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lmao if i wanted your opinions i wouldve asked. get this guys! fellow bros! I DONT CARE!! wooooooww⊠shocker right? i pass enough to use the menâs room but not enough to not get scrutinized. i pass enough to where people believe me when i say im a man but not enough to avoid the female treatment when people are functioning under an incorrect assumption. speaking of incorrect assumptions. dont misgender or patronize me. is it so farfetched and difficult for you to say âcis menâ and âafabâ or âwoman-perceivedâ? is it really that hard? or are you stirring up trouble for no real reason? maybe you should get a life and get off my vent post. this didnt need your incorrect opinions. i dont care if you think im a woman because i KNOW im not. just because you cant do some learning past the eighth grade doesnt mean im the one in the wrong. and as i said in the previous post. FUCK OFF. that was the whole point. i dont need you coming at me when i specifically said not to. i dont like you and you dont like me so dont engage with me and everyone will be much happier, yeah? lord have mercy.
im out as a trans man. and i think i pass decently well. so, if transandrophobia isnt real, why do i get threatened in bathrooms and catcalled and brushed off by other men? why do i get infantilized and harassed and threatened? why am i discriminated against if im a man. men have privilege!
thats cuz these terf bitches wanna minimize trans issues and make ALL men seem scary and evil and gross. news flash, bub, the only people that are scary and evil and gross are the misogynists, racists, and queerphobes. so, in other words, people like you! yeah im a man but im a TRANS man and i cannot be a man without being transsexual. stop ignoring us and our voices. we didnt spend the majority of our lives being pushed aside for being âgirlsâ only for you to say that âyoure men, your opinions dont matter.â seriously, dude, fuck. off.
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chapter 11.
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another rock was thrown in the lake as you sighed. âi cant believe he did that to me, and i cant believe they hid that from me!â
keeho rubbed your back and listened to you quietly, knowing that all you needed at that moment was someone to listen to you. âhe couldve talked to me! he knows im a good listener! it shouldnt need to end up like thisâŠâ you looked at your hands that were resting on your lap while your fingers were playing with the little rocks you were holding. you let out a frustrated sigh and looked at the lake that reflected the moons light. âah, i dont know,â you threw a rock far away in the lake. the rock jumping a few times before finally leaving your eyesight as it fell down into the water.
âwanna know the worst part?â you chuckled bitterly and didnt even give keeho time to answer, you were already talking again. âi love him way too much to even say that i hate him or wish him the worst. id probably break up with him either way⊠i just didnt want things to end like this.â
âyoud break up with him either way?â
âkeeho, i love chan too much to let him keep me by his side after i become a burden for him. ive already met him when he had his dream of becoming an idol clear as day, how would i let him give up on his dream just for the sake of a relationship? he can get over me, but he cant get over his dream,â you said as you looked at keeho with so much sadness in your eyes. you knew that what you were saying was the most rational and right thing to think, say, and do, but deep down, your heart is broken, and you are screaming to have chan back deep inside.
âso, you want my opinion on this, or do you want me to just listen to you?â
âno, you can speak up.â
âfirst of all, you have all the right to be mad and upset at him, yeri and sieun, but you have to understand their sides as well. about sieun and yeri, they knew about this, but should they really tell you? some people would say yes, some people would say they did the right thing because this is between you and chan and they found out without wanting to. chan didnt tell them, he has no clue that they know,â keeho took a rock out of your hands and threw it in the lake. ânow, about chan⊠he was an asshole, yes. he shouldve never treated you like that. but hes torn between you or his career, and that shows how much he loves you, dont you agree? imagine having someone loving you so much to the point of not knowing if they should choose you or pursue the dream they have had since they were a little kid.â
listening to keehoâs words made your eyes tear up and your lips tremble. he was right, chan loves you that much. âi think you should listen to what he has to say, but not right now. do that when youre feeling ready, okay? and dont be mad at sieun and yeri, they did what they thought was the best for you, and by sieuns message she was feeling really bad from hiding that from you, and you know how yeri is, i bet she was feeling bad as well.â
keeho patted your back and gave you a small and reassuring smile. you studied his face, and you saw nothing but love and empathy in his eyes, not a single hint of pity. he didnt pity you for being lied to and having to break up with the love of your life, he never once pitied you, and thats one of the countless reasons that you love about keeho. he loves you for who you are and always showed you how theres no one better to be your best friend but him.
you closed the distance between you by pulling him into a tight hug. the way he hugged you back immediately made you finally break down into tears.
you knew that even if it hurt and it would take a while to heal from this, everything would be fine because you have the best friendship ever and because you were making the right choice for the guy you romantically love more than anything.
the ride home just wasnt silent because keeho knows how to crack a joke and light up your mood. a part of you was almost forgetting about chan for the moment until your eyes landed on him sitting on the ground outside your house. the boy who was looking down at his own feet immediately looked up when he heard your laughâyour laugh that died once you noticed himâand felt his heart beat faster. he stood up while you stayed still with keeho beside you.
âdo you want me to tell him to go away?â keehos question came out as a whisper. its not easy to tell that keeho adores chan, but he would fight him if you asked him to. even tho youre older than him, keeho thinks that he has to protect you just like an older brother would protect his little sister. âno, its fine. you should go tho.. see you at school, and thank you for today.â
keeho nodded and pat your shoulder before glancing at chan and flashing him a smile as he walked away, leaving you and chan alone.
