#and i want to be able to enjoy my time rn especially with my company but i can’t bc i’m just exhausted beyond words & in pain

[vacantvermillion]

i am going to go fucking insane from sleep deprivation atp i genuinely want to sob

[miffysrambles]

haiii!! Thisbis my first time doing a request and im actually embarassed and prob u gonna decline it and find me weird and and- jdkgjwlej (overthinking rn)

Let me breathe before saying the embarassing request-

Could i request an Moon Goddess Reader x Wukong? (The design for reader inspired on Moonlight cookie :33 I'M A FAN FOR HER AND SEA FAIRY-) like some sun and moon stuff? It can be romantic and how they met for first time! It can be headcanons or anything you want

Again- sorry for the request im just so nervous and embarassed.

-Ander :3

[HELLO FELLOW COOKIE RUN FAN !!! it's not embarrassing at all, it's a very cute prompt !!]

[NOT PROOFREAD BC I AM TIRED]

Wukong with a Moon Goddess S/O

Wukong had first met you when you landed on one of the beaches on Flower Fruit Mountain.

Your impact caused quite a crash, being able to be heard from his hut with all the monkeys nearby freaking out from the loud noise. 

Wukong immediately went to check it out, holding an arm out in defense of the small simians behind him when he saw your form slowly sit up on the sand below you. 

When he saw it was a deity, he kept his guard up of course but something about you was just so… alluring?

He couldn't keep his eyes off your features as he slowly walked towards you, bending down to gently help you up. 

“Hey, you ok there?” His voice spoke lowly to you as you turned around, and it was like love at first sight if you could believe it!

He felt a boom in his chest as his eyes met yours, he swore he could see beyond the cosmos in your (eye-colored) pools.

Once you explained you were a moon goddess and you accidentally landed here from your magic, he decided he was gonna help ya!

Over the next few months, you stayed with Wukong on FFM (despite you could easily get back home, you two were just too curious about one another) and you two hit it off quite well. Whether it was telling each other stories or just sitting next to each other and enjoying the other's company. 

He also found your powers and magic kinda funny, it was like the complete opposite of his, just like you.

He was the light and you were the night after all. 

Despite being so different, you balanced each other quite well, you were softspoken and calm while he was just the complete opposite of that.

He loves to take you on his cloud, you both would fly through the sky and land at a random spot to star gaze.

He loved it when you talked about the cosmos, you were so passionate about them and he could listen to you talking about them for hours.

Stargazing on a random cliffside was actually the place he decided to confess, despite being the self proclaimed great sage he was BEYOND nervous.

Although it had only been about a year since you landed on FFM, he knew this was genuine love especially since he had been alive for so long.

He decided just to go for it.

Hey if you reject him, he’ll just go into hiding on Flower Fruit Mountain somewhere for the rest of eternity, easy peasy!

Wukong took a breath as he gently grabbed your face, taking your attention away from the night sky to him.

A warm smile spread across his face as he took ahold of your hands in his. 

“Hey starshine, I’m not really experienced with this sort of thing. But, I think we should take this to the next level if ya know what I mean… Because I LIKE like ya. So, what do ya say?”

Of course, you liked him as well giving him a kiss in response.

"Sorry I should have asked... Is that ok?"

A big goofy smile spread across Wukong's face as he scooped you up in his arms, nuzzling his nose against yours under the cool glow of the moon.

"Of course, that's ok moonlight, it's always ok for you to do that. In fact, you should do it again."

[eundiarys]

LABYRINTH — ❪ TOMORROW X TOGETHER SMAU SERIES INSPIRED BY TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS ❫

info— hellooo welcome to my first ever series! this series will be txt socmed aus inspired by taylor swift songs, i hope u enjoy ^_^ please note that this isn’t the actual representation of the idols, and that this is merely for entertainment!

THE WAY I LOVED YOU, CHOI YEONJUN 𖦹

pairing — choi yeonjun x fem! reader.

warnings — will be added on every chapter.

extended summary — not being to get over your highschool ex even after he broke your heart is horrible. that’s understandable, especially since he was your first everything. but yn has decided that it’s time to get out of her shell and date again! lucky for her, there’s a perfect candidate for that as her company’s president son is head heels for her. but what if it doesn’t work? what if she still longs for the way he loved her? and what happens if he feels the same?

genre — fluff, angst, crack, socmed, non idol!au academic rivals, enemies to lovers, highschool au (flashback), opposites attract, second chance romance, exes to lovers, etc.

short teaser / masterlist ( ONGOING )

CRUEL SUMMER, CHOI SOOBIN 𖦹

pairing — choi soobin x fem! reader.

warnings — will be added on every chapter.

extended summary — summer when you were 17 was the best and worst time of your life, filled with memories you aren’t sure how you feel about. having a summer “fling” is fun until those feelings start to grow. and you know that summer was your favourite season before he left. now that he’s back into your life, will that change?

genre — fluff, angst, crack, socmed, non idol! au, she fell first he fell harder, second chance romance, etc.

short teaser / masterlist ( COMING SOON )

CARDIGAN, CHOI BEOMGYU 𖦹

pairing — choi beomgyu x fem! reader.

warnings — will be added on every chapter.

extended summary — beomgyu was once your everything, and now he is simply just a memory that you want to forget. you both were young and stupid, but for some reason your heart still belongs to him. this time, you are determined change your ending with him to a happy one. but will that actually happen?

genre — fluff, angst, crack, socmed, non idol! au, one sided love, second chance romance, etc.

short teaser / masterlist ( COMING SOON )

ENCHANTED, KANG TAEHYUN 𖦹

pairing — kang taehyun x fem! reader.

warnings — will be added on every chapter.

extended summary — taehyun and yn was known as the inseparable duo ever since kindergarten. and now they are in college. yn also has been in love with taehyun for 7 years, and wants to move on because she knows taehyun will never look at her that way. but when yn goes on a date with a guy taehyun realises that he doesn’t like that idea. a bit too much.

genre — fluff, angst, crack, socmed, non idol! au, college au, she fell first he fell harder, etc.

short teaser / masterlist ( COMING SOON )

YOU BELONG WITH ME, HUENING KAI 𖦹

pairing — huening kai x fem! reader.

warnings — will be added on every chapter.

extended summary — which one is more miserable? being in love with your best friend 10 years and never being able to confess because you don’t want to ruin your friendship or the fact that he’s now interested in having a relationship and wants to go on dates with people on the campus? answer is both. when yn decides to stop liking kai, her friends don’t agree with the idea. her friends and kai’s friends have decided to show kai that what he’s looking for has been here this whole time.

genre — fluff, teeny bit angst, crack, socmed, non idol! au, college au, childhood best friends to lovers.

short teaser / masterlist ( COMING SOON )

© eundiarys 2023

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[pianocat939]

I was listening to some asmrs and was like- hrm hrm I have an idea.

