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i want what they have (weirdass text conversations that make sense to nobody but us)
#phan#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phannie#claire chatters#yes i'm rewatching the texting vids and i'm feeling THINGS#it made me realize all my text conversations read like a normal human conversation#and i don't want that#i wanna have my own secret alien language with someone :(((
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KING CANUTE and QUEEN EMMA in VIKINGS: VALHALLA | SEASON TWO
#vikings valhalla spoilers#vikings: valhalla spoilers#i'm happy with the scenes we got#but damn only two episodes worth?#i was expecting a whole season worth of content!#why did it take canute so long to show up?#plus I'm a bit worried that emma's obession with finding out godwin is lying is gonna come between them#and i don't want that#i thought that canute brought him into his family because both him and emma were scheming together#but he was really being genuine about it#anyway#i really loved the scenes we got#hope we get more next season#canute x emma#queen emma#king canute#emma of normandy#vikings: valhalla#vikings valhalla#history vikings#vikings#king cnut#cnut the great#bradley freegard#laura berlin
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oh my god doki doki literature club.
#this game has me FUCKED UP#AND NOT IN A GOOD WAY#the whiplash#the amount of fucking death dying and other shit#oh my god I should've read the warnings#oh my god#what#what the f#what the actual fuck#oh my christ#I just#I cant coherently word#I cannot word#holy shit#I'm just like#rambling in the tags#because I cant just#put it in the post itself itll be like#scatterbrained and shit#and I don't want that#so to the tags I go#what the fuck you guys#yall#what.#oh my god.#oh#my god#I c#I cant.#I cannot actually
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There are now pumpkins on my pfp
#Someone remind me to take them off once spooky month is over#Otherwise the pumpkins will mold all over the Garlic Bread#And I don't want that
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I'm sorry for the sudden ask but if u don't mind me asking, is the one who says this Yohan ? : "Who I entertain is none of your business."
If it's him then ouch 😭
It's Yo Han saying that, yes. Followed by Ga On replying:
"You're right. It's not."
That said, I still haven't decided if I'll actually write this or not x'D At the moment it's just roughly 600 words of dialogue for a possible ficlet set sometime during the later parts of the drama (but before The Breakup), where Ga On gets jealous enough about Yo Han's previous conquests to (accidentally) push things between them to... develop, I guess we could say? xD
But I think the idea needs to percolate a bit first. Since while I find Ga On's apparent penchant for jealousy quite fascinating, I'm also a little wary of the trope itself. It can easily turn into something quite toxic. And while toxic is par for the course with these two, I also want it to make sense for the characters and maybe have a little more substance?
Like, it almost feels a bit cheap to have that whole "I saw these two people do something vaguely suspicious and now I'm grumpy and jealous" cliché?
Then again, Ga On is both emotional and impulsive enough to fall for it x'D Especially if it's coupled with a bit of mild internalised homophobia and guilt over the fact that he "should" be more interested in pursuing Soo Hyun, not feeling jealous over something Yo Han does.
He'd be so annoyed that Yo Han makes him feel all those confusing things and then has the audacity to flirt with someone else.
RUDE >:C
And I guess the substance would come quite naturally once Ga On reaches the point where he goes: "What if this unspoken thing between us is just another one of his games? Something he does for fun? Because that's just what he's like? I'm just a joke to him, aren't I?"
And also realises that Yo Han doesn't actually owe him anything, so whatever jealousy and attachment Ga On feels is entirely his own fault.
(For someone who doesn't like angst, I sure find ways to include it in many of my fics).
I am tempted to write it, I can admit, especially since it would also include a scene a bit later (as in, a bit after the two phrases above) where Yo Han goes:
"I'm making it your business. If that's what it takes."
Because I like that thought? Or, rather, I'm impressed by Yo Han's creativity when it comes to expressing that "I want you to be the person to entertain me now" but without sounding quite that desperate. He's perfected the skill of never appearing weak or giving other people the upper hand into an art.
So yeah. We'll see. Either way, it's not the project I should be working on right now. So it's not happening anytime soon even if I do decide to write it xD
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#Darkness and Light#Amethystina Writes#... or maybe not I guess?#Since I haven't decided?#Jealousy is a tricky one#And I'm really picky about it#Because it can easily feel cliché?#And I don't want that#So I need to think on it for a bit
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The people worried about the TADC fandom being toxic are making the fandom toxic
Okay, so what do I mean by this? I mean people are shaming people for liking certain characters or shipping things.
