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LALECHINGO!! ; a birthday event
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ it’s bingo! and also a raffle.
let’s party!! one thing about me is that is love a little event and since it’s my birthday month i felt like hosting one :3c
so: raffle time! but you gotta play some bingo first before you can participate. lemme give you a rundown on how it works.
what's the prize?
✰ a total of three 1k (or longer) fics from me! i don’t take requests so this is a rare chance to see something specific written by me ✰ the 3 winners will receive a wishlist form from me in which they can go wild ✰ haikyuu x reader only! gender of reader is for the winners to decide, i’ll write for all of them. ✰ not limited to sfw only (that being said: mdni)
details & rules (it looks like a lot, but i promise it's easy)
✰ to participate in the raffle, you gotta fill out the bingo cards! there’s ten of them in total at the end of this post. some are writing prompts, some are for reading, some to spread some kindness. you can grab and combine any that catch your interest.
✰ 1 bingo equals 1 point. if you manage to fill out an entire card, you’ll get 10 points, so 10x your name in the draw pot for the raffle. this means you can get up to 100 points in total if you fill out all ten cards completely.
✰ it’s not first come, first serve! you got two weeks to have fun with your bingo cards.
✰ this event is mostly about making fandom a little better for everyone, whether you’re a writer or a reader, no matter how you participate in it. this means you don’t have to show me proofs how you got these bingos. putting my trust in you that you won’t cheat <3
✰ since the prizes are gonna be fics by me, i would feel better knowing you actually like my works enough to follow me. however, it’s not a must to be a follower to participate. again, it’s more about fandom than me.
✰ writers picking up the writing prompts: it up to you how you use them! can be drabbles or headcanons, small fics, big fics, moodboards, not limited to haikyuu only. really whatever sparks your inspiration. you don’t even have to publish it or tag me in it (though i’d love to see ofc hehe), this is for YOU and your inspiration.
✰ do NOT bring any ai into this. i'll rip you to shreds
✰ once you’re finished, either reblog this post with your bingo cards or send me an ask with them (i won’t publish them, just for me to keep track)
✰ i’ll draw & announce the three winners on Jan 27th and will contact them through dms for their wishlist :3
card 1-6 ; for the writers
card 7 & 8 ; for the readers
card 9 & 10 ; for the kindness
that's all! have fun ♡ - Lale
#hq x reader#haikyuu x reader#-`♡´- lalechingo#← filter this one if you don't wanna see any of it on your dash. no hard feelings <3#ps: your girl's an aquarius so no early bday wishes please lmao#also i'll ramble in the tags so bear with me. this is actually my dream event so there's that#i've rotated this one in the back of my mind for a long time and i'm feeling a little shy releasing it into the wild now#but i'm being very brave about it!! (me when i lie)#you see. one thing about me is that i love giving people a little homework. but also to make it a little silly bc what else is there to do#trying to make fandom the place i want it to be. by no means i believe i can do that on my own but i can try by doing my part right?#also big kiss to ellie who came up with the name for this and is a constant source of reassurance and joy ily <33#same for the peeps in the server who let me ramble about this idea and hyped me tf up for it!#this idea also saw the light because of you all. ily all thanks for being these amazing souls that you are <3#told myself i wouldn't get sappy in the tags but oh well. hi hello gang can you hold my hand while i cry pls#anyway. let's play some fucking bingo my guys!!