Tw: slightly implied both online and reality stalking, implied breaking in, obsessive turtaleles as per usual

Alright so imagine you listen to an asmrist (aka turtle of your choosing) and for the sake of plot let's say it's like an x listener type shit (now it can be platonic or romantic just something to interact to a user)

You listen to a few of their videos before slowly listening to all of their posts, including each and every new one. You like the sound of their voice, it's excellent for when you're sad or need help to sleep- just comforting company one might say.

You praise them with every new video, commenting on how you liked the story or the voice acting. And soon enough, they start to like all your comments and even occasional reply.

"Aww thanks! I'm glad you enjoy my videos! *insert an ungodly amount of heart emojis*"

"Ik I'm fabulous~ In all seriousness tho I'm happy you like my voice acting~"

"Why thank you. I'm delighted you are seemingly relishing my voice /srs/gen/pos."

"OMG IM LITERALLY SO HAPPY RN- I COULD SHOOT YOU WITH MY APPRECIATION GUN- I'm joking of course!"

But then you notice something odd.

Their content seems to lean towards things you tend to enjoy rather than a scatter of different ideas. And you swear you heard your name a couple of times. They seem to talk a bit more with a... loving tone like they've known the person for years. Close as one would simply state.

And finally one day, there's a new video uploaded. You of course watch it. Except for this time, there's no image as the background nor any sound effects. You then hear them speak, they speak so obsessively, so closely, it's like you can hear them smiling.

And at the end, as an outro they say:

(Romantic version)

A gift for my lovely significant other, Y/n. I hope you enjoyed it, especially you.

(Platonic version)

For my dearest friend, Y/n. I hope you find comfort in this audio~

You're creeped out, hoping that maybe they were speaking of another person who has the same name as you. But even then, it made you uneasy.

A few days later, you listen to another video by them, this one a bit more toned down than the last one you watched. It's nice, and you feel yourself being able to sleep by it.

And right as you're about to fall asleep, you feel someone climb into your bed from the other side, and hands caressing your head.

You hear a voice, one all too familiar:

(Romantic)

Darling~ Did you like it? Was the story good? I made sure to keep it within your interests. I hope you loved the sound of my voice...the voice that would talk sweet nothings to you to help you sleep. Sweet dreams, my love.

(Platonic)

Hey~ did you like it? I hope it made you feel better, I know your day today was tough. And I wanted to comfort you, but with a bit more love in it! Anything for my dearest best friend... Now sleep, you need your rest. I'll keep mumbling until you do.

You can't pull yourself to move, too fearful to do so. So you lay there, listening to them mumble about their affections as they pet your head. You can't deny it, it's still the same smooth voice you listened to every day, but this time- it brings the ultimate terror into your heart.

Since when did yandere asmrists become yanderes?

(I hope this makes up a fraction of the lack of content this week! And hopefully, I might get a little something out sometime this week because there's a big blizzard coming = snow day(s) and it's easter break)

[arandompersonisconfused]

letting my embarrassing biases come through rn

could you do something domestic for cole? like cooking or cleaning or grocery shopping plz..... i'm beggin🥺

Yes of course, Cole will give you kith kith mwa.

Cole x GN!Reader domestic headcanons(Blush Blush)

-Cole is probably a decent cook. Like not the best, but not like he’ll burn the kitchen down trying to make spaghetti. He can make a few good dishes and enjoys cooking for you from time to time.

-I headcanon whenever Cole is grocery shopping he throughly investigates the company who sells the product. He’s a detective and probably a little nosy, so he just wants to see what’s up with company and see if there’s any valuable information.

-Cole doesn’t get to cook that much, since he is a detective and being a detective can be a demanding job, he might need you to cook most nights. He really appreciates it though and gives you lots of kisses.

-Whenever you cook for Cole, he pays by giving you tons of kisses.

-Cole probably has a cleaning day each week. Like on Sunday you guys clean together. It’s pretty sweet being able to talk with Cole about whatever. (Cole asks what boys you’ve been talking to with no bad intentions whatsoever.)

-Cole is also really good at getting stains out of carpets, floors, just about anything. (I wonder why.) He’s also pretty quick with doing the dishes.

-Cole HATES going to the grocery store, especially if it’s crowded. I doubt Cole likes being around a lot of people. He probably hates all the noise in grocery stores as well. He tries to get through it as quick as possible or asks you to go for him, or with him.

-Cole’s love language is Acts of Service and Physical touch. He likes when you do stuff for him and he loves to cuddle with you. So let’s say you do something as simple as get him coffee or help him when he’s cleaning. He really appreciates it and it makes him feel warm and fuzzy.

[lifmera]

hazbin/helluva (one for each) matchup for an acearospec he/they/it with massive audhd swag (masc leaning attraction ways)

i love art and fiction, both as the audience and artist/author,

especially collaborative storytelling like roleplay or improv!!!!

and i love to use my artistic skills to make things for others.. or myself. alot of the time just myself. theres probably a reason im called an egotist

im very creative imaginative or whatever and daydreaming isnt an oddity. or just getting stuck in my head re-narrating the same idea over and over.

im known to have a large vocabulary but if you ask me what any of the words mean i cant tell you (i know im using them right but i learn all my words via inferencing rather than precise definition)

hidden role games are my bread and butter (think mafia,,, or among us)

in the past i made for a very convincing serial killer. take that how you will

i can also get well enough into character to genuinely provoke tears in an acting scenario. though im a quick crier regardless so that doesnt say much

I'm very over the top "fashion"-wise wearing bright garish eccentric colours.

this overbearingly true to my selfness extends to basically every facet of my being which is only balanced out by how god damn low energy i am (chronic pain ass mfer)

I'm probably cold blooded, put me under a heatlamp idk

id say that i bite but im too germophobic for that shit

thank you :]

HEY HEY!!

I didn’t pair you up w Velvette… only cus i wasn’t sure if you were gay or just prefer men!

I’ve decided to pair you with…. BLITZØ & VOX 



He’d probably force you to do some pony role play with him. Please do it- he just loves his ponies :(

ALSO DRAW HIM PONIES!! OR TEACH HIM?? He had to pay so much for art classes, just for him to still suck…

He want’s to hear your thoughts most of the time. He’s like.. “whats going on inside their head rn…?”

He’d think you are a little like Stolas using big words- but he’d be impressed. He’d probably ask you to help him increase his vocabulary so he can actually sound more intimidating and boss like.

Serial killer? Join the IMPS :) they only have like 3 other people anyways.

Well enough character?? Lure in the clients like Loona did??? SIGN HIM UP!!! He’s already offering you a job.

Roleplay…. Games? He’d probably ask wtf is that, but then enjoy it sm. Probably asks moxxie and millie to play in their free time.

He’d be surprised you are wearing bright colors!! Usually people in hell wear all red, black, white and pink.

He’s definitely think you’d get along with Loona, so he was like “perfect lover?!!? Esp if they might become close to my daughter?!?”

