#and ion wanna post it anymore

[obliviouskara]

my supercorp headcanon is getting waaaaay out of hand this was suppose to be a fun little "what if" now its almost 1700 words what the actual fuck

[mythicalmyles]

There will never be enough ticci toby x male reader im dying of thirst. I may as well be living in the sahara

[milesandcorysupermacy]

"I know someone who can" (Part 1)

1610!Miles x Confused-Black-Fem!Reader

Genre: Friends-to-lovers, Fluff, lil bit of angst

Warnings: We're like lowk cheating 😭, Cursing, Use of N Word, Google Translated Spanish, That's it I think lemme know if I missed sum 🤷🏾‍♀️

Songs that it's based on: Let Me Love You By Mario, Don't By Bryson Tiller

Summary: Basically, you get into a lil argument with your man (Jaleel) and run to Miles. You tell him that it's been like this for a while and he isn't having any of that. He tells you that you deserve better, luckily he knows someone who can provide better 😉

The IG Post:

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"You are so fucking insecure, it's unbelievable"

You say, rolling your eyes. You were sitting on Jaleel's bed, with your arms crossed. This nigga had the audacity to press you about an IG post on your PRIVATE Instagram. The post wasn't even that bad. Jaleel's been like this ever since the start of your relationship. At first. You just thought it was cute that he was a little possessive, you thought he was just showing that he cared. But now you're 4 months in and that shit just not cute anymore!

"I'm insecure? Nah I'm just responsible for you, and ion like you out here showing ya ass for all these lil niggas that are thirsting over you. You MY bitch."

Hold up...you know he ain't just say what you THINK he said. All your respect for him went out the window the second he said that. Plus, he wasn't even looking at you during this whole argument, this nigga is turned around, on his PS5, in his gaming chair, paying you no attention. You know what...you don't even care that you're at his house at this point, you're about to say what's on your mind.

"FIRST of all, I'm nobody's bitch. Second, Boy you are not responsible for me. Nigga, you ain't my daddy. You make it seem like I'm just a job, not your girlfriend. You know what...Miles WARNED me about you and I should've listene-"

You said, before getting so rudely cut off by the dreadhead in front of you. To be honest, you probably just fell for the height and hair. (Because if a 6 foot dreadhead walked up to you, you would take the opportunity too. Don't lie.)

"There you go, always talking about that nigga. 'Miles this, Miles that', since you wanna talk about him so bad why don't you just go be with him. But let me tell you something, that'll be the biggest mistake of your life. Because, he don't want yo' ass anyway. I'm the best thing you'll ever ha-"

He's cut off by the sound of you grabbing your shoes, and purse, hopping off the bed. One thing your mama has always told you is 'If you disrespect yourself, you'll allow others to disrespect you' and you weren't about to sit up here and be disrespected.

Jaleel turned around in his chair and looked at you, puzzled.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm grabbing my stuff and leaving, I'm not about to let you talk to me like this. J, I deserve so much better and that's what I'm about to go get."

You said, walking to the door. You heard him stand up out of his gaming chair and run after you. With the controller still in his hand, he stood in front of you. Blocking the exit of his apartment.

"Wait, wait, wait. Bae, I'm sorry, ok? Maybe I took it far this time but, you know you're not gonna actually leave me, right?"

He chuckled out, thinking this whole thing was a joke. Little did he know you weren't playing.

"Look, you can be delusional if you want to but I'm done."

You say, pushing past him and walking out the door. You heard faint sounds of Jaleel cursing in the background. You honestly weren't paying attention, there was just so much going through your head. You honestly couldn't believe that you just did that. You just kept your head down, continuing to walk down the hallway of the apartment complex. You felt tears well up in your eyes, not from sadness, but pure rage. You couldn't even believe that you stuck around for that long. How could you do that to yourself? Did he ever really care about you? Was he being egotistical? Was he right about you wanting to get with Miles? What are you gonna tell your mo-

You heard a little thump from your shirt rubbing against someone's jacket, dragging you out of your train of thought. You must have accidentally bumped into someone on your walk home.

"I'm sorry"

You said with a slightly congested, scratchy voice since you were just crying. Before looking up to see who it was, you recognized the Jordans and shadow of a tall, sort of lanky boy with a taper fade. Apparently he recognized you too.

"Y/N? Mami, why are you crying? Where's your jacket, you must be freezing!"

