#and i have an addictive / obsessive personality where i rely on coping mechanisms instead of therapy or something
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my icky feelings about drinking
#my mom telling me she thinks i’m gonna be an alchoholic bc my dad and my his mom are#and i have an addictive / obsessive personality where i rely on coping mechanisms instead of therapy or something#so i know i shouldn’t ever bc i genuinely will get hooked beyond repair but like#thanks for not having any faith in me idk#my dad also has drug issues so those freak me out too#i feel so weird not being able to recreationally drink or do drugs like mutuals but it just makes me feel. idk. awful inside#also i’m paranoid and highly anxious#it just wouldn’t be fun for me#i say that when i have a caffeine and s*lf h*rm addiction#and being bipolar or smth in that vein so i’m hypersexual to the point of harm#(to myself)#📜.scrolls#hard drugs cw#drugs cw#tw alchohol mention#tw self h4rm
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