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as an apology for being gone for a month, have a uquiz i spent a week making! pls feel free to reblog with which character you got, i worked way too hard on this silly little thing. there are eight different characters you can get that are varying levels of unknown, with comic recommendations for each character <3
#necrotic nuisance#batfamily#uquiz#batfamily uquiz#reblog for sample size#some of these characters are my fave but some are not#so I apologize if I didn't do them right I tried my best I swear#I can promise i've read all the comics recommended for each character tho!#so this was based on. something idk#I have no explanation for why I vanished for a month. it felt longer. but it also was a short month#it took time getting settled in and figuring out a routine with a baby#also answering those rlly long asks started draining me I got daunted kjjhgjkhjg#I love them tho! I will get to them#but expect them to be answered veryyy slowly now#I tried to post like 5-10 a day#and with my current life rn that is absolutely not feasible#Christmas break is coming up and my brother in law has two weeks off so! I should have spare time over the holidays to get back into it#also idk why but i've been fighting with writing#it's not even writer's block it's like I can't write well#idk what happened.#i think i'll go back to finish up the whump prompts bc it'll let me write without pressure#so expect those to come out!#i am proud of this quiz tho pls take it.#it took me so long.#I will not say which characters are in it bc I don't wish to clog tags#and I want it to be a surprise#of the ppl i've made take it so far tho I will say the breakdown of the most popular result is fascinating to me
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The feminine urge to do 60s/70s groupie style photoshoots
#first i need to clean my room so i can pose on the couch and in front of the mirror etc#and i need to go through my closet because i'm sure there are a couple things i can style the right way from 2018/2019 ish#but i have so many clothes i gotta wash the ones in the back first#also i need to get blue eyeshadow and go-go boots so bad#i have so many ideas i have a VISION i can't wait to realize it#i've lowkey wanted to do this for like 5 years but now i highkey want to do it and i'm old enough for it to not seem weird if i post it lol#every time miss pamela announces an event somewhere in america i wish i could teleport soooo madly 💔💔 pls bring the tour to europe 🙏🏻#i was told by a friend that she pictures me as bebe buell in her head 3 years ago i was literally born to be a 70s groupie 😭 let me out#mel talks
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Hondo Ohnaka my beloved when will you return from the war
#PLS BRING HIM BACK TO ANY STAR WARS MEDIA#I AM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEEEEEEES#HE WOULD BE PERFECT IN SKELETON CREW#what if he susses out Jude laws character right away#and then tries to kidnap the kids to ‘protect’ them#and Jude laws character Freaks The Fuck Out bc this is messing with his plans#and also he actually kinda LIKES these kids now#and Hondo is just like ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS WAS A JEDI ABD A JEDI YOU ARE NOT#and then Jude laws character does something Jedi ish#and hondo is just like oh#maybe you aRE a Jedi!!#and then he tries to get them to take him along on their At Attin adventure#I CAN ONLY WISH 😫😫😫😫😫😫#hondo Ohnaka#Star Wars#cross talks
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ok pray for me I have a presentation in half an hour and im about to half ass it like never before let’s just hope the panel doesn’t whoop my ass.
#I didn’t sleep the whole night for this presentation pls god#let it pass quickly#and let it not be absolutely horrendous#i just wanna sleep for a couple of hours after this#pls#im so fucking scared right now ok#fucking hydrocracking and some jackshit like this fuck this#god I didn’t even want this project why did I get this project I wish I could have gotten the nano materials one 😩#let it be over#thank god my presentation is at the beginning so like I don’t have to wait#I will spew some bullshit and run back to my dorm to sleep
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And when I say I was disappointed Benji opened that door instead of Rahim start season 3 then what
#guys…………. guys…….#I’ve binged love victor in like. 2 days. never watched nor spiked it before and I have thoughts#one of them being that uhhhh idk if unpopular opinion but not the biggest benji fan overall fellas#he is alright. not bad but like….. dare I say Rahim and Victor had more chemistry?#benji became a lil annoying season 2 idk if it’s because I see myself in a lot of what Victor does but like askdjsk#I like them but😭😭😭 Rahim is so pookie 😭😭😭😭😭#love Victor#pls tell me I’m not the only one like Benji opened the door and I had to pause it like naurrr 🥲😔 but I support victors wrongs and rights so#Rahim#Victor#benji#should I put a spoiler warning jic? I feel like everyone’s watched it already lol but I’ll put it just in case#love victor spoilers#on another note LOVEEEE Felix and Pilar my pookies right there!!!!!#love Mia my queen my world!!!! wish they cared more about her plot line and developing Andrew into. well. anything#I feel like most of the times he is just there I need more personality#ngl besties wasn’t a huge Lake fan I really disliked her and Felix together so glad we ain’t doing that but I see her getting a girlfriend#plot line??? 👀👀👀all for it!!!! I want her to have some more character development too she deserves it#my fav character is Felix tho he is so me lol I also spew random facts when I’m nervous so true awkward king#also what happened to victors brother I feel like he was there for two eps and dipped#also ngl fellas I don’t really give a shit about victors parents relationship rip I call divorce babes ! but#i think they’ll get back together
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pertaining to the idea of tenax’s band of strays i do think it’s touching that the kids are the ones who saved him and waited outside the door to make sure he’s okay. for all tenax claims to be harsh and cruel it’s a fine indicator of his character that the kids won’t rest without him and are there every time he’s in danger.
