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rickybaby · 6 months ago
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"We definitely have some pace in hand. I think the timesheets do not probably show the full picture for our performance today. I actually feel good being back here. It's nice to be driving an F1 around here again. Look, I say nice - not that I'm just here to drive and enjoy it, but it is definitely enjoyable. But yeah, happy with the work we've done today and as you've said, probably with some softs tomorrow, we can probably be fighting inside the top 10.
[On qualifying] Definitely, you know like within myself, I felt that I got into a better rhythm towards the end of the session. So, that'[On qualifying] Definitely, you know like within myself, I felt that I got into a better rhythm towards the end of the session. So, that's what today's for - building up towards the limit but I was happy with the last lap I did on the medium. All things considered, we're in a good place. So, now it's just finding a bit more in myself and putting the set-up together and probably merging both cars and making a beautiful sweet concoction of fast lap time goodness 😄😄.
Tomorrow is one of the coolest days in F1, like Saturday in Monaco is fun. I need to ... I'm kind of 'zenned' out. These sessions are late, like 5 pm ... 6. And then we go to engineering, so I'm a bit mentally drained. But yeah, I'm excited for tomorrow. I don't even know what time qualifying is. [Laura tells him 4 o'clock] Ah, still pretty late, but it's alright. Lucky we're owned by an energy drink company and we'll have plenty tomorrow. I'm excited to go full beans as you've said ... what did you say 'dancing on the limit'? Yeah, I'm looking forward to tomorrow."
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alivish · 5 months ago
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Tsukasa 5th Event Predictions/Wishlist
So, with Mafuyu's 5th event it marks the 85th character focus event, which means we are 3 away from the 88th which we all know is Tsukasa's number. Even though that's probably 2 to 3 months away, I decided that I have sone predictions and I want to ramble. These are my predictions but it's also kind of a wishlist, so take these predictions with a grain of salt.
1. Story
Firstly, what will the events story be?
Most of Tsukasa's stories have been about his struggles as an actor.
On the Stage of Dazzling Light had Tsukasa play a character that was the complete opposite of him.
Towards the Phoenix at the Sky's Edge had Tsukasa struggle to play Rio and face his inferiority.
A Story Where You Are the Star had Tsukasa play what amounts to a background character as if they were a real person.
3/4 of his events revolve around his capability as an actor. I could see this trend continuing, possibly with film or television acting because Rui's 4th event did explore the film industry.
But that would make 4/5 of Tsukasa's event about his capability as an actor and while that is what his 5th event is probably going to be about I want something a bit different.
Wonderlands x Showtime disbandment Tsukasa POV.
Project Sekai has been kind of dancing around WxS disbandment, they've made Rui and Emu events about it, but they've never had the characters talk about when it's going to happen. I want Tsukasa's 5th event to be when they finally confront it and talk about disbanding.
The only issue with this is that I think it might be a bit too early for this cause they might want to stretch it out for a bit longer, but on the other hand their third years and world link has happened so this might be the perfect time to start the disbandment arc.
In this theoretical event, someone could tell Tsukasa that in order to achieve his goal of stardom WxS is going to have to disband or he gets an offer to join an actual theatre troupe once he graduates but there's no guarantee that WxS will be with them. The important thing is something or someone is going to force Tsukasa to think about leaving WxS.
And he thinks about it, WxS is trying so hard to stick together, they've even become freelance to extend their time together, but at what point does staying together stop them from achieving their dreams?
Tsukasa, Nene, and Rui have to leave WxS, insisting on staying together is going to limit their prospects as actor and director.
He doesn't talk to WxS cause Tsukasa doesn't really talk about his problems, they're probably preparing for a show of some sort and Tsukasa realizes how much he doesn't want WxS to disband.
At some point he'll go to the Wonderland SEKAI alone and talk to the virtual singers and then he'll finally admit that he has to leave WxS.
This time unlike in other WxS disbandment events Tsukasa will actually talk to WxS about it and say he's leaving, probably like once he graduates or something.
