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NUMBER ONE GIRL

107. you'll never be alone

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“Bunch of assholes,” Beomgyu mutters after half an hour waiting for his friends to barge in his room to wish him a happy birthday.

Not even you remembered? Really? Worst birthday ever. This sucks. Feeling like an afterthought is humiliating and devastating.

He’s been there for you through thick and thin, and it’s not as if he’s done so expecting something in return. He, however, expected those moments to mean as much to you as they do to him. Is he really such a forgettable friend? He feels stupid, but he wants to cry. Suddenly, he’s 5 again, waiting for his ‘friends’ to show up and being met with utter loneliness.

As pathetic as it sounds, he’s used to being the forgotten friend, the one who always seems out of place. He knows people find him weird at best, insufferable at worst, but you’re different. He can be himself around you. It’s not like he can move freely around his friends, but it’s different with them. He’s known them for years; of course, they care about him. You’re the first friend he’s made outside of them that has shown to care for him regardless of anything. Then why didn’t you remember?

With everything going on, he’s not exactly surprised that all of his friends seem to have forgotten. It’s just a birthday, he tries to tell himself. Surely, there’ll be more. But he can’t convince himself. 

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It’s already 8:00 and Beomgyu still feels like shit. Everyone is busy, some with their own school projects, others are just having fun with someone else. Even Sunoo was busy. No one showed up for him. 

“We’re going out for food,” Hessung peeks into his room. “Wanna come with us?”

He looks a little too dressed up for Beomgyu’s taste, but Heesung has always been a little vain. He and Yeonjun have a lot in common, after all.

“Why not?” Beomgyu sighs before getting out of bed.

He takes a quick glance at his reflection in the mirror before following Heesung. His clothes are fine; he made sure to look good today, thinking he’d be celebrating with his friends. His hair, though, is a mess. He tries to brush a few strands in place with his fingers but gives up easily. There’s no point. 

He walks lazily to the living room. He feels like being petty; he really wants to sulk and whine, but that’s not gonna change anything. The day is almost over, and everyone has forgotten about his birthday. Not a single text wishing happy birthday, not even from Yeonjun. He gets a pass, though; he’s been dealing with a lot. You’ve been in a similar position, but Beongyu can’t get himself to forgive you and move on. You’re the thoughtful one who always writes things down and sets reminders for even the simplest of things. Why couldn't you do that for him? 

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“This is not the way to the mall,” Beomgyu complains when he notices that Heesung is going in the complete opposite direction.

“We’re going to a new Italian place we discovered recently,” Soobin explains without looking back at him.

“Whatever,” Beomgyu retorts. 

He doesn’t even like Italian food that much. He wants a burger. He keeps sulking in his head. It’s his birthday, and he can’t even have the food he likes. Everything sucks.

“We’re here!” Hessung announces once they’re outside some fancy-looking place that seems more like one of those pretentious contemporary art museums than a restaurant. 

“We’re eating here?”

“Yeah,” Soobin confirms. “It’s supposed to be good.”

“We’re gonna get mugged here.”

“Just come inside,” Heesung rolls his eyes.

Beomgyu has no option but to follow them inside that weird-looking place. It’s not exactly in the middle of nowhere, but he’s not a fan of this brutalist building. Definitely not the best place for a restaurant; it would make a great location for a club or something, though.

Soon, he finds himself alone, standing outside of that place. He takes a deep breath before following his friends, who are now long gone. 

There’s a suspicious tunnel followed by some stairs, and LED lights light everything up. “I’m definitely getting kidnapped,” he mumbles.

He takes cautious steps, trying to calculate how long would it take him to get to the surface if this turns out to be some organ trafficking facility. He can’t even hear a noise, and his paranoia is slowly being replaced by a feeling of pure dread. Those fuckers must be trying to pull some stupid prank on him. There’s no other explanation. He’s gonna kill them once he gets a hold of them. 

When he reaches the end, everything is dark. He can’t see shit and he’s about to call for his friends when the light turns on.

“Happy birthday!” Everyone screams in unison. 

You walk up to him holding a cake with his name on it. He’s still in shock and his eyes stig a little because of the sudden explosion of light. 

“What the fuck is this?” He asks, unable to believe this is for him.

“Chocolate cake, of course,” you playfully answer. 

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The music blasts through the speakers and the drinks keep pouring, everyone is having fun. Yet, Beomyu remains latched onto you like some annoying koala. You’re the only ones eating cake in a corner while he keeps sulking.

