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i have the flu and im in so much pain holy shit
fuck fibro
#why the body aches#even my good weed isnt totally helping because its so bad#and im freezing which is making it#so so much worse#ughhhhhhhh#salem.txt
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#mega man#mega man classic#megaman#megaman classic#freeze man#ice man#freezeman#iceman#freezeice shit#freezeice#sure#anyways this is based off a real life event which i been wanting to make a comic#im lazy rn but weeeeee
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Been trying to make a thick winter hat all damn weekend and have gotten approximately nowhere very slowly.
First was gonna do some cables (good way to make a thick hat), but my brain is mush and I just couldn't get math and tension to co-operate. Then I figured, bit of single color brioche is also very thick. Can't do brioche anymore apparently, as it wasn't working. Fine, I'll just crochet it--except now it's not warm because it has too many holes. Also, I've been using a very dark yarn for this bc its what I have, but I'm starting to suspect that not being able to see my stitches has been the problem this whole time.
So...now idk what. I still need a thick winter hat. Also need a pair of mittens and a wheelchair blanket as well as to actually finish that wheelchair bag (even more important now bc I ripped a huge hole in one of my prototypes on Friday and I dont want to fix it). Augh. So much to do. So little brain and even less arm strength to do it with.
I'm going to rethink my yarn choices and try for the hat yet again, I guess.
#i have been SO COLD waiting for the bus this winter#and due to bus schedules im regularly waiting for over half an hour in the freezing cold in the dark multiple times a day#also i think i am just colder in general now which i suppose isnt surprising#so my cold weather clothes that were fine last year are seriously not cutting it now that im in a wheelchair#unfortunately im not doing much spinning due to . yknow. all of it. so im pillaging my handspun hand dyed sets#that i had planned for other things which i will probably not be well enough to ever make anyway#so whatever.#it sucks having to shift my mindset from 'i can spin whatever yarn i need' to having to cobble together what i have#not because i have nothing to spin but because my hands just cant fucking do it#whether thats just for now or whether its from now on is impossible to know but easy to guess#yeah idk man i was not prepared to lose my body but you just dont get a say in these things. at all.#disability#knitting#spinning
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I can't believe of all the magic gimmick episodes to make a mess of that BTVS managed to fuck up a time loop. A Buffy time loop episode should be the stuff of legend up there with The No Talky One and The Singy One but no. Life Serial time loop I'm sorry but you're nothing to me. Buffyverse magic is always vaguely defined and the rules change by the episode but the time loop spell Jonathan put on Buffy is so underexplained and overpowered that it severely takes me out of the scene
No one else in the shop but Buffy is aware that they're looping or time passing so is the spell just sending Buffy back in time and no one else? But then how can the Trio watch what's going on with the Magic Box cameras in real time with Buffy/the audience. Are they also looping? Does Jonathan's spell reset time for literally everyone except the three of them and Buffy? Because that means Jonathan, by means of magic bone, is repeatedly sending the entire world back a few minutes, keeping the memories of him, the other casters, and the target intact, until a completely arbitrary task decided by Jonathan is accomplished by Buffy.
Does that mean the awkward customer was part of the spell? Because satisfying an annoying customer was the task Jonathan set out for Buffy, did he just know that lady would be difficult? Did they just wait until a difficult customer showed up and bother Buffy to start the loop? What if none did? Is she a physical illusion or a magic homunculus being difficult under Jonathan's direction? Is she a real person playing out his script under mind control? Because unless it's the contrived coincidence option that's a lot of continuous magic to keep up while also maintaining the time loop, all with what seemed like a damn easy spell.
Why don't we know that spell? Casters' and target's memories unaffected, why didn't the gang cast it on Buffy before The Gift and make the loop breaking condition being defeating Glory without any Scoobies dying? We fail, oh well, try again. We know it doesn't need to be fixed on a room bc it covered the Magic Box and the Nerdmobile (even though trying to leave the shop just reset the loop for Buffy bc this spell just does fucking everything I guess). We know any damage done gets reset bc Buffy broke Giles' glasses and the doorbell and they were fine after a loop so no worries about racking up injuries or wasting the Dagon Sphere. And sure if Jonathan can do it, he of the only reasonably impressive abilities, then experienced Giles or Tara or especially Willow should have no problem whatsoever. And all this for one scene.
Life Serial time loop spell you are my enemy.
