#and i do infact thirst for

[griffin-black]

Thanks so much for asking um, my style is actually like a ‘serial killer chic’ meaning I have parental issues and have to manically splatter fake blood on all of my converse, boots and hoodies, cover my eyes in dark makeup, foundation 10 shades lighter than my skin tone, draw in fake eyebags and cheekbones so hollow I look sick and all my earrings and necklaces have little knives or some sort of murderous memorabilia, thank you. 

[neuvistar]

poly jingren x reader has been on my mind 4 so longgg.. ITS SO BADD. please give me more thirsts or thoughts abt poly!jingren x reader i’m lovin them rn | hint of fluff, mostly nsfw

short lil thirst ! jing yuan + blade x fem!reader (use of she/her pronouns), big dick jing yuan + blade foreal, reader implied 2 be shorter in height, degrading terms (whore, slut, etc), mentions of squirting, mating press + full nelson, SIZE KINK!! SIZE KINK!!, blade’s a lil mean but it’s ok bc it’s blade!, cum cum lots of cum (sounds funny but it’s okay </3) | overall suggestive content minors do not interact

poly!jingren who would have different tolerance of your brattiness. jing yuan having the highest patience for u n blade having the least! you always run to jing yuan whenever blade talks abt punishing u n he thinks it’s soso cute :(( he’s always protecting you, nuzzling against his chest with your arms wrapped around his huge body, ur so cute! a darling you are..

jing yuan always tried dodging the idea of you wearing short skirts in public, why? you would make his dick hard, easy. but, you decided it was a good idea to wear the shortest skirt known 2 mankind one day, paying him a visit at his office. imagine this, jing yuan would be at his office doing work at his desk n all of the sudden you walk in looking all slutty, a short skirt that just barely covers your plushy thighs and ass, he would brush it off at first up until you purposely drop the pen on his desk bending down to pick it up. once you stood up, you would already be bent over his desk. that’s what you wanted, after all. “are you trying to tempt me, dove? because it sure is working.” jing yuan has zero patience whenever you’re acting like a whore in public, he would plant kisses all over your back and pound into you like there’s no tomorrow, his big dick stretching you out :(( choked moans would leave your throat, rambling on about how rough he was being with you, and that people might hear you and walk in, but he didn’t care, infact that was the last of his worries. he savoured the feeling of your tight walls pulsing around his cock, cumming inside and cumming on your panties too! i hope u’ll enjoy the stickiness between your thighs <3 (he’ll snitch to blade too abt it, what a bitch)

poly!jingren would be protective over you, even though they’re a pain to be with sometimes due to their constant arguments and disagreements, dating them does have its benefits. they would stand on either side of you, one on your left and one on your right. geez, you look so cute compared to them, it’s like you were walking around with two dogs on your leash, reading to pounce at anyone who dares speak ill of you or touches you. speaking of size.. i feel like they’d both have a size kink, you’re just so short compared to them they can’t help but fantasize about bending you over and fucking you in different positions, i feel like they both each have their favourites on that.

jing yuan loves putting you in a mating press, he likes it becuz it makes him cum quicker! not even a few thrusts and he’s already cumming inside, loving how you squirt all over his cock. he would press your knees against your chest, folding you in half almost. he would gently draw circles on your knee while the tip of his dick kisses your cervix, he’s so sweet to you though.. whispering praises in your ear. he would catch you off guard sometimes due to how sweet he was with you, not noticing how much he came, staring down at the mess he made in your cunt w cum seeping out </3

blade would absolutely love folding you in a full nelson, bro has sm strength it scares you sometimes. he would hook his arms under your knees, thrusting his hips into you. “sucha’ whore for my cock, aren’t you? you like it when i fuck you hard like this, don’t you?” mmm also also maybe if he’s feeling it, i bet bro would let jing yuan would join too, but he wouldn’t impale you with his dick like blade is, no.. he would rub his cock against your slit, placing kisses on your legs. honestly, jing yuan is your saviour atp. cuz everytime blade folds you in a full nelson, he’s always concerned that he’ll break you, so he tries telling him to ease it up a bit with you <3

poly!jingren would have god like stamina and strength, great speed n strength comes w great consequences! whether it is in a non sexual way or not, i feel like their stamina n strength would be useful in your relationship, its a lil cute since ur kinda shorter in height n they would always tower over u n help i get things from the high shelf or cabinet, it’s so cute! <33 but yet.. it’s a lil scary in bed cuz they can last so long w u and fuck you until you forget your own name, but it’ll be fine!! you can handle them!

poly!jingren both probably didn’t realize they had a size kink until they got intimate with you, it was probably the last of their worries up until one night. blade would probably notice a cute little bump on your stomach, noticing just how small you rlly are compared to them, jing yuan would too! honestly they both just love how their huge cocks slide in and out of your pussy, the bulge on your stomach going down, up, down up, over and over again! you’re just so.. cute they can’t help but stretch your little pussy out a bit.

“cmon sweetheart, you got this. you’re so cute, mhm.. you can handle more right?“

“sure she can, she’s strong girl. if shes— mmp.. squeezing around us like that, i’m sure she can handle more.”

“mm.. mhm. i can see that.” jing yuan leaned down, bringing his voice down to a whisper, “do you like it when we stretch you out with our cocks like this, baby?”

“fuck yeah she does, look at her. she’s creaming on our cocks already. s’ messy.”

poly!jingren who would both try their best to be gentle to you, sometimes it backfires but you don’t seem to mind! what’s very true about them is they both don’t want to hurt you in anyway, sure they fuck you hard enough and punish you but their intentions r never to hurt u, they would always ask you if you’re okay, even if they see the slightest hint of discomfort or pain in your face. especially jing yuan, he’s rlly rlly sweet n same goes to blade but he shows it in his own way. u know that blade doesn’t mean half of the things he says (he knows ur a slut for their cock tho but that’s besides the point) n sometimes he can get carried away but he would apologize with a simple “sorry.” and ask you if he was too rough on you, both r sweethearts yk

[madridfangirl]

A Weekend in Ibiza - Part 2

(Jude Bellingham blurb)

(Part 1, Part 3, Part 4)

2.6k words. Jude*female reader. Suggestive language.

A/n - When we don't get Jude holiday content, we make shit up

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The cold shower calmed your nerves and cleared your head. The fog lifted from the brain, replaced with fury. 

That fucker, that assholic fucker, really thought he could play you like this? Just waltz into your peaceful space & bend you to his will?

What a sad, little life he lived if that’s the kind of people he was surrounded with. 

Oh, you were gonna show him his place. Real good.

What you did next shocked you. But propriety had gone out of the window the moment he turned this into a battle of wits, dragging you in as an unwilling participant.

Jude was done with Round 2 & was lounging on the deck when he heard his spare phone buzz. He lazily felt around the surface for his waist bag, too blissed out to move. The naked woman lying half on top of him, feeding him grapes was a factor too.

What he saw made him rub his eyes & sit upright. The woman whined at the interruption, which he barely registered.

‘Naa I am busy. Going snorkelling with this one.’ 

Attached was the back image of a man. A big, well built, shirtless, heavily muscular, glossy skinned, wet man. A surfer’s body. 

‘And who is he?’

‘Met him on the beach just now. Said he wanted to show me a few things. Am gonna let him.’

That was a sucker punch to the gut that he didn’t see coming.

‘You are bluffing.’

‘Yeah? Want me to send you a pic after? Don’t think we’ll find a bed but a remote island maybe?’

He called you. Disconnected in the first ring. He called again. Same result.

‘Don’t do this. It’s not safe.’

‘I am a big girl, I can handle myself.’

‘What happened to the no casual sex policy?’

‘A girl can change her mind. CERTAINLY for a guy like that.’

‘Rubbish - he looks OLD.’

‘Word you are looking for is experienced. A MAN, not some little boy fresh out of his teens.’

‘Look, I’ll stop if you stop.’

‘Never asked you to stop. Never asked you for ANYTHING. Infact, I explicitly told you to go with the woman throwing herself at you.’

‘HE WONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU.’

‘I’ll find out soon, won’t I? Hope he likes my new swimsuit.’

Jude resisted the urge to throw his phone in the water. The woman looked at him curiously as he paced around the deck.

Confrontation wasn’t helping his case, so he changed tact.

‘Listen, we got off on a non-ideal note. I can see that. But we can talk this through. I’ll come back right now, yeah? Just give me like 15 mins.’

‘1) The world does not revolve around you 2) Actions have consequences 3) Chris is waiting & I am going to him now. Will be MIA for a few hours. Bye.’

Jude called again. You didn’t pick up. He left one final, desperate message.

‘Please don’t do this. I am sorry. You can get back at me in other ways. Please.’

You smiled victoriously as you looked at his plea. Two please and a sorry in one sentence. Ergo, mission accomplished. Who knew a picture of Chris Hemsworth in your gallery would come in so handy one day. Oh, the benefits of thirsting.

Putting your phone on airplane mode (to let him stew further), you got under the covers, still in your bathrobe, and drifted off to a peaceful afternoon nap.

Complete contradiction to his state.

Jude was struggling to wrap his head around what just happened. And why it was bothering him so much. He stripped to his briefs and jumped in the cool, crystal blue water. To erase the images plaguing his mind. Of you in your swimsuit. Of you and that horny geriatric fucker.

