#and i would protect her with my life. (Mally.)
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achy-boo · 2 years ago
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Name: Malina Chausiku
Romaji: Chausiku Malina
Quote: “I may be blind but I will never let it be my flaw.”
V/A: Japanese: Mirajane Strauss from Fairy Tail
English: Momo Yaoyorozu from My Hero Academia
Gender: female
Sexuality: Bisexual
Age: She is 16 years old
Birthday: May 21st
Zodiac Sign: Gemini tho she is born after the Taurus season
Eye color: Orchid( before the incident )
Lifeless dark pink eyes
Hair Color: light pink
Height: 5’0
Weight: 109 lbs
Race: Human (before)
Infested human??
Homeland: [Information Unavailable]
Family: She had a wonderful family but unfortunately they were all killed.
School Status and Fun Facts
Dorm: Sapphire Lake Manor
School Year: 1st
Class: 1-C
Student Number: No. 12
Occupation: Bartender at night, DJ during parties.
Club: Light music club, Hiking
Best Subject: History and Flying
Favorite Color: The main color palette is dark and neutral colors but if she had to choose: It’s pale purple
Favorite Food: She likes anything from homemade food to store brought food.
Least Favorite Food: Stale food, Lilia’s cooking, too spicy or sour foods.
Likes: Sapphire Lake Manor(It’s the uniqueness of the dorm), practicing with Tsukii, music, she likes mixing drinks(non alcoholic and alcoholic drinks), the times where the dangers is on rest mode, the night, the moon, rainy weathers, reading.
Dislikes: She dislikes having her privacy ruined by rude people, having to prove that she is not faking her blindness, events that involves families, Dire Crowley(for obvious reasons), Vargas(The yelling hurts her ears), Rook Hunt(The stalking..)
Hobbies: baking, cooking, she tends to play a instrument here and there.
Talents: Super regeneration (Tho she tend to get overboard), inhuman speed and strength, she can tell if people is lying or not,
Nicknames: Saku (Tsukii, Night, and Jeanne), Mental patient (Ace and Epel) {This causes them to be banned from the dorm for a week..} , Fellow Bookworm (Tsukii) Little survivor (The dorm)
Other Nicknames:
Ember: Mal
Chione: Mally
Daniel: Malina (Normal)
Kassie: Mal-Mal
Raelyn: Pinkie
Kuno: Little Malie
(An: These ocs belong to @sakuramidnight15
Appearance and Personality
Appearance: Malina has pink that that she put into a low point tail, her body type is hidden due to the white straight jacket she wears daily. But it was slim and yet litter with scars. Her eyes is covered by a light purple blindfold that she stole from one of the patients. The girl may look weak but she is strong due to her being an infected being. She had scars on her face during her escape.
Personality: Malina used to be this very timid and sweet girl. She treated everything with the most respect she believe everyone deserves it. Nobody never really hated her due to her sweet and timid personality. She was a wonderful family, along with her two older brothers and baby brother.
That is until the incident occurred that turn her world upside down. She was one of the victims of the experiment and..the witness to her family’s death. She is the witness of all her neighbors,friends and extended family’s deaths. It pained her. The boss of the lab deemed Malina as..pawn worthy. He or it wanted to make Malina his pawn. However, the girl’s will to avenge her loved ones’ death and make her life change for the good is so powerful. She refused to become a pawn. With the blindfold she stole from the recent deceased patient, she covered her eyes and began to escape with her new weapon in hand: a death scythe.
Now Malina who is once timid and sweet, now turn cautious and distant. The girl is still her old timid self but it would take a long time for her to get back what she lost. She is now protective of anyone who escape their hell of a place and now the dorm she is now resides in.
𝑻𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒂
-She do not like to confront people
-She is a HUGE introvert at NRC but she is extrovert in Sapphire Lake Dorm
-She changes her blindfold weekly
-She gets along with Malleus and Silver shockingly.
-She keeps in contacting with the people like her (Which causes one of them asking her if she want to hang out with them)
-She avoids Ember and Daniel whenever they have their bloody fights (Which is all the time sadly..)
-She cried black tears whenever she cries.
-She can sing but it is very rare for her to be caught singing.
-She is good at any weapon but her favorite type of weapon is blades.
-She avoids Vil and the fish mafia every day...
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ronaldofandom · 2 years ago
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'Can I ask you something?’
He said suddenly, while carding his fingers through her tresses. She hummed a yes, her face buried in the curve of his neck.
‘How did you trust me enough to follow me here?’
Surprised by the deep question, especially in such a moment, she looked at him curiously.
‘It’s just that…..you said earlier that you trust me. Blindly. But, when you came here, we barely knew each other. I-I had even lied to you about who I was. And….…you saw me that night.…at the party….doing, well, doing what I did. Did you not think me a dangerous barbarian? Capable of brutal killing? How did you believe in me enough to come here, when I asked you to?’
He spoke so slowly, in a child-like voice, almost dreading the answer. If she had doubted him, resented him at any point, however briefly it might be, it would still break his heart.
The longer she didn’t speak, the more his heart sank. 
‘I..I was shocked that night, yes. But something in my heart told me there was more to it. And then I saw you and Malli desperately trying to get to each other. It was clear. You weren’t the culprit, Bheem, you were the victim. How could I hold anything against you then?’
‘You could have gotten seriously hurt that night. Because of me.’
‘But I didn’t. Even in that mayhem, you protected me.’
Her earnestness wasn’t resonating with him, not yet, she could tell. She cupped his cheeks & gazed into his guilt-ridden eyes.
‘You had every opportunity to take me hostage. And ask for Malli in return. That would have probably been far easier for you rather than storming the palace. I would have come anywhere if you asked, and you probably knew that. But sweetheart, the thought of hurting even a hair on my head never crossed your mind. That’s the man I followed here. That’s the man my heart told me to trust.’
This hit home - she could tell by his choked expression. But something was still bothering him.
‘That still could not have told you what I would be like in a relationship. Did you not hear stuff about people like me? The stuff they say in cities? About our brutish, primal ways? About our degenerate sexual proclivities? About how we are a danger to women in civilised societies? Surely, someone must have warned you that I would….I would just….violat..’
The thought was so abhorrent, he couldn’t even think it, let alone saying it out loud.
She lowered her eyes, and he knew he was right. People did tell her all this.
It wasn’t lost on her aunt, and some of her friends in the palace how distraught she had been for him. They had told her this, and a lot more, about him, about his ways, to keep her away. To make her fear him. Forget him. They moved heaven & earth to get her married quickly, before any rumour spreads about her lovestruck state, that too with a native.
But she never believed any of them, never paid any heed to what they said. And she wanted to tell him so.
‘Bheem - listen to me carefully. How does it matter what they say? You have treated me with more respect, more care than anyone in my life. Since the day we met. You have honoured my wishes, my needs, my opinions. I know that you could kill for me. And you could die for me. You will do anything and everything for me. I can’t explain how I judged that early on. Call it women’s intuition. A girl just knows, Bheem. In very little time, she can feel how a man would treat her. Trust me, I have spent my life around men who treat women with contempt. Who think of them as mere dolls, trophies, prized possessions, meant for subjugation and fulfilling their every need. I know men like that. And I knew you were nothing like those men. Darling, you rescued me from that life.’
Her passionate speech assuaged his troubled heart, as did her lingering kiss.
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From A Night to Remember
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ticktockteapot · 2 years ago
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Here's some more random details of my Mad T Party Looking Glass Legends AU that I still don't have the time to draw out but can make lil notes on
- I'm using alot of worldbuilding inspired off of Disney Dreamlight Valley, Disney's Mirrorverse mobile game, a few Greek myths, Centaurworld nowhere king stuff, Hadestown time loop, FNAF Security breach, Tim Burton's Underland universe
-Absolem the Caterpillar (pianist): aka Dadsolem. Chaotic nerd Dad-Friend, Stoner, has seen so much death, would do anything to protect Alice 🦋
-Nivens the White Rabbit(DJ): Looks like he's got his shit together but is actually a nervous wreck. Tech savvy. Dislikes Dinah. Alice sees him as a cool big bro/senpai but he just sees her as an annoying girl that follows him around everywhere 🐇
-Dinah the other White Rabbit/ Alice's pet cat (DJ): Looks like the life of the party but is actually a rule-abiding workaholic. Emotional support mom-friend for Alice and only Alice. The only sane one cuz she was raised to uphold her manners and all that fancy stuff (the complete opposite of Alice), hates Nivens for stealing Alice away from her all the time. Also tech savvy 🐱
-Pawlie Cardganilla OC (choreographer): Jackelope jester from Underland. Card Dancer's manager. Silly goofy guy. Cool Dilf. Has killed people before. Mally's father figure. ♠️🐇
-Alice (singer): peacemaker mom-friend for everyone, training to be a warrior for wonderland, savior complex, writes her own songs, the most unhinged out of everyone when absolutely stressed out 💙
-Tarrant the Mad Hatter(singer): himbo sugardaddy, a level headed leader, battle strategist, supportive of his gf, the most fashionable in the whole band 🎩
Mally the Dormouse (guitarist): main character energy, wants to be a soldier, self-identity crisis, Mally the Martyr ™, would risk it all for Thackery, asshole with a heart of gold 🐁
- Mally is my favorite but he won't be with the band right from the start surprisingly. Bcuz of spoilers. He'll have to suffer first ♥️
-Thackery the March Hare: has killed multiple people but he's still our lovable goofball babygirl, introverted, second in command to Tarrant, has a complicated relationship with Mally/Mallymkun, has a split personality demon named Monarch bcuz spoilers. Got the extra rizz during March season 🐰
- Thackery has a split personality (inspired by irl hares during March season and Storywhisper's Dorchadas) The split personality tied to Thackery in my AU is actually a Pooka from Celtic Irish mythology (a shapeshifting creature, usually takes the form of a hare, black horse, other animals, human with animal features) named Monarch. Their dynamic is along the lines of Eddie and Venom from the comics or Tavros and Rufio from Homestuck or Asa and Yoru from Chainsaw Man or Steven and Marc from Moon Knight
-Chesire Cat (drummer): commits crimes on the daily, mansplain manipulate manslaughter, blackmails everyone when he can, loves cat puns and dirty humor 😼
-Card Guard soldiers (dancers): sibling love hate relationships with eachother, kept in check by Pawlie, the only band member they get along with is Mally bcuz reasons ♥️♦️♣️♠️
-Mary Ann (tech support): Nivens personal assistant in Underland, social media manager for the band, loves photography and likes to share her photos with Niven's ♥️
-Time: everyone either worships him or hates him, he's just trying to do his job tbh, the god of Life/Death in Underland, all-knowing god but he's still a goofy guy, if you want to know more about the looking glass legends then he's your guy lmao⏳
- Disneyland is like a main hub for refugees of fantasy worlds that lost their homes (like Kingdom hearts traverse town and Disney Dreamlight Valley before the Forgetting)
- Yes the Vorpal Sword and the Jabberwock are humanized... sort of...
-Im gonna make SO MANY animatics for this stupid silly Alice in wonderland cringe au just to make younger me happy tbh cringe is dead and I'm the grim fucking reaper
Since I'm digging this fandom up from the grave, would anybody like to hear about my whole Mad T Party/Underland War AU? I'm not really a writer...I'm more of a visual storyteller, and trying to create a cohesive story template is a bitch. So I've got bits and pieces and worldbuilding sprinkled around in my noggin
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obislittleone · 3 years ago
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House Of Memories (8/?)
Obi-Wan Kenobi x Padawan!reader
Warnings: more angst, half a confession?? idk I'm still going to drag it out and build it up
Summary: Obi-Wan faces the council to discuss your fate, unwilling to let you die, meanwhile you are faced with some revelations about your force power.
A/n: literally will not stop posting every day until this series is done... I'm hoping to have it completed by the time the show is done, or at least have it at a stopping point by then (just in case they do another season)
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Obi-Wan wasn't panicking on the outside, because he knew that if the council saw him in such distress that they would deem him unfit to fight.
He'd been waiting for the doors to be opened to him, sitting on a bench outside the room. He had spent several hours on Ryloth, combing the separatist's base in hopes of finding you, but upon realizing there was a hidden hangar, he knew you'd been taken off-world.
Anakin had to nearly smack him back into reality. He couldn't believe what he had let happen to you. It had been his fault, and he knew it.
"They are ready for you, Master Kenobi," the guard came through the doors, and he shot from his seat, walking as fast as was appropriate into the room. He could not seem like he was on edge. The council was far too strict about these things, and he didn't want this to end badly.
"Master Kenobi, we heard the news. We're very sorry about what happened," Malli nodded in his general direction, as if displaying condolences.
"If I may be allowed to skip the pleasantries, I believe I have very urgent matters to discuss, and it cannot wait."
"If you are referring to the capture of your younger padawan, I'm afraid we've already discussed it, and will not be sending out for a rescue," Master Windu said, completely stone faced and with no remorse for Obi-Wan whatsoever. He knew what the council thought of you, what they'd always thought about you. Master Yoda being the only exception.
He wasn't sure why he was surprised by their decision, but in all honestly, he was shocked that they would completely disregard everything you'd given up for them and throw you under for the sake of... what even?
"Send me," he was not asking. He would go even if they disapproved of him. "I will find her myself."
"Too dangerous, it is," Yoda spoke up, though he was not agitated like Mace Windu. "Know you're coming, they will."
Obi-Wan knew it was foolish to argue with the council, because it made him seem immature and childish, but he couldn't help himself, now.
"You expect me to let my padawan die?" He asked sincerely, already knowing that they would go on the defensive, listing all the reasons why it was the right choice to make. "She was captured because she protected me, and you wish me to turn a blind eye."
"If you really valued the life of your padawan, you would respect her sacrifice to save you, and not purposely put your own life in danger," Windu was relentless, giving not a care about if you were even still alive.
"She is important to this order, and you know it."
Obi-Wan was treading on seriously thin ice, and he knew that if he raised his voice like that again, it would surely break beneath him.
"Important to the order, or important to you?" Mace tilted his head as he raised his eyebrows along with the question. He struck a nerve with Obi-Wan just now, and he didn't even know how to answer.
He knew he shouldn't say it, but he wanted to be selfish and tell them that, yes, you were important to him. He'd known you since you were a little girl, helping you and guiding you along the threads of your life, and he wasn't ready to let go. Not when you had grown so wonderfully before his eyes. You weren't a child anymore, but a fully grown and matured Jedi, whom he must stand up for. You weren't able to speak for yourself, so he would do it for you. He would always defend and protect you, because you meant the worlds to him. It took you being captured for him to see that.
"I sense a strong attachment in you, Master Kenobi, one that you know is strictly forbidden amongst the Jedi order."
Master Windu's accusation lifted the heads of other council members who may not have been paying complete attention. If proved to be correct, Master Windu's claim could have Obi-Wan dismissed from the order, and Anakin to be stripped away from his training. His mind raced with thoughts, and he searched his feelings to really ask himself if this was worth it... If you were worth it.
Of course, you were. He wouldn't abandon you like they were willing to. If it were his other padawan, he knew they wouldn't behave so unjustly... wait a second-
"I would ask the same if it were Anakin, of which I feel you would be all too happy to comply," he stood up strong, raising his head against them. This fight wasn't over, yet.
"Anakin Skywalker is the chosen one, you are talking about risking the lives of other Jedi to save a padawan who has yet to prove herself as an asset among the order," Mace bounced back, seemingly overprepared to shoot down any of Obi-Wan's attacks.
"We have sensed darkness in her, before," Malli was the only one who had enough common sense in his head to let Obi-Wan in on their previous insights. "It began when she was young."
"I don't believe it. She has never shown in all her years of training a rebellion to the light," Obi-Wan wasn't sure what he was even fighting for anymore. You? Himself? Your protection and wellbeing? It all seemed out of the question, now. You wouldn't turn to the darkside, and you would never intentionally do anything to harbor hatred toward anyone. As far as he could tell, you were the pure reflection of the light side of the force.
"Train her well, you have," Yoda was calm and collected, catching Obi-Wan's attention from his seat in the room. "Enough to keep her from the dark, it may not be."
"Your fears are preposterous; she would never turn to the dark side. I'm sure of it," within only a moment, he was back on the defensive, choosing his next words wisely. "She will die without my help. I do not wish to acquire the assistance of any other Jedi, only that you would grant me permission to find her on my own accord."
"You would request that we allow you to put yourself in danger, to risk your own life for a padawan who may be lost to us already."
Obi-Wan hated the way that sounded. He didn't even want to comprehend the fact that you could be dead. He knew deep down that you weren't gone, because he would have felt it if you were. His signature was still wrapped around yours, wherever you were. It still held onto you like a vice, helping you to keep calm in the face of certain disaster.
Suddenly something hit him, and though it was a rather a stupid idea, he was already under grounds for some sort of punishment, and if he was to endure it, he'd rather do so while having given everything he had in this argument.
"If you are so certain that she will turn to the dark side, then shouldn't you be concerned that it makes her a liability?"
The air in the room changed very fast, and instantly Obi-Wan could feel the anxiety coming over the them. They hadn't thought about all the information you knew. They hadn't taken into consideration that you could change the fate of this long battle between the separatists and the republic for the worse. Though Obi-Wan knew you were not capable of such destruction, he had to pretend for only a moment that you were, to gain the council's approval.
"Right, he is,' Yoda sighed out, looking to the other members. They were hesitant to agree, but knew that in the long run, Obi-Wan made a valiant point.
"If she is as powerful as we believe, it does pose a threat to our success in this battle."
It was strange, having the tables turned this way. Mace Windu now looked at Obi-Wan with annoyance, rather than anger and aggression.
"Proposal of motion to allow Master Kenobi on a rescue, I am making," Yoda nodded to Obi-Wan in the center of the room, where he was standing eager, ready to get out of here and on a ship to find you. "Respond, how does the council?"
All hands were raised, though some took longer to reach up than the others.
"All are in favor of your request, Kenobi," Windu neglected to officiate his title as master, thinking it would somehow demean him. It didn't, and after a quick bow to the council, Obi-Wan was practically sprinting out of the room.
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The prison you'd been held in was pitch black for quite some time now, giving you no opportunities on figuring out where you may be. You only knew it was cold, and you were tired. You had been transferred from the capturing cell and into a restraint stand. It allowed you little to no movement, so the lack of mobility mixed with the darkness made you sleepy beyond reason.
You were nodding in and out of consciousness when you finally saw the light. A silhouette of a man in the doorway which had just opened up took you by surprise, and your heart began racing.
"I was hoping for Kenobi," the tantalizing voice of count Dooku sounded in your ears, "but you will do just fine."
"What do you want from me?" You shouted, but it sounded like a cry, pitiful and very un-jedi-like.
He laughed maliciously; his baritone voice was like a taunt to your existence. You felt so small and incapable in his grasp.
"Oh, I don't want anything from you. Only to make you an example of you to all the Jedi. Whosoever challenges me from this day forward will know suffering. And you will," it was a sick promise, and he spoke it so swiftly, like it flew out of his mouth with ease.
"My master will find me, and he will kill you for what you've done," you didn't want to make any threats to him directly, because if you angered him enough, he might kill you right away. You truly believed that Obi-Wan was coming for you, and you needed to stall and give him as much time as you possibly could.
"You speak highly of someone who has abandoned you," Count Dooku was nothing if not a great manipulator, and he was loving the fact that he had a new prisoner to torment mentally before he even laid a hand on you.
"He would never abandon me. He is a great master jedi, and his powers far outweigh the likes of you."
You fiddled around where your hands were, trying to see if while this conversation was in motion you could find a way to escape once he'd left.
"You admire him more than you should, padawan. Only when he does not come for you will you see that he is not a great jedi, but just a man," he inched closer, and you realized that he had your lightsaber hooked on his belt, along with the curved hilt of his own.
"I will not listen to you. I know he's coming for me," you kept talking as a way to disguise the fact that you had just now found a small weakness in your hand restraints, and with a few moments you could easily make an escape.
"I sense in you something greater than admiration for Kenobi... If I didn't know any better, I would say that you felt love-"
"The jedi do not have attachments. You don't know what you are speaking of," you cut him off. Letting him finish would buy more time, but you couldn't let him say it out loud, because that would make it real. You couldn't acknowledge that it was real, or you'd be doomed to feeling something you shouldn't for someone who could never return the feelings.
"Oh, but you do, and it's the most prominent feeling I sense in you. You have fallen in love with your master."
He said it. And it was true, by all meaning. You loved Obi-Wan, and it was the strongest thing you felt in your being. It practically radiated off of you. You couldn't hide it in your signature, the wild emotions that were your feelings for Obi-Wan.
"Such a tragedy," he began, and you only wondered where this may be going. "To love the one person who you know could never feel the same about you."
"I don't need him to," you replied, as if it were the wise answer.
"So, you admit it?"
Kriff... you opted to remain silent now, for your words only dug a hole deeper for you to fall into.
"Tell me padawan, when he fails to show up, what will you do?" He was right in front of you now, and you had no choice but to look him in the eyes when he asked these things of you.
"Stop this," you began to crack, only a little. You weren't sure why you showed such weakness to him. Perhaps because he was the only person in the universe to know about your attachment to Obi-Wan.
"When he proves that he feels such an indifference to you, will you still defend his honor?"
"Stop it!" You cried out and began to doubt if he ever was coming now. The mission came first, and you knew the council could never deem you so important to make you the center of one. Obi-Wan always followed the rules, a true by the book jedi.
"I only speak the truth. You will not be rescued, and you will die, unloved by the one person you crave most," he spewed, and you couldn't take it any longer.
"Enough!" you sprang loose the traps around your wrists, forcing your lightsaber from his belt to your hand before activating it. You went straight for the kill, but he blocked it with his own saber.
You were filled with rage, unlike ever before. This wasn't petty anger over Anakin misplacing your things before training in the morning, this was pure, unfiltered and unbridled rage. The look in your eyes could have killed him if it were any stronger.
You pushed with all your might, trying to bring his own saber down upon him, but he was too strong, pushing back and forcing you to retreat away from his form. It didn't stop you long, and you moved to strike again, this time in a more prepared attack. You spun to gain momentum, nearly slicing into his side, but again he blocked the attack, keeping on the defensive, though you knew he was a man of offense.
