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spoonietimelordy · 1 year ago

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Who need algorithmic cruelty when people on tumblr can find a post from the most traumatising period of your life.

#charlie is rambling #2018 me writing down that i haven't stepped outside in 3 weeks #2023 rando on tumblr: gonna liks that post #so to you random internet user i can tell you that it lasted more than 3 weeks #i was locked inside my appartment for months #fucking months #i should make all of those posts priva #but it mean reading them #and i can't do that voluntarily

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twig-tea · 3 months ago

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Saw the director of Addicted Heroin Thailand had posted this on his Facebook account:

This man looked at the show that was the tipping point of the first big anti-gay censorship wave in China in the 2010s, and decided to remake it and intentionally self-censor, just to see if he could attract the "Chinese BL is superior because it doesn't rely on kisses or NC scenes to show the emotions" audience to Thai BL?

I am so mad about this.

#addicted heroin th #addicted heroin thailand #addicted heroin the series #bl meta #fandom meta #honestly i don't care if this is justifcation after the fact or if it was what he set out to do #either way this rhetoric horrifies me #What a deep misunderstanding of the importance of the series we have had from China during this period #for pushing against censorship rather than voluntarily enforcing it where it doesn't exist #also what disrespect to the source material and the original series #to imply that the physical affection between the characters cheapens their romance or their acting in some way #and honestly i can't get over how utterly his plan has backfired #because the censorship itself has been the biggest barrier to me enjoying or recommending this show #typed so that i can stop thinking it

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cringefailfagcat · 1 month ago

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gonna crawl into a hole why does no-one want to go to my birthday

#haven't had a bday party for like a decade n yk its my 21st so i wanted to be an adult and try n enjoy my bday rather than #doing the usual ungrateful brat who can't stand people trying to celebrate the fact i exist bc i know they don't actually care that much #n just want to do something to feed their own belief that they're doing well by me #its like my neighbour paying me to walk her 2 cockerpoos twice a week n pretending that made up for how much she was neglecting them #like that was the only time they'd get walked n i dont like dogs so i was doing the bare minimum. stopped after a couple months bc i felt #like i was enabling her to mistreat them more #n my friend who does like dogs did a much better job #fuck #but yeah. its great seeing ur best friend hesitate and start making vague excuses as to why she doesn't want to hang out w u for ur birthday #ignoring the fact she refuses to voluntarily spend any time w me outside of uni work n society obligations #it kinda fucking sucks

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nightfal1n · 6 months ago

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"I miss you"

"I miss both of you"

+ Timelapse

#kaiju no. 8 #kn8 fanart #faldrawskn8 #shinomiya kikoru #Morning doodle went too far emotionally #Tag spam incoming -------------->#thanks ep12 for reminding its been 10 years since no.6 attack...#how do i recover from this #how do I supposed to recover from this #kaiju took her mother's life and her father's smile #Kikorun it's okay Isao is proud of you he just can't express #he just carried way too much a burden of the nation #Shinomiya family #They keep paying the price to remind the country how much they're lacking in front of a looming threat before them #They voluntarily paid the price more than anyone asked them to pay upfront #and that because they love each other and all people involved #falramblingsohecanlives #(idk man whenever I tried to form a post my head goes empty)#(then I get to tags section and these thoughts just keep coming out)#(sorry not sorry)#kikoru shinomiya

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cassettedec · 1 year ago

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normal. normal and sane behaviour.

#can't believe i just did math Voluntarily.#iasip #its always sunny in philadelphia #lore dec #i wrote this all out on paper btw #sometimes i look at some of the things i do and go ohh yeah i have adhd

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starwarjotta · 1 year ago

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soooo when I signed up for Codywan First Kiss Bingo I really thought I'd be able to do at least five pics to get one bingo skfsjl but alas, November passed mostly in anxiety and depression, December has just been crazy busy until the last few days, so I've only managed to do two pieces, which I'm still happy about ofc, but still, I wish I had been able to do more :'D there's still December left so we'll see if I get more done after Christmas, but for now I have two pics I'll post one tomorrow and the other one on Christmas day to give you guys something nice from me for Christmas <3 because you guys deserve all the nice things

#text post #this is why I rarely participate in anything #because I can't trust myself to be able to do it in the end #and oftentimes the pressure to do the things I've essentially promised to do builds up in my head and just gives me more stress and anxiety #and prevent me from doing the things :'D that I choose to participate in voluntarily and that I like to do because that makes sense I guess #but I'm happy that I at least got two pics done to give you guys something for being so amazing always #and I've got ideas for the rest too #now just to find the time and mental space to do them skfds #I ramble what else is new

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vivid-vices · 12 days ago

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i actually said the sentence "maybe that's something i should talk to the therapist about" today. what evil curse has possessed me

#when have i ever wanted anything to do with a therapist voluntarily?#i just need someone neutral for advice in these Situations #i know there's a lot i really can't talk to them about but for the things i can i want help for once #ellie.txt

