#and i haven't talked much about my experience with it cause it's just... fine? ok? some parts are pretty good and some are really boring
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I'm not too bothered by G'raha being mostly absent from the post-EW MSQ because he's had a lot of spotlight since ShB and I was fully expecting him to be benched sooner or later. But to have an entire storyline on how to travel to another shard and excluding the one and only character who has canonically succeeded sure is... a writing choice that they made.
#i've only been playing the msq sporadically bc irl has been a lot lately#and i haven't talked much about my experience with it cause it's just... fine? ok? some parts are pretty good and some are really boring#honestly there's not much to say so i'm holding my judgement till i finish it#but this part i'm going through rn kinda had me 🤨#mai plays ffxiv#endwalker spoilers
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Yeah I just. Help me out with this. I guess a big part of what meant by that "I'm afraid I'm already dead" post is like... I have this feeling that the last few years have waged this multi-pronged assault on my whole... everything. Like my sense of identity and my values and stuff. Just like, it's hard to explain. But I feel like there's been no aspect of myself or my life that I haven't had to defend since 2020, defend from... often totally causally-disconnected seeming onslaughts.
And like, what confuses me so much about this is I never felt this way before. Like, I always felt basically confident, you know, yeah sometimes something doesn't go right here or there but I never felt like the world was sort of... coming at me. So I really struggle to understand this sudden shift. I struggle to understand why it's like this now.
And I feel really like I just can't live this way. Uh. At some level life should be good, you know, and if it's not good you should be able to pinpoint some cause or explanation. "Well, I would be fine if it weren't for X". Like I know people talk about "no, everybody wants that but it's not that simple, blah blah", except like, that doesn't line up with my experience. As I've said before, I'm not depressed or pessimistic dispositionally. Before 2020 things really did feel, you know, basically ok. There were challenges of course, because that's always true of life, but they all felt surmountable. It's hard to articulate the difference. Things just didn't feel so... dire as they feel to me now. I never expected my own life to feel dire.
And, materially, not a whole lot is different for me! Some things are different, and yeah, that's part of it, but like.
I don't know. Like I said, it just feels like there's nothing I can turn to that's safe, nothing that I value about myself or my life that feels not-under-threat. And I just don't understand. Is it me? I mean, some of it is definitely psychological, while other parts are concrete things I can pinpoint in the external world. But even the psychological stuff is like... my experience has always been that my psychological state is in large part of function of my circumstances. But I don't know which circumstances are causing which psychological disruptions!
Uh.
I just feel like. What is the thing? What is the thing that I need to be looking into, trying to remedy, in order to reverse this massive sea-change in my felt experience of the world? Why does everything feel so dire and precarious now, when never in my life had I felt that way before a few years ago?
One thing I can say is that it's not world events. Uh. I don't really get emotionally effected by that kind of thing, and if I start to I just close the news website or whatever. It is certainly something immediate to my personal life. Not necessarily causally divorced from larger events (I mean, obviously the year of isolation due to the pandemic is a central factor in all this), but just like. I just want to, uh, know what the fuck to even try to do. I feel so shit.
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Moving right along. Episode 5
Sad guy is sad and is hallucinating the weirdo.
wait what happened with the teacher and the voice that I assumed was the rival? did I miss something. Did they? oh well
Ok what was that? was that suppose to have come out of his mouth? Cause his mouth didn't move. not even a little. But it seems like what comes after is a continuation.
ok. weirdo apologized but that doesn't seem to help. this is some very weak conflict even by bl standards.
sad boys montage. And I'm not an expert but this song is really not doing it for me. it's not good. Seriously, not even the music? I am in pain.
The guy is sick. Of course weirdo found the guy's house and shows up. At least he brought food. And of course he just walks in.
Ok. I haven't mentioned until now but what is it with this lip tint? It was obviously put in post and it does not look good.
Obligatory messy eater moment. So of course he needs to be fed. And hugged. Did they just make up?
Rival in the house. And he also brought porridge. This isn't awkward at all.
Great moment for weirdo to confess and then run away. And it's the rival's turn. The guy is popular today.
oh the guy thinks he's bad luck for other people. that's sad.
He needs to choose. He chooses weirdo. Every pot or whatever it is.
Ok this time weirdo asks for the kiss. This is improvement.
Episode 6 - oh it's the last one. let's get it over with.
flashback time. I literally just saw this.it's been 10 seconds.
Ok, that was a good kiss. And a long one for kbl.
We're back at the weirdly lit coffee shop. Oh wait I recognize this dude. Isn't he from a strongberry short? which one? I need to look this up later.
Ok. the guy got the job at the coffee shop.that cake looks good. is that cheesecake? it looks like it. like blueberry cheesecake. and now I want blueberries. preferably on top of cheesecake.
More kisses and the sound effects are back. also the silent comedy music. How much longer? wait is the weirdo also working there?
OMG. WHAT WAS THAT VOICE? THIS WAS THE CRINGE TO END ALL CRINGE. Ok, it turns out that they are both weirdos and they are perfect together. I'm sorry but this bit of dialogue needs to be shared.
the guy : today was tough huh? the weirdo: It's very different from when I was a costumer.
Was it? that's so weird. It's just going from one side of the counter to the other. I mean how different can it really be. 🤦♀️
Oh the kbl classic. Boy sleeps on table with one hand under his head and arm stretched.
Another good kiss. oh he was just helping his boyfriend but now he got the job.
Hug from behind my beloved.
They're missing an ingredient and one of them has to go get it. I'm having MODC flashbacks.
of course weirdo wouldn't let him go alone.
What's with the sudden tension, is that the rival? can't be.
AND THAT'S WHERE IT ENDS???? WTF? Is that it? ok, then...
Final thoughts
Strongberry we need to talk. I forgave that whole 20 minute short split in 3 parts. Mostly because those 20 minutes were at least well shot and well acted. And because we've been together for quite a few of these and there was a certain level of trust between us. I'm afraid going forward that will no longer be the case. Of course I'll keep my eyes open and if you decide to drop by I still wanna see you, but it's not the same. I have been burned too many times in this bl world and sadly I need to protect myself from future disappointment. So consider this an adjustment of expectations. I'm getting really good at these so don't worry about me. I'll be fine. I wish you well on all your future endeavours.
If anyone has made it through all that, I thank you. posting these made the whole experience a bit better. also I did not spellcheck or look over anything so sorry if there are mistakes. 💜💜💜
Edit: previous posts in the series if anyone is interested. E1 E2 E3&4
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GranEssex Chronicles: Chapter 18 - The Turnabout
The day after the tournament concluded, Meta and Fettuccine were ready to head out on their journey to prove the innocence of the kind doctor Erhard. Currently he was being seen off by Kurabe, who was simultaneously sad and proud about him leaving.
"Meta, not that I don't trust you to, but please be safe on your trip. And please call me twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening, ok?"
"Sensei, I'll be fine. Besides Mercury's coming with us, isn't she? You don't need to worry about me."
"I may not need to, but I still will. I worry about everyone under my command."
"I know, but still. I'll be fine."
"You still need to call me regardless. I can't help with the case if you don't keep me updated."
"But Mercury can do that, can't she?"
His mentor gave a huff. "Well, I'm sorry I'm that replaceable to you!"
"Sensei, that's not what I meant." He replied, only to see her laugh.
"I know, I'm just teasing you. I know that you'll never stop caring for me, just as I'll never stop caring for you. Seriously though Meta, there is a reason I want you to be the one to call me."
He tilted his head in questioning. "What is it?"
"Training. You don't have much experience giving progress reports. While admittedly boring, it's still an important thing to be good at."
He let out a groan. "I know, I know. Trust me, Meta, I wouldn't have you bother with it if it wasn't important."
"I understand, sensei."
"Good. I don't need to worry about you, at least in terms of combat. But you will encounter some people who like... to play mind games. I haven't fully prepared you for that, so be careful."
For some reason, that made Meta grow concerned. "What do you mean?"
"The legal division, they tend to talk a lot. They also tend to find weaknesses in a person. They will try to mess with you, get you to say what they want to hear without you even realizing it. My advice, stay close to Fettuccine, let her deal with them. Don't let yourself get in a situation where you are alone."
"But shouldn't I worry about her as well?"
"No, she's prepared to deal with those people. It's practically apart of her job."
"Ok..." Meta slightly frowned. Hearing that gave him a feeling of helplessness and he disliked that.
"But. Don't think you'll be useless. I know you, Meta, you're very sharp, good at reading people. Besides, there's some situations that need a bit of...muscle to solve."
"Like what? Won't this just be speaking? You know I'm not good with speaking!" By his tone, his mentor could tell he was upset by this.
"Meta, some people refuse to talk and when that happens." The air around suddenly became cold and her eyes hardened. "You need to make them feel fear, then they will talk."
"But I'm not good as you with that!"
"Oh, my sweet Meta, you don't give yourself enough credit. And don't compare yourself to me, that's really not fair to you. You have the talent, or are you forgetting the time you made someone faint from fear just by glaring at them?"
"...did that happen? Or was that because you were with me?"
"Stop that, you're doubting yourself again. And no, I wasn't with you when that happened. I walked in after you caused him to faint. That was all you."
"Could you blame me after I was told I would be mostly useless?"
"Meta, when did I say you would be useless? Like did I actually say that or are you just giving up before you even get started?"
"You didn't say it, but you implied it!"
"No, I implied that it would be difficult on you, but not impossible. I have faith in you, don't think for a second that I don't." She then flicked him on the forehead. "I even specifically said that you wouldn't be useless. If a fight arises, you will be the only one who can protect Fettuccine. You have decent detective skills. And most importantly, you are a pillar."
"...A what?"
"A pillar. Meta, Fettuccine needs you. She'll need your support, otherwise she'll crack under the pressure. Unfortunately, maybe even shatter if it gets that's stressful for her. She has complete trust in you, so it's up to you to keep her calm. You're the only one who can."
Meta was silent as if he was skeptical.
"Why are you so skeptical? You have arguably the most important job because of that."
"But what about Mercury?"
"Fettuccine doesn't know Mercury. Her trust for her is only that of associates, nothing more. You, however, are close friends. She trusts you enough to tell you about her goal, something very few people knew about. Hell, all the progress she's made recently is because of your assistance. Your presence. Not Mercury, not me, but you." Kurabe gave another sigh. "I hope that you understand how important your role is on this mission now."
"...So even if I'm not as smart as her, I'm still just as useful to her regardless? Is that what you mean?"
"Of course. Again, your job is protecting her and giving her support!"
Meta nodded, feeling more confident, but also scared. Not for himself, however... "...Will she really shatter without my encouragement?" He then paused before continuing. "...as in her core?"
Kurabe gave him a sad look. "Yes. It's rare and unlikely to happen, but a Limet's core can shatter from stress. That's why you are so important. You need to protect her, both in mind and in body."
"...I can imagine this would be a situation where that could happen..."
"Exactly. That's why you have arguably the most important job. You are a guardian and I know you can keep her safe. I have complete faith in you. She has complete faith in you."
"...thank you, sensei."
"No need to thank me, Meta. Just do your best, that's all I ask of you."
He nodded in understanding.
"Do you have any more questions?"
"No, I think I'll be fine now, sensei."
Kurabe gave a smile. "Good." She then gently patted his back. "Now you better get going."
"Ok!" He nodded happily. "I'll make you proud, sensei."
"You always do."
The youth only smiled at those words.
"Now go, Meta, be the guardian I know you are."
"I will, sensei!"
Kurabe smiled. "Now, go!"
Meta nodded and ran off.
"...He's growing up at an impressive rate, isn't he Mercury?" She asked, seeing the silvery woman step out from behind a corner.
"Yeah, he is. I assume that's why you didn't hug him?"
"Somewhat. Besides, I'll just hug him when he gets back. I have a feeling he will want one."
"And what makes you think that?"
"All the political bull crap. I'd be surprised if he didn't have a splitting migraine by the end of it."
"Yeah, good point. He already hates that stuff, so it'll probably get even worse..."
"Exactly. So, I'm sure by then he'll need a hug."
Mercury chuckled. "Yeah. Besides, I'm sure Fettuccine will make up for whatever hugs he'll be missing before then."
"Right. I sincerely doubt the two will get into much trouble, but keep a good eye on them, sis."
"Oh, Meta's completely oblivious to that stuff, so it won't be a problem. But I will anyway." The silver woman replied with a smile.
"Oh, he's not... yeah, he is that oblivious, isn't he."
"Yes."
Kurabe chuckled at the blunt response. "Regardless, keep an eye on them. Not for anything dirty, but just in case they, or rather, Meta needs your support."
"I will. You can count on me."
"I know. Now you better get moving as well. Don't want to keep them waiting."
Mercury gave a nod and walked off with her baggage in hand.
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Meanwhile, Fettuccine was waiting at the star jet they would be taking, her baggage already on board.
"Hiya, Metty! You ready to get going?" She exclaimed as she saw him approaching her.
"As ready as I can be, Fetty."
"You got any luggage?"
"Yeah." He said, pulling a suitcase from out of his cape.
"Alright, let's add that in."
Meta nodded and walked past her, stopping in his tracks right before he fully went in. "I'll protect you."
Fettuccine blinked for a moment, but then began to blush. "I... thank you, Metty..."
"You're welcome." He replied, not knowing why she was blushing.
Seeing this, Fettuccine quickly tried to go back to normal. "S-so, anyway... where's Mercury?"
Meta silently pointed behind her, seeing said woman smirking at them.
"Ah, let me take your luggage!" Fettuccine quickly said as she grabbed Mercury's bag and put it in the ship, quickly entering it.
"Meta, what did you say that made her so flustered?"
"I don't know. All did that said I would protect her."
Mercury laughed. "Young people are so entertaining sometimes."
"...I don't get it."
"Well to put it this way. You know how people can be embarrassed by things they like sometimes?"
"Um... yeah?" He tilted his head.
"She loved that you said you will protect her, but how you said it caught her off guard. Just like how Kurabe praises you and you act embarrassed about it because you weren't expecting it."
"So, it's because of how nice I said it?"
"Yeah, pretty much."
He only scratched his head, somewhat confused by that. "But I wasn't trying to be nice. I was trying to be serious."
"And you were being seriously nice. Don't you think telling someone you will protect them is a nice gesture?" Her face then became serious for a moment. "Trust me, Meta, your words got through to her. She knows how serious you are about promises."
"Ok."
"Good. Now let's get inside. We have a long trip ahead of us."
The puff nodded as he walked inside the ship.
"Alright everyone, let's go over our plan again. First, we go to the legal division to get the case open again. That's honestly going to be the hardest part." Fettuccine said.
"So, what are we doing?" Meta asked.
"Heading to the main base of the legal division to open up the case."
"Let's focus on doing that first."
The puff nodded, understanding that if they didn't get the case opened up, then that would basically be game over. "Well, let's get going to their base then."
Without another word, Mercury took the controls and blasted off.
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In about an hour, they arrived at the planet where the legal division was stationed. Meta was about to step out, but then he saw Fettuccine with the most nervous expression he'd ever seen come from her.
"...I'd ask what's wrong, but I think I already know." He said, taking her hand.
"...Yeah. It's funny, I was so confident before, but now that I'm actually here, I can't help but think about what will happen if I fail."
"I'm nervous, too, but I think everything will be fine. You and Mercury are with me, after all." She smiled and clenched his hand. "Would you mind holding my hand until we get inside?"
"Of course. It makes you feel better, doesn't it?"
"Thank you."
"Well, let's get going, shall we?"
"Let's." She replied with a nod.
The two walked off the ship and caught up with Mercury. "You two good to go now?"
"Yeah, now let's go do this!"
"Good to see your confidence back." Mercury commented with a smile.
"Yeah, thankfully." Fettucine smiled back.
"Sensei was right. I'm the only one who can support her. Don't worry Fetty, I'll keep you from shattering, no matter what." Meta thought to himself. He noticed the woman looking at him, and she squeezed his hand harder upon seeing the determination in his eyes, as if it encouraged her.
"Well, moment of truth. Are you ready, Fetty?"
His friend gave him a smile in reply. "Yeah, I'm ready because you're with me."
Meta nodded and the group entered the building.
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The inside was fairly plain, set up like a typical law office. Honestly Meta was surprised by how normal it all seemed.
"...I honestly thought it would be a bit more decorative..." he thought.
"For the sticks in the mud that run this place, this is decorative." Mercury said.
"I assume you've met them before, Mercury?"
"Yeah, with Reedy. They're technically under the Intelligence division's jurisdiction, actually."
"Really? Then why not have Reedy command them to open the case?"
"While I wish it was that easy, that would be an abuse of authority. And you know how much Reedy values following the rules."
"Not even if his younger sister asks him?"
"Again, abuse of authority. If I could easily get Reedy to do it, I would. However, if Reedy did abuse his authority, there's a chance he could get demoted. I'm not going to risk ruining my brother's career. So, we have just had to do this the legal way."
Meta only sighed.
"I prefer it this way, actually." Fettuccine said.
"Why's that?" The youth tilted his head in questioning.
"That's simple, really. I want to make a real difference; I want to expose how corrupt and unfair certain aspects of the legal division are. I can't exactly achieve that if I just have Reedy do it for me."
Meta nodded in understanding. "I see. That makes sense."
"And even if it's harder that way, it will be worth it once Erhard is finally set free."
"Yeah. I agree." The youth smiled. "So, is there anything I can do at the moment, Fetty?"
"Just stay by my side."
The soldier nodded, understanding just how important he really was right now.
"I'll be waiting outside, just to make sure no one bothers you two while you get to work." Mercury said as she walked out.
The two nodded and walked up to the desk of the division's leader, Wolfreid.
"Fettuccine, what business do you have here?" He asked in deep yet polite voice.
The woman briefly gazed at Meta before answering. "I'm here to ask for you to reopen the Erhard case."
"What for?"
"Because I have some information pertaining to the case that proves that there's still mysteries needing to be solved."
He seemed to stare for a moment. "I see. And what is that information?"
Meta noticed Fettuccine was starting to shake and silently grabbed her hand. "Relax, Fetty, you can do this."
She breathed out deeply to clear her thoughts. "To begin with, there are a few individuals connected to the incident that have gone unaccounted for. Not dead, not in lockdown. Just gone. These individuals were also directly connected to Erhard."
"And do you have the names of these individuals and their relation to Mr. Quinter?"
"Wade and Rebecca Forde, the children of Dr. Dru Forde. The doctor Erhard worked for."
"I see. And do you have any other evidence that they might somehow be connected?"
"Yes. Erhard begun to regain a few memories about them. How one of them always argued with the doctor. Then there's one other important detail. Veno, the one in charge of the case as I'm sure you're aware of, is the Stepbrother of Dru. And don't you find it strange that he was quick to blame Erhard despite there being no incriminating evidence against him outside of him being there?"
"I can see why that was unusual. That is why Veno submitted a report about his findings."
"I believe I can uncover the truth. Please, just give me a chance. You can even put me on a strict time limit if needed."
The man stared for a moment. "...very well. I've heard about you from the intelligence division head and I'm interested to see your abilities. I'll give you... say... 5 days."
Meta looked shocked and quickly looked at Fettuccine, who was sweating. "Fetty...I believe you can do it."
However, she still seemed frozen.
"Fetty, calm down. You have what it takes. You are the only one who can save Erhard."
"That will be fine." She managed to say, making Wolfreid raise an eyebrow.
"Are you sure?"
The woman breathed deeply before replying with her answer. "Yes, it will."
"Very well then. The case will now be officially open once again. Good luck to you, Fettuccine and you... what is your name?" He asked Meta.
"My name is Meta."
The man gave a chuckle. "I see, the unkillable's student. I assume you are assisting Fettuccine?"
"Yes, I am."
"Relax. A good assistant needs to be less stiff. Take it from me. Now you two, good luck with your investigation."
"Thank you very much, sir." Fettuccine said. "Let's go Meta."
The youth nodded and followed after his friend.
"He was a lot more reasonable than I expected." Meta commented, seeing Fettuccine visibly relax. She only silently nodded in response. "...are you ok?"
"Metty, do you really think we can solve a case like this in five days?"
"If we work together, I think so. Everyone talks about how smart you are, Fetty."
"Yeah, but-"
"No "buts" about it. You are going to do it and that's final."
She smiled quietly. "...thank you, Metty."
"You're welcome. Now let's get back to Mercury so we can tell her the good news."
"Ok." She nodded as they began to head back to the ship.
"You'll also need to call Kurabe, Meta, let her know she can legally read Erhard's mind now."
"I will when I get back to the ship."
"I know that, silly." She giggled, which Meta was glad to hear.
"She seems to be better already." He thought as he smiled, and they continued their return to the starship.
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Once more, Meta spoke up on their trip back. "So, where do we even begin searching? The school it happened at?"
"That would probably be the best location to start with." The woman replied, with her friend nodding and then gaining a quizzical expression.
"Fetty, do you know who owns the school?"
"I believe it's the king of Brightfall. While he doesn't rule Currumpaw, he donated a lot to help build and fund the school..."
Meta blinked for a moment as if that sounded familiar. "...Wait, Brightfall. That sounds familiar. Oh, the loud penguin!"
"Oh, you've met King Bebebe before?" She asked.
"You could say that. He was a guest at that party. He was incredibly cooperative, if a bit noisy."
"Yeah, that does sound like him. I guess it also makes sense that you'd know about him since he's one of Kurabe's closest friends."
"Yeah, if anything this is a lucky coincidence. He should be willing to help us."
"Especially if I'm with you, probably."
