#and i stayed because of the content on my dash due to them

[explosionkatsu]

"Age doesn't matter" 15

Dad!Bakugo x F!Babysitter!Teacher!Reader

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It’s been days since Y/n started babysitting Kazui. After the administration suspended the class due to the villain attack, Y/n had to email every parent about what would happen and how can the children still catch up with their lessons, as well as mail them the day-to-day school activities. But for Kazui, instead of mailing Katsuki the manuscripts, she has Kazui’s daily school activity printed out and hands it to him personally.

No, she won't teach him at all. It may be part of her babysitting job but being his school instructor, she treats her pupils equally. That implies no special treatment for Kazui.

Although almost every day she can hear Katsuki lecturing Kazui whenever he sees him writing down the wrong answer. Sometimes she’ll catch him smacking his head which will earn him a lecture from her.

She remembered when she first did it in front of Eijiro. The guy was taken aback of course, but surprisingly, Katsuki behaved which made Eijiro taken back more.

“Did you just...- What?” The poor guy was confused.

Today, Katsuki’s on his daily pratol and you were working in the Dining area where you can keep an eye on Kazui who completed his homework and was just watching tv now.

All of a sudden you received an email from the school principal. Clicking it open, Y/n read the content. It was apparently an email about the new employee since some of the kindergarten teachers resigned after the incident. The principal is basically relying on her since she’s one of those who stayed.

“Another work, then.” Y/n mumbled but started responding to the email anyway. It’s not like she has a choice not to. But deep down, she wanted to leave her job as well, not because she was hired as a babysitter, it’s because of the workload which has been keeping her up till midnight.

And yes, Katsuki noticed this. He has very observant eyes, we all know that. He can see her strained smile whenever Kazui comes up to her to show anything he drew.

“Ah. I guess that’s it for now.” Y/n yawned as she stretched her limbs. Once done stretching, she checked the time to see it was almost dinner. Which means, he’ll be here anytime now.

“Time to make dinner, Kazui-chan.”

Kazui beamed once he heard Y/n. He always wanted to be a great good like his dad, so Y/n agreed that Kazui can help her or watch beside her.

“What will we be cooking today, Miss Y/n?” Kazui asked while rocking on his heels. A mannerism Y/n found out whenever he’s excited.

“Well, I always wanted to try something new. I just need to see if we have all the ingredients.” Y/n smiled as soon as she finished packing her things before proceeding to the kitchen.

Once she checked the fridge, “Huh. It seems like we’re missing one ingredient.” Y/n pouted. “I guess another dish, then.”

…

“Tadaima.”

Very uneventful, is what in his mind. Katsuki groaned as he stepped in and set his boots aside.

“Papa!”

Well, at least he got home unharmed.

“Hey, brat.” Katsuki grinned and picked up Kazui who dashed towards him.

“How was your day, papa? Miss Y/n is cooking dinner!” Kazui beamed while being carried by his father.

“What the hell? Again? I swear to God.” Katsuki tsked after knowing this. Careful, he put Kazui down and marched toward the kitchen where he saw you cooking.

“What did I tell you, hah?” He was pissed, alright.

By accident, you dropped the spatula you were using startled by his voice. You didn’t expect him to come home this early, way too early actually.

“W-what are you doing here?” You said while trying to use your body to cover the dish you were cooking from his view.

“What the hell do you mean? This is my house.” Katsuki pointed out, arms crossed over his chest with Kazui beside him, holding him by his pants. “Didn’t I tell you to not cook? That ain’t part of your job.” He groaned.

“If I didn’t cook us our meal, we won’t be able to eat supper and you’ll come home with an empty stomach.” You pouted while slowly picking up the spatula.

“I said you can order out. Didn’t I leave you enough money for that?”

“Well, I’m sorry but inside of ordering unhealthy food, I used the money to buy something healthy since Kazui is still a growing boy.” You said after successfully picking the spatula. “Besides, you should know this. You’re a hero. You need to maintain a proper diet and have a healthy meal.” You said before turning your back at him to focus on finishing your cooking.

Katsuki’s lips twitched at your response.

“Hey brat.”

Kazui looked up at him curiously. “Yes papa?”

“Take my bag to my room. Bring me a clean pair of comfortable clothes. I just need to talk to Miss Y/n.” Katsuki handed Kazui his bag without looking at him which he took, obviously struggling.

“E-eh?” Your attention was now focused on the struggling Kazui who was hauling his father’s obviously heavy bag.

“It’s alright. This is how I train him.” Katsuki said to you, but eyes still engaged on you.

“O-okay.” You responded still concerned.

“I can’t pay you more if you keep doing this.” Katsuki said out of nowhere when he heard Kazui reach the stairs. He doesn’t want his child to overhear this.

“I don’t care.” You responded to him as turned your attention back to the sizzling food in front of you.

“What do you-

“Look.” You started before slightly reducing the heat to prevent the food from burning and set your attention completely on him. “At this point, I don’t care about the extra stuff I don’t have to do. You are a hero and Kazui’s a kid. Both of you need something nutritious since, like I said, Kazui’s a growing kid, and you, for your diet.” You instructed. “You are a parent, and you should know this.”

Katsuki was outraged at your last statement.

“What the hell do you know about being a parent, huh.” He spat, taking Y/n aback. “You are not a mother, so stop nagging me.”

But you’re not backing down.

“I may not be a parent, but I know things about being a good one.” You responded calmly.

“What? You’re saying I’m not a good parent? Hah?” Katsuki dropped his crossed arms and took a step closer to Y/n who didn’t even flinch. “You know nothing, woman.”

Y/n even challenged him by stepping closer to him, almost nose to nose. “I know everything, Katsuki. I also know that you needed help.”

“I don’t.”

“You do. You’re just too prideful to accept one.” You said quietly, almost a whisper.

The space between both of you was enough for Katsuki to study your features. Your (e/c) eyes, your lashes, your nose, and your glossy lips that he’s tempted to touch with his own.

Screw it.

Following his thoughts, Katsuki wrapped his arm around you, taking you by surprise and pulled by your waist as he placed a finger under your chin, tilting your head upwards and as gently as possible, placed his lips onto yours.

He was right about your lips being soft and tender.

You on the other hand were still in shock. You didn’t expect this to happen. Never in your life did you expect Dynamight to kiss you.

When you felt him pull away, you were speechless. Your eyes were looking straight on his, as his to yours. As if everything around you was blurry.

Katsuki was the same as you are though. He was shocked by what he did. Hell, he didn’t even know why he did it. All he knew was your lips looked so glossy.

“Fuck.” He muttered.

“Papa. I hope this is okay.”

Kazui’s voice jolted both of you making you push him away, and him releasing you.

“I- That’s fine.” Katsuki said out loud as he glanced behind him. When he turns to look back at you, you were touching your lips, face flushed while your eyes stare into nothing. “I-“ he was trying, okay? He doesn’t know where to start.

“I-I’ll go back to cooking.” You stuttered and turned back to the stove.

“Y-yeah.” Katsuki agreed as he scratched the back of his head, slightly blushing. “I guess.”

…

It was finally time for Y/n to go back to her apartment and She was a glad about this.

After what happened earlier, the dinner was awkward. Both adults didn’t even glance at each other. Thankfully, Kazui was telling them stuff making the tension in the air light.

When Y/n finally got her things, a knock on the door caught her attention. “Who is it?” She called out. But before she could reach the door, it swung open, revealing Eijiro and Denki.

“Oh. Hey Miss Y/n!”

“Yo!”

“Oh? Good evening.” You bowed and let them in the house.

“Were you about to leave?” Denki asked while eyeing your things lying on the ground.

“Oh. Yes. I was about to.” You smiled at them as you closed the door behind.

