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Nobody ask me why I did this (because I have no fucking idea either)
#joe biden#kamala harris#vote kamala#kamala 2024#vote harris#harris walz 2024#president biden#biden harris#swifties for harris#taylor swift#long live#can I blame crying on pregnancy hormones even though I don't have a uterus?#dnc 2024#dnc#joe biden dnc#i seriously have no fucking clue why his speech made me start crying#and i have nothing to blame it on either#this is stupid
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What does Timmy think of his little brother Peri growing up to have a neurotic personality?
Peri's always had severe anxiety. It sorta comes with being the first baby born in a 1000 years and constantly being kidnapped by everyone around you.
Timmy's just glad Peri grew up to be more confident in himself, and more assertive.
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#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#fop peri#peri#asks#itty bitties fop au#timmy does blame jorgen for a majority of peri's current stresses though#he saw peri after the license exams and went 'we lost another good one :('#jorgen: i made a new fairy godparent!#timmy: you fucked up a perfctly good fairy is what you did!!! look at him!!! he has anxiety!!#this is a very condensed shorthand summary but like. thats the jist of it#if i wanna i could do a whole breakdown on why peri is the way he is and how timmy feels about it and whether he blames himself for it buuu#tl;dr peri and timmy did not have normal childhoods because theres nothing normal about either of their circumstances#so they grew up as well adjusted as one could be when having a non-normal childhood that literally nobody can ever relate to or understand#except with each other#they are not as well adjusted adults as they would or should be. but!!!!! thase just life!!!!
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Not really loving how my post about the left's love affair with eugenics and blood and soil ideology framed as "decolonization" got coopted into another "wait it's all Christianity??" "It always has been" post." Y'all are sticking your heads in the sand if you think this is a problem with "cultural Christianity." This is the exact same pattern we saw play out in the 1979 Iranian revolution and much of this ideology was coopted from the Nazis by the Soviets and reframed as progressive. This is not an issue with Western "cultural Christianity" and it would be great if Jumblr could stop engaging in the same "there's actually one secret root cause of every problem in the world and if we get rid of it we will have utopia" thing that antisemites have been using against Jews for 2000 years.
#i stg some people really dont understand that the problem with that ideology is not ~we are blaming the wrong religion/people~#there are recognizable patterns of oppression and social issues that have to do with Christianity but not every problem in the world is#rooted in cultural Christianity and the only reason you see so many issues with cultural Christianity is because you live in a majority#Christian country where Christians are in charge#i promise the samd ideology that we see antisemitic ~activists~ in Lebanon using are not caused by their extremely oppressed tiny Christian#community. i promise that the Iranian revolution that found roots in much of the same ideology and thought was not caused by their tiny#oppressed Christian community either#the similar arguments about who is indigenous to the contested areas of Pakistan and India and therefor who can kill which civilains and be#justified has 0 to do with Christianity#and im sorry but the concerted effort by Hamas to insist that Jews are not indigenous to Israel and that therefore it is acceptable to kill#Jews is not rooted in Christianity it is rooted in the co opting of Soviet antisemitism to justify their very much not Christian religious#extremism in a way that appealed to the communist bloc and now appeals to the Western Leftists that have adopted this ideology as well#jumblr#antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#soviet antisemitism#im sorry but the only reason you dont feel the need to be sensitive when talking about Christianity is because you do not live in a country#where Christians are a oppressed or scapegoated minority but i promise that does not mean those countries do not exist or those communities#do not exist and scapegoating Christians or cultural Christianity for problems that have very little if anything to do with Christianity is#the extact same shit people have been doing to jews for 2000 years#this eugenics shit has become a very common argument for the murder of jews and other communities living in the Wrong Place#all over the world and it is not at all contained to ex Christian leftists#this exact anti imperialist rhetoric was used to justify the expulsion of the jews from egypt in the 1950s#and from Iran in the 1979 when jews were charged with being imperialist spies for Iran and America#do you think those countries were Christian? lol#this eugenics shit framed as anti imperialism is not rooted in Christianity or ~cultural Christianity~ and has basically nothing to do with#Christianity at all#christianity#jewblr
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hmmm. thinking about how veilguard seems to subscribe more to the more traditional "video game as personal power fulfillment fantasy of heroism" than any other dragon age game, except perhaps origins, though origins does it more artfully.
