#and i got so insanely jealous that she was good friends w her neighbor girl our age who i was just meeting the first time | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

handmade--ghost · 2 years ago

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no real update on the either-im-bored-or-i-realized-Feelings-for-my-slightly-estranged-childhood-best-friend situation except that she is somehow incorporated into my dreams 2 or 3 times a week now. somebody get me out of here.

#honeslty should have known at least something was up when we were 7 or 8 #and i got so insanely jealous that she was good friends w her neighbor girl our age who i was just meeting the first time #at her bday party that i made the neughbor girl cry demanding bff to tell me who she liked more #like HELLO? i felt bad immediately after mostly bc she got mad at me #this is my only social irls dont have/follow so ur all subjected to my need to get this out somewhere #either i'll forget about it in a few months or its just going to get Worse either way i'd like to sleep peacefully again #not sure yet because having been a young closeted lesbian i did develop the u fortunate habit #of being really good at tricking myself that i have crushes on people and now sometimes i cant tell the diff i think.

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