#and i'm so tired
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Breaking News: girl who spent years defending Katara sees the Seven Havens announcement and has a hysterical breakdown as she realizes she's going back in the arena
More at 6
#korra deserved better#Like I'm already seeing her haters come crawling out of the woodwork#and I'm so tired#Give me a break PLEASE#I acc can't take this anymore 😭#avatar#atla#a:tla#avatar the last airbender#tlok#the legend of korra#avatar the legend of korra#korra#avatar korra#Katara#katara defense squad#korra defense squad#avatar seven havens#seven havens#fandom discourse#atla fandom discourse#tlok fandom discourse
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i made this in. under ten minutes. enjoy
#i've been so busy#and i'm so tired#yeah that's it#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#john doe#john doe malevolent#jarthur#private eyes#mossiistars
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for a couple years now-- actually, probably six or seven-- gmail has been automatically sorting my emails for me into three tabs, which i didn't set up, they set up for me, but whatever-- primary, social, and promotions. fine. i've painstakingly refined these filters, teaching it to put all the stores that pester me constantly into the promotions tab, teaching it to send facebook's incessant panting uninformative update emails (increasingly desperate, as i have facebook in a firefox container and visit it approximately once every two weeks; facebook now emails me thirty times per day) into the social tab, hopefully leaving the things i actually care about in the primary tab.
two days ago they turned on AI shit for me. i immediately went and opted out of everything. I don't want them using my docs, using my photos, using my emails to build their empire. they've been using it all, I know, but now that there's an opt-out I'm fucking taking it.
Yesterday everything was normal.
today, i no longer have those three tabs. everything is just jumbled together. if i won't let their AI shit into everything I have, then I can't have *anything* i've been training their AI to do for the last close to a decade.
I guess I have to suck it up and stop using gmail because it's now such a brutal slog. If they'd left me alone with my inbox the way I had been manually organizing it for the first sixteen years I had it, I wouldn't have wound up in this state, but I was forcibly opted-in to the tabs and "training" it to be usable with no meaningful way to not have it.
SO that sucks.
... ok it still works on my browser, but on my phone, it is a hideous jumble with no meaningful filters available. So that's keen.
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Hey little gay people in my phone, can you wish me good luck for tomorrow?
#thank you#i really do need it#like#i know that he wouldn't call me over and make me commute just to tell me he doesn't want to deal with me anymore#especially because I have another meeting scheduled in a week#but my anxiety is going crazy and I've not been able to sleep on top of that#i just need someone to tell me that#Like#i see the logic option here#but my brain won't care about it#Also#even if he told me that we need to change something it wouldn't be the end of the world#i know that#but I'm still afraid of crashing my car on the way back if not#help#You know what#he's probably going to tell me that everything I did is shitty#and still it wouldn't be the end of the world#but it would be so much work#and i'm so tired#so so so tired#But then i could also fight back#and just beg at this point#who cares#I just want to be done#to be done before my grandpa gets too old#I'm going to throw up
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Five episodes is the end of my patience with constant/repetitive 'Oh but I think they're so good as platonic/Not everything has to be romantic' and considering there are still several of these posts after every episode in Sam's tags from people who literally never talk or post about Sam except for in relation to Evan anyway, I'm just going to start blocking people on first offense.
And again...this show is finished filming! Some people shipping SamxEvan while they watch the show now has absolutely no bearing on what happens in canon. So what is the point of all these posts? Go write an email to Dropout if you're so concerned about the sanctity of platonic relationships in this show.
Sincerely,
A black ace woman
#Again this is not my otp but I'm done giving white people the benefit of the doubt!#I am not asking you to ship this or explain to me why you don't#I am asking you to go to any of the dozens of other posts from people who feel the same way as you and have this convo there#sam black#sam britain#I can't emphasize to you enough that regardless of your personal motives or intentions#This is part of a pattern in the way white fandoms respond to ships that include black women#And I'm so tired
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creations of 2024
post your favourite and most popular post from each month this year (it’s okay to skip months)
Tagged by @hayden-christensen RIP me i've been on hiatus for 5 months
January Fav: the tragedy of padme amidala Popular: red edit of Anakin Skywalker
February Fav/Popular: wuthering heights x anidala
April Fav: down bad vader/anakin Popular: Hayden Christensen letterboxd
May Fav: this taylor swift x star wars villians edit honorable mention: cal x merrin edit Popular: may the fourth
June fav/popular: a new hope poster gifset
August edgar allen poe x anakin skywalker
tagging: @padmeamidela @padme-amidala @guildfordd @djarin @darcylightninglewis @hegodamask @richardgrimes @singinprincess @cobbbvanth @skywalkcranakin @cal-kestis @calkestis
#year in review#i haven't made a lot of gifsets recently due to irl stuff#also my computer of 6 years broke at the hinges and i just got a new one#y'all 2024 has been THAT bitch#and i'm so tired#but i made a gif yesterday for the first time in 5 months#celebrate the little things
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After unknowingly becoming the leader of every freaking group I've had to work in (and let me tell you, my major is all about group work) I've concluded that being told what to do must be x100 times easier than doing your own part + being in charge of telling other's what to do (since this entails being fair and analyzing each team mates capabilities)
#in conclusion#I would like it if my only and one responsibility was doing what I was told#fun fact: I was about to start this post with#“not to sound like a sub but please tell me what to do”#but I retracted out of... shame probably (?#but really#please please please#despite me always being appointed as a leader by unanimous votes#I don't think that decision is made based on my skills#it's probably made based on the lack of skill of others#and I'm so tired#I deserve better than to having to constantly babysit my classmate#something something that theory about how your brain energy can be wasted on taking a million of tiny decions to the point where you are#left without energy to take big decisions??#very very true#I love my career but sometimes I don't
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*repeating under my breath* it's just the luteal phase, it's just the luteal phase
#everything feels so bad all of a sudden 😭#i want to d*e and i think my partner is gonna leave me and everything is so boring#and I'm so tired#pmdd#tw sui ideation#rocd
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My brain is still stuck on Modern Leto this morning, thanks to @reallyrallyauthor's series that I finished last night. Not a bad way to start a Saturday!