"Right. How far away is Brightfall anyway?"
"About an hour from here."
Meta nodded as waved at Mercury who was waiting for them.
"Hey, you two, good news I hope?"
"Yeah, he's reopening it and we've gotta solve it in 5 days."
"Well, the reopening part is good at least."
"Yup. Now we've gotta head to Brightfall to talk to the owner of the university where the incident occurred."
"And you need to call Kurabe, Metty."
"I know, I know..." He grumbled as he walked onto the starship.
"It's important to the mission. We need her to read his mind ASAP."
"I know..." Meta dialed Kurabe's number on his phone and waited.
Almost immediately, she picked up. "Hello?"
"Hello, sensei. We got the case open, so you can dive into Erhard's head now."
"I see. That's good. How are you holding up?"
"I'm doing fine. And... you were right. I am important to this mission."
His mentor giggled. "See? You were all worried for nothing."
"I suppose I was."
She continued to giggle, which made Meta feel even more embarrassed.
"Anyway, we're going to Brightfall next. I'll update you about how that goes later."
"I look forward to hearing about it. Good luck, my little knight."
"Thank you, sensei." Meta said as he hung up. "...That wasn't nearly as embarrassing as I'd thought it be."
"Despite what you may think, Kurabe's good at knowing when is and isn't a good time for jokes."
"Yeah, I suppose you're right Mercury."
"I'm always right!" She said with fake pride.
"Really? Then why do you almost always lose bets to sensei?" He said with a knowing smirk.
"That's a different matter altogether!"
"Of course. So, Mercury, are you friends with Bebebe like sensei is?"
"I'm friends with him, but not to the level of him and Kurabe."
"I see. Well, he at least trusts you right? That should make talking to him easy. Well, easier. He seems fairly approachable to begin with."
"Yeah, he is. If a bit loud..."
"I'd rather deal with a loud noble over a despicable one." Meta commented.
"Yeah, Bebebe's probably the friendliest nobleman you'll ever meet. Unlike most royals, he doesn't have a greedy heart."
"Well, he's sensei's friend. I trust him to be like that..."
"Yeah, we're lucky it's him we're meeting. He might not be the smartest, but he makes it up by being so cooperative."
The youth nodded in agreement.
"I've never communicated with him directly." Fettuccine admitted. "But I've been in the same room with him before while watching him talk to Reedy. So, I know this part of the job will be simple."
"Well, let's head off to Brightfall then."
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About an hour later, the group landed on the Planet Brightfall in the Crescent Kingdom. The kingdom itself seemed to be very peaceful. It also seemed to be an interesting mix of summer and winter, with a hot sun and cool snow somehow coexisting.
"...This is an interesting planet." Meta commented.
"I know, right? It makes me want to study it..." Mercury uttered.
"As tempting as that sounds, we have a job to do. Mercury, could you lead the way? I assume you've been to the castle before." Fettuccine asked.
"Of course, I've been here with Kurabe multiple times. Follow me." She waved them on as they headed to the front door of the castle.
"I'm surprised the guards are just letting us move by without any fuss. I guess they really trust us Organization soldiers." Meta commented.
"Of course. Bebebe is an avid supporter of ours."
"I know that. Guess I'm just not used to such a... friendly army."
"I can see why you're so confused."
"Yeah, yeah. Oh look, I think that's the captain of the army approaching us."
Ahead was a small creature wielding a spear. This was Izumi Dee, a Waddle Dee. "Hello visitors. What business do you have here?"
"We're here to visit King Bebebe." Mercury replied.
"Again, what business? I need an actual reason."
"We're here to speak with him about a school he owns. It's important for an investigation we're holding." Fettuccine responded.
"...oh. About that school again. Yeah, let's get this over with, I guess..." He sighed as he began to lead them.
"Why are you complaining, Izumi? It's not like you have literally anything to do with this." Mercury asked.
"We've gotten hounded by people about it a lot. It's why I drink."
"That implies you're over a hundred years old." She deadpanned.
"Who knows? Maybe I am!"
"Darling, quit making up excuses as to why you drink. It's unbecoming of a captain." A secretary Waddle Dee that was approaching them said.
"So, you just saying I can just drink whenever I feel like it?"
"No, I'm telling you that your behavior is unbecoming. That includes the drinking while on duty."
"Look, can you two talk about that later? We'd like to talk to the king." Mercury quickly said.
"Right of course, just walk through this door."
"Thank you." She said before nodding to her allies and stepping into the throne room.
Sitting in the middle of the room was King Bebebe, diligently signing some paperwork.
"Huh? Who is it?" He asked as he looked, eyes widening when he saw who it was. "Ah, Mercury and Kurabe's kid, it's good to see two in good health."
Meta only looked at him in confusion, causing Mercury to giggle. "Good to see you too, Bebebe."
"How's Kura-chi doin'?"
"She's doing fine, but that's not what we're here for." She looked towards Fettuccine, who stepped forward.
Bebebe stared at her for a moment before speaking once more. "You... you're an intelligence member, right? Guess this is for something important."
"Yes, my name is Fettuccine. I'm a member of the intelligence division and I'm here to ask you about the incident at Seton University."
"Oh! I guess that case finally got opened back up. Alright, what do you need?"
She took a quick look at Meta before looking back at the king. "Simply put, would it be possible to get access to records and video footage from that point in time?"
"Sure. I assume Kura-chi's helping ya?"
"Uh... yes she is." She replied, surprised by how cooperative he actually was. "Well, seeing is believing, I guess..."
The king then laughed. "Oh, don't be too surprised. You're the girlfriend of Kura-chi's kid, ain't ya?"
Fettuccine reacted as one would expect and turned pink. "N-no. We're just good friends."
Meta only tilted his head in confusion. "...of course you're a friend of mine, Fetty."
The king just laughed. "Alright, that's enough fun for now I suppose. Morimura! Bring her what she wants!"
The Waddle Dee entered the room as she pushed up her glasses. "Yes, your highness."
"Now while I don't mind assisting ya, would you care to explain why you reopened the case?"
"Because it's unfair to punish a man like Erhard for a crime he probably didn't even commit."
The king hummed. "Yup. Ya gots a point there. I myself thought it was a bit weird."
"Yeah. Wait that was a long time ago, how old are-"
Before she could ask that, Morimura came back in with the requested documents.
"These were the documents you requested, correct? Take your time to look them over." She said while handing the thick folder to them.
"You have a library we can sit in?"
"Yes, allow me to take you there."
"Thank you, Mrs. Morimura."
"You're welcome." She said as she began to guide the group to the library.
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Once fully settled in, Fettuccine immediately got to work reading over everything. As for Meta, he decided to look around the library with Mercury, believing it would be best to just let Fettuccine concentrate. He started by looking at some of the books that were on display.
"There's a lot of books I've never seen before here."
"Of course. Some are written in the native language of Brightfall and the others are simply rare books you won't find anywhere else. Like this book, Pilgrim's Travel Log!"
"Who is Pilgrim?" Meta asked, causing Mercury to giggle.
"Oh, pilgrim isn't the character's name. It's what the main character is. The protagonist is named Christopher and he's taking a long and difficult journey to a promised land. Even if it's clearly come kind of spiritual allegory, I think it's more interesting to read as an actual story."
"Must be an ancient story based on how it sounds."
"Yup, I think it's actually older than me and Kurabe. If you take a look at one of the copies of the book on the shelf you can tell it's falling apart a bit."
"Shouldn't something like that be in a museum then?"
Mercury shrugged in reply. "Probably have too many copies of it."
"I suppose that makes sense." "Yup. So, you see anything else that sticks out to you?"
"Not really. Mercury, have you been here often? The castle as a whole, not just the library."
"Somewhat. Not as often as Kurabe."
"Why is that? Does sensei just happen to take a lot of jobs from here?"
"Yup. Her and Bebebe are old friends."
"How old exactly?" Meta asked, curious about the past of his mentor.
"Since Bebebe was a prince."
"So, old then. Were they close?"
"Yup! Really close!"
"Could you go into more detail?"
"I would, but Kurabe would probably be very angry if I did." She giggled.
Meta just tilted his in confusion. "Why's that?"
"Let's just say there's one part of it she doesn't like anyone knowing about..."
"Is it bad? But she and him seem to be on good terms."
"It's not bad at all, just something she's embarrassed to talk about."
"Well, then just tell me about the not embarrassing stuff."
"The two of them often worked together on missions that she took on Brightfall, so you can say that they're allies in battle."
"Really? Him? He doesn't look much like a fighter. Not in the physical sense, but mentally. He doesn't give off warrior vibes like the soldiers do."
"Oh, that's because he doesn't fight anymore due to tearing a ligament in his arm and trying to hide it."
"That would explain it then. It looked like one arm was weaker than the other."
"Yup. He's been learning magic to make up for hit from what I've heard."
"Really? How...weird for a noble to actually take action like that."
"Yeah, but Bebebe's different."
"I know and that's why it's weird. But in a good way."
"Yup. I think so, too."
"...Mercury, do you think Erhard is guilty or innocent?"
"Honestly... I'm not sure. But I came along with you to find the answer myself."
"I see. I think he is, but we'll never know if we don't find anything. I wish I could help more with the actual investigation."
"I understand, Meta."
"But I'm sure I'll get my chance to be useful eventually."
"Yes, you will." "...You think I might have to do any fighting during this mission?"
"Yup."
"Why do you think that?"
"...if Erhard is innocent, do you really think that Veno will just sit on the side and wait for Fettuccine to solve the case?"
"You think he might send people after her?"
"If he has something to hide, yep."
"Then in that case, i should get back to Fetty, just in case."
"I'll go with you then."
The youth nodded as his friend followed him.
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Meanwhile with Fettuccine, she was getting a headache. Not out of annoyance, but due to the large amount of information she was getting. Rubbing her head, she took a moment to stand up and stretch.
"At least this stuff should help. At least a little."
Her head still throbbed a bit in pain due to all the information that she read through.
"Fetty, are you ok?" She heard someone ask.
"Oh, I'm fine! I'm just a bit tired!"
"You sure? You seem pretty exhausted."
"No, no, I'm fine!"
"...Alright. Did you find anything useful."
"Oh, a lot of things!"
Meta smiled, glad that the time spent here was indeed useful.
"Well, you should probably take a break then." Mercury said.
"I'll take a break when I... need... one." She said, falling asleep near the end.
"Which is right now." The woman sighed.
"Will she be fine?" Meta asked, worried for his friend.
"As long as she rests, yeah." The youth nodded.
"I'll take her back to the ship. Mercury, would you mind thanking the king for us?"
"Of course!"
"Thank you." Meta told her, picking Fettuccine up and walking out.
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In a couple of minutes, Meta returned to the ship and laid Fettuccine down in the sleeping quarters. He then walked outside and punch in front of him, causing an invisible figure to grunt in pain.
"Reveal yourself, assassin."
However, he was immediately slashed by the attacker.
"The hard way it is." Meta said calmly, slashing the assassin twenty times in one second.
Almost immediately, the assassin's invisibly cut off and they fainted right in front of the puff.
"Let that be a lesson for you. Don't mess with those under my protection."
Of course, there was no response.
"Well, that confirms Mercury's suspicions I suppose." He commented, dragging the unconscious assailant into the ship, tying him up.
"Guess I'll wait for him to wake up so Fetty can interrogate him when she wakes up." Meta sighed. Depending on how one viewed it, this whole case just became simpler or more complicated. More than likely, though... it had just become more difficult.
"Did I miss something?" Mercury said as she arrived to see the tied-up assailant.
"More or less that you're right about assassins coming for Fettuccine."
"Well, isn't that just wonderful?" She replied sarcastically.
"It seems like I really will be able to help in this case after all..."
"Duh. Everyone member of a team has a role to play. Even if that role isn't obvious at first."
The youth seemed to blush in embarrassment. "...I've been silly lately, haven't I?"
"Yes, you have been." The woman giggled.
"Well, I just hope she wakes up soon."
"I hope so, too. She needs to tell us all that information she found."
"Right. Let's just hope things don't get too hard for us."
The youth nodded in agreement.
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After an hour of waiting, the sleeping beauty finally woke up.
"Hmm...? What happened...?" Fettuccine uttered as she stretched her arms.
"You fried your brain." Mercury bluntly stated.
It was as if everything that happened came back to her, because Fettuccine's entire body turned pink.
"Right, that did happen. Um... anything happen while I was unconscious?"
"We were attacked by an assassin, but I easily took them out and tied them up if you want to interrogate them." Meta explained.
"An assassin!? Great, just what we needed. Bring the punk to me."
The puff nodded and brought the person into the room.
"You ain't getting nothing out of me!" The would-be assassin yelled.
"I assume we just need to leave this to you, Fetty?" The youth asked.
"Yeah, this won't take long at all. Gimme five minutes."
Both Meta and Mercury nodded in response before leaving the room.
"Alright, talk already. Who sent you?"
The assassin was silent.
"You know, I could just have Meta come back in and kill you."
"I am prepared to die for my mission."
"Are you now? What about your wife and daughter?"
"What about them?"
"Well, firstly, thanks for confirming that you have a family." She said with a smirk. "Secondly, do they even know that you're an assassin?"
"I don't know."
"Oh, is that so? So, I could kill you right now and they'd never even know they just lost a husband and father. Wouldn't that be terrible, leaving them behind without any answers?"
The man only remained silent.
"But we can easily avoid that messy nonsense if you just tell me who hired you."
"No one did."
"How old is your daughter? Four? Five?"
"None of your business."
"Oh, I disagree. You were hired to kill me, meaning I am your business. Now just tell me what I want, and your daughter won't have to be without a father."
The assassin seemed to grin before beginning to cough up blood.
"Oh, trying to kill yourself. Sorry, not happening-" Fettuccine started.
"...are you stupid? This is poison!" He then immediately fainted, no longer breathing.
Fettuccine blinked for a moment in shock before letting out a sigh. "Well, so much for that."
Almost immediately, Meta entered. "Fetty, what happened?"
"Moron killed himself."
"Oh..." He then looked at his friend. "Are you ok?"
"Yeah, I'm fine. Check his body, he might have an ID on him."
The youth nodded, slightly surprised by how unshaken his friend was.
"Oh, this isn't the first time this has happened. It's incredibly disturbing don't get me wrong, but you learn to deal with it."
"...I know, but I thought you would be a bit shaken by it..."
"Oh, trust me I am, I'm just good at hiding it. Go ahead and read my emotions, Metty, I don't mind."
The youth nodded and closed his eyes, focusing only on Fettuccine. "...I feel sadness. I guess you are taking it hard."
"I am. I hate death of any kinds besides natural causes. It's just you learn to deal with it until the mission is over. That's when you, or I guess I, can cry."
Meta knew that feeling all too well.
"Besides, now's not the time to let our nerves get the best of us. We have a case to solve!" She said with a smile, but Meta knew it was slightly forced.
He stared for a moment before walking over to Fettuccine and hugging her.
"...Thank you, Metty."
"No problem, Fetty."
"Now, did you find any sort of ID on him?"
"Here." He said, handing her a card.
"Kno Wan. Kno Wan. His name is literally no one. Darn assassins and their annoying aliases."
"So, I guess we don't know who he is then."
"No one knows. Well, whatever, at least we have proof of an assassin trying to kill me. That means someone doesn't want me investigating. Which means we're on the right track."
"So, what planet are we heading to next then?"
"Anywhere that doesn't have anything to do with the case and has a hotel. Less likely to deal with assassins that way."
"Alright, leave it to me." They heard Mercury from the door.
"A hotel, already?"
"Yup. We need a good place to rest and go over the information we got."
"It's that late already?" Meta asked in confusion.
"No, but we know assassins are after us. It would be better to lay low. And if my hunch is correct, they'll be waiting for us in certain locations. Which is why we need to go out of our way."
He nodded in understanding. "Well, I'm sure Mercury will take us to a planet that none of them will expect us to be on."
"Plus, now I'm more confident with our five-day time limit." Fettuccine smirked.
"I'm happy to hear that, Fetty."
"I'll tell you why I am when we get to a hotel room." She said while sitting down.
He nodded in response and sat next to her. "So, what now? Besides going to a hotel, I mean."
"Simple. Knowing your sensei, she should be getting ready to read Erhard's mind. We just have to wait."
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True to Fettuccine's predictions, Kurabe was indeed getting ready.
"Alright, Erhard, you might feel a bit of discomfort from this. Are you fine with that?"
"If this is going to help me in the end, I'm ready for it."
Kurabe nodded. "Lay down and close your eyes, clear your mind. Searching for specific memories requires that you don't have many stray thoughts running around."
"That will be easy. I've done that quite a lot in solitary confinement."
"Good. There's nothing more annoying than searching through a storm of incoherence. Now on the count of three I'll enter your mind. You ready?"
The doctor took a deep breath before letting it out and answering. "Ready as I'll ever be."
"Then, three, two, one." Kurabe placed her hand on his head. Next, she knew she was in what appeared to be a doctor's office.
"This must be the form his mind takes. It's well organized at least." She then let out a breath. "Well, time to look around."
Her first thought was to open a file cabinet, but it was locked much to her annoyance.
"I could just force my way in, but that could damage his already fractured memories. I'll just have to find the key for it."
She then began to look through the nearby desk, trying to find anything that looks like a key. That's when she noticed something on nearby desk. A large pile of torn apart paper. Or to be more specific, a torn-up picture.
"Ah, I've dealt with this before. It's like a jigsaw puzzle, just need to put the pieces together and you'll form a picture." She giggled, enjoying jigsaw puzzles, and began to put it back together.
"And done. Oh, it's a family picture, that's him as a kid, those must be his parents." She smiled.
Suddenly a new part of the office that was previously blocked off was now open to her.
"Repair his memories and more memories reveal themselves. Simple enough."
She then moved forward, hoping to find the key soon. She had a feeling the most important memories were locked in that cabinet.
"Well, this will take longer than I thought. But don't worry Erhard, I'll get your memories back. One step at a time."
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Back with the investigation trio, they had finally landed on a faraway planet.
"So what planet is this, Mercury?" Meta asked.
"I don't know. I just picked one at random. I think the map said Tabni, or something like that."
Fettuccine shrugged. "As long as it's not connected to the case, it'll work."
"Alright then. So why a hotel? Why not just tell us here in the ship what you found?"
"Safety mostly. You never know, they might have put microphones or something on the ship to spy on us."
"Well, that makes sense. So, what kind of hotel are we staying at then?"
"Whatever this town we landed in has to offer. We don't have the luxury of picking one beforehand." Mercury told him.
"Should be easy. I believe this is a planet known for its nightlife, so there are a lot of hotels here."
"That description fits a lot of planets, Fettuccine. Come on, let's get moving."
"Okaaayy..." She grumbled as she dragged Meta along.
"Why are you grumbling? This is your idea. Besides I'm the one paying for it."
Meta didn't say anything, but he got the feeling that it was because of how dismissive Mercury was of Fettuccine's expression of knowledge.
"Well, whatever, we got better things to worry about." The woman shrugged as she followed them to a hotel.
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Once fully settled in a nearby cheap, but well-kept hotel, Fettuccine got ready to explain what she learned. She was then given a plate of food.
"I hope you don't mind, but I ordered room service for dinner for all of us." Mercury said.
"It's fine. I guess I'll explain after I eat."
"Of course. You're hungry, aren't you?"
"Yeah, I guess I am."
"Then enjoy your food!"
"I will. So, who is sleeping where? There's only two beds and one couch."
"I'll sleep on the couch, you two sleep on the beds." Mercury said.
"You sure?"
"Oh yeah! I can sleep just about anywhere!"
"I mean, me and Meta can share one bed and-"
"I'll take the couch."
Fettuccine pouted. "Metty, what do you think?"
"I don't see the big deal. If she wants the couch, she can have it."
She continued to pout.
"What?"
Her pout became bigger.
"Quit pouting and eat, your food is getting cold."
She did so in silence.
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After a half hour of eating in silence, now it was time for Fettuccine to reveal what she learned.
"So, what did you learn, Fetty?" Meta asked.
"First. A very interesting fact. Veno was actually a huge donor to the school. Donating large amounts of cash each year, more than enough to sustain it. That until a certain year. 15 years before the incident, his donations became smaller and smaller. Thanks to Bebebe, the school was still able to function, but nowhere near as much as it used to."
"I see. Do you have an idea of why they decreased?"
"Yeah. As you know Veno is the half-brother of the doctor. According to these records, 15 years before the event was when the doctor and his son reportedly started getting into those arguments Erhard remembered. The most likely reason as to why Veno lessened his donations was that he was on his nephew's side and most likely wanted to sabotage his half-brother."
"What were those arguments about?"
"Apparently according to these records, his son wanted them to get into developing weapons. Poison weapons."
"I see."
"Like what happened during the incident." Mercury said.
"Obviously the good doctor was against this and shut down any proposal made about it."
"So, now what? Does that mean the son was the culprit?"
"Not necessarily Metty, but it does make him a suspect."
"What else have you found?"
"Something very interesting from the parking records. You see every visiting vehicle needs to be registered upon entering the school grounds, for secure purposes. One of the registered visiting vehicles on the day of the incident, belonged to Veno."
"So, I assume he's another suspect?" Meta asked.
"He already was, but now he's even more suspicious."
"So arguably he might be the biggest suspect, is that right?"
"Precisely."
"I see..."
"As for anything else. Something very interesting. I found the schedule for all employees. Erhard, was not supposed to be there but was apparently asked to come in by the doctor's son."
"Why?" Meta asked.
