#and i can remember it. honestly at this point im more mad about how my brain makes up the internal structure than i am dreaming it

[why-rock-look-tasty-if-no-eat]

I'm a mix of Damian and Tim. There has been times when I thought a good dream was an actual event that happened. Multiple times.

On the plus side I get free happy memories

(staying up>nightmares>working memory)

The batfam ranked on their ability to recall dreams - Least to Most

Damian - Doesn’t dream besides nightmares

Jason - also doesn’t really dream, mostly just replay of memories so technically higher then Damian

Dick - Mostly remembers the feeling of a dream rather then the dream itself whether good or bad

Cass - remembers the people in her dreams, but not what was happing

Steph - either can’t remember at all, or remembers nearly all of it

Duke - opposite of Cass, can remember most things except for faces

Bruce - Easy to recall nightmares, but similar to Dick can remember the feeling of good dreams

Tim - Dreams so vivid and realistic he just fully believes they’re actually memories. This has served as an issue

[drchucktingle]

a moment to check the gears and cogs

feel like i want to talk a little on the message of a recent post because i think it is an important point. when i say that you do not need to QUALIFY OR DEFEND your love of tinglers or my work in general, i am pointing out an interesting social anomaly that happens with my art and with queer art.

as an autistic buckaroo i notice patterns, and on social media i see them a lot. little phrases that come up again and again with my art. ‘yes THAT chuck tingle’ ‘its ACTUALLY good’ ’my favorite author i have never read’ ‘so bad its good’. these are always added after a POSITIVE comment about me

they also all have something in common. they are trying to distance the posters SINCERE JOY and give them an out socially. it is very very very subtle, but they are all saying ‘yes i like this but here is a sliver of acknowledgment that it is also weird or bad or ironic. in not REALLY fully in'

essentially these are added because it means the poster can escape their very real joy if needed. try applying these phrases to any other popular author. its much more subtle with the first two: ‘i liked all fours by miranda july, yes THAT miranda july. its ACTUALLY good’. what does this imply?

the other examples are a little more blatant but lets try them with other authors anyway. imagine saying ‘youre my favorite author i have never read’ to stephen king. would you EVER say that to someone? what does that imply? how about 'i love your books theyre so bad theyre good'. horrifyingly rude

lets dive into saying 'CHUCK TINGLE is my favorite author i have never read’ sounds unusual when substituting other authors because theyre usually not queer or autistic or making outsider art. to be blunt, why CHUCK gets it all the time is because it really means 'i like chuck tingle but im not gay’

while we have mostly culturally evolved past the idea that saying ‘no homo’ is some kind of joke, that FEELING is still around. it has just burrowed a little deeper. honestly it might never go away, or at least take centuries. remember these people GENUINELY LIKE MY BOOKS but feel they MUST qualify

should also be pointed out that LEFT and LIBERAL people are the ones who say this stuff to chuck. they do not MEAN to harm, and if you ask them directly how they feel about queer or neurodivergent people they would not express the same opinion as their subliminal comments might imply

the final elephant trotting by is while some of this is homophobia and fear of a neurodivergent other, it is also just plain old IRONY POISONING. its conditioning from being raised on an internet where sincerity was ‘cringe' and loving something was a weakness or joke. these problems work in tandem

so whats the point? what can we do? first of all, just recognizing these patterns is a start. i didnt HAVE to write all of this today but i think its important to be aware and to look inward and think about the gears and cogs that churn behind the things we say. NEXT step is trying to push past it

if you have done these things in the past, i want you to know i am NOT AT ALL UPSET. i am not mad or hurt and i do not think any less of you. you can trot by my side any day and you are trying your best to prove love. we are ALL just tryin our best, just consider this a friendly chat between buds

proving love can happen in BIG WAYS and it can happen in SMALL WAYS that we barely see. just take a moment and think ‘WHY am i saying this? WHY am i in this pattern to distance myself from outsider or queer art?’ a little moment of consideration goes a LONG way buckaroos. LOVE IS REAL

[mandarinmoons]

this has been making the rounds so i have to ask... could you do a quick blurb of reader with spencer during this interaction and they had been bickering before in the car (im sniffing enemies to lovers). once that guy says that she just BURSTS out laughing and can't stop even after spencer tells her to stop, but at this point tears are coming down her face. spencer wants to be mad (bc hello! enemies) but honestly he's just so down bad, he loves that this makes her smile/laugh. (woah that was cheesy, gonna go take a lactaid). thank youuuuu 💕😘

https://www.tumblr.com/tomcriuse/756127032794136576

I love your mind for this x

“You’re like a pipe cleaner with eyes. I could snap you like a twig.”

Spencer felt his eardrum possibly bursting due to the laugh that roared from your mouth. His eyebrows knitted in confusion as you hunched down, practically hugging your knees to your chest as you tried to calm down your breathing.

“It’s not that funny,” Spencer wanted to sound coarse, but he had a hard time hiding the slight chuckle that came from his mouth. He wanted to be annoyed, but a not so small part of his heart swelled with joy whenever he saw you laugh and to know that he was the one bringing out those happy tears, he was an overjoyed man indeed.

The man that had been questioned shut his door in confusion and Spencer grabbed your arms lightly to try and help you stand up. A second later you brushed his hands off and Spencer sighed on the inside as you two went back to the way things were before you started questioning the local.

Clearing your throat, you strode off to the car leaving Spencer looking at you as you walked off. His feelings were mixed up, just 10 minutes ago you two had been bickering over if Spencer had taken the right turn down the road or if he’d managed to make you both get lost (again) and now here he was, admiring the confident strut in your walk and remembering the little hairs that frame your face that you always pushed behind your ear that he found oh so adorable.

“Are you coming or not?”

Spencer snapped out of his thoughts when he heard you call out for him. What was a beautiful smile adoring your face had now turned into a tight lipped, and dare he say, annoyed stare. How your emotions managed to change so quickly was beyond him, but he nodded and jogged his way to you to keep up.

What felt like an eternity of silence, Spencer’s ears perked up when he heard a light chuckle coming out of your mouth.

“The rest of the team is so going to hear about this.”

“Y/N, c’mon now, it’s not that funny.”

“Is it not, pipe cleaner?”

Spencer felt his blood boiling, but he instantly cooled down when he saw your smile return and more giggles come out of your mouth. Suddenly all the anger he had felt the entire day had disappeared and it was all thanks to the sound of your laughter and the sweet smell of your perfume, which the scent of seemed to have an even tighter hold on him with every inch he got closer to you.

Whether he liked it or not (but internally he loved it) your perfume had lightly gotten on his hands as he tried to help you up and as he laid in bed late at night, even with washing his hands as thoroughly as he always does, the scent still lingered on his skin and he fell asleep with you in his thoughts and (finally) in his dreams.

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[sicksorrows]

dont get annoyed at me, sorry in advanced

would it be too crazy to say this about nanami? hes fictional anyway so it wouldn’t matter. but as much as I say this, yeah I do want him to fuck the living shit out of me until I pass out.

