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Headcanoning Timothy Lawrence as trans really does have some crazy implications depending on what you consider canon in borderlands and I'm a little obsessed with this right now.
#like taking a job as jacks body double as a means to get free/quick gender affirming care#because while sure tftbl and bl3 made quick change stations canonically able to alter your appearance completely....it still costs money#and isnt permenant#but it means someone else decides how you look and sound post transition#i have thoughts on this but i cant articulate them right now and need to go to sleep lmao
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qforever lore is just another instance of “making an in-lore reason for the cc to take a break/be absent for a while” methinks. same vein as the ppl staying behind in purgatory. or them just straight up making lovejoy canon and a federarion sponsor
also the people for sure not coming back to the server at all have all been stated in canon to be permanently dead (spreen, dantdm, maxo) lol
#qsmp#sorry just wanted to add my own two cents to the ‘guys itll be okay its a hiatus’ thing lmao#ofc if it turns out it really is a permenant departure ccforever has every right to make that decison!! :]#just my perspective on this cuz i havent seen anyone also point out that this isnt#the first time the servers done this to lore-explain an absense
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Homeless AU Jeff cut his eyelids off bcz he already needed glasses but since his brain is pea sized & hes feral the thought of logic was that if his eyes were more open he’d see better. The only reason he understand he needs eyedrops is bcz someone called an ambulance when the local homeless kid was on the ground with blood all over and they instructed him to use them. He has no money so he just breaks into peoples houses & steals whatever looks like eye drops. He has put so many things into his eyes at this point that its a miracle he can see at all.
#guys… im oc-fyinf him 😔#will think of a reason for his permenant smile#also the whole eyelid isnt cut. just like. half of each
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#trying to . not smoke to cope w these feeling isnuh . Not fun i .#i cannot describe it icfeel pathetic and insane ohh my god .#im still more uoswt over losing him than i am over my best friend n that is not gonna make . me not giggle a lil#anyway ! cannot do tgis i want a refund on the last 2yrs bc what the everloving fuck.#2022 feels like a fever fucking dream. how thebfuck didnall of that take plaxenonly 2yrs ago#n how didni end up here .#ANYWAY . i hate this feeling i hate everything sbt this n ik im supposed.to find . some goodness in it#and i AM . like . there is a lot of goof that has come from this. but . if there isnt this almost permenant ache that#i literally cant get rid of . used tocscoff at ppl who said that it could feel like going from feel whole to#feeling like a piece is missing bc how how can one Person do that . but like i do get it :/#its so sick n twisted . like i have Two options rlly . n i have to choose one bc i have no other choice rlly . but#i am gritting my teeth . while i do it bx it isnt lesseninf and is only getting Worse Somehow !#i thought time was supposed tocmake it better n . i thoughy time was supposed toclessen the intensity of#wtv the fuck THIS is . but NO . how the fuck am i supposed tovgo the rest of my life like this#n k ik one day at a time it wont always feel like this . but what if it does. i could actually kms fromcthat idea#tgis is so fucked i actually . have gotta swinf at him for this . let me fist fight him .#i say that as if je ciuldnt kill me Immediately . but . let me fist fight him bx i cant do much else !!! im in a box !!!! n im terrified !!!#i went away and expected it to feel Less . but no. it somehow was Stronger and . more evil#string theory or wtv u wanna call it . idk were fucking tied tgth n some shape or form . bc how#else am i to explain tje weird pyschological tinglings i get other than spiritual bullshiy i am Going Crazy fr .#pyschward me atp. beinf aober isnt helping - but smoking doesnt either i am gonna kill him fr.#and then myself and pray shits different next lifetime. it would absolutely be funny to add murder tocour karma#bx this isnt our first rodeo tgth. weve done this dancd before in another lifetime . sickening.#anyway add murder karma to it ! why the fuck not !#im kidding obvioisly. i coildnt murder anyone .
