#and i couldnt let the opportunity to pass

[nauticalfools]

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[hellishradio]

Any idea what angel tastes like? :0

" .. Angel as in the hotel's resident? Or the sacred angels? Well if the former than I certainly would not know- and never know in the future, haha! But oh I haven't taken a proper bite myself but I heard it's rather sweet! Which, isn't something I very prefer. "

[jokerlennon]

machinekisser -> vassyflorence

(mutuals like if seen pls! rb if u want)

[hannicorpse]

stupid cupid.

kim rian x fem reader | wc: 0.7k | genre: drama, romanceish | warnings: none

note : written in 3rd person because i dont like using y/n

you couldnt say you were one to believe in theoretical situations. but, after one day out with your friends, you recall how woojin said cupid could sometimes miss when shooting his arrow. you thought it was silly, but later began to think about how it was possible.

ever since you and your friends were young, it was a well known fact between you, woojin, and hera, that you had a huge crush on rian. to others, it seemed obvious. but to rian? he was completely oblivious. for most of your childhood, he only ever had eyes on jae-i.

after jae-i came back from the states and back to school, of course, people only saw her as the queen of jooshin. so when you heard from hera that rian had been dumped at the racetrack, (after you weren’t able to make it), she was determined to help you dethrone jae-i.

maybe cupid was able to shoot his arrow twice, because you’ve never felt this close to having such an opportunity.

despite growing up in the same friend group, rian has always seemed to be the most distant from you. so naturally, you were beyond surprised when he had reached out to you after the break up.

rian 💞 : help me

you : with what?

rian 💞 : help me win back jae-i

you: surprised ur not asking woojin

rian 💞 : he doesnt get girls. and hera would just sabotage me. again.

‘is he serious right now?’ you thought to yourself with your brows furrowed. ‘how desperate..’

you: come to my house

rian had you left you on read for 15 minutes. and you didn’t doubt the fact that you knew he was already on his way.

as if right on schedule, there he was, already knocking on your door.

“so will you help me, or not?” rian asked impatiently as he followed you upstairs to your room.

“fine. you wanna win her back? make her jealous.” you briefly suggested, walking into your room and guiding him to sit on your bed. “how?”

“you saw how she was with that scholarship kid at the party. she didn’t even push him off. she wants to get under your skin. so get under hers. like, fake a relationship or something.”

“i don’t know if i want that. but if i were to go with it, who would it be?” he questioned, with a confused look on his face.

“well, since you asked, ill do it.” you replied, biting back a small grin.

“you cant be serious.”

“it wont work if it’s not believable. why? am i not worthy of the king of jooshin?”

“that’s not what i’m saying,” rian scoffed. “i mean, i see your point, but this sounds like a plan b.” “looks like she’s gonna need a plan b pill with that scholarship kid if you don’t make a move.”

“fine. i’ll do it.”

it was nearly impossible to stop yourself from smiling as much as you did, but you managed to contain yourself (for the most part).

the next day initiated the first step of your plan to ‘help’ rian ‘win back’ jae-i.

step one. make it seem like you’re dating in front of everyone.

step two. the news goes school wide and it reaches jae-i

step three. jae-i realizes what she did and apologizes to rian so they get back together.

rian picked you up from your house so you could enter school together. but when you received a text from hera about how jae-i walked into school holding hands with the scholarship kid, you just had to let rian know. his blood almost boiled when you told him the news. he realized, he’d soon have to step up and try harder.

when you walked through jooshins entrance, hand in hand with rian, the news spread like a wildfire. even more than jae-i and the scholarship kid. your phone was blowing up with notifications from the schools gossip page.

kim2004 : rian and jaei are no more?

0808leelvv : so much for king and queen

kang04oo : you guys wont believe who dethroned jaei

with rian and woojin on the school football team, naturally, it meant you and hera would follow as cheerleaders.

“big game today, good luck.” you whispered to rian as you saw jae-i passing by, being extra sure to kiss his cheek when you knew she was looking. she subtlety rolled her eyes, before turning back around in the opposite direction to go towards the bleachers.

the game was nearing its end, and jooshin was 3 points down. but when woojin passed the ball to rian, he was determined to get a touchdown. he shoved and hurdled over any player who got in his way, taking all his previous anger and transferring it as motivation to get across the field.

nothing less of the expectations set for him, rian scored a touchdown, ultimately winning the game.

he ignores his clamoring teammates celebrating their victory, immediately going towards you. rian throws his helmet to the side and pulls you in by the waist, connecting your lips in a deep kiss.

you heard hera and woojin teasing you two in the background, but it didn’t seem to matter. in this moment, the moment you’ve fantasized about for oh so long, was here, and it was real. it was just you, and rian.

for a second, you felt that this wasn’t something to piss off jae-i. this was real. and rian felt the same way.

[blusandbirds]

a lot of people are like "why would hawk just not apply to mit that makes no sense" but to be fair that just made him even more relatable to me because i also last minute did not apply to two very prestigious universities despite planning to the entire time i was in high school and i couldnt tell you why now but it definitely had something to do with being young and dumb and insecure and it was easier to let the opportunity pass by than having to chance my own agency should i actually get in.

he's just trying to push off the choice he will eventually have to make: mit (demetri) or something else (not demetri).

of course eli knows his chances of getting into mit are lower if he doesn't apply early action, he's kind of banking on that in the moment. he's scared of what that increased chance of him getting in means. because he is, at the moment, scared of getting in.

at the time of early decisions, he still doesn't know what he wants, if he still has the same dream as freshman year eli (if he's still demetri's eli), and with that still in doubt, he's not taking the chance that he gets in. getting an acceptance now means that his only excuse for not choosing mit (demetri) is that he didnt want to go (with demetri). and that's something he'll have to sit with starting now. (yeah, eli next week could have an epiphany that he wants nothing more than to go to mit and darn he should have applied, but eli has not had that epiphany yet and he is concerned with eli of now, not eli of next week. sucks for eli of next week. see you in april.)