I want him to show me off so bad to the point he literally makes a pornhub page and posts the both of us fucking in every fucking position possible and doing every kinky thing possible. id let him rail me as my wrists are chained up on the bed frame and im gagged (or blindfolded) with his tie as he fucks me so well. I need him to cum inside me, continuously until I end up almost pregnant with just his cum and he has to shove his fingers back inside me to pull out everything. as much as I hate the thought of period sex I wouldn't mind trying it out just with nanami. I wish I could give him head while hes in a work meeting and he has to refrain himself from making too much noise while talking. I wish he could cheat on me and fuck another girl in front of me so I could just get mad at him. I wish I could peg him. I wish he would let people watch us fuck. I wish he could fuck into my mouth until I remember each vein and how long and thick it is, (hard and soft). same goes for his cum, I wish he would load a nut into my mouth until I remember the exact taste. I wish he would jerk off in front of me everyday so I can watch his rough large hands wrap around his cock so perfectly, as he strokes up and down faster and faster while staring into my eyes with his flushed face. I wish he would let me ride his nose every day and let me ride him every day, until he memorizes the rhythm and he fucks me in the same movement. I wish he could kidnap me and trap me in his place forever, id develop Stockholm syndrome if it meant staying with nanami. I wish he stalk me like a creepy man and take secret pictures of me, framing them all over his room and jerking off to them every night. I wish he could eat me out every night and drink up all of me, I want to disintegrate in his arms and make sure im left with my soul-less body with him and he has to keep it as a memory, caging up my remains and keeping it by his side until he dies, and we die together. I wish he could fuck me in semi public areas to the point we almost get caught. I wish he could slit my wrists and fuck the cuts. I wish he could love me to the point im all he needs. I wish he could fuck me in the small bathroom In an airplane and only telling me we have a few minutes before they call everyone back to their seats, I wish we could drink all night and get severely drunk to the point of almost getting alcohol poisoning but we still have time to fuck. I wish we could have sex in the ocean as he dunks my head towards the deep end letting all the sea animals see us, I wish he could watch me fuck myself. I wish he could fuck me with his weapon, I wish he could use ratio on me.

he could chain me up and blindfold me with his tie, but yet, thats still not enough. I need more. Ive never been a sex addict in my life and or never had sex before, so of course I sound like a loser virgin with no logic in sex but this man makes it seem so UGHHHHH. my biggest hc is that hes an experimentalist and he will try ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING no matter what. this part may be weird but I kinda want him to abuse me.. I dont even know where to let this out but I know as bad as it sounds I actually wouldn't be mind thrown across the room, pushed, slapped, punched, anything physical I wouldn't mind. I honestly would let him leave bruises on me and mark me as his any way he wants (ofc my statement wasn't a healthy option though) but still!!!!! fucking hell I feel the things I say aren't enough and im just repeating myself a bunch of times without actually thinking of anything new to say but I swear theres so much I wish to say but I can't seem to word it properly. anyway this obsession has gone way too insane if I see other people mention nanami and say that hes their man, my mood immediately changes, like this is MY MAN. MY MANNNNN MINE MINE MINE MINEEEE we are literally soulmates and everything!!!!! this is probably the second or third fictional man ive self shipped myself with because I genuinely love him so much and I dont think this obsession will go away in the next two or so years but telling people I know about this obsession is such a struggle mainly cause they think im a weird gooner or that I sound dumb so I only ever told my close friends who actually watch jjk and they dont get me at all :( sighs nanami is so adorable I want to squish him and hug him and throw him across the world until he comes crawling back to me cause GOD as im writing this im listening to music and everything reminds me of him, I can't handle this I wish to have a read man who can act like nanami and come to my life because im so close to manifesting nanami to come to me. I can't even handle this obsession enough I dont know why but I want him to be my everything I need every person in my life to be replaced with nanami. my doctor, dentist, teacher, friend, LITERALLY ANYTHING!!!!!!! ugh those fuckign biceps pleas ehe can choke me with them and id literally beg, BEG, for moreeee I need more, I need everything, and I need Nanami.

[yuu-twisted]

The takes

"Jamil had a right to be angry about his situation and wanting to be free from Kalim's shadow."

can exist beside the fact of:

"Kalim has lost multiple hours or even days being forced to do something he did not want to do and cannot even remember by his closest confidant after multiple attemots on his life and that is a terrible thing to put someone through and the fact we don't address that is honestly rather frightening."

As someone who has issues with blackouts in my memory maybe I am just sensitive to it, but not enough of fandom discusses how fucking terrifying it is to wake up and have no memory of something. Especially if it is important.

Like I am a Jamil fan, I will support him no matter what, but every single time I read over Book 4 I just pull my hair out because it's just, right cause wrong execution.

Part of it is a writing thing, it's meant to mirror the sultan and Jafar, and I get that. But at the same time I guess I can't help but over think it. And I just hope we address it more one day. I don't know much it comes up in book seven, I'm not even thst far yet but...

Kalim deserves to be angry, like Jamil doesn't like that he and his family's been used as a tool for Kalims family/Kalim. But I just, I don't want their arc to end with Jamil turning that back on Kalim when Kalim literally has no one else to turn to.

Jamil is his only confidant, Weve never seen Kalims family, his parents, his siblings, weve heard some members have tried to kill him for being the eldest, he has a few friends but a lot of people just joke about him being filthy rich ans thats it.

He has fucking NOTHING. And he struggles to gain anything because who is making his schedule but Jamil? Who makes everything he eats? Like I cant say to how much he controls in story but the way its been refldctive he has a lot of hand in where Kalim goes and where he spends his time.

And then hes suprised Kalim cannot function without him.

Im losing the plot a bit but my point is, Jamil and Kalim are BOTH victims. They are both people looking to be free from situations of their parents making thst they have no control over. Theyre both just in different stages of understanding thst situation. Kalim mentally is in the boat where Jamil was when they were kids playing mancala. Book 4 was his awakening, at least IMO.

They both deserve to be mad about it man, Kalim deserves to be angry that they guy who his life is hinged on nearly killed him after he's been almost asssassinated multiple times. He deserves to be mad that there are parts of his mind and memories thst were violated and he will never get back or know what happened, what he did or what he said. They deserve to rage after losing their school years together, not being able to spread their wings as much because they have to accomedate one another.

[genericpuff]

I know LO has been over for a while but something that's always confused me is the 10 year punishment thing. (I dropped the comic before the judgment so correct me if im wrong)

apparently Persephone was sentenced to 10 years in the mortal realm. Yet she complains that Zeus keeps extending her punishment but the timeskip only ends up being 10 years? (From 20 yrs old to 30). that makes it sound like she had a shorter sentence that was extended to 10 yrs (what a fuckin slap on the wrist if it was).

Either her punishment was 10 yrs and Perse was just banking on early parole release or she always had a short sentence which ended up being a measly 10 yrs anyway.

But then that would mean Demeter's punishment period was either tied directly to Persephone's or (for some reason) she had a full 10 yr sentence while Persephone got an initial shorter period

If it's not either of those then shouldn't her punishment be longer? 11, 12, 15, 20 yrs instead? Would make more sense that she was mad if she had to serve at least twice as long as she was told to

Ah so actually she wasn't sentenced to 10 years, she was basically sentenced to a perpetual punishment until Zeus felt certain conditions were met, such as her filling all of the responsibilities of Demeter and turning Minthe back to normal.