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I've been on sick leave from my job for the past two weeks and today I finally made banana chocolate chip muffins for the first time in months! I also showered twice last week and I've had the energy to actually do something other than sit and watch YouTube almost every day this week. it's really nice to know that when I actually manage my spoons correctly instead of putting all of them towards my job I can actually do things! that are fulfilling!!!
#goid to know that my baseline isnt as bad as i thoight it was#it was just my job requiring too much standing#ive really been enjoying actually being able to do things#its also great that i recovered so quickly and my health isnt actually permenently worse#me/cfs
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Water
Word Count: 550 Includes: fluff,fluff, fluff! spencer and reader are not together but...well yk. Spencer is concerned reader isnt drinking enough water and reader is not taking the critisism (light-hearted)
You were sitting on the jet with the team, having gone over the case files you had all split up to your preferred parts of the plane in peace.
You and Spencer had taken the two chairs sitting across from one another silently reading your books.
Well, that was until you asked a simple question,
"Does-uh sorry but does anyone have any lotion?" Emily was the first to respond as she started to rummage through her numerous bags,
"yea I think i have some in my go-bag"
That was simple wasn't it?, You had been feeling patricularly dry that week, with patches of dry-spots on you face which sadly you hadn't found the permenant cure for.
Spencer had been noticing but didn't want to add anything as not to offend, but this was getting hard to watch.
"You know, dryness occurs on the face typically when a person isn't consuming enough liquids or in a more common case water throughout the day, to ease this, lotion can be found to help, especially organic lotions containing oats, soothing emollients and no fragrance as to not further agitate the area, but if you're looking for a more permanent solution...drink some water y/n."
You were...preturbed by this comment to say the least, I mean did he really think it was okay to be talking about your water-drinking habits (or lack thereof) on the jet right now?
"I drink plenty of water thank you very much Spence."
He smirked at this remark, "What's in your tumbler right now?"
"What?"
"The tumbler you always carry around. Whats in it right now?"
Was he smiling?
"Thats really none of your business."
"Come on share with the class." he was relentless and snarky.
"Coffee." to your ego's ailment it came out in a whisper.
"And thats what, your third one today?"
Was he really doing this, "Again none of your business..." but even you knew you might have a problem.
And Apparently having everyone stare at you wasn't enough he had to go and make it worse as he stole your favorite tumbler, holding it just out of your reach.
"Give it back Spencer!" You were leaning over the table, causing a spectacle, but you didn't care, you paid good money for that cup.
"Not until you drink some water." He nodded to his own glass, which conveinently for him was filled with water and right between the two of you.
And yea maybe it was childish, this game you two played all the time, but were going to win.
"No."
"Y/n just drink the water." Really now Rossi was involved?
"No! This is ridiculous, ludicrous, overstepping" Now you were sounding like Spencer "absurd, ridiculous and not to mention-"
"Drink The Water!" this came out less clearly but audible enough for you to get the message as the rest of the team, including Spencer essentially yelled at you to drink some water.
In a last attempt to redeem your pride from the pits of Tartarus, you stuck your tounge out at Spencer before downing the glass of water and then making a show the empty glass by turning it upside down.
He then returned your tumbler and grinned.
"See, now was that so hard?"
As you were about to make a quip back, once more Rossi beat you to it having the entire jet in giggles besides you and Spencer,
"Oh make out already!"
#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#dr spencer reid#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid x you#spencer reid blurb#dr spencer reid x reader#junipers-archive
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If I was better at writing slice-of-life I'd turn this isnt a proper fanfiction but IDK how so-
instead enjoy this vey specific Daichi Headcanon/AU?
Basically instead of just coming from a regular big family he comes from a fostering family - I imagine his parents died when he was young and he ended up in the primarly care of his grandmother.
his grandmother fosters children, constantly. Like shes been doing this for decades. so while Daichi was a permenant fixture for her, he always had 2-4 foster siblings at any given time that he just got used to describing as "siblings" and as his grandmother got older he became more involved in helping out.