#AND I CAN’T FUCKING BELIEVE I HAD THEM STEALING THEIR WAY OMTO#THE PLATFORMS WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNN oh i love being right#also that all the kids are there watching when he kills the guy whose name i forget because i simply cannot hold names in my brain but the#evil one. who i was like oh thank GOD he died i was so sick of this plot he kept killing everyone & i screeched when he almost got claudia#something something calla saying ‘you’re not a child anymore’ about tenax’s cruelty to the brothers (which in my twisted narratives. sorry.#there’s only one scorpus who KNEW the child tenax was. the child he’s still healing and caring for. all of the children whose eyes he looks#into and sees a hurt that’s just like his? the children tenax saved whether he’ll admit it or not? scorpus saved him. and that’s all)#(also this is a terrible thing to say i knew it about but like. oh i knew it about the master of the house. tenax making sure NO ONE#touches the kids or does anything with them really but Claudia and him—the people he trusts which also now includes calla but he makes sure#it’s someone he knows. also do we have a claudia backstory??? or would i just get to invent a reason why she’s there and what she’s doing#and why she’s so loyal to tenax. did she also see the child he was and that’s why she’s so protective of him but also why she gets along#with calla so well because the two of them see how he’s festered in that. like calla fully has the rights here i think she should rip him a#new one for his lack of decency and good qualities he can be corrupt without being cruel y’know. and he should be called out on his#peter pan ass behavior you’re not a child!! there are such consequences!!! dream a little bigger a little kinder!!! change the dream you#made up with scorpus when you were a young angry teenager and make it fit who you are NOW. the life you want NOW not the life you thought#you should have & deserved. what did you learn from growing up. what changed. what do you need now & what do you want. not the same things#and i too wish that this was 30k and covered their entire backstory#BUT IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION of i also need it to be 100k canon-divergent (presumably. i’m only through episode eight. but i can’t imagine#that they will follow the plot EYE would write because they need to have a second season & you can’t have that without conflict which means#titus overthrown scorpus is gonna die metaphorically or literally etc etc the gold faction in shambles but technically triumphant with#domitian on the throne and tenax in a position of patrician power accepted into their society but still not equal and happy. whereas lmao#domitian you’re getting shipped off to some other city because your plot to overthrow titus failed and yet he is merciful enough he won’t#kill you he just sends you and hermes together (at which point over the months long journey you forgive and re-learn each other bc titus#didn’t know of the betrayal he thought it would be kind to send your (ex-)lover with you. do we see how this works perfectly) & tenax falls#back into the underworld where he now knows he belongs because blood is everything except when it isn’t. when he realizes what he has is#worth more. no matter if the blood he has is tainted or patrician the blood oath he swore with scorpus iron on their tongues means more.#calla’s split lip defending him and their winnings. kwaame’s blood on the hard packed sand of the arena fighting to stay alive and to come#home to them. the fire in aura’s cheeks when she laughs at ivy. SURPRISEEEE EVERY NARRATIVE IS A FOUND FAMILY I GUESS IT SPRUNG ON ME TOO.#and tenax doesn’t mind a little dirt and bribery every now and then. doesn’t aspire to former heights and shining brilliant out of shadows.#the gaudiness of gold &flash of fools’ dreams. YES CAN I FINALLY PLS GET MY BLACK FACTION TO REPLACE THE ILL-FATED GOLD THATLL COLLAPSE W/D
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#i am once again wishing desi str8 guys would stop reviewing aaa#like just dude don't even look at it#it's fine pls stop#yes they need to be gatekept#i am so tired of these so called marvelbros trying to jump on the hype train#coz aaa is now declared as a success but they are so thoroughly terrible at actually getting it#it's ok my dude you can skip this one...just sit this one down.#can u tell i am frustrated#also goddamn yt i have tried to ro hard to mute and block these channels#and yet they come right back up in my recs page#yt algorithm as always absolutely effed up#i am exhausted#ughh#vent post#tag ramblings#for ts
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This is one of those moments as a fan where I just feel disappointed and defeated. I don’t understand how Taylor can be attending fundraisers for Gaza one minute then partnering with Disney plus the next. Taylor nation is posting about holding an eras tour watch party and encouraging everyone to subscribe to Disney plus to join in, meanwhile innocent civilians in Gaza are dying due to the Genocide that Disney has helped fund. Certain swifties will find every excuse in the book to defend Taylor’s choice not to speak up for Palestine, but what’s the defence now?? Boycotting is literally the easiest thing she could do, it quite literally requires her to do nothing. She had so many other streaming platforms to choose from. How much extra money could Disney plus have offered that would be worth overlooking the murder of thousands of innocent people? And the worst part is that I am posting this in vain. I can remind people that Palestinian lives are more important than watching this movie, and maybe some fans will agree and also choose not subscribe to Disney plus, but ultimately so many fans still will. Millions of fans will choose their love for Taylor over their conscience and Disney will profit off their wilful ignorance. And there’s nothing I can do about it, nothing that this post can do about it, nothing that the rest of us fans who have critical thinking skills can do about it. It’s honestly just heartbreaking.
