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me, writing: hmm. this might be too much. maybe i should change this.
dw!Sun, immediately clamping both hands around my wrists: no no no, we're absolutely KEEPING this.
me, reconsidering the scene: ...yeah, you're right. we're keeping this.
#diction dump#dca who au#i don't even know how i originally envisioned this scene going. dw!sun is steering the ship#and i'm not all that opposed lol
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So there's this Shadowvanilla fic on Ao3 Im fairly certain you know about, and in It SM and PV link up to eachother's minds/feelings/souls via their souljams touching, and its pretty sweet since since they're on their chests, the two basically have to hug to connect.
Which made me think, what about the other beasts and ancients? BS and GC would be by far the weirdest imo bc she would have to touch her forehead to his chest??? Which depending on the size difference It could still just be a hug.
SS and WL would touch their weapons (sword and staff), which can comes off as distant or cold, despite the fact they're about to peer into eachother's very being.
ES and MF suffer because their's are on their forehead and their ancient's are on their weapons😭😭 imagine HB shield to EG's forehead, that'd be awkward af
I'm not actually sure what you're referring to 😅 is it Jambound? I think something like that happens in it? I don't really remember, I read the first 3 chapters a while ago and that's it haha (I really don't have the time to read fanfics, especially not ones as long as that one (it's like 15 chapters long now and still going with no end in sight, isn't it??? Goodness)). I never really did much of anything on AO3 tbh, I honestly just go there to write and post my own dumb garbage and then vanish into the aether again
Regardless. I always vibed with the concept of the Ancients and Beasts connecting/strengthening their existing connection through their Soul Jams. But the way I've tried to get around the fact that most of their placements are... cumbersome and don't really lend themselves to that (White Lily's staff and Silent Salt's sword, for example) is, I think of it as... Through the sharing of the Soul Jams, they're all already bound to one another, yeah? So do they NEED to have them be a component in the physical aspect of this? Do White Lily and Silent Salt NEED to have their staff and sword clink together to express that intimacy? Or can they simply embrace each other nice and tight, staff and sword set aside nearby, and their souls can resonate just with that action? The Soul Jam not physically being in their hands doesn't really mean it's left their ownership and they've completely lost access to its power, I don't think; we saw that with how the Light of Abundance refused to answer to Smoked Cheese when he took it, and how Golden Cheese could keep fighting Burning Spice for a while even without it (albeit weaker). So idk if they need the Soul Jams to touch so they can feel closer to each other. I think they've all been naturally imbued with that power at least to some degree and thus don't really 100% need the physical Soul Jams to facilitate that closeness. If I'm already super glued to somebody then not putting my hands on their belt buckle or whatever isn't going to make us any less stuck together ykwim
With that said I like to imagine BS's being particularly sensitive since it's embedded in his chest. GC can press her hand down on it, or lay her head against it, and feel his heart beating through it, if only faintly. Maybe it feels warm to the touch, and grows warmer and shines brighter the faster his heart races. Maybe his breath catches in his throat when she touches it because it feels different there than it does when she touches any other part of his body. Maybe it acts as a cute little nightlight when they're curled up together in bed. Maybe it burns hot like a coal and glows like the fire in a hearth when they're deep in the throes of passion. Maybe, as a charming little gesture, she actually will touch her forehead to his chest so they can listen to that soft little clink that sounds the little kiss Abundance and Destruction shares. Maybe a certain something stirs within them both when she does it, maybe not. But it's cute. They're so in love that even their Soul Jams want to make out. Lol
Also any excuse to put her face in those big strong man titties is 👌👌👌 in her opinion
#y'all just come let me know how Jambound ends whenever it does bc I really cannot be bothered to read all of that lol#i don't have the time or patience anymore. i just don't. every time i peek at it the total chapter count doubles#does the author actually have an end goal in mind or are they just belting out chapters until they run out of steam lol#don't mean to sound harsh. Jambound is wonderful from what i remember. I just don't think I understand what the point of it is anymore haha#maybe I'm just really sad bc i remember the author being a way better writer than I am/ever was and I feel worthless compared to them idk#it doesn't really matter. who cares. just yammering for no reason again#did anything i said actually make sense? i haven't really slept in a few days idk i can articulate my thoughts well rn haha#burningcheese#goldenspice#beast x ancient#that's probably the easier tag as opposed to spamming aaaaalllll of the actual ship names lol
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drastics.