ANYWAY obv. the third years know about this situation and probably the second years but he doesnt exactly volunteer information about his personal life so the 1st years have no idea and one day in passing Hinata asks if he has any siblings he says that he has 4, and Hinata is like "woah cool big family" but then 3 months later one of the kids has been moved to permenant placement and Hinata offhandedly is like "how do you handle 4 siblings I can barely handle one" and Daichi is like "actually... i only have 3 now..." and of course he's super emotional about the kids that come and go and Hinata immediately panics because OH MY GOD DID ONE OF HIS SIBLINGS DIE???? HOLY SHIT WHY DIDNT ANYONE SAY ANYTHING-
OR in reverse Kageyama is like "Oh, didnt you say you had 2 sisters?" and Daichi all smiley is like "haha yeah, but now we have a new baby brother too :) he's so cute." and Kageyama, doing his darned best, says "Oh!!! I hadnt known your mother was expecting"
and, since Daichi is an idiot and tends to forget not everyone has the details of his personal life, completely deadpan glares at him like "Uhm. My mother is dead." and then just walks away, leaving Kageyama HORRIFIED.
I just really particularly like this version of the large-sawamura-family dynamic is makes me very happy and I wish I had a reason to use it
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Saw people sharing Clangen stories and thought I would contribute with my absolute FAVOURITE pair of cats from the first Clan I ever recorded
So I started with Two apprentices, Dustpaw and Needlepaw. They're the same age, both cute sprites, and Needlepaw is apprenticed to the leader Yarrowstar. Things are decent until they turn 10 moons and a dog breaks into camp, attempts to kill Dustpaw, and then is killed by Needlepaw. And Needlepaw, this absolute Chad, does not die!!! In the same moon, both he and Dustpaw get their warrior names, despite Dustpaw being almost 10 points behind Needlepaw in EXP the prev moon. (Also in this moon, the Deputy Tawnyfur has a fight with Needlepaw about his recklessness, and they got closer afterwards. Important to remember!)
So they get their Warrior names (Needlestrike and Dustwhisper-who is a lonesome personality, btw-, both. So so fitting) and Needlestrike has to stay in the med den for awhile because the dog completely totaled him and he ends up loosing half his face+his vision. But that's okay!! Because he has Dustwhisper with him and they're together!!! So Needlestrike gets better, it's all great!
And then Tawnyfur (Needlestrikes very good friend!!!!) and Dustwhispers former mentor Slatefire both drown in a river. And who gets appointed as Deputy? Needlestrike! So he's doing well, he helps raise the loner kits that the clan brings in, he's a great deputy, and Dustwhisper is getting even closer with him, wonderful! And then he goes and gets his leg caught in a twoleg trap, and THEN his vision stars getting worse. And the whole like 5 moons that he's confined to the medicine den Dustwhisper does not stop thinking about him ONCE. She is there all the time, sharing tongues with him, gathering herbs every Moon rollover, just being the number 1 supportive gf.
Once he's healed (with permenant blindness and a limp), he and Dustwhisper take on apprentices together, named Talonpaw and Snappaw. After a LONG apprentice period (interspersed with camp fires, disease burrows and like. A bunch of other stuff) the two of them finally get together <3 They have kits pretty much straight away, named Robinkit and Nettlekit, who look exactly like Needlestrike. It's adorable seriously.
And then Needlestrike dies eating poisoned prey (along with 6 other clanmates, including Dustwhispers former App Snapjaw) And who becomes deputy in his place? DUSTWHISPER. Who proceeds to get whitecough twice and miss the entirety of her children's apprenticeships because she's sick. And then as soon as she gets out, who's dead? Oh! Yarrowstar! So NOW Duststar is leader, having never wanted to be leader, having lost her husband and having barely any relationship with her children. AND NEEDLESTRIKE ISNT PART OF HER CEREMONY EITHER SHE DOESN'T EVEN SEE HIM IN DEATH.
