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i miss my primary psychiatrist :(
#my temporary is fine#but hes the guy i saw when i was like 5-10#its so awkward talking to him about my depression and anxiety symptoms#and i don't rlly like him all too much#he was awesome when i was a kid but obvi that was like 10+ yrs ago#hes aged and hes not a energetic fun dude#and im also not a child so hes not going to put on that facade#and i don't expect him to either#and hes also one of those 'weed is gonna make u worse and ur gonna be Mega Sad'#so obviously im not gonna tell him i fuckin smoke lol#i mentioned how my skin picking has gotten worse#it used to be just chewing on the inside of my cheek or picking a hang nail/my nails#but i picked off all the skin until the first knuckle on one of my fingers#he was like 'yea youre gonna wanna stop doing that and just take some deep breathes instead'#and like when he elaborated it made sense#bout replacing the endorphin hit i get skin picking by triggering some nerve in my ribcage by doing the deep breathing#but like#my guy#i didn't realize i was doing it until it started throbbing and bleeding half the time#hes a nice guy and a good dr but idk hes just not for me#my primary is out on medical leave and i miss her very much#i hope she's well and comes back soon :(#gab babs#txt post
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BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY!
#hermitaday#bdubs fanart#bdouble0 fanart#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#my art#bdubs#im so happy#a day where i get to draw bdubs is a good day#my favourite guy. lich rally.#this is one of the softer bdubs i've drawn i think..#as much as high energy matches him 99% of the time idk idk he's so sweet that 1% of the time#and this season rlly has me feeling that. secret life rlly changed alot of these mfs in my head.#secret life is such amazing pay off for the whole life series im always saying tihs#anyway yeah insanity aside his builds this season have been so incredible i know bdubs builds are bdubs builds but like. wow#i think we should all appreciate idk. the way he plays w/ scale#makes a tiny box house that's like 6 blocks tall and it somehow looks so detailed like if you squint it could be an oil painting#and those trees. idk what else to say man. those trees.#anyway (insanity goggles on again) bdubs living far off happily in his cottage a bit off the grid. makes me so happy.#idk. bdubs learning to chill. it's so awesome.#his interactions with etho joel and pearl have been so cool to see#ethubs is gonna ethubs#but him and pearl are so funny together too. i love the kinda? sheepishness he talks to her with lol#and joel. i haven't quite figured out exactly what's going on between him and joel but i like it.#i think. bdubs wants to hit joel with sticks. but in like. an oh you rascal kinda way. little troublemaker you#i don't fuck with familial headcanons and I don't like assigning people parental roles. But.#coughs. okay that's enough.#i love bdubs alot he's my favourite. good night guys.
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OCtober day 16 - non-dominant hand 🖐️ and eyes closed 👁️❌ (+bonus impbugs! 🐞✏️)
i skipped a couple of days but i'm back (for now) :3 i also coloured them w my left hand/blind for the full experience lol
#2024#bweirdOCtober2024#bweirdOCtober#oc-tober#day 16#art#original#my art#my ocs#hellebore#teo#(<- he/they)#impbug#(<- it/they/she)#this was one of the better closed eyes ones i did bc usually all of teos features just drift apart to opposite ends of the canvas kmdf#the red for the eyes also just ended up looking like lil blushies#i'm ngl i would have skipped this one if i hadn't had the idea to have impbug b the one drawing them onto mini canvases#otherwise it would've been too ugly for me to wnna upload..#i also haven't gotten to draw my lil mascot that much so it's nice to add it in there#a lottt of teos this year but if i was gnna draw anybody blind it would b him lol >v<#i'll b skipping dnd tmrw bc i don't rlly get it/care that much but hopefully i'll have swap done in time🤞#and then i'm skipping the palette challenge and i'll have a think abt what i wnna do for community week :/c i already rb other ppls art so
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this new pecs poll on twt is crazy.. how is all might losing to oda..how is jonathan joestar losing to nikolai..