so he doesn't apply, therefore pushing off that decision while also the added bonus of kind of sabotaging his chances. he gets to tell himself "well i didnt make a choice because i still have a chance to get in" (inaction is much easier than action) but also if mit rejects him then he's got a perfect valid excuse for not being who demetri wanted him to be. mit chooses for him and he never has to make a big decision. so the decreased odds of getting in actually works out for him while allowing him to maintain plausible deniability.

at the moment, it would be so much easier for eli to not get into mit. demetri will always be able to hold the "what if you applied early action and made it" against him but at least he can't hold "you applied early action and got in and still didn't choose me" against him <- not implying that demetri would do that but this is eli's head

simpler terms:

if he doesnt apply early action and he doesn't get in, then when the time comes, he never has to choose between mit (demetri) and something else. mit chose for him.

if he doesn't apply early action and still gets in, well that is at least a problem for eli in the spring. not for eli in this moment. and eli in this moment is hoping eli in the spring will have his answer by then.

these are both far preferable for eli of now than if he applies early action and gets in and now has to start thinking in hard terms

[gyuvision]

going, going, gone! -> [back to masterlist?]

wc ; 1.4k - pairing ; 1b hong seunghan x team manager fem reader

summary ; seunghan is benched for an argument between another player, but even though hes feeling down he convinces you to stay with him after hours.

contains -> swearing, fluff, comfort, angst

note - i love myungjae please know its just for the plot 😞

“but coach, its not fair! i dont understand what it is that i did wrong.” seunghan pleaded, quickly pulling his sweaty jersey off and changing into a clean tee as he begged the coach to let him play.

��seunghan please. you know i wouldnt bench my star player without a reason. even if its nationals, what you did was beyond unacceptable.” coach myung gestured to his nephew who was sitting on a bench with an ice pack to his swollen cheek.

myung jaehyun may have been a good player, but he wouldn’t have made it on the team if his uncle hadn’t been the coach. in doing so, he got away with almost anything with little to no consequences making him one of the most feared players in comparison to seunghan, who was the most respected.

“he yelled profanities at me and hit on our manager, y/n! not to mention how he came at me first?” seunghan defended himself, pointing to his bruised eye.

“hong seunghan that is more than enough! i’ve had it with you. you’re benched for the rest of the season. i don’t care who started what but i will not tolerate this behavior. not on my team. when you come back here tomorrow i’d expect you best have your attitude straightened up. everyone is dismissed.” the coach announced with not another word as he left the locker room, with the rest of the team following behind.

“damn it!” seunghan yelled, punching his locker in anger and disappointment.

“you really thought he’d let you play after that?” jaehyun scoffed. “you need a reality check, hong.”

“you’re still here?.. get out.”

“like my parents aren’t the ones who own the place? besides. the only reason you’re still here is because you’re dating the manager. i would’ve had a better chance anyway”

“i said get the fuck out. unless you want me to fuck up your other cheek too.”

“some nerve.” he muttered before walking through the door.

seunghan sighed, grabbing his jersey to go and sit in the dugout up until he saw you getting ready to leave.

“thought you left already.” seunghan whispered, knowing you heard everything. he didn’t want to disappoint you any further.

“oh seunghan..” you sighed, leaving your bag to go up to him and fix his messy bangs.

“i would try to-” “just please stay.” he begged as he wrapped his arms around your waist, hiding his face in your hair.

“seunghan..”

“..please?”

“…okay.” you nodded, letting him lead you to the field and to their dugout.

“whats on your mind?”

“i just dont get it.” seunghan spoke, looking into the pink horizon before turning to meet your eyes.

“get what?”

“why such jerks like myung jaehyun think theyre so much better than everyone else because theyre born into nepotism. it defeats everything ive worked so hard for.”

“he thinks hes better because hes privileged. but it doesnt mean that he actually is, babe.”

“i guess.”

“what if i talk to coach myung to let you play tomorrow? i know he wont let you play for the rest of the season but maybe tomorrow at least, hopefully.”

“you dont have to.”

“i know how happy baseball makes you. i couldnt just sit and watch you be so disappointed while you deserve to be out there. its worth a try.” you reassure him.

“i dont deserve you.” he muttered.

“this team doesnt deserve you. they mistreat you. thats why i wanted you to come with me to play varsity in the states, where i’d be the new manager.”

“that doesn’t sound too bad. maybe i’ll just finish off this season first.”

“it’s your choice, but there’s a better opportunity there than however little the myungs have to offer.”

after a few moments you both left the dugout to walk the stadium, passing under the bleachers and beyond the closed food stands before finding a seat with a good view of the field, and the sunset.

you stayed there at the stadium with him for a little while longer before you get up, telling him you have to go.

“i know they have no chance of advancing without you. he has to let you play. you’ll hit me a homerun won’t you?”

“always.” he chuckled. “it’ll be going, going, gone.”

[lemmetreatya]

Hi

Imagine:

CEO!character interviews you and you think it‘s not going well. but you really need that job

Inspired by your driving instructor!nanami (really loved that btw)

thank you sm for appreciating it!! hopefully this leads up to its expectations lol <33 ref: driving instructor!nanami

ceo!toji who doesn’t usually have any hand in the interviewing process for his off-the-ground start up tech company, but concerning his recruitment manager has been off sick for a while, had to intervene.

ceo!toji who almost bursts out in hubristic laughter once he sees your resume up next because no fucking way little ol’ heavily under-qualified you had the audacity to step foot into his business and apply for the very senior role of director.

but then maybe ceo!toji’ is proved wrong because when he sees you enter his office; shirt fastened from the third button down, trousers firmly hugging your waist and lip gloss sparkly pink, he thinks you may stand a fighting chance. there’s just something about the way you compose yourself that even made him entertain your interview. your confidence and spunk helping you act a part you were so determined you could play. if anything, ceo!toji is left excited at the new prospects you could offer not just him, but his child — his company.

“look, i see your passion — and it’s the type i want for someone who’s going to be the new visionary for my company — but passion alone s’just not gonna cut it, ya know?” you perceive that ceo!toji isnt mildly convinced by you in the slightest by the fixed look on his face.

as you imagine the worst, a flash of uncertainty runs through your chest and you panic for his verdict. you couldn’t let him rule you out over simple paperwork and you couldn’t take another dead end. you needed this job and you knew you had what it took to sustain it.