“What’re you two idiots doing here, hah.” Katsuki’s emerged from the kitchen while wiping his hands dry. He did the dishes, okay? “And keep it down, Kazui’s asleep.”

“We’re just stopping by. Kaminari here wanted to visit Kazui and have a little drink with you, so I joined him.” Eijiro grinned at Katsuki and sat on the couch.

“Don’t you think it’s a bit late to drink? We have an early patrol tomorrow, morons.” Katsuki said while hanging the wet towel on its rack and joining them in the living room.

“Come on, man. We drove all the here to see you.” Denki pouted. “I wanted to see the kid as well.”

“Tsk. Fine.” Katsuki agreed. “After I drop Y/n to her place, and don’t wake Kazui, got it.”

“I’m sorry?” You were obviously not listening.

“I said, I’ll drop you to your place.” Katsuki repeated as he grabbed his jacket from the bracket near the entrance and wore it. “As if I’d let you leave this house at this hour, idiot.”

“I can just ride a bus.” You said as you watched Katsuki pick your things and left. “Bakugo.” You called, only to get ignored.

“You can’t change his mind, Miss Y/n.” Eijiro chuckled as he watched you try. “He’s one stubborn man.”

“Its not bad to try, right?” You slightly pouted.

“And you’ll only go unnoticed.” Denki smiled at you.

“Sigh. Alright. H-have a great evening to you both.” Once again, you bowed and left the house. “Bakugo!”

Eijiro and Denki were smiling like idiots as they watched your figure disappear from their sight.

“What do you think about her?” Eijiro suddenly asked as he stood up and grab himself a drink.

“Miss Y/N?” Denki asked not making an effort to look at Eijiro. “She seems really nice to me, way too soft for Kacchan.”

“You think?”

“Yeah, bro. She seems like a gentle woman to me. Completely opposite to, you know.” Denki said, this time looking at Eijiro.

“I think they look good together.” Eijiro said as he handed Denki his drink.

…

“Bakugo-san-

“What did I say about formalities?” Katsuki tsked as he placed your things inside the car.

“You don’t have to-

“Sigh.” He was obviously tired of your attempts.

You watched him groan and put both his palm over his face.

“God you’re more stubborn than Kazui.” Katsuki groaned.

“I-I’m sorry.” You murmured to yourself as you play with your fingers.

“Do you want me to kiss you again?”

“W-what?!” “Relax, it’s a joke,” Katsuki smirked at you. “Get in the car.”

-

Hello, my lovelies! I am glad to be back. I am once again apologizing for disappearing like that. But here's part 15. I do hope you like this and stay tuned for 16. Thank you for all your patience.

[invinciblerodent]

There are a lot of conversations on my dash today about why Astarion might have been chosen as such a cornerstone to the Ritual, why he got so much "special attention" (because he used to be a magistrate/noble-adjacent and Cazador liked to degrade him because of it, because he resisted the hardest and was hardest to break, because Cazador saw himself in him, etc.), and it had me thinking, so without littering all over someone else's post, I'd like to add my personal little theory:

I don't think there was a real reason to it at all.

Like, for starters... I don't think Cazador really thought of his spawn as people. Maybe in the beginning, when he turned his first, there was something almost special to it, a connection, but after already having turned thousands, someone having been at one point a magistrate, or a doctor like Dalyria, or something would, imo, be of little importance to him. The person is already his spawn, his slave, and to care at all about their past life as a person would imply that he is not fully thinking of them as just playthings at best (and cattle at worst), as implements to be used, which I kinda... don't think he's about? He doesn't seem to care beyond who or what is useful and/or entertaining to him, not even for his own niece: even her, he seemed only to care about breaking, but afterwards... didn't really seem to pay much actual attention to her, or favor her much at all. Amanita could just stay in the attic for all he cared.

By thinking of them in terms of who they once were, he'd be temporarily giving them back their personhood, even just in his head, and that to me would imply that Cazador doesn't believe his control to be unshakable and absolute, which... the dialogue to me says that he probably does. Like there's dialogue if you go to him without Astarion in the party, when he says something like "[when you don't return from this place] he will come here, because he knows nothing else"- not a shred of doubt in his mind that Astarion is still under his control, even in absentia, and will come back if only there isn't another influence (the player) to keep him from it. Because Astarion's identity to Cazador is that of a spawn, and not a person. (Really uncomfortable to think about how Cazador probably sees more of himself in the player than he did in any of the spawn, just from the way he talks to you.)

This kind of plays into the whole "morality of immortal beings" thing I've already talked about before with Mystra, that Cazador, believing himself immortal (especially as vampire ascendant, I fully buy that he thinks himself a god then), also thinks himself and his will inevitable. He doesn't conceptualize his own mortality, he's content torturing the others and staying in veritable stasis for as long as it takes, and while it annoys him that Astarion is taking a long time and would prefer it if things sped up, he's certain that he will eventually get what he is "due". The suffering of others in the meantime be damned.

I think that there was honestly no real, thought-out reason for why Astarion specifically was "chosen" to be in such a precarious position of being the "favorite-but-not-favored" of Cazador. I don't think there was a true reason for why any of the seven were chosen over the other seven thousand to be the "family"- maybe they were the most, shall we say, aesthetically pleasing ones, or the ones with talents Cazador thought would make their "hunting" easier... or just the ones to whom he, for some reason, took a shine, like one would prefer one pair of socks over another. Maybe he just picked the nicest-looking pieces out of a pile of pebbles for no reason other than amusement.

I think many of us want to try to think of reasons why something so horrible could have happened to someone (especially someone that we care about, even if they're fictional), and try to find logic in abuse, if only so it can make some twisted sort of sense in our heads: He was prideful, he was hardest to break, he reminded the abuser of himself, etc., but... abuse is kinda inherently illogical. More often than not, it's less about conscious choices, and more about opportunity.

I genuinely think it was on a whim that Astarion was the focus. Forcing him to ask to be made into a spawn, a slave, and having him claw his way out of his own grave was probably enough of a "putting the magistrate in his place" thing, and maybe the true reasons were literally only as frivolous as he says, that his screams "sounded sweetest", and Cazador just... liked seeing a pretty face ground into the dirt.

Sometimes it... really is that simple.

Yeah.😕

[cecils-dragons]

So you prolly don't remember this bc it was back in 2019 but you liked a post by xxdemonic-heartxx with this content:

"An opinion

I get body positivity. But if you weigh close to 350-400lbs from fatty tissue you should get some help. Human bodies cant function as well as they should with that type of stress on the skeleton and joints and its gonna compromise your organs. Body positivity is okay but fat acceptance isnt. I’m not fatphobic. I’m concerned for the longevity you’re losing and the health conditions you’re pulling in. And the dangerous mindset that humans should be and can be fat. Yeah. Some fat is okay. But if you body fat percentage is 32% for women and 26% for men (or higher). Thats obese and very crippling to your health. Take care of yourself. It isnt a crime."

That plus the fact you never drew fat ppl (not like just little pudgy but actually fat) got me to the conclusion you must be fatphobic, so I have had you blocked but you still crossroads my dash sometimes bc tumblr is functional website. So after all these years is once again saw you on my dash so I thought I'd send an ask, it's been years and I was wondering maybe you have changed and you don't hold these views any more.

I know I am a spiteful bitch for remembering this. The op has deleted their blog and all I have is a screenshot I thought just sharing the post content would work since I am not here to make a callout post or want ppl to harass you I just want to make you think about your past and maybe present biases.

Thanks for more information on the ask as it was a bit scary to see after being woken up in the middle of the night by my dog barking.

Okay, you may be getting me mixed up with someone else because I don't follow xxdemonic-heartxx, I recognize them in our community but I don't follow many people because I like a curated dashboard and like even less stuff, so even if I liked it back then, first, I was 19, and second, likely a misclick because I don't like to interact with stuff like that for the sake of my own mental health as I deal with body dysmorphic disorder. I of course can't 100% say what I was thinking or clicking on around that time as I was 19(now 24) and due to trauma I don't really remember much around that time.