At one point he even looked around the water, trying to look for the snorkelling spots. Then cursed himself for being reduced to that. 

The current was brisk, numbing him enough to think straight. All wasn’t lost. Not yet. He just needed to come up with a better move. A different move. Coz you were different, it had been well established. The rebuttal did bruise his ego, he admitted to himself, but he was still sure he wasn’t wrong in sensing your attraction. It just needed the right nudge to bring you to him.

He emerged from the water, enthused again, and the woman rushed to him, offering to help him de stress & unwind from whatever was bothering him. Jude was never gonna pass up on a quick head in the loo. As he thrusted into her mouth, he found himself wishing it to be you.

If only you had been that easy. But then, the chase won’t be as fun, the anticipation not as deep. Plus he was certain your affections couldn’t be gained from fame, money or expensive gifts. You’d probably throw them in his face if he attempted that. 

He wondered if things would be different if you knew who he was. That there was a different side to him too. An idea struck him then, right at the peak of his orgasm.

You woke up after 3 long blissful hours, stretching your limbs, still burrowed under the covers, and put your phone off airplane mode.

One message from him, from an hour ago.

‘Atleast tell me you are back safely.’

The change in tone did not go unnoticed and you figured this merited a response. 

‘Just got done. Exhausted. Gonna sleep it off now.’

Letting the innuendo hang in the air, you ordered your evening cappuccino & croissant, enjoying them in your private balcony overlooking the waters. And played your favourite music, as you watched the evening sun cast patterns in the sky. Splurging for this room was turning out to be a great decision after all.

Curiosity got the better of you then, and you succumbed to googling him, to know more about this ridiculous/ridiculously handsome creature.

When you looked, you prayed you hadn’t. The guy wasn’t just atrociously hot, but he was many other things. Damn good at his day job (excellence at work was your primary turn-on). Well spoken & articulate (wtf happened to him today then?). Wholesome with his family (your number 2 turn-on). Unbelievably amazing with kids (you could jump from the balcony right now with the number of boxes he was ticking). And just generally affable & affectionate to everyone around.

You scrolled & scrolled through countless reels, & wondered which was the real him. The dickhead he was this morning or this angelic creature loved by all & sundry? Everyone seemed to swear by him. Did you catch him on a bad day then? Or was this a carefully crafted public persona to fool the world?

You kept going back to that one video with kids, which was melting your insides. 

That, and another one with him being abrasive on the pitch, picking up fights. Some would have called it cocky, and it was, but it was also inexplicably hot? Knee-wobbling hot? It was the same cockiness he had this morning but that had put you off. This video, though, was making your head spin. Giving him a power you never wished for him to have over you. And his body, oh god that body, plus the way he carried that attitude. 

You quickly threw the phone away, hoping you weren’t in too deep already. Consciously reminding yourself what an entitled prick he had been and how furious it had made you.

Needing an immediate distraction, you called home & listened to your 4 year old nephew babble for a good 30 mins. And your mom telling you all the news from back home for another 30 mins. 

Dinner was the next distraction. You took your time in picking a delicacy, settled on paella, a glass of wine and put on a comfort movie on Netflix as you enjoyed your dinner in bed. For some reason, you were avoiding going outside.

It was 10 pm, the sun had finally set making it feel like night time. No more messages from him since the last one to check on you. Which was a good thing. Which is what you wanted. Right? 

Yes, of course. Finally you were rid of him. He must be out, doing something, or someone. Far far away from you.

A quick look at his Insta won’t hurt, would it? It would just confirm his whereabouts, so you can finally be at peace, away from him.

One new post. From 2 hours ago. Captioned ‘Making memories’. A bunch of pics from his day - sunbathing at the yacht, lunch with friends, frolicking in the water & sun-set. Carefully avoiding any hint of the women she knew were a part of his entourage. Just the guy friends made it to post, making you roll your eyes loudly.

When you reached the last pic though, you did a double take. For the second time today, the glass nearly dropped from your hands.

The pic had a glass of wine, and a tissue paper next to it. You could tell it was the same tissue they had used to exchange notes - it was in a blurred background, difficult to spot for others but you could make out your handwriting. And his.

Tagged to it was a song - Can’t we start over again.

You questioned your grip on reality as you read the lyrics of the song.

I know I’ve caused you pain.

Took you for granted.

I’ve been such a fool.

Can’t we start over again?

What the holy fuck was this? What in the name of god was he playing at?

Half-mad, half dazed, you quickly dialled his number. It rang & rang for eternity, he picked up on the last ring.

‘Missed me?’

It just hit you that you were hearing his voice for the first time. It was deeper & huskier than you had imagined. But you quickly regained control of the situation.

‘Are you mad? Are you totally completely mad?’

‘Saw the post, huh?’

‘Damn right I did. Seriously, what were you thinking? What if your horde of fans put two & two together? What if people start assembling here to inquire? God, what if people find that waiter? Jude, what did you do?’

You started to hyperventilate, pacing around the room.

‘Ok. Take a deep breath & listen to me, yeah? No one knows we are talking, not even my friends. The waiter I tipped handsomely to forget about what happened. The note is blurred, no one can make out what’s written other than you & me. All others will see is just a glass of wine on a holiday. And a reminiscing song which can be for anyone. Or maybe they’ll think I am drunk. There is zero way to trace it back to you. Heck, even I don’t know your name yet. So relax. I won’t compromise your privacy when you made it clear how important that was to you.’

His soothing voice, coupled with unassailable logic, calmed you instantly. You could almost laugh at how you had overreacted. Almost. You weren’t gonna tell him that.

‘Are you with me?’

‘Umm yeah, guess you are right.’

You could hear music blaring in the background. He must be out partying at some club when you rudely interrupted him. You were about to ask him to go back to what he was doing before he chimed in.

‘So, did you have fun today?’

You rolled your eyes at his roundabout attempt to ask what he really wanted to ask. Well, two can play this game.

‘Oh yeah. Great day, super relaxing, after a long time.’

‘Ended too quickly, no?’

‘Excuse me?’

‘Well, if you were with me, no way we would be done in just 3 hours. No way you would be alone tonight, checking out another man online.’

He had just shown you how you were an amateur in the game he was a pro in. Honestly, you hadn’t even anticipated this line of thought. But clearly he had. In the same way he knew you would check him out online. Damn him, to the moon & back.

‘Told you he looked geriatric. Did he even…?’

‘Shut up. Shut the fuck up. Not another word on this.’

Your breath was laboured by now. What gave you solace was that his was ragged at the other end too. He wasn’t unaffected either. Both were silent for a bit. He broke it eventually. 

‘I meant what I said in the post. Shouldn’t have done what I did. Not to you. Wasn’t really thinking straight.’

‘Not to ANYONE.’

He had the good sense to stay quiet and not point out that it worked with others.

‘Yes. Can we get past it? I feel like I have been rejected enough for one day.’

You couldn’t stop yourself from chuckling, & he caught the shift in your mood.

‘Maybe.’

Now that was a window he didn’t think he was gonna get. And was extremely pleased with himself for getting here.

‘I’ll take that. Now, you know damn well I want you. And I know you are thinking about me too. Don’t start denying it, that wasn’t a question. Why are you fighting this, baby?’

Again he was cutting straight to the chase. This time though, it didn’t annoy you. It made you nervous, as you twisted & turned in your bed.

‘I told you why.’

You said softly, surprised at the tone of your voice.

‘Let me come over there & change your mind.’

‘I..I don’t know, Jude.’

He gripped a nearby pole harshly at the way his name sounded in your voice. 

‘Tell me, do I make you nervous?’

The accent was thicker now, making him even sexier. Making you bury your head in the pillow.

‘The situation makes me nervous.’

‘But me too?’

A pregnant pause. Then, a faint whisper.

‘Yes.’

‘I won’t do anything you aren’t ready for - trust me. Heck, knowing you, you’d probably kick me out naked if I try anything like that.’

You sighed into the pillow, and had no idea what these sounds were doing to him.

‘Aren’t you curious? Haven’t you pictured us together in bed, naked & wrapped around each other? Coz that’s all I have been doing since morning.’

‘Jude….please..’

‘Think of it as an adventure, yeah? A weekend in Ibiza that both of us would remember. We are wasting precious time, baby girl. Please, just please let me come to you right now & show you a good time.’

He had laid all his cards on the table, and waited for your response. Like it was judgement day.

You breathed heavily into the pillow, as you arrived at your decision.

‘Not tonight.’

‘WHAT?’

‘Not tonight.’

You could hear him breathe raggedly at the other end.

‘So, tomorrow then?’

‘I…don’t know, not yet.’

‘You are seriously gonna leave me hanging like this?’

‘I am sure you can find ways to distract & humour yourself in the meantime.’

More heavy breathing from him.

‘Are you a professional torturer of some kind? If not, you are in the wrong line.’

‘Thanks for the suggestion, I will think about it. Now, go back to your party.’

‘HANG ON. Are you for real?’

‘Very much. Now, be a good boy & let me think, yes? Bye, Jude.’

You blew a kiss into the phone & disconnected it, leaving him squirming & stunned at the other end.