“i promise, my performance will make up for the lack of qualifications! you just need to give me a chance.”

“give you a chance, huh?”

the buzz word makes ceo!toji slightly perk up and you couldnt help see that opportunity as a sign of hope.

“yes! anything to prove myself!”

“you sure about that?” he carefully gauges and you can only nod desperately.

its no surprise then when you find yourself with the flush of your back glued against ceo!toji’s desk, your ankles dangling by his ears as he viciously fucks into you and your eyes rolling towards the back of your head.

“go on! prove yourself now, eh?!”

ceo!toji is merciless with how he surges himself pass every crevice of your opening, his hands not missing the perks of your chest as he twiddles and pinches at your nipples.

“talkin’ all that fuckin’ smack earlier and now look? can’t even take a lil dick.”

your moans are almost tearful, arm covering over your drool slicked mouth as you attempt to quieten your voice — but ceo!toji doesn’t let you! before moving your arm, he bends you in half enough so that he could curl over you and demand you open your mouth. once your lips are slack and pushing out easy thrusts, he spits a waddle of saliva into your mouth before easily instructing: “swallow” straight after.

honestly, fuck him because he didn’t even offer you the job in the end. but you do, however, receive a text through his company automative service that tells you that you have a follow-up interview with him the very next day.

[birthcouple]

Big sister’s wish - a birthing experience like never before

Last year for Christmas my oldest daughter who is 13 made a wish hoping to deliver her next sibling. My wif and I were taken aback from this request as we had never actively let our older children participate in any of our births. Shortly after my wife found out that we were expecting our seventh child in august and through months of begging we finally agreed to let our eldest two our 13 year old and our 11 year old take part in the birth.

Bearing our seventh child hasnt been easy for my wife. We are unsure if this will be our last child hence we have been cherishing every moment and planning for a unique birth experience.

On the 11th August when my wife was one week shy from her due date, she started to experience back cramps and irregular contractions. Knowing that I wanted my wife to only focus on the birth we our two children I then told my parents to pick the rest of our children up so that my wife could have a quiet and calm birthing experience with no other distractions.

12/8/24 0330am - she woke me up. I was still in a daze when she told me its time. She peeled down her underwear and there was a damp red stain. I quickly got her up and undressed while i called my two oldest. My oldest daughter (B) wanted to be involved in everything including checking of my wife’s dilation hence we tried to include her as we could doing a more hands on birth like never before. My wife decided to give birth on the bed so it would be easier for B to monitor her. Getting into position we then taught B how to check the dilation. My wife assisted by prying open her puffy vaginal lips while B slipped her hand in. B was taken aback at first as she said she could only felt something slimey and something rubbery which we assumed was the water bag as it has yet to burst. My wife then started massaging her own clit in attempt to get comfortable. B assisted to massage my wife’s clit in between rests. I taught her how to pinch my wife’s bean in between her tiny fingers. My wife moaned so much during the process. Subsequently her water brokw at 0342am. There was when the process sped up even more. My wife knew that B wants to see the head of the baby she told B to peel her lips open while she gave her first big push and the tip of the baby’s head can be seen near the back of her vaginal walls. Me and wife knew that it will be still some time before the baby crown hence we allowed B to rest at the side while me and my wife had our own intimate little session.

I nestled my wife in between my bulging boxers while i massaged her nipples and clit. There was a point where my wife squirted but i told B that just a gush of water. My wife then felt a need to push. B quickly came in and took her little hands and pressed at my wife’s perineum while she pushed to an initial crown. B was in awe and stroked the baby’s head but it popped back in as soon as the contraction ended. My wife allowed B to slip her fingers in and feel the baby’s head which B was estactic. At this point of time i was already bursting with excitement to see my loved one birthing our new love and my oldest daughter helping. I couldnt helped it but nut in my boxers. My wife felt the dampness of my boxers and turned to carass my hair and kissed me.

0403am. My wife has gotten in a full crown and wanted to get on all fours. B then assisted to pry open my wifes butt cheek to get a better view while i continue rubbing her clit to relief pain. The moment my wife changed position the baby’s head emerged almost immediately. This was where we had to check for the baby’s cord. B assisted to insert her tiny fingers pass my wife’s swelling lips to feel for her cord. Before she could say anything, my wife arched her back and let out the biggest moan and our baby was born there and then. B was so amazed and thank me and wife for the amazing opportunity. This made me want to breed my wife almost immediately so that we can have another and alloy my daughter to birth her new sibling.

[fandomkingdom18]

seven curtis brothers au but it's their family dynamics hcs

for @wannabe-goth-babe who commented and i just couldn't resist making another list of hcs

since two bit is all goofy, friendly as a kid growing up to present day, he's always been close with his siblings but ever since their parents passed, he had to slow some of his bad habits to help provide for his brothers as the only other newly legal adult in his family

so while he helps (or at least tries to) darry manage all the stuff he's responsible for, he also spends his time keeping morale up while darry is busy

but steve and soda would usually already be doing something cause they're nerds (probably a whole ahhh championship for arm wrestling)

and johnny would usually be with pony since dally is often out

but when he wasn't he would sometimes be in the middle of losing to johnny in some card game

so pony would just sit somewhere and read or be at the piano, playing around with some melodies and two-bit couldnt tell if pony was lonely or just in the zone

but two still would walk over and look at his sheet music and ask him what he was playing because he would usually recognize it because a lot of the sheet music was put together by their mother who would always play it to them

and while everyone else is minding their own business, two would sit down at the piano next to pony

and pony would teach him the things their mother taught him, since two had never wanted to learn, something he he regretted after losing their parents. passing up on chances to spend time together

and two didn't wanna make that mistake again

he learned how to identify the keys and play a few chords

and two played the lower harmonies with those chords while pony played the higher melody

(guys im picturing the scene from the princess switch if you know what i mean except platonic)