So the reason it wound up being 10 years was because Zeus kept finding reasons to extend the sentencing, clearly in an attempt to keep her away from Apollo as he was already suspecting that he might use Persephone's fertility goddess powers to overthrow him.

(joke's on Zeus though, he was overthrown with a poison cupcake lmaooo)

That said, Persephone was... really dumb when she failed her 10th inspection. Primarily because she broke one of the rules Zeus put in place for her before he did the inspection-

Like it's really funny in hindsight to read this scene because at the time the narrative was definitely trying to make us believe that Zeus was the bad guy here, and to a point he's definitely fucking around and not actually planning on letting her out of confinement while also doing jack shit to get to the bottom of his own suspicions regarding his son... but also girl, if your plan was to prove to Zeus that you had filled your end of the bargain, then why try and give him the letter prior to your once-a-year inspection? Either you're failed again over some arbitrary made-up bullshit reason so you can use the guilt-trip method after he's already screwed you over, or best case, you pass and you can deliver the letter to Hades yourself! It was a really dumb move on her part to immediately jump to asking him to bend the rules he made for her when she should know Zeus isn't gonna feel obligated to 'owe' her anything, and is completely contrary to her being as "smart and cunning" as the narrative tries to make us believe (remember when she hustled Hades at chess and lied to him about having a driver's license? where's that Persephone?)

And yeah Zeus really isn't wrong when it comes to how Persephone herself is such a "uwu look at me I'm a smol widdle baby girl, please break the terms of my punishment for me because I asked with tented eyebrows bats eyelashes" , this is honestly why so many people like Zeus as a character in LO contrary to how much the narrative tries to make us hate him, because while he's absolutely an asshole who deserves to be knocked down a peg, at least the narrative doesn't try to gaslight us into thinking he's a good person like it does with H x P. Zeus is a shithead but unapologetically authentic; Persephone and Hades both pretend like they're saints on earth (and the narrative tries to sell them to us as such) meanwhile they're constantly picking on lower class people and using their power and influence to get their way even when they haven't earned it.

But also yeah, it's funny how the fans will say "age doesn't matter when you're a god, time doesn't mean anything when you're immortal" to dismiss the massive age gap between Hades and Persephone, but then cry foul over Zeus keeping her in confinement for 10 years which is a pretty bare ass minimum sentence when you really think about it. Like, if the passage of time really is that inconsequential to a god, then how is 10 years even a punishment? It's only suddenly seen as a massively unfair punishment when it's Persephone who's suffering it.

[whiteeyes-is-a-mad-scientist]

stonemover

the upcoming dotw is stonemover

I honestly enjoy this dude and his character. I feel like he deserved some more understanding as if im remembering correctly (ignore me if im wrong im wanting to re read the books as it has been a while) dragons in the books always just saw him as this sad guy who was hopeless about everything. but like?? how would you feel if you had powers that slowly made you go mad as you use them and all these stories of animus's going wild and killing others after loosing their souls. I know I would feel hopeless and scared. Stonemover cursing himself to turn to stone was something he did so hed never hurt any dragons and in a way its one of the more noble animus enchantments. (which isnt like amazing but compared to some others its tame) that being said I can see the point that at some point you need to live your life and not be so worried about what might happen but still. idk lol I just think hes a fun character to examine.

anyways some other art, fun sandwing for a design fight and my half of a design trade^^

[aquamarinebich]

Okay, I literally just watched a spooky month short and i wanna kinda break it down a lil bit, cuz we learned ALOT through it. Again, sorry for my terrible english 😭🙏

Okay so in this shot we see Kevins parents (rlly cute) and we see "Rad's bday" on calendar (which is apparently in september, knowing that Kevin started working in candy club in the same month), that means that he knew Radford for a long time, even before he started working in candy club.

Okay, thats really funny, but when Skid and Pump appeared in this short with different masks i was like: "YOOO they finally revealed their hair styles. Wow these fan predictions were really close!" until i remembered that their hair styles were already revealed a long time ago in the house pictures.....

Okay so through Pump we now know that Skids father is dead. Not missing, not left - dead. <= another question that have been answered.

Lila looks so tired, poor soul (SHE EVEN WALKING IN THE STREETS IN SLIPPERS 😭)

Ok, now its my fav part. We saw all the moments w Skid and Pump in candy club. First part of it were just the moments that we have already seen or that have been mentioned (like when Skid n Pump got alot of fake blood in the place), there were also some others moments weve never seen, but i dont think theyre really important since they all happened before even eps 4 and 5, so i dont think i need to break them down (especially because of this stupid fuCKING PICTURE LIMIT—) BUT! The things i WANT TO talk about are all the things that happened after ep 6 - the things we still havent got to. And if its actually the foreshadowing (is that the right word for that?...) for what will happen in the future eps then its kinda a dissapointing cuz we got spoiled, and FUCKING AMAZING at the same time, like I have VERY mixed feelings about this, but i more like it than hate it tbh. SO im gonna break these things down like they are actual spoilers for future episodes, but that can be not true, who knows.

Okay, the first thing we see after ep 6 is another winter situation (the hole from Moloch is still there 😭) w hatzgang, Skid n Pump, and Susie, while the whole place was acreeting w some weird roots w eyes?? Then i suppose Roy was tormenting the poor kids as always, and Susie got mad at him and left, and then Rob and Ross did the same thing while Roy looked offended n pissed (which i cant show you becuz of a FUCKING LIMIT—)

Then, Lila, Jaune, John and Jack came to the candy club. I cant really tell what couldve happened, but Lila n Jaune looked really mad, and then STARTED ARGUE FOR SOME REASON, like I literally have no idea what couldve happened, it could be anything.

Then there was a literal fnf scene, like an actual rap battle between the spooky bois and bf (which i also cant show you, CAN U GUESS WHY?? :) ). I honestly think that this is a simple joke and nothing more, but who knows, maybe it will actually happen in spooky month, that would be pretty cool.

Okay, then the Spider. Like, we already all knew that its gonna be an episode vilian at some point, so its not really surprising honestly. Really curious how its gonna be portrated tho, like what is it gonna do, what its motives and goals are gonna be, what characterization are a LITERAL SPIDER gonna get - its all really interesting.

Then a cult. Also not really surprising tbh, like I think it was obvious that they were gonna get to Kev at some point, interesting why tho. Like how could he be useful or harmful for them? (interesting detail is that after a scene w the cultists Kevin still stayed in the club, so the cult tried to get him but failed? I wonder why and how.)

Okay... MOTHER. FUCKING. SKID'S DAD. HOLY SHIT IM SO EXCITED FOR HIM. If we look at the shot it seems like Skid came here to introduce Kevin to his dad (cute)

And then i suppose Dad got a candy bar for Skid and they both left. Really curious how is Skids dad gonna introduce himself to his son, how Skid is gonna react (well even by these 2 shots we can see that he is really happy, but im more curious about the first reactions, im in for some wholesome fluff please!!!). And Lilas reaction is also reaaaaaally interesting (if she will even know)

And the last shot is this. I also dont think it really means anything (maybe foreshadowing that Kev is gonna die??), the only thing that intrigues me is this sky, like I dont even know what it looks like, some sort of black hole? A fissure? Some ultimate evil that comes from another world? A 4th wall break?? Who fucking knows. But it does look interesting.