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Hoping and praying this delivered the tension & takedown you all so vociferously wanted :))

There will be a Part 3 and I swear it will have smut 😂

Feel free to drop in your asks / suggestions for the next chapter - I moulded this chapter on the overwhelming sentiment in the asks :)

[kuni-is-daddy]

Scaramouche being a snake hybrid, your friends daring you to go into the cave that scaramouche is in because they knew something was in there, he sees you and your friends but they ended up running away leaving you there with him. Him seeing that your scared and helpless so he ends up treasuring you as if your his prized possession. Him then fucking you, trying to be gentle with your small figure compared to him but ends up being rough with you and breeding you with his eggs or seed ;(

Snake! Scara x Female reader.

I don't even want to write any backstory for this. JUST WANNA THIRST but ik you guys like when i put a little story into it.

Scara fic list.

Warning!: NSFW content: Biting, Blood sucking, eating out, mating press

Word count: 1.16k.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

"they knew something was in there" What if their was a bounty to kill the 'suneku kuzushi' A name given by the people in inazuma to mock scara as a 'cursed child.' So your 'new friends' zeni and maki have a dango eating competition at komore teahouse. The loser has to lead the way within his cave and take a picture of the 'suneku kuzushi' but that was just a trick so they could use you as bait when they confront him. As you enter the cave scara watches you through the eyes of one of his snakes and After venturing for what felt like an hour, a small purple snake climbed onto your thigh and bit you, causing you to draw blood while you shrieked and hit at it with your flashlight. You finally get fed up and decide to head back out of fear it was poisonous but zeni and maki refuse to let you go out of desperation for the reward. Zeni then ties your hands infront of your stomach with rope and uses you as a shield while traveling down the cave as maki said nothing towards your pleads, just asking for you to be quiet. The three of you ventured in the cave for hours, Far and farther away from anyview of sunlight. You sniffled and cried the whole way with a hazy feeling through your head as you still drew out blood, begging over and over again for zeni to let you go when at this point, It felt like they didnt care if you lived or died.

Snake scara! who finally reveals himself after hearing enough of your begging, knowing it wasnt for him yet. Zeni yells out "SHOW YOURSELF YOU MONSTER" While realeasing his grip from you to pull out his dagger. You try run away but the snake emerged infront of you, forming a gooey figure which then melted in on itself revealing, Scaramouche. A male creature much taller then you, covered in scales along his arms and glowing blue violet eyes. You immediately began to tremble at the sight of the creature, covering your face with your tied up hands and looking down with a view of nothing but his lanky shadow.

Snake scara! Immediately looks at you and hisses at the sight of your bite wound, Remembering the sweet taste of your blood from earlier. He shifts his vision from you after being interrupted by an attempt for an attack by zeni. "Monster..? And what are you supposed to be. A poor excuse for a human?" He'd strike zeni with electro energy, Watching as his dull dagger falls to the ground while zeni screams. "Go ahead. Amuse me.."

Snake scara! watching as zeni hesitates for another pathetic attempt to attack him when suddenly he pushes you into scara. Making you fall back infront of him on the ground. You roll around with your hands still tied begging for your 'friends' to not leave you as they run away back out of the cave through the darkness. You try and crawl away but scara slithers infront of you. Leaning down to look at your droopy tears leak down your face, begging again for him to not kill you. "Shh shh shh..Stop crying." He says mildly irritated. "Trust me im not gonna kill you. Infact..me and you are going to have some fun together~"

snake scara who picks you up and brings him to his 'home' within the cave. You plead that you just want to go home but he whispered in your ear. "This is your home baby~" you start punching at him to let you go but he throws you onto his creaky bed and begins ripping off your clothes with his sharp nails. "Fuck...look at this body of yours~ your beautiful." You blush at his words and whine "Kuzushi- p-please....let me go.." he notices you tugging at the rope and unties you. "Kuzushi? So that's the pathetic name they gave me. Call me scara. I want to hear you moan that out for me." "M-moan it out..?" He laughed at your confusion. "What? You thought I was going to let you go y/n? Your mine. I'm going to claim and make you my queen." Before you could get another word out scara shoved you into a sloppy kiss, letting his long tongue trail inside your mouth and explore your sweet taste while his hand trailed to your boob, groping and feeling your nipple. You felt lightheaded at the way he ambushed your body, eyes rolling back from his tongue alone.

Your hands began tapping at his back on instinct, signaling your fight or flight that you couldn't breathe. Scara pulled away as spit trailed from your lips, panting even harder trying to catch your breath. "Shit..you taste so good.. was that too much for you pet? Want me to slow down for you~" his vision shifted down to your thighs. Rubbing his rough hands against the bite mark "scara..it..it..hurts..." "I know pet, just be good for me and relax okay? Promise it'll feel good~" he leaned down in between your legs, licking at his sharp teeth then sucking on your thighs. "AH~ S-SCARA OH GOD~" you covered your mouth and bit into your hand while the feeling of him biting and sucking on the blood from your thighs sent chills through your body. "mmmm...fuck.. more..I need more of you~" he pulled his blood stained teeth away from your thigh, now shifting his attention to your underwear. "God..bet your so fucking wet for me right now baby~" he removed your underwear to reveal your glistening pussy. "Oh god..~ look at you pet. Wet for me just like a slut. Don't think i even have to prepare you." He began to pull out his length, ready to claim you until you tugged at him. "Scara..your tongue..wanna feel it.. inside... please" he raised his eyebrows at your request.

"Oh yeah? Does my slut want master to eat he out?" you nodded then hid your face in embarrassment. He shoved his tongue inside of you. Watching as you squirmed from his tongue. "Scara! Your tongue~ AH~ Feels so good~" your legs began to squish his face in-between you thighs as he licked and sucked passionately on your pussy "oh fuck yes~ you taste so fucking good baby.. I cant~ god yes.. I need to fuck you. Love how horny you are for me~ like a good little slut~ your so hot~" scara moaned and began trailing his hand to his own length. Stroking his tip as he felt you close to cumming, quivering under his tongue. "Hah....I can't wait anymore baby~ I need it right now-" he pulled his tongue away from your pussy, pulling out his thick length and positioning himself to thrust inside of you. Folding your legs like a chair. "S-Scara wait!! It's too big!" He pulled you into another kiss, his tall body completely toppling over yours. "Fuck baby don't worry~ you can take it. Take daddy inside you like a good pet~" he pounded inside of you "oh fuck yes.. squish this cock just like that. Ah~ yes baby. M' gonna give gonna give you my seed oh god~ such a good girl" your body continued to twitch from his aggression, his length perfectly filling you up until you couldn't feel anything but it inside you. "SCARA~ IM GONNA BREAK~ IT- AH~ SCARA~ DADDY~" you dug your hands into his scaley back, practically drawing blood along his skin as you came on his cock. Your legs felt as they we're giving out but scara continued to chase his high, now growling because of how good you made him feel. "S-shit baby im gonna cum. Take it. Fucking take it like a good slut. Fuck yes. YES~" scara groans out loud enough to practically make the whole cave shake. He looks down at you to view your already passed out form under him while smirking and marking your tummy with his electro symbol. Claiming you as his.

[sunshineluverr]

It's Thursday, let's break up on Thursday • kth

Pairing : Taehyun x fem!reader

Word count : 4k

Genre : fluffy fluff, college au, (attempted) crack/humour, song fic

Synopsis : You're frustrated with your boyfriend's behaviour so you ended up deciding to break up with him on a regular Thursday.

(+ a cute day out with him!)

Warnings : slight angst cause it's about a break up, mentions of food (pork belly and other things), misunderstandings, reader overthinks stuff, some swearing, use of nicknames, slightly suggestive (?? barely just some mentions of it ig)

Few Disclaimers! : This is a work of pure fiction and only meant for entertainment purposes and does not depict anything about the idol or reader in real life

That being said, the website thing I've mentioned in the story is completely made up and even though that particular website exists, it does not read out the same instructions I've written down (for funny reasons)

The bonus scene is just something extra I wrote for fun and wholesomeness and is not that much relevant to the point of the fic. However I'll still recommend reading it, so, enjoy!

Song recommendation :

Biggest red flag :

Being scared of your own boyfriend.

Does that mean the boyfriend is a red flag? No. It's definitely you. Or at least that's what you believe in your head.

It's not been long since you started dating Taehyun. It's only been a month to be exact. Still you have yet to figure out how to act and react in a relationship and 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 with someone like Taehyun.

Taehyun first met you during a group assignment between science & mechanism and physical education students. It was kind of a big deal for your college too, to be holding a project, this large scale.

The two of you kinda seemed to hit off instantly as you were assigned partners and shared your interest in having the thirst for knowledge.

The project was to create a device that will somehow help in boosting physical activity level of an individual. It was a complicated assignment indeed, causing you and Taehyun to work really hard on it together non stop which led to both of you having to be inseparable for weeks.

You ended up always having lunch together, spending breaks together, and always being at each other's dorms. And neither of you seemed to mind the closeness and comfortability that naturally came with spending so much time together.

On presentation day, it was a huge success. So much so infact that the device you both created for your project, was used as an example to other students and juniors. That night you both went all out to celebrate. That night was crazy.

"Oh what's this? Kang Taehyun has brought cake? What about the calories??" you tease him, going through the grocery bag he brought full of things for you two to celebrate.

