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hi i cant feel the right side of my face
#its 1am i'll probably dissapear all day tomorrow#because im probably gonna be laying down and sleeping#and in pain#eunoia annoys '♡'
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Hoof Race
Fred Weasley x Reader x George Weasley
Can be read as platonic
I’m going through ALOT because of a dickwad of a piano teacher. So imma just project and vent here. I love piano, but I don’t love the piano teacher. My own personal Umbridge. Bleck. So it’s gonna be sloppily written, projective, just. I’m going through a lot right now. A lot a lot.
Summary: Your first detention with Umbridge. Needless to say, very traumatizing. At least you have a pair of red heads to comfort you. Along with formed an escape plan to get you out of there. With some help
Warnings: Umbridge, scars, blood, depression, anxiety, stress, crying, trauma, Umbridge being Umbridge. Physical Violence against Reader from Umbridge, Humanism(Racism against other species) Surprise Guest Appearance for the Book Lovers from one of our favorite Divination Teachers
“Where is our little lab rat?” Fred huffed, as he was looking around for you. With George trailing behind. Looking in all the directions that Fred wasn’t looking. You had promised to meet them at Hagrid’s to test out a new product to help with calming animals. Something that was more so a Comission’s for Hagrid than anything else. Would be a nice little treat. Tea, fang, and laughter. Just one problem. Where are you?
“Should have never given Harry that map.” George would grumble, as he was getting worried now. Where were you? You aren’t one to break a promise. Especially to miss out on hanging with Hagrid. Who wants to purposely avoid a cozy evening with him? Especially since the twins had hoards of candy to share. If you missed a treat like that, it has to be beyond your control.
“Checked the dorm, checked Myrtle, checked the Requirement’s, checked the green house-“ The twins would finish each others sentences, as they walked. Trying so hard to think of where you could be. That’s when they stopped infront of the Defense Room Doors. They were open, but the office door was closed. They slowly looked to each other, before bolting inside.
“But Miss Umbridge, it hurts-!” They heard you shout, now that they were pressing their ears to the door. “It’s not suppose to feel good, darling. I should have expected such idiocy from someone who found it wise to speak out of turn-“ Umbridge would huff, as her heels could be heard pacing. A mixture of sharp clicks, and your hiccups.
“Mr. Firenze is not a THING-!” You snapped, only for a sharp smack to echo in the room. Made the twins wince, as you hiccuped again. “That beast is indeed that. Why defend that vile creature, when it even identifies itself as a beast-? Hm? Shouldn’t expect much from an idiotic child like yourself.” She lectured on.
“What do we do?” George whispered to Fred. What could they do? She was still a professor after all. Regardless, they had to do something. Anything. SOMETHING. They had to think fast, before you got even more hurt. Or worse. Expelled.
“Twins-?” A voice called itself, making the duo look over. The familiar blonde hair, and clips of hoof steps, made it clear who it was. Their newest teacher, given Umbridge very literally fired their old one. What a god send, as the twins were able to hatch a plan.
“Please please-“ They made praying hand gestures, as they pointed at her door. Making dramatic movements to try and convey they needed a distraction. Not wanting to get detention next. Never thought detention could be worse than anything Snape could offer.
The echo of another slap was what made the ever calm teacher connect the dots. Oh how he dispised such treatment. It was inhuman. That’s saying something from a man who used to live with trantulas the size of buildings. He would quickly motion for the red heads to quickly go hide under the stairs, before he cleared his throat.
“Mistress Umbridge? I need to speak with you about a matter at hand-!” He called, with a hoof stomp for added volume. The duo was quick to run under the stairs, and narrowly miss her gaze. An ever-plastered fake smile was on her lips, as she would walk down the stairs. A twitch to her eye was given, as she was now forced to speak to the centaur.
"Yes, Firenze? Whatever could you need at this late hour?" She asked, while the twins were quick to rush into the classroom. Left quite a sight. There you were, with bloody hands. To bloody to even make out what scars she had to make your write this time. Along with a firm bruise on your cheek, from her had no less. They were enraged, to put it lightly. This was the last time she would ever do this. That was their promise.
They were quick to your side, as you wrapped your arms around them. Your savior. "She just kept insulting him, and it wasn't right. He's a good teacher-" You would sniffle, as George would use his wand to try and clean your hands. He sneered at the words on your skin. Busy with tending to your immediate wounds, as Fred tried to calm you down and explain the plan.
"WAIT WAIT-I UH-I AM JUST A CENATUR! A WITCH LIKE YOURSELF KNOWS MORE THE I!" Firenze shouted, making the twins realize their time was running out. "Just be quiet, and follow our lead-" Fred just said, and you listened. Typical behavior, after all. They were always scheming, and you were happy to get into any mess they offered.
"Well....You are just a centaur. You aren't modern, or cultured, such as myself. I suppose i can remind you how we properly function here." Umbridge would smugly say, as Firenze tried so hard to not roll his eyes. Was worth it, as he was able to watch you be escorted back under the stairs. That firey red hair hidden away. Just in time, because even his calm soul can only take so much.