For the second part yeah, I was 19 and still getting use to drawing bodyily diverse people and when learning to draw you get taught to draw slim people as a default. I'm getting much better at it now but it was never because of prejudges, just ignorance and staying in my comfort zone. I don't really mind or care being blocked because of that because it's your opinion about me and I can't control that.

At the base, I would not be considering myself to have ever been fatphobic and I am sorry if it has come across that way as it's of course never my intention to make any group of people uncomfortable. I'm of course open to talking more about this if I am missing anything.

[spillurhearts]

Not to be rude, but you say dni proship in one post. So, you’re opposed to “problematic ships,” not the right definition of proship but we’ll say it means that here. but then you make another post

https://www.tumblr.com/spillurhearts/760983725468221440?source=share

where the only thing you can describe the ship is as a problematic ship. I mean, ship it, it makes you happy and doesn’t hurt anyone, the real definition of proship. But I’m conflicted. Creepypasta yume/self shippers apply to proshipping, and often times problematic content.

first and last time i'll be involved in any type of discourse! i also apologize for any mistake i can make, english is not my first language. it is also late in france so i'm sorry if my thoughts aren't articulated well.

if i follow your reasoning, everyone shipping with villains then applies to pr.oshi.ppin.g? because of the problematic actions their f/o has done?

exploring darker themes in your selfship doesn't equal to being problematic as people like to over and misuse that term so much, especially if your f/o possedes a 'dark' canon. it's just exploring a more mature way selfship, including the obstacles it can entail: pr.os.hip.pi.ng actively encourages abusive relationships. in this post i said the relationship could be somewhat a bit 'toxic' mainly due to the enemies to lovers arc i have with the pr.o.x.ies but the relationship is nowhere near abusive, it's complex and layered, which is two different things and while my wording could've been better, the meaning behind it still stands. obviously it's going to be a bit dark, again, it's about the canon like most people with villain f/os. there is no issue with exploring it and toying with it. there is an issue when it starts involving downright concerning and disgusting content.

the pro.ship.ping community, in selfship or not, is problematic in the way that it actively encourages incest, pedophilia, abusive relationships etc, not in the way that they think villains are hot and want to kiss them/make them kiss each other. there is a difference in problematic behavior, views and impact and 'problematic' characters - and even then, there's a scale in characters deemed problematic, there's a difference between a canon r4p1st and a bad, way too edgy 2009 oc.

moreover, p.rosh.ipp.ing, which goes along with c.om.ship.ping, denies the fact that fiction has a drastic impact on reality by ignoring scientifical and real facts. the whole "ship it if it doesn't hurt anyone" thing is just plain wrong as it hurts your own perception of the world, of what's real and what's fake and encourages people that might stumble accross it to do the same. i am in no way part of that nor are my self ship which i use to cope, and will forever refuse to be a part of that community.

i feel like you were trying to prove a point, and if you did then you failed miserably. you were rude by trying to make me fit in a plain disgusting community. if you didn't and we're genuinely confused, then i'm sorry.

i'm guessing that you may be a pro.s.hipp.er due to the wording of your ask. next time, please refrain from asking - the only thing i know is there is a type of community that supports a certain type of content that i do not wish to see on my dash and that i do not wish to interact or engage in anyway with. i'm staying in my lane, so stay in yours.

i would also appreciage if there wasn't any follow up to this ask, whether it be in reblogs, ask, dms... whatever. i have made my opinion and stance clear.

[thedroneranger]

The Drone Ranger's Be Kind Rewind ⏪ indynerdgirl Edition!

A rec reblog series dedicated to the fics that we love so much, we've re-read them!

@indynerdgirl's Rewind is here! I'll be taking a few recs off the list, and I hope you will, too!

While we continue to churn out amazing new content, let's be kind and rewind to look at some of the OG content we love! And don't forget to reblog when you re-read! Continue to show your comfort fics and favorite creators some love. It helps keep the fresh content coming :)

Let's keep this going throughout the summer, so if you're interested in participating in the Be Kind Rewind, message me. The more, the merrier!

If you want to know when a new Rewind drops, join the tag list, and check out previous Rewinds!

fics below the cut (listed in alphabetical order by title)

Flyboy, Jake Seresin, @kryptonitejelly This friends to lovers fic is just *chef’s kiss*. Jake is just so swoon worthy in this fic that everytime I reread it, I get just a little bit upset that he’s not real.

From The Ashes, Jake Seresin x Natasha Trace, @myshipsaresunk This Hannix rock star au will put you through the emotional ringer but it will be so worth it! I was lucky enough to beta read this one as it was being written and the endings of some of the chapters had me literally shouting at my computer screen due to some of the characters’ life choices.

Je te Laisserai Des Mots, Bradley Bradshaw, @jupitercomet This is an arranged marriage au but it’s also what I would call a period piece au. The writer says she was heavily inspired by Greta Gerwig’s Little Women but it also gives off some regency era vibes as well. Whatever era it’s supposed to be, this fic is another one that I wish never ended because I would love to stay in the world forever.

Mamma Mia, Bob Floyd/Jake Seresin/Bradley Bradshaw, @perpetuelledaydreaming Take the plot of Mamma Mia, set it in the world of Top Gun, and you have this absolutely amazing fic! And I love how it’s tied into TGM by having the reader run into all three of them again when they’re back at Top Gun for the special detachment.

My Girl, Jake Seresin, @ereardon This fic just hits all of the right spots for me when it comes to the single dad trope. And it’s also one of those fics that I wish just never ended because I just adore this little family.

Oh, Baby, Jake Seresin, @seresinhangmanjake This is the first in a super sweet series and the emotions that come through this one had me tearing up a few times the first time I read it.

Sugar and Spice, Jake Seresin, @wombtotombx This is a fantastic fic and the way SB describes things makes you feel like you’re right there in the fic with the characters. And with how knowledgeable she is when it comes to all things Navy, there are a ton of little things in this fic that just give it that extra touch. She also has a really fantastic dad!Jake series that I highly recommend!

That's a Problem?, Bradley Bradshaw, @archivallyfound09 Another super sweet fic that does the single parent trope well! Bug and his love of his ‘Ooster and Dino snacks will absolutely melt your heart!

the echo (or the answer), Jake Seresin, @anniesocsandgeneralstore I still can’t believe that I almost skipped over this werewolf au when if first showed up on my dash but I am so glad I decided to give it a go. It quickly became one of my favorites and I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve read it. 

The Princess and The Pilot, Jake Seresin, @perfectprettypisces I am a sucker for a good ‘dating the admiral’s daughter’ fic, especially when said daughter is the only girl with over protective brothers and this one ticks both of those boxes! And the sibling dynamics in this are top notch and very believable!

Creator's Own I Heard From The Heavens, Bradley Bradshaw Not only was this the very first Top Gun fic I ever wrote, but it was the first fic I had written in six years when I posted it last year. It’s also very personal to me. One of my younger brothers is a fighter pilot in the Air Force and while I am incredibly proud of him, I still can’t help but worry about him as an older sister is wont to do so this fic was me channeling those worries and fears I sometimes have in regards to my brother.

Tag list and friends: @petcr3 @desert-fern @Sagittarius-Lovewitch @mygyn @sweetwhispersofchaos @horseshoegirl @the-annoying-fan @dingochef @moon42flight @thecitysgraveyard @ereardon @roosterforme @cherrycola27 @galaxy-of-stories @taytaylala12 @malindacath @violyn20 @awildewit @potato-girl99981 @shanimallina87 @blue-aconite @djs8891 @linkpk88 @furiousladyking @daggerspare-standingby @princess76179 @jstarr86 @hecate-steps-on-me @darkheartcherry @soulmates8 @roosters-girl @dempy @roosterisdaddy36 @hangmanscoming @s-u-t @mavrellover91 @chicomonks @averyhotchner 

A kind reminder, this is a 18+ blog. While not all stories in the recommendation list are 18+, please respect boundaries and do not interact unless you are 18 years of age or older.

