#and i wrnt OVER it

[megah3rz]

y was gen so unfazed when he woke up from the stone. naked and staring down a cliff, nonetheless. what kinda prank shows were u a part of that this isn't out of the realm of possibility

[tvonq]

what i painted today (if u care btw) 😁😁

[hairydykecunt]

MY STUPID ASS IS SOOO STUPID SOMETIMES i wish i was drunk all the time the healthy ass mentality i have when i’m drunk vs not drunk is insane. no way this is alcoholism too. alcoholism makes ppl miserable. it makes me vulnerable and kind and confident snd sweet snd loveable and brave. If this alcholism then thats a good thing that i’m an alcholic. Lol

[mythtiide]

if getting emberassed about your own art was an olympic sport id have 5000 gold metals

[mavsea3]

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[ravenclod]

Top five Kohane costumes?

OHHH LETS GO LETS GO

(ranking is irrelvanat after the first 2 lol)

1. Devilish Sweet Chocolate - Valentines 2024

MY FAV OF ALL TIME !!! its got her best lim hair (imo) and its one where i really like ALL the master versions ! it just fits her very well and its super super cute, it shows both her nice side and how shes gotten more confident !! 100000/10

2. Sky Runner Jacket - The Legend Still Vivid

the designs super simple in a really nice way - i could totally see her wear it out in canon ! i also love how chunky the trainers are (plus vbs matching trainers hngngn)

3. HOT AIR GIRL - BURN MY SOUL

okay hear me out on this one - i really dont like the master recolours [ tbh i never usually do ] but i find the base design really!!! cool!!! she actually suits the orange and i like all the different layered details in it

4. Little Red Riding Hood- Screaming? W2TFoW

the design of this is crazy detailed and cute imo !!! i love all the floral details and the red is super cute on her !! the cape is especially cute and the plaits of her hair are vry pretty !

5. I'm a catch!! - Over Rad Squad

this so nearly wrnt to Duel of Growth but i went with this in the end BECAUSE SHE HAS GLASSES AGAIN !!! and I loveee the jellyfish haircut so much. shes just generally serving massive cunt in this outfit and i really like its similarities to Beast Heart Girl [ Koha1 ] and how it shows shes gotten more confident over the story leading up to RAD BLAST

Runner-upz ; Duel of Growth, Beast Heart Girl and Lit Vivid

I HAD THE WIKI OPEN FOR THIS WHOLE THING I PROMISE IVE NOT GOT THIS ALL MEMORISED 😭😭😭

[lapdogchase]

house s5ep23 rewatch ^__^ spoilers etc etc

"i exist." "no you dont. [...] i acknowledge my subconscious exists now go away" "saying it is one thing. living it is another" i had this exact conversation with mars from my brain on the floor of my dorm room back in march 2022

he talks to amber and wilson's like??? and he says "i told u i was hallucinating" and then wilson looks over his shoulder. What do u think hallucinating means babygirl ❤️

"ur mind made a choice it means something" ive had this conversation too.Probably also with mars. possibly.god whatwas his stupid ass long name.tupperware

CAMERONNNN

CHAAAASE

oh my god i forgot about cameron's dead husband's sperm

god i wish id had someone to talk to about it when i was going thru psychosis

its the lamictal rash obviously. or whatever the actual thing is called its not just lamictal thats just why i know about it

(guy who only knows about masks voice) finally an episode where a mask is used in a proper context !!! bc its not used to prevent transmission of an infection its used for water droplets , like how people initally thought covid was spread (bc the cdc are a bunch of little bitches)

it would be so much funnier if he wasnt hallucinating but he was still checking with wilson about everything bc theyre trying out a 24/7 dom/sub dynamic

"cameron kept her dead husbands sperm" ".........she doesnt like yours?" is literally so fucking funny this is the best show in the world

"i wanna be stuck with her forever" ☹️ i love when men love their wives

"kutner was secrelty a woman thats why he killed himself" is mwant to be a transmisogynistic joke but inthe beautiful world where transphobia isnt real kutner actually Is a beautiful woman and she lives and she starts estrogen and she's happier than she's ever been. she's the one who inspires chase to accept herself too

^THIS IS WHERE THIS GIF I MADE IS FROM. i forgor

goddd the feeling of "oh god im still psychotic" ... i remember it vividly

OH MY GOD THATS THE SONG FROM THE . FULL MUSIC NUMBER IN S7. OH MY GODDD THIS SHOW. BARKBARKBARK

and the questioning everything trying to figure out whats real and what yr actually feeling and believing

god :((

i dont know/remember if he wrnt thru withdrawals alone or if he didnt actually detox at all and had to do it twice but goddd :(

amber is clearly a persecutor this is just him communicating with an alter for the first time ever due to the stress hes under. I can system truth anyone

