for the first time and I've just re-watched Around the world in 80 days. I'm also currently re-watching Scrubs and Staged with my husband (his first time, he's loving it 😂). Last 'new' show I've watched and finished is probably Dead Boy Detectives, though. Oh, I'm also currently re-watching Good Omens. Like constantly, always.
sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury
last thing i searched online: holiday vacation destinations for next summer (because the kids, again, you know 😃)
current obsession: Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens-Good Omens. Probably, also the whole M+D world (so, Staged too, apparently) 😂
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looking forward to: those fu**ing pictures of Michael and David with dyed hair.
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ten people i’d like to know better: (no pressure tags 🤩)
@anatomic-girl @ineffablerainstorm @somewhere-in-wales @captainblou @firephoenix2305 @phoen1xr0se @sunrisesinthesuburbs @bellisima-writes @yokohamama @missunderstoodlyrics
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k1llmehealme · 2 days ago
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My First @n@l
He was 8 years older. He was my friend.
He's always been some sort of a protector to me. I never looked at him differently other than a good friend. He probably didn't either..until that night.
Party was over and it was pretty late. I wasn't drunk but my dorm was very far, and we decided I stay at his place.
He laughed and said he won't be sleeping on his tiny couch so we gotta share the bed. Of course it wasn't an issue for me.
He gave me a pj top, which i wore as a dress. He looked at me and said I look very cute.
I lay down on his bed. That's when things are blurry in my head for some reason.
I remember we talked a bit.. I remember him sitting up, and telling me to sit as well.
He said "I wasn't gonna do it... I swear it wasn't on my mind until I saw how cute you looked in my pj. Now I won't be able to stop."
He kissed me. I don't know what happened next but I found myself bl0wing him.
I thought well I don't want to do this... I just want to get this over with.
Next thing I remember is him trying to remove my clothes.
I said we can't do it. He asked "Does it look like I care about anything right now? Just remove your clothes because it will happen."
He made me lay on my stomach and fucked my pu$$y. I don't remember this much. What I remember clearly is the moment I felt his d1ck pushing my ass hole.
I was confused and warned him, thinking he is aiming wrong. But he grabbed my arm with his hand, locked my legs with his legs. I couldn't move my hips left or right. Only way for me to try to move away was pushing my hips backwards but I couldn't, because it would only make his d1ck enter my hole. I was locked.
As he entered inch by inch, I screamed. Pain was unbearable.
"NO NO STOP PLEASE DON'T NO NO!!"
He still wasn't fully in. I rescued one of my arms and started to push him. It didn't have any effect. I grabbed his d1ck trying to prevent him going deeper. He stopped moving once my hand was on the way. He started to pull out slowly.
He put it in again. Because of my hand, only half of his d1ck was in. But I could swear my hole was bl€eding because it felt so warm there.
I realized screaming makes the hole even tighter so i had to stop. Now I was just making that weird, low moaning that comes from my throat. For some reason it helped a little bit.
But the relief didn't last long because he removed my hand and pushed himself all the way in. The way I screamed.. his roommates must hear something. Nobody came to check.
He was balls deep in my ass. Said "I am r@ping your ass right now. Do you realize I am r@aping your ass? Yeah you are being r@ped by me."
It felt like eternity. I felt like some of my organs were spilling out of my hole. I felt like even my stomach was getting damaged because of his d1ck.
Our voices were filling the room. My cries and begging, painful moaning, and him talking about how much he enjoys r@ping me.
When he was done, his d1ck slipped out of me with loads of cųm. At this point I was unable to move. He just laid next to me and we fell asleep.
Next morning I woke up with the feeling of his d1ck trying to enter my pu$$y. I was sleeping sideways, he was behind me. I didn't move or say anything.
He rubbed himself until my lips opened up for the entry. He fucked me for around 2 minutes and came on my thighs.
We got up and started to dress.
He said "You knew what would happen when I see you in my pj. I had to do it. You were so tiny and cute in that big shirt. Don't worry, i am not telling D (boy i was in love with) anything. We are still friends. But I warn you, don't be alone with me in my room again. I always wanted to r@pe your ass, and i will do it again."