"There is darkness in you, young one," he smiled devilishly, and you took his words in. You had let your anger over his words control your decisions, and now you were in a duel you knew you could not win, all because you didn't have the restrain to keep it harbored. You remembered your younger days, before Obi-Wan trained you. The council feared you were vengeful, though you were only standing up for yourself. They couldn't have been right about you, could they? Obi-Wan had encouraged you to the light so many times, telling you how proud he always was to be your master, because you were one day going to be a great jedi. You didn't want to believe it could be true, that there was actual darkness in you. "With my help, you can bring it to the surface."
"I will never turn to the dark side," you admitted, though it wasn't as strong and forceful as you had meant it to be.
"Oh, but you will. You see, the choice is yours, but the alternative is torture and death."
You knew that you would take the pain and suffering a million times over going against what you knew was right. The jedi way was your way, and you didn't have the capability of desecrating its teachings. You didn't have the strength to turn away from what Obi-Wan had taught you.
"Succumbing to the dark side would prove my weakness. You don't know me, but those who do know I am nothing if not strong."
"Very well," he began swinging his saber at you in all directions, and you were barely able to block his motions, one hit to your side and you were on the ground, writhing in pain as he forced your saber back to his hand. "I could kill you now, but you haven't suffered enough."
He left a moment later, and with the flick of his hand, the doors shut behind you, leaving you in darkness once again.
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mad-who-ra · 3 years ago
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Dagger and Arrows (13)
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Before you go on cursing me, I am sorry okay? You knew this was coming. There is angst in this part. You have been warned.
Ram x Wife!Reader
Word Count : 1090
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“You betrayed us.” Bheem said, his usual doe eyes which were filled with warmth and love held venom. Her eyes teared as she looked at him.
“Bheem, no.” She begged for him to understand.
“You knew! You knew Ram was a police officer. You knew everything. You never said anything.” He said.
“You need to understand. I did that to protect your friendship.” 
“Were you ever trying to help us?” Malli asked, clinging to Bheem.
“Malli-”
“You are a lier. You betrayed us. You probably had fun doing it.” Bheem spat.
“No!” She woke up startled. It took her a moment to sense of her surroundings. She was at home. She did not remember sleeping on the bed. She threw the blanket off of her. Ram-
She had not step out of her room for the last few days. Ram did not try to talk to her. She was not sure if he was home anyway. To be honest, she was not sure about anything. She cried herself to sleep so many times that the line between reality and dreams became very blur. 
Bheem’s betrayed face kept flashing in front of her eyes. It was her fault that he was caught. Knowingly or unknowingly, she had played a role in this. And no matter what her intentions were, the damage was already done. Bheem was caught. He was in the prison, probably being tortured. Malli was still in the palace. All because of her. All because she could not guess what Ram was looking for was right in front of them. All because she was too weak to have killed him or to fight with him for this.
She did not deserve to be in the comfort of home when Bheem was imprisoned. She did not deserve a normal life after playing a role in the arrest of her friend. It was her plan after all. If he was being punished, so should she be. She deserved to be in the cell beside his. 
She got up hastily from the bed. She felt weak, but it won’t matter. All she needed was to get herself to the palace. She walked towards the door. She needed to do this. She opened the door in a half crazed state of mind, only to come face to face with the person she did not want to see. The red of his uniform, made red hot anger rise inside of her. 
“Congratulations.” She spat, clenching her fists.
It took Ram a moment to understand what she was saying. He stared at her with an unreadable face.
“How are you feeling?” He asked, as if nothing was wrong at all. As if she was just getting up from a fever. He placed his palm on her forehead.
“You should be sleeping.” He said, “you are burning up.”
Okay, maybe she had a fever. That would explain the dizzy state. She did not say anything, as she tried to walk past him. He caught her wrist, holding her in her place with ease. She was getting annoyed at this move.
“Where are you going?”
“Ram, let me go.” She said in a small voice. She needed to save her energy.
“You should sleep.”
“No.” 
“Y/N-”
“Ram, let me go. You have done enough damage.” She said, avoiding looking at him.
“Look at me.” He said.
She kept her eyes on the ribbons on his red uniform.
“Y/N, look at me.” He said, putting a finger under her chin, making her look up.
It was the first time she looked at him since the night at the palace. There were new scars on his face. His eyes were bloodshot. The left side of his face was swollen because of the blows. That gave her an odd sense of satisfaction as her heart broke her little. But they deserved it. Both of them did deserved the pain. She deserved worse.
“Where are you going?” He asked.
“Palace.” She whispered. Tears pooled in her eyes, even as she tried to blink them away.
Ram stared at her. He knew what she was thinking. 
“I am going to turn myself in.” She said, barely audible.
Ram stepped inside the house, closing the door behind him.
“What good would that be?” He asked.
“You don’t understand. This is my fault. Bheem is caught because of me.”
“I turned him in. If it is anyone’s fault, it’s mine.” Ram said. She stayed quiet.
“You are not thinking straight.” Ram said in a calm voice. Even in that state, she knew it was forced.
“Ram, I need to do this. If he is caught, I should be there. With him. I failed him. I failed Malli. I don’t deserve to be safe.” She said.
“I have done a lot worse.” Ram said quietly. She stared at him, as he avoided her eyes. 
She slid down on the ground, as Ram told her about the flogging. Ram sat beside her, as she broke. She cried till she ran out of tears. They held onto each other for the longest time. 
“I got the consignment.” Ram whispered, as tears slid down his face, “he will be executed tomorrow.”
She stared at him.
“You should have seen the disgust on his face when I suggested that he should be hanged in front of Malli. The pure hatred for me.” Ram continued after a moment, “don’t turn yourself in, just yet.”
“What?”
“It would be useless to do this right now, out of pure guilt. Trust me I understand guilt better than anyone else.”
“Anything would be better than this.” She said, tired.
“If we are doing this, Y/N, let’s get caught while freeing Bheem.” 
“What?” She asked, surprised.
“I know it probably is too respectable for a man like me.”
She shook her head, remembering her own taunts.
“And the sacrifice won’t make up for the things that I have done.” He continued, “but help me free Bheem and Malli.”
“Ram, you are so close- You are almost there. You have your goal. Take the weapons and go home. You got what you wanted. You have a village counting on you, a country to free. You have bigger goals. I don’t.” She said.
“No, it doesn’t matter. I can’t do this. Please.” He begged, “please help me.”
Ram was right. If she was hell bent on sacrificing herself, might as well free their friend. Hadn’t she promised her husband that if she was going to hell, she was dragging him with her, anyway? 
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jadebomani · 2 years ago
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Hi RRR community I’ve been a fan of the movie for weeks now and have read and followed most of everyone’s posts and fic ideas and wanted to put out my own. I wanted to do an AU about bheem, ram, Jenny, and sita being poly and they adopted my ocs (Jaan and Johari two young girls who were saved by the group from the British in a raid or was on the run and bumped into them and asked for help) Or the idea that just like Malli they were taken by the Scott’s and brought to India. I loved the head cannon of reader daughter to rambheem and wanted to put out my own for my characters.
- If they were with the Scotts Jenny knew them and asked bheem to help save them.
- after rescuing ram she leads them to where they are hiding since she snuck em out.
- The two have a soft spot for the girls as soon as they see how protective they were of each other. And sita soon follows suit when she meets them.
- Due to the time period they are in ram bheem sita and Jenny get married in Hetero marriages together. So only their villages know their real relationship as opposed to the rest of the world. And adopt the girls.
- Johari is ramsita’s kid and Jaan is bheemjenny’s kid.
- Johari is a soft kid and has a extroverted fun personality while Jaan is a tsundere with an introverted and reserved personality only really being more extroverted around Johari and her baba(bheem).
- Malli is their bestie and they all do cute pranks on the adults and get into chaotic mischief.
- Johari loves helping out around the clinic bheem and sita own and work at helping the rebels. She also loves learning telugu and English with their mummy(Jenny) and daddy(ram).
-Jaan loves animals more than people due to her memories of their kidnapping and how much pain and suffering they indured. Bheem was able to get her to trust them by bringing little animals to talk about and pet.
- One day she ventured out causing a panic and came back with two baby animals. A panther and a tiger. Rambheem worrying about the mothers being nearby and Jennysita worrying how she got bear them to take them. Johari shaking her head in amusement because of course Jaan would come back with two big cats as pets like it’s just a normal thing🙄.
- Jaan tells em about how they lost their parents and we’re all alone so she saved them and brought them so they wouldn’t be lonely anymore like she was. Cue family fluff and reassurances. And the fam had new additions to the family.
- Babai loves the two to bits and spoils them along with the villages. They call him grandpa and that made the man break into tears once.
- Jaan and Johari are like rambheem ice and magma and mix of their parents temperance. Ram(fire), sita(earth), Jenny(air), and bheem(water).
- the girls grow up to be freedom fighters and speak out on the injustice to black and brown people in India, uk, and USA.
- rambheemsita pass away at canon ages and Jenny raises them until her passing at age 70. She promises them they will all reunite in the next life like bheem foretold and will be born a family again in a world where they will all be free and accepted.
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Please let me know any face claims that could go with this idea and any feedback this is my first post.😊
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maraudersbitchesassemble · 3 years ago
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KALANK NAHI, ISHK HAI KAJAL, PIYA.
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Chapter 2: Mission
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Bheem's POV
My heart shattered as i realised what I'd done in my quest to save Malli. Seetha had told us about Ram, about how he was so close to completing the promise given to his father but had given it up in order to help his bestfriend escape. He had given up on his mission for me.
I had to do something to get Ram out of that hellhole. I had to help complete his mission.
"Don't worry. Seetha will not roam around in search for Ram. Ram will have to come to her. I will bring Ram here." It hurt me a little to know that Ram loved someone. I loved Ram as something more than a friend, but those feelings were one-sided. I couldn't lose my bestfriend because of such feelings.
"It'll mean a lot to me and the villagers if Ram comes back. But please, promise me you'll take care of yourself. Ram won't forgive himself if he loses you." She walked towards me with something in her hands.
"What is this?" I asked as she gave me a half-moon shaped necklace pendant. "Ram gave it to me as a promise that he'll return safely. Give it to him so he knows I'm here." She kept it in my hands and closed my fist around it.
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Jenny's POV
I ran. I ran as fast as I could. I had to get to my car before they caught me. I'd managed to break out of my room through the window but it was difficult to get out of the palace. I'd stabbed 5 guards with Ram's dagger which Bheem had given me to protect myself incase someone tried to hurt me.
"STOP THIS BITCH" yelled Lady Scott as more guards started chasing me. 6 more steps, 6 more steps and I would be in my car.
I quickly got into the car, getting onto the streets. I had to get to the outskirts. They'd lose me that way. I had only one thing on my mind, my mission to meet Bheem and tell him about Ram.
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Seetha's POV
Me, Babai and Lacchu sat waiting for Bheem and Ram to arrive. The market was really busy. There was a big crowd and so it was easy for us to blend in.
I saw a car stop right in front of us as one British woman got out of it. Babai quickly covered his face with his turban as Lacchu turned around to hide his face.
The woman went past us as we walked into the opposite direction but I felt a sudden tug at my pallu. I looked back to what had caught my pallu only to see that it had tangled with the woman's bracelets. 'Shit', I thought. I signalled for Lacchu to go and hide behind the stall beside us along with babai. That way we could all still see eachother but they would be hidden from the woman.
"Oh!" She said, her voice as sweet as honey. I turned around to look at her but couldn't see her face as someone on the cycle crashed into the boy beside us, which made the boy crash into the woman as she fell forward, the plates in the boy's hands sent flying into the sky.
I caught her in my arms as we were covered in the colur red, some rose petals falling onto us. I finally saw her face as the flowers stopped falling. 'OH GOD' I thought, 'She's GORGEOUS'
Her short brown hair perfectly framed her delicate face, her cheeks a beautiful shade of pink. She looked into my eyes as I finally noticed her spectacular brown eyes. They were the shade of brown that reminded me of the beautiful trees in our village and the land near the banks of Ma Godavari, where I'd spent my entire life.
Ma Godavari. Our village. Ram. Bheem. The British. It finally hit me as I quickly made her stand up.
"Sorry, memsaab." I muttered before turning around but she stopped me by holding onto my wrist. She held it so delicately, her hands were really soft.
"Hey, can you please help me?" She asked politely as I turned to her.
"I'm Jenny. I'm looking for a woman named Seetha. Bheem wanted me to give her this. Do you know her?" She asked as she opened her hand to show me a dagger. Ram's dagger. How had she gotten it? Were Ram and Bheem okay? The questions surfed their way into my head. What if... I stopped myself before i thought of something I would regret. They were going to be okay. They had eachother.
"Yes. I do know her. Come with me." I told the woman, "Go ahead, I'll tell you the way."
I signalled Babai to follow us along with Lacchu. I needed to talk to this Jenny woman alone.
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rasnak2 · 3 years ago
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En Kadhale
Posting an excerpt of my songfic (I was hoping to finish it tonight but I have an exam tomorrow and I am sleepy af.) If I am lucky, I would've finished it by tomorrow and be posting it on AO3 :3 Also, the lyrics and translations are rough and done as I feel is right so if I am wrong, don't hesitate to correct me!
Fic under the cut @rambheem-is-real
En kadhale, en kadhale, Ennai yenna seiyapogirai? Naan oviyan endru therindhum nee Yen kannirandai ketkirai?
(Oh my love, oh my love What are you going to do with me? Even after knowing that I am an artist, Why are you asking for my eyes?)
Akthar had been his only friend in the lonely life he’d created for himself. He had been his hope, his escape, his love, his friend, his everything. So it had been his final wish to see him one more time, right before he died. He imagined that he would die at the hands of his loved one.
But what he’d got in return for this tiny, whatever would’ve been his final wish, had come at a price. A very steep price that he was going to have to pay.
He sat there in stunned silence as he watched his dear friend quickly working on applying medicine to his wound, concern shining in his eyes along with a myriad of other emotions just overflowing from one look as he wrapped the cord around him, stating that his bhaiyaa needed it more than him.
Maybe it was just his poisoned mind playing tricks on him because there was no way that it was the very man he’d been searching for all this while. His ticket to fulfill his promise to his father, his village. There was no way that his friend had been Bheem all this while.
And just to prove him wrong and add a heartshattering curveball in his life, Akhtar confesses to be Bheem from the Gond tribe and proceeds to spill his whole plan for the evening, for the rescue mission and the amount of trust he shows at that moment truly breaks his heart because he knew that he was going to horribly break that very trust soon.
For a moment, he hesitated to get out of the bed, tried to throw away his sense of duty as a police officer and instead be the friend Akthar Bheem wanted him to be but then he remembers his word to his village, his Sita, his father and to himself.
He’d worked towards this goal for so long that there was no turning back. He was going to have to sacrifice something that day. And it wasn't going to be his uniform.
LOAD. AIM. SHOOT.
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Siluvaigal, siragugal, Rendil yenna tharapogirai? Killuvadhai, killivittu Yen thallinindru paarkirai?
(The crosses or wingsWhich of the two are you going to give me?After doing everything you’ve doneWhy are you standing and watching from afar?)
Bheem was feeling lighthearted. He had just confessed everything to Anna and they finally had no secrets between them. But he still felt the dread and apprehension build up in him with every step he took towards the palace. Towards the place where Malli had been imprisoned. Who he was going to set free in a short while. He was going to finally achieve his goal.
Everything had been going according to plan and he was close, oh so close, to rescuing her when the police officer jumped in front of him. No. It was Anna in the police uniform that jumped in front of him and all he could think of was how cruel the world is. And no matter how much he tried to convince his Anna Ram, he wouldn't budge and fought with him.
His frustration and anger just grew by the second and he was feral. He had a duty to protect, he had a mission to complete and he was not going to let anyone stop him from doing so, even if it was his Anna. Even if it was his beloved… nope. He wasn't going to go there at all. Malli came first always.
Ram had ended up arresting him, threatening Malli’s life. And for days, all he could think of was the hate and overwhelming guilt of letting Malli down. His tribe down.
Was it all a lie? He thought as Ram dragged him to the middle to whip him in front of the crowd. Was their friendship a lie? Was it just a ploy for Ram to get close to them, gather information and use it against them? Was anything even real in those few days- months they spent together?
The lashes fell across his back and his blood, boiling annd red flowed like a river and it caused a lot of pain. But nothing, nothing would give him more pain than the betrayal of his Anna and the broken trust between them.
Though, deep down, he couldn't come to hate Ram in any way. They both, at the end of the day, were duty bound. And their duties were the opposite of their desires. And they lived in a time where they could not afford to sacrifice their duty.
It must’ve been his imagination, but as he closed his eyes, it was almost like Ram was cradling him in his arms, hysterically whispering apologies as his mind drifted away.
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hannahmcne · 5 years ago
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Ice Cream Social (Mal and Hades Father/Daughter story)
Ben pressed the housekeys into her hand. "Go," he urged, nodding to the door.
Mal bit her lip and glanced over her shoulder. In the doorway was a tall, pale-skinned man with long, dark robes. His blue hair was currently cold with no flames to speak of as he waited.
"Where are we going?" She asked.
"Just out," Hades replied. His voice was soft – a little tired? She wasn't sure.
"But…" she turned back to Ben, chewing on her lip. "Zach just woke up. What if he starts crying? Or someone comes by?"
"I'm here," Ben reminded her. He put his hand up to her face to cup her cheek. "Listen, I got him. I won't let anything hurt him. Hades is going to take you out for the day. You need to be away from the castle."
"You have meetings," Mal protested. Ben's hands moved to her arms as he began to guide her towards the door. "Don't you? We can't leave him alone – he'll hate us!"
"He's six weeks old, Mal," Ben sighed. There were traces of exhaustion in his voice, but they weren't from any lack of sleep. Zach would routinely wake up once every night and Mal was so keen on him that Ben was never able to hear the crying before his wife had woken up and stolen the baby from under his nose. "Listen, you need to go and be away for a little bit. I've got Zach – don't you trust me with him?"
Mal's eye twitched. "Yes, of course. You always take good care of him, but Ben, don't you think-"
Hades put an arm around Mal's shoulders and her arguments ended in a little squeak. Her eyes were still wide though, and she stopped focusing on Ben and let her attention fix on a point over his shoulder. Ben carefully stepped in between her and the baby swing before she could summon in. Hades continued edging her out.
"You've got the-"
"I've got everything Mal."
"And you know where the-"
"I know where everything is, Mal."
"And if he starts to-"
"Mal. I live here. He's my son too. I promise you I know how to take care of him and I know how you like to do things with him."
Mal's lower lip trembled. Hades opened her hand for her and put another ring of keys in it. "Go on, go start the car. My son-in-law and I are going to talk for a minute."
"I want to say bye!" Mal burst back past the doorframe in a sudden panic and rushed back past Ben before he could catch her. With one arm out where Mal had passed through two seconds before, Ben took a long, slow, deep breath. Hades pressed his lips together.
"It's this bad?" he asked softly, nodding to where Mal was kneeling on the ground in front of the baby swing.
Ben pressed both hands together in front of his face and took another deep breath. "At least she's not refusing to be around him and doing this," he reasoned. "But yeah, she's been like this for the last two months. Worse at night and when anyone comes around."
"And when you say anyone…"
"She cried when my mom picked him up for a photo."
"Did you film it?"
"Evie did. It was funny at first, but after a month of her still being in shock and everything…" Ben glanced over his shoulder, shaking his head. Mal was chewing on her lip on the floor with one hand balanced out as if she was going to brush her fingers down Zach's cheek. Ben knew she wouldn't – she was terrified to touch him.
"Well, at least she likes him-"
"No, she's terrified of him."
"She can't be terrified of her own-"
"She thinks she's giving off some sort of invisible influence that is going to corrupt him and make him evil."
Hades went silent, staring between Ben and Mal as if they both had two heads. Ben sighed and rubbed his eyes. "I think… she's going back into some sort of Isle state. She's… jumping whenever anyone enters the room, she's not sleeping or eating or taking care of herself, she's obsessing over everything about him… it's bad. It's like… she's literally become a dragon protecting her horde, and she's reverting back to when she had to protect everything she owned and fight everyone around her."
"What?" Mal called from in front of the swing. They'd been whispering, but the word "fight" had her swiveling around to focus. "What's wrong? Is someone coming?"
"No, we just need to head out," Hades replied. Ben sighed and walked over to the baby swing. He forced his arm through Mal's and turned her away from the cooing, content baby in the swing. Mal allowed herself to be turned around but then began trying to twist back around to make sure Zach was okay. Only Ben's arm kept her moving forward as she craned her neck to make sure nothing had happened to Zach in the five seconds she'd been facing the other way.
Hades took her other arm as soon as she was close enough and forcibly helped her over the doorframe. "C'mon, Mallie. I haven't seen you since Zach was born – we're going to go out and Ben is going to have some father-son time with him. It'll be really good for the kid – you want him to be attached to his dad, right?"
"Yes, Ben's great with him, but-" Hades had to take her other arm to keep her from wiggling out of his grip. "Do we have enough diapers at home? Maybe we should send out for more."
"No, we're okay Mal," Ben used his foot to edge her foot out into the hall. "You're going out with your dad and he's going to stay here with me."
"Does he have enough blankets? What if he gets cold and gets sick and-"
"Mal, it's summer. He's fine."
"Does he still have his gloves so he doesn't scratch-"
"Goodbye, Mal."
The door shut with a rather final thud and Hades heard Ben turn the lock. Mal began to hyperventilate. In theory, if she wasn't panicking as much as she was, she could have easily gotten away from him and used an unlocking spell and then he and Ben would really have been in trouble, but as it was, she was easy enough to lead down the hall and into the front hall of the palace.
"What happens if he starts to cry and Ben doesn't know what to do?" Mal babbled as they got to the front steps, only about ten feet from the car. She began to show a little resistance now, refusing to move her feet as she continued looking back over her shoulder. "What if he needs me?"
"Oh, now Ben knows what he's doing," Hades held her arm a little tighter as he continued pulling her towards the car. "He taught you how to hold him, remember?"
"Yes but maybe he forgot-"
Hades opened the door and helped her in. He pushed the lock down on her door before he closed it, which was a good thing because, by the time he'd gotten in on his side, she was already trying to open it.
"Hey," he snapped a little and grabbed her hand to squeeze as he quickly put the car in gear. "Ben's got this. He has everything he needs. And you and I are going to go out for ice cream."
They started rolling and Mal let out a little breath as the front door slowly moved out of sight. "Yes, okay," she agreed in a tiny voice before fumbling over her shoulder for the seat belt. "Ben's got this."
"He does," Hades agreed. He watched her settle down a little bit more, wringing her hands and shaking as she took a few deep breaths.
