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i need to do these few gifs before i can go to sleep but my laptop is malfunctioning more than usual and at this rate i’m about to scream and then bash it into the wall repeatedly
#it’s my fault because the battery has been dying for like a year at this point and i’ve still not replaced it#it only works if it’s plugged in and even then it randomly turns off every half an hour#but these last few days it’s been so slow and even doing a basic task takes forever#photoshop is even worse#and i am on my last nerve
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#this meme has been going through my head for a bazillion years lol#i love to interact and then it hits me that im probably bothering you guys#plus the current popular stuff I am sadly so unfamiliar with#when i was younger i would gravitate to my own interests when i was unfamiliar with other topics and it got on peoples nerves a lot#and i completely understand that so i dont wanna repeat those mistakes#its just like a game of pingpong of me talking too much and me hiding under my desk bc i feel like im bothering everyone#also like the last time it was p much confirmed i was being annoying i cried for like two hours bc my fears were realized haha#and when a line is drawn for me i kinda like to stay at least 2ft away from wherever that line is just to be safe#you gotta like throw a cookie attached to a fishing line to get me closer to the line lol#because i will seriously be way too cautious otherwise#im trying to get more brave though im just kinda like my cat who heard a noise in the bathroom cabinet#and now he refuses to go near it#being mindful of others feelings and respecting their boundaries is super important to me#and sometimes that boxes me in a bit
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I’m already 3 minutes into episode four and I already can’t take this
#arcane#AND I THOUGH LAST EPISODE WAS BAD#my blood is honestly boiling#my nerves are shot and I feel a little sick#i can’t belive that did that#I heard her voice and I shot up and screamed no#I am so jdkdkd#I don’t know if I can continue this#at least not at this moment#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane
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DREAD WOLF!!!! my life is yours !!!!
#dragon age veilguard#DID YOU SEE THAT#im crying. IM CRYING LAUGHING#i am NOT immune to the hype#did you see him ripping and tearing and antiva on fire and MORRIGAN AND HARDINGS MAGIC#and solas babyface and neves OUTFITS AUGH MY GOD I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS#BITING BITING BITING#not only Halloween this year but a descent into thedas once more (as if im not 80+ hours into another dai pt right now lmao)#honestly :') im so happy for us#life has flipped and changed since last but it feels like a hug to get to know more of thedas#i am SO. girlies we made it. IM SO EXCITED TO PLAY MY ROOK#ohhhh im gonna twirl on varrics nerves the poor guy never catches a break#forever henchman to the heroes (although. an authors dream is it not)#IM BABBLING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#BLIGHTED GODS ALSO#DREAD WOLF#!!!!!! HEEUSJDHUDDJNDHXJDNFJFJFJJFJFJSJF#solas#solas dragon age#the dread wolf
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This is your daily reminder to say "Fuck that job"! I have NEVER had issues leaving a job until this one. The amount of gaslighting is unmatched. The amount of sweating over tiny details is unheard of. The amount of stress they're putting me under should be studied, honestly.
The way I want to say, "Fuck you", every time a random person I have NEVER talked to tells me congrats and good luck and we're gonna miss you. No tf you arent. You fuckers made my life hell for 2 years.
Your job dont care about you 👏🏽 so dont care about it 👏🏽 you are there to collect a check and fuckin dip 👏🏽
#megaminds musings#the amount of times ive wanted to tear my hair out these past two weeks#ive never been so stressed in my life#todays my last day and they really getting on my nerves#i want to go home#i want to pet my puppies#i want to exist without the expectation to do something for someone else#where are the introvert jobs at#tired of being harassed because of how quiet i am#play ya mammy#not me#im quiet#not a pushover
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idk you say paige doesn't move weird but her being with kk in the gym at midnight instead of azzi speaks volumes i think you're coping
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Please, PLEASE tell me this is satire or trolling...
Because if it's not then I'm begging, like I am on my knees anon, please get a dictionary and search up friendship and then go outside and get some fresh air 🙏🏾
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The Mind Electric - Animatic
Starline AU belongs to @totaleclipse573
My goodness I'm so nervous to post this but I'm gonna be brave and do it anyway. Inspiration struck me like a lightning bolt yesterday and I rushed to make this as fast as possible. I have visions in my head for how I would do the whole song, but I'd only want to do that if I could use the actual audio. (I couldn't figure out how to just record it off of YT (there was a specific edit of the song I wanted to use) which is why I ended up singing the section of the song I wanted. If I ever figure it out, I may possibly reupload this and/or do the full version. *shrug*)
The editor kinda ate the quality a bit so separate pictures along with the original sketches are under the cut!