âwhat are you doing here and how long were you waiting for me?â you made your way to the front door while taking your keys out of your pocket. âi wanted to talk... if youre up to, of course. ive been waiting not for much time,â chan lied. he went to your house a few minutes after you left with keeho. âwhen i came i saw that the lights of your room were off and supposed you were out. i didnt want to bother your parents by asking for you and waiting inside in case you didnât want to talk to me.â
âwhat do you even want to talk about, chan?â your voice showed a hint of frustration, which didnt go unnoticed by chan, making him frown a little bit. âi want to apologize, yn. i shouldnt have acted like that, i recognize my mistake. i dont know what i was thinking⊠i was under do much pressure yesterday and- andâŠâ his eyes started to be filled with tears, and his voice started to crack, he was trying his best to hold back his tears, but was failing miserably. âand i love you so much, i dont want this to be the end. i just dont know what to do. im so sorry.â
chan started to cry for real, sobs coming out from his mouth as he fell on his knees and looked up at you with a hopeless and extremely hurt expression. âi was supposed to show you every single day how much i love you and never be the reason of your worries, insecurities, and tears from sadness or anger. gosh-â he choked on his own sob before continuing. âim so sorry. i dont know what to do. this is killing me.â
it was impossible to see that sight of him and not start to cry as well. it hurt you more seeing him like that than the whole situation itself that led you to this. âchan⊠stand up, please.â he shook his head and stayed on his knees. he tried to speak, but his sobs interrupted him, and his voice didnt even need to threaten him to fail, it was already a fact that if he tried to speak, his voice wouldnt go out. chanâs throat was tensioned, it was like there was something huge and painful stuck in it, and that feeling was more than agonizing.
you took a few steps closer to him and gently wrapped your arms around his head, which made him instantly lean into your touch and hug your hips as he mumbled countless im sorry against the beginning of your thigh.
you let him be as you waited for him to calm down and took the opportunity to calm down as well, trying your best to stop crying and ease the pain in your chest.
âi⊠i know why you were acting like that. its better for us to break up, chan.â as soon as the words came out of your lips, chan immediately looked at you. his expression showing a hint of shock, confusion, and horror. âw-what? how..? why?â
âdont ask me how, just be aware that i know the reason,â you sighed, ran your fingers through your hair, bit your lower lip, and looked at chan while he slowly started to stand up. âthis is your dream, chan. why would you throw that away?â
âbecause you also became my dream, yn! i mean- fuck! im so in love with you, ever since we started dating, my dream is to see you walking down the aisle in your wedding dress and saying yes to me! i want you and you only! dont do this to me, dont do this to us.â
you clenched your fist. why is he making everything more complicated? all you wanted to do was kiss him until you lost your breath, but you couldnt. you had to stay strong and not back down.
âdont make this difficult. the decision has been made, chan. i dont want to keep in this relationship anymore. you should go after your real dream, not your little fantasy.â
âyn, please-â
âenough, chan,â you cut him off. âstop embarrassing yourself and go home.â
you opened the front door and went inside without even glancing at chan. you knew that if you looked at him one more time, youd give up, and you couldnt risk.
once the door was closed, all your walls were destroyed. you sat down on the floor with your head in your hands and started to cry as hard as possible, even losing your breath.
on the other side of the door, there was chan staring at it with no expression or thoughts. he had cried so much before that there were no tears left to cry, he just stayed there staring at the door for a few minutes before slowly turning around and making his way to his house with his heart broken.
if humans had seven hearts, chan was sure that all of his seven heart would be absolutely destroyed
HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS
yn and chan date since their freshman year and are truly high school sweethearts, but will chanâs dream of becoming an idol get between their relationship?
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would it be considered bad to just work with deities because youd like to work with them for spellwork or w/e? i dont want to seem like im just using them bc id be giving offerings as payment but like idk if id be fucked up to start doing that
Considered bad by whom? Because in this case it seems like the opinion of the individual god is all that should matter.
I've had my fair share of experiences with gods and I feel confident in assuring you that if they don't like how you're treating them, they're more than capable of just not showing up or helping you.
The gods are many things, but so far yet I've never met a single one that was stupid.
(Please forgive me if I have over-read) It seems like the implication of your ask is, "would it be morally wrong of me to get away with something that could be construed as being a user? Because I know people do this and it works, but is it wrong?"
If people do this and it works, then I think the gods must be going along with it. How many posts or books or resources have you seen under the concept of, "here is how I trick gods into thinking I love and worship them so they help me with spells"? I have never seen a single one.
If paying a god to help in magic made the gods feel used, they can just not get involved. And we don't get to decide how they feel; they are not empty projections, they are not egrigores. They are living beings who have thoughts and emotions independent of humans.
Unless you're getting Solomonic with it and commanding gods to appear in a circle under threat of punishment, it should be understood that gods will appear to you of their own free will, that it's remarkably difficult to trick them (many people I'm sure believe they can't be tricked), and that they have the intelligence at least of a 10-year-old with a prankish sibling.
Now to actually answer your question!
I believe in any relationship with the gods, regardless of the intended dynamic, people can come off as users whether they mean to or not. I do not mean to speak to any individual's interpersonal relationship with a god. This is only a generic perspective.
Paying a god in exchange for help with spells isn't inherently using, just as treating a god as a beloved parent or spouse isn't inherently giving.
I believe any person is wise to always approach relationships with gods - even strictly business-like, professional relationships - with a sense of respect and honor.