He tells them he doesn't want it to end either, but it's best for all of them to achieve their dreams. He says that they all know that the day will come when it'll all end and instead of fearing it and pretending that it won't come, they should enjoy every moment of it that's left and move forward with a smile on their face.
It ties in really well to a line in Fillament Fever, "There's no more fear for the unforseeable tomorrow."
Plus it'll lead to Nene and Rui's events very well, with Rui dealing with the fact that WxS will have to actually come to an end instead of being able to just push it off and Nene having to deal with that while also dealing with the fact that Tsukasa seems to be moving much faster than she is.
Again, this might be too early for them to actually talk about disbanding, but this is also a wishlist for a reason.
2. Cards
I want a lim Tsukasa focus and I do think there's a possibility that it'll happen.
June will have Colorfes so it'll be a mixed lim.
July has L/n World Link, the 86th character focus, and a mixed lim.
August has the Virtual Singer World Link, the 87th character focus, and the 88th character focus.
The only character focus lim we've had this year was An back in April, so getting another one on August isn't too out there.
However July and August are just guesses, for all I know they could make the 87th character focus a lim on July or have another mixed lim on August. It's all just speculation.
But I'll be talking about this as if we're getting a lim set.
Firstly, I want this sets theme to be the end of the world, because it marks the beginning of the end.
Something like an overgown city would be nice, one that's been abandoned to the point that nature has reclaimed it.
4 Stars: Tsukasa, Emu, Rui
3 Star: Nene
2 Star: Virtual Singer
Tsukasa has 6 lim hairstyles, while Emu and Rui only have 5. Minori has 7 so it's certainly possible.
Well anyway I those 3 as the 4 star is because it's Tsukasa's event and Emu and Rui have had events dealing with WxS breaking up while Nene has not.
I'm just going to describe the 4 star cards vaguely just to get the idea out there.
Rui's trained card would have an expression similar to the one in his 3rd focus event but more emotional is the best way I could describe it. He'd look more hesistant, conflicted, and generally unhappy at the end of the world, but also with a hint of longing for a time long gone.
Emu would have a wistful smile, she's accepted what's happened but she also yearns for the past.
Tsukasa would look content, he has a look of acceptance on his face that the world has ended. The best way I can describe it is that he's found a reason to smile at the end of the world.
Also I imagine this cardset will take place at night, so it'll be mostly dark except for like some sort of fire lighting them up.
3. Producer
So I'm a pretty casual vocaloid fan, I know all the popular producer but not that much of the less mainstream ones. But here are 3 producers that I think could be asked to make Tsukasa 5th commision.
1. Hachi
This isn't going to happen. I do not think that the PJSK team could get Kenshi Yonezu, Japan's most popular singer, to commision a song for them and if they did it'd probably be an anniversary song or a VBS commision, but a man can dream and I think Hachi could make a banger Tsukasa commision.
2. Wotaku
Wotaku is definitely going to make a commision song at some point, it's just a matter of when and for who. Most likely N25 or VBS, but since this theoretical event is WxS disbandment and the card set is based on the end of the world I feel like it could fit. Also Wotaku makes some pretty jazzy songs and as of recent Tsukasa's commisions have been leaning that way.
3. KANON69
PJSK GIVE ME A KANON69 COMMISION ALREADY!
I like KANON69 and they're popular enough and have been around long enough to be offered to make a commision song, so I want it to happen. KANON69's jazz is immaculate and is a perfect fit for WxS, they can make both whimsical songs and songs with a somewhat sinister undertone, they can do both in one song. Anyway KANON69 is an amazing producer and I could be wrong about everything here, but if KANON69 is commision for Tsukasa's 5th event I will be happy.
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94erz · 8 months ago
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HOTS episode 5 is so fucking good, SO GOOD! I cannot believe tomorrow is the last episode...