#bsd#bsdtwt#shitpost#all might#oda sakunosuke#nikolai gogol#jonathan joestar#rare post not rlly abt chuuya?#chuuya's in this poll too and uh..#i don't think he should be winning as he is too like as much as i love him to death#anitwt
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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Hey angelll🫶🏻 PLEASE HEAR ME OUT, have you seen Paul with the balaclava on that goes under the helmet??? His eyes oh my god, I carnally need him in the mask, the TikTok masked men epidemic is getting to my head I think
paul :((((
his eyes are so gorgeous.... the dark blue is so pretty, especially in combination with the blonde hair !!! he's crazy
so pretty :(((
he seemingly doesn't like to wear just his balaclava a lot (i rewatched all of the prema lap videos today heh and he always pulls it off super fast when he pulls off his helmet) and didn't catch it a lot, but i did go back to his monaco podium and saw this:
the squished, red cheeks 😭 and the head shake?? hello???? im so in love with his hair, its not sane. his post-race hair should be studied honestly because it has a personality of its own
also these aren't with the balaclava either but he just removed it before soooo
the marks from the balaclava !!! it's weirdly attractive? idk how to explain it?? but it looks so good.... the one by his eye, the one going from under his ear 🥺🥺 and again, his hair!!! the amount of money i would pay to pull my hands through it or braid it or just-
(also if he ever trims it down. i will fight.)(also #2. if anyone sends me a single ask even mentioning his hair, i might have to make a full post about it. just for science, ofc.)
#paul 🫶🫶🫶🫶#i love love love getting paul asks :((#well i love all asks but#paul asks make me giggle like a little schoolgirl#i wanna make even longer posts for him but i don't wanna spam too much about him#also i have so many gorgeous screenshots of him from my rewatch but again#dont wanna post too much in case ppl dont care shdjkfh#sorry for taking days to answer this but i just rlly wanted to look through the lap videos again#(bad excuse because who doesnt wanna do that all day any day)#asks!#anon!#paul aron#f3#f2#prema racing
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One of Katsuki's love languages happens to be using someone as his own personal human Barbie, send tweet-
#hc; bakugou#//His parents being in fashion/design gives SO much opportunity#//I love the idea of him in second year starting to like#//Buy clothes he thinks his friends would look good in and demand they model for him#//Kirishima and Kaminari are prolly his first targets lmao#//One who will happily go along with his shit (& knows Kat's parents so he prolly knows) and the other who can't complain jhffgdg#//Gets em all dapper and nice#//Y'know that one meme where it's the kid leaving & the parent is like 'Not like that you don't'/Better? Yass queen slayy#//That's him and his friends lmao#//Bro WILL pick apart your outfit and make you change#//Or if you stand your ground & get him to see you're not changing; he will work to salvage the fit with what he's got to work with#//Or at the very least give them lil tips by which they could use to improve upon their look#//He just rlly wants them to look their best; but the way he goes about it may not go over too well sometimes lol (nothing new tho)#//When dating; he is like girlfriends who insist they and their partner where matching outfits jhbkdrgrd#//His hidden toxic trait jkdbdkg#//He really DOES like having matching outfits#//Low key thinks it's cute#//And WILL always work to find a balance that goes between his personal style and his partner's#//Be it making the fits a blend of them; or choosing certain days where they match one aesthetic more than the other
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Im just soso obsessed with figuring out tim as a character rn i cant stop thinking abt it (ive always been a jason todd girlie but i read ur fic and that angsty twink latched onto me and refuses to let go)
I think u have a pretty good hold of him, especially bc in present comics writers are so intent on elevating tim in spite of other characters (barbara and her hacking skills for example, or any comparison made btw him and any robin, really) that most portrayals of him are so boring it makes me cry, while you on the other hand took the approach to write about his flaws (which are MANY) while still making him charming and handsome (he is so... !!!!)
To me flaws are also tied to not only the good traits of characters but also their core beliefs and ideals so what can you say abt tim?
I know he can be stupidly arrogant and patronizing at times, that he's always idolized the position and legacy of robin and constantly fights his insecurities with this role and his abilities for the job, that he can also be incredibly selfish or outright mean when it comes to being mindful of other people's feelings for the sake of logic (re when he didnt tell tam abt his dad not being actually dead), but at the same time i cant figure out exactly what he wants to do with his role as robin (or red robin) or why he would want to keep going when his main goals first were just making sure bruce wouldnt go down a dark path, im pretty sure he mentioned not being a vigilante forever but his actual goals remain unclear to me
(Im in the midst of reading his solo robin run but ive read red robin so give me a little room for this, you are definitely free to talk abt more of his comics bc i havent read everything yet and everything im saying should be taken with a grain of salt, video essays and the issues ive read can only get me so far)
He could have gained an inherent desire to help people after all his time as robin and the so fucked up shit that happened to him, maybe as a ways to channel his grief (much like dick and jason and bruce, im thinking abt identity crisis here) after he isnt "needed" as robin anymore, but at the same time that would be so tragic because he was supposed to be different to them, he was supposed to remark the importance of robin's role in helping be "batman's light" and not becoming like batman himself, its just so interesting and im still trying to really understand the extent of his character so id just. Love to get ur thoughts and musings on what fuels tim as a character and how you see him
(I dont have this problem with jason bc his moral conflict is very crystal clear to me and also so freaking juicy, his actions are logical and so understable, granted he also hasnt had as much screentime as tim and i can see when writers just Dont Get Him, misunderstanding the original intent of his character coming back etc etc etc, tim has grown and evolved throughout his tim as robin so this might factor in too)
Anyways sorry for the long post i hope this is alright !!! Loved ur fic to bits and ur writing is a blessing mwah
okay HI i am not exaggerating when i say that i have been thinking about this ask since you sent it HAHA tim is just a parasite in my brain he won't let go...
