#and i am on my last nerve
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i need to do these few gifs before i can go to sleep but my laptop is malfunctioning more than usual and at this rate i’m about to scream and then bash it into the wall repeatedly
#it’s my fault because the battery has been dying for like a year at this point and i’ve still not replaced it#it only works if it’s plugged in and even then it randomly turns off every half an hour#but these last few days it’s been so slow and even doing a basic task takes forever#photoshop is even worse#and i am on my last nerve
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Style 🤝 Motel Auntie
#getting on Fadel's last fucking nerve#lol#thk#the heart killers#thk spoilers#fadelstyle#i am sorry but this is cracking my shit up
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#this meme has been going through my head for a bazillion years lol#i love to interact and then it hits me that im probably bothering you guys#plus the current popular stuff I am sadly so unfamiliar with#when i was younger i would gravitate to my own interests when i was unfamiliar with other topics and it got on peoples nerves a lot#and i completely understand that so i dont wanna repeat those mistakes#its just like a game of pingpong of me talking too much and me hiding under my desk bc i feel like im bothering everyone#also like the last time it was p much confirmed i was being annoying i cried for like two hours bc my fears were realized haha#and when a line is drawn for me i kinda like to stay at least 2ft away from wherever that line is just to be safe#you gotta like throw a cookie attached to a fishing line to get me closer to the line lol#because i will seriously be way too cautious otherwise#im trying to get more brave though im just kinda like my cat who heard a noise in the bathroom cabinet#and now he refuses to go near it#being mindful of others feelings and respecting their boundaries is super important to me#and sometimes that boxes me in a bit
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I’m already 3 minutes into episode four and I already can’t take this
#arcane#AND I THOUGH LAST EPISODE WAS BAD#my blood is honestly boiling#my nerves are shot and I feel a little sick#i can’t belive that did that#I heard her voice and I shot up and screamed no#I am so jdkdkd#I don’t know if I can continue this#at least not at this moment#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane
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DREAD WOLF!!!! my life is yours !!!!
#dragon age veilguard#DID YOU SEE THAT#im crying. IM CRYING LAUGHING#i am NOT immune to the hype#did you see him ripping and tearing and antiva on fire and MORRIGAN AND HARDINGS MAGIC#and solas babyface and neves OUTFITS AUGH MY GOD I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS#BITING BITING BITING#not only Halloween this year but a descent into thedas once more (as if im not 80+ hours into another dai pt right now lmao)#honestly :') im so happy for us#life has flipped and changed since last but it feels like a hug to get to know more of thedas#i am SO. girlies we made it. IM SO EXCITED TO PLAY MY ROOK#ohhhh im gonna twirl on varrics nerves the poor guy never catches a break#forever henchman to the heroes (although. an authors dream is it not)#IM BABBLING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#BLIGHTED GODS ALSO#DREAD WOLF#!!!!!! HEEUSJDHUDDJNDHXJDNFJFJFJJFJFJSJF#solas#solas dragon age#the dread wolf
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idk you say paige doesn't move weird but her being with kk in the gym at midnight instead of azzi speaks volumes i think you're coping
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Please, PLEASE tell me this is satire or trolling...
Because if it's not then I'm begging, like I am on my knees anon, please get a dictionary and search up friendship and then go outside and get some fresh air 🙏🏾
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The Mind Electric - Animatic
Starline AU belongs to @totaleclipse573
My goodness I'm so nervous to post this but I'm gonna be brave and do it anyway. Inspiration struck me like a lightning bolt yesterday and I rushed to make this as fast as possible. I have visions in my head for how I would do the whole song, but I'd only want to do that if I could use the actual audio. (I couldn't figure out how to just record it off of YT (there was a specific edit of the song I wanted to use) which is why I ended up singing the section of the song I wanted. If I ever figure it out, I may possibly reupload this and/or do the full version. *shrug*)
The editor kinda ate the quality a bit so separate pictures along with the original sketches are under the cut!
