#and i think i might be giving in soon
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Though it was a hot day yesterday (something I usually can't deal with), I had to drive to the nearest town and take a walk in the park. I don't usually wear makeup either but I thought, what the heck, might as well put an effort.
Some guy rode their bike past me and whistled at me and it... felt good? lmao
Never thought I'd feel that way about that but guess I am really getting desperate here huh.
#personal#tbf i haven't been with anyone since the first summer of covid-19#and even that time wasn't that great#so#yeah#i guess now getting even a little bit of attention from someone is enough to get me fired up#i had a couple of chances last autumn but uhh. let's not go there#there's also this guy who's been pestering me for the past six months or so#and i think i might be giving in soon#š#sheesh i should stop#my birthday's in two days and i was thinking about going somewhere but then again. i don't have a lot of money on me right now#so i guess not
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Hi, I wanted to ask, is your game Mike scooped? Or is he a normal human?
In my art, as of now, heās a normal guy, specifically during sister location before the scooping
I do plan on drawing scooped Michael though, I have a comic around it and everything, just been drawing other things + figuring out purple Michaelās look. Hereās two older designs Iāve had but itāll probably change again once I have him in new comics
#ask reply#the first one are from older sketches#the second I drew around the second drop of trailers#itāll probably be a mix of these two looks#I like the hoodie but I think I might give him back his hair just so heās recognizable#weāll see šš¾#I PROMISE Iām not avoiding monster Michael#Iāve been really wanting to draw him so soon gang soon
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i love it when a tv show has lows that are so low you're so ashamed to ever show it to anyone ever but then highs that melt your brain a bit, like, "good fucking god, this is genuinely such an astounding piece of craftmanship... my perception of the medium, and perhaps of myself, has been challenged/changed in 40 minutes" but you cant even express that to ppl without feeling like youre fucking deranged bc my god the lows .....
#Egg.txt#sorry i saw gar watched Hush recently and like#my god thats such a good episode of television . like sincerely fucking solid. like damn man.#and theres other eps of buffy i'd rank among that i.e a certain s5 episode that just still gives me chills to think about#but this also goes for trek + doctor who + farscape + and any and every lame little campy show out there#that just needs to fuck your head wide open sometimes#maybe that why i have enjoyed bsg but i havent like fucking Melded with it yet because its highs and its lows are both there but it doesnt#ever touch the extremes of either#i need something so so bad and so so good at once that makes mefeel like im insane#god i might go rewatch some tos soon#but yeah ok abt bsg maybe its alsojust#laccking a sincerity to it sometimes#and not just in how its a darker/grittier#but just in general i feel like .........hm. idk..#let me ponder
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the ghost
#witch hat tag#orufrey#..and a random unrelated drawing.#i was going to express more of this rich theme but i might be too tired rn. from twt: perhaps..every time someone's memory is erased#the ghost of who they were follows them around. if they were an adult it would follow the one who took it#if a child it gets stuck and follows themself. galga's would follow himself as well.#if i were easthies i would be stressed out too because i think he can almost hear the vengeful lost voices of a crowd of phantoms#clinging onto his arms. that's what i would say to him anyway. can you hear them sir?#but only people who have remorse would almost be able to tell just how haunted they are. oru's ghost follows qifrey- silent - watching him.#is he holding child qifrey's hand? they watch your actions. til you exorcise the ghost you cant hold his hand for real qifrey#bc you are carrying your child self's corpse. you know that but... maybe you need to choose which one very soon. only one.#there's a point where you have to set down what you've been carrying and give it the funeral no-one came to#aren't your arms tired?
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Silly doodle to pass the time.