(therefore lets pretend its christmas time or smth for a moment and they're playing carol of the bells :D)

and their brothers would hear and turn around and look on in amazement because respectfully, its hard to get two-bit to sit down for extended periods of time. especially at the piano.

and after they finished the song, two would ruffle at pony's hair, pull him close into a side hug and thank him for being so patient with him

and pony feels all happy since no one really had time for something like that because no one else likes music as much except darry and he always has something to do

but two-bit was always good at making him feel seen

like two bit has common sense but he's still techncially a teen so sometimes he and pony would sneak out and do silly dumb things and go to the playground and joke around before sneaking back home as if nothing happened

mostly cause two knows that pony hasn't had as many opportunities to be a real teen since he was freshly a teenager when their parents passed so two just wants to make it feel real for him

and while two is technically still enrolled in school, he doesn't have to go. so when ponyboy or someone else is sick or smth he stays home to take care of them and cheer them up so darry doesn't have to miss work

and like brother, like brother, two and pony are both insanely stubborn when they're sick and stubborn in trying to help each other so it's chaos but they make it work in the end

unlike steve and pony when they were home alone together after catching the same cold

if they weren't so fatigued and sick they would've really went at each others throats

instead it's steve laying on the couch and pony across darry's arm chair trying to figure out how the other is responsible for the cold going through their family

(they've always had a rocky relationship)

if you were to ask steve why he "hates" ponyboy

he would say it's because the kid is a brat who has it better than the rest of them since he doesn't need to get a job and get in the stuff that mostly dally gets into

but if you were to ask him on a deeper level

he would say he's jealous. because for a while he and soda were closer than pages in a book and of course after johnny was born, they were all fussing over him, but with pony it was even more since he was the littlest of the littles

and pony always had to be included and as time went on, steve not only lost attention from his brothers, but also his parents

(and steve isn't the only one who feels like this)

(cough cough two bit cough cough dally)

dally practically got over it when he got older and two bit just ignored it for so long that he just doesn't think about it.

(it was real hard for two because he and darry had been so close but he knows that everyone else is more important)

if you were to ask ponyboy why he thinks steve hates him

he would say its because steves a dumbass who focuses all his willpower into making his life too difficult.

but if you were to ask him on a deeper level

he would say it's because he thinks hes annoying and holding everyone down

that he's too sentimental and stupid for wanting something beyond a greaser in tulsa

pony genuinely thinks that darry, steve, and dally only put up with him since johnny, soda, and two-bit do

they're working on it

or at least they're going to

youngest bro of seven on the east side of tulsa vibes

like they do NOT let him do anything out of the ordinary or potentially risky

enter ponyboy's rebellious era

(this will be dived deeper into in the fic)

darry is the same except for being more cautious and protective over his brothers

soda's the same mostly with extra love warming his heart and everyone else around him

johnny still is more of a listener than a talker but he's more confident and like soda and darry when it comes to being a curtis bro

dally still has that tough exterior from his time participating in rough gangs but it's the mildest it's been in tulsa

(the curtises have lived in other places, i'll write ab more of this in a post soon)

keith daniel curtis is still a doofus

pony is mostly the same with the trials and tribulations with darry but multiplied by 6

steve is pretty chill. no daddy issues. except for the fact he's dead. just ponyboy issues. everyone else is alright tho.

back when it was only darry, two, and dally, two was playing major middle child because hes always been an outgoing kid, but dally used to be really shy so darry would always cheer him up and two would just sit there like o_o

so basically darry would always make sure dally was alright

but growing up, it became the opposite

dally usually checks in on him and stuff to make sure stuff is going well, offers to take stuff off of him like taking up more shifts at bucks so darry doesnt have to do an overwhelming amount of work

even tho darry was older by a few years, he was always more optimistic and dally hated that their parents just had to die and all of the pieces had to be picked up by darry. he was too young to have all of that on him.

so dally takes matters into his own hands sometimes just so darry gets some rest.

just to return the favor of darry always taking care of them.

[39472034658449305249465224devils]

Sorry if you did not receive a new years ask, this may be because i couldnt find your main account / didnt want to send many to side blogs, or because asks were turned off, or i missed your blog some how in my line up in my followers and following tabs.

so, if you didnt get one,

🎍 🐍新年おめでとう! 🐍🎍Happy new years! I hope you have a happy, prosperous, fulfilling new year with lots of peace, wisdom and success.

Happy new years to everyone here, lurkers and followers i do not know well as well. it's a bit early to send these out, but I dont think ill be on the computer at the "right time". time also rolls over differently in different places, so, happy new years if it already is new years when you read this, or happy new years in a few hours if it hasnt!

i hope all of us- myself, my friends, and strangers and even those who treat me poorly, i hope we all have a good new year, and we all find happiness, learn and teach those around us, be happier and make those around us happy, be healthy and make other's lives healthier, have good fortune and aid others around us, and most of all, live and thrive and help those around us also live and thrive.

I hope year of the snake brings us wisdom and intelligence to navigate ourselves and the world, wisdom to pass to others, wisdom with the self and wisdom to make better choices, i hope we are granted transformation to amend our poor traits and bad habits, to make change for the better of ourselves and others, transformation in flexibility to change in the world, and transformation in taking our lives and bodies and hearts to change to be more comfortable and in line with ourselves. i hope we are granted the elegance and charm to handle difficult situations and bring feelings of comfort and safety to our loved ones, i hope we all take advantage of the correct time to move on opportunities, i hope that we move forward and are ambitious and rewarded with fortune! i hope we will have the minds to see when we are granted fortune in our loved ones, beauty on earth, kindness, chances for mindfulness and respect, life, good things and satisfaction.

Happy new year to everyone. Congratulations and thank you for being here with me, and more importantly, with me on this earth. Let's do our best to greet the new year in a way we are proud of, and lead a year we can be proud of. regardless of any of it, I am proud of you.

[iianian69]

yumetober day 3 lets goooooooooooooooo

guess who finally remembered to add snipers stubble first try? THIS GUY!!!