They got out of the palace and Hades figured her anxiety had leveled off as much as it was going to. He drummed his fingers on the wheel – would it be better to start a conversation about Ben or about being the queen or about Zach or what?
"What's on your mind?" he asked finally.
Mal let out a little laugh. "Oh, I'm just worried about Zach," she replied, holding a hand to her head. "He's just so little and I don't want anyone coming by while I'm gone."
"I'm sure Ben won't let anyone in."
"Well, he might. He's not as cautious as I am."
"I saw an article about how you didn't want to let anyone around him. Exceptional Exposure said you were hoarding the crown prince from the public."
"Oh wow… the public can go screw itself… he is not even two months old, he has the rest of his life to be their crown prince, and they do not need to pester my baby."
Hades laughed and then chewed on his cheek. "I remember your mom didn't want anyone else to see you after you were born either."
Mal almost jumped right out of her skin. "What?" she demanded. Her skin was pasty white.
Hades realized he might have touched on a bad subject. "Well, she just didn't want to share you." He tried to laugh it off. "She used to cuddle with you for hours while you slept."
Mal relaxed a little, but she'd seized the door handle and didn't seem intent on releasing it soon.
"I think it's something a lot of new moms do," Hades continued. "They're just new and hard to share."
Mal nodded slowly. "I just… worry that something will happen if I leave him," she agreed.
"Well, Ben's got this. He's, you know, "the guy". The one who is good with kids and knows how to calm them down and he's good with them. He'll be fine."
Mal chewed her cheek, nodded, and turned to look outside the window. Hades watched her out of the corner of his eye as she traced the outlines of the passing buildings and looked sad. After a minute, he leaned over and poked her. "Do you not like that Ben's good with him?"
Mal spun so fast he was surprised her head didn't pop off and keep going. "No!" she exclaimed. "Oh, no! Ben is.. wonderful. He knows just what to do and say and he's so, so, so… good. I'm just… not."
"You're not good?" he repeated. Mal shook her head, glancing down at her lap and twiddling her thumbs. He had a feeling they weren't talking about good as in "being good at something" but rather "good and bad".
"Mallie, you know good and evil don't really exist, right?"
"Well, of course they don't… it's just… sometimes they do."
"What's that mean?"
Mal chewed on her cheek more. What would he do if she happened to bite right through it? Was that possible? How would that even be treated?
They took an exit off the main road and pulled into the drive-in of a cheap family diner. They were only about fifteen minutes from the palace even if Hades thought Ben was more likely to reinstate the barrier and murder his own father than be forced to call Mal for help.
Mal still hadn't answered, so Hades busied himself with rolling down his window and reading the menu to her. "There's vanilla and peach and chocolate – oh look, you can get them with candy coating. Do you want strawberry or birthday cake or-"
"Maybe I should call Ben and make sure everything's okay-"
Hades snapped his hand out to catch her wrist as she pulled her phone out of her jacket. He slowly wrenched it from her fingers and then tucked it into the driverside door, making sure the screen was facing away so she couldn't use magic to make the touchscreen react. "There's also cherry and butterscotch," he finished.
Mal's lower lip was jutting out, but she turned her focus to the dimly-lit plastic board of options and sighed. "Maybe the peach and strawberry option?" she asked.
"Still craving fruit?"
Mal blushed. "Yeah."
Hades pulled forward to the little black speaker box with the hexagonal opening in it. "Hello, we'd like to order some ice creams-"
"Let me know when you're ready to order."
"We like to get some-"
"Hold on sir, you're not coming through clearly."
"Can you hear me-"
"What would you like to order?"
Mal giggled as Hades huffed in annoyance. She leaned past him and gave her order to the black box. For some reason, her voice was more compatible with the hexagon. When Hades still couldn't talk straight, she gave them his order too.
Maybe they didn't have a great speaker, in Hades' opinion, but they did have pretty fast service. A tiny drive later and with a few fumbling interactions, Mal was balancing two rather tall cones as Hades tried to exit the driveway without committing curbicide. He growled when the wheels protested a particularly tight turn and Mal giggled when the back wheel thumped up and over a grate.
"Ben told me that there was a nice little park over this way-"
"Maybe I should call him now?"
"Mallie, it's been twenty minutes."
Mal guarded the ice cream from the sunlight carefully as Hades circled the street and the parking lot twice before finding the park hidden behind a wall of thick trees. The two left the car parked as straight as they could between two crooked lines of paint and got out. Mal hesitated before closing her car door. "Can I check my phone to make sure…"
Hades closed the door for her. "I've got my phone. If the palace burns down, you can see it from here. Otherwise, Ben will probably call me first."
They walked for maybe thirty seconds underneath the trees before finding some park benches. Originally, Hades had planned on making Mal walk a little bit more to keep her mind off Zach, but walking turned out to make it harder to focus on eating ice cream, so they stopped and listened to the wind blow through the trees around them. Kids were laughing nearby – this park had a playground.
"You could probably walk here with Zach from time to time," Hades hummed as he picked off bits of the candy coating to snack on. "He'd probably love that."
Mal hummed in agreement. "We wouldn't have to bring guards," she agreed. "The palace doesn't usually make me take guards. Just Ben."
"I think that says a lot."
"It does, doesn't it?"
Hades flicked a bit of candy at her. It was so hot out here that even the coating was starting to melt. A bit of white stuck to her cheek, which she wiped away as she rolled her eyes. "Why is Auradon so hot and green and.." he threw his head back and let a demonic growl escape his throat. A passing jogger jumped, looked around, and kept going.
Mal laughed. "It took me a long time to get used to how bright it is here. Sometimes I still catch myself squinting."
Hades nodded. "Auradon is weird."
"Auradon is weird."
"I just don't understand them."
"I never have either."
Hades chewed on his cheek. "It's… odd," he said. "Some people just… came off the island and came to Auradon. And some of us came off the island, but then we brought the Isle with us."
Mal's hand shook a little as she bit off the top of her cone. She traced the green coating of the metal chain-link table. "That's me," she whispered. "I know I'm in Auradon, I think I act Auradon, but then something happens and I realize that part of me is just always stuck on that island, trying to get out of the barrier."
"It's tough."
"It is tough."
"Everyone always thinks I'm crazy."
"I'm so afraid I'm going to hurt Zach because of it."
There was a silence then. It was an odd silence that was so… palpable it's almost like someone set an object in front of them. An object of silence.
"Mallie, you're doing really good with him. Everyone says so."
But Mal sniffed and wiped her eyes with her wrist. "I… I don't know."
"I know. Ben knows. Heck, even Zach knows. Ben says you're his favorite person."
Mal shook her head. "I swear I'm doing my best but… I just think I'm too much like mom to do this."
"Now listen, I know Maleficent wasn't the easiest person to get along with, but she was a good mom to you. A really good mom. She cuddled you and sang and-"
"No, she wasn't a good mom." Mal set her cone down and held her hands to her head. "She wasn't�� maybe she was good at first, but she wasn't good when I needed her to be."
Hades reached across the table. Mal put her hand in his and squeezed it a little. "You talk to her lately?" he whispered.
Mal shook her head. "Not since I found out I was pregnant. She was just… I knew what she would say. So I never went and told her or anything. She probably knows now, of course, but I didn't say anything."
"What did you think she'd say?"
"The same thing she's been saying for years. Every time I've gone to visit her ever since I got married it's been the same thing. How I'm making a huge mistake and turning my back on her and Ben isn't in this for the long run and all my children will be exactly like me and-"
"If all of your children turn out exactly like you, I think you and Ben should count yourselves lucky."
Mal sobbed. She took her hand back and covered her face and began to cry. Hades was up out of his seat and over to her side of the table before she could even finish putting her head down to hide her tears.
"I can't do this," she sobbed. "I can't even… what if there's still evil in me? What if it got to him somehow? I don't want to make it worse and I don't want him catching anything from me… but I can't leave him when he's so small and he needs me…"
"There is no evil in you," Hades protested. He tried to pull her into a sitting position so he didn't have to hug the table to get his arms around her. "Mal, you are a good person."
"I can't possibly be a good person," Mal disagreed. "And Zach… how can I be a good mom? I don't know what a good mom is. Ben has Belle and Adam and he's perfect and good but I've got Maleficent and-"
She broke down more, leaning into his shoulder. Hades rubbed her back slowly. "What'd she do to you?" he whispered.
He meant the question rhetorically, but then Mal's breath caught and shuddered and he realized then what Ben had meant about her going back into an Isle state. Her mind was jumping back to always having to be on her guard, always having to protect what was hers. She'd never been a mom before and so she'd naturally retreated to remembering what her mom was like and trying to avoid that.
Hades rubbed her back to try and calm her down. "Mal," he whispered to try and bring her back to Auradon. "What happened? What'd she do?"
"She wasn't good," Mal whispered against his shoulder. "She wasn't… Ben's been trying to help me…"
"What'd she do?"
There was a lot of sniffling as Mal tried to calm back down. "I'm sorry, I'm just-" she wiped her nose on the napkins that had been given to them with their ice creams. Her peach ice cream was leaking out through the strawberry coating in little streams onto the pavement. "There was a lot. And I thought I was past it, but these last few weeks have been hard."
Hades put a hand on her knee and squeezed. "Talk," he urged.
A few deep breaths. "She would… she'd leave me alone for long times… just in my room or in… she had this other room where she'd keep me and I wasn't allowed to leave."
"Allowed?"
"Well, the one room had chains so I couldn't leave-"
"Chains?"
"Ben was mad too."
Ben was mad too? Just mad? He reasoned that Mal was likely downplaying the explosion Ben had had but geesh, Hades was a lot more than "mad" right now.
"What kind of a room?"
"A dark one. She had a lantern she'd bring whenever she'd come in and do stuff."
"Do stuff?"
"She wasn't a good mom, dad. She wasn't."
There was this deep and burning rage that was rising inside his chest. It wasn't like he hadn't dealt with child abuse before – people around the world had routinely left infants to die in fields and the Greeks had seen honor in assaulting young boys in particular, but he had also had to deal with the Polynesian people who tossed infants to sharks and the Babylonian people who auctioned their children off to brothels and the Hebrews who both slit the throats and stoned their raped daughters and the general crazy people who drove families off cliffs and threw children into walls. And yes, he'd put all those people into their proper places in the underworld. But there was a different rage felt here, when he'd trusted that woman with his daughter and was now finding she'd been locked in a room for-
"How long?"
"Well, it happened a lot for as long as I can remember…"
"No, I meant how long would she leave you there."
Mal wiped her eyes with her fingertips. "Usually just a few days."
"A few-"
"I know, I know. I know it's not normal, I just… that's what it was." Mal seemed to be finding a little bit of stability as she kept talking. "I talk to Ben and I know what a normal childhood should look like – I just didn't have one."
"She left you in a room for days?"
"That room or my room. My room was usually for… other people though."
"Other people?"
No answer, meaning an answer he didn't want.
"Mallie, she didn't-"
"That's what it was, Dad. That's how our world was. I didn't see anything wrong with it."
"How many?"
"Geesh, dad, it's not like I counted. It was just part of life. I didn't even understand the concept of rape until Carlos and Evie were talking to-"
"I can't believe it." He sat back, letting his arms fall back from her. His wrist hit the table and – ouch, that hurt – but he didn't even react.
Mal set a hand on his shoulder. "Hey, it's okay. It was forever ago. Really."
"I trusted her with you."
"Well, you don't need to anymore."
He glanced over at her as she finished drying the rest of her tears. She took several deep breaths. He felt like he needed some too, but his head was more focused on drafting the perfect eternal punishment for Maleficent than it was on something subsidiary like the anger that was overpowering everything in him.
"I don't, do I?"
"No. That's Ben's job now."
"Well, at least he does a better job of looking after you." Wait. "Does he?"
"He does." She let a little bit of broken laughter escape. "And he's been working with me on all of this. I know he's been frustrated with me these last few weeks, but he knows I'm trying."
"You are trying. And you're doing good."
"I'm trying."
"You are good."
"I'm trying."
He set his hand back on her knee and squeezed. Mal put her hand atop his and squeezed back. Then there was a plop as her ice cream tipped over on the table and the last of the candy coating smashed through the green chain links. "Oh, shoot," Mal sighed. "Well, it was a lot of ice cream, I guess."
"Mal," Hades called. She turned and focused on him. Her eyes were red now from crying, which made the green stand out more. He leaned forward and wiped a few more tears out from under her lashes. "You literally gave up an entire belief system after five days of trying something new. You stepped up to be the future queen of a country you'd hated all your life for a boy you'd known six months. You took that country's safety and put it on your own shoulders and then fought tooth and nail to help everyone on both sides of that barrier for the last six or so years. If Maleficent could be one of the worst parents on that Isle and raise you, then Zach doesn't need to worry about any… residual evil from his grandmother. Whatever tough-stuff you've got in you, he's got in him. And he's got a better mom than you did, so he'll make it. No problem there."
Mal let out a little laugh. Her gaze darted down to the ground though, so Hades tugged her chin back up. "Evil doesn't exist," he whispered. "And even if it did, you work through it just fine. He can too. And that's not even taking into account the fact you've got a pretty awesome partner too."
"He is pretty great, isn't he? I got lucky."
"Let's not get too ahead of ourselves."
She laughed a little more and a few more tears escaped, but Hades wasn't too worried about them. He wrapped an arm around her shoulders and she leaned into him again. Behind them, the steady "plip… plip… plip," of the melting ice cream could be heard. Another crash came as Hades toppled to the ground. They sat in silence, drawing off each other's weakness until something vibrated in Hades's pocket. Mal made a face at the offending noise and then sat straight up. "Is it Ben?" she demanded.
Hades sighed and fished in his robes for the device. He still wasn't used to carrying it around, but it had a cute picture of his grandkid and daughter on the front and that made him a little more fond of it.
"It is Ben," he affirmed. "It says he has sent me an attachment."
"An attachment?" Mal craned her head to read over his shoulder. "Why is his name 'Daughter Thief'?"
"Because 'Mal's unfortunate temporary assistant' was too long for a first name."
"Temporary?"
"Your vows said until death do you part. I didn't make the rules!" He passed the phone over to her. It was a photo of Zach, lying on his belly on Ben and Mal's bed and smiling at the camera. His eyes, which were Mal's pale-green without any magic behind him, were focused on the camera. Mal let out a happy sigh against Hades's arm.
A message came through. "Don't show Mal if she's still freaking out but you can have this photo to add to your stash."
Hades snorted. "She's okay."
A long pause, probably where Ben was debating what Hades meant by "okay".
"Really?"
"I'll try and keep her out a bit longer, but yeah." (Mal snorted and poked him for that message.)
"She's not worried that the press will break in and smother him?"
"She's calm."
"Unbelievable."
Mal hummed against Hades's arm. He put the phone away and ran his fingertips down her arm once. She closed her eyes. He laughed. "What, did worrying about him for six weeks straight wear you out?"
She shook her head and yawned. "I just want him to be okay," she mumbled.
Hades chuckled and watched as the heat got to her and she drifted away. "If he's anything like his momma, he won't go wrong."
Five minutes of silence. A palpable silence, but this time somewhat comforting. Like someone had dropped a blanket of silence over them. The ice cream stopped its "plip… plip… plip," as it dried. Eventually, Hades picked Mal up and carried her to the car. Put the air conditioning on and they drove around for a little longer before Hades pulled back up to the palace and carried her back in. Ben had to unlock the door before he could wander in and put her onto their bed. By that time, tiny prince Zach had also fallen asleep, so they put him beside Mal on top of all the covers and put a light blanket on them before turning on the fan and letting them both sleep.
"Thanks again for taking her out," Ben sighed after the door was shut. "She's been… ramping herself up for weeks."
"It was good," Hades nodded. "Nice to talk to her."
"You work magic. Seriously. She wasn't even listening to me anymore. I mean, you saw her…"
"Yeah. She was out there."
They both shifted awkwardly in the door. "Well, have a nice day," Ben said.
"You too, Daughter-Thief."
"Wait, does that mean I can call you-"
"No."
Back out the front door; he was drumming his hands on his legs. The car was still running – he put it in gear and headed out. The route home was memorized, but so was another route. Soon, he was peering up at a different government building.
Big white walls and barbed wire would mean nothing – visiting hours were still happening. Somewhere inside was a fae woman with black horns and evil in her blood who had a lot to answer for. He could wander in and request to see her. They could sit her down with clear glass and a telephone for them to talk to each other. He could interrogate her on everything she had done and let her know exactly where she was going when she died.
But then he was leaving again before anything had happened.
Mal would be fine. He would be too.
And he wasn't going to waste any more of his time with that crazy witch.
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Rise of the Guardians!au Pitch Black!Yoongi x reader Author: Jiminiessipabo Genre: angst, mythological Warnings: smut, somnophilia   Word Count: 4.4k Prompted from this post!
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There have always been dark times in the world when everybody thought they would never dig themselves out of it. It was like the world was collectively sad and in grief. They mourned the days when laughter was the best medicine, instead of manufactured drugs. Alcoholics were born and died. The world had turned pitiful.
You felt this should change. You used to follow the world’s footsteps; you grew up with technology, your eyes glued to the addicting light. You lived your life through the screen, and that was your biggest regret but then you decided to one day take a breath of fresh air and man, did you wake up and see the real world. You packed up everything and moved to the middle of nowhere, you adopted a dog, Mally, and went out every day. You met others who shared this outlook with you.
You built a life and it seemed as though the darkness could not touch you but then that fateful night happened, and you truly knew what darkness felt and looked like.
You had let Mally out into the back to have a runaround and to relieve herself. You had trained her to never go past the forest line so you never worried if she would stray, she knew she would be punished. Usually, she would have come in by now, so you got up from your sofa and ventured over to backdoors. You looked around, your eyes straining against the dusk light.
“Mally?” You shouted, your voice echoing, but there was no sign of the pup, not even a bark of acknowledgement. You huffed and went back inside, slipping your flip-flops and housecoat on before walking back out, shutting the doors behind you. You walked to the edge of the forest, looking around for any sign of your dog. You let out a noise of joy when you saw a bit of her fur had snagged on some shrubbery. You followed the trail, finding that she was a clumsy dog until you came across a clearing and there she sat in the middle, her tongue out panting.
Your eyes widened at the sight. There sat Mally, her tail happily wagging, as a man dressed from head to toe in black was petting her. You didn’t know what to think, your brain was running a mile an hour. This was a stranger and he was in the forest in the middle of the night, petting your dog. What do you do? You didn’t have your phone on you. That was your biggest mistake.
You knew he knew of your presence, his eyes had darted towards you before putting his attention back on the dog in front of him. He was resting on his knees, allowing Mally to put her two front paws on his thighs so she could reach his face to plant kisses all over. You feared he would hurt your dog but his gentle caresses gave off no such intentions. But still, she was your baby and you feared for her.
“Can I have my dog back?” You shouted from your spot, not daring to move any closer to him. You held yourself closed off from him, your arms crossing over your chest, not only to stop the cold but as if this action would protect you. You could feel his presence as if it were looming over you. There was darkness about him, one that shadowed him and one that you feared would touch your dog.
Your eyes widened as he stood up. His once white hair slowly turned black from the tips until the root, his eyes darkening further than before and he stepped towards you, your dog doing nothing to stop him. He never spoke a word to you as he grew closer to you. He stopped two steps away from you and the two of you stared at each other for a moment.
“Who are you?” You whispered your shoulders hunching as you cowered in fear. You whimpered as a smirk slowly spread on his face and he stepped forwards until your arms were pressed against his chest.
“I am darkness, I am fear,” he whispered back, leaning forward until his lips were brushing against your ear. “I am the blackness that claws at your heart,” he finished and you sniffled, holding back your sob. You didn’t realise you had closed your eyes until you heard your dog barking. Your eyes snapped open, only to find Mally sat before you, yipping. No other being in sight. You picked your dog up and started running back to your house, locking all of the doors and windows.
That night you struggled to sleep, instead curling up on your bed with Mally in your arms.
The next day you were tired, but you made it work. You were in the break room, changing out of your work clothes as you had finished for the day. Your colleagues were also in the room, chatting idly.
“Did you feel how much the temperature had dropped last night?” One had asked, Shaylen. There was a collective gasp from the group just as you took your shirt off. You slightly panicked that it was at you at first.
“I did, I just had a smoke outside and then I literally saw ice start to form but it was weird, the sky just suddenly turned black. Like, I get it was dark already but then it just went black,” said another, Jakob.
You shook your head, clearing the images of the man in black from your mind before slipping your shirt on. You slammed your locker door shut and walked out of the locker room, not bothering to talk to your colleagues that day.
When you got home you cuddled up with Mally, watching a film called the Strangers. You never minded horrors, until tonight, when your electric flicked off and a loud bang from upstairs echoed through the house. You felt shaking in your arms and saw Mally looking up with equally worried eyes. You grabbed your phone this time and stood from the couch. You didn’t blame your dog for staying on the couch; it was probably the best option.
You slowly climbed the stairs, your hand clinging onto the bannister as to not fall. You didn’t put your torch on; you were afraid what would appear on the other side. You reached the top of the stairs and stopped, you didn’t even breathe. You heard a creak come from your bedroom causing your breath to hitch. You let out a shaky breath and moved towards your room. When you got outside of you, you inhaled sharply and pushed the door open. “Wah!” You shouted, in hopes of scaring the intruder.
“Ah.” Came a very dry reply but nonetheless, you screamed, not expecting a reply and fell backwards, out of your room and onto the landing, falling to your bottom. You stared with wide eyes as two black eyes stared back out from the deep depths of your room. They grew closer, no emotion in the black abysses until they rose up and a pale face and white hair joined them. Suddenly your power came back on and the male from the clearing stood before you, his hands shoved into his pockets.
“You don’t cope well with fear to say you’ve not feared much your whole life,” the man said his voice was deep and full of a sarcastic tone. He squatted before you and rested his hand on your bent knee. “Don’t worry, I don’t actually mean to frighten you so much, it’s just so easy,” he said with a chuckle. He rose back to his feet and stared down at you. “I’m Yoongi,” he said after a tense second of silence.
“I don’t care, please leave me alone,” you whispered, refusing to get off of the floor. You briefly wondered why your dog hadn’t even bothered to check on you when you had screamed. You scooted backwards until your back hit the bannister.
Yoongi sighed and sat down, resting his own against your doorframe. “Trust me, I don’t want to hurt you, Y/N,” he said with a sombre expression.