“I really thought you forgot!” He says again.

“I already told you we wanted to surprise you.” You roll your eyes at him. 

“You could’ve said ‘happy birthday’ and still surprise me.”

“You know that’s not true.”

“But why making me feel like shit for literal hours?” He eats another spoonful of cake.

“That was collateral,” you explain. “But we did have the best intentions when we started planning everything. I’m sorry you felt like that; we just wanted to surprise you. We’ll try to be more considerate next time.”

There will be a next time. That last bit makes his mind spin. You want to be there for his next birthday, you want to keep being friends. Then, everything settles in. His friends made the effort of planning a surprise for him. They did something special for him. They didn’t forget about him. He feels all warm and fuzzy. 

“I’m fine with just some drinks at home,” he tries to sound nonchalant.

You know he is. However, you just want to repay his kindness. You want to prove to him that all of his love and care are reciprocated. He’s your other half, after all. You don’t exactly believe in soulmates, but if they exist, Beomgyu is yours. Sure, you have a lot of friends and best friends, and you love them with all your heart. But Beomgyu is different, he’s the friend you never planned to have and the last person you expected to show up when you were down. He did, though.

You would do anything for every single one of your friends, but you admit that you’d go the extra mile for the one that held you through all of the nights you cried yourself to sleep. In a way, he’s one of the best things that Yeonjun gave you. 

“Whatever the princess wants,” you joke. 

Messing with him and joking around is easier than trying to put anything into words. He knows what it means, though. He’s attentive like that.

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Everything looks great. Beomgyu is happy and dancing around. He’s even doing shots with Taehyun. All good fun, except that he’s nowhere near Tae’s level of alcohol tolerance, so he’s definitely gonna be wasted in a little while. You even get a glimpse of Heesung and Sunoo making out in a corner; you’re not sure of where they stand, but Sunoo has been telling you everything about their dates, so maybe it’s going somewhere. Yeonjun would die if he were here.

“Having fun?” Sobbin offers you a drink.

“Sure,” you answer before downing the cup. 

“Where’s the boyfriend?” He tries to sound nonchalant, but that’s not his forte at all.

“He’s coming a little later.” You’re not even sure if Minho’s coming, though. “He had practice so…”

Soobin just nods. He’s that kind of person; quiet until he opens his mouth, and then he’s yapping about everything that crosses his mind.

“What about…” You don’t wanna say his name. “You know who. Is he coming?” 

He smirks. “We’re not sure.” Soobin has always been honest with you. “He never exactly gave us an answer, so we’re just hoping for the best here.”

“That makes sense.”

“Were you hoping to see him?” He doesn’t look at you. His eyes are lost in the crowd.

The dizziness that clouds your mind right now might not be caused by the alcohol. “I don’t know.” You answer honestly.

“That’s okay.” He smiles at you. “You don’t have to be sure of everything. Sometimes it’s fine to just go with the flow; see where the wind takes you.”

“You think so?”

“I think Minho is here, and he looks like he wants to kill me, so I’m gonna go look for Chaer.” Soobin laughs a little and gives you a little pat on the head.

“You do that.” You smile at him. He knows what that smile means, so he just looks away, trying to hide his embarrassment. 

Soon enough, Minho is walking towards you, looking as good as ever but a little out of place. He definitely just took a shower and ran to the venue. You appreciate that, especially considering the debate about his invitation in the first place. In the end, Soobin and Kai turned out to be your greatest supporters besides Beomgyu. 

“What is a beauty like you doing all alone in a place like this?” He jokes as he drapes his arm around your shoulders, bringing you closer to his side.

“Looking for someone to warm my bed tonight,” you bite back. “Know anyone that might be interested?”

“I’m gonna kill myself if you don’t take me home tonight,” he quips.

You can’t help but laugh. After everything you’ve gone through, you’ve grown to appreciate his sense of humor, his dry remarks, his frowns, his silences. You wouldn’t say you know him like the back of your hand or that you can read him like an open book, but you’ve gained a sense of understanding that you didn’t think possible. 

You have fun with Minho; he makes you laugh and keeps your mind distracted. You even think that this could lead to something great. But then, against your better judgment, you end up thinking about Yeonjun. You don’t mean to compare them or put them on a scale; they’re two completely different people, after all. But that’s exactly why you can’t help but try to find some parallels and examine the contrasts. 

