#and his... friend?? ig?? i dont know him
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#omg thats my most beloooveeeed#and his... friend?? ig?? i dont know him#minhyukposting#btob#lee minhyuk#seo eunkwang#also sending them to a show where they need to work in a restaurant#do they want the restaurant to burn down??#these two men should no be allowed NEAR A KITCHEN
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Right and his work menaces (Brent and Karen).
I don't remember last I mentioned it but apart from crude nicknames to people (except Chris), he also just puts them in his phone really weird (except Chris, who is literally in his phone as Chris). And I bring this up because in Right's phone, Karen is saved as "Lawful Obligation".
#my characters#oops i fell in love#can you guys tell im stressed and hyperfixating on my own fucked up ocs cause i am#also brents nickname at work and in rights phone is fuckwad#and hes like yeah if im called anything else at this point by right its weird and uncomfortable#and when it is finally approached as if paul is only in rights phone as shitty-ex (answer) now that hes an excoworker#what was he in rights phone BEFORE the transfer#and right is like annoying dickwad ... karen is like oh i see thats why you call him a dick still#thats like a nickname from his phone name#and brent has to ask why fuckwad and dickwad and right looks at him and takes a deep breathe before saying#because i like the word wad and it is very comforting bc like a wad of paper ? you can throw it away#and so if i realize i gotta get rid of attachment i wad it up#also dont tell paul that dickwad was a form of attachment or he will never shut the fuck up about it#karen and brent both swear to never mention it to paul#paul is honestly such a weird anomaly in the plot bc he doesnt directly work at the same police station#but he is CONSTANTLY a topic of gossip or annoyance or updates#hes literally karens best friend! aside from chris he was one of the few right worked with who HAD touch privileges before right banned it#hes also just genuinely well liked but no one can actually tell him or he will become insufferable#which is a crime that rick is guilty of once when he meets paul and karen introduces him#and rick is just OH i know that name! youre her best friend#and she looks so betrayed and paul looks so delighted and stunned and radiant over this fact#and rick makes up for it before the night is over which is why karen forgives him - he made paul back in his place#anyway yeah right has lots of fears and hes my bundle of anxiety and i love him and his atrocious nicknames#i think i would die if i gave someone a rude nickname even affectionately irl#also also final note on this ig#since right is a detective and not always at the station its worth pointing out brent and karen just work taking calls and#doing misc other work at their desks which are nearby so they 100% bond and its wonderful#ok i lied final note on them is#for a very long time karen has to check with right to make sure she isnt annoying brent because he doesnt emote well#and shes scared she wont know if shes annoying him please help youre like the only one who reads his moods accurately
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when your friend is writing a fic or analysis it feels like this
#this is a real peak company scene the dynamics all are fermenting wonderfully#that cahir when dandelion yells at him gets up and takes his stuff closer to MILVA#that he just starts listing varieties of writing is so funny. a rhapsody? an epic? a romance? a canzone?#that geralt knows dandelion well enough to know what he's writing#that regis does a pogchamp face because he's so elated about the work#that milva is conspiracy theorist levels paranoid about the writing#also what i find endearing is that i think with regis' comment that half a century is a blink of an eye#is that he intended to. be there. and read the memoir when it was published#to him ig it's like your friend saying they're gonna finish their book in a year and you're like oh yeah cool#regis was marking his calendar to be there at the book signing#if dandelion had a book signing regis would wait in line and when he got to the front dandelion would be like??#regis you dont need to wait in line we're friends i could just give you a signed copy#regis shrugs like he just wanted the experience of waiting in line. truly a michael goodplace type moment#the elbow-high diaries#f: a hansa's a hansa
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this could be kuwameshi if you guys would like. take my hand and trust me