#veni.txt#i think abt this vod a lot#like “you have lost OUR trust” was kinda insane#i didnt know u and planet were teammates like that ro :O#also ro standing in front of zam and mapicc and the other abyss people w no armour#no gear. on 4 hearts.#yet still bickering w them and FIRMLY opposing them#oughhhhh#i miss her so bad bro#ro is so different when she cares#i dont think shes cared once in s6#like this is what i mean by ro ooc being busy affecting the cubito bc his inactivity and lack of attachment or care#reflects on ro cubita very interestingly#bc she went from someone who. on 4 hearts. stood firmly in front of the abyss people and argued w them over how dumb she found their plans#to someone who is so absent from the server and unaware of whats going on that she seems like a different person#like no longer is she the same ro who fought all of s4 to preserve the server specifically#nor is she the same ro who was a founding member of the foundation. made to save the server and save spawn from being voided#its js so#idk#i don't even know how to explain it#i'm going back to sleep bro LOL
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finally got around to reading Mexican Gothic. It had me hooked and actually followed through (the buildup was good but I was worried the ending/revelation was going to fall flat. it held up though.) Anyway my take is that it felt like if a really good movie was a book. Like the story operated more on movie logic than book logic if that makes any sense. (not a criticism, just an observation.) Overall well done and well paced. Predictable enough to be coherent but mysterious enough to be compelling. There were a couple of elements that seemed a little clumsy to me, but forgivable in service of the whole. Would recommend if you want to read a book that feels like watching Crimson Peak or something
#Mexican Gothic#daisyreads#I think a movie adaptation could be incredible if done right#it saved me in a way because the last book I read was kind of a drag to get through and this one I crashed through in a couple days#Catalina was a more plot device than character but that's kind of hard to avoid given the nature of the story#and I could tell there was a real effort to characterize her so it's forgiven#also something I really liked about it was how I honestly had no idea if it was going to end well or not#they just felt so capital-D Doomed ///////////////spoiler////////////vv#that it felt like incredible mercy when all three of them actually made it out. as opposed to just the narrative#oug a little sensational—that's the genre lol—but at it's heart I think I liked how it dealt with the Themes#Noemí really said ''fix him? I'm going to undoom him from the narrative if it kills us all'' and good for her
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just wanted to say that I absolutely LOVE your comic I am so inspired by it and it’s so lovely and I wanna buy the physical books (I’ve never done that before) I just AUGGHHH EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS SO 💙💙💙
do you allow fanart? And is there anything not allowed? I wanna draw adam and steve so bad 😭
Of course it's allowed! Fanart fanfic fan music fan dubs whatever!
I like to think I'm sort of "building a playground" when I make a story, have fun on it! I made it for you!
In my general opinion, it's not my business what my "fandom" does... It's on you and also me to curate our own spaces! If you're inspired by my work in any way, that's the greatest honor I could imagine and I want you to feel fully free to explore that. If someone is being weird, I know where the block button is and they can keep being weird where I don't have to see it haha
Just don't like... sell it... it's messy legally with webtoon and I'm one person making the story and it's my whole income so the few sales I get are kind of huge for me ;_;
#the way I see it is if I put up a boundary of like 'dont make something that I wouldnt want to see'#all it does is scare the people who respect me into not making anything!#and the people who were never going to respect me anyways were going to make those things regardless#because they didn't respect me. so they wouldnt care if I put that boundary up.#so my opinion is like honestly it's not my business what you do... if you're doing something weird with my story it's not reflecting on me#like youre the one doing the weird thing not me...? so why would I care LOL#I'm pretty good about blocking tags or ignoring the things that make me uncomfortable. which has happened#also like. I'll be honest#if you sold like 3 I also wouldnt care AHGASJGLKGJASLGKJSA#cause idk. I dont generally feel like it's taking away from my business...#idk!!! it's a weird zone#like I need money to live but morally I'm not opposed to other people making art and selling it so idk where to land on that#but uhhh webtoon wouldnt like it if you sold it. so#I'm not going to like go after someone idk...#if I did not need the money to live. I wouldnt care at all and would probably encourage other people selling my stuff#or like their art of my stuff. not my art of my stuff. never do that#thats just regular theft#but webtoon does NOT!!! like that and idk how much they go after stuff like that. I know they went after scanlation sites sob#novaeverse#asks#sorry this is so unclear. my opinions on it are unclear lmao#basically. do whatever.#I can't stop what you are doing and I will not waste the energy trying#all I ask for is some basic respect!#and I dont think I can or should ask for more. so#enjoy! make whatever! it's literally making free art for me AUGASJGLKSAJGALKGJ how could I say no...