Ok, VOX time!!

If you are able to Improv… it’d be perfect… you can help him manipulate people…

Especially being able to cry on spot??! If you can act he’d probably bring you everywhere- and you’d join the face of the company.

He’d need someone with a creative imagination to help him come up with new/more ideas for vox tech. Eventually he might run out.

Your large vocabulary would also help him out a ton. You can help write scripts for him, and act them out that’ll make everything sound WAYYY convincing!

Serial Killer? Join the Vees x2!!! They need someone, esp against Alastor.

Fashion? Thank god! You’d get along with Velvette!!! And he wouldn’t have to worry about you not getting accepted into the Vee’s.

~~

Hope this was okay!

[muffinsin]

Hello, muffin!

Do you do rare pairs, by any chance? Like, what are your thoughts on a Cassandra Dimitrescu/Ashley Graham relationship? I know it's totally out of left field (I don't think anyone's paired these two together, like ever 🤔), but this crazy pairing is living rent-free in my head rn and giving me brain rot! 😅

In any case, thanks for taking the time to answer.

- ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Anon

I do! I haven’t heard of Cassandra and Ashley yet, and doubt I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading a work dedicated to them! I do have some thoughts though! :) this got longer than I thought XD

Let’s see!👀

Masterlists

Cassandra’s first contact with Ashley is in the forest on a hunt

After the events of re4, Ashley mentions wishing to become a soldier. I like to imagine she went through with it, inspired by Leon’s actions

It is this that leads her to investigate the village. There have been people missing in the region as of lately

Still, she is unprepared for Cassandra Dimitrescu. She’s faster than any other enemy she has come across

And yet, Cassandra doesn’t strike. She stalks

She is so very curious about the human walking about in the forest, utterly lost on her way to the village

She knows, she’s from the outside world. She smells of it, too. And she bears a gun

A gun, that hasn’t been fired at her yet

Ashley sees no reason to attempt to shoot this woman. Cassandra hasn’t attacked yet, nor will she. She teases, instead

From the first moment on, she’s absolutely obsessed with Ashley. Her smell, her clothing, the strange symbols on them

Her heartbeat, fast around Cassandra. At first because she is on edge. Then, the realises it picking up whenever she crackles from the darkness of the trees

Her new favourite hobby is to tease and annoy her

She likes to swarm around her, to touch her shoulders lightly and make Ashley whirl around

To whisper in her ear and mock her for getting lost

She opts for calling Ashley her “lost little mouse”

In return, to her great surprise, Ashley counters and calls her the “big bad wolf”

Though, she isn’t overly worried about Cassandra. She seems painfully curious, only, and lonely, so much so even Ashley picks up on it

And sadistic, of course. And when she makes her skin prickle with blood, maybe she should remind herself of Cassandra’s obviously murderous nature

But, she doesn’t strike her. Never. Never even attempts to. Cassandra is by far too intrigued by her little bunny

When lycans attack, she comes alive!

To slay them together, it makes her practically crackle with laughter and enthusiasm

Never has she been able to hunt with anybody but her sisters and mother

Ashley, despite her better judgement, finds this raw enthusiasm adorable

Throughout her mission of locating the missing people, Cassandra never leaves her side

She isn’t being particularly helpful, but enjoys the company. And to her surprise, so does Ashley

She checks over her shoulder and slows down whenever Cassandra wanders off to scare animals, and in a way, it has Cassandra feel dumbfolded

No one save for her sisters and mother has made her feel so- appreciated- in their company

Even as the mission is finished and Ashley sends off her findings, she decides to stay

Over the duration of her stay, Cassandra has grown on her, oddly enough

The solitude of the place has. It’s different from the crowded city she’s from. It’s simple, and lovely. No one truly knows her, only Cassandra

And she likes it

Upon staying, Cassandra all too eagerly lures her into the castle

Alcina is…not happy. Cassandra must stop her from starting a fight with her little soldier friend multiple times

In the castle, Ashley enjoys the protection from the brunette. She is unreachable, even to Bela and Daniela. They know not to toy with her lest they want to suffer Cassandra’s wrath

But, in this time especially, possessiveness sets in. Cassandra doesn’t like Ashley talking to her sisters

She wants to be special. She is scared she was only that because of her biology. Now there are two more fly mutants, and it’s rubbing her the wrong way

And still, Ashley stays with her. She is polite with her sisters, but never seeks their attention or time

She is with Cassandra. She joins her hunts, and she tells her of stories from the outside, at last starting to sate Cassandra’s unending curiosity

They spend time together, every day

Despite being granted forced- Alcina will not have this outsider share her daughter’s room her own room, Ashley spends her time nearly exclusively with Cassandra

Their favourite activity is to lounge at the castle’s roof or in the woods after their hunts, and talk

Cassandra likes to have Ashley with her. She likes to lean against her while she tells her of the outside

In time, neither realise when it happened first, Ashley has her head in Cassandra’s lap as she tells her stories. She moves her hands and shares her knowledge of the outside

Speaks of towns and cities, continents and seas, islands and giggles when Cassandra speaks of wanting one of her own

At other times, Cassandra has her head in Ashley’s lap while she talks

In a way, they feel safe around one another. And are loyal to one another

Should a lycan attack, they both immediately have their backs

Cassandra is immediately in front of her precious human. No harm will come to her

In return, Ashley ensures Cassandra gets only the best. She is by no means a fan of killing, but knows it is necessary

Yet, her morals are tested when she presents Cassandra with an animal she’s caught for her, proud and happy to see Cassandra’s wide grin

They grow incredibly close

Cassandra is the one to make the bold first move

After a successful hunt that leaves her and Ashley enthusiastic, full of adrenaline and excitement, she makes her move

With a bloody hand gasping Ashley’s cheek, she brings their lips together

At first, she believes she’s messed up when Ashley pulls away

Yet, instead a low growl and a blush is pulled from her when instead her chin is held and lips are cleaned of blood

After this, she is at last granted the kiss both of them have been waiting for for ages

They kiss and make out for hours, laughing in happiness

At night, Cassandra sneaks into Ashley’s room. They don’t take the next step for a little while, instead opting to take it a little slower on Ashley’s request

But they cuddle

That’s right, big bad, sadistic Cassandra Dimitrescu loves to use her little human as a teddy bear whenever she is in private with them

At night, they cuddle in bed together. Cassandra on top of Ashley, protective and cold on her too warm skin

To Cassandra’s greatest horror and embarrassment, her little human goes to Alcina to ask her permission to court her middle daughter

It’s just one of many times Cassandra drags her to safety. Alcina is fuming at the idea of some human- a soldier no less- taking her daughter from under her nose

It’s Cassandra’s first relationship, too, after all. Flings have happened here and there, but never has the brunette shared her heart with someone before

Yet, she comes around fast once she has calmed down

For what it’s worth, she likes Ashley’s politeness and admires her bravery and consideration to ask her for the courtship of her daughter