Duststar makes Needlestrikes only apprentice, Talonbubble, her deputy. They get along relatively well, but Duststar spends her first ten moons as leader grieving, so all of the work is left to Talonbubble who is like. 20 moons. Then Duststar immediately gets redcough, which spreads through the clan and KILLS HER SON NETTLEBURST. For the next 20 odd moons she does not recover, loosing 2 lives to redcough and then yellowcough :'(
The fact that after Needlestrike dies, Duststar is never ever well for more than a few moons. It's like her grief is physically manifesting in her constant boughts of whitecough. (Which is total juxtaposition from Yarrowstar, who didn't mourn when any of his clanmates died, not even Needlestrike, and lost no lives before old age took him.)
I haven't played with this clan in like. Months and might never again but Duststar makes me so miserable I just had to share her. (Hopefully this anon tag isn't taken, using it purely so I can send another ask about Scorchstar the evil girlfalure at another time-🧶)
holy SHIT. head in hands. duststar you poor poor cat
#i am such a sucker for a tragedy and this fuckin Does It. Yeowch#she didnt even see him in her leader ceremony :(((#fallenasks#yarn anon#<is it because you spin a good yarn. teehee
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I'm still not over that video of norrix and Martin absolutly atachibg himself to martin like that's my favourite person i'm never leeting him go again 😭😭😭
That clip lives rent free in my head now. It's take up space and become a permenant resident there 😭😭
Just the way Lando fully just manhandles Martin and Martin just lets it happen because this probably isnt the first time it's happened and won't be the last time. It's just insane and sweet and funny
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My Strength of Thousands party hit level 17 today, the Tiefling and Sylph grabbed permenant wings, and everyone wants to update their art cause its been 6 years of in-game time :D
They have also obtained some hoverbikes by striking a deal with the crime mayor of a trade city on another planet so they can race across the dunes in search of the founder of their school who hss been missing for 4.5 thousand years, and his mortal enemy, a powerful sorcerer made entirely of any and this gaint ant-shaped flying fortress.
Yup this sure is a Pathfinder game alright, shit got real weird from basic fantasy and thats why i love pathfinders default setting :D. A quote from tonight "when we started this adventure, this isnt where i thought we'd end up" and that makes me smile
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APOLLO CAN U TELL ME ABOUR ON E OF UR OCS.. i was thinkin about how hearing u talk ab them kinda inspired me to actually pick my projects back up and also i think they r sick as helll :3 pretty pleaase ? ./NF!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
OKAY SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG TO REPLY I WAS STUCK IN THE LABRYNTH (i couldnt decide which oc to talk about) BUT i relauzed i havent really talkrd about hiiro at all on here :3 EVERYTHING UNDER CUT and ill format it like i formatted the buwan post :3
this hiiro (left image most recent) ignore thr typology on the right its outdated
fun facts :3
likes: warm cloudy weather, bright lights, computers and technology, large cities, classic literature, anatomy and neurology, strong flavors, squid ink pasta
dislikes: most people, sunny days, manual labor, following orders, bland food, going outside, trains and train stations, getting wet
nationality: japanese
relatives: (adoptive) mother and father, elder sister (pacchi, 2 years older), younger sister (heru, 3 years younger)
early life (sort of???) (cw child injury/neglect, bullying, ableism?)
