#and im not even getting paid lmao
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annoying that one of the areas of my life I am the least stressed about and most energized about right now is work. like cmon.
#everything at works makes sense and follows a routine and only has to be worked on during work hours#all this other volunteer stuff is like. 10x more important and 10x harder and affects 10x more people outside of myself#like if i quit today it would suck and there would need to be some reshuffling but things would be fine#if i gave up on this other stuff it sould genuinely fuck over peoples livelyhoods#and like. directly impact the fabric of my family#and im not even getting paid lmao#ruth talks
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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!😍😍so if im not as active then thats why LMFAO
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#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment#we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell#looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfill😃#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off#we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol#AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish#but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for places😍#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off#but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far#its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek#but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDD🧎♀️🧎♀️#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros#if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO
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See on the one hand lee knows been riding hard for gucci for nearly 2 years so im like Go on boy get em, gucci give him the fuckin deal already you dogs but on the other hand I've found a solid 75% of all his gucci fits questionable to ugly so like. UHHHHHHHHH naur?
#its like im seein random seungmin ppl be like oh my god i hope he gets a burberry deal 🥺#Um we have seen him in all of 1.5 outfits for them and they were both boring as fuck ?? ugly as fuck khaki fit if im honest#lmao these fans just want brand deals so they can gloat about their idols being booked and busy 💅#i see the truth however: i can potentially get good pictures But At What Cost#is a brand deal worth ugly asf clothes for everything?#i dont think so! not to me! maybe to the person getting paid but not to me. and its all about me in the end isnt it? just kidding#but like no offense fendi has not impressed me so far outside the black outfit all the fendi stuff has been eh kinda boring#LV is straight doing evil by felix idc what anyone says weird rich old lady clothes most the time but not in a fun way#if felix wasnt felix and didnt have felix's face would ppl really be fuckin with those looks? idk...... plus like. this is your canvas#and thats what you do? okay.....................................................#hyunjin and versace is at least Fun and i actually liked seeing him with donatella but shes retired now so 😔#some of those looks were def not my fave but i at least enjoy that they try to be interesting yk and hyunjin seems to enjoy himself#jeongin and bottega have not occurred enough for me to even really say much yet so opinion reserved#diesel shit has looked better on these guys than most this other stuff lolol#its jessies sunday night opinion corner no one asked for
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farewell, my idiot son…
#(aka my switch’s internals got fried so the repair shop had to format it to revive it: the tragicomedy)#(wait no on further inspection they seemed to have just given up on fixing it and gave me a whole other switch instead. lmao.)#(i wonder what happened to my old switch though…)#(farewell to all of my save data… thank heavens i didnt transfer anything over from past gens of pkmn)#(but aaaaaaaaa this shiny goo was a christmas present from a former acquaintance… rip squish you wouldve loved kimikawaii mv)#man… these past couple of days have been a *l o t*.#shoutout to [job recruitment company employee] who sent me a ‘hey the job wants you :)’ message#at the exact same time that i submitted a job application form for another company. it truly was a strange coincidence i think…#but… ehe… the… the job that wants me is offering $1k more than the monthly base salary i asked for… is… is this really ok…?#nothing’s confirmed yet. but. y’know. s t i l l . is it really ok for me to get paid so much for a job that lets me skip the morning commute#and while im still reeling from all of yesterday’s happenings… squish my dear shiny goo will never be seen again…#switch save system my b e l o a t h e d#so. long story short. take good care of your gadgets and gizmos guys.