"Calories are invisible for me when I see stawberry shortcake. Besides, we deserve it" He puts both arms on his waist and gives you a proud smile, you return the gesture, smiling warmly as you nod in agreement.

"Meat meat meat!! Grilling the meat Taehyunnie!" You do a little dance and song while he grills the pork belly for the two of you to eat.

You missed to catch the glimmer in Taehyun's eyes, as he watches you being so excited, he stares fondly because it brings joy in his heart to see you so happy. The two of you feast till you're content and then ended up sprawled on the carpetted floor, stomachs full.

"It's funny that we spent this much time together for merely a college assignment. None of the teams probably took it this seriously" You laugh at the irony and he hums in response.

"Like seriously Taehyun? How did you even get so much free time? Do you even have any friends?" You say in a mocking tone.

"I am pretty sure I have more friends than you, actually" Taehyun says bluntly to your comment. But you're used to his blunt and absolutely savage comebacks at this point.

"Okay okay Mr. popular, you're probably right too." you give a weak laugh

"It's true, I am just a lonely girl and after this, now that the project's over, we don't need to hang out together all the time, we must go our separate ways and-"

You're interrupted by Taehyun suddenly getting up and coming on top of you. You're extremely shocked and fall stiff.

"Um...Tae-"

"Shut up"

"Oh um...sorry." you gulp. That was kinda scary.

"No I mean, shut up about what you said. Take it back. What do you mean we're going separate ways? We can only become closer from this point on" Taehyun says as he is only inches away from your face, yet there is no sign of any emotion on him, as always he is so hard to read.

"If you want to stay friends Tae...we can, I will be more than happy to-"

"Friends? You really don't get it do you?" He says as he closes in the distance, to the point he's practically breathing on your face.

"I like you" he whispers and you surely felt your heart skip a whole beat.

The two of you just stay silent in the same position for a full two minutes. You needed to process what just happened.

You'd admit, you had feelings for Taehyun too, the way he smiles so rare but so pretty, the way he is so passionate and talented about his work, the way he randomly starts doing push ups anywhere and looks so hot while doing them. He was such an attractive guy, but you never took your feelings into consideration as he was kind of your first friend on college grounds. You didn't want to confuse romantic and platonic emotions.

But now that Taehyun, the Kang Cold Taehyun has confessed to you, you felt a wave of confidence beginning to loom over you.

"You like me? I like you too... Should we date?"

You finally give a reply to the boy hovering above you.

He gives away a soft smile then gets up, reaching out a hand to help you get up as well.

"Alright it's getting late right now, tomorrow is class after all"

"Huh what? What why where?"

Before you're able to process anything, Taehyun places a lingering kiss on your cheek and gives you a smile and a wave goodbye and immediately he is out the door.

"Good... night?"

That was the day it officially all began. Taehyun the dreadful boyfriend era.

The two of you never 100% established that you're officially dating, but you're going along with it.

There were quite a few significant changes that confirmed you're dating, like how whenever Taehyun and you walk side by side now, he makes sure to grab your hand. Another thing is he invites you over to eat dinner together basically every other day. It was fun but also nerve wrecking.

But besides the hand holding, You knew that Taehyun is not the best example of a warm and affectionate person, so the lack of touch that comes with being in a relationship was evident. But it still annoyed you so bad, the two of you didn't even kiss yet! What is this? Middle school?!

Something else that bothered you is how much Taehyun doesn't have any opinion on anything. Whenever the two of you eat together or plan to watch something together, he lets you decide every single time. Who does he think you are, some sort of decision factory?!

Another change that freaked you out was : As friends, Taehyun was always so precise, whenever the two of you ate out, you would always perfectly split the bill but ever since you began dating him, he's bought you, your morning coffee, every single day! Even when you refused, he forcibly insisted?? Taehyun would never spend for someone's food like this. It made no sense.

And yeah okay sure, maybe he is an affectionate "would do anything for you" type of guy after all and you misunderstood him? Not! because the most important thing to him is his gym time. This was confirmed by your conversation with him on last Thursday.

* "Taehyun! My evening classes are cancelled! If you want we can hang out a bit extra today! Maybe go to the arcade, have some-"

"Oh today is lifting day. I'll just meet you at our usual dinner time. My place again today?"

"Uh...yeah sure.." *

You were heartbroken! Is "lifting" more important than spending quality time with your girlfriend?!

Oh and yeah the dinner thing probably seems sweet...but he never stays the night! Even if you'd be finishing until 11:30 pm, he'll not let you walk home all alone in the night and go with you to drop you off, but he definitely won't let you stay either!

Every damn thing of Kang Taehyun as a boyfriend confused you. And you've been wrecking your mind to try and figure out the whole dating situation, so you give up. It's just a simple first time dating someone, it's really not that deep, plus it won't be like he would be heartbroken ; so you decide to break up with him, this Thursday. You two were truly better off as friends.

Thus began, the depression arc.

This week you had been incredibly sad, you even missed a few classes and deadlines, especially weird when you're always so punctual and attentive, but suddenly you seemed to lose motivation to do absolutely anything. After barely getting through the first class this morning, you slump on your desk instead of going out for break like you usually do.

"Hey"

You were disturbed from your nap by a poke on the head. You slightly lift up your head to look at the culprit of the person that woke you : who else but Taehyun.

You respond in groans and he sits down next to you, in that empty classroom.

"I brought you your lunch here. Your welcome."

"Don't wanna" you whine

"But you have to. What's up even with you lately?" He asks, sounding confused but mostly, concerned.

"It's your fault!" You speak without thinking, still half asleep.

"My fault? Did I do something wrong? Tell me if I did something to make you uncomfortable"

"No. Bye. Break time is almost over" You're blunt and reject his politeness.

"I'm not going until you eat. I'll feed you myself if I have to." He insisted, stubborn as always

He'll feed you? by his hands? You blush. The offer was so tempting. But you must resist, you can't lead him on by acting lovey dovey if you're going to break up soon.

"I swear I'll eat in the next break, just go okay? I don't want you to be late to a class because of me."

"If you insist" he shrugs in dissapointment. And as your eyes watch him leave the door, they almost get teary, you wonder why.

Today was the day. Taehyun asks to have dinner with you again, so you go along because it would seem too unusual if you refused to have dinner with him. That's literally the one thing you guys do together. And probably the last time you will do it ever.

You realise you're a bit upset that you could lose you're only friend in your college by breaking up with Taehyun. But you assumed that he is a mature man and will probably continue the friendship, going back to the things and how they used to be. Finally.

You were less excited for tonight's dinner though, breaking up seemed easy but it was still a bummer. Even when Taehyun said he'll make fried rice for you, which was special because he would usually make some protein rich, healthy food, but today he was making your favourite. Gosh why today of all days he decided to be so sweet?!

When you arrived at his dormroom, you tried your hardest to maintain that cold aura. You exchanged fewer words, took off your coat and sat on the floor table. Still, Taehyun greets you with a smile.

"I have good news."

Why?!! you wonder, now you bringing the bad news will be such a downer!

"What is it?"

"All of tomorrow's classes are cancelled due to a condolence holiday, we can stay up late! In celebration, I bought cheese tteok and ice cream" Taehyun beams.

Actually this news cheered you also up as well too, like a free day off from school was always something to be happy about.

Taehyun brings in the pot of rice, two bowls and you begin to have dinner. Usually you start the conversation, but not doing so the two of you ate in silence. The uncomfortable awkward-ness started to build up from this point on.

When you both finished, you helped Taehyun to clean up. At the beginning of your friendship, he would strictly refuse for your help to clean up because of his default polite personality but gradually, he got better at taking help from you since how often you'd come to his dorm, you practically lived there. (but of course you're still pissed off about the fact that he never asked you to stay over, though)

As the tidying and dishes were done, Taehyun suggests to play a videogame together but you brutally refused to which he pouts. You can't spend time in bonding with him right now, it's too late. You're about to break up with him any second now.

So you just sit on his couch scrolling through your phone, trying to distract yourself from the sight in front of you, that is, Taehyun doing his after meal work-out session. Even though it was annoying, he looks hot while excercising, so.

To try and find some motivation and ideas, you look up on your phone : "How to break up with your boyfriend?

You take a look at a site called wikihow, seemed suspicious..

" Method 1. Kill them"

You almost choke on air.

": If your boyfriend is dead! The relationship doesn't exist anymore! Super easy plan"

Wow okay um...if that's number one then what's number two?

"Method 2. Burn down his house : He will get too busy in trying to find a new house so he will break up with you himself!"

Is this site...for real????

You change up the text on your search bar to "How to break up with your boyfriend *gently* ?"

This time the results were different and safer. Phew.

Step 1. Compliment him

"Tae, uh you have some nice muscles you know? It's looking good"

"I know. Thank you"

Okay next...

Step 2. Try to start a conversation with him

"Taehyun come here. Can we talk?"

"Sure...?" He comes and sits beside you on the couch.

Step 3. Hug him

You give Taehyun a hug, he seemed to tense up a bit because he was surprised, but quickly returned the gesture, wrapping his arms around you. It was such a nice hug. He's so warm and muscular, yet soft, hugging him feels like the most comfortable heaven. You're going to miss hugs like this

Step 4. Say that you want to talk about something important

"Taehyun, I need to tell you something important"

"What is it? You can say anything to me"

Step 5. Rip off the bandaid!

