#and i wanna cry
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Ok, so it's 12 pm and I should be going to sleep but instead i'm thinking about Kaz Brekker (yay)
So, I realized (quite late) that after CK, Kaz is basically alone. Nina left on her adventure in Fjerda, Inej is traveling on her boat and Jesper and Wylan started settling down at the Van Eck Mansion. Kaz is literally alone at the Slat. There's no-one to gossip or to theorize with like he did with Inej and there is no endless chatter coming from one particular sharpshooter.
I know that he is always welcomed at the Van Eck Mansion but he is who he is so he would think that he's just disrupting Wesper's peace so he would just wallow in mental torment thinking that he is no more than an intruder.
There is also the fact that he got his revenge, so now, there's nothing to keep him occupied, giving him more time to think on the past (and that's always a no-good thing)
So, while I do think he got it together and eventually started the whole "no armour" thing around Wesper after Inej left, I can't help but feel like there was a window of time where he felt like he had no purpose and no direction
(This probably makes no sense so i'll edit it in the morning)
#kaz brekker#by “in the morning” she means 3 days later 🙃#i forgot this was in my drafts#i'm still thinking about this now#and i wanna cry#my babbyyyyy#six of crows#crooked kingdom#inej ghafa#wylan van eck#jesper fahey#mattias helvar#nina zenik#kanej#soc#kaz rietveld#kaz x inej
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“neve, I-”
“people say a lot of things…they don’t always see it through.”
#god i’m so obsessed with them#the way that BOTH OF THEM NEARLY SAID IT AT SEPARATE TIMES#they’re so in love#and i wanna cry#oc: rue aldwir#neve gallus#rue x neve#neve x rook#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard spoilers#da:tv spoilers#mehl’s veilguard adventures
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it's the way kevin picks up jeremy's calls and answers his texts about jean even tho they're not on speaking terms themselves because he still cares about him. will always care about him. and wants to make sure he's being taken care of
#fuck man#kevjean just hurt differently#i'm a little tipsy so i'm thinking about them#and i wanna cry#kevjean#kevin day#jean moreau#the sunshine court#tsc#all for the game#aftg
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Hey moots, looking like I'm making this break a staycation. I've been running a high fever, feels like my insides are cooking. Laying in bed all day and watching one piece from my laptop or sleeping..
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KHUN WASUTHORN... HOW DARE YOU BE THIS ANGELIC 😱😱😱😱😱
#love in the air#peat wasuthorn#peat solo event#lita cast#he is just sp beautiful#and i wanna cry#coz i cant handle all this beauty#i am too weakkk
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Why tf are proshippers in the wuthering waves tag NO LEAVE THIS FANDOM ALONE LEAVEEEEEEE
#ray talks#wuthering waves#wuwa#ww#the tag has been infected#goodbye world#WHY#i saw an encore x aalto fic on ao3#i am disgusted#and i wanna cry#i hate proshippers
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I have my final Spanish exam this week 💔
#soyeonsbabygirltalks#anyone wanna help me cheat#I’ve literally learned nothing#from this teacher#and I wanna cry#but I’m sick of having breakdowns#from stress#and I had a bad tension headache
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i want to cry. but also perchance it’s not that deep
#i’m trying to make halloween plans with my friends and there seems to be a lot of stuff happening#but a lot of it is only for people in this program that i chose not to do bc i have a lot going on rn and i wouldn’t be able to deal with i#but now i cant go to like half of the parties or get togethers or whatever happening tomorrow#and all of my other close friends can go to them#and so i feel rly fucking left out#which sucks bc i’m literally in a duo costume with one of my friends who is part of the program :/#and i’ve honestly felt pretty stable in my friendships for a while now#so i’m suddenly feeling rly insecure abt it#and i wanna cry#i think im gonna listen to chromakopia and try to finish my hw
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Has to be the worst day ever
Had (and still having) a mental breakdown
Fire drill scared me so bad i actually screamed
I have to eat my lunch in class because I bird got in the cafeteria
It way too hot for me and of out breath so I have to sit in another class room
And worst of all yhe worst guy on the planet is in the same room as me
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today was a bad day (socially) :(
I hate people, why are they so rude and judgemental and just such bad people I don't get it
that's it, enough of the days spent outside in the wild. it's time to get back under the shell because fuck them, I don't wanna talk to those people
#I'm kinda mad#and i wanna cry#but that'll just make me too sensitive or “can't take a joke” or whatever#so maybe i shouldn't cry?#I don't know all this sounds way too pathetic to go tell my therapist even#this is so bad#i hate humans#i hate them#im sad#sighs
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I'M SORRY HORI-WHO? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? I DON'T KNOW ANYONE WITH THAT NAME…
Mmhh Boku no Hero Academia? Oh, are you referring to that manga that was cut short just before the end? Yes, it's a shame it wasn't finished!
ah wait you said it's finished? oh wow that's true… what things right? it seems that Hirikoshi kept his promise…
Izuku's father was revealed! what a surprise, is Toshinori, yes because a true father is the one who raises not the one who engenders as we say in Mexico, and Izuku and Kacchan finally held hands! and all the plot holes were covered. I'm so happy, Horikoshi is a great writer… applause
IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED I'M BEING FUCKING SARCASTIC!!! I'M SO PISSED OFF!!