Mercury hummed. "Might just be me, but I get the feeling it was to lay the blame for what happened there on him."
"But why him? Sure, he was close to the doctor, but why not frame one of the employees that were already there?"
"It's because Erhard was against his idea for poison weapons."
"So, they wanted to take out two birds with one poisonous stone."
"Exactly." Fettuccine nodded.
"Why not just kill him then instead of leaving him alive? Why set up a scapegoat at all?"
"Hmm... that's a good question..." Mercury uttered.
"Simple. If there was no culprit to be found, the investigation would still be on. With a scapegoat however, the case is closed, and the true culprit gets away with no effort." Fettuccine said.
"I see... that makes sense." Meta nodded.
"Now for the hard part. Finding the good doctor's missing children." Fettuccine said, putting air quotes around missing.
"Do you have an idea where they might be?"
"Nope." She sighed.
"Well, I guess that's what we investigate next." Mercury said.
"But where do we start?" Meta asked.
"...We'll have to wait until we get the info from Kurabe."
"So, I guess we're just hanging out here until then, huh?"
"We don't have much of a choice."
"Well, it'll be a nice breather, won't it?"
"I guess so." Meta then smiled.
"Don't worry, Fetty. I'm sure sensei will get back to us as soon as she finds more information."
"You're right, we still have four days after this one. It won't do any good to stay agitated." Mercury clapped her hands.
"Yup. So, let's take this time to relax a bit until Kurabe calls us."
"I hope it's going well." Meta said.
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"...I'm getting so tired of these puzzles." Kurabe groaned.
While she had been having fun with the various jigsaw puzzles, they had quickly begun to all other kinds of puzzles. Logic, cryptic, mechanical, sudoku, mathematical, all of them were present throughout these areas.
"Well, at least I'm getting close, just need to find that key."
She let out a stretch and sighed, being particularly stuck on this logic puzzle for quite a time. It was a seemingly simple puzzle, she just needed to input a password and the puzzle would be finished. Unfortunately, she had no idea what the password was or what it could be.
"Maybe I should look around this room a bit more..." She thought.
"Do you require assistance?" A voice said from behind her. Turning around she saw a little boy that looked a lot like Erhard.
"If you wouldn't mind, I would appreciate it."
"Ok. What's the question?"
"The question is, why did you become a doctor."
The child tilted his head. "Isn't wanting to help people enough of a reason?"
"A one word answer please. The password can only be one word."
"Then "people"?"
Kurabe nodded and wrote in "people".
"Is that it?"
Suddenly a key fell onto Kurabe's head.
"I'll take that as a yes..." she grumbled as she rubbed her head. "Well, thank you..." She started to say, but then noticed that the kid was gone. She then shrugged and then continued through the next door that she had opened with the key.
"Well, time to open up that file cabinet already. About time, speaking of, I wonder how much time has passed in the real world." She then shook her head. "I'll see when I get out. Hopefully not too much time."
She reached the cabinet and inserted the key.
"Alright, moment of truth."
After turning it and jiggling the handle, she began to feel the cabinet open up. Suddenly a flood of memories rushed out of it. Kurabe smiled at this and quickly left Erhard's mind. Back in reality Kurabe looked at Erhard.
"What do you remember?"
"...Everything."
"Would you like to discuss it then?"
"Once my headache passes."
She chuckled. "Very well. I will wait however long I need to."
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After thirty minutes of rest, Erhard was ready to speak.
"So, are you ready to talk?" Kurabe asked.
"I am, yes."
"Well let's get this out of the way then. Do you remember who the true culprit is?"
"I... think I have an idea..."
"Who is it then?"
"Veno."
"Of course it's him..." Kurabe sighed heavily.
"He wasn't alone. The doctor's son was his accomplice." Erhard continued, exhibiting an emotion he hadn't had in decades. Anger.
"...I see." The warrior replied with a sympathetic gaze. "Do you have any idea where the son might have gone?"
"An idea yes. In the Merbuda system, the doctor had a vacation home."
"Merbuda, you mean the system with constant active black holes?"
"Yes, that one."
"Why have a vacation home in some place so dangerous?"
"Exactly. You wouldn't think to go there, would you?"
"Of course not. I rather have mine in a more peaceful part of the galaxy."
"Which makes it a perfect place to lay low."
"Indeed. Well, I should probably notify my student about this development."
"Before you do, there's something else you need to know."
"What is it?"
"Veno like you, is psychic. However, while you can read and bring out memories, he manipulates them. That's how I lost mine in the first place. It only works on those with weak wills, which is why he couldn't use it on the doctor or head of the law division."
"A psychic, huh? He'll be a difficult opponent then."
"Yes and no. He can only use his powers by physically touching people. Also, he's not exactly physically strong."
"Oh. Then that will be easy." She chuckled darkly.
"And it only works on those with weak wills. I've only known those kids for a short time, but I'm sure they aren't weak in the slightest."
"Of course not. Meta's my student!" She huffed. "But wait, what about you? You don't seem weak."
Erhard smiled sadly. "Veno did something that weakened my will."
"What's that?"
"He killed the doctor." He said bluntly.
Kurabe blinked in shock. "But... why...?"
"You know the old saying. You're either with me or against me. The good doctor refused to submit to Veno's horrific plans. You can imagine the rest."
"I see... I'm sorry to hear that."
"It's fine. I can grieve after Veno gets caught."
For a moment, Kurabe became silent before she hugged Erhard, who had a surprised expression at the sudden action.
"I understand. But please, just let it all out..."
"Uh... thank you."
Kurabe giggled at the slightly shy reply. "Well now, I better tell them what l learned."
"...can you let me go?" Erhard uttered, now feeling a bit crushed by her.
"Oh, right." She then let go. "I'll come back to you later." She said as she dialed in Meta's number.
"Hello?"
"Hello, Meta. How's your investigation coming along?"
"Fine, but we hit a roadblock. We suspect we need to find the doctors children, but we don't know where to start."
She giggled. "Well, lucky for you, someone happens to have an idea of where they are."
"Really? Did you get his memories back?"
"Yup. We also know who the culprit is now."
"Who is it?"
"Veno, with Dr. Dru's son, Wade, being an accomplice."
"...Of course." Meta gave heavy sigh.
"I think you already know where to find Veno, but for the doctor's son, the doctor has a vacation home in the Merbuda system. Go look there."
"Alright, thank you sensei."
"One more thing to note, Meta. Be careful of Veno. He has the ability to manipulate the memories of the weak minded. So, keep your mind strong."
"Really!?"
"Yes, oh and only through physical contact."
"Is that all you have to tell me?"
"One more thing. Veno killed the doctor."
There was a moment of silence, as if her student was processing that.
"...I see..."
"Yes, now good luck Meta. I'll stay here with Erhard just in case Veno tries something."
"Ok. Thank you, sensei."
"You're welcome, my student." Kurabe said as she hung up. She then turned to Erhard. "Now... where were we...?"
"You were hugging me."
"Oh, that's right!" She exclaimed as she resumed her hugging.
"...So why are you hugging me again?"
"Just let it all out, Erhard..."
"Let what out? Oh, you mean my tears."
"Yes, that's what I mean."
"Oh, that's quite a problem then. I can't physically cry, it was a medical condition I was born with." Despite this though, his voice sounded like he was crying even if he wasn't.
"Perhaps, but you sound like you are."
"I am, aren't I?"
"Yes, you are." After a moment of silence, Kurabe spoke up. "Erhard, I have a proposition."
"...what is it?"
"After you get set free, how would you feel about working for my ship?"
"But why though?"
"You want to keep being a doctor, correct?"
"I would love to."
Kurabe held out her hand. "Then welcomed aboard."
"But... doesn't a battleship as important as yours already have a doctor?"
"The Bukisets, but they aren't dedicated doctors."
"But-"
"But nothing. You can never have enough doctors." She then began to pat his cheek, being too short to pat his head. "Especially since you will be specifically dedicated to being a doctor."
"Well, if you really want me aboard, I don't see a reason to refuse."
"Oh please, I know you would ask anyway." She pouted.
"Why are you pouting?" Erhard asked, not understanding anything about social cues. She then stopped hugging him and reached out her hand.
"Then shake my hand."
"Oh right. Of course." He took her hand and shook it.
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"So, what exactly is Merbuda and why do you two look so worried?" Meta asked his compatriots.
Noticeably, both Fettuccine and Mercury were sweating profusely upon hearing that name.
"It's... it's an area that's full of black holes." Mercury uttered.
"...Damn."
"Yeah, it's one of the hardest places to navigate."
"Not to mention a death trap." Mercury added.
"Yes, but that's the most likely place where the doctor's son is."
"Well, we'll just have to be extra careful."
"Leave the piloting to me then." Mercury said.
"Alright. Well Fetty, we're making even more progress."
"Yeah, and I'm glad for that." She smiled.
"Well, we should get going then."
"Hold your horses, Metty. It's late and we need to sleep."
"And I already paid for our room." Mercury added.
"Oh... I guess so. Well, I'm going to head to bed now." He said as he headed to one of the beds.
"You too Fettuccine." Mercury ordered.
"I know, I know."
"Good night you two."
"Good night, Mercury." Meta said with a yawn as he fell asleep.
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The next morning, Fettuccine was adamant on getting out of the hotel as fast as possible, only taking time to eat breakfast.
"Fetty, why the rush? Today's only just day two."
"Because the Merbuda system is a long way from here. The sooner we leave, the sooner we get there."
"Ah... I understand." He then tilted his head.
"How long will it take for us to get there?"
"At our top speed, twelve hours. Not to mention dealing with those black holes."
"Oh. So, it'll take all our daylight."
"Yes and no. The Merbuda system is...strange to put it lightly. Combined with the constant black holes, there's at least ten suns there."
"Ten? How is that possible?"
"No one knows. The Merbuda system is incredibly mysterious and incredibly dangerous."
"I see."
"Also, Metty, I have a question."
"What is it?" "What were you eating at two in the morning?"
"Nothing."
"A parfait." Mercury said.
"I assume he does that often, Mercury?"
"Almost every day."
"And he always eats an affogato every day when he wakes up?"
"No, I don't. Now can we get going already?"
"We're already on our way to the ship, Metty."
"...and yes, you do." Mercury uttered.
"No, I don't. Now drop it."
She only giggled, seeing his pouting face. "Fine, fine. I need to focus on driving anyway."
As Mercury turned back to her task at hand, Meta saw Fettuccine looking at him.
"Metty, do you like sweets?"
"Yeah, I do, why?"
She then looked a bit nervous. "When this is all over... would you like to go to one of my favorite ice cream places?"
Meta tilted his head, not sure why she would be nervous about asking that. "Sure."
She let out a relieved sigh. "I'm glad..."
"Well, I'm glad that you're glad then."
She gave a smile towards him.
"Do you still feel nervous about solving this case?" Meta then asked, thinking of a possible reason why she could be acting like this.
"A bit, but I feel better when I remember that you'll be with me all the way..." she uttered shyly.
"Well of course. You sure you're feeling alright? You should probably get back to sleep if you need it."
"Yeah, I'm alright. Don't worry about me, Metty. You being here with me is enough."
"Well, alright then."
"What about you? Are you nervous?"
"Not really. Not about the case anyway." She tilted her head in questioning.
"Then what are you worried about?"
"The black holes. I'm not scared of anything I can cut, but I can't exactly cut a black hole in half... yet."
"Mercury will take care of it. Don't worry."
Meta nodded. "Yeah. Well, I'm going to train."
"Right now?"
"Of course. I have to train whenever I can."
"...do you mind if I come watch you?"
Meta shrugged. "You can do whatever you want. Not sure why you'd want to though, I'm just going to be doing weightlifting."
For some reason unknown to the youth, Fettuccine's entire body turned pink as she looked at the floor upon hearing that. Meta, confusing her reaction as confusion decided to elaborate.
"Well, I can't exactly do my usual training routine without destroying the ship."
She silently nodded. "Can... I help...?"
"With weightlifting? Sure, I guess."
She smiled happily while following him out of the room.
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After a few hours, Fettuccine slightly regretted that choice.
"My arms are so soreee."
"You offered to help me, Fetty. You brought it on yourself." Meta replied while drinking an entire bottle of water in one gulp.
"But did they have to be so heavy?"
"Heavy? Those were the lightest I had."
"A hundred tons is not light!" She said, shocked that he considered those weights to be light.
"...you might need to build up a bit of arm muscle, Fetty."
"Limets don't have muscles Metty, we're slime."
"Then couldn't you make yourself have more muscles?"
"What do you think I was doing!? My strength is not the issue, it's that you are way stronger than I am."
"You should get stronger then."
"Nah, I'm good. I'm not a fighter, I don't need to be freakishly strong. That's your job."
"Then why did you ask to help me?"
"To spend time with you, silly." She said with a blush.
"Oh, well thank you then." He replied, clueless as to why she would seem so embarrassed to spend time with a friend. "But next time, I don't mind if you just want to watch me."
The woman nodded in response.
"Alright you two, it's time to get serious. We've made it to the system." Mercury said.
Quickly and curious, Meta looked out the window. To his utter shock, he saw three black holes in the distance.
"How is that possible?"
"Merbuda is a star system that cannot be understood. That's all there is to it." Mercury simply replied.
"I don't think we should stay here for long. Wait, do people even live here?"
"Besides the people we're looking for, probably not."
"Or people who don't want to be found in general." Fettuccine added.
"Why would anyone willingly do that?" Meta asked, not understanding why anyone would live in a death trap.
"Simply because no one would come to a death trap willingly."
"Besides us anyway."
"Yes, but our business here is different."
"We're still willingly coming to a death trap, our reasons don't really matter."
"A deathtrap..." Meta uttered.
"Meta, I know what you're thinking, and I get it, but it's time to be serious. I need both of you to search for anything that could be a vacation home."
The youth stared at her in questioning, wondering why she said that, but then looked out the window.
"What are you so on edge for, Mercury? You're an expert pilot, right?"
"My piloting skills mean nothing if a black hole magically appears in front of us. Neither of us can afford to dwell on thoughts not related to our mission. Now get to looking."
"Ok..."
"Hey Mercury, do asteroids usually have palm trees on them?" Meta asked.
"They shouldn't. Why?"
"Look to your left."
The woman did so. True to Meta's words, there was a large asteroid, almost the size of a small moon, with what looked like palm trees on it.
"Guess that's it."
"Well, only one way to find out for sure." Mercury said as she flew towards it.
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In a few minutes, the group landed on the asteroid.
"Well let's get searching you two."
The two nodded and they began to search around. The asteroid, upon further investigation, appeared to be man-made instead of being something natural.
"...this must be it." Mercury said.
"That explains all the random palm trees."
"Yup."
After walking for what felt like an hour, they came across what appeared to be a modest sized house.
"This must be it. I'm surprised it's not better guarded." Meta said.
"Well, it's not like anyone else knows this place even exists."
"Even so, you would think that..."
"No, putting guards here would just alert us. In some cases, having no defense is the best defense."
"What about traps?"
"Realistically there won't be any. They've been hiding out here for centuries. They probably don't see a need for any."
Meta nodded, but kept a hand on his sword just in case.
The group advanced towards the house.
"So, do we just knock on the door?"
"I guess we can try it. Just keep your guard up."
Meta nodded and knocked on the door, ready to attack if needed. Nobody answered. Meta decided to go with plan B. Which was kicking the door down with full force. He instantly did so, causing his two allies to jump a bit.
"It had to be done. HEY! QUIT HIDING AND COME OUT!"
There was no response. However, he could sense that there was definitely someone here.
"I said come out. I can do a whole lot worse than kicking down a door."
Nothing.
"You might have to do worse, Metty." Fettuccine said.
Suddenly, she froze before falling to the floor face first.
"FETTY?!" He then saw a man standing in the hallway. Immediately, Meta cut off the man's arm, causing the man to suddenly regret showing up. "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER!?"
"What did you think I do, you brat!?"
"A STRAIGHT ANSWER, UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO CUT OFF YOUR OTHER ARM!"
"I stabbed her damn core, that's what I did!"
"Then I guess you want to die!"
"Metty, that's enough. I'm fine." Fettuccine said as she stood up.
"What the?!"
"Oh please, that wasn't the first time I've been stabbed. That little stab doesn't even make it to the top ten stabbings I've been through."
"...I'll give you a few seconds."
"Yeah, I know I'm poisoned. I'll probably die if I don't get treated soon."
Meta only stared in shock before slashing at the man again.
"Metty, I said stop." Fettuccine said, stopping him from killing their target. "He's Wade Forde, the doctor's son, we need him alive."
The youth glared at her with an emotion she'd never seen before from him: wrath.
"Metty, calm down. If you kill him, then our mission will be a failure, Erhard will stay imprisoned, Veno will walk away Scot-free, and I would have died for nothing. You need to calm down. We have a job to do, an innocent man's life to save. If I die, I want to die successful. Now calm down." She let out a cough.
Meta looked at her, the anger in his eyes disappeared, now replaced with worry. "Alright Fetty."
"Damn Veno... how could he mess up something so simple...?!" Wade uttered.
"You've been a free man while an innocent one was blamed for a mass murder you were a part of. You don't get to complain." Fettuccine spat out, coughing violently.
"I can complain if I want, bitch!" He said, smacking her across the face.
"Do you really want to push your luck when my friend has his sword pointed at your throat?"
Before Wade could respond, Meta stabbed out one of his eyes. "You are at my mercy, scum."
He only continued to grin. "...tell me, do you know what CIP is?"
"Yes, I know what it is, but I don't care. You might not be able to feel pain, but I will make you feel fear!" Meta yelled, making Wade piss himself in fear. "Now tell me where the cure is!"
"There is no cure!"
"Bullshit!"
Before Meta could say anything else, a woman's voice he didn't recognize called out. "Yes, there is, don't listen to my idiot brother."
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#kirby fanfic#granessex chronicles#meta knight#kurabe#fettuccine kirby#mercury kirby#erhard#wolfried#art of rikka#I had to split this into two parts for Tumblr because block limit
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Hell why not I’ll roll again: shrios sorry brainrot + Only Poppies Grow Where I Last Saw You
Contemplating this as Halcyon plays, clearly this is supposed to be the angst mines, right?
... anyway this immediately puts me in the mind of my like - one of my little monkey's paw 'Thane Lives' scenarios for post ME3 - man's alive and well, but Adrian's.
Officially. MIA.
Realistically, presumed dead by virtually everyone except like a third of current/former Normandy crew, and Thane is... well, both channeling his grief and doing what he can to confirm things one way or another; he's on Earth, aiding the search for bodies, and perhaps, survivors. The blast from the Catalyst has severely fucked most tech, so it's a long, tricky job. Heartbreaking - but occasionally, almost miraculous, it can be like seeing the dead come back to life.
And yet he does not - cannot - believe the reports from a seaside camp, that they found Commander Shepard washed in with the tide.
That's what the dogtags say, anyway; and while lab tests against prior samples are a bust due to records getting scrambled, they do have both elder Shepards present to test DNA against, and it is a match. And - look, a full on clone couldn't fool Thane, he knows it's her.
Which, great! Cause that makes one of them!
Yeah, while there's a little bit of patchy recall - she recognizes her parents and Joker fairly ok & feels some empty recognition towards her crewmates- it's very quickly apparent that Adrian's lost most of her memory prior to like, her very early 20s. So, you know, very fun times for everyone involved, particularly the guy who's already been half mourning and trying not to totally lose himself in what memories were there - now she's there, but sees him as little more than a stranger. 🙃
And beyond that - the general consensus is, well, try to fix that, right? But there's a few members of the crew (Joker, Ashley & Tali, probably) who are hesitant - and Thane is trying to figure out how to articulate that forcing Adrian to remember would be straight up cruel, and yes it's painful but gods be damned, he loves her and knows what it's like to keep reliving the worst day of your life, if Shepard can finally have some peace, then let her.
Shepard, meanwhile, is like. Mostly focused on physically recovering and re-learning how to walk after having about half her body rebuilt again, and doesn't have any helpful answers regarding the mental part of her recovery. On the one hand: clearly she is Someone Important, these people hanging around seem to Mean Something, and even if she can't remember why... there's that hollow little ache every time she sees them, like taking a step without realizing you're going over an edge (to badly quote lemony snicket lol).
On the other: the bits she's picked up of Shepard's life sound like way more of a burden than she wants to bear. So, she politely yet firmly asks everyone to fuck the hell off for a little while and let her breathe for a few.
It could just end there...
but I'm a sucker lol. The setup lets Thane still be around as Adrian’s recovering, and as she has some time to just. Fucking rest for once without a bajillion nightmares, she decides... yeah, if things return naturally, fine, she'll take it. But if Shepard’s life was half as fucked up as it feels, just learning them as facts without the experience recall, she'd rather let that go.
That doesn't mean she's necessarily letting the people go, though; it becomes a sorta slice of life/recovery fic, Adrian slowly re-learning about the people in her life and how those relationships might or might not change -
But also a strange, sweet little journey with Thane. He remembers plenty of course, and tries to keep his distance at first because yeah he's alright at looking calm but internally his emotions are a wreck... but it's almost like the first time, quick talks that stretch a little longer, not-at-all subtle looks (Adrian may not recall much, but her tastes haven't changed & she's still weak for dark eyes and a cool coat lol); support when some things do start coming back - Akuze does return, a few scattered pieces through the first battle of the Citadel, some elements of Virmire - but relatively muted, compared to how they affected her before.
