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cursedwithwords · 1 month ago

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I was looking at my statistics on Ao3 (never a good idea) and I'm just. So fucking baffled that the jegulus I haven't updated since 2019 is my most popular fic out of all my fics. Like I've written for a ton of fandoms, yet the jegulus with 8 chapters has the highest stats out of EVERYTHING.

I stopped writing it because I was really, really self conscious of my writing and my headcanons, I didn't think anyone would like it because it was such a left turn from the usual jegulus takes. But I also started posting it in 2019 when there really was not a ton of content for them yet. Part of me wants to return to it, because I hate that I have an unfinished fic on my ao3, and I loved the story a lot, but idk... I'm anxious about it... and it's been so long.

What should I do, besties? Genuine question with the hopes of actual advice BTW 🥺

#jegulus #harry potter #james potter #regulus black #i actually have three multi chapter fics i havent touched because i was so self conscious #and embarassed to write anything too dark and dead dove cuz i didnt want people to harass me for it #two of them are jeddy #only one is jegulus #i literally stopped writing jegulus cuz i was so scared of fandoms popularized headcanons #and the fact my headcanons didn't match #i was a wussy back then #and i still am considering im posting tbots anonymously #cuz i dont want people to harass me for what i write #ugh #i need to sleep

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