ALSO GUYS I PROMMY NOT EVERY YUMETOBER PROMPT WILL BE TF2 RELATED i have many other fictional wives. im just. im a little uh. fixated. you could say (im ill)

(so there'll probably be a lot of sniperscout.. oops)

i know snipers outfit "matches" his normal outfit but. couldnt pass up the opportunity to draw myself based on my roblox avatar again (see prev. femme presenting scout art)

[sailingfireshipz]

Because @stellariders & @chicagofires are fueling this fire & I have very minimal self-control, here we fucking go.

First, let me preface this rant with the following context. This situation triggers me so much because I am a WOC in a predominantly male industry so I see myself in the struggles that Stella has been exposed to & it's simply not fucking fair. So this take will be framed from my POV...Perspective & Perception. The fact that I have to preface this rant with the above statement instead of just saying how I feel is exactly the fucking point I'm about to make 🙃

(Grab a snacky snack)

"You have to be what?"... you have to be 2x as good, work 3x as hard, to receive HALF of the recognition, praise, grace, & chances. They can fail upwards or even have a promotion fall into their hands "cough cough" whereas you have to drive yourself up the wall just to prove that you're worthy of the opportunity. Because ONE mistake can & will follow you throughout your entire career. & that constantly plays in the background, like static when it comes to Stella Kidd. & I feel like Stella knows that, which is why she came in, did her job, did it damn good, & proved that she can hang with the best of the best at 51 but it was never quite enough for some people & i wonder why. There's never been a moment where she has been above reproach or criticism. How can she be out of fear of being labeled difficult, aggressive, or hard to work with as the only "broad on truck" & let me be clear I'm using that term & phrase because thats exactly what Hermann said when she joined truck 81.... yuck! Anyway, how can she make a mistake when the few mistakes she has made have followed her. She fucked up in 7x02 why is it S10 & Casey if implying she can't come with him when Severide & squad 3 were under water because she might be to emotionally charged. (LOL excuse me but didnt you jump out of a moving firetruck when your poor Sylvie was hurt, hypocrite much?) Didn't see Brett or Violet volunteering to hop on the boat & Stella is a trained paramedic or EMT so she would have been an asset. She messed up in S8 so why did they just take away her teaching at the academy versus addressing burnout & how to prioritize her time to be able to do both, because she was & is fully capable of doing both she just needed direction & support...She made a mistake in S10 by going mia & she apologized profusely for it but it still felt like Kelly held back & almost iced her out a bit longer than necessary. But in S9 when he royally messed up she immediately took him back & told him she wasn't going to let him get away again even though it wasn't her fault, he iced her out to begin with. Oh not even touching on the fact that him icing her out in S9 absolutely fucked with her confidence in her abilities to the point she almost skipped out on the LT exam.....🙂

When her CAPTAIN no less saw her burning it on all fronts in S8.. what did he do? How did he act? Was it with compassion or care, or did he get snappy & reprimand? Did Stella argue, talk back, or provide excuses? No, instead, she took accountability for her actions & tried to do better even though she KNEW she was drowning & overwhelmed. Instead of creating a safe space for her to be like hey captain, I'm struggling prioritizing how you manage she went internal & pushed herself to the brink of self exhaustion that she could have killed herself or someone else.

So let's talk about how Gallo on the other hand came in & had his own share of potential life or death mistakes with Casey & how he was down right disrespectful to Pelham & how he was inappropriate in the attitude & tone he took with Stella when questioning her about Carver. I never saw fucking reddit think pieces on how disrespectful, cocky, arrogant or annoying he was. Nope! He got a pass & a slap on the wrist time & time again. Casey even sat down with him, bought him a beer & they talked it out. So why couldnt Stella get that same grace? Yet when Stella very respectfully told Pelham "hey hesrd you are a great ff but I'll have to see for myself" parts of this fandom erupted, calling her all types of jealousy , entitled, etc. Never once saw Stella defy Pelhams commands or undermined his leadership. I dis however see her lay her busding career down on the line for a man she barely knew but did it because it was the right thing to do.

Casey was ready to cut Gallo loose on HIS FIRST fuck up after Boden told Casey he didn't want him at 51 because he was reckless. Had it not been for Boden providing Casey with Gallos' backstory, he would have cut him loose, i believe. Funny how Boden had to tell Casey about Gallos family history but Stella took it upon herself to try & work with & get to know Carvers backstory AFTER Boden, her mentor, her father figure & CHIEF told her who her next replacement on 51 was going to be.... Funny how the most turnover truck saw in 10 years was Jimmy, Gabby (chose not to return to truck) & Otis yet Stella is 2.5-3 years in & she's had to navigate through Mason, Gallo, Gibson, while dealing with shit from Carver & Damon.... you see the picture I'm painting here!?

Correct me if I'm wrong, but outside of Carver... who else has Boden forced his officers to take on their rig when they were explicitly against it..... I'll wait. Oh, but because "he's 51 material," you have to find a way to manage his bullshit & if you rewatch S11, Carver had a lot of BS. And I know we like Carver now because they abandoned the I have a crush on my married LT storyline, but I had actually forgotten how bad he was as an EMPLOYEE!

He is hot tempered & showcased high levels of aggression & anger in the workplace. Imagine Stella getting upset & punching or throwing things. Yelling at her LT or engaging in behavior that would have landed her in jail. Did we forget that this incident in S12 is Carvers' second physical altercation with a civilian... Never thought I'd be referencing Emma Jacobs, but one incident in the file is a hiccup.. two looks like a pattern of him not being able to control his temperament. We've seen Stella drunk ONE time because she'd been transferred out & they acted like she was being biligerant (go back & watch the scene & just look at how they're looking at her). Carver, however, is allowed to get drunk thrown in jail, call his LT to bail him out & Stella's supposed to what? Take it, leave her damn job in the middle of the night just for him to not be apologetic at ALL & then tell her oh this needs to stay been us. LMAO EXCUSE ME WHAT!!!!? & it would be one thing if this was a one off but AGAIN nope later in the SAME season he didn't just get himself into a physical altercation but dragged Gallo, Mouch, & Ritter into it also because he refused to REGULATE & walk away.