Everything with Yeonjun felt natural, and there was a sense of belonging that you’re afraid you’ll never get to experience with anyone; it was as if you belonged together, not to each other but together. Home was wherever you were together. With Minho, though, it’s more like a magnetic field making you orbit each other; no matter the time or place, there’s this weird feeling of predestination that makes you feel restless. And, at the end of the day, you always reach the same conclusion…

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A couple of hours have passed, and you’re starting to feel a little drunk. Minho is somewhere trying to have a dance-off with a very wasted Felix while some other guys cheer them on and, for whatever reason, throw straws at them. You stopped questioning what the fuck os ging on a while ago. Now, you’re just resting at the bar, trying to drink yet another shot when you see him walk in.

Fuck. 

Beomgyu is the first one to see him and, as expected, runs straight to Yeonjun, almost tackling him. 

“I knew you would come!” Beomgyu’s excitement almost makes you forget about the heaviness in your chest.

Yeonjun says something only Beomgyu gets to hear, and they hug as if they haven’t seen each other in years. The rest of the guys notice his arrival and run to join the hug. It’s nice seeing them together after all this time. You don’t notice the smile that has made its way to your lips, but he does. He always does. 

You notice him walking towards you, and you can’t help but feel a little antsy. And, because of course, something like this would happen to you, you feel like you’re about to faint when you notice Minho also making his way to you. 

“You’re not gonna believe this-!” Minho’s voice loses enthusiasm when he notices Yeonjun’s presence a few meters away. “Wow.”

“I didn’t-” You want to explain to him, you just don’t know what. 

“Hey,” he reaches for your hand.” It’s okay. I know you probably have a few things to talk about, so I’m just gonna get super wasted with Felix and pray that I don’t do anything stupid.”

Even in a moment like this, he’s trying to make you laugh.

“Thanks.” It’s all you get to mumble before he walks away without even looking at Yeonjun.

“Hi,” Yeonjun mutters once he’s close enough to talk to you; he keeps a decent distance, though.

“I-” 

You can’t even speak. He’s the same Yeonjun you know, the same person you could talk for hours with. And yet, he’s like a complete stranger now. Funny how life works. A part of you wants to scream at him and ask for an explanation, but the other part, the one that will always have a soft spot for him, notices how his cheeks look a little fuller now. The bags under his eyes, always so prominent, have faded to nothing. He definitely looks healthier. At first sight, you can tell he needed that break. He needed that alone time to work on himself and try to cope with all of the overwhelming feelings he had ignored for so long. 

He’s not yours to hold, not anymore, but he’s here. And, as much as it pains you to admit it and as much as you wish that he could’ve let you help him, maybe he’s right. Maybe love alone can’t solve everything. Maybe it’s not enough. 

“I’m glad you’re here,” you say after gathering all of your courage.

You try to smile, fighting the heaviness in your heart, but you’re no longer sure of the reason behind the tears that threaten to spill from your eyes.

“Me too,” he mumbles before closing the distance and holding you tight against his chest.

That’s all it takes. The tears run down your face, and you’re sure your eyeliner must look all smudged, but this is nice. Maybe it’s the alcohol or the wave of emotions that has suddenly crashed the shores of your aching heart, but you find yourself holding onto him as if he was your lifeline. If you say that you’ve missed him, he must not hear it, and if he does, he doesn’t say anything.

This is definitely the end, isn't it?

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It takes all of your might and an incredible amount of vodka to try and act as if nothing has happened. You dance around with Sunoo and Beomgyu until the latter is pulled aside by Kai, who is yelling something you can’t quite decipher.

“He’s definitely enjoying the party,” Sunoo mocks. 

You’ve grown very fond of him. He’s one of those friends that don’t ask uncomfortable questions nor put pressure of any kind on people. He’s there for you, but he’s never gonna overstep. You like him.

You nod. “Who’s the girl he keeps eyeing, though?”

Throughout the night, you’ve seen Beomgyu always trying to get close to a certain girl. She’s pretty. 

“Naoi Rei,” Sunoo answers, smirking. “One of my classmates.”

“And why hasn’t he made a move?” You just don’t understand.

“No idea.” He shrugs. “Maybe he’s a little nervous 'cause they don’t know each other that well.”

You ponder his answer. It makes sense for the average person, but Beomgyu is everything but. Usually, he just goes for whatever he wants; he leaves the thinking and planning for later. 