"im not here protecting hospital property" god they say everything in the spaces between lines dont they. shes not here protecting hospital property. shes here bc shes protecting him. because she cares about him, as a person, of her own accord

he was so greasy looking in s4 bc Mara wasnt fronting much bc he found out abt the system and it destabilized things so she had to take care of the littles on the inside. /referencing my own syschase au that ive shared one (1) thing about

god he so desperately needs to Know he needs to Know hes Loved and wanted and that hes not going to be abandoned.I COULD THROW UP. CHAAAAAASSSSSSSEEEEEEE

[thatcheeseycandle]

Can you rant abt your favorite character? 👀👀

WELL WELL DEAR ANON- I dont know which character I should rant about BUT IM JUST YEAH IM GONNA RANT ABOUT THE FIRST ONE I CAN THINK OF

First one I can think of would be YIAU!Taw Valley (aka Dotti as she prefers to be called) but then like "Oh she doesnt have much appearances she only gets mentions!" BUT NO SHE GRABS THE SPOTLIGHT DURING PURPLE VALLEY AND THE 17TH TRAINTOBER PROMPT (Mainly the prompt) AND OH BOY DID I HYPERFIXATE IN HER SO SOSOSOOSOSOSOO MUCH

Her personality is very very, from what I can describe, a loud flirtatious yet bright optimistic person and lord she's so aunt coded IATKWUDHFB

THE WOMAN LITERALLY WRNT OUT FOR BILL AND BEN IN PURPLE VALLEY FOR RYAN LIKE AN AUNT ROASTING THE ABSOLUTE [REDACTED] OUT OF HER NEXIS/NEPHEW/NIECE'S BULLY DIOS

Not just that she was FILLED with suprises, for me atleast- LIKE SHES THE FLIRTY ONE WHOS YKNOW OPEN BOISTEROUS ETC YET SHES THE ONE WHO GETS ENTANGLED INTO A RELATIONSHIP INSTEAD OF HER ENTANGLING SOMEONE INTO A RELATIONSHIP

Lord LORD I CAN JUST RANT OVER HOW HER LIVERIES LOOK SO GORGEOUS TOO SHE JUST UOAHFHD LOVE IT. The first time I saw her livery was her Red one from what I remember and yknow what she looked amazing (code for I was near to hyperfixation on her) AND DIOS HER MORE WELL-KNOWN LIVERY DOES DESERVE IT'S ATTENTION CAUSE IT SOMEHOW FEELS LIKE THAT FEELING YOU GET WHEN YOU GO EXTROVERT MODE YKNOW? THAT FEELING ITS AIGHAJHD

AND DID HER LIVERY REALLY *PAINT* HER PERSONALITY WELL (wow such a fun pun-) IN THE STORIES- I also love her relationship with Braunton it reminds me of those times I watched those disney channel movies IN LIKE A GOOD WAY and in a way where it just hits hard at home (aka is relatable since I had a relationship like that once)

Oh and and speaking of dynamics CAN WE JUST LIKE PULL UP AN AD SCREEN AND TALK ABOUT HER RELATIONSHIP WITH PENDENNIS FOR A MINUTE??

When I read the Traintober prompt I legit was so curios on why it was Dotti centered cause I only read about her in Purple Valley and heard about her in some mentions while reading the main series BUT YKNOW WHAT IM NOT COMPLAINING THAT PROMPT WAS MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE

For me it was like "fleshing out" her personality in a way, in a basic sense she's like Rosie from Hazbin Hotel but just more outgoing and forward with people. And with that type of mindset it of course was somewhat annoying to others and it was very known she was OUT FOR LOOOOVVVEEEEE

But yknow what I CANT BLAME HER FOR THAT CAUSE IN THE END IT WAS WORTH THE BATTLE OFUAHDHF

In my eyes she really did turn out alright with the relationship she has with Pendennis, cause with how we know how Pendennis' love life turned out I guessed it would've been great to date someone whos willing to GIVE IT THEIR ALLLLLL for him. Same goes for Dotti on her end except she actually found someone whos geniune with her, not because they're telling her to stop flirting, but because Pendennis really likes her.