He said, pulling you into his embrace in the cold weather, wiping the tears from your eyes.

"Voy a matar a quien te haya hecho esto."

(I'm gonna kill whoever did this to you)

He muttered under his breath, still embracing you as he lead you to his home.

"I was just at Ja-"

"Shhh, you can tell me about it when we're inside so that you're warm and safe, Cariño."

(Dear)

He said as he continued speed walking the streets of Brooklyn, New York, with you wrapped in his warmth. He wanted to get to his apartment as soon as possible to make sure you're ok, you took note of that. Jaleel was wrong about a lot of things, but maybe he was right about this. Maybe you do wanna be with Miles...?

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This was lowk originally a one-shot but likeeeeee it's a lil more juicy when it's in chapters 😋 anyway, lemme know what yall think in the comments, I WILL REPLY BC I LOVE YALL 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

[s0ull3ss-p3rs0n]

HJERHJFGGSYFHSJATDDF poor Rox, but I can't suffer anymore 😭

I didn't feel period pains this time because they all got projected to Rox <3

[holygarm]

Aight so new pinned post

Im holy, you can call me that or but I prefer holy

Oh ye asks are open for anyone

Got some cool moots but ion wanna tag em cause I don’t want them to get the noti

Edit: Changed my mind the close ones deserve it so they know I still appreciate them>:3

@bumble-the-sun-bee in specific because they are new and cool >:3

@ash-the-nekogirl I know we don’t talk like at all anymore but I still remver the good times and I enjoy seeing you on my dash

NEEDS TO BE EDITED TO ADD MORE BUT LAZY

Credit for pfp: @otiksimr (I did recieve perniss but b as well

[billkaulitzwife]

Okokok this is kinda based off ur darrell getting cheated on post but MORE PAIN 😤 plz do some hcs of what dar and sodas relationship would be like if darrys girlfriend cheated on him with soda, like would he ever forgive him?? I MUST KNOW PLZ ADDI

omg i hate you sm rn. also i decided im gonna try and get thru all my asks/ drafts so im not bothered anymore. :)

You're Still My Brother.

(Soda, Darry, F!Y/N)

Sodapop's POV

It was December 27th, 1965.

I was walking home from the DX when Darry's broad came up to me from behind.

"Hey, Soda! You walking home?"

"Uh- Yeah. Why? You coming over?"

"Well.. no. Uh... me and Darry broke up so I dunno if I'm allowed back there."

I was taken aback. I looked around slightly, my eyes pretty wild.

"Whoa.. whattya talkin' about?! Darry loves you with his whole life!"

"I guess not. I just wanted to talk about it before you headed home."

I looked at her and took a deep breath. I nodded slightly and sat down in the grass with her.

Y/N's POV

Sodapop is such a dumbass. As I sat in the grass with him, my façade didn't fade at all.

As I cried to him and told him the whole story, I had rolled my sleeves up enough so he could see the makeup I had put there.

"Y'know, Soda.. I really love him.. We were having a conversation but we didn't realise the twins were home."

I honestly don't feel anything in the moment.

"Addie burst in trying to tell Darry something and she ruined the whole thing.. She lied to him and told him that I was cheating on him."

"Addie? As in my sister?? She would never lie about anything!"

"Sodapop she's with Dallas of course she lies!"

"No she doesn't. Neither of the twins would lie. They love you like your their own sister!"

"Maybe not. Darry believed her over me. I tried telling him I didn't but he just didn't believe me."

Plan is ago. He looked at my arms.

"Y/N what's that."

I pulled my sleeve down so it seemed I didn't want him to know.

"Y/N is your Dad beatin' on you again?"

"...No. It was Darry and Pony."

His face softened with concern.

"What.."

God he's fucking gullible.

"No, no, Y/N.. a-are you sure?!"

"You ain't a woofin.. Addie tried but I guess she was too weak."

Darry's POV

I was wondering where Sodapop was.

He was supposed to be home 10 minutes ago.

"Twins?" I called out. I didn't know if they were with Johnny Cade or not, so I had to check.

"Yeah?" Addie called back, walking out of her room putting a jacket on.

I smiled at her, "Where's Pony?"

"In the shower." She smiled back and grabbed a leftover Christmas cookie from off the table. "Pony! Hurry it up we gotta go meet Johnny!" She yelled into the bathroom.

"I'M HURRYIN' QUIT GABBIN'." He called back.