"I wanna break up" you realise you only think the words and not actually say them from your mouth which lies hanging open. Taehyun watches you, confused.

"I..."

"Is everything alright?"

"I uh.."

"Are you crying?" Taehyun asks as he frowns with worry

"Huh? What? I am?!"

You touch your face and it's wet with hot tears. Sad feelings starting to sink in.

"I'm- I'm sorry"

"Why? Are you okay? What happened?" Taehyun voice is soft and caring as he cups your face.

You give in and start to sob, crying hard. You didn't contemplate the fact just how hard you had fallen for Kang Taehyun. It's true that even though there so many things that bothered or confused you, there were enough factors that kept you wanting more and needing more of him, all the time. He's imperfect but perfect as well and you loved him, you couldn't break up with him, you just couldn't.

"I'm sorry I can't" you sniffle

"Can't what?" He asks wiping a tear

"Can't break up with you"

Taehyun's jaw drops lightly, he really did not expect you to say that

"Who is asking you to do that? It's not like I'm breaking up with you"

"Oh yeah..." you let out, feeling dumbfounded

He smiles, in amusement almost.

You frown and throw a light punch to his arm.

"I'm breaking up with you because you're a terrible boyfriend!"

"I am?!"

"Yeah!" You sob more

"Uh did I do something wrong?"

"Everything! Taehyun you don't understand, this is my first real relationship and you used to be my only friend, so whenever I feel stressed about something on how to act or react as a girlfriend, or how everything is so confusing I cannot ask anyone or rant to anyone because I'm just a sad loner and and-! just! I don't understand anything!"

Taehyun lets out a small laugh and you look at him in confusion.

"Why don't you rant about your boyfriend to me...as your friend?"

"But you are my boyfriend!"

"Pretend I'm not"

"Well..then" you begin, wipping off a tear.

"My boyfriend is so annoying because he always pays for my stuff even though I never ask him to"

"Maybe that's his way of showing his love for you, his love language is acts of service?"

"I suppose that makes sense...But he never lets me stay over! Like we are boyfriend and girlfriend for fucks sake we can sleep together if we want to!"

"Maybe he is scared that if you stay over, his temptations will get to him and he is afraid you're not ready for taking that step so early into the relationship"

"Um well..uh he totally loves gyming more than me! He spends more time at the gym than with me!"

"Maybe if you voice your demands to him, he will comply and spend a lot more time with you, whenever you need"

"But but... he's so distant...we haven't even kissed yet!"

And instead of getting another logical (and wholesome) reply from your "best friend" Taehyun leaned in to press a kiss on your lips. It was soft and warm and sweet. You felt so happy to kiss him.

He separates the kiss and you feel like crying even more.

"Taehyun... you're the best boyfriend ever! I'm sorry I doubted you... I'm the worst"

"Shh shh...do not say that about yourself. I'm sorry if I seemed too careful or too distant. I will try harder for you."

"Me- me too! Taehyun...I love you"

"I love you too." He places another peck on your lips

"And really, you can just ask if you want to sleep over...but don't blame me for what happens after that" he gives you a playful smirk making you blush

"Kang Taehyun you drive me insane!!"

Step 6 : Congratulations! You have broken up with your boyfriend unsuccessfully!

(♡Bonus Scene♡)

"Tyun. Today I will take you out for the best adventure ever!"

"Oh?" he perks an eyebrow at you "but what's the occasion?"

"Hmm just, you'll see!"

That conversation you had with him, this morning, in the bath, while he was washing your hair. It isn't a often thing you two would shower together, but since you've grown so comfortable with him and today you really needed to save some time...

It was the best bet (even though it was so relaxing to the point you would spend the whole day right there but no way that's happening because it will probably be a health hazard)

Taehyun was confused about it all. It wasn't like today was your anniversary, birthday, valentines day, none. But you very specifically asked him to finish all his assignments beforehand, take an absentee from class and spend the whole day with you.

You had even picked out clothes for him by your choice, he was still confused but gladly accepted anything you ask him to do because he trusts you so much.

When he saw that the two of you, actually, matched clothes, like a cute couple pair set of clothes, he nodded and gave you a bright satisfied smile and a peck on the cheek. You're excited to receive those kind of reactions from him all day long because of all the surprises you planned.

Another surprise was that you would be driving! Although you would be using his car, cause you don't have your own. But since he's always the one driving for the two of you so you wanted to give him a break and return the gesture.

"But-"

"No buts! today you're the passenger princess babe, now hop in!"

Taehyun rolls his eyes at your teasing, though his heart flutters at you puttting in so many efforts just for him. He feels so loved and so in love, it's practically too much.

You drive around for a while, your destination clear in your mind. But even if it took quite some time to reach the location, the car ride was far from boring. You had put on a playlist of Taehyun's favorite songs, to put him in even higher spirits than he already was.

When you finally arrived, It was at a park, a hiking park to be specific.

"Wait baby really-? Are you sure you'd wanna do something like this? Will you be even alive?!" It seemed like he was joking but by his expression, he was genuinely concerned for your well being, knowing very well how much you hate any sort of physical activity.

"I'll be fine and we won't go that far so really you don't need to worry" You give a reassuring smile.

And yes, it's a shame you're not as physically energetic and adventurous as your boyfriend but that is exactly why you chose this place, it was perfect because it was completely unexpected. And his excitement was so clear on his face, it was so worth it.

The two of you began moving up the rocky road, hand in hand (or you'd probably fall to your death if he wasn't holding on tight)

The weather being perfect, just as you'd hoped it'd be. Despite your exhausted self, you appreciated the beauty of the hiking park ; there were flowers on every edge and small animals here and there.

As soon as you started recognising the pathway more and more, it was now you guiding Taehyun instead of him guiding you. He was surprised at your sudden enthusiasm but followed patiently nonetheless as you led the way.

You came to a stop to a bunch of trees that had hanging branches. Taehyun gave you a confused pout as to why you stopped suddenly and your heart did somersaults at his precious face.

"So, as we go through these branches, I want you to close your eyes."

"Huh? Why?" gosh he's stubborn as always, you think.

"just! please! or else I'll do it myself with my hands!"

"Okay okay" He finally closes his eyes. You firmed the grip on his hand and dragged him ahead, moving a few bushes and branches with your free hand.

"Okay" you sigh "You can open them now"

Taehyun's big eyes, grew bigger than ever and sparkled more than ever at the sight.

It was a giant tree, decorated with all sorts of confetti, ribbons, balloons, streamers and lights. One of the big branches had a swing attached to it, The swing was also adorable. There was a wide and thick picnic blanket spread across the grass. There was Large carving of yours and Taehyun's initials on the tree trunk. There were even Polaroids of you and Taehyun with tiny sticky notes next to them, bearing sweet messages, stuck on the tree.

It was absolutely beautiful and the most breath taking scene ever.

"So...what do you think?" You ask, expecting some words from your awe-struck boyfriend

"I...I don't know what to say.." Taehyun's eyes glimmered, almost a bit too much. Was he actually.... crying?!

"Taehyun are you-"

He interrupted you by lifting you in the air and twirling you around. "It's amazing. it's the best thing anyone has ever did for me! I love it so much!" He beamed.

His face was flushed and eyes were watery, surprisingly, but he had definitely teared up. Still you didn't ask about it as to not embarrass him and ruin the mood.

"I'm glad you like it!" you wrap your arms around his neck, leaning in closer.

"Like it? I love it! I love you!" Upon saying that, he immediately connected your lips, you're fluttering with affection.

The two of you, after hugging and kissing a bit more, finally settled down on the picnic blanket to enjoy the spread of lunch you had prepared. His compliments were endless, even if he wasn't a talkative person, he just couldn't stop expressing his love for you again and again.

"Love, please, would you tell me why all this special treatment you're giving me today? I'm so grateful for it but come on, there has to be something right?!"

"Why? I did it because you deserve it so much my dearest tyun!"

"that's not what I-"

You laugh. "fine fine, I'll tell you why I decided to do all of this, today, especially"

He leans in closer to listen attentively.

"So Taehyun, ready for the big reveal? Today is the anniversary of....'I was almost about to break up with you but I'm so glad I didn't and not doing so was the best decision I ever made' Surprise!"

His mouth was left hung open, unsure of how to feel about that information.

"Oh... really? why don't I remember that..."

You frown. "Geez Taehyun! unromantic as always!"

"Huh??" He's left more perplexed making you burst into laughter at his cute reactions.

"I'm kidding! and technically, it's the anniversary of our first kiss as well so it's on you for forgetting about that!" you give a light punch to his shoulder and he scrunches his face to give a fake dramatic reaction.

"Okay okay I'm sorry for not remembering, I suppose I have to kiss you to commemorate the occasion, so?"

"Hmm. You may." you shrug jokingly, receiving a laugh from him.

He leans in for a soft kiss, and a lot more.

But deep down you knew that you thought of this day as something else really, It was one of the biggest reliefs of your life, for not breaking up with Taehyun. Or that would've definitely been the worst kind of mistake as he's the best person you've ever met and loved and will continue to love forever.