I believe it is wise to strive to act with great respect, and always build your interactions around the honor and comfort of your divine guests and business-partners.
I believe it is also very wise for you to sit down and think about the boundaries you want to establish with gods.
It is my experience that when you begin calling gods into your life, they will answer and appear. And some of them might not want a business-partner relationship with you. Some of them might want you as a devotee, or want to be your tutelary spirit, or have a more intimate interpersonal relationship with you (it's not all that uncommon).
Therefore, before you venture into all of this, I think you are preparing to behave with respect and honor if you anticipate that these gods are living beings who may ask things of you that you do not want to participate in, and be able to politely but firmly say no.
Most of all, it's best to anticipate that these living beings may evolve and change over time, especially in their relationship to you as you call on them repeatedly, and be prepared to grow your practice to them, instead of pigeonholing them into the facets most useful to you.
But it's not like working with the gods as a business partner automatically makes you a user, any more than someone treating the god as a parent and constantly demands gifts, blames them for everything, and screams at them to unload their parental trauma is automatically a giver.
#thanks for being first long ask of the day#where i wake up and talk into my computer until the coffee starts working#answered#spirit work#deity work#witchcraft#witchblr#witch community
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i think the dragon fucking thing is the dumbest shit people have gotten on you for because there really truly is no real world equivalent to it. like yeah lizards exist but the biggest ones are about the size of a small or medium sized dog, and all without what likely makes a dragon sexy to you! which is the huge size and sentience and the sharp teeth and all that good stuff! it's just monster fucking to me. because what else is it comparable to?
also i honestly just feel like people want to have their morally right opinions in a community built upon critical analysis that talks about how problematic certain things are in these shows to a sometimes excessive degree for cartoons about demons in hell, while ignoring all the genuine good you've done for helping vivs actual victims speak out and have a voice/platform, to make them feel better about their critical voices, because you dont just. complain that viv is a bad writer who botches adult topics in her adult shows like a femcel 14 year old on wattpad. (although you still do that and it's absolutely warranted because she does, i just feel like part of the reason people feel comfortable coming to you is because you're honest about who you are and what you enjoy in fiction, you're mature enough to understand morality in fiction vs morality irl and the difference between it, and obviously the fact that you're an anonymous voice who can easily archive this info for years to come compared to other websites. and to me there's a major difference between the stuff youre writing and the stuff vivs writing based on scale and audience. you aren't going to make anyone want to fuck their pet lizards, but vivs certainly given lots of people a warped idea of consent and why someone should be harassed if you look at her likes.)
anyway, this ask was kinda long and i dunno what else you could contribute besides a thank you, so if you feel like it, could you give a list of the top 5 fictional (i can't believe im saying fictional because DRAGONS ARENT REAL,) dragons you'd bone in a heartbeat?
Thanks, Anon, I appreciate it! <3
I think it's one of the more unsettling things they come at me for, because let me tell you, the idea that dragons = bestiality came up out of nowhere. A couple of years ago, the big trend in art/writing online was sexy dragons as the preferred love interest for princesses, and it was everywhere. And then, suddenly, they were problematic and I was getting 19 year olds arguing with me that it was "against federal law."
That weird thing you like, even if it's considered utterly vanilla today? I promise you, it'll be next. It's already starting to happen with anthros.
I think liking weird fictional things openly and unabashedly, and being able to argue in favor of why you do, is important. I think it's normal, human, and makes it makes everything safer on the whole, and makes it easier to root out the actual creeps.
But yes! Dragons!
Draco, my second major fictional crush. The first was The Beast.
2. Smaug.
3. Paarthurnax
4.Ventuswill
5. Literally every dragon daddy in the Spyro Reignited Trilogy. That game had me sweating.
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I will never forgive what AI voicebanks, tuning, tools, etc did to the soundscape of vocaloid songs. I want to listen to a song featuring Teto? TOO BAD! IT'S ALL SYNTHV AI!!! IT ALL SOUNDS LIKE THAT!!!! I'm so tired of it! People who want their vocaloids to sound realistic are totally valid, but I don't want that!! (In this post, I will be using "vocaloid" to refer to any vocal synth made for singing, regardless of company that distributes them.)
I have barely heard a single song that utilizes an AI voicebank or AI tuning etc to have ANY unique tuning that makes it characteristic to the artist who utilized the vocaloid/vocal synth. IT ALL SOUNDS THE SAME!!! And again, if that's what you like, that's valid, but it's just! So prevalent!
When you go and listen to vocaloid artists/producers who use non-AI, they manage to make the same vocaloids/vocal synths, even with the same exact voicebank for that vocaloid, to sound ENTIRELY DIFFERENT, unique, and characteristic to the artist themselves in a way others cannot replicate properly!! Just listen to the differences between PinocchioP, Wowaka, Deco*27, Kikuo, Maretu! That's just a few of the most well-known vocaloid artists I could think of!
And to use Teto as an example again, listen to Aihaiteki Jinsei Sanka by Ro2noki, Ochame Kinou by LamazeP, Kasane Teto Territory by oxi, Mimi no Aru Robot no Uta by nwp8861, Dame Ningen da! by Usushioshisuu, and Medicine by Haraguchi Sasuke. Their styles of tuning and usage of Teto all are different, some more than others, but all create a very unique sound to each of their songs and to their music as a whole if they've created a lot (such as Haraguchi Sasuke's prominent usage of Teto).