“Maybe…” You mumble, deciding to keep your worries to yourself, at least for now.

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Unbeknownst to you, Minho and Yeonjun have decided to finish a long pending conversation. It’s time to put an end to that issue.

“So you haven’t heard from her again?” Minho asks, fidgeting with the cigarette in between his fingers.

“No,” Yeonjun sounds weirdly relieved. “I don’t think I will. She already got what she wanted.”

“Maybe.”

“I’m thankful for that, though,” Minho looks at him skeptically. “This has been a rather positive outcome in the long run.”

“For whom?” 

“For everyone.”

Minho scoffs. “Not sure about that one.”

“You’re taking care of her, are you not?” Yeonjun’s voice trembles slightly.

“That’s not what I mean, and you know it.” Minho reaches for his drink. “You have to tell her.”

“That would be cruel,” Yeonjun answers honestly.

Minho can’t believe what the idiot in front of him is saying. “And what you did wasn’t?”

“I told you. It was only fair,” Yeonjun argues. “I had to make things right.”

“No,” Minho retorts. “You just had to go and be stupid. Yes, I did break up with Yuna so you could have a chance with her. I gave up the girl I liked for my best friend, and look where that got us. She is a bitch. In the end, she was the one playing us both. That doesn’t mean that you have to come with your annoying victim complex and break someone else’s heart just so you can feel like we’re even. You don’t owe me anything; you never did.”

“I did,” Yeonjun sighs. “Yuna and I started seeing each other way before you broke up with her. She played us, but I knew. The whole time, I knew she was messing with us and lying to you. And I’m sorry, but I was so in love with her that I was willing to risk everything. You acted out of concern for our friendship, but I was lying to you the whole time. And when I left, I felt as if I didn’t deserve happiness. I still feel like that sometimes. However, above everything else, I want Yn to be happy. Even if I’m not part of that happiness, I want her to keep smiling.”

“And you think I can make her happy?”

“I sure hope so…”

“That’s a great thing to ask from someone.”

Yeonjun knows it. He wishes it could be him, and he even feels guilty for not being completely honest with you, but he wants to make things right. He owes it to an old friend. And he’s still far from being the best version of himself. So, as long as you seem content and happy with Minho, he's stepping aside.

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Shot after shot, Heesung’s mind becomes blurrier by the minute. He can’t even tell what he’s thinking, but he approaches the DJ and murmurs something no one can hear. 

The music pauses, and people turn around. Sunno, who hasn’t left your side since you both noticed Minho and Yeonjun talking at the opposite end of the room, looks to the improvised stage where the DJ is now holding a mic.

“Hope everyone’s having fun!” The guy receives a chant of cheers and drunken laughs in response. “So, we have someone here who planned a little something for someone special, and you know I love love, so what do we say? Shall we let him have the stage for a few minutes?”

You don’t even notice Beomgyu is right there beside you until he speaks.

“What the fuck is he doing?” He asks, amused.

“No fucking idea,” Sunoo answers while following Hessung’s every move with his eyes. “Something very stupid, maybe.”

After moving some things around, Hessung stands in front of the mic and looks a little fidgety. To be honest, you’ve never seen him like this. Hessung is always someone calm and collected; of course, he can be chaotic and loud, but you wouldn’t associate him with nervousness. However, that’s all you can see right now. 

“Hello, everyone,” he keeps pacing around. “I didn’t think this through, and I’m starting to have second thoughts, so I’ll just get it done. This is for the first person that’s made me feel like love is not so scary after all.”

“Oh, my God, he’s doing what I think he’s doing?” Beomgyu is having the time of his life right now.

Sunoo looks distraught. Part of him thinks Heesung is talking about someone else, but, above everything else, he’s standing there hoping he’s talking about him. He likes Heesung in a way that he’s never liked anybody else. He wants this to be something, but he always thought Heesung was just not into relationships. He was okay with the occasional hookups, but now he wants more. He wants everything.

“I wrote this thinking about that rainy night we spent at your apartment. I don’t know if this is gonna work or not, but I want more moments like that with you. I want to keep tracing the moles in your back over and over again until they’re engraved in my memory…”

“That fucker,” Sunoo mumbles with a smile that could blind even the sun.

The lights dim a little, and suddenly it’s as if Heesung and Sunoo were the only ones there. You’re happy for them; you feel a little jealous, though. 