that's the funny thing about portrayals of him today... i feel like people want to elevate him as a potential batman or a character closest to bruce in terms of intelligence and detective skills, which isn't true at all, i think (because, exactly, you have babs Right There), and of course, narratively, this is all a good thing (this post covers it well, i think). it's in the same vein of people making tim out as the most dangerous person in the batfam, should he ever chose to go down the path, which i can partially blame red robin (2009) for with this panel....
(and i don't think that's true either. he has the potential to be dangerous just like any of the others but i think the ones to really be scared of are babs, dick, and cass but ANYWAY)
in general, red robin 2009 was a bumpy time for tim with bruce's death and his spiraling, but it seemed to really inform what they were going to do with his character. no more time for the civilian life, committing himself much more thoroughly to The Mission like bruce. which is, if you ask me, a negative progression of his character, which isn't bad, exactly, in terms of storytelling, but it feels like all we get are the 'good parts' now -- the intelligence, the status, the resources, and then we don't get to grapple with the consequences.
there were some in red robin 2009 but it was more tim accepting them and making no move to change his actions, which is fine, but now... idk. but i also don't touch modern comics with a ten foot pole so this could just be. Wrong. but that seems like what's going on. so i feel like that's where people get the idea of him being... idk not the Perfect Robin exactly but. you know?
no no yeah i totally agree!
re (because i want to break this down i'm telling you i have Been Thinking About This): at the same time i cant figure out exactly what he wants to do with his role as robin (or red robin) or why he would want to keep going when his main goals first were just making sure bruce wouldnt go down a dark path, im pretty sure he mentioned not being a vigilante forever but his actual goals remain unclear to me
exactly this. he did say that and i've reblogged this at some point i think, showing a panel from robin 1993 where he mentioned he wouldn't be a vigilante forever, then paralleled with that panel i put in earlier from red robin 2009. (there's this post, which touches on another thing about tim trying to set himself apart as having friends and thus not being bruce LOL which is another topic entirely)
i think that was what red robin 2009 was - a negative progression of his character, one that, again, we never really grapple with, especially as dc shoves robin back onto him now.
his motivations are an interesting thing to me, because he did start out coincidentally, saying batman needed a robin but he didn't assume he'd be that robin, it just kind of happened because he was there (well much more went into it but you know?).
but aside from that, i've never gotten the impression tim really does it for people. i mean batman in general has been about the detective work but i think towards the 80s/90s/00s there was a shift to focusing on the people but tim has never really struck me as a hero of the people. he's more about fighting crime than he is about helping people. i think it is partially informed by the genre - re detective comics, etc - but still. he's not like, say, peter parker/spider-man, who is a hero of the people, of the working class. the people are inherent to him as spider-man. tim does it out of duty and responsibility i think, being the light to batman's dark, of course, but he's also very much a teenage boy about being robin - the cool factor, pointedly mentioning he wants to let off steam by knocking around 'criminals' that kind of thing
which doesn't mean he's unfit for it but he operates in an odd grey area as far as his motivation goes, which i think is where we get red robin? he was defined by being robin and he did his job, then he got the boot. so it is very much an identity crisis but we're seeing that negative change as he changes for the worse, for something darker. i mean, yes, red robin 2009 was again bumpy because he was at a very low point in his life but in general, that run was dark for him.
editorial wise, we'd never get to see what they made of it because they did the reboot and started new-52 a few years after. but whether he'd continue being red robin/going down this path, or if he'd shed the identity and go for something lighter... it's hard to say.
