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leggywormy · 9 days ago

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I hate that I am so incredibly emotional.

On one side it is a blessing to be able to feel so deeply for a sole creation of ideas and fantasy, but at the same time it sucks because there is only so much to consume of these tales.

I love that fanfiction writers and fanartists exist because this way there will always be something to find but I can't help the craving of more cannon knowledge and events I have so often, and the sadness that comes along with knowing that there won't be any.

Finishing a story that grew so dear to my heart is always gut-wrenching again and again and I will never get used to this.

Damn you, silly soft heart. Bless you aswell in a way but mainly damn you.

#yes I finished Astarion's companion quest #and now i sit here like #well what now #i still have some stuff to do in the game but I'm already so sad that it's over soon #stuff like this always feels to me like losing a dear friend #and i feel so incredibly stupid every single timw #i am so glad stories like these exist #they bring so much joy into my life but also so much pain #but i guess this is just how love works right #i am crying while writing this lol #its been a day and i still can't comprehend #why am i like this #bg3 #astarion #although this can apply to other things aswell

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