But wait, there's more. Remember how he went off on his LT in the locker room because he was upset & then proceeded to get drunk & call out on one shift & NCNS on another leaving her with no time to find a decent floater... & even after Kelly explicitly told her that she would lose no respect if she cut him loose, what did she do... she went to his apartment to check on him, make sure he was alright & gave him ANOTHER chance. Matt Casey, Kelly Severide & Hermann would absolutely never & I'm not saying it's a bad thing that Stella gave him so many chances what I'm saying is i don't feel like her reasoning behind all the chances were actually her own but more so rooted in not wanting it to be a failure on her part in the eyes of Boden. & that for me is problematic as hell.

Even in S12... for Carver to get into that restaurant brawl & immediately take furlough afterwards was just such a cowardly move because here you are AGAIN leaving your LT high & fucking dry on truck during a crirical time no less with Boden being up for that promotion!

Now, moving into this Damon storyline, I'm going to reserve a majority of my thoughts until we actually get to see it play out. However, one thing in the finale that was alarming to me was Stella's conversation with Violet. I interpreted it as Stella had all intentions of cutting Damon loose. He was a floater, she owed that man no loyalty & she specifically said she was in no rush to lock anyone down permanently after the Gibson issue. However, again, it felt like Stella decided to keep him on longer because of other external factors. ie: Carver leaving her high & dry again & Kelly seemed to like him. Those to me aren't good enough reasons because she's not making decisions that honor her experience with this man rather than those around her.

The reality is that Stella could have lost her command or even worse because of that brawl. That man could have reported them to the CFD brass, called the cops, blasted them in the media & SUED the CFD. & the first thing they would have asked Stella was why she did not have control of the scene or her direct reports. They would have hung this on her & the old hags at CFD would have been like see this is why women shouldn't be officers." Blah blah blah. The repeecussions would have been so much greater for Stella & could have derailed what shes worked so hard for & the fact that Carver & Damon don't get that irks me because they should have NEVER put her in that position to begin with. You don't bring reproach on your leader especially when your leader has run through walls to protect you, bailed you out of jail, hell thrown herself on top of you to shield you from a blast, etc.

& so in conclusion my next gripe is with the writers & showrunners because I wonder if they know. I wonder if they know & they're choosing to reinforce these stereotypical experiences without effectively addressing them. I wonder if they know that they're not romanticizing it all & that its not cute or funny but infuriating that it feeds a part of this fanbase that's actually disgusting & rooted in misogyny. Or maybe they don't know & it's a mixture of unconscious bias/ ignorance.

Regardless, it's 2024 & I'm tired of it! 😫 I'm all for showing the reality & challenges that women or woc in the CFD face on a day to day but I feel like why not use it as a platform to show that just because it's embedded in the systems doesn't make it right nor does it make a requirement for Stella or any other female officer to have to endure the shit. She should be able to fucking fire or discipline Carver, Damon or whoever on HER rig without being questioned on whether or not her emotions or personal experiences are clouding her judgment because she's earned that right. She studied, she worked her ass off, she took the test, she passed & she's the LT. She shouldn't have to explain why she gave Carver or anyone certain assignments because guess what? No assignment is too big or small when lives are on the line, right? She shouldn't have to feel obligated to keep Damon on her rig just because now he's her long lost BOL that withheld the truth from her his LT & even when he decided to come clean it wasn't to her his LT. I am praying that is not the narrative they push in S13 but tbh I wouldn't be surprised because they've already set the groundwork for it. She shouldn't have to explain her reasoning or endure another year of unprofessionalism on her rig all because the patriarchy will get upset that a woman is leading/ discipling men. Reading the comments on how Stella disciplined them in the finale really bothered me because yall can't be serious! Stella had ever right to be upset, to express that frustration & disappointment with them because at the end of the day, that was her scene, her fire fighters & her responsibility as the officer in charge.

It feels like the men on the show are allowed to have their emotions, their traumas, their demons & it be brushed over or romanticized with little to no consequence. However, that same grace is not extended to the strong female leads that have just as much trauma, pain, or demons. They vilified Gabby for hers & they try to do the same to Stella. it's not fair because if they were males, we wouldn't have the conversations of "Stella leading Grant on" "Stella putting people lives in danger" or "Stella's on a power trip & has let her rank go to her head"

I know that was a lot & if you made it to the end of this rage rant, thank you. This has been something I've been sitting on since S11 & tbh it feels good to get it out! 🥹

[roseboysstuff]

can you do a leon x reader where reader like loses his eye or something and leon fucks his eye socket while its still bleeding and stuff.. .. very unrealistic yes sorry i couldnt think of a plot for this if it makes it any easier you could also do a scenario where reader gets stabbed and woundfucking happens❤ if this crossed any of your boundaries or i accidentally misread anythimg please PLEASE dont respond to it its gonna be so embarassing💔 have a good day..ur fanfics are good

This has been in my inbox and I have been staring at it for so long Its a very unique idea i have to say, and I'm not into gore but I'm not opposed to it, so I hope whatever word vomit happens here will meet your standards lol CW // gore, wound fucking, gets pretty descriptive so pretty heavy warning and I've put a break