#i also have beef with the gadget warren puts on buffy that fucks with her perception of time#but thats more with how the scene makes it look like buffy is freezing in place while tara just ditches her which is weird and distracting#the monster of the week plots never really hit the same in s6/7 imo#they always got sidelined in favour of the big plot and so they didn't get the focus you'd need to leave an impact#im sure there are episodes that poke holes in that opinion like omwf or tabula rasa but hey i just say words#buffy summers#jonathan levinson#buffy the vampire slayer#long post
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no but i truly mean it when i say this is gonna be the angstiest year on taegularities so far bc looking at my long roomie jk wip im like.. 👁️👄👁️
why am i doing this to us
#prepare with some armour.. freeze your heart#bc like.. it's a bit different from what i usually write? maybe? it's a yr of experiments too!!#which makes me nervous but also feels fresh and has me CRAZY excited#i hope these fics don't disappoint and you like them but either way.. i know ill love writing them so so much#and roomie jk also kinda takes the crown when it comes to all the angst in my mlist.. might become#one of the most important fics to me.. and one of the biggest projects (non-series wise) in general#even if nobody else is.. im so excited can you tell jrrfgjkjdsg#big things to come 🤍 support them lots<3#anyway#fic: the fifth summer
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i am playing professor layton and the curious village on my ds. very fun!!!
I don't know if i'm very far in because most of the time spent in that game was me being confused and bad at puzzles. it's fun though.
!!! im glad to hear youre enjoying it!! its one of my fav titles and honestly such an underrated series, id love it if more ppl gave it a try!
the puzzles can be difficult but very rewarding!! i used to dread them as a kid but now i find them nice and challenging. the math ones are still hard, but if u speak to Flick at the cafe he'll give you chess puzzles which i think were my favorite ^_^
#its nice because its story driven but gives u enough room to do the puzzles on your own to make progress.. and the rewards like#the gizmos painting pieces and furniture for the minigames are also a nice bonus because it gives u a little extra incentive to solve as#many puzzles as possible!! ngl i didnt know how the hotel room minigame worked but i had fun completing the painting and robot dog#plus the variety and the fact that u dont know which puzzles youre gonna get makes it interesting. and theres no harm if u cant finish or#end up missing some because you can find them in the riddle shack or just do a different one instead and its fine. very cool#i have dyscalculia so the math ones have always been hard for me and id need my brothers help so we'd work on it together#or i'd just search up the answer as a last resort............#actually im gonna save u the trouble. if u get the camera case puzzle the answer is 95. ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW BUT ITS 95#it took me like 2 hours with my brother just to figure that out and i dont want anyone to get a headache from that one ITS FRUSTRATING#ive only played curious village and pandoras box bc its the only ones i had as a kid. replaying pandoras box rn actually!!!#i have cracked versions of unwound future and azran legacy which come after CV and PB BUT my version of unwound future is broken#it freezes on the opening cutscene every time i try to play it which SUCKS bc i really wanna play the games in order. maybe ill emulate it#professor layton#ask#answered#yapping#doodles
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ragbros melt team save me. ragbros melt team. save me ragbros melt team
#im gonna make it an ACTUAL melt team instead of#the melt-superconduct-overload-freeze-vaporize thing i have going on there#maybe put bennet in there.? and someone else who's cryo idk#.... i dont know how to make a melt team#i dont know how to make ANY team in fact#anyway i digress i just miss the ragbros#im tired of playing diluc which is why i havent been using my main team a lot#i guess my new main team is my kaeya-rosaria-layla-barbara freeze one now lol#what pisses me off about diluc is that he's built to be main dps he doesnt do shit off field!!!!#i dont want to play him i want to play kaeya:/ he should be there for support. fucking lone wolf ass
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#incredibly difficult to express and also like. next to impossible to find the sort of support i think i actually need#which is for people to just *accept* me when im struggling instead of trying to help or pushing me to behave differently#i need somebody who can challenge me and encourage me and push me sometimes#but at the same time aomebody who i could count on to just love and accept me even if i never get better#i feel like it's such a weird and impossible ask#like please don't let me slide but also i need to know that if i am worst self that i would still be unconditionally loved and supported#i am not convinced this is a thing that's even possible#like i don't want an enabler but i also have demand avoidance like crazy and anything other than acceptance feels like a demand#and an implicit ''you're not enough''#and how i feel about it is all so dependent on mood which is changeable as hell#i read somewhere that this is kind of what heing a Freeze response person does to you. you just shut down and lock up#when people are trying to bring you out of it. like it just makes it worse. the only thing that thaws you out is unconditional acceptance#and fucking. that's the most counterintuitive ''you shouldn't do that bc it's enabling'' things ever
