#and ill skip the op me tag for them too

[dr-yung]

Feeling bored, gonna make a Pokévillain Ask game for me to do. Feel free to reblog and do it yourself, too :)

🍒 - Any mundane headcanons? (Specify a character)

🥝 - Backstory headcanons? (Specify a character)

🥬 - Do you have a headcanonical birthday for them? (Specify a character)

🌰 - Shipping opinions? (Specify a character)

🥐 - What do you think these characters think of each other? (Specify two characters)

🥞 - What general things do you associate this character with? (Specify a character)

🍤 - Favorite version of this character? (Ex. Gameverse, AniPoke, PokeSpe, etc... Specify a character)

In my case, feel free to send me asks about any villain, gameverse or even some anipoke or pokespe exclusive ones (I do love Butler and Dr. Yung) - though you can just do gameverse if you want to, if you wanna use this yourself

[theuniverseawakens347]

physical into the SPIRTUAL… I’m going to try and keep it on my story… but Halle ya roped in for a past life … Chloe ur a different .. sector from sky… so they say I’m not going to judge it in full just the over lay.. lil Wayne rhythm..

I was being hunted physically and spiritually when Tristan Barton came into my life… Noah ring led back end EAZYIINK Ian McDowell… ya purposely w adults who hate DARNIECE and our parents did the same thing to them to us.. using the kids of the same adults.. elders might have skipped a generation depending on coming to America time frame.. DDG mom..

I’m not giving too much detail cause a lot happening… but I talked to a tarot reader when Tristan and I parted and when MY ANCESTORS PASSED OVER NIPSEY INCLUDED started calling me … I needed a physical understanding …

so I found some online stuff bc Loyalität.. Informant did her part.. in the physical now it was time to go to her SPIRTUAL realm… Howard serving me papers w his death pet “for” Lee … 3 party.. person who handed it to me guilty for HELPING LEE IN THE PAST GET AWAY W CRIME IN WHATEVER LLC EESTAB BISH MENT… they don’t know spiritual law.. that’s another reason pergatory is Russian doll…

this man 2:57 pm just left the library… he’s a fake SPIRTUAL in psychosis for Lee garlington to piss off this library and get it shut down by having the cops come to HARRASS them but see me and call me mentally a bitch to test if I can read their minds… YA GOT MY TWITTER TORRENCE PD FRONT DESK LEARNED THE HARD WAY… NELSON… SINGLE RIDE SQUAD CAR .. CAULIFLOWER EARS STARBUCKS .. THIS MAN DOING BLASPHEMY HE GETTING PSYCHWARD FOR TAKING MEDS TO BE A CRACK HEAD IN SPIRITUAL PSYCHOSIS…

HALLE BAILY AND PUTTING CHLOE ON PAPER … AND HAVENT TOLD HER YOU DID IT SAID IT WAS DDG OR DASHAE OR HIS MOM SIGNATURE AND SOMETHING BOUT HALO ON HER CHESTTHAT VIDEO NIGHT AND WHOO OPS

… anyways I reached out to a physical tarot reader and they asked for photos of my apartment to assest my energy and spirits around me HALLE BE DOING THIS SHIT IN CHLOE NAME OR ASKED CHLOE TOMDO IT TO FRANCESKA AND NOMI… GROWNISH CREW .. YARA SIGN OFF AS ZOE … ORGANIZE IT AND UR CO CAPTAIN HALLE GOT A LITTLE TOO LOOSE.. AND YA JUST LET IT KEEP GOING AND DRINK TO IGNORE IT NOW YA BOTH EVEN MORE RESPONSIBLE… BC DID YOU REPORT IT TO ANYONE!? No. U just drank and told someone who pushed you to the next sector TRACEE to do something dumb ..

Howard took a photo of me receiving this paper and docked who came with him… Ben did that part … I’m posting everything PUBLICALLY and tagging the police and proper ppl.. and I know it’s getting there bc Burbank pd already seen me and Venice ya call me when I’m in the area and tell me come to a crime scene when things are going down and I document it …

I got 18 miles to the gas tank and no dollars for mobility.. except my legs … Jesus not walking more miles thru the desert ya coming to come now or within close range,,

….vivicca WHITSET Angela basset at some point in ur spiritual special mental illness sector you got big footed and I got someone over seeing and reporting evidence,,, it takes time yes… but DIDDY did his part and Cassie did hers w resistance … like Lee and Howard.

DIDDY. EEN TURNED THINGS IN ALL OF IT BEFORE AUG 17th 2021 … again my 27th that yr was suppose to be something special in going home to the stars.., n starting my spiritual journey w PROPER FAMILY… Lee evil team Angela basset got jealous again at lee and used you get back at her and hurt me GOD.. for their pain they cud t understand… well now ur learning IVE BEEN NUMBED OUT MENTALLY MY WHOLE LIFE WITH ALL MY FAMILY FROM OUR SPIRITUAL TRUTHS… MY TRIANGLE N EXTENSION SACRIFICED TAKING BULLETS FOR CERTAIN FAMILY OF THE HOLY LAW OFFICE … WHILE UR PASSED OVER ANCESTORS PROTECTED YOU FROM HARM… BUT AGIN FREE WILL IS URS TO TAKE AND GODS WILL IS ONLY FOR MY 3 … AND OUR ANCESTORS TO AN EXTENT UNTIL I WAKE… THE MORE NUMBING YOU GIVE ME ANGELA ON PURPOSE TO AVOID PUNISHMENT FROM OTHER REALSM THE MORE THE PPL GET MAD AT TRISTAN… HE CANT OVER STEP UNTIL WERE TOGETHER AND YOU KNOW THAT ANGELA.. U TRYNA GET BACK AT LEE FAMILY TREE BC THEIR ANCESTORS ARE THE GROUP OF SLAVE OWNERS SEX TRADE SLAVE TRADE.. U PLAYED BLASPHEMY INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR THE CREATOR AND WORKING THRU UR PAIN LEGITIMATELY… FROM A BLIND HINDSIGHT SPOT YA PROBABLY BEEN DOING IT IN EVERY LIFE TIME.. SAME W HALLE BAILEY OR ENOUGH FOR ME AWAKING TO SAY… NAW IM GOOD ON HER AFTER WE TALK FACE TO FACE.

[faillen]

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Last Updated: April 30, 2022

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prompt fills/snippets from twitter and tumblr

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[astrozones]

Sanders Behavioral Health, Chapter 3: Patton Will Help!

Angst Incoming

My discord server if you wanna scream at me- Astro’s Zone

my friends are lovingly cyberbullying me into tagging the man himself so uh @thatsthat24 and ope there goes my anxiety, rising up into the heavens. If you do see this I recommend reading from chapter one but im not gonna tag again unless my friends tell me to bc i dont wanna be a bother :|

Three hours.

Three hours until school ended for the day and Patton would go home for 5 minutes before heading to Sanders’.

Until then, he had to brave the school day. Patton was okay at school, but had a nasty habit of not saying no to any request, and his time between classes was spent doing favors for others. His time for lunch was limited, and his weekends were booked full. It took a toll on Patton, but he’d do anything to make others happy!

After all, others’ happiness was more important than his own.

His therapist had disagreed, which is why he was transferred to Sanders Behavioral Health. And at Sanders they said the same. Why couldn’t they understand that Patton wasn’t worthy of being happy? He didn’t do as much as he could, as much as he should , and he was a bad person.

Like that one time he had noticed a kid sitting in the seat beside him, his name was Todd, looking at his paper during a test. Patton had glanced at the teacher before nudging his paper closer to Todd, and filling out the rest. Once he noticed Todd had finished, he turned it in.

But he had gotten some of the answers wrong . Todd had been counting on him but Patton failed him, and now Todd was grounded for getting a mediocre grade.

And it was all Patton’s fault.

He tried to apologize to Todd, but had been shrugged off, Todd saying, “Eh, you don’t need to man. It was my fault for not studying.”

Todd must hate him.

The bell rang, signalling him to rush to his next class. Well, “class”. It was time for lunch.

Patton grabbed his items as quickly as he could, shoving them into his backpack. He felt guilty for zoning out in class, but the teacher was already on her computer and he didn’t want to disturb her. Once he had stuffed today’s worksheet into his bag, he slipped out, last to leave the room.

Patton held the lunch tray in his hands, looking for a place to sit. No one had asked for his lunch time yet, so he expected someone to call out to him, which was what usually happened these periods.

What he wasn’t expecting was to be cornered.

The edge of a table pierced his back as he was suddenly faced with none other than President of the Student Council (and Tennis Team), Vanessa E. Cordill. He had stumbled back, and quickly shoved his tray on the table behind him, knowing how close Vanessa liked to get to people.

“Hey, Pat! I was wondering if you could help us with preparations this weekend for next week’s volleyball game?” She batted her eyelashes at him, stepping impossibly closer.

“I-uh, I’m really sorry Vanessa, but I’m all booked this weekend.”

“Surely you could make time for me, yeah? Aren’t I your favorite?” Vanessa said sweetly. His favorite? He didn’t have a favorite, that would be unfair to the others! Patton, of course, wouldn’t say that to her, lest he hurt her feelings.

“I’m sorry, I really don’t have time! I’m doing a lot of things this weekend and don’t have any room. I barely have time to sleep and-” he was cut off as Vanessa drew a finger down his chest. “W-what are you doing?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” She purred, winking at him. Get off, get off, geT OFF-

“He already said no, Vanessa Cordill.” Came a voice from behind. Turning his head, he saw none other than Logan Danrow seated at the table he had run into. Vanessa backed up a few steps, glaring.

“Logan?” Patton asked, shuffling towards him so he was farther away from her .

“Wait, Pat, you know this prick?” Vanessa spat, very different from the person he had been talking with moments prior. He nodded.

“Well, yeah, we know each other from- er, yeah we know each other.” he stammered out, hands fiddling with his bracelets. It was getting harder to breathe.

“Again, Vanessa, he already said he was busy. You may leave, lest your boyfriend sees you.” Logan stated flatly, gaze returning to his book. Glancing back towards Vanessa, she pulled a small notepad out of her purse and scribbled something on it, handing it to him once she had ripped it out.

“Just in case you change your mind,” Was all she said before turning around and skipping back to her table to hang with her tennis friends.

Logan turned a page as Patton sat down across from him. Logan glanced back up at him in surprise.

“You want to sit here?” He asked, raising an eyebrow. “I was under the impression that you wished to sit with your friends.”

“Aw, but Logan you are one of my friends!” Patton grinned, grabbing his previously abandoned tray. “Plus, it seems no one needs my help, so until they do, I’m here! I do feel guilty, though…”

“What do you feel guilty about? I’m afraid I do not understand.” Logan stated, setting his book down.

“It’s just… I’m sure I could’ve fit Vanessa’s activity somewhere in my schedule…” he bit the inside of his cheek. “If I just cut my study time by an hour I could have fit her in, y’know?” He fiddled with the stem on his apple, breaking it off with a wince. “I probably could still tell her, actually!”

“No,” Logan said when he went to stand up. “You should not cut your study time to help someone who has enough help. Your grades are important. Vanessa will be fine.”

Patton slumped back into his seat, chewing on his lip. “I suppose… I just… I want to help people. They’re counting on me.” he wiped at a tear threatening to fall. Logan tapped his fingers against the table.

“Patton,” he started. “How often do you help people?”