"Addie, you know where Sodapop is at?"

"As far as I know he should be at work." She said, shoving her cookie in her mouth. "Why?"

"He shoulda been home 'bout 14 minutes ago."

"Oh.. Well I'll be on the lookout for 'im on the way to the lot." I nodded and waved goodbye as she walked out onto the porch waiting for Pony.

God I missed Y/N.

Soda's POV

Would my siblings really do this?

I mean there's obvious bruises, but.. Darry? The twins..?

"Oh my god.. Y/N... I'm so.. I'm so sorry.."

She had tears running down her face and I didn't know what to do or say.

Next thing I knew she was on top of me and kissing me.

I grabbed her waist, pulling her in a little more. She were warm and her hands were so soft against the back of my neck.

"Y/N, Stop.." I murmured.

She stopped and I sat back up.

"Wha-- Why??" I muttered in shyness.

"Because you understand and listen, Soda."

"Oh.. Hey, Listen.. I oughtta get home so they aren't too worried about me. Ion wanna get put in no boys home."

"Alright. I'll see you around."

"Yeah. Bye." I got up and walked away towards the house.

"Goodbyee"

GOD DAMMIT. I HATE THIS HOW DO I TELL DARRY.

Addie's POV

Pony had finally gotten dressed and walked outside when I saw Sodapop approach the house.

"Hey, Soda! How was work?"

"It was fine." He said, walking straight inside and to his room.

"He's home!" I said before I walked down the steps and out the gate.

"Hey, Ads. Something was off about Sodapop, don'tcha think?"

"You ain't a woofin'. He looked pretty Red- and pale, too.." I stopped walking towards the lot in realisation of something.

Sodapop had lipstick all over his lips.

"Ads, you alright?"

"He picked up a broad!" I smiled and hugged Pony in happiness.

He hugged me back and I jumped up 'n down.

"Ohhh my god ohmygodohmygodohmygod!! We'll have another sister!!"

Pony smiled and shook his head, laughing. We had almost reached the lot in about 4 minutes.

"Hey, Johnny!" I called out to the dark-haired boy I saw about 20 feet away.

Mine and Pony's dark hair had grown a LOT since August. His hair was just below his ears like before, and our blonde and grown out so our roots had came in some.

I ran towards Johnny and tackled him onto the couch, Pony following suite.

I told Johnny everything that had happened once we left and how we suspect a girl.

Darry's POV

"Oh, thanks Ads. Heya, Soda. I'm just makin' dinner."

"Cool." He said as he rushed to the bathroom to wash off his face.

Why? I'm not sure. I didn't think much of it.

"Darry can we talk? It's about Y/N. I'd prefer to sit down.."

"Alright..?" I lowered the stove to low and sat down at the kitchen table.

Soda sat down and took a deep breath. "Um..."

Third Person POV

Soda told him everything. The kiss, the lies, EVERYTHING.

Darry had tears forming in his eyes and he lowered his head onto the table.

"Darry I'm so sorry. I tried to believe myself but I just- I couldn't. I don't know why, Darrell plesse forgive me."

"Hey, Soda, this ain't your fault."

"But I feel so bad.."

"Don't worry. You're still my brother. You had nothin' to do with this. It's her fault, not your's."

. . . . . .

Pony noticed the streetlight turn on.

"Addie, time to go home."

"Ooh right. Dinner time! Johnny you wanna eat with us?"

"..Yeah sure!" Johnny replied.

The three walked to the Curtis'.

They entered and saw Darry and Soda hugging eachother.

"Woah.. what's happened?" Pony asked.

"Just sit down in the living room, I'll bring out the soup. Welcome in Johnny, y'all are just in time."

Sodapop wiped his eyes and grabbed Addie after she took off her jacket. He hugged her tight. "I'm sorry we didn't talk after I came home, I'll explain in a minute."

"Hey, Addie, Mickey's on TV!" Pony yelled to Addie after her and Soda hugged.

"It's all good, Soda. Love ya big brother."

"Love you too kid sister."

Darry had brought everyone a bowl of soup (JOHNNY INCLUDED), and he and Soda explained to the young teens.

Addie had broke into tears and Pony was left in shock. Johnny was just devouring his soup, but was shocked too.

"Soda.." Addie said, crying.

"Man.." Said Pony, his jaw dropped.

"Huh?" Mumbled Johnny.

They lived in harmony after they all dropped Y/N because she's a stuck up piece of SHIT.