She never does remember their first courtship, but she likes spending time with Thane after all, especially once she's cleared to start getting some time outside - he's sweet, good to talk to, and she did very much appreciate that he seemed willing from the start to accept if she didn’t want to focus on recovering things. Idk man just increasing Soft moments, and yes it hurts Thane, knowing the Shepard who awoke him is essentially dead... but he's coming at it this time with a different perspective too, no longer expecting to die any time between now and next Tuesday, y’know? It's not like he's quite exactly the same man Shepard left on the Citadel.
So it's different - but maybe a bit of a gift, getting to fall in love all over again and dream of a future together from the very start.
#shep tag#ask#korblez#shrios#SORRY IT'S ALL OVER THE PLACE im cursed by the tired sleepy#also somewhere in there: Adrian in a Funk & thane just 'ok all protocol be damned i have an idea' & just#breaks her out of the hospital to go to the seaside for a bit & he gets to see the unabashed /adoration/ she has for it#that. was there before but also yknow beaten down by. -gestures at ME series-#and by 'unabashed adoration' i mean the man gets an hour long infodump about ocean facts#then gets to explain why a pretty seashell makes her Extremely Sad but y'know#anyway i'm a simple beast I project my severe memory issues onto every character of mine ever
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cookies you've given me too much power by giving me any kind of opening to talk about Glenns gender . let me just say you've brought this upon yourself .
gonna word salad in your ask box about Glenn close <3 also just realized you haven't seen the post I made a bit ago about Glenn being transmasc and amab so I can go over that shit again >:] OK ! so !! in my silly little headcannon , Glenn is amab , but also spends every second of his gay little life fucking with gender . I think in like . his late teens-20s he went by she/her and she was super feminine and she absolutely loved every second of it . I don't think she got any surgeries , but she definitely went on estrogen and I think she probably stays on it even after "detransitioning" . but I think then probably in her later 20s/early 30s she realized she was more of a gnc guy than a girl at that point . so in my oh so humble opinion , bringing my beloved wife Morgan into this , Morgan is a lesbian , please and thank you , no I am not taking further questions (I absolutely am please send me Morgan questions I'm begging you) anyways , so personally I think Glenn was probably fem the entire time her and Morgan were together , i also have many thoughts about Morgan's gender , but were not talking abt her rn <3 anyways ! Glenn ! so methinks that around the time when Nick was born glenn was starting to lean more into the nonbinary side , probably using she/they while Nick was like . 1-4 ish ? and then after that it was they/them for a few years and then after Morgan's death they kinda just ... gave up and decided they didn't need to be bothering so much with gender , he needed to be a good father to his kid . one thing about me is I love thinking about Glenn close , the og repressive guy <3 I think after Morgan's death Glenn didn't really notice all the small joys he dropped because of that . he tried to swipe it all under the rug of just things that happen and obviously it has nothing to do with his spouse's death no-siree :D anyways , after Morgan's death Glenn didnt really let themself find joy in many things . he decided he needed to start becoming at least a little bit more of a "normal parent" . he stopped being comfortable expressing the more feminine parts of themself and it absolutely did not help her through morgans death . methinks Morgan was a lot of the reason Glenn was comfortable experimenting with their gender , and now that she's gone , their feminity just reminds him of her , and as Glenn does , she immediately tries to distance himself as far as possible instead of actually dealing with things <3 I do still think glenn stayed on estrogen bcs they were afraid of change (or at least that's what she tells herself) , and also keeps his hair long . bcs of the rocker vibes (no it's bcs of the transgender spotlight aimed at her constantly) but doesn't really allow themself to dress super feminine , cause they're a dude . honestly . for real . 100% a guy . no girl here . but also . sometimes someone will just see them from the back and ask "ma'am?" and Glenn feels her heart skip a beat bcs *yeah that's me I'm maam* but then instinctively stamps it down with a "nah, but dont worry about it , its chill" i think it probably takes glenn a really long time to be comfortable honestly expressing themself again , but I think eventually she does . it's probably when he gets back with Morgan tho , seeing her again and even before they actually get together honestly . I think they were probably just friends for a while when Morgan was still with Jodie , but even being around her made Glenn more comfortable being herself again <3 Glenn is a very genderqueer to me , I think once they're comfortable wirh themselves again they use all pronouns , but traditionally feminine terms still give them that little jolt of euphoria , even if she's still fine and comfortable with other pronouns as well . there's just nothing to him like wearing a dress and being called pretty , that's all <3
ok i could probably keep going but also my thumbs are tired so that's all for rn , anyways <3 hope you enjoy my silly Glenn rant <3 I love her so much <333
i love this so much!! also i will gladly give you all the power you so desire because i adore reading your rambles!! i'm sorry my response isn't as juicy as this entire ask because i've got a bit of a headache coming on but i want you to know that i really do love your interpretation of glenn's gender ♡
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ok SO…………… imagine a world where howard and andy met while howard and carolyn were still together.
we have to think about the stage of howard's life that he was in at this time: he does NOT know that he's aro OR ace, so, uh, this changes a lot already because beforehand, he had already split up with carolyn, and had realised he was aroace, prior to meeting andy, which is why he ends up helping andy to realise his identity also. this doesn't necessarily need to change cuz howard can still realise hes aroace, break up with carolyn, and thru discussions and coming to terms with it himself, this would still help andy to come to the same conclusion about himself. i do think it's harder for andy to figure it out for himself considering he's not been in a relationship as such, ever, so it's one of those, “maybe i haven't found the right person” or “maybe i just need to experience it to understand” things…
anyway let us consider the DYNAMICS here because…. much to consider here… it does resemble a sort of love triangle, if we're gonna be typical and romantic, but i feel this situation is neither of those things, so, lol. this is a dude in a relationship with a friend he's never been attracted to out of a feeling of obligation, realising he's a whole other orientation, ending it, and simultaneously building a friendship with someone else, and over a course of months to years coming to realise the kind of relationship that would work for him that happens to be with this guy. not like, sorry carolyn, i met someone else. lol. it would have ended regardless.
so anyway… probably howard DOES tell carolyn like, oh i trained up someone new today, he's called andrew, he seems nice but terrified. carolyn probably jokes about howard being the one to scare him, on account of his :| vibes, and howard admits he wasn't thrilled to have to train someone and it may have come across at first but he decided he likes this guy and hopes he didnt make him feel bad……… 🥺
so two things are happening here: howard and andy are building a friendship, goofing around, laughing about carrot pants; and howard and carolyn are. i dunno. not doing that. i think they've been getting on fine but everything kind of immediately changed when they went from friends to “dating” and he felt pressure to be a certain kind of person to her now, what is a boyfriend, what do boyfriends do, am i being affectionate enough, etc. which he kind of blamed on Society or something at first before he realised most people WANT to do those things and aren't secretly lamenting them. and, gasp, that's why they form romantic relationships.
AND. okay this feels bad. but when i was with tom i never mentioned him to people. my family obviously knew and i did sometimes talk about him, but not much, and mostly for functional purposes lol. i remember i was working at pearson the year i met louie when me and tom broke up, and i remember telling tom about louie, but i couldnt bring myself to say the word “boyfriend” out loud so i never mentioned tom to louie LOL uhh……. i can see howard just never really bringing up that he has a girlfriend until they break up. tbh. and probably he's acting spaced out at work after it happens, and andy's like, hey what's up. and howard is like umm. it's hard to explain.
and he's probably like. idk if they talk about it AT work, maybe andy asks howard at lunch or, when they're just standing around at some point lol. somewhere a little more private ya know, in the back. i know how supermarkets work……… and howard's like ok so…… i was kind of… in a relationship… i know it's probably weird that i didnt mention it before now, but it's because, umm. okay, this is gonna sound crazy, (it's fine, says andy) but, ok, we were friends in school, right, and i don't really know why that changed, because i don't think i ever actually saw her as anything else, but, i mean it was her that… expressed an interest… and i guess i just went along with it ‘cause that's how it goes, or so i thought, and it's a bit stupid really ‘cause we were actually really good friends until then. and like, i don't know if we will be again. now. ‘cause, fair enough, she didn’t take it very well.
andy: what did you tell her…?
howard: dunno, i just fuckin’, uh, had a mental breakdown or something and she kind of got the picture. (he’s kind of laughing at himself in a bemused way lol) … and then she asked me if i was gay. and i'm like, i don't fuckin’ know. i don't think i'm anything.
andy: that seems a weird thing to ask.
howard: well, okay. don't think anything of this, but, i don't make friends very often, so the fact i've brought you up a handful of times in conversation is apparently a good reason to think i've been secretly gay this whole time. which if i am, then it's a secret to me an’ all.
andy: wait, did i come up in your break-up conversation with your girlfriend?
howard: look, it's her that brought it up. (he kinda shrugs and holds his hands up here)
andy: no, it's fine, just… (i think andy is trying not to laugh here. very serious conversation.) it feels a bit like i'm part of a love triangle or something.
howard: yeah, ya homewrecker. it's all your fault.
andy: i will not be held responsible for this!
howard: nah. it would've ended anyway.
andy: you're still making it sound like i had anything to do with this.
howard laughs at this. an exasperated little chuckle. i was going to say he runs a hand through his hair but this is, in fact, buzzcut era howard we're talking about. probably he just rubs his fuzzy head a bit lol.
howard: no, i know.
andy: are you doing okay, though?
howard: yeah… it's all good. thanks. sorry to bring you into it.
andy: don't be! i asked.
howard: yeah, but, just the stuff carolyn said about you.
andy: well that was her, not you. but i'd rather know about it than not.
howard: okay. fair.
i guess it trails off after this. but more conversations will be had i am sure. andy would check in with howard the next time they see each other. at some point there would be a conversation about howard's guilt over not being what carolyn wanted, and he felt “like a right dickhead” for pulling the whole it's not you it's me, thing, but it literally IS him and not her, it's what HE lacks. and andy says something about how howard doesnt owe anyone feelings he simply does not have and it's kind of absurd to think otherwise.
as for how howard and carolyn's relationship is faring at this point — probably they've occasionally messaged each other and intended to stay friends. after the initial upset i think she does say she just had to process it and it's not his fault he feels like he does, but she doesn't understand why he ever thought it was a good idea to start going out if he never felt that way about her. he's been unpacking this himself before this conversation. he says he just liked her, and cared about her, and he thought that's what that was, and had nothing else to compare it to. he says, he doesn't want her to think he didn't care about her just because it wasn't in the right way. he's probably getting a little bit upset, a little bit agitated at this point. at the way he is. at how it just could never have worked, and it's his fault.
i actually don't know at what point the words aromantic or asexual first come up. i've had it that howard was the first one to adopt these labels, although he's less of a googler than andy, but it makes sense because stan's his brother and he's up to date on all the lingo and his friend rees is aroace don't you know. and howard does talk to stan about things. perhaps in more detail than with andy at this point since they hadn't really known each other for that long yet.
i think i still like it how it was; howard figures it out, tells andy at some point, bla bla bla, time passes. thoughts are percolating in andy's brain. months go by, he's started university, he's feeling how different he is to everyone (it's the autism, baby! get ready!), there's that thing about that guy who tries to flirt with him and he tells him he's already taken cuz he doesn't want to straight up reject the guy, and maybe a little bit for clout (he thinks, okay, well i have no friends here but at least they will know that i have someone outside of this place!)... and howard does come over a few times, and he is assumed to be the boyfriend, and i dont know yet how andy ends up explaining this one, but i think howard has a grand old time pretending to be andy's boyfriend lol.
perhaps……… in classic sitcom fashion…… this leads to howard playing the part, putting an arm around andy, messing up his hair, giving him a widdle kiss on his widdle head 👉👈 and this is how they kind of get used to these casual touches. and maybe, just maybe, andy is SO touch-starved, and howard is kind of lamenting how these kinds of interactions seem to be exclusive content reserved only for those in romantic relationships. and maybe they talk about it a little bit. maybe they shyly admit to each other how they think it feels kinda nice. and maybe andy clarifies he's never felt any romantic feelings for anyone either, he is pretty sure, just in case howard was worried about that. and maybe the fake-dating scenario is actually the catalyst for all of Howdy. imagine that. wwooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaauuuuhkghg dying noises
also not sure how carolyn sits within all of this. i'm sure her and howard are talking a lot less, but still talking. probably they meet up now and again, as before. it seems okay, but howard probably actually finds it really hard to bring up andy, because! now i see the drama. if she realises howard and andy end up in some kind of a committed relationship, regardless of whether it's romantic or platonic or whatever the hell, i feel she may lose her mind lol. she’d probably be retrospectively filling in the blanks of what led to her and howard's ultimate demise, even though as i said, it really did not have anything to do with andy and would’ve always happened. but she would blame it on andy and think howard a liar. i imagine it could turn into a bit of a fight. she's calling him a liar and saying she felt bad for him and all this time it WAS because he met someone else. and howard is riled by this and asks WHY she felt bad for him, is it because he can't feel romantic love? does that make him worthless? is that the only thing that makes a person worth anything?
(insert moses sumney “doomed” lyrics because im still insane about that song: if lovelessness is godlessness, will you cast me to the wayside? well i feel the peeling of half-painted ceilings reveal the covering of a blank sky)
(in fact another moses sumney lyric, from “don't bother calling”, which kind of encapsulates howard's guilt around not being enough for carolyn: i don't know what we are, but all i know is i can't go away with you with half a heart)
(i need a separate document just for moses sumney lyrics. but like. howard before he finds his little situation with andy mood, from “me in 20 years”: i'm left wondering if it's written on my urn that i'd burn alone like a star
(btw this is not howard's kind of music but i think andy would like it and i think it would absolutely murder him lyrically, and then he would show it to howard and it would murder howard as well. lol. anyway literally not relevant right now.)
umm… so maybe this is the bitter end of howard's friendship with carolyn, probably not, but at least it can never be how it was again. there is the potential for carolyn to learn and understand, but i don't know if this happens while they are friends. as i say, once howard unpacks some trauma, i think that carolyn not Getting It is not the biggest issue anymore. i think seeing her after this point would literally send him into some kind of a panic attack honestly.
we know that at some point howard and andy decide to explore some intimate acts LOL i’m such a prude just say sex. but not really tho. they don't get very far. anyway i don't know if this is the trigger for the delayed-onset ptsd or no. i mean, probably? which means that howard and carolyn could have been friends still for several years until he simply has to cut ties with her. but perhaps it's been tapering off anyway. he's probably been feeling kind of weird about it for a long time and probably somewhere deep in the bowels of his mind he has known that he’s only been continuing their friendship to compensate for how he couldn't be the thing that she wanted, and he thinks he at least owes it to her to be a good friend. he's just like me fr.
and then… and then… i think that’s enough for now
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YCGMA review
OK, so ages ago I am said I was going to review your city gave me asthma. Um, so I might do that now. Using the Dictation tool in Microsoft Word. Coming back to write this start at the end, now I'm just going to say I really hate that this program censors swear words. Like, literally Why? If I say swear words, it's because I want to write swear words. What the ****?
I haven't done too much editing on this, so if it's kind of weird and kind of very obviously spoken word, that's probably why. I am just prioritizing my hands today.
So the first song in the album is Jubilee line. And I really like it. I really like the clip of like, idk, regular life audio. It was really cool when I went to the train, took the railway in London. And got to experience it for myself. My favorite lyric from that song is probably “Shout at the wall. ‘cause the walls don’t fucking love you.” I do have this song in some playlists, but it's not one of my favorites. It's totally fine.
The next song is Saline solution. I really liked this song for singing about painkillers personally, as someone who has to rely on painkillers a lot. I really like the language in the song. Uh, it's funny. It's, um, poetic in a funny way. Elixir and melodramatic and pragmatic. Yeah, it's just greatly enjoyable. This is one of my favorite songs from the album.
The next song is Since I Saw Vienna. I don't listen to this much anymore. But I can't play this on guitar. Uh. It was the first song I learned with like picking or however you say that technique like instead of playing chords. And uh, it's uh yeah, it's not bad. But it's a lot more allo than I'm personally a fan of. I will admit it is genuinely really fun to play on a guitar.
The next song in the album is Losing Face. Basically, it's about, well, losing face. This one's really high energy, which like, really like. It's good for when you're in the bad place. And as generally losing face implies, it's that it really expresses that feeling of being completely out of control. And like you, you just have to be honest because yeah, you can't anymore. And to quote the song, it's like. “Well, I don't know what to do.” And yeah, it's, um, losing hope. And just like. What? What is even why? And I guess in the actual song it's about specific situation. Uh, so that's a thing. I don't really care as much about the specific situation.
The next song is Your sister was Right. I think it's generally about like this feeling that you're like a bad person. And I don't know if that's a feeling that's very good to entertain for too long. The problem with identifying yourself as a bad person who does bad things is, it may hinder you from making improvements in how you act. It depends a bit, but I think this is one can easily be destructive. It can also be nice when you feel like you can't admit your mistakes. And to just like. Yeah, get out of your head with a different opinion. Um, I don't know.
And then there is La Jolla. So this song is one of the reasons you should listen to this album as a whole. Rather than individual songs. Because it uh.I don't want to spoil too much, but this hints at a later song. I think you could definitely argue that this song is about like depression or like chronic bad mood, but those are basically the same. Technically, depression often doesn't have a cause. I believe. This album is, as earlier stated, kind of about hating London. And at least from what Wilbur has said himself it's about Hypochondria or like health anxiety. Oh, but yeah. Anyway, back to the song, it mentions self-hate, which is like I assume that it's common, but maybe not. Hopefully not. But yeah, I'm glad it does, we need to talk about the bad stuff sometimes.
And next up is one of my favorite songs and I also I would really recommend it because it doesn't have any romance. It is. I'm sorry, Boris. It is a political song. Uh, so this is obviously about yeah, it's about Boris Johnson, which also implicates the Tory Party in the UK. It basically talks about how the politics are so bad, and they're going to ruin all the favorite things, all the nice things the government does for the people. I have also tried this on guitar, I don't remember if I managed to learn it. Uh, but yes, I mentioned uh, this is um, the song that. Uh. Continues on one of the previous songs. I've forgotten which right now, but yeah, you can read the last paragraph I think this is so such a nice song to listen to, honestly. Uh, Wilbur says. This is just an artist I really like. I I love the way he sings, the way he makes the general musical picture. Uh, I think the instruments are always great and the melodies, it's some of my favorite music honestly.
I don't listen to this of us much anymore. But I do really like it, and I really did like it when I used to listen to it a lot more. I might start listening to it again, I'm not sure.
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Fashionista (AC Freya TF)
It was like any other day for Kelly, boring and mundane. She was stuck inside her own house because of all of the snow that was piling up outside. She wasn't sure why she was so upset about it. It wasn't as if she had anywhere to go, she was unemployed after all.
Thankfully she had recently bought the new Nintendo Switch with a couple games on it, her favorite one by far was Animal Crossing: New Horizons, she was talking to all of her cute little villagers and went to the bank to expand her house.
Eventually, she went over to the house of her favorite villager; Freya the wolf, inside was the usually except for the sturgeon Kelly had gotten Freya. The two chatted and everything seemed normal until out of nowhere...
"Hey Kelly, I know this seem like a weird question, but can I have your body?" The question came so abruptly Kelly had to read the message twice. Just then, Kelly noticed two dialog options on the right side of the screen.
>Yeah, Sure!
>I'm sorry, what?
Kelly picked the second option, Freya displayed the shocked emotion followed by a show of embarrassment, "I apologize if the question surprised you, it's just... I want to see your world for myself, it must be wonderful if it's inhabited by people such as yourself."
Kelly's jaw dropped, she looked around her bedroom and shouted," Is this some sort of sick joke", Freya exhibited the shock emotion once again and said, "No no no I'm being honest Kelly, I would like to use your body,"
Kelly just sat there on her bed, completely speechless. She dashed out of her room and tore through the house to seem if anyone was hiding in her house with a microphone of something; when she found nothing she plopped herself down on the dark blue couch that had multiple tears in it. Kelly then noticed another set of dialog choices.
>What do you want to use my body for?
>Well, ok then?
Kelly picked the first alternative, and to her surprise (or dismay), Freya exhaled and said, "I just told you, silly. I want to experience your world for myself, uff da, and not to offend you or anything but you really haven't been using your body all that much", Kelly just stared at her switch before she grew angry and screamed at the device, "WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!"
Just then, she heard it, heavy breathing on the back of her neck; Kelly gasped and whipped her head around and look around her living room, taking note of how absolutely filthy it was.
Highly annoyed and confused by what was going on, she looked at her Nintendo Switch and said, "goodbye, Freya", and shut the gaming console off.
Suddenly, Kelly was startled by a mysterious knock at the door, the woman looked at her kitchen clock, 12:49Am, Kelly furrowed her eyebrows and shouted at the door, "Go away, I don't want any!"
However, the knocking persisted, with an annoyed groan Kelly unlocked her front door and opened it to find....No one was there. "Odd", Kelly said to herself, she looked down and at her hole-ridden socks was a brown carboard box. She opened it up with a boxcutter that she left lying on the dining room table.
Upon inspection, it was a Norwegian style sweater, it was green and beige in color and had two reindeer on the front of it. Although suspicious, Kelly decided to put it on, it was rather comfy.
That is, until it felt like she had been electrocuted. "Ouch", Kelly yelped, and started frisking herself up and down to see if anything was wrong. Everything seemed fine until a sudden "POP" caused her to turn around and to her horror, "I HAVE A TAIL", Kelly shrieked. But the changes didn't stop there, Kelly peered down at her feet and saw that her worn out socks were disintegrating! Her faced started to ache unexpectedly as her lips pushed slowly (and painfully) outwards and her ears started to move further up her head, became sharped and softer at the same time. Meanwhile, hear shoulder length hazel-colored hair was starting to vanish and be replaced by rose pink tufts of fur, and while her left eye was still its original brown color, the right at this point was starting to turn a dark navy blue.