“Not enough,” Patton admitted with a hiccup. “Most of my weekend is booked, but I’m sure I could do more if I moved things around. I’m sorry for invading your time, Logan, I’ll leave if you want me to.”

“Nonsense,” Logan waved his hand through the air. “I wasn’t doing much anyway. You know, most people don’t even do half the things you put yourself up for. Do you spend all your free time for others?” At Patton’s nod, he continued. “I recommend taking a weekend for yourself, at the very least.”

“I don’t know, mayb-”

“HEY PATTON! Can you help us?” a member of the Drama Club, Canin, yelled from across the cafeteria, jogging over to him. “Auditions are coming in a couple weeks and we need help choosing a musical to do!” Canin begged. Patton spared an apologetic glance at Logan before following after Canin.

--

In the final period of the day, the class was told to fill out a worksheet on the periodic table using stations around the room. They were separated into teams of three, Patton’s teammates being Angelica Carter and Skye Johnson. Once they were sent to a station, all three got to work. Well, Skye and Patton did.

Skye was especially smart at science, telling him their dream job was to become an astronomer one day, and to be the first nonbinary person in space. Patton told them that their name was fitting, which caused Skye to burst into giggles.

Angelica, on the other hand, wouldn’t do anything. Once Skye confronted her on it, she claimed that she couldn’t do anything because she didn’t have a pen or pencil.

Just as Patton was about to offer her a pen, he was struck by the memory of himself offering a pen to Virgil on his first day.

Whenever he offered a pen or pencil to others, he almost never got it back, and this was the same situation with Virgil.

Patton had finished filling out his paper, and once he glanced at Virgil the first thing he noticed was the pen in his hands. Patton had wanted so bad to ask for it back, since it was his second-to-last one. But he hadn’t said anything.

And now he was here, feeling guilty that we couldn’t give Angelica a writing utensil. God , this was just not his day, huh? First he couldn’t help Vanessa, then he couldn’t help the Drama Club choose between Little Shop of Horrors and Hairspray, and now didn’t even have a simple pen for Angelica. He was such a failure .

“Maybe the teacher has something?” He offered, Skye returning to the project. Angelica shrugged and walked over to Ms. Alstor.

And even when Angelica had returned, she didn’t help. At all. All Skye did was roll their eyes and mumble under their breath.

Patton didn’t say anything.

All three got an A.

--

Patton arrived late to Sanders’, again . He had gotten caught up once Jasmine Illes, Vice President of the Student Council, tried to convince him to help out with the volleyball event. He had just barely gotten away with his established schedule intact.

He bursted into the lobby, signing in before Katrine, the one in charge of the front desk, let him in while informing him that the group should still be in the check-in room. He rushed in, Virgil and Logan looking up at him when he entered. Roman was spinning around in his chair, but quickly stopped to greet Patton.

“Sorry I’m late! I got caught up because this girl from school, Jasmine, asked me if I could do something with the Student Council on the weekend.” he quickly announced, taking a deep breath soon after. He grabbed a sheet before plopping down in the nearest chair, taking a few moments to catch his breath.

“Jasmine Illes?” Roman asked. “I know her.” Patton raised an eyebrow.

“You go to Fieldrow? Haven’t seen you there.” Patton said, scribbling out answers.

“Oh, yeah, I just… don’t have the opportunity to go there often.” he replied, looking at the ground awkwardly. Patton was about to say something when Virgil spoke up.

“Yeah, I go there, too,” he muttered, Logan piping up in agreement.

“Aw cool! It’s still the beginning of the school year, maybe we could all join a club that meets on the weekends so we can hang out more!” Patton grinned, looking around at the others.

“I’m not very interested in joining clubs,” Logan started. “I would consider it if it were the Science or Math clubs, but neither of them meet on the weekends.”

“And I don’t really… do clubs. At all.” Virgil continued. Patton let out a small ‘aw’ before turning to Roman.

“What ‘bout you, Roman?” he asked, not acknowledging Logan’s small flinch at the bad grammar.

“Well… I suppose I was thinking about joining the Drama Club… I’m just not sure if it’d work with… me” Roman shook his head. “I’ll decide once they pick a musical.”

Virgil snorted, which caused Roman to let out an indignant ‘wha- hey!’.

“Y’know, I don’t know why I didn’t peg you for a theater nerd earlier, Ro’. It makes perfect sense.” was all Virgil said before Becca quieted them down and told them to start sharing their answers.

--

Once inside the therapy’s cafeteria, Patton was confronted by Charlie.

“Hey, Patton! I have a new exposure for you.” she greeted. “You ready?”

“Um, hold on-” Patton flipped through his binder, before landing on the page he wanted. He whipped out his pen, and continued. “Yep!”

“Alright, this one’s pretty simple but fits what we’re working on with you! All you need to do is ask a staff to borrow a pen and not return it by the end of the day.” Patton stared at her with wide eyes. His life seemed to be revolving around pens, recently, wasn’t it?

“Do I… do I get to return them next week? Cause, y’know… it’s Friday.” he asked, fiddling with his bracelets. Charlie shook her head.

“It’s better not to. Because, in the future, if you accidentally steal a pen from someone, we don’t want you to freak out much. So it’s better to fight that feeling by keeping them!” she smiled. “I know you’ll do great, Patton.”

Patton scribbled it down in his binder reluctantly. He really did want to refuse the exposure, but that would make Charlie disappointed in him, which would make her feel bad. And Patton hated making other people feel bad. So, discomfort it was.

--

Patton found himself in front of the two other counselors’, Harley and Ramona’s, office. Peeking through the window he saw that only Harley was present. He knocked on the door before walking in.

“Hey, Patton,” She greeted. “Whatcha need?”

Patton put on his default smile. Act happy, not stressed, he told himself.

“Heyo Harley! I was just wondering if I could borrow a pen?”

--

After 9 minutes, he had cycled through Becca, Katrine, Ramona, and Vicki. He figured it would be pretty stupid of himself to ask Charlie, so he had to start back at the beginning. Oh dear, what am I supposed to say?

He didn’t have much time to mull it over before Virgil skidded to a stop in front of him. He barely had time to greet him before Virgil was huffing out a response.

“Hey… Patton… sorry one second… gotta catch my breath…” he panted. Patton smiled at him.

“M’kay… This is stupid now that I think of it, but I’m just… Exposures really stress me out, and I have this one where I’m supposed to knock on a staff’s door and just… leave before they can open it.” Virgil started, curling into his hoodie.

“What’s the problem?” Patton prompted when Virgil stayed silent.

“It’s just… really anxiety provoking and- ugh y’know what, it really is stupid, I’ll leave-” Patton grabbed his arm before he could run off. Virgil stilled.

“Virgil! It’s not stupid, Sanders’ can take a lot to get used to. Roman was stressed on his first exposure day, too! Now, I know it’s not your first day, but it still counts! It’ll take a bit to get used to, but it helps in the end!” Patton smiled. “Wanna hug?”

“Erm, no thanks, physical contact scares me. But, ah, thank you. That… helped.” Virgil gave him a small, awkward smile. Patton cherished it. “I am a bit confused, though,” he continued. “It’s about Roman. He said something about my first day being his second proper day, and I was wondering how long he’s been here? Sorry if that was confusing.”

“Don’t worry, I know what you meant. Roman’s first day was Monday, and he started exposures on Tuesday, I think. And then on Wednesday, you came!” Virgil nodded at this, seeming satisfied.

“Now go on!” Patton prompted, gesturing to the staff hallway. “You’ll do great!”

--

Patton walked into his house, pulling out his phone almost immedietly. He had a plan.

-

Therapy pals!!

{ Patton }  { Heyo!! I made a group chat for us all !!! }

{ Is everyone excited for the weekend?? I am!! }

| Virgil |  | ah, weekends. my favorite days of the week to hate myself |

{ VIRGIL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! }

| lmao |

( Logan )  ( My weekends are spent studying, I’m impartial to them. )

[ Roman ]  [ Uhhh youre Logan right? Dont have you saved on my phone yet ]

( *you’re *Don’t )

[ Yup thats Logan ]

( I don’jehgfvurkghds )

| wait what |

[ Holy shit ]

{ Roman, language!!! }

{ And are you okay logan!?!?!? }

[ Santa mierda ]

| what? |

( I apologize, I was walking and a dog ran in front of me, causing me to trip. I am okay. And, Roman, is that Spanish? )

{ OH THANK GOD!!!! }

[ Yea it’s Spanish ]

{ Did you get a picture of the dog???????? }

( I was not aware you spoke another language, Roman. I suppose that makes sense, since you are so bad at English. And no, I did not get a picture of the dog, it ran off rather quickly after I tripped. )

[ HEY ]

{ Aw!! Well at least you’re okay!!! }

| i’m gonna put roman’s spanish thru google translate hold up |

[ Wait no ]

( Please use capital letters, Virgil. Plus, it’s spelled through. )

| ajsjfisdkf |

| patton |

| patton |

{ Oh no!! Is something wrong??? }

| no just uh |

| pls put roman’s spanish thru google translate |

( I cannot believe you. )

{ Alright… }

( Do you exist just to insult the English language? )

[ oh nooo my phones about to die ahhh ]

| nice try roman |

{ ROMAN!!!! Don’t swear, even in other languages! >:( }

[ Hey Virgil, i gotta tell you something ]

[ i hate u ]

| who doesnt |

{ Hate is a strong word, Roman. }

[ i know ]

{ VIRGIL NO!!!!!! I LOVE YOU LIKE A SON!!!!!!!!!!!!! D: }

| did i just get adopted |

( It’s not adoption if it’s not in a legal document. )

{ YES YOU DID MY DARK STRANGE SON!!!!!!! ILY!!!! }

( Oh. )

[ Logan should be the mom ]

[ I’ll be the strange uncle who you only see once a year but might be a government spy ]

( What? )

| nah roman you’re like the kid next door |

[ Thanks..? ]

[ Wait did i just get kicked out of the family ]

( I’m afraid I don’t understand how I could be a mother, not even mentioning how Patton, Virgil, and I could even be a family. )

[ I cant believe i got kicked out of the family ]

{ Don’t worry, it’s a metaphorical family Logan!!! }

[ What did i do to deserve this ]

( But how am I a mother? )

( Is anyone going to respond? )

--

//  Private Conversation between Roman and Virgil  \\

[ I don’t hate you, by the way. ]

[ Like in all seriousness. ]

| lol don’t worry man i got that from the lack of good spelling and no capital letter |

| coz you don’t type like that usually |

[ Oh, good. I was hoping by doing that I wouldn’t come across as serious. ]

| yea |

| so uhhhhhhhh |

| hold on gotta think of somethin to say so this isn’t awkward |

| what musicals do you like? |

[ Congrats Virgil!! You just unlocked an hours long conversation ]

| wait no |

| eh nvm i wasnt doing anything tonight anyway |

[ Kay so im gonna start off with the popular ones ofc! ]

-- --

Patton smiled as he looked over the conversation they all had. Because no matter what happened at therapy, by the end he knew he’d still have his new friends. He giggled to himself, feeling giddy. This was so exciting!

He glanced at the groupchat’s name, which at the moment was simply ‘ Therapy pals!! ’, a spur of the moment decision by Patton. He bit his lip as he thought it over.

Patton changed the name of the group to FamILY!     -

Patton smiled even wider than before. Tomorrow was bound to be a good day.

He was sure of it.

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Responding to Positive Messages pt 2

So I just got home from dogsitting, which was a net positive experience :) It was made so much better because all of you are so sweet!