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#I'm sorry it's so short :(#gaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is so nerve wracking#i haven't made an animatic in FOREVER#The last one I made was like. my Afterscene animatic on YT#where I predicted what the post credits scene for Sonic 2 would be like#and let me say that the video editor on my new computer is SO MUCH better than the one I was working with before#it's actually got a timeline for one thing which makes it really nice#aaaaaaanyway time to go back to anxiety#i have realized I can apparently only draw eclipse (or anyone for that matter) from one angle#there are exactly 4 arts I'm 100% happy with here#though i am really proud of that last one with shadow#but trying to draw eclipse from behind is really really hard#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#okay enough rambling hope you like it Total!!!!!#Sky Queen#Sonic the Hedgehog#Sonic AU#Starline AU#Eclipse the Darkling#Dr. Starline#Shadow the Hedgehog#art#my art#traditional art#animation#tw flashing#tw glitch
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#ugh. fuck me im so tired. im getting sucked back into that workaholic mindset and now my body hurts and my nerves are fying. but it feels#good to b productive. if only i didnt have to teach and could just work with data :-(#anyway. the last 2 weeks have been good in that i feel like im actually hitting my stride a bit#bc we're seeing cool things in our genomes and its gonna b really fun to explore. and i met with the terrifying#prof who is on my committee to pitch a project for a final in her class and it seems it went over well. it was kinda funny bc we were#meeting and she was like: so how would u tell which gene was lost 1st? the phytochrome or the genes that r triggered by activation? and i#was like: uhhhhh idk. and then my advisor walked by and she grabbed him and asked him the same question and he was like: idk we'll have to#figure it out. which made me feel way better abt not knowing lol. then my superior lab mate asked me a question abt taking confocal images#and i was actually able to figure out what her issue was. and my old advisor was asking me if i knew anyone to ask for using a pam on cyanos#and i was like: here is what i think my advisor would say and linked her a paper. then i asked my advisor and he said what i expected and#linked the paper that id already sent. so im like. ok. ok. maybe i actually sometimes do kno what im doing. sorta.#and then my old advisor said she was so proud of me. and i was like aw. its so funny bc my relationship is so different with my new advisor#hes great but its all very professional. with my old advisor i would text her after hours bc she was a workaholic like me and went on long#car rides and handed out Halloween candy with her. she was more hands on and doesnt have kids so work is her life. its just interesting#so things have been going well. but there arent enough hours in the day. and my committee meeting is in like 16 days. and i am afraid for#that but not as afraid as i was in april when i had a full on breakdown and canceled it the day before it was set to happen lol#itll b fine. i just have to work thru the weekend so i can get my preproposal done. and prey that the fucking splitstree download site will#start working bc i want to do gene networks dammit#unrelated
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OC Ask Game
Send me an ask with an emoji and a character name, and I'll give you a fun fact or a snippet of writing that relates to both.
#feel free to reblog#I am limiting my characters for this one tho because I need to talk about my upcoming story and my mind is blank asdfasd#character list (with brief summaries after):#jeanne townford / percival stanton / calernon agrabeth#rhys vordur / llewellyn vordur / grammy vordur#moira / cyrus / holley / drake / ffloyd#vyna#jeanne townford (agent on her last straw/nerve/prayer/etc)#percival stanton (lead agent golden boy who is a) in love with jeanne and b) unknowingly sabotaging her life)#calernon agrabeth (teenage dragon on the run after having been accused of treason against the dragon emperor)#rhys vordur (scaredy cat afraid of his shadow who considers himself a disappointment to his monster-hunter family legacy)#llewellyn vordur (rhys's cousin and a college student trying to juggle too much)#grammy vordur (trying to raise her grandson to stay alive but might be a bit too harsh)#moira (researcher of magic flora and the department's communications lead)#cyrus (stanton's right hand man and also engineering lead)#holley (the resident--and ancient--doctor who does not have a good bedside manner)#drake (field agent and magic nerd)#ffloyd (head researcher of the department and really in to monster stuff. hoh)#vyna (dragoness and villain)#uh those are all the named characters rn#this may be too much but thanks for playing anyway#writerblr#ask game#oc ask#oc ask game#my ocs#a four-dimensional plot#afdp#CENCA archives#scribe does stuff
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the internet: yeah to practise harm reduction you go for areas that have more flesh to avoid going too deep and needing medical attention
me, an idiot: let's pick this spot anyway, how bad can it be. ...how did i get that deep that quickly