#I'm sorry it's so short :(#gaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is so nerve wracking#i haven't made an animatic in FOREVER#The last one I made was like. my Afterscene animatic on YT#where I predicted what the post credits scene for Sonic 2 would be like#and let me say that the video editor on my new computer is SO MUCH better than the one I was working with before#it's actually got a timeline for one thing which makes it really nice#aaaaaaanyway time to go back to anxiety#i have realized I can apparently only draw eclipse (or anyone for that matter) from one angle#there are exactly 4 arts I'm 100% happy with here#though i am really proud of that last one with shadow#but trying to draw eclipse from behind is really really hard#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#okay enough rambling hope you like it Total!!!!!#Sky Queen#Sonic the Hedgehog#Sonic AU#Starline AU#Eclipse the Darkling#Dr. Starline#Shadow the Hedgehog#art#my art#traditional art#animation#tw flashing#tw glitch
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#ugh. fuck me im so tired. im getting sucked back into that workaholic mindset and now my body hurts and my nerves are fying. but it feels#good to b productive. if only i didnt have to teach and could just work with data :-(#anyway. the last 2 weeks have been good in that i feel like im actually hitting my stride a bit#bc we're seeing cool things in our genomes and its gonna b really fun to explore. and i met with the terrifying#prof who is on my committee to pitch a project for a final in her class and it seems it went over well. it was kinda funny bc we were#meeting and she was like: so how would u tell which gene was lost 1st? the phytochrome or the genes that r triggered by activation? and i#was like: uhhhhh idk. and then my advisor walked by and she grabbed him and asked him the same question and he was like: idk we'll have to#figure it out. which made me feel way better abt not knowing lol. then my superior lab mate asked me a question abt taking confocal images#and i was actually able to figure out what her issue was. and my old advisor was asking me if i knew anyone to ask for using a pam on cyanos#and i was like: here is what i think my advisor would say and linked her a paper. then i asked my advisor and he said what i expected and#linked the paper that id already sent. so im like. ok. ok. maybe i actually sometimes do kno what im doing. sorta.#and then my old advisor said she was so proud of me. and i was like aw. its so funny bc my relationship is so different with my new advisor#hes great but its all very professional. with my old advisor i would text her after hours bc she was a workaholic like me and went on long#car rides and handed out Halloween candy with her. she was more hands on and doesnt have kids so work is her life. its just interesting#so things have been going well. but there arent enough hours in the day. and my committee meeting is in like 16 days. and i am afraid for#that but not as afraid as i was in april when i had a full on breakdown and canceled it the day before it was set to happen lol#itll b fine. i just have to work thru the weekend so i can get my preproposal done. and prey that the fucking splitstree download site will#start working bc i want to do gene networks dammit#unrelated
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OC Ask Game
Send me an ask with an emoji and a character name, and I'll give you a fun fact or a snippet of writing that relates to both.
#feel free to reblog#I am limiting my characters for this one tho because I need to talk about my upcoming story and my mind is blank asdfasd#character list (with brief summaries after):#jeanne townford / percival stanton / calernon agrabeth#rhys vordur / llewellyn vordur / grammy vordur#moira / cyrus / holley / drake / ffloyd#vyna#jeanne townford (agent on her last straw/nerve/prayer/etc)#percival stanton (lead agent golden boy who is a) in love with jeanne and b) unknowingly sabotaging her life)#calernon agrabeth (teenage dragon on the run after having been accused of treason against the dragon emperor)#rhys vordur (scaredy cat afraid of his shadow who considers himself a disappointment to his monster-hunter family legacy)#llewellyn vordur (rhys's cousin and a college student trying to juggle too much)#grammy vordur (trying to raise her grandson to stay alive but might be a bit too harsh)#moira (researcher of magic flora and the department's communications lead)#cyrus (stanton's right hand man and also engineering lead)#holley (the resident--and ancient--doctor who does not have a good bedside manner)#drake (field agent and magic nerd)#ffloyd (head researcher of the department and really in to monster stuff. hoh)#vyna (dragoness and villain)#uh those are all the named characters rn#this may be too much but thanks for playing anyway#writerblr#ask game#oc ask#oc ask game#my ocs#a four-dimensional plot#afdp#CENCA archives#scribe does stuff
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the internet: yeah to practise harm reduction you go for areas that have more flesh to avoid going too deep and needing medical attention
me, an idiot: let's pick this spot anyway, how bad can it be. ...how did i get that deep that quickly