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naming layers is my passion
[id: screenshot of drawing layers on clip studio paint. the first layer is named "Layer metal pipe noises1 Copy," the second layer is "shad/dhead body," third is "BLOOOOD," and the last one is just "bg." end id]
#this is supposed to be an angsty drawing#monotonepost#im making a maria lives au where shadow beats that one gun soldier to death#(u could probably guess what he used. glances at the layer names)#then he jettisons both himself and maria to earth and proceeds to pull an aang and freeze the both of them in time for 50 years#either that or he freezes just maria in order to buy time to save her from dying from her sickness#cause im thinking that around the time of the GUN raid she rlly starts to decline#not sure which i wanna do yet#anyway goodnight everypony#there's a cat on my lap. she also says goodnight
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went to the store and came home literally covered in ice 😭😭😭
like that may look wet but no that was all ice till i stepped in my apartment 🥴😩
#welcome to oregon where our snow is not fun and powdery#its is wet and freezes and makes u miserable slshsks#[ no koalas no tea || ooc ]#i was supposed to be at work today but since the school district is closed so are we#tmrw too so that’s nice i guess 😅#im basically getting a week off which i have wanted for so long skshskdh
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i think about the fact that Nico’s powers randomly include temperature control way too much. he can make stuff cold! and is apparently immune to cold himself, at least to some degree! why? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯probably ghost reasons! even though it is not inherently tied to ghosts at all and he can just Do That!
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#its probably ghost reasons for the whole ''oh ghosts are cold'' and ''ghosts make enviornments color'' thing#the other theoretical reason is ''something something mythology'' cause yknow. the whole myth of how the seasons happened#but based on that alone then Nico shouldnt necessarily have that power?#itd be more of a cabin 4 thing#idk i just like his weird cold powers. theyre so random. he is immune to cold and can drop the temperature around him. good for you bud.#it's fun to mess around with too cause Nico is basically completely unaware of it#he just does it by accident like his killing grass thing#''Nico why is there frost everywhere and its below freezing all of a sudden?'' ''oh sorry i thought i saw a bug''#my favorite part though is the temperature powers thing seems to not be inherently tied to nico himself just naturally running cold#though it could probably affect that as well. nico naturally running cold is most likely his vitals run slower than most people's#cause we know he can control that re: Death Trance#which is another interesting thing. Nico can control his vitals! he can just go ''im gonna take five on MY HEART FUNCTIONING real quick brb'#Nico's bleeding out? no problem! just. turns off his heart. crank that puppy down a bit. cant bleed out if the blood's not moving!#this could also be why he passes out so much. his powers make his blood pressure inherently low and then uses them more. whoops. hes asleep.#i do v much like the hc that Nico just. cannot perceive external temperature. he's just always A Little Chilly cause of his powers#doesnt matter what the actual temperature is. he'll be fine. just also Slightly Cold thus Always Needs Layers
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ow .y hip actually. fuckk
#they cant taje sleeping on the floor from ne i was raised on that . always ive been the floor sleeper#<- not by choice i just often had to sleep on floors as a child#or in elsewise unideal conditions Shoutout to when my dad was living with my uncle and it was mt first time being at his house and i had to#spend the night and there were no beds. which is weird bc my dad usually gave up his bed. but maybe lamp andor the kids andor my mom were#there too and Knowing me i volunteered bc i always do that#One thing abt me is if itll avoid Literally the slightest conflict ill fold immediately abd suffer. but anyways#it was Freezing fucking cold. like awful. no blankets just a sheet laying on the floor in a corner. alone ? which is weird bc it was my dads#room. who was on the bed. maybe he didnt haveone actually hold on im remembering. i think he slept on thencouch#makes much sense.#anyways it was awfulll it was awful but eventually my uncle mark woke up and let me have his bed and it was my firsttime sleeping on a water#bed AND sleeping w a weighted blanket#i miss weighted blanket. sigh
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when he was human, i imagine dusknoir was like a pokemon researcher… probably one of the few that really existed, since humans were dying out, but maybe he made contact with some groups and befriended them. but a rough incident left him worse for wear and…… well
he liked to study pokemon but he was pretty horrified at becoming one…
#….. im not quite sure when he died but depending on it i kinda like the idea of dusknoir seeking out his past self#he doesnt say anything but augh#also his fear of death correlating to being a part of an endangered species…..#humans were lost and forgotten in this world#a part of him is just. gone. whatll happen when all of him is gone? did his life ever shine to begin with?#i also like him dying when the planet freezes which would make him older#echoed voice