[watatsumiis]

Some Pantalone headcanons <3

Some of my personal headcanons for Pantalone below the cut since my dash is flooded with him at the moment (as it should be)

Content warning for intrusive thoughts, mentions of skin/hair picking/pulling, compulsions, possible disordered eating.

Disclaimer: I write Pantalone as having OCD in this, please be aware that these traits aren't shared by everyone who has OCD, this is a set of headcanons that I have made based on personal experience and research, not a diagnostic list or a generalisation.

Pantalone has OCD - though he masks very well and keeps up his cool, unphased charade when around others, spending any significant amount of time around him and observing his behaviours makes it fairly clear.

He struggles quite badly with skin picking especially, his arms and shoulders are marked with faint scars, as well as his face, but he uses makeup to conceal it. This habit is a bit part of the reason why he wears gloves, so that it's harder for him to do so. He can sometimes get snappy with people who try to verbally remind him not to pick, but his anger is more directed at himself than anyone else, he just projects it outwards as a way of hiding his insecurities surrounding his struggles.

He twirls his hair absently, and occasionally may pick at his eyebrows or eyelashes when he's extremely stressed and overwhelmed. Sometimes he ends up with a tangled, matted fringe just because of how much he pulls and twirls at it.

Pantalone struggles back and forth with the way he views people like cleaners and cooks - logically he knows they are their own people, with their own families and quirks, but there's some part of his brain that just can't cope with that. He needs the 'relationship' to be purely transactional, almost clinical in nature - he can't know anything about the people who do those sorts of jobs, or else it just gnaws at his mind and wears on him until he has some kind of breakdown thanks to it. The more detached the worker, the better he copes. He doesn't know the name of his personal chef, or the person who cleans his quarters, and he likes it that way. He pays them handsomely and makes sure they're treated well, but no more than that.

His food needs to be prepared a certain way, by a certain person. He dislikes cooking for himself since it takes an obscenely long time due to the fact that he gets caught up with hygiene. He only trusts a small handful of restaurants, and sometimes he'll send subordinates in to scope out kitchens in places where he'll be staying. If they don't meet his standards, or he has an 'off' feeling about them, he'll bring his own food, which often ends up with him living off of preserves when he's on long trips where he can't bring his personal chef.

Observing closely, a fair amount of his rituals and compulsions can be traced back to his poor upbringing - he's picky with food due to repeated bouts of food poisoning due to poor quality ingredients and cooking conditions when he was young, he can't stand uncleanliness thanks to sicknesses caused directly by bad living conditions, he's strict when locking doors and windows due to repeated break-ins when he lived in a poorer neighbourhood.

He has a 'circular' way of sorting and working on things, he can work on a lot of papers at once, they just have to be in the right order, so he can flit in a clockwise direction through them all, switching seamlessly between each one without getting them mixed up.

Nobody can touch or clean his desk except for him - though it may look 'messy' at first glance, he understands it all perfectly and will know immediately if anything gets moved at all.

He keeps himself carefully detached from most people, he often views non-professional relationships as complicated and messy. He plays up his 'snooty' attitude as a defense mechanism to keep people away from him.

He can sometimes tolerate La Signora's company (after some light 'reconnaissance' missions into her quarters). They have similar tastes in wine, cheeses, and fruits and will sometimes share gossip.

Despite his haughty attitude, all of the people who work under him have good pay and benefits, and due to that, there's often a lot of people fighting over applying to work for him instead.

He always respects everyone equally upon meeting them, no matter their appearance or background - lots of people spread rumours about him being cruel and mean to the poor for the sake of it, but that couldn't be further from the truth.

He often makes large anonymous donations to organisations that he knows are good and trustworthy.

Please don't repost, steal, copy or otherwise plagarise my writing! This includes posting translations to other sites.

[jesterchan]

🥀🖤Moonflowers…🖤🥀

A Moon X Male Reader Story!

Requested by: taki-is-an-artist from Tumblr!

Content Warning: Blood, Language, Drug Use, Gore, And Hanahaki Disease!

If you are sensitive to any contents listed below. Then please go to another chapter or click off this Chapter!

Y/N’s POV:

I’m nineteen years old…

I am deeply charmed and fascinated by an animatronic… His name is Moon…

I have a disease… Which causes me to retch flowers out of my body… Frequently, I would wear a face mask out of humiliation.

I wanted to confess my feelings to him but… I’m discouraged by many people because they say that a robot would never love a sick person like me.

I scrambled into the bathroom stall for the fifth time and threw up some blood-stained white petals into the toilet… After finishing, I washed my mouth and hands with water and exited the bathroom.

I returned to the daycare and saw my friend Moon handling a somnolent child. I approached him and adjusted my face mask.

“How bad was it?” he asks, patting the child’s back.

“It wasn’t that bad… It’s just something that I ate…” I lied as I patted his back.

“That’s good…” He went to the naptime corner and tucked the child to slumber.

My quiet muffled giggles were loud enough for him to hear. He laughed along as well. He invited me to stay with him in the naptime corner.

After a while, I began feeling chest pain. It felt like multiple needles repeatedly piercing through my heart. I ignored it because I didn’t want Moon to know my secret.

After the daycare closes, I wanted to stay… but I can’t due to the fear of my disease acting up in front of him. While walking home I spotted a group of my friends from high school vaping in an alley.

One teenage boy offered me an E-cigarette but I politely turned it down.

“You are missing out kid. Is it because of that damn disease?” he taunted while others laughed.

I ignored them but before I walked away…

“That creepy ass robot will never like a wimp like you!” His insult pierced my heart like a bullet as his friends cracked up like wild hyenas.

Here I am, walking home with tears streaming down my eyes…

When I arrived home, my family members stared at me as if I didn’t belong there... I sprinted to my room and my eyes rained in sorrow. I threw myself in bed and wept there until tomorrow…

*Time Skip!*

I woke up, cleaned myself in the bathroom, and ate up (Insert Favorite Breakfast!). I exited my home and walked my way to Freddy Fazbear’s Mega Pizzaplex. I knocked on the large gates of the daycare only to be greeted by a jolly sun-themed jester animatronic, Sun.

I peeked inside the daycare to find Moon soaring around the playground on a hook. He noticed me and waved his enormous hand. I waved in return and entered.

I quickly put on my reusable face mask and sat down on a small chair. A small child approached me and asked, “Why do you have a face mask on? Are you sick?”

I let out a soft giggle and replied “No silly... It's Because I’m insecure…”

I grabbed a crayon and drew a Moonflower. It’s not perfect but I wanted to stray my mind away from the stress I had last night… The flower reminds me of Moon… For some reason…

I then had abrupt pain in my stomach and chest and felt something climbing up my throat. I had no choice but to exit the daycare and dash to the nearest restroom. My blood starts to overflow and slightly stain my face mask.

I kicked down a stall and purged the white blood-stained petals and sprouts out of my body… I put my fingers inside my mouth and violently ripped out the remaining contents stuck in my esophagus, causing major blood loss. I retched out major amounts of blood into the toilet however, some of the blood-stained the tiled floor.

I quickly pulled out lots of toilet paper, cleaning up my stained mess…

Moon’s POV:

It's been nearly fifteen minutes and Y/N has not returned… I wonder what is going on with him…

I told Sun that I’d check on Y/N to see if he was doing all right… While walking, I spotted a blood-stained face mask that he would always wear… What is going on?