Also, this one might contain some triggering content due to some vent tags I included in one of the Every Way to Cook Eggs posts so I’ll try to tag that properly, and if I don’t just let me know what I need to tag for you and I’ll absolutely do that

(In general if there’s something you’d like me to start tagging just let me know I want this blog to be a fun safe place)

I love the energy of that, I had this one history teacher in like 8th grade who also watched all the shows I watched (not to out myself as someone who was a Sherlock stan but that was certainly one of them). It’s such a special kind of relationship

Thank you for following! Happy you’re here :)

@albertogs1 Thank you so much for saying that :’) It’s definitely something I prioritize here, because as much as I love blogs where the op gets rowdy with followers, I just feel like Bon Appetit is self care and this blog should reflect that

Also literally everyone’s been so very polite with me (including and especially you) and that’s meant a great deal

That’s an A- that I will gladly accept!! I agree with you completely on that, and I’ve been trying to diversify the crop more. I don’t think I’ve yet nailed that balance of fulfilling requests, representing all the BA crew, and working backwards through their videos to try and hit all the good moments

It’s hard because when I make posts I do sit down and watch the entirety of the videos in question because I want to do it fully the first time instead of constantly clicking around and backtracking, and so I try to pick videos I know have a lot of fun content (which just doesn’t tend to be the From The Test Kitchen videos that Carla does a lot)

That was probably more of a response than you wanted lmao, but I think you’ve inspired me to skip ahead to Making Perfect and I’ll get you that good good content from the cheese episode at least

I absolutely live for validation thank you so much :)) If I hadn’t already passed the photo limit for this post I’d add the “This post was made by Bon Appetit gang” pic I made 

@reberebe11 This is certainly the work that she put me here to do lmao 

I’m glad you’re enjoying it!!

I’m always so happy to hear that I’ve either fuelled or started someone’s BA obsession, I’m hoping we get that Moomins fandom type blowup where suddenly everyone’s a BA fanblog you know

Thank you so much for reaching out!!

Your FBI agent was doing you a favor ;)

Not to sound creepy but I think I know who you are because I’m obsessed with reading everyone’s tags (you’re all so funny and give me so much life), so I really hope that dehydrating went well for you and didn’t smell as bad as you expected :’)

It’s my new favorite blog too, I’m glad you like it as much as I like making it

That “anazingggg” absolutely sent me thank you so much for your love :)

@winged-time-criminal Thank you for loving it!! There certainly is a lot of Gourmet Makes content haha, so I’m happy so suit your needs

- Here’s where stuff gets hinky so if ptsd mentions bother you: that’s all, folks! -

(Another anon said “ptsd sucks, hope you feel a little better now”, and I passed the photo limit so sorry about that :’) )

Mental illness works hard, but y’all work so much harder. Thank you for reaching out it really meant a lot to me in a way I wasn’t ready (nor had time) to express last night :’) Definitely kept me crying a bit longer but it was happy tears which was relieving you know

Bon Appetit IS healing, and so are all of you

That’s all, folks!

[gallusrostromegalus]

hey gallus! got any tips on attempting to work when all u really wanna do is lie in bed and watch hours of youtube videos + while dealing w some not yet diagnosed chronic illness? my brain is always yelling at me to do the things but the urge to not do the things wins far too often (hope you're having a good day/night/vague time!)

I am having kind of a crappy night becuase I’m extremely allergic to weed, and live in Colorado on this here 4/20, so I’m answering asks while on chemical house arrest, so let’s break this down:

1. The thing you’re describing is Executive Dysfuntion, where the descison-making parts of your brain are in a perpetual logjam becuase your mental “rewards for doing stuff” sytem is fucked.  Executive dyfunction is a symtom of Chronic Depression, ADHD, PTSD and about 50 other mental disorders.   

2. If you haven’t already, talk to your pyschiatrist and/or psychologist about this.  They can help you much more than some random also-mentally-ill person on the internet can.

3. Some things I do that help, that you can try but seriously see point #2, in no particular order:

Excecutive Function As Taking Care Of Someone Else:  Sometimes, it’s a lot easier to do things when you’re doing them for other people.  90% of Charlie’s job as my Emotional Support Animal is to be a dog that can’t take care of himself-  I have to get out of bed and take him outside in the mornings, so no 20-hour depression nap, and a semi-dirunal schedule.  I have to bring in enough income to afford food and vet bills and toys for him. I have to keep the house clean enough for him to be safe.  

Executive Function As Figuring Out How To Make The Boring Minutae Of Staying Alive Not Terrible And Maybe Even Fun:  Maintaining a this meatsuit we call a body is kind of boring.  Actually, it tends to be extremely boring, triple especially if your brain chemistry is kind of fucked.  So!�� We MAKE things like eating and chores and your terrible Job fun, and hack that stupid rewards sytem we have!

Step one is to remove anything that particularly annoys you about a task, or even the entire task, if possible.  I HAAAAAATE doing the dishes in general but particularly after we have the D&D group over becuase there are SO MANY of them.  So I get paper plates. Boom! No More Dishes!  Hated having to carry out heavy bags of trash with a semi-busted shoulder, got one of those collapsible dolly carts to just take the whole can out, reduce shoulder pain by 90%.

Step 2 is adding bonus rewards to a task that are available IMMEDIATELY UPON COMPLETION, becuase executive dysfunction also messes up your rewards timetable.  Promising myself “You can have this cool thing next week if you do X today.” does squat becuase that’s too far in the future and time is an illusion.  Having a reward technically be available before completeion doesn’t work either becuase I’ll just take the reward and skip the task.  I started the #tonight’s dinner is tag becuase I got the reward of being able to show people a completed project (notes, notes are made to give you a dopamine hit! Use it!) right when the project was done, which really helps with making food, and healthy-ish food at that.  I also blast music real loud when housecleaning becuase that is a fun party time activity and also dancing to “Take Me On” with the broom is fun. To quote an enginnering proverb: If it looks stupid but it works, it’s not stupid.

Executive Function As Advanced Fantasy Roleplay:  You know that post about “Sometimes I pretend to be an 11th-century peasant time-travelling to the future to cheer myself up”?  That shit actually works.  Literally nobody can tell what you’re thinking unless you say something, and if you’re alone nobody can judge you.  Laundry’s a lot more fun when you’re explaining washing machines to Gytha from before the Norman Invasion, who is very impressed that you don’t take your clothes down to the river and beat them with a stick, you have a machine for that!

Some other fun ones:

Cooking as explaining the Omnivorous Human Diet to horrified aliens

Taking out the trash like you’re getting rid of the evidence of your involvment in a multi-million dollar heist before the cops get here

Showering, getting dressed and/or putting on makeup like you’re a spy putting on all the details of a false identity before a secret op.

Going To A Party as an alien taking notes on human behavior for the Galactic Union of Civilized species, which is considering offering humanity membership.

Executive Function As Taking Care Of Your Future Self:  Sometimes, you’re going to have to do something unplesant, that requires your full presence, with few ways to make it fun, pretty much for your own benefit, like Taxes, or going to the Doctor.  When this happens, I go “Future Me is going to be so grateful I did this.”  You know how nice it is to find out something nasty has been handled for you?  Give your future self that gift.  it’s like planning a party for your friend, only you get to have a party in your honor too.

Executive Function As Your Brain Is An Organ And Needs To Be Maintained Like One:  So you know how we all have that relative that gets on our case about eating better, going to bed early and staying hydrated whenever we bring up Depression or other mental illnesses?

None of that stuff will cure depression on it’s own BUT BY GOD DOES IT HELP, ESPECIALLY WITH EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION.

No, really. taking care of your brain like it’s an organ that needs nuturiton, excercise and rest REALLY helps it actually function like it’s supposed to.  it won’t make things 100% better, but it WILL make things like therapy and medication MUCH MROE EFFECTIVE.  like items invideogames that let you do double damage on attacks or whatever.

It’s not the end of the world if you miss a few of these things but doing at least some of them some of the time will help, and if you can get into the habit of doing at least some of them you’ll notice the benefits fairly quickly.  Remember to Feed your brain!

That’s about all I got, I hope that helps!

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Con-Blue’s - Chapter 1

A/N: Hey, I’ll put another A/N at the end of this chapter, but I wanted to say thank you to everyone who’s liked and commented on my stories so far. this is a Jensen!daughter fic, and the daughter’s gonna be a little different to everyone else. It plays a major role and it’s something I live with, and always will. People think Autism hinders you, but in reality it is you. I love my autism. I hope people will think I write mine with justice. Anyway, I really hope you enjoy this story and want more of it. Please like, comment, and talk to me. I love my followers! (and constructive criticism is always welcome to. I’m always looking to better myself.)

Trigger Warnings: Autism, Long Lost Family, Depression, Anxiety, Abandonment.

Summary: Veronica “Ronnie” Lockhart found something in her life that she never needed nor wanted. She never asked him for a damn thing. That is until her mother kicked her out. Now Ronnie needs the help of her father, Jensen Ackles. She’s a girl with autism, and she hates change. But maybe this one will be the change she’s always needed to feel at home with herself. With the help of the Supernatural cast and families, as well as her best friend Alex, will her life finally stabilize?

Word count: 3001

Tag List:  @winchesters-favorite-girl  @winchester-writes  @storyofawinchester  @rosie-winchester  @bea789 (Anyone can be added. Just ask!)

“Are you sure you want to do this, Ronnie?” My best friend, Alex asked for the trillionth time today. And to think, this all started a month ago at school.

Mrs Newbury was, as per usual, droning on and on about something scientific. I’ll be completely honest with you, I’m terrible at science. I keep failing it, and nothing even motivates me to try and pass my classes. I’m not all that academic. Besides English and Performing Arts, I don’t really do well at school. Not that it’s a massive problem for the school board. They blag it off as us being special needs students. Which we are, but I feel like that’s all the school thinks of us. But I’m starting to drone on about school, and let’s face it, nobody deserves to be that bored, so let me tell you the relevant points about that day.

We were told to do a family tree for homework, which didn’t initially scare me because I figured they’d give me just my mother’s side to do.

Mrs Newbury is very traditional, so I had to do my father’s side as well.

I had no clue who my father was at that point.

I dreaded going home to ask my mum about my dad’s side of the family.

Mrs Newbury has had it in for me ever since I burned her sheets on a Bunsen burner one lesson.

And that school day wasn’t even the worst I’d had in my life. It’s what happened once I came home.

You see, I’ve asked my mum about my dad about three times in my life. Once when I was really little and started learning that everyone has a dad. The second time was when I was a bit older and went to the doctors. They asked my mum if there was any history of hereditary illnesses, so I asked if dad had. And the third time, I did it to piss her off. She’s always hated the mention of the man, and whenever my grandma mentions my father, she doesn’t speak to her for a month. So asking her about it for school makes me feel like being sick.

I walked in through the front door and smiled nervously at her. I mentioned Mrs Newbury gave us a project and I needed my birth certificate. She froze in her place for about five seconds before going absolutely ballistic. “If you want your birth certificate so much, you should leave this house!” Were her exact words. I was so angry at that point. Why was she so defensive? Well, I found out as soon as she threw the crumpled piece of paper at me.

Turns out my dad is Jensen Ackles, star of my favourite TV show, Supernatural. So I’ve been looking up to this guy for ages, and been going on about him and his co-stars to her, and whatever happened, it ended badly. So after a week of meticulous planning, I got in touch with my American pen pal, Alex Gateley. He’s so funny and we’ve been speaking for years. Since we bonded over a band online. And then we came up with a plan.