Seeing him so confident at the start in a style he knows and is comfortable with was so attractive, he was actually giddy to start and get out and dance. But then he started to practice with Link and I think that's where Hoseok shines the absolute brightest in this documentary as a student. Even though he IS good at hip-hop, and was the most confident, once he started to learn something new and couldn't pull it off immediately his attitude changed and his honesty about being frustrated is so relatable, but like Link said Hoseok loves the challenge and he'll keep going until he nails it. And boy did he by the end, the What If.. performance was so fucking cool!
Other moments I loved included him and Kin shopping and falling in love with all the cute bear outfits, buying matching hoodies like best friends LOL how honest Hoseok was in saying that he's limited and how he has to do what he can with what he's given (huge side eye in certain directions...) and Kin being like ''but that's normal, right? You're used to that.'' (even harder side eye) showcasing to me how fucking hard he works regardless of the barriers in front of him, he's so fucking admirable. Also there's this pan over to the side crowd during the What If.. performance and some lady is also busting a move which perfectly highlights something Hoseok said about how good music will inspire good dance, but also that seeing other people dance and express joy will naturally reach others who will join you! Which is what Link talked about in his story about why he dances, about how it's about connecting with happiness. Like uhg, seriously, if people aren't watching this documentary they are highly, highly missing out on some really good content.
Lastly, Hoseok literally saying that as long as he's capable, he wants to keep dancing. Which felt good given me and an anon said the same thing last week about busting the myth that dance has a limit, when the only thing that can really hold you back from it is your mentality toward it and your physical ability.
I'm not ready for tomorrow, seriously gonna cry about it...I really do hope he makes more episodes eventually, I'm more than willing to wait for Vol. 2 however long it may take!
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garbagefarm · 6 months ago
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Garbage Farm #54
2024-05-25, session #54 of Garbage Farm! Spanning Spring 18 through Spring 25 of Year 5!
cast:
me ( @mothmute )
E.B. ( @blueherin )
Kimi ( @2kimi2furious )
Highlight include, but are not limited to the following:
Spring 18:
neglect due to desertfest catching up with me, billion zillion animal products to process
E.B. worried about the wine and took care of it. I have no idea what she did, it'll be a surprise
Caught the Legend!! One fish closer to defeating the ocean in its entirety!
Kimi spends all day killing things, barely makes it to bed
Spring 19:
Mail pizza, classic
E.B.'s real husband glances over and notices that Qi beans look kinda like ... well, you know.
Kimi is tired of the mines, long to return to artisanal cheeses
Spring 20:
We're all so tired of the damned beans!
We somehow missed some weeds, which damaged ... something?
Kimi receives another mail bomb from Kent
KIMI GETS MAX COMBAT (not really, but we were hopeful)
I fill my attic with garden pots. Pineapple Attic is underway!
Spring 21:
Kimi was looking forward to berating the ducks, before realizing she only got level 9. Whoops!
Emily sent sea urchins to Kimi and EB, but not me. (I almost feel bad for what we'll do to her someday.)
Bought a bunch of books!
Remembered to go give a mango to Leo
Spring 22:
Season's almost over...
OKAY FOR REALLY REAL Kimi hits level 10 combat!
so many beanss......
EB dies! Harvey doesn't have to know! “he performed emergency surgery on me” He doesn't have to know!!
Cheese money!
(Kimi picks Brute)
Spring 23:
Harvey asks EB if she'll dance with him tomorrow
Elliott just assumes, says he looks forward to dancing with me
Alex is doing pushups so he'll look good at the dance
With the animals returned to Kimi's custody, I take a trip to the Volcano and manage to get enough experience to claim Mining Mastery
EB and I both die; I was on my doorstep.
Spring 24:
It's the day of the flower dance, and we're almost out of time for beans...
After a quick chat, we make a decision: no dancing, we bean.
We spend all day planting beans!
I barely miss bedtime, due to the beans.
Spring 25?:
Non-canon day!
We bomb the beans.
The ducks, too.
I think we'll barely manage to get enough beans in the bin
EB beanlieves in us.
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TO-DO:
The beans!!
I want another fish pond
Still need gold and iridium for the crystalarium shed
Storage shed could still use refinement
I'm currently at 3/5 masteries
(EB's turn to finish getting level 10 combat)
always need to do more skulls, alas
That raccoon needs his fish!!