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twiztedstudios · 3 days ago
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I think there was already a post for a Dr.Storm NSFW but I can find it. Would you mind reposting it please?😭
Hello, and can do! Enjoy! 💖💖
A= Aftercare (what they're like after the act) He's very caring and snuggly, also will help clean up after. Expect sloppy kisses though and him whispering words of affirmation in your ear before falling asleep.
B= Body part (favorite body part their own or their lovers) His muscles is his favorite. Thighs, back, and stomach for mc! He loves placing many gentle kisses on those areas~
C= Cum (anything that has to do with it) Umm his cum is thick? Not really sure what else to say lmao
D= Dirty secret (Pretty self explanatory) Likes the breeding sex position a little too much OOP-
E= Experience (do they know what they're doing) He definitely knows what he's doing! He's had a lot of one night stands in the past and has learned to master it you could say. He can be very gentle but very rough as well.
F= Favorite position - mating press
G= Goofy (how serious are they) he's usually serious but if you tell him a good joke he'll probably laugh and have to take a short break
H= Hair (grooming habits) about every few weeks he'll trim but that's if he has the time
I= Intimacy (in the moment romantic or rough/dirty) He's can be a mix of both, if you want it gentle, then he'll do gentle but if you want it rough/dirty he'll do that. He's very flexible with whatever you'd want!
J= Jack off (do they masturbate and how often) Somewhat Daily? But he can get way too busy to be thinking about stuff like that, when you're around though he'll have to find a way to get off since man is horny on main so he'll usually find a private place to quickly get off before returning to his daily.
K= Kink (kinks what they like possibly unusual) foot kink, hair pulling, biting/ scratching, orgasm denial, bondage, roleplay, body worship, praise kink, breeding kink, sex noises, dirty talk, eye contact during sex, begging kink
L= Location (where they like to get it on) bedroom usually
M= Motivation (things that makes them tick/turn ons) eye contact, begging, intimate moments
N= No (turnoffs or absolutely won't do) He's not into ageplay.
0= Oral (receiving or giving and how skillful they are) he can do either! Whichever you prefer! He doesn't mind and is equally experienced at it.
P= Pace (how fast they are and how long they last in bed) He takes it slow, very into foreplay, and he has built up stamina to last a while in bed. But after the deed is done is out of it for a good while.
Q= Quickie (do they prefer fast and hard) He doesn't mind it, especially when it's been a rough day or you request it but usually it's slow and since he wants both you and him to enjoy it.
R= Risk (do they like to try new things) He doesn't mind experimenting! 💖
S= Stamina (how many times they can go and how long each round lasts) He can last a lot of rounds…
T= Toys (are they game for using sex toys on themselves or lovers) He doesn't mind but he doesn't own any toys. He's quite shy to actually go into a store and buy toys.
U= Unfair (how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves) He enjoys the suspense but also likes to tease a lot in the foreplay part.
V= Volume (are they loud, what sounds, and do they talk) He talks a little bit but with praises to you, he can be a little loud during it though
W= Wild card (random sincannon of any sort) He likes being a dom but wouldn't mind being a sub if Mc requests it!
X= X-ray (what's down below in dem pants) you guys know if you've seen his dick pic 👀
Y= Yearning (sexdrive level) He's extremely horny but is good at maintaining it.
Z= Zzzz (do they sleep after if so how quickly after) pretty quick after he has you in his arms, although he's out like a log for a while. Good luck waking him up.
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bosimba · 3 months ago
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*twirls hair coyly*
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becca-e-barnes · 2 years ago
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I’m literally drooling over the thought of sensitive Bucky whimpering and whining while fucking your tits and thighs he’s so pathetic and needy all he wants is to make you feel good and to fill you with his cum even if it overstimulates him
Okay, tit fucking is great and all but thigh fucking is SO underrated in my humble opinion. Could just be the fact I've got a small chest though lmao
It's so fun when you're already really into it and the insides of your thighs are all slick. I feel like Bucky would lose it, getting to see your face and look in your eyes and enjoy your body.