Leon was supposed to be looking after you, but it wasn't looking good. An attack had happened and you had got the brunt of it. The damage was undetermined, but you had a lot of wounds. Your face was a mess of blood, and your eye socket was definitely hollowed out. Those creatures had gotten to you and tore your eye out while he was helpless to stop them. But what disturbed him the most, wasn't the extent of your wound, or the blood still dripping, or the hollow eye socket that was obvious on your face. It wasn't even your cries and whimpers of pain, no. What disturbed him the most was how painfully hard he was. As he simply stared at you, seeing the muscles and bones of the inside of your face, he couldn't have been more aroused. He wanted to fuck into your face, literally, and cover his cock with all your blood. To feel your insides throbbing and spurting blood and other fluids all over him. And as you passed out from blood loss and pain, he seized his opportunity. He positioned your head and whispered out a small apology. "Sorry, baby boy, I know this is strange, and gross. You're asleep so you won't feel it, so I guess it's okay. Don't worry, I won't cum inside your head." He got his cock out and rubbed it against what once held your eye. The wound felt good against his cock, lubed up with your blood. The novel sensations made him groan out in pleasure. He forgot about the guilt, the pleasure overwhelming him, and he pressed his cock into your eye socket. The wound was almost perfect for his cock, a little tight but perfectly lubed up. And so he kept fucking it, taking his pleasure from your pain, although you weren't feeling the pain. "Fuck, that's so good, makes my cock feel so good, good boy." There was some guilt about doing this, but with you being asleep, and no one else being around, he rationalised it. He'd take care of you when you woke up, and make sure that you were taken care of as you learned to live with one eye. Just let him have this one thing. He got close to cumming pretty quickly, and pulled out, not wanting to cause any more problems by filling your head with cum. He spilled over his hand while touching your wound with his other hand. The guilt came back, post nut clarity hitting him hard, but he shook it off and started wrapping your wound, picking you up into his arms to take you to a hospital.

[bridgyrose]

Cinder took a deep breath of the night air, relaxing as she felt the cold air hit her lungs. A smile crossed her lips as she started to walk down the street, looking for a bite to eat. She glanced around at the people she passed on the street, almost looking each one over as she licked her lips. Though none of them really caught her eye to have fun with. 

At least, until she saw her. A young huntress in gothic attire and a red cloak, Ruby Rose. An up and coming huntress that had been the talk of the news for the last few years. Youngest to graduate Beacon, arrested Torchwick, a prodigy in her own right with how quickly she’d made a name for herself. But what Cinder was most familiar with was how that girl always seemed to get in her way. Her attempts to bring Beacon to its knees were stopped by the huntress before she graduated, always being in the right place at the right time. 

And all that did was make Cinder want her more. 

A grin crossed her lips as she made her way over to Ruby. She paused for a moment as she watched a couple of men walk up to Ruby, taking a step back to wait for her moment to save the day. 

“What’s a girl like you doing out here?” one of the men asked. 

The other man grinned and pinned Ruby to the wall. “I think she’s here for a bit of fun.” 

“If you need to know, I’m waiting for someone,” Ruby answered, anger in her voice. “Now leave me alone!” 

Cinder winced a bit as she heard bones crack when Ruby slammed her boot into one of the men’s legs, catching him dropping to the ground. Normally she’d use the opportunity to come help, though she couldnt help but stand back and let Ruby work. Her heart raced as she watched the girl practically pick up one of the men and throw him into the wall, and a blush crossed her cheeks as she enjoyed the show she was getting. Ruby was stronger than she looked, which didnt come as too much of a surprise considering the weapon she normally used. Something she’d have to keep in mind. 

Ruby sighed and wiped her hands off onto her skirt. “That should teach you both a lesson.” 

“A lesson I’m sure they’ll both carry with them for a long time,” Cinder said as she walked over to Ruby. “I’m surprised someone like you knows how to handle yourself like that.” 

“Yang and dad taught me. Though, I havent had to defend myself like this before. Usually Yang or Blake take care of it for me.” 

“Sounds like you’re in good hands with your brothers.” 

“Yang’s my sister, actually.” Ruby looked away to hide a slight blush. “And Blake’s just a… good friend.” 

“Just a good friend?” Cinder asked with a smirk. She let her hand brush up against Ruby’s, a shiver running down her spine as she practically felt Ruby’s heart beating as quickly as hers. This girl was going to be hers and she was going to enjoy it. “Sounds like there’s more to the story than that.” 

“Not really. A-at least nothing that’s important.” 

“Sounds like you’re selling yourself short.” Cinder gently placed a finger under Ruby’s chin and moved her head to look her in the eyes. Her own blush started to deepen as she looked into silver eyes that seemed to reflect the light around her. “Though, that aside, what is a girl like you doing out here all alone? Seems like a rough area for a huntress.” 

“I-I uh… I was going to meet a friend here,” Ruby answered, slowly pulling away from Cinder. “He’s a little late though and I was about to call him.” 

“Maybe I can stay and wait with you. It’ll deter others from trying the same stunt if you have someone with you.” 

Ruby shook her head and started to walk off. “I’ll be fine and I’m sure he’s just running late-” 

“And I want to make sure someone like you is safe,” Cinder practically whispered into Ruby’s ear. Her eyes glanced at Ruby’s neck for a brief moment, her hand gently moving down Ruby’s arm. “Sure, you can take care of yourself, but all that’s going to do is invite others to try again. Besides, you really dont think your friend is coming, do you? If he’s not here yet, then he’s flaked on you.” 

“He hasnt flaked. No, he wouldnt-” 

“Then why is he leaving you hanging?” Cinder pulled Ruby closer, almost shivering as she felt her warm skin against her own. But her smell, it seemed… off. Unlike anything she’d smelled before on a human. “If you’re still against me sticking around with you, then why dont we go look for him? It’d feel wrong for me to leave you alone just to wait around.” 

“I guess there wouldnt be any harm in looking.” 

“Then lets start looking. Any idea where he should be coming from?” 

“He said he’d be coming from one of the clubs, so we can start there.” 

“Perfect,” Cinder said as she started to pull Ruby along. Searching around the clubs would give her plenty of places that were out of sight to feed from Ruby and then make her hers. Having a huntress under her thumb, especially one that was always getting her in her way, would make things easier. 

She smiled a bit as she pulled Ruby into a quiet alleyway and relaxed, fangs starting to show. “Do you see him? If not, we can check out another club.” 

Ruby shook her head. “He wouldnt be back-” 

Cinder pulled Ruby to her and sunk her teeth into Ruby’s neck, letting out a soft moan as she felt the first few drops of blood run through her. All she had to do was drink enough from her and then- 

Her eyes widened as she felt her body start to burn from the inside out. She ripped herself away from Ruby, coughing, sputtering and dropping to the ground while nearly ripping Ruby’s neck in the process. Her hands shook as she wiped her mouth, eyes looking back at the girl she had just tried to feed from. 