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does anyone ever actually get fucking actively romanced. does anyone ever get pursued. is anyone ever actually confident they're actually wanted in romantic relationships. is there any hope for me at all or should I just resign myself to constantly feeling unloved in every relationship I have or give up on romance all together and be alone my entire life lol
#hey so it turns out 8 years of not getting committed to for vague reasons that ultimately boil down to 'there's something wrong about you'#really fucks you up! who'd have thought lol#and now I'm even worse off than before because I waited in vain hope for so goddamn long and now I'm Old and Undesirable#I'm 32 years old and I have no money no prospects I'm already a burden to my parents etc#and on top of that#I feel so guilty bc I KNOW my parents want to be grandparents and have resigned to not being ones and it makes me want to WEEP#god knows my sisters won't be doing it so it's all on me#i'm not even opposed to being a parent!#but mom dad I'm missing some crucial ingredients over here unless you guys get really cool with wedlock all of a sudden#and I'm TRYING I'm going on all these stupid awkward dates but it all feels so POINTLESS because#god knows I'll just end up in the same bullshit situation I just left because I love and love and no one ever loves me BACK#because the problem is ME. I'm not a person people want to keep. There's something WRONG with me.#anyway#don't mind me it's sad sack hours and my therapist is unavailable atm so you guys are my diary rn <3#shut up keri
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i know its psychosomatic but i literally feel SO good today and absolutely nothing has changed compared to yesterday except the month/year ksdlfksfljd brains are fickle things
#ive been so productive today and actually like. Making Plans For The Future#i might CLEAN my ROOM :o#its like. on one hand i hate that the time of year *does* affect me as much as it does#esp since it is mostly psychosomatic#like. this fall wasnt even that bad and i was still mentally destroyed during it#i wish i cld mind-over-matter myself into not feeling that way#but on the other hand. i do love waking up on jan 1 and feeling like all my mental illnesses are cured sdklfsdkljf#kcqt rambles#sorry gang when i have Good Brain (as opposed to Bad Brain) i'm *really* chatty lol
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You should change your username to big-mack like the burger. Because last time I suggested a username change you loved it so much
no ❤️
#wasnt the last one you suggested like. macklemore or something#with all due respect im not changing my url to big-mack hehe#also i'm morally opposed to mcdonalds & kind of vegetarian lol#hehe#thanks for the ask!!#jordan tag :D
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J.L. Laynesmith taking the 'Buckingham Did It™' route for the murder of the Princes in the Tower AND the rumors of Edward IV's bastardy ... I have to laugh
#my post#history media#this was in her book 'Cecily Duchess of York' which I have ... Thoughts on#I really liked it overall - it was meticulously researched and gave me information that I hadn't previously known about Cecily#However this often contrasts with Laynesmith's own very evident biases assumptions and conjecture#and the effect is very jarring#This becomes slightly more pronounced after 1464 and actually ridiculous after 1483.#She also suggests that Henry VI may have genuinely died of a melancholy-induced stroke like Edward IV claimed which is just...lmfao#I don't know what to say at this point lol#To be fair she does specifically note that he died shortly after Edward arrived in London and that most contemporaries believed#it was far too convenient#which is far more acknowledgement and culpability than she gives Richard III whose culpability for the 'disappearance' of his nephews is#literally never touched upon - the blame is conveniently dumped on Buckingham#honestly the whole Deal with Buckingham is so odd. dude was a political neophyte; was given a primarily ceremonial role by Edward IV#throughout his reign and was younger than Richard (who was a seasoned politician). What makes you think Buckingham of all people#was some kind of political genius and making decisions over RICHARD of all people lol?