#yyh spoilers in tags#like major spoilers ok#which ig i dont usually tag but whatever#the if i had to choose between the world and you it's you thing happened. and it was KUWABARA like hhhhgghh#yusuke makes him forget his honor code sometimes and i need you guys to see that with me#bc it makes me wanna fling myself into the ocean over and over again#kuwabara literally is like you need to be alive bc otherwise im nothing idek who i am. please let me punch you#and he wails this multiple times#and yusuke would burn down the world himself if he thought it'd help his friends we all know that#and doomed by the narrative? mmm with the ever escalating world ending nature of being a spirit detective thats kinda there#throw in the sudden demon-human age gap post yusuke death 2 and you've got some narrative dooming in a way#but not enough for me to well and truly call them doomed by the narrative#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kuwameshi#kazuma kuwabara#yusuke urameshi#ofc i can handle you at your worst thats basically you all the time is Very kuwa to yusuke#and maybe we can figure out what the hell ur problem is over dinner sometime is Very yusuke to kuwa#actually i should draw that. or make it a textpost or something#but like turning up the protectiveness/possessiveness thats already there with them in line with the whole#'ive watched you die' trauma they Both have means that like. i think they would Need to have each other around for a period of time#in the wake of sensui's bs perhaps. and then yusuke cuts it all off and they start to get a bit healthier about it. hm#i think about them all the time it's like if typicsl shonen rival/bestie homo-ness was kind of scary and painful#like they love each other but the ways they hurt each other and hurt over each other drive me fucking insane
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#@ comment directed to me in a tag. i have not talked abt them anywhere publicly but if u were deep enough in the paint in 2020ish theyre#like not super surprising. i think i wanna get back around to the trolls in my reread (so itll b a while) before i say anthing solid#just so i can go in w intent to pay closer attention again but like#overall have a low opinion on most the troll boys insofar as i see that the narrative seems to also not care for them. they seem to exist#to serve narrative purposes & end up discarded when no longer relevant. ie they dont end up very interesting and thus i view#many fans with suspicion when they have 'boys disease' ie having an outsized focus on the boys of the story despite hs being by the end#an extremely female dominated text with a lot to say about masculinity as an opressive force#tavros and gamzee are the biggest bugbears here (only really beaten out in eyebrow raising by cronus and the male dancestors)#on account of fans of them often downplaying gamzee's misogyny that is core to his role as a charismatic cult leader (or worse#sending trans women death threats when they made the factual assesment that gamzee was written to be a weird misogynist calling it#character assassination etc. man 2020 was wild.) tavros mostly just ends up being an accessory to this crime tbh. though his genuinely#complicated relationship w vriska oft being flattened to villify vriska + an inability to actually read what tavros Says...#like. if you get rid of tavros' quirk. stammering and all. and read his lines. he's kind of fucking rude? and yeah its alternia they all ar#but i have my hesitancies wrt how people seem to infantilise him (a disabled character) to the point of ignoring his dialogue and flaws#when one of tavros' core conceits (u can argue if this is . like. something hussie should have stayed out of. like its not their lane) is#that shitty ppl online will be assholes but will be allowed to get away with it due to unrelated disability. which like. it was 2010 ig#but this is hit upon again with mituna being distinctly a 4 channer with real brain damage and speech issues & all his friends letting him#get away with shit he still clearly has the cognitive capacity to know is wrong. its very messily handled but. i dont rlly like tavros ig.#will b amazed if tumblr doesnt eat these tags i went on wayy too long. but im not putting this in plaintext for obvi reasons#lucabytereads
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Spongebobs as human women winx club fairies. These first 2 are the fairies of narcissism and of fat doobies
#i dont know what to say about this. they were very fun to draw#my art#digital#spongebob#winx club#uh. ig obligatory disclaimer that like. narcissism is a mental illness and not inherently like. a bad thing#its just one of squidwards most prominent traits and its very funny to me that it could be like. his magic domain or whatever#spongebobs is because of that theory that 7 of the more prominent characters represent the 7 sins#and hes usually given lust because.. he loves his friends..? or something..?#oh and his colors come from the sex and magic stripes that were removed from the pride flag way back when#man i keep accidentally he/him-ing them all lol
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i'm sorry it's like killing me bumblebee is a grown ass man with cock and bolts what are we doing