Now listen to these songs that use Teto's SynthV AI voicebank: Override by Yoshida Yasei, Tetoris by Hiiragi Magnetite, Mesmerizer by 32ki, and Ataman Ita by Eipu. Now, I'd like to be clear, I literally like all of these songs. This is in no way dissing on the artists. When you listen to these songs, the sound they have for Teto are all virtually identical. They do not sound any different in how they utilize Teto. Which again, isn't necessarily bad if that's your thing! But for me and many other vocaloid fans, our thing is that we like the unique and unrealistic ways that various artists use a given vocaloid and their voicebanks.
I want the songs to sound unique! Robotic! Unrealistic! I want them to sound ways that they can only sound BECAUSE they're vocaloid. If I wanted to listen to a real person sing, I'd do that! There are some amazing vocaloid songs that only sound the way they do BECAUSE they are vocaloid, such as The Disappearance of Hatsune Miku by cosMo@bousouP, *Hello Planet by sasakure.UK, and ECHO by CrusherP. All of these are songs which, yes, do have amazing human covers, I think have sounds that can't really be replicated by human voice. There are also a LOT of vocaloid artists whose tuning styles I think add so signifcantly to a song that, when listening to a human cover of them, part of the major charm of the song is lost (such as with PinocchioP, MitchieM, inabakumori, Giga, Kairiki Bear, Deco*27, and SAWTOWNE).
And again, just in case people misunderstand: there is NOTHING wrong with liking that realistic tuning or if that's your preference, it's just not MINE, and, because I don't like that style, it's frustrating that it can be hard to have it not show up when I'm explicitly searching for other things. Many artists who used to use non-AI for their vocaloids have switched over to AI which I just personally don't love, but of course, it's their art, and they can create it however they want.
And to add this on before people also misunderstand: No, I do not dislike them just because they have "AI" in it. Yes, I understand that "AI" is a hot topic with many people misunderstanding that AI can mean many different things, it's frequently misused, and doesn't inherently mean things along the lines of AI-generated artwork. Yes, I am against AI-generated artwork and anything along those lines. So no, I do not dislike these because it has the word "AI" in it, I dislike it because of how it sounds. That being said, I am incredibly curious/suspicious on how these voicebanks and programs (like SynthV AI) utilize "AI" and how they managed to get to the results they have with realistic tuning because I have found absolutely ZERO information online when I have tried to look, and I think it's entirely fair that I am skeptical and it's concerning that I've seen no one else skeptical on what exactly "AI" means in either of these, especially because the people that use vocaloid are artists. And I'm not saying that it is the case, I just wish there was transparency somewhere online as to what these companies even mean by "AI" for their voice banks and synthesizer programs and how they got to this "AI", both because it's just interesting on a technology standpoint and I think artists have valid reasons to be suspicious.
TLDR; It is totally valid if you love and enjoy AI vocaloid (such as voicebanks or programs), but I don't, and I miss seeing less of it/don't like to see how it's become the first pick for usage in many songs when it previously wouldn't have been. I think there are unique methods of tuning that are only really found in non-AI vocaloid and I don't really find that at all in AI vocaloid songs/artists. And again, nothing wrong with if that's the sound you like, but personally I, and many others, love the unique, robotic, and non-human ways that vocaloid sounds, and that's specifically why I/we like vocaloidâbecause it ISN'T human. And again, in no way is there anything wrong with enjoying vocaloid otherwise and many people love realistic vocaloid, and I support that and the artists who seek to create that.
#book of kells#vocaloid#vocal synth#just saw someone tag this as disc0urse. uh. it's not. this is my opinion? im not saying this is better or it's a fact?#this is just...what i like in music#and im not saying you should believe or have my opinion..
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Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.
Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now
Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.
Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!
Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.
#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually#also having her say âactually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things#doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously#supposed to believe shes wrong#anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr#anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope#also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and#any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther#actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other#stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss#anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller#and silver swan. and she had a âyuck WHYâ to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less#informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller#and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours#or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah#interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pĂ©rez#and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also#like british colonization a lil bit#but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight#vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves#whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell#i got off topic here#blah#swishy rant#also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should#always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag#sui sq
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I wanna know ur Fontaine msq criticisms đïžđïžđIâm all ears
I'm not sure if you wanted me to talk about this secretly or publicly but! Here I go!
The TLDR: Fontaine MSQ aestheticised prison, poverty, child abuse, the justice system/court and didn't properly address any of it.
More:
Focalors/Furina has way too much of a sympathetic angle for a dictator who's lets people drown with her inaction.
Neuvillette feels Bad for sentencing some people to death/prison, but that's it. He's one of the most powerful people in Fontaine. If he felt like there are systemic injustices, I.E sending an abused Child to prison, he should be the first person to DO something about it, not just cry and be sad so the audience can be like aw, that's complex character writing isn't it? No it's not! And guilt doesn't absolve you!!!!!!! (These are stuff we deal with in OTCOJ read my fic now /j)
Meropide has children in it, both Sentenced there (Wriothesley) and BORN THERE (Lanoire), and this is just a quirk of the place. Not only that, Meropide accepts prisoners of all genders and crimes. There are abusers and abuse victims in one place. Do you know how bad that is? How much potential for crimes to happen in a place like thatâ oh wait, Meropide isn't under Fontaine's jurisdiction. If you are assaulted as an inmate it literally means nothing to the court.