disclaimer i havent Fully fleshed out its backstory so this will just be a large summary of . stuff that Occured
hiiro and his sisters were put up for adoption almost immediately after heru was born (hiiro being 3, pacchi being 5) and they took turns taking care of her bcuz their parents were too "busy" to hire babysitters. hiiro and pacchi got into a fight while heru (like toddler age atp) tried to break them up. because hiiro has always been quick to anger and sort of physical, when heru tried to intervene his first instinct was to push her as hard as he could while yelling at her to stay out of it, it doesnt involve her . errmm aftermath of that argument was . heru got permenant brain damage and hiiro and pacchis relationship Completely broke apart :[ aww womp womp . Ok fast forward . heru is homeschooled by a tutor and hiiro and pacchi are both in junior high. pacchi is popular and friendly and pretty, but her grades are lacking . hiiro has always been incredibly smart (even though pacchi is 2 years older, he skipped a school year or two and is in her same year), but his social life is miserable . because of his temper and Overall Unfriendliness he was put in separate classes away from his peers where he was the only student under a teacher who didnt care about hiiro or Pretty much anything . it wasnt seen often but when he Was seen he was beat up n bullied relentlessly n followed home , so a lot of the time he spent nights hidden in the school or in damp alleys because he didnt want to lead anyone dangerous back to pacchi and heru . when he Was home pacchi ignored him and heru would try to make conversation but hiiro was Pretty much entirely nonverbal during their school years . at home hiiro drew and wrote and played like anyone else his age but bcuz hiiro looked different and sounded different and acted different it ended up outcast and alienated :[ womp womp
career ??
aaaanyway yada yada hiiro graduates early n basically disappears into researching neurology n brains n Specifically how theyre "programmed" , they end up lowkey kidnapping a couple people to experiment on them w a janky "neuroprogramming" device that, once hes sure is Safe To Use , hiiro uses on itself :3 the way proples brains show up on the device isnt like an mri or anything , the way it shoes up actually Depends on the person so sometimes itll be a short rpg or lines of code or Minesweeper and because hiiro Made the device they can decipher what each brain thing means and collects data based off that . but because what he does is Very illegal the government eventually tracks him down and forces it to work w them or theyll Krill him .
fun facts part Two :3
hiiro has only had alcohol Once and despite being of legal age they were kicked out for looking too young . he cant hold his liquor
he frequents a gaming cafe and knows all the staff by name but is too embarrassed to be seen in front of other people , so it rents out the whole cafe when it wants to go
hiiro has 3 cats and they are all Huge
after he Reappeared hiiro actually reconnected w his sisters and visits them as often as possible . Its not very affectionate at all though
i actually made his voice claim miyashita yuu . the songs where hes louder and yelling r more what i was thinking at the time , but i think miyayuu's soft speaking voice works as well
all the sleeves on their sweaters are slightly tethered and frayed because he fidgets with them while working . the right sleeve is more torn than the left
he doodles in his free time and has posted a couple oneshots on obscure manga forums . they dont keep up with them but one of them ended up getting really popular
hiiro Loves scifi . his entire apartment is decorated in super lame and obscure scifi anime posters and figures
THANKIES !!!
#☆ apollo answers#artpollo#dude this is so . messy#again i Havent fleshed out jis story much i just have main points But i hope i explained well ... hes so awrsome#apollos ocs#hiiro okashi#theyre albino btw smilr#i ws thinking ab adding mor e to his story cuz rn its kinda BOOOORRRIIIIINNNGGGG but i have no other ideas ...#hiiro was aldo a dnagan oc . ult neuroprogrammet#r#whatever#i coudve talked about like ccheck or cross but thatll come later methinkd#Anyway . enjoy hi.#m#im so tired i need a nap#hi lyria
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*any mental illness, disability, random pain in some part of your body that isnt caused by anything/has been there for no discernable reason for a long time, or just something that may not always cause pain bit has some effect on ur daily life
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I would love that... breathing in the caustic fumes of your ass, moaning big sis's name as I pump my little cock... whether you keep me as a person or permenently make me into the buttplug I was born to be, I'm be happy under you, no matter what...
