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ginjithewanderer ¡ 1 year ago
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A3! Home Screen Lines - Kazunari's Birthday 2023
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mayxo-hxh ¡ 9 months ago
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Im about to get controversial.
Out of chrollo, illumi and hisoka, hisoka is canonically the least likely to flirt to get anything he wants, if at all.
A lot of people think he's a natural flirt but I fear I couldn't have disagreed more. He only "flirted" a single time and that was solely to piss off machi, knowing she'd never agree. Hot take? He would've never asked if he knew she'd agree.
Also, bro's the biggest humanphobe in the anime. He keeps his distance from everyone. The only human physical contact he ever made was through fighting people. (If you're a person thats interested in seeing more evidence, I have an entire long thread about it on twitter that I do plan on posting here soon)
so u cannot give me 1 reason for hisoka to flirt with someone at a random bar but chrollo and illumi? i can think of a few.
chrollo, he already canonically flirts to get what he wants. straight up goes on dates gets a suit and shit. he has no reputation among the general public that hes concerned of that isnt the spider. Illumi? He's a manipulator. I HIGHLY doubt he never flirted to get something in his life from people who are too easy to win over. He's someone that wouldn't care what people think of him. He's also anonymous. People have no idea who tf he is anyways. If it affected the zoldyck reputation? Thats a different story.
Hisoka? he would fucking NEVER. Him specifically? HE HAS A REPUTATION. And whats that reputation? That hes an absolute disgusting freak that no one should dare to approach. He kills people. He fights live and makes sure the audience is always disgusted and weirded out by his actions and performances. You look at him and you should immediately look away and pray he hasn't seen you.
So riddle me this. If his entire shtick is making sure everyones afraid of him and avoids him, then why the hell would he get himself a reputation that makes him approachable????
Why would he get himself a reputation that makes you, as a person who only ever heard of him picking people up, want to approach him.
On top of that, I just.. don't see him picking random people up..??? random weaklings that dont even know nen????? he literally treats them like trash that inconveniences his time. You're saying he'd EVER give them the privilege of sleeping with him???
And then you'd say, oh so he'd sleep with strong people! HERES THE THING. Why would he sleep with them..... when he can fight them. Him getting off from fighting comes NOWHERE to actual sex. What people don't understand is that he gets off to killing people and seeing them crumble in front of him when they realize theyre going to die. Torturing people to death. What's... that got to do with like. yknow. actual sex bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭
this turned into a huge rant probably but do you know how genuinely depressing it is seeing a unique character like hisoka that gains lust through FIGHTING and KILLING reduced to. sex addict in fics. Like. be so fucking serious right now. He called himself a FIGHT ADDICT in the manga. Can I see more of him actually spending his time killing and fighting people instead of whatever the hell bros doing with a random npc.
Anyways this is also why I hc him as asexual/demisexual NEXTTTT
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icharchivist ¡ 2 years ago
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Just saw a post about hxh hisoka and genuinely forgot he existed for a blissful minute and thought the post was about a3 Hisoka (the objectively better Hisoka)
my curse and my burden. I still follow quite a few of my hxh mutuals from the way back and once in a while i am forced to remember the clown exist and i get to cry.
Sometimes i see textposts about Hisoka on my dash, and i find the words used in it to be very weird and not at all appropriated to OUR Hisoka and then suddenly i see who posted it and i react like a cat who had a huge buck of cold water dumped on.
I'll never forgive the clown for it. Hisoka Mikage only Hisoka to matter. The better, bestest of all the Hisoka. Loving him for ever. Unlike the other one. Where's my banner.
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Here goes. The one and only.
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boy-pussyyy ¡ 1 day ago
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ʜᴀɴᴅ ᴏʀ ʙᴇʟᴛ?
tw: noncon, dark fic, brat taming, spanking, belt usage, no gendered terms, but "pussy, cunt, and breast" are used. not beta'd
fandoms: jjk, bnha, haikyuu, hxh
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ᴍɪɴᴏʀꜱ ᴅɴɪ. ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ, ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅ. ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇꜱᴘᴏɴꜱɪʙʟᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴀ ᴄᴏɴꜱᴜᴍᴘᴛɪᴏɴ.
spanks you with their hand: NANAMI, AIZAWA, hawks, deku, oikawa, kenma, osamu, AKAASHI, Nobunaga
he doesn't mind your little trantrums because it means he gets to fulfill the dirty fantasies he's always wanted to do when you two make love.
there's nothing like feeling the heat of your suple flesh each time his hand strikes the sensitive skin between your upper thigh and reddening cheeks. as much as he wants you to behave, he can't deny how much he loves the chance to put you in your place.
he cherishes each shy kiss almost as much as the times you're thrown over his lap a petulant child, legs spasming with each strike to your ass.
sometimes he caresses the spot he just spanked, hushing your sobs as his fingers sink into your dripping cunt.
"Come on baby, be good for me," he coos. "I'll make it up to your poor pussy if you take your punishment like a good pet."
spanks you with a belt/paddle: geto, All for one, bakugou, IIDA, sakusa, atsumu, feitan, chrollo, ILLUMI
he's cold and clinical, driving home the idea that you're so beneath him that he'll use any tool to put you in your place.
the use of a belt or paddle means he gets to hit you harder, able to focus all his attention on where the next strike will land, watching as it paints your ass red and blue.
if he's feeling particularly mean he'll land a couple unforgiving spanks to your puffy clit, taking pleasure as you shriek and writhe on his lap, soaking his thighs in your wetness.
he'd be lying if he said he was unaffected by your squirming and cries; the sight of your tear-stricken face and whimpers sending a rush of heat to his fattening cock.
maybe if you beg prettily enough after this is over he'll kiss your clit to soothe the string of your much-deserved punishment.
[bonus] both: ERASERMIC, bakudeku, dabihawks, osamu & atsumu, hinaken, IWAOI, hisoka/illumi, uvogin/Nobunaga
one holds you down while the other spanks you, the two alternating between their hands and a paddle.
you beg so beautifully for them, back arching in a delicious curve each time they land a strike on your poor ass.
if you had any fight left, you'd curse them out for taking pleasure in your screams and sobs. but fighting back only makes the meaner one hit harder.
"if you want to act like a fuckin' brat, we'll treat you like one," he snarls.
the other fondles your beasts with his free hand, pinching a nipple with deft fingers.
your eyes roll to the back of your head as you choke back your moans. shame sinking down in your belly and you pray they didn't hear it. but the gentler of the two snaps his gaze to yours, keen eyes darkening with desire.