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if you're walking at 5mph, but your feet are on sideways, and the sky turns green at 2:53, and Keanu Reeves has been sent to Neptune, what's your favorite video game
i cant walk 5mph in the first place, im only 5'4 and i have to walk like marvin the fucking martian everywhere i go
if my feet were on sideways i would still manage to get my shoes on wrong because i cant tell my left from my right
if the sky turns green that means every single car on the road is allowed to go at the same time
keanu reeves cant be sent to neptune with an expired passport
my favorite videogame MIGHT be professor layton and the diabolical box just because ive never been able to get over the ending, but mario galaxy and deltarune also come to mind
#this was very fun to answer thank u :o) ive always loved multiple choice questions#maybe if i had more multiple choice in my life id be able to get things done faster just closing my eyes and hoping for the best#its amazing that i dont own a magic eight ball. it would do wonders for my natural indecision and superstition#also to be fair ive only played the first two layton games even though i have the 3rd and 4th games on my cracked cartridge#BUT thats because my copy of unwound future is ass and it freezes on the opening cutscene so i cant even play it. sigh#maybe i should consider getting the mobile remastered versions but im lazy and i dont even know if i have enough storage space#there should be enough space on my ipad though so maybe. or ill back up some files to make room idk#i would have also answered undertale bc i had a huge undertale phase when it came out but im gonna be honest. ive never actually played it#im actually wondering if i should buy a copy for myself for xmas using grays steam account#the only thing im worried about is my motor skills are bad with keyboard and im dreading the asgore fight bc i heard its hard#but ive also never watched a full playthru so i feel like id be going into the game blind which sounds exciting. and ill prbably cry a lot#besides that ive been replaying mario galaxy with gray and i forgot how good the game is.. i love the ambience and game mechanics#although the races are so nerve wracking and i hate the controls sometimes. did u know i died on loopdeloop galaxy TWELVE FUCKING TIMES#also deltarune because i love EVERYTHING abt it i love the lore i love SUSIE i love the whole thing kris has going on#yapping#ask
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Took a few months but the situation at work is finally truly blowing up
I may or may not join in a workplace abuse claim against my old boss using old blog posts and discord messages of me venting as proof ☺️
It'd be me burning the bridge of having him as a reference later down the line, but honestly I think I can get by without him.
#speculation nation#my old coworker friend messaged me about how they were planning on doing this#and i was like OH BOY do i have some things i could add!!!#read back thru my messages from the day he gave me an hour long panic attack#& had me publicly humiliate myself as punishment for 'neglecting' my job.#and honestly it makes me so sad to look back on it. it really fucked me up so bad.#but Karma's got its kiss for him. and even if we dont do the suing thing hes still losing all but 4 employees#all of whom are currently teenagers lol#hes apparently so convinced he can bounce back and magically get and train so many new employees#but even IF he can. it would require so much extra work and time from him#which a vindicative part of me is rather happy to hear about that.#if i do join in on suing him it'd mean making my discord and tumblr legally linked to myself in a court of law#but. ykno what. im feeling spiteful enough to not mind it.#show up to the court like Orcelito Is Here to give some scathing accounts of their bitch ass ex boss!!!!!#id love if this went somewhere. i also do still have a picture of the thermostat back during that freeze in january#when the heaters couldnt keep up & it was 53F in the store. but we were forced to keep working anyways :]#which is a health code violation :]#with the metadata on that pic it would link its location and time to the store during open hours#and i think osha would find that just very interesting :]#so many wonderful things we could do to fuck our old boss over!!! karma's got its Fucking kiss for him.
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so today i learned that the play station four is actually capable of recording whole ass levels of mad rat dead. and so i am now recording all my full combos for your viewing pleasure. not a lot of them are too stellar just yet but the bad feeling one is real good i even pulled off a somewhat tricky timesave i figured out at 2:10ish
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#my hamds hurt.#im in a weird position bc the zoomies so desperately want to play fast level#however. i have not played this game in a million years#so what happens is i turn on mad last world do decent for half of it then just. freeze up#ratclips#anyway hype me up im making a playlist of them all and presumably by the time i get through that ill be able to play mlw again#im also Half sure this is the fastest run on youtube? which would be more impressive if there were more than four#but everybody elses clear counts are like. 315ish#i Did find one run at 328 but that was both normal mode and not a fc so im gonna :3c about it#im pretty sure ive managed 328 on my switch before but i couldnt have recorded that and i dont know what i did#veespeaks
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