“If only I had the money. Then I’d buy a plane ticket, find him at a convention in America, and then the rest will be history.” I said to him.

“Veronica, you do realise I can help you?” Alex replied.

His family isn’t wealthy, but they have enough money to burn it a bit. I shook my head and told him I couldn’t do that.

“My parents love you. They’ve always wanted to meet you. And as we’ve been speaking I’ve found out that they have a con in Los Angeles in three weeks. That’s a thirty-minute drive from where I live. So you can stay at our place. And then when it’s con time I can drive us there. Sound good?” He asked.

I kept saying it was too much for him to do, but he kept insisting and I eventually gave in. And skip ahead a few weeks, and we’re outside the con.

“It’s something I have to do, Alex. Whether I’m sure or not.” I told him. He didn’t know what to say to that, so he just scratched the back of his neck.

“Got the birth certificate?” He asked. I nodded my head.

I smoothed over it’s folds with my thumb. It was now the single most important possession of mine. I kept it zipped up in my pocket. We left and locked the car then made our way into the con. Even from outside you could feel the excitement in the atmosphere. I must’ve been the only person there who was tense as hell. Apart from maybe Alex, but he was tense for different reasons. He was stressed for me, and making sure everything ended up okay. I was tense to do it though. But I knew I had to. We went to the counter and got checked in.

“You guys don’t have any photo ops or autographs? I guess it’s fun just to be in the hall anyway.” One of the workers said for chatter. The hall is where it would have to happen, I guess.

“When’s the first Q+A for Jensen?” Alex asked with a smile on his face. He always was a bit of a charmer.

“That’s starting in…” She began, checking the timetable. “Five minutes. I guess you should go. Have fun!” She said with a kind smile on her face. Her bubbly attitude was kind of grating at the moment. But usually I’d be just as bubbly. Maybe even hyper. I don’t know. I guess I haven’t been myself since this whole thing started. I blame Mrs. Newbury.

We walked into the hall and took our seats – hoping and praying I’d get a chance to talk to him. I knew I wouldn’t get too many chances at this. He was only here for the weekend and doing two Q+A’s in total. Everyone in the room was buzzing for him to come on stage. Well, him and Jared – his co-star and best friend. When they finally did it was like the room exploded into cheers and applause of star struck delight.

“Hey guys!” Jared greeted with a wave. Jensen just waved with him with a huge grin on his face. You could tell how much they love doing this. And here I am, possibly about to ruin one of their lives. I sat down along with everyone else in the room.

“So, who has questions for us?” Jensen asked. We made a plan earlier to both raise both our hands so we get an even bigger chance, but right now I didn’t think I could. I guess my heart was ignoring my head as my arm raised gradually. And what am I even going to say to him if I get picked to speak? “Oh yeah, just wanted to say I think I’m your daughter. I mean, why would my mum lie, right?!” Nah, that’s way too casual. And it wouldn’t accurately express everything anyway. Besides, I’d probably get kicked out of the con and I’d never know.

“Well, we rarely get guys asking questions. How ‘bout you?” Jared asked, pointing at Alex. A microphone was passed to him, and it was then that I realised, I didn’t have a lot of time to figure out what I was going to say. I guess I’ll just have to improvise. But how could I improvise what was essentially a make or break moment of my life.

“Uh-“ Alex said, nervous as hell. I couldn’t blame him. He hates being centre of attention. If it were up to him he’d be a hermit crab. Besides, what he was about to start was the furthest thing from a hermit’s chosen lifestyle. “I actually came here with someone who has a really important question to ask you. Is it okay if I just pass you on to her?” He asked, gulping. Jensen smiled and nodded his head.

Suddenly the microphone was handed to me, and I felt everyone’s eyes on me. Alex sat down straight away, leaving me to stand up. I used my free hand to unzip my pocket and put my hand in it. The certificate was still there. I scrunched my eyes shut tight. Then I opened them.

“Hey. I’m Veronica Lockhart – daughter of Brynn Lockhart.” I added. Jensen’s eyes widened slightly as everyone else in the room seemed to giggle.

“Thank you for stating your ancestor’s name. Are all Brits like this?” Jared jested. Not out of nastiness. Just because he’s like that. At least from what I’ve gathered from interviews and stuff.

“My question is for Jensen.” I said, noticing Jensen already getting emotional. “Do you remember her? At all? Because if you don’t that’s fine. But if you do, I think you can gather who I might be.” I said. The whole room turned into a state of confusion. Apart from the three in the know. Me, Alex, and Jensen.

“Y…You mean…?” He asked, with a quavering voice.

“I don’t know for sure, but I have my birth certificate.” I said. I took the paper out of my pocket. It’s so weird. I wouldn’t expect to have a piece of paper become so significant in my life. “I would’ve spoken to you privately, but there was no money left from my flight. My mum kicked me out. There was no way mum would give me a clue about how to find you. And I couldn’t get a photo op or an autograph. My whole life my mum has been evading the whole discussion of my father. But I think you’re it.” I said, with tears in my eyes. Everyone around me seemed to be in shock, but I was hyper-focussed on trying to figure out what Jensen was thinking. I could barely see him. He was such a blurry figure through the tears. Even Alex stroking my hand with his thumb felt numb.

“J?” Jared said in the mic, trying to get Jensen’s attention. I was hysterically crying. I never wanted it, and now it’s here it’s like it’s not how I wanted it at all. There was no way this could make me happy.

“I’m sorry.” I said. I ran out of the convention with Alex hot on my tail.

I covered my mouth with my hand and let out these guttural sobs, then as they turned into hiccupping cries, my hand lowered to my stomach. Alex caught up with me and put his hand on my shoulder.

“It’ll be okay.” He said, pulling me into a hug. I sniffed.

“No. It won’t. I’ve basically just ruined his life.” I said through my choky moans. “Can we just drive somewhere?” I asked.

“I wouldn’t go anywhere if I were you.” A voice said from behind me, and I turned around to see the owner.

A large man with huge muscles came forward. He had a lot of tattoos, a bald head, a greying beard and sunglasses. He came closer.

“Leave her alone, man. She’s had a rough day.” Alex stood up for me. He kind of separated me from him. Sort of ironic considering Alex’s skinny stature and timid presentation.

“I know that, I promise I’m not here to hurt either of you. I’m here to help. I’m Jensen’s body guard.” He said.

“How can we be sure?” Alex asked. He had a point. I mean, apart from having all the right looks of a body guard, we had no definitive proof he was who he said he was.

“My name’s Clif Kosterman. One f. You can look me up online, I swear I’m here on his behalf.” He said. Even from that I could tell he was genuine, but Alex looked him up just to be sure. I looked at the screen as he typed. Pictures of him with the guys came up. It was true.

“Well, if you’re here to tell me to never see him again, you don’t have to worry. I’m sure he wouldn’t want me after I ruined his career and family anyway.” I said with finality in my voice.

“He wants to talk. He sent me to run after you. He doesn’t want the situation to escalate for your sake.” He said. I wiped my eyes with my sleeve. Alex let out a breath of laughter.

“Bit late for that, don’t ya think?” He said, getting angry on my behalf.

“It’s okay, Alex.” I said, not wanting him to get in any trouble. Besides, if we should get angry at anyone, it should be my mum.

“No. No it’s not okay. You deserve better.” Alex said. I shook my head.

“I don’t deserve anything. Okay? I expect nothing and I still get less. I don’t even get a family. I can guess how this conversation’s gonna go. Let’s just get it over with.” I said. Clif shifted awkwardly, then led us to the green room. Basically the room for the stars to unwind and take a break. We went through the back of the convention and entered the room. It was empty apart from one man. Jensen.

He looked how I always imagined him to look in person. Skinny, yet muscly. Tall, but not overwhelmingly so. He had sandy blonde hair, green eyes, a slightly different shade than mine, but the same shape. He had freckles, heavy stubble. Everything about him looked how I imagined him. Everything apart from the bags under his eyes. He must be taking this hard. Not that I’m exactly easy to handle.

“Wh- um… How long have you known?” He asked.

“About a month.” I answered. We all walked further into the room and Clif closed the door. Everyone was sitting down, but I stayed standing. I knew I wouldn’t be here for long. I just needed to handle it. To rip it off like a plaster. He smiled slightly.

“How old are you?” He asked.

“Eighteen… just.” I answered.

“Finishing school soon then?” He asked, attempting small talk.

“Jensen, I’m sorry. Okay? I’m sorry I dropped that bomb on you. It wasn’t fair. But I had no other way of finding out if it was true, and even now I have no way of knowing it is.” I said.

“What are you talking about? Of course…” He began rather quickly, then he cleared his throat, looked at the coffee he was swirling around in his paper cup, then looked back up at me with a slight smile. “Of course you’re mine.”

“What? So that’s all you’re gonna say? How do you know?” Alex pressed.

“Well, we can do a paternity test. I think we both need confirmation, but I think… No, I’m sure of what the results will be. It’s just – she lied. She completely lied to me. After everything…” He said, being vague about everything he was saying.

“Even if we do a paternity test, what then? What will your family say? I’m sure I’m not wanted by them, and I’ve ruined your life enough.”

“You think you’ve ruined my life?” He asked, sounding sad.

“You don’t exactly seem impressed by my presence.” I pointed out.

“I am. Believe me, I am. It’s just… I don’t know. A shock, I guess? I’m gonna do right by you. I promise. It’s a lot to get my head around.” He said to me. I calmed down a bit then. I walked slowly to the nearest chair and then sat down.

“What have your family said?” Alex asked.

“Well, I’ve just texted Danneel. She’s still writing back. It’s a lot to process for both of us.” He said. “How do you two know each other?”

“Oh, um. Online. We met on this website. Kind of a fan website of our favourite band at the time. They’re actually my favourite band still for that reason alone.” Alex said. I couldn’t help a slight smile from being plastered on my face.

“What band?” Jensen asked, trying to take an interest.

“Dust Biters.” I answered meekly.

“Cool. Um, when did you become boyfriend and girlfriend?” Jensen asked. My eyes widened and cheeks flushed a rose red.

“We’re not.” I said.

Not that I haven’t thought about it. Alex is, for a lack of better word, hot! He’s got messy, side swept brown hair, and he wears a bandana to keep it from falling over his face most of the time. He’s got dark brown eyes and an almost constant cheeky grin. His humour makes me adore him. But he’s my friend. I wouldn’t even think about becoming more than that. It’ll never happen. Alex looked as embarrassed as me.

“Oh. Sorry.” He said. For him the awkwardness was over. For me and Alex, we were still revelling in it.

Suddenly Jensen’s phone buzzed. Again and again. I guess Danneel decided to call him.

“I guess I’ll answer this.” He said, picking up his phone. Clif then tried to get my attention.

“This uncertainty will pass, kid. I promise ya.” He said. I smiled gratefully at him. Looks can be really deceiving. When I first saw him I thought he was gonna kill me. Turns out he might be about the most helpful human being in the world.

“Hey honey.” Jensen greeted over the phone. “Yeah, she’s with me… no, no… oh yeah. Of course we are. No, I totally agree. Did you tell the kids…? Right. No. No and I don’t think I should for a while. Yeah but not now. I know. Of course I love you… like five minutes. Yeah we’re getting it done as soon as possible. Okay. I’ll call you after. Love you too. Bye.” He said before switching off his phone.