Adding to Cassandra’s embarrassment, Alcina announces her permission days later at dinner. Her sisters never stop teasing her about this

In a way, they are perfect opposites at times. A puzzle piece for each other

Ashley is eager to share her stories. Cassandra practically begs to hear. She wants to know all related to Ashley or the outside

Cassandra loves to show off her weapons and trophies. Ashley finds them fascinating and asks questions to each

Ashley, despite her small stature, runs warm ever since her infection. This hasn’t changed even after the vaccine. She’s too warm too fast and it gets overwhelming. Cassandra runs very cold. She likes using Ashley as a heater and teddy bear. In return her skin cools Ashley down

Cassandra loves to tease and annoy Ashley. To fluster her and stalk her like prey. Ashley finds this adorable and sweet. It’s Cassandra’s way of being obsessed with her

From hand holding and kisses, cuddles and light groping it turns to sex

Speaking of, Cassandra is absolutely crazy about the concept of groping and humping over clothing that Ashley has introduced her to

She loves Ashley’s chest, and loves touching it. In return, she knows her little bunny is keen on her thick ass and thighs

She absolutely marks Ashley all over with bites

In return, sometimes she allows her human to place hickeys along her thighs, where no one can see

Ashley is rough with Cassandra when she needs to be. Cassandra is gentle and with her when she must be. They both care about another greatly

They absolutely love how they challenge each other

And speaking of, Ashley is the first to say the L-Word. It takes Cassandra a little longer to say it

One thing is clear: both have fallen hard for one another

[cosmic-ships]

Cool thing about Obi-Wan he'd let me have my space without letting me have my space when I'm caught in a depression spiral if that makes sense? He'd be in the same room with me. He knows that I like to disconnect from people when I get like this and I get very very quiet and speak as little as possible when i do have to speak but eventually I will want someone near me and I'll want company but I'd be too anxious to ask. (Under read more as it's personal and im really going through it rn™ and really really want comfort. Sorry for mistakes I'm emotional right now.)

Obi-Wan: What are you doing?

Kaden: Playing minecraft.

Then he'd go back to doing what he was doing then maybe an hour or so later he'd ask. "What are you doing in the game?"

Kaden: building stuff.

Some more time would pass he'd inquire once more I would respond: "mining stuff"

He'd go back to whatever he was doing for awhile and then once again ask "what about now?"

Kaden: growing stuff

Obi-Wan: May I watch? It seems peaceful. The music is lovely.

Kaden: Sure.

Obi-Wan would settle on the bed beside me but he wouldn't touch me. Hed simply just be a presence beside me. He isn't actually particularly interested in the game but he does enjoy the music and he wants to make sure I know he's there.

That would be all it took to have me start breaking down and crying, throwing thr control away and curling in on myself. It just happens, especially after I've had an extremely long high. (Not sleeping/being reckless/ irritated and snapping at people/ god complex etc.....all the "joys" of being bipolar) I just feel this overwhelming sense of dread and that I'm not okay in the slightest and the realization of my actions while I was in that heightened state. I feel broken. Ashamed, embarrassed and disappointed in myself once more.

He'd ask if he could hug me and god knows I wouldn't be able to speak just nod as I'm scrunched into a ball. He'd pull me against him and run his hand soothingly over my back while I sobbed, whispering soft gentle reassurances and telling me that I'm going to be okay that its okay, that he's here for me.

Even when I apologize profusely for being like this he reassures me that I've done nothing to apologize for. I cannot control what happens. While he says that he reminds me that I'm never a bother and he wants to be here to help me.

I'd tell him I feel like a burden and bothersome and he's quick to reassure once more telling me if he truly felt bothered or burdened he wouldn't be here at my side at all.

He tells me while he cannot fully understand what I'm going through as he doesn't have the same mental disorder I do he says I will never have to feel alone because he's here to help lessen and quiet all the thoughts that seem to overtake my mind.

He reassures me that even when I have incredibly bad days where any regular person would see my paranoia, my irritation, depression, manic episodes as personal attacks or threats that he doesn't, that he will be here in any way that he can because he cares about me deeply, he loves me so much and he wishes he could take it all away, he knows he can't so he instead vows to stay with me through the storms, that I'm not hard to love, I'm not difficult.....that I'm not a horrible person, I'm not all the nasty stereotypes people lump together about my disorder...that I'm not dangerous or a threat...I'm just...me. and I try my absolute best each day.

Come hell or high water, he's here with me and for me. No matter how ugly or beautiful a day may be for me. He's here. I can't ask for more than that...

[hanasnx]

https://www.tumblr.com/hanasnx/749955465357737984/i-love-treating-ur-acc-like-a-news-outlet-when-im

i always love an update post, they make me feel like we’re gossiping lol

if you’re in the mood to post one i will be reading it like a dad reading over the morning paper at the breakfast table trust

also now that i’m caught up with ur acc happy belated anniversary <3

-🧚🏼‍♀️

— link.

thank you very much!

what me and beef did for our anniversary was rly fun so i’m gonna give you an update page on that. i ended up falling asleep at 9pm the night prior bcos i was so exhausted from work and preparing for the anniversary day. woke up at 4am which he was already awake and we got to kiss on each other and go back to sleep together until we were ready to get started around noon.

we went to our fave coffee place and got drinks and pastries and went to a park with a lake to watch while we enjoyed each other’s company and had our food. he got a pumpkin cake and iced coffee, i got a chocolate croissant and chai and we shared.

then at home, we rented a movie he picked (rescue dawn with christian bale i believe it’s called) and i found my favorite robin hood movie on tubi (the adventures of robin hood with errol flynn). he doesn’t like movies made before the 2000s and i dont like high intensity war movies so both he and i have short attention spans when it comes to movies especially these movies, so we set timers to watch thirty minutes of my movie, thirty minutes of his, and then switch off playing ghost of tsushima (he has a game on his profile on my ps4 and i have a game on my profile) and we did that cycle until it was time to go to dinner

when i go out to eat, i like it to be luxurious. i like options. i like to be there a while. i don’t get to do that often, and we saved a lot of money to be able to do it this time. we went to our favorite italian restaurant and we dressed comfy bcos we knew we were about to feast. sweatpants and hoodies so we could have a proper comfy food coma

here’s how it went. we knew what we wanted to eat, but we wanted to take our sweet sweet time. we were expecting to be there about an hour and a half maybe more, and made sure to be there two hours before their closing time so we didn’t feel rushed and we didn’t cut into the staffs cleaning.