#da2 certainly is not a power fulfillment fantasy#and inquisition seems like it could be on the surface#but under that surface is the horror of how power corrupts#and rots you from the inside and steals everything from you even yourself#maybe thats not true for a trevelyan#but inquisition at least has the opportunity to be played as either#depending on how the world treats your character as someone they are comfortable with having power#or not#which is a commentary in itself#origins idk#it has never stuck with me the way the other 2 games did so someone else will have to do that analysis#but veilguard is sooooooo hero fantasy fulfillment in comparison#you win in the end#nothing bad ever really happens to you at all#you tell everyone what to do and they listen and love you for it#no one blames you for anything ever#you are always right#you save the day!#compare that to leandra telling hawke their baby brother/sisters gruesome death is their fault#like JHERGJKHERGKJHREG#anyway its not necessarily a bad thing#but its a very... traditional#video game narrative path#that i dont think most of us were expecting or interested in#from a franchise who has deconstructed such things in the past#veilguard critical#mine
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sometimes there are situations where it is equally strange to blame a character for something OR to act like they were just a helpless victim. my kingdom for a nuanced take.
#i don’t actually need to give my kingdom up to anyone bc i already HAVE the nuanced take myself#but i’m just surprised i don’t see more people already thinking like that#like. not to be mean but acting like this is something that simply happened *TO* the character is buying into his propaganda#like. i don’t BLAME him for what ultimately happened but he made the conscious choice to be in a potentially dangerous situation#he had agency going into that and the other person did not#and not acknowledging that is VERY strange to me#and BLAMING the other character is even stranger#like. hot take but the other character has NOTHING to apologize for at all#and that IS a nuanced take - i’ve thought long and hard about it and i can’t comprehend blaming him for any of it#though - as i said - i don’t BLAME the original guy either… i just think the question of agency is worth examining#but passing judgement on either of them is super weird to me considering the circumstances#yet people seem to love doing it… STRANGE!
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I told a friend to keep an eye on their banks/cards because people are getting caught up in that recent data breach, and their response was,
“This is all capitalism’s fault.”
And I … err … is it??
#like by all means#blame capitalism for evils it has actually perpetrated#but we don’t have real capitalism rn#we have a corporatocracy#and also I don’t think either thing is responsible#for some dipshit putting all my private info on the web#that has nothing to do with the free market#people just suck#also the fucking chode who stole my card#and tried to buy 5 pizzas and an airline ticket#was probably not motivated by capitalistic ideals???
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#Taylor Swift#Don’t Blame Me#Reputation#The Eras Tour#Reputation Era#Reputation Stadium Tour#Rep TV#Taylor Nation#Swifties#Miami TS The Eras Tour#Miami Night 1#Getty images#take us to church mother#when she hits the high note#you look like Taylor Swift in this light we’re loving it#I think I’ve seen this film before#I will never change. But I’ll never stay the same either.#Your on your own kid. Yeah you can face this. Your on your own kid. You always have been.#Say you’ll remember me standing in a nice dress.#I once was poison ivy but now I’m your daisy.#Flashback when you met me.#There goes the loudest woman this town has ever seen I had a marvelous time ruining everything.#I can feel the flames on my skin. Crimson red paint on my lips.#So they filled my cell with snakes I regret to say Do you believe me now? I was onto something they all said nothing.#And in the death of her Reputation she felt truly alive.#Who’s afraid of little old me? You should be.#I said remember this moment in the back of my mind the time we stood with our shaking hands the crowds in stands went wild.#I was screaming long live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders I’m not afraid. One day we will be remembered.#I said remember this feeling I passed the pictures around of all the years we stood there on the sidelines wishing for right now.#What if I told you I’m the Mastermind?
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Gonna say something controversial.
Ford Pines is a nuanced character who is neither good nor bad. Absolving him of his crimes is actively a detriment to his character and does a disservice to the storytelling of Gravity Falls, but defining him exclusively by his mistakes without taking the time to understand him is a purposefully bad faith take that actively makes your enjoyment of the show worse.
He is neither a good or bad person, because "good" people and "bad" people aren't real. There's just people. And people fuck up sometimes.
If no one fucked up and if no one held onto those fuckups sometimes out of sheer desperation, the world of fiction would be way more boring, unengaging, and dull.
Ford Pines is a mess and I don't want him to be sanitized or demonized. I just want him to be a mess.