"Oh dear, Mar's is infront of Saturn. You know what that means, I better return to my classroom-!” She had no idea what that meant, no one did since it was a big lie. Least it sounded good enough to make her scoff. Feeling as though she wasted her time with him. Regardless, she gave a friendly smile. Now walking back towards her office.
The second her back was turned, the blonde stallion quickly motioned for the three of you to hurry to him. Fred and George basically carried you, as they did. Needing to work fast. Was just yanked around like a doll, but there was no choice. The moment Umbridge had gasped, noticing you were gone, you three were on his back.
“Where did-“ But it was faded, as you three were not having a horse ride of your life. Escaping her, this night. Quite the adrenaline rush. Riding the back of your teacher, as he tried to not trip down the stairs. Least you had Fred and George to comfort you. Holding on to the straps on their teachers body, for his supplies, and comforting you.
“Well clean you up, and make sure that this is the last time she ever hurts anyone.” Fred said, with a firm nod. You never thought the twins could look so angry before. Was scary, but also a morbid reassurance. Given Umbridge’s gaslighting was getting to you. Thinking you were a burden, failure, worthless, just horrible. Didn’t even noticed you were starting to cry. It was all too much. The boys would hold you close, and just hold.
“Dreadful woman. Dreadful dreadful just oh so dreadful-“ Firenze would keep on muttering, as he tried to not break an ankle on those ever moving stairs. Full of much spite as anyone else. Suppose that meant the twins had someone on their side, at least.
“You are gonna crash with us tonight.” Fred said to you, as Firenze took that as advice on where to go. Now heading to the Gryffindor common room. “Think of it as a big sleep over. Chilling in the common room’s living space.” George echoed. Childish, but there is joy in childhood. Had you smile in approval.
“Here, allow me to offer some assistance.” Firenze then spoke, as he rummaged in his bag. Still trotting along, as it was just a hallway roam now.
“This should help with your healing and recovery. Sometimes spells can not solve all problems.” And a small bag was offered to you three. Most likely a herbal of some kind. The kind textures were very reassuring. A reminder you weren’t crazy. That she was in the wrong. Not you. Still, made you tremble in fear.
“Gonna be ok. She’s not gonna hurt you anymore.” Fred reassured, with a kiss to your head. Followed by George hugging you tightly. Just helping ground you, as the centaur finally stopped at the painting. She didn’t even ask for the password. As if she wanted to delay much needed rest.
“Rest, if you can. When you join me for our class, tomorrow, you are permitted to not join. You may just relax, and star gaze. That often times relaxes myself.” Firenze offered, as he laid down at the open wall. Allowing you three to get off. He understood you were a victim, and offered sanctuary where he could.
“Thanks…” You sniffled, as to not be rude. He knows, he knows. He gave you a pat on your head, and a smile, before taking his escort away. Leaving you three with your thoughts. The twins mostly thought of how to make whatever happens to Umbridge look like an accident, while you were still shaking from the ordeal. Murder plots can be for another time. You were first.
Escorted to the common room couch, you were as pampered as you could be. Hands properly wrapped, the herbal deal brewed, helping clean up the blood stains, using their latest invention to help clean up your bruise. Just doing what they could, as you sniffled and hiccuped.
Once done, you were soon lying against Fred. With George semi on top of you. As if some kind of pressure therapy. A means to make sure no one could touch you, or sneak up on you. Was nice. What was nicer was the random fellow classmates who walked around. May it to get something to drink, unable to sleep, what have you.
They took notice of you, could quickly grasp it was Umbridge, and let you have your comfort. May it be making sure you three had a blanket, staying extra quiet to not disturb you, or asking if you needed anything. Just some humanity against the darkness.
The comfort of the twins, the easing calm of the tea, and the sound of the ever lit fireplace. It helped you come back to earth again. Just what you needed. Reassurance that you were the victim. Not the other way around. Just deep breaths of fire, cinnamon, and gun powder.
You’ll be ok. You’ll be ok, and the twins promised.
As if they ever would break a promise.
#harry potter#Fred Weasley#George Weasley#Weasley twins#Fred and George Weasley#fred weasley x reader#george weasley x reader#platonic reader#dolores umbridge#professor umbridge#Firenze#Harry Potter Firenze#Harry Potter centaur#centaur#vent fic#projection#coping mechanism#George is my emotional support ginger#i’m going through it#it’s the end of the second semester at college and I’m exhausted#and my piano teacher is a bastard#I’m so tired#and in pain#hp fanfic#x reader#hurt comfort#tw wounds#Umbridge is her own warning honestly#hp#harry potter fanfiction
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Having an autoimmune disease is so exhausting and I wish I could have like one hour of energy
#i always feel so drained#and in pain#my joints are screaming#and I want to be able to eat whatever i want#ulcerative colitis#joint pain#anemia
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breaking ur nose in your first euros game of the tournament omg i would be FUMING!!!
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boywife /ironic /unironic
#my post#my art#etc#etc etc#apandah#apandah fanart#pandah#sleep deprived podcast#sdp#sdmp fanart#sdmp#i’ve been wanting to draw him for so long#but i’ve been lazy#and in pain#but that’s not important#here he is… my wife#slash jay#i can be funny here#not on twitter though#full of cut throats#doodles
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Not even the saddest OST from Addicted could stop me from being happy about the colors!