You gasped as your name left his lips. “You know my name,” you whispered. “How do you know my name?” You squealed, bringing your knees to your chest and wrapping your arms around them. “Are you stalking me?”
Yoongi snorted and shook his head. “No, not really,” he said and noticed your worried expression. He quickly amended his words. “I mean, I’ve never outright stalked you but I have been keeping watch on you for the past week,” he admitted. He scratched the nape of his neck. “I-I’m lost, you see,” he uttered under his breath.
You lost all fear for a moment. “Huh?” Was all you said.
Yoongi abashedly looked around your hallway, tugging his lip between his teeth. “I mean…” He drifted off. “You’re not gonna believe me,” he whispered but shrugged. “I’m the boogeyman, I always have been, but lately…I find the job boring. Scaring children and adults is boring now. It’s also harder, the world is growing up not afraid but it still lives in darkness. I’m fed up. I want it gone. I don’t want to be him anymore,” he ranted, brushing his hair back from his forehead. He glanced up and saw your wide eyes and knew what you were thinking. “I’m not crazy,” he warned you.
You gulped. Was he a mind reader? You waited with bated breath but an answer never came. Maybe not a mind reader, but there was definitely something off about him; was he telling the truth? “So, what now?” You asked, playing along with his story.
Yoongi shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t know. I want to feel something, something other than fear. I want to feel what you feel,” he whispered towards the end.
You bit your lip. “It’s kind of hard not to feel fear right now,” you said. “But, I believe you when you say you don’t want to hurt me,” you finished. You felt your chest tighten at the gummy smile he sent your way, a kind of spark in his eyes that weren’t there the previous times you have met him. “I don’t know how to help you though,” you admitted.
Yoongi tilted his head, his eyes scanning you up and down before he smiled. “Just help me feel things, just for a few days, please?” He asked, his once sinister smile turning into a cute gummy one.
So, that’s what happened. You somehow adopted the Boogeyman into your everyday life. He had the ability to make himself disappear to the eyes of everyone but you and Mally. So he followed you everywhere you went,  to the shop, for a dog walk and even to work but after he distracted you a few times resulting in you being told off you band in him from following you to work.
You had found he was very relaxed most of the time, but when he was annoyed his hair would turn black and he would have a raging fit. You first witnessed this when you were walking Mally together. Another dog walker had passed by but had dropped his poop bag in front of you, resulting in you stepping in it. But you were the one who was fined by the police, so Yoongi had stressed about the lack of respect and had made the dog walker get attacked by a fleet of crows whilst his dog had pulled on the lead a bit too hard, causing the walker to fall into dog faeces that hadn’t been cleaned up.
Karma.
Currently, the three of you were sat on the sofa watching the film, Hereditary. You were finding it weird to watch, jumping at some points. You didn’t realise how close you had gotten to Yoongi. You don’t even think he realised.
“That was shit,” said Yoongi, spreading out on the sofa. His thigh was pressed snugly against yours with Mally snuggled on his chest. One of his hands was running through her fur, the other was resting on the back of your sofa, tracing patterns on top, his fingers sometimes brushing against your shoulder.
You frowned and looked over at him. You were thoroughly weirded out from the film, there was no way you could close your eyes without seeing those scenes. “Whatever, you literally are fear, I doubt you could feel scared,” you scoffed pushing up off of the sofa and walked into the kitchen.
You heard the tell-tale signs of him following you and flicked the kettle on. You looked at the clock on the wall and saw it was 11pm.  “I have fears, Y/N, I just know how to hide them,” he tutted at you from behind. “Besides, I can get rid of those fears for you,” he whispered, a lot closer. You could feel his breath hit your ear, his hands resting on your waist. Then you felt his chin rest on your shoulder. You felt like you couldn’t breathe.
“The kettle is done,” he murmured. You gulped and raised a shaky hand to the kettle but his large hand engulfed yours before spinning you around abruptly. Your back hit the side and you watched as he pressed himself firmly against you, his onyx eyes staring back you with the same intensity as the first night he laid eyes on you. You felt your heart beat quicken, your legs quivering, whether it was from fright or pleasure, you’d never know.
“I want to do things to you, things your mother would scream at if she knew,” he whispered, his face drawing closer to you until the tip of your nose touched his. You couldn’t cope with the look in his eyes and closed your eyes, your mouth dropping open. You squeaked when you felt the first soft brush of lips against yours. You felt him chuckle, the vibrations rumbling from his chest.  “I know you’re not afraid of me, I can feel that,” he said smugly, pulling back.
Your eyes opened, your breath slightly faltering. You almost wanted to whine as he moved back, your hands that were once in his grasp, flopping to your sides uselessly.
Yoongi smirked, crossing his arms. “I’m tired, think I’ll go to bed now,” he said before walking off, whistling for Mally to follow him.
You were left on your own in the kitchen, dwelling on the thought of the kiss that was shared between you and the boogeyman. He was right, you weren’t afraid of him so why should you be afraid of a simple movie.
You gulped and walked into the living room, switching everything off. You could hear the creaking sounds above you, indicating that it was Yoongi moving around in your room. He was really attached to your hip, yet you couldn’t imagine him absent anymore; life was easier around with him.
You found yourself quickly switching the lights off, swearing you saw something move in the corner of your eye. You heard a sharp bang from the living room and squeaked, switching the downstairs light off before bolting up the stairs, two at a time. You ran into the bedroom and slammed the door shut, resting your back against it.
You registered Yoongi, who was sat up in bed, naked from the waist up (he claimed he got too hot during the night) and was staring back at you with amusement clear in his eyes. You saw his mouth open and quickly cut him off, “shut up.” You walked into the bathroom attached, grabbing your night clothes from on top of the hamper. Mally was curled up on the end of your bed.
“What was the bang?” You heard Yoongi shout. You scowled at your reflection and took your shirt off, however when you pulled it over, you quickly saw black hair from behind you and screamed, dropping the shirt to the ground, stumbling out of the bathroom.
You dived onto the bed, practically curling on top of Yoongi, who had wrapped his arms around you, tutting at you. You dug your face into his neck. “If this is you, please stop, I don’t think my heart can take it,” you pleaded. You felt fur brush against your foot and flinched, looking up, only to see Mally staring up at you, her tongue flopping out and her tail wagging excitedly.
You sighed, scooping her up into your arms. “You’ll protect me, right?” You asked your dog, taking comfort in her, rather than Yoongi. You didn’t see the brief look of annoyance on his face.
“I’m not doing anything, I think it’s just your imagination scaring yourself,” said Yoongi, tightening his hold on you. You looked up from your dog, looking for any sign of dishonesty, but found only a genuine look of concern on his face.
You sighed and nodded, moving from his lap. “Your right, it’s just my imagination,” you said and got up from the bed to finish your night routine.
Yoongi looked at your dog, his lips pursed before he whistled for Mally to come to him. He held the dog up to his face. “I wanna fuck your mummy, can you please stop cockblocking me?” He said before putting the dog on the ground. Immediately, the dog ran out of the room, leaving Yoongi by himself on the bed, ready for you.
When you walked back into the room, you were only wearing a nightie, the hem stopping mid-thigh. Yoongi shifted in the bed, bringing the sheet further up to cover his obvious excitement, he couldn’t take his eyes off of you. The way your hair framed your face made you look innocent. It was that same innocence that he’s wanted to corrupt.
You didn’t look at him as you walked over to the light switch, flicking it off. You kept the door half open, knowing that Mally likes to come into the bedroom halfway through the night. You climbed into bed, your feet brushing against Yoongi’s calves, the coldness of his skin shocking you.
You both laid in the darkness; the silence between you was causing you to overthink. Your thoughts flitting between you and Yoongi, to the movie you had watched tonight. You shivered, feeling eyes on you and found yourself unknowingly moving closer to Yoongi.
“Don’t overthink this,” he grunted, before wrapping one arm over your waist, his other sneaking under your head before he pulled you much closer, turning you so your back was pressed to his front, one of his legs thrown over yours.
Your heartbeat quickened, your breathing stilted. “How can I not overthink this?” You breathed out, but willed yourself to relax, knowing it wouldn’t get you anywhere to panic. And, secretly, you didn’t mind this position, it made you feel safer. You soon drifted off in his arms.
Yoongi didn’t fall asleep. Instead, he stayed up, watching you sleep. He listened to your even breaths, the way you would twitch and the soft little gasps that left your lips. However, he grew bored and decided to taunt you. He couldn’t control your dreams direct, but he could induce certain emotions, usually dark ones such as fear, anger and lust.
He trailed a finger down your arm, thinking of the dirty things he would do to you. How he would see your face, dripping with perspiration, your legs thrown over his shoulders whilst his face with smothered in your dripping cunt. He smirked when you twitched again, the quietest moan leaving you.
He continued. He thought of his cock slipping deep into your pussy, hitting your sweet spot with each thrust. He thought of how your tits would look in his large hands whilst you bounced up and down on him, your thighs gripping his waist tightly as your walls would clench around him.
Yoongi’s thoughts were broken when you let a particularly loud moan. His finger now running down your thigh before travelling back up, this time under your nightie. It had already ridden up during your kicking, it was bunched around your waist and if he lifted the covers up he would see your black underwear glaring back at him.
He loved how innocent you looked, especially under the moonlight. Your soft features were glowing in the natural light.  He leaned closer to you, his nose nuzzling your cheek, his lips ghosting over your jaw. He took a leap of faith and nipped at your jaw, his teeth scraping ever so lightly but it was enough to stir another moan from you. You rolled over, throwing your leg of both of his, your lower half gyrating against him.
Yoongi grunted and rolled you off of him, placing himself above you. He moved so he was slotted between your legs, his forearms resting by your head. You were still moving in your sleep, but now Yoongi was enjoying it too.
“Come on, baby, open your eyes,” he whispered in your ear, his lips tracing kisses down the shell. He pressed his hips down on yours, stopping your movements. You whined, your hands gripping his sides, nails digging into his pale skin. He hissed, loving the pain you were inflicting on him, he kissed down across your jaw and down your neck, not going further than your collarbone.
Your eyes fluttered open and you felt the weight of Yoongi on top of you. You gasped at the wet feeling of a tongue brushing against your pulse and your hands moved from his waist to his chest where you pushed him up slightly. Your eyes met and you can see the reflecting lust in them, knowing yours were the same.
“Fuck me,” you begged your voice no higher than a whisper. You pressed a hand to the back of his blonde hair and brought him closer to you, your lips immediately finding his. You felt him kissing you back, his tongue running across your bottom lip. You opened your mouth, your tongues rubbing against each other.
You felt his hands run down to the bottom of your night tugging it up. You broke apart and lifted the nightie over your head, discarding it on the floor. Your hands fiddled with his pants, urging him to take them off, your lips finding his jaw. He grunted when you found his pulse point, sucking the skin until it was bruised. He pulled his pants down, kicking them off along with his underwear.
You pulled back, your eyes scanning him. You didn’t think you could get any wetter but the sight of him struck a chord in you. Your nails scraped down his toned torso before one hand wrapped around his cock, pumping him slightly. You shifted in the bed, moving to your knees with your face hovering over his pulsing cock. Your eyes met his as you took your first lick. It was only a kitten lick across the slit but he was hissing with pleasure already, falling back onto his hands. You took his cock firmly in your hands, wrapping your lips around the tip, sucking gently, before taking him deeper into your mouth.
You haven’t slept with many people in your life, so you were still relatively new to blowjobs. You were never interested in them, until now. You gagged slightly when he jerked his hips up, his cock hitting the back of your throat.
“Shit,” he grunted, his hand gripping your hair. He held you down on his cock, thrusting his hips into your mouth before he pulled you off of him completely. “Fuck, fuck, I wasn’t expecting your innocent lips to be like that,” he panted. He gently pushed you back until you fell onto your back. He tugged your underwear down and threw them away. “I’m gonna eat you out so bad after this, but for now I need to be inside you,” he told you, his tone an octave lower than usual.
Your chest was moving rapidly, your hands gripping at the comforter underneath you as he lined his cock with your pussy, rubbing the tip up and down your slit. “Protection,” you said with remembrance but the man above you smirked.
“Don’t need it, I’m an entity love,” he said as he pushed inside of you. He slipped in until he bottomed out. His moved your legs so that they were pushed against your chest, his hips giving a few test thrusts before he grunted. “So fucking wet, I love how I haven’t even played with your pretty little pussy and your this wet,” he grunted as he hips slapped against yours.
You hardly listened to him, your pleasure taking a hold of you. You felt the pleasurable little knot inside your stomach building up deliciously, the wet sounds of your pussy echoing in the dark bedroom. Despite his skin being cold, you felt sweaty as did Yoongi as he moved your legs so he could move closer to you, his chest pressed against yours. He suddenly flipped over, putting you on top.
You grunted when his tip brushed against your G-spot several times. You felt his hands grope at your breasts, his thumbs rubbing over your hardened nubs. You were a panting mess, your hips circling his as he thrust up into you at a fast pace.
“Come on, baby, come all over my cock,” he grunted, moving so he was sat up, his hands pressed against the curve of your arse, lifting you up and down on his cock. You felt the coil inside of you snap and you let out a long moan, your hips stuttering, your walls clenching.
“Fuck yeah,” said Yoongi, resting his forehead against your breasts, enjoying the feeling of your walls clenching him and he found himself cumming straight after you.
You felt the uneven spurts of come against your walls as you came down. You tried to even out your breathing as he gave the last final thrusts before he lifted you up, his cock slipping out of you. You winced slightly when it popped out of you and flopped down onto your side.
Yoongi smirked and laid down next to you, pressing his lips against yours for a fleeting second. “Being human isn’t so bad,” he hummed, his eyes sparkling.
You tutted.
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codyfernaesthetic · 6 years ago
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Dichotomy
 Part 14
Summary: Mallory is searching for answers. Michael is searching for his path. They both find each other.
Author’s note: Context, context, context!!! I’ve never been more nervous about a chapter. lol. This monster might confuse you, especially if you didn’t spend hours researching the Salem Witch Trials in both history and AHS canon. This is deep cut stuff. If it’s wanted, I can answer any questions on who or what an event or person is, or whatever. It’s mostly the first part, so after you get through that you should be in the clear. Hopefully it’s explained well enough to not be confusing. I know you guys are smart, I’m just anxious about where this takes things. I want it to be interesting and evident how it’s relevant to the story. But enough rambling. Let’s find out what Michael and Mallory find out about themselves and each other! never 
Warnings: Blood, language, NSFW (Nothing explicit)
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A lone woman, a refugee from her broken home, found herself weeping in a dingy motel room in the city. She was pregnant, the catalyst for her ostracization from her abusive parents. She didn’t know where to go or what to do. She’d stolen cash from her father’s wallet and run away. The guy who’d gotten her pregnant had hit the road the moment she told him, and she couldn’t afford an abortion. She’d decided to make her deathbed the ugly, stained spring mattress of the motel room. Her face was wet, her fingers trembling as she poured out a bottle of pills in her hand.
A burst of white light shot through the room. The woman screamed, dropping everything and backed up against the wall, staring as this light took on a humanoid shape.
“Do not be afraid, Agatha.”
The voice was gentle, it sounded as if it came from everywhere and nowhere at all.
“Who are you?”
The light hovered closer.
“Do not be afraid to bring forth this child.”
Agatha felt a warmth caress her belly like a hand.
“I have set aside this child for a great purpose. You shall give birth to a daughter, and upon her 18th birthday she shall become pregnant, through no will of man, but by mine. And her child shall be my chosen one, who will save this world from destruction.”
She gawked at the message, doubts and fears assailing her.
“How can I possibly take care of this child? I have nowhere to go!”
Tendrils of light spread about, “Take no care as to how you will be provided for; behold, lilies of the valley neither toil nor sow, and kings are not clothed like one of them.”
Agatha crawled closer, enraptured. She reached out her hand to touch the light, electricity buzzing on her fingers.
“All right,” she answered breathlessly, “I’ll do what you say.”
The light faded, leaving Agatha in blissful assurance that all would be well.
When she took a shower that night, she noticed a new mark on her body, like raised scar tissue.
A single star over her heart.
1692
Sarah Good was among the first to fall in the Salem Witch Trials. She was a homeless, pregnant beggar despised by the community; she was tried and imprisoned, leaving behind her husband and 4 year old daughter Dorothy, who was also taken into custody upon suspicion of witchcraft. After the 4 year old was released, the trauma she suffered left her unable to function and she spent the rest of her life as an invalid. Her mother meanwhile, gave birth in prison to her sister Mercy; but the newborn died mere hours after her birth, then Sarah was led to the gallows and hung declaring to her judge and executioner, Judge Matthers, “God will give you blood to drink.”
Heartbroken and desperate, Sarah’s husband begged the newly risen Supreme of the escaping witches to raise his daughter back to life and give her a chance to live freely. She agreed, bringing the newborn back to life. Mercy Good was given into the care of Hephzibah Green and her young daughter Jescha, and was renamed Mara, meaning bitterness. The witches escaped, leaving the horrors of Salem behind. Years passed and justice for Sarah Good was left undone…
25 years later
The town of Salem, Massachusetts lay sleeping under the pale moon, its people having put away their business for the day and said their nightly prayers for protection over their souls during the night.
All except for Judge Matthers, who sat at his desk by the candlelight working into the late hours. He stifled a yawn, dipping his quill in the ink pot.
A noise disturbed him. Something against the window. He inspected the origin of the disturbance, seeing and hearing nothing else. He had just made it back to his desk when the front door swung open with a loud bang. The old man jumped and stilled his heart, shuffling over to close the door.
“Working late into the night, Your Honor?”
He turned, startled at the new voice. A young woman in her mid twenties stood in his home, dark eyes flashing with rage.
She lifted her hand, “Detendo.”
His body was thrown against the wall, his limbs gluing to the wooden surface, paralyzed. He couldn’t make a sound.
The woman strolled toward him, “Dost thou remember a woman by the name of Sarah Good?”
His mind raced back to a gallows, a fiery, deranged woman he’d condemned as a witch.
She continued, “The woman you hung 25 years past in your self-righteousness?”
She stepped closer, “I am her daughter.”
His eyes widened in terror.
She gave him a malicious chuckle, “Aye, the one pronounced dead when you showed my mother no compassion. I hath returned from the grave to exact her prophecy upon thee. Innocent blood you spilt, but in thine own sin-cursed blood shall ye drown.”
She reached into her cloak, whispering, “Patentibus.”
His mouth opened without his consent. He started shaking.
She held up a closed fist to his face, “Behold the vengeance of Almighty God, Most Honorable Judge, and the vengeance of Mercy Good.”
She opened her hand, blowing a white powder into his mouth. He coughed violently, his body trembling harder as she waved her hand to drop him to the floor. Blood poured from every orifice, his skin turning a disgusting gray as his blood splattered all around him before he collapsed dead. She spat on his corpse and left the Judge’s home, slipping away without a trace.
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Jescha confronted her upon her return. Mara hung their clothes on the line, her adopted sister asking, “Where wast thou really?”
She didn’t look up from her work, “Repaying a life for a life.”
“Hast thou no regard for your own safety?” She scolded.
“Not since my birth hath the town known me, and even then presumed dead.”
She crossed her arms, “Thou canst not put the coven in such danger.”
She looked up at her, shrugging, “I have not. No man recognized me and I did not use my given name. All is well, justice has been done.”
She huffed, stepping beside her to help her finish her chores, “Some justice shouldst be left unto the Lord.”
Mara nodded, “‘Twas if I be His messenger.”
“Beware of pride, Mara. Lest thou think thyself too important.”
“I have thee to blame. Thou hast told me I am special.”
She smiled, “And ye are. Thou art also as stubborn as the ass of Balaam.”
She bumped her, “Aye, but the stubbornness of the ass twas the Lord’s will.”
Mara had no desire to become Supreme; she was happy to spend her days tending her garden and living in peace, despite both Jescha and Hephzibah’s insistence. She did eventually attempt The Seven Wonders at their behest, only to fail the very last.
“T’would be lying if I said I wasn’t disappointed,” Jescha told her after the tests as they sat by the river.
She laughed, “Should I take that as compliment or criticism?”
“Both.”
“Why?” She skipped a rock, “If I am not the Supreme, then I am not the Supreme.”
Her sister pouted, “I had such faith that ye were.”
“And why hast thou not attempted the Seven Wonders? Go and show thyself to be the Supreme.”
She balked, “If thou couldst not do it, then surely I cannot. I am merely a garden witch.”
Mara feigned offense, “Careful of thy words, I am merely a garden witch.”
She leaned her head into the crook of her neck, “No, not merely. You are among the most powerful of our coven.”
Mara patted her, “Thou art just as essential as I. Providence will grant you great things, dear Jes. I’m sure of it.”
“As I am sure of you, Mara.”
The two women continued in their happy states. Jescha eventually moving away, marrying into a rich family. Meanwhile, Mara’s descendants continued the line of powerful witches. Until a girl was born with the power of special connection to the spiritual world, claiming communication with the entity most commonly called God. This woman’s name was Agatha, who did give birth to a daughter she named Leah. And according to Agatha’s predictions, Leah did become pregnant at 18 years old, though no one ever knew who the father was. And Leah gave birth to a beautiful baby girl she named Mallory.
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Mallory sat on her grandmother’s knee, listening to her story. When she got to the end, Mallory clapped gleefully, “That’s me!”
Agatha ran her fingers through her granddaughter’s hair smiling wistfully, “That’s right, Mallie. Grandma knew you would be born even before she had mama.”
“Do I have magical powers?” She wondered in awe.
Agatha cupped her face, “You have more power than anyone, Mallie. You have the blood of Salem and the heritage of divinity.”
She bit her lip excitedly, “Do you still have the star?”
“No, but you do, don’t you?”
She nodded, “Mama says it’s a birthmark.”
“It is. It’s a very special birthmark. It’s a sign that you are gonna save this world one day, Mallie.”
Leah and Mallory’s stepfather found them sitting out in the garden, dragging a pouting Mallory from Agatha to go home. Leah would always try and undo her mother’s damage, telling Mallory that her grandma was senile and delusional. But to Mallory, she was the only one who understood her, the only one who confirmed the deep sense of destiny she’d felt even as a little girl. She especially became a safe haven when Mallory turned 13 and was found levitating in her bed by her stepfather. Her parents dragged her to several priests as more powers manifested; the ability to manipulate fire, psychic visions, disappearing and reappearing, etc. They believed she was worshiping the devil or possessed by a demon. Mallory was forced to endure several painful exorcisms, her powers manifesting in the middle of them due to her emotional distress. This only fueled their fear. The worst incident was when Mallory found a dead rat in their yard, torn to shreds by a local stray cat. She brought the rat to the front porch, cradling it in her hands. Her parents screamed for her to put it down, but she only placed one hand over it, closing her eyes and breathing deeply.