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fitzrove · 9 months ago

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Its ok maybe if you look up the lyrics to was für ein grausames leben and read them in english you will be okj<3

#[gnawing and biting]#ashjdjgjg i think i don't want to live in vienna after all #i'm by nature an easily depressed person and in some places it's too easy to make your life revolve around dead people and death at large!!#i had a lot of fun on my trip but i also had some terrible times #mostly the part where i was sick #one thing that i think would pose a major issue long term is the insanely narrow opening hours for supermarkets - in germany many stay #open until 10 pm. closest one to my hotel in vienna closed at 7:30 pm...#also i just can't deal with big crowds and tourists in my living environment full time dhhfhfgh i always need to be somewhere away and #voluntarily go into the tourist parts only if i want to #like how in cambridge it was insane in the center but i would walk 30 minutes every morning from by the train tracks :') a nice quiet #residential street and i could shop at the local sainsbury's and only go to the historic city centre when i felt like it and could prepare #so like i have to live in a quiet area but within reasonable distance of (and with good transport to!) a more exciting busy area #but um yeah now i have to awkwardly tell everyone irl that i've been talking about it to that i don't actually want to do it anymore xD #it's ok i still want to live Somewhere Interesting with historical stuff...#if i manage not to have a mental breakdown that is ahshhdjdkf #i like my current town a lot :')

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carnage-cathedral · 3 months ago

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one issue solved. got some better clothes 👍 still hungry though

#🥧.dean #also I've got no idea how the partner system is gonna react to the fact that I'm me #I really can't imagine them actually being mad so I'm probably worried for nothing #I think for some reason we're just used to people being mad at us for everything we do #voluntarily or not #but I don't think our partner is the type to hold this kinda shit against people #especially considering tonight was a bit of a crisis situation

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kinnoth · 2 years ago

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Ok not to be a freak but .... why does sekiro not automatically volunteer to be the "cradle" in the "return" ending. Like.....the only stated qualifications are 1) must be immortal (which sekiro is already) and 2) must eat the snake livers (which sekiro already has on his person).

Like, just given everything we know about sekiro and his commitment to being like..... the only person who bears all the sacrifices for kuro bc that's the only way he knows how to inhabit his devotion ....he really ought to have been like "I'll do it" when the divine child brings up this possibility, to which the divine child could have been "no, you can't because xyz nonsense reasons"

Just seems so weird that he wouldn't offer???

#sekiro #I'm not a freak i just think its so OOC that sekiro would voluntarily involve another person in this whole immortality drama #when it has been his very well established pattern to #a) keep every fucking secret to himself and b) distrust fucking EVERYONE when it comes to his master's wellbeing #like this bitch was .02 seconds away from killing EMMA bc she happened to standing between him and kuro that one time #emma who has been nothing but courteous and professional!!!! who is clearly just here to do a job!!#like i just can't understand how sekiro would believe that anyone else could keep kuro safer than he could??#(I just think if he was given the option to carry kuro literally inside his body he would jump at it and finally find peace)

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powerfulkicks · 2 years ago

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the rhetoric around ai in general is really starting to get kinda... worrying.

like you wanna protect artists - awesome! great! so ai is evil and can never be used for art or anything else-

no! ai isn't the evil thing here!! it's how it's being used!! like, gps can be used to track people or to pilot war planes, does that mean it's inherently evil??

ai is a tool that can be used ethically or not - call out when it's being unethical, but don't mistake the tool for the problem

#even with ai art the main issue is stealing art #if you have a dataset full of stuff that was given voluntarily with full knowledge of what ir would be used for - what's the problem there?#i suppose on a broader scale you could worry about ai art taking over?#but honestly i don't see that happening as i don't think it could ever be feasible #unless we could get a computer to think like a human #which like we can't do that #but still that's more a problem with capitalism not valuing art #and choosing cheaply made art over trained artists #really in the case of 'ethical' ai art it becomes more a question about the nature of art #and who truly created it #like if you coded everything yourself and fed it art that you yourself created #is the art it produced created by you? how is that different from making it with your hands?#<not rhetorical genuine quesion what are the differences and what do they mean for art as a whole #ANYWAY off topic. ai can be scary when used for bad things but it isn't inherently bad

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c-130jsuperhercules · 1 year ago

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get me out this house man

#my sister is practicing her stupid fucking trombone #and apparently she can't do that without fucking losing her complete fucking shit and throwing a tantrum #bc she can't play notes or whatever #like. she is fucking screaming sobbing swearing at the dogs swearing at herself because she can't quite hit a note first or second try #and she does this all the fucking time!!!! she does this just about every week night and i can't take her throwing a bitch fit every night!!#and i refuse to feel bad for her in any way bc she is doing all this shit to herself ive seen her have a breakdown because she #VOLUNTARILY CHOSE to be in different bands and orchestras and chamber groups and then loses her shit bc she can't #be good at all the music she has to practice at once. and then every time after she finishes crying she chooses to keep doing this #and then i suffer for it!!! i have to share a house with them!!!!#every other night the upstairs living room is just off limits bc they'll scream at you #like. god. shut the fuck up!!!!!! please!!!!! shut the fucking fucking fuck up!!!!!!!!!!!