Gotta introduce everybody to the Statue of the Dwarf King
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kaluawoo · 5 years ago
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... I just realized that writing a Pokémon AU for GX also means I have to find names for the Pokémon the characters catch. Which wouldn’t in itself be bad, but said names also need to fit the characters.
#I mean Johan just get to use gem stones#I could make Johan's team really easy for me and just use Pokémon to suit his gem beasts but that'd be... Too easy lmao#I mean yes some characters get Pokémon that are vaguely similar to their favorite cards#But I can't do that with all of them anyway bc there's e.g. not too many dance/ballet/ice skating themed Pokémon for Asuka etc#So doing it with Johan would feel like cheating on my end. Idk yet what exactly he'll get tho#For Judai's team I could try and come up with superhero names#But the rest...#I also need to think about Asuka's and Fubuki's teams#Cause somehow all my first ideas are Pokémon I'd wanna put in *both* their teams but like... No#One Pokémon that mirrors the other sibling's. Maybe two. But that's the limit ashdjkhl#They're pretty close tho especially before Fubuki's disappearance so having some similar Pokémon would make sense...#Maybe they both got a Fennekin from their parents#And both caught a Ralts (though Fubuki's would end up Gardevoir and Asuka's a Gallade)#Buuut idk yet.#I do know for sure though that Jun *needs* a Pyukumuku#I though about giving him a Snom too...#But then I'd be too tempted to put in a Pincurchin as well asdhlkjhkl#(Don't mind me I'm just distracting myself a bit bc I don't really wanna think about my exam tomorrow <.<)#(Why is the hardest exam first. I could use a couple more days to study. But oh well.)#(Doesn't help that it's my 2nd try)#(And like. I *have* a 3rd try but I'd rather not have to use it)#(Bc if I fail *that* I'm out. Like. ''Go away you can't study Media Informatics anymore.'')#(Unless I *leave Germany completely*. I mean it depends a bit but usually it means I'd have to study something else.)#(And I have my internship next sem so. Can't visit the lectures so I wouldn't know if the prof changes something)#(Or if it's a completely different prof then with different focus.)#(So like no pressure! :) It's just several years of studying on the line! :) )#(Like I could study normal Computer Science but then I'd have to figure out which subjects's credits I can use etc)#(And depending on the circumstances they might not be all that many)
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sagau-my-beloved · 2 years ago
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If you’re comfortable with this, Venti when reader is drunk?
Venti with drunk reader headcanons:
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Yep totally comfortable, I can't exactly deny the fact that I have a little bit of experience on this topic either—
Warnings: mentions of alcohol, vague mentions of drugging alcohol in one part, Venti being clingy as hell
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• Thinks you are the cutest thing ever
• Especially if you're super clingy when drunk, the type to want to be as close to him as possible
• Will match the energy, that's a warning
• There's almost no situation in which you're drunk that he hasn't also been drinking, it's just not gonna happen
• His clingy meter also gets a noticeable boost when drunk, so, all I'm saying is, you might get kicked out, if you can't seem to keep your hands to yourself that is
• If you're the type to get super giggly when drunk then he's gonna be cracking jokes like no tomorrow, anything to hear you laugh
• If you're more of an emotional drunk then it's 'hugs for 10 minutes straight' time
• Will totally comfort you and just go on endlessly about how much he loves you and how amazing you are
• (Would lowkey like if you were an emotional drunk because he feels like he never gets the opportunity to comfort and reassure you, and he just wants to so badly all the time)
• Definitely gets a bit more protective no matter what though, you're in such a vulnerable state and all
• Glares at anyone who comes over and tries to make small talk, they're obviously just trying to take advantage of your intoxicated state, and he won't have it
• Quick to loudly talks over the person, emphasizing the fact that you're under his protection
• "Oh sorry, didn't even notice you there. Need something? We're kiiiinda busy over here." Venti practically giggles out, clinging tighter to you for added effect
• If you actually decide to go hangout with another person he's going to be pretty desperate to get you back as quick as possible
• "Nooo, I'm so lonely over here." Venti whines, playfully pulling on your arm, "You've been gone soooo long. Could I entice you back over with a song~?"