“Is… is she okay with this?” I asked. Jensen turned to look at me. For the first time today, I couldn’t read him at all.

A/N: Hi everyone! I hope you liked this chapter! So, mainly I just wanted to say that Alex Gaskarth is who I envision to play Alex in the story, so if the gifs I add seem off because of different people playing different roles, just know that it’s because I see different people who have never met (to my knowledge) merging together and being the people in this fic. As well as this, I want to say about the tags: Of course everyone’s welcome to be on the list, whether it be for this story or every story I write. However, I also want to say that if your url changes could you please notify me? It’d help heaps. And if you don’t want to be in my tag list anymore, please don’t hesitate to tell me. You don’t have to say why, and I won’t judge. These fics are only for fun and to get to know you all better. But I digress. If there’s anything at all you want to talk to me about - be it about the fic or otherwise, my ask box is always open! See you around! :D

(This is not a Danneel hate fic. She’s a good’un in this fic, as I’m sure she is in real life. Any hate for ANY of the IRL actors portrayed in this fic will NOT be tolerated.)

[onceuponaprincessworld]

CaptainSwan FF One-shots Recs p.5

Hello Beautiful Fandom, look I made another rec list! Thanks to CS AU Week we have some lovely new one shots featuring our favorite couple, but this list also includes some old one-shots that I believe you should check out, If you haven’t already. Hope you enjoy.

You can find here my other lists as well. 

Side note, I try to tag the authors by their tumblr name, but I couldn’t find some, if you know it, let me know. 

But Consider This...Aliens, @welllpthisishappening

Killian Jones is going to lose his mind. He's never going to sleep again. Because there is an alien living in the apartment above his. And maybe he's ok with it. Yeah, definitely losing his mind.

Prompt, @its-imperator-furiosa

Emma and Killian has been dating for a while but they haven't tell their friends yet, because they don't know how Emma's brother David will react, since he ones told Killian to not go near his sister, but he walks on them kissing or something and he yells Finally.

Past the Clouds, We’ll Find the Stars, @blowmiakisscolin

CS + Adoption and more: A dash of angst, a sprinkling of humor & a whole lotta fluff.

Prompt, @initiala

You buy your man a mug without looking inside... 

it’s a party in the usa, @jmosfreckles

A Fourth of July AU written for CS AU week day 1: Holiday AU. America vs. Great Britain antics ensue.

Old Habits Die Hard, Ok?, @jmosfreckles

I kissed you goodbye on accident - old habits die hard, ok?!

worth the risk, worth the guarantee, @piratesails

The rule is simple enough: don't fall for your best friend. No matter how loudly her laugh echoes in your head in the middle of the night, or how beautifully endearing the freckles that climb up her arms look under the afternoon sun. Every single movie and book and story he's come across has warned him of this in one way or another.

And yet, Killian finds it hard to run out of reasons why Emma Swan is the most perfect person he has and will ever meet.

Unhand the Carnations, @blowmiakisscolin

CS Flower Thief AU: I saw a prompt on Tumblr (see notes) and I did a thing. Emma catches Killian stealing flowers from her garden and assumes he's being a cheap date. She insists on coming with him to find out whether the girl is pretty enough to warrant flower theft...and he doesn't know how to break it to her that he's taking the flowers to the graveyard.

Never Drinking Again, @its-like-a-story-of-love

Emma Swan wakes up on her 21st birthday with no recollection of what happened the night before. All she has to piece everything together are her Snapchat story and a handsome stranger. (Drunken Snapchat story AU) 

You Make Me Better, @ilovemesomekillianjones

CS Neighbors AU where Emma is a nurse and Killian is her definitely-faking-it hypochondriac neighbor who uses illnesses and injuries as an excuse to talk to her.

You Look Happier, @cutieodonoghue

Radio DJ David Nolan’s sister Emma moves to town to be close to him as he prepares for his upcoming wedding to Mary Margaret. Maybe he’s just a little bit crazy from wedding stress, but he kinda wants to set her up with his co-host and best friend Killian. 

i’m missing you like crazy, @cutieodonoghue

“Established long distance relationship, one of them surprises the other by showing up right before midnight [on New Years Eve].” with a side helping of vloggers au! (a mixture of angst and fluff beyond this point)  

already in love,   @icapturedkindness

For CS AU week beloved tropes - friends to lovers.

a dare and a truth..., @startswithhope

Bed sharing prompt: “Would you please get comfortable and go the fuck to sleep already?”

Body Say, @seriouslyhooked

AU where Emma and Killian are neighbors in Boston. Emma gets home from a girls night only to stumble upon Killian who she has been crushing on since he moved in. Sparks fly and it is basically just a mini smut fest if I’m honest, but we then get a flash forward to see what happens with Emma and Killian in the future. I’m sure I have done a oneshot or two like this before, but hey, we can always use more fluff right?

Frigging in the Rigging, @passing-fanciful

Friends do things for other friends' birthdays. No big deal, right?

Camped Out,  @always-a-slut-for-pirates

A reluctant Emma goes camping with David, Mary Margaret and Killian.

the love boat, @captainnagata

“How good is your mother with dealing with the unexpected?”

“Why?”

“Because ship captains have the power to officiate weddings and the idea of her own daughter entering a marriage in a matter of days, on a cruise, could sober her up enough to leave you alone for good.”

a (sort of) cinderella story, @jennifer-morrison

sure she sits with him for a while after he’s put henry to bed following a late stakeout and sure she invites him over to make dinner more often than she doesn’t but that’s their usual. it isn’t because she likes him, likes him. (no one tell henry he agreed to this silly masquerade because he likes, likes her, okay?)

something so magic about you, @mycaptainswanjones

Emma Swan just found the perfect gift for Mary Margaret's birthday. The only problem? A blue-eyed stranger with a ridiculously attractive face and accent just stole it from right under her nose. Modern AU. Captain Swan.

The Kinship Harvest, @thesschesthair

We’re going to pretend the portal at the end of S3 never opened and Zelena was defeated without any interruptions. We’re also going to pretend Emma couldn’t go through with leaving for New York much to everyone’s relief. We’re also going to pretend that I can make up a believable holiday for the Enchanted forest lol.

Untitled, @distant-rose

Emma Swan is a crusty twice divorced bailsbond person who is a lone wolf by nature, excluding the company of her seven-year old son, of course. Her occasional companion of choice is a Seattle detective who is also a divorcee and an ex-military guy who got his hand blown off on some super secret Black Op mission in Afghanistan. Killian Jones is nearly as crusty as Emma and a closet sci-fi nerd who never fails to help Emma with a difficult skip or babysit her son last minute. There’s always been an unspoken attraction between them that’s held back by their memory of their failed marriages.

The Worst/Best Christmas Ever,  @captainhookcaptainfreedom

When their flight home is cancelled, Emma is convinced that she and Henry are going to have the worst Christmas ever. However, their next store neighbor, Killian Jones, has different ideas. 

stranger to the ground, @evil–isnt���born

Test pilot Killian Jones and engineer Emma Swan spend their days making history as part of the Avro Arrow program. When the program is suddenly cancelled and the jets ordered destroyed, the choice becomes whether to let it become a thing of the past or save a piece of their shared history.

STRAIGHT AS AN ARROW (TO YOU),  @nightships 

The Avro Arrow program was a shining beacon for Canada - when it was cancelled, questions went unanswered, and reporter Emma Swan has no intentions of leaving them that way. Major Killian Jones couldn't agree less, especially given his own history with the program, but Emma wouldn't be Emma if she let that stop her.

Too Hot (Hot Damn), @this-too-too-sullied-flesh

Emma just doesn’t know what’s hotter--the weather and the fact that the air conditioning is out in her building, or her neighbor.

stop talking in codes,  cocoa-and-rum

Killian Jones has been in love with Emma Swan for as long as he can remember. He often told himself it wouldn't be wise to fall for his best friend, but his heart has a queer way of never listening to his brain, especially when a breathtakingly alluring woman with pretty green eyes and lovely blonde waves is involved.

1-2 Crush on You, @allrightfine

"We'll skip all this, go right to a place where you're more comfortable. We'll want to aim for that sweet spot between knowing all those little idiosyncrasies and them becoming annoying, I'd imagine." (vaguely Halloween-flavored AU smutty fluff!).

A Lifetime of Kissing, @justanotherwannabeclassic

There were many things that were becoming of a princess. The ability to carry on polite conversation, fluency in many languages, and an appreciation of both the arts and sciences were such things. What wasn’t becoming of a princess was drunkenly marrying a Naval lieutenant while on a diplomatic visit to a nearby kingdom. (Lieutenant Duckling).

[teenwolfpotential]

Season 6/6B Sterek: Scenes & Dialogue

Purpose: To identify and catalog all the direct and indirect Sterek interactions in season 6/6B of Teen Wolf (because there aren’t any direct or indirect Sterek moments in 6A).

Notes:

“Stiles Talking” or “Derek Talking” indicate only one person is present in the scene while the other is talked about or referenced with an image

if not labeled that, a scene incudes Stiles and Derek directly interacting

(fan meta) indicates a scene without strong canon text or subtext that is still considered important in the fan meta

names for each scene are how the scenes are tagged on my blog, if a scene has a “/” it’s because there are tags relating to different parts of the scene

“…” indicates a scene jump or unrelated dialogue that’s been cut out

() have been added to clarify unheard actions in a scene that affect the dialogue or to clarify the presence/awareness of Derek or Stiles throughout the scene

dialogue source is my transcript from watching the scenes

Episode 11: Said the Spider to the Fly

FBI Target

FBI Instructor: One recent manhunt had our crisis response team chasing down a bizarrely feral unsub in the wilderness of North Carolina-

(video of Derek running through the woods shirtless is playing as the Instructor says this)

Stiles: (spits out his water loudly)

FBI Instructor: Is there a problem... young man?

Stiles: No, sorry.  Uh, just got a little excited.  No problem.  Little question, though.  That guy up there, what’s uh, he wanted for?

FBI Instructor: Murder.

Stiles:  It’s uh... Sorry, just what kind of, uh, murder exactly?

FBI Instructor: Mass murder.

Episode 19: Broken Glass

Derek Talking: (fan meta) Reason for Return (reference for things said in Return to Beacon Hills)

Chris:

I get the need to keep your feet from the fire, but I also don’t think you want to see Beacon Hills burn to the ground.

Derek: You’re asking me to come back.

Chris: How about admitting with great difficulty that we need you.

Derek: That sounds more like an Argent.

Chris: And protecting Beacon Hills sounds more like a Hale.

Derek: Look, if I go back, it’s not for Beacon Hills.  And there’s something I gotta take care of first. 

Chris: Where did you get that?

Derek: Whoever murdered that pack in Brazil?  They were looking for this.  And I’m going to make sure they never find it.

Episode 20: The Wolves of War

Return to Beacon Hills

(Stiles runs into a hunter with his jeep, arriving to Beacon Hills)

Stiles: You didn’t think you were doing this without me, did ya?

(Derek appears in front of Stiles’ door)

Derek: Without us?

(Stiles rolls his eyes)

...

(Scott kneels by Deucalion’s dead body, the others standing nearby)

Malia: It’s really started, hasn’t it?

Stiles: What’s started?

Scott: It’s an all out war.

(Stiles is looking at Derek, Scott rises and walks over to hug Derek)

Peter: As much as I enjoy the impromptu family reunion, what are you doing here?