[l0v3lynnmarie]

My ex really took so much from me, and still continues to do so. Ion even wanna post on here no more cause I know he watching me. He really laying up somewhere, next to his new bitch, watching me vent about the heartbreak he caused me, the trauma I endured. A place that felt safe to me in a way, now feels invaded. I can’t even have this to myself anymore. How do you get satisfaction watching someone you claimed to have loved so much hurt, that shit is disgusting.. All while rejecting me every time I reach out, making me feel stupid as fuck for even letting him cross my mind, while he’s lowkey on my shit shaking in his boots about my posts and then has the nerve to contact me and try to dictate what I can and cannot post on MY social, that he shouldn’t even be watching? “Yup the weirdest”

[cloudinterlude]

I don’t think we should sympathise Howard. He was an an awful racist and sexist man pre fatherhood and an abuser post fatherhood.

Well, I'm going to sympathize with any characters I want. I get why you might not want to.

I'm not understanding the awful racist allegations for Howard. And yeah, he was 100% casually misogynistic, but if that was a hard no to characters I could appreciate, then I wouldn't like Tony (or a few other MCU characters) either, but I do. A little off topic, but I actually have a bit to say about Howard vs social topics! I might make a post about it....eventually.

Back on: And yeah, he was a bad father. I haven't defended him on this for a reason. I do think some people exaggerate his treatment of (MCU) Tony sometimes, but I agree he wasn't a good parent. He was definitely emotionally neglectful, no doubt about that and probably emotionally abusive to some extent. But a character being a good/decent person throughout their lives isn't a mandatory point for me to be interested in them.

There are some limits to what characters I could like, but Howard doesn't even scratch my limits. Mostly because of his complexity. He changed into what he was and even then, the amount of things you can guess about him fascinates me. He has a pretty clear character decent that's pushed by his feelings about Steve, being in SHIELD, his own self-image/motivations, etc etc. Putting all the pieces we see and hear about him from canon builds an image of a very complicated man and I love what I see.

I don't think I've been excusing him of his less savory actions. Feel free to point out if I have - I can handle that, but I like to pick apart the reasons behind Howard's actions.

Just occurred to me that you might have been talking about comic Howard. Ion know that man, but I heard he was especially ruthless. All characters I talk about are MCU unless I specify otherwise though!

As always, I could say more but I'm such a rambler omg 😭 I don't want to talk your ear off! If you have anymore questions or anything else you wanna add, feel free to pop in to chat again!

[roleplayhonestybox]

https://www.tumblr.com/roleplayhonestybox/762902943751077888/as-someone-who-has-been-removed-by-almost-half-of?source=share

see, disappearing suddenly (I've done that due to emergency) vs ghosting are veryyyyy different cause disappearing suddenly can be so many thing but when you're constantly going online and posting on tumblr yet refusing to message your partner saying dude ion wanna rp anymore... then that's ghosting and where I personally would have a problem but that's just me...

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[real-hot-grl-shi]

i've been watching all this drama unfold and girl 💀 you are so dramatic

like shit talking online in the comments of a post that everybody could see is absolutely petty and fan behavior. Like if you wanna shit talk do it in DMS especially if you wanna pretend you're fine

like be so fr you are the one acting like a 9 year old right now especially the way you are just being so rude. I don't rlly know what those other girls did (calling them the b word is just such an asshole move like what the heck) but you need to chill tf out

this isn't even me being hateful I'm just being for real you are the reason i think some kids shouldn't be allowed to have access to the internet

ok first of all u dont even have the balls to show who you are so dont give me that, second of all Amor started everything, calling me fucked. so how does that put her in the right and tf u mean fan behavior?? I wasn't feeling comfortable over in disc so I went to Tumblr to vent?? so I cant even do that anymore I see. and the block button is right there girl, so yeah. forth of all u are being hateful because you literally called me a asshole, rude, dramatic, and a 9 year old. I feel I already know who u are so im not even gonna sugarcoat it. and please. dont call me a kid. ion even know who you are and frankly, you dont even know who I am so im boutta shut that down real quick 🤷🏾‍♀️ and its a asshole move to switch sides so quickly as well. y'all so fake its sickening.