Wriothesley had no qualifications when he took over. Depending on how long he lived on the streets, how old he was when he killed his parents, how old he was when he was first taken in by the orphanage, etc, the man might never have more than 4â5 years of formal education. Sigewinne probably had to teach him how to write reports. And do Meropide's spreadsheets. Edit because I forgot to elaborate on this one: This isn't a point brought up anywhere, which is bad, because when poverty and incarceration robs you of a proper education (and the rights to vote in many places too, too, by the way), it reduces your prospects for jobs, reduces many people's ability to get a home etc etc. Wriothesley was just, narratively, Given his position.
Meropide is an industrialized prison, and they portray this as a good thing. Prisoners are paid in coupons for their labour, and this is also portrayed as a good thing.
The One-Meal-A-Day reform was something Paimon gushed about being so great of a perk, that people might want to go to jail for food (could be interesting and reflective of systemic poverty if MHY had brains, but they don't, so I was just Pissed because essentially all Paimon wanted to say was "Prison isn't so bad, but still don't go to prison guys! Prison labour is really hard!"). By the way, in most real-world prisons they are obligated to feed you three meals a day. Because that's how much food a human needs. MHY went with one meal just so they can say "if you want to eat more, you have to work." And then the welfare meal is a goddamn gacha. So imagine you're a starving child who's too weak to work in the fucking robot assembly line, and you wander up for your first meal in 24 hours, only to luck in with a shit one. I'd kill myself.
They wrote Wriothesley, who's a victim of the system, into a guy who's say shit like "I'm the Duke I can do whatever I want" for a cool moment where he choke-slams an inmate (I know he was a bad guy. But also, in copaganda when cops are violent/disregarding protocols, they are always only portrayed to do that against bad guys, so what does our critical thinking tells us about this one?) They wrote Wriothesley, who was an inmate of a prison so bad, so notorious that it is the literal boogeyman of Fontaine, that has a legal (???) fighting pit, with an administrator who abuses his position to be unreasonable, to willingly stay in the place and become an Administrator who would choke-slam an inmate while saying a cool line about how he has the power to do whatever he wants. They wrote him, the guy who had to be fed on the streets by melusines, to think one-meal-a-day was a good enough reform (while he spends god-knows how much on his boat). This wasn't a victim-turns-into-abuser narrative either, they want all this to be seen as positive character growth.
And then, the final kicker is, they gloss over his entire abuse. You can only read about these shit in his profile, which most people don't because they don't Have Him or doesn't care to unlock it/read it online, and they jammed his entire backstory into a flaccid info-dump at the end of his character story quest. This man isn't Allowed to feel abused and neglected and show any reaction to it within the narrative of Fontaine itself, because if they actually Gave Weight to what happened to him, they'd have to confront THE FUCKING JUSTICE SYSTEM they had NO PLANS on criticising. I don't think they ever explicitly said the fucking Crime-Theatre nonsense was Bad either.
I could go on, but this is already so long. But yeah, I hope this gave you an idea.
#and then. and im putting my most controversial opinion in the tags bc im scared lmao. but like... then... you have the fans..... doing......#the same fucking thing.#the amount of times I have seen Wriothesley used as just a side prop for Neuvillette to feel bad about shit. While Wriothesley is just.....#portrayed as having the inner peace and acceptance of a fucking monk. I was shocked when I read some fics I swear#they really said this man has no trauma at all! the stuff in his past? he's over it!#i hate that passivity when writing victims. like ok if One is written like that#sure. but MHY write all their victims like this#I mean look at fucking Lanoire#and Neuvillette sentenced him to prison after he killed his parents who were never confronted by the law. That's canon.#that's more canon than WRLT itself.#why weren't they confronted? did wriothesley try to talk to someone about it? why did he feel like killing them is his only option ?????#at least have there be some sort of conflict and friction there. How does Wriothesley feel about the court and Neuvillette when#this is the literal system that allowed all that shit to happen to him in the first place???#are you Sure he won't be at least a little wary? the fact that some people think he's Grateful to Neuvillette or even idolises him is crazy#because the man literally subjected him to prison. and if you want to portray his prison life as easy breezy and trauma free#you undermine his entire shitty little 'prison reform' narrative#and if you think he'd be completely 100% accepting of the justice system. Then why the fuck would he kill his parents himself#don't you see that the whole 'I'll accept whatever sentence in order to kill my parents' thing in itself is an act of defying the system#and I Hate#this idea. about being some of the most powerful men in the nation. and yet they can't fucking TRY to set up a better system or smth#i can't believe I read a fic where leaving starving street kids croissants is the most they (the characters and the writer) want to do#like. what the fuck. the whole point of that scene is just to make neuvillette feel bad and be like aw......... poor people exist.... OK???#this is literally how MHY would portray him though.... tbf..... This is what ppl would argue as 'in character'#I just think the character they're in is bad.#I will say I'm giving the fic a lot of grief. there's more to the scene than that. and. ultimately.....#fanfic is (saying this through gritted teeth) ........ recreational....................and free........... in the end.................#i dont think this is reflective of the writer. I do think it is reflective of the way the canon material (genshin impact)#presents in the audience who consumes it. most fans only want these guys to fuck anyway. not think about systemic injustices#canon doesn't make it about the systemic injustices either so why should we. the aesthetic of slums and prisons are just there for fun guys#IM JUST CRAZY OK. I SHOULDNT EVEN BE HERE THIS IS NOT FOR ME . I DONT CARE THAT MUCH FOR PEOPLE FUCKING AND I CARE TOO MUCH
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> be a robin buckley fan
> be lesbian
> project on robin
> look up "internalized homophobia robin buckley" on tumblr because it's cathartic