#anyway#This book was pretty decent with Margaret of Anjou which was great#it was less decent with Elizabeth Woodville which was not so great :/#some of the assumptions it made (for Cecily's benefit naturally) were so weird#and the way she 'reassessed' Elizabeth's role in 1483 was very distasteful#I might make a separate post on that because it was very annoying#(also claiming Henry Tudor landed with 'a small band of Lancastrian exiles' - yeah no. the majority of the 'exiles' who supported him were#Yorkist aka Edward IV's supporters who opposed Richard. because this was very much an internal civil war between the dynasty#and Henry became a claimant only after being chosen by Yorkists after the October risings made clear the Princes were dead#the claim that challenged Richard's was Elizabeth of York not Henry's. let's not twist words here)#(ALSO I'm sorry but William Stanley certainly did not choose to commit his troops to Henry Tudor because Henry was 'his brother's stepson'#he did that out of loyalty to Edward IV and his children as Henry was the chosen claimant of the Yorkist faction#hence why he may have betrayed Henry VII in the 1490s for Perkin Warbeck who pretended to be Edward's second son. so jot that down)#you really see these small minor details which are very much chosen purposefully and paint a very different picture lol
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just got the first time and time again book, and blasted through it, such a good read!!
I'm so glad!!!
I was actually able to get my sister to help me take everything to the post office, so almost every single book has been shipped out now ^^
I just have a few people who haven't given me addresses that I'm waiting on, and one that I still have to finish putting together.
But everyone should be expecting book 1 soon!!!
I hope you all enjoy <3
#kickstarter stuff#it has been SO MUCH WORK getting everything together WOW#I have to do this 3 more times LOL#not quite actually cause all the merch has arrived and everything now but#yknow#the... packing everything up part of things...#yeah#3 more times!#in the future I think I'm gonna just wait and ship all the books together LOL#THOUGH#this is nice cause now I dont have more than 300 books in my apartment at a time#as opposed to 1200 at once to sort through and pack#so we'll see#I guess it depends
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ive never had engagement to this extent on my art cross platform between tumblr And twitter before... it's so surreal to me. thank you all for the kind words!!!
#i'm almost tempted to plug my main LOL#<- won't. because i'm shy.#i'm a tumblr native at heart so posting on twitter is very new to me but i see why artists might prefer it over tumblr now#it feels more... visible?#as opposed to here where it feels more like i'm allowed to exist within my own bubble...#i much prefer tumblr for talking/rambling... i love talking in tags..#also i realize now ive been spoiled by tumblr's lack of automatic crop. fighting for my life over on twt trying to get those images to work#i feel like i can't. touch too many things on twitter. or talk too much. because something will break.#i also feel way too highly visible there like an ant being hit with a beam of sun through a magnified glass#i usually take to making a side account like this whenever i get a particularly lethal interest to wait until it naturally dies down#but it's normally a very lowkey affair. i never get notes like this! even on main!#so thank you all once again for the kindness..