And soooo ummmmm idk what else to write, I think i already said everything i wanted to say so.. Bye? Tnx 4 reading?? Ig???

[kingdoms-and-empires]

Adoriel's Tears Review

I recently had to go travel and read a few works that I never got around to reading but was interested in.

PLEASE REMEMBER THIS REVIEW IS DONE BY ME AS A READER AND IS MY OWN OPINION.

This means I will review in accordance to my own tastes, how the game caters to me, and what I feel. Do not take my word as gospel, what I may not be interested in or dislike, may be what YOU are interested and love!!!

@adoriels-tears-if

Synopsis:

Adoriel's Tears are a gift.

A light offered to the inhabitants of Terrybiël to end the conflicts that oppress the Four Peoples and eradicate the evil that was crawling on the continent.

But every light has its shadow and sometimes gifts are poisonous. For if magic comes from the heart, it takes a soul to master it, and fortunate are those who manage to find it. Without a counterpart, without a familiar, a Tear is nothing.

Just a curse. A child of madness. The darkness on Terrybiël. What must be destroyed before they destroy you.

Adoriel's Tears are a gift. At least for the others.

You're long past the point where your heart and soul should be singing together, and yet you're gifted. That's what made you lose everything you had as a child. Now, an opportunity presents itself. Should you take it, is it the right thing to do?

Without a soul and with a magic you can't control, the journey will be a risky one.

Especially since the smell of madness and blood is getting heavier and heavier on Terrybiël. Will you be able to fix everything, to find what you're looking for? Nothing is less sure.

And yet, this voice is calling you, whispering:

Come ! Come to me ! Come to me and don't be afraid.

Review:

The Good: Tobias is Ken, do not fight me on this.

Also, i wasnt aware what Snow was until i looked it up:

SO FREAKING CUTE!

Anyways, I had a lot of fun with this one. It lures you into a false sense of security and wholesomeness only to abruptly show the player and MC the reality of the world. That their mother had been protecting them for a reason. The family dynamics, relationships between characters, and drama crafted got me in my feels enough to care! I also got to name my plushie rabbit Optimus Prime, which was fucking hilarious:

Also i had alot of fun with the parental drama the MC can have with their father

Ashleyn:

And with his fuckboi bros:

Adoriel's Tears does that thing really well, that thing that lets the reader fill in the blanks and make up their own assumptions for the characters until we actually meet them. Plus it lets us act out and be brats so we can break the hearts of all the adults around us that try their best!

Also there's moments like this:

That honestly just adds that bit of humor that works without cause friction for the rest of the tone.

There was also a specific passage that felt emotionally charged and intense. Youll know what im talking about once you reach it, because it is very memorable. Without spoiling, it feels like justice coming forth to smite those that have wronged you.

The Bad: I know that Chapter 1 is a transfer from the original Choicescript, and it shows. The author has already expressed wanting to polish and clean it up, which i think is the right step as the second chapter and onwards have a clear jump in quality. There were numerous spelling and grammatical errors, but given that chapter 1 is four years old, and that the author is not a native English speaker (is French) that can be excused and fixed. I was able to submit errors I came across, so the author will be able to fix what i found in a future update. I do recommend that those who play any IF out there to submit anything they find as authors need us to beta test! Their eyes literally begin to glaze over the words theyve seen for the thousandth time lol.

The Ugly: I encountered moments where the MC feels very sensitive and too friendly, or the opposite where the choices can give an extreme negative reaction in response. I'd like for the inclusion of a more middle ground MC. In addition to that, there where times where my immersion (self insert, remember) broke as my boy MC felt too "feminine" without letting us choose to act it or not. Idk how to describe it other than that lol, but it stood out to me.

The Aftermath: I would recommend this to anyone that wants a good family dynamic/drama, and if characters and their relationships with each other are important to you. There's a lot of promise, potential, and "oh shit" moments that can/will happen (18+ tag, remember?) that only leaves me wanting more. The worldbuilding done allows for some really gripping story telling, and from what we see so far, itll impact the story. Seriously, the worldbuilding here is unique, and WILL stand out as we keep seeing the same ole same ole elsewhere in this genre. It's a fantasy story that keeps itself grounded by using likable characters who have realistic flaws that provide entertainment for us.

[sturniolo04]

could you do a fic where chris is a single dad and nick and matt are basically teaming up on chris and arguing and chris’s barely one year old daughter crawls out and is scared so she clings to chris and she’s crying, scared of the yelling, so chris goes down to his room with her and calms her down and later on nick and matt walk into chris’s room and find his sleeping with her on his chest.

A/n:  ofc! I absolutely love these requests I have coming in, you guys are amazing!! I made it into a series of moments! I hope you love it! And remember to leave requests in my inbox! If you don’t like the pre added name in my works you can simply put in your own or don’t read it, it up to you :)-Charli

dividers: @issysh3ll

"CHRIS WHY DIDNT YOU FACTOR THAT IN YOU KNEW WE HAD TO FILM TODAY"

nick exclaimed as a loud volume. It wasn't that chris didn't factor in they were filming today he simply forgot. he got so caught up in his one year old daughter madison that time slipped away from him causing him to be tired and not want to film.

"guys i know im s-"

chris mumbles out getting cut off.

"DUDE LIKE YOU KNEW THIS SHIT A WEEK AGO BECAUSE WE SAID THAT LAST WEEK SO WE COULD ALL PLAN ACCORDINGLY"

matt chimes in. Chris lets out a defeated sigh because it was clear they were too caught up in the fact that the video was not going to get filmed today to understand he was just tired and that he not only needed some extra rest tonight but also some extra help with madison.

"guys OKAY I GET IT"

chris exclaims growing frustrated at this conversation.

"BUT YOU DONT THOUGH WE HAVING BEEN DOING YOUTUBE FOR THREE YEARS WE CANT MISS A FRIDAY YOU KNOW THAT"

nick exlcaims at this point chris knew they were just being complete assholes about this situation. It wasn't until they saw Madison running over to chris frantically hearing the yelling growing scared of not only the loud volume but nick and matt since they were doing to majority of the yelling.

"hey heyy"

chris coos out picking her up as she clings to his shirt.

"i-i scared"

madison sobs out honestly not completly knowing how to articulate what she was crying about.

"theres nothing. tobe scared of lover"

chris coos begining to rock her in his arms. Matt and Nick noticed how genuinely upset she was knowing that it was fully their fault she was upset and that all they were doing was simply overreacting. they knew chris had a lot on his plate.

"the-they were yelling and i didn- i couldn't hear you at all"

madison continues to sob as chris begins to rub her back still swaying them from side to side.

"its okay mads we are going to go upstairs okay"

chris coos out as he begins to start making his way up to her room.

"but chr-"

nick starts as chris quickly cuts him off.

"absolutely not we are done with this conversation for now we can just film wednestday tomorrow"

chris huffs out frustated.

"you okay now"

chris asks his daughter as they were both sitting on her bed cuddled up comfortingly as she nods her head. chris had to explain to her that what happened was not a bad thing and that it was simply a disagreement and that everyone has them from time to time which she fully understood.

"i sleepy"

she yawns out as chris slightly chuckles at his daughter.