Derek: I found a pack slaughtered in Brazil.  There were two words written in blood on the wall: Beacon Hills.

Scott: You came back for Beacon Hills?

Derek: No, I came back for you. (*)

(radio in the jeep crackling, everyone gathers around it)

Gerard: (over the radio) Blood and destruction.  Dreadful objects so familiar.  All pity choked with custom of fell deeds, and Caesar’s spirit, ranging for revenge, with Ate by his side come hot from Hell, shall in these confines with a monarch’s voice-

Gerard: Do you know the rest, Scott?  Do you know your Shakespeare?

(Scott holds the radio up to Derek)

Derek: Cry Havoc! and let slip the dogs of war.

Gerard: War indeed.  Welcome back, Derek.  You must all be feeling rather nostalgic.  Are you pleased with the little family reunion I’ve gathered around you, Scott?

Scott: Yeah, why don’t you come join us and I can thank you in person.

Gerard: I even have a few visitors for you from London.  Even someone like Jackson Whittemore couldn’t resist coming back to Beacon Hills. Say hello, Jackson!

(Gerard shocks Jackson)

Jackson: Do it again old man.  Come a little closer.  I’m going to shove that thing so far up your ass!

Gerard: Lost none of his charm, has he?  You can find him here with us at the armory, Scott.  In fact, I’m going to tell you where to find all of them.  Your deputy hellhound met some friends of his while responding to a call at Eichen House. Your father was on his way back from San Francisco with the goal of entering the fight, but he didn’t get far.  You might want to tell your mother to skip her shift at the hospital tonight.  Liam and his friends are there now.  Optimistic of them but whoafully ill-advised.  This is how you wage war Scott.  The strategic positioning of your army against theirs.  Which is why you will come to me.  You will try to save as many as you can, and you might even save a few, but your limited resources will be stretched thin, and ultimately you will fail.  The dogs of war, Scott.  They’re coming for you.

(*can be interpreted as the singular ‘you’ or the plural ‘you’)

FBI Rescue

Stiles: So literally day one of my internship and up comes this slide about this guy they’ve been chasing in the woods in North Carolina.

Malia: I thought you were in South America?

Derek: I was.  The bodies of the werewolves I told you about?  They blamed me.

Stiles: So, I learn that the FBI's cornered this feral, mass-murdering unsub-

Derek: I found a group of hunters gathering in a meeting place and I was trying to get information.

Stiles: Well the FBI found out about it too, and they were planning a SWAT assault to take him down dead or alive.  And, as we all know, though, with Derek it’s preferably dead.

Derek: Preferably.

Stiles: So I convinced them to take me on the field op.

Lydia: You convinced the FBI to bring an intern onto an extremely dangerous field operation?

Derek: I’m surprised he didn’t convince them he could lead it.

Stiles: I tried.  Didn’t work.  

Stiles: Anyway, long story short, I basically, you know, had to save his life.

(video of Stiles rescuing Derek)

Derek: That’s... not how it happened.

Stiles: Yeah, I may have left out a detail, but that’s the gist of what happened. That’s the essential essence of it.

Derek: You couldn’t walk.

Stiles: I was limping.

Derek: You couldn’t walk and I know that because I was carrying you.

(video of Derek carrying Stiles)

Stiles: They shot my toe.  You want to see it?  

(Derek rolls his eyes)

Stiles: My toe was caught in the crossfire.  It was obliterated.

Lydia:  Okay, forget your toe.

Stiles: Obliterated.

Scott: Guys, we’ve got another problem.  It’s not just the hunters.

Lydia: It’s called the Anuk-Ite

...

Scott: It can get into your head.  It can make you see things.

Stiles: What does it look like?

Lydia: It used to look like two ordinary people, but somehow they merged.  All we know is that it’s made of two faces- one human, the other supernatural.

Scott: It’s a shapeshifter, just like us, but it knows what you’re afraid of, what you fear most.

Malia: And now it can kill you just by looking at you.

Stiles: Okay, so you’re telling me we gotta go up against this thing blind?  And face our deepest fear?

Scott: Yeah.  Why, what do you fear most?

Stiles: Blindness.

Derek: Becoming blind?

Stiles: Yeah, terrified of it.  Always have been.  It just seems to be a situation of unfortunate overlap.

Scott: Lydia, you and Stiles need to find Argent and get to the armory, rescue Jackson.

Lydia: I don’t think we have time to wait for him.  I’ve gotten through those doors once anyway.  I can do it again.

Stiles: Can we slow it down just for one second and make sure I’m grasping this? So... we’re actually talking about doing this?  We’re gonna do exactly what Gerard wants us to?  Is that right?  

Scott: I think that if we stop the Anuk-Ite, we stop it all.

Derek: Stopping this thing can stop Gerard and the hunters?

Scott: Not all of them are hunters.

Lydia: He’s right.  Most of them are ordinary people acting out of fear.

Scott: Monroe’s not gonna change.  But I think that we can reach the others. Most of them, actually.

Lydia: The Anuk-Ite is causing them to come from a place of fear.

Derek: Well, fear’s pretty motivating, especially when it leads to anger.

Scott: And I think that if we can take out the fear, we can take out the fight in them too.  They’re afraid of us, but they don’t have to be.  They just have to change their minds.

Derek: No, we have to change their minds.

Malia: Okay, we can face the Anuk-Ite.  We can try to fight it blind, we can try to face our fears, but we still need to know how to catch it.

Scott: Yeah, we’ll figure that out.  We always do.

Derek: Well, it’s nice to see that somebody hasn’t lost their optimism.

Scott: Not yet.

Stiles: I have.

Lydia: We will buy you time, Scott.  Who knows, maybe Jackson has the answer.

Malia: Maybe Argent will come back for(?) them.

Scott: You two, you’re with me (to Malia and Derek).  And we need Peter. Anyone who can help stop this thing or slow it down.

Malia: Where we headed?

Scott: The high school.

Derek: That’s where we’re going to find this thing?

Scott: No, it’ll find us.

Defeating Anuk-Ite

(Stiles bursts into the library, the Anuk-Ite looks at Stiles, Stiles throws a jar of mountain ash that breaks on impact, the ash swarms around the Anuk-Ite and hardens to stone, cuts to Derek breaking free of his stone prison)

Final Library

(Stile is kneeling by Scott in the library after Scott gouged his own eyes out and the Anuk-Ite was defeated)

Malia: (arriving) Scott?

(Stiles moves to allow Malia to be beside Scott, Derek follows Stiles with his eyes as Stiles gets up)

Malia: He’s not healing?  Scott, what happened to your eyes?

Scott: I had to.  I’m sorry.

Derek: Scott, you have to heal.  If your eyes stay like this much longer, the damage is going to be permanent.

Stiles: Come on, Scott.  Concentrate.

Scott: I’m trying.  It’s just not working.  I can’t focus.

Malia: Hey, hey, look at me.  Yes you can.  Just concentrate.

Scott: I can’t, I can’t.  I can’t do it.

Malia: Yes you can.  Scott?  Please just look at me.

Lydia: Malia.  Kiss him.

Malia: What?

Lydia: Kiss. Him.

(Scott’s eyes heal, Stiles look over to Derek in relief and finds Derek already looking back, Derek looks back to the healed Scott)

Pack Roll-Out

Scott: (voiceover) They ran that night.  Gerard put guns in people’s hands, but a lot less than he thought were actually willing to use them.  More people know our secret now, but more of them are on our side.  They weren’t afraid of us anymore.  Now we have allies who used to be enemies, we have protectors, we have friends willing to fight for us.  The rest of us have been looking for others, like you.

(Chris’ car pulls up, Scott and Alec get out, Chris drives off)

...

Scott: We’re meeting up with some people who can help us.  Some of them are always with us, others come when we need them, but tonight we need everyone we can get.

(Stiles’ Jeep and Derek’s new Camaro come driving up from opposite directions at the same time, Malia’s car comes in perpendicular, they all get out- Stiles and Lydia from his car, Derek from his, and Malia and Liam from hers)

Alec: Are they all... different?

Scott: Some of them are.  Some can do things you’d never believe.  And others might only be human

(Stiles winks)

Scott: But they make up for it by being really smart or really good in a fight.

Alec: Who are they?

Scott: My friends.  My pack.  And you can be with us if you want, but you’re gonna have to fight.

Alec: Against Monroe.

Scott: And everyone that follows her.

Alec: She said she’d find me, that she’d hunt me down and kill me.  She didn’t care how old I was. She said I was a monster.

Scott: You’re not a monster.  You’re a werewolf, like me.

(they all form a line to walk off, everyone looks up and down the line at various points)

(there are  no direct interactions in this scene between Stiles and Derek, but they’re both present and involved in the situation for quite some time)

[theday]

anyways, ill say bye now... i hope ure well rested and have a good day!! (wait, i remember what i wanted to ask!! at least i think this is what i wanted to ask? anywys, do u know what u want to do now that ure finished w school? if u dont mind me asking, of course, i understand if u think its a bit personal!) ok, now im done, have a good day!! take care and stay hydrated!! (and now i really did send u a bunch of asks..)

omg i hope u dont mind but ill be answering the stuff from ur last ask here (the one where i… deleted everything) under cut bc itll be 2x longer now

so first !!!!! how i got into kpop!!! it was thanks to my good pal (@.briwoon) boxy! i follow her on twitter and despite her being a day6 stan twt i had her unmuted anyway bc.. after years of being an anime blog on tumblr and seeing all my anime mutuals slowly converting into kpop blogs one by one i was able to filter the kpop out of my brain?? smth like that since back then i wasnt into kpop and i didnt want to unfollow since im mutuals with most of them :-0 

another backstory - i was one of those people who never saw themselves getting into kpop? and i think the main reason was bc i thought liking kpop would make u seem lame?? due to the influence from people around me?? but as years went by and as my mutuals changed interests it stopped bothering me and that mindset kind of just? faded away bc who am i to call other people’s happiness bad?? but despite being okay with it i never really made the move to get into any groups lmao that was until i got tired of my interest at that time (seiyuu, japanese voice actors) and my interests would always. not last?? idk so maybe thats why i didnt want to get invested but it happened regardless 

anyway usually i wouldnt take notice of her rts but this . this beautiful man with orange hair and minion glasses caught my eye when i was scrolling through my timeline and i was like o worm? oh mu god? hes beautiful? so i slid into her dms and asked her whomst the beautiful man was and she sent me all their mvs after that from congratulations to i smile (the most recent mv at that time, late june) for me to watch :-D now at that time, from what little knowledge i had of kpop.. i understood that groups would be singing and dancing so i was prepared to see some sick moves or smth?? but then. i clicked on miss i smile and my wig flew off? bc… wtf.? they were playing instruments???? and they sounded good ??? so i was like oh my god? a band??????

before day6 i also had (have) a preference for bands and the way their music sounds so i was like?? ready to just. get on board yknow?? i watched how can i say and i saw the lanky noodle wearing glasses and i was like o fuck mu life? i caved and asked boxy for their names and other information and best decision of my life bc.. they really make me happy!!! after that like the day after ? myabe they did a vlive and i was like o shit? what do i do… so i downloaded the vapp and wowie i love it? its my second home…… i watched every vlive they had at that time and i thought that was a lot… (it isnt, compared to mx) and i was just rly content??

