#and im sooooooooooo tired
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i don’t rly have anything to say except hiiiiiii guys ily :3 :3
#at the hairdresser dyeing my hair brown which is a bit sad#and im sooooooooooo tired#zai and i were on a call for 8.5 hrs 😀😀😀#i will immediately be going home and going to sleep#and i need to work more on kinktober esp since i’ll be gone
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oof I'm tired
#ik that i should do school today.....#but i need to bake cookies to take as a treat to the movies tomkrrow....#and im sooooooooooo tired#so maybe.... no school ??#ive been so bad about not doing school lately tho........#idk i am currently downloading the bg3 update so. well see#i need to lunch and bake cookies before i decide anything else#op
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sorry i just realized i'm mildly annoyed by rhaenys asking when the dance of dragons really started by questioning, "that is one answer. or was it when the child was beheaded? or when aemond killed luke? or when luke took aemond's eye?" when the actual reason is as soon as otto hightower began pressuring his daughter to visit viserys & pressured viserys to remarry
& when otto tried to use the propoganda of the white hart to convince viserys to name aegon his heir instead of rhaenyra, leading to a swirl of unfortunate events. otto convinced his daughter that rhaenyra would kill her children which in turn caused alicent to convince her children since they were old enough to understand that rhaenyra would want to kill them when rhaenyra's only crime was being emotionally indifferent to alicent's children
or perhaps, if we want to consider the events of driftmark, when it was uncovered that alicent > aegon > aemond were self-righteously attacking rhaenyra's children for being bastards despite the important figures, laenor & viserys & corlys, accepting those children as legitimate (thus preventing any reason for legitimization because their bastardy is a RUMOR), alicent ignored the king's command & stole his knife in an attempt to maim luke & actually maimed the heir to the iron throne with no other consequence than viserys telling her to drop it the next day because he was too exhausted (after being poisoned for a majority of his adulthood)
everyone has turned the dance of dragons into a situation over aemond being bullied throughout his childhood (events that were often lead by aegon who roped his two younger nephews into it) when it remains written & canonized that the dance of dragons is a story about misogyny with the rightful heir to the iron throne being usurped because they hid her father's death from her while they prepared aegon's coronation
misogyny which is proven by the way in later episodes where alicent's opinions & counsel are shunned because she is a woman despite her experience ruling
#pro rhaenyra targaryen#house of the dragon#team green critical#im sooooooooooo tired of the bastard discourse like it's boring
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not to make this about me but this is my blog so whatever. what if germany elects nazis and i have to stay in fucking israel
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day 17
✦ frost rat ✦
#rat#rats#rat art#rattober#rattober 2024#beans rattober#im sooooooooooo tired + sad and soooo eepy i wannf cry#but rats!!!! keep me going
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made it to the weekend !!!!!
#camera talks#I need to collapse at home now#but apparently??? the power is out at my house#????#so raugh idk when that’s going to come on#going to the store with my family first I think tho#im so so tired#like sooooooooooo exhausted#but I got stuff to do so !!!#I’ll cry later maybe if everything gets to me again
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up too late again cuz my brain feels like one frayed thread away from shattering anf im scared of what itll do with ifs 15 minute freetime before i fall asleep
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captain hector, captain’s armband hector, i feel sick
#babygirl I’m about to downward spiral so badly#I’m not trying to disrespect martin bc i love him sm but captains armband hector was sooooooooooo#one of the few games i remember vvvv well! ch*lsea arsenal that ended in 2-2 where he wore the armband and scored a goal#and we were a man down for over an hour but we still took a draw away!!!#and he looked so tired at the end bc he was coming back from injury 😭 im a fake fan I don’t remember when it was but like 😭😭😭😭😭 AHHHHHHHHHHH#WHY COULDNT WE HAVE WON EVERYTHING WITH HIM WHY COULDNT WE HAVE WON IN 2016 IM K!LLING MYSELF#has anyone felt properly whole since he left#Aaron and granit too#save me mo you’re all I have left 😭
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i have bad melted soup brain today and i hate it
#i have never really felt like just disappearing off of the face of the earth and not talking to Anyone before but i have been thinking of it#a lot today! which is wild bc not my normal isolation thought but today it seems good ahahahaha#i am just. tired. i feel like i am not listened to ever and i feel unwanted as hell lately which i know in the back of my mind i am not#unwanted but boy do it feel like that lately lol. and i’ve been back on my ‘im gonna die alone bc nobody ever will love me how i love them’#bullshit which i have Not missed but it is come back full on ! soooo fun for me hahahahahaha i love to feel miserable about being unwanted#by those around me!!!! love it sooooooooooo much weeeeeee i totally don’t wanna slam my head through a window!!!!#also just in general lately i have felt like people talking to me is a chore to them bc nobody around me has been having actual conversation#it’s all been shit ass one word or one sentence replies from everyone or they talk about what they want and not acknowledge what i said and#i don’t even know what to do about it. i just don’t even want to talk to anyone now bc i feel like they literally don’t want to speak to me#and they don’t care what i have to say clearly bc they don’t pay attention and then bring up what i said says or weeks later like i never#said anything and it’s like hm wow yeah i fucking told you about that??? maybe if you pay attention you’d have known that but it’s fine !!!!#I’m just. tired of it. i am fully understanding of everyone having lives and doing their own things they need to do. but this is like. fr#different. like it feels so much different than that and i don’t get it and i don’t know what to do !!!!!!! i feel like i’m going Nuts#anyways if any of you wanna stick me through a meat grinder i would be forever thankful and you have the rights to take anything i own after#what this boils down to is my autistic ass is like everyone is not doing their normal thing!!! everyone is off their normal talking schedule#with me!!!! this must mean they fucking want me dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc they went off script/pattern and not in a way they have in the past#that indicated that they just are struggling to reach out! this is different and bad and they want you out of their life!!!!!!!#which is ridiculous but what the fuck am i to do about it bc i will be thinking this until i basically am told otherwise by these people. so#that’s soooo much fun i love brains they’re so silly i wish i could jump at a wall and stick to it until i just slowly peel off and onto the#floor. anyways. hope everyone else has a good night
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should i watch good omens like is it actually good. like actually
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someone please come and knock me THE FUCK out. I’m literally so tired but can’t fucking sleep.