Not tryna be indie Not tryna be cool Just tryna be in this Tell me how you choose Can you feel where the wind is Can you feel it through All of the windows Inside this room

Sunoo is beyond happy. If you look closely, you can even notice the tears starting to pool in his eyes. You know that happiness. Beomgyu must sense something is not exactly right cause he wraps his arm around your shoulders. You wanna complain, but you have to admit this is nice.

'Cause I wanna touch you, baby And I wanna feel you, too I wanna see the sunrise and your sins Just me and you Light it up, on the run Let's make love, tonight Make it up, fall in love, try

When Heesung starts making his way to Sunoo, your mind goes back to the night Yeonjun said, if something ever happened between those two, Sunoo would be the first one to make a move. He thought that Heesung was too emotionally constipated to admit how much he liked Sunoo. You, on the other hand, had faith in Heesung. You told him his friend would definitely step up when the right moment came. You won. A bittersweet victory, but a victory nonetheless. 

But you'll never be alone I'll be with you from dusk till dawn I'll be with you from dusk till dawn Baby, I'm right here I'll hold you when things go wrong I'll be with you from dusk till dawn I'll be with you from dusk till dawn Baby, I'm right here I'll be with you from dusk till dawn Baby, I'm right here

If you weren’t so lost in your thoughts, maybe you’d notice the pair of eyes that have been looking at you since Heesung started singing. You don’t, though. But Beomgyu does. He always notices those kinds of things. He can’t help but smirk a little; he’s sure the days of boredom are over.

We were shut like a jacket So do your zip We will roll down the rapids To find a wave that fits Can you feel where the wind is Can you feel it through All of the windows Inside this room

Heeung’s voice echoes through the walls. No one dares to make a sound, too busy trying to guess who he’s singing to. You notice some girls smiling hopefully, thinking his whole speech was just some dramatic device and it didn’t mean anything. You want to laugh at them. 

'Cause I wanna touch you, baby I wanna feel you, too I wanna see the sunrise and your sins Just me and you Light it up, on the run Let's make love tonight Make it up, fall in love, try

You scan the room and end up looking at Minho; he smiles when he notices your stare. Maybe that’s all it takes: trying. You’ve always thought love is a choice you make every day, so why wouldn’t you choose Minho? You said goodbye to the past, so of course you can wake up and choose to love Minho, and do it every day until it comes naturally. He’s easy to like; maybe he can be easy to love, too. 

You almost miss Heesung making his way to where you’re standing next to Sunoo. It’s definitely happening. You’re so happy for them.

“Baby, I'm right here.” Heesung sings, taking Sunoo’s hand and bringing him closer to his own body.

Even if they don’t know it yet, that’s definitely love.

notes:

I was so excited for this one 😭

Gyu deserves the world

Heesung is officially in his lover era and we love that for him

he who shall not be named made an appearance and I'm ugly crying

taglist: CLOSED! (I'll try to tag any additional people interested in the comments though)

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number neighbor 𐙚 c.yj

ʚ♡⃛ɞ when a phone number eerily similar to yours texts you out of nowhere... ୨୧ yeonjun x fem!reader • strangers to friends to ??? reblogs n comments appreciated :)

[viasdreams]

.ᐟ.ᐟ

yeonjun convincing you to come to his frat’s party !!

a/n: hes so hot, it drives me up the walls 😵‍💫

[blue-jisungs]

now we deserve a yeonjun bf texts one 😞😞😞💗🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

texts with bf!yeonjun

author’s note. even tho my asks are closed i did this bc well i was planning either way LMAO so you ask and shall receive 🫡

tae ver ;; soob ver ;; gyu ver ;; kai

masterlist <3

taglist. @primoppang ,, @mirxzii ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @slytherinshua ,, @kazmura ,,

@nicholasluvbot ,, @ameliesaysshoo ,, @weird-bookworm ,, @mon2sunjinsuver ,,

@ocean-minho ,, @eternalgyu ,, @haecien ,, @nonononranghaee

[skiiyoomin]

ღ"Let's break up" prank

ʚft.Yeonjun, Soobin, Beomgyu, Taehyun, Hueningkai

ʚCont: crack ⤑Back to navigation

[gyumibear]

ᰔ boyfriend!txt when they miss you ᰔ  

not requested! | how boyfriend tubatu let you know they miss you!

warnings — use of pet names, swearing  

genre — smau, crack, established relationship. fluff 

[note] — guys, as much as i support tubatu getting a break... i can't take it any longer! i miss my five skrunklys sooo bad... when will they come home?