• You're gonna be sharing drinks, it's inevitable, him stealing a few sips of yours and you taking a big swig of his as payback
• (One of the secret reasons he does it is because he can basically always tell if it's been tampered with, drugged or what have you, and those things don't really effect his body anyway, but he'd never tell you any of that to avoid worrying you)
• Tries to keep an eye on exactly how much you've been drinking, has a pretty good idea of what your limit is through past observation and will be very aware of how far you are from it at all times
• He could never tell you to flat out stop, because that would make him a hypocrite, buy he doubts you'd notice if he took a few more sips out of your drink than normal, finishing it off a little quicker than you might have liked
• It's a win win for him, you're not going to absolutely hate yourself in the morning and he gets more alcohol
• If you're a naturally shy person, Venti will probably try to encourage you to be a bit more outgoing
• He would really like a duet partner, and how could he pass up the opportunity to dance with you
• "You know I really am due for another song, maybe you'd do me the honor of joining me this time? Your voice is just so lovely you know~" Venti practically sings while smiling, reaching out a hand to take yours.
• When you do finally get kicked out, for one reason or another, you'll probably head back to your place together
• He'll insist on carrying you, even if you were mostly sober, then will get all sad when you decline
• Quick to scoop you up and pepper your face with kisses while giggling if you do break down and let him
• When you get back to your house you'll probably both sit outside for a bit, talking about everything and nothing
• Solving all the world's problems, one shot at a time
• (he always just has spare alcohol around, you'll be all sad that you didn't get your fill at the tavern and he'll just pull a cheap bottle of wine out of the closest bush)
• One of you is going to be carrying the other one to bed by the end of it, or there's a small chance that you both might pass out on top of each other outside your door
• If you do both managed to get to bed, he wants to be as close to you as humanly possible, still high on that floaty feeling
• Absolutely devastated if you choose to go sleep somewhere without him, like the couch
• Will beg and plead and whine for you to stay
• If you're dead set on it, he's going to follow you out there and just collapsed on top of you, on the couch
• At that point, you'll have to choose to either go with it or push him to the floor
• And no matter how many times you push him to the floor, he will continue to get back up to where you are anyway
• Really he's just a great drinking buddy, would recommend
• Also I personally headcanon that he doesn't get hungover often, mainly because he can't actually afford the amount of alcohol it takes to get him that drunk, and also because Archon and all that
• So what that means is he's going to be really attentive towards you the morning after
• I'm talking the whole nine yards here, breakfast and a big glass of water with whatever available meds there are, will cover the windows to avoid too much light
• Though you might have to occasionally remind him to quiet down slightly
• How he manages to be so energetic after a night of heavy drinking will forever elude you
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katsukikitten · 4 years ago
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Part 5
For once in your life, your eyes slowly open, only having been disturbed by warm morning sunlight. The soft comforter trapping your body heat and essentially you, as it pinned you to the soft mattress. You snuggle deeper into the sheets, breathing in the smell of clean linen and caramel.
Wait. Caramel?
With a jolt you jump from the bed, eyes wide as you look for the source of the scent. Patting down your jeans and shirt for at least one knife. You hardly remember what happened after dinner with his family. You remember booze, light conversation while feeling warm and floaty. Oh shit what was that passive that activated again? Rest assured?
"Info on rest assured." You grumble, voice soft from disuse. Your quirk happily pulls up a little informational box that you can see. Too sleepy to make the box private as it reads aloud to you.
"PASSIVE BUFF REST ASSURED. A newly unlocked buff that increases sleep quality and can only be activated around trusted individuals and safe places. Would you like a list?"
You stare at the question box with a flashing yes or no before you point with the tip of your knife to yes.
"Currently there is only one thing listed. Type : Individual Name: Bakugou Ka…."