Kelly felt a tingling sensation on her face, as a mixture of fur and makeup started to appear on her head and spread down the rest of her body. It wasn't until she saw her right hand turn into a paw with five fat digits that she said to her self, "I gotta do something"; with this thought, Kelly pulled open a kitchen drawer and pulled out a meat clever. She raised it upward, ready to cut her own hand off, until suddenly, her hand threw the large blade across the room and shook a single finger at her.
It was then that Kelly let out another blood-curdling scream as she realized she was slowly losing control of her body to...Freya.
As this was going on her body was now completely covered from head-to-toe-to-tail in beige and pink fur. Kelly ran around her house trying to find something that would help her, but it was too late. She was slowly losing herself, her memories disappearing one by one and being replaced with false memories, ones that weren't hers.
By this point, she couldn't even recall her name, she put her paws around her canine-shaped head. She kept squeezing and squeezing until, *POP* , Kelly, was gone.
Freya opened her eyes and stretched, letting out a big yawn in the process. Freya smiled at her new physical form, until she saw the state of the room she was in. "Uff da, this room is absolutely disgusting", she didn't know how Kelly or anyone else could live like this. Kelly, Freya remembered the previous owner of her new body, she honestly loved Kelly, but Freya didn't know anyway else that could help her get out of the world of Animal Crossing. "Sorry Kelly, I know you're probably mad at me for the betrayal, but I didn't know what else to do!" Freya said in a somber voice.
Then, Freya smiled and said to the ghost of Kelly, "Don't worry Kelly I'll do this for you, uff da!" She strolled to the door and said excitedly, "Human world here I come!"
When Freya opened the door and saw how dark out it was, she said, "....Tomorrow, gotta get my beauty sleep", and she quickly closed the door and headed off to bed, but not before tripping over a pile of clothes that Kelly left out, Freya fell to the floor and quietly cursed to herself; it was then that she realized....
"Hey! I can curse! This body is amazing!", Freya exclaimed. Freya stepped over the pile of dirty clothes and promised herself that she would clean this house first thing tomorrow morning.
#Freya animal crossing#animal crosing new leaf#tf story#ac freya#Transferred#transferred from deviantart
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SCP Scenarios: SCP 1678 (Unlondon) x Reader (REQUESTED)
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Requested by: @lilithisfurry
Ok, so I've done it!!! 😃
Before any of you say a thing, I know that there are 2 humanoid 1678s which are 1678-A (Bobbies/Policeman) and 1678-C (Wretch) and an avian type one (1678-B)
The one I'll be using is 1678-A (Policeman) because it takes too much time to write 3 versions of this SCP (But I might consider writing the other 2, but it's highly unlikely)
First Encounter
When you first met this humanoid, you were sent into SCP 1678 for some test
The police humanoid emitted a loud whistle as the speakers screamed ‘‘Police! Halt, criminal!’’
A couple of others who were with you attempted to shoot them with their guns but were quickly shown to be resistant
Luckily for them, they managed to plant some explosives which caused damage
The other 1678-As went in and attacked them which wasn't unusual because of their hostile nature
However, for you, one of them managed to capture you and ran
For some reason, it showed some interest towards you and warded off the other SCP 1678-As off from you
They seemed to understand that you were "marked" and left you alone
That particular 1678-A managed to get you out from harm and back to your foundation
The foundation staff did wonder what had happened and you told them everything with proof since you were wearing a bodycam
They've soon noticed that this particular policeman was softer towards you as you bandaged up its broken arm
Your feelings for him
After the incident, you were sent back down into 1678 for further research and you bumped back into the sane 1678-A
You only remembered that it was him because of its gesture and its unusual markings which distinguished him from the others
Somehow, you both were able to communicate with each other
The researchers realised that they seemed to understand human speech, mainly English, however, they seemed to understand other forms of European languages as well
Moreover, this particular Bobby also understood sign language and used it to his advantage to communicate with you, displaying some fondness for you
The researchers were reluctant to let you carry on with this test as they've noticed that you've reciprocated the same gesture
Let's just say that the researchers and the other Bobbies agreed to the fact that it was strange for you and that special policeman to be dating
His Confession
Over time, as you both became closer, he worked up the courage to sign to you that he cares a lot about you
And you've found that rather cute and returned the gesture
Which then made you both a rather unique type of couple
The other 1678-As were concerned and curious about this new relationship and so was the Foundation
The researchers had decided to borrow your newfound partner and took him to his new room (No, you've basically kidnapped him)
Needless to say, the other Bobbies were somewhat furious while others were glad that he's gone since he betrayed them for not killing you
Your new partner was somewhat homesick, so you've decided to paint some victorian style art for his cell
Date
From time to time, you both were shoved back into 1678 which just so happens to be the main place for you both to date
Some of his friends were relieved to see him and some would even offer you a hug
You obviously returned the gesture for being so flattering and because your man could finally get laid (NGL yall still be touch starved to the point you'd even date strange beings and objects)
Dates with this Bobby would be rather interesting
Like, he'd hold hands, but probably wouldn't start it during the beginning of the relationship because he's just shy (Just like everybody else here)
Since his face is all bandaged up, you wouldn't really be having many kisses
But he'll make it up with hugs instead
His fellow friends would probably enjoy bothering the both of you while you're there and would pull pranks on you both
If you both were in the foundation, you'd be chilling in his cell and talking bout your experiences in life (Not like you'd have much to say, get back to studying/work)
The researchers may poke fun of you both but would generally leave you both alone
When he gets jealous
Now, depending on who he's jealous of, he would react differently
If it was another fellow 1678-A, he would be slightly hostile and assert his dominance over the others
However, if it was a member of the foundation or anyone else that's not 1678-A for that matter, he'd be even more aggressive and would probably try and kill them
Unless you manage to stop him then it's fine
This Bobby would be slightly possessive because you're the only other person who genuinely cares about him other than his 1678 friends/family
If he sees you having a friendly chat with another person/SCP, he would wrap an arm around you just so the other person knows you're taken
I think over time he learns some boundaries so even if he is aggressive, he wouldn't just automatically send the dude you're with to hell
Unless that person is a crappy person then good for them
Yandere!1678-A
This yandere right here would literally kidnap you and take you back into 1678
He'd make sure that you would never find a way back into the foundation which does concern the researchers, so they send a group of D-classes and MTFs to find you
If he was feeling nice, he would let you wander around 1678 but he would most likely be next to or near you at all times
If he was having a bad day, he would tie you up in a random building and made sure that nobody can get in or out
Would most likely be even more hostile to everybody else around you
If you haven't behaved, he'd probs use something sharp to inflict pain on you
If you managed to behave, then he loosens the ropes around your arms, legs and neck
Probs would feed you tiny doses of 1678-D but only a bit because he's aware of how that affects the bodies of ordinary humans
Their younger sister
You and the other 1678-As would literally be families at this point or friends with the ones who are lurking away from the main area of 1678
And since you were rather new, you were treated as the younger one (That's also because you're the youngest one)
Would probably protect you from everything
You would be spoilt to death and wouldn't have to hurt a fly
One of the policemen would get you a 1678-B as your personal pet
And it's rather fond of you so it basically follows you around
Would most likely intimidate your dates if you have one
Even more so if they're a human/SCP from the Foundation
If it was another member of 1678 then they're more chill
However, if you were dating 1678-C, they'd be quite reluctant for you to be in a relationship with her but would let you anyways
When their kids say their name for the first time
Would 100% be crying internally and shocked
Like, it happened out of the blue since you both were just relaxing
Word would spread across the whole of 1678 because of this
And not because you both were a unique pairing in the first place
1678-A would try to teach your child some sign language in contrast to you who would teach them to communicate verbally
Most likely try and teach the kid to defend themselves and probably attack others
But you wouldn't let him because they were too young (Just like you lot!!! Shouldn't y'all be studying in primary or high/secondary schools?)
The other 1678s would literally yeet their way to meet the kid just so they can teach your child to say more words
And to swear of course
When his S/O is angry
Oh dear
If the foundation doesn't know any better, they'd just assume that all the Bobbies were the aggressive ones
And oh boy were they wrong
You were the one who needs a chill pill
Basically, some guy tried to hit on you and wouldn't stop
So you just casually gave him a taste in his own medicine
Which were a punch in the face and a kick in the nuts (Kids, don't do this to a guy unless he really deserves it)
He somehow got back up and carried on harassing you
Your man was just strolling around the park until he saw the commotion
He had to literally hold you back and made the guy run for his life
Which was a shocker since it's usually the other way around
And of course, everybody inside 1678 heard about the news and cheered on for you while others just ran since they didn't wanna have the first-hand experience with your anger issue
When someone tries to steal you away
Oh this man right here would gather all his police friends as well as the birds to hunt down whoever stole you away
He would be furious to the core and rightfully so
The foundation was informed of this and they didn't blame this SCP
And that's because the person who stole you was from the Chaos Insurgency
Both GOIs hated each other's guts so the foundation just kinda let 1678-A hunt down the guy
And he did along with the MTFs
But was met with you standing over the guy's dead body
Then everybody realised that your man taught you how to protect yourself
And you did it so perfectly that even 1678 was intimidated af
Nobody wanted to mess with you and your partner was relieved that he taught you self defence
When his pregnant!S/O gets hurt by accident
This particular 1678-A that just so happens to be your partner, is rather shy and introverted
Nad although he does his 'job' well, he would rather just stay away from any contact
Until he met you and you became pregnant
This 1678-A would be slightly more protective but would let you have some space
And because of this, you managed to give yourself a papercut
Which was met with a furious policeman
But was cooled down when you explained your injury to him
He was giving you a huge lecture about your safety and how not to get hurt because you're carrying his baby
Wouldn't leave you alone ever again
Even if that means he would have to sit by the corner at all times
Would send his mates to come over to check on you if he wasn't there
Meeting a dragon hybrid child fem!reader
Definitely would be curious about you since they mostly interact with Foundation staffs
Probably would try to attack you but instead got burnt
1678-A would definitely notice your strange appearance and that you cry lava
Would feel bad so he'd try and comfort you
This then leads to you both being rather attached to each other
This particular 1678-A would have to bribe the others to keep you
The foundation realising this would happen
Probably would let you stay there for research purposes
They would most likely help level up your telekineses
Treats you like their own child and would be extremely protective
Most likely would have a heart attack every time you show kindness towards foundation members instead of attacking them
Every time you're in danger, the ones attacking you would soon realise that they've screwed up
Because the SCPs can hear you cry which would summon a whole bunch of them
When he accidentally kills you
He was basically chilling with you until some MTF members arrived to take some samples for testing
They were attacked by the other 1678-As and retaliated
This chill guy would lead you to safety before attacking the remaining MTFs
You realising what has happened decided to try and help out
You noticed that one of the MTF members were about to shoot your guy and managed to throw the gun out of his hand
1678-A notices and tries to attack the member but instead killed you
The remaining MTF members flee as he mourns your death
He would be even more vengeful and aggressive to the foundation members
Which does scare off the other Bobbies
Stayed in one of the abandoned houses to cry alone
Yandere!1678 - A x Evil!Reader
I'd say aside from his yandere self and the fact that he's only more aggressive to everyone else aside from you and giving you some scars, he's pretty dense and thicc in the brain
Probably wouldn't notice that you were working on them for a project in the GOC
You were able to get away with a lot of things because of your small stature and innocent appearance
Definitely managed to fool this yandere!1678-A because of your appearance
You could be just as vicious when you want to be
Yandere!1678-A soon realises that you were just using him for some experiment and were angered to the point of no return
Would most likely try and hunt you down
But since you've already got enough information about this SCP, you were able to devise a plan to leave
Manages to catch up to you but you were fortunate enough to know enough self-defence tactics to ward him off
You never came back to him and he was depressed for all of eternity
Trying McDonald's Sprite
You were requested to bring some ordinary food to 1678 as a test
And you've decided that you wanted to bring some Sprite with some Apple pie, mozzarella dippers and pancakes (They're my soul food from Mackies ok? Don't judge)
When you arrived in 1678, that one particular policeman who is attached to you for some odd reason was curious about the food
Of course, he would need to take off the bandage on his head to taste the food but not before some bribery from you
He reminisced about the food since he loved eating them before he turned into 1678-A
Sprite, however, was slightly different
He never tried them and was surprised with how good they tasted
Most likely would ask you to get more for him though
Foundation staff would be rather conflicted but allowed you to reward him with Sprite and some food
Only whenever he behaved well though
When his kid swears at him
You should've seen the look on his face (oh the irony)
You both taught your kid verbal and non-verbal communications with some common sentences people would say
But never have either of you taught your kid how to swear
Kinda just happened and 1678-A was about to go into cardiac arrest (Pun intended)
Would hunt down whoever taught them that depending on the severity
Like if the kid was using a ton of swearing in a sentence and was directing it to either of you, 1678-A would kill the guy
You were more of a chill type of parent
But would recommend the kid to stop swearing sine it's rude
Most likely wound ground the kind for a week tbh
When the reader scares him (Child!Reader)
Well, let's just say you managed to make the policeman play hide and seek with you
And you were the one hiding since you secretly knew that you were a professional at it
So you made 1678-A to find you
And although he's pretty good at catching his victims, he couldn't find you (Cuz y'all be so short)
Like he was literally in front of you and he still couldn't see you and you even giggled
So you've decided to jump on him
And oh boy was he about to scream out for help
But luckily he didn't cuz the others would whoop yo ass
Probably wouldn't give you a lecture but would need a while for his precious heart to not go yeetus the fetus
He would probably yeet you though tbf
When the reader pole dances/aerial silk dance
1678-A probably would have some ideas on what pole dancing is
Maybe not as much with the term aerial silk dancing but would soon understand when he sees you dancing
Probably thinks that you're trying to fondue with him if you're pole dancing
Definitely would be in awe when he sees you dance with the aerial silks
Would have a difficult time mimicking you if he ever wants you to teach him
Has definitely fallen 1000 times while pole dancing and broke his arms while dancing 10 ft off the ground
If the others inside 1678 see you dancing, he'd be in a blushing mess, especially if you were dancing to certain kinds of songs
Would most likely tell you to dance for him privately so there's no peeking
Having a Pregnant!S/O
Would most definitely be on the guard more since you're carrying his child
1678-A would most likely follow you around like a well trained and clingy German Shepard
You'd most likely have to tell him to tone it down because you're pregnant, not some delicate flower
Would most likely do whatever you tell him to do, even if it means hurting himself as long as you're safe and sound
Definitely would make sure that another 1678 would be around you at all times when he's away from you
1678-A would occasionally rub your stomach and sing victorian era songs
Sometimes he would bring you some of your favourite foods
When you try to commit suicide
When he hears the news he was devastated
He literally ran 69 miles just to see you
Would give you a big boi lecture about doing that
Nearly had his heart jump out of his body
Would constantly follow you everywhere after this
He's basically your bodyguard at this point
Would bandage up your wounds
Makes sure that you're fed well and all and would give you random gifts out of the blue
Would most likely ask the other Bobbies to care for you if he's not there and would even give you 1678-B
Asks the Wretches to keep a lookout to make sure nobody hurts you
Having a hopelessly romantic/easily flustered GN!Reader
This particular Bobby would most likely be just as easily flustered and hopelessly romantic as you
I'd imagine him trying to make the first move and you both being in a blushing mess
You both would exchange little gifts every now and again
Everyone else just teases and ships you both
You both loving each other unconditionally and constantly worrying about each other when you're both away from each other
This Bobby would definitely protect you from the MTFs and/or D-classes from attacking you
You would make a deal with the foundation to keep your guy safe and sound
The foundation witnessing how lovey-dovey you both are and just dies of cringe and sweetness overload (but not as sweet as out 999)
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Ok time for another creepypasta au headcannon
Today’s headcannon is Kate the chaser
But first thing first
okay so i haven't actually looked into kate that much woopsie
i know the basics of her story, design, and what she basically does as a proxy.
kate " the chaser? " the first time i read that i thought an animal and since then, my version of kate isn't entirely human. i like to think of her as a forest spirit, although she just looks a little creepy; she's an average height, skinny creature with limbs that are just slightly too long. ( these make it easier to chase people on all fours, ya know, like an animal ) my reason for her being a forest spirit is actually kinda funny; in middle school I had a running joke that she was a dog cause that's what i thought she was at first LMFAO so i thought she was magical version of smile dog for a while. i got them mixed up don't yell at me lol.
okay but back to kate
. now i think of her as a forest spirit because in my headcanon, the operator’s radiation killed her, although he wanted her to work for him so badly that he brought her back to life, just as a spirit in his forest. because she was brought back from the dead, she looks a lil fucked up but it's okay we love her .
. She doesn’t really look human anymore. a not entirely human demon-spirit thing with long limbs, sharp teeth, and a mask who smells like death, like think very wendigo-esque.
. Kate the Chaser was the result of an experiment by the Operator to see if he could make someone willingly submit to being his proxy. The Operator made Kate find the 8 pages over and over and over and over again until she cracked and practically begged to serve The operator just to make it stop.
. kate still feels human emotions, although they can easily be clouded and taken over by voices in her head. these voices are what used to keep her loyal to the operator ; if she didn't hear these voices she would have run off and probably been killed again by some scared civilian. these voices are also what makes her kill; because of them; they're constantly screaming in her mind, reminding her that her one goal is to protect the forest from outsiders. kate believes that's her only goal and reason to be where she is; she does a damn good job though
. She is one of the few proxies to suffer from “maladaptive proxyism”, which occurs randomly. It is a select grouping of genes that makes someone susceptible. There are no signs of it as a human, but when someone with it is “transformed”, they go feral. Kate’s episode lasted almost a year. She takes specialized medicine for it (thanks EJ).
. There is a cabin in the woods that kate goes to when she has one of her episodes it’s her safe place
. Since she’s one of the Top 3, she has a really nice room inside of the mansion. She likes to sleep there when most of the time. because the mattress on the floor in the cabin hurts her back too bad to walk back there to it. :(
. She has a ragged old cat who can detect her episodes. Whenever she notices the cat acting strange, she knows to take leave and go to her cabin. She is not immune to her episodes; the pills just help prevent most of them..
. Her eyes are very sensitive to light due to her living in Kullman Mines before being relocated to the Mansion by Slender Man. which often leaves her to only be seen in the night then in the daylight; a total night owl
. She can see really well in the dark, to the point where when there was a power outage at the Mansion she didn’t notice for like an hour.
. Wears sunglasses whenever she’s out in about in the daytime.
. She’s kind of terrified of Slenderman. Despite him removing her from the operator’s control she still afraid of him mainly because of his resemblance to the operator.
. Kate’s voice is kind of raspy and low. She has severely damaged vocal cords.
. She doesn’t talk much. (Yet again because of her vocal cords.) though she’s fine with speaking with her hands, facial expressions or body language. She also growls a lot.
. Despite having damaged vocal cords, She has a very nice singing voice but she is kind of self-conscious about it.
. Kate has a southern accent.
. She is the one who drew the operator and the slenderman notes that travelers find in the woods. Her room is covered in notes since she can’t stop drawing them. Some think they are coping methods that she uses to help with all the shit she went though with The operator. but by god has she gone through a lot of shit because of The operator in her lifetime.
. Black goo occasionally leaks from her eyes and mouth. Nobody 100 % sure knows why but the other pastas just assume it’s because of Her past of being under the operator’s influence.
. Due to being a proxy of the slenderman. Kate has now developed the ability to fully transform into a beast. ( remember proxies can develop abilities after a few years of being proxies when marked by the slenderman, kate only developed the ability to transform into a beast specifically because she already showed attributes of animal-like behavior. it kind looks similar to this.)
Bonus: She often has to strip in order to transform if she doesn’t want her clothes or her mask to be ripped to shreds
. More brawn then anything else, she works out on her free time leaving to be very trimmed down, lean with a good amount of muscles on her making her a good fight .
. She goes after targets at night or in dark places, and will try to get rid of any light sources they have first so they can’t take advantage of her photophobia.
. She thinks 2 am is definitely the best time to climb a tree, as it’s good practice for agility.
. Unnaturally quick on her feet; she’s a speedy runner who’s stamina is way through the roof that can beat easily almost all the other proxies and outrun anyone else. Literally can seemingly run for hours without getting tired.
. Kate likes to get in and out of missions as quickly as possible. Despite being a fast She’s not extremely stealthy, so when she goes on missions by herself she usually kills all people in the house.
. She is feral as fuck and will start a fight with anyone for any reason. She runs on energy drinks and pure rage. She once got in a fist fight with Nurse Ann because she put her milk in before her cereal.
. One time BEN dared her to punch the Rake in the nose and she did it without a second thought.
. She adores listening to the sound of rainfall. She was cooped up in Kullman Mines for so long that she forgot what it sounded like. Whenever it rains she goes for a walk. Without an umbrella. Because umbrellas are for pussies.
. Often is mistaken for either mostly Jeff the killer and or occasionally Masky and in turn leaves her quite annoyed whenever it happens
. Not entirely fond of fire whatsoever at all though isn’t deathly afraid and wouldn’t mind staying close only for warmth purposes
. ABSOLUTELY will down your ass for saying one of her interests is stupid. You’re stupid >:(
. Her and Hoody argue a lot but it’s more over who gets to pick the TV show.