#if you are still going to subscribe to Disney plus to watch eras your movie pls unfollow me#every time I see Taylor nation post about steaming this movie it gets me so angry#I wish she would say something man I’m just so sad#I love her and she makes me so happy but right now I just wish so badly she would speak up#and not partner with Disney#Taylor Swift#swifties#free palestine#Jemma thoughts#jemma personal#come back to later
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#i know this is an unpopular opinion but#i also think it. shouldn't be#i wish people would pull back on calling dan and phil slurs#like calling them fags isnt a haha cute thing imo its just uhhhh calling a stranger a slur#pls can someone tell me im not fucking crazy like its not normal to call someone who is not your close personal friend a fag. right#and to be clear i think if youre even a little gay you get to call yourself a fag idfc#but maybe pull back on calling gay celebrities derogatory terms like theyre cute pet names thats not how reclaiming works#genuinely no hate to anyone i am so aware that its not done with bad intent but it does make be feel.......
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A post in honor of General Jarod Fire Emblem my precious.
#DCB RD Run#Jarod Fire Emblem#idk if he has a tag but he has one now if not#also i had to put some pics together and make them one bc tumblr stops letting me arrange pics after 16 pics it's so fckn annoying#now pls if you would take a seat while i go on a small tangent (small bc i am limited to thirty tags per post!)#now so you see aside from him being a total hoot with awesome resolution/determination#smth i love about general jarod fire emblem my precious is his relationship with alder#bc you see jarod is clearly scum like fuck him yeah??? and then you get whacked with this emotional scene with alder#i love how they wrote two total scum villains as being just... human. i feel bad for them in that moment#as a human being even knowing everything they did i feel bad for them and respect them both#it doesn't change that they're scum and doesn't erase what they've done but it still elicits an emotional response from me#it makes me wish jarod was better and not an enemy. it makes me wish in a way that that could've been his atonement arc beginning#but i know that can't happen and wouldn't - he's too far gone. but as a human that's just the emotion i get seeing that scene#and then RIGHT as jarod is going back to his batshit villainy he dumps THAT fuckin' speech on us#MIND YOU with this really badass music playing. all his soldiers get into position#and you watch them move to the spots you'll start off with them in on the map when the battle starts#also man was hilarious right to his grave and i love all the shade he threw at bk that's among my love languages#and yes i did actually in fact start this file the same day i beat part one#anyway enjoy your general jarod fire emblem bc fe heroes sure isn't
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I've thought about that group member being Amy and what it would mean for Alyssa. Both girls were first introduced in the same flashback.
They were pressured to do other's homework, specifically English, in exchange for popularity. Neither girl seems confrontational and able to stand up for themselves. They also avoid being associated with Shinae when she tries to stop the bullies.
Imagine she recognizes Shinae and is friendly, grateful for her actions back then, all in front of Alyssa whom she ostracizes.
It would be an interesting foil, if the girls took a liking to Shinae over Alyssa. Just pouring more salt into the wound for her 😢
I never did take note that they were both pressured with English homework - that's a really interesting similarity, right?
To be fair, I don't think we're going to see a lot between Shinae and Alyssa's groupmates - especially with what we're seeing in ep 234 and what I think it means for Alyssa's future. But that said - the fact that Amy was given a name and her note said she'll never forget Shinae's help.... I can't help but wonder what role she'll have. Much like quimchee doesn't put a lot of detail into background characters, she definitely doesn't give them names if they don't have a reason, right? It's why I can't shake the similarity to how Amy looks to one of Alyssa's group mates.
But also.... it's difficult to guess what I think they'll have to do with Shinae, too, at this point. While we know the names of 2 out of 3 of Alyssa's group mates only one has been shown to us with face AND name AND details and it makes me wonder.... like they've got to reappear somewhere, right? Maybe????