It's a nice one to do while laid on your side, facing each other. Although the angle isn't quite right for him to slip inside you, it's fun to explore the other ways your bodies can steal pleasure from one another.
"This isn't going to work, sweetheart." You can't help but laugh, having already tried everything you can think of to make the height difference work. There's no way to keep this romantic and intimate in that position because there's just no chance of aligning your bodies properly to allow him to press inside you.
"Maybe not. But it feels nice anyway." His eyes flutter shut, gliding his dick over the smooth, soft, warm insides of your thighs, encouraged by how slick and easy your arousal makes the movement.
You adjust yourself to bring your other thigh on top of his length, closing him in on both sides.
You're wet enough that friction doesn't impede his movement too much and there's something oddly romantic about it. Maybe it's his hand smoothing the back of your head or his other hand up your back, pulling your body closer to his.
It's so intimate, watching his face as he whines your name, rutting senselessly against your thighs. The little flush to his cheeks is beautiful and you can't resist kissing the thin sheen of sweat on his forehead. The thick duvet on top of you both, coupled with your combined body heat means the room is far hotter than you'd planned.
You take a second to reach between your bodies, spreading your wet folds and readjusting his length, letting him drag his cock against your neglected clit with each stroke and oh, that's pretty mind-blowing.
"O-oh my God." He whines, desperately fucking himself against your wet cunt, rather than into it. It's a different kind of pleasure to being inside you and while they're not comparable sensations, it doesn't stop this from feeling fantastic.
"Fuck, that's good." You groan, rolling your hips to meet his. Your fingers dip between you once more, gathering some of your slick arousal, using it to glide your fingertips over the underside of his shaft and over his balls.
"Holy shit, that's - fuck." Bucky's hardly got a coherent thought left in his head. He's closed in on both sides by your wet, soft thighs and now your fingers are giving him a different sensation underneath while pressing him against your soaked sex.
"I know, baby. Feels good, doesn't it?" Your fingertips trail lightly back and forth over the underside of his shaft, focusing on the inch or so beneath the tip.
"I can't... I need to cum." He groans, thrusting frantically, clinging to your body to keep you close. Within a few seconds, you feel his dick pulse under your fingertips, his cum coating the inside of your thighs in hot, thick, messy spurts.
He doesn't waste a second, kissing your forehead before kissing your neck and whispering "Good girl. Now let me watch you get yourself off with my cum on your fingertips."
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seaofreverie · 4 months ago
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Sparkstember Day 10: Whomp That Sucker (Where's My Girl)
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A good time!!! That's the first thing I associate with this album. It's one of the earlier ones I've heard too and I was certainly a big fan of it from the very start. Not only that, but I think it was a bit of a groundbreaking point in my experience as a new Sparks fan, since I was trying to figure out where to go next and this was a good plunge somewhere in the midst of it all that proved that no matter where you go, you're going to get something special! And after a couple more months (I mean, it's been a bit over a year since that first listen already! How time flies) it still holds up in my personal rankings. Soooo well. Definitely very special to me!
I think it's safe to say by now that between the pair of Whomp and Angst I'll always stay partial to Whomp. The latter seems to be much more popular among fans, and I can understand that, but something about Whomp speaks to me much more. Both are fun, energetic new-wavey albums, still in the realm of rock but with some cool use of synths that would soon become even more important and a core element of the music. Still though, I think Whomp is more PURE fun - between many hilarious lyrics and the overall playful and lighthearted nature of it, I don't think it's possible to listen to this one and not feel even a little bit happier afterwards.
I especially love the whole atmosphere of it, what I call the spacey / sparkly synth, that gives it a little bit of an outer space feel, much moreso than the actual album called In Outer Space (but i'd better not get ahead of myself yet when it comes to that one, lol). This album really feels sparkly and even glittery to me in a weird way, and unexplainably, this all reminds me of like, sweets and chocolates like those cosmic brownies or daim candy?? That's what this album would taste like to me! Sweet and a little extra and always a good little treat. Damn, and now I want to try a cosmic brownie.