#oscar isaac#feeling better than yesterday by far#but still wishing i could just go back to bed right now#saturdays are so busy#and i'm so tired
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Once it's winter break when I'll have no classes to stress about and actual honest to god time and energy to write it's over for you bitches
Every day I stare longingly at the Jegulus fic I have in the works and my Wolfstar one shot I've got started </3
#i want to write so badly#but it's the final stretch of the semester#and i'm SO tired#free me#marauders era#jegulus#wolfstar#regulus black#james potter#remus lupin#sirius black#marauders#harry potter#writing#ao3 writer#dziban's rambles
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one term down, one more to go. and then another 3 years after that alskalsk
#we did cheerdance for finals#and i'm so tired#but gosh i'm free finally#for the next 3 weeks ish#well enrollment starts next month#and i'm kinda nervous about that#i'm planning on taking out a student loan but gosh#i really hope it works out#ramblings
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I figured out in 2018 that I was transgender . I was 13 years old . I begged my mother if I could cut my hair ' like my brothers ' and I did in later that year , it was the best feeling in the world , not having long hair . And I never told anyone in my family until 2021 , I finally told my mom and she went ' I know ' ... and then I never talked about it ever again . I only ever told my parents not to call me by my deadname because it genuinely makes me nauseous . I'm such a coward and I still haven't come out or fully transitioned . I thought I'd have more time , I live in Oklahoma where there is certainly no healthcare or place for me here . I had 5 therapists quit on me and not understand me . I'm turning 20 soon and I'm terrified . I've hidden myself and my identity for as long as I can remember . I was 7 years old calling myself boy names and ' playing ' as a boy . I was 10 years old not understanding why I was having this huge crush on a boy and that it didn't feel normal , it felt queer . At that point I definitely knew I was queer I just didn't know in what way . I was 12 when I first heard and understood the word transgender and it felt right , it felt like I finally unlocked this piece . But I also knew I couldn't tell anyone ever in my real life , my family would never ever get it . I was 14 when I got my first binder and I heavily binded and ruined my ribs . I was 15 when I dropped out of high school , I couldn't take it anymore . I can't go into public without the huge fear of being perceived wrongly . I'm incredibly anti social and have been known to be reclusive . I've been trying to legally get my name changed for years now and my mother won't help me . Nobody can help me and I feel so stuck and sick in the head . I feel like I've been suffocating and yelling into a muffled void ever since I figured out that I'm a transgender gay man . Nobody hears me . Nobody will ever hear me ... I've had my moments of crying for help but it's not loud enough , I have no friends and never had a loving family , never had a support system and I'm so fucking scared that I will never get it at this point . I'll be 20 , still being that 13 year old who knew I was fucked when I realized . But I'm still who I am despite me repressing and not talking about it , I can't ever forget who I am , I just have to scream louder . We all have to scream louder and be prouder now . I know I'm not alone in this but I really am , I've locked myself in my room this entire week and I haven't talked to another person in months . I need help and I won't get it , especially now , I'm so hopeless and lonely . We've all got our experiences and this one is me , a tale of a boy who's locked himself in a tower and there'll be no one to find me . I love being gay and being proud about it within but there still is a part of me who fucking hates it and desperately wish it's just easier to be alive . I feel like a fraud .
#transgender#transgender experience#lgbtqia#gay#I cope horribly#With sh and repression 🧡#and silly Tv shows#I just need a friend . The only friend I've got is my cat .#I'm just spouting my experience so at least it's out there and won't be forgotten#Not that anyones gonna read it but lol#I genuinely believe my mom has forgotten .#and I'm so tired
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I haven't slept properly in days, and my legs hurt so much 😩
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I need to go to Tumblr and social networks in general more often... however I had a lot of work....
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