ᰔ yeonjun

he picks a fight

ᰔ soobin

he starts yapping

ᰔ beomgyu

he annoys you

ᰔ taehyun

he beats around the bush

ᰔ hueningkai

he gets sentimental

© GYUMIBEAR. do not repost, modify or translate my work onto other social media sites

[moanz111]

accidentally confessing to txt

genre: smau, reactions

tags: stupid jokes (yes that deserves a tag, you've all been warned), one typo in beomgyu's

this is part of a request so you can read the ateez ver. here!

requests are open! <3 read the guidelines here

[bowlofsoob]

HE ACCIDENTALLY KISSES YOU ON STREAM

choi yeonjun x gender neutral reader

you, a rather private but popular twitch streamer, go live one night for your fans. you and your boyfriend yeonjun have been pretending to be rival steamers online for the fun of it. but yeonjun forgets your schedule that week and barges in to greet you, not realizing the camera was on. fans go wild.

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The lights emitting off the multiple monitors that surround you bathes your room in a soft glow as you sit in front of your gaming setup, fully immersed in the Twitch livestream. The chat is buzzing with messages from your viewers and you were so engrossed in the game you didn’t even realize the door swinging open beside you followed by your boyfriend entering with a grin on his face.

Yeonjun hadn’t seen you in a week and like an eager puppy had run through your apartment to come find you. He was blissfully unaware of your ongoing stream as he approaches you from behind and wraps his arms around you, planting a quick kiss on your cheek.

“I’ve missed you,” he murmurs, resting his chin on your head and playing with your hair.

You immediately flinch in your chair, fingers flying off the controller which results in your character falling to their death as you try to process the situation. The chat is speeding by with emojis and comments as your viewers witness your sworn enemy draping himself all over you. You can already see the article headlines that will surely be released tomorrow about you and Yeonjun.

“Yeonjun,” you whisper, startled, “What are you doing?” you ask, voice strained.

Yeonjun, still clueless about the live stream, merely lets out a quiet giggle and leans in for another kiss, this time on the lips. You manage to pull away just in time, confusing Yeonjun and leaving him with a pout.

“Why are you so stiff?” Yeonjun questions, pinching your cheek.

“I’m on stream,” you quietly say, gesturing to the camera.

Yeonjun's playful expression fades instantly as he follows your gaze and spots the camera, realization dawning on him.

“Oh,” he whispers, removing himself from you and covering his mouth with his palm as he gasps, “Fuck.”

He steps away from the camera as his face flushes pink, embarrassed.

“I should go” Yeonjun awkwardly says.

He offers a sheepish smile to the camera and hastily walks off-screen, leaving you to face your amused chat alone. The weight of the situation starts to sink in as your eyes dart between the chat, where everyone was unaware of the sudden tension in the room as their messages were buzzing with excitement, and the empty space Yeonjun had just occupied.

“I have to go,” you quickly say, “technical difficulties,” you lamely explain.

You fumble with the controls, ending the stream abruptly. The chat reacts with confusion as the screen goes black.

Smooth, Yn, real smooth.

The room is now quiet, the monitors still displaying the remnants of the abruptly ended Twitch stream. You get out of your chair and make your way out to find Yeonjun sitting on your couch with a solemn expression.

He immediately shoots up from his seat when you approach, a string of apologies leaving his lips.

“I’m so sorry, I should’ve checked if you were busy.”

You feel a mix of frustration and amusement towards his actions, but couldn’t find it in you to be mad.

“No kidding,” you sigh.

Yeonjun sighs, running a hand through his hair as he sits back down.

“I didn’t mean to mess things up. I just missed you, and I got carried away,” he frowns.

You feel your expression soften as you walk forward to sit beside him, any feeling of frustration dissipating.

“It’s okay, it was about time anyway,” you console, resting your palm on his thigh and giving it a squeeze, “I missed you.”

“You’re fine?” he asks, turning towards you, “I know you liked pretending we hated one another.”

“It was fun, yeah. But I enjoy liking you more,” you hum, “Now we can film together.”

“As long as you aren’t mad, I was shitting my pants,” he says, letting out a sigh of relief as he leans back into the couch, “Can I get my kiss now?”

“Whatever,” you smile, clambering onto his lap as his arms snake around your waist with a familiar ease.

