#and i cant leave vosim behind
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i feel like a really shitty person a lot of the time and i hate it
#a big part of it is me still being into the thing that basically permanently changed my brain chemistry forever. for the negative part btw#i just. feel bad for being into something that hurt me and many other people#and i know i need to get out of there - leaving will be for the best for me but#my heart isn't ready to leave. this place saved me from basically ending my life back in 2021. got saved only to be ruined haha#and i cant leave vosim behind#i just cant#<- i will not elaborate on this any further cuz thinking about it makes me uneasy#sometimes it feels like nobody gives a shit about what happened to me. that everyone secretly hates me and just wants me to suffer#i bet all of you look @ my chip vents and are like ''ughh we get it stfu and move on already''#i just gotta make it to the 10th anniversary. i'm almost there#i wish i could move on too you know#now how the fuck do i explain to my therapist that i was ruined by an online community. they wont fucking understand#sango hisses
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