BUT YKNOW WHAT BACK TO THE MOMENT THE MYTH TAW VALLEY HERSELF

Taw Valley has this aura to her that feels welcoming that just brightens up your mood cause she just SHE DOESNT GIVE A [REDACTED] MOST OF THE TIME SHE JUST TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD TIME YKNOW SHES YOUR LOCAL EXTROVERT

She really is the rich aunt that would spoil you if she had the chance to. But of course she also knows how to hold herself back when needed, like that time Braunton asked her a genuine favour and she (kinda??) did that favour knowing that this was serious serious hour

I may not relate to her as much as I think I do, but she just feels nice to read about cause she really does have a magnetic personality like if she pulls you into a conversation SHE WILL MAKE YOU THE SPOTLIGHT SHE'LL PULL YOU INTO THE LEAD WITH HER.

Though ngl I think I favorite her as a character cause of the fact I lived in yknow a family-oriented environment where it was like "oh respect them they're your elders! Oh they're still family!" and she just reminds me of my Ninang lots.

All in all Taw Valley would my number one favorite character as of writing this

The basic conclusion of this rant:

If Taw Valley has no fans, I'm dead by then

[andrusi]

rating lego firetrucks: the eighties

#6366 Fire & Rescue Squad (1984)

not sure what the deal is with the little cab on wheels. 🚒 the main truck is decent, but we’ve already seen better. feeling weird about the disassembled fire extinguisher too. 🚒🚒

oh, we've entered the white helmet era! that’ll be standard for a while.

#6621 Fire Truck (1984)

not nearly as adorable as #6650. 🚒🚒

#1067 Community Vehicles (1985?)

this was definitely listed as a 1988 set when I went through the ambulances. hm.

anyway, better than the ambulance but not by enough to earn a higher rating. 🚒

#2611 Fire Engine (1985)

if I had a dollar for every pixel in this image I wouldn’t even have $26.11 but I think this is the same duplo firetruck again but with a “real” duplo figure instead of that terrifying thing from before. I presume the ladder can still be raised and lowered.

#6385 Fire House-I (1985)

similar to #6382 and the station itself seems a little nicer but both of the vehicles feel like downgrades. 🚒🚒🚒

#392 Fire Engine (1986)

god, the fabuland-esque basic figures were nearly as terrifying as the building-set-with-people figures. 😱

#6480 Hook and Ladder Truck (1986)

very solid design, and they were smart enough to use decorations to keep the battery box from making it look boring. and of course it makes light. and sound. you know since you might not have figured that out on your own. 🚒🚒🚒🚒

#557 Basic Building Set, 5+ (1987)

I can’t see that.

#2637 Fire Engine (1987)

duplo fire engine with firehose and extending ladder. 👶/👶

#3682 Fire Station (1987)

big man, walking in the park.

#6358 Snorkel Squad (1987)

another bucket truck and you can see how much lego design has changed since the last one. very good use of grill tiles to create a locking mechanism for the boom, and the articulated rear wheels are a nice touch. 🚒🚒🚒🚒

#6643 Fire Chief’s Truck (1988)

this would have been a better ambulance than some of the ambulances I wrnt over when I was rating ambulances. not really what I’m looking for in a “fire truck” but it does what it sets out to do. 🚒🚒🚒

#2658 Fire Station (1989)

I think one of my little brothers had the ladder truck introduced in this set when he was a baby. 👶/👶

[mayasdeluca]

Even if its not how we wanted cant wait to see Maya gushing over their baby and bringing him to the station. Paris better give us all the feels on the scene if thats what they wrnt with

Me too but I don't know if we would get that right away in the premiere and that's the episode Paris directed...it would probably take a few episodes but I think they most likely visit the baby in the hospital in the premiere so I'm sure that will be a cute scene.

[meowkid1000]

GRAAAAA I WRNT TO THE MUSIC STORE AND GOT CDS I ACTUALLY WANTED [ramble about my adventure under the cut]

Normally I go to thrift stores and hunt and find mediocre CDs I know vaguely or that have interesting cover art, but today I wanted to ✨treat myself✨ with some of the money I got over Christmas, and so I went on a 30 minute drive to a cd/record store so I’d have a better selection to sift through, and the beginning was kinda rough, I didn’t figure out how the store sorts their CDs until a little bit in [it was a struggle I learned later because the store is sorting through their music at the moment so. No wonder I couldn’t find some stuff I was looking for], and I managed to get a copy of:

- hopeless romantic by the Bouncing Souls, which has youre so rad which is one of my newer favorites of theirs

- it means everything by Save Ferris, which has a few songs I like

- Southern California street music by Voodoo Glow Skulls, which doesn’t have any songs I know, but I’m sure I’ll like it bc I like a lot of their other songs

- drunk enough to dance by bowling for soup

- and THE PIECE DE RESISTANCE I got Op Ivy :DDDD I’ve been meaning to listen to the rest of the album I got so I was so hyped when I saw it in the store, it was the most expensive one I got, but it’s worth it :DDD