i ordered our drinks, two waters, a shirley temple for me with extra cherries and a sprite for him bcos we need sweet drinks as well as hydration. we settle in, we get comfortable. we always sit next to each other in a big booth and we were secluded in the far side of the restaurant everything is perfect. all of our supplies like wallets and keys etc everything in our pockets was set aside to the far part of the table out of our way. we drink our drinks, we eat our complimentary bread and oil and herbs, we fill the time. he doesn’t want an appetizer, but i want my favorite dish in the whole world right now. a fat ball of burrata, halved lil tomatoes, fresh basil, olive oil, and balsamic. it’s divine. it’s fresh. it’s light. we’re sharing our appetizer and we’re pacing ourselves. he doesn’t like tomatoes but he’s eating them on the bread and he’s saying it’s a rare moment for him and the cheese makes it better. i’m having such a swell time

when our waitress comes back we tell her we want a little more time to pick out our entrees, we’re living in luxury rn. we talk to her about some wine choices that go well with pasta, tell her what we’re celebrating. three whole years together.

since i don’t wanna eat too much too fast (i like picking off of options) i set aside the appetizer. when he pick out our entrees we pick out a side which we both chose chicken soup. the chicken soup comes first. it’s my favorite chicken soup. the only stuff i wanna eat when i’m so sick and need a good warm meal with a kick to clear my sinuses.

i also ordered a glass of wine to share with him bcos neither of us are alcohol people but i’m trying to get laid later and i wanna be loose and happy and have a little wine with my self indulgent dinner. the waitress helped me pick out a red wine thatll go with my pasta.

then our pasta (and wine) comes, both a type of ravioli. his is more cheesy like ricotta and i chose lobster. i love shellfish. if i could live off of lobster and crab i would. we share our pastas :) we drown them in parmesan. we have a little wine

she comes back to ask me if i like what she chose for me, and i explain that she picked a great choice but i just don’t like alcohol at all. she comes back with a sample of a more expensive bottle and its a lot smoother and she told me snuck me it.

dessert time comes and we pick tiramisu bcos i haven’t had it in years and its terrible when you buy it from the store, she says it’s on the house for our anniversary. we share it :)

we pack up all our foods, all our breads, soups, pastas, appetizers, and dessert and give our waitress one hefty tip and chug the rest of the wine. after an hour and a half of self indulgent blatant luxury and gross misuse of american earned funds we’re out of there and i’m wine drunk bcos it hits me all at once. beef makes sure i’m buckled in and we get home to go back to our movies and games and pick off our leftovers every so often and he takes good good care of me

[tillandthebees]

Wow i haven't been here in a good while ...

I've just been needing to rant about some stuff that's on my mind rn haha

Because Ai is just so stupid. I actually can't understand why this is the way it exists. Afterall I can see some ( well actually not that much) potential in it.

It just seems like it ruins everyting it even comes close to. There's so many things I would like to do at some point or that I considered doing as my job, but I can't do because Ai scared me to much.

I really enjoy doing almost any creative things and I especially enjoy beeing able to share them with other people who also enjoy them.

I want to make art or maybe edit little films or design buildings or clothes ( and many many more things ) and I want to share these things with the world.

But I am scared that I can't do that because the world is filled with a whole lot of bullshit made by Ai.

I want to share the things I enjoy with people who might feel inspired by them without being scared that it gets fed into this machine that transforms it into junk.

I am scared that I will not be able to have a stable job in a creative field, because Ai will do the bare minimum of the thing that I would've been hired for.

Yes it will be soulless and yes it will probably look stupid but it will get developed in a way that makes it harder and harder to spot the lack of any real creativity .

Maybe we will even get accustomed to the amount of ai that we see in our daily lives. It doesn't really matter because sooner or later we won't be able to easily discern it from real art.

I am scared that at some point all the creative jobs i want to work for are going to be taken over by Ai. Because the majority of companies would rather not spend money on an artist who needs more time and money.

And sadly I am not sure if smaller studios ( that's not the word i mean ...... but I forgot the right one) can compete with the speed ai.

I am scared that at some point I ( or all the other people out there who want to do something creative as their job) are going to be burnt out working in some soulless job that they don't enjoy because the thing that they would've loved to do doesn't exist anymore.

At some point I want to learn how to edit. Maybe make small stories and have them somewhere people can see them if they want.

I probably would've really enjoyed making videos on YouTube if it wasn't full of content farms and clickbait and whatever seems to be the most addictive.

Now I'm just scared of doing so because Ai makes it so easy to just steal everything you have worked for. It makes it so easy just to steal your whole likelihood.

Sometimes I am even scared of posting anything on the internet at all. Because that is were a whole bunch of Ai got their data from.

What if the things I say help fuel the machines that produces piles over piles of garbage that might ruin eveything I want to do in life?

I am so tired of seeing so many people using it (especially if it's lack of accuracy makes it harder for them ).

I am tired of people claiming it to be such a great thing.

I am tired of having spend time on doing work for school, just to get the same results as someone who did nothing but to write a prompt and copy paste it.

( the results in question are having the teachers not being mad at me not doing my homework, it isn't very hard to outdo the trash chatgpt produces)

I am especially tired of my own friends claiming me to be crazy for hating ai, for being mad when people use it. I am not crazy for worrying about not only my future but the one of many other people to, am I ??

I was told that this won't concern me, that it won't change anything for me, so I shouldn't get THIS mad, this scared.

Even If it didn't change anything for me ( which career wise it sadly might , cause most creative jobs would just burn me out) it still concerns me in the way that a lot of people WHO COULD BE HAPPY won't be able to because of it ? Like do you just not care about that? Because even If I wasn't one of those people I am pretty sure that I would care about that.

Anyway rant over time to disappear for another thousand years.

[daphdarling]

Helloo! Could I get a haikyuu match up?

I'm 5'4, 49 kgs, hazel brownish eyes, friends say I've got fox or cat eyes.. I have a septum piercing and few ear piercings.. Have my hair dyed like 2 streaks blonde.. Have medium length hair. I like piercings, tattoos, hairdye..