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javic-piotr-thane · 2 years ago

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"The drama stems entirely from one man suffering, and it's a man we care about enormously, and it's a man who has no control over his circumstances. There is nothing he can do to affect a change. He is completely dependent on either his absent husband or his interrogators. But he himself can do nothing. And that is deeply frustrating for him."

Scott Handcock on Colin in Colin Alone

#colin colchester-price #torchwood: among us #torchwood #the suffering i felt in this episode god #and this sums it up so so well!!!!#there's just a little bit missing maybe: there's not just the fact that he can't help his situation #but also that everyone else THINKS he should be able to help himself but is voluntarily choosing not to do anything #and he's constantly doubting his own perceptions too #Una McCormack (writer of the ep) says that well in her segment #and idk it all just reminded me of mental health struggles #'why aren't you doing better'#i know that wasn't the intention - i'm not saying it was - but that's how it rang especially hard for me #(apart from absolute sympathy for Colin of course MY POOR DARLING)

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scrytime · 5 months ago

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Terrible news! I thought I had a year to work on my thesis but actually the first full draft needs to be done within 6 months. Oh no! :D

#how dare they make me do the thing I voluntarily signed up for #and like obviously part of the time frame would be taken by editing/prepping for the defense #but a part of me heard that it would cover two semesters and went “wow can't believe I have a whole year to fuck around with this!”#Two semesters doesn't even cover all 12 months in the year what was I on about #Fortunately it's not like I've also gotta write multiple personal statements for grad school applications and scholarships #while also doing a full coarse load and tutoring #that would be... that would just be.... to agree to do all that you'd have to be... only and idiot would...#thesis

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slothmonth · 6 months ago

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I agree that "in Germany your boss legally has to provide you with work while you're at your job" is a bit funny considering the German stereotype. But I am really annoyed at people who act like this is some horrible hypercapitalist thing on that post about pushing people out of their jobs by just not giving them anything to do. When really it's very basic worker protection (within the context of German emplyment law.) Because under most circumstances you can't just be fired from your job. Your employer has to provide a reason for firing you if they want to get rid of you. You also have a right to specifially the work you were hired to do.

So your boss having to give you appropriate work makes illegal any of the following:

a) Making you clean toilets instead of (or in addition to) the clearly defined office job you agreed to do

b) Not giving you work and then firing you for not doing your work

c) Waiting for you to crack under the intense boredom of having to stay on one place with absolutely nothing to do for eight hours a day while your coworkers are roped into it to shun you (or hate you because for some reason you're the only one who doesn't have to do any work) until you quit "voluntarily"

or d) waiting for you to crack under the aformentioned pressure until you do what the people in the notes said they'd do, like watching movies or doing a second job instead which is something you then can be reprimanded and fired for

#german blogging #german stuff #like law is complicated and i'm not an expert so don't treat this as a ~source~ or anything #but i'm annoyed by people not even considering there might be good reasons for things like this #also i have absolutely zero patience for making light of what's essentially quite an effective bullying tactic #which can really screw up your mental health

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ursaspecter · 8 months ago

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🌓 halfmoonhorror Follow

wtf i'm literally shaking and crying right now i just saw silver bullets for sale on temu why the fuck are there silver bullets on temu

🪢 knotexplosion Follow

Hey. Hey. Look at me. Do you genuinely believe Temu of all places is going to have genuine sterling silver bullets for sale? TEMU. Wish and Shein's bastard child?

🌓 halfmoonhorror Follow

they had wooden stakes on there too i'm actually fearing for my and my partner's lives right now

🦇 count-fuckula Follow

Yeah I bought some wooden stakes from Temu and they broke instantly. I wasn't even using any force to put them in my lawn as it rained quite recently. I wouldn't worry too much about any silver bullets you find. They're probably just silver plated.

🍖 roadkill-meatloaf Follow

Can confirm- Temu silver isn't real and can't hurt us. I bought a bunch of silver jewelry off there because I can't afford anything the legitimate stores are selling and when I tried them they barely even burned. Not worth it.

🍯 bearly-hanging-on Follow

Why on earth would you, a werewolf, buy silver jewelry???

🍖 roadkill-meatloaf Follow

well for me it's a sex thing.

🪢 knotexplosion Follow

Why would you voluntarily wear jewelry from Temu? Did you at least sanitize it first???

🍖 roadkill-meatloaf Follow

Uh... I licked it first. Werewolf saliva can disinfect surfaces right?

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YOU WHAT

🦇 count-fuckula Follow

Oh my g-d just because werewolf saliva can make your wounds heal faster doesn't mean it works miracles!!!