"well lets take a nap together yeah"

chris states ss he fluffs out her pillow as little more laying his head down on it with her laying her head on his chest. They eventually dirfted to sleep.

"i feel bad we upset her really bad nick"

matt sighs out as nick lets out a groan.

" yeah i know i have never seen her upset like that over something like that"

nick states.

"she's one dude she doesnt really know what was going on"

matt reasons with him.

"we should apologize to both of them do you think they are still in her room"

nick asks begining to make his way upstairs with matt.

"lets just check"

matt replies as they slowly open madison's door to see both chris and madison fast asleep.

"oh at least he and her both are getting some rest"

nick sighs out as matt and nick sigh in awe of the pure sight.

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[the-s1lly-corner]

Could you do the TADC cast x reader with a really heavy southern accent?

TADC cast x reader w/ a heavy southern accent!

hello i am back from my silly little lunch break i made a sandwich it was very yummy i need to find a new set of music to listen to while typing, as much as i love jack stauber i think im going to go insane if i hear baby hotline one more time... oddly enough not the first time that specific song has driven me nuts from being overplayed anyways idk side note idk what to do with gifs because i keep running out of TADC gifs and i got a reblog months back on a crp post that implies that gif makers get notified when you use their gifs?? is that true?? if so i am so so so sorry to the tadc gif makers TToTT also still gif related but i keep getting. jumpscared by butts n boobs anytime i open the gif thing i cannot keep doing this!!!!

CAINE:

i think he would find it pretty, like, i dont know how to explain it! i think he would possibly mimic some of your speech mannerisms. probably gives you a cowboy hat. i dont know what it is but i think southern accents, at least from what ive seen, is one of the most romanticized of american accents... maybe its the whole rugged cowboy thing thats commonly associated with it. what im trying to say that i think caine would romanticize it the same way, thanks to him not really having the experience of going out and interacting with people from the south

he finds the accent pretty

POMNI:

i dont think she would really notice it unless she is really trying to pay attention to what you say. but maybe thats just self projection because i myself dont really notice other peoples accents unless its very prominent, or they say something that sounds so different to how im used to hearing things. i feel it would be the same with pomni, but i dont think she would treat you any differently! wish i had more ideas but pomni and gangle are particularly hard for me to write for some reason

RAGATHA:

honestly i like to hc that she grew up in a southern small town before getting stuck in the digital world, but of course she wouldnt remember it... perhaps she would feel some sense of familiarity around you anyways, even if she cant pin down why.. i think that would be nice... she likes listening to you talk

JAX:

writing these out of order, but i think jax would be similar to caine in the regard that he would tease some of your speaking mannerisms. "yaint! yall'd've!" stuff like that... which... i can be mad about because im from the south and the two examples are in my vocabulary... hes not really saying anything thats incorrect, at least in my case

probably asks why your digital form isnt a cowboy, shit eating grin on his face

KINGER:

thinks it sounds nice! for once i dont have any ideas for kinger, which sucks because i love kinger TToTT

your words probably rub off on him, i can see him probably picking up on some of your terms n slang

kinger saying yall isnt real he cant hurt you

kinger saying yall:

ZOOBLE:

similar to pomni they dont notice until theyre forced to notice.. no but imagine your accent becomes more pronounced when you get mad, you start saying more stereotypically southern stuff that people associate. probably does a double take if you say a rather insane variant of 'yall' but otherwise doesnt see much point in pointing it out

GANGLE:

absolutely loves hearing you talk, similar to ragatha! while ragatha clings onto your words thanks to unknown familiarity, gangle just thinks your voice sounds like and soothing, comforting! i dont know what it is but hearing someone trying to comfort you with a heavy southern accent as well as using casual terms of endearment (whether you see this as romantic or platonic is up to you!) in this soft tender voice just always hits different for me. maybe i am guilty of also romanticizing southern accents

[marzipanlvr]

Please yesss 👀👀 post about his books you found and your thoughts

hello anon!! hope ur good!! OMG HELLO? HELP ME ARE U GIVING ME A WARRANT TO YAP... here's the real thing i don't want to disclose my age but im a teenager and i havent read all the books he's read (it's impending doom laying upon me ALWAYS :(( feeling so behind rn) but ill talk about the books ive read that he's read!!

sapiens - also part of luigi's favorite's list!! this is by yuval noah harrari my GOAT guys.. i cannot STOP yapping about this book!! if u guys dont like reading very bulky texts and js want to get the main point there's a graphic history version and it's ive read it spits out points very concisely !! so either book it's all good :)) it's veryvery interesting it talks about evolution and why humans act like humans!! i love history and yuval noah harrari made me love evolution so much!! this book was rated a 5/5 by luigi (deserved hehe) girl honestly anyone ANYONE who gave sapiens a chance would also rate it 5/5 or a high rating it's a timeless lighthouse on the fog of defining humanity so since luigi is a very left brained man this deff fits his character all in all (oh js wanted to mention he rated sapiens: graphic history a 4/5)

harry potter - he rated 1st-3rd book a 5/5 def deserved !! ofc it's a classic ive had my harry potter phase die out and live again MULTIPLE times harry potter is probably apart of many people including luigi's first books ive read and loved list

the little prince - 4/5 (by luigi) it still freaks me out that he read the same books as a lot of us, watched the same movies as a lot of us, and that he's js a regular human but his actions moved society to forward him to transcend into the status of being "it is hell on earth to be heavenly - ts", almost even myth-like anyways back to the little prince it's rlly an AMAZING book !! it's a short read and it speaks so much about taking the truth of growing up and adulthood and making it alien through a child's eyes def made a lot of people relive an innocence that once was

animal farm - he rated this a 4/5 and i agree with that i read animal farm for school and it is a classic, so typical and so true i reference it all the time for me i gave it a 3/5 on my goodreads too because halfway through the book PLSDONT FLAME ME FOR THIS i kind ofalready picked up what george orwell was putting down - especially for the ending it was a bit obvious for me PLS DONT GET MAD IM SORRY anw it talks about the oppressive effects of a dictatorship (specifically communist government) and basically talks about how EVERYTHING gets political and even a revolution that looks toward freedom can get blurred when u lose ur ideals that's the main message i got out of this!!

the art of war - i havent finished the art of war yet..sigh.. he rated this a 4/5 and it's fitting since from the reviews ive read it's very strategic and calculated js like luigi so the rating matches with his personality

so sorry that's all the book titles that ive recognized in his roster.. I FEEL SO BEHIND but on a serious note i feel rlly inspired to read more books!! school has been so draining :(( and ive been lacking time to read im trying to light the spark again this year

i saw a lot of philosophy and psychology and self help books (including health about back pain) he's so avid about self-improvement it's stunning

i remember in luigi's reddit too he was very staunch about the fact that when he wanted to bring a book in his backpack it had to be physical and not kindle and he enumerated like 4 points to justify it it was so cute and made me so happy coz i shared the same views as him

oh and i also wanted to mention that luigi is an absolute culture absorber !! so inspiring he reads books about the places he goes to eg. hawaii and based on pictures he's a very openminded social butterfly hehe

luigi is a walking pursuit of wonder. like he read elon musk and the unabomber for specific reasons and i think it's because he was curious to find out the mindset of these people that yk he doesnt exactly idolize to euphonize it at least.. so if we wanna find out what type of person luigi is i think itd be good to judge that based on the books he's read def since it's what he's been exposed to/chosen to be exposed to so if anyone who has read the same books as he has u can always anon message me/make a post hehe i find his mind so interesting!!

i want to say thank you to the anon who send me this message!! i love books SO MUCHRWEDHBS and i had NO ONE to talk to about the books he's read. the minute i stalked his goodreads my jaw kept on dropping till it reached the floorwax. i was so happy that he read the same books as me and i was so excited an intrigued. that marked my crush on luigi i guess.. free nerds love nerds !! thank you anon i love u and ur sweet soul :(( please stay safe anon hoping rainbows ALWAYS find ur way!! <33 u sweetiepie

[futurama]

OK so finally after however long it's been I'm doing this sorry lol!!