I then began spotting a trail of blood drops and a few stained white petals… This is now getting extremely suspicious… I pursued the bloody trail that led to the restroom…

I get more nervous with each step that I take in the restroom. The whole restroom smelled of copper blood and vomit. The smell was incredibly strong and I saw blood underneath one of the stalls in the corner.

I slightly opened the door, to be met with a frantic Y/N cleaning up the blood on the floor. He screamed as he caught me, I jumped and looked at him in shock. There were a lot of blood-stained flower petals and sprouts in the toilet.

“Y/N… What happened?” was all I could say…

“MOON WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!” he yelled as he shrunk in embarrassment.

“Y/N I was-” I was cut off.

“GET OUT!!!” He cried and covered his face as his secret was now revealed… tears streamed down his face.

I silently exited the bathroom, trying to process what I just witnessed…

(“No wonder he would exit the daycare so often… but the question is… why are there flower petals?”) I wondered as I returned to the daycare…

Y/N returned, covering his mouth using his hand. Sun looked at him with concern. He motioned him to get an extra face mask.

I honestly regret invading his privacy…

*~Time Skip To Naptime~*

Its Naptime… What happened earlier won’t stop playing in my memory drive… The only things that concern me majorly are the blood and flowers… 

(“Where do the flowers come from?”) I pondered.

I calmly approached him however, he ignored me like I never existed in the first place…

He packed up his things and exited the daycare… I can’t believe he would leave so early…

Y/N’s POV:

I want this fucking disease… OUT OF MY BODY!!!!

I’m tired of going out with a face mask! I’m tired of being discouraged! And I’m tired of retching out moonflowers!

I want this torture to fucking end! I searched online and made an appointment for a procedure… A procedure that will rid my disease!

I prepared myself for work for the final time! I walked to the Pizzaplex and entered the daycare. I Ignored Moon for most of the day…

Overtime… I’ve been getting drawings of me and Moon holding hands together. I start to smile each time…

The daycare closed and the children left…

“Hey Y/N!” a lively voice called me.

I turned around to see Sun approaching me…

“What’s going on? You and Moon would usually hang out… Are you two no longer friends?” his tone sounds somewhat… Gloomy…

I looked at Moon who was curled up in sorrow. I began to… feel bad for him… I then instantly felt something clog up my throat. 

I gasped in labor and searched for a trash can. Sun looked at me in pure shock and panicked. Moon noticed my condition and ran towards me.

I fell to my knees, coughing out moonflowers and blood. I tried to pull the stems out of my throat but it was futile… Moon knelt and carried my body to the infirmary…

My eyes felt incredibly heavy for me to keep open. I have no choice but to pass out. Over time, I hear Moon’s calm and raspy voice, singing my favorite melody…

I slowly fluttered my eyes to see Moon sitting next to me… I sat up and smiled at him… he chuckled and approached me…

I tried to speak but he shushed me by placing his index finger on my lips. I tilted my head in confusion…

“Don’t worry Y/N, You are in good hands now… I thought I would keep you company…”

I looked around the infirmary and then my body only to see that my crimson-stained clothes were replaced with a temporary uniform. I looked back at Moon who brought me a plush version of him.

“Here… I hope you like it.” he provided me the plush and I smiled as I examined it. I then hugged the plushie and sobbed “Thank you…”

We talked for a moment until the ambulance came and took me away from him… I was put into a hospital and was given a procedure to rid of my disease for good… I was discharged and went home…

*Time Skip…*

I woke up… prepared myself for work and walked to the Pizzaplex… I made my way to the daycare through the slide.

I plunged into the ball pit and was snatched up by Moon…

I looked at him but… something didn’t feel right… My heart no longer skips a beat whenever I am with him…

Moon looked at me with concern and slight sorrow…

“Y/N, I wanted to say that… I love you… Do you love me back?”

I gazed at him in silence and began to walk away…

He ran right in front of me and repeated the question…

“Do you love me back?”

Tears well up in my E/C eyes, my heart wrenching with regret and pain. I felt nothing but emptiness. No sign of love ever crossed my mind…

The love I used to have for him has now… Perished… I can’t believe this… Why can’t I love him in return?

I felt my heart break into trillions of pieces… tears of regret bled out of my eyes… My breaths felt almost laborious… I should’ve stayed sick…

“I’m sorry Moon… but… I can’t…” My voice breaks as I begin to walk away…

Moon’s POV:

I can’t believe he said that to me… Oiled tears of pain streamed down my cheeks. I started to wonder… Why did he suddenly stop being my companion…

I honestly wanted to be more than just friends… But that opportunity to do so is gone. I don’t know what to do…

I’ll have to let him go… Forever… 

I coughed unexpectedly only to let out a Moonflower…

🥀🖤The End…🖤🥀

[tiredassmage]

wip wednesday

Ough @kemendin tagged me two weeks ago now??? So thank you for the reminder & tag @pentacass! The end of the semester is so close, I’m almost free to go back to blorbo hours full time.

No pressure as always, but if y’all would like, tags for @captainderyn @jbnonsensework @sullustangin @commander-krios (your boy’s here!!!) and ofc anyone else who’d like to share, feel free to say I booped you!

Let’s release more Dash & Leo content upon the masses!!! From the time Leo decided to try to move out on his own because he worried about his dumbass decisions affecting his best friend’s career prospects. (And is, predictably, dense as hell that Dash cares anyway.)

x-x-x-x-x-x

“What aren’t you telling me?”

“You don’t…” Leo waved a hand with a huff. “It’s… I’m not good for you right now, Dash.” His shoulders sagged. “Look, I just… I’ve got a lot going on, just… stupid work shit and-”

“Why won’t you let me help?”

Finally, Leo looked over his shoulder at him. He looked like shit. Like he’d been sleeping even less than usual, which really wasn’t a whole lot to begin with. And despite whatever he might’ve liked to believe, he was shit at hiding it. And Dash had seen that hollow look in his eyes in enough other places already to pin a guess or two as to where it might’ve started from.

A defeated, quiet sigh slipped out of him slowly. “Because you’ve done… enough,” he said. “And you’ve got… a lot more figured out than I do. I can’t let you… I can’t be the reason that gets fucked up for you, alright?”

“I thought we talked about this,” Dash said quietly.

“I know, I know,” Leo muttered. He rubbed at his eyes as he slumped against the desk again. “But I can’t be a burden, Dash. And I can’t-”

“You’re not.”

“Dash,” Leo groaned. “Please? Just… Who the hell else just…” It was just… insane the level of risk it’d all been from the start. To drag him all the way to Coruscant? He’d been out of his damn mind then. “I appreciate it, I do, okay? I’m not saying… I just.” He scrubbed a hand over the side of his face. “I’m tangled in some shit, Dash. And it’s my mess. There’d be enough hell if anyone ever figured out how we even fell in together and this won’t help. I can’t… I can’t do that to you. Okay?”

Dash sighed, reaching to pinch the bridge of his nose carefully. “You aren’t,” he tried again. “I’m going to worry anyway because you’re my friend, Leo.”

“I’m not asking for help-”

“Of course you’re not,” he huffed.

“I’m asking you to be a little bit more selfish for once, damn it!” Leo snapped. “I don’t know how else to spell this out for you.”

“You can’t because it’s not going to work,” Dash countered as he stood. “I want to help, okay? I’m not just going to sit here and watch you back yourself further into a corner. When’s your rent up?”

“Dash.”

“We had a perfectly functional arrangement at my place. There is no sense in adding more to your plate when you’re already stressed.”

“Dash.” Leo sighed. He received only the same steady stare.

Guess that made two stubborn bastards of them, didn’t it?

He shook his head before his shoulders sagged in defeat. “Look, I’ve got a job comin’ up they want me to do that’s gonna take me off-world for a few weeks, at least. Let me… take care of that and… I should probably lay low a while after. They’re used to a turnover rate down here. I’m guessing it won’t cause any problems.”