I think we're going to see Alyssa follow a trajectory where she gets a solo career, whether she does it by leaving the group or still as a member of the group, so will we see more of her groupmates and how they react to that? AAAHHHHHH idk!
But if Amy IS a member of the group - a. what a wild coincidence lmao in a story where nothing is really a coincidence lmao and b. WHAT DO WE DO WITH THAT?
But you have an interesting point because something I've been talking with my friends about a lot is how we are very likely going to see Shinae becoming everything Alyssa wishes she could, similar to how we are probably going to watch Nol become everything Kousuke feared. To some degree, Alyssa has been spending her life trying to become Shinae, possibly without realizing it. She puts on a fake smile, much like Shinae's bright smile she wore when she told Alyssa how she deals with bullies. She tries to fake it, to emulate this long lost friend without remembering the rest of what Shinae told her. It's a lot like how Kousuke heard what Nol told him his mom said about Rand, but never really took in the part that Nol had never met that version of Rand. They're both so caught up on something about their foil and they never really get to grow because of it.
Shinae has a light that shines so bright, and it draws people to her. Her strong convictions, her sense of empathy, and her courage to do what she believes is right rather than what is easy attracts people to her. She has Nol's attention, Kousuke's attention, even Yui's attention. Shinae will continue to attract the attention of the people Alyssa is trying to attract, will continue to find a sense of self by being authentic in a way Alyssa is yet afraid to be. So while I'm unsure what kind of interactions Shinae might have with possibly-Amy-Alyssa's-group-member, you definitely bring up something that heavily relates to the dynamic I anticipate we'll be seeing: that even the group members Alyssa is unable to win over might be drawn to Shinae instead.
And god, that must feel SO bitter ;________;
#I Love Yoo#ILY Brainrot#Alyssa Cho#Shinae Yoo#Amy#??????? lol#I actually have so many thoughts about the Shinae Alyssa foils that maybe I'll be able to bring myself to write about when my head is no#longer soup or aching#and how yes i think the possibility of Amy as Alyssa's groupmate ostracizing Alyssa while having good feelings towards Shinae would just be#so so cold ;A;#because from Alyssa's POV Shinae is kind of the reason everything in middle school went south for her right?#so to watch her get everything Alyssa wants to become everything Alyssa wishes she could be ;A;#that she could have chosen Shinae but she couldn't#GODDDDDDD#IT GETS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#I have so many feelings about them ;A;#but I'm not in the state to write about it juuuuust yet. BUT HOPEFULLY SOON ;A;!!!!!!!!!!!!#ILY Anon#I'm so sorry I couldn't provide you a better response than this nonny pls feel free to come back with more thoughts!!!!!!! or if you want t#further expand on this!!!!!#and I'll try to get my Shinae and Alyssa as foils written up.... one day... when i catch up on everything and am no longer sick lmao ugggh
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Yet another beautiful day to have the Maxwel tag blocked (can't see half of the posts in the Wendy tags)
#rat rambles#starve posting#maxwell posters have lost any semblance of tolerance from me ages ago Ive yet to meet a maxwell fan who's just like a normal person#and to clarify I actually do like maxwel as I am the number one just some asshole whos in too deep enjoyer#but dear god are ppl just absolutely incapable of being normal abt this man and everyone around him#and even beyond that ppl just do not get this man like please he is indeed interesting but not because of some 'retconed redemption'#like pls we can live in a world where he is not an irridemable monster and is in fact just some guy while also still being a flawed person#like the fact that he is so deeply flawed in ways that he never actually properly adressed and challenged is the interesting thing to me#like look at me. he went through horrible shit he didnt deserve. that didnt inherently make him a better or worse person#it just made him a more miserable person#and he didnt escape because of some change of heart or character development#and afterwards he teamed up with wilson because of necessity#I do think on some level he genuinely cares abt the other survivors and he does have genuine regret for how things turned out#but again those things dont inherently mean he moved past the flaws that got him here it just means he has the ability to recognize that#shit sucks and that he wish none of it happened#its why encore is one of my favorite animations from a character perspective because it shows some juicy charlie and maxwell stuff#mainly it shows both that charlie has not forgiven his ass and is manipulating him and that maxwell is still susceptible to it#which isnt a sigh of them rolling back development it's just a sign that maxwell is easy to manipulate with the right cards#which adds up considering his past and his present very well in my opinion#this is a man whos historically always ran away from his problems and is always on the hunt for a sense of