"hide your noises one more time and we'll add another twenty spanks."
you whine, shaking your head "no" as he sucks bruises into your neck. a guttural scream tears out of your throat when his hand comes down on your cunt, face burning in humiliation as you clench around nothing.
"atta girl, gushing all over me."
"move, i want a taste."
you gasp as they flip you over, manhandling you on to your belly.
the softer one laps at your swollen clit while the other presses his dripping cock to your lips, sneer on his face as he pushes the head into your mouth.
maybe you'll think twice before misbehaving.
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bowbownow96 ¡ 3 days ago
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Threads of Desire ♥️♠️🃏
(Hisoka x Reader)
(future smut)
(more plot than smut)
The rain painted silver streaks down your balcony window, each drop a tiny elegy, pooling into rivers that seemed to mourn alongside you. The moon hung low in the velvet night, its pale face veiled by drifting clouds, like it too couldn’t bear to watch. Three months had crawled by since your beloved Hisoka had vanished into the shadows of his mission. Three months of deafening silence and unanswered questions.
Your love for him was a tempest, wild and all consuming, but his? It was elusive, like smoke slipping through your fingers. He visited sometimes, short, un-loving visits, but they felt like ghosts of what once was. A hollow ache churned in your chest as your mind turned over a haunting thought, sharp and relentless, “Had he fallen? Or worse… had he simply chosen to leave me behind?” You thought to yourself as a faint but sharp tear trails down your soft skin.
You swallowed the lump in your throat as your gaze fell to the rain-soaked world below. The melancholy was suffocating, but even in its grip, you found beauty in the night, a darkness you had come to embrace, just as he once did. Summoning the last frayed thread of your resolve, you turned away from the window and trudged toward your bed. The night whispered secrets only the moon and shadows could understand, and you couldn’t shake the feeling that Hisoka, wherever he was, heard them too.
As you collapse onto the black silk sheets, exhaustion pulls you under like a relentless tide. The emptiness beside you gnaws at your soul. How could he sleep so soundly without you when your nights were a battlefield of yearning? Tears slip silently down your cheeks, leaving damp, glistening marks on your pillow as you tremble with the weight of your thoughts.
Sleep takes you reluctantly, but not peacefully. A sudden, sharp sensation brushes against your calf like ice slicing through the fog of your exhaustion. Your breath catches, and you bolt upright, a gasp on your lips,but the world goes dark before you can even make any means of it.
When you wake, disoriented and heavy limbed, you find yourself in a dimly lit room. Cards and scattered clothing litter the floor, some garments marked with dried blood. The air feels heavy, damp, and the hiss of a shower echoes through the stillness. Steam seeps from under the closed bathroom door like a creeping fog, and panic wells up in your chest. Heart racing, you scramble to your feet and start searching the room, frantic for answers or an escape.
Your breath hitches as a familiar sound; a low, dark chuckle cuts through the silence. It stops you cold. The voice that follows is unmistakable, smooth yet teasing, laced with bloodlust and power
“Y/n~”
The way he says your name sends a shiver down your spine. Your body freezes, your chest tightens, and tears spring to your eyes, blurring the already shadowed room. It feels like a dream, but too vivid, too sharp to be anything but real. The panic surges, flooding your veins with a cold, choking fear, and your legs give out beneath you. You crumple to the ground, gripping your chest as sobs break through the dam of your resolve.
Before you can fully succumb to despair, a pale hand emerges from the shadows, sliding into view. He kneels before you, impossibly close. Hisoka. His damp hair clings to his face, droplets of water trailing down his neck and disappearing into the loosely tied red towel hanging carelessly off his waist. His sharp, piercing eyes glint with a mixture of amusement and something deeper, something darker.
“Hm,” he murmurs, brushing a strand of hair from your face with unsettling tenderness. “I thought you were stronger than this…” His lips curl into a faint frown, though it lacks any true sorrow.
Your trembling hands reach out on instinct, finding their way to his shoulders. Without hesitation, you collapse against him, burying your face in the crook of his neck. The scent of him, wild and faintly metallic envelops you.
“Hisoka,” you whimper, your voice breaking under the weight of your anguish.
A low, rumbling sound escapes his throat, somewhere between a purr and a moan. “My darling,” he breathes, the words dripping with equal parts menace and affection. His arms slide around you, pulling you closer, and for the first time in months, you feel both relief and terror in his embrace.
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headcansxfanfictions ¡ 11 months ago
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FANFICTION Its 1:30 am so i wrote this out of no where
PG-13: talk of sexual themes but no sexual acts
TW: character worries about SA
Plot: Asexual Illumi finds himself having a heat unexpectedly after taking suppressants for too long. The closest safe place is Hisoka’s penthouse. Illumi just makes it in time.
PART 1
Hisoka was alarmed when Illumi Zoldyck showed up at his penthouse in full heat.
“Hisoka Im sorry I needed somewhere safe.” Illumi pants holding on to the door frame and shaking from trying to not to collapse.
Hisoka isn’t alarmed easily but right know Illumi seems 10 times more vulnerable then he has ever seen the man.
Illumi stumbles forward and Hisoka catches him. Illumi’s scent is amazing and Hisoka has to mentally slap himself.
Hisoka half caries Illumi to his bedroom. “I almost didn’t make it here,” Illumi starts to cry.
The sobs send chills through Hisoka, Illumi never cries he hardly ever shows emotion. That being said he has never seen Illumi in heat before so maybe this is normal for him?
Illumi is laid down on the bed and Hisoka sits next to him waiting for Illumi to say more.
“I-I almost didn’t make it. I could have died or worse, raped and left pregnant. Hisoka I was so scared. I almost didn’t get away.“ Hisoka hears Illumi’s deep voice break for the first time.
“Illumi you did make it though, you just stay here. You’ll be safe.” Maybe its his alpha instincts but Hisoka has a sudden strong urge to protect Illumi at all cost while he is in heat.
Despite his reputation for being promiscuous and constantly horny, at the age of 26 Hisoka is actually able to control his alpha very well. Yes, Illumi’s heat is effecting him but he respects Illumi enough to push that aside as much as he can.
“Illumi, I’ll be back in a moment I just need to go get some things. Is there anything medicine you usually take?”
“I don’t know,” Illumi’s breathing is ragged, “haven’t had a heat in years… suppressants.”
“You’re on suppressants? Was this heat expected?”
“No,” Illumi writhes struggle for words.
“Never mind we can talk later let me go get you somethings. I’ll be back as fast as I can.” With that Hisoka leaves the bedroom and heads swiftly for the kitchen. He takes two pill bottles from the cabinet and takes a pill from the first one; a suppressant of his own. He doesn’t usually take them but has them for emergencies like this to prevent him from going into rut. Then he gets a glass of water and a thermometer and heads back to Illumi.