i kind of like the thought that he'd change his identity and try to take a lighter approach, try to pull himself from bruce's influence, though with how it's all set it up, it seems fated that he'd end up there. there was red robin 2009, but then there was his sixteenth birthday incident (which sounds bad here and i'd read this before reading it myself but god when i read it it pissed me off so bad... really what turned me off bruce as a 'good' father figure, i can't lie). he ultimately ends up going back and becoming robin and this is the turning point for him where he agrees to enter this mindset that bruce wants him to be in. (this post talks mainly about timsteph but it is also a point to the end about the shift in his character and how that affected his relationships as well)
i mean i know red robin 2009 is marked by the grief of bruce's 'death' and a bunch of other Very Bad Shit but even when we got past that and he had his little 'Let me let in the people who love me because i am Not batman' he then proceeded to go a little surveillance crazy and make a hit list (something like that, it's been a while..) but. yeah.
ultimately, at the core of his character, i think he is good and compassionate and kind, so, even aside from all that (like the birthday incident), i think he would've made his way there eventually. it could maybe be why we see him returning to robin, if we wanted to try and pretend dc making him be robin is a completely normal and logical decision that they actually thought through. like a way to return to the bases and feel it out from there. though i still think they could've just. idk. given him a BREAK from vigilantism to figure it out. i'm a big proponent of civilians and their place amongst vigilantes and superheroes and i feel like tim's due a break, which is why i put that stuff in my fics. i do want to see him step back and try to figure out his life, because at one point, though robin 1993 was arguably defined by the balance between robin and tim drake and had plenty of civilian friends to keep things interesting, we don't see much as far as what he wants to do. which i suppose could be part of his relatability factor that tim drake, the character, was conceived with
but idk at this point they have to give us something 😭 anyway. this got VERY long i am very sorry.. i don't mind long asks either but i might've overshot my response... alas. i also hope i more or less answered your question??? if not feel free to slide back in here and talk to me! i rambled a bit here and it's like. 3am rn i'm scheduling this to post because i wanted to get it all written Now and. yeah.
thank you SO much very happy to hear you're enjoying everything <333 hope you continue to enjoy :**
#also thank YOU for all your thoughts?? like i said i was Thinkign About This#and i had posts in mind for it and yeah. yeah. i was thinking about it all week HAHA#but also like twin brain moment because you get him <3 he is charming and handsome but he also has SOOOO many flaws and is actually rlly#annoying and puts his foot in his mouth TOO MUCH#so. YEAH. sorry this is long don't feel obligated to respond to All Of This <3 but if you have any q's feel free to ask <3#inbox#long post
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that new what if episode wasn't really good tbh but at least i got a glimpse of team as family and ballerina natasha, so i'll take it
#also it's in this season again rlly obv that the writers don't like tony#good thing i'm not in the fandom anymore and don't care much abt tony these days anyway so i can shrug it off#wouldn't've been able to do that just 2yrs ago but idc these days#i got my well written im trilogy that's all that matters#but i do think the writers could try not to show their bias so much#makes me wonder if they're gonna fuck up that episode with tony and gamora too or if they will try to write him a bit more in character#oh wait i should probably spoiler tag this#what if spoilers#<- there you go