I'm an ENFP, Libra.. I'm a total extrovert like I could go up and talk to strangers and I do the ordering food in hangouts. But I also like my alone time.. I enjoy staying in my room alone and I can cope with boredom. I'm used to being bored.. I'm pretty lazy but I don't let my place get messy.. I put everything back in it's place as soon as I finish using it cause I'd rather do that than mess up the place as misplace something. A tiny bit of OCD you could say? But with heavy laziness lol.. I'm also really laid-back and care-free.. My friends can talk to me about literally ANYTHING and I wouldn't mind I would engage in that convo no matter how unhinged. I'm a huge yapper but I'm really good at listening too.. People open up to me pretty fast and rant about stuff even if we just met. I am a therapist friend too. Some of my friends said I look scary when they first met me but I'm completely opposite once you know me. I'd say I'm an orange cat honestly.. I like parties.. I'd go out anytime. And about my laid-back personality, I mean I don't really think about the future or past much.. I mostly think of the present and whatever happens, happens.. I'm a go-with-the-flow kinda girl. I am pretty athletic too.. Did many sports in school.. I workout quite a bit.. I have hobbies but I don't always do them.. Mostly laze around. My hobbies are gaming, cooking,dance, music, watching anime/yt/shows, working out and whenever random hobbies come too..the type of games I play is like genshin impact and all but I'm open to any type of game..I like horror too I don't flinch or get scared..I rather judge them for some reason. I hate cleaning and doing chores but I do my own things. I'm not very hardworking or anything.. I just do enough.. I wanna have my own place one day and have pets.. I've always wanted a pet since like I could talk or something but never got one.. I also like dressing up.. Fashion is big for me. My style is quite a mix.. Street wear, acubi, casual and like dresses for occasions.. I'm not that huge on makeup and I'm usually bare face..lip balm/gloss and eyeliner is my go to if I'm doing make up..I do skincare too. I would yap away about myself but I dunno what more to say rn sooo... Yeah. I think for me for someone as my partner, they need to be able to handle me and my yapping and I'm always gonna be there for them. Oh and communication is key for me in every relationship no matter friends, family, partner. I'm very stubborn and don't even listen to my parents..I'm really independent too but I wouldn't reject help if I needed it..I don't like people who are really possessive or jealous or controlling.. I'm someone who if you show a girl's photo, I'd be simping over her with you and not get jealous that your looking at others. So I'd want someone a bit similar to me I'd say.. I'm pretty stable mentally I'd say... Of course I have times I go down but I've always come out of it by myself so I'd wanna be alone during those times but also company wouldn't be bad. I'm not too much of an overthinker either.. A bit at times.

I'm not sure what more I should give I could yap way more bout every detail too.. I'm not used to sending reqs for matchups 😅 ty for doing this tho! Hope you have a nice day/night ahead!

YOUR MATCHUP IS…

KENTARŌ KYŌTANI!!!

Personality Match:

Kyoutani, known for his fierce and intense personality, is someone who’s direct, blunt, and at times, a bit aggressive. He can be a loose cannon in moments of stress, but there’s also a softer side to him, especially with those he cares about. He’s passionate and loyal, and while his fiery nature might be a bit much at first, it could complement your energetic, carefree, and spontaneous vibe. You both share a similar "do what I want" approach to life, which could make for a dynamic connection. Your outgoing personality and tendency to speak your mind would definitely resonate with his directness, and you’d probably find his intensity exciting.

Romantic Connection:

Mad Dog is intense and passionate, which might add a thrilling dynamic to a relationship. He’s not possessive or controlling, which fits well with your preference for independence and freedom. He’d respect your space when you need it and wouldn't push boundaries, but he’d also challenge you in a way that keeps things interesting. Kyoutani may not be the most expressive person, but his actions show how much he cares, and he’d appreciate your straightforward communication. Together, you’d find a balance of intensity and relaxation, with plenty of moments where you can both enjoy each other’s company without feeling overwhelmed.

Hobbies and Activities:

You both enjoy being active, so Kyoutani’s love for volleyball would align with your athletic side. His more intense, high-energy personality would complement your love for working out and staying active. While your interests in gaming, cooking, or dancing might not directly align with his, he’d appreciate your hobbies and might even give them a try if it means spending time with you. He’s a guy who loves action, and your spontaneous nature would probably get him involved in more activities, whether it’s trying new things together or pushing each other in physical challenges. Kyoutani’s energy could turn even a chill day into something more exciting.

Looks and Vibes:

Kyoutani has an intense, sharp look with his messy hair and serious expression, which could contrast well with your laid-back style. Your piercings, blonde streaks, and casual streetwear give off a cool, effortless vibe, which pairs nicely with his edgy "bad boy" aesthetic. Together, you’d both have a strong presence, though in different ways. You’re more spontaneous and carefree in how you express yourself, while he carries a more intense edge, which would make you both stand out without trying too hard.

Final Thoughts:

Mad Dog would bring a lot of energy, excitement, and intensity to the relationship, which would mesh well with your spontaneous, go-with-the-flow nature. He’s loyal, straightforward, and would support you while giving you the space to be yourself. You’d complement each other by balancing his intensity with your laid-back vibe, creating a dynamic where both of you feel comfortable and challenged in different ways. Overall, the connection would be adventurous and full of growth, with plenty of fun moments and mutual respect.

[hunniedmilk]

Thank you so much for your tags ;; it's been fucking forever a minute since I posted anything. so if you wish, this is absolutely a request for some word vomit. and if you don't want to get into it, it's a heartfelt 'ehehe the tags are very nice, thank you' to keep your ask box warm

walks in with a book with like fifteen different annotation stickies I’m so ready pls bear with me if I sound incoherent .. have no clue if this'll be a lot but i'm going 2 put read more just in case ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

i could probably comment on literally every sentence like no exaggeration but i'm like containing the silliness as much as i can as to sound coherent so i just wanna point out small parts i really really like ^^

“Yet there’s a smile that glitters in the corner of his eyes, and as he steps down onto the pebbles he offers you a gloved hand.”

GHJHKL It just makes me explode ,,, I enjoy descriptions of understanding without a character having to verbally express it . It kills me every time regardless because it feels like you can understand the amount of trust between the two characters in the scene . Like in general , it could be an action that can appear like such a small , insignificant detail but you can tell that it means so much more than that and I just adore it so so much ???

“The butler simply… couldn’t let you go just yet. There’s a shimmer of gold in his eyes, a little greed shining through when he thinks of parting from your company.”

Bangs my head against the wall I ALWAYYYS REALLY LOVE IT WHEN PPL MAKE A SLIGHT REMARK ABOUT BARBATOS AND GREED IT’S JUST SOOOOO<333333 IT GETS ME SO EXCITED BECAUSE I START REMEMBERING LIKE THE SMALL REMARKS IN GAME ABOUT HIM RESTRAINING HIS GREED ETC AND HIS CHARACTER SONG . It’s just like so fun seeing different sides of characters expressed it’s just like AHHHH but I digress

The entire scene feels like it’s a moment that’s quiet and reserved away from other people but between the two characters it’s such a loud expression of emotions ,, especially because of Barbatos and how he is as a character too ?? ☆ｏ(＞＜；)○ 

I’m a bit new to the fandom so please bear with me a bit with explanations but I’ve read him as like a character that’s detached from personhood as a result of his profession and when there are moments when he clearly wants to pursue something he holds himself back from indulging into his greed but when it comes to MC he allows himself to finally take . To allow himself to enjoy their presence when they’re finally alone and able to …

SIDENOTE BUT ESPECIALLY SO BC OF HOOOW HARD THE OTHER CAST OF CHARACTERS GET SIDELINED HARD IN GENERAL SOMETIMES ,,, LIKE IN BARBS LATEST BIRTHDAY UR HOW DO U LITERALLY GET DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE IN UR OWN DREAM.. BUT THAAAT’S LIKE AN ENTIRE RAMBLE I’VE HAD FOR A MINUTE AND THAT’S BESIDES THE POINT )))

���Of everyone, he knows keenly how precious your time is.”