#TTHE TFORMERS DONT EVEN HAVE CHILDREN AND CANT BE CHILDREN THEY'RE LIKE CRYSTAL GEMS 😭 WHTS GOING ON!!#iits just like goodness. gracious. the way he's treated for being an autistic shawty its so awful#not to even mention the way th ppl around him r treates. elita isnt his mom why is one of the few girl charas only a mom to you people 😭#especially in tfone like ohhmy gosh he's not a moron he isn't stupid he makes joke ON PURPOSE. the joke at the end abt him working for the#government is 100% him making a bit he knows wht the goverment is he knows the system their in he's just making a lil jest w his friends#whts going on....like hve yr hcs hve yr whatever who cares but unpacking is so free it's so so so so free and of no cost to you#huri.txt#discourse#<- ig? this is el heich i just gets me a lil smtimes but im not like malding or anything#edit: im not fixing the spelling errors its fine if you complain you hate mexicans so think twic e 🤨 before you speak
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Little rant incoming I hope you don't mind 😮💨
actually a lot of jinki duos and moments in general don't get attention and it makes me kinda sad, but it is what it is. I just wish some of those moments could go viral so that more people could see what type of person he is but it hardly ever happens nowadays. I know twitter viralability doesn't really mean anything at the end of the day, but it's just frustrating because I know so many of these moments would've taken off if it were between other members (I hope no one takes this as hate against the other members, this is more my frustration with the fandom not really paying attention to jinki and misinterpreting his interactions with the members like you said)
yeah i agree, even alone tbh
#not to be the friend thats too woke but i think at least for the intl shawol part is bcs jinki really doesnt cater to a western audience#like his taste on music and in media in general doesnt really yk and his music isnt that gp friendly either bcs of yk#ppl dont find him relatable so they dont include him in shit like they even made up that chicken x jk shiet#hes also veeeery introverted which makes ppl assume a lot of things abt him like a lot of ppl doubt his relationship with the members bcs#he doesnt show it explicitly which we both know its not true#also bcs hes introverted he didnt fit yk the whole celebrity thing and he doesnt play with parasocial games like not as much#the gentle persona they assigned him and being the leader also didn't help him imo#ugh at the end of the day even if ppl paid attention to duos with jinki he woul be still misunderstood like its funny to do rpf jokes but#its still yk... bcs look at minho do u think 2min or minkey genuinely care abt him musically or even just him as an actor#they even make up shit abt him like 😭😭😭#but at least jinki is starting to appear in those vocalist thread like we're movinh towards a jinkinaissance i know it#asks#anon#answered#and his br is always within the top 30 so in south career are talking abt him just not in stan pills igs
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Honestly Mace would have loved Luke and Leia with his whole heart.
yes!!! honestly he's like a grandparent (in the dynamic way, not age way) bc he was harsh on anakin but you KNOW he's much more caring for the twins, like how a grandparent is strict on their kid but gives their grandkid literally whatever. and anakin's like where was this for me
#i've never drawn anything for it but i think about AUs where anakin's caught or killed n rots is stopped a lot#and then the jedi take the twins and are Too Careful and the twins just Know theres smthn off abt them but dont know what it is#and all the difficulty padme faces bc the jedi fucked anakin up!! she doesnt want them having her kids!!!! the last she has left of Him!!#but whats she supposed to do about her illegal-kids-of-an-evil-jedi against an ancient order backed by the senate and law#and you have obi wan torn between wanting whats best for the galaxy (the twins are carefully trained)#vs wanting whats best for his friend and tbh his brotherwhatever's memory (padme keeps the twins)#very aggressive jedi vs human conflict for him#theres just SO MUCH in those kinda AUs#bit hard to draw to explain tho. like u gotta draw so much for context so ive never rlly tried#but i think abt mace and his relationship w the twins there sm bc you KNOW he wants to treat them coldly and w constant suspicion#but he Just Can't#cause ya know. their dad. went evil. and theyre also INSANELY POWERFUL force users#thanks for the ask!#wow ok went off in the tags abt an au nobody asked for <3#gotta get it out my head somehow ig
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Dead Friend Forever ep7 spolier
So did you forgive him Phee?
#as soon as i saw this i was like damn really predicted that one huh phee#if this is the last thing he sasy to him before non goes missing how much guilt do you think he feels#non disappeared thinking no one liked him#(im not included mr keng fuck him)#or his parents ig? but theyre probably still mad about the bank account thing#did he ever hear from his brother? i dont think we even know if they have a good relationship#phee probably feels like hes partially to blame for nons disapearance#if hed convinced non to leave his 'friends' better maybe hed still be around#dff#dead friend forever#dff ep7#dff ep7 spoilers#pheenon#nonphee
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Dp x DC prompt #whatever
Guys this has been rotting in my brain for the past month and i think it has lots of potential.
So basically Danny & Damian childhood friends.