I couldn’t find any aquabats CDs like I was looking for, but the store will call me if they find any :3 also I found this masked intruders record and I was SO torn

I wanted to get it but I don’t have a record player, so I wouldn’t be able to listen to it BUT I WANTED IT SO BADD

[spindash]

oh hello everyone. well i wrnt to church today because they needed another pair of hands. i also shaved my head last night. so i am jusr sitting there with my beautiful mother waiting for rhe nursery to open and this man comes over and goes So. are you still a girl. im asking because of the hair situation. LIKE WHAT! not even a hello. anyway i just go Yep. and then he proceeds to tell me about how his daughter chose the gay lifestyle and is married to a woman now and he prays for her everyday to come back to herself and find god because the gay lifestyle is NOT what god intended. and i just have to sit there like Uh huh. hmmm. yep. then he asks about college and walks away. so basically i am not that upset i stopped going to church

[toby-35]

I had a dream with Wilson today, very nice. I think we were with friends n drinking a bit n i just wrnt over, straddled his lap and made out with him.

[azudarlings]

hi guys have a random rant i went on about jamil's character as the way i see him

I ALWAYS SAW JAMIL AS REDEEMABLE CAUSE I UNDERSTOOD HIS WHOLE STORY IN A WAY WHERE IT WAS LIKE HE'S ALWAYS BEEN TREATED AS LESS THAN KALIM DESPITE BEING LIKE SMARTER THAN HIM MORE ORGANIZED PUT TOGETHER SO IT WAS A SLOWLY BUILDING RESENTMENT--HE COULD NEVER OUTSHINE KALIM, AND IT MADE HIM LIKE BITTER TOWARDS HIM, CAUSE IT WAS ALWAYS JAMIL BEING FORCED TO BE MORE MATURE THAN HE ACTUALLY IS, ALWAYS JAMIL MAKING SACRIFICES, WHILE KALIM WAS ABLE TO DO ANYTHING AND BE LOVED BY HIS FAMILY WHEN JAMIL WAS JUST SOME TOOL TO THEM. THERES A THEORY ABOUT HIS SISTER, WHO IS LIKE 3ISH YEARS YOUNGER THAN HIM, THAT SHES A REPLACEMENT FOR HIM CAUSE KIDS DEVELOP A BEGINNIGN PEROSNALITY AROUND 3 AND IF JAMILS PARENTS DIDNT WANNA RISK IT THEY COULDVE HAD HIS SISTER AROUND THAT TIME IN CASE JAMIL FAILED AT BEING A PROPER BODYGUARD RETAINER WHATEVER HE IS AND ALSO JAMIL WAS LIKE SOMEONE WHO JUST WANTED ONE MOMENMT TO SHINE AND THEN HE'LL BE FINE REPRESSING HIMSELF AND PRETENDING AGAIN BC HE WOULD ALWAYS BE PRETENDING UNLESS HE WAS ALONE, THAT'S WHERE HE COULD FINALLY REST AND LET HIS GUARD DOWN BUT MAYBE NOT EVEN THEN BC HE HAD TO ALWAYS BE ON ALERT AND SINCE THIS STRESS WAS ON HIM SINCE HE WAS A LITTLE KID HE JUST SLOWLY GOT MORE AND MORE NUMB BUT ALSO MORE AND MORE ANGRY AND BITTER BECAUSE IT WAS ALWAYS KALIM THIS KALIM THAT AND HE HAD TO DUMB HIMSELF DOWN TO SOME MEDICORE NOTHING, NEVER GETTING ANY COMPLIMENTS OR PRAISE OR NOTICE, NOTHING JUST CONSTANTLY DROWNING IN KALIM'S SHADOW THAT KALIM WASN'T EVEN AWARE HE CAST. LIKE IDK IF I SAID THIS BEFORE BC I LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT BUT JAMIL SHOVED ALL HIS EMOTIONS BENEATH HIS LITTLE MASK, PROBABLY HAVING TO LOOK/ACT PLEASANT AND MAYBE TO KALIM HE COULD BE A LITTLE BIT MORE LIKE HIMSELF, BUT NEVER COULD REVEAL HIMSELF AND AS A KID ESP SINCE HES DONE THIS SINCE A KID HE DEF MATURED WAY FASTER THAN A KID SHOULDVE AND LIKE HES TO THE POINT WHERE HE CAN JUST SEPERATE HIS EMOTIONS ENTIRELY FROM A SITUATION, E.G. STUDYING, WHICH IM GUESSING IS BECAUSE HES ALWAYS BEEN HAVING TO PUT HIMSELF LIKE ASIDE FOR OTHER PEOPLE SINCE SERVING KALIM WAS HIS JOB AND THOUGH HIS ACTIONS TO KALIM ARE OBVIOUSLY VERY LIKE THERE'S NO EXCUSE BUT IMO THERE'S JUSTIFICATION LIKE THERE'S A REASON WHY HE ACTED THIS WAY, HE WAS SO SO SO SICK OF KALIM GETTING AWAY WITH EVERYTHING FACING NO CONSEQUENCES HAVING EVERYTHING HE WAS LIKE JEALOUS LIKE WHY CANT I HAVE THAT AND HE WAS SICK AND TIRED OF NEVER GETTING ANY PRAISE OR UNDERSTANDING OR EMPATHY BECASUE JAMIL KNOWS HE'S SMART--WAY SMARTER THAN KALIM BECAUSE HE'S CONSTANTLY HAD TO DRILL EVERYHTING HE DID KNOW INTO KALIM'S HEAD AND SINCE HE'S WITH KALIM 24/7 HE NEVER REALLY GETS A BREAK FROM HIM WHICH DEFINITELY JUST MADE HIM MORE ANGRY LIKE HE SAW ALL OF KALIMS FLAWS AND IT PISSED HIM OFF BC KALIM DIDNT EVEN SEE THOSE AND NORMALLY HE WOULDNT CARE OR MIND ASIDE FROM BEING ANNOYED BUT THIS WAS COUPLED WITH THE FACT HES CONSTANTLY STRESSED AND BUSY MOSTLY BC OF KALIM AS WELL AS ALL THE STRESS AND EMOTIONS HE'S BOTTLED UP AND HE JUST LOSES IT DURING THAT WHOLE THING W KALIM CHAPTER 4 CAUSE WASNT HIS PLAN JUST SOME SHIT ABOUT MAKING EVERYONE THINK KALIMS HAD SOME KIND OF BREAKDOWN BUT IF HE DID THEN HED JUST GET REPLACED BY SOMEONE YOUNGER AND JAMIL WOULDNT BE ABLE TO OUTSHINE THAT PERSON YOUNGER THAN HIM CAUSE HES THE SERVANT OR WHATEVER SO THE SITUATION WOULD BE WORSE … SO IM CHALKING IT UP TO JAMILS SNAPPING POINT HE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH (WHICH SINCE THE LETTER HC SOMEONES TELLING HIM NOT TO TAKE SHIT AND JAMILS JUST BEEN WANTING TO FINALLY BE FREE AND SOMEONE ELSE BELIEVES HIM SO THATS THE FINAL PUSH HE NEEDS) AND SINCE JAMIL JUST WANTED LIKE ENOUGH TO BE OPEN ABOUT HIS GRADES AND ACTUALLY TRY IN THINGS HE STICKS W KALIM AFTER THE WHOLE OVERBLOT INCIDENT AND LIKE DOESNT TRY ANY OTHER SHIT I THINK CAUSE THEY GO TO VDC OR WHATEVER TOGETHER IN THE NEXT CHAPTER AND ARE ALL BUDDY-BUDDY SO JAMIL LIKE FINALLY GOT HIS SHIT BACK TOGETHER AFTER THAT WHOLE INCIDENT AND

