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He Proposed y'all 🥺
We had this romantic weekend planned where we were going to drive to the next state over and stay in a cabin with a hot tub and everything. Wrench got thrown into the plans. We ended up having this really rough talk about life and expectations, and what our future will hold (he has stage three Parkinson's and apparently the outlook isn't great according to his doctors) and He had this long speech about me "not waiting for him" because he feels like I'm just sitting here on a shelf, waiting for him to come back to me again and again, and how if anybody else comes along in my life that makes me happier, to please please move on without him -- and I thought he was breaking up with me. I sobbed and felt my heart shatter... He held me and told me he's not leaving, he's not going anywhere, but he wants me to be happy, because he's not sure what kind of future he can provide me... but he still wants a future with me. Then he brought out the ring and told me he doesn't want me to keep waiting on him... to ask the big question. and then he gave me the ring.
The box was covered in pearls and a big golden E (for my name) on the top -- which got my all teary-eyed. The ring itself isn't my style (it's more of a wedding band than an engagement ring) and it's a size too small, but I was still so fucking blown away. The inside has our favorite song engraved there, and it's white and gold (his favorite colors).
The weekend got ended short because of some personal matters, and now I'm sitting at home while he's four hours away getting ready for the next place his work is sending him, and I'm such a mix of emotions.
I'm excited, and have nobody I could tell aside from my mum & brother (who gave "meh" responses to things??) and there were a lot of heavy things He and I spoke about... so I want to be excited and cry happy tears, but at the same time, I know the road ahead is going to be fucking rough on us both...
I just wanted to celebrate the news with somebody... even if this post gets thrown into the void and nobody reads it. I'm happy, and I wanted to tell somebody...
#My stupid joints are swollen so i can't get the ring on#and i might've cried about it#so now it's around my neck on a chain#and i can't stop playing with it#He leaned into kiss me that night and stuck his finger through the ring like he does my collar and pulled me close and i just melted#knowing he did that with my engagement ring was a whole other level#i love him so fucking much#i would wait until the end of the earth for that man#i've got so many mixed emotions going through me and nowhere to put them all#-----#Emi talks about her life
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The dragon's crooked spine
Will never straighten into line
#dragon age#dragon age 2#hawke dragon age#anders#merrill#I may be playing veilguard#but I can't stop thinking about da2#god i wish it was remastered to be everything it can be#the kirkwall krew are so good#anders merrill I love you pls#I need my annoying companions back#eternallog art#artists on tumblr
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A super rough headcanon design of Artificer pre & post loss in these trying times.
#rain world#rainworld#rw artificer#slugcat#rain world headcanons#rw headcanons#this slugcat genuinely has ruined my Rainworld experience. i just play her and only her and i can't stop.#rw fanart#rain world fanart
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waow guys this sorry boys comeback is really somethin!!! (Based on Slime's Still Wakes the Deep video since ive been really obsessed with it lol)
#syd spiels#my art#syd's art#sorry boys#slimecicle#tommyinnit#ranboo#philza#still wakes the deep#which btw go play still wakes the deep. it's fantastic and i can't stop thinking about it
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Because I have just seen this specific thing for the second time, I would like to say:
If I reblog your art, I do not expect you to reblog (or share!) my fic in return
If I comment on your fic, I do not expect you to comment on (or read!) mine in return
My enjoyment of anyone's work does not come with strings or expectations
My friendship is not a bill that you will have to pay later
That's it!
#the fucking obsession with fandom becoming ~content creation~ has got to stop. this is not a business.#i don't like it when someone acts like i owe them because they complimented my work#and i will never do that to someone else#kindness has to be freely given or it isn't kindness; it's manipulation#this just. makes me feel super gross and it upsets me that it's happened twice#and that both people explicitly stated in their profiles that this is an expectation they have of fandom#you can't form a community by force. that's not how it works.#anyways. rant over. i just want it to be known that i'm not expecting anything from anyone lol#if i talk to you or hang out it's because i want to. i don't want anything from you except you know#kindness and companionship or w/e#bleargh. gonna go play a game or something.#dixeram
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have some couth babygirl
#fellas is it gay to spoon your captain midgame#what if two times i lost the chance to play in the cup finals. because your team beat mine.#but then i was traded to your team a few years later. and now i can't stop manhandling you mid-game.#and you like it.#and we were both boys.#sidney crosby#erik karlsson#pittsburgh penguins#sid/ek#long post
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Welcome back, master of the worst plans.
#Solas#fen'harel#I can't stop thinking about da4#At first I was skeptical about the trailer but after the gameplay...#I mean I saw Solas and stopped thinking xD#I can't wait to play!#I have some reservations but overall I liked the gameplay?#Da will always be the closest game series to my heart so maybe I don't see certain things because of that but oh well idc what others think#I hope the game will be wholesome and will allow me to immerse myself in this world again#dragon age#dragon age veilguard
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lamb's family and life timeline i guess idk
#cotl#cult of the lamb#the lamb#my art#the “this is my oc now” is so true it hurts#is actually really fun drawing this because is like playing with dolls lol#anyway if you see typos ... no you didn't#i need to stop drawing these at 5 am ... i can't write at 5 am
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/blows off a cassette hand-labeled "headcanon Tali" and slams it into the tape deck
if the boy quarians at least get to have those cool bundles of cables coming out of the backs of their helmets, surely the girl quarians have something similar under the hoods they wear. The way I draw Tali and her people might be stubbornly different from canon in some ways, but I can believe it's not too far off.