> 3/4 of the posts are about st3ddie or just about steve
#saw one in which steve was like ''no robin you don't understand! i have never been loved! i don't know how that feels like!''#i have several grips about that interpretation#going from the fact that's not true (dustin is clearly a big steve fan + robin herself cares about him deeply)#to the fact he probably wouldn't be introspective enough to voice his emotions this concisely not to mention he'd probably wouldn't take#a moment to realize he's never felt loved if that were the case. i mean. he could think that. when he's like 35 and more in touch with his#inner world. 19yo steve can't even get the hint that hitting on a girl who's already clearly taken (nancy) is wrong so like i don't expect#him to be that smart#but i can live with people having takes i don't agree with. my opinion doesn't have to be everyone else's opinion if you see steve that way#it fine#what bothered me was the fact he was saying this to a lesbian living in the 80s lmao#who tells him that 1) her whole life has been an error 2) she doesn't think he'd want to be close to her if he truly knew her and 3)#3) is paralyzed by fear of social suicide if she dares believe for even a second that the girl she likes may like her too#like i dont need people to do deep dives into robin lore and quote from memory lines from Surviving Hawkins abt robin feeling like she's#rotten inside. not supposed to have friends. feeling like something is wrong with her and that pushes people away etc etc#the fact that she's a lesbian should tell you enough abt who has the biggest chances of being loved đ#also bothered me that it showed up when looking up posts abt internalized homophobia because?? where's the internalized homophobia therw#unless it's gay steve feeling bad abt it in an AU (as if canon robin didn't go through it)#like look im not bothered to find steve-centric content in the robin tag cos people are gonna tag her in posts mentioning her.#she's his friend.#but there are barely any posts at all about robin's internalized homophobia. like i saw 2 or 3. compared to all the steve or steddie ones#where's the love for my babygirl đđ#anti steddie#not really but y'know i don't wanna bother anyone#edit: the bit about there being like 3 posts on robin w internalized homophobia isn't exactly true. there are a few. but they still feel#drowned in st3ddie posts#like something isn't right here
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#maybe im a lil dumb but i dont get the whole lilith debate#i was born a jew#u tellin me the circumstances of my birth grant me the privilege of naming myself lilith?#and ive thought about it#i might#but it gets me thinkin yk?#what if i never engaged with judaism?#i do and i might want to do it more#but what if i were an agnostic jew?#what if i wanted to name myself lilith but i had bad experiences with religion?#what if i even resented my jewish upbringing?#what is the qualifier here?#what makes this suddenly ok?#how devout would you say id have to be in order to make naming myself lilith socially acceptable?#should i be practicing kabbalah?#would i be villified for questioning this?#maybe i disagree and believe lilith is perfectly acceptable a name for a gentile trans woman?#wouldnt it be antithetical to the exploration aspects of judaism to deny a differing opinion?#but i can certainly see myself being harassed for that opinion#probably accused of lying about being a jew#who knows?
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#love seeing people disguising their opinion cofcof racism cofcof about vini through their words of not liking him for whatever reason#real did absolutely right by not flying the team put tk that clownery because of the ridiculous mocking that is happening with him#and im not even getting started on the whole act thing because apparently chanting racist chants is something to look up to according to#i don't believe you should like every single black person in the world but people need to get their asses on and acknowledge wt#wtf goes on on football regarding racism and xenophobia because is showing#the racists are being shown and i have to pray for days where people get their heads out of their asses and see things for as they are#one thing is disliking someone because of whatever reason and another thing is criticizing everything because of your rooted racism.#many reasons of why people don't like him IS because he is black and because he doesn't bend his head like racists expect black people to d#he is not obedient he is not shutting his mouth and affirming with his head because a racist person expect him to#and that bothers A LOT of people because how dare him how dare he not be on his place where my people told him he belong#i hope he continues to be himself and that he gets circled around by people that he can actually count on because he deserves to#many other players are cunts they are son of bitches and dont get HALF the criticism he gets and i hope people learn how to do the maths#because once again we are supposed to solve a problem we didn't create and god forbid we say out loud what is happening.#also go read the fucking newspapers and their disgusting reasons for this. and if you still can't catch on#i hope you like evolving as a human because you are needing some.#fuck this shit not even on my birthday i can have peace as a black person there's always a fucking thing happening to ruin your day#i hope every racist burns btw slowly consumed by the flames so they can see their miserable life before their eyes
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Iâm going to give you the benefit of the doubt and assume youâre very young and arenât deliberating spreading misinformation about how the US branches of government work. The president does not have ANY say in Supreme Court decisions. The president belongs to the executive branch of government. The Supreme Court belongs to the judicial branch. The only influence the executive branch has on the Supreme Court is if/when the president gets the opportunity to appoint a new justice, which only occurs when a current justice dies or steps down. Those appointments from the presidentâs office need Senate approval before a justice can be confirmed to the court.
The US currently has a conservative majority on the court: there are nine justices total with six being conservative â three of them were appointed by Trump due to vacancies that occurred during his administration* (technically one vacancy occurred under Obama, but the conservative-majority Senate at that time blocked his nominees until he left office, meaning Trump was in a position to fill that vacancy. Hm, almost as though voting does in fact matter because of how our branches of government are designed, and Democratic presidents alone canât achieve unilateral change!).
