#and im like THATS SO SAD!!!! but it's actually okay

[akascow]

the jayvik ending is making me SICKKKKK (no one is surprised) i cannot stop thinking about this goddamn 5 second scene bro

because jayce is bracing for impact or pain or whatever but hes wincing and tensing up, clutching viktor. he looks scared or worried or what have you

BUT VIKTOR?? his face RELAXES, he looks SO CALM that he almost looks like hes SMILING... HES SO CONTENT WITH THIS OUTCOME UGHHHH

like it makes sense that hes fine with ending everything bc he hated knowing he hurt people BUT OHHH THE MISERY. viktor tells him to leave so he doesnt sacrifice jayce for smth he doesnt deserve, and he looks so solemn when he tells him to go... BUT JAYCE STAYS and they die TOGETHER </3 and viktor RELAXES bc hes okay with this. he knows jayce is still standing with him despite everything hes done, despite what could happen if he stays with him and destroys it. and he wont feel guilty about it because he knows jayce wholeheartedly means it when he says theyre doing it together

and i may be just delusional rn but it almost looks like he strokes jayces arm to comfort him too what the FUCKKKK yall 😭😭

ALSOOOO BTW (not AS relevant but it makes me SAD) jayce looked SO unsure about ending it but he needed and wanted to be there with viktor and finish what they started TOGETHER because their relationship is PRIORITY TO HIM OUGH. theyve always been and will always be partners and theyre both gonna finish their creation TOGETHERRRR- they started this together and theyre gonna END IT TOGETHER

also how tragically beautiful is it that they both saved each other from killing themselves (when they attempted when they felt their most alone MIGHT I ADD) only for them to die together in each other's arms UGH what the hell man

btw ik ppl are theorizing that they didnt actually die (denial)-- but like saying they got yoinked to another space timeline is less dramatic and longer to write so im not going w that route today lmfao. plus THEY didnt know that going into it so thats what IM basing their reactions on lol

[lokilysolbitch]

ooh i have some

-hmmm im feeling so happy and content right nowiwannarelapse. oh thats weird. let me just look into my thoughts to find the secret sadness--oh there isnt any. im fully vibing rn. butiwannarelapse okay who said that

-i keep having panic attacks and i just realised its only when the lights are off so i suppose?? im afraid of the dark??? suddenly?? i guess?? i mean it looks exactly like that from the outside. but im not scared of the dark. it just causes my panic attacks.

-normally i really love this show but idk im just kinda chillin right now tho. no feral mode, just casual appreciation. like. deep in my brain im very excited. but overall its alright ig

-yeah im havin a panic attack rn😐. yeah i physically feel so shaky and tense😐. what am i panicking about? idk it just kinda happened. no no my thoughts arent scattered its just my body panicking. yeah. its weird. lol what if i treated my body like it was entirely a different dude and like talked to myself like what if i just went 'it'll be okay'-- WAIT WHAT THE FUCK THAT ACTUALLY HELPED. WHAT THE HELL. THAT NEVER HELPS WHEN I SAY IT TO MYSELF

-if i had to describe my brain right now, it would be like me in the front, and then another dude crying in the corner. like i can just go ahead like normal but there is a sad energy in the air. almost as if its specifically in one corner of my brain. like its coming from the back left corner. specifically. like i can almost turn around in my brain and point to th--

-hehe i love ballerinas actually no i hate them. but theyre pretty. gross. but pink. ew thats girly. but im girly. no.

hello sysblr. please help me out!

can you all tell be about your experiences with emotional influence and emotions 'bleeding through' from another part/alter?

i had an experience recently that is making me think again.

[mellotronmkll]

if anyone's wondering what ive been up to recently while away from tumblr it's mostly just involved me getting really obsessed with todd rundgren and 10cc 👍

[aroaceleovaldez]

i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies

BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...

[satorugojoswiife]

don't think or talk about gojo for one (1) day challenge (FAILED)

[snickerdoodlles]

akdj profit-making monster

bold fucking choice of words for a company that's several hundred million in the red in its yearly income

[bionicboxes]

IS IT BECAUSE I CAN’T BE HER?

Some of you might already know the drill by now, but for those that don’t, this is a redraw of my first digital art piece! I’ve done it a few times. I’d say I’ve improved a tad. Comparison below: 

[dirt-str1der]

I still get scared when i remember kiryu is canonically quite lean and not a fatty at all

[toytulini]

i feel like the makeup standards are not necessarily going to get Worse, just. stay the Same. "raised by sephora and ulta" christ alive yall act like this shit is new. as if this hasnt been the standard to blast young girls with makeup ads and shit via magazine and tv and imposed beauty standards anyway. the only real difference is like, idk, accessibility of tutorials for how to apply it well

[atomiclace]

who knew that some agere people would be the worst type of people to exist (talking about you spinny)

[silverselfshippingchaos]

ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..

[hecksupremechips]

The best feeling in the world is when there’s a piece of media you know you love and you’ve hyped it up as your favorite thing for so long but you haven’t revisited it in a while so you start to worry if it’s really as good as you make it out to be and so you go back and revisit it and it’s like. Oh this is even better than I remembered this shit rules

[the-kipsabian]

i just feel like im never gonna see him again at this point and the sadness is just really settling in right now

[sonknuxadow]

y’know i was gonna give a massive detailed observation of why the fandom might see certain characters and portray them the way they do. but then i thought of it in more simpler terms and honestly…?

i think it’s the classic curse of a character (bonus if its an asshole character) showing tears and 1/16th of their tragic backstory, and that’s all they are going to be painted as moving forward. And he’s a Sonic? The character that a portion of the fandom also want to see cry so badly, double points.

i don’t know what is this curse called. but yeah.

also hey, what’s your favorite stage of the werehog? I always liked fighting at the adabat jungle (played through both versions)

god this isnt just a thing with scourge but with villain characters in general people will say they love it when characters are evil or mean but then when they like a character that actually falls into that category they tend to like. try make them softer i guess is a good way to put it. like they say theyre not actually bad theyre just traumatized even if the way theyre portrayed in the source material doesnt back that idea up at all. and then they get mad when people say they're not really like that

and like there ARE characters who are villains or just briefly played an antagonistic role who act the way they do because of trauma or manipulation, or whos actions are kinda understandable given their backstory, but scourge isnt one of them guys im sorry to say . canon scourge is literally just an asshole thats it and i think the world would be a better place if people would accept that and move on

as for your question umm its kinda hard to say because its been a bit since ive played through all of the stages but from the ones i remember really clearly i really like rooftop run night in the xbox version. which is probably a basic answer but whatever. i love the clock tower i got so excited when they went there in idw sonic a few issues ago

[phagodyke]

ah shit only just realised its september now.... lets hope the rest of this month isn't like this.....

[mcybree]

man I wanna get in fh related fandom discourse but in like a quiet way where we all go around and directly share notes with one another. maybe a power point presentation is involved