-your favorite buttplug
its so nice seeing a cute, twitchy lil buttplug find its purpose!! isnt it so much cozier ?? so safe and warm ???? no bad thoughts or scary people ever again, no cold air or fresh smells, just big sis's comfy, rank, plush ass forever !!
it sounds perfect for such an eager buttplug... id be cruel not letting you indulge, right??? why not get off some more, lose a little more of yourself, become more buttplug than u ever were person, and be too high off ur purpose to notice anything change~
#asks#squishsishhh....#keep uu cramped up in there 24/7#jus squishin nn gettin crushed throughout the day>:3
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i just got another $300 medical bill in the mail for some bloodwork i had done in may... and its fine... i can pay it whatever..its not the first or the last medical bill ill have..but im just sitting here sitting here so fucking angry that I have to pay $60 a month, every month, for the rest of my life to stop my spine from fusing together... like i have GOOD insurance and a GOOD job and a UNION and honestly $60 a month isnt that much compared to what some people pay for insulin.. but its now just a permenant bill that i have to find a way to pay.. and i will because i don't super have another option if I would like to be able to walk in 10 years.. but this is evil... i already PAY an insane ammount every month in insurance and now im essencially being held hostage to buy meds that are artificially overpriced that i need??
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I wanna start writing fanfiction but I've always wondered how to make a master list or like one of those introduction type things 🙏🏽😭do you have any tips (you really inspire me so yk I Js had to ask)
HELLLOOOOOOOOO!!!1
yap below the cut sowy
so if ur talking about the pinned post- mine is wayyy different from how it started, typically it starts w/ a pic- of the aesthetic of ur blog, or in my case, a inside joke only a few will understand ^-^
I started w/ a short intro as my pinned, if you have yet to make a master list- OR what ive seen people do is make a master list and put the characters theyre going to write for- just without links or fics on them and add on your links as you go
and the beauty of Tumblr is, you can edit it as many times as you want, its not permenant at all!!!
when I first started, my intro didn't have a master list, or an abt me or rules- literally just me saying that 'im here 2 write smut nd hav fun' with a funny pic and a few fun facts
and as you go on you can add, or move stuff over to another linked post.
if your talking abt the colorful writing and stuff, this is the tut I followed for that ^-^ here IVE SAID THIS A MILLION TIMES- but it seems complicated, but it rlly isnt!!!!
the main goal here is to have fun, build your own blog in the way you'd like to. Keep it simple nd sweet or make it super fucking extravagant and beautiful.
reminder- its YOUR blog, there are no rules on what not to do until YOU set them.
AND WHAT??? YOU FIND INSPO HERE??? such an honor, truly.
ask me anything you want, im glad to help :D nd im excited to see how ur blog evolves ^-^ <333
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I love the idea of Rockstar au Irene and Kul'Zak being besties, but in a Sharpay and Ryan sort of way. Kul'Zak fully being "No baby, you have done nothing wrong" *internally* 'This b* is crazy.'
I feel like Irene came to the school with the intent to be queen b, saw the disabled-aztec-origin kid, and went "PITY POINTS!" Became friends, and when she found out that he could pickpocket and pick locks, she fully believed she found the Jackpot.
thats their dynamic yes !!
me personally i dont think irenes original intent was becoming queen B, but it definetly became that. cuz like i know you had mentioned foster care tor her and instead of sleeping i stayed up thinkinh about her bg and i feel like she’s part of the second chance program, and probably met Kul’Zak through that when they first got to the school cuz admin was like: ok you two are part of the same program OFCOURSE your gonna be friends !!
and i think like during irenes first half of the school year she was being moved around from foster home to foster home cuz, irene is a lot to deal with and most homes arent equipped to handle that. so she isnt really talking to anyone outside of her social worker, admin and kul’zak on occasion, but once whes placed into a semi permenant home that turns permenant with Hyria, she starts opening herself up at school and home and decides “ok imma be queen b” and starts actively trying to be friends with Kul’Zak
i also think the reason irene was able to get away with her attitude in hs was bc anytime admin has a problem Hyria would use the: “Irenes been through a lot and she finally feels safe and comfortable to be herself.” thing which most people just sigh and let whatever she did slide bc of that
during the second semester is also when she auditions for the spring musical for the first time and gets a big part and thus her era as the theater programs diva began
#cryptid rambles#aphblr#aphmau#aphverse#rockstar au !!#the divine warriors#irene the matron#kul’zak the wanderer
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