. actually quite a big fan of anime
. She can only cook basic things.
. She has a good amount of hoodies, as she keeps getting blood on them and it takes ages to wash them.
. She sometimes has mood swings, especially after coming back from missions
. Her mask is honestly one of her most prized possessions. It has sentimental value to her. It was a mask Lauren got her for Halloween. She always has it with her and almost no one except for Slenderman have seen her without her mask.
. while on the topic of her mask, it's a plain white mask but the eyesockets are very big; maybe the constant scratching at it by victims wore it down who knows though.
. Due to being a forest spirit and somewhat undead. Kate can take a lot of damage without worrying about dying. It really scared the shit out of Circe that one time Kate’s arm got torn off.
“OMG ,KATE. YOUR ARM IS GONE!!!!”- Circe
“ oh wow, i didn’t even notice.”-Kate
. Hates when people call her Katie, Kathy, or Katherine and has punched people in the throat because of it. The only person who still does it is Jeff, because he’s an asshole.
. Has a fear of being abandoned by others
. She trusts Masky the most out of anyone and all she does is sometimes let him talk to her. According to circe their conversations can be quite entertaining to watch.
“Okay, what do you want to drink?”- masky
“Pepsi.”- Kate
“Kate, for the last fucking time, we don’t have Pepsi.” - masky
“Tim, either you get me what I want, or I’ll dig your grave next to Jay’s.”- kate
. Kate and Rouge have this thing where they just kind of stare at each other and vibe. It freaks Masky and Toby out just a little bit. Hoodie doesn’t really care. He’s kind of quiet too. Circe just loves it.
. All she thinks about is karma. Spill coffee on her, she’ll send a karma demon to your place.
. She has social anxiety. So she locks herself up in her room 24/7, and only leaves to get food, relieve herself, or to go on missions. Tho slender forces her to interact with others.
. has a hard time making friends but if she does make friends she’ll become extremely protective over them and beat the shit out of anybody who crosses them.
. Due to showing signs that she may still have traces of being under the operator’s control. She’s not allowed to lock her doors when in the mansion, for example. She also has one of the baby monitors in her room.
. A loyal-ish proxy to the Slenderman who’ll do pretty anything for the most part without question or a second thought
. Tbh she’s probably one of the most well rounded out Proxies. She’s very in-tune with herself and those around her. She has to be, she works with idiots all day long. (But she herself is kind if an idiot, Miss Why-set-traps-the-normal-way-when-i-could-become-the-trap)
. Even though she misses her old life, she does not want to go back. She doesn’t want to go through it all again to get to where she is.
Overall kate still has her struggles. But I think she’s going to be okay.
P.s. none of this canon. So don’t take it seriously if you don’t want to, if you don’t like it, take it somewhere else. Thank you
Bye 👋🏻
P.s.s. Go check out Circe’s origin story on archive of our own. It’s called rabbits are not what they seem.
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The producer turned off the music which confused the artist that was currently inside the recording booth. Taking off the headphones, she fanned out the hair which stuck in between them and looked towards the two males which were sitting outside watching her intensely.
"Is something wrong?"
The long and frustrated sigh the producer emitted let her know something was most certainly wrong.
"It's all wrong. Everything about your singing is wrong." The producer said.
Y/N's mouth dropped open slightly, confused by the man's voice. Tilting her head, she could see the other male who currently had his arms crossed and was looking at her with a smug grin, probably celebrating that she was about to get scolded.
"What is it? Is it the lyrics? Am I off key? Do you want me to sing in a different tone." She could already feel her anxiety rising up.
"No Y/N. The pitch, the lyrics, all that is fine. It's just....there's no feeling whatsoever. This is supposed to be a love song yet it somehow feels extremely melancholic. It's like.....it's like I'm listening to an extremely talented zombie."
The younger male from behind nearly doubled over, a soft snort coming out his nose that he quickly drowned out by covering his mouth and pretended to cough. The girl in the booth blinked slowly, processing that words the producer just said to her.
"We're done for today. We'll continue recording another day. Just please Y/N, try to find some inspiration to help with the feeling of the song. Think of an idol you're crush on, your pet, your favorite food! I don't care! Just try to sound more convincing, please!"
Without so much as another word, the producer slammed the door behind him. Once the girl stepped out of the booth, her eyes darted over to the male in the couch, who could no longer contain himself and began bursting into laughter.
"Oh shut up you gorilla."
Grabbing one of the pillows, she tossed it at his face in vain as he merely caught it and stuffed it underneath his arm.
"I'm not the one who made the producer angry with that screeching of yours." He shrugged.
Letting out an offended scoff, Y/N placed her hands on her hips.
"I do not screech thank you! As if you did any better Jongho."
"Uh....last time I recall, I got through my first half of the song perfectly fine with no screw ups. You on the other hand have been recording over and over again cause you can't fix that hoarse throat of yours." He teased her.
"My voice is not hoarse!" She cried out.
"Ok sure whatever you say. It's ok, I promise I won't say anything about you sucking dick last night and that's why you can hardly talk let alone sing."
"Excuse me?" She raised an eyebrow at him, not amused with another one of his dirty jokes.
"I mean kind of unprofessional to do such things the night before a schedule, but who am I to judge a nymphomaniac?" Wiggling his eyebrows at her, he snorted loudly.
Y/N was going to retaliate the same way she usually did: strike back with a savage remark, insult him personally or even smack his head just for the fun of it. Although she couldn't deny that she probably deserved him teasing her since she was the one who started every time since they began working on the song together, she still felt like he went too far at times. Almost like an annoying brother who seemed to thrive out of making your life miserable. But this time, she wanted to turn it up a few levels, get Choi Jongho to eat his words and shut up once and for all.
"Oh? So you've heard the rumors then?"
He furrowed his eyebrows.
"What rumors?"
Giggling softly, she began to slowly walk over to him, making sure to put a little sway in her hips.
"The rumors about how I give some of the best blowjobs."
She nearly laughed when Jongho's eyes flung open, his Adam's apple bobbing slightly as he swallowed nervously at her words.
"Oh stop playing coy Jongho and just admit it." She brought her face down at eye level with him, Jongho pulling his gaze away immediately at her close proximity.
"Ad-admit what exactly?" He stuttered cutely.
Smirking down at him, she startled him when she suddenly straddled his lap, his hands clutching the leather material under him.
"Admit that you brought it up cause you want to experience that yourself." She ran her fingers through his soft black hair.
"Experience what exactly?" He shifted uncomfortably underneath her, face reddening as he began to feel a small tent begin to form in his jeans, prompting him to stop moving before she felt it.
But Y/N felt it, she could definitely feel his bulge poking at her ass. Unable to stop herself, she rolled her hips against Jongho's, who had a shocked expression on his face.
"Y/N!" He exclaimed, words caught in his throat as he thought about a way to get out of the situation.
"What? Isn't this what you wanted? All those times you made all those sex jokes, wasn't it just to get me like this? On top of you? Ready to sink myself on your cock and ride you as I want?"
Jongho stumbled over his words, small frustrated whimpers spilling out of his lips as his erection grew harder inside his pants due to the incessant roll off her hips. And the way he was involuntarily bucking his hips up at her wasn't helping at all. Leaning down, she grazed her lips over his, her warm breath ghosting over his mouth.
"Just tell me how you want me Jongho. On my knees, on all fours, on the wall? I bet you'd love showing off your strength as you pound my soaking cunt against the-"
"I'm a virgin!"
Once he yelled out those words, Y/N's movements halted. Her eyes nearly bulged out of their sockets as she looked down with extreme surprise at Jongho, whose flushed face and teary eyes told her he wasn't lying to her.
"You're what?!" She quickly got off him, afraid to even be closer than 6 feet from him after his revelation.
"I'm a virgin ok!? I've never done anything with anyone, I haven't even had my first kiss."
He looked utterly ashamed and humiliated having to admit all that, especially when he had a huge problem in between his legs, that Y/N felt really bad for him. She knew she probably took it too far, but how was she supposed to know that he was practically a saint?
"Then why would you always tease me with overly sexual jokes?" She demands to know.
"Because nothing else worked to get you mad. Everything else slid off like butter on you. Besides I had to get back at you for all the times you messed with me. You were the one who started being mean out of nowhere and for no reason."
She definitely couldn't deny that statement. Sighing softly, she leaned back on the chair behind her.
"Ok, I guess I'm sorry about it. I guess I can..... stop pestering you or whatever." She offered.
Jongho's eyes immediately lit up at her words, unable to contain that gummy smile of his.
"Really?"
Y/N didn't know what it was, but seeing him smile like that, looking so adorably innocent and naive, it sparked something in her. She looked him up and down, Jongho was certainly very attractive and she'd be lying if she said she had never thought about what he'd look like without clothes on, his physique was astounding to say the least. She didn't know what it was, but she knew she had to have him.
"If........you give me something in return."
Jongho looked at her in confusion wondering what on earth she could possibly want from him.
"And that is?"
Smiling fondly at him she answered:
"I want to take your virginity."
Jongho widened his eyes, his hand trembling softly.
"You want to what?"
"You heard me Jongho. I want to take your virginity."
He looked so appalled and frightened by her words, his eyes looking down at the floor that she immediately regretted having such thought in the first place. How could she possibly ask him to give up something which was possibly important and sacred to him.
"Look Jongho, I was only kidding. Don't worry about-"
"Ok fine."
Now it was her turn to be shocked.
"Wait. Are you serious?" She looked at him in disbelief.
He nodded, all fear and doubt from before gone.
"But I'm holding you to your word. You better start being nice or so help me I'll ruin your career."
She chuckled dryly at his threat.
"Don't worry, I promise I won't annoy you anymore."
They stood quiet for a few moments, unable to think of something else to say. Jongho was the first to speak up.
"So....should I take off my pants then?"
Y/N cringed at his words.
"Not right here right now Jongho. Maybe in a less public place, like I don't know, my apartment." She suggested.
"Oh right....." Jongho realized how dumb he probably sounded right at that moment.
"Let me know when you don't have any schedules, I'm going to be on break anyways for the next weeks after I finish my goodbye stage tomorrow at Music Bank, so I'll be free any day after that."
Jongho nodded.
"So we're really doing this?" He asked more to himself than to her.
"You can always back out at any point if you want." She reminded him.
"No! It's fine. I'll let you know when I'm available."
Getting up, Jongho grabbed his jacket and phone. Before leaving, he scared Y/N when he suddenly cupped her chin with one hand and kissed the top of her head.
"I'll see you soon Y/N. Take care."
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Y/N paced back and forth. One minute she was sitting quietly on her couch then suddenly she got up and grabbed a glass of water in the kitchen. Why was she so nervous? It's not like she wasn't experienced in sex, but for some reason she felt antsy about what was about to happen.
"Calm down. Just get it over with and try not to scare him to much." She mentally told herself.
She couldn't help but stare at her reflection in the mirror she had in the hallway. She looked at her attire consisting of plain black shorts and a dark grey oversized shirt. Should she change into something more cute? Or was she overdressed? She mentally face palmed herself for thinking that.
"I'm going to end up naked in the end, who the fuck cares about what I'm wearing?" She shook her head at her stupidity.
Hearing the doorbell ring, she actually jumped slightly and let out a small shriek. She took a deep breath and sped over to the front door, hesitating for a second or two as her hand hovered over the handle. Wanting to get it over with, she turned it and opened the door in a rather hasty manner.
"Hey." Jongho shyly greeted her, mask still covering his face, his hat pulled down to hide his forehead.
"Hey you." She moved out of the way to let him inside.
Taking off his mask, hat and jacket, Jongho neatly put them on the rack Y/N had on the front door, making sure to also take off his shoes. Turning around, he looked around everywhere but at her, his hands in his pockets as he rocked back and forth on the balls of his feet.
"How was your day?" She asked him.
"Ummm tiring. I spent most of the day filming with the Hyungs for the new drama we're going to be in. So yeah....." He answered softly.
"Oh I see. Yeah I remember how acting schedules were. Are you hungry? I can whip up some ramen for you fast."
Not giving him time to answer, she took his hand and led him into the kitchen. She began rummaging through her cabinets, taking out a few packets of ramen, thinking Jongho was no doubt hungry.
"Would you like some water? Juice? I made lemonade this morning that-"
She instantly shut up and dropped the ramen packets on the floor when Jongho's hand gripped her wrist and turned her around to face him. He looked nervous, she could feel how his hand trembled against her wrist, and she knew she was probably also mirroring the same expression as he was. Nevertheless, he was determined in what he was going to do. His eyes were fixed firmly on her lips which looked so soft and delicate. Before he and she knew it, he was leaning down and pressing his lips against hers, giving her a faint whisper of a kiss. If Y/N could she would have giggled at how cute he was being, giving her the exact kiss she expected from someone who was having his first kiss. But she held herself back, letting him enjoy himself.
Pulling back, Jongho pressed his forehead against hers, eyes scanning to see her reaction.
"Was it terrible?"
She shook her head and smiled at him with a warm expression.
"No, on the contrary, I enjoyed it."
Unable to help herself, she wrapped her arms up his neck and began pecking his lips.
"Have I told you you're absolutely adorable?"
Now it was his turn to smile as he began to reciprocate her kisses.
"No. You usually called me a bother, gorilla, oversized panda or something like that."
Y/N hummed softly as she slowly began to deepen their kisses, enclosing her lips over Jongho's, her tongue running itself on his upper lip.
"Open your mouth." She gently told him when he didn't get the hint.
Parting his lips slightly, Jongho let out a tiny muffled whine when he felt her tongue poke against his, swirling around his mouth in slow and slimy movements. He felt so awkward having her practically devour his mouth, pulling his tongue between her lips and giving them a slight suck. Feeling him get really awkward, Y/N pulled back.
"Not a fan so far?" She nuzzled her nose against his.
He let out a groan.
"How can you people enjoy it? Feels like an eel is trying to attack me."
Y/N laughed softly at his comparison, not offended but understanding it would take time for him to get used to certain things.
"Hmmm ok. Then let's try something else."
Starting at his jaw, Y/N placed tiny butterfly kisses across it, lowering them down onto his neck. She concentrated on the way his breath would hitch when she'd kiss a certain place, tongue poking out to test the waters and so far he seemed to be ok with it. But he still hardly made any reaction. Did he also not like neck kisses? Or had she not found the right-
"Oh-oh.." Jongho inhaled sharply, his hands coming over to cling onto her hips when she had placed a lick on top of his neck mole.
"So that's where it was."
She mentally smiled before latching her mouth back on top of the patch of skin, suckling on his sensitive spot which had Jongho mumbling something incoherent.
"...feels good.." She made out a few words.
"Yeah? You like this?"
Letting out a tiny gasp when he felt her bite down on his neck, Jongho's head tilted back so she could have more access, eyes shut tight while his bottom lip was caught between his teeth. He didn't think he'd be that receptive to her suckling, yet here he found himself, pressed against her kitchen counter, barely able to keep his hands away from her as they were now sliding down to cup her ass. Kneading at the soft skin, he didn't notice he had begun to rut himself on her thigh which was currently between his legs until she had pulled back and told him about it.
"You're already this turned on by just a hickey?" She gazed down in between their bodies.
"Oh?......I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"
Shutting him up with a kiss, she linked their hands together before pulling him out of the kitchen.
"Don't apologize."
Jongho allowed himself to be lead into her room, letting her guide him to the bed where he obediently layed down on. He was unsure of what to do when he felt her tug at his shirt.
"Off."
It was a simple command yet he found it hard to bring himself to do it. He began to feel self conscious. Although he was proud of his body, would she think the same way? What if she preferred less bulky men? Or what if she didn't think he was that fit? It seemed Y/N knew what he was thinking about since she slipped her hands underneath his shirt, lightly caressing his bare torso.
"Don't be shy. I bet you look fine."
Raising his arms over his head so it'd be easier for her to help him slip his shirt off, he looked at her and blushed slightly when her eyes raked over his arms, his muscles flexing unconsciously.
"Ok well, bet lost. You look better than fine." She fought hard to keep herself from drooling over his large built. Jongho truly was one of the most mesmerizing idols she had ever seen, and she had seen a lot of them since she debuted.
"So think my body looks ok?"
Instead of replying, Y/N opted for hunching over and start giving his chest open mouth kisses. She didn't break eye contact whatsoever as she dragged her tongue down his abs, further flustering the poor boy who was eyeing her every movements very carefully. The further down she got, the more needy he seemed to be getting. Suddenly his jeans felt too confining, too restricting. He got an urgent need in between his legs that he had never felt so intensely as he felt at that moment.
"Y/N....." He called out to her, fingertips grazing her hair.
Retracting her mouth from his stomach, which now had a purple mark forming, Y/N looked up at him with concern.
"Do you want me to stop?"
Jongho shook his head. Bucking his hips up against her body, he licked his lower lip.
"Please do something."
When she still didn't understand what he meant, he took hold of her hand and placed it on his crotch, making her subtly squeeze at the hardness. Getting the hint, Y/N thought it would be a little fun to tease him just once more.
"What? Want me to take you out of these pants?" With a roll of her palm, she had Jongho hissing lightly as she groped at his hard on.
"Yes please. Touch me." He urged her to continue.
Wanting to please him, she began undoing his zipper, opening up his pants before dragging them down his thick thighs along with his underwear. She had to flinch her head back when his girthy cock sprang free and nearly hit against her chin. She had her mouth agape as she took in his size, resting on top of his stomach.
"Jesus, I knew you'd be big but I didn't think you'd be..... that big."
Jongho giggled nervously at her comment.
"Well thanks for that."
Pretty soon, his pants were also discarded on the floor. Y/N took in the sight of Jongho fully naked on her bed, chest slowly rising up and lowering back down, anxious to find out what she was going to do next. Settling herself between his legs, she hummed softly before taking a hold of his base, that action alone making him tense up.
"Just relax ok? I know it'll probably feel awkward for you at first but just try not to think too much." She encouraged him.
Jongho nodded and decided to not look down at her, instead choosing to gaze up at the ceiling above him. He grimaced slightly when he heard and felt her spit on his dick, feeling odd about having her saliva ooze down his length. But soon after, he let out a sighed softly as he felt what he assumed was her hand running up and down his shaft. He couldn't help but close his eyes as he began to get lost in the euphoric feeling. He would occasionally inhale sharply everytime her thumb would run itself along his slit, hips rolling up to match the strokes she placed on his cock. Jongho already felt a blissful sensation that he thought couldn't get any better.....and then he felt something warm wrap around his head.
"Oh- fuck!" Jongho's eyes shot up as he stared down to find Y/N giving his tip the most subtle of sucks yet it was more than enough to make him go wild.
"Sorry. You just looked too irresistible that I just had to. Hope you don't mind." She winked at him before sinking more of him into her mouth.
His cock twitched when he felt himself hit the back of her throat, the gagging sound she made making him worry momentarily, but it was obvious it didn't bother her as she just dragged her tongue down to his base before coming back up and taking all of him inside her mouth once more. Her head began bobbing up and down as lewd slurping noises spilled from her mouth. Sloppily, she'd swirl her tongue around him, sometimes even dipping it into his slit when she would pull back before going back down until her nose touched his pubic bone. Meanwhile Jongho had his hands fisting the blanket underneath him, his hips trying to hold back from grinding up against Y/N's mouth in fear of accidentally hurting her. When she gave him a particularly harsh suck, his hips jerked up and he was immediately pushing her face away.
"Stop! T-too much!" He gasped out, already looking out of breath with sweat beads forming along his hairline.
"I'm sorry, guess I got a little carried away." She wiped some of the drool and precum that collected around her chin.
While he layed there trying to collect himself, Y/N took the opportunity to begin stripping herself out of her clothes. Throwing her shirt over her head, Jongho whimpered when he saw that she had worn no bra underneath her garment, her bare chest greeting him out of nowhere. He couldn't peel his eyes from her, looking up at her in amazement and admiration as she sat on top of him completely nude.
"You're beautiful..." He didn't realize he said it out loud.
"Really? You think so? I was a little worried since I gained a bit of weight during my hiatus." She pouted slightly.
"Oh trust me, you have nothing to be worried about. You're gorgeous." He couldn't help himself but praise her, feeling himself fall deeper into her charms.
Pulling him up, Y/N wrapped her arms around him, lips coming down to kiss him tenderly, making sure not to slip any tongue in his mouth since he obviously didn't enjoy it very much. Jongho seemed to have gained a little more confidence, his hands coming up to caress her back, before fully embracing her with his arms, pulling her closer against him. As he shifted underneath her, his cock made contact with her wet core, making them both moan into each other's mouths before pulling away, their breaths getting caught in their throats.
Looking at him one last time, Y/N had to ask.
"Are you completely sure you still wanna go through with this?"
Jongho didn't hesitate, instead laying back down as he looked up at her.
"Yes I'm sure. Just please.....be gentle." He begged her.
Fighting back her urges to just ruin him completely, Y/N took a hold of his base and lined him up against her opening. Wanting to take it slow, she first slipped his head inside.
"You doing ok so far?"
He nodded reassuringly.
"Yeah....feels kinda like having your mouth around it, only it's a lot warmer and more tighter."
Slowly and slowly, Y/N began to sink lower onto his length before fully sitting on top of him. Jongho let out a choked out gasp as her hole covered him entirely, squeezing him all around.
"H-holy!" He cried out in a raspy tone, fingers reaching out to grip at her thighs to help him stabilize himself.
Y/N waited a few seconds to let him adjust to the newfound feeling, smiling to herself whenever she felt his cock twitch inside of her.