The rat stirred to life, its wounds completely healed, even appearing younger. It scampered off in its new life while she stared in amazement at her own power.
It was the last and worst exorcism she had before running away to live with her grandmother. When her grandmother died, she felt like she’d lost her only home.
Then, a woman named Cordelia Goode announced nationwide that she ran a school for women with exceptional powers, witches.
Mallory packed her bags and left for New Orleans.
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There is no love which is not pain
There is no love which does not bruise
There is no love which does not fade
There is no love which does not live from tears...
Michael felt as if he was thrown back into his body; like he was snatched away on the cusp of discovering the final truth. He gulped in air desperately, looking around him. Mallory lay there still in a peaceful trance. She should have woken up with him.
He went to her, touching her face, “Mallory…”
She remained unresponsive.
“Mallory!”
She was still breathing, but was lost in his past, being buried beneath his darkness.
He picked her up and carried her to his bedroom, lovingly laying on his black silk sheets, propping her head on a few pillows.
Hours passed...days...weeks…
“Mallory, please,” he begged everyday, “Please come back to me.”
He refused to leave the house. His food, his work, everything was ordered to be delivered to that single room. Several Cooperative members pleaded with him snap out of it; they promised to place a guard at the house, to set up a cycle of servants so he could be notified if or when she woke up. They were met with fury.
All the while she was plunged into the deep dark waters of Michael’s past. She witnessed everything, felt everything he experienced. It was enough to surely kill her.
She finally came to after nearly two months of unconsciousness. Michael was at her side immediately, caressing her sweat-soaked face. “It’s ok,” he whispered over and over again, “It’s ok, I’m here.” Her breathing calmed, her mind cleared; she looked at him, seeing beyond him. It was as if she’d journeyed through his soul, seeing every crevice, every hidden thought, surveying every molecule of his essence. It was terrifying. She saw slit throats and corpses, demonic claws sinking into his heart, endless dark. It was sorrowful; brimming with abandonment and loss, desire to change, but no one to help, a small, scared child thrust into the arms of people who only saw him as a means to an end, a tool. Bottomless loneliness and a starving for love, true, faithful love. But more than anything... It was beautiful. He was beautiful. Despite it all. She should hate him, she should want him dead. But only love flooded her heart. There was a bond between them now that their souls were bare before each other, a golden thread that weaved among their atoms, threading them together; they were darkness and light, a dichotomy, two coexisting infinities that could never be separated. She took his face in her hands, admiring every detail of his face; she touched their foreheads together, breathing him in. “You will never be alone again.” Tears sprung to his eyes, his fingers brushing over her neck. The thread tightened, pulling them closer and closer together until their lips connected. Michael groaned the moment their lips touched, ferociously pouring out every ounce of built up sorrow and desire. Emotion overflowed in both of them; tears began to fall upon their lips, and they shared them, letting go of every pretension. Michael snapped his fingers, their clothes disappearing. They became a mess of entangled limbs and passing breaths. He kissed all the way down her body, wrapping his arms around her thighs. She sighed, her skin burning with each touch of his lips. She entwined her fingers in his silken hair, threading through it assuringly. He gave a gentle bite on her stomach, earning a surprised moan. He looked up, concerned, searching to see if she was displeased. Her pulse quickened, slick heat burned between her thighs as she looked into his pleading gaze. “I’m fine,” she whispered, “That felt so good,” she pressed her lips to his forehead, “You make me feel so good, Michael.” A desperate noise left his lips as he pulled her closer, leaving more love bites on her stomach and inner thighs, relishing every utterance of praise from her. He snaked his hands under her and started to lay on his back, Golden hair spilling on the black silk. He looked up at her under heady eyes. “Take your throne,” he begged breathlessly. She bit her lip, pulling herself over him; he made quick work with his tongue, tasting her with desperate ferocity. Her legs trembled; her grip on the headboard tightening as the pleasure exploded through her body, primal moans and worship flowed from her like a hymn. Michael’s fingers gripped and dug into her flesh; the taste of her dripping on his tongue sent a jolt of need through him. Unable to bear it, he reached down and attempted to relieve some of his growing desire for release. With a heavy breath, Mallory slid herself down his body, straddling his stomach. He was taking in air like a dying man, his tongue running over his lips with little moans of pleasure. He looked up at her, eyes begging and submissive. He traced his hands over her, cupping her breasts, massaging them, treating them like sacred objects, reverently venerating her skin. He slid his fingers up to her throat, slowly curling around it gently, whispering in an uncertain tone, “Mine?” She kept her eyes on him as she took his thumb and wrapped her lips around it, biting and sucking. His other hand traced down her body to feel her wetness coating his stomach. She leaned into his touch, sighing and raking her nails across his chest. Her own need curling into thick tendrils in her core. She leaned down, giving him a passionate kiss, “Yours.” He groaned, bucking his hips, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes. “Please, Mallory,” he could barely speak, the need building within him stealing all of his words. He sat up to grip her face and pull her into a desperate, devouring kiss. “Take me,” he whined, “Please, take all of me.” She kissed him again, but he pulled back with a needy grunt, “I need you. I need to feel you surrounding me, please. Oh, please, Mallory...” the rest of his pleas were unintelligible noises of wanton hunger. She slid down further, lowering herself; he released a shaky, prolonged moan as she took him. She vocalized her pleasure with each thrust of her hips, her rhythm and speed building with her desire. Faster. Harder. Both of them riding out their pleasure, their bodies relentlessly chasing its zenith until Their release struck them like lightning. Michael couldn’t temper his volume as he screamed out her name like an irreverent prayer. Mallory could barely breathe as pleasure like bursts of light shot through her veins. They collapsed together, slick with sweat and languid. Michael, with little strength, wrapped his arms around her, planting lazy kisses on her face and neck. She clung to him like a survivor to her last hope. “Mine.” He breathed into her ear. She kissed his neck, “Mine.” They would delight in each other several more times that night, much slower and gentler. A sensation washing over them that neither of them had felt in a long time... Peace
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The two new lovers were wrapped up together, sleeping as they hadn’t in years. Michael’s face was buried in Mallory’s neck like it was his refuge; her legs circled his waist, hands still entangled in his hair.
A faint hum disturbed her rest. She opened her eyes to find herself staring up at a night sky, stars dotting the velvet canvas. She eased herself up, glancing around at the field where she had first met the being posing as Cordelia. Only this time, instead of the greenhouse, a large, wispy tree curled its silver branches up to the sky, gorged, white fruit with speckles of gold hung low upon it. She approached, curious at the sight.
A rustling of footsteps caught her attention. The woman stood there, still in the guise of Cordelia, staring at the tree with forlorn eyes.
“This is not how I intended this to happen,” she sounded far away, “It was all supposed to be much simpler than this.”
Mallory glared, feeling no sympathy, “Why couldn’t I bring Cordelia back?”
She sighed deeply, meeting her gaze, “You can’t cheat death forever, Mallory. Eventually it comes to claim its due.”
She stepped toward her, “You’re lying.”
She closed her eyes and rubbed her temple, “I won’t let you, that’s why.”
“Who are you?” She demanded.
The woman shook her head, pouting slightly, “I have imagined this moment for years, eager to welcome you with open arms. And now here we are, and you already hate me.”
Mallory took another confrontation step, “Who are you?”
She smiled ruefully, holding up her arms as if in defeat, “Simply...I am God.”
Mallory stared.
“I am the bringer of light and creation. I am the light from which the daughters of Salem draw their power. And you” she dared to come closer and brush the back of her fingers over Mallory’s cheek, “...are my daughter.”
“I don’t understand,” was her dumbfounded response.
“You see, Michael’s father and I,” she chuckled, “Satan as he likes to be called, he and I are a balancing scale...a dichotomy which brings the universe into order. There is good and evil, light and dark. From the very beginning of time, we have fought for balance in the universe. However, there came a point where we stopped fighting for balance, and began fighting for dominance,” her face darkened, “He decided that he wanted to tip the scales, create chaos and violence over the whole earth. And now it is time to tip the scales back again. I am tired of his malevolence and wrath, I want to create a new world. One where death and disease is an ancient memory,” her smile returned, wistful, “And I will use you Mallory. I will use you to build this new creation. You were born to rule a new earth.”
The memories of the stories her grandmother told her crashed over once again.
“I’m just a witch.”
She cupped her face, eyes widening, “No, Mallory. Oh, you are so much more. Don’t you understand? No witch has ever been able to do what you can, because you are not simply extraordinary, you are divine.”
That doesn’t explain why you refuse to let me resurrect Cordelia.
She threw her hands down, turning in a huff, “Can’t you think of anything else?!”
Storm clouds began to gather on the horizon, “I have just told you that you are the daughter of God who will bring about a new world, and you’re worried about one stupid witch. Cordelia had to die. So did every other member of the coven,” she shook her head, frustrated, “Mallory you are my daughter, but it is also true that you are a witch. If every other witch was dead then the power of Supreme would transfer to you.”
Her words from before crossed her mind, “I wasn’t the next Supreme.”
She turned away from her, “No, Coco was.”
That was a punch to the gut. A sudden flash of a vision appeared before her. Her ancestor, Mara...and her adopted sister Jescha, who faded into Coco.
Her knees trembled. The woman went on, belligerent, “She was a vapid, stupid little girl but her powers were growing and given time and attention she would have ascended after Cordelia.” She faced Mallory again, a regretful expression scrunching her face, “Michael planned to kill everyone in the Outpost, I made sure that if no one else, Coco wouldn’t survive.”
“You wanted Michael to kill the coven,” the revelation shook the ground beneath her.
She held out her hands, almost in penance, “I know you cannot understand, but what I did was for a greater plan, a greater good.  The witches had to die...Mead had to die. It was a mutually beneficial arrangement. Michael’s father and I knew that in order for both of our children to be put on the right path...there had to be a catalyst. Mead’s death forced Michael to the Cooperative and allowed me to ensure that you would have all the power you needed to stop him.”
Fire exploded from Mallory’s fingertips, threatening to consume the woman; but she stopped the fireball, extinguishing it.
“You killed them!” Mallory screamed.
“Me?” her shoulders sagged, hurt, “Mallory it was Michael who walked into Robicheaux’s and erased your sisters.”
“You not only watched it,” she cried through gritted teeth, “you set up the pieces for it to happen.”
She tried to touch her, holding out her arms as if to embrace her, “I know my ways are difficult to understand!” Mallory knocked her back, “Don’t!”
The woman regained her stance, watching her daughter with pleading eyes.
“You think you’re different from Michael’s father? My life, Michael’s life, all of our lives are nothing but a game to you! You didn’t care about stopping the Apocalypse, you cared about winning. You and him are the same thing with different masks.”
“I am trying to make a new world!” she screamed, thunder peeling from the distance, “I want to mend everything that Michael has broken. And the only way for me to do that is if you defeat him.”
Mallory was shaking visibly, “I won’t hurt him. I won’t.”
She scoffed, “He sheds a few tears and suddenly you think you know him? He is a curse, an ugly blot on creation that should never have taken his first breath.”
She attempted to embrace her again, “You are my chosen vessel, my beautiful shining light that will destroy darkness once and for all.”
“I don’t want whatever world you create,” she spat.
The woman grew deadly serious, her voice dropping to a low, threatening tone. The storm rolled closer and closer, “Mallory, don’t make me hurt you. This will end on a battlefield, whether you choose to go willingly or not.” Mallory turned away from her, “Go to hell.”
She opened her eyes in Michael’s bed, hearing his steady breathing beside her. She clung to him and began to cry.
He awoke with a start, looking her over and trying to comfort her, “What’s wrong?”
“I know exactly who I am. And I wish I didn’t.”
He held her tightly, fully aware of their plight. He caressed her hair, “Every light casts a shadow, Mallory.”
She sobbed, “I won’t hurt you.”
“We won’t have a choice. Prophecy-“
“Fuck prophecy,” she pulled back, “fuck their stupid games,” she kissed him, “I love you.”
He breathed in deeply, laying his forehead on hers with an expression that declared his knowledge that this bliss couldn’t last; it was never going to.
“I love you,” he whispered against her lips.
...there is no happy love.
But it is our own love.
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malliebuu · 7 years ago
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Mallie’s Reylo Fanfic Rec List:
This is in no particular order and not limited to! There are so many talented writers out there! These are stories that have really stuck with me, so I am sharing them with you all! I will add as I go.
The Inheritance of the Resistance by @waterlilyrose
Rating: Explicit
Summary: The discovery of a new unknown Duchess of the House of Kenobi brings new life to the Rebellion Court. Having lost their old Queen Leia, Rey and Han are forced into a deeply unconventional but quietly happy marriage. Having never had a family of her own, Rey sees Han as the father figure she always longed for.
So when the disgraced Prince returns to court to make amends with his aging King, how will he take to the girl who is now effectively his stepmother?
Medieval/Tudor Reylo.
Review: This has Tudor vibes - it is unreal. I love history, so naturally historically AUs are right up my ally. I was quite impressed by the setup and dynamic. The author uses Star Wars terms in place for the historical ones. This doesn’t follow the Tudor chain of events, but veers in it’s own original direction. Ben and Rey for this interesting relationship and it is quite troubled because Rey is actually married to Ben’s father ::gasp::. Love this fiction. So beautifully heartbreaking! (complete) 
There Shall I Be By philcollins
Rating: Not Rated (Mature if anything)
Summary: AU in which Rey, our lonely scavenger from The Force Awakens, meets Kylo Ren under very different circumstances - he's a shepherd on Jakku. Rey inherits an estate on the moon Ceathea and Kylo follows her there, works for her there, and soon encounters his hated old foe, Uncle Luke Skywalker. Will Rey ever accept Kylo's love? Will crusty old Luke Skywalker come between Rey and her true love? More familiar faces will make an appearance in this Force-free story of love, longing, angst, and anger.
Review: This story was so heartbreaking, but so good. A mix of pining, angst, drama and uncertainty. This story I read nonstop and was quite heart broken, but these two stubborn people just need a little extra time in order to figure out they were meant for one another. This story had me sighing and talking aloud with frustration! So well-written! (Complete)
The End of Father Kylo By Sweet_Solitude
Rating: Explicit
Summary: After a filthy youth and almost suffering a great loss, Kylo turns to priesthood and leads a virtuous life. That is until he meets a girl who turns his world upside down and reminds him that he has a functioning body below his waist.
Review: Again, this one was found during my priest Kylo fazes. Don’t judge me! This has everything you would think when you think of the church and priests, though there is a little bit of something else. Yes, I am going to hell. I know this. Smut, smut! Love this kinky one-shot. If you aren’t offended by this, give it a read. ::fans face:: (one-shot)
Fault Lines By Devil Betty
Rating: Explicit
Summary: Rey has always dreamed of a family. She starts to believe she could have it when she moves in with her new foster mother, Leia Organa. Then Leia’s son, Ben, moves back home and threatens to ruin the life Rey is trying to build. Nothing will prepare either of them for the truth. Some family secrets should stay hidden.
Review: This story is a “page-turner”. It has a simple setting, but so much happens and the dialogue between both Kylo and Rey are so intriguing. The chemistry is unmistakable and the lemons are to die for. Unfortunately, this is one minor thing that has a draw back, and both character experience a major revelation that hurts them both. Please read warnings before reading!!
Spit and Sweat by bunnystealsyourcarrots
Rating: Explicit
Summary: In 1975, Finalizer played a gig at CBGB. The punk band gave their best, the crowd went wild, but a young girl named Rey wanted more.
God Save Them All.
Review: AH! This AU I really couldn’t get enough of because it involves our lovely Kylo and Rey, but is also peppered with sex, drugs and rock-n-roll! I mean...no on the drugs, but in all seriousness, I LOVE Rock-n-roll! So, naturally I honed in on this like no one’s tomorrow! The chemistry between Kylo and Rey is off the damn charts! Ugh, the sexual tension! I absolutely love how this starts as a childhood crush and as she gets older Kylo sees her and is completely blown away! (Uncomplete)
Love and Comfort, Sex and Wondering If This Could Be Our Turn By AquaWolfGirl
Rating: Explicit
Summary: Anonymous Prompt: Ben and Rey are in college and best friends, and very much in love, they just don't realize it. Rey is tired of people making jokes about her being a virgin, so she asks Ben to help her out.
Review: Virgin Rey has a little delima. Ben is there to help guide her. This is actually a very sweet and sexy story! Give it a read! The author is a fantastic writer! (One-Shot)
nolite te bastardes carborundorum By SaintHeretical
Rating: Explicit
Summary: Born on the fringes of a dystopian dictatorship, Rey has lived most of her life in the shadows until desperation drives her into the hands of the government. Her unblemished womb is her only salvation, which leads to her being placed as a Handmaid in the household of Commander Kylo Ren and his infertile wife.
Her task? Produce a healthy child for the Commander, or be banished to a life of hardship and almost certain death. A Reylo Handmaid’s Tale AU
Review: I loved The Handmaid's Tale, so naturally when I visited this story, I was drawn to that aspect. There is non-con in this, so please beware when reading. If you do not know the Hulu original series, refer to their site for a detailed description. The author, in response to this TV show, stays true, but brings originality and this is really a wonderfully written piece. The author is extremely talented! (Unfinished)
Innocents Lost By Pontmercy44
Rating: Explicit
Summary: “That’ll scar.” Han stood behind him, nervously. He’d always been nervous around him, first, because he was a baby, and Han didn’t understand babies, and then, because he had the Force, and Han didn’t understand the Force. “Girls like scars.”
“It’s not like it matters.” Ben looked out at the thousands of spires. “I’m going to be a Jedi.”
Han grunted in sympathy, and then sat next to him, swinging his legs off the side of the tower. The urge to feel alive, to take risks and taste danger – that was what he’d inherited from his father. “Heard you got off the hook.”
“Not exactly. Community service.”
“Better than a detention block.” Han leaned back on his hands.
Ben scoffed. “It’s asinine.”
His father shifted, looking up at the stars, through the hazy, translucent atmosphere of Hosnian Prime. “What do they have you doing? Picking up orbit pollution, or something?”
“Worse.” Ben snorted. “Teaching orphans to read and write Basic. On Jakku.”
Han winced. “Only slightly better than a detention block.”
Review: Love this story! I flew through it. Very well-written! Ben has to do community service as punishment and meets little Rey on Jakku. This forbidden relationship is beautiful and bittersweet at the same time. I love this first love adaptation! The author went above and beyond with these two! (complete)
Daddy Dearest By AquaWolfGirl
Rating: Explicit
Summary: When single father Ben Solo moves into his new apartment in Bespin with 5-month old daughter Amy in tow, he hopes to hell and back that this life will be better than the one they left behind in upstate New York. It's not long before his life becomes a cycle of work, Amy, work, Amy. One night, while trying to fish his keys from his pocket without waking his infant daughter, Rey, his next door neighbor, offers a helping hand.
Review: Daddy Ben! He is a great dad who falls for the babysitter. Interesting read; well written! You feel so sorry for Ben, but also Rey is a God send! Sweet interactions! Give it a read if you want some light hearted, fluffy interactions. Not much for fluff, but this was really a nice read! :3
Stigmata By SaintHeretical
Rating: Explicit
Summary: Fifteen years after tragedy tore them apart, a priest and his sister band together to protect a homeless girl who appears to have been touched by God. Too bad his excommunicated nephew seems to have other plans for her.
A Reylo slow burn Modern/Religious AU.
Review: After the priest hype came out, I searched merely to humor myself. I found a few fictions that really had an interesting plot. This is one of them. Focused on Christianity and different groups within. Kylo and Leia are curious about this young girl who turns out to be homeless and has a curious development. She has formed the stigmata. This really is different than anything I have experienced. I usually don’t go for stuff like this, but there is enough angst and romance to fill my needs. LOVE it!
World In My Eyes By Sasstasticmad
Rated: Explicit
Summary: "The bond should be dead," Rey says through gritted teeth. "Just like you.”
"The bond is only this strong because of you," Kylo Ren tells her. "You're the one who touched me. You took my hand and let me hold yours. This is your fault, not mine. (A post-TLJ force bond fic)
Review: This is after TLJ. I was obsessed for a while, which I am sure comes to no shock to anyone! Everyone was wrapped up in the force bond, which sasstasticmad delivers VERY well! There is so much continued tension between Rey and Kylo. It is quite interesting to see these two continue their interaction from opposite groups. The Resistance Vs First Order. (incomplete)
Wolves By @albastargazer
Rated: Explicit
Summary: Rey Kenobi is a human beta until one fatal night and everything changes. With the existence of werewolves turning her world upside down, she is left with only her boss, Ben Solo, to help. Little did she know he is an Alpha wolf and the next leader of his pack, intent on claiming his rare omega.
Review: A/O/B dynamic. This story really is amazing. I have always had a soft spot for werewolves and I haven’t really had the pleasure of finding one that really stuck yet, of course, that was until I stumbled upon this little number. The dynamic between Ben and Rey is quite interesting. A horrible event leads Rey down an interesting path. Ben takes charge and attempts to help Rey. Interesting revelations emerge, however. (incomplete)
Hatchling By g_girl143 @gwendy85
Rated: Teen
Summary: Rey's leads a predictable life as a general labourer at Niima Junkyard until an unexpected visit from the daughter she doesn't even know exists turns her world into a tailspin.
Review: This is simply the sweetest story. I binged it in one sitting. So sad that it doesn’t update as frequently, but when I do get an e-mail I am jumping for joy! This author really is talented. Love the way this dynamic is set up. There are so many intriguing questions-- you are left wanting more. So bitter sweet it isn’t complete! It really is something I haven’t seen done before. Really hope that it is completed someday! So much potential! I cannot wait to see what becomes of this new found family knit that develops on a whim, no thanks for Rey’s surprise daughter! ;)
Kismet by @ladylionhart
Rated: Mature
Summary: Sometimes, what seems like a simple mistake is truly the first step of a fateful journey.
- Or the one where a single text message sent to the wrong number completely changes the lives of two people and those around them.