Im literally vibrating off the walls rn I cant describe it any better than that and especially the next sentences that follow it ohhhg idk if it literally wasn’t late as hell rn I’d def just print this out n’ scribble a bunch of hearts on this like omg 

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THE ENDING … I am literally pacing I don’t usually enjoy angst all that much and try to avoid it altogether but the way you wrote it I’m like a little crazy actually. like a little bit insane. A humans existence is such a fleeting moment to a demon and it’s like AAAA YOU JUST LIKE FEEL THE TENSION FROM THE PREVIOUS SCENES THEN THE WARMTH FROM THE ENDING IT’S JUST LIKE A BITTERSWEET ?? FEELING THAT MAKES IT SO ENJOYABLE AND IT’S SUCH AN INSTILLING FEELING THAT’S LIKE SOOOO BEAUTIFUL ?? HIM HOLDING THE AIR ??? I sound so insane I just really really get excited when I read that it’s such an infectious feeling but that’s what your writing feels like. I’m not the best at English so I’m hoping this comes off well enough but I feel like the idea of living on in another persons memory despite all the years to come, especially with a demons lifespan IT JUST FEELS SOOO /pos

This is going to sound absolutely cornball cheesy but ur writing style , and I haven’t checked out ur other works yet but , from this alone it reminds me of a nice sweet . Personally I’m thinking of a Mexican dessert as I’m Mexican myself and I enjoy food analogies as compliments but the way you describe your scenes feels like taking a bite out of a concha (insane person rambling but please stick with me) . it’s such a sweet feeling that like , you don’t really forget the first time you experience it ?? I know I’m def going to be giggling abt ur writing for like a fat week honestly . i could probably reread it more than I already have while typing this and still find things to comment on even if it's just a keysmash

idk idk just the way you present scenarios stick so nicely ? It’s just something so handcrafted with love that I can tell that you enjoy what u write ?? I don’t know :,)

IF LIKE ANY OF THIS DOESN’T RLLY SOUND RIGHT LIKE , CHARACTER DESCS ESP OF BARB ive been in this fandom for like not super long so im still info-diving rlly slowly and its so difficult </3 I get so nervous posting stuff but like I wanna get this out of my system SOO bad

Plus I don’t think I could type out any of the info I do know about him in an orderly way lol I’ve tried for months but it ends in so many side tangents in rambles bc I just like his character so much 

I just think he’s such an interesting character y’know ??? There’s so many ways people can interpret a character and when you see other peoples ideas and some of them just HIT like getting all giddy thinking wow this is so cool ,,, I have to eat what I’m reading because there are no words in my lexicon to verbally express how much I love this 

[synnefo-nefeli]

Why did you private Strange Days and your other fics on A03?

Hi Anon,

I forgot to make a post here but life got away from me.

I set my entire AO3 private due AI bots scraping AO3 and AO3’s troubling stance on allowing AI fic to be posted to the archive.

I am vehemently anti-AI, especially AI which seeks to aid the pursuit of making creatives absent from the act of creating, rather than being in aid of the creative. Rn AI is incredibly unregulated and stands to do more harm than good in creative sectors, and will be incredibly harmful in spreading misinformation by bad faith actors.

I know AO3 is doing its best to prevent further scraping but I do not like that they are permitting AI fic to be hosted. All AI work is plagiarism- it’s not derivative/culture jamming/remixing. Because in derivative works the reader is made aware of the source material/derivative works are predicated on the viewer understanding/having knowledge of the original source so that the resulting derivative work makes sense. AI doesn’t do that, it’s a text generator made up of millions of words crafted by others, stolen without their consent. It’s plagiarism through and through.

I have seen people get banned from AO3 for even a the slightest whiff of plagiarism. Their moderators and content team are great to work with as you actually are dealing with a human in investigating the plagiarism case. Rather than like lets say YT that just uses bots to do their content strike downs often getting ppl who are using copywrite content correctly under creative commons/fair use guidelines. Cases are thoroughly explored on a case by case basis to make sure that works are being protected from plagiarism.

So it’s disheartening to see AO3, allow AI stories to be hosted- AI are not fans, they are not people. The people behind them aren’t creating fan or original works on their own merit, not spending time working on the craft to create. They’re just mashing prompts to scrape from others to generate something they think they can quickly sell. Which brings me to another point- ao3 is opening itself to getting sued by corporations who are anti fanworks. Ao3 has been able to hold them off because the understanding is that on AO3, creators are not profiting from their fanworks

(linking to patreons, ko-fis, does not count as AO3 is not the one getting a cut of money from creators hosting their fic, so companies cant sue AO3, they’ll have to go after individuals, and rn it’s hard to go after creators as they’re likely not making a lot of money on volume compared to merch sellers on etsy, etc.)

So to protect my stories in the meantime I’ve locked my stories to users only and hidden my stories from search engines.

It hurts me to make my stories difficult for people to find and enjoy, but this is the only way right now to protect my stories from getting scraped. I like hearing from people either new to fandoms discovering my fics or long time readers returning to them, and by locking them I am aware that I am potentially risking my fics’ reach within fandom, but I am an old school fanfic writer, I don’t do this for clout or fandom attention. I write because a part of my heart was touched by a series and I want to engage with the series by essentially playing dolls with the characters to act out the scenarios I’ve come up with. If someone comes along and reads it, and comments on it, I am so very happy and fed.

I appreciate you, my readers, for all of your support all of these years. I am sorry to throw a barrier in front of you to access my stories, but I do want to protect the stories I’ve spent years on.

Even though the series aren’t mine and I don’t profit from them, these fics represent thousands of hours of brainstorming, screaming about them with my betas, they’re creative outlets written to help me survive my worst days and to grow as an artists. My efforts and my creativity are worth protecting, and so I will take whatever steps possible to do so.

Thanks for reaching out, Anon. And I hope you understand. Be well.

[jcjensensnepobaby]

*luckily for Sheila- the fur doesn't really shed- no fur will get on the space suit- unless she like PULLED it off him! XD

Geno thinks for a second before taking a paw and touching her phone connecting to it since his vocal cords are still- unable to speak! opening a text program which they keys start pressing themselves

as he types!* Geno's text: its... weird- i'm myself now that higher thought's reverted to normal, tho reasoning centers are still firmly dog-

its basically like being drunk- in terms of its a lot harder to be embarrassed/self conscious - self restraints almost non existent! and instinct controls me-

for instance I basically see you as puppy, on an instinctual level rn- and would most likely MAUL anything that even looked at ya wrong!

also have higher energy- resisting the urge to dig at the floor panels- think my more mechanical aspects are making certain instincts- a lil more special- heh! its honestly VERY relaxing not being able to worry too much what others think! honestly! its nice-!