#then again. maybe im not the best person to say this… i mean. i’ve bricked like. 3 personal laptops in my lifetime…#and a phone sim card. and 2-3 nokia phones. and 3 android phones. and a tablet. and—#so. yeah. uh. it’s a good idea to take care of your stuff. especially if they’re fragile.#anyway. in memoriam of squish my idiot son im gonna try to find another shiny in sv this time. i hope i can find another…#but aaaaa the map in sv is pretty huge. um. i got lost like 10 times before even making it to school…#the friends are all just. so. friend-shaped. though… i like the sandwich pal. he has priorities.#looking forward to seeing how this story unfolds thoughh. i saw spoilers on twt but i need to know how the story even unfolds bc aaaa#ok that’s it idol sengen tl is now on an extended hiatus (ch 35 has just 7 pages left to go) till i complete this game. whenever it may be.#see y’all then~~~~~~~~~~~
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I'm gonna get into a brawl with my mother one day don't be surprised when I get on the news
#long rant incoming lol but#so my birthday is in like 2 weekends from now and my mom asked me for a list of things i want#so i compiled a list of six things with like 2 $10 options 2 like $17 options and one $25 and $60 option#and i wanna be clear i dont really care to make one but she gets pissy if i dont and its meant as more an ideas list#i dont need everything on there and its meant for my entire family#or ignore the list! i don't care!#FREAKED OUT on me saying i was being selfish/too expensive and im like....i never expected all of this stuff epseically from one person...#i am happy with one of the $10 options or a gift card or something else entirely so like#it kinda feels bad to get asked for a list of stuff i want and then get called selfish for it and then for her to talk behind my back about#me to my sister lol#also asked me if i was available for a bday celebration on a certain day and i was like yeah i got a thing in the afternoon but i can#still make it#get yelled at AGAIN bc she said oh u can leave that early and i was like...uh...no i cant lol im sorry....i paid to go to this thing already#and its like why ask me if u are gonna get mad if im unavailable (which im not even lmao)#idk it's just it's always been an ideas list in my family so i dont get why she's freaking out on me and acting like im asking for so much#espcially cause she just changed out all of her kitchen appliances and redid all of the landscaping in her front and back yard like 😭😭😭#truly didnt think a $10-20 gift was like crazy if u did wanna get me a gift lol#not really looking forward to it now ngl#chen.txt#rant post
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lmao I guess I should clarify, I haven't actually been talking about my job much this last year, and it's because i actually like the company i work for and I don't want hypothetical enemies or real coworkers to connect the dots between this blog and my boss's email to tell them about the completely joking legally required to say this is a joke posts I make on here about slacking off
but basically i edit legal text for my day job. its a lot of really boring tedious legal jargon about laws and rules and fines and its the most fulfilling job i've ever had (but im still young, so). when i was prepping for my interview i made a note to say that i freelance as a game editor, and games are basically just rules too so while the tone is different it's basically the same kind of work, and now that i'm doing it professionally i can say that it really is. a game is just a law you can choose to obey for fun and a law is just a game you're forced to play, and if you cheat they can put you in jail
#i dont think that anyone is like. disappointed not to know what my job is#i also. specifically have not been talking about slacking off as much as i COULD be lmao#if they paid me twice as much as i'm getting paid now i would be the happiest worker bee set for life#im not even getting paid awful just. entry level. during a housing crisis
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Hi hello!!! Sorry for the lack of posts recently, I've just been dealing with some pretty bad depression
And uhhh! I am currently unable to afford meds rn so I'm just gonna...
points at my $5 headshot commissions again
and even link my cashapp. Only $3 extra for a tiny on your shoulder now for my commissions! No charge for having a big hand patting your head or something cause it's actually easier to add than a tiny for me lol
https://ko-fi.com/mocha_latte/commissions
https://cash.app/$Astakoi
So uh.. if any of you want anything/just want to help me out, yeah I'd appreciate it a bunch!