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if anyone got tips pls share with the group 🫶🫶🫶🫶
#i've had enough 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#i'm not getting paid enough to deal w these people's bullshit#just applied to 2 jobs that look solid#& those are the first 2 in WEEKS btw that didn't seem like fucking disasters#1 is mostly for the hybrid opportunity & bc they got ALL the insurances#the other is bc it's downtown montreal (<3) and a cause i'm passionate about - be great to do some MEANINGFUL work#seems like there's a shortage of *decent* job opportunities in my field lately#and idk how i'm getting less callbacks now that i HAVE experience as opposed to when i didn't ???#weird.#anyway.#i'm pissed off this week cause they're crossing my boundaries more and more here & also this garbage weather#FUCKING SNOW#FUCKING HAVING TO SHOVEL AND CLEAN MY CAR BEFORE I CAN DRIVE HOME#FIRST THE CONSTRUCTIONS AND TRAFFIC THEN IT WAS DONE I HAD 3 DAYS OF PEACE AND NOW THIS#LESS AND LESS TIME TO ACTUALLY REST AT HOME BEFORE I GOTTA COME BACK HERE AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN#MAN I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT HERE#so yea anyway 🤠😁#anybody got tips to make quick easy money? pls help. lol#i need to start my freelancing business fr fr i just don't feel like i'm creative enough to come up w something lucrative#like i'm making a little money on the side rn but it's def not enough to be a side hustle#i'm just so sick of having to apply to jobs and do interviews and sell myself and working for nasty ass people#yesterday they invited me again to their dumbass christmas party. brother i am not going to your fuckass 60+ y.o. foreign ppl dinner#there is NO one my age and EVERYONE speaks ur language that i dont understand. i'm not spending a second more than required with y'all#AND LIKE 90% OF THEM ARE MEN LIKE. EW. FUCKING EW. NO#i swear if they pressure me one more time or ask me again why i'm not going i'm gonna snap#you are NOT entitled to ANY information about me or my personal life or my reasons why i don't wanna do certain things#i'm here to GET MY MONEY and GO#i can't wait to quit.#**
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I have been sitting on the floor in the early-modern English section of my college library a lot lately. Incidences of at least one time per week. But truly when you get over your pride and just sit on the floor the skim the books in a particularly interesting section of the library is the best. Unrestrained summer fun.
As is no secret I do like to browse various Complete Works of Shakespeare, and there was one with a particularly vague spine, I'm pretty sure it had been rebound? From its original binding? A lot of the books in this library have these hard plastic bindings that I'm pretty sure are not what they originally came in and it's very strange to me. I know I'm not actually very experienced with lots of libraries (being from an extremely small town with an underfunded one, and other than that only having attended a community college with a pretty small library too)... but it's very strange and I'd never seen it before. I opened up to find out which company published it and when, but the page with the publication info seemed to be missing? I couldn't even find the general editor? But it WAS a sufficient edition with like, original notes and prefatory material. So it was strange.
It seemed to have been previously owned by a particular person who annotated VERY heavily. Either that or somebody read several plays and vandalized the shit out of a library book. The first random page I flipped to, just wanting to see what the footnotes situation might be, was the first page of Richard III, and I was struck how EVERY. SINGLE. PAGE of this VERY LONG play was thoroughly annotated in small, messy handwriting. Lots of highlighting and underlining too of course. Mostly the annotations seemed to be summaries of what was happening, but still I found it very charming. I noticed that when I flipped at random to Much Ado About Nothing, everything was completely blank, making a very clear distinction between what this person read from this edition, and what they did not read. I immediately wanted to go through and see which were the plays they read and annotated.
So the plays they read, which were all furiously annotated on every page in the like manner, were (in order of the table of contents): Richard III, Titus Andronicus, the introduction to Love's Labor's Lost but seemingly not the play, Richard II, Romeo and Juliet, the introduction to A Midsummer Night's Dream but seemingly not the play (what an L on this one), the Merchant of Venice (this was still annotated on every page, but maybe with like still 20% of the margin space left, which I'm wondering if it meant it was either the first or last play they read in this copy?), Henry V, Julius Caesar, Twelfth Night, Hamlet, Othello, the introduction to Measure for Measure but seemingly not the play, and Macbeth.
And then out of nowhere, the Tempest is sparingly annotated, in what is unmistakably an entirely different person's hand. Original owner used only black pen and wrote in very small characters; this person had varying-size penmanship and wrote in a variety of ink and graphite. They also didn't take up 100% of the margins at all times. I don't know who this impostor was that read the Tempest, perhaps a friend of my beloved former possessor of this mysteriously anonymous Complete Works of Shakespeare (after flipping through all of their annotations, we are bosom-friends now)... I don't know. The mystery remains.
