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sus-bee · 2 months ago

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i feel like shit. i am only making myself feel MORE like shit on purpose. i miss my friend i miss my partner i miss my community i feel like ots all slipping between my fingers and i cant hold onto any of it

#i know karka is busy. i underatand. i do #i try to not make it a big deal but its been weeks since weve properly talked #i have no fucking idea what is happening in their life #i was rlly looking forward to today. i wanted to be with my friends and tell a story again #and i know its not her fault i KNOW taht but im still upset. im still disappointed #and i qas already feeling off but i told finn im fine #i dont wanna worry hin any more #he hadnt been online and interacting with my other posts. thought i was safe. but i fucking wasnt #ive been looking at messages between hin and whiskey abd feeling awful #i dont know why im doing this to myself #i dont #fuck i fucking hate this #and i cant talk to anyonr abt it #finn and karka have been my go tos for the past year and a half #and i dont wanna worry finn. and karka has irl #which takes precedence #and i just #fuck #yknow?#fuck. i wanna plunge a knife into my chest just so i can feel it

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meowmimimeow · 2 months ago

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I keep forgetting to talk abt this cz now im opening the app like once a month BUT ANYWA

So like i had this rlly big Rindo obsession for two whole years and a month ago it started to fade away and like a week ago i finally finished it off and deleted everything abt him and i mean EVERYTHING. I deleted the album of 730+ pics of him then my collection w 300+ edits of him on tt then i changed all my users that had him mentioned and changed my wallpapers😭 AND MOST IMPORTANTLY i deleted my many notes pf him BUTTTT theres a long (ig??) fanfic im writing of him and its alr like more than halfway done and i spent so much on it and i have the ending in mind n all and i dont wanna delete it but since ion like rindo anymore i lost ALLLL motovation to continue writing like even if i force mysef i cant do it so does anyone want it?? Like ill send u the fic and you can cpntinue it, i can give u the ending i had planned or you can make pne of your own, or u can use my ending and add a lil something from you

PLEASEEEE if you wanna do it pls let me know i rlly dont want the fanfic to go to waste.

On top of that i have a little prompt thing (also rindo) so if anyonr wants that to tell me!! You can do whatever you want with that one cz i only had the start in mind.

#rindou haitani #rindou x reader #tokyo revengers rindou #tokyo revengers #fanfic #tr x reader #writing prompt #tokyo rev x reader #pleaseee someone take this

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strawbnetwork · 3 years ago

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realising i consume media (in terms of my mindset at least) in a very weird way compared to the majority of people i see talking about it

#or not very weird just definitely different #its kinda funny but its mostly sad #its interesting except not at all im just a minority everywhere i go ig 😔#aside from that i also find it interesting the things i decide are cringey and embarassing to talk about #by that i mean anything mainstream cringey is embarassing srry i worked it out #no one made fun of homestuck so i spent six months talking abt it to anyonr who would listen INCLUDING aschool counselor but #the two years i was rlly into kpop was. hell pretending to only be mildly slightly interested when it was the only thing i thought abt #yh i was going absolutely nowhere with this.#i dont share a current interest with any of my friends n i havent in. a While and its cool to know that doesnt stop you from being friends #but considering i am someone who is easily embarassed by my interests it kinda sucks for me bc thry can talk abt their things #and i cant talk abt MINE without wanting to die a little so then it starts impacting our friendship #relationships are rlly cool btw like any relation you have to someone its just so.#we rlly are just all little social bugs int we its kinda cool #strawb.txt

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suntails · 7 years ago

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DOES ANYONR REMEMBER THAT CREEPY AS HELL AD FOR GARDENSCAPES WHERE IRL WOMEN WERE LIKE TALKING ABT HOW HOT AUSTIN WAS IM CRYING I CANT FIND IT

#HELP ME IM DYING #I NEED TO PROVE A POINT #A U S T I B #HUSH CATRIONA

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