I love characters like lil Hal So much. the ones that get discarded/neglected. something about that loneliness is so fun to explore, especially in Hal's case. the horror n despair of being a normal person and then one day waking up in what equates to a sensory deprivation tank with nothing else to do but talk to your lifelong friends who suddenly don't even view you as a person with thoughts and feelings anymore, but more as an obstacle or plaything. it's so fucked and it's Sooooo good. I honestly don't know how he kept it together while enduring all of that.

During my first read through of homestuck I had to pause just so I could go on a rant when dirk called him something along the lines of a shitty experiment that turned into a monster. Like, dude.. he's not a monster, he's YOU. (moot point because those two things are synonymous to dirk lmao). but for real... he's you, from when you were 13!! of course he's going to be irritating and fuck things up, especially when being irritating and fucking things up is all he has to do. I know it's because of dirks' self loathing that he treats Hal the way he does, he's basically a walking, so to peak (lol), reminder of everything he hates about himself, and a guilt-free target for dirk to take all of his shit out on, because it's not like hal can actually feel anything, right? (and if he Could, would it even make a difference?) oughhhh. but, I honestly can't entirely blame dirk for feeling the way he did about Hal because I don't know if the average person could stand having their 13 y/o self around for very long.

This is where things start getting fuzzy for me about Hal, I can't remember many specifics on the conversations he had with everyone, but I vaguely recall Hal just kinda.. not really fighting back against his situation for the most part?(aside from insisting on getting a body so he could gtfo and do something else) like, he knew how everyone felt about him, he Definitely knew that dirk hated him, but he never seemed to be mad about it, never seemed to be mad about his situation, or at least he didn't show it. I was kind of surprised he didn't go the whole Evil Robot trope route, because he'd have been totally justified in doing that. If anything, he probably felt like he must've deserved it in some way (he's still dirk after all), and I think that on top of still genuinely caring for his friends (Sob) is probably what kept him from flipping his lid. I could definitely be misremembering things though. I can't remember if dirk always hated himself or if that kinda developed as the comic went on. Maybe Hal was just a chill guy who didn't GAF lawl.

most of what I've said here just feels like conjecture based entirely on fuzzy recollections, I didn't do any research for this.... I definitely need to reread HS!!!! anyways LIL HAL!!! Love him. I feel so bad for him and deserved way better than what he ended up with. I was so hyped when I thought he finally gonna get a body, and then my blood drained from my face when I saw that shitass sprite silhouette in the back of the panel. well, at least he was happy..... :(

no no its ok… yes. yes ive been waiting for this. thank you for getting back to me with your thoughts on lil hals character, i always think its nice to sit down and reflect on your favorites every now and again lest we lose sight of what makes them important in our own eyes ^_^ its also been an eensy weensy handful of years since ive last reread homestuck so i totally get it. im sure id have a lot more to say about hal and dirks relationship if it were fresh in my brains but im running on memory and nostalgia at the time being… oh well!

ive for sure been drawn to hal since being introduced to him all those years ago, but i think a lot of people are typically drawn to the doppelganger of our favorite guys as theyre born unto us with an inferiority complex! theres nothing better than loving and maybe even idolizing a character and then finding out they have a lame, pitiful copy living in their shadow. enticing and relatable. now that i type it out its fun to think that there are plenty of homestuck characters with that specific sort of complex but ESPECIALLY the striders. hal and davesprite are copies of guys who are copies of guys (who are copies of guys…) they really have the worst of it i think!

i dont believe dirk is a monster though, i think that he just has a lot of stuff that is very hard for him to work out on his own though he only wants to do it on his own. i just dont think he trusts anyone else to help fix the gripes he has with himself but in turn isolates himself from that potential comfort and connection that is shared with talking to other humans. i think having hal, a reminder not only of his own existence but his past existence sitting on his face at all times was a really bad idea. in hindsight. i wish i could have told him not to do that, but at the same time its really fun to see him get really mad *blushes*

me personally i read the rooftop conversation between dirk and hal as dirk coming to terms with the fact that he does not actually want to kill himself and is ok with moving on from the person he used to be in turn allowing hal to grow as his own character and move on from the perma presence of his better self, or at least that would have been the case if he weren't thrown into a sprite with equius and left to be a nothing character alongside davepetasprite <--PERSONAL OPINION

anyway its fun to type about hal and co with you :) its always a treat to draw him even though i dont fuck with homestuck anymore but thats because ive adopted him as my son and roommate and brother and pet. i love drawing him and always will

[xkleipsis]

High and Low

An arranged fate

Norihisa Hyuga x reader

P.1 P.2 P.3 P.4

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The car ride was quiet to the point anyone could tell there was tension.

Should i say something,? But why should i? I did nothing wrong not to mention im still upset and mad over what happened.

The second the car stopped I quickly got out, breathing in the fresh air as the car ride felt too heavy in sense of atmosphere. I walked my way to the house not bothering to look at Hyuga or anyone at all, though what i couldnt turn a blind eye on was how quiet the house was and how there was no mess. I mean, not including Hyuga which is surprising, all his members are messy and after every party, they would leave a mess which i always complained about though no one never listened.

As I entered the house, i made no comment on its state and just headed towards my room. Just then a voice stopped me “let’s talk”. I sighed and turned around only to look at a serious Hyuga standing infront of me while his members were clearly trying to earsdrop behind the half closed door. Noticing me glancing at the door, Hyuga sighed before speaking in a threatening tone “everyone leave” which they did..quickly too.

“I have nothing to talk about” my tone clearly suggesting that i do not want to talk to him.

“Lets sit down” he replied ignoring my words.

“Are you deaf” i scoff, causing him to glare at me before taking a deep breath.

“Listen to me, didn’t you always wanted to talk. Well now im giving you the opportunity” he replies.

“I do not want to amazing opportunity” my tone filled with sarcasm “whatever you want to say, say it. Im busy”

“You didn’t seem very busy at the club”

“I was taking a break” i shrugs

There was a silence between us for a couple of seconds before he spoke again.

“Your food, we didn’t throw it out” he glances away.

“So? What do you want me to do?” Honestly what is he thinking, i may have not been mad earlier but now i am becoming slightly annoyed, just slightly.

He seems to think for a while before speaking up “what i mean is..we didn’t mean to cause whatever happened”

“First of all, whos ‘we’. Second of all what is ‘did happened.’.Third of all, either way i dont care”.