#tw sh#im fine although there was definitely a moment where i worried i wouldn't be#when you grab a rag and put pressure on it and a few minutes later move your hand and discover it was completely soaked and your hand#is all bloody now too. anyway it stopped shortly after that#someone told me recently that the width they'll start considering sutures is like 5mm which seems??? so odd to me??? like that's tiny??#anyway i didn't go as deep as the last two times yet so it's fine#(i also have a horrible habit of repeatedly going over the same place for several days afterwards so that will probably change)#but eh im fine#i was just surprised by how deep it got how quickly#also something i find funny: the way nurse brain doesn't shut off#'will i pick here - no wait that's near an artery/vein/nerve'#'or here - no wait that's too close to a good cannulation site'#'here - no too close to deltoid'#personal#puddleglum hours#but yeah i really am fine#although i have thoroughly discovered the allure of arm cutting so. we'll see#in my usual scintillating cleverness i literally thought about visibility this time bc it's nearly short sleeve weather and nobody knows im#going this deep. except my mentor and my sister. but they both only know about the first time#however i did not consider. that most of my clothing does not have as long a short sleeve as my placement uniform. so im gonna either#have to be real careful about what clothing i pick for the next. oh month or two. since the first one was end of august and it's a month an#a bit later and it's still got a while of healing to go before i can wear short sleevs and pretend the scar was from months an months ago i#asked. anyway!#play stupid games you win stupid prizes
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Me tormenting the captive borrower with infodump rants
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#g/t#Cortana: What is that?#Gravemind: I? I am a monument to all your sins.#Arbiter: *struggling*#Master Chief: Relax I'd rather not piss this thing off.#Arbiter: Demon...#Gravemind: This one is machine and nerve and has its mind concluded.#This one is but flesh and faith and is the more deluded.#Arbiter: Kill me or release me parasite but do not waste my time with talk.#Gravemind: There is much talk and I have listened through rock and metal and time#now I shall talk and you shall listen.#2401 Pentinent Tangent: Greetings! I am 2401 Pentinent Tangent. I am the monitor of installation 05.#Regret: And I am the Prophet of Regret...councilor most high... hierarch of the covenant.#2401 Pentinent Tangent: A reclaimer? Here? At last! We have much to do. This facility must be activated if we are to control this outbreak.#Regret: Stay where you are! Nothing can be done until my sermon is complete!#2401 Pentinent Tangent: Not true. This installation has a successful utilization record of 1.2 trillion simulated and one actual.#it is ready to fire on demand.#Regret: Of all the objects our lords left behind there are none so worthless as these oracles! They know nothing of the great journey!#2401 Pentinent Tangent: And you know nothing about containment! You have demonstrated complete disregard for even the most basic protocols!#Gravemind: This one's containment *shudders in disgust* and this one's great journey are the same.#Gravemind: Your prophets have promised you freedom from a doomed existence but you will find no salvation on this ring.#Those who built this place knew what they wrought. Do not mistake their intent or all will perish as they did before.#Master Chief: This thing is right. Halo is a weapon your prophets are making a big mistake.#Arbiter: Your ignorance already destroyed one of the sacred rings Demon in shall not harm another.#Gravemind: If you will not hear the truth then I will show it to you.#There is still time to stop the key from turning but first it must be found.#Gravemind: *gestures to Master Chief* You will search one likely spot *gestures to the Arbiter* and you will search another.#Gravemind: Fate had us meet as foes but this ring will make us brothers.#was gonna do the part where master chief gets teleported to high charity but I ran out of tags
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Slenderverse spinterest hurts sm bcz as im evan i forgot everyone loves habit an uncomfortable amount
#kin struggles am i right#i still love you slenderverse its okay#glaring#everymanhybrid#ur on my last nerve /j /nsrs
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Thinking about him again. (Kazan Octopath)
#Tranquil grotto is my last flame and I am SO afraid of what I'm going to find there#I may be putting it off just a little#If he's already dead it's going to destroy me#But if he and Hikari get a conversation first that might be worse#This shit has been slowly creeping up my spine since I found Oboro's Journal#That's a lie. I've been jumping at every shadow in Ku since he didn't follow Hikari out of the throne room#and then no one mentioned the cursed sword again#So you can imagine the hell warrior and Dancer 2 was on my nerves#and now it's TIME#Kazan. Kazan pls.#Your sister is alive and your friend loves you and Mugen & Jigo are gone it doesn't have to be this way Kazaaaaaaaaaaaan#Octopath 2#Octopath 2 spoilers#it speaks
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“are you into any fandoms?” Got to scared. Not a fan of anything except for concepts and ideas.
#Being in the#Mid-late 2010s homestuck Voltron danganronpa MHA of it all fandom culture did something horrible to my brain chemistry#I just I can’t stand it anymore it makes me way to nervous#Like the few times I do get hyper obsessed on a piece of media it isn’t even fun anymore#It’s fun for a little bit and then it just gets so overwhelming and nerve racking and borderline annoying for me#It feels like always having an anxiety attack a little bit#And I’m not even thinking about like. The potential fandom discourse or anything anymore that used to make me nervous it’s just#Hardwired at this point#There are a few peices of media that have really permeated that barrier over the last five years#That I can like. Think about casually and genuinely foster a love for without it being like this#But it’s few and far between#Brain got broke now I am a fan of fun facts and things I liked at age 11
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does anyone wanna play a game where you put an emoji in my inbox and I'll put my (10+ hour) halloween playlist on shuffle and give you a spooky song for a spooky season
#oh like yes I am absolutely on deadline#but my back has been going out intermittently for the last week and I am on my absolute LAST nerve#so if I want to listen to halloween music for a little while it's okay#it's my last work deadline for a while so that's nice but#oof this has been an absolutely rotten week
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I am being so fUCKING brave
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