Illumi looks worse than when he left. He is read hot and writhing trying desperately to hold himself back and maintain some dignity.
“Illumi here, something for the pain.” Hisoka helps Illumi take the pain medicine and drink some water.
“Thank you,” Illumi whispers through his ragged breathing.
Hisoka then used the forehead thermometer to check Illumi, 101.3F, he’ll be okay, Hisoka will watch it.
“Do you need anything else?” Hisoka asks then hesitantly adds, “I can help you if you want me to… I’m an alpha you know.”
“No,“ Illumi whispers immediately. “I-I dont like doing that.” Illumi cries harder.
“Hisoka I hate this.” Illumi feels scared and small, like being 17 again locked in his room having his first heat. Illumi doesn’t like to talk about it but he hates the idea of sex or anything sexual. It disgusts him. Heats are the only time he ever has sexual feeling and it is hell for him. This is why he always takes suppressants. He has only had 3 heats prior to this; once that first time at 17 again at 19 and again at 21. He was supposed to let himself have one every other year but last year it had been too difficult to make himself do it so against the advice of his doctor he had stayed on the pill illegally. He had been fine up until a couple hours ago when it had hit him like a freight train and he found himself far from home unable to protect himself.
“Okay okay, it was just an offer.” Hisoka watches Illumi curly up on his side, slick is wetting throw his pants.
“Wanna put something more comfortable on? Im gonna go grab some towels to put under you so you can stay clean.” Its unlike Hisoka to be this serious, especially about something that could warrant many sex jokes however the vulnerability Illumi is showing is enough of a shock to make him grow up for the time being.
Illumi hums is appreciation as Hisoka lays the bed with fresh towels and helps illumi into a nightgown. He leaves Illumi’s underwear on not wanting to make him feel unsafe.
Illumi finally falls asleep and Hisoka takes this opportunity to braid the man’s long raven hair so that it won’t be tangled with all the writhing and thrashing that will occur once he wakes.
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uselessheretic ¡ 2 years ago
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one thing that i feel like is annoying with villain discourse is this weird insistence that if you like villains then you MUST like then exclusively because they suck and want nothing more than that and for them to be evil. like? not all villains are flat out evil! sometimes villains can have nuances! it's weird when people say they hate when villains are given backstories or made sympathetic because i love it when they are? an evil villain whos evil for no reason can hit p hard esp if they have the cunt aesthetics to back it up, but the ones that stick with me are often the ones with detailed characterization who are sympathetic.
like i love killmonger! i love that he does bad things! i dont think hes evil though. i empathize with his struggles. i can understand how he got to where he is and i feel mournful that he never got to have a happy ending.
i think hisoka hxh is a fun villain, but mereum, when he was given human emotion and changed from pure evil to a person with the capacity for love, that's what made me sob in hxh! is he evil? whos to really say hes just an animal doing what his nature tells him to. thats not an important thing to dwell on for me though when im more impacted by being able to see his character show compassion and receive it in return.
"if youre going to like izzy like him because he sucks dont make him sympathetic" okay but i dont want to. i love that ofmd challenges our perspective, that stede himself is a morally ambiguous character that occupies the role of the villain in another persons story. izzy to me is more interesting and a better written character when hes given complexity. being mean to ed for no reason is dull. trying to hold on to someone you love so hard it hurts you both though? thats the good shit.
i like when villains are given redemption arcs. i like when heroes look at someone that hurt them and can still feel compassion. i love any story where the love for another person compels a person to make bad decisions. its more fun for me this way at least partially bc if i wanted black and white morality at all times i would turn on PBS!
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yamifox9 ¡ 3 months ago
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Snippet I had written down for backstory of my yokai au Velvet and Veneer with her comforting him after his near-death experience
As the young teenage fox bolted through the forest with no determined destination, her breathing caught up with her panicked state. The events of what had just happened still replaying in her mind,
It had been another normal day so far when she happened upon the grisly scene. She had suddenly smelled blood, a lot of it. To her horror, she immediately recognized whose it was as she took in the sight of the two bodies before her when she looked straight ahead.
Which was none other than their parents. Brutally slain with blood spattered everywhere. She froze, horrified and in disbelief for a few moments. “Mama…? P-papa…? What…?” Was all she could get out at the time.
Then to make matters worse, almost immediately she heard a yelp which turned into a terrified whine, dread filling her as she knew exactly who it was but desperately hoped she was wrong. Hesitantly looking over to where the sound came from, her fears were unfortunately confirmed. For right there, struggling to free himself was none other than her dear, sweet younger twin brother, Hisoka aka Veneer.
‘Hisoka!’ Himeko aka Velvet cried out in her mind.
Tears were streaming down his face with sapphire eyes clenched shut as he tried in vain to pry his attacker off his neck. If he couldn't break free, he at least prayed for a quick end as she desperately willed herself to move to try and fight off his assailant.
‘Move, damn it! MOVE! Please, not him! I can't lose him too!’ Himeko/Velvet internally screamed.
Thankfully before the final blow could be dealt and thus the teen foxboy's fate being sealed, he was suddenly let go as something spooked it off.
“Hicchan!” His sister's voice then faintly reached his ears as he coughed and gasped for air. He had rolled onto his side and slowly started to push himself up as she finally rushed over to him.
As she knelt by his side, he then threw his arms around her. “Nee-sama…!” Breaking down into full heaving sobs, he buried his face in her chest as he clung to her, ears pressed back against his head in terror. She held him tight and cradled his head.
“Sshhh, it's okay, I'm here. I'm right here. Ochitsuke, otouto (Calm down, little brother).” She soothed, stroking the waist-length hair.
She then knew she had to get them both out of there but not while he's in this much distress at the moment. Quickly remembering a certain tune, she breathed in deeply and let the first words flow out:
“May I stand unshaken amid, amidst the crash of the world,”
Hisoka/Veneer started to quiet down at the sound of his sister crooning, her voice shaky at first but then became more steady.
“Did I hear the thunder? Did I hear you break?
I can't quite remember just what guided me this way, oh”
He pressed closer to her as she rested her head on top of his.
“May I stand unshaken amid, amidst the crash of the world
The pines, they often whisper
They whisper what no tongue can tell
He who drinks from the deep water
May he know the depths of the well, well”
He remembered hearing this song from time to time growing up around their village as his sobs became sniffles and soft whimpers, still trembling slightly in her embrace.