*he moves one of the lower set's of front legs around Sheila, resting it over her waist! gently! as a bit of a one "armed" hug! feels almost like having a slightly weighted blanket over your lap!*

especially so when, you're in the company of someone who's always at your side! and REALLY won't think less of you! I think anyone else were keeping me outta trouble, I'd be a LOT more aggressive!

really am lucky to have a niece, so wonderful! smart! kind! funny! creative! yet no pushover! I wouldn't trade ya for the world!

its a BIT of a shame! tho, I mean you WERE stressed at the time, and then got hurt after! so i'm GLAD it didn't ADD to the stress at the time! but it IS a shame THIS didn't happen to me when you were also turned into a dog! we'd've suffered together! AND I could've allowed ya to enjoy it more! turned a negative into positive like you are for me rn!

"That's shockingly insightful, Uncle Geno." Sheila remarked, taking time to ponder all of it, she was thankful though he wasn't ripping apart her place, but she felt bad he was energetic.

"Do you want to go outside and play in the snow? Would that be better for your mental health?" Sheila asked, her voice kind, she hoped it would help. She put her cellphone away. "I wouldn't mind, Sunny Bunny and I go outside all the time and make snow angels and snowdrones or snow people."

[coloursflyaway]

Hiii 🪶🦉 Ohh yea haha thank goodness for the gifs around! I never got into aew. Probably cause I don't really have access to it where I live. Also I got back into wwe only last year anyway so.. 😅

I've never heard of sunshine and silence, I'll have to look it up 🤔 😂 Oh gosh don't even get me started on LotR...the number of times I've watched it! And will continue to watch it 😂😅

Honestly movies these days don't impress me that much. I guess I'd rather live in my world of nostalgia. The movies I prefer are mostly action, or comedy, or thrillers, or mysteries (don't mind a romcom now and then but not too often tbh and it has to be goood). I love the mysteries the most I guess. But you'll be able to get me to watch most things if it has a happy ending 😆 I'm not so keen on overly emotional dramas or sad movies. I think there's enough sadness in this world that I don't want to see it on my screen too 😂

I can't think of any good movies rn 😑 my brain is a bit fried atm. But the last one I just saw was Sherlock Holmes (Robert Downey jr)

You currently watching any tv shows?

PS. Thank you for putting me on your imaginary writing list 😂♥️ I appreciate it

Absolutely! I'm in awe of anyone who makes gifsets, I tried my hand at it a few times, but I am not gifted in that department 😂 AEW isn't available where I live either, nor where I used to live, so I get you! And I got into wrestling for the first time just before the pandemic hit, so you're in good company

God, I know what you mean about LotR! I must have watched it a dozen times at least, and I still enjoy every second of every movie. Just don't get old at all ♥️

Yeah, I know what you mean, I still rewatch old 80s movies my parents showed me all the time, because I love them so much. And it seems like we have a pretty similar taste in movies then, especially when it comes to rom coms, those have to be very very good for me to consider caring 😅 I do love a good, sad movie though, so if that's not your cup of tea, maybe steer clear of Silence, that one is depressing as hell. Incredible, though ♥️

When it comes to tv, I just watched Dead Boy Detectives, and I loved that one! I adore anything Neil Gaiman has ever done, tbh. And I am blaming you for this (in the nicest way possible, of course!), but I actually started to write a bit of fic for it! 😆

[thesingingrevolution]

your uh post about the debuts being celebrated, who was that about? if you don't mind me asking, who's uh debut wasn't/isn't being celebrated?

no it’s okay you can ask ! i usually leave it vague when i’m kinda mad i feel like it’s become a habit 😭

also im sorry it took forever for me to get back to you but i wanted to answer you properly and also my phone decided it wanted to die so i wasn’t able to answer earlier :(((

my post is about winwin from nct! (he’s my fav i’m so protective over him hhhhhhhhh)

idk how familiar you are with nct or the mess that it is lol but basically one of its subunits debuted on july 7th, 2016 (7 years ago today) and winwin was one of the original 7 members. his first group is called nct 127 and the 127 represents the longitude of seoul, but there’s also a theory/cute little thing saying that it also represents the number of members and how they were added:

7 + 2 + 1 = 10.

he was kind of phased out/removed from the group at the end of 2018, and there was never any announcement saying he left officially so the group has 10 members on paper but only 9 active members

a lot of fans have accepted he probably isn't coming back :( but the issue is the group got more popular after he left so to a lot of people he isn't super important especially cause solo/single unit stanning is really common in this fandom. also because he was neglected by the company he never really had a lot of lines/center parts/screen time so it's easier to "forget/ignore" him as horrible as it sounds :(

and it's unfortunate but a lot of people don't treat him well, and what baffles me is that he wasn't removed cause he did something wrong ;-; most of the time people dont like past members cause they were removed for problematic/illegal behavior but that's not the reason why (the reason is mostly political, since he is chinese and went to promote in the chinese unit wayv starting in jan. 2019, and to my understanding china occasionally has kpop bans it's easier to get around them if none of the members are in an explicitly kpop group such as nct 127. this is a whole complicated issue in itself and there's some discourse on twt rn about it (read the qrts if you want but be ready for drama lol))

a lot of his fans and wayv stans are much happier with how he is now, because he really opened up as a person and grew as an artist following his departure from the group. he was definitely limited before due to the neglect and also cause he occasionally got boxed in as being the cute guy everyone likes and dotes on but never really an artist or even person in his own right. also he struggled with korean sometimes so he got to express himself much better when surrounded by his chinese bandmates

(though it is really important to note that people push a narrative that he hated being in nct 127 and didn't really love the members which i think is very untrue, you can tell he really worked hard and enjoyed their music, he notably has a strong bond with many people in the group)

i love him in nct 127 and i think he was a very special addition to the group, i would welcome him back anytime <3 but i am happy to see him where he is now, more successful than ever before.

but here is the issue:

since most 127 stans see the group as 9, they celebrate the debut of nct 127 and its 9 active members (which is kinda ironic cause winwin debuted on 160707 but most of the active lineup (literally everyone except yuta and haechan) did not but i digress). due to the nature of nct, he debuted again in 2018 (nct u) and in 2019 (wayv). but his first debut, the day he became an idol, is july 7th, 2016. and what hurts is because when people celebrate the debut of the current 9 member group, they overlook the debut of an original member of the group. which is why later yesterday night i also praised a big fanacc for posting ot10 pics and videos. i dont mind people wanting the focus on the 9 active members more, but i think its weird to call youself a fan of the group or an nctzen and ignore the debut of a member so blatantly :( there are random journalists who were posting articles but someone who claims to be ot20 or ot22 or ot23 or ot25 ot ot26 or whatever u people are this week to not say anything is kind of weird. and it's also why i dont like this other big fanacc because they post throwbacks but always ignore him, how can you be a throwback acc and not post a PAST member ;-; like i said if he was horrible and dishonorably discharged (lol) from the group its a dif story but this is just ridiculous.

anyway i hope that going forward we can love all members of nct and celebrate all of them <3