Favourite songs (and other highlights):
I don't even have that many personal favourites from this album even though I really really love it as a whole!! I guess it's a bit of a Propaganda situation, where there isn't that many super big standouts compared to the rest of the tracks, they're all just very cool and I mostly don't have that much to say about them individually, they're all just!! So fun!! (I mean, ok, Suzie Safety might be the only one here that I don't care about all that much. I'm sorry, Suzie.) So this is more of a Moments list than anything
I Married A Martian: mostly I'm just incredibly charmed by the story here
Where's My Girl: AARGHHH!!! WAAUUGHGH!!! I LOVE THIS SONG!!!! SO MUCH!!!! The closest I can come to describing the feeling here is something like... song you heard a couple times when you were very young, enough that you remember how it goes when you hear it again, but can't recall it on the spot otherwise, and you forget about the song's existence until you hear it again after all those years and are hit by the biggest wave of nostalgia and longing for the past that you've ever experienced in your life. All that despite me never hearing this song until last year. Or is there just something I'm not aware of... Anyway, this was one of those rare and treasured moments of THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR!! *MY* MUSIC!! Needless to say, this song stayed on repeat countless of times and I will never get over how awesome this guitar solo is. And again, the spacey synth!!
Upstairs: upstAAAAAAirs!!! upstAAAAAAirs!!!
Don't Shoot Me: big fan of the whole thing but I'm especially charmed by the little high-pitched "shoot!"s and such in the background, and "WHO'S HEEE???"
The Willys: the song itself isn't even my fav but the PHYSICALLY! MENTALLY! MORALLY! part is always very chuckle-worthy. That's the wondrous humour I'm talking about here
That's Not Nastassia: Sparks songs with uncomfortably long endings my beloved... can also be pretty hilarious under the right circumstances (like listening to the vinyl of this album with my dad and watching his reaction). And can't forget how cool the transition into the last song is
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infinitelystrangemachinex · 8 months ago
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Come on, you know you want to, give us the character bingo for Viktor.
don't mind if i doooo
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#ask me#okay there's a lot going on here but first things first#viktor has transcended the favorite character tier where I want to protect him or whatever#like yeah he did that shit! I support him but I also don't! the more trouble he gets himself into the happier I'll be!#do you feel me#like one of the things I love most about Viktor is that I feel so much sympathy for the circumstances he's in that are out of his control#but he has so much agency in his own story that everything he's gained and accomplished are because he makes choices#and GETS HIMSELF places#and now the same thing is happening with his BAD choices and I find that just as delightful if not moreso#he is the agent of his own salvation and his own destruction and I will be in the front row seat with popcorn for both or either#so writing him is mostly me studying him under the microscope poking him until he does something untoward it's very fun#I only hesitantly say that Viktor is like me but the Balkan ties and the grumpy-but-kind and obsessive personality#and the strong opinions about a chosen STEM field#are inescapable okay#mommy issues is not circled because I have mommy issues but bc I have convinced myself that Viktor WILL have them#if Nikola Tesla is anything to go by#the jayce-mel-viktor trifecta is ruled by mommy issues and i will stand by that claim#also viktor is more interesting with no therapy - with as little therapy as possible would be my preference#WITH THE EXCEPTION of the lonely genius shit that Singed planted in his head#that is absolutely the lie that Viktor believes that he MUST discard in order to progress as a character and I am excited for it#I genuinely think that Viktor will be happier and more eccentric as [REDACTED] but it won't last#he will hit a VERY LITERAL -if thy right hand offend thee cut it off- situation and then he'll have peace but he won't call it happiness#I can't say that I'd hate anyone who hurt him because that is half of why I'm excited for s2#but I will probably lose it at any scene where he loses to [REDACTED] for rivalry reasons#I genuinely do want to see Mel completely own his ass as [REDACTED] though like can you imagine the banter#and both of them secretly having fun with it
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vaniliens · 1 month ago
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Yk i downloaded emulators and roms so i can have something to play when im offline but they drain your battery so much & i swear im only ever offline when im away from chargers so this feels stupid!!!!