“Is everything okay?” Ruby asked, her voice sounding more concerned than angry as she held her neck to stop the bleeding. “If you need to feed, you really should find someone else.” 

“Find someone else… you’re human, arent you?” Cinder asked as she finally caught her breath. “Why the hell does your blood burn like that?” 

“Because I’m… not exactly… human.” 

“What the hell are… you…?” Cinder’s words trailed off as she watched Ruby remove her hand from her wound, a patch of fur sitting where skin had been. But what really threw her off was how Ruby’s heart seemed to stop. No heartbeat, no blood flowing, the signs she’d normally look for to find another vampire. 

Cinder frowned for a moment, but then smiled as a thought crossed her mind. If Ruby was similar to her, then that was all the leverage she’d need. “Well, this is interesting.” 

Ruby winced as the fur started to recede, pulling her cloak over the wound to hide it. “I need to leave-” 

“You’re not going anywhere,” Cinder said as she picked herself back up and grabbed Ruby’s arm. “Not unless you want me to tell others what you are. Just think about what would happen if anyone found out about what you are.” 

“You wouldnt-” 

“I wont as long as you come with me and follow my instructions. And I have plans for you.”

[pumpkinsy0]

Russian Dallas hcs PLSS👀

ok look let me make it clear that this was my idea for dallys backstory before i just changed a lot of characters LITERALLY last night😭😭

asssss always tell me if i get something wrong🙏🏽🙏🏽

•his dads from moscow, russia and moved to the us but his moms familys already been in the us for a while!! her grandmas family moved bc when they were in the country side, there was a severe land shortage, and they hoped that the us would give them better opportunities!! her family moved to oregon but she ran away to brooklyn and met dallys dad

•reason y dally found his way in tulsa was bc he was completely giving up looking after dally and was trying to send him off to dallys mom’s family in oregon, but on the way there dally just ran away and found his way in tulsa, nobody would expect him there!! that part of his family have been looking for him for thee longest time, but dallys dad rlly couldnt care less that hes technically missing

•dallys dad was the one who “raised” him so he grew up w a bit of russian culture!!! dally has a smallllll bit of a russian accent and understands only some russian, he cannot read or write it as good though, can barely speak it as is. dally rlly isnt THAT connected w his culture

•dally isn’t a big fan of russian food, i apologize to any russians watching this but russian american dallas over here doesn’t like a lot of things commonly found in russian dishes like veggies, fish, yada yada yada, he would feel more set in his decision if he laid his eyes on meat jelly

•the only thing dally physically had from his mom is her small collection of matryoshka dolls (those stacking dolls), he thinks they’re a bit creepy but as a kid when he had nobody else to talk to, he would mess around w those, plus it annoyed his dad

•on this holiday called troitsa to celebrate the holy spirit, one of the traditions is to decorate ur home w fresh green branches!! dallys dad is verrryyyyy religious and would celebrate this even in brooklyn (he found a way god damn it). anyways, dally especially hated his dad during this period bc he wouldn’t act badly towards dally, for this ONE day. this one singular day, dallys dad would b very religious but then the next he would go right back to his old ways, beating on him, drinking heavily, etc etc, yet the green branches would STILL b there at home. nowadays dally has a love hate relationship w the color green, the green would meant that dally was safe even for just a day, but now when he thinks about his dads hypocrisy, he thinks of those branches

•he dont got the knees to b doing the kind of dance move ikkkkkk u guys r thinking about, he is unable to do it, he will bounce down, his knee will crack and be will not get back up, nevermind the jeans hes wearing

•vodka is a prominent drink in russia and dally absolutely hates it, like down to the bottom of his heart, it reminds him wayyyyy to much of his dad AND it taste like shit to him, what a double whammy. another one is tea but cmon, dallas winston aint gonna gaf about tea

•i dont think he has an interest in moving to or just visiting russia, like ever, its not even a thought that crosses his mind

•ballet is and was very popular in russia and his mom was very into it!!! her great grandma was a ballet dancer, her grandma was a ballet dances, and while her mom wasnt one, they still passed down what they knew to her and she somewhat picked it up!!! when dally was a toddler one of the few memories he has of her was the songs she would hum and the twirls she would do in the kitchen. dally is veryyyyy slowly forgetting what his moms hums even sounded like

[eternalera]

hai bestie westie mestie for molly the malkavian!!!

14. How did they initially feel after being embraced? Did they like being reborn into something knew or did it take them a while to cope with their new reality?

17. What are their thoughts on the Camarilla?

21. What is their predator type?

26. Do they want to become human again or are they fine as a kindred?

40. Would they ever commit diablerie if given the chance?

42. Suppose they weren’t embraced by their clan, which other clan would they thrive in?

OMG HII!!! sorry it took me a while to get to this lol i was dying inside from arcane and everything and omg im literally gonna come into your inbox spamming this later im so sorry </3

BUT LETS GOOOO (also i had to search up some of the terms so... sorry if i get some wrong-)

14. molly was confused to say the least. everything was coming at her so fast and she didn't know how to react to it and yeah... she hated it to some extent. hated everything because now her entire life just changed and she couldnt do anything about it

17. they HATE each other, molly personally sees why they would want people not knowing about vampires um problem? she doesnt give a shit. kinda in some sort of rebellious faze like 'bitch if you didnt want this then you shouldnt have turn me 🙄'. ummm anyways she hates their ass because she wants to annoy them </3

21. Pursuer, she watches and watches people studying them and analyzing them and their moves. she kinda like people watching so... yknow why not. she also likes the thrill of it, actively going after one or a few people. she usually goes after people who she thinks wont be missed and commonly grows obsessed with them until she grows bored or her hunger gets to great and she finally kills them

26. honestly mixed thoughts, if they could become human again she would definitely consider it but shes not actively looking for a way so become so yknow? at first maybe but as time passed she started caring less and less about it

40. searched this term up so... might be getting some stuff wrong but eh- anyways i think yeah she might. if the opportunity came up she might do it just for funsies lol

42. gangrel probably, just being able to fuck around and be wild and stuff sounds like something she would be great at ngl