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#i keep thinking abt my coworker saying that the maintenance phase podcast was too angry for him#and i have not stopped thinking about it all day basically#bc like. firstly it rlly doesn't sound that angry to me.#but secondly i'm trying not to read too deeply into his application this impression of the word anger towards ppl who are passionate#and sometimes speaking from a place of deeply felt hurt#like yeah sometimes they're like WHAT THE FUCK when talking abt a subject but i'm like. rlly ??? the eps i've played have read as angry??#kinda feels bad too bc i've been feeling far far less close to him for the past couple years#he's the kind of guy who is like. aware of his privilege in some places but also so deeply naive in others.#or just ambivalent perhaps#like if i have to hear him say 'the best you can do is vote' one more time i might go ballistic#anyways. just unfortunate things that don't matter much i suppose. just feeding my general disconnect to living here anymore.#personal#also hey go listen to maintenance phase bc i love that pod and the hosts are delightful ✨#like if you hear aubrey's giggle and don't feel healed by it idk how to help u
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i think. my fav in fe engage will be louis
#🌙.rambles#[ fe. ]#HE'S COOL#i like his voice :> n then. i like knights in general help hdjfalksdjf#kagetsu's pretty cool but he's a bit older so 😭 but i think he's cool !#rosado is def gna be one of my favs I THINK.. basing off my limited knowledge but i think apo's gna like him more#i don't know much abt merrin but i really love her design#fogado i think i'll probably like too. n amber ngl#I THINK. diamant may be one of my favs along w louis#i think. alcryst will be one of my favs too but i don't think my first fav bcs they're the fav of. one of my friends here iirc ? ><#chloe/merrin may be my fav from the girls#CLANNE MAY BE ONE OF MY TOP FAVS TOO YEAH I THINK HE'S ADORABLE#me w the fe boys w braids 😭 i think they're so so cute#IDK WAHH I SHLD RLLY PLAY MY OTHER GAMES FIRST#I HAVEN'T TOUCHED AUTOMATA FOR MONTHS N#i haven't touched replicant n ccr at all T_T n my steam games too oh dear#I REALLY WANT TO BUT. the motivation n energy n time aaaaaa#i will get p3p & fe engage when i can. i will. for sure. when i'm done w these games tho ><#help pls my other switch games too n the other ps ones n even the old xbox ones.. T_T#it's nice living in a family where. at least on my dad's side him n one of his sisters rlly love video games ehe#big influences fr#I WILL GET A LOT DONE THIS YEAR ! <3 i rlly rlly want to c:
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hey guys not to get too into it but would anyone be in favour of a weird tag specifically for scott stuff? I usually don't maintag my art of him anyway so if you've got that blocked it won't help. or do we simply not care enough lol
#delete later#discourse#<-- i guess#i dont rlly make art For the ccs anyway so idc too much eitherway#but if one of u doesnt wanna see content of him at all on ur feed thats an easy fix on my end#it would be like. shmajhor or smth dumb lol#cw shcott shmajor 😭😭#i usually just tag it as 'scott' which. i can understand if pp don't wanna block that lmao
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{ I NEED to start playing w/the fact that some of my muses here are gender fluid and swap pronouns often.
ESPECIALLY Cater. He like to be she/her or they/them and will present as femme with skirts and dresses, stuffed bras/fake tits.
Or he’ll be he/him with feminine clothing. They / Them with feminine clothing too.
Cater just goes hog-wild with gender things and bends gender norms into absolute pretzels. }
{ Rook likes to be she/her sometimes, rarely they/them. }
{ Primarily they/them, Che’nya accepts other pronouns at times but feels most euphoric w/they/them. }
{ Vil usually uses he/him but will never tell people what pronoun to use or not to use AS LONG AS it’s a respectful pronoun. }
{ Crowley.... Defaults to They/Them but doesn’t care, really. Due to being a fae tho they can shapeshift -}
{ Jamil is a closet enby who doesn’t care for pronouns but is HE / HIM until he discovers himself }
#CaterDiamond ; Rambles & HC's#RookHunt ; Rambles & HC's#Che'Nya ; Rambles & HC's#VilSchoenheit ; Ramblings & HC's#DireCrowley ; Rambles & HC's#JamilViper ; Rambles & HC's#{Honestly I could ramble abt all 12 of my muses on this blog#ramble abt their gender. their discoveries. sexualities. sex drives. etc. etc.#Some know who they are gender wise like vil and cater#but then u get ruggie & jamil who don't know#JAMIL doesn't even know he's questioning gender#Ruggie is aware he is questioning but has no idea how to go abt it#Then Ace exists }#{ Floyd & Malleus rlly just go by he/him since humans label gender }#{ Malleus can shapeshift and was born intersex -#i am rambling too much in tags HELP }
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Hey!!! Idk who I am but I'm *actively* trying to get past whoever is in front ^^ It doesn't matter, really.