"Oi." Someone calls from the front door of the apartment as you dismiss the information with a wave of your hand. He discards his boots at the door before making his way to his bedroom.
"You talking to yourself dumbass?" He says, blocking your only exit by leaning on the door jamb. He holds an iced coffee towards you, his eyes sharp as he adds.
"We need to talk about your file."
Crossing his arms you ignore his offer of iced appeasement, he sets it on the low dresser as you speak.
"It's not up for discussion."
"I'm your boss, I deserve to know."
"What you deserve to know is what's in that file. My whole life doesn't fit into a manila fucking folder. Quit asking questions."
"I'll ask what I want." He growls, "Because it's suspicious that you have this unbelievably complex quirk and yet I'm sure your top skills have nothing to do with stealing."
"If you're that concerned then ask the director of the program. I'm not the only secret 'reform'." You throw your hands into the air is exasperation
"He showed up dead shortly after you were inducted. Plus no one has any real record of what you've done. Not a single thing listed on what you've stolen."
"Talk to Deku then, he's next in line for that program, he ain't dead."
"He said he doesn't remember approving your file." He bites back and before you can retort strong fingers wrap around your wrist. His calloused pads brush over the cool metal of your bracelet.
"RECOGNIZED, BAKUGOU KATSUKI : NEW LIMITED ACCESS GRANTED. 1. Health and Condition status, upon request 2. Top five skills 3. Buffs that would benefit Bakugou Katuski. 4. Pending buffs to be activated by host. Please state a number."
"Two." "Cancel!" You try to shout over him but he beats you to it. The bracelet opens up a little box displaying your top five skills as of late.
"Stab resistance, poison resistance, what would a thief need those for? Stealth is number three and slight of hand is number five. Shit don't add up Princess." He glares while your nostrils flare, ripping your wrist away from his grip.
"You're really fucking pushing it…" He takes a step towards you while you step back as if it were part of a dance as you try so hard to keep your wrath in check.
"Am I? Like I said, shit ain't adding up. You have this bracelet that still has limited information to your quirk, support knows nothing of the recordings or god damn blocks you've placed on it and lastly…" Your knees hit the back of the back of the bed causing you to sit on the mattress. His rough palms come to lie flat against the fabric next to your thighs as he leans in. You fight to shrink back.
"Lastly, I deserve to know how an unnamed woman, who obviously knew you, turns up dead moments after I arrive on scene and then her body is gone in a matter of minutes. She poisoned you with a complex concoction that the lab in the agency has yet to figure out the formula to it and yet you knew the fucking antidote? What did you really do?"
Rage boils in your blood as you stare into his vermilion eyes. Like flipping a switch you turn ice cold, your breath mingles with his.
PASSIVE BUFF SHARP TONGUE ACTIVATED INSULTS DEALT WILL HAVE 39% MORE STING.
"You know what's funny? You don't see me asking how you became a manager with your shitty attitude. Nor do you see me asking how you manipulated and gaslit your way to the number one spot." You press your cheek against his as your lips graze his ear, "And you sure as hell don't see me asking how you're considered a hero at all after you told Izuku to kill himself in middle school."
The scars in his chest and stomach roar to life, demanding attention as his shirt scrapes against the sensitive skin. He takes a step back as if struck while the room begins to smell of smokey spiced caramel. His bones groan as his knuckles bloom white.
You smile as you stand, collecting your bag and the jacket he lent. Even grabbing the iced coffee he got you. Because why let it go to waste?
Cruelty slips onto your shoulders as nicely as his borrowed jacket while you pause at his bedroom door wanting nothing more than to leave him with terrible thoughts.
"Did you ever even apologize for that?"
Silence is your answer as you chuckle to yourself.
"Didn't think so."
You leave him with those nasty thoughts. Long gone as he still pants, pain shooting through his gut and lungs as it did all those fucking years ago.
As he moved without a second thought and placed himself in front of a stupid, dopey mop top boy who tried to hold up the weight of the world by himself.
With a guttural growl he looks over his destroyed room, as if a bomb went off.