“Good,” Dash said with a nod. “Because you look like shit. You need some sleep.”

He grunted with a half-hearted attempt at a dismissive shrugged shoulder. “I’ll… manage.”

“Where are you staying tonight?”

Leo frowned slightly as he considered Dash’s raised brow and patient stare. It’d been maybe a year or two and he still hadn’t quite puzzled out the why of it all. But…

He scuffed a foot against the floor. “Maybe uh… I could come back over for a night or two..? I’ve got some time before they’ll need me for my job.”

The smile that started across Dash’s lips was the warmest thing he’d seen in weeks. “And I’m not due to deploy again for another week or so.”

“Great, uhm… I’ll just.. Grab a few things then,” Leo agreed with a nod. “Just uh… stay put?”

“Alright.” Dash nodded, that warm smile settled further across his lips. “Don’t keep me waiting too long.”

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

I think I might've missed the posts about the situation but why did you split your blog up and (most importantly) are you doing okay? I know that was something that was a big source of stress for you. Also can people follow your new blog?

((First and foremost: thank you for asking if I'm okay or not. I know that's a rather easy thing to just assume one way or another online and I appreciate the care and effort. Also I'm sorry if you missed anything important, I tried to reblog the related posts a handful of times but you can't always reach everyone, you know? It wasn't intentional I assure you. To answer if I'm okay or not I'm....getting there, is the best way to put it I suppose? I'll try to keep this brief.

I'm taking a slight break (not a hiatus and while I do occasionally slap a post on the dash I'm not really speaking or engaging ic) from this blog because; and I'm trying to keep this is a simple as I can, I'm dealing with a lot of feelings of anger and resentment towards this blog (which I know is unfair to the people--which is pretty much everyone here---who haven't done anything wrong but I'll spare detailing you the intricacies of my deeply rooted anxieties and etc) which is harder for me to reconcile/progress with in a positive way compared to feeling stressed and lonely over on the new blog at the moment and so I'm choosing to focus my efforts over there because I feel like I can progress in a positive/healthy way, enjoy what I'm doing in a safe space, and so on. I am incredibly stressed---what I did and am still working on diligently to the best of my ability every day---is stressful to the point of being overwhelming if I think about it too hard, look at everything on the whole, etc, but it's necessary. It's necessary to enforce boundaries and not neglect myself a space where I can write what I want and what I love so dearly and that makes it worth it.

I split my blog up due to a lot of unwarranted harassment (anonymous for the most part but some people weren't, all of them have been blocked) that has been going on for months a thing that only increased in severity in spite of my earnest attempts to understand or work through what was going on, reconcile any expressed 'issues', repeat and thorough attempts to explain my side of things including offering to help people around the content that they professed to hate so strongly (said hate which bled over to me as a person and writer/roleplayer in general) and so on. It became untenable incredibly quickly---and if you followed me to alexandrite (which had a different name/center muse originally but I digress) from my former rp blog you'd know how severe the harassment there was and how I promised myself I'd handle such things in the future--- and this is me doing that. This experience on the whole was incredibly similar to the one that happened on my og blog and I promised myself that I wouldn't go through that again if i could help it.

I deserve to be treated better; both by myself and by everyone else, and this is me doing that (meaning treating myself better at the very least rather than staying in a hateful/hurtful environment) even if most days it makes me want to scream. Did I want to split everything up? To be completely honest no I did not. But I think in the end this is the best solution for everyone involved---but most of all this is the best solution for me---and once the stress ebbs a bit (and by a bit I mean a lot, a fucking lot, because I'm kinda drowning rn lol) I'm hoping to feel more secure. I'm....getting there, like I said. One thing at a time, always one thing at a time. I'm already doing good things over there and soon I'll be doing good things over here again too. Both blogs can (and will) coexist and we can all have fun together no matter where you follow me or who you want to interact with....eventually. I wish that people would realize how they treat others---that driving someone out of their own space when they've done nothing wrong, when the only thing they've done (or tried to do) is share something that they love with their friends/writing partners---isn't okay. I wish people would realize that how I was treated was not fucking okay (and most won't unfortunately) but I realized it and that, at least, is important. I said 'this isn't okay' and did what I needed to do not only to better myself (which is something that is incredibly hard for me to do; honestly it would've been impossible for me to do even a year ago) but to keep doing what I love. I'm trying to focus on that. I'm trying to let that drive me forward over everything else.

And to end on a further positive note: Yes, you can follow my new blog if you want to, all that I ask is that you make sure that your interest in the blog and the muses featured there is genuine and that you actually want to interact with them before following. If you liked them (any of them) and wanted to interact but never had the chance for whatever reason, or if we started something but never finalized anything yet, so and so forth, you're welcome to come on over because I'd love to have you. And if you don't (because as I've said a hundred times to idk how many deaf/closed ears) have any interest that's okay too. They're not for everyone and it's a lot to learn/take in even with my offering to help people in a variety of ways (an offer that is always open!), I get that and hold no resentment in that regard whatsoever, all that I ask is that you understand that I'm taking care of myself by doing this...all of this...and that I appreciate you too. The people who remain here waiting for me to come back and post for the muses here are just as appreciated as the people who follow me on my new blog. I love all of you very much no matter what and I look forward to writing with you all again, it's just that some of you will see more of me than the others will, at least for a little while.

If you want to follow my tcol blog you can go here @constellationcrowned (you'll see my self promo for the blog over here periodically as well, it's obvious af lol) or if you have any questions please feel free to contact me privately either over there or on discord. And thank you again for your kind words anon, truly, I hope you have a nice day/night and I look forward to potentially writing with you soon no matter where that might be.))

[lusttoke]

@ ky why you unfollowed?

[*] please remember you can still send asks if you wish even if we are not mutuals as long as you're not minor not racist not pedo in both ooc & ic.

i don't have to explain to each one why I unfollowed but here's a list of possible reasons you pick what makes you happy:

[x] i changed my rules. i used to be fine when people tag some gross content but not anymore. due bad experience with some i'll just respectfully soft block so we both unfollow each other. if you still wanna follow my blog feel free it's just some content i'd like not to see on my dash n im tired following up with each blog gross list tags.

[x] i hate any type of including a minor/teen in a sexual content.. even if they are not in a sexual content i fukin' hate teen muses anyway. call me a hater i just don't wanna see them.

[x] im strongly against people writing characters that are racist pedophiles homophobes etc etc.. your character being a survivor of such stuff in their back story is fine.. but your character committing such shit in rp is nope for me.

[x] I lose interest in our interactions. When people lose interest to write with me I rather they unfollow me than force themselves to write with me just because we're old mutual. so when I feel that you or me lose the interest to interact i'll just respectfully unfollow or block/unblock. it's not your job to entertain me and it's not my job to entertain you so if one of us is not having fun it's not worth it.

[x] your replies are weird to me. honestly my writing is so simple it's even trash but at least i try to make my character's actions /words clear for you to interact with them. some people's replies are so unrelated to what my muse said or did like as if they're answering another thread. im not saying im a good writer nope the opposite i just don't understand your writing sometimes and i'll save us both the awkwardness if that is repeated in few threads i'll just unfollow.

[x] you don't give me much to work with. rp is like catch ball. you have to throw and receive. I cant keep throwing the ball at you every time and your character is too passive in their response. so unless it's an ending of a thread your character gotta do /say something for my character to react otherwise your character can stay in their own world and i'll unfollow lol.

[x] ooc drama/ demanding replies / crossing ooc boundaries / talkin' shit about another mun i rp with.. etc im not a good person im trash in both person and in my writing. i enjoy writing though and i wanna be respectful and chill with people but some people are not chill.. i wont keep up with that. I'll unfollow if I feel uncomfortable with you. (people who are allowed to personally harass me are tala and sila lolol) anyone else you have to respect some boundaries with me.