#mass effect#mass effect fanart#quarians#tali'zorah#tali mass effect#tali'zorah vas normandy#my art#this is my one song that I play ALL the time but I'll never stop being disappointed in the quarians just.. looking like humans under there#come onnnn bioware they have cybernetic implants in their bodies?? And sterile suits they can't survive outside?? AND they're aliens?#they deserve to look a little interesting or unsettling bioware come onnn
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Dreaming of Hawaii
#someone save my baby#I just want them to be happy and retired together ;;#Whenever I'm playing IW and see Ichiban's group having fun in Hawaii#I can't stop thinking of Majima (and Saejima and Daigo) having a miserable life in a fish shack lol#I worry about him!!#yakuza#like a dragon#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#龍が如く#真島吾朗#桐生一馬#真桐#桐真#goro majima#kazuma kiryu#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#kazumaji#fanart#my art#gazkerber#gazkamurocho#illustration#games#videogames#like a dragon infinite wealth
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Every conversation I have with her listening to her foreboding choir music makes me feel like I'm in a cutscene conversation with the Final Boss, except that conversation never ends, and the Final Boss won everything before I was even born, and it couldn't be bothered to show up so it just sent one of it's teeth after me to make small talk, if only to have me recoil before it's pleasing sharpness. I adore talking to her and it makes me feel sick and hollow. why is this game so horribly addicting.
#disco elysium#joyce messier#i'm in my first playthrough trying to avoid spoilers#freaking out with a friend about it because oh my god#i died of cringe as Harry about 7 times until I figured how to fix morale and upped Volition#still getting a bit confused at turns never played a videogame rpg before#been playing it for a week and can't stop thinking about it
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execution sound
#eat lead sucker!!#i can't stop playing p o s t a l i finish one game i start another i finish that one and replay the previous one#the virus is real he's still in my brain chilling#got inspired and drew this super fast as a warmup#kmp art#postal#postal 1997#p1#postal dude#digital art#commissions open
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they were playing & milly had been planning to lean in and catch her priest man off guard with some joke, but. well. now she's forgotten whatever-it-was she was gonna say
#millywood#from my version of '98 where they make increasingly convoluted excuses to sneak off and drink alone together as often as possible#it's some weird game of emotional chicken to them and they can't stop playing it#who will win. the guy who has been at precarious levels of total emotional lockdown since age seven?#or milly beatrice thompson -#a woman so good at playing emotional manager in this series that even other characters write her off as airheaded comic relief about it#idk. I say they should kiss and find out#trigun 1998#milly thompson#nicholas d. wolfwood
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Some sketches I did to try to get a feel for what I want my Rook to look like 🤔
#I'll probably have to change the hair tbh#I haven't seen hair quite like this in the cc videos#the one dreadlocks+half bun hairstyle I saw wasn't quite the right vibe?? too short tbh#and lacking some shape#I just hope someone mods bg3 hairstyles into the game......... I had this one specific bg3 hair mod in mind while I was drawing her#but I'd settle for any long dreadlocks hairstyle tbh 😔#ironically I think I'll end up going for the short one in game 🫠 I feel like the shape of it fits the vibe I'm going for with her#which is like. kind of edgy fjdjjfjf very angular#can you tell I'm eyeing the antivan crow background for my 1rst playthrough........#sketch tag#dragon age#datv#sleepyscribble#I love her face. I definitely want to keep her face exactly like this#I'm only unsure about the scar and the makeup#I was thinking something like a lightning scar on the side of her face#which I could use to come up with something for her backstory later(trauma <3)#story wise I have a general idea of where I want to go with her but it's very like. just vibes rn#I'm thinking of going for angst with 'taken into the crows as a kid + being a crow is a huge part of who she is'#and 'being a crow is something she might want to stop being. but she can't. because she doesn't know how to be anything else'#I started thinking abt that while reading through the backgrounds and I thought yeowch. I have to go with crow now#but other than that I'm also looking forward to playing mostly purple rook so nfncnncncm she'll be an absolute disaster#also in my head her name is renata and her voice sounds a bit like josephine's
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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?
*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)
*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)
(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )
(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)
#polls#tumblr polls#I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup#the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli#section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff#so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just#blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most#neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol#I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me#but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T#I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee#person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times#But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol#And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly#When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one#sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it#Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something#Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and#coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single#coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to#have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus#make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as#possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get#to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol
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No you don't understand how important it is to me that Caleb and Essek have this soft, deep, profound love for each other. These two people who were so broken and saw themselves as so damaged and irredeemable and utterly damned, having the chance to heal together and cultivate this sweet, gentle relationship with each other. The fact that they can now carve out moments of joy together, that they proved you can change and better yourself, with time and effort and love.
Matt taking the time to show that even in just a few little ways, to let Essek express his love so casually and with so much reverence and care is just AUGH. That's how you do redemption arcs. He understood the assignment. That's not only respecting the players for the time they put in to creating these characters and their pathways for growth, but also saying to your players (and viewers), "it's possible. Everyone deserves a second chance at happiness."
They redeemed themselves, together.
#I can't stop thinking about it#I'm also thinking about all the gentle moments Essek had with BH too#him taking on this guiding mentorship role and seeing them for what they are and choosing to trust them and support them#THAT'S also a huge reward to your players too#that's saying “look at this character you cared so much for! look at how far they've come now! this was because of you all!”#I love love love that about ttrpgs/actual plays#critical role spoilers#critical role#cr2#cr3#shadowgast#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#dnd#(my quarterly shipping on main is a bit early sorry)#(monthly shipping on main?)
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