"I'm going to pull back out now ok?" She explained.
Pushing herself off him she then lowered herself back onto him, moaning softly as he stretched her walls out deliciously. She kept a steady pace, making sure to slow back down whenever he seemed to get agitated or overwhelmed her strokes which she noticed by the way his breathing became more erratic or how his nails began digging into her flesh. Taking his hands off her thighs, she held them in her own, bringing one of them up to place a kiss on the back of it.
"You're doing great so far Jongho."
Hearing her praise him sent his heart fluttering, his eyes locked on where their bodies were connected, breathing and panting heavily everytime he watched himself disappear inside her folds before reappearing again, only to be safely enveloped once more by her velvet like walls. He felt an unfamiliar feeling begin to build up in his core, it felt like one of the many times he had secretly jerked off back in the dorms, but this one felt stronger and more intense. He couldn't keep himself from squirming as he began to shudder against his will underneath Y/N.
"Y/N! It's- oh my!" He couldn't fully comprehend what was happening to him, he just felt himself spiraling down into some hazy state.
"It's ok baby, just let it go. You're about to cum, it's ok. Just cum for me, show me how good you're feeling." She cooed at him lovingly.
Through shivering and stuttered whimpers, Jongho came inside her, his cum spurting out in heavy pumps as he coated her insides entirely. Y/N made sure to slow down so as to not overstimulate him, the orgasm he was going through probably already being too much for him. She just watched as his eyebrows were furrowed, a tiny vein protruding out from his forehead, mouth hanging open as his entire features were illuminated by extreme pleasure and euphoria. Her movements completely stilled after a while, taking a minute or two before pulling out of him entirely, a tiny trail of his cum leaking out and dripping down one of her thighs. Brushing some of his hair out of his face, she kissed his cute button nose.
"How are you feeling?" She studied his features.
Through hooded eyes, he smiled shyly up at her.
"Like I'm in heaven."
She chuckled at his answer, her hand stroking his cheek in a gentle motion, making him melt even further into her touch.
"I wish we could spend more time like this....just cuddled up together like this. Touching each other like this." He confessed, eyes staring deeply into hers.
"Who says we can't?" She arched an eyebrow.
"I mean...... but like.... you don't like me in that way do you?" He braced himself for what he expected to be rejection, but surprisingly Y/N simply kissed his cheek.
"I'm actually growing quite fond of you Jongho... I think I would really enjoy spending more time alone like this with you."
Once again his gummy smile overtook his features, making him look even more handsome than what he already was. Jongho felt absolutely happy to hold her in his arms, have her smile at him with that breathtaking smile of hers. Then suddenly he realized something.
"Ummm.... you didn't cum did you?"
He felt so bad when she shook her head, his head slumping back on the pillow as he let out a dissatisfied groan. Y/N however didn't seemed too bothered by it.
"Jongho, it was your first time. I knew you were probably going to cum before me. It's perfectly normal."
Her words didn't give him much assurance.
"Still, I feel bad. Do you want me to do something?" He offered.
"Well actually...."
With a mischievous grin, she spread his legs and ran her hands along his firm and toned thighs, eyeing them as if they were some exotic dessert. Jongho gave her a puzzled look when she straddled one of them, her juices already soaking his bare skin.
"Just stay still and let me introduce you to a little something called thigh riding."
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"Not My Yacht" *Chapter 1?*
So this is interesting:
So "Not My Yacht" was my very first fic. Like, I'm talking VERY VERY first.
So when I started asking around about ideas for a new series, a few of my lovelies went through my one shots and this story and "Doodling" got some good votes.
So, I decided to include the one shot and just added to it for a POTENTIAL new series. We'll see how this chapter goes over.
Also I'll be including Rita Calhoun in this for the FIRST time ever, so I may need assistance from @storiesofsvu to get her voice right. I did my best here. I'll be honest I've never really watched her, just that one where that guy blackmailed her or something.
Also Also, if it wasn't obvious enough this is obviously the beginning of the SVU episode "Her Negations".
I don't want to give anything away because I haven't even really thought that far, but I'm 95% sure this is going to turn in a William Lewis situation fic. So...pretty dark. I'm just warning you NOW.
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And yes, the results are in. There is a part 2!
You breathed in the salty air of the sea of the sunny South Hampton shore; It was a beautiful day for a yacht party.
You walked along the pier as you got closer to your boss’s boat: The Crime Wave. Her husband’s idea of a funny name she claimed as she had invited people from the office to this soiree. You were lucky to even get an invite, just being the assistant to the owner of the law firm. “Who else is going to help me dodge boring conversations with men who just wanted a "free ride” on the bosses boat?“ She had teased you; or at least you hoped she was kidding.
You really wanted to just relax and mingle among the elite lawyers of NYC, seeing as you wanted to be one of them someday.
You saw your boss, Rita Calhoun waving you down as you reached the dock space.
"Ah! There you are, for a minute I thought I’d have to mix my own drinks!” She laughed with a wink. You laugh nervously, unable to discern if she was kidding.
“Calm down sweetie, I’m a big girl. Besides, I like to make them myself, strong,” she laughed again, patting your shoulder. Crap had your face looked that panicked? Keep it cool!
“Go ahead, enjoy yourself. I’ll be here, making sure none of those damn punks tries to sneak on here for free booze,” she scoffed, nodding to a group of highly dressed teens playing chicken on the shoreline.
You nodded with a half laugh, stepping onto the yacht. It was a decent size, a second level deck and a very spacious main level. Not a lot of people had arrived yet, so you decided to pick a spot on the yachts back bench area before all the seating was taken. You began removing your over clothes revealing your swimming wear when you hear Rita greet someone else.
“Ah, Barba. You know we have flare guns on board,”
You turn to see the ADA of New York, Rafael Barba. He’s dressed in a windbreaker and what could be either a dark red or salmon polo. You realize Mrs. Calhoun is referring to the almost neon yellow color of the windbreaker, and you can’t help but giggle. It must have been way too loud because they both turn to you which caused you to immediately shut up and go back to undressing and laying out your towel, but ever so slightly still honed in on the conversation.
“You can never be too careful Rita, who knows how many enemies I’ve made in this town; someone might throw me over,” he smirked.
“And anyone here could make it look like a very convincing accident….even my aspiring protege over there,” Rita nods over to you, knowing full well what you were doing.
Barba turned and looked at you, your body frozen in mid towel thrust. You didn’t know whether to throw it over yourself or just run off the boat right there.
“I know it’s an awful jacket dear, you don’t have to keep staring at him.” She called over to you. God why did she have to be so….her.
“Jesus Rita give the girl a break, or did you invite her just to torture her on unbillable hours?” Barba scoffed with a half smile, walking over to you.
“Is it really worth the minimum wage to put up with her?” He asked.
“Mmm…it’s more for the experience, honestly.” You replied surprisingly smoothly.
“Oh….well I mean I could give you the experience without–” He started but was interrupted by your boss’s loud exclaiming.
“Yeah I’ll BET you’d give her experience Barba! Stop hitting on my intern and mingle with the adults.”
If you could dig a hole straight through the boat into the ocean you would do it right then and there.
“…..Without THAT.” He rolled his eyes, lightly flipping her the bird behind his back. You see her respond with a laugh then turns her attention back to the guests boarding.
“She’s probably been drinking since she got on the boat, yeah?” He asked you.
“I…I don’t know I just got here….” You managed to squeak out as your towel strayed from your hands. Barba grabbed it and helped you reposition it on the bench.
“Kinda windy for a yacht party, but Rita will take any chance to celebrate anything remotely resembling a boost to her ego. Am I right?” He chuckled, before sitting down on your towel.
“Just to keep it from blowing away, do you mind?” He asked, gesturing for you to join him. You nodded a boisterous “NO”, plopping next to him on the bench.
“I’m Rafael Barba,” he extended his hand to you, which you took and shook gently, praying to God he didn’t notice you were literally shaking. You had probably had the biggest crush on him since you started working with Mrs. Calhoun, he was constantly in her office challenging her with warrants and favors.
“Oh yeah I know,” you blurted out, mentally facepalming immediately.
“I see….” He raised an eyebrow. “And you are….?”
You were about to answer when his phone went off. He answered it putting one finger up and mouthing the words “one second.”
“Barba. Yeah….what? Seriously, Olivia? On a Sunday?!” He groaned into his phone with an exaggerated eye roll. He raised his hand and ran it over his face begrudgingly as he talked.
“Yeah….alright, fine. Yeah I’ll be there, give me an hour. I’m in the Hamptons. Because it’s my day off, Liv! Do you think I lock myself in my office over the weekends like a vampire in a coffin? Yeah…I’m sorry, I just…” He glanced at you.
“I was enjoying my Sunday.” He gave you a small sad smile.
“Yeah. Ok. See you soon.” He hung up the phone with an exasperated sigh.
“I’m sorry, I gotta go back to the city. Don’t let Rita push you around too much, okay?” He chuckled, rubbing the top of your head like a puppy. You felt your face scrunch up in annoyance, seriously? He thought of you as a kid?!
He obviously noticed, and quickly held out his hand again very sternly.
“Sorry, future counselor.” He said in an overly serious tone, and you couldn’t stop yourself from giggling. Again. Like an idiot.
Relieved he had fixed his faux paux, he gave you one last beautiful Barba grin as he jogged over to Rita and told her something before nodding to you once again, then walked off the boat and disappearing down the pier.
Your boss sauntered over to you, a shit eating grin across her face.
“Well Cinderella, you sure kept that cool.” She gestured for your phone beside you.
“Be sure to tell him your name this time,” she winked, handing it back to you. You glanced down at it as she walked away; she had added a number to your contacts.
“BHole Barba.” You laughed out loud. Nice. Maybe she wasn’t such a horrible boss after all….
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By Monday you still hadn’t had the balls to text Rafael Barba. You had just stared at the number in your phone, imagining all the possibilities contacting him would lead to. You may have gotten so far as planning your summer wedding in the Hamptons, but nobody needed to know that.
But you had chickened out and left it alone, and now you were sitting at your desk typing up a memo for Rita when you saw him come waltzing through the door.
“Ah, Cinderella!” He smiled at you.
“Hey…” Your mind went blank, you couldn’t think of words. Wait, had he already given you a nickname?
“Cinderella?” You blinked in confusion.
“Well I never caught your name-- But I guess I shouldn’t even push it, you’ve clearly moved on and I must seem like a creep,” His train of thought proceeded out loud as he realized you hadn’t taken his number and here he was still flirting with you. Rita had given it to you, he had seen her type it in your phone. Obviously you weren’t interested, why was he pushing this?
“What? NO!” You said a little louder than you intended, actually a lot louder than you intended. You slapped your hand over your mouth after your little outburst, but to you relief he was still smiling.
“Oh? Well I suppose that’s good…” He was obviously fishing for your excuse as to why you had waited until he popped back in your face to talk to him.
“No, I um--” You racked your brain for an excuse that wasn’t “I was busy planning our lives together”.
“I….couldn’t think of something interesting to say,” You finally admitted with a pitiful sigh. You were not a good liar, and under pressure, forget about it.
Again, he still smiled-- but this time he laughed along with it.
“I mean, ‘Hello’ is always an option,” He chuckled. “Or...your name?”
“Oh!” Idiot. You hadn’t even given him your name, how was he supposed to fall madly in love with you without a name?
“Y/N,” You stuck your hand out awkwardly, Was this a ‘shake hands’ moment? Hadn’t you already met before? You stared at your hand as you moved it slightly back and forth, arguing with yourself whether or not this was necessary. Luckily, Rafael settled the argument by taking your hand and shaking it firmly.
His hands were so soft, his long fingers enveloped yours in them. You lost yourself in the moment, and before you knew it he was making an uncomfortable cough, snapping you back to reality. You dropped his hand and snapped yours back into your body like a zip cord, your face in a horrified stare.
“Oh God, I’m so sorry, that was so weird. I’m weird. I’m--”
“Well I don’t know what you were so worried about Cinderella, you’re clearly a chatterbox,” He gave you a tongued smile, referring to the word vomit you just couldn’t help spill all over him.
“Oh yeah, I’m a total word machine,” You laughed nervously. A word machine? What the fuck was that?
“...Word machine. Right,” He nodded in amusement. “Well word machine, would you mind shooting some words to my phone, or do you just enjoy this face to face thing?”
“With that face? Definitely the latter. But you can have my number anyway,” You typed a quick message and sent it to his number. Damn that was smooth! How did you do that?
Rafael made an impressed face with your line, but when he opened his phone his brows furrowed.
“Hit?” He gave you a curious look as he read the text out loud.
“Fuck it was supposed to be ‘hi’-- stupid autocorrect,” You muttered angrily. Yeah, that was more like you.
“Oh yes, the dreaded autocorrect,” He nodded while saving your number. “Turning fucks into ducks since 2011,”
“Oh I didn’t have a phone in 7th grade but I’ll take your word for it,” You laughed, but stopped when his face twisted into a mix of horror and discomfort when he realized how young you actually were.
Dammit. Why...why would you do this?
“....Right, is Rita in?” He quickly shoved his phone back in his pocket and headed into Rita’s office before you could answer.
“...Idiot!” You yelled at yourself as your hands went over your face and your face planted into your desk.
Well, that was nice while it lasted. All 2.5 seconds of it.
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“Well Barba, about time,” Rita smirked as Rafael abruptly burst into her office trying to get away from you. “Done flirting with the intern are we?”
“Shut up,” He rolled his eyes, though his face was a deep shade of red.
“Oh no, what happened? Did your dentures fall out in front of her?” She smirked.
“I’m younger than you!!” He scoffed.
“Yeah but I’m not the one trying to boff a 25 year old,” She smirked harder, making Rafael angrier.
“Can I just get the warrant I came here for, Rita?” He huffed.
“Oooh, struck a nerve there, did I?” Rita chuckled as she grabbed some papers from her desk and started to hand them to him. “Barba, for the record I’m really not judging you. If I were 20 years younger, I’d hit it too,”
“Excuse me?”
“I had a lot of ‘cats’ in college,” She winked.
“Wow,” Rafael held up his hands. “Rita, we really don’t need to be that personal.”
“Fine, but all I’m saying is if you like the girl, don’t let a stupid thing like age deter you. Don’t tell her I said this, but she’s actually very competent and organized. I would almost prefer her not to graduate, unless she'd come work for me. She’s going to be a hell of a lawyer,” She gestured outside to your desk.
Rafael looked at the ground as he mulled over what she was saying, a small smile crawled across his lips as she complimented your potential.
“I’ll take that under advisement, Mrs. Calhoun,” He nodded as he walked towards the door with the papers in his hand, a huge smile across his face now.
He walked out to find you cursing at yourself and whimpering in embarrassment at your desk. When you heard the door shut you snapped to attention and stared at him, shocked he hadn't sprinted out of the office like Usain Bolt. Even more shocking was that Cheshire cat grin now upon his face.
“I-I’m sorry, I totally meant I was--” You tried doing math trying to make yourself reasonably older.
“It’s fine,” He chuckled as he put a hand over your counting fingers. You blushed at the touch of his skin on yours again, but quickly shoved your hands under the desk nervously as you tried not to look him square in the eye. His eyes were so gorgeous you were positive staring straight into them would actually get you pregnant.
“So does Rita ever unchain you from this desk?” He smirked as he was now very aware and very amused at how nervous he made you. He may be old, but clearly he’s still got it.
“Oh yeah, if I ask very nicely she let’s me--” You tried to think of something witty, but it wasn’t coming with him staring at you with those eyes. “....Yes,” You wanted to put your hands over your face but you didn’t want it to be a ‘thing’.
“Well, maybe if you’re an extra good girl she’ll let you off your leash early tonight,” He winked.
“....Am I a dog or a toddler in that situation?” You were genuinely asking, but Rafael clearly realized how insulting that must have seemed.
“Oh no no no, I just, shit,” He tried to backtrack but if he was being totally honest, you made him nervous. Maybe he didn’t have ‘it’ as much as he thought.
You noticed he was the one blushing now, oh my god were you making him nervous? QUICK, BE SMOOTH. BE SMOOTHER THAN YOU’VE EVER BEEN IN YOUR LIFE.
“Are you asking me out, counselor?” You did your best “sultry “voice with a bat of your eyes. Were you batting them too much? What was too much? Oh god you’ve done it for too long now. STOP BATTING.
“...I don’t know, guess you’ll have to wait for me to text you, future counselor,” He was impressed by the line, and decided to bow out before either of you made idiots of yourselves again. He gave you a wink and sauntered out of the office.
Great. Now he’ll probably make you wait two days for a--
*BEEP*
Your phone went off in your desk. You pulled it out to see a text message:
BHOLE BARBA: Dinner? Tonight?
You really needed to change his contact name. But that wasn’t the point right now. He just asked you out. Rafael Barba just asked you out. You stared at in your hands, unsure of what to do. Then you realized you couldn’t do this again, you couldn’t just sit there and imagine things, this required an immediate response.
You nervously typed a reply and hit SEND:
Sire ;)
“DAMMIT!!!” You cursed your autocorrect. You instantly sent another text.
Sure***
Before you could lecture yourself again, your phone beeped again:
BHOLE BARBA: Play
Play? What did that--
BHOLE: Okay** ;)
You typed the word ‘okay’ into your text reply bubble, ‘play’ came up in the autocorrect word list.
He was joking with you. He was flirting with you. RAFAEL BARBA WAS FLIRTING WITH YOU.
This work day could not end fast enough.
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[ENG] Molech Voice Drama
Es: [footsteps]
Shido: Hm?
Es: Sorry to have kept you waiting. [footsteps] Prisoner number 5, Shido.
Shido: No need to. Thank you for all your hard work, Es.
Es: Now then, Shido. Let’s begin the interrogation.
Shido: Very well. Please go ahead.
Es: [hesitates] Ok. Let’s see... Milgram exists to reveal the sins of you, prisoners, and to hand down the appropriate judgement. So, for that reason, talk to me for a bit.
Shido: Understood. Please take good care of me from now on.
Es: [pauses] Even if this is referred to as an interrogation, at this moment in time, I don’t plan on using violence. In addition to that, any falsehood or silence from you will be acknowledged.
Shido: I see. I might refrain from voicing anything I don’t want to say, but I have no intention of lying to you.
Es: Shido, how’s life in Milgram? Do you have any complaints about its environment? Or have any issues arisen from the other prisoners, etc?
Shido: No particular inadequacies really come to mind. And, my fellow prisoners haven't particularly caused any issues either. Es, I wonder if this is the fruit of all the governing you do? It’s remarkable.
Es: Not really. [hesitates] Hold on a second, Shido.
Shido: Yes? What is it?
Es: This is… I know it’s me who’s getting things mixed up here, but… In comparison to all the interrogations thus far, this one has been progressing far too smoothly; it feels somewhat unsettling.
Shido: I’m not sure what to say to that...
Es: Hm. [footsteps] Shido, do you seriously not have any reservations about Milgram?
Shido: Well, let’s see. I mean, without a doubt, it’s clearly a strange place. Its architectural style and the written script it uses are things I’ve never seen before either. If you were to say I was having a dream or a vision, then that would make more sense to me.
Es: Hm.
Shido: But, all things considered, I’m still very much conscious. My pulse rate is within its normal range. And, I can’t find any symptoms to suggest that I’m hallucinating either. So, I don't exactly find that idea to be very convincing.
Es: Oh?
Shido: Other than that... If this is the afterlife, then this place must be hell. But, if I set that idea aside, then… This is just real life. I, myself, am in normal condition; it’s where I am which is unusual. I may not know the reason behind this place or how it works, but even if I tried to escape from the reality of it, nothing would really change, right?
Es: You sure are composed, aren’t you?
Shido: That’s just my personality. I just simply don’t think bad of it—this place, I mean.
Es: You mean, Milgram?
Shido: Yeah, this place will put me to death.
Es: What?
Shido: I might not get a golden opportunity like this again, so I’ll get straight to the point. Es… You decide how the prisoners will be dealt with, right?
Es: Yeah. That’s right.
Shido: The death penalty is what I’m hoping for. Thank you in advance.
Es: I won’t have that. The lot of you can’t decide what your own treatment will be. Only I as the prison guard have the authority to do so.
Shido: Exactly. You as the prison guard have the right to do such a thing, Es, so that’s why I’m asking you for this favour.
Es: [scratches head, sighs] In regards to your sin, what I’ve gathered so far is that you both regret and have already reflected on your actions. On top of that, you’re also seeking to receive the maximum penalty we have to offer. So, let’s use that information. The idea that I’ll be taking your behaviour into consideration is nothing more than a mere presumption.
Shido: [hesitates]
Es: And, of course, I haven’t thrown away the possibility that you’re only doing this to get on my good side either.
Shido: Hm. I honestly have no idea what you and Milgram are setting out to achieve. You mentioned something about extracting songs and videos from our hearts, and then using them to judge our sins, didn’t you?
Es: Yeah. And, what of it?
Shido: There’s no need for you to go through such a cumbersome process. If you want to hand down the correct punishment for me, then all you have to do is put an end to my life and it'll be over in a blink of an eye.
Es: You’re being annoyingly persistent, Shido! Know your place here.
Shido: Please listen to me, Es. I’ve killed people. Lots of them as well. It was for such a selfish reason too. I’m a fine specimen of what a genuine murderer ought to be. [footsteps] There’s no reason for you to forgive me. And, I don’t have the desire to be forgiven either.
Es: I really don’t...get you.