Somehow, someway (maybe after five years old Damian kills one too many instructors, which are irreplaceable, maybe his arrogance causes one too many failures) Talia convinces Ra's to put weekly 'play dates' with the other league's children. These play dates are supposed to show Damian his superiority over them, but also make him care for his future subjects.
What the two didn't account for, was, well... Children.
Damian wasn't the mildest child, not was he trying to be likeable. He didn't see the point. And when you add their parents repeating over and over again how important the new child is.. no wonder all of them were scared to even look at him.
The chosen child himself was quite happy with this development. He didn't want to be there in first place, especially because he was specifically forbidden from cutting down any annoyances. So it was a good thing none of them dared to come to 10 meters radius to him. He didn't mind the children immidietly bursting into tears, when they lock eyes. He didn't feel angry, because these weren't even children of any important people, with no obligations to be nice to him, and they didn't even dare to breath in his vicinity (seriously, a boy passed out because he didn't wish to breath when Damian was sitting few spaces next to him. It was ridiculous).
He didnt feel like an outsider, he felt like their leader. He didn't feel loneliness, he felt proud. He didn't, he did.
So.. when a child, always sitting in a corner staring at the sky, was cornered by several of the other children, he didn't do anything. He was someone they should follow, he did not owe them to solve their petty rivalries. (Even if they insulted the child for their expressionless face, for being unable to recognize their imaginery rules of some bigger game, for being different. Even when Damian started realizing with more and more terror, this would be him, if he wasn't All Ghul)
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...maybe he should establish himself as a good leader, by helping them. This once at least.
Damian walked closer, only wanting to discuss whatever bullying problem was happening, but the moment the children saw him, they ran. Well, most of them at least.
Danyal was the child of some lower member of the league (maybe even someone who was under their protection, doesn't matter). He was a very quiet, some would even say antisocial. He would spend all his time staring at the stars and not mingling with his peers. He didn't often wore any sort of expression, but once Damian spend more time with him (unwillingly might he add, even if it was him who looked for the other boy, and maybe it wasn't unwillingly, but that's not something he wants to think about. Ever), he realized, Danyal was full of them. Every time he talked about the stars, mentioned the new book his parents gifted him, and as the time went, when Damian himself was mentioned, the demon's heir couldn't help but think the older boy would burst from them.
Damian still wasn't quite sure why he was hated by their his peers. He knew some people would find Danyal strange, but he didn't quite understood (wasn't he the same? Why was he brilliant perfect amazing but Danyal strange idiot weird?).
But what he did know for sure, was that Danyal was his. He was his subject, someone he took under his wing to protect, and in exchange, Danyal would look after him too. It might be helping him out with any assassination attempts, or telling him the stories of space, when the younger boy couldn't force his tongue to form words.
Or at least he had been.
The family Danyal was from was poor. So when one of the tougher times came, it wasn't strange one of their children had to go. And what choice it was, picking between healthy beautiful children and a 'ghost living in a body'.
Only Damian hated it. He didn't understand. While yes, Danyal was his subject, he had many of them. If he wanted to be a good leader, he can't just focus on one them. That would be unfair. He saw this choice being made so many times and he was never bothered by it, so why now—
In the end he never discovered the answer. He locked the question deep inside his chest, inside his heart, where nothing could ever reach. He was Al Ghul, he was too great to be caught of guard and be strucked in it.
So when years and years later, when he was already living with his father for some time, he saw a black haired, blue eyed teen with tan skin, and the same grin his friend subject had, of course it was natural he knocked him out and brought him into the manor.
Not because he missed Danyal or anything of course. He had to... Check if this was some sort of plot of his Mother. Naturally.