Thank you
#sorry someone keeps sending bad ford takes into a server i'm in and they're getting to me#he's a prideful and arrogant man and also deeply insecure and compensating for that with ego#he wants to be a good person and do the right thing while accepting influence from the worst people in his life because he respects them#he's placed his entire self worth on a pedistal because everyone else held him to that bar#and he'll never reach it because he keeps putting it up higher and higher before he even can#like he coulda published his research at any time but chose not to because he wanted to make a wave in science so big he couldn't be ignore#he felt like if he wasn't someone extraordinary then there was no point to him at all because he cannot be ordinary#it's either excel or be outcasted. and he was done being outcasted#so he used that to build himself up as compensation for that looming feeling#and as a result he tried to reach up as high as he could and took bad deals#bill made it clear; it's the hillbilly or me. he's going to betray you. and as soon as ford thought bill was right it was joever#bill manipulated him onto that train of thought but he ultimately made that call at Greasy's that night#that's the fun part! there's the nuance!!#ford wouldn't have acted that way without bill's influence but bill did not actively tell him to treat fidds like that#it's so interesting because it's so layered and intertwined. so many variables rely on each other to happen.#this is a good man pushed in the worst direction possible by a being who intends him harm and ford is nonethewiser until it's too late#idk why it's controversial to say that i like my ford messy but here we are. i like him messy. he's not an angel but he's not a demon eithe#he's a goddamn human and the show treats him like one#journal 3 and TBOB also support this. hell TBOB's entire *point* was to show how bill managed to manipulate him#and show the horrors that came after. then it showed us that ford has nothing to be ashamed of there. it's not his fault#no one in his family blames him or thinks he's stupid for falling for bill. why do some people think he is or think TBOB thinks he is?#i dont get it#dimond speaks
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I'll be honest I never really gave Tim a second thought on my first listen through, but on a relisten I've realized that yeah actually that's me. That would be me. I too would get really frustrated and angry and make a million bad sarcastic jokes if I was trapped in The Office That Makes You Die Badly and could do nothing but wait around to die badly in the office. And also still had to fill out timesheets. I mayhaps would also lose my composure just a little actually.
#voidrambles#the Magnus Archives#Tim Stoker#the isolation of Jon in his own fear and helplessness is really getting me the second time around too#but i honestly can't blame Tim for anything#I think the first time around I was kind of frustrated with him for making a bad situation worse by being hostile and sarcastic but#I've since been shown that that is my exact reaction to a fucked up situation I can do nothing about#and wouldn't have known to do any differently if repeated either#like what was he meant to do? Not take the job? Not agree to be relocated to the archives with Jon?#where he knew he could more easily find out info on what happened to his brother?#he did the thing with the worms and pretty much Rambo'd his way through helping make sure everyone lived from that#and yeah it helped with That Specifically but the reward he got was the only other person who could relate being busy having a breakdown#(Very Fucking Understandably mind you but you know. Doesn't change the effect on Tim unfortunately)#And then realizing he couldn't leave.#so yeah I'd also be A Little Bit Cynical About It I Think#he better be enjoying that kayaking trip. he didn't deserve a minute of this shit
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A crazy thing about Mouthwashing is that Pony Express lost communication with one of its freighters for months and didn’t send anyone to check.
A genuinely reputable company, or at the very least a decent one, would have sent someone, something out to check after about two weeks of silence. Two months is when the crew start questioning if they are even being looked for which implies they were already expecting it to take a while cause P.E just doesn’t care.
They don’t care about who they hire. They don’t care about the conditions they place their crew in or how safe the safety measures actually are. They just don’t care, made rules and regulations so they can care less and succeed in getting away with it with how little those ideas are discussed.