control#and charlie tapped into both that and his ever present guilt#its in fact very unsurprising and not out of place for him to fall for that sort of manipulation#and it also makes for a great set up for the inevitable betrayal from charlie as maxwell is hit by the harsh reality of his situation#and that whole situation would lead to some yummy tasty parallels when charlie inevitably gets betrayed herself (I hope)#the ways charlie and maxwel are so similar yet so different facinates me deeply I love how much charlie doesnt realize shes kinda fucked#I want her to be betrayed so hard and left in the dust with no ground to stand on I want the rug pulled out from under her feet#her composition comes from her confidence in the necessity of her actions and the moral superiority she feels over maxwell#so having her sense of superiority be revoked would make for a super fascinating dynamic as she tries to justify the situation in her head#I wanna see her siral and then maybe change her pronouns idk
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ok very interesting quest in hsr
#theyre getting better at this writing shit#hsr spoilers#tho i think dh and jy was still kinda random lol i guess it made sense since it was a dream(?)...#i haven't seen enough people crying abt misha but to me. its sadge we can't see him on the train anymore :( but he got#his wish.... he talks abt always wanting to go on the express and traveling and he did it.... he made it!! so im happy for him :')#aven pisses me off lowkey ipc hater group. whatever tho#i like where they went w robin so now i'll just wait for sunday#also the boss design is so nice and cool and very reminscent of ena but fuck the gameplay oh my god i hated fighting sundays mecha body#so much .... i swear if robin's gonna need those materials i'll just be like . 🧍♀️#much to think about though. at the same time i actually have no idea what happened and need to read a plot summary#hsr#they also need to stop putting elements that i don't have built like genuinely besides gui.naifen and hime.ko i have 0 fire chars#and id rather not use ms train navigator bc she doesn't seem good against bosses#robin and sunday are intriguing and so is boothill.... neutral on fire.fly but i guess she's alright at least she improved from getting#murdered for shock value in 2.0#ramblings!#oh one more thing sunday apologist i dont think what he did was necessarily right i just want to chew on him like a toy#hoyo loves their characters falling out of giant robots#chicken wing boy pls be playable i'll pull he's so funky a bit in over his head but we love a biblical coded guy w savior complex#oops edit: also wtf is the state of the family rn we kinda just fought sunday fought sunday again for real this time and then he fell#and penacony went back to reality??? or what? maybe i'm not comprehending or maybe there's another part to this???????
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I’m going to get this research award, right?? I am going to I am going to I am going to !!!!!
#hyping myself up!!!!!!! i hope the supervisor picks me!! ;_; pls i'm a good noodle#the project is actually right up my alley and i'm genuinely excited to be applying. i am just scared lol#i guess i'm a late bloomer. did a bit of work after high school and some volunteer stuff#but then i went back to school twice before applying to university#and then the pandemic hit. soooo couldn't really work or join clubs or do anything besides study my ass off#and luckily that paid off with several scholarships and an award!!#but that's all i've got going for me really. it's all i know how to do lol. i love burning my eyes out with research genuinely#if he doesn't pick me though!!!! then i will cry but i'll get over it. and i might open up commissions over the summer <3#might do that anyway tbh#can i brag about my gpa...? is that okay.....? ;_; i usually keep it a secret. it's an 8.3 out of 9#wish it were higher but i need to r e l a x
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a tragedy: couldn't fit a nap in my schedule
#truly tragic#no but really bc i was thinking 'yeees im gonna go back from work and take a nap before film club'#only i forgot that by the time i get from work and make dinner and walk my dog i have no time left for a nap before film club :(#and i'm so sleepy tired guys :(#feeling the weight of. everything.#god give me a break pls i'm not your strongest soldier#and i was talking with my friend today too about The Situation at uni and was like#'yknow what it's really discouraging and i'm not sure if i want to put up with all of this'#and she just said 'you can always drop out you know that right? it would be a right moment for that'#and like#I KNOW#that's the thing#I KNOW it's an option but idk it's also a Decision and i'd rather. not decide. alsjdjajfhsjdk#i think i'm going through it ummmmm#'the moment before we let go we grip the harderst' etc etc#only i'm not even gripping the hardest#what am i even saying at this point ANYWAY#i wish i could take a nap i wish i could stop time and just THINK about what i want to do and i wish i could take a month off from life#and just exist and think and plan everything out#that's enough nonsense for today bye have a good day#agnes talking
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