I understand the frustration with the state of the country right now, but acting like Biden is a king with unprecedented power over the judicial and legislative branches is dangerously out of touch with the reality of how this country works. Although ironically, Trump and his allies plan to redistribute power into the executive branch when he takes office by minimizing the power of the legislative and judicial branches (see Project 2025). If Project 2025 comes to fruition, the executive branch WOULD have king-like power, which is what The US Constitution was written to avoid. I recommend learning about the limits and parameters of presidential power before you âvoting is uselessâ your way into handing absolute power to Trump.
im not gonna respond to very much of this, except to say that i'm almost certainly older than you, and also it's funny for you to be like "Biden isnt a king and doesnt have absolute power, there's nothing he can do about the supreme court. but Trump will have absolute power". which one is it? is the president important or not? also, you people all say that the democrats will be better than the republicans. where's the proof of that? what have they done for anyone? commit genocide?
#i was gonna say my age was in my bio but i guess its not anymore#im 28#i mean idk maybe youre 35 and still using tumblr who knows but#when i say things... however they might sound to you... i mean them. these are not opinions im coming to based on nothing#i remember 2016 and i voted in that election. i voted in 2020 too. and look where those moments got us#leftists have been telling you that biden is a piece of shit racist and fascist for fucking 8 years and nobody has listened#am i supposed to feel bad for the democrats and hope that they get in power? i dont want that#i dont want republicans in power either. i dont want power to exist at all#i can see how something like that may make me sound juvenile#but if you can believe it... these are genuine beliefs and political opinions i have#are they realistic? well no obviously fucking not. i know that. but we all have north stars we point towards#i am not going to vote for biden. if the democrats want to win... they should get someone else.#even if i did vote for biden... he's not gonna win. they should get someone who will.#nobody is handing absolute power to trump more than the democrats who seem hellbent on losing#not that biden is surviving to the election anyway. he's on death's door
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logging onto tumblr and seeing blatant ableism was not something i was expecting but Alright
#izaya is the official number 1 cluster b pd ambassador#me personally ive always been a firm believer in bpd izaya but after doing more research on aspd#i get it like it really does make sense esp a lot of little things here and there#just a horrible take in general i fear. rethink your life choices if yr being ableist over a hc#and shoutout to whoever brought the aspd izaya hc to life đđ#i dont usually talk abt 'drama' or whatever but it's so disheartening to see#rly it shouldnt matter that much for someone to make a whole damn post fussing over it#regardless of whether or not izaya has aspd he is beautiful and it shouldnt be that huge of a deal that is my honest opinion#as in if yr that hung up over 'nooo izaya cant have aspd he has empathy!!!!đ„șđ„ș'#1) just go to hell and 2) this should not affect how you regard him that much and if it does you are not worthy of liking him#er thats just me being petty but rly i mean it! it's all unconditional love for izaya here.#actually one more thing i do want to say i really do appreciate the creator of this hc i said it earlier but like#i love analyzing izaya as a character but i am admittedly SO BAD at forming meaningful explanations and stuff#so smth to not only do that but also explain how he fits the aspd diagnostic criteria and how it all lines up... it's really cool#ok sowrry i wont ramble anymore. im writing a damn essay in these tags đ
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it does NOT surprise me that there are SO MANY tabloid movies coming out being labelled as "documentaries" filled with "friend of a friend of a friend" claims or like heavily, heavily, heavily biased with a clear narrative the filmmaker wanted to push from the beginning that tells only one possible explanation of the truth.
usually if a documentary is trying really, really, really, really hard to make you think a certain way, it's a propaganda piece. you shouldn't have to force feed your audience the "right" opinion to take away from the film evidence. you should present the full story as accurately as possible with real historical evidence to back up the storyline and the audience will walk away with the right idea.
documentaries should not have an overly persuasive tone to them because you should be able to follow the facts to get to the right answer yourself. if you find yourself walking away from a documentary feeling nothing but "wow this proves exactly what i suspected to be true why arent more people angry about niche radicalizing viewpoint that most people find to be inaccurate" you should recognize that as the first step to being indoctrinated into extremist behaviors and thoughts.
#if someone starts telling me about how much they love watching documentaries and its all super emotional hit pieces on bad celebrities#im like BIG yikes and i stay clear from them emotionally like no fucking thank you#i am a snob about documentaries sorry and i have no idea if im right in my thinking i just think this is how it should be imo#yall should walk away from a documentary understanding how someone can come to the wrong conclusion about something#because the documentary should always present the opposing view point in as sympathetic light as possible#steel man the argument then use facts to demolize it#if a documentary about a controversial or political issue#documentaries that lie manipulate rely on emotional support rather thana factual support are bad imo#because it often radicalizes people to the wrong side once they find the steal man argument against ur position#there is a reason people believe certain things#for example my terfs are lying about the original definition of woman argument post#in it i accept the possibility that woman could be defined this way only if u insist on denying factual history#i explicitly state woman was a white female child because it forces well meaning terfs to investigate the truth of my claim#and it forces them to confront the fact that their argument against trans women can be applied to people they think are in fact real women#you have to be willing to engage with repulsive ideas to show why they're factually incorrect.#im not saying the tone has to be completely passive but you have to be FACTUAL with your documentaries.#i am genuinely of the opinion that the facts will convince anyone because all people just want to be right at the end of the day.
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I KEEP GETTING BIG LONG THOUGHT PROVOKING ASKS... WHEN WILL YOU ALL LEARN...