Review: Easily one of my all time favs! This is such an amazingly written, intriguing AU. It really begins like none other via text. Both parties, shockingly, continue their witty bouts of conversation until they both begin to develop feelings for one another without actually seeing one another. When they finally begin to interact on a level far from platonic, it heats up fast and you are left needing more! LOVE!
Summer Heat By @isharan
Rating: Explicit
Summary: A lonely young woman arrives at the cottage she inherited from her grandfather on a remote lake in northern Ontario, to find her neighbor is a rare Alpha, a relic of the old days when humans were ruled by their designation. Across a long hot summer, they connect over their shared history, and she finds that the past may not be as far away as she assumed.
Review: ::Bats lashes:: What can I say about this one? Well, I am slowly dying because man is this a slow burn! This is an A/O/B dynamic, but it is so well written that it isn’t just a heat and commence screwing each other’s brains out. No, this really has amazing storyline that has you asking questions or attempting to figure out the author’s train of thought. Gosh, there are so many good things to say about this fic! Ben is absolutely a dream in this fiction too. I cannot even begin to describe because I just wouldn’t do it justice. This fiction killed me in a good way! (Incomplete)
Serotonin and Dopamine By Pontmercy44
Rating: Explicit
Summary: He could lie and say it was because he was gentleman, but that wasn’t quite true. “I – well, I want to take advantage of you. But I know better.”
Rey looked at him for a long moment, and Ben thought she might slap him. She didn’t. She started to laugh, shaking her head as if she couldn’t quite believe it. Finally, she said, smiling, “Goodnight, Ben.”
Ben turned and walked slowly back to his car. He heard her door creak open, but he didn’t hear it slam shut. It felt as if he was walking away from his chance, from his chance to have something good and uncomplicated and nice.
Ben turned around, and went back to the door. Rey waited for him, biting her lip. He took off his stocking cap and held it in his hands in front of himself. His ears were cold without his hat, but he was in the posture of remorse and penance. "I'm sorry. I'm an ass. Can I kiss you again?"
Review: This fiction was different and reeled me in because Ben was different. In this fiction he has mental disorder that makes it difficult to form relationships. Though, Rey takes to him and Ben to her in the sweetest of ways! I really liked the development in this story. The author delivers fluffy feels too. I am not usually one that enjoys a ton of fluff, but they did right by it! (Complete)
An empire to be won By Bitterbones @dvrksister
Rating: Explicit
Summary: The grin of satisfaction that split Rey’s face was utterly demented. “In three days time I will be wed to her son.” Rose blanched at the word son, apparently having been unaware of the familial relationship between her beloved general and the scourge of the galaxy.
Rey chuckled and continued, “It will be televised across the galaxy, and I’m certain that she will be watching; supportive mother that she is. Tell her to look on her son’s face, and see that he is gone. Tell her that the mark she sees there is my own, that it is an engagement gift from myself. And tell her that where she failed to save Ben Solo, I will raise Kylo Ren.”
[In which Kylo and Rey are betrothed as children and separated for their respective darkside trainings. Their reintroduction as adults is explosive, to say the least.]
Review: Cold Showers. I swear, these two, from the beginning, have so much sexual chemistry I had to fan myself when reading. Holy shit, this was tense. I LOVE her Kylo. This is an arranged marriage fiction, but even so there is so much going on in the world she so wonderfully weaved as well as the character interactions. You will be flying through each chapter begging for more! (Incomplete)
Eunoia By MalevolantReverie @malevolent-reverie @meth-lab-shenanigans
Rate: Explicit
Summary: Rey Kenobi, an underachieving college student becomes tangled in a twisted web with her astronomy professor, Kylo Ren, who is hiding a dark secret. (Unfinished)
Review: Violent, dark, heart wrenching, Eunoia is the cream of the crop for dark fictions. I am a huge horror fan, so naturally I was curious to read something dark and dreary in regards to Reylo. The author doesn’t hope back, which I am quite pleased about. She really builds her word and characters fantastically. The dark character of Kylo really stays completely vile. Please only read if you can hand reading explicit content. Contains non-con!
The Quietest Evening By MalevolantReverie @malevolent-reverie @meth-lab-shenanigans
Rated: Mature
Summary: Every so often, a girl disappears. No one knows where they go or why they’re taken, but they're never seen alive again. Rey, the police chief’s daughter, is next.
Review: This story is one of my favorites from MR. This one wasn’t nearly as graphic as the others she has written, but I really like the storyline she has built here. It was dark, contained secrets and revelations that had my jaw dropping. I really was at the edge of my seat for this one. It really got my heart pumping! If you are looking for a dark, angsty thriller this is the story for you. Please be aware there are triggers and non-con! (Completed)
Nobody Knows By hernamewasalice @hernamewasalicewriter
Rated: Explicit
Summary: Nobody knows that the loving wife of Ben Solo was kidnapped as a teenager. Nobody knows. Not their family or closest friends. Not even their twelve year old son, Benny.
Review: Amazing story! This is another extremely dark fic, but more so the past that is associated with Rey and Kylo. Kylo has so many secrets, so does Rey. They look like the perfect couple, but really they have a more sinister start. There are parts that are tender and sweet, but the reality and hard truth of it all is quite painful. Author has an extremely fantastic beginning where she pulls you in. It is seen through the eyes of their son! So good! Recommend! Please be warned, however, there is non-con and violence! (Unfinished)
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Young hope: Chapter 14
Out in the dusty wastes stood a lone diner on the side of the road. Outside were a pack of black vehicles parked out in its lot. At the outdoor tables sat various well dressed agents, eating breakfast with one another. “So, you hook up with Jimmy on the weekend or what? Bet you guys were pounding on each other all night.” one of them asks, piercing his fork through his eggs. “Naw man, too much to drink. I just went home and slept off my hangover.” “You gotta lay of the scotch, mate. It’s killing your social life.” A miserable groan escapes the officer, affirming with; “I know. It’s the tenth time I skipped out on Jimmy. Wouldn’t blame him if he just moved on with his life. I’ve been trying rehab these past few month, but it’s been doing jack shit to my…to my...”. “Jack shit to you’re what, bro?” “Hold on. Think I see something.” The agent pulls out a pair of binoculars and looks out towards the horizon. His other looks behind and wonder what his partner might be trying to view. Out in the distance, a single speck leaving behind a trail of dust crawls its way up the road. It seemed to heading towards the diners direction. “Holy shit!” the agent with binoculars exclaims. “What? What da ya see?” The agent hands his partner the binoculars and tell him to: “Take a look for yourself.” Peeking through the spectacle, he witnesses a long haired man of Asian descent dressed ridding through the roads on a motor bike. “Is that fucking Chase Young!?” “It’s motherfucking Chase Young, bitch!?” “We gotta warn the boss!” At his partners request, one of the agents hurries into the diner.
Sitting upon the counter stools, an orange haired man munches on his morning ham. On his side, a green haired woman sips on her morning cup of joe. The other, a white haired man, enjoying the rich creamy taste of his bagel Around them, countless other agents enjoy their various breakfasts, laughter and merriment ensuing throughout the humble diner. The agent outside rushes inside, stirred in a panic as he swiftly approaches the trio sat upon the counter. “Boss! Boss! You’re never gonna...” On the verge of his terrible warning, the man come down with a maddening cough. The man in the middle hands the agent his glass of milk to quell the coughing fit. Swigging down the morning drink, he soon continues with his dire message. “You’re never...gonna guess who’s coming up on the horizon. It’s Chase Young.” The happiness and joy that waved through the airs of the diner are cut down in an instant upon hearing the very name. The three sitting upon the counter are unfazed by the news, the man in the middle gazing beyond the agent that ran inside.
A smooth, yet sinister voice rings out, greeting with: “It’s been such a long time since we last met, hasn’t it Todd.” The agent looks behind him and sees the infamous man right upon his back, jumping backwards and landing on the floor as he crawls back. “Or would you prefer your other alias...Agent 344.” A faint smile forms upon the head agents lips, them greeting the villain before him with; “Hey there Chase. Mind telling me what brings you here on this fine morning? If your planning to settle the score, I’m afraid I’m a little preoccupied with breakfast at the moment.” “Another day. I come baring a piece of news. News that you in particular might be interested in.” Pulling out a tablet, the infamous malefactor scrolls through the page of a news website. “A day ago, an article came out concerning a troubling development within a quaint metropolis called Townsville, one that was ultimately solved by a group of teenagers, would you believe it. Normally I have little to no interest in the affairs of measly worms, but someone in the article fancied my eye.” Presenting the front of the device to the trio, the tablet showed a news feed featuring an article with the catching tagline: “Local high schoolers solve kidnapping crisis” The picture aside the reading featured a group of teens standing in the front of the town hall, earning the mayors congratulations. “One of them reminded me a lot of you when you first confronted me.” 3 kids within the shot draw the trios attention, Todd himself left quite astonished. A blue haired young man dressed in white, a smile planted across his face. A purple haired youth missing an arm, his depressed glare drawing away from the camera. An orange haired lass sporting overalls, a fake grin to hide her hints of worry. “Isn’t that...” the white haired man wonders. “Well, I’ll be damn.” the green haired woman goes. Upon the site of the blue boys goofy demeanor, the famous agent gives his own smirk. “Nice going kids. You’re on your way.” The tablet returning Chases person, he hears his adversary deliver his own message. “Well Chase...If you just came out all this way just to show me that...” Most of the agents within the diner compose themselves, ready for anything. “Then I’m afraid I just can’t let you leave here...not like this.”.
A bowl of banana split ice creams slams itself down upon the counter. The infamous villain stares down upon the potassium enriched dessert as Todd and the green haired girl sit aside. His rivals laughter filling his ears before the agent insists: “Come on Chase, eat up! It a party. Dig in.” Grasping the desert spoon aside the bowl, he turns his gaze over to the beatific man to his side and questioning: “Didn’t you just eat have breakfast?” “Aw, come on. Who cares? There’s always time for ice cream, right.” the famous agent remarks before chomping down on a Neapolitan ice cream sandwich. Looking through the surrounding diner, Chase partook in the view of the opposing agents around him enjoying themselves to the variety of desserts. From frozen bars, to ice cream cones. From bowls full, to ice cream cake, everyone seem to be in glee over their frozen dairy treats. With this site, the villainous man shrugs off the odd circumstance and scoops up a spoonful of the split set before him. The sweet cooling flavor of the treat relieves his senses.
“So, how have things been, Chase? Those kids of yours doing well?” “Drake and Shen Mi have been doing quite well in their training. Steadily growing these past several years.” “How old are those two now? Last I check, Drake was around 12, I think?” “Drake and Shen Mi are both 19 and 13 respectively.”. “That old, eh? Heh...Kids growing up so fast.” “What about your kids, Todd?” the green haired woman woman. “Mine, well…I-” “Do you even remember the last time you’ve seen your family?” the white haired man adds. “God, I can’t remember. It’s been years since I last visited them...maybe around 10 or so? SUPERIOR’s always got me flying around the world. Always something happening. Sure do miss them.” “You could always retire.” Chase suggests. Upon letting out a light chuckle upon the notion, the agent mentioning how: “You’d like that, wouldn’t you, Chase?” Letting out a heavy sigh at the end of his laughter, Todd looks looks upon the sheen of the counter top. He’s met with his own heavy expression in the reflection of the marble as he declines with: “Nah. With all the heroes around retired to raise their own families or pursue their dreams, someones still gotta be around to protect the world. I’d love more then anything to go back home to my family…They probably hate me for leave them for so long…But...”. Lifting his gaze above the counter, he then shares his thoughts for the future. “It’s a hope of mine that with this new generation, a league of heroes may rise and take the mantle. And let me catch a break.” “Lest you forget, that with a new league of heroes, and alliance of villains shall form among them.” Chase warns. “Yep, but...I’ll just leave them with the new kids...” Withdrawing a deep breath into his lungs, Todd cuts back with: “In the mean time… What say we cheer for the success of the new generation?” With that claim, Todd presents his ice cream treat to his longtime rival in a similar manner one would toast a wine glass. Chase gives a slight smile and returns the gesture with his dessert spoon. “To the new generation.”
Within the shadow of a lone room, a single light shines down upon Roy as he prowls through a table full of documents and pictures; the laptop at the end logged onto a magical siting forum. “That bitch has to be out there somewhere. I ain’t stopping til I find her.” the purple merc growls. The door behind him opens, pouring in natural daylight from behind a dark figure. The purple merc blocks his eyes from the glow, the sunshine irritating his vision. “Roy, what are you doing in here?” a familiar voice rings out. The boys vision adjusting to the natural glow, he finds Mally awaiting in the doorway. “Oh, hey Mal. Just trying to track down the fiery cunt of a witch that took my arm’s all. How you doing?” “How am I? Roy, you haven’t left this room for several days. You haven’t been to school or your mercenary job. Plus you stink. Like actually stink. For hell almighty man, take a fucking shower!” the girl demands. “Pfft, fuck school, always waking me up in the middle of classes, keep telling them that’s how I learn shit, but they don’t listen. And my merc work can wait. Aside from the money I send to my mom, I got cash to burn for months on end. I ain’t coming outta this room, til find that magical bitch beast.” “And what’s you’re plan once ya do find her, huh? Kill her?” “Oh, I ain’t just gonna kill her. I’m just gonna collect the debt she owes for inflicting me with my newly found disability: one freshly ripped off arm. Might just attach it to where she blast mine off after I beat her to death with it. How’s that for irony!?” Roy declares. “Insanity be more like it.” the voice in his head pipes up. “I’m not insane! You’re insane dammit! You been driving me crazy ever since you wormed your way into my head!” Holy shit. This is worse then the orange haired skater feared. She could not help but stare in wide eyed disbelief as her purple brother screamed to himself. Turning back to the desk with a composing breath, Roy insisted that: “If both of you will excuse me. I got work to get back to.”
Letting out a sigh herself, Mally declares to the violet mercenary: “I guess I can’t really get you outta here, can I? Not unless I offer this!”. “Offer wha-!” A gaze back to his adopted sister had shown her in possession of Roy’s purple hood, nearly restored to its former glory, baring the only exception being the stitched up arm socket. A longing stare painted across the mercs face, he begins to slowly approach, his single arm reaching out for his treasured apparel. “You...You fixed my hoodie? Even stitched up the arm hole.” “Yep, took Tore a couple days, but he knitted and patched it up as good as new.” “Gimme Gimme Gimme!” Roy rapidly demands as he reaches for the hoodie. Mally halts his desires to reunite with his beloved hood, putting her hand over his face as he tries to nab the article of clothing. “Come on. Just let me have it, already!” “Ah ah ah! Not so fast. You want this back, you gotta do as I say.” her sister demands, pushing him away. “Oh piss off!” “Don’t you piss off me! I’m doing this for your own good. Unless you rather not see your precious hoodie again? Probably best to donate to a needy child who can use it to shield themselves from the bitter cold of the nightly air.” “Just go with the girl. It wouldn’t hurt to indulge her.” the voice urges. The purple merc lets out a loud groan as he claws his own face, admitting defeated. “Fine, you win. What do ya want me to do?” “First, you’re gonna do everyone around the block a huge favor and take a god damn shower already. After that, I’m taking you on a little trip.”
Right after cleaning himself off, Mally led the purple merc to the dwellings of Serena’s shop. Colorfully enchanted fumes rise from the alchemic bottle and beakers as the brewing witch herself sort through her assorted collection of elixirs. “So, got anything that might help us out?” her orange haired customer wonders. “Unfortunately, I don’t have anything that can aid your missing limb dilemma. However, I do hold an assortment of anxiety and stress relief potions among my wares. Care to try any of those? Both girls gazes turned towards Roy, he lets out an apathetic breath and admits: “Whatever. Got nothing to lose. Hit me.” Tossing a blue elixir towards the boy, the merc catches it in mid air and pops the top off. “Bottoms up.” he decrees before drinking the entire bottle. “Um...” Serena tries to chime in, worry drawn on her face. After he down the last drop of the mystic elixirs, Mally stands curious and asks if he’s: “Feeling anything?” A glance at the front of the bottle, the label show itself to read: “Anxiety antidote”. “Not really, just this weird burning sensation in my sto-” Suddenly, the boy drops the bottle and covers his mouth; the glass shatters to piece upon impact with the concrete floor. “Roy! What’s the matter!? Is it working?”. The boys face turning a shade of navy, a bellow of blue flames spout from his maw, illuminating the basement in a soft cerulean glow.
After that sudden fiery expulsion, Roy starts coughing up blue smoke in the aftermath as Serena puts out the leftover flares. “What the hell happened!?” Mally exclaims. “I’m...not sure. I’ve never seen something like this happen before. Then again, I’ve never seen anybody down an entire bottle, so that might explain it.” the witch concludes.
Clearing his lungs of any pollution, he takes a much needed breather and remarks with: “God damn, my throat hurts.” “Feeling any better?” Mally asks. “Hmm...” Wondering if the potion that he had just injected had any psychological effect, he test such a theory, by taking a glimpse of the spot where his left arm use to firmly sit and concludes that: “Nope. Nothing.” “Huh...Kay Serena, bring the next bottle.” “What!? Aw hell naw! You’re not making me chug another one of those things down!” Roy denies. “Don’t worry. You should be totally fine...Barring you don’t gulp down the whole thing.” Serena reinforces as she pulls out an orange potion.
After letting out an irritated groan, he takes the elixir from the witches hands. Drinking the citrus mixture by a couple gulps, his mouth smacks at the taste. “Anything?” Mally wonders. “Is this orange sod-” Before Roy’s answer could fully escape, a sudden pain inflicts the boy, his palms resting upon his temples. Out from the boys purple noggin, tree branches sprouted from the sides of his head; the sudden imbalance causes him to fall to the floor. Looking down upon the merc, she wonders if they should continue with this increasingly endangering elixir endeavor. “Mmm...Maybe one more.”
A quick saw and file of the wood later and Roy takes a seat back, rubbing the temples of his head to check if not a splinter was left. Serena presents him with one more potion to try Serena him to: “Try this one.” Staring into the purple hue of the elixir, he swipes the drink from the brewers grasp, settling with: “Fuck it. Third times the charm.” Taking in a cautious sip of the brew, he proves careful to only let a few drips of the potion down. “Well?” Mally wonders. A few moments come to pass before the next predicament unfolds itself. Roy begins to tremor furiously; the vibrations that the boy gives off shake the entire shop. “What is happening!?” Mally asks. “My precious shop!” Serena panics. The bottles and beakers set all throughout the room the begin to shake, the countless glass clacking with one another. Serena acts fast to catch any bottles that venture off the shelves and threaten to break upon the hard concrete floor. “Roy! Make this stop!” It takes not a single moment for the merc to resolve this quaking predicament. Floating above the concrete to halt the earthquake, the shop ceases to shake in conjunction. The ladies in the room share a sigh of relief once the quake had stopped in its tracks. “Glad that didn’t last long. For a second there, I thought the whole house was gonna come down on…What-what are you doing?” Mally turning to her purple brother, she finds Roy to be still vibrating among the air. “I DoN’t KnOw.” he admits, the uncontrollable shaking distorting his voice. She approaches the purple angel and with but a simple connecting touch, the house begins to tremble once more. Quickly withdrawing her grasp, she shakes off any leftover vibration and turns back to the witch. “Is this supposed to happen?” “No. All of the potions we tried seem to be rejecting him. I don’t know why. I doubt any more might work.”
“That’s it! I’m bouncing outta this goddamn brew bonanza!” the boy shakes on objections. “Wait! Wait! Roy! Roy! Listen. We’ve only just started. Ya can’t give up now.” “Why? You heard her. None of these potions will do jack shit for me.” “I know, but I got other friends I can take you to. This recovery cruise ain’t sunk yet.” “Fine. But this whole shaking shit fit better not last long.” “Oh, don’t worry. The potions effects should wear off momentarily...maybe.” “Alright, lets get going.” Hearing Serena give a fake cough, both turn towards the witch to find her presenting her awaiting palm. “Those potions weren't exactly free.” Catching a quick glance from his orange haired sister, Roy pulls out his wallet with an escaping groan.
Once the shaking had ceased, the two head over to another one of Mally’s friends, hoping a certain boney buddy of hers can help with Roy’s endeavor.
Inspecting the spot where the young man’s arms once stood, Vivian lets out a pondering; “Hmmm” “So, think you can do anything?” Mally asks them. “Damn, you were right. It is just gone. Not even a fucking stump’s left.” After her less then thorough inspection is complete, she attempts to comfort the disabled angel. “Anyway, Best not piss yourself, mate. My arm pops off all the time. It ain’t that bad.” “Doesn’t yours reattach?” Roy responds. “I’m sure yours can too. Just gotta sow the damn thing back on. Where’s you’re arm anyway?” “Disintegrated.” “Oh...Well fuck, guess that’s out the window.” “Ain’t there something you can do.” Mally wonders. “Ummm” A quick moment to wonder and an idea pops into the skeletons head. With a quick part of their socket, Vivi sticks their skeletal arm onto where Roy’s once sat, the merc irking upon the sudden attachment. Gazing towards the newly attached limb, the merc finds the arm to be uncomfortably dug into his person. “Um...”.= “There we go. Now you looking damn spiffy, son.” “Don’t you need that?” Mally worries. “It ain’t for keeps. Just letting him borrow it. He gets it on weekends, and I keep it the rest of the week. How’s that sound, big guy?” Roy stands, taking in the site of the boney limb as it moves about without his input. With the limb giving him a thumbs up, Roy concludes that: “Yeah, this isn’t gonna work.” “Why not?” Mally questions. “Yeah! Think you’re too good for my arm, asshole!?” “Well, beside the fact that it can easily shatter in my line of work, I need a limb that I can reliably control. Especially in a fight. This, ain’t gonna cut it.”. The boney limb suddenly falling out of Roy’s socket, he adds: “Also that.” “Fucking...Jeez.” Vivi quietly remarks. “Well, guess we’ll go somewhere else. Sorry for wasting your time Viv.” Mally apologizes. “Hold the fucking phone. I might have one more thing I can try. Hate to use the damn thing, but for you Mally, I’m willing to give it a shot.” “Okay, what is it?” “Just...wait there for a second. Kay?” Vivi says before rushing out of the living room.