#back on remembering how little blame we give P.E very the real organizational problems that led to the interpersonal ones#there’s many facets to talk about MW in but it’s that people really down play the working class factor and that everyone on the ship are no#too far off from each other and you have to incorporate that into how things play out like the false prestige of being captain and curly#exudes creates this inflated idea he had unlimited capabilities to do much more when it’s clear he is ruled by the same restrictions just a#a slightly different angle same way Swansea as the mechanic can’t fix a vent not because it’s likely difficult but because he just lacks th#rescources and constant clearances needed so it’s a stagnant task#same way even when Anya gets to do nurse stuff it’s limited by what she is given#it’s all reflective about what they have to work with not being enough not even being barely enough#both on an aspect of actual tangible problems and subjective issues#something something boss makes a dollar the crew makes a dime curly makes a quarter and they all still struggle to stay above water#idk it’s very important and interesting and more tragic to me that they were all in the same bubble but their perceptions of each other and#priorities made them walk each other off and feel levels of resentment that should have been towards P.E like how Curly mainly resents them#but the others clearly take it to a more personal level like he got fired with them#is at the same point of starting over with nothing cause all his experience is worthless in a dying job field and all he got was papers tha#say he’s great at a role no one wants except for the one guy that forced him to exit#all of it for nothing all those years for nothing and he didn’t get to choose#I think it’s interesting that people assume curly got what he wanted when he wanted a choice in his future to continue as is or change just#because they feed so heavily into the birthday argument where a projecting Jimmy says Curly got what he wanted when curly corrects him ther#saying what he wanted was a life he didn’t have to escape from being forced out of something isn’t escape if you have no where to go or#everyone got to kinda make a choice whether we consider Jimmy crashing the ship or Anya telling Jimmy and later killing herself#curly being trapped feels so minimal cause it’s hard to recognize how he’s caged in by being the in between of the head and the crew he can#move freely through either as he has the power of boss to them and subordinate to the other he has to do what the company says to an extent#and hopefully mitigate anything the crew might do and the ‘perks’ of being captain are just different leashes he’s on with the crew and P.E#it’s like so hard to understand when you aren’t used to working in these type environments or have been in similar organizational power#structures but the crew being on the same sort of economic scale and class is so important to why and how they act the way they do#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#pony express#curly mouthwashing#captain curly
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btw. rambling.
with how it ends with peri doing a meta comment hoping they'll get a season 2. i think it's safe to assume the writers want a season 2. and with that in mind, it makes what happened with Dev something more similar to sequel bait than actual end of his character. i mean Peri's introduction was even through Dev, without him he'd be just. there. which would be a shame just in terms of writing. especially when the writer also clearly likes Peri since our man is the one having the final line of the season. in the same way I'm pretty sure the writers care a lot about Dev too, I mean, even in this finale at his darkest hour you had constant reminders of how he's just. desperate for his father's attention. So yeah.
Dev not remembering is likely not his intended final ending, just the logical one for this finale that also pushes you to want to see more. Hazel's friends and brother remembering is an opening for new situations in a second season (Hazel may get pushed to make wishes by them, even if sometimes involuntarily; Hazel may make more wishes directly involving them, allowing for newer stories that couldn't be carried by just Hazel Cosmo and Wanda); Dev forgetting is the bait to make you want a second season
#fop#also of course you know that if there's a second season peri will have to be brought back#because the execs definitely noticed how popular he got and they won't let that juicy part of the meat go#of course if it doesn't get renewed that finale will be disappointing for dev#but im ok with it because. well. you should blame nickelodeon for not picking up the show for a second season.#i always have a lot of empathy for show writersp#the state of things where you sign for one season at a time without knowing if you'll get a next one or not must be so stressful#your season needd to be both fulfilling on its own yet still not solve everything or else you'll hve a season 2 with nothing to say#and i think ending your season 1 in a way that is mostly satisfactory while still having a hook is a good way to do it#because either you'll get picked for a second season either you're bringing light to that issue#anyway ramble over#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish
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@thebrokenmechanicalpencil
Dropmix trials stuff. We finally know what happened to Sunstreaker yippee!
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Idk if this is what you had in mind but I had fun with it. Gotta make the judgmental man on my desk suffer…. It was awkward to look up and have him staring at me as I wrote this. Like yeah sorry man you’re not having a fun time….
Some masterful art for this that cannot be ignored
Anyway how high do you think Sideswipe is?
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Sunstreaker groaned as consciousness washed over him like a tidal wave of unpleasant feelings and discomfort. He was immediately bombarded by sensor notifications and alerts, trying to helpfully notify him of the damage he had taken. Maybe they would have been helpful if they weren’t so annoying. His head throbbed and he quickly gave up on trying to make out what any of the alerts were trying to tell him.
He just wanted five more minutes. Why couldn’t Sideswipe give him–
No, that wasn’t right. Sunstreaker forced his eyes to open just to close them tightly again at the bright world that had greeted him, hissing slightly. When he woke up in their hab-suite he wasn’t harassed with countless alerts on what had broken… he should have realized that immediately.
If the seemingly endless cascading static filled notifications weren’t a good sign, his inability to recall what exactly happened definitely wasn't.