#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#lmk macaque#monkie kid macaque#shadowpuppet#I didn't think too much about this doodle so its not as silly as it could have been#I would like to think Mayor would be ever so slightly more creepy about this#really getting into Macaque's personal space#but jokes on them because as soon as Macaque gets over his frustration the dynamic immediately reverses#and Macaque will be the insufferable prick while Mayor is trying to crawl away#regardless wouldn't it be funny if Baihe was the one to give the two of them this#she thought it would work#its not working tho#or it might idk#you guys can decide
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that "i wish that being aware of a mindset being ridiculous would make it easier to snap out of it" post hitting hard every single day
#talkys#parents: you are manipulating your friends into going out of their way to do nice things for you.#you need to give them a break from all your demands and stop asking for help and handouts.#me: dis isn't true i've exerted an equal amount of effort into friendships but in different ways. my friend driving hours to pick me up#and take me out of town and my other friend sometimes buying me gifts are equivalent to when i'd stay up all night#to edit every single one of their essays before they were due or listening to all their problems and giving them advice#dropping everything to be there for them etc. this is how friendships Work#also me: ohhh trueee everyone's going to get sick of my evil selfish ass soon :(#god the tags on the other post got too long but i forgot to add it sucks venting online too bc when ppl try to comfort me#im grateful but all i can think is oh my god im so horrible for painting my parents as villains when they arent.#what if people convince me to do a wrong selfish awful thing. im being ungrateful. im a liar. im blowing it out of proportion#its actually not that bad im just spoiled and unappreciative (+ then life will rightfully kick my ass)#i know many ppl who wish they were in my shoes. i might even be if i realize how insurmountable being alive is if i get to leave for a bit#delete later
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Me, hanging around camp to find interactions and conversations that I've never heard before:
Everyone at camp: go away
#if I hear susan yelling at arthur again I might lose it#āwhat happened to that man of action??ā susan he's depressed please#I know everyone relies on arthur but he can't even stay in his own camp without people giving him grief for it š#āI think this is the longest I've seen you around hereā okay thanks john#āI never took you for a homebodyā like you would know dutch#āyou heading out soon?ā I wasn't going to hosea but I might just say fuck this and leave anyways#god#poor guy#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#funnies#john marston
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So I decided to spin the wheel by @onefey since I saw so many mutuals getting really cute PMD Teams.
Meet hero Lucky (Girafarig) and partner Biggs (Wimpod). Never in my life have I considered a Girafarig as my potential PMD-sona but here we are despite it all. Even though I was skeptical at first I am now in permanent love.
Gotta think of an Exploration Team name now... hm.
#tagging you per request onefey#what a fun little thing you did thanks for giving me an excuse to doodle#i'm enlightened now i'm a changed person#i've always been kinda āehā about girafarig especially the shiny but now i think i might genuinely love them#also i'm very average height so the idea of evolving into something tall like farigiraf is hilarious to me#and wimpod... my beloved#i could not have gotten a better partner i love golisopod so much#to all my mutuals out there... if you're reading this i am alive but only barely#i have not forgotten you guys and i think about you daily despite disappearing off the face of the earth#been pushing myself to try and be online again but things have been rough#to anyone that has sent me discord messages that i haven't replied too--#--i promise i read them and they made me smile#i'll try to talk to you guys soon! <3
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these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3
#this was back in uhhhh jan 2023!! hot dog!! and its still perfeclty good to eat!#i think kian and chip would get along. they could talk about feelings. kian could give chip the therapy he needs. maybe kiss? who said that#jay and rand could also get along i think. smoke buddies. cigarette fans. i bet they could play dnd together. or build a contraption togeth#also WAUHG the way i colored in kira here is SO PERFECT.. SHES SO SPARKLY N PRETTY. ALSO THAT HOOORNN i remember bleeding for that#shading is HARD lighting is HARD drawing a crazy unicorn is HARD but SOOOO WORTH IT I SITLL LOVE HOW IT LOOKES.....#waht else is there. oh yes the prime defender doodles#i love mark so much.... i miss being crazy and strange abt mark winters... i need to draw him killing more people someday#anyway i gotta go to bed soon to keep my sleep schedul on track but I DONT WAANNA!!!! recently relistened to bitb. that might release spore#im also chippin away at that am i in heaven animatic between workin on commissions. I GOT RLY FAR!! i think that i could finish it within#like. 3 or 4 more inspo waves. it wont be unfinished forevcer..... its so close... just 4 more full scenes to rly fleshh out#so basically another 2 years. YEAH BABy. in the meantime i have a backlog of things i can poast. i got plenty o drawings and doodles to sha#alrigh thats all the ramblin im gonna do for now. sleep well everyone hope shool or work goes easy on u in the coming week
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.........you cannot tell me all we get of rose is two seasons
that cannot be- that's not....what happens....