#tw sh#im fine although there was definitely a moment where i worried i wouldn't be#when you grab a rag and put pressure on it and a few minutes later move your hand and discover it was completely soaked and your hand#is all bloody now too. anyway it stopped shortly after that#someone told me recently that the width they'll start considering sutures is like 5mm which seems??? so odd to me??? like that's tiny??#anyway i didn't go as deep as the last two times yet so it's fine#(i also have a horrible habit of repeatedly going over the same place for several days afterwards so that will probably change)#but eh im fine#i was just surprised by how deep it got how quickly#also something i find funny: the way nurse brain doesn't shut off#'will i pick here - no wait that's near an artery/vein/nerve'#'or here - no wait that's too close to a good cannulation site'#'here - no too close to deltoid'#personal#puddleglum hours#but yeah i really am fine#although i have thoroughly discovered the allure of arm cutting so. we'll see#in my usual scintillating cleverness i literally thought about visibility this time bc it's nearly short sleeve weather and nobody knows im#going this deep. except my mentor and my sister. but they both only know about the first time#however i did not consider. that most of my clothing does not have as long a short sleeve as my placement uniform. so im gonna either#have to be real careful about what clothing i pick for the next. oh month or two. since the first one was end of august and it's a month an#a bit later and it's still got a while of healing to go before i can wear short sleevs and pretend the scar was from months an months ago i#asked. anyway!#play stupid games you win stupid prizes
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Me tormenting the captive borrower with infodump rants
#g/t#Cortana: What is that?#Gravemind: I? I am a monument to all your sins.#Arbiter: *struggling*#Master Chief: Relax I'd rather not piss this thing off.#Arbiter: Demon...#Gravemind: This one is machine and nerve and has its mind concluded.#This one is but flesh and faith and is the more deluded.#Arbiter: Kill me or release me parasite but do not waste my time with talk.#Gravemind: There is much talk and I have listened through rock and metal and time#now I shall talk and you shall listen.#2401 Pentinent Tangent: Greetings! I am 2401 Pentinent Tangent. I am the monitor of installation 05.#Regret: And I am the Prophet of Regret...councilor most high... hierarch of the covenant.#2401 Pentinent Tangent: A reclaimer? Here? At last! We have much to do. This facility must be activated if we are to control this outbreak.#Regret: Stay where you are! Nothing can be done until my sermon is complete!#2401 Pentinent Tangent: Not true. This installation has a successful utilization record of 1.2 trillion simulated and one actual.#it is ready to fire on demand.#Regret: Of all the objects our lords left behind there are none so worthless as these oracles! They know nothing of the great journey!#2401 Pentinent Tangent: And you know nothing about containment! You have demonstrated complete disregard for even the most basic protocols!#Gravemind: This one's containment *shudders in disgust* and this one's great journey are the same.#Gravemind: Your prophets have promised you freedom from a doomed existence but you will find no salvation on this ring.#Those who built this place knew what they wrought. Do not mistake their intent or all will perish as they did before.#Master Chief: This thing is right. Halo is a weapon your prophets are making a big mistake.#Arbiter: Your ignorance already destroyed one of the sacred rings Demon in shall not harm another.#Gravemind: If you will not hear the truth then I will show it to you.#There is still time to stop the key from turning but first it must be found.#Gravemind: *gestures to Master Chief* You will search one likely spot *gestures to the Arbiter* and you will search another.#Gravemind: Fate had us meet as foes but this ring will make us brothers.#was gonna do the part where master chief gets teleported to high charity but I ran out of tags
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Slenderverse spinterest hurts sm bcz as im evan i forgot everyone loves habit an uncomfortable amount
#kin struggles am i right#i still love you slenderverse its okay#glaring#everymanhybrid#ur on my last nerve /j /nsrs
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New doctor says that my degenerative disc disease is very minimal and it's great news because I don't have a tumor or anything really bad! And he's all happy and looking at me expectantly while I sit in my chair shaking from pain
#wrenfea.exe#i am getting stabbed again at least#yea thats great news so what the fuck is causing my pain#he believes that my fibromyalgia is making me more sensitive to the minimal nerve pain from the ddd#which is causing everything to feel worse than it is#i felt like i was finally getting somewhere with my last doc#but now they wanna send me back to a rheumatologist which ive had bad experiences with
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Thinking about him again. (Kazan Octopath)
#Tranquil grotto is my last flame and I am SO afraid of what I'm going to find there#I may be putting it off just a little#If he's already dead it's going to destroy me#But if he and Hikari get a conversation first that might be worse#This shit has been slowly creeping up my spine since I found Oboro's Journal#That's a lie. I've been jumping at every shadow in Ku since he didn't follow Hikari out of the throne room#and then no one mentioned the cursed sword again#So you can imagine the hell warrior and Dancer 2 was on my nerves#and now it's TIME#Kazan. Kazan pls.#Your sister is alive and your friend loves you and Mugen & Jigo are gone it doesn't have to be this way Kazaaaaaaaaaaaan#Octopath 2#Octopath 2 spoilers#it speaks
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does anyone wanna play a game where you put an emoji in my inbox and I'll put my (10+ hour) halloween playlist on shuffle and give you a spooky song for a spooky season
#oh like yes I am absolutely on deadline#but my back has been going out intermittently for the last week and I am on my absolute LAST nerve#so if I want to listen to halloween music for a little while it's okay#it's my last work deadline for a while so that's nice but#oof this has been an absolutely rotten week
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I am being so fUCKING brave
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