Shido: If you don’t put me to death, then neither the people I’ve killed nor their families will be at peace. Don’t you think so too?
Es: As if that’s my business. I haven’t necessarily sided with your victims and I’m not a family member of theirs either.
Shido: [sighs]
Es: [sighs] Anyway, the only thing I’ll be deciding on is whether or not I forgive you. I don’t even know the details of what punishment will follow after that.
Shido: Is that so? Es, I suppose you were left in the dark about many things as well just like the rest of us.
Es: Knowing what happens to the lot of you afterwards might prevent me from making a straightforward decision about whether I should forgive you or not. So, it’s to avoid that from happening. Were you aware of that?
Shido: Hm… But, this place does smell of the dead though. I’m sure that some sort of death will lie at the end of Milgram.
Es: Smell of the dead?
Shido: Yes. I can somewhat recognise it from experience… A place which is filled with the smell of the dead, that is.
Es: Is...that so? Well, either way, Milgram is a three-trial system. It lets me take my time to decide on whether or not I should forgive you. Even if you wish for the opposite, if I decide that you should be forgiven, then it’ll do just that without any hesitation.
Shido: A three-trial system, right? It’ll take far too long, don’t you think? I’d rather this all be over as soon as possible.
Es: Like I care about what’s convenient for you. Don’t complain about the rules.
Shido: So, if it’s a three-trial system… Then, for example, if you absolutely can’t find it within yourself to forgive me and I don’t lodge an appeal in response, will my treatment be decided on the spot?
Es: That’s the three-trial system according to Japanese law. Milgram’s one is different from that. For the time being, you really should throw away what would be considered common sense there. I mean, if we’re gonna bring up Japan… Due to the abolition of the Prison law, this sort of prison shouldn’t even exist in the first place. (1)
Shido: Wow…
Es: What is it? You’re going all wide-eyed.
Shido: Ah, well… I was just thinking about how despite being a child, you’ve really done your research on this.
Es: Hey. [footsteps] You trying to make fun of me, is that it?
Shido: What? Oh, no. I wasn’t trying to do anything like that.
Es: You were. Something’s been on my mind ever since the very beginning… “Es, this. Es, that.” It’s the belittling way you refer to me… I’m the prison guard, you know that?
Shido: Oh, I’m completely aware of that. But, you’re still a child in actuality. Coming from me, who’s almost twice the age as you are, I just…
Es: What is it?
Shido: For a child like you to be entrusted with this sort of role… My heart goes out to you.
Es: Excuse me?
Shido: I don’t know what circumstances you face while guarding this prison nor the reason as to why you’re doing it, but I’m sure that it must take a toll on you emotionally as well. So, please do your best. [pats head]
Es: [is shook] I see. Oh, I see now. So, that’s how it is. So, that’s how it’s gonna be. [deep breaths]
Shido: Hm? Es?
Es: Don’t you dare… pat my head like that! [kicks]
Shido: [grunts] Please hold on for a second.
Es: Phew, I feel so much better now.
Shido: S-suddenly kicking my shin like that…wasn’t very nice of you.
Es: Shut up! Out of all the prisoners thus far, you’re the one I can’t stand the most. Going all pessimistic like that, running your mouth as if you knew everything, acting as if you’re oh-so mature, and never budging from that composed expression of yours—the nerve of you! On top of that, you even went so far as to pat my head. Do you think I’m your child? Do you?! Don’t fuck with me!
Shido: Didn’t you say that you wouldn’t use violence?
Es: It’s on a case-by-case basis.
Shido: What a thing to say.
Es: Hey, Shido. What the hell do you mean by "I want to die"? Don’t you dare try to insult me with that. Plead for your life with every fibre of your being! Our instinctive desire to stay alive is the very reason why punishments for our sins exist. To Milgram and to me, your very existence is sacrilegious!
Shido: Es…
Es: If your shin gets kicked, you’ll feel pain, won’t you? And if it hurts, you’ll cry out, won’t you? You’ll tear up, won’t you?
Shido: Yeah…
Es: Well, take that! Even if you boast about wanting to die, the pain you just felt is the exact same thing as your body screaming that it doesn’t want to.
Shido: [pauses]
Es: While you’re still alive, you should be grabbing life with both hands! Don’t act as if you’re already dead. An adult like that has no right to treat me like a child. It makes my skin crawl. End of discussion!
Shido: I see… If I feel pain, then it’s proof that I want to live?
Es: Hmph!
Shido: [sighs] Well, with that being said, here’s my counterargument to it. It was the nociceptors in my shin which felt that pain. So, it's nothing more than a reaction caused by pain signals being transmitted to my spinal cord and then to my brain. That phenomenon is called nociceptive pain.
Es: What?
Shido: What I’m saying is… Even if I do want to die, pain is something which will still involuntarily occur. And therefore, you, Es, were making a mistake in your claim.
Es: That's so immature of you.
Shido: [laughs] It’s payback for kicking my shin like that. But, you know, I think it was an amazing mistake to have made. It was so radiant...to the point where it made me want to turn away. Just as I thought, you truly are a child…but that makes me incredibly happy.
Es: Shido… [mechanical noises] It’s time, huh.
Shido: So, this is what will be “extracting songs”? It sure is intriguing. I wonder what mine will be like.
Es: Composed no matter what, aren’t you? Is there anything left you'd like to say?
Shido: Oh, yeah. I don’t know about what the other prisoners may think about Milgram itself, but… I fully agree with it.
Es: Sure seems that way.
Shido: I’m a fine specimen of what a murderer ought to be. I don’t mind when you hand down your judgement, but if it's possible… Instead of being told by the law that I won’t be forgiven, I wanted a child like you, Es, to tell me that.
Es: What?
Shido: I feel sorry that you had to be given this role. And, I truly apologise for being so insistent about sentencing me to death as well… But, you’re perfect. You’ll give me the ending I’m most suited for.
Es: [hesitates] Y-you… What’re you saying? A special request like that is so...
Shido: [laughs] Well, I wonder. I'm just trying to get you to punish me as of now.
Es: [hesitates]
Shido: I look forward to you handing down the correct judgment.
Es: You’re making a false presumption there. It’s the fact that it’s my judgment which makes it correct! That’s what Milgram is.
Shido: Then, I look forward to what you deem to be ‘correct’.
Es: Hmph. Say whatever you want.
Shido: Please make sure you don’t forgive me. Okay, Es?
Es: [scoffs] Don’t make me say it over and over again! I don’t give a shit about what you’re hoping for. Prisoner number 5, Shido. Come now. Sing your sins!
「監獄」 [kangoku] were essentially comprised of 「刑務所」 (for those people serving a sentence) and 「拘置所」 (for suspects, those who were awaiting a sentence or those on death row). They operated under 「監獄法」 (the Prison Law). However, due to abolition of the Prison Law in 2007, those facilities are no longer called 「監獄」, but are now referred to as 「刑事施設」.
#He really should've gone into ASMR lol#Playful Shido is...very nice#Amami's really killing it here#shido kirisaki#shidou kirisaki#milgram#translation#voice drama#drama cd#Tbh if I don't see at least one person simping in the reblog tags#I'll be kinda disappointed#The Shido thirst going around is hilarious#ミルグラム#deco*27
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look at this bible and i haven't watch festa LMAO
ill do it tonight and ill share my updated report tomorrow
this could be not so well written, bear with me, there is a lot in my mind
and now we're looking into the definition of "hiatus", mistranslated or not lmao here it is
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SO i was thinking this in the morning when i was driving, (listening to proof with intensity i gotta say)
they are people, each of them are even very different from each other
people who found a family while looking for their future, for a career they love, something that it's in their veins and their hard work, looking out for the same dream
people who bled, fell and got up for it countless of times
suddenly one day their dream found a way to get to us as fans, we surely are connected, yes
they owe us as much as we owe them
but we cannot expect them to live only to us and for us
and i know i don't speak only for myself when i say that i can feel their gratitude to us, //sadly a lot of it we see it in their worry for us to understand how much they love us//
we feel it in every song, every message they sent it has found somebody who needed it, every time without fail
i am not good at all at expressing myself at all, GOD i am the worst, it takes me a long time to find out what im feeling, what im thinking even, what i want to do or say its a whole hard process for me, and it has got me in some messes :)
then they come here and i can feel that they don't need me to be right every time, that i dont have to listen any judgement about it, that i can just feel, be myself, 'cause ill be just fine
i love army community, i love i can wear my bts hat and a girl came to me really excited to say I LOVE YOUR HAT! i love that, i love her, i love army, i love we can share this love with each other, yall are adopted as besties from the start, and we're in this army shit for life
bts formed an army that is right here right this moment thinking, worrying about them
but actually we as army are for each other as bangtan boys are for each other, and then bangtan and army are for each other
i don't want to talk about the comparisons to 1d but at least from my experience all i have to say is something ive been thinking ever since bts came into my life
"it's so different"
not only them and their story
but me, im different,
and let me tell you something, im sad, yes i am, it's fucking scary guys, it really is, i know
but im also so so fucking thankful
the evolution my life went through welcomed bts with an open heart and im gratefull
ive never been the fan who stays up late to catch up, to spend every penny i have on merch, i can't be pending on every announcement, on every selfie, tweet or candid leaks
it was just two years ago i finally learned the names, couple months ago i heard old songs i didn't know existed lmao, everyday i see something i didn't know before
and God, two years is really not enough to catch up with 7 energetic amazingly talented passionate boys that already had 7/8 years of history its crazy
were we so spoiled getting something new everyday we are scared of not knowing it all lol,
but guys it's ok, it's really ok, im sure its not a step down, its not a step backwards, its a "hold on" we're going somewhere just hold on, yes we're good right here, but we have to go better
bc the next comeback doesn't have to be higher in a shocking show business fantasy circus way, anything new it's gonna have soul and truth and different energy bc its necessary, processes are necessary
we're invaluable we have to take care of our own and we can because
these bulletproof boys made a bulletproof army
we can take it
i love you liv, i love whoever reads this ♥
Perfectly said, my love! I don't have much to add, but thank you for sharing this <3 I agree that we can't expect them to live for only us and anyone who is expecting that needs to go take a break from all of this and figure some shit out lol. I'm just very grateful for all they've done for us over the years, and also that they used festa as an opportunity to talk to us like they did. They could have had the company announce something and left it at that, or they could have even had the company announce it before festa where they would then elaborate. But instead they told us during festa so they could be the ones who told us and explain their reasons why they're making this decision. It's just very cool and speaks volumes to the relationship bts and army share.
Simply put, we're in this bangtan shit for life <3 and I love you too, lydia!
#stainofpaint#asks#lydia🤟#they love us as much as we love them and that's always been the super cool thing about this whole bangtan thing#i love when the feelings are reciprocated <3
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Halloween
This is a throwback and may be the first Erik-ish fic I wrote more than two years ago.
Reader (like me), isn’t a fan of Halloween, her boyfriend tries to change her outlook.
NSFW, boo.
I hate Halloween; you thought to yourself angrily as you woke up on the morning of October 31.
You had a bad experience when you were younger and had been scarred ever since. Your boyfriend Jason loved it, though, especially after Black folks decided we'd make Halloween all about the culture. He was excited about his costume but refused to share what it was. He said it was a surprise and would make you have a heart change about Halloween. You doubt that highly. One of his best friends threw a big party every year, so you were headed there tonight.
Thankfully it was Saturday, and you didn't have to rush to get yourself together after work. You wanted to have lunch with Jason because you knew even though you'd be at the party together tonight, he'd be too excited to pay you much attention.
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"Hey babe, you wanna grab some lunch with me?"
"Aww, I'd love to, but I have to put some final touches on my costume."
"Really?! I haven't seen you all week Jason," you whined.
"I know, baby, but I gotta finish this. I promise I'll make it up to you tonight."
"Ok, fine," you said, disappointed, and hung up.
You waited until the last minute to decide what to be for Halloween because you and your boyfriend usually coordinated what you'd wear, but because he was being so extra this year and didn't want you to know who he was going as, you had to figure things out on your own. By the time you made it to the Halloween store, the only thing left in your size was the cliche slutty French maid costume. You bought it without trying it on and went on with your day. You were out later than anticipated, so you had to get home and get ready quickly. As you were putting on makeup, you heard your phone buzz. It was a text from Jason.
Hey baby, I'm running behind, so I won't be able to pick you up. I'm sorry. Text me when you're ready to leave, and I'll have an Uber pick you up and bring you.
He was really annoying you today.
You arrived to the party about an hour later and was surprised to see the mansion was already packed with people. You picked up your phone to call Jason but saw that you didn't have service. You walked around for a while, observing the detail in the partygoers’ costumes. A blue Avatar and headless horseman caught your eye and impressed you. After looking for Jason for much longer than anticipated, you decided to stop at one of the bars to get a drink. As you stood in the line, a rough tug at your hips and warm breath on the back of your neck startled you.
"What the fuck are you wearing?!" A deep voice said.
The slutty French maid costume lived up to its name. Your full breasts were spilling out of the top and the dress barely covered your ass. You added fishnet stockings to cover your deliciously thick thighs and to add to the overall hoe factor. You rarely wore heels, but tonight you decided on a pair of clear, stacked, 5” sandals. You knew Jason wouldn't like your body on display at the party, but he would just have to get over it tonight. He was lucky you’d even showed up.
The voice in your ear sounded familiar. You jerked away and looked at the man from the ground up. He wore combat boots, a pair of camo pants that hugged him in all the right places, a vest with metal breastplates, and a thin shirt that hugged his muscular arms perfectly. His hair was cut low all over, except for in the middle, where he had short dreads that sprung up and away from his head wildly. Two of his lower teeth were dipped in gold. The look in his eyes was one of pent up anger and rage.
Jason had transformed himself into your own personal Erik “Killmonger” Stevens.
"Jason?" You were surprised at how much he actually looked like Killmonger. He knew you had a not-so-secret thing for him, which is probably why he was so confident you'd love his costume this year. People frequently stopped Jason to tell him he resembled the fine ass actor who played your fictitious, homicidal movie boyfriend, but you never saw it--until tonight. He'd been growing his hair out since the summer, and you hated it so much that you barely let him touch you. You told him he could get some cut when he cut his hair, but he refused to, so you’d been finding other ways to get what you needed the last few months.
"Answer my question. Who gave you permission to come out dressed like a slut tonight?"
"OK, Jason, this is cute, but you not gon' talk to me like that."
You turned to walk away, but he grabbed your wrist so tight that your body involuntarily stepped back towards him to ease the pressure on your arm.
"Where do you think you're going?"
You realized at that moment he wanted you to play along, so for the sake of your wrist and his fun, you went along with it.
"Nowhere Killmonger. I'm all yours," you smirked at him.
He grinned devilishly and replied, "You better be. And you can call me Erik."
He grabbed a bottle from behind the bar and instructed you to follow him until you reached a pair of plush couches in the atrium of the mansion. People were all around, dressed in costumes, seemingly entranced by the music and the free-flowing alcohol.
"Drink," he demanded.
He started to pour liquor in your mouth before you could respond.
"Wait!" Alcohol was all over your lips and chin and quickly trailing down your to your breasts.
He quickly sucked it off your neck and licked the top of your tits in plain sight.
"What are you doing, Jason?" You were angry and turned on at the same time.
"You got one more time to call me by another nigga's name. You understand me?"
You nodded your head and squirmed a little, realizing how wet you were.
"Now drink up. I want you loose tonight."
Erik wanted to dance, so you joined the crowd on the floor. His camo pants were thick, but you could feel how excited he was to be grinding behind you. In character or not, he hadn't touched you like this in months. As your bodies moved together to the music, one of his hands crept up your waist and palmed your breast. You loved the way his hands felt on you. He turned you around to face him and gave you the nastiest, sexiest kiss you’d ever experienced. He was really in character and you loved it.
After grinding on each other a while longer, he whispered in your ear, "I'm ready to fuck you."
Your eyes bulged out from your head and the tingling in your pussy that had been happening since you laid eyes on him tonight intensified. You were ready to fuck too.
"Go upstairs into the second door and take off everything. NOW." He dismissed you, confident you’d obey his order.
You trailed up the stairs and waited for him.
"The fuck you still got clothes on for?!" Your boyfriend was always firm, knowing how to lovingly put you in your place when I needed to be checked. But the tone he used tonight was different. It almost made you afraid of him.
"I'm going to teach you how to listen today. Bend over." You looked at him with questioning eyes to see if he was serious.
"Bend the fuck over," he repeated. You leaned onto the bed in front of you, ass straight up, listening like a good girl. He ran his hand down your ass before giving it a firm smack.
"When I tell you to do something, I mean that shit." You could hear the lust-filled anger in his voice.
You flinched in pain, but your mouth let out a needy moan, encouraging him to continue. He hit your jiggling backside again just before you heard the sound of your fishnet stockings ripping, leaving your ass fully exposed, save the thong you wore. You felt the string being pulled away from your center and onto your ass cheek.
His fingers circled your clit from behind, making you arch your back, pushing your pussy deep onto his fingers. You wanted them inside. You were so wet, and they’d slipped in a few times already.
"Not yet, baby," he growled. He replaced his fingers with his mouth.
He gave you a good tongue lashing from behind and licked up your slit towards your ass. He slowed down as he made his way upwards, and you tensed up, knowing where he was headed. Your boyfriend loved your body and gave all of himself to you when you had sex. He was attentive and genuinely desired to pleasure every part of your body, but you were never comfortable with him pleasing that part of you. It was still so taboo. Would it even feel good? With him thinking he was Killmonger tonight if he tried, would you be able to stop him? Would you want to stop him?
As his tongue reached that small region of flesh between your pussy and your other hole, your reflexes caused you to reach one of your hands back, trying to swat him away.
"Wait, Jas-Erik, whoever the fuck you are."
That was the worst thing you could have done. He grabbed the arm that tried to push him away and held it on top of your back with his hand, leaving you to balance all of your weight onto the single arm below you. His other hand firmly gripped your upper thigh and pulled you closer to his face.
"Ahhhhh, Erik." You were gone at the first stoke of his tongue in your no longer forbidden area.
He ate you mercilessly, giving you a pleasure you'd never experienced before. Your arm gave out on you, and you finally just planted your face into the bed. Your ass never moved, though; you were enjoying his tongue too much. He released your arm. The noises you were making was assurance you wouldn't try and stop him again. Your eyes rolled back in slow motion when he opened your pussy with his fingers pushing them deep into you and twisting them as he moved in and out of you, mouth still teasing your ass.
"Oh my gosh, Jason. Fuck!"
"What you just call me?" His words vibrated against your hole, sending a shiver up your spine. He smacked your ass hard. "What's my name?"
Smack.
Your body shuddered, but you didn't answer.
"Hmm?" He struck you again and laughed.
"Erik," I whispered. His fingers moved to your clit, sending shockwaves through your body, making your pussy jump from the inside.
"Louder," he demanded.
"MmmmErik!" Unintelligible sounds left your mouth as he stroked your clit and ate you from behind. Your climax overtook you, pushing the balls of your feet deep into the soft carpet and making your toes point back up towards the bed. Your body went stiff before going completely limp. You flopped stomach-first onto the bed below you.
He leaned over you on the bed and whispered, "We ain't done yet, turn over."
You lazily rolled over on your back as he carefully took off his costume. You watched his beautiful body in awe when he removed his shirt and revealed dozens of scars across his chest and abdomen. He was committed to this costume.
You were on autopilot and didn't realize you were pleasuring yourself until he growled, "That's a good girl, keep that kitty wet for me."
Your fingers continued massaging your pussy as he stood over you, stroking his dick and chewing his bottom lip. "You look so good, baby, rubbing your clit like that, but I thought I told you to take your clothes off." He reached down and snatched the top of your dress open, making your breasts spill out and sending buttons flying across the room.
"Yeah, that's better. Now play with them juicy ass titties." You stuck your fingers in your mouth, trying to get them as wet as possible before moving them in circles around your deep brown nipples. His dick slid up and down your slit as you continued giving special attention to your sensitive breasts.
Finally, he entered you with a loud grunt, spreading your walls with his healthy girth. You inched up the bed a little trying to adjust to him; it had been a little while.
"Uhun, where you going? Ain't no escaping this dick tonight." He cupped his hands under your thighs and lifted your ass off the bed, pushing himself further inside, using your legs to pull you up and down his juicy dick.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, Erik."
"Feels better now?"
"Yes, baby, yes," you whimpered. He twisted in and out of you, pausing every few strokes to stop and lick your clit before entering you again. His pace sped up as he looked down on you with dark eyes.
"Ahhhh got damn, girl. This pussy so fucking wet." He inhaled deeply like it was going to keep his nut from coming too soon.
"Of course it is, daddy. You keep tapping my spot," you moaned. He shifted his hips a little, hitting it straight on.
"Where is it?"
"It's right there. Don't stop, right there, please!" Your fingers gripped the sheets below you as you came hard around him. He rubbed your clit midway through your orgasm, intensifying and extending your high. He came inside you heavy before falling to your side, breathing deeply as you traced your fingers along the raised scars on his chest.
"So, you like my costume?" Your boyfriend was back.
"It was aight." He raised an eyebrow at you.
"I can give you another spanking if my performance wasn't convincing enough."
"No baby, my ass hurts. But I have a question. You think Killmonger cuddles after sex?"
"Fuck no!" He yelled. "I do, though."
He wrapped his arms around you, placing kisses in the crook of your neck.
You couldn’t stop grinning as you laid there in his arms. The experience with him tonight was overwhelming. It felt like you fucked someone else.
You fucked Killmonger.
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