The yellow bot tried to shift, attempting to get some of the weight off of his chest—he had mistaken it for a sleeping Comet earlier—only to be met with searing pain. Sunstreaker tensed painfully, wincing and hissing. Whatever was on top of him didn’t budge in the slightest, its heavy weight pressing him uncomfortably into the dirty ground.
Sunstreaker opened his eyes slowly, staring up at the smoke-filled sky. His eyes refused to focus on anything, any details lost as everything blurred together as a massive gray blob. Obviously his vision would not be aiding in reminding him of what happened. Nonetheless, slowly the memories started to trickle in.
There had been chaos when the convoy was attacked. Seekers’ engines screeched as they attacked from above. When the air raid had finally ceased, Decepticon ground troops quickly moved in to pick off the survivors. It had been a brutal and effective strategy, overwhelming the autobots swiftly. Any attempt at a controlled counter attack or proper defence had quickly become impossible amongst the panic. There was no doubt in Sunstreaker’s mind that the consequences had been catastrophic.
That's how Sunstreaker had found himself in his current situation. At least that's what he assumed. His memory was still catching up with him, slowly coming back to him… much slower than he’d prefer for being trapped under something and in the middle of a battlezone.
If this was still a battle zone, it wasn’t an active one anymore. The sky was empty, at least from what he could see. Granted, everything was still blurry and unfocused. The sounds of blaster fire were distant and far away. But everything sounded distorted, like he was dreaming. Was he dreaming? Weren’t you not supposed to feel pain in dreams? Maybe some of those notifications he had pushed aside had been about his hearing being damaged or something.
He shifted his weight again, trying to figure out what exactly was pinned under whatever was on top of him. Sunstreaker couldn’t move his legs at all but his arms seemed to be free. It was less than ideal but at least it seemed that all his limbs were intact. That was always a good sign when you woke up on the ground with no idea how you got there.
The harsh reality of his situation was starting to become more and more evident. Sunstreaker was in a tough spot and needed the ability to think clearly to get out of it alive. He clenched his jaw tightly, trying to will himself to remember what had happened, why he couldn’t move. Maybe remember if there had been anyone else nearby that he could call out to.
It was a transportation trailer. It had been sent airborne because of a large explosion, he recalled. He hadn’t noticed it in time, he had been too busy trying to help another injured Autobot get out of the line of fire.
Sunstreaker grunted, blinking harshly and trying to get his eyes to focus on something. After what felt like an eternity—and a migraine later—his vision finally steadied. He puffed out a breath, trying to ground himself from the way his mind swam in and out of coherent thoughts. His vision still swam slightly, but things looked clearer. Slowly he moved his head to the side, ignoring the overwhelming pain that surged through his systems at the movement.
The yellow bot looked over to see the injured mech he had been attempting to aid. He must have managed to shove them out of the way in time; they weren’t trapped like he was. However, the large ashy crater in their chest was a clear sign that his rescue attempt had been in vain. They were dead, no doubt about it. Sunstreaker just needed to make sure he didn’t succumb to the same fate.
The Decepticons that had killed the other must have mistaken his own unconsciousness for death, or left to be killed by some lesser mech. Obviously, no other bot had thought he was alive and had left him… Perhaps they had just thought it was amusing to leave him to die slowly of energon loss.
He couldn’t care less about why they had left him, honestly, what mattered was he was still alive and he just needed to find Comet and Sideswipe and get out of here. He attempted to reach out to Sideswipe through the bond, urgently prodding at where his brother should be.
Sideswipe wasn’t there.
From what Sunstreaker could tell, there was nothing on the other side of the bond.
He reached again. Pushed at the bond. Nothing. Now was not the time for Sideswipe to be difficult, Sunstreaker needed him to respond. Fine. He felt a growl rise in his throat. If Sideswipe was trying to ignore him as some kind of joke it was falling flat. He’d put the fragger in his place when he saw him again.
Sunstreaker reached out again, more forcefully than his previous attempts. He intentionally sent some of his own pain with it this time. That should send the message.
Nothing.
He did it again and waited.
Sunstreaker looked at his communicator, trying to send a message that way to his twin. He was greeted with a system error. It wasn’t working. Either he couldn’t send out messages… Or Sideswipe wasn’t receiving them.
The yellow bot felt his breath hitch.
He reached out desperately trying to grasp at his brother.
Nothing.
No. No, that wasn’t right. He reached again, harder. Searched. Dug. And still there was nothing. Sunstreaker couldn’t feel him. Sideswipe was gone. There was nothing where there should have been something. Anything.