First of ALL! In what world is this…
is that a fucking ember? I don't see an ember! To me that's a fucking burning flame!
And This?...
WHAT IS THIS THEN?! A FUCKING PRINTING ERROR?! I don't think so! Those are AFO hole lights! AFO IS IZUKU'S FATHER and no one will ever take that idea away from me!
Let's see what else? Ah, Toshinori like a Good Parent giving Izuku a new suit… let's hope it's not a Mecha-armor like the one he used against All For One…
although I guess there won't be a villain powerful enough to break the armor with Izuku inside....
Yeah, like a damn peanut. 😥
Oh ok I've already seen the last page, thank goodness it's a body armor and not a mecha type armor like All Might.
That's seriously a relief 😩
AND Last but not least… Izu-chan and Kacchan finally held hands!…
Come Deku!
But off-screen!!!! 🤬
Everyone knows that this has always been Deku's dream But in this case the order of the factors does alter the product!
We know from experience that if it is KACCHAN who asks Izuku for something, he will gladly do it! because this is what happens in his head…
And well, who can resist the charm of Bakugou Katsuki? Even I would take his hand 😍
But that's not what I meant, what I meant was that the order of the factors for me does alter the product, because it is Katsuki who must take Izuku's hand and not the other way around, what we expected or at least what I expected was for Izuku-chan to extend his hand towards a fallen Kacchan and for him to take it after hesitating a bit… You know, like the tsundere that he is…
Or rather, what I expected was something like:
They're in a fight with a group of random villains and one of them hits Katsuki's chest right over the scar on his heart, he stumbles out and falls on his back, Izuku sees him and after getting rid of his opponent with a punch to the stomach sending him flying several meters he runs towards Kacchan who is complaining a little while the villain he was fighting approaches mockingly, then Izuku knocks him out with a kick to the head and approaches Katsuki hesitating a little to reach out his hand (due to previous experiences)ias).
"Kacchan, does it hurt a lot? Are you..."
"Don't finish that sentence or I'll kill you, Nerd!"
"O-ok Kacchan"
"So, are you going to help me get up or what?!"
"Of course I do, Kacchan!"
Izuku then takes him by the hand with his bright smile and teary eyes quite happily, Katsuki responds by rolling his eyes with a…
"Tch, you're still a crybaby, nerd" as he stands up and they both walk.
"Ah Kacchan since you're standing you can let go of my hand"
"You're not telling me what to do you fucking nerd!… I'll let go of you whenever I want now hurry up and let's go back to the agency!"
But well, what else is left for us to do, Horikoshi is the creator of the manga and we can only conform and although DFO is not canon for me it is and will always be my headcanon.
Now for 'The more or less good things THAT I found':
The boys had an explosive graduation (thanks Kacchan) as did the Big 3 Mirio, Nejire and Amaijiki.
Izuku learned how to tie a tie properly and now wears formal shoes (bad luck for the quirkless red shoes theory supporters, I thought the same too 😩)
Izuku is a teacher at UA and from what was in his notebook it's possible that he's a Quirk Analysis/Physical Analysis teacher.
Shinsou grew his hair to emulate Aizawa-sensei.
Aizawa-sensei cut his hair and doesn't look like a homeless guy anymore but a 40 year old emo K-poper.
Gran Torino and Chiyo (RG) are still alive despite being very old now.
Kouta-kun goes to UA and still calls Izuku nii-chan.
The kid with the sewn mouth who escaped from the basement of his house is Kouta-kun's classmate and may become a future hero too.
Eri-chan's little horn grew back and she's now in junior high school, I hope that when her horn grew back her quirk also returned to normal (remember that her little horn was like a container for her quirk's power).
Aoyama is back and is also a hero now along with all the ex-1A's.
Izuku is still mumbling his quirk analyses and looking scary doing it.
He still has the heart of a hero and supports kids with weak quirks who are like him (with a hero's heart)
Kacchan continued his physical therapy and it seems that he has fully regained the mobility of his arm.