Once Vivi absconds from the living room, Roy turns to his sister with a sudden suggestion. “I’m not sure we should stick around.” “Roy, listen. I know Vivi can act, uh...Bluntly...but they can really come through for us in a pinch. Trust me. You just gotta relax.” A sharp blade enters Mally’s line of site, coming into the living room attached to a black pole. Vivi soon enters, the scythe firmly in their grip. “Okay, lets get this shit done, bitches!” “Uh Vivi, what are you plan on doing with that scythe?” “Listen kid, I appreciate you trying to evening me out. But I’d rather have the arm I have left, thank you.” “No no no, listen. This ain’t just some regular ass scythe, see. It’s powered by the souls of the damned.” “Liking the plan so far.” Roy adds. “And I’m gonna try and use it to make ya sprout a new arm.”. “Are you sure you know how to use that?” Mally questions. “Duh, of course. I saw my grim reaper bitch use it a ton a times.” Wielding the scythe like a rifle, she aimed the tip with the blade towards the purple merc. “Now hold still while I shoot ya ass.” “Hang on! I don’t know if this is gonna hurt-”
A lime green ray sprouts out of the tip of the scythe at the merc, sending waves of nightmarish energy coursing through his very being. As this horrible process was developing, screams of pain escape Roys mouth, muffled by the sounds of screaming souls. The zapping finished, the young man falls in a smoking mess, Mally rushing to his aid. “Roy!” She lift the merc from the floor, concerning with: “You feeling okay?” “Yeah, think I’m fine.” “Feel any different?” Vivi asks. “Don’t think so. Just this weird feeling on my left sid-” An intense feeling suddenly befalls the young man, urging him to grasp the spot where his arm was; grunts of pain slipping past his teeth. Witnessing her brothers side convulse and, Mally slowly begins to back away wondering out loud: “What’s happening!?” “Guess the scythes working its magic.” Vivi guesses. The young mans grunts evolve into full blown screams as he writhes on the living room carpet, his left side violently pulsating. At long last, something erupts out from Roy’s arm spot, flying across the living room and landing behind the arm chair with a squishy plop. Nearing him once more, Mally inspects Roys left, finding no visible injuries to speak of. No blood, no guts, cuts, bruises, but alas, not even a nub to pass for a limb; the side completely clean. “Roy, a-are you alright?” she cautiously worries. “Auugh! Fuckin hell, that hurt!”
Amidst reviewing her recovering brother, the orange haired skater hears her skeletal friend attempting got nab their attention with: “What is it?” Mally asks, turning to the half skeleton, finding Vivi’s disgusted gaze to be fixated behind the chair. Leaving the purple mercs side to approach, she looks to where Vivi’s site was locked; horrified by what she had found. “What is that?” Mally questions in a contemptuous fashion. “I have...no fucking clue.” After recovering from his painful agony, Roy gets up and takes to the others side, wondering: “Ahh...What are you two going on about back he-...What in the ever loving name of hell is that horrid pile of shit?” Before the abhorrent felt trio stood a small mound of skin and flesh, laid in a pile behind the arm chair. “Did...that come out of me?” “Guess...Guess it did.” Mally stutters to answer. “The hell do you think we should do with it?” Vivi questions, poking the horrid heap of meat with the blunt end of the scythe. Upon the constant nudges, the terrifying beef mound begins to rapidly convulse; all of them stepping away and anxiously awaiting what the wayward meat might do. All of them look on with utter repugnance as the flesh before them sprouts a countless set of limbs from its sides. A jagged set of chompers rip open upon its top, a gurgling scream escaping the newly formed maw. With its newfound appendages, the terrible flesh blob scuttles out of the living room. “...That ain’t good, is it?” Mally wonders. “Nope.” Roy reinforces. “Quick, after it!” Vivi commands.
Peeking within the confines of the clean kitchen, the trio scan around for any signs of the meaty heap. Cautiously, they slowly enter the cooking area, preparing themselves for wherever their horrid hunt might pop out. Mally turns to the aid of her purple brother, hope that he might sense its presence. “Alright, Roy. Where do you think it might be?” “No clue.” “What do you mean no clue? Can’t you sense its energy or something?” “It’s a pile of undead flesh. Can’t sense its life force if it doesn’t got any. Take ya friend for example. Can tell they’re not playing with a full tank if you catch my drift.” “Hey, piss off, my tank is plenty full.” Vivi retaliate.
Mally ventures about the kitchen, wondering where the grotesque pile of inhuman matter scurried to. The sound of soft gargling coming from above, she looks atop the fridge, finding their prey burying itself with the contents of a cookie jar. “Guys. Look. I found it.” she whispers to her friends. Taking in a view of the preoccupied undead before them, Roy readies his aim, the mercs pointing finger prepared to fire. “Careful. Just need to take the shot while it’s-” “I gots this!” Vivi blurts. The sudden shout alerts everyone in the room towards Vivi’s direction, including the mound of flesh as it lift itself from the jars contents. The half skeleton bolts towards the ice box, brandishing the unholy sycthe in their hands. Their orange haired amigo jumps aside from their readying upward slash, astonished how cleanly of a cut the weapon had made to the appliance. “Did I get the little shit?” Vivi asks. Aside themselves, the disgusting abomination scuttles across the counter top. “Hit the deck!” the two hear Roy warn, aiming his finger towards their escaping target. Quickly ducking under, the duo evade the purple mercs shadowy beams. Several shot are fired in the meat monsters direction, each shot missed breaking a part of the kitchen. In it’s escape, the flesh growth could be seen scuttling out towards the hallway. Mally jumps over the counter, wielding her hockey stick in pursuit of the small horror.
In her chase, the hockey wielding hero attempts to quell the undead blobs venture, swinging her weapon about the cramped walls of the hall. None of her attempts succeed, instead shattering and breaking the picture frames decorating the hallway in her failed assault. Dammit! Just stand still already!
The orange haired lasses pursuit of the nightmarish imp leads her into the confines of a strange bedroom, taken aback by the bizarre décor laid strewn within the dwelling. Whoa, what the hell’s going on in this part of the neighborhood? Glowing sphere, weird looking statue, odd shaped necklaces around the mirror. Almost like the lass had stepped into the chamber of a mystic gypsy. Its a wonder if some of this stuff is even man made. Right in Mally’s peaking wonder, Vivi rushes inside in a maddening fluster. “Hey, hey, hey! Why the hell are ya trying snoop through my room for!?” “I-I saw that flesh thing come in here.” “Alright, lets waist this bitch, where’d it-...What-...what’s with all this weird junk?” Roy questions. Gazing towards the night stand, the merc finds a glowing crystal ball; the terrible souls within streaking through the gemstone. “Is that a mother fucking soul sphere? Where the bleeding hell did you nab one a those?” “Just get the hell outta my room! I’ll draw out the little bastard out and you flank it!” Vivi demands in a red fluster. “Aight, jeez!”
Both guest having absconded from her dwellings, Vivi slams the door shut with a nervous sigh. God, why did that damn fleshy piece of corpse shit have to crawl its way in here? The better question being where said cadaver imp might be lurking. A quick protrude through their closet shows the meat mound to not be hiding within. Ain’t there. Looking under her bed proved to be useless, as the creature was nowhere down there. Not there either. Dammit, where the hell is it hiding? Hearing the sound of scuttling steps behind them, the half skeleton turns about to find a glimpse of her hunt taking shelter behind the dresser. Gotcha now, bitch. With little hesitance or caution, Vivi slashes the scythe down upon their dresser, the wooden drawer splitting in half. They catch the undead horror show scurrying away from the broken piece of furniture and fleeing towards the back of the bed. No you don’t! A reckless swipe towards the soft mattress and the bed was sliced in two, the sentient growth crawling its way to the ceiling fan. Come on! Once more, Vivi wields the damned weapon, swinging the sharp blade overhead. The strike sends the fan crashing upon her person as the meaty monster scuttles away. God dammit!
Vivi’s two guests await to ambush the horrid mess of flesh outside the bedroom, the occasional echo of destruction reaching beyond the door. “So, you see anything in that girl or what?” the purple merc asks his orange haired sister. “Who, Vivi? Well, uh...She nice, cool, hyperactive, crazy. I like her a lot.” “A lot, huh? More then that red head your thirsty for?” “Chloe? No, I- Pfft, thirsty? What makes you think I like Chloe like that?” Mally attempts to deflect with a bombastically fake laughter. Not a single word escapes Roys tongue, his obviously knowing look being more then enough of a response. Her fake guffaw quickly dies down, and is soon replaced with a weary sigh as she wonders: “Is it that blatant?” “Oh, your thirst for red cream soda is very clear.” “I-I mean, Vivi’s really really awesome, but...I’m just holding out for Chloe. Ya know?” “Why not just have both of them? Like a...banana, strawberry and cherry fruit punch Sunday.” “A-at the same time!? I-I don’t know. I haven’t even had one girlfriend before. Not sure I could handle two at once.” Mally responds, her face red like a tomato. “Come on. How hard can it be? I mean I hookup with more then one person from time to time.” “Flings don’t count Roy. I mean like actual relationships. Have you ever actually been in one that wasn’t just a hookup?” “Um...Well...Oh, there was-...No wait, that didn’t happen...Huh...Guess not.” “Then may you ain’t the best guy to give out advice like that, are ya?” “Probably.”
Right then and there is when the bedroom door unexpectedly slices in half, the fleshy horror, scuttling past in their surprise. “Quick! Get it!” Vivi shouts.
Quick to the chase is Mally, who witnesses the hunt retreat back to the living room. Back at the scene of the crime, the hockey wielding hero spots terrifying growth upon the TV screen. Hurling her weapon towards her target, the horrid creature scurries away from the flying stick that instead impales itself in the television. Vivi is next to enter the scene, locking her site onto the living pile of flesh as it crawls behind the couch. The strawberry blonde flails their blade at the monster, slicing the sofa in pieces as she finds the mound of meat scurrying away. Roy comes in not a moment sooner, finding the abomination born from his flesh held up on the ceiling. Swiftly, the merc waist no time dispatching his hell spawn with a full blown blast of darkness, but blowing a massive hole in Vivi’s roof in the destructive process.
Vanquishing the hideous growth, the three bask in the pleasurable cloudy sky above from the broken roof. “Huh...guess that fucking happened. Maybe another might work.” Vivi wonders, aiming the scythe once more towards Roy. “No!” both of their guests blurt out. “I-I mean. No, thanks Vivi. I’m sure you’ve done all you could. We’ll just go somewhere else for help.” Mally tries to relay. “Alright, but my parents are gonna freak the fuck out when they see their house trashed like a crack junkies favorite hiding spot. Probably cost them upwards of...I don’t know, 10,000 bucks or some shit.” “Oh, We’ll be happy to cover for any damages to your home might’ve received. Right Roy?” Mally avows, looking towards her one armed brother. An irritated growl escapes the purple mercs mouth as he reluctantly takes out his wallet once more.
Upon exiting from the abode, Roy tells Mally: “Right, now if there ain’t no more torturous situations you want to parade me through today, I going back home. Wasted enough time and money as is.” “Hang on! I’m nowhere near done yet. There’s still a couple more people I wanna take you to.” “Oh come on, who else could you possibly have left to put me through the wringer?”
“Of course I’d be happy to help.” Kingsley happily offers. “Your kidding, right? Why’d you drag me to his sexy twink ass? I already said I don’t want a robot arm. It’d break the first moment I’d punch some bastards jaw clean off.” “No, but I can help in others ways. I’m not just a technician, you know.” “Just give him a shot, Roy. He has pulled off miracles for us before. Maybe he can with you.” Mally advises. “Fine. Work you’re magic, miracle worker.” “See Roy, your problem is that your obsession for revenge is purely a psychological affair. No amount of potions or magic can fix that. What you need is a good old fashioned psycho analysis.” “And you’re gonna be my psychiatrist? You even certified?” Roy questions. “Well...Not exactly. But I’ve been meaning to get into psychiatry for a while now. This could be just the dive in I need.” Turning towards his sister, the purple merc is greeted with a sincere smile, a clear sign of desiring acceptance. “Just give him a chance. You never know if might actually help.” the voice in Roys head echoes. Letting out weary groan, he surrender to the prospect of therapy. “Fine, lets just gets circus performance over with.”
Resting upon the gentle memory foam of the boy geniuses bed, Roy lets himself sink into the softness of the mattress. “This beds comfy as balls.” At the bedside, Kingsley himself sits with laptop in lap, ready to take note of whatever psychological info may sprout. “Right, so where should we start first? Childhood? Job? Mental state? Hit me.” Roy offers. “How about we not go down those revenues today. For now, lets just talk about your arm. How did losing your arm make up feel?” “Pissed. How else?” “Okay, um. In what way? Like sad angry, crazy angry, what?” “Angry angry.” “Alright, rough start. That’s fine. Um, how do you feel about, hnn...Circe?” Kingsley asks. “Probably same as you do. I mean she did shoot a hole in your chest.” “Oh, so you’re feeling really scared about her. Is that right?” “What, no. I’m talking revenge. Getting her back for what she did to you.” “Okay, but uh…Are you sure that revenge is the best option?”. “Are you saying that she shouldn’t pay for what she almost did to our friends?” Roy rebuttals. Failing to muster a response, all Kingsley could do was stare nervously at his patient. “Hmm...”.
Outside, Mally awaits for the session to end via a makeshift waiting area; a small bowl of delicious suckers rest upon a table between the seat. Sweeping the bowl of sweets in her grasp, she digs through the various flavors, hoping to uncover the one she desires. Come on. It’s gotta be in here. Pulling out a cherry sucker, the orange hair lasses face beams with joy. Yes. The tarty sweetness of the red fruit is always a taste to enjoy. Hesitating not a moment longer, she unwraps the little treat and pops the candy into her mouth. As she enjoys the succulent flavors of the sucker, a voice chimes in from her side, asking the lass: “What are you doing?” A gaze to her left gives her a view of Cayenne staring her down. “Just waiting for Roy’s to get through his therapy session.” she responds. “Therapy?” “Yeah. Kingsley helping Roy get over his lost arm.” “Huh. Didn’t think Kingsley was a therapist. Maybe he can sort my shit out when he’s done.” Cayenne wonders, taking the seat next to her guest. “Got some issues to work out?” “Some.” “Wanna talk about em?” “Nope.” Failing to bait anymore words forward, Mally instead offers the bowl of suckers to the spice queen. Cayenne glances down the dish full of tasty treats, tempting at the prospect of picking a flavor.
“How about we just go through some hypotheticals, huh? What’s you’re plan on tracking her down.” the purple mercs psychiatrist wonders. “Well, I’ve been going through police reports, sightings, forum boards, deep web searches, all the nooks and crannies I can stick my dick into non stop.” “And how long have you’ve been at this?” “Don’t know, about several days now.” “How all that working out for you?” Roy averts his gaze from him upon the question, not a single answer escaping from his mouth. An all too clear sign to the novice therapist that his patient is hesitant to admit his lack of progress. “Nothing, huh?” Again, the one armed merc fails to muster a single word, only giving his therapist a disappointed groan for a response. “Roy. That’s fine. It’s nothing to be ashamed of. You’re not gonna find somebody in hiding in about a week.” Seeing his patient refusing to even glance in his direction, Kingsley opts to fish for one more answer. “Why don’t I ask one more question, before we wrap this up, huh? What do you plan on doing when you find Circe?” Upon the question reaching his ears, the purple merc begins to rise from the memory foam bedding. “Oh ho, that’s an easy one. First thing I’m doing once I find that mystic witch bitch is tear her arm right outta her socket in the most horribly painful fashion imaginable. I want her to feel the exact kind of pain she gave me.” Standing on the side Kingsley was sitting upon, Roy slowly begins turning his gaze towards his therapist as he continues. “Then, I’m gonna sow the arm I ripped off where mine was and slap her senseless with it til she’s nothing but a sobbing mess of tears and blood.” Slowly beginning to creep his way towards his therapist, Kingsley starts to back away from his patient in kind. “Honestly, I’d say that be what anybody wants if they’d gone through the same shit I did. But apparently that just makes me coo coo for cocoa puffs, don’t it? Now do I look like a cuckoo bird to you, Kingsley?” Met face to face with the merc sinister gaze, Kingsley struggles to come up with even the faintest of answers towards his awaiting patient. Finally, he takes a breath and lets out a request. “Can you excuse me for a moment?”
The boy genius sudden abscond from the makeshift office catch the girls awaiting outside off guard, who watch as he slams the door shut tight in his haste. “Nope.” Rising from her waiting room seat, Mally questions the frightened therapist with: “What happened? Did you find what’s wrong with him?” Drawing in another deep breath, Kingsley clasps both hands together as he prepares to admit: “Mally, I’m going to be complete transparent with you. I was not prepared for how far off Roy was at all. He needs to see an actual therapist, preferably behind a 12 inch sheet of reinforced glass.” “So...nothing then.” “I’m sorry Mally. I can’t help him.” Looking down into the carpeting of the halls, the worry that her brother might fall into the depths of his own revenge fueled madness echoes through the poor girls thoughts.
“Dude don’t need therapy.” Cayenne chimes in. A quick turn from behind, they witness the spice queen rise from her seat. “You got any ideas?” “Guys pissed about his arm getting blown off, right? Just needs help blowing off all that steam. All that’s that tension and stress’s probably driving him fucking nuts.” After a hearty bite that breaks the sweet in her mouth into tiny piece, she struts over to the bedroom door with a smile full of smug and glare full of sass. “So why don’t you two wait out here while I go make the purple jack off inside feel all better.” Cayenne closing the door behind her, both orange heads turn to one another. Wonder what she might have in store to help with Roy debilitating mentality.
Not a second later, the wall beside the bedroom door erupts in a mess of dust and wood. The clouds settling to reveal Roy, laying upon the wrecking of the opposite side. Coughing out the wall dust, he looks towards the hole in the wall with an irritated demeanor. Out from it, Cayenne walks with a taunt in waiting. “Come on, ya purple bitch. That all ya got? Or did losing your arm make ya suck at fighting even more?” Not a single moment does the merc hesitate to lunge towards the spice queen, kicking her out the bedroom window and into the luxurious backyard.
Upon landing in the middle of the garden, Cayenne witnesses her purple foe in following and dashing straight down towards her. She dodges out of the way, leaving Roy to stomp on the rose bush, the petals scattering upon impact. The merc then shoots out a ray of darkness out of his single hand, which Cayenne easily deflects. She sees Roy dashing towards her, and prepares to counter. Instinctively, he tries to punch to the left, but with no arm on that side, all that is left is for him to be smashed into the ground by Cayenne. Roy tries to quickly get back up from the blow, but his uneven balance makes him jump to the left. Getting his footing back, he sees Cayenne rushing toward him. After blocking two of her kicks with his legs, he dodges a punch coming to his right. He tries to counter, but again with no arm, he can’t. Cayenne takes the moment to punch Roy into the fountain. The garden décor shatters upon impact, the debris falling upon the boy.
Getting up from the rubble, Roy sees Cayenne slowly approaching. He takes a huge chunk of the broken fountain and chucks it in his opponents direction. Cayenne easily destroys the oncoming stone, the shattering clouding her view. From the dust, a foot plants itself firmly on her face, sending her flying across the garden, breaking a fence and a garden decoration or two. Upon getting back up, a gleeful smile is drawn upon the spice queens face. “You cheeky bitch.”
Both rush towards one another, Cayenne goes on the attack, but Roy ducks under and kicks her aside. As Cayenne skids away, she quickly fire red beams from her eyes at her opponent. Roy blocks the beams with a single hand, but is having difficulty holding it back with only one arm. Cayenne quickly pursues as Roy holds the ray back. The intensity of the beam growing stronger on approach. The merc distracted, she punches him square in the stomach. While in his range, Roy grabs Cayenne hair and delivers a hard headbutt to her face. Both fighters go reeling back from the blows, trying to regain themselves. Once stable, they witness the other smiling. “So, guessing from that smug ass grin of your, you enjoying yourself?” Cayenne asks. “Little bit, yeah.” Roy admits. “Good. Cause I ain’t holding back anymore.” “Funny, I thought this was all you had.” “Heh heh, I was gonna say the same thing.” The two of them begin to charge towards once another, ready to get serious.
Before the clash could carry on any further, Mally steps in between the approaching duo with an urging: “Stop!” Both halt their midair collision right in the nick of time, inches away from the interacting orange lass. “What the hell, kid? Why’d you stop us like that?” Cayenne complains. “Yeah, I was actually have fun for a second there.” Roy adds. Rushing out from the back door, Kingsley sprints in the scene, pleading: “She’s right. You gotta stop. Cayenne, remember what I said about getting rid of stress like this?” “This ain’t nothing like those club fights, Kingsley. It’s just a sparing match. No need to get so bent outta fucking shape.”. “Then what do you call that!?” Mally questions, presenting all the destruction they caused as counter evidence. “...Practice.”. A quick groan escaping her lips, Mally turns to her black winged brother and question. “Roy, be honest. Is all of this actually making you feel any better?” “Well...No. I mean it’s fun, but still feel like shit. Think I might just go home and lay in bed...forever.” “Wait a sec. Kingsley might’ve had a point about your whole arm thing being psychological... I think I might have one more person I wanna take ya to.” “Oh he-hell no! If it involves any more painful experimentation on my part, then you can fucking forget it sister.” “No no no. Trust me, I think you’re gonna like this.”
“Um, what about the backyard?” Kingsley wonders as the gardens burn and the broken fountain leaks. “What about the backyard? You’re fucking loaded, mate. This kinda shit right here probably cost you guys peanuts.” Roy mentions “Not unless you got a sue happy dad like mine. One time he found a fly in his soup at a restaurant and sued the whole place for literally everything. Even the employees.” “He sued the employees?” Mally wonders. “He sued “for” the employees.” “Why the hell she ain’t paying for it then? Damn bitch kicked off the whole backyard brawl.” the merc questions, an accusing finger pointed towards the spice queens direction. “You think I can pay for all this shit? Naw, man. I’m flat broke.” With next to no choice on the matter, the purple haired young man takes out his wallet once more to pay for his shenanigans.
A knock at the door upon a quaint suburban home sounds forth, Mally and Roy awaiting for the residence of the abode to answer, with a new party member joining for the occasion. “Thanks for showing us where your cousins staying Mel. Don’t think we could have found the address on our own.” “No prob. Just watch whatcha say around my aunt. She’s nice, but can be a very...temperamental woman” “In what regard?” Roy wonders. “Just watch how ya talk, kay?” The door opens, on the other side was a jolly round man, greeting them with a friendly smile. “Hey there, Melvin. These your friends?” “Yo, Uncle Hoagie. Is Hank home?” “Yep. The boy’s right inside, come on in.” The man of the house leads them within the humble abode, half full box littering some of the floor board. “Sorry about the mess. Still unpacking from the move. Just make yourselves comfortable.” His guest taking their seats, the man announces from across the living room.” “Kay, baby. Just tell em to wait in the living room. I’ll go get him.”