It was harder to breathe now, his mind filled with a strange static like fog.
He tried to reach out to Comet through his communicator. Again and again. Every time he was met with the same frustrating red words: System error. It didn’t matter, he sent another one to Cometeater. Then again to Sideswipe. He reached out again, clawing at where his twin was supposed to be.
Sunstreaker didn’t realize he was desperately trying to escape the prison that the trailer had trapped him in until he realized how raw his hands felt. The edge of the trailer was dented and scratched, energon smeared over the surface.
Where were they?
His chest heaved as he struggled to fight back the growing urge to cry out. He sent message after message. Over and over again. He was met with error code after error code. The red message stained his mind. They were supposed to answer. It wasn’t fair. They couldn’t leave him. They had to respond.
The red message popped up again and this time he did cry out in desperate frustration, fist meeting the metal that refused to release him. He didn’t stop.
They had to be out there, somewhere. Sunstreaker needed them to be. They couldn’t be gone. Not really. They wouldn’t leave him alone. Not like this. He just needed to find them. He would find them. He just needed to get out.
Something akin to a sob was pulled from his mouth as he was once again met with a red message.
There had to be someone left. The messages he was trying to send out were no longer coherent. There was nothing. Nothing. No one was there. Nobody. Sunstreaker whined slightly. His vision swam all over again as he frantically looked around for anyone.
The only mechs who remained were corpses, empty and gone.
Sunstreaker was alone.
He didn’t remember clawing himself out.
His hands hurt.
Sunstreaker began looking.
#transformers#sunstreaker#writing#transformer oc#the OC is not mine#sideswipe is mentioned#angst#so much angst#today is not a good day for him#he’s only kinda convinced they’re dead#only a little bit#but can you blame him?#and he only kinda reacts#just a bit.#nothing too extreme. I’m sure he’s fine. really.#he’s just going through it#I have no idea is this is what you had in mind#originally it wasn’t what I had in mind either… it just kinda happened#I realized that he’d probably think they’re dead because if they were alive then they would have come back for him#I’m pretty sure he has a concussion guys
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“white mourning.”
#‘‘A white mourning. A modern death. Divorce or something similar. All you can do is put more distance between you & him. make him smaller.’’#jean is a very easy character to hate if you know nothing about him. & you know what they say. easy target doesn’t make for a good practice#judit literally compares harry to intellectually disabled man yet you don’t see ppl hating her because she is outwardly nice.#she’s polite yes but she doesn’t care as much as jean cares for harry#he is not perfect. he is mean. but loyal. if he truly didn't care he wouldn't hab come back to martinaise & coulda just reported harry’s as#he put up with du bois’ bullshit for years and built a toxic (totally straight) relationship with him yet always comes back.#he says he will leave you in the village to die but please understand harry isn't exactly a great person. especially pre-bender hdb.#planned a make up joke & put on a wig for hdb even tho he wasn’t the who started the whole fiasco#you can hate him all you want for leaving harry before & during tribunal but how could he have foreseen all this bullshit would have happen#his second leaving is kinda bullshit writing but#jv is dealing with his own demons too. clinical depression. partner almost died. job is shit. case spiraling out control#i do not blame the DE staff either. sometimes shit just happens. not everything needs a grand explanation.#but it definitely coulda been handled better. but i understand. resources were sparse.#i relate to jv. as someone with temper issues & attention problems i have to remove myself from the scene or i'll say shit i'd regret late#my man is having the worst week of his life. leave him alone.#kim is great but have u heard of a man who thinks he's old when he is only 30 & luvs horses & his commie boyfriend that he's divorcin' soon#disco elysium#de fanart#jean vicquemare#disco elysium fanart#jean heron vicquemare#jean posting#illustration#de#artists on tumblr#I WANTED TO DRAW THIS FOR MONTHSSS YOU COULDN'T IMAGINE. HE LITERALLY HAUNTED ME IN MY SLEEP!!!#i love him normal amount. very healthy. much feelings#my little maiu maiu#cryptiduni#my art
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Reasons Nie Mingjue tries to kill Jin Guangyao:
JGY saved his life (while being unable to do the same for others)
He didn't think working as a spy to win the war would actually include having to do bad things (unlike the killings NMJ performs which are always 100% justified because NMJ is 100% moral and has the right to make that call)
JGY won't kill himself
JGY won't perform extrajudicial murder of his shidi, favored by his father (which would also get him killed)
JGY won't die
JGY talked back to him and won't just completely agree with his assessment (that JGY should just die)