“May I stand unshaken amid, amidst the crash of the world
May I stand unshaken amid, amidst the crash of the world”
She felt his body relax more as she continued and finished.
“Mmm, oh, traveler, what have you seen?
Were there crossroads where you been, where you been?
May I stand unshaken amid, amidst the crash of the world
May I stand unshaken amid, amidst the crash of the world
May I stand unshaken amid, amidst the crash of the world”
As the last notes hung in the air, she felt her brother having now fully relaxed. “Thank you, Aneue,” to which she replied, “anytime, ‘soka.” Right then and there is when she decided to take him and run.
She had quickly swiped something off each of the bodies for the both of them before he was attacked. Afterwards she had grabbed him and took off out of there with him in tow. In her panicked logic, what had slaughtered them could come back and finish them off, too. Her brother especially! She was dreading having to break the news to him and she knew it had to be soon. Maybe when they both tired themselves out from running as long as they possibly could. But for the moment, she was determined to keep safe what she believed was the only family she had left.
I'm not into Red Dead Redemption at all but this song is what dredged this idea back up and it just fit the situation. She would also sing it to comfort him after nightmares he suffers for a while as a result:
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asordinaryppl ¡ 3 months ago
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A3! Performance Event - Winter Troupe's Tenth Play: Nomadic Bartender - Epilogue: And Yet, The Journey Continues
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Izumi: It’s been a while since I soaked in this atmosphere~!
Mika: << We have been expecting you! >>
Tangerine: Well water to the Kingdom of Zahra!
Citron: Tangerine, it’s welfare!
Guy: Waffle?
Homare: I believe it’s welcome.
Tasuku: What kinda three-way disaster is this?
Mika: << Guy-sama, I heard your play was a great success. Everyone, myself included, is looking forward to your performance here. >>
Mika: << I did not think you would actually be performing here in Zahra when I wrote to you that I would not be able to watch your performance. >>
Mika: << I am so happy about this– >>
Tsumugi: I can’t understand what he’s saying, but I can tell Mika-kun is very happy.
Homare: A stark difference to the disappointment he expressed in the letter.
Azuma: He must be really glad.
Guy: << Mika, let’s pick up this conversation later— >>
Mika: !!
Mika: << M-My apologies. Everyone, you are invited to the royal palace’s dinner banquet tonight. >>
Mika: << I will be your guide. >>
Guy: There seems to be a dinner banquet tonight.
Homare: A dinner banquet at the royal palace, hm. I’m looking forward to it.
Citron: I’m so happy to get to see everyone after such a long time~
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Zahra’s King: << Citronia, I heard that you played a large part in the creation of this theater festival. >>
Zahra’s King: << I hope you will continue to demonstrate your abilities as the International Minister of Arts and Culture. >>
Citron: << I will continue working hard to help Zahra grow. >>
Zahra’s King: << Guy, the long journey must have been tough. >>
Guy: << Not at all. It is an honor to perform here in Zahra. >>
Tangerine: MANKAI Company’s name is well-known throughout the Kingdom. Everyone is happy that you’re performing here.
Guy: We will do our best to meet everyone’s expectations.
Homare: But I’m sure you are overjoyed. For your second main lead role, you had a heartwarming reunion with your father and now you get to perform in Zahra as well…
Homare: This will be an unforgettable performance for you, Guy-san. Oh, the feels… *sob*
Tsumugi: Homare-san’s already had a bit too much to drink, huh…
Azuma: I remember him being quite happy with Zahra’s alcohol. He might’ve gone a bit overboard.
Tasuku: I think it’s time you toned it down a little.
Hisoka: … I changed his cup to water.
Izumi: Woah…!
Citron: Guy, you invited your father this time, didn’t you?
Guy: Yes. It seems he has already arrived here in Zahra.
Guy: I wanted to go pick him up, but he said he couldn’t let me do that because I have the upcoming performance to focus on.
Guy: So, I have decided I will show him around Zahra after the performance is over.
Citron: That’s a good idea! You should tow him around town!
Guy: Parade him around town, you mean.
Tasuku: That is not how you use that sentence.
Izumi: Still, the serious way he refuses to let you pick him up is just like you.
Guy: That reminds me, the other day…
[Flashback starts]
Guy: It’s been decided the Winter Troupe will hold a performance in Zahra.
Tooru: In Zahra? You’re having overworld performances, that’s amazing.
Guy: You mean other world performances?
Tooru: Yes, you’re right. Sorry, sorry.
Hisoka: Overseas performances…
Guy: I’d like to invite you, if you want to come.
Tooru: ——
Tooru: I would really like to see you perform, but…
Tooru: From what you’ve told me, living in Zahra with your mother must have been difficult.
Tooru: Part of it is my fault, so I wonder if it’s okay for me to go there…
Guy: Of course, I have bad memories there, but it’s also the precious place where I got to meet Citronia and make many childhood memories.
Guy: I want to show it to you, Dad.
Tooru: I see… Those words do bring me a bit of relief.
Tooru: I’ve always wanted to go to Zahra, you know. It’s part of your darts, after all.
Guy: I think you mean sheets.
Hisoka: Roots… 
Hisoka: You two are way too similar…
Tooru: Oh? You think so?
Guy:  This is somewhat embarrassing to hear, but it makes me happy.
[Flashback ends]
Tasuku: This was a good story till halfway through…
Tsumugi: I suppose their tendency to make the same mistakes is what makes them so similar.
Hisoka: I think it’s genetic…
Izumi: Genetic!? Is such a thing possible!?
Guy: But simply being able to talk to him like this makes me happy.
Azuma: Thanks to being able to meet again, you’re now able to find new common grounds.
Homare: How truly joyous…! *sob*
Hisoka: … Alice’s switch turned on again.
Tasuku: We need to sober him up a little more.
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Guy: …
Hisoka: … Citron said you’d be here.
Guy: Were you looking for me?
Hisoka: … Everyone’s drunk and noisy. I can’t sleep.
Guy: You’ve come to the right place, then.
Hisoka: … It’s really pretty.
Guy: Yes. That’s exactly why I like it.
Guy: Sitting here like this makes me remember the days I spent here in Zahra.
Guy: It was not exactly smooth sailing, and there are things that are painful to even think about.
Guy: But, those are the things that make up my life. Those are the things that make me who I am, I believe.
Guy: I suppose this is how this journey called life will continue from today onwards as well.
Hisoka: Yeah…
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Tsumugi: It’s almost time for our real final performance.
Homare: Is this not our grandest stage yet? A final performance, in Zahra of all places.
Tasuku: You can just feel the audience’s excitement.