So that "seki-ject" as we call em? Yeah uh, they. Are trying to exercise despite the body's state (°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥)
Character development frfr! but also 🥲 It's scawy TwT
Also they uh. Don't want to pick a name? They want to be *given* one ^^; (They posted it on their priv blog in their own words akdjandjahs)
Specifically, they want to earn it.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Still need to call em smth 🥲 like. Besides "seki-ject"
Atleast they have an emoji (🏯) so there's atleast one way to refer to em otherwise =w=;;;
#sepiasys.txt#They looked at buddhism btw. Personally from what I remember we were somewhat interested in taoism but thas cool too /lh#sndkbakxnsjd I can feel their perspective akdbks#Seeing our body in our peripheral vision and knowing it doesn't feel right TwT#Btw we were uh gonna try and use S's pull up bar. God we're so weak. But uh we don't know how to put it up =w=;;;#*Takes executive control* ''Ok buddy ima need you to calm down!'' ^^;;#I think this one is gonna develop to be very connected to Japanese culture despite us being primarily Korean ^^; Too much samurai media @_@#Like. It's similar to the whole 🦊 being connected to FNAF thing; yk? There's just a lot of the same type of thing surrounding us rn ^^;;#|| He doesn't even know who would give him a name 😭#He's also still fairly underdeveloped ofc but. I wish for *all* of us to find identity ^^ We existed collectively without one for too long 🫠#I'm PROBABLY 🌼 but yk I might not be lol (but again doesn't rlly matter rn =w=;;)#OK I GO BUH BAI IDK WHOS GONNA BE HERE OR WHAT WE'LL DO AJDBJABD
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Well, I grew up wishin' I could close off the way my dad did 'Cause that man never felt a damn thing he didn't wanna feel But I've burned too many miles tryna ride out all the sadness But you can't outdrive pain, someday it's gonna take the wheel Can't be alone but don't wanna get close to anybody Don't wanna bare teeth but don't wanna look weak, it's a tough spot But I'm afraid you'll walk away when the tears start runnin' But I hope not 'Cause cowboys cry too
thinking about Sam...
#'thinking about Sam...' i say. as if i've been doing much of anything else for the past 6 months#redacted sam#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#Seven's Blorbo Songs#music stuff#but like seriously. is the Fixation just making me see him in everything or is this song Very Sam-coded#it took all of my willpower to not quote like. the Entire song in this post bc my brain can find a way to make every line applicable#i'm this 🤏 close to writing another songfic#i'm literally juggling 6 other WIPs rn i can't afford another!!! but!!! my brain's already cooking up a rough draft#i Just posted Dying Star yesterday and now this song has me itching to make a Reverse Comfort fic for Sam...#it's a rite of passage for all of my fav blorbos to get written into a reverse comfort fic. i think it might be Sam's turn#i need to make that cowboy cry#in a cathartic way of course not a mean one. Darlin' will be there to make it all better#i'm scared of how long the fic might be if i get carried away tho. i really don't have the time to write something long this month#but if i don't write it Soon then the inspiration/motivation will dissipate#it shouldn't get too long if i don't try to write a scene for every single line of the song. just a few like in Dying Star#Seven Keep It Under 5k Challenge#i can't quote every line anyways bc one line mentions eye color and his are and were neither hazel or blue#so idk how i'll make that line work#but grrrr the line's rlly good since it mentions the sun going down. it's just the eye colors are wrong. hmph#anyways it's time to turn this song up and do some bedtime brainstorming. adios#Spotify
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i understand that this drop is missing that zing piece bc they're holding off on releasing the next marauder hoodie but like. still.
#myevilposts#the flannel is the only one that has me in force ghost mode nodding sagely at his choices.#though 100 dollars.... i was saying if it was over 100 i'd kill him (/j) so it's a bit funny it's 100 on the dot.#he dodged a bullet there potentially lolll.#though i do *like* all of the pieces i feel like we're missing one with real ZING !!!! to round out this collection.#i know the hoodie will round out the line a bit more having more variety (by having a hood/zipper for texture) but still.#i do appreciate having a plain long sleeve shirt this time though and i do really like the design.#i should make a poll on which colors we think the hoodie is gonna be.#bc he's said it's gonna be another marauder so which colors?#part of me is thinking inverted with green as the main and gray as accent if not just gray/pink.#i'm rlly hoping for pink bc it'd be soooo cute but i will also be happy with a main green/accent gray hoodie too.#idk this might. be my least fav drop so far. drops 1 and 3 (the first and then one right before this one) might be my favs so far?#i'd have to think about it bc while i don't think there have been any clear misses (besides the circumstances around the fest exclusive#hoodie situation; the hoodie itself was great) there are a bunch of clear best designs in most of these drops/mini drops imo.#and while i'm one to defend the pricing somewhat to an extent it still is like. a bit much. if we're being real. it's not unforgivable#but UGHHH.... i did buy those sustainably sourced and made stupid cock jeans though.#the forever sacred shirt is fucking insane conceptually though i am like. kind of in love. idk if i'll get it tbh#but the heart (fittingly enough!) is SO FUCKING THERE FOR THAT ONE !!!! like if they do a sale or i just say fuck it i might get it#but idk if i just had to pick one if that's what i'd pick vs the flannel.
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