A/n : Thank you so much for reading till the end and I hope you enjoyed this fic!

Thursday's child has far to go is one of my favourite TXT songs so I decided to kind of base a fic on it!

Btw if you saw my last post on here, I finally figured out how to use italics (turns out you can do it on Tumblr itself and I was just very stupid)

Anyways, I hope you have a nice day! And comments, critisism and feedback are highly appreciated! <3

[wichwitchisit-blog]

I will forever stand by how DreadWing should have been the one to get the late redemption.

First of all he is the only one in transformers prime whose death didn’t benefit the narrative in some way. CliffJumpers death served as a catalyst for most of the shows events happening, for the Autobots meeting the human cast, for the Autobots learning of what dark energon is, and for Arcee’s character development. SkyQuake died not only for the Shadow Zone being found but also for DreadWing being in the show at all. It was his death that caused his spark twin to fly halfway across the galaxy to confirm that his twin did infact die. Breakdowns death lead to Synthetic Energon being completed through many hoops including the episode Thirst which wouldn’t have happened if BreakDown didn’t die.

DreadWings death never served the narrative. He was never even mentioned after he died. The last major impact DreadWing made for the narrative was something he did before he died and that was give The Forge to Optimus. There is no narrative reason he should have died. If he lived no major plot point wouldn’t have changed.

I will say however that it was in his character to try and kill StarScream as revenge. No amount of talking to could have changed his mind on not doing that.

However I’m going to counter and say that his plans could have been delayed. Optimus couldn’t have convinced DreadWing to join him but what if Optimus convinced DreadWing to just stop and think for a minute so he can plan this out, not do anything brash or anything he’ll regret. To carry out this assassination logically and after everyone is done trying to revive Cybertron.

Have him be like Predaking in Predacon rising where he does not side with AutoBot or Decepticon for their crimes against his kind but he is really pissed off at the Decepticons so for now he works with the AutoBots.

Maybe he saw the Decepticons attacking the base and decided to go shoot at them like WheelJack did. Maybe they got captured together. Maybe WheelJack put aside their differences and helped DreadWing escape because the Autobots need all the help they can get after their base got nuked. Maybe DreadWing goes on his own from there but comes back to take down the Decepticons at the end. Maybe he joins the Predacons because they too have been wronged by Decepticons. Maybe this maybe that. I just want him to live that’s all. It’s not really a redemption but always he’s not dead. Maybe they could work on his morality.

Maybe he takes that break and realizes that he shouldnt do revenge because that won’t even make him feel better about SkyQuake. Maybe then he truely integrated into the Autobots.

Anyways DreadWing deserved to live

[fitzs-space]

Has a one asked about impulses markings ( wither curse) or taken notice? How does he explain it or calm them down when they find out it’s a curse, if anyone even knows?

I can never get enough of the boy. Absolutely love how you draw him <3

thing is that he didn't know how or when he got them either. He's genuinely just a magnet for curses and blessings, and he doesn't even notice them because of how often they just get canceled out by whatever else he's got going on. So sometime during s6 he noticed some weird dark marks on his chest that looked like his bones and ribcage, and they kinda got darker when he checked on them, looked like someone smudged charcoal on him really. But it was fine! he just kept them out of sight and out of mind. Sure it became very easy for him to break bedrock, but that came from practice. And the air in the void was a easier to breath, and wither roses just stopped hurting him at some point, but that was all from being in the End a lot to work on that wither rose farm. Like exposure treatments and building up an immunity right. And sure at some point in s7 the makings turned more golden, but that's normal surely. they already kinda changed colours before. And its not like the existence of these markings were affecting him at all. Sure he felt less exhausted and drained and,, dead ish, when they turned gold,,, but they just started a new season! and he noticed the marks around when he was doing all that work with the hippys! its expected he would have felt tired a lot right. And yea some of his scars look a little golden under some lights now, and maybe his blood looks a little more glittery then normal, but its probably just a side effect of always using totems. It'll wear off if he stopped using so many, surely. And Tangos asked about them, so had Zedaph, but It was only brought up because they were curious when Impulses eyes turned more gold instead of brown,, Zed found it fascinating how the markings looked like they moved depending how you looked at them, like the moved with the actual bones under Impulses skin almost. And it isn't affecting him right now, its not like he needs to worry anyone over them. Honestly not even the weirdest thing to happen on the server. Its sometime during s8 that he's talking with Cub about some speedrunning strategies he's been trying to pull off lately, and in the most offhand way mentions how he's debating doing unsafe runs outside of the proper game worlds. his reasoning being that he wouldn't need to worry abut the possible boss curse if he isn't actually trying to kill a dragon. And that just leads into the conversation of what a Boss curse even is, because Impulse hadn't really heard much about those before. And about an hour or so later Cub is laughing his ass off as Impulse goes through all these weird instances he's had and realizing he's had this wither boss curse placed on him, but he didn't even realize because of all the other blessing and curse's he's apparently had, and had just always brushed off the weird symptoms that came with them. Cause that explains how he kept such a sane head compared to the rest of the people in the mycelium resistance, that whole demise thing left him just a little gray without the major blood thirst a lot of the others got, those days when he'd get near insanely good luck then to have the next week be the some of the worst luck one could imagine. The list just kept going. Cub absolutely looses it yet again when he realizes that the curse he tried placing on Impulse during s6 to test some Vex trick did infact work, and was still there even, It just apparently had no affect on Impulse because of some other blessing he had.

[logankisseswade]

My Logan and Wade AU-Fanfic-Save Wade Wilson

Chapter 3: Saving You, Saving Me

*a flashback to 5 years ago, back on 2033 Logan's timeline*

+ Late Summer, 2028 +

*Logan walks down a long hallway, looking for Wade, he enters Charles' office*

Charles: afternoon Logan

Logan: hey Charles...have you seen Wade?

Charles: I have

Logan: where is he?

Charles: *smiles* you sure seem to love spending time with him

Logan: *smirks* he and I getting pretty close

Charles: he's in the training room, infact he's been there all morning

Logan: really? is he okay?

Charles: ever since his mother's accident or so it appears to be an accident, Wade's not taking any precautions

Logan: ...he's scared of her isn't he? cassandra?

Charles: you and I both know what it's like to have a sibling that's hell bent on destroying other's lives...he's terrified...he feels that something horrible is coming

Logan: are you telling me that Wade has foresight now?

Charles: possibly...or maybe he's just scared

Logan: I need to see him

Charles: Logan...you love him don't you?

Logan: *nervous* sure...sure I care about him

Charles: you should tell him how you feel about him Logan...trust me when I say that he feels the same

*Wade's getting all his frustrations out in the training room, Body Talk by Ratt is blasting on the stereo at full blast, Logan knocks on the door, Wade looks all hot and sweaty(lol), he turns it down and then stops the music, he presses the buzzer on the door, the door opens, Logan comes in, he and Wade stare at each other, Logan sees how hot he looks, Wade walks up to Logan, they're both staring at each other with hungry eyes(lol), Wade gets closer to Logan*

Wade: hey Logan...

Logan: hey Wade...

Wade: what brings you here?

Logan: I uh...

Wade: it's really hot in here isn't it?

Logan: oh yeah *giggles nervously*

Wade: *giggles* I had fun last night...we should hang out more often at your place...

Logan: yeah we should

Wade: I don't wanna do this anymore

Logan: you don't wanna do what anymore?

Wade: play these flirtatious games with you...

Logan: I'm not playing games with you Wade...

Wade: ...you're not? then why are you looking at me like that?...it frustrates me...

Logan: ...I look at you like that because I want you...oh God I said it out loud didn't I?...shit, now my cover's blown

Wade: ...Logan...*grabs Logan's hand* do you love me?

Logan: ...yes...

Wade: ...I love you too...

Logan: you mean that?

Wade: I do...

Logan: is this really happening?

Wade: I hope so...

Logan: *squeezes Wade's hand* you have no idea how badly I've wanted to tell you...

Wade: I love the way you look at me Logan...

Logan: I love the way you look at me too Wade...

Wade: *giggles* I'm glad it's not just me...I'd feel so embarrassed, Thank God you didn't friend zone me

Logan: you're too hot to be put in the friend zone *giggles*

Wade: did you come here to thirst over me Logie? *giggles*

Logan: I came here because I love you and because I've been too afraid to tell you just how much I want you

Wade: I've been in here since 9 am Logie...

Logan: why 4 hours baby?

Wade: *sighs deeply* because I'm afraid...I'm afraid of that evil bitch...*sniffles* I'm scared of what she's done and what she can do...I hate thinking about the future

*Logan holds Wade in his arms, he touches his face*

Logan: you know that I'm here for you right baby? you don't have to be afraid of anything...

Wade: easier said than done handsome, you have adamantium claws *giggles*

*Logan touches Wade's lips, kisses him slowly, Wade trembles, he kisses Logan back, a long deep and passionate kiss, Logan lies Wade down on the matt, they kiss again, the kissing gets heavier*

Logan: *breathless* Baby...

Wade: *squeezes one of Logan's hands in his* Logan...

Logan: Wade...