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running-in-the-dark · 2 months ago
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my niece stayed with us last night. it was pretty fun this time, probably because I was feeling better (if I'm already in pain or exhausted, I can't handle it). after we dropped her off, we talked to my mother for a little bit, and then drove to my in-laws. we were there for a few hours and because the guys were busy outside, i ended up talking to my mother-in-law for most of that time. it was... kind of good? I don't know. she actually showed some real emotions, just a little bit, but hey that's more than ever before! I even gave her a weird little shoulder squeeze/side hug, it was so weird.
anyway, I almost fell asleep in the car on the way home because I was so tired, and actually did fall asleep immediately on the couch.
#it's pretty annoying because my mother-in-law of course asked me how applying for jobs is going. I haven't applied for a single one yet#bc dude I can barely get through the day. I sleep for 12-16 hours a day. and I'm almost always in some kind of pain. and I'm not doing so#good mentally either. come on! I interacted with a handful of people in one day and had to sleep for like 6 hours.#anyway so I said it's a bit difficult because I'm constantly tired - it felt like the only thing she might kind of understand?#annnd she said its probably a vitamin D deficiency and I should get that tested (I won't because I'd have to pay for that and also I think I#read that taking vitamin D supplements doesn't actually help? I can't remember now and I don't want to look it up bc I know it definitely is#not the only or even main reason I am always tired.#I took vitamin D tablets for several months last year (?) bc my previous GP recommended it and. it did absolutely nothing at all#plus. like. I can't sleep. I sleep like shit. always. so. idk? that definitely doesn't help#and I sleep more when I'm in pain and all that too. so.#and she knows I have a bunch of health issues but. nope it's vitamin D because that's one thing and it's simple and here take a pill you're#fine now! wait why aren't you fine now? oh I guess you're just lazy 🙄#< that's 100% how that would go#ugh. Just let me sleep for 5-10 years. maybe that'd fix me....#like. I'm trying to get myself back (?) to being an actual human person again. I'm trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I'm trying to#live and not feel like I'm drowning every fucking day#finding a job is only gonna add more stress and exhaustion and everything. if I want to try to help myself this is the time to do it#okay rant over I'm going to sleep now#personal
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tardis--dreams · 5 months ago
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I actually realized i hate work. Won't be putting any effort into this anymore ♡
#sure whatever#it's funny because when i applied there i really really wanted this job#and it had nothing to do with that one person i got a little overly attached to#and when i started working there it was fine but i think really the only reason i liked it was because of that colleague#and now he's gone there's only annoying things left#also maybe i got too cuddled by him because he's always had my back until now#but i have to try to get things from the design team now and they just straight up ignore me lmao#like. my colleague asked me last week if i could ask them to edit some images which i did and they ignored me for 2 days#then HE sent them a follow up message and surprise surprise the images were there within 30 minutes#now again. he asked me to request some images and then built them into the journal#i request them. i hear nothing back. i send a follow up saying it's kinda important. i get nothing#oh well sorry man. guess you'll have to do that yourself after all (:#(i think it's really nice he's trying to give me so much more responsibility and all but if he's not there to back me up#it's literally not working because Everyone Is Ignoring Me :)))#also two weeks from now I'll be alone in our office because my other colleague who's in the same office as us#has announced she's gonna go share the office with someone else because she's gonna be alone otherwise#lol thanks#also some other shit someone posted in the group chat today which really pissed me off#AND the fact i got ignored AGAIN when i asked for work :) like bitches. i literally just watched netflix on my private laptop#while wiggling the mouse on my work laptop until i got off lmao#i won't go to the office tomorrow either#i was gonna go but i can't do shit there if i get ignored again#at least at home i can do whatever i want when they decide i should just get money for wasting my time ♡#i might actually just not work tomorrow#I'll probably log in just to see if there's any updates on the images situation but if not I'll fuck right off#fun times#(also maybe just maybe I'm generally a little negative these days. that may play into it. I'm sensing that sweet summertime blues ♡#((who cares if it's because of my father's death or because of my colleague's going away or because of general existential despair due to#university.... i'm just annoyed) )#void screams
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mountaincryptid · 1 year ago
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so poland's going for an internal selection this year
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