“I meant, me and the gang with the whole making you cook but not eating what you made and-”

“As i said, i dont care. It was my fault for being naive enough to think that maybe, maybe we could’ve at least been friends or roommates at minimum and it’s my fault for trusting you. I cant imagine how desperate I must’ve looked in your eyes, trying to talk to you and all. It wont happen again so dont worry about that” I explain to him before going back to my room, not giving him a chance to speak.

Hyuga’s pov

Im unsure for the first time, should i go after her or what? Its fucking complicated and for what? I admit what i did was wrong and unnecessary. I can still remember how much one of the member’s girlfriend went off by saying it was cruel, if thats cruel i wonder what she’ll think about the daily situations the gang gets itself into.

After she left i thought she will comeback and in the meantime i got everyone to clean up, while some people also tried the stuff she made and it wasnt as bad as i thought itd be; however as the hours passed and it got darker and she still wasn’t back yet, thats when i got all the members to go out and look for her. And thats what we did for the whole entire fucking night until we found out she was at the club. If before i was trying to hide the fact that i was indeed worried that she may have gotten lost or hurt, as this is a shit neighbourhood, now it was clearly obvious i was way more than annoyed after finding out she was at a club, the cherry on top being it was that old man’s club.

By the time I found out where she was it was already morning. However, morning or night, that doesnt stop me from trashing the club until she came out. I found myself quickly looking at her the second she stepped out, as she called out Rocky’s name as if they were close..maybe I should break everything until the club’s worth nothing.

The drive home was quiet, was I too aggressive when I grabbed her?, should i say something?, and what the fuck did he mean i lack in some aspect?! My grip on my steering wheel getting tighter. What is wrong with me? Worrying about some rich girl. I bit my inner cheek trying to remain calm, which definitely wasn’t working.

In the house, to say i was surprised when she refused to talk to me would be a lie, although i did felt what maybe felt like disappointment..?

No, it was definitely annoyance. When even was the last time someone dared to refuse to me.

Reader’s pov

I cant take it anymore, even being exiled sounds more appealing. I’m being overworked, have no one to talk to, the one i did had happen to be a the leader of a rival gang of my fiancé, and my fiancé is…i give up. He’s a lost case, even Baddeley or Freud wouldn’t want to study him.

I grab the pillow on the bed while laying and scream into it.

After the THAT day i tried my best to avoid him or his members, if that meant staying in my room the whole day or leaving the house very early in the morning just so I wouldn’t see anyone’s face, so be it, at this point i have already reached my limit anyway, what difference will it make going a bit overboard.

Days turned into weeks and those were about to turn into 2 months, 2 months of successfully avoiding him. Or so I thought. Just like every morning i got ready early, taking my bag which contained work documents and my laptop before quietly going downstairs to put my shoes on, so i could leave.

“Where are you going?” A tone cold and serious of the same man im trying to avoid.

Fuck.

“Work” i reply, a stupid reply given I could easily work from home.

“This early? You leave this early and come back late, not to mention i haven’t seen you even using the kitchen or living room at all” he says, clearly aware of my effort in avoiding him.

I turn to look at him, only to be met by a man with sleeping bags and his usual outside clothes. Where is he going at this time? As it was after all 4:00 am.

“Im working overtime, plus im not very welcomed here so i feel bad for being in places where its optional, i always preferred eating out anyways” i reply, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.

He raises an eyebrow, looking at me up and down before scoffing, slowly approaching me until he was about one step away from me.

“You expect me to believe you..?”

“What do you want?” My tone carrying a hint of annoyance.

“To talk”

“I dont want to”

“I wasn’t asking, im telling”

“So sassy” i muttered under my breath

“What do you want to say then” i add, hoping to get over with all if this as fast as possible.

“Lets sit down first”

“I’d rather not”

“Its either you walk or i’ll pick you up myself” his tone serious.

I should’ve meditated beforehand, i dont think i have the energy to deal with him. I take off my shoes and head towards the living room before taking a seat and look at him, “are you even in the right state of mind? You look high”. His eyes were red, hair messy and clearly tired.

“Just lack of sleep” he replies before also taking a seat infront if me. “How long? How long do you plan on avoiding me?”

Well, thats straight to the point.

“Why, you should just offer to break off the engagement by saying im not wife material.” I suggest, not like it be lying. “They wont even question it, that way you could get engaged to my cousin. She’s wayy better than me, pretty, knows how to cook and caring and all” not to mention two faced, annoying, stupid and bloody dependent on others.

He looks at me straight “dont want to”.

I shrugs “thats on you.”

After a couple of seconds of silence, he finally speaks again.

“What do i lack?” He asks, huh?

Hyuga’s pov

“What do i lack?” I wasn’t playing around when asking that, im serious. Since that day.

I’m far from the perfect ideal man, the princes and knights, hell im more like one of the villains that kids cry when they show up on the screen.

Because of me, we started off wrongly. Because of me, she felt more safe and comfortable with Rocky. Because of me, she leaves the house early and comes late. Does she even eat? Im the last one to care for some chick, but she is my fiancée and im the problem.

At first i gave her space, a couple of days, then weeks but now after two months i cant take it anymore. If i wanted too i could easily have my people follow her but wont she hate me even more. Even my members started spouting nonsense on how they feel bad for her.

“What do you mean?” Her voice carrying a hint of confusion.

“What do you want from me? How do you want me to be? I’ll try, even those disgusting cheesy things they do in movies. However what i cant do to is give you more space and time.” This is fucking embarrassing, i run a hand across my face, the tiredness getting to me as i cant help but remember how the gang instead of doing something productive, and that fucking meant making a list of things that are wrong with me. The list was almost never ending. Those bastards.

“You mean relationship wise? As in giving a try to us going out?” She looks at me perplexed as if she didn’t know if she should worry or laugh, though it was obvious she was amused by this. At least one of us is enjoying this whole thing.

“Are you okay? Did you got into a fight and hit your head?” She says causing me to look at her, “just tell me” i say, ignoring her comments.

“I dont know, how about instead of complicating my life and your too, i guess. You just break of the engagement and get with my co-”

“Cousin?” I interrupt her “met her before, she’s annoying and i cant stand to be in a room with her more than 10 seconds. Not to mention im engaged to you so why would i think about someone else? Im a gang leader, a crazy bastard, a convicted felon, however i dont cheat” i say looking straight at her.

Reader’s pov

He definitely received a big blow on his head. I dont blame him on what he said about my cousin, although i am taken off guard about his sudden words. “I have more cousins” i say, however that causes him to mutters my name seriously. Did i fucked up?

“I dont care how good your cousins are, if they are better than you or worse, if they can bring me more benefits or not. Im not breaking up the engagement with you” his tone serious.

“Thats because you haven’t met my other cousins yet. Let me tell you, the one same age as me is so good, pretty, wife material and mother material so she wouldn’t mind having your kids, on other hand my i dont want any kids to begin with. She also smart, not spoiled” at this rate one might think im playing matchmaking, and i wouldn’t blame them at all.

He looks at me straight, not saying anything for a couple of seconds. Maybe it was his habit, but I definitely wasn’t used to it. “Done?”