Hisoka: Citron and the others wouldn’t stop talking about how excited they were.
Azuma: After we’re all finished, you’ll mix up some delicious cocktails for us as usual, yes? 
Guy: Leave it to me.
Guy: Now, let’s be off. On our life’s new journey.
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jujumin-translates ¡ 1 year ago
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Event | 5th Anniversary: The Way Back Home | Chapter 3 - Winter Planet Story
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*Contains spoilers for Act 12 - eternal moment*
Hisoka: The kotatsu’s so warm…
Tasuku: Oi, wake up. We can eat now.
Guy: Yukishiro, the vegetables, and meat are ready to be eaten.
Azuma: Thank you, I’ll have some.
Tsumugi: Fufu, having hot pot at the kotatsu around this time of year has really become a regular thing, hasn’t it?
Homare: Oho, well there is no truer feature of a Japanese winter than--.
Guy: A hot pot party at the kotatsu?
Homare: Hmph. Guy-san, please refrain from stealing my lines!
Hisoka: Not like it really matters.
Azuma: Mmh, it’s delicious.
Tasuku: It was good before, but I think your skills have improved even more, Guy-san.
Guy: Thank you, I appreciate you saying that. I received some advice from Fushimi and the Director today and added some different ingredients than last time.
Tsumugi: The sake you prepared for us is also really good and goes well with the hot pot, Azuma-san.
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Azuma: I’m glad it was to your liking.
Azuma: By the way, Tsumugi, did you really just want to have a drink with all of us today?
Tsumugi: Ahaha, you got me.
Guy: Perhaps we’re discussing where to go for the training camp?
Tsumugi: That’s right. I was thinking we could discuss where to go over hot pot.
Hisoka: Knew it.
Tasuku: I figured it out easy enough.
Hisoka: That said, we better discuss it before Arisu starts crying.
Homare: Hmph, I don’t get drunk that easily.
Tasuku: Is that so? Weren’t you completely sobbing at Guy-san’s bar the other day?
Tsumugi: Ahaha… let’s get started then.
Tsumugi: We need to decide where we, as Winter Troupe, want to go for our training camp. If you have any wishes or opinions, please let me know.
Azuma: I see… I wonder what sort of place would be good.
Tasuku: We have to consider the contents of our spin-off too.
Homare: Hmm, so we can’t just go to wherever we please.
Guy: A place where ideas for the spin-off may come to mind…
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Hisoka: …Space center.
Azuma: Space center?
Guy: The performance is a story set in space, after all.
Hisoka: I heard something about a space center overseas once.
Hisoka: If there’s something like that in Japan too, maybe we could come up with content for the spin-off there.
Tasuku: That’s true. It’s a little simple, but it could be a surprisingly good place to come up with ideas.
Homare: I see. That would be a good candidate for a training camp.
Tsumugi: There must be one in Japan. But where… Umm, maybe we could go by boat or plane.
Tasuku: If you look it up, you should be able to find something. …Oh, isn’t this it?
Tsumugi: Yeah, yeah, there!
Homare: Ooh, how nice! It seems quite interesting. It looks like a fantastic source of poetic inspiration, as well.
Azuma: I think it’d be nice too. I’m sure it’d make us feel even closer to space.
Tsumugi: I’m sure we’d learn a lot, so I’m all for it too.
Guy: I as well. I’m quite interested in the exhibits.
Guy: However… that location is quite far from here. I’m afraid we’d likely exceed the budget that Furuichi said we could spend.
Azuma: But we could pay for what goes over ourselves.
Homare: That is true. There should be no problem with that.
Hisoka: I’ve got some money from my part-time job, so I could do that.
Tasuku: Don’t forget, we’re not going out to have fun. This is for a training camp.
Tsumugi: I’m sure you’re actually really excited about this, aren’t you, Tasuku?
Tasuku: …Well, I won’t deny it.
Tsumugi: Ahaha, I knew it.
Azuma: Does that work for you too, Guy?
Guy: If it works for everyone else, it works for me as well.
Tasuku: Then it’s settled. Winter Troupe’s training camp will be a trip to the space center.
Tsumugi: Sounds good. I’ll also look for a good place to stay.
Tasuku: You’re technologically challenged, so maybe you shouldn’t.
Hisoka: You’d probably accidentally make a reservation at some weird place.
Homare: You’d likely fail to even make the search in the first place.
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Tsumugi: Uuh… I think I could at least manage that part.
Azuma: If you’d like, I could make the reservation for you.
Tsumugi: Are you sure?
Azuma: Of course. I travel from time to time, so I’m used to booking places to stay.
Homare: Ooh, I’m certain Azuma-san would know of a good place to stay.
Guy: We’ll leave it in your hands.
Azuma: Yes, leave it to me.
Tasuku: I looked it up and found that they also have tours of the space center.
Tsumugi: Ooh, it’s near the ocean and has a fairly large plaza too.
Hisoka: Looks like it’d be nice to be at when it’s sunny.
Homare: We should rent a car for transportation.
Guy: Let’s look up what other things are around the area as well.
Azuma: It’s nice to have a hot pot party and discuss things in such a friendly manner.
Hisoka: Makes the sake taste even better… I think.
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Izumi: (It’s almost time for the Winter Troupe guys to leave. I still think the time they picked to leave is too early though…)
Izumi: …Huh? Isn’t it already time for you guys to leave?
Izumi: (Only Tsumugi-san, Tasuku-san, and Guy-san are here.)
Tsumugi: It’s supposed to be, but…
Tasuku: Haah… Mikage wouldn’t have gotten up in time regardless.
Tasuku: We told him way beforehand that we’d be leaving early because we’d be taking a plane and boat, and now we’re here.
Guy: Yukishiro is going to wake him now.
Izumi: I see.
Homare: Oho, sorry to have kept you waiting!
Azuma: I’ve got him.
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Hisoka: Mnhn, yawn…
Tasuku: Oi, we’re not going by car, so if we’re late, we’re not going at all.
Tsumugi: Hey, hey, we’re still good. We just need to leave as soon as possible.
Tsumugi: Well then, we’re off, Director.
Izumi: Right!
Azuma: We’ll bring you back souvenirs, so look forward to them.
Hisoka: I’ll try to look for tasty marshmallows, local sweets, and other stuff like that.
Homare: And please look forward to my training camp poems.
Guy: We’ll be sure to practice hard and make this a fulfilling training camp.
Tasuku: We’re off.
Izumi: Bye, guys!
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Homare: Ooh, so this is the room that we’ll all be staying in.
Azuma: It would’ve been nice if we could’ve gotten individual rooms, but since we decided to go so last minute, there weren’t any other rooms available. Sorry.