[x] Thoughts about quitting rp. instead of deleting the blog i decided to keep it for the sake of the very few people who i love writing with. but will keep inbox open for non-mutual asks if they want to.

that being said I hope you find your reasons within the list if you been so obsessed of knowing why. again i aint a good person im trash but i try to have fun.

After this post im starting a new page and leaving this topic behind me. don't come ask me again about it i wont hesitate to block.

please keep eye on my rules before interacting.

with all love and respect ky

[quemedicen]

this is the end of my scrolling options, I've probably seen some 20 posts from the more than 400 blogs I follow, and had to see many posts from those I don't follow, i.e. ads,& posts from @staff like the @art blog, etc.) and that's it..

if I go to my following blogs I'll see many blogs posted stuff the last weeks, but I won't be able to see them in ma dash..

I didn't change anyth in my prefs..

but U @staff did change this app.. I really hope you can fix this (I'm using iOS version) otherwise I'm afraid you will lose more fans & users..

I know iOS can hide content due to their engagement with censorship, I hope U @staff can explain how we can manage that because I don't want to see the censored version of this app, I stayed here although all the censorship we went through, I'll keep resisting it..

[siphisees]

Pinned Post (sorta (finally (unfinished tho)))

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I make art! You can find it on my main @siphisket if you want ✌︎('ω'✌︎ )

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Tag Guide

#tag rambles = posts where i yap in the tags

#siphispeaks = posts where i dare to participate outside of the tags lol

#resources = posts providing or linking to resources across a variety of topics (see also: "#art resources" and "#art ref")

#cw// = posts with content warnings

#cw (insert content warning) = general content warnings (example: #cw blood)

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Please Note:

1.) I reblog A LOT

Aside from the typical reblogging of things I like, I also keep an archive of things I may want to remember or reference later. Please feel free to block or unfollow if it gets too much lol (my main will clog your dash way less if you still wanna stay connected)

2.) Because I use this blog as an archive:…

I sometimes reblog things I may not personally agree with. (Shocking, I know /s) Sometimes I just find it interesting, sometimes it's like an anthropological litmus test, sometimes it provides insight into or reminders of the diversity of thought so I can better engage with loved ones who think differently than I do. Regardless, I'm not really interested in itemizing every detail of what I do or don't agree with on any given post, but you are welcome to reach out if you would like me to tag something with a content warning or the like. (Askbox is currently closed due to a large influx of spam but I hope to open it again at some point)

[hereslucille]

𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑳𝑼𝑪𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑬 : an original interpretation of 𝒍𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆, originally from 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑 universe & developed across several different universes. 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅. ship exclusive with @bimother.

dossier. promo. inbox memes. ᵐᵉᵐᵉᶻ ⁴ ᵐᵒᵗʰᵉʳ. blogs.

𝒂 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒚 𝒊𝒏 . . . finding strength because no one else will do it for you, surviving out of spite, finding happiness when you've lost everything, found family, the end of the world as we know it, creating new worlds, refusing to stay knocked down, the sweet taste of revenge

TRIGGERS MAY APPLY : mentions of cancer / illness, treatment of cancer, hospitals, violence, death, murder, morally gray decision making.

activity. all of my blogs are on a medium / medium-low activity basis. i'm a teacher, so in the months of august - may, my spoons are limited due to work and some chronic illnesses / conditions i have. please be patient with me. ♡

following. due to some anxieties i have, i rarely follow first. i usually reserve that for friends or people who my friends have vouched, so please do not take offense if i don't follow first.

with that being said, i review everyone that chooses to follow me, that includes extensively reading their rules and about their character. i reserve the right to not follow back or even soft block a following to protect my space. i will not follow back and will likely block if there are no rules or mun information present or if the mun is under the age of 21.

ship exclusive. i am ship exclusive with mother out of my own comfort and preference. this means none of my muses are open for romantic shipping. however, i love every other kind of dynamic, so bring them on! all i ask is that you respect the exclusivity. any ship-based content will be deleted and repeated offenses will result in blocking.

content warning. there will be presence of spicy content on here from time to time. any sort of spice will be tagged according to the level of it. suggestive // will be used for mild material. spicy // will be used for more graphic descriptions. any other triggers will be labelled as trigger // accordingly.

banned. i don't want to gatekeep, but please do not interact if you use the following banned face claims: lea michele, armie hammer, blake jenner, bob morley, eliza taylor, amber heard, johnny depp _aka people with a recorded history of being abusive / violent / damaging.

do not follow if you write portrayals of real life people or events or if you write child predators such as william afton or peter pan from the twisted childhood universe.

this blog does not support trump supporters / maga - heads, racism, antisemitism, bigotry, pedophilia, islamophobia, homophobia, transphobia, sexual assault, domestic violence, hate, harrassment, etc. it's also important to note that i won't always publicly speak on real world events on my blog. i want this to be a safe creative space, and if you ever want to know my stance or opinion on an issue, i'm happy to have a conversation. however, i want to keep my content as laid back as possible.

reblog from the source. if you see something i reblog that you like, then go for it! however, all i ask is that you reblog from the source, if it is available. even when it's not, i try to go into the notes and reblog it from someone who reblogged it months and months ago. please exercise this courtesy as well.

unfollowing protocols. when i unfollow a blog, i tend to softblock them. i mean no ill will in doing so, and you are welcome to do the same if you wish to unfollow me. like i said, i want to curate an enriching dash, so i tend to do clean outs now and again based on who's shown interest in me & my muses.

credits. most graphics are made by me unless otherwise specified. my coloring psd is from @pinkinnards. i currently use bloody queen!

[devoreve]

TAHUXIAN       [  …  ]       PRIVATE  AND  HIGHLY  SELECTIVE   MULTIMUSE  BLOG   DEDICATED  TO  MUSES  ACROSS  THE  HOYOVERSE  !  minors  do  not  interact  due  to  frequently  present  nsft  themes  .  this  blog  proudly  features  a  plethora  of  strong  ,  deeply  interesting  sapphic  women  .  you  can  consider  all  of  my  muses  to  be  relatively  headcanon  based  and  canon  divergent  .  please  read  rules  before  interacting  and  ensure  that  you  specify  a  muse  when  sending  in  asks  .  you  will  find  my  muse  list  under  the  read  more  below  .

➔ 𝐇𝐄𝐀��𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒     ◈    𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐁𝐎𝐗     ◈    𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋     ◈    𝐈𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐗  𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋

➔ 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒   ◈    𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐃 

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ... bold are primary

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐓 [ ... ] raiden ei , ningguang , shenhe , navia , clorinde .

𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐋 [ ... ] feixiao , yukong , acheron , black swan , lingsha , jingliu .

i  am  an  avid  supporter  of  people  that  write  as  female  muses  .  i  will  not  tolerate  any  kind  of  down  playing  or  over  sexualisation  of  female  muses  to  the  point  where  their  personalities  and  actual  interesting  points  are  not  recognised  .  female  muses  are  not  here  to  be  your  ship  fodder  and  they  are  not  here  for  you  to  use  only  for  fantasies  .

this  brings  me  swiftly  onto  female  characters  that  identify  as  lesbian  or  are  canonically  heavily  implied  as  lesbian  .  i  will  absolutely  not  tolerate  anyone  taking  a  canon  lesbian  character  and  changing  their  sexuality  so  that  they  can  be  paired  with  men  .  it  is  something  that  will  result  in  me  hard  blocking  you  without  any  warning  .  i'm  going  to  give  you  some  examples  of  characters  that  ,  if  i  see  them  being  written  as  anything  but  lesbian  ,  will  result  in  me  hard  blocking  you  ;  ACHERON  ,  ROBIN  ,  JINGLIU  ,  YUKONG  from  Honkai  :  Star  Rail  &  RAIDEN  EI  ,  ARLECCHINO  ,  NAVIA  ,  CLORINDE  ,  BEIDOU  from  Genshin  Impact  .