He reaches for his phone dialing the number he never bothered to save.
"Meet me at our usual when you get off your stupid fucking shift. I know you've forgotten to eat you useless hero." The other line chimes in with a deep laugh as he adds.
"Okay Kaachan. I'll be there."
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Izuku doesn't get invited out often and especially not by Bakugou. So the emerald haired boy decides to keep an eye on his oldest friend. Silently watching and not glancing too long as hot head huffs and puffs, taking another shot. The ash blonde's favorite spicy ramen goes untouched as the large man across from him slurps up his fourth bowl, covered in sweat and dirt from the day's work.
"You better get my fucking money's worth of this endless ramen bowl shit." He bites, slamming down another shot, fingers subconsciously finding the old scar on his chest. The action does not go unnoticed by his more docile friend. Izuku thanks the waiter as he starts on his fifth bowl.
"I'm starting to think you're mad about more than the endless ramen you ordered me." Bright emerald meet dark garnet eyes that glare, Bakugou's cheeks burn in his buzz.
"Fuck you. Nothin's wrong." Another deadly shot.
"That's your seventh. Kaachan you can't fool me. Your body language gives it away." Bakugou follows Izuku's eyes to his fingers. Quickly he removes his calloused pads from the divot. Angrily staring at the wall like a child who's been caught.
"Fuck you." He murmurs, silence settles over the pair in the far back corner of the restaurant. Bakugou's eyes glance over to Izuku who continues to eat, crimson bore into the scars on his arms from where the dumbass had broken them time and time again. His scars burn with your words, with the memory of what he's said in the past.
Too cruel and for what?
"You know I'm-" Bakugou starts but Izuku holds up a hand, wanting to spare his friend.
"I know, you've shown me everyday, even before you jumped in front of me, Kaachan. I've always known." He leaves it at that, in his heart he knows that Bakugou is sorry. He's seen it in every action since their first year at UA, he doesn't need to hear him say it.
What good are words when actions spoke louder?
"So what's bothering you? Worried over someone? You're dating Rogue now right?" Izuku asks, holding his chopsticks at a point while Bakugou takes another shot.
"Her file is what's bothering me. Deku, she doesn't have a fucking thing of her past. Not to mention you don't even remember signing off on her. Real responsible." Bakugou watches with a dull snarl as Izuku goes back to slurping his noodles.
"Ka...Kaachan." Izuku chokes, "Not fair. They put a lot of your desk too and I bet you don't remember half of it."
"I'd remember something like that. Just makes it that much more suspicious. Probably foraged by someone but the question is who…." Katsuki sets his head in his hand, staring at his orange broth.
"Well, did you ask her yourself?" Bakugou scoffs in response.
"Yea, and it didn't fucking turn out well." His finger finds his stomach this time, the ghastly white crater suddenly irritated by the fabric of his shirt. Izuku stops eating, he isn't stupid and easily connects the dots. The soft man thinks back a decade of his friend is the worst condition but more worried about him.
"Kaachan…" Deep jade eyes water a bit but Bakugou puts up a hand
"Don't." He barks, sighing.
"So you must really care about her if whatever she said affected you that much. You weren't even bothered when they were trying to 'cancel' you." Izuku taps Bakugou's bowl with his chopsticks, silently begging the blonde to eat. Hopping he'll take at least a bite to soak up some of that alcohol. Reluctantly deadly fingers pick up the sticks, gathering ramen between them but still undecided if he should eat.
His silence is answer enough for Izuku.
"I know my agency started the program. I'll look into it some more tomorrow. I'll be mostly office duty since I have so much paperwork anyway. But even if her past is dark Katsuki, what are you going to do? She may not have had any say in the matter, she doesn't give me that evil vibe."
Bakugou thinks back to you. How you fight, how you hold yourself.
How cute you were sleeping on his shoulder before he eased you onto his lap. How softly you snored in his bed. His stomach twists, Izuku's words and yours floating around his head.
"I guess I'll decide once I have more answers." With that the blonde decides to bring the spicy noodles to his lips.
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