bro i went over the TEXT LIMIT ill continue this on a reblog

[azlovesem]

As long as i find out theyre NOT foung certain things. This one guybwe found was doin some fuvked up shit. Then he starts talkn shit about it up in the wrong fucon spot yo do that on Chippawa. He wrnt off a balcony three stories up. We let him on his own dohe had decent form but still. Three floors up is pretty high up if ur in this hiys dhape. In our crew you had to be in fighting shape. We lifted weights like we were in jail. Then we went to the jail which was three blovks away and worked out against our own will too. This guy wasnt in our crew. When i was that age i coild fo three stories i did if i have room to roll. This guy he wasnt a cat like me in the air, and didnt have to room. He fidnt land do well. Ha ha ha. Ive een a lot of people get fuvked right up. I should have ran with a better crowd altogether. But i fidnt and it taught me you can get fuckn judged wuick like in this world. No matter what someone wrote down. This is when i was young i hit eorse as i got okder.i was 18 when thegut had to jump. Later on down the line i was dragging people over to windows. And throwing them the fuck out.

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[oflgtfol]

i think the real proof about how meh mando s3 is so far is that i was so excited last year i was like my blog will be unusable when s3 airs. and then in actuality i talk about it for 2 days maybe after the episode airs and then i wipe my hands of it. like it feels like i talked more about fucking showbi wan when it was airing than mando