I did not take high quality pictures but I was so shocked when I flipped to Richard III I just had to document it
Every. Single. Page is filled like this (I did go back and read their annotations to I.ii because I wanted to experience the scene with them) (I did not take pictures of it but perhaps I should later)
And. PS. Nobody seemingly read and annotated Antony and Cleopatra, but there is some arithmetic on the first page of the introduction. Lol
#i just found this sooooo charming#i dont assume anyone here can identify this edition but? if you know? thatd be cool#certainly they use a distinct font for titles. i like it#the footnotes are pretty much the same as the riverside (at least formatting-wise) but i know it aint that#and you know whats also weird to me??? they have the riverside shakespeare in a two-volume edition??? wtf???#and it's also weirdly rebound in a hard blank plastic. as opposed to having my beautiful wrap-around cover. how could they?#it's just very cute to me. i love reading annotations#i dont annotate my books much at all. i hate writing in margins i feel so crammed. i always write my thoughts in a notebook#that way i can have as much space as i want#tales from diana#i got one of my friends a secondhand edition of oxford world drama's the rover and other plays by aphra behn#and the first four acts of the lucky chance. a previous owner evidently annotated. in PINK GEL PEN#all the way through. and they even put little hearts around certain things. i loved it so much it was adorable#i couldnt have asked for smth more delightful to give to someone#that book was loved!#shakespeare#text post#i'm not sure the math on a&c is the same handwriting as the annotator. but i love how they evidently arent that good at mental math#1099 - 1059 does equal forty. you're right. lol
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prayer circle that I receive some sort of copy of pkmn su/mo from my family in 8 days so that i can run around alola and see my beloved 🙏🙏🙏
#he will be far too pale and scrawny but i will love him nonetheless#genuinely i do not much care about the other gifts on my wishlist fsdjkl i simply want that game so badly#i can wait until xmas for a new frying pan. i simply yearn to run around alola without having to learn how emulators works#<- says the guy who knows how to pirate things JFDSKL you'd think i'd have no issue learning a new form of it but. augh.#i'm not morally opposed to it at all dsfjkl i love that ppl can do it. i just hit some sort of motivation blockage when i try to learn it#dandy.cmd#(btw if any mutuals ever want a movie or show or computer program lmk and i will try to find it download it and pass it along to you :3)#(i've paid money for a good vpn LOL i get stuff for my friends often so that i can get the most bang for my buck w the money i've spent)
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Howdy!
Just a heads up: it's almost time for another hiatus!
I'm putting this out early to let you guys know that I won't be answering any new questions I get and will only be focusing on my current existing batch.
You guys have been pumping out some really great questions (and even fan art!), and it's been awesome receiving them! However, I need to set this mental boundary for myself, lest the completionist in me goes insane trying to answer everything I get, as they come, and as soon as possible @-@;;
There'll still be updates next week that's dedicated to answering asks, but there might still be some questions that I won't be answering at this time. Some of them are SUPER old and I appreciate your patience thus far! But this is happening either bc I want to draw a response and haven't had the energy to do so yet, or bc I'm intentionally saving them for later when the timing's better.
Like before, I won't give a firm date on exactly when I'll be coming back (it's very important that I don't create that pressure for myself), but during that time, I hope each and every one of you have and/or had some very happy holidays in these recent months!
Thanks again for keeping up with this blog!
#dyntalks#I've been debating on posting this now as opposed to later#but I think I need it to be now#I've been active for WAY longer than I expected#maybe a little too long if I'm being honest#it's largely bc I wanted to end things off on a very specific note before I muck off for like 4 months lol#but gotta look out for myself first and foremost you know?#we'll see if I succeed or not by the end of next week#if not then it is what it is :')#anyway hope you guys enjoy!#all
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Babygirl I would absolutely LOVE and forever ADORE fully fledged fics so you can spend your time crafting something super spicy and not feel rushed xxx
amazing wonderful terrific anon thank you sm for being so beautiful and helpful <3333
#— 𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘢 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴 ❋#— anons ♡#fyi i'll never be opposed to adding onto asks and posting shorter works!#but like i said i'm very dumb and an overthinker so i needed this clarification lmao#i've LOVED reading all the things you guys have sent me <333#trust i'm more than down to start up a little emoji anon type deal with the people who don't want to wait for whole fics#and just feel like bouncing ideas off of me lol#just lmk!!!#kisses
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