Kacchan worked hard and saved up for eight years to help fund Izuku's new mech suit and support items so they could be heroes together and follow each other for the rest of their lives! if that's not love then I don't know what is (BKDK CANON BECAUSE I SAY IT YEAH)
Oboro finally rests in peace unless it's Nemuri's grave that the Yama-zawas visit.
Izuku ended up becoming the first Quirkless Hero in history just like he wanted and that makes me happy even though he lost OFA 🥺...
But it still bothers me! SO if a QUIRKLESS wants to be a hero he has to be a billionaire like Batman and Ironman to get a super suit! that was what Horikoshi gave us to understand, QUIRKLESS are still USELESS if they don't use an advanced technology suit! And I know that Izuku will be happy to be able to be a hero again, BUT this is stupid, FUCK YOU HORIKOSI! and it was more than obvious that if the boy keeps training and exercising even without a quirk it's possible that he can lift a car full of people on his head, after all, a Quirk is nothing more than a simple tool, right? If Izuku had continued training his strength and intelligence he would have been unbeatable despite not having a Quirk! If even being a weakling of 14 years without a Quirk he was able to drag a refrigerator with an All Might weighing more than 250 kg on top at the beginning of his training on Dagoba beach.
And I'm also still VERY upset with Horikoshi because I have no idea who Izuku's biological father is (not the adoptive one, I already know it's Toshinori) because he neither confirmed nor denied anything and now I have to imagine everything he left out! And because I didn't see the Baku-Deku holding hands on screen! 😡 SO FOR ME! MY THEORY IS THE TRUE ENDING AND THAT'S IT!
Yeah I know it's been 10 years, the guy must be exhausted and his brain completely fried after all this work, but I'm still upset! and sad! BECAUSE IT'S NOT FAIR! It's not fair what Hirikoshi did to Izuku, the kid didn't need a fucking armor, just a support item maybe, I'm sure if Horikoshi had stayed with Akatani Mikumo 'Yamikumo' the story would have been different and it's possible that he would have been the first quirkless hero with only a support tool…
I wanted to wait for the official release but I saw the spoilers and I couldn't stand it anymore, I'm sorry but I'm not sorry, I had to say I thought about the last chapter of the manga and well this wouldn't be the first time that a mangaka disappoints me (Gosho Aoyama I'm looking at you 😡) And it won't be the last either I guess, and it hurts and I'm torn apart and I just want to have Horikoshi in front of me and punch him or just yell in his face but there's nothing to do but… CREATE TONS OF FANFICTIONS AND SHOW THAT BASTARD HORIKOSHI HOW TO WRITE A TRUE ENDING!!!!!!! but it doesn't matter, as I said, I'm sticking to my own canon 😒 and dedicate myself to writing This critic to vent 😔
#vent post#fan theory#quirkless izuku#hero deku#i'm annoyed#bnha 430#i'm sad#kohei horikoshi#he stinks#hisashi midoriya#where is he#?#deku first quirkless hero#criticism of Horikoshi#expressing my feelings#i still believe#all for one is hisashi#dfo theory#is real#for me#i'm fucking pissed#and i wanna cry#horikoshi kohei#you should regret
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hwy guys almost got kidnapped. How we doing tonight on the dash
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My mood to write just died.
Bc my sister slammed the door after she found me sitting on the toilet.
#linnie talks#i mean HOW can you get this upset over someone being on the toilet????#now I am feeling so down and like I did everything wrong#but also some kind of bubbling anger#and I wanna cry#wheehee#tw mental health
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breathing = no
#FUCKING ALLERGIES#I DIDNT TAKE MY MEDS#AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS#I GET LIKE A FIVE DAY COLD#ITS POPPING MY EARS#AND I WANNA CRY#snek talks too much
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I am having urges
#My artstyle changed#and i was in the middle of a story board#and now i wanna try to re do it all in the new art style so it doesn’t change mid way#but#i was like#1/3 done#and i wanna cry#and like#i could change it to a simpler style#because i’m dying#and i should#but AHHHHHHHH#okay.#okayyyyy#let’s go do some practice#*incomprehensible screaming*#speck rambles#speck’s live updates#🐊#speck art
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today sucks
#personal#got sick at work and i gotta get a doctors note or else theyll give me a verbal warning which already sucks#so im googling how to get a doctors note and a bunch of sites pop up claiming to give out doctors notes#and i choose one and spend money on it bcus they sent me a message and immediately sent me to the pay page without me being able to read-#the message#and it turns out they dont even do doctors notes!! like they advertised!!!#so now im sitting in my car waiting for my bf to wake up again so that i dont inconvenience him again#and i wanna cry#and its only 11 o clock#im gonna try and get one (doctors note) on monday bcus i dont think im working that day#i just wanna sleep for a million years
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