The father having left the scene, Roy finds it the perfect time to ask Mally: “So, why exactly did you drag me here again?” “Because, I wanna show you how you losing an arm isn’t the end of the world. And I think I might've found the guy who can finally burn through your doubts.” “Really? Cause the only thing you managed to burn through today was my bank account.” “That stuff was just spare cash to you anyway.” “I was gonna buy cool shit with it!” “What the hell did you say, boy!? I don’t care if you lost ya arm, you ain’t gonna be cursing in my house!” the mother shouts, the sudden demand making all of them jump from their seat. “Warned ya.”
Within one of the homes bedrooms, Roy enters to find the dwelling to be decorated with blue prints, devices, half built machines, and odd looking collectible cards. Not to shabby for a mechanic. Kind of a mess though. On the far end of the room was a desk with various mechanical tools and parts with a boy in a red cap sitting behind. “Heyo! You must be Roy. Mally told me all about what happened to you. Losing your arm and stuff.” the boy greets. “You Hank? Tell me, what exactly does she think you’ll do to make me feel peachy. Fight me, shock me? Poor boiling milk on my head? Come on, I’m ready for anything here. Bring it.” “Nah, nothing like that. I’m just tell ya how I felt when I was in your shoes.” “You? What makes you think I know what I’m going through?” “Oh...” The boy comes out from behind the desk, revealing himself to be sitting in a strange looking wheelchair. “I think I have some experience under my belt.” The sudden reveal catches Roy off guard, making him ask the handicapped boy: “You- You’re legs. They give out on ya?” “Well, kind of...It’s kind of a long story. Why don’t you take a seat.” A quick scan around the room proved to not have a lot of places one might rest. Whole room cluttered with half built gizmos and gadgets, there’s barely anyplace to sit. “Uh, where at?” “Um...Don’t know. Wanna borrow mine?” Hank offers. “What?” “Heh, heh. Just kidding. Just push the stuff off my bed. It’s fine. As the handicapped had requested, Roy pushes all the clutter weighing his bed to give himself a seat. Why’s he got all this junk everywhere? Think he’d give himself more room to wheel around. “Sorry about the mess. I’ve been meaning to clean up for a while. But I’ve been kinda busy. Anyway, I wanna tell you about the time I’ve discovered two of my greatest passions.”
“When I was really young, I was inspired with what my dad had built in his youth. I wanted to build stuff that was just like his, maybe even better. So I got to work. Building contraptions and gizmo with all my spare time. It’s there that I discovered my love for aviation. I wanted to build the best planes I could. I’d spend all day and night with all kinds of designs, weeks tinkering and tweaking to make sure they were the best they could be. Even test them out myself. And let me tell you, the first time I soared through the open air, the clouds in my head and the wind in my face, it was magical.
But then, at the ripe age of 8, disaster struck. Something went horribly wrong during one of my test flights. The inside of my cockpit was sparking, the controls weren’t working, the emergency eject wasn’t responding. It sent me into a whirling panic as I desperately tried to fight back for control. But before I knew it, I hit the ground. Dragging myself out from the wreckage, I’d lost all the feeling in my legs. It wasn’t until I was dragged to the hospital that I found out that I’d been left paralyzed from the waist down. I could no longer walk, run, or even stand. After that, I fell into such a horrible depression. Thinking that bound to wheelchair, I couldn’t do anything. I lost my drive...for building...for flying...and maybe...even for living. But one fateful day, when I was in the deepest pit of despair, I met a very famous man. An inventor, bound by the loss of his legs like I was. He personally showed me to his lab, presenting wonders that I would’ve never even dream of.
If he could make such ground breaking achievements without his legs, then what was stopping me. I hesitated no more. I got back in the game, my drive skyrocketing higher then ever before. I’ve made countless machines, gizmos and gadgets galore. Planes that have soared over the highest mountains and though the cloudiest skies. I don’t think I’d even be alive if it weren't for that man. He taught me one of the greatest lessons I ever heard. That in spite of body, your heart and mind, have no limit. And thanks to that, I was able to stand proud once more.”.
After listening to the boys heartfelt story of recovering depression, he realized what he said in last statement. “Wait...Stand proud?” Hank begins to snicker, the laughter escaping through his nose. “Can’t believe you caught that?” “But...Doesn’t it suck? That you can’t use you’re limbs anymore? That the burden may never go away?” “Yeah, at first it did, but I found work arounds. I built machines that can help me with everyday life. Help me get up stairs, go to the bathroom, even modified my chair to do a whole bunch of awesome stuff. Go off roading, stick to walls, launch missiles, even fly.” “Fly?” “Yeah, wanna see?” Hank asks. Throwing caution into the wind, Hank eagerly presses one of the buttons on his wheelchair. The seat takes flight, lifting him above the carpet floor and gliding him all across the room. “Pretty cool, huh! I can do this for minutes on end!” Smoke soon starts to come from the bottom of the chair and before he knew it, the boy had crashed back to the floor. The impact shaking the entire room, knocking over several machines down on the floor. “Heh, provided with fuel of course.” Helping Hank of the floor, both of them hear his mom shout: “Hank, what’d I tell you about flying indoors!?” “Sorry mom!” he apologizes. Getting back in his chair, Hank finishes with: “What I’m trying to get at is that losing my legs wasn’t the end of my world, and losing yours arm shouldn’t be the end of yours either.” Roy examines his left side, rubbing the spot where is arm used to be in contemplation.
Upon his exit from the bedroom, the purple merc is greeted with Mally and Melvin, awaiting for him in the hall. “So, feel any better?” Melvin asks. With an honest smile drawn across his face, he confirms to them that: “Yeah...I think I do.”. “So, does that mean you’re not gonna go after Circe?” Mally wonders. “Oh no. I’m still out for revenge. I’m ripping her arms off the moment I find her. But...I can let that happen in its own time. I’ll wait.” “Eh...Close enough. Least you’re feeling better” The girl throws Roy his fixed hoodie, the well earned, sentimental garment that he immediately dons. The stitching of the hood blanketing his skin makes him take in a deep breath, sighing with a sort of euphoric relief that he hasn’t felt in such a long time. “That’s the ticket.”
The wheelchair bound genius coming out of his room, Hanks wonders: “Did it work?”. “Looks like it did.” Melvin answers. “Awesome. Glad I could make your bro feel better Mally. Oh, before I forget!” Hank proclaims. Pulling out a yo yo from one of the compartments in his chair, Hank tosses the toy toward Mally. “Mally, catch.” Catching the seemingly harmless toy, the girl inspects reflective chrome finish, asking: “What’s this?” “It’s a new gadget that I made for you to test out. It’s a yoyo that can attach itself to any surface at will. With the combination of the high impact steel shell and ultra reinforced string, that gizmo should be strong enough to lift a heavy duty cargo hold.” “Awesome! What’s it called?”. “I...don’t know.  I guess the grapple yoyo. I’ve rarely been good with names.” Hank admits. “Well, I guess to mark the occasion, how bout, I call it...The Royo.” Everyone simply stares at the girl as she presents the yo yo over her head. Melvin breaks the silents by chiding: “That’s even worse.”. That insult makes Mally lower the gadget, a loud groan escaping from her mouth. “Just call it the grapplyo. It’s punchy, memorable, and gets the point across. Just like my di-”. “You betta not finish that sentence!? Else I’m gonna whoop yo ass!” Hanks mom shouts, making everybody jump.
Walking from the front porch of humble dwellings, the adopted sibling turn their attention to one another, Mally asking Roy: “So, that you’re not coo coo for cocoa puffs anymore, You joining us for this dance thing that Tore’s girlfriend invited us to.”. “Nah, rather just train somewhere. Get used to this new setup of mine, ya know.” “Alright see ya.” the orange haired skater finishes before on the cusp of taking off. “Hey Mally.” Roy tells, making his sister halt in her tracks. She turns towards the merc, asking with: “Yeah?” “...Thanks.” With a warm smile, the skate jockey returns the thanks with: “No sweat.” Both of them part their separate ways, Mally blading her way through the streets as Roy takes to the skies.
As he flies away from the geniuses abode, Roy takes in a deep breath of suburban air. “So, I take it you’re back to your usual masochistically deranged self?” the voice in his head questions. “You know it, baby.” “Good, I was beginning to worry for a moment that’d you finally snap.” “Speaking of worry. I need to ask you a couple things. Starting with you’re name.” “Pardon?”. “It’s pretty clear your not just some voice in my head. Ever since I’ve been struck by that pink stone in the fortress a while back, you haven’t left my head since. And where most internal voices would drive someone to madness, you’ve only seemed to be trying to fish me out of it. What are you really?” “Guess I can’t put anything past you, can I? Very well, I supposed you at least deserve to know who I am.”
As the black winged angel flies out toward the waning sunset in the horizon, the voice that has been pestering him for so long now finally reveals herself. “My name is Hera. And I am a goddess.”
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At last, the next season of Young hope is here. Let's hope I can stay consistent for a little while.
Anyway, first chapter I think I start us off would be about Roy dealing with what happened to his arm and the ways one could cope with the suddenly finding yourself with that kind of disability. Also figured this would be the best way to introduce Hank since he acts as a sort of console for the purple merc. Probably the best way I've introduced a character yet, to be honest.
All of this was inspired by that one Kim Possible episode with the wheelchair guy.
Hank belongs to: @kururu418
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bma-2020 · 6 years ago
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HC;; TOUCH STARVATION
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            Mally’s reluctance to touch without her skin being covered (she’ll hug if she’s wearing a jacket, gloves, and whoever she’s hugging is covered up enough themselves that they won’t be feeling her skin at all), usually keeping a distance. She also has a habit of flinching when someone’s yelling at her, raising a hand to her, or getting too close for comfort— particularly with their hands.
            It already would have stemmed from the physical abuse she received from her ‘father’ and ‘sister’, among verbal abuse from both of them and most others in the casino during her time. People notice the backbone she doesn’t hide well, unless she thinks she needs to. There’s also the note of how often she’ll try to adjust her person to please those around her. It all stems from a pretty shattered outlook on herself.
            She’s dealt with her trainer, personally hired by her ‘father’, who would hurt or threaten her if she didn’t do as she was told. Most of her life, she was watched every second— cameras in her room (some her ‘father’ implemented, others Stayne had installed without telling Gethris at all). Stayne was fully able to touch her without getting hurt himself, but lacking a natural immunity, he injected himself with a serum that made him immune to her, before than he had gloves that held the same immunity. She can only fight Stayne physically, as none of her powers work on him (with the exception of some of her mother’s mind prowess, as Gethris didn’t have enough access to that to study it, and when Miseris was creating the injection, he ensured to only cover certain parts of her powers in the immunity— the ones Gethris would notice if they weren’t immune.)
            Most of the physical touch she’s received has already been awful, but on top of that, the only person she was aware had a natural immunity to her (besides her bloodline) was Mad March, pretty much the only other person who didn’t hurt her. (Not until closer to the end, anyways— bc even in the alt verses where she’s not romantically involved with Owly’s March, her and March were always Partners for a time, and at least friends). In fact, the only time he did hurt her was when he was sent to kill her after she’d run off, and he ended up helping her escape instead.
            Due to her powers, just hugging her can be lethal. I’ve gone over the frostbite and hypothermia before so I’m not gonna bore everyone with the same words over again, but basically there needs to be a natural immunity to at least her freezing touch for her to be able to maintain contact with her. One of the few other people with that immunity is Hatter, and she’s unaware of how he has it. (Not everyone writes Hatter and March as siblings, which is why I don’t direct his immunity directly to that, but since his family maintained part in the casino for years, a buildup of immunity from his father’s side or even just it being a gene in his system wouldn’t be out of the ordinary.). With that lack, she avoids touching him— but when they become aware, her extreme deprecation comes to light fairly quickly with how often she’s hanging around him, clinging, all that jazz. (The series shows him being pretty handsy himself, patting backs, guiding, the like. You just know he probably struggled with that for awhile himself lmao, it’s like trying to avoid something second nature so you don’t die, and with friends that can be harder)
            That’s also one of the reasons why she forms extremely personal attachments to those she can touch so quickly. She already got emotionally connected to Hatter before she learned she wasn’t able to kill him via touch, so her bond with him just intensified on her end when she becomes aware. One of the main reasons why, in my main verse, she fell in love with March came from the fact that he was A: nice to her and even protected her from people, B: the fact they could touch each other. She just craves that affection so deeply that she had a bit of a control issue once she has it, so it’s not out of the ordinary for her to fall in some type of love or just become obsessed with the affection. Mice are extremely affectionate creatures, and even tho Mouse is just another name in wonderland, she still has that trait.
            If mice don’t get physical affection, they die. That’s the bottom line. Mally can’t die, so in a way, her avoidance of physical affection and the mistreatment she’d been given have been steadily killing her over time, and her only time of truly being alive and happy are when she has that touch. Research shows that kids who experience affectionate touches growing up are more likely to grow faster and into better people, she really didn’t have any of that. Most of that childhood growing, personality wise, doesnt happen until after she left the casino. She never had a childhood, so her childish behaviours only grow after the fact.
            Part of her was also psychologically scarred from affection. When March was sent off on a longform mission, the suits and Gethris took it as their chance to incarcerate Mally for her starting to ignore orders and fight away. She was sent to murder a child, she couldn’t do it. They found the child’s mother and killed her in front of Mally so Mally would see what she caused. She was sent to the Tweedles for questioning, and spent weeks undergoing mass psychological torture that.. doesn’t have a place in this post and will get its own. Mallymkun possesses no interest in returning to the Casino, we’ll leave it at that.
            She’s a lot more open and free, thinks things over less and acts more quickly, but less violently since she joined Hatter. Despite his not really being a good influence himself, he has sort of made her a better person overall. She’s found less violent methods than just snap a neck and move on (unless the other person is behaving violently towards Hatter, in which case she wont hesitate. She’s the kind of person who stabs as a warning okay) she speaks more than she acts, though she’s usually doing both at the same time, and she’s a lot more calm than before. Especially when she’s ignoring her actual job and just hanging about Hatter’s office with him, like his friendship is extremely important to her character and his eventual leaving pretty much breaks her eheheh. Anyways, back on point, she does get a lot clingier when she realizes she can touch someone and not hurt them, and that they won’t hurt her. She’ll be hesitant at first, but grow addicted to the sensation pretty quickly.
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'Complete change in our quality of life': Long COVID a burden for many Canadians
Every morning, Samantha Cover wakes up and braces for what the day will bring.
For two years, the mother of four has been living with the post-COVID-19 condition known as long COVID, which has limited her abilities to engage in physical activity, process information and work long hours.
If she walks too fast, she starts gasping for breath. Headaches are frequent and her vision turns blurry at times. She suffers from brain fog, fatigue, memory loss and a chronic sore throat.
"I never realized how good it would be to wake up and feel like myself because I haven't done that in two years," Cover, 40, says in an interview. "When I wake up, it just seems to be worse. My head hurts, I can't think straight."
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Her three daughters, who are between seven and 13, are also experiencing long COVID symptoms, including anxiety, brain fog and shortness of breath. Her son appears free of symptoms but her husband feels like he's slowed down, she says.
"It's just been a complete change in our quality of life," says Cover, who lives in St. Albert, Alta.
Two years after the pandemic hit, Canadians with long COVID say they often feel frustrated as they grapple with the long-term effects of the virus. Experts, meanwhile, say Canada lacks a centralized system of data collection that could help study and treat the condition.
In Cover's case, her family first got COVID-19 in March 2020 and then got re-infected last September.
Her 13-year-old daughter tested positive again on a rapid test this weekend – despite being vaccinated and wearing high-quality masks – so the household likely has the virus for the third time, she says. Each time, Cover believes her kids brought the virus home from school.
"For a lot of people ... they get sick and then they recover, so they don't really care," she says. "I feel helpless because I feel like the more we get infected, the worse it's going to get for us and I don't know what I can do to protect my family."
Dr. Angela Cheung, a senior scientist at the University Health Network in Toronto, says many long COVID patients "don't feel heard."
To better understand the condition and provide relief to patients, there needs to be a "concerted effort" in establishing special government-funded clinics across the country that provide care and conduct research on long COVID, Cheung says.
"Some countries are doing better than us ... whereas in Canada, it's all very individualized and it's a little bit tricky, in terms of having connected care for these patients," says Cheung, who is researching long COVID and its treatments.
Conservative estimates currently peg the number of Canadians with long COVID at 300,000, Cheung says. That's based on the World Health Organization's estimate that at least 10 per cent of those infected with COVID-19 will experience the condition and the fact that more than three million Canadians have contracted the virus.
Cheung noted, however, that some say the true number of long COVID cases lies between 10 and 50 per cent of people infected, and there are people who recover from long COVID, so the exact count is elusive.
While the symptoms of long COVID haven't changed over time — including fatigue, shortness of breath, abnormal heart rate, brain fog and sleep disturbances — vaccination has helped prevent the condition, she says.
Treatments that can help depend on the symptoms, she says, such as steroid inhalers and nasal sprays for those experiencing a runny nose, congestion and coughing.
But the health-care system is "still struggling" with patients who haven't gotten out of hospital yet due to the long-term effects of the virus, which affects the overall number of urgent surgeries and procedures that can be done, Cheung says.
Sonja Mally, who's had long COVID since spring 2020, feels the health system has ignored her condition for much of the pandemic.
The Toronto-based artist has been suffering from chronic fatigue syndrome, memory loss and issues with her nervous system. She was admitted to hospital during the first wave but says health-care professionals had no answers for her.
"You just ended up looking like a hypochondriac. At that point, I was told not to worry so much and to go home and sleep it off," she recalls.
Mally, 36, says long COVID has prevented her from doing basic tasks like going grocery shopping, and she's been unable to work since 2020.
"I was young and healthy when I got sick," she says. "I really didn't see myself trapped in the body of a 94-year-old at my age."
Jonah McGarva, co-founder of Long COVID Canada, calls long COVID a "mass disabling event."
Although the federal government publicly acknowledged long COVID as a condition in July 2021, McGarva says those suffering from it need "a lot more support."
"With there being no guidelines in place, it creates problems where a lot of the medical community and practitioners aren't as informed as they probably should be," he says.
Dr. Neeja Bakshi, a general internist at the Royal Alexandra Hospital in Edmonton, started seeing long COVID patients at a clinic in January. She says patients asked to rate their quality of life on a scale of zero to 100 largely respond with ratings as low as 20.
"It's impacting their ability to work, it's impacting their ability to function," she said.
"And a lot of these patients have families, have children, so it's really impacting every aspect of their life."
Susie Goulding, who founded COVID Long-Haulers Support Group Canada, a Facebook group with more than 15,000 members, says there needs to be more recognition of long COVID and its impact.
"Canadians who are suffering from long COVID can't suffer for 10 years and wait for the science to catch up," she says. "They need support systems that are set up now."
This report by The Canadian Press was first published March 16, 2022.
This story was produced with the financial assistance of the Facebook and Canadian Press News Fellowship. 
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odderancyart · 7 years ago
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Uhhhhhhm, would you mind writing something where Stretch and Red are platonic bros? Like,,,,Red can't help but coddle all the Papyri, and he barely realizes he's doing it,,,Thanks,,,
Muffet’swas filled with monsters, and everyone was in a good mood, as usual. Redpreferred his own Grillby’s, or Sans’, but this was a nice place too. Hegrinned at the bartender as she sent him another bottle of mustard, downinghalf at once. Next to him Stretch was enjoying his honey. He finished, andMuffet gave him another. She had probably given up on trying to regulate how manyof her condiments they devoured by now. Stretch went to opening the new bottle,but as he began to suck at the pipe nothing came out. He looked frustrated, suckingharder.
Redchuckled, quickly swiping the bottle out of Stretch’s hand.
“i’llfix ‘t for ya,” he said and summoned a bone. After breaking it into splinters,he took the smallest one and pressed it down into the pipe until the passagewas free.
“here yago, buddy.”
Stretchraised an eyebrow, but grinned lazily in reply.
“thanks,red.” He drank a bit of the honey and then poured the rest of it into his beer.
The nextmorning Red’s head was aching, and he was exhausted. Hungover. Not his worstone, but still. He glanced at the skeleton curled up next to him, and smiled. Ifhe was feeling bad, then Stretch would be feeling worse. Groaning, he stood upand went to fix some coffee.
When hecame back, his bones were feeling completely stiff, but he grinned as he saw thathis brother’s counterpart was awake. He shoved the cup into Stretch’s hands,making him look confused for a moment before sighing relievedly.
“thanks,man,” he said as Red took place next to him and leaned into his side. “hangoversare the worst.”
“’snothin’,” Red replied with a tired grin. “’n’ ‘t’s not a hangover. ‘s a beerflu.”
Stretchsat quietly for a few moments as his tired brain processed, before snorting andelbowing him.
“i’dlike to see you use that one the next time fell pesters you about your drinkinghabits.”
Red snortedtoo, and boggled slightly as his head hurt more. He moved a little closer tothe other, so he could get into a steadier position. Stretch moved slightly to makeit easier for him. That was their deal: Stretch was Red’s wall and Red wasStretch’s pillow whenever they wanted it.
“i didn’think ya wanted me dead,” he exclaimed, quietly as to not disturb their hungoverheads, and pressed a hand over his soul. “’m feelin’ so betrayed right now. howcould ya?”
Stretchonly chuckled, and grinned at him. They kept trading jokes for a little while,until the door got thrown up. In marched Fell, Blue and Razz, for some fucking reason. They did not be careful about makingnoise, and both skeletons groaned from the pain in their heads.
“ALRIGHT,YOU LAZYBONES,” Fell declared. “NOW WE’VE ALLOWED YOU TO LAZY AROUND HERE LONG ENOUGH.I THINK YOU MIGHT’VE FORGOTTEN THAT YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO GUARD MURDERMALLOWTODAY?”
As onque, the bundle of energy scampered into the room. She woofed and licked their faces, and Razz laughed as they tried toget her away. Red moaned, sinking down onto the mattress and hiding his faceinto a pillow. Mally took no notice, instead licking his feet.
SoonStretch joined him, hiding from the others. Red smiled and rolled onto theother.
“i’llprotect ya with my life,” he promised solemnly, and Stretch chuckled.
“i appreciateit, pal.”
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