Every  single  one  of  these  characters  are  HEAVILY  implied  to  be  lesbian  .  while  you  might  argue  that  'nothing  is  really  canon'  i  implore  you  to  be  aware  that  because  these  games  are  made  in  China  ,  any  kind  of  LGBTQIA+  representation  in  media  is  BANNED  and  therefore  Hoyoverse  has  to  be  very  careful  with  the  way  in  which  they  give  us  diverse  representation  .

...  and  to  be  VERY  clear  ,  i  am  not  doing  this  because  i  hate/dislike  any  other  sexualities  .  myself  i  am  a  asexual  lesbian  and  i  have  seen  FAR  TOO  MUCH  LESBIAN  ERASURE  in  the  hoyo  communities  to  the  point  where  it  just  makes  me  sick  .  you  can  do  absolutely  anything  you  like  with  other  characters  ,  in  fact  i  welcome  seeing  more  diverse  LGBT+  representation  on  my  dash  .  i  do  not  have  any  issue  at  all  with  that  ,  i  just  really  believe  that  the  characters  who  are  heavily  implied  lesbians  should  stay  that  way  .

i   do   not   post   starter   calls       !!       the   best   way   to   interact   with   me   is   through   sending   in   unprompted   asks   or   something   from   my   askbox   tag   .   my   inbox   will   never   be   closed   and   there   is   no   limit   for   sending   things   .   continuing   asks   as   threads   is   the   best   way   to   get   to   writing   with   me   besides   plotting   something   out   . 

please   be   aware   that   this   blog   will   contain   not   safe   for   work   themes   that   include   ,   but   are   not   limited   to   …   sexual   themes   ;   bloody   violence   ;   gore   ;   manipulation   .   all   nsft   content   will   be   tagged   as   the   following   …   #suggestive   /       #nsft   / 

in   terms   of   law   ,   general   rules   apply   .   no   godmodding   ;   no   force   shipping   ;   no   killing   my   characters   ;   don't   be   an   awful   person   ;   make   sure   you   cut   your   posts   and   do   not   interact   if   you   are   any   of   the   following   …   racist   ;   zionist   ;   homophobic   ;   transphobic   ;   sexist   ;   ped*phile   or   write   any   kind   of   content   that   has   to   do   with   extreme   themes   such   as   r*pe   or   inc*st   .   any   of   these   things   will   get   you   hard   blocked   on   site   ,   along   with   harmful   dashboard   drama   .  also please do not follow me / interact with me if you ship feixiao x jiaoqui . since he met her when she was very much still a child and he watched her grow up , that ship just gives me the ick .

please   be   aware   that   this   blog   is   low   activity   as   i   do   run   other   blogs   .   my   other   blogs   are   as   follows   …   evelicious   ;   maremortus   ;   icerlyn   . 

top  pinned  image  made  by  the  lovely  AEONIX  ♡

[yxkushi]

GUIDELINES.

I no longer wish to get involved with the drama from 2019, including but not limited to the callout released on former friends and myself, and the group who made said callout. I genuinely want to move on from that whole situation, so if you try to bring it back you will be blocked, or just block me first if you don’t want to interact with me based on the drama.

Any muses that are from foreign media (re: most of them) will be based more off the localized/English versions of them. Some muses may have things incorporated from the original version, but that depends on what I think of the character.

Unless absolutely necessary for some muses, I will not godmod with your muse. And as common courtesy, I expect my partner to do the same in return. If your character is an asshole to mine, then don’t expect them to just be a doormat in return.

ANONYMOUS HATE/DRAMA IS NOT TOLERATED AND YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. I would like to stay as drama-free as possible, so do not bring me into your personal drama for any reason-you will be blocked for that as well.

Despite everything, I am generally a mild, kind person. However, if you take this as initiative to walk all over me, I will fight back in return.

I have no problem with duplicates; heck, I even enjoy having duplicate muses interact.

While I don’t enforce reblog karma, it is common courtesy to send in an inbox meme if you reblog one of those posts from me.

Do not interact with me if you follow “callout culture”. I don’t care who you are, or what someone else has done/what you perceive they have done, it’s straight up bullying. You endorse a movement that has literally almost ended lives before, even if you think you’re in the right. Just because you think you’re anonymous and impervious on the internet doesn’t mean your actions don’t have a real impact on the person behind the screen. Attempting to get me involved in callout culture will result in an instant hardblock.

There will most likely be “problematic” ships on this blog, due to the character of my muses and their source media. All I will do is tag these ships (when I do have tags for them), but as I said before, sending me or my ship partner hate for doing those ships will result in a block. Do not interact with me if you are an anti-shipper. “Anti-shipper/anti” meaning that you harass people for what they ship.

Due to personal experiences. I may be less inclined to discuss or do certain ships, so if you’re uncertain, please feel free to ask me about it.

Generally, I’m pretty ship-friendly and tend to ship just about everyone and everything. I will tag certain kinds of ships that involve risky content (like incest or noncon); however, it is up to you to make sure you don’t see that kind of content on your dash if you don’t like it/it triggers you.

I am very much open to multishipping or doubles shipping, but please don’t expect a ship to happen immediately after our muses meet.

I am a very, very slow writer sometimes, thanks to my own mental baggage clashing with my writing muse. Thus, how quickly I respond to threads or asks will vary, but you’re welcome to remind me if you want me to continue a thread. Please don’t be too demanding about it, though.

You don’t have to match my length/writing style or use icons when we write together. Admittedly, some threads with certain muses might be iconless on my end due to lack of art or images.

Please, please trim your posts/threads. It’s common courtesy for people who don’t want to see posts that are just lines upon lines, and if you are unable to do it, then I will cut our threads for you.

18+ material will be very rare on this blog, and on here in general. I almost exclusively write it on Discord these days, and only with people I trust and have gotten consent to write it with. I WILL ONLY GIVE OUT MY DISCORD TO CLOSE FRIENDS, OR IF I TRUST YOU ENOUGH.

I am open to writing darker themes, including (but not limited to) torture, violence and abuse, and rape-anything will be tagged accordingly. If you still want to follow me regardless, then don’t come complaining to me when it occurs.

Please tag any content regarding or having mentions of vomiting/emetophilia, animal death, and genital torture/mutilation, seeing as those are major squicks of mine. In return, you can come up to me to ask me to tag anything that squicks/triggers you.

penname: io age: 24 timezone: EST (UTC−04:00/05:00)

[lesbians4armand]

Hi ive just had a post of yours on my dash and I don't mean to be rude but think you may have had a misunderstanding about what proship means.

Proship simply means you are pro people being allowed to ship what they like (even if it makes you or others uncomfortable due to legality/morals) without them being subject to harassment about it because it is fiction and not about real people

hi! thank you for this ask as i can definitely see where you got this from.

I absolutely do understand the term “proship” being originally used to mean a freedom to ship fictional characters without censorship- of which i fully agree with! And while I do understand that, the way I used it in my previous post was in a much broader sense of how people often see the term now (as a defense the problematic content itself being acceptable, rather than the author’s freedom to write what they wish- dark or not)

Personally, I like to stay away from any discourse of this, and while wouldn’t align myself with a lot of people who use the term “proship”, I believe that fiction will stay fiction to an extent, and a more liberal view on shipping. I don’t think anyone should be harassed over fiction unless it is explicitly harming real people but I do try to avoid uncomfortable topics and that was the easiest terminology I could find to describe that.

This is a good opportunity to get my thoughts out on this heavily debated topic, and clear up a little of what I meant before.