Wade: when I'm with you it's like I stop being afraid

Logan: I feel the same

Wade: I love you Logan

Logan: I love you Wade

*time passes, heavy kissing, Wade removes Logan's white tank top, he runs his hands all over his chest, Logan can't keep his hands to himself either, they're kissing like crazy, tongue involved(lol), they're hugging and smothering each other with kisses, rolling on the matt on the floor, giggling, time passes, Logan's on top of Wade, they're both completely naked(of course lol), both lost in each other's eyes, Logan kisses Wade deeply, Wade kisses back, his hands squeezing onto Logan's back, Logan starts thrusting slowly, Wade moans, Logan's breathing becomes louder and more intense, he moans, time passes, they're both shaking and moaning, Wade whimpers loudly, Logan's losing himself inside of Wade, breathing on his cheek, Wade moans, Logan collapses out of pure ecstasy into Wade's arms, they're both trying to catch their breath, Wade hugs Logan deeply and kisses his hair and his forehead, Logan moans softly, he looks into Wade's eyes, Wade's stares back, time passes, they're still in each other's arms, cuddling and kissing, Wade runs his fingers through Logan's hair*

Wade: I never felt this way about anyone before Logan...it's different with you...

Logan: I never felt this way before either

Wade: *sniffles* I'm so used to being afraid of the future, what's next to come...but when I'm with you, even if it's just for 5 minutes, it feels like time has stopped for both of us...and it's just you and me...and nothing else matters

Logan: *smiles, sniffles* I know what you mean Wade Wilson

Wade: stay with me baby, stay with me forever

Logan: *hugs and smothers Wade with kisses* I'll never leave you

*flashback ends, Logan's back in 1989, he's sitting on the couch with Wade in his arms, Wade's arm is healing up, Logan touches Wade's face, they're both staring into each other's eyes, Wade smiles, giggles lightly, he looks sleepy*

Wade: hey Mad Max

Logan: hey Wade Wilson

Wade: what are you thinking about?

Logan: 2028...

Wade: was that a good year or something? *smiles*

Logan: it's the year we fell in love, back on my timeline

Wade: that sounds like a really good year *giggles*

Logan: *kisses Wade's forehead* it was

Wade: Logan...I don't care what the future holds, good or bad, I only care about you and me...that's all that matters to me...it feels almost like time stops...when we're together

Logan: *sniffles* yeah it does doesn't it Bub?

Wade: Logan?

Logan: yes my love?

Wade: I love you

Logan: I love too bub

Wade: *giggles* you're adorable

Logan: *smirks, sniffles* look who's talking bub

Wade: I may feel sleepy right now but I wanna kiss...can we kiss?

Logan: you don't even need to ask baby

*Logan kisses Wade slowly, Wade kisses back, a slow and long tender kiss, time passes, they're both sleeping on the couch together, Logan's now lying down on the couch with Wade in his arms, his arm is healed, Wade wakes up and watches Logan sleep, he touches his face*

Wade: I love you Logan

*Logan grunts quietly in his sleep, Wade kisses him softly, slowly*

Wade: I'll see you in the morning my sweet prince

*time passes, they're both sleeping in each other's arms again*

+ to be continued in chapter 4 +

[atla-confessions]

Because they infantilize him, they call him their precious baby that can do no wrong etc. just like real boymoms talk about their sons. Then they turn around and talk about how “sexy” he is as an older teen (although I think a lot of this is a cope because of Zuko’s physical attractiveness). It’s definitely giving ick the way Aang stans go between talking about him as a literal prepubescent child to sexy mature man, they act like he’s both/neither/etc. depending on the context. Weird.

I'd just like to point out none of these aang stans are infact biologically related to Aang and he is infact a 2d drawing so no it's not weird. People call Zuko a precious bean all the time yet y'all aren't calling the thirsting after him weird.

12 year old aang is cute and precious 16 year old aang is hot these two things can and often do coexisit.

like you realize the problem with boymoms is that they are in fact related to those boys you realize that right like those boys literally came out of them. last I checked nobody in this fandom gave birth to aang.

X

[destinyc1020]

Re Kylie.... I'm not against plastic surgery at all,infact if it will help with confidence or mental health(anxiety,imperfection), then sure,do it. But she started selling cosmetics and alluding to that being the cause for her beauty, lol. Truth is anyone who watched early Kardashians knows full well every sister has had alterations even Kendall. So her being teased and ridiculed is something that I'm split on.... I get her talking about going on a journey to dissolve her filler, in all fairness the journey of a millionaire is different to my type of journey😂 but plastic surgery is a massive step especially if you want to reverse it. Plus she is teased and is ridiculed and is bullied and as much as I hate that family has a whole it's not nice seeing someone cry when being body shamed. Saying that she's posted a couple of thirst traps recently so she's on the mend😂😂😂😂😂

Thanks Anon

[minniepetals]

3 back to back updates!! My lady you are being very generous. I won't lie I'm not the one for waiting generally but i still did because you don't owe it to me to write faster, infact you are doing a favor by quenching my thirst for a good read and second, it was all so worth the wait. I loved reading every sentence of it. My lady, i look forward to the next chapter whenever it is posted. Ah! And also i don't want my rant to make you feel burdensome but rather an appreciation for your work.

All tgis aside, i hope you are doing well in life as well.

thank you bub!! unfortunately i have two exams back to back tomorrow so there's no update this week and i haven't had the time to get around to writing either oof. i'm literally going to be fried once the exams are done. and then after that, i have a korean speaking and writing test once the weekend's over so...no rest for me and maybe no update next week either but we'll see.

the part i dread the most when it comes to writing is editing i hate editing 🫠

[smileyface234]

No no no no no

I absolutely cannot leave this alone I gotta analyze this. It's 1:30 in the morning and I have work tomorrow but none of that matters I need to do this

So suggesting the concept of the fangs being the reproductive organ of a vampire has several implications that I think need to be laid out.

First: if a vampire's fangs or it's reproductive organs do vampires have genitalia. My initial instinct is: um yeah ofc. They're humanoid they definitely do. I agree with myself but there's a caveat that I'd like to get to later. For now let's just assume that yes vampires do have regular human genitalia.

Second: are vampires sexual hermaphrodites, or do they reproduce asexually? Personally I think it's the second. When a vampire bites you it's not having "intercourse" with another vampire. Infact it's pretty unclear what happens if a vampire bites a vampire but I'm pretty sure we all can agree it doesn't make another vampire. Vampires being sexual hermaphrodites would look more like a vampire of any gender could bite another vampire of any gender and it would create a baby vampire, or a vampire could bite itself and create another vampire. This train of logic leaves us with the so conclusion of vampires reproduce asexually. This has very interesting implications for vampire gender because asexual organisms technically are all female. This also creates a paradox because asexual animals by nature don't have reproductive organs because of being asexual. But reproducing asexually is the only thing that makes sense here.

Third: now that we've established that vampires are most likely reproducing asexually through their bites this opens up so many questions. Asexual reproduction doesn't require gametes or fertilization due to the nature of it being well, asexual. So what's being transferred in the bite that turns someone into a vampire? Are we even still talking about a reproductive organ? Why am I spending my time doing this? Well I have a theory. Remember when I said vampires were probably asexual rather than sexual hermaphrodites, well I take it back. I have the answer and it's gonna blow your mind.

Vampires are genderless, at least the vampire part of them is. Sexual hermaphrodites by definition don't really have a clear-cut gender, they're both. When a vampire bites a human (or any other non-vampire creature depending on what lore you'd like to use) it injects both of the gametes for a vampire zygote to form into the bloodstream. Similar to how sperm and egg come together and fertilize into a zygote, the vampire gametes do the same in the blood. Here's the catch. Vampire blood is toxic to vampire zygots. Vampires are parasites and need a host to properly reproduce. Without another non-vampire creatures blood to use as an non-toxic environment for gamete fertilization all vampire zygotes die immediately. This is why when a vampire bites another vampire or when a vampire bites itself no new vampire is created. The zygote simply died before it was able to grow into one. The interesting thing is what happens to the host body when the vampire zygote starts to grow and mature. It uses the nutrients in the host's blood for itself, specifically the iron. This creates the pale look in the host that we all know and love. The vampire zygote, now closer to a fetus (they're calling it that suggests similarities to a standard animal fetus, which there are very few) starts to exert more control on the host. The fetus eventually settles somewhere in the body with enough space for it to grow to mature size (I am in fact not very good at human biology so I don't know where this would be but I'm sure there's room somewhere). It then begins to release a concoction of various hormones proteins and other fun biology chemicals causing the majority of the physiological and psychological changes to the host, such as fang growth, melatonin deficiency, and a thirst for blood. Want to know my favorite part of this, that thirst for blood is the equivalent of a sex drive. I think I want to pause for a moment and acknowledge the glory of how I have scientifically proven that vampires urge to bite people is in fact their sex drive. I'm not going to go into how the whole turning into a bat or repulsion of holy water or all that other vampire lore works, especially because that either applies or doesn't apply depending on what you want so I don't really care to bother to think through how that all works.

Some other random facts I guess I can throw in here.

- the host retains basically all of the memories that has and even the personality and all that, really the only thing changed is the physiological changes of now being a vampire and a very new sex drive.