“Done, what?” I repeat

“Playing this match making bullshit.” Maybe it’s because im tired, but why is he voice becoming more serious by the second.

“I dont care if you think you’re not wife material, I’m definitely not husband material and that’s obvious. I dont want kids, i dont know who gave you the impression that i did, but i dont.” He adds, standing up and getting closer to me, causing me to look up at him.

“One chance, i’ll try to change.” His voice now quieter “if not that at least stay at home, if i make you uncomfortable or any of my men do, i dont mind coming in only when you are asleep and leaving earlier. Food, i give you my card, order yourself food or make it, feel free to use the kitchen but stop eating out too much you’re going to get sick at point.” He says while taking out his card, placing it on the coffee table before checking his phone and wearing his coat.

“Where are you going?” It slipped out before i even could control it, why the fuck would he tell me, i dont even care.

“Work.” He looks at him, his eyes red from the lack of sleep “unlike yours, my work doesnt have specific hours. Its still dark, work from here. Across the house there more empty room, pick one to make your office or whatever” he says before leaving.

He’s not being serious about this whole ‘i’ll make it up to you’ thing.”..? Please dont be.

I hate exams, all i think about is those but i keep on procrastinating on revision. Nevertheless, my update are slow asf and im so sorry for that :(

But regarding the story, I originally planned on making long simply cuz i like it but should i just make a diff alternative where its not long..

[pielove123clan]

aaaaaa im trying not to physically vomit rn so info dump time. I have other avenues to put this in but i don't wanna.

When i was with my ex and showing him limbus company, he wanted to make joint Limbus ocs, him taking King Arthur and I'd take Lancelot. Never had interest in Knights Of The Round Table but he didn't know much about the source material anyways so *shrug*. I don't remeber much, maybe bullets points. I don't think I can ever work with this idea myself anymore cause it feels disrespectful to take his idea.

*something about Lacelot betraying King Arthur but King Arthur forgiving it (he didn't think this out. He didn't know Lancelot kind of cheats with King Arthur's wife

*special joint base ego attack when in a party together

*Lacelot's sudden bouts of rage and insanity

*cant remember what he wanted to do to twist the story. Honestly reading now that Guinevere, King Arthur's wife had an evil twin and idk wikipedia says shes been portrayed in every way under the sun, making her evil works in hindsight. I was too hyperfocused on Morgan Le Fay existing. I don't think you can write Knights Of The Round Table without Morgan Le Fay (says the gal who's done zero reading on the source but also she seems like a house hold name to me anyways.

*pretty sure my ex took inspiration from fgo but thats not bad.

*i think King Arthur was supposed to be charming, noble, tragic in some way. Lancelot was loyal, more akward but chivalrous, probably does wrong and abandons their loyalty at some point. We didn't discuss the route of the betrayal. If it was me then, manipulation by Morgan Le Fay, me now would say cheating with King Arthur's wife. (How King Arthur could forgive that, no idea. Messed up mirror version of King Arthur's wife somehow? If you connect madness to the moon, the prince and seemingly ones with the mark linked to the moon, ids and mirror bs. ???? We only had Ishmael's canto at the time. )

*we didn't even think much about the other knights or characters at the time.

Been thinking of a few other limbus ocs now. Ponyboy Curtis from The Outsider, Santiago from The Alchemist, and maybe King Midas. Wondering how I could fuck about with an Eragon character or some other character from a Ryunosuke Akutagawa story. Just low motivation. Cant remeber any other childhood books I finished other than Anubis Speaks. Maybe warrior cats but only the first edition of books. An EEAAO sinner would be cool with the relation between mirror world and the jumping from one version of someone to another. A lot of fun crack ideas to play with too. Gru from Despicable Me throwing his minons and applying a buterflies like status effect on the enemy

What i need to actually do is dig into my old roots and idk do touhou or jojo or danganronpa or some shit. Or actually do something with my sociology (transfer) degree. When I go home in like 10 days, im reading something. I need to read more shit. This brain needs more useful information stored and I need to get used to studying. Im tired as fuck. I dont need to vomit anymore so thats good. Uh, thanks for reading if you read this

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I have mixed feelings about Aubrey Plaza but that’s a discussion I am keeping off your account for both of our sanities sake :) agreed tho, if Lady Death ever returns, i dont think it’ll be Aubrey, unless we do get aaa s2 somehow.

I also agree with you that the casting of Aubrey and Kathryn and the fact they just both did really damn good with their characters and dynamic is the main reason people are so okay with letting Disney get away with lacklustre representation. Hell, they still somehow get flowers for it as if the homosexual tension all season to lead to a single kiss (if at all) to lead to one of them dying storyline isn’t a tale as old as time. It’s not that revolutionary and it plays into doomed Yuri and bury your gays and its just straight up not enough anymore in this day and age. Especially in this day and age. But i said I wouldn’t get political here.

Overall im super happy Wandavision and now AAA have made me notice and get into Kathryn Hahn, she is such a joy and i do love an unproblematic fave to get into, I am but a simple faggot after all.

But, and this is also about fandom culture overall, I do see a surprising lack of productive discussion on AAAs problems. People were really mad and then everyone just shut up and was fine because the showrunner said something about cottagecore on a podcast(or article i am not looking that up rn lol).

When we could very well be like No Jac, they didn’t actually live in a cottage because you didn’t write that in your script when you might as well could have. Own up to that Queen. It’s not 2015 anymore, if your queer rep sucks then you gotta take accountability. We deserve better. Always have.

I dunno, I dont like queers as a money maker in media, even tho its actually such an interesting topic too, i could go on forever (clearly). Look guys were so woke! Kind of! A little bit! Don’t look too close and by god, be grateful!

Long Story Short, the more Schaefer tries to sell us this lesbian wives love story epos the less I buy it. Still hoping for season 2 but not optimistic thats actually gonna happen.

Remember kids, Big Corp just wants your money, they dont care about your feeling at the end of the day. Do with that what you will.

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Thank you for sparing us both the future discourse her fans are insane lmao. At the time, it honestly felt like I was the only one upset after the episode aired. If you followed me during that time -- I apologize, I think my crash out lasted like three days 😭 I still refuse to rewatch the show because of the way Jac/Marvel treated their relationship. It is by far one of the worst things I've seen in a long time. And before people come for me, yeah you can cry in my comments about censoring all you want. Jac literally said the reason there wasn't more Agathario was because she didn't think people would actually care. So if you're easily triggered, I would suggest you skip this post cus I'm not arguing with yall in the comments today.

Now back to your point. The bury your gays trope, particularly involving wlw ships plays into decades of exploitation of the queer community. Also let's be real, it's such a cliché and for someone that had queer writers (allegedly) on the show idkw no one told her how detrimental and insulting it is. I honestly wouldn't have been as upset if Agatha had died any other way. But killing her while she's essentially vulnerable and in the arms of the woman she has so much unresolved conflict/feelings with is just nasty work. Jac knew Agatha was supposed to die from the beginning. Which means she could have written it any other way. Hell, the final battle should have been against the Salem Seven and I stand by this.

There's going to come a time when playing both sides isn't going to work. I can only hope that in the future Marvel gets with the times and puts more care into their queer ships. It's what we deserve and we shouldn't settle for anything less.