[troph4eum]

yet another rant lol TW// talkin ab suicide n shit like that this is a sad one

so im not gonna get too specific w this one cuz its honestly jus a bunch of mess ion want strangers on the internet knowing but like a series of events have transpired and honestly they've left me feelin hopeless like idk rn its looking a bit more up but this honestly isnt the direction i want my life to be going. idk ab the rest of yall but it feels like my life has been a series of waiting for shit to happen w the promise that itll get better once that thing happens. but every time it gets to that point its basically the same as it was before.

and honestly i just need to come to terms with the fact that im always just going to be sad because of MDD like theres literally nothing i can do about it my mind is just wired to be hopeless type shit. and now its like all the options that i used to have have been stripped away from me all at once and its all coming to a head and like i rlly dont know what to do. i only got like 2 ppl who im rlly close to rn everyone else left due to one thing or another and in all honesty it sucks. like i love those 2 ppl w all my heart dgmw but damn man icl i do miss having a more extensive support network. and like honestly i wouldve been kms if i didnt have my dog. having another life to consider and take care of has rlly been a blessing and a curse for me. like bc of him i stayed alive to experience all the good that has happened but it also lead to me being here with damn near nothing to do. i cant leave him alone here i cant trust nobody w him hes like my kid almost. i dont want him to have to live in this world without me n ion wanna ever b without him. shit just thinking ab it makes me wanna tear up man i love that dog so much yall dont even know.

anyways idk outside of that if i die before i get to see this project to its completion ill be letting myself down. trophaeum is supposed to be my opus its supposed to be what the entirety of ilyjin is building up towards but im just struggling so much with staying alive that i cant see myself making it up there. i cant even focus on working on the project bc of all the shit thats been goin on man. i jus dont wanna let myself down ive done that more than enough in this life. ik ive talked before about how i dont fit in the mold that society has constructed for us and that holds true more than ever now. with all the things going on in the world idek if my dreams are still gonna be possible. its very disheartening. idk man ion think i wanna talk ab this anymore. its not even that its too painful or anything its just that im starting to not see the point. and tbh ion like ppl knowing just how sad of a person i am like all the time. but at the same time i cant help but be honest about who i am. i am a neurodivergent person with depression theres nothing i can do to change that and i shouldnt have to be ashamed or hide it. but sometimes it genuinely feels like im supposed to just ignore those parts of myself in order to fit into the capitalist machine.

ig my whole point in saying this is that im scared that ill never be able to show the world how much of an artist i really am and that ill never be able to have the impact i want to on the next generation.

after this post im gonna talk about overcoming toxicity like i said i would last time.

[dotdaw-some]

oh god why'd they have to post the announcement short(s) while i'm working on a new page for my site ion even wanna work on it anymore right now

[tujhsenaraznhizindgihairanhumei]

ion wanna post about him for him anywhere anymore . all i do is look at the good things and get stuck meanwhile forgetting all the shitty things he fucking did. i’m done bhai. but that’s just me. ik i’m going to forgive him and cry about it. MEI HI CHUTIYA HU BHENCHOD. I was so on the right track but that one fucking maggi changed every fucking thing. i am crying about a boy here !!?? A BOY!??? not even a man, a stupid boy. wtf is wrong with me ??!? i’m going to post this so i could read this again n again n remind myself ki bhen tu chutiya hei get over it. all he does is talk n write shit about you, treats you like shit n said it to your fucking face that he doesn’t give a SINGLE SHIT ABOUT YOU. tf get over it bhai. goodnight

[ykintsaiwfml]

Post #7:

October 16th, 2023 - 12:09pm

Okay mid-day post because I need to get this shit out of my head before I can focus fully on what I need to do for school. So B took 3-4 days to respond for a second time in the past 2 months. And it was kind of like wtf. And so I told him that I'm not here for that. Especially when we've been consistently talking every day at least once a day (cause of the time difference between here and Okinawa). And idk that shit is raising red flag to me. His excuse was that his week had been fucked. That's it. No other explanation. And ion like that lmfao. But anyways, so then it led me to tell him that if he were to do this again, it would probably end whatever it is that this is (which also I have no idea). So then he asked me where I wanted to see this go, and honestly now I have no idea. With him moving to Cali soon, it gives more of a realistic potential for this to even go somewhere. If he had asked me this like two or three months ago, I might have told him with a sure answer that I would wanna see this go somewhere serious. But I cannot deal with the lack of communication. Idc if we're not even serious rn. Regardless, I deserve consistent effort and communication. He said that he didn't take this long to respond with any malicious intent or to turn me away or to talk to other people. "I honestly do like you and enjoy talking to you. I'll do better at responding, if you'll let me continue". I told him I liked him too and that I wanted him to continue but if this we're to happen again, I'd have to cut it. Cause I'm not fucking doing the giving a million chances shit again. Like at this point in my life? No. I didn't give multiple chances to CT so why tf would I for B? you know what I mean? Like not to compare the two situations but you see where I'm coming from. I shouldn't even need to give the second chance, but we're human. We make mistakes. The difference is if we learn and change from them. So I'll give second chances. But I'm not giving a third. Not anymore. I've given a million chances to someone who I thought I'd never need to. To someone I thought I'd be with for the rest of my life. To someone I thought was my end game. And here we are. So do I want to see this go somewhere with B? If I'm not sure rn, shouldn't that give me my answer? But also is my uncertainty because of E? Ugh idk. But all I know is I cannot repeat my past.