Because everything is about Green Guy Poppy.
So I need the saddest Blue Boy Hero NOW!
But rip my heart out with colors.
Oh yeah. That's what I'm here for!
#addicted heroin the series#addicted heroin th#hurt me with colors#that's how I like my angst#color-coded#the colors mean things#and it means I'm gonna suffer in one of my favorite ways#this MV was delicious#color coded boys in love#and in pain
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I just woke up. It's the middle of the night. I'm in pain. Idk what to do with my life. Idek why I'm posting this here I don't know anything any more
#painsomnia#chronic pain#lupus#i can't sleep#autoimmune disease#chronic illness#chronically ill#how do i tag this#i'm just so tired#and in pain#And I guess this is a good way to distract myself
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I'm sorry, Ethan, I'm afraid I can't do that.
#trainer kris#trainer lyra#trainer ethan#pokemon bill#pokemon#pokemashe#kris kawamoto#lyra kawamoto#ethan hidaka#bill sonezaki#cw#blood#UGGGHHHHHHHH#COMPUTER PROGRAMS (KRIS) WHO ATTEMPT MURDER AND ATTEMPT BODY SNATCHING#she's such a tragic villain. but also a villain who takes everything out on the wrong person (lyra)#she thinks lyra is the source of her pain (and also bill) but lyra did nothing but exist and arghhh#she DIED but instead of staying dead she gets to watch someone who's not her live her life for her#she's so jealous#and lonely#and in pain#so she decides to KILL her uncle and take back her rightful place the moment she gets a chance.#i may be#a tiny bit#obsessed with her#5a highly specific AU version of her)
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i need to vent im sorry lmfao
I started my student field placement yesterday and I absolutely HATED it. Like, I didn't have any problems with anyone and they were nice but I felt like a dumb ass. I was just following this one lady around the whole time because i didnt know what to do and i felt like I was being so annoying. Like I know im new but I felt like a fucking puppy following her around and I cant help thinking i was irritating her. All I was told to do was "watch my training videos and help set up tables and chairs" so I was lost for 80% of my shift. I think I cried in the bathroom about four times. I broke down crying when I got home too and my parents just yelled at me and told me to grow up... like I just wanted a bit of reassurance and comfort but I guess i was looking in the wrong place lol, how stupid of me!
Not to mention I worked from 1:30-9:00; I'm not used to working that late and I thought I could handle it. I have a chronic health condition that makes me super tired and I was so fucking exhausted by like 7:00. I don't want to say anything because I've already changed my schedule once and I don't want to bother my supervisor. But I literally got home, cried, and just collapsed into bed because I had no energy, had a headache, and I was in pain (since I had to help set up and take town tables + chairs & I suffer from inflammation/joint pain). I have to work the same shift today too and I'm already dreading it.
Tomorrow, I start at 10:30 so I do get to go home earlier. But, I won't have a ride and I can't drive, so I'll have to take TWO busses in an area I've never been to before yesterday. I hate taking the bus in general bc it gives me anxiety so I genuinely feel like throwing up. Not to mention I'm afraid of being late so I'm going to leave like an hour and a half early.
I only have this placement for three weeks. Even if I don't start to feel better about it, at least it's not permanent. But I need to get a good evaluation from my supervisor or I literally won't pass. I'm just exhausted and I'm feeling like maybe I chose the wrong field to go into :(
#i KNOW no one is going to read my whining but i just needed to vent#im so tired#and in pain#i was trying so hard not to cry in front of my coworkers all day#also dont expect many posts from me for a while lmfao i have no time#shut up rebecca
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you know..when the chronic pain is chronic
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Happy birthday to this babygirl <33333 I love you
#i wish I could draw him but I have ect today#so I will be sleeping for most of today#and in pain#but I will get through it because I’m thinking of him#jjk#gojo satoru
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I removed the bullet successfully. Currently, I am recovering.
No thanks to the Medic who has hopefully disappeared. I pray that Krampus took him. Or something of the sort.
We're better off without him.
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"OMG he's so vocal and whiny when he's grabbed!!" my brother in christ he is getting mauled to death by a 3 meter man-beast he is NOT enjoying that shit 💀
#amnesia the bunker#henri clement#i'll probably delete this later#but just because a character is vocal when they're harmed or injured doesn't mean they're enjoying it! it actually means they are scared#and in pain#anyways. Amnesia the bunker is a great game and I love the beast's design a lot. still really sad that's Lambert.#spoilers#in tags that is#I speculated the height btw. saw a post with a comparison between Henri and the Stalker and just guessed
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shaking Roier by his shoulders YOU BRILLIANT ACTOR YOU YOURE INCREDIBLE
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-SLAMS HANDS DOWN- I FINALLY DID HIM JUSTICE.
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Now I'm heading to bed. lmao
#concrete#cons#serif doodling#squirrel's pocket~#ages it feels like literal AGES#lol it was three days and I just couldn't draw (crying)#but huzzah... here#now I can go pass out in pieces#and in pain#wheeee~#still ain't gotta clue where he goes...
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