#im on the last episode of s2#Doomsday#and- and- and i think that was martha in the last episode which means. she's his companion soon?#and rose said- this was the story of how she died but..... but i didnt believe her#even though. i think. actually. at the beginning of e12 when she's giving that voiceover...she was standing outside#in a place that.....might look like the one from all the gifsets where theyre saying goodbye#but. i cannot. believe this. this cannot be the end.#like......fr you guys like fucking fr youre kidding me we only get 2 seasons of them. youre fucking joking.#james watches dw#tenrose#timepetals#dw#rose tyler
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orv aladdin au! with kim dokja as aladdin (conman supreme), han sooyoung as fellow thief (also aladdin), yoo sangah as jasmine (trapped by her family), yoo joonghyuk as ysh's bodyguard
kdj 'cons' yjh into being distracted while hsy sneaks into ysh's room to steal jewellery and then ends up panic-flirting with ysh
jhw and lhs are there too! heewon is a robin hood steal-from-rich-to-give-to-poor and hyunsung is the guard that sort of lets her but also doesnt because its for a good cause. (poor guy has 'turns a blind eye to injustice' attribute canonically). on the other hand sooyoung is absolutely DECKED in the face when she tries to get into the treasury or any other place.
they're all friends and sort-of not, especially after hsy flirts her way into becoming co-queens with ysh.
lee jihye and kim namwoon! jihye is joonghyuk's squire (officially) and namwoon is also his squire (not officially) - dokja is some sort of weird uncle to namwoon (the aus where theyre distantly related are always funny to me) and if bribed at the right time, knw is swayed pretty easily into letting his weird-ass uncle get into the royal palace.
yjh actually knows about this - hes always the one being sent to go after kdj - but kdj somehow always escapes the cells and manages to reclaim whatever loot he'd been trying to steal when yjh sometimes catches him.
the kids (gilyoung, yoosung, biyoo) are all kdj's little apprentice minions that hsy begrudgingly helps train and look after as well. yoosung actually wants to be a knight (of some sort, more about just protecting people) and kdj indulges her on it by introducing her to jihye through namwoon.
gilyoung and biyoo very much want to follow in kdj's footsteps, on the other hand and have a fun little dynamic where biyoo for a while echoes a lot of what gilyoung does and in an older brother kind of way gilyoung is SO angry at this.
jang hayoung is also in the web of kim dokja's weird-ass long distance relatives, but is a NOBLE?! very funny, hayoung finds out she has a weird uncle and cousin in the city and forces them both to visit sangah with her at some point, and its very awkward when the infamous conman of your kingdom and the kid he bribes to let him into your palace - who is also a KNIGHT of your palace, are talking over tea.
through a series of events that involve saving sangah from some ransomer (yjh is indisposed), kdj gets a badge of HONOUR and also a queen's pardon for most of his crimes before he disappears back into the shadows. he and sangah are now besties but hsy WILL NOT let him ever live it down that he ever went that 'good.' kdj goes on a crime spree at his nearest convenience to bump back up his tally of crimes and wanted-ness.
#hsy would be jasmine but canonically her parents dont give a shit abt her so#fanfic ideas#-> take this and run with it if you want! im not going to be writing this any time soon (too busy)#sangsoo#yoo sangah#yoo joonghyuk#kim dokja#orv#joongdok#han sooyoung#omniscient reader's viewpoint#a03#archive of our own#fic writing#aladdin#disney#posts#kim namwoon#jung heewon#lee hyunsung#lee jihye#biyoo#jang hayoung#lee gilyoung#shin yoosung#kimcom#kim dokja's company#whoops this turned into a long post#aladdin au#might reblog and add more if i think of any. whoops again
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Anyway, I got addicted to my own palette again, oops. Exclusively IchiHime addition this time.