Tsumugi: At least with this much space, we should have enough room for six people to sleep.
Guy: And it appears that they’ve prepared enough bedding for six people as well.
Tasuku: Well, it’s not the worst thing that could’ve happened. Sometimes it’s not so bad having the six of us sleeping so close together.
Hisoka: It’s got more space for hot pot parties than our room does.
Tsumugi: This really is like a training camp. I’m getting a little excited.
Homare: Yes, I also understand that feeling.
Hisoka: …Traveling is exhausting…
*Thud*
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Tasuku: Oi, don’t just suddenly collapse to the floor.
Azuma: It’s true, it is a bit tiring, isn’t it?
Tsumugi: The main part of our trip is tomorrow, so today might be a good day to just relax and do as we please.
Homare: Yes, I agree. By the way, I did some research in advance on this place…
Homare: And the guest house here is quite spacious and seems to be equipped with various facilities. Therefore, I’ll be taking a stroll around.
Azuma: I think I’ll rest for a little bit.
Hisoka: Zzz…
Tsumugi: Right, I have to let the Director know that we arrived safely.
Tasuku: We’re not in elementary school, y’know…
Tsumugi: Well, yeah, but, just in case she was wondering.
Tsumugi: Umm… we’re at… the guest house… Ah, not guess house!
Tsumugi: Which stamp should I use?
Tasuku: …That didn’t take long for him to fall apart…
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Guy: A very typical Winter Troupe sight, is it not?
Guy: What are you planning to do after this, Takato?
Tasuku: I was thinking of driving to the space center to get an idea of where we’re going tomorrow.
Tasuku: If you don’t have any other plans, do you want to come along, Guy-san?
Guy: Yes, if you’re willing, I will accompany you, Takato. …There is a place I would like to stop by as well.
Tasuku: No problem. We can stop by on our way. Well then, ready to go?
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imagineanime2022 ¡ 1 year ago
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Shadow *Part 4*
Hisoka Morrow X Fem!Reader (Platonic)
Word Count: 633
Requested: Anon
Request: Hello, I hope you're doing well. I read your platonic Hisoka x Teen vampire reader story and was wondering if you could do a oneshot where the reader just has a breakdown and sobs. And being the only person Hisoka considers as a sister, he hugs and comforts the reader?
*Part 3*
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It had been a couple of weeks since you had seen Chrollo, you had been with Hisoka the whole time and while you were with him, you were able to ignore the conversation that you had, the confirmation that your brother had given you, he wanted you dead, you were worth less to him then the people he had surrounded himself with.
Hisoka had noticed the difference in you, you were slower to start, having trouble focusing, feeding less. He knew it had everything to do with you seeing your brother but he wasn’t sure how to get you to talk about it. Hisoka had always been good at goading people but he knew that wasn’t what he wanted from you so he was careful as he approached you.
This was another night that Hisoka had brought you blood, he placed the bottle in front of you, you glanced at it for a second and reached for it, he could see the moment that you put it to your lips that you were forcing yourself to drink it. “What’s going on?” He asked. “Hm?” You asked not actually looking at him, but at the wall behind him he realised. “You’ve been acting weird, you haven’t been eating well, you're quiet and you hardly leave this room.” Hisoka listed as he waited for you to get angry but instead he watched as you seemed to sink into defeat, you had only looked like this once before and that was when you were still part of the troupe, it made him angry. “I just… I didn’t think that he hated me.” You said softly “I thought that if we brought him the cure to his little problem that we’d be able to go our separate ways but he just said that he hates me and that he’s looking for a way to kill me. I don’t know why it hurts so much, I…” The tears that welled in your eyes caused him to lean forward gently, wiping them as they fell. “They don’t know what they have lost.” Hisoka said as his other hand wrapped around yours “your strength and abilities are unparalleled.” “I’m weak.” You said through gritted teeth and harsh breaths. “I crawled back to them hoping that they would see me for something more, when you and Illumi have been here the whole time, you’ve both taught me how to be everything that I am and I still wanted them… Him.” “There was always going to be a part of you that was hurt by them, no matter how strong you are because you still feel something… Being a vampire hasn’t stopped you from having feelings and honestly I think that you might be more in tune with them then you ever have been. When you woke you were angry and you focused on that feeling but since then you’ve calmed down and you even gave them the chance to make it up. They were stupid not to take it but I promise you that they will never get close enough to hurt you and I know that you feel sad now but it will get better.” He explained. “It will?” You asked. “Hmm, it seems like vampires feel everything 100x more than us humans do, I know that you will get through it.” Hisoka promised and you smiled at him as you pushed forward, wrapping your arms around him and burying your face in his clothes. “Thank you, your better family than they ever could have been, I’m so glad that you found me.” You said softly and he gave a soft chuckle “As am I.” He said, wrapping his arms around you, making a note to tell Illumi about Chrollo’s plans to get rid of you, and to plan accordingly.
Request Here!!
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fathomlesscrazy ¡ 8 months ago
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Fic Masterlist
bc I haven’t used this platform in ages and I promise my personality has broadened beyond hunter x hunter in my time away. All of these are rated T or under except the hunger games & twissy one which are rated M.
⭐️ = one of my favorites
DOCTOR WHO:
twelve talks about jamie
twissy: we’re sick!! Sick and twissy (users only)
clara confronts twelve about missy
Brian & Anthony Williams
tenjackrose goodbye
journey’s end tenrose
DOCTOR STONE:
senku struggles with sleep fth gift
probably the worst thing I’ve written but one shots I don’t claim the person I was when these were posted.
ATTACK ON TITAN:
reiner & porco fth gift
⭐️ ymir & historia make me sob fun one to write
discontinued eremin trash they were in the pandemic. I had some detailed plot building for this but I got bored of aot 😍
INUYASHA:
largely abandoned (???) summer school au where Kagome & company failed 10th grade and fight off their evil math teacher (Naraku) and I promise the premise is very entertaining I just fell out of love with the show
HUNTER X HUNTER:
(We gonna be here for a while thanks to my greed island ficlets; will sort by characters/relations as well) ⚡️= (potential) manga spoilers
Long fics:
abandoned atla crossover
⭐️ (hiatus) hunger games crossover
Alluka:
alluka & nanika study
time spent locked up
Killua and/or Gon:
scars
promises (ca arc bs)
more ca arc bs - Gon keeps reliving the fight
Killua & Gon r besties
Killua & Gon fix their friendship after 10k of being bitter one of my worse ones it’s very back and forth
⭐️ rain
Abandoned/rotting 5-parter about Gon facing his lack of Nen as told through the 5 stages of grief
11:11 after nen & election arc. Ignores manga.