#WHAT PART OF IM DERANGED AND ALL MY OPINIONS ARE BONKERS AND UNPOPULAR IS NOT CLICKING#I SHOULDNT BE TRUSTED AS AN AUTHORITY FOR ANYTHING ON THE SHOW BC ALL MY OPINIONS#FROM WHAT I UNDERSTAND. ARE THE WORST!!!#i cannot NUMBER the amount of times ive told my baby sister a dhmis thought ive had and ended it with '..its like#FUNNY right??' and she just looks at me horrified and is like 'no thats not funny thats extremely fucked up'#I SHOULD NOT BE PROVOKED I WILL SAY TERRIBLE TERRIBLE THINGS AND WORSE YET I WILL BELIEVE IT!!!!!#i will be like hey wouldnt it be funny if they had a chance to actually get out and duck totally fucks it up on purpose.#like DELIBERATELY out of selfishness. like thatd be hilarious#AND THE ROOM GOES SILENT AND STARES AT ME#also you have to understand under autism mandates i HAVE to respond to all these with cited sources & photographic evidence& 200 paragraphs#LIKE UR NOT GETTING AWAY SCOTT FREE EITHER IM WASTING ALL OUR TIME ON THIS SITE#my postings
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Idk why i expect charitability from ppl who probably listen to whatever their staple favorite left-leaning video essayists says about the Other Leftists they dont like and takes it to heart and doesnt form their own opinion with the information provided (or the information specifically and intentionally left out to make the person look the worst that they can) just kinda does whatever that persons says because Its Probably Correct
I mean, theyre "on the left" and uses all the words you like, nevermind what their intentions or long terms goals are or how thatd reasonably be practiced irl or if it'd actually hurt the general cause of progressives and make things even more divisive and worse bc they value being petty more than actually having any values.
#yall be like 'i better go watch this black person who believes in racial separatism and take everything they say to heart and not form my#own opinion because the Correct Thing To Do is to let every minority im not say shit that would only help nazis in the long run Because Im#Not That Minority So Clearly I Have No Stake In This'. like idk. its one thing to pretend you understand every thing about a certain#minorities experience that you dont have. its a whole other thing to actually challenge people on their beliefs. and if the person you#are challenging cant give you a good enough answer or dodges or gets MAD at you for even asking - you should probably avoid them or at the#very least not just believe every fucking thing they say and never come to your own conclusions on shit.#people are supposed to have the critical thinking ability to have their beliefs challenged and give you an actual answer#theyre supposed to want you to understand. theyre supposed ro be able to explain it to people who dont understand#and arent in the same spaces enough to understand. if you cant explain to me why racial separatism is somehow Ideal then why should#i listen to you. just to do whatever you say no questions asked or else im bad and very problematic?#like how am i supposed to take this kinda person seriously when they go around calling shark3ozero the c word and other#racist shit. like you're not serious lol. you have no issue just acting like the people who disagree with you on something are just purely#bigots.#when the people you attack are far more on your side than the fucking republicans who yall barely even mention. which is interesting.#anyways if you believe in dividing everyone by race understand that thats LITERALLY what white supremacists want. that is Not the ideal#world for me. idk about you. and if you understand this and still follow me gtfo of here#you're a dipshit and prolly an accelerationist and i dont have time for your bullshit and likely nihilism.#you're gonna end up killing yourself thinking the world is only ever against you and everyone who disagrees w you is a bigot.#and i dont mean necessarily actually putting up a noose i just mean you're gonna isolate yourself SO MUCH from other ppl and stay only in#your one little space. that if you ever lose that space for whatever reason you'll be left alone w no help.#or you'll isolate yourself so much and stay inside forever and be hella paranoid in grocery stores thinkin everyone there Wants To Kill You#and im not gonna act like ik whats in the mind of someone who believes in racial separatism. that was more of an example. but i can try#to understand and i can tell that someone has to go through a lot of bs to think thats the only solution. im not trying to downplay why ppl#might think thats the best option. but really its the same shit w terfs and cis men and it kinda seems like its a solution born from trauma#with convoluted justifications for why its Fine actually#thats how it looks from my angle rn. if thats not the case and you feel like its different im always willing to hear different angles on#stuff. im never married to my positions as im not exactly a static person who never changes.#id say thats quite the opposite of my Whole Thing
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#okay people who have read my posts about this situation-#i need opinion#so that actor im working with that i have a thing for is consuming my thoughts more and more#and anyways we close the show in a week#the plan- i text him right as the last performance ends and say before you leave i need to talk to you about soemthing personal#and then when all the work for the day is over i pull him aside just away from everyone#and i just tell him i have feelings for him and would like to go out sometjme#and then just leave it up to him#i think even if he does reject me or isnt single i still want the experience of asking someone out and i want him to know that i like him#see i found out this is his first play and i realy can't believe it becuase he put in so much work and effort#he came in with all his lines memorized first day of rehearsal#ive never seen that before#anyways my main concern is making him feel uncomfortable#but he has thrown little hints that hes interested in me? like saying we should get drinks sometime & a few little -could be- flirty things#but honestly just telling him i have feelings for him isnt that extreme so idk why im even thinking it would make him uncomfortable#anyways im stage manager so like telling him while were doing the show would be a little bad power dynamic wise#and maybe i should even wait till a day or so after the show but hey once the show is done im not his stage manager anymore#we are just both college students in the same department#man... life is so fucking weird#anyways yeah point is- im wondering if its a good idea to tell him i like him
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