He lazily smiles up at you as you lean in, closing the distance between you both. His hand slides underneath your top and gently kneads your skin as he kisses you with a fervor of someone who hasn’t seen their lover in a week.

__________________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐

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[saursoob]

TXT AS YOUR DOOR DASHERS

warnings: soobs has grammar mistakes im too sleepy to fix, mentions of blood and tyun being “tired of living”

a/n: late to the trend but OT5 TEXTS AT 4 AM LETS GOOOO

[lwtqts]

instagram stories with bf yeonjun !

soobin | yeonjun | beomgyu | taehyun | hueningkai

[jynzzn]

Friends with benefits. cyj.

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Pairing : fwb!yeonjun X fem! reader

Genre : smau

w : kys joke , die joke , gaslighting (like...once ) fwb things ( I'm bad with this tell me if I miss something )

Ignore timestamp 💔

jynzzn note : I've been thinking of doing smau series 💔💔 but like I'm still thinking.

040124

[5targh0st]

NUMBER ONE GIRL

108. you mean a lot to me

prev // m.list // next

notes:

Hao is always the man stepping up

gyu and hyunjin are low-key just waiting to see how things go, they love gossip

gyu gets shy talking about his crush tbh

there's an ongoing poll so you can take a look at that if you wanna know what people are thinking lol

taglist: CLOSED! (I'll try to tag any additional people interested in the comments though)

@estella-novella @poetryforthesad @angelzforu @ihrtlix @domfikeluva @conwunder @miniature-tragedy @jeonginplsholdmyhand @sh0dor1 @yourenzoo @tkshairband @realrintaro @castingjinx @amara-mars @hwangrfrnd @nujeskz @jisungs-iced-americano @zeizeisjy @va1entinaa @beomgyusluver @to-toad @akindaflora @hoefororeo @mandydxndy @nyanamii @delulu4-life @starsunoo @4lndr17 @nbjch05 @borahae-reads @mrsstayfox @beomieeeeeeeeeeees @mrsminseochoi @velvetmoonlght @night-storm7 @lilbrorufr @hyunjinstolemyheart @mangojellyyy @ihrtantn @lausnotverybright @hwangism143 @wa1kinggh0st @skz-ot8-stay @athens-09xx @eridanuswave @sirroma @hanniesbubuwife @scentedpuppyfox @mimimiloomeelomi @shuuporanglinos

[zznblr]

pictures he sends you 𐙚 c.yj

ʚ♡⃛ɞ your semi-long distance bf and the pictures he sends you when he is away ୨୧ yeonjun x fem!reader • suggestive • established relationship — tyun fic is late so please enjoy jjunie texts instead reblogs n comments appreciated :)

[shoota4ning]

゛☆﹕HEART ATTACK 。。

┌❀*̥˚𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙮 ───────── ❀*̥˚─┐

˗ˏˋ ★ ⠇SYNOPSIS ── y/n l/n sets her pfp as a cute boy without much thought, turns out the rando she found on pinterest was the campus crush, choi yeonjun. dating rumors spread rapidly throughout the school, and yeonjun now has an interest in the girl who’s ‘in love’ with him.

˗ˏˋ ☆ ⠇PAIRINGS ── popular!yeonjun x fem introvert!reader

˗ˏˋ ★ ⠇FEAT ── txt members, chaewon (le sserafim), seungmin (stray kids), changbin (stray kids), wooyoung (ateez), and more!

˗ˏˋ ☆ ⠇BYR ── warnings every chapter !!!

˗ˏˋ ★ ⠇GENRE ── smau, non idol au

˗ˏˋ ☆ ⠇STATUS ── completed !

˗ˏˋ ★ ⠇DATE ── 05/10/23 — 05/15/24

˗ˏˋ ☆ ⠇TAGLIST ── closed !