Gonna try to get back into posting more art :> and do a few artfight things before the month ends
#hate to promo commissions or even ask for anything but uh... i am not super good without my meds and will not be paid until august 5th#some irl issues (one being my health lmao) + needing gas has me very broke rn though#commissions#donations#self promo#g/t#giant/tiny#g/t community#<- i still love drawing g/t stuff!#ooo i should draw tiny honkai star rail stuff-#anyway please feel free to commission g/t stuff! idm throwing a hand in the headshot somewhere or something to show size difference#wont get into detail on irl stuff so i understand if you guys dont want to donate anything!! and if you cant commission reblogging helps#not forced though#i do hate guilt trips a lot so im not gonna do that shit#my situation isnt life or death... worst comes to worst ill just get my meds when paid!#oh also going through some gender crisis stuff lol#anyway lol sorry for the tag ramble these posts make me nervous
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i will be back after the strike! 💗
#sag strike captains have asked that content creators stop posting about any past or current struck productions#i stream/perform/produce/edit several podcasts/ttrpg shows/games/etc for a living#and get paid to do so#as well as working with multiple LLC creation groups#so as wild as it is to say#I do fall under that umbrella lmao#and even though this isn’t my like. public production social media or anything… this blog is specifically for a very struck production lol#im not that big of a deal in any direction. but i would like to abide by the guilds’ requests for web content creators#so! I’ll probably still check notifs and asks etc#but i won’t be posting here properly until the guilds reach a deal and I am so excited for them and wishing the best of luck!!!#find me on twitter being excited about unions @kkamabr#see y’all on the flip!#iinryer talk
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nothing sad but i need to bitch and im tired and need to frow up
#someone's eating mcdonalds on the train. oh the guy next to me actually. i really am gonna throw up#anyway killing god for not giving me perfect pitch ig we're just doing some pathetic sight reading today#then again its not like the third lady is much more than pretty much just a continuous bass line but there are Words too and quite Fast#and idk why im so nervous about Not Being 100% prepared if none of these people ever do their fuckin job.#and i love the third lady more than anything but i do think its a bit of a dick move to make me learn the entire second lady part last time#when i literally begged for the third one. and NOW to be like 'you're doing third lady btw. oh and the queen of the night too btw'#and god i WISH it was because of my incredible primadonna assoluta skills and amazing vocal range lmao#but its just because those other teletubbies cannot be fucking trusted to learn their shit :)))))#the first lady is just. the melody obv so its hard to fuck that one up. and the second is the least important lets be honest#why im suddenly jumping to the queen in the finale is beyond me tho and like sure its nice to finally be allowed to sing a soprano part 🤡#but its so stupid. there's zero consideration for our voice types really. also im tired of doing everyone's job#'oh our zerlina didnt learn her part can you cover for her. oh the soprano is sick but we have a spare mezzo#so can you do norma instead of adalgisa today? yes i know you never sang it before. can you cover the cenerentola too next week?'#DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING HORSE#and most of all. do i SOUND like im a good fit for ANY of these roles really? 'oh you know idk what they're telling you but to me it sounds#like you're a beautiful lyric coloratura mezzosoprano' NO SUCH THING BUT THANK YOU.#'you're not a mediocre lyric soprano you're a magical unicorn that shits rainbows' this is what you sound like.#its not about my skills its about me knowing all this shit by heart and being willing to be used ig and it's just. god.#im not even getting paid for this 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
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waking up at 5:30am for vessel. i've done so much in the name of sleep token this year but it's only just hit me that i may be in too deep, now, at 5:30am
#not even seeing them until the 18th#this is just a trip that has spiralled into a mini holiday with my mum#paid for by my drug trail LMAO#sold my body to science for sleep token#now forcing myself to get up before finishing my tea for sleep token#help.#i wish i was normal about them#im so tired its now later than 5:30 i forgot to hit post
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hello my friends :) curious about your thoughts on this doll. there are more pictures if u scroll past the description but heres one

#i think i didnt like him when i first saw him. but then every time i looked i was like... no wait... maybe...#i did end up ordering him back in may lmao. or his head anyway. the fullset wasnt available (& i usually order blank anyway)#& i want to try a hybrid with a different body. if it doesnt work out ill probably just get his default one eventually#hes still on layaway... but also the order hasnt even come in yet. i expect itll probably be around when the layaway ends anyway#maybe a little sooner but i dont think ill be able to pay him off early so ill still have to wait until its fully paid to get him#but i wont be able to customize him until spring anyway so i dont really mind#i dont want to make him look quite the same but i think im going to try to keep the vibes similar at least