(ok i know u asked for kpop and not … day6 or other groups bc im gonna talk abt how i got into mx and astro too bc…… how can i Not.. u can skip this part tho i just wanna ramble abt my loves? ill tell u when u can continue)

that was peak happiness for me at that time.. until… boxy started talking about monsta x in our groupchat (with @.tokayhk) and she would just ramble abt this kihyun fella (who i vaguely knew bc my real life friend likes him and mx and i bought her his pc before along with the guilty clan part 2) so i was like hmm interesting… and honestly? i wasnt going to get into monsta x i really wasnt planning on asking her abt them (since i was scared id lose interest in day6 right after) but then.. she started linking videos and i .. my resolve crumbled down as i heard monsta x yelling and … this beautiful cover (which boxy sent to show us how powerful kihyuns vocals are but i was 2 focused on mister aka minhyukku) and she told us how funny these monsta men are and i was like o h no…………….. eventually one day in late august i asked her to tell me more about these monstas…… aftert that i watched every mxray episode (starting from season 2 bc i dont know 1 comes before 2) and even though i didnt know anyone who was on screen except jooheon i found it really funny and?? it made me laugh so much i love mx?? ya… boxys kind of like my guardian angel?? shes really the reason im living tbh… introducing me to all these lovely people?? thank u miss boxy i love u

now. for the astrosus….. they were a bit different.. because i didnt have boxys help and they were the first group i took interest in solely bymyself so i knew i was in for a wild ride (at first, i couldnt even differentiate brian from sungjin in day6 lmao) after stanning monsta x and day6 i became more?? open to kpop and i started watching unhelpful guides on youtube bc . they were funnie and idk its nice??/ and i stumbled upon the astro one (which wasnt that funny but more helpful than anythng) and i was like. oh worm? the cicada group… bc i watched a short clip of them catching that stupid cicada in their office as it appeared on my tl one day so i clicked on the video ..and after watching that it led me to another video of astro being extra for 6 minutes and those six minutes/????? best six minutes of my life because theyre so fnny and they made me laugh a lot? (combined with the editing from op) so bc they were funnie i decided to look them up and read their profiles/??? i watched their nimdle video and only knew mj bc his tag was the two letters m and j lol but it really made me bust both of my lungs i just?? laughed A Lot 

im not sure how i managed to put name to face so quickly but it mightve been bc after the nimdle videos i watched every ddoca and astro play as well as their vlives available bc..  i just inhale the content at godspeed?? 

for mx and astro i was drawn in by their personalities before their music because they were on more variety shows and had more chances to show dorky they all are which made it way quicker for me to fall for the two groups??? for day6 its a bit sad but the weekly scheduled vlives arent enough for me to tell what kind of people they are (although those r still hilarious) i just wish they would go on more variety shows?? its understandable if they themselves dont want to be on any shows though!!! i love all 3 groups with all my heart :-D 

ok if u skipped u can start from here ill be answering the questions now lmao

FIRSTof all,,,,, youre learning how to drive?? thats so cool >:-0 we’re not allowed to learn until we’re like...?? 18?? or 21 idk but not so Soon :-( and its cute u think abt me (or of what to say) but pleaseth stay safe... i hope ur driving lessons go smoothly until u end theM!!! hopefully youll be able to get ur licence :-D 

aNDD!!! the thought of drinking warm tea when its cold outside.. is so ?? nice to think about hecc u better drink that tEA and enjoy it !!!! stay warm and comfy miss RM ..... and it even snows there????? thats so cool tbh ?? (i love snow but maybe thats bc it doesnt snow here so i dont know the tru evil of snow but like.... its so.... white and fluffy??) i would ask u 2 take pics and show me but alas...... the time is not right :-( do u know when we’re allowed to expose ourselves?? i forgot rip... but its sometime next month right im excited???? since its near my birthday !!!!! 

ok now to answer this ask no i actually have no clue what i want to be after i finish school?? yikEs but last year i (jokingly) said i wanted to be a farmer??? idk if i might actually do that probably not i guess im just freestyling (going with the flow) for now we’ll see where life takes me 

and like i said u can ask me anything !!! im fine with it :-) alsooooo please dont ever feel bad about sending too many asks bc its a lovely thing to wake up to and i just?? get rly happy when i see all the asks in my activity :-D!!  

[imagininghim]

Chapter 17

A/N: Sorry for the late update! Let me know if you want to be tagged!

Ps. I’m sorry if this chapter sucked. I’m trying to stay intact with the show while still causing drama and climaxes.

Where she went Masterlist

I awoke to see boring yellow walls and a dull white ceiling. I took a taxi to a motel on the outskirts of town. I made sure that I left my phone with the prospect so that Jax could not track me. Still in the same clothes from the day before I groggily hauled myself out of bed and headed for the bathroom. As I reached the bathroom I splashed some water on my face before patting it dry with a towel.

I headed back into the room to see that the clock read one-thirty-five. I sighed before heading to the motel phone and calling the person Jax would never think of.

“David Hale, speaking.” I smiled to myself at his professional tone of voice.

“Hey, it’s (Y/N).” The line stayed quiet for a moment before I heard the murmuring of voices and a chair scraping across the floor before Hale spoke up.

“(Y/N)! Jax is going nuts looking for you! Where the hell has you been?” I rolled my eyes at his words. He sounded just like an overprotective parent.

“I’m at a motel. Listen, I was wondering if you were free?” Hale sighed at my minimal information.

“Yeah, I’m free. What did you need?”

“I need someone to occupy my time until bobby’s party tonight.”

“Fine, I’ll pick you up at the motel. What one is it?” Hale questioned.

“The sundown.”

“I’ll be there in five.” I thanked him before hanging up. I sat on the bed before running my fingers through my hair. I glanced over to the nightstand to see the manuscript laying there. I thought back to what Piney had said to me.

“It’s time to make a change and I know you’re the one to do it.”

He was right.

But, how was I supposed to make a change?  

Jax’s POV:

We had just made a deal with the IRA for their guns and I was heading over to Ope’s.

“Hey, Half-Sack!” Half looked at me with a scared and surprised look.

“Y-yes?!” He yelled back as I shook my head before motioning him to come over to me.

“Come over here, you moron.” Half began to run over to me while I lit a smoke.

“Yeah?” He questioned as I took a puff.

“Have you heard from (Y/N)? Or at least seen her?” He shook his head while I sighed. “She never came back to the club last night?” I questioned before he shook his head again.

“No, when she gave me her phone that was the last I saw of her.” I nodded before taking another drag.

“Let me know if you hear from her.” He nodded before heading back over to his bike. I sighed again before taking the last drag of my cigarette before stomping it out.

“Where the hell is she?”

(Y/N)’s POV:

Later that day:

It was getting darker as Hale and I drove around Charming.

“So, would you like to talk about what happened yesterday? I know Jax has been worried sick about you.” I rolled my eyes at his question.

“After you told us that and I ran out. I walked for hours until I came across a liquor store. I went in and bought a bottle of Jack Daniels. I left and walked some more until I came back to the graveyard you first found me at. Downed half the bottle of Jack before passing out on the steps of a crypt.  I woke and headed down to Donna’s funeral and well… you know the rest.” Hale nodded in understanding.

“I’m sorry about Donna. She didn’t deserve to go out like that.” I smiled before nodding my head in agreement.

“I know, I will find the bastard that did that and make him or her face the same fate.” Hale nodded.

“Where do you want me to drop you off too?” He questioned as I thought for a moment.

“Can you drop me off at the club? It’s Bobby’s welcome home party tonight.” Hale nodded before beginning to take the route to the club. After a few minutes of silence before I spoke up. “Would you like to come?” I questioned turning towards him.

“No, thank you. It’s not really my scene plus I need to get back to the office.” I nodded as we continued to drive. We eventually pulled up to the club to see the party started. Club members from other charters and many croweaters stood around talking when we pulled up.

“Thank you for the ride,” I said opening the door and hopping out of his jeep. Hale smiled as I closed the door shut to see one of my long-lost friends. “That can’t be the Tacoma killer, can it?” I questioned as Happy flipped around at his nickname.

“(Y/N) fucking (Y/L/N)!” I giggled before running over to him as he held out his arms and picked me up.

“Oh my God, I haven’t seen you in years!” I screamed as he spun me around.

“The same goes for me.” Happy laid me back on the ground. “I mean, damn! Look at you! Your smokin’” I giggled at his compliment as a black car pulled up. Agent Stahl and another agent stepped out. Hale climbed out of his jeep to see what was going on.

“Agent Stahl, what are you doing here?” Hale questioned as the other agent went and opened the back door. Bobby stepped out and Juice walked over before putting his cut on him while the others hollered and shouted.

“Bobby!” I screamed before I took off running into his arms. “I missed you so much!” I said as he picked me up and spun me around just like Hap had done.

“I missed you too, baby girl.” Bobby put me down while I backed away to let the boys tackle him some more. I walked over to Hale when he finished talking to Stahl.

“Thanks again for the ride.” Out of the corner, I saw Jax pull up on his bike. I immediately wrapped my arms around Hale before pulling him into a tight hug surprising him and Jax. I let go of Hale before turning away and heading into the club.

Jax’s POV:

I pulled up onto TM parking lot to see Hale’s Jeep parked there. I glanced to the side a little to reveal (Y/N) and Hale hugging. I felt anger and jealousy burn through me as I played it off with a surprised look. (Y/N) let go of him before turning away and heading into the club. I parked my bike before dropping my helmet and making my way to Hale.

“You’ve got a hell of a lot of nerve showing up here!” I yelled before balling up his shirt and slamming him against the jeep.

“I didn’t do anything to hurt her! She called me!” Hale held up his hands defensively as Ope ran over and pulled me off him.

“Hey, hey! Jax, what’s wrong?!” Ope yelled while holding me back.

“Nothing’s wrong! Where was she?” I yelled out. Hale sighed before speaking.

“The Sundown Motel. On the outskirts of town.” I nodded before glancing back at Ope.

“Get him out of here!” I yelled before turning around and going into the club. Walking into the club I saw Bobby going to town on two croweaters. I looked around until I saw her. Sitting at the bar drinking slamming shots back. “What the hell was that?” (Y/N) slammed back her third or fourth shot before turning to me.

(Y/N)’s POV:

“What was what?” I questioned, acting innocent.

“What were you doing with Hale?! I thought you couldn’t stand him after what he pulled!” (Y/N) began to laugh before slamming back, yet another shot.

“What I pulled?! Let’s talk about what you pulled!” Jax furrowed his brows before speaking up.

“What I pulled? What the fuck did I do?!” (Y/N) rolled her eyes before slamming the shot glass on the bar. Smashing it. The club went quiet as (Y/N) spoke up.

“How about the time you almost took me on the club table but I stopped it because you were with fucking Tara! Or how about the time you lead me on when were fucking eighteen and you left me for that slut! Huh?! I ran a fucking way because of that and we both know how that worked out for me! Don’t we?! So, don’t fucking act like you mister perfect because you got more skeletons in your closet than any of us here!” I pushed away from Jax before making mine out of the club. Tears streaming down my face. Jax, Opie and the rest of the club followed me out.

“(Y/N)!” Jax yelled out as he went to reach out for me.

“DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME, TELLER!” I screamed out as Opie rushed to my side.

“It’s alright. I’ve got her.” Opie said wrapping his arms around me while I cuddled into him.

“(Y/N), you need to rest and not in some cheap motel either. You can stay at my place.” Jax said as I shook my head no.