⭐️ Probably my favorite KG fic ever that I’ve written: Gon wants to go to space; Killua plays the cello, unnecessary angst
Freecs Family:
⚡️they get bored - very fun to write
mito through the years
Daedalus & Icarus: Ging & Gon
Miscellaneous
morel & knov & learning Nen
killua takes care of a sick leorio
au: nurse leorio observes patients melody & kurapika
melody & kurapika & nightmares
9k zepile/leorio art theft trash
canon divergence: netero tells meruem his name
⭐️ au: gungi tournament merukomu
⚡️pre Hisoka v Chrollo
tonpa straight trash
⭐️ zushi-centric magic au one shot which may get its own series if I get back into hxh
Pokkle (ca arc bs)
main 4, Rick and morty if you squint
kalluto study
projecting by writing bisky - yay
ging & razor
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icharchivist ¡ 2 years ago
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trying to make some winter selection and confronted with my “i have ways too many hisoso textposts to chose from” crimes
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gojoest ¡ 1 year ago
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ai 💞💞💞 i love you so much and i’m off anon because i stand by my questions!!! <3
1. who is your favorite character aside from go** and shanks?
2. what is your ultimate comfort food/meal?
3. if you could live anywhere in the world (pretend you have the financial means to live wherever you want), where would you live and why?
kae you are literally my dearest and i love you so SO very much <3
1. i’m going to completely leave jjk out of this btw and list some characters i don’t talk about much or not at all (at least here) but love so dearly, so here we go !
one piece: i have so many fave op characters but my tops (aside from shanks that is) are : ace, zoro, doflamingo, luffy, law & robin
haikyuu: i love them all but my heart belongs to iwaizumi hajime forever and always
hunter x hunter: killua (my child), hisoka, chrollo, illumi, feitan, meruem, pakunoda, palm
bleach: AIZEN, UNOHANA, ichigo, zaraki, urahara, byakuya, grimmjow, shunsui, yoruichi, ulquiorra
vagabond: sasaki kojiro!!!!!!!!!!!! (i am obsessed with him)
k project: suoh mikoto
kuroko no basket: akashi, aomine, kise, kiyoshi
aria: alice, alicia, akari
samurai champloo: mugen
puella magi madoka magica: homura
i can keep going but i’ll stop here or else
2. pizza! pasta! sushi! rice! anything with rice I LOVE RICE SO MUCH! my favorite rice dish is sarma (rice stuffed in grape leaves) and i can eat my weight in it :3
3. hmmm this is a tough one but i’d choose barcelona! i was there years ago but think i left part of myself there. idk i was just so impressed like it’s truly one of the most beautiful cities i’ve ever been to, not only architecture wise but like the ppl there, too — they were all so warm and welcoming, it all made me fall in love so deeply with the place. during my whole stay there i felt like i was at home and was pretty homesick when i left :( missing it so so much i want to go back again one day. also fun fact, growing up i was a huge football fan (not anymore tho) and maybe it has something to do with my dad being a retired football player lmao but yea, my favorite team has always been barca which maybe makes me a bit biased about the city itself and why it’s my dream place to live in. i remember how i was in literal tears when i first entered camp nou (it’s fc barcelona’s stadium/home). i literally cried LIKE ACTUAL TEARS and had goosebumps that just wouldn’t go away even after returning to my hotel room like i thought there was something wrong with my skin but it was just me being overwhelmed by emotions. it was such an experience.. like football to me back then was what jjk is to me rn and barca was like gojo to me… do you understand how obsessed i was kajshdsskala
ANYWAY sry i rambled so much sob T—T and thank you for dropping by with such lovely questions <3
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verida32 ¡ 2 months ago
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Honorable mentions: All of the school link skills go here because I love seeing their interactions in school and seeing how they change as the game evolves (I'm starting at you, Yosei Uni) and Spring Troupe (since they're my favorite troupe).
Top 5 link skills gooooo
#5: Reborn in a New World I wish there are more events with them, they have so much potential to do chaos, and bonus points if honorary chunni member Tsumugi joins them. Members: Itaru, Taichi, Kumon
#4: Leaders link I really care for their dynamic and Mankai Stage is amazing with this by adding in scenes where the leaders learn from each other, so it's great to see them interact because it's always insightful and/or hilarious. Members: Sakuya, Tenma, Banri, Tsumugi
#3: Shojo Manga Club/Eager Beavers There's something about these two skills that make me place in the same ranking. On one hand, you have a yakuza and a party guy spending time with the quiet guy in the group as they share in Shoujo manga. Sometimes book club really does bring people together. And then on the second hand, you have these two guys who are so passionate for their dreams and they started from nothing to becoming some of the best talents in the company :') I am very happy of Sakuya and Juza and every time I see them together I feel like nothing is impossible for them.
Shoujo Manga Club members: Muku, Kazunari, Sakyo Eager Beavers: Sakuya, Juza
#2: Lone Wolves There is something about the four of them that make them the perfect candidates for flexible fan creations. Want to write angst that will send people into a sobbing mess? Lone Wolves. Want to make such wholesome fluff that you change one's viewpoint? Lone Wolves. Want to make a playlist where you can add the most unhinged songs, place them next to the most heart-moving ballads and an upbeat inspirational song and it still works? Lone Wolves. They are so flexible for content creation it's amazing.
Members: Sakuya, Chikage, Hisoka, Azuma
#1: Mahjong Club I quite literally learned how to play mahjong thanks to this link skill. Though it's also funny because when I streamed All Night Tenpai Fever once when I was playing mahjong online and then I got my first yakuman. It's a great link skill with great memories, and never lets me down in drama shows. And then thanks to this skill I got my rls to learn and play mahjong. Has one of each troupe, blends really well for game meta, and it's a very lovely skill that needs more recognition. Members: Citron, Kazunari, Sakyo, Azuma
Mankai March question 25!
Let’s talk link skills! What’s your favorite link skill? Is it your favorite troupe, or an odd combo? From the Adult Onigiri Enjoyers to the Lone Wolves, let’s show some love!
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soft-mafia ¡ 2 years ago
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The Other Woman
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Warnings: fem y/n, oc insert, angst, soft Hisoka, Hisoka using someone else to get over someone, ooc probably
I’ve realized I’ve been making too much smut lately, so I decided to make something heart wrenching and sweet. :3 Buttttt I feel like this is going to flop hard😬
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“It’s either her or me, you can’t pick both.” Y/n stated firmly. That was 3 weeks ago, Hisoka had left her text on read, there was no witty comeback, not even his silly emoticon. Usually he would tease her when it came to jealousy but now he just went cold. Y/n hasn’t seen or spoken to him ever since.
