#and i think the unpredictability is horrifying enough its own. like at least if im alive i can regret things
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My anxiety is awful, I genuinely don't know how I live like this
#i actually do know and its because of the anxiety. im terrified of both dying and living i cannot win#living is less scary i think because if i kms i cant change anything and idk what would happen or what it would feel like#and i think the unpredictability is horrifying enough its own. like at least if im alive i can regret things#even if i mess up or if things suck or they get worse i can still try to change them#idk what scale to even rate my anxiety on because i don't want to compare myself to other people#but also i really think it might help because 1) validation is important#and 2) it might help me recognize the extent of the problem (i really have no idea) as well as possible solutions
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