It's the only way for them to have peace (says the guy who suffers from extensive murderous rages and came back as a corpse to continue killing people against the guy who oversaw the biggest public safety project and expansion we know of and kept the peace for over a decade)
JGY tells their mutual friend/sworn brother that he's concerned about NMJ suffering from said extensive murderous rages
JGY bought nice things for NHS
Reasons Jin Guangyao tries to kill Nie Mingjue
Doesn't want to be killed by Nie Mingjue who keeps trying to kill him
#nie critical#nmj critical#“nmj was right about jgy the whole time” no jgy just got tired of all the attempts on his life. self-fulfilling prophecy. nmj is dangerous#and suffering from some pretty clear violent delusional tendencies he refuses to actually treat that are actively killing him#like nmj is dying anyway by his own actions it's just jgy doesn't want nmj to take him down with him#i mean it'd be a fair assumption tbh that if nmj was in his “right mind” whatever that means#he wouldn't want that either#most people would probably want to avoid killing their loved ones in fits of rage actually#i mean he doesn't put down the saber but you get the impression that while he's in the throes of it he doesn't think it's that bad#he gets mad at jgy for suggesting it's that bad like ten seconds before he tries to kill huaisang and dies#nmj is a very unreliable narrator on his own mental state sorry#it actually is quite tragic what happens to nmj but jgy has nothing to do with it he's just trying to live and he doesn't want to kill nmj#and nmj could have saved himself but he won't. he refuses. that's on him.#and sidenote but i think that's part of the reason nhs pursues vengeance against jgy so vociferously#because if he can focus all that blame obsessively on jgy then he doesn't have to think about how it was really nmj's choice the whole time
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You’d think that, between Gideon and Kremy, Gideon would be the easier one to get a read on (in terms of feelings towards certain situations and party members), but no. I can read Kremy like a motherfucking book. The way he spins lies and half-truths like a spiderweb; the way his tone will shift subtly depending on who he’s talking to, what they’re talking about, his feelings on the situation/subject/towards the person, etc; all of it. Kremy is so fucking easy to read for someone who’s supposed to be a silver-tongued conman.
But Gideon? His tone doesn’t shift all that much. He generally has a happy, confused, or entertained tone in his voice, with the exception of when he’s angry, frustrated, or upset.
Idk, maybe it’s harder for me to read Gideon because I listen to the podcast (it’s just easier for me since I can listen while driving or working), so I have to rely on tone shifts and other verbal cues. That, or maybe it’s because all of my past blorbos have been emotionally constipated men, who would only express their actual feelings about a situation based on tonal shifts, body language, and reading into what they’re saying.
#I swear all my irl points were dumped into insight and absolutely nothing else#and with emotionally constipated men I roll with advantage#no but seriously it’s so hard for me to get a read on how Gideon feels about Coalecroux situations#like the wedding or the scene during the opera#I’m not counting the love curse because fae magic and all that#I can tell when he understands that Kremy is upset or uncomfortable about something#but I can’t tell how he generally feels about him aside from being his best friend#maybe its more obvious with visuals???#I mean I will rewatch the series eventually on YouTube once I’m all caught up#but rn I have to rely on verbal cues and by god that’s hard for this genasi#also I’m not hating on either Richie or Mace here#I love being able to read my favorite emotionally constipated alligator#and the lack of tonal shift in Gideon makes sense for his character#it’s just weird to me idk#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#also if this is worded weirdly blame it on the fact that it’s currently 2am
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Y’all can like Eurylochus without dragging Polites down by the way, in case y’all need a reminder.
I genuinely don’t understand why a lot of y’all are dead set on dragging Polites through the mud just to try and make Eurylochus look like a better character. Just say that you like Eurylochus’ character better and that you wish he was appreciated more by the fandom as a whole.
#I promised myself I would stop ranting#but here we are#polites epic the musical#eurylochus epic the muscial#tagging the fandom tags this time cause why not#also yes I am aware and fully support people having their own opinions on these characters#though I am also allowed to state my opinions and how I think a lot of y’all just want to blame one character for the actions of another#I’m tired of the hate either of these characters receive as someone who is a fan of both#it’s really tiring#you can like Eurylochus and wish he got more love in the fandom without making Polites look like this idiot who knows nothing#no polites is not the root of all problems and neither is eurylochus
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