It was common that they went through periods where they needed space, sure, but they would always make sure to communicate through call and text, or schedule a meet up in the area the other was in if there was any free time. Hisoka and Y/n weren’t lovers, but they sure behaved like it sometimes. It was very odd for them to have this strange attachment to each other, yet alone for Y/n to give him a choice over herself, and a woman Hisoka supposedly was in love with. The Phantom Troupe’s medic, a woman with pink hair, slightly taller than Y/n. She was unimportant to Y/n in all areas except her relationship with Hisoka.
Across the tall Heaven’s Arena tower, Y/n stood on the ledge of a building, looking through the large window of Hisoka’s suite. It was a view into the main room, Hisoka was standing there, across from the other woman. It suddenly dawned on Y/n, That’s why he stopped talking to me.. he made his choice. She was one of the few people who knew Hisoka’s true intentions with the troupe, but has he changed? Because of his love for that woman?
Y/n watched with watery eyes as Hisoka slowly wrapped her hands around the woman, bringing her in for a hug. Y/n grimaced internally, chewing on the inside of her lip as she couldn’t get herself to look away. Her index finger picked at her thumb anxiously at her side. She always imagined she would get unbelievably angry if she had ever caught the two like this. Imagining that she would waste no time with the barbarics, but this wasn’t a false scenario anymore, it was real life and she was.. broken, confused, angry but too distraught to do anything.
All of the playful flirting, the hugging, squeezing, the time spent together. Y/n knew that Hisoka was a terrible person, a liar, an overall evil man and maybe he was just stringing her along but it all felt real to her. Why? What did Hisoka get from her? The only reason he ever played with somebody was if he got something out of it, she didn’t know what Hisoka was using her for.. if he was using her he did an amazing job at hiding it.
Y/n’s eyes suddenly widened when Hisoka turned his head, looking out of the window, still holding the woman in his arms as he looked in Y/n’s direction. Y/n felt sick as she expected an evil grin from Hisoka to add salt to the wound but.. something on his face. His eyes were slightly widened as well as if he didn’t expect to see her, his gaze softened somberly, an unknown emotion hidden in his gaze that didn’t sense like it held any malice or trickery.
The red headed man closed his eyes, putting his hand on the back of the woman’s pink hair, holding her close to his chest while the tears started to stream down Y/n’s cheeks, a soft sob escaping her lips finally after holding it in for so long.
Once Hisoka looked back up to look at her one last time, Y/n was gone.
That was two months ago. And now, Y/n was in Hisoka’s suite, sitting comfortably under his arm on the couch, a throw blanket splayed over their bodies. “He’s not using gyo. And he’s exposing himself too much.” Hisoka sighed, commenting on the armature arena fight they were watching on TV, “Sometimes I wonder how these people even make it to the 200th floor..” with his other hand, he put a hand over his forehead, sighing before brushing his bangs back only for a few strands of hair to fall back down again.
“Paid actors.” Y/n joked, her legs were hooked around Hisoka’s thigh as she snuggled into his side, she then looked up at the large magician, looking at him for a moment, admiring how attractive he looked in the lamp light, truly a beautiful man. “Can I ask you something?” She asked.
Hisoka turned his head, tilting it downwards, meeting Y/n’s gaze. There was always a softness in his eyes when he looked at her, combined with a hint of lust and desire, he smiled at her, “Mm, you know you can ask me anything.” He whispered, Y/n’s eyes flickered down to his lips for a moment, her mouth watered when she looked at his sharp cupid’s bow. She quickly returned her gaze to his eyes, “Remember that girl you liked? From the Phantom Troupe?” Hisoka’s smile dropped slightly, “Feeling insecure again?” He assumed, there was a small pout in his voice, not being condescending; just feeling pity. Y/n scoffed and gently nudged him, “No!! I just- I just wanna know why you ignored me then.. got with her.”
After a brief moment of silence, Hisoka looked down, then turned his head back in the direction of the television. Y/n nudged him again, “Can you answer me?”
Hisoka just hummed in a response, and after a few more minutes of silence he spoke up, “I don’t see why it matters, we’re together now aren’t we?” He looked down at her, “I won’t ignore you again, promise.” He smiled at her. “I just wanna know why? Like, you ignore me, get with her then just suddenly show back up in my life?”
Y/n sat up, the blanket fell off of her as she looked at Hisoka, brows furrowed. Hisoka put a hand over his forehead and screwed his eyes shut, sighing, “You still resent me over that?”
“I don’t!! Just tell me why!!” Y/n growled at him, god she hated how difficult he was sometimes. Hisoka sighed and tilted his head back, “I’m going to be honest I-..” he started, then cleared his throat after covering his mouth with a knuckle, “I.. stopped liking her after a while. Every time I was with her I-.. it felt wrong.” He sighed again, sounding annoyed, kind of angry. He shook his head, “It doesn’t matter.”
“Ok you stopped liking her, so you’re using me as a rebound-”
“No!!” Hisoka snapped and put his elbow down on the armrest, “No. Damnit..”
Y/n fell silent, it was rare he actually yelled like that; honestly she never remembered a time where she saw him this upset. She looked at him, not knowing if he was going to continue or not. Hisoka glanced at her from the side, then looked away, “Ok, I thought that.. maybe if I started something with Machi and cut you out. I would, forget about you. Because I thought.. the way things were going, if I got too attached.” Hisoka furrowed his brows and put a hand on his chin, trying to collect his words, “I would hurt you.”
Y/n’s gaze softened, “Really?” She scooted closer to him, then put a hand on his back. “When you sent me that offer.. telling me to choose between the both of you, I felt conflicted for the first time.” Hisoka shook his head, “I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”
“Ok..” Y/n leaned back into his side, and he wrapped his arm back around her, his hand rubbed up and down her body in a soft motion, rubbing up to her rib then back down to her upper thigh. Y/n pulled the blanket back over herself, kissing Hisoka on the cheek. She knew he was a bad man, she could feel it in his aura because it was naturally so disturbing and uncanny to be around. But he wasn’t a bad lover. She looked back up at him and without saying anything, she kissed him on the cheek, watching as his expression remained unchanged, eyes locked to the television, but a small hue of pink dusted over his pale cheeks.
“You’re blushing.” Y/n smiled and poked him.
Hisoka cracked a smirk, “Your fault.” He turned his head and leaned into her, stealing a kiss on the lips.
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