"It hasn't even been a month and people are already shipping characters!?"
"I hope this doesn't become like the Welcome Home fandom!"
"Welcome home 2.0!?!?"
Shut up! Yes people are going to simp for characters. Yes people are going to ship them. Yes people will make headcannons. What? Is this your first time in a fandom??? Yeah every fandom might be a little toxic, it's unfortunate, but it's the truth. You have to know how to navigate these things.
And I'm not saying that you have to like certain characters/ships. Do whatever you want. Gooseworks already confirmed that she doesn't mind ships and she simps for Jax herself!
So stop becoming like the MD fandom and let people enjoy the show how they want to.
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#I don't know#i just think this fandom might become toxic in the near future#and I don't want that#Many othere fandoms have the same “problems” this one has#So yeah it isn't exclusive to this one
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Oh!! I also wanted to share a bit of what I have in the stat page coding!!
Vices and Virtues don't have much of an in game effect as of right now, they're just there as a fun way to show your MC's tendencies and add some spice to their personality page.
Also, as it currently stands, I'm probably gonna release through ChoiceScript initially while still figuring out/learning Twine.
#interactive fiction#skyline heights#skyline heights if#shif sneak peek#twine is hard to understand#and i know if i try to release through twine initially#i'm not gonna be satisfied#and it's gonna take twice as long#and i don't want that
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Idk what else to do for self promotion
#my of is stuck#i don't have enough followers to be like#hey i made an of#and have people subscribe to me#so i said I'd make one 'just because'#but then it started growing and it gave me expectations#anyways#i like having an of#even if y'all don't wanna subscribe#i just hope my libido doesn't drop all of a sudden like it does sometimes#cause then I'd have to delete the account#and I don't want that
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I hate that my family doesn't understand that I don't want a driver's license. Yes, I will get one bc they are expensive af and my dad already paid for it, but I did not ask for it and I don't like to drive.
Why is it so hard to understand that some people don't like to drive?
#i already failed the test 3#I'm really this close to just give up#but if i do now and in the future i wanna get my driver's license I'll have to do it all again#and i don't want that#lol#but yeah#they don't get that not everyone is the same and likes the same things#personal
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been going thru a lot lately............ there is a sense of impending doom lingering in the back of my brain........... god i am so scared
#i think it's my abandonment issues#but i feel so alone#and i feel like im about to feel aloner#and i don't want that#i don't want any of this#fuck#kira moments
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Truthteller musings for your perusal
#also that would have opened the door to people thinking The Endovier Thing might have been a little about Brendan#and I don't want that#Lilian's trauma and experiences are about Lillian even when they are about celaena#thank you
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Fun fact I memorize numbers really easily with only a little repition because my brain assigns notes to them in relation to each other so each phone number and library account number and credit card number is it's own unique tune
#hate it when people change phone numbers because I can never forget the old ones#anyway I try extra hard to avoid seeing people's passwords and cc numbers because I know if my brain starts singing I will remember it#and I don't want that
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i don't mean to be crude but, actually i'll save my crude for another time
#really debating creating a side blog just for this though that has been stuck in my head but then i'd feel like i'd lost a limb#and i don't want that#debate: should i say this menial thing that has been stuck in my head that in the grand scheme of things is one of the milder crude thought#and the internal struggle goes on
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It's not the vaccines giving your child autism, susan. It's tumblr.
#on that note#i think i might be autistic#like i checked some (hopefully) trustworthy articles on autism in adults#bc 'autism in kids' articles are mostly signs for the parents to know#and i do think i relate to alot of the signs in the articles#like i've noticed that i get really upset when things don't turn out the way i planned them#timing wise#so uh#yeah#not gonna ask my parents to get me a diagnosis though#it might close some doors for me later in life#and i don't want that#anyway im blaming this site for making me realise#but tbh i've bren thinking about this for a while even before i got here#witchy blabs
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Someone yell at me to write, I need to finish this fic before 4.2 comes out and shatters it
#if my hcs get proven wrong this *will* sit in my wip graveyard#and i don't want that#but motivation has evaporated#aza's trash
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