Qualityās a little iffy on the first one because I drew it so tiny, eheh ^^
#bleach#inoue orihime#kurosaki ichigo#kurosaki kazui#ichihime#fanart#digital art#ooh boy itās already februaryā¦#in hindsight i shouldāve posted the mineko dump a little later for a better gap between posts ^^;#oh well#i should really give this palette a name#one that i might end up using as a tag#like sugar pop or sugar crush or something like thatā¦#still undecided :/#anyway tried playing around with perspective just a tiny bit in that last one as i basically donāt do that at all#not perfect but i think i did decent#will definitely practice it some more#but not anytime soon haha#hurt my brain a bit pfftt#edit: just realized i uploaded an older version of the second one over here on tumblrā¦ š#fixed it but oofā¦ only noticing after half a day?? embarrassingā¦ ;~; >:[#glad i posted the right one on instaācanāt edit that one now can we?#was mostly just the pin missing plus a few minor adjustmentsā¦ but i adjusted them for a reason š¤
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Typing "capsaicin snake effect" into the search bar so i can figure out if yakumo can eat spicy food
#it's telling me that primarily mammals are affected#and the few times they tried it on snakes#it didn't really do much except mess with their processing abilities a bit#so what you're saying is that yakumo will primarily not be affected by spicy food.#but maybe with super spicy things#he might get a lil loopy? a lil nose clogged ? a momentary distraction? but no pain#if yakumo's tears are mala sauce then it only makes sense that he can eat mala amirite#mammals are the ones who suffer huh.........#i am imagining the yokai trio eating some hella spicy food#yakumo is eating unaware of the presence of capsaicin. he's happily describing the textural and flavour profiles of the dish#garu is a lil confused. this food hurts a bit. but it's still tasty so... gotta keep eating.. OW drink milk? THEN EAT MORE! YEAH!#kuya is OBLITERATED#for all we know the version that kuya got could have only been seasoned with a bit of black pepper#but old fox scrunches up his entire face as soon as it hits his tongue#and he slams the dish into the trash (with dramatic angry flair) like he's a veteran judge on a cooking show#garu WILL eat that thing out of the trash if you don't stop him#if rei is more bird than man then he won't be affected either#i'm gonna go ahead and think even if he IS more man than bird... he'll still be unaffected.#rei probably eats toxic waste akin to blade and garu levels . he is beyond human. he has experimebnted beyond Mortal Stomachs#blade is in the corner crunching on what you THINK is a candy apple. but it is not that. it is an orb of molten glass#(blade's spicy food is hot metal? yeah. he'll eat that capsaicin like it's nothing. give him an orchard of chillis.)#(actually. maybe don't. because the next time eiden sucks him off there gonna be some COMEDIC consequences)
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guys i think my favorite is subspace. idk tho.
#I PROMISE ILL DRAW OTHER GUYS SOON#i have some broker art ill probably post in a big thing like this soon when i have a lil more#gore tw#ask to tag#subspace phighting#phighting#subspace fanart#phighting fanart#violence tw#ummm. i think he should have a bird#it attacks him like 30% of the time but its nice when it doesnt its name is barrage bc he named it like . an attack you know. loser.#ALSO I MIGHT REDO THE COLORING ON LIKE GIVING HIM ACTUAL SKIN . i think the colors look a little meh like.#i think theyre fine colors i just need to adjust like the toning . pinker maybe
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i absolutely LOVE flawed fictional women so Ione is perfect to me because of her trust issues and how that affects the people around her but at the same time Velma Von Venkman, another fictional woman, is the target of these trust issues and as a result is isolated and avoided by Ione (and the rest of the scholars) and i find myself shedding solemn tears in my personal conflict
#i made an oath myself to never blame a fictional woman for anything ever#ione is also My Loving Wife and i could never be angry at my Wife#but velma........... the universe is so cruel to me.#why did kingsisle introduce a super interesting npc dynamic and not develop it. idc about Bartleby i wanna see what velma is doing!#i might make a post about velma soon but i find it really interesting how she portrays her troubled relationship with the others#i think it does bother her in a way? but she's acting super cool about it. like she acknowledges this is unfair and an important issue#but she just has such an easygoing flair about it. it also helps that the end of the world is the most glaring issue atm but still#ANYWAYS. ione please make up with velma and give her a hug#wizard101#wiz101#w101#text posts
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"It's lonely without Bernard..."
#bravely default 2#anihal#hey now that im over most of my im too depressed to play video games what if i go back to a game#that destroys my emotions with every side character its totally fine and normal and not risky at all#hey what if i commit a crime because i love anihal so much and want her to be happy and the second she shows a smile#she follows it up with such a sad line of ITS LONELY WITHOUT BERNARD#what if you just give me a side quest later to help her beloved pets calm down and then GUT ME WITH THE KNIFE#That bernard used to help protect her its fine good lord im so not normal about these side characters#the only bd2 fanart ive even done is for side characters its just a thing i gotta do ok#sure the four you play as are fine and i like them enough but these side quests and side characters destroy me#i might try to play more ! bc i think i was in ch3 about to hit deeper character lore soon but idk man#im a chronic job leveler and side quest truther i gotta do this stuff first hold on plot#also i drew it on the wrong sized canvas for tumblr dot com and had to extend the canvas#to post and not blur it weirdly
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