@sohnfile @vocaloshin @sullystraw @gbgbsoob @emohazuzworld @hearts4csb @2ynjns @anonella22 @yunwonie @nes-caf @jiawji @sunooluver @soobadooba @samisubi @suzirumas @gyubeari @shuichi-sama @yxnjvnnie @bluxjun @booyoungie @n034sy @loveliestsong @vianna99 @beomieboi @melodymyangel @hyuneyeon @rainbowszi @luv4cheol @phenomenalgirl9 @wccycc @solstrmaii @mystiicturtle @bangchansbae @moons-v @haechansbbg @rosesandluna @destairea @soobs-things @ye0nvibezzn @nnana2 @mwahvvis @https-yeonjun @coolwitu @impureperhaps @joonsvision @luminouskalopsia @crinklebean

── ❀*̥˚ ───────── 𝙞𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 ❀*̥˚ ─

!★☆ ──── PROFILES

capitalism ❤️ | #furryism | 🔛🔝

!☆★ ──── CHAPTERS

، 01 ✦ ─ #helookskindagay

، 02 ✦ ─ Park Ji-Min

، 03 ✦ ─ jacob saggytits

، 04 ✦ ─ beomgyu my love

، 05 ✦ ─ lgbt 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

، 06 ✦ ─ only one of us is delusional

، 07 ✦ ─ that hyuka is cute

، 08 ✦ ─ be quiet kai 😐

، 09 ✦ ─ seungmins victims 😍

، 10 ✦ ─ ???

، 11 ✦ ─ changbins horrible plan

، 12 ✦ ─ DO NOT REPLY

، 13 ✦ ─ ghosting season 😔

، 14 ✦ ─ nun crazy

، 15 ✦ ─ i’m not okay !!

، 16 ✦ ─ what the flip

، 17 ✦ ─ GAY. ALL OF YOU ARE GAY !!!

، 18 ✦ ─ “happy new year 🎉” my way back

، 19 ✦ ─ yes, and?

، 20 ✦ ─ we up ! ( half written )

، 21 ✦ ─ you don’t want them out 👹

، 22 ✦ ─ i want him

، 23 ✦ ─ she’s so done

، 24 ✦ ─ the seungmin influence

، 25 ✦ ─ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE (x3)

، 26 ✦ ─ date ( for real ) 🩷

، 27 ✦ ─ MYMANMYMANMYMAN

، 28 ✦ ─ FCUK COUPLES

!★☆ ──── BONUS

، ✦ ─ girls (?) day

، ✦ ─ pet play date

، ✦ ─ min’s first date

، ✦ ─ hiyyih the yn enthusiast !

، ✦ ─ seungmin is diabolical

└────── ❀*̥˚ 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 ❀*̥˚ ──────┘

[celli-ohs]

hubba hubba! masterlist

part two of accidentally in love! series

frat boy!yeonjun x stubborn!reader; college!au, one-sided love to lovers!

comedy/crack, fluff, angst, smut

At first, Yeonjun just thought you were playing hard to get. There was no way you didn’t find him attractive. It was a fact that he was the epitome of sexy. And you should know he only goes for pretty girls, you should feel special! He chose you! Yeonjun's certain you like him back, you're just stubborn. But when you finally knocked some sense into him–literally you punched him–you thought he’d get his act together and leave you alone. Instead, you’ve got a nearly six-foot lost puppy of a man following you everywhere, begging for your attention.

status: complete ✔️

ATTENTION: I highly recommend reading my first smau awooga! before reading this one! It is part 1 of my entire accidentally in love! series and all the characters/storylines relate to one another. Thank you!

desperate housewives 🏡 | #WONHOON20164EVER<3

baby girl jakey

yeowch 😬

#hatersgonnahate

when soobin was single and a loser

i wish i was a minion 🍌

sex candle

wooyoung and his ibs

I JUST NEED A DON JULIO 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥

jake x heeseung vampire au

are you having furry sex?

lost a sister today directioners

jay's holy salt and heeseung's date

good friends

y/n's omega

pretty

YIPPEEEEE!!!!

i took her to my penthouse and I freaked it

expired milk

CODE CYAN‼️‼️

loving you is easy ❤️

taglist (closed): @justandloyal2961 @hoonatic @emosakumas @ancnymcnzjy @gomdoleemyson @yamsinthetaso @2ynjns

dividers by @adornedwithlight 💗

[gyumibear]

🎧 txt as — late night texts!

txt as various late night messages they send to their s/o! | requested via poll!

warnings — suggestive content in taehyun’s, angst in yeonjun & kai’s, swearing, kys used in a joking manner, mentions of kissing, lovesick tubatu

genre — smau, crack, established relationship, fluff

[note] — i have nothing to say for myself... i just want all of them to hold my hand expeditiously. like soobin i'm available anytime!! 🥲

ᰔ yeonjun

ᰔ soobin

ᰔ beomgyu

ᰔ taehyun

ᰔ hueningkai

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