“No way in hell am I staying at your place near that skank or here.” I snapped as Bobby spoke up.

“It’s alright, she can stay at my place. I don’t plan on going home tonight.” Bobby said walking towards me while fishing out his keys from his jeans. He came in front of me before handing them to me. I let go of Ope before walking over to Bobby. I pulled him into a hug before taking his keys.

“Thanks, Bobby.” I went to go walk away when Jax spoke again.

“You’re not walking. Can I at least drive you?” I stopped mid-walk before sighing and turning around.

“Fine.” Jax walked over to his bike and hopped on. I followed him before picking up my helmet and climbing on behind him.

Time skip:

We pulled up to Bobby’s place as I climbed off his bike while taking off my helmet and handing it to Jax and walking away.

“(Y/N)! Wait!” I turned to see Jax running up Bobby’s walkway.

“What?” I questioned while stopping.

“I wanted to apologize for what happened earlier and yesterday. I wasn’t with Tara yesterday, when you were walking up she clutched my hand. Before I could pull away you were already there. I’ve been worried sick about you for two days-” I cut Jax off by pulling him in for a hug.

“I’m sorry, I never should have lashed out at you. None of that was your fault. Donna’s death, my out lash, none of it.” Jax hugged me back, tighter as I finally let the tears fall. “I’m just so… so… broken. Ever since New York… I just… I can’t…” I broke out into sobs as Jax held onto me while I gripped his hoodie and sobbed into his shoulder.

“We’ll get through this,” Jax said. “I promise.”

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i was tagged by @davidbowie69​ to do this time- consuming tageroony

(answer 92 questions and tag 20 ppl)

the last

1. drink: water cuz im basic

2. phone call: mi amiga ella

3. text message: “ehehhehehehehehhe with like a million laughy face emojis cuz im too awkward to live”

4. song you listened to: telephone line by ELO

5. time you cried: probs last night when i cried myself to sleep or yesterday when i watched life and was too scared so i leaked from my seeing crevices

have you

6. dated someone twice: never even been on a date whoops im a loooser

7. kissed someone and regretted it: lhehehehehe my mommy

8. been cheated on: friend wise- yes but not like in relationships lol im not kewl

9. lost someone special: mhmhmhmhm i move everyday and am unlovable soo not a good combo

10. been depressed: lol yup yup yup everyday but i cover it with smiley face stickers and sprinkles

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: mayyybbeeee when i accidently drank a bunk of mikes hard lemonade hehehhhhehehe

list 3 favorite colors

12. yellow

13. mintish green

14. sky blue

in the last year you have…

15. made new friends: @davidbowie69​ i love my mommm 

16. fallen out of love: nope im always in love with everyone ever

17. laughed until you cried: EVERYDAY im a giggly person tbh

18. found out someone was talking about you: not really but i constantly feel like my friends talk about how horrible i am sooooo same difference 

19. met someone who changed you: everyone i meet tbh <3333333

20. found out who your friends are: i think maybe if they actually love me as much as i love themmmmm <333

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: what even is face book tbh

generale

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: girl i dont understand this booking faceeeee

23. do you have any pets: my dear pet rock mildred and her associate mr pebbleton (but i wanna doggo so badddd)

24. do you want to change your name: nah m8 sofia is fineeee af i think

25. what did you do for your last birthday: 4 days agooo hmmm i slept in and had avocado toast like a true millennial and went to the grocery store with my mom lol and then went to my fav place in the world an art store then had cake and watched life which was horrifying twas pretty fun

26. what time did you wake up: 10ish but usually like afternoonish whoops

27. what were you doing last night at midnight: i was watching the OA which was actually amazin tbh

28. name something you can’t wait for: WINNING THE PRESIDENCY WITH MY VICE PRES KANYE IN 2020 HONESTLYYYY

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: just now when she told me to do the laundry

30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i had stayed in one place and had real, true friendships

31. what are you listening to right now: build me up buttercup- the foundations

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no not really???

33. something that is getting on your nerves: constantly thinkin im not good enough and some “people” i know heh

34. most visited website: tumblr, netflix and gmail tbh

lost questions. i just put in random info about me

wow op was a little bitch--- keepin this in thx ellie

35. moles: yes but theyre outside and probably have rabies and are blind af and no longer are in my backyard---- jkjk yea i do tho

36. marks: everywhere on my ugly af self

37. childhood dream: i wanted to be a squirrel when i grew up sooo

38. hair color: dark brown

39. long or short hair: short shoulder lengthish??

40. do you have a crush on someone: yeah everyone i meet ever 

41. what do you like about yourself: my curly af hair and strangely large energy reserves (gracias mitochondria)

42. piercings: ear piercins

43. blood type: idk man but i hope its the kind from that episode of doctor who with the aliens and they controlled u with blood or somethin and david tennant lost an arm it was wild

44. nickname: sofie, sofie dofie, didi, olaf, mr. f@#*ing compassion, slink, softpants once again, sof fresh, coneybear? leaf?, ronnie, macaronnie, charlie kelly tbh

45. relationship status: hahahahahahahahahahaha

46. zodiac: cancer, (yes i know im a crabb dont make funna me)

47. pronouns: she/her also ultimate supreme ruler of 7M tbh

48. favorite tv show: stranger things, its always sunny in philadelphia, parks and rec, the office, tbh the new show i just binged yesterday called the OA, friends, etcetcetc

49. tattoos: nope i have a very low pain tolerance

50. right or left hand: right im bland af

51. surgery: yea my poor eye lol ive had like 3 on that one alone whwhwhw

52. hair dyed different color: no id look like a uglier potato

53. sport: competitive cloud watching

54. *GASP* there is no spoon…there is no question 54…………………….  ………………………..hey remember those wayside school books because i sure do------ also keepin this im unoriginal and still dont understand tags lol

55. vacation: the moon

56. pair of trainers: white superstar adidas or grossly dirty “white” converse cuz im basic once again

plus generales

57. eating: i just ate strawberries and a grilled cheese sandwich sooo

58. drinking: w a t e r ---stay hydrated mis amigos

59. i’m about to: host the most lit party in the world tbh (mario kart and pizza binches)

60. *bo burnham voice in my head, for some reason* it’s not real. time is an illusion.------ im lazy do u see a trend????!?

61. waiting for: my next trip to the northeast cuz i miss it

62. want: a real friend tbh.        also *dr evil voice* 1 MILLion DOllaRs

63. get married: yup and i agree with the bae on “why couldn’t this have been question 64 because when i’m sixty four by the beatles is also the best song ever sooooo”

64. career: eww the future i h8 probs an astronaut so i can fly into the void

which is better

65. hugs or kisses: AWW ILL TAKE ANYTHIN

66. lips or eyes: eyes who even looks at lips eww theyre like chapped and stuff

67. shorter or taller: short lil bean or tall beans everyone is valid

68. older or younger: all the ages?

69. yOU hAVe GOt To bE KiDdINg ME wHY is 69 SKipPeD--- gracias por las cosas

70. nice arms or nice stomach: eww nice personality honestly

71. sensitive or loud: sensitive like me hehehehhee

72. hook up or relationship: relationshippppp<3 if any soul could stand me for longer than a day

73. troublemaker or hesitant: ??????? i like robbie rotton

have you ever…

don’t we need tequila  apple juice for this part

74. kissed a stranger: no but today i made a snarky comment quietly about a kid who was smoothie drinkin and bikin and we made solid eye contact for like 30 secs sooo same difference

75. drank hard liquor: i licked vodka once it was gross and i almost threw up

76. lost glasses/contact lenses: jason sat on and broke my glasses once so same thing

77. turned someone down: yeah the monster livin in my drawer tried to take me to the movies once and i was like BOI UR A MONSTER LIVIN IN MY ROOM COME ON

78. sex on the first date:   eWWWWWEWWewewewewwwwew

79. broken someone’s heart: hah no one has ever liked me in the history of the human race sooo

80. had your heart broken: everyday

81. been arrested: im what the police call “an angel”

82. cried when someone died: every time my fav character died or any other time im an emotional lil bean honestly

83. fallen for a friend: yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhehehehhehe

do you believe in…

84. yourself: eww no i suck

85. miracles: one time someone said i was pretty 

86. love at first sight: yes i’m certain that it happens all the time STEALIN IT ELLIE SOZ NOT SOZ

87. santa claus: yes yes yes 

88. kiss on the first date: mmmmmmmmmidkman

89. angels: me

other

man, op really ran outta ideas here

90. current best friend’s name: none of my “best friends” think im their best friend too soooo no im a lonely person but if i had to say somethin itd be russell crow(e?) as javert tbh

91. eye color: poop brown

92: favorite movie: all of them but also good will hunting, cinema paridiso, life is beautiful, dead poets society, breakfast club, 16 candles the list goes ONNNNN man

well, it’s been real

i tag vlad putin and jeff

[sugatt]

another tag

i was also tagged by my bb @gummyjimin to do this tag too so here goes

how tall are you?

5′3 ish

what color are your eyes?

brown (they used to be black when i was a kid)

do you wear glasses or contacts?

i wear glasses rarely but i dont really need to

do you wear braces?

i was meant to but never did and prolly never will

what is your fashion style?

 depends on my mood. sometimes im pastel cutes things, other times edgy as fuck. sometimes i wanna look girly as fuck, other times i wanna look like a boy. slut for hoodies though.

when were you born? 

16th of November 2000 my kid

how old are you?

16

do you have any siblings?

younger brother

what school/college do you go to?

ha funny if you think im answering that

what kind of student are you?

 the one that scares all of the teachers bc she just cries and teachers are scared of making her cry (literally theyre scared of me bc i cry too much)

what are your favorite subjects?

english & art i guess although my teacher is a bitch

what are your favorite movies?

any harry potter one

what are your favorite past times?

writing, crying, dancing & watching kdramas

do you have any regrets?

too many to list kid

what is your dream job?

primary school teaching (those lil bundles of annoying are fucking cute sometimes)

would you like to get married?

someone propose to me right now plz

do you want kids? how many?

im not giving birth to my own kidz but ill probably adopt one or two (ill work with them i dont wanna come home to more)

how many countries have you visited?

8 i think???? 

what was your scariest dream?

oh man... i have nightmares a lot so i have so many i cant remember

do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?

nah im single as fuck boiii (sorry). but fr no hmu ;))))))

put your phone on shuffle. without skipping post the first 15 songs that play

im scared 

Hurry, Starfish - Clannad ost

Uwa!! So HEATS!! ♫ - Undertale (wtf is this so far)

Children’s Corner: ||| Serenade The Doll - Claude Debussy

온몸이 반응해 (My Whole Body is Reacting) - GOT7

140503 at Dawn - Agust D

Waldszenen Op.82: V||. Vogel als Prophet - Robert Schumann

sans - Undertale

Where You From - BTS (finally they make an appearance)

Simple - Seventeen - Woozi Solo

12 Etudes, Op. 25: No.1 in A Flat Major, “Aeolian Harp” - Frederic Chopin

Palace In Flames - Fearless Vampire Killers

His Theme - Undertale

팔도강산 - BTS

보름달이 뜨기 전에 (Before the Full Moon Rises) - GOT7

Here - Pristin - Kyla Predebut Practice Solo

(that was a mess the amount of foreign words i had to type jfc)

THANK S FOR THE TAG BB!!!! I tag my babe @softyfor-sweaterpaws bc she’s pretty much my only friend that hasn’t been tagged and i love her a lott <333