Anyways I need to get tf back on track.

School is my priority and I've been slipping on that shit.

GET IT TOGETHER GIRL

ykintsaiwfml

12:32pm

[luvvixu]

luvvixu (lu•wi•su) – got my name by putting the double v together so it'll look like w and letter s was replaced by letter x,

she/her – my pronouns are also dep/rizz/ion and k/m/s, yey! feel free to address me with these pronouns, but i most likely would appreciate it more if you use my first pronouns option (the purple one). cuz ya know, society is not yet ready to make me feel valid :(

gemini – don't attack just because you saw a post about zodiac signs worst enemy. like nuh uh! i love beefs and feuds but i hate getting involved so naur!

infp – just took a test a month ago and it said im that ? like help im so confused what does that even mean, whatever. but hey, at least i have personality now after going through massive crisis of finding whom i really are for the rest of my existence.

bi – just said that cuz im so confused and is it weird to like vajayjay more than penini? was i even a bi or am i a legit lesbian? see i told you, many family have lost their families—including mine, because of gender identity crisis.

black cat owner – do not the cat! they are not bad luck for god's sake hihihi and also, rot in hell cutely for me pls if you think they are the cause of bad luck thanksies xoxo! >:)

anti-purple – yep, i definitely hate purple.

real life writer - i ain't tripping when i said that. i am part of an official publication in my school and i'm one of the heads, on top of that. if you're familiar in features and literary, yeah! that's my field—no wonder i'm like this.

academically good - ofc im gonna brag about this, like duh! i just graduated high school within rank 10 and my general average (or like GWA) is 97.3

future psychologist - ...yeah, college life is fucking me up but it's okay, i'm just gonna pull a sigmund freud or william james card smthng just to become the dream person i wanna be.

idk what to put anymore - just wait for more infos

[fadeintoyou1993]

long lizzie stan rant under a read more

ok so i literally won’t be able to talk about this to my therapist til like september bc of the whle cognitive therapy shit so ima be vulnerable in public and yall are gonna HAVE to either scroll past it or just deal w my sad asss but.......... ion wanna cry rn even tho im already crying but i literally cant believe legacies ended and i wont have lizzie anymore when shes been my one constant comfort for like 5 years now and she literally came into my life when i needed her the most like i got my diagnosis and i was literally Starting My Life as someone who was learning who they were For Real after living like, 19 years trying to figure out what the fuck was “So Wrong” with me and there was this one fucking character who was going through the same thing and was literally finding out just AS I WAS FINDING OUT all these fucking things about herself and how having a mental disorder and everything else doesnt make u a broken person and it doesnt make u worse off  and i literally cant explain to yall how much seeing that reflected on lizzie meant to my lil autistic self who literally spent my entire fucking life going through the exact same shit and finding so much comfort in media. and there has never been a character like her to me who was literally like..... Made For Me every single thing about her hit So Much. down to the fucking way she talks akldsasdkjad like its literally like she was my best friend and obvi thru her and legacies i made like...... literally the best friends ive ever had and i grew up so much and managed to achieve so many of my goals and like dreams and shit and had so much of my own self validated in all of this and literally it all comes down to how much lizzie saltzman means to me like. ion know. i remember the first gifset of her i ever seen on my dashboard i remember the first thing i posted about her i remember literally every single detail about her bc she is just that important to me and i HATE that its over bc like ....... idk theres not enough ME for all the fucking love i have for this show and for lizzie like please literally send help i need a fucking nurse