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the assistant director who was always annoyed at me for being late for work and getting back from my breaks just got fired for time theft
#lol. lmao even#the guy would apparently fuck around on his phone for hours before leaving#just letting my manager do his work for him. despite the fact she's still training to be a director#and would ALWAYS leave an hour or two early and change his time punch later#and a couple of months ago i know he got told off for never punching IN#like he was supposed to be at the store at 8 if not earlier#and he'd walk in at 9 and not punch and still get paid those hours#i might be consistently ten minutes to my shift every goddamn day#but hey! i dont get paid for that time missed and my ass do be working when im there#im actually not supposed to know all this#my manager was very firm with giving us the 'they got thanked for their work and were let go' line#and then i asked a co-worker who's more buddy buddy with the higher ups and likes bitching and i think considers me a friend#and he just straight up told me no hesitation#amazing
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is anyone interested in forcing me to regress into puppyspace and keeping me there with praises and pets and tickles and tummy rubs and treats (edibles) until my brain is completely melted and i cant even understand human words anymore- which i dont need to since im so puppy
#this isnt even well worded im just#god#concussion and covid back to back my brain is so cooked#chat we’re not bouncing back from this one im afraid#and the MONEY LOST?? right at the end of the month??#yeah especially with losing these days and the days at the end of the month im not getting all my bills paid#gonna be doing a LOT of content stuff over the next few days#i need the money desperately lmao
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First day back teaching what a shit showww
#personal#negative#i got in trouble with my housemate bc the door didn't lock the free ride app kept freezing#so i had to Uber...have to uber bc my friend can only watch Indi for so long#..thats half my paycheck I'm working for ubder 7 an hour#and im pretty sure im gonna het talked at when i get back#...all for 40-50 fuckikg dollars...which ill use to pay the phone bill lmao#also they got me going from classroom to classroom which us ..bleh#i just did the math its 60 dollars....which is actually good news bc thats the whole phone bill#...less good news its ..i literally worked for 7 an hour lmao#....thats how much winn dixie paid me in 2014 bro what even
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I have dreams all the time where I'm sad when I wake up but last night I dreamt that I told a joke so funny that random strangers were just straight up sending me money. my best friend's mom sent me $1000 with the caption "haha!"
#i was so wealthy. people were offering me thousands of dollars to even just read phrases in the same intonation that i said the joke#i have spent years perfecting my intonation and the way i speak to be as funny as i am capable of#someone offering to PAY ME for it was sooooo good#but i woke up :( and i am $11347 poorer#i was so happy and crying because it was so unexpected and i could afford to graduate in one semester AND move out#and that was only the first 30m and people kept paying me (dont know how so many people heard tbh) so it was like.#the promise of stable financial wealth in the future even if it didn't last forever#god. GOD#i want money. i need money so fucking badly I'm DREAMING about it#i have $2.96 in my checking acct for the next two weeks and i was getting hundreds of dollars in a dream for a JOKE#the joke was about trump or something (i think he said like ''laws only apply when im not here'')#(and i was like ''haha okay <3 then i guess that means i get paid $40 an hour bc laws don't apply while you're here <3'')#(and he argued and then the big ''jokr'' was that i told donald trump to his face that he was the laziest piece of shit in the country)#THATS NOT EVEN A JOKE. like cool burn i guess but it wasn't even that effective in the dream LMAO#and people were paying so much money for it.....is this what influencers do. is this how they get paid#they make shitty jokes on tiktok and get thousands of dollars#anyway. good morning. i wish i was wealthy
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Just got a voicemail from a debt collector wtf. I dont owe any debts. Well I'm not calling them back. They want anything from me they can send it in writing
#crap#i never answer my phone lmao#if youre not on my contact list get fucked#even my hospital bill from october is paid like damn#got me all paranoid now i want to check my credit score#yeah nothing new on my credit report#so what the fuck#whatever im not calling them back i looked their name up and the one review of the closest match says theyre scammers and frauds lol
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