- with this interpretation of things a vampire is actually a parasitic relationship between two organisms, the host (most likely a human) and whatever we want to call the creature that does all this. You might say it's called a vampire duh, but no that's wrong. A vampire is both the host and the parasite, together. That's a vampire. You need both to make one. I don't know what to call this parasite and I don't really care to name it or anything cuz I'm lazy but I just felt like I needed to make it clear that the parasite is not a vampire

- it's pretty ambiguous what would happen if two vampire hosts that were sexually viable shows to try and reproduce the way that their species normally would. My personal opinion is the hosts become infertile due to all of the crazy hormonal changes going on caused by the parasite. For fun I'll give you my opinion if we assume we productive systems do remain operable. I'd say the baby comes out not a vampire because vampire zygotes cannot survive in vampire blood which the baby would have because it shared blood with the mother. This has incredibly odd implications for the baby in question though. What would having vampire blood even do to a developing child. The possibilities range from killing it to creating sort of a half vampire which also has many questions on how that would work. One thing about a half vampire that is for sure though is that vampire bites would be ineffective on them as they have vampire blood. (Honestly kind of digging the idea of half vampires l, even if it is t the most likely to be entirely scientifically probable)

- interesting questions arise when you ask the question where this parasite came from. Unfortunately these are questions for a different time.

Well I am satisfied with my contribution, it is now 2:22 in the morning, I have spent almost an hour on this and I feel accomplished. Tl:dr I proved the above post correct by showing how Tumblr is in fact uniquely equipped to have this conversation because I did it.

Conversation that Tumblr is not ready for:

A Vampire's fangs are also it's reproductive organs

[noturbutchboy]

Hello there doggy

I've heard you wanted some more attention hmmm? But you see I don't think you've really shown how bad you want it.

So, be a pathetic little puppy and beg

Beg for all to see, beg for the pathetic ways in which you want to be used and maybe, if you begging amuses me enough you might just be indulged, puppy

Helloo hehe you’re hearing right I do want more attention mistress/master infact I was about to make a post about it you read my mind..and ofc you’re right mistress/master I should’ve been able to show my desperation better I m so needy for attention I’ve contemplated posting thirst traps but I m pretty shy so that’s been a no go but god I’ve taken so many of them I m just dying to be seen so please mistress/master can you use me please use me whichever way you prefer I do not have a preference I would just like to be a good puppy for you.

[inlovewithlove1042]

Why do I feel like this? Infact, why can't I feel? I am numb and I am overwhelmed simultaneously. Can I take a break? Is it possible? Or must I endure until enduring meets enduring and I am required to endure some more until the very end. Yes I have 100% survival rate thus far even when the stakes were high. That does not mean I am not tired. It does not mean I am over it yet. It does not mean I have fully grasped the concept on my own saving. I am not over it. Chapter 7 has begun and I am still processing chapter 3. I want to be okay with how quickly life is moving.

I feel a little silly. When life is moving nowhere, I complain I am stuck. When life moves quickly, I complain it is moving too fast. When are humans ever truly satisfied with anything? Summer is too hot and winters are too cold and every odd day is just too average for our liking, isn't it?

Let me be happy in whatever circumstance. None will be perfect to us even when it is perfectly the correct time and place and season we need to be in according to God's perfect plan and purpose for us. Yes we may never fully grasp his reasonings, but let me atleast try. For my own sake too.

I was asked today "what relationship bond is keeping you alive?" And I responded with "Jesus"... And there's no two ways about it. Everything fades, people let you down or die before you and your existence is not for them. It's for God. Let it be enough. Because it is enough. You just gotta force your brain to come to terms with that reality. He is enough for you. No one is gonna satisfy that hunger. That thirst. That yearn. No one is gonna die for you with selflessness like he did. Everyone thinks about themselves but he came specifically to redeem us and pay a price we couldn't pay with all the corruptible wealth upon the earth.

I wanna live gratefully, not spitefully. With reason, not just for the sake of it.

[krockat]

hi i was randomly reading tags late at night on videos, and i saw yours you added onto https:// www dot tumblr dot com/krockat / 726501511214022656 a while back asking for the source of the music and not sure if you ever figured it out so apologies if you did, but its part of the ost from the anime black butler, not a game! but if someone did use it in a game i hope you find it too!

ouffh..... anon........

see... in that post in those very tags you speak of.. . I.. i did promise i would give plenty praise and love to those who would help solve my mystery.....

and you did nothing wrong anon.

you are a beacon of light, a shining example of a person just randomly going out of their way to be a nice little light-shedder-on-er-er, while prev just doing some'n simple n pleasurable (as pleasurable as the mixed crockpot of reading random strangers tags Can be) for themself.

but.. lemme tell you.... this is rough news.

to have a rare glance of something so similar to this great (i mean no, the quality of said game itself might be questionable, but a great soundtrack and alternative Weirdness and nostalgia of a seemingly never discussed old playstation game relic of my memory lossy past - it is despite it all quite great a) mystery -

it was so hopeful and enticing!

and then i learned.. and then i learned.. it was actually from my number one enemy-anime Black Butler!!

you see, black butler and I have history.

apart from it being a creepy show where two adult demons thirst for a child boy (that for some further context also had an unfairly banger ost that deep inspired my youth), it was, infact, and here comes an actual Real trigger warning for the content ahead:

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warning you, here it comes! the tags will have what specific triggers this is about.

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a tool used in grooming me.

so, while i really am grateful for your kind message and explanation - to find that this music that was so similar to what i remember from the soundtrack of the game - was actually from that show? Oh real unfortunate. just realllll unfortunate.

lemme tell ya when i woke up to read i got a notif w the beginning premise that someone had figured out this mystery song - meaning also maybe the coveted mystery game?

even barely awake and conscious as i was, and just really there initially wanting to check what time it was, because my alarm certainly hadn't called yet and the darkness seeping from my curtained window spoke of other promises -

and when then i ofc immediately opened that shit up and was left face to face with the reality of KROCKAT ENEMY-ANIME NUMBER ONE - ?

oh i knew it was gonna be a special kind of day.

so, sorry for no earlier reply but i was put into a certain state of reflection these last couple days.

and it's been interesting, actually

which might sound a tad bit morbid to those inclined,

but well you know us Aquarius Suns(TM) Hahoo - who often find morbid and sad stuff fun and entertaining to think about and toss and turn around like an old sausage in a corporate bodega hot revolver grill. just a lil interest in that

it actually got me to get into a creatory headspace. thinking about all that shit.

so yea pretty good now, but the first hour of gripping w that? yeah. idk how or that i would or could or would want to explain perhaps why or how or in what way that little fact did affect me.

but. you've still done me a great service. and i intend to make good on that reward i did promise whoever would solve my inquiry.

thank you you kind little folk! very very nice of you to come in to my ask and give me answers! you seem like a nice type.

...

but yes a post this long and involved (?) does got to have an end, and one useful trick to end things you don't know how to end is to put music at the end of whatever it is.

now, Best ending would be to have the music of the Actual game's ost i was talking about. but i still don't know what the game is.

Worst ending is probably just that bl*ck b*tler song that baited me (yes i am now "blurring" it out as this is the end part of the post that's meant to end as a reprieve)

and not to say that would necessarily be a bad way to end the post. hells, it might be the interesting (♒🌞) way to conclude this post.

but i think i will just leave you with this.

(sorry that it is a link to spotify. and that it is a from a corporate-y compilation album. and w songs i haven't vetted. i had no choice in what release it was. do you still like me)

(here also comes a youtube link. )

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Black and white picture of Swedish jazz singer Monica Zetterlund - on a youtube thumbnail and link to a video upload of her singing the song "Att angöra en brygga".

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[008ptsd]

stupid, obvious rules when requesting you follow or die. when requesting be patient. im not too confident over my work. i tend to stall because i examine my work before publishing them. I always proof read, though I don't ever look at them again after finishing them. most of my work take really long to write since I do infact have a life, it might take months to post, especially if its nsfw. if I already wrote a concept for a character do not request it again, if you request, be creative and add much detail as possible, obviously not a whole six paragraph, but enough information. and also, at least have the bare minium of decent grammar.

i do not have any obligation to answer any of your request. this blog was made for fun and just to experiment on my writing skills. so, if i dont feel like answering your request, im not gonna answer it, simple as that. im not saying this to be a asshole, who only wants to write every blue moon, im saying this because i don't want to. after all, you are requesting, not commanding. i dont write for things im not comfortable with and its stated in my other disclaimer. so please have a little bit of human decency when asking. dont continuously spam me a question to get my attention, im just gonna block you.

im gender inclusive. so when you make a request be specific if you want y/n to be male or female. if you dont ill just assume you want afab, because writing for male is kinda hard. if you wanna do a specific gender, but with pronouns, tell me so. i do write for male x male, female x female, female x male.

you can request a thirst to be made into head cannon or a fanfic, but theres a high chance i wont write for it. mainly because im not interested or lazy. also because i dont enjoy writing head cannons, its pretty hard and it gives me a extreme headaches. when requesting, if you want multiple characters (maximum is five) in one post, they all need to be in the same fandom.

dont write nsfw with consent, i only write nsfw with no consent, or dub con (not really rape, both parties sorta consented). i will absolutely not write for characters like Gojo, Miguel, Minata, Geto, ngtl I don't write for a lot of characters.

now, that's it!! >o<