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i hate my fucking jobbbbbb
#sooooooooooo tired of my coworkers acting like certain rules are new and different when those rules have existed longer than any of us have#been employed here and then being rude to me/getting angry at our financial administrator about those rules!#im especially sick of these idiots being paid more than me#when someone tells you a rule multiple times and you have several training documents painstakingly put together by me with that info and#you got an email last week from our financial administrator stating these rules yet again#that is a you problem!!! not me!!!!
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me writing this film essay: this is a film:) about ufos! also sweden 🤗
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I want to do Things today but I feel like DEATH
#i want to get groceries for the last weekish im in the city and go to SOUP and maybe even study a bit or at least game a little#but i feel sooooooooooo tired and sore and bad#its already 3 pm my god
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Leaving lipstick marks on Slashers
writing this at light speed because im falling ill at the time of writing this we are locking in! also its really late so im tired sooooooooooo characters: jason voorhees, brahms heelshire, thomas hewitt, bubba sawyer notes: reader is gn and wears makeup cws: none
JASON
sits so still when you start peppering his face, he doesnt want to startle you even though hes done more that would have warranted fear from you- and even then you were open to it so really... what was he worrying about?
keeps the marks on his face for a decent amount of time before washing them, likely until theyre smudged into unrecognizable blotches of color on him
feels terrible that youre ruining your makeup but hes not going to deny this from you, he absolutely adores you
busting out the headcanon that he brings plants and flowers and the like to make DIY makeup- you... might leave his face sticky if you used something made from berries.. but at least he tastes nice...!
sub consciously brings you more stuff to make said makeup and stuff that would make a nice color on your lips
BRAHMS
will not clean off his mask youre going to have to make him... god forbid you kiss his actual face...
oh but its so worth it, having to clean it up aside, he enjoys any affection and attention from you
though expect him to linger around while youre doing your makeup, he doesnt care all that much about how much time you put into it, he likes seeing the marks on his face
it... actually gives him a reason to look in the mirror, even in passing to look at the marks youve left behind rather than the scars stretching across his face
sometimes steals your lipstick to send the message of what he wants
THOMAS
similar to the original chainsaw wielding texan, he loves getting kisses from you... physical affection means a lot to thomas, and the fact youre so willing to smudge your makeup just to give it to him has him feeling some sort of way
especially if you spend a lot of time putting it on- all that work just to leave all these marks all over his face
lets you take the lead and cup his face, allowing you to kiss him as many times as you want until youre satisfied
aches a little when he needs to wash up after working or for dinner
you offer to leave a kiss on a piece of cloth so he can keep it on him for as long as he wants- another similarity with bubba is that he feels like he has a piece of you via your lipstick mark
BUBBA
he doesnt want to wash it off, he wants to keep it on him for as long as possible- or at least for as long as drayton will allow it... which... probably wont be long
hes crushed but you offer to give him some more kisses, which easily remedy his disappointment!
he thinks you look really pretty with your makeup, might ask to look at it if youre fine with that
wants to do your makeup as well, will be over the moon if you offer to try it on him as well!
generally loves getting kisses from you but the fact they leave marks makes him feel like hes taking a little piece of you with him when you two part
#slasher x reader#slasher x you#slasher imagine#slashers x reader#slashers x you#slashers imagine#jason vorhees x reader#jason vorhees imagine#jason voorhees x reader#jason x reader#jason voorhees imagine#brahms heelshire x reader#brahms imagine#brahms heelshire imagine#brahms x reader#thomas hewitt x reader#thomas hewitt x you#thomas hewitt imagine#bubba sawyer x you#bubba sawyer imagine#bubba sawyer x reader#canon x reader#canon x you#x reader
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