#father adopt this one#father im marrying this one#dcxdp#danny fenton#crossover#dpxdc writing prompt#dpxdc crossover#damian al ghul#damian wayne#league of assassins#childhood friends au#tw xenophobia#unreliable narrator#could be seen as#dead serious#but can also be seen as platonic#tbh jusg young danny rambling abt the stars and damian just 'tt continue i wish to know more' so serious and all aaaash-#also danny got adopted by fentons#they didnt qiote get him a therapist#so he never really dealt w the stuff from league#also this could go two ways; either damian goes up to his father and is like /#orrrrrr (more angsty route)#yknow i actyally dont have idea.for that#ig itbe like damian dealing w saying the world friend#and danny being hurt by it ig#idk my brain is giving me fluff take it >:(((#fluff#dpxdc#zucchinicurses
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how is it that every single guy ive talked to has been a massive creep
#t#i told this guy we could maybe vc and play this game later but he asked to do it on a day i promised my friend#and when i told him he went “(skull emoji) i thought u gave me ur word we will speak and play but ok. have fun ig”#first of all. bitch who do you think you are#and then he kept asking about this male friend that i have “who is he? do i know him? how did you two meet”#you talk to a guy ONE time and he thinks he owns you and your time#and then he also said “if you dont remember what i tell you next time i'll bite you (laughing emoji)”#excuse me. do what to who???#never ever meet or talk to guys over discord#AND he told his mom about me and she apparently likes me... oh lord have mercy
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out of curiosity!
#love and deepspace#lnds#lads#UH#snowpolls#SORRY PEOPLE WHO FOLLOW ME IM JUST CURIOUS LMAO#i wouldve done this on the ramble blog but i thought#u know what? just commit.#so here we are jgjddjjsjs#from what ive seen loads of folks use the jp voices#i havent checked them out tbh fjdjdjs#im not super big on otome and am way too shy about playing otome games BUT IT IS MY BLOG SO WE ARE FIGHTING THE ANXIETY#as for me i switch the voices between eng and cn kdbdjdjs#its just whatever im feeling really i have no real reason#but tbh Just for zayne? id switch to cn bc i dont like his eng voice much jsndjsjs#but then again! i do not pay a lot of attention to zayne (SORRY IM TRYING TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE but alas.... too fixated)#btw does anyone have ideas about who the eng vas are?#i get antsy searching bc most folks are like 'hrmmm it feels like ai'#tHAT SCARES ME my god i hope not otherwise id drop it orz or ig switch to cn who knows#alsoooo~ lets be friends!!#im kinda new to lads but id love to talk to other folks about the game ^7^)/
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cant sleep because of brother time again... i will try to explain myself properly under the cut
like. fundamentally i do like him and trust his desire to try to like. idk be kind and respectful because thats all that really matters. but he is also deeply frustrating and sometimes outright mean and rude that kind of contradicts the benefit of the doubt that i extend to him. i know my mom is kind of a lot so that strains everything but idk.
so he hasnt done this. recently. (as in maybe the last month or two). but pretty consistently after moving in with us he'll have some type of monthly drinking binge where he gets like. scary shitfaced. like. yelling slurs. and walking around the house and falling over on the floor and insulting us and being belligerent. hes fucked things up in the kitchen to the point where he makes huge messes and left the gas running (this was when he kept abusing sleeping medicine and who knows what)
and dealing with that type of thing is pretty scary and frustrating and i sympathize with my mom for freaking out because hes 1. endangering himself (he literally overdosed and was in a coma and got permeant brain damage a few years ago. he cant handle substances like at all any longer they effect him worse than before) 2. being disrespectful towards my mom, who has trouble handling the substance abuse after he almost died & is letting him stay with us despite constantly breaking the promises he made because she's nice. being rude to me by not letting me sleep whenever he does this shit. like im so fucking tired and hes not letting me sleep and provoking my mom and STILL talking on the phone past midnight
thats my side of things. its stressful and frustrating and substance abuse genuinely brings out the worst in him he becomes like spitefully careless like i said YELLING SLURS sometimes for like no reason and being an asshole to me or his friends on vc and being rude to my mom who i guess i do side with shes my roommate i generally try to understand her and foster a good relationship with her
as for his side
this is stuff ive heard from him and from his close friends (who are all worried about him, hes screwed a few of them over too though). he refuses to get help for himself and i think its why when weve tried to talk to him (my mom being patient and even walking him through helping him signing up for Anything that might help him because we dont know what to do). like he has this self sabotaging/self defeating attitude and this habit of just endlessly justifying himself thats really maddening
i know this went right to being mad at him instead of trying to be sympathetic because i know hes suffering in some way but i guess this is the result of trying to understand him. ultimately its something he has to try to get himself out of and ive had enough experience with stubborn people that its not really something i like. feel like i have much control over esp because of the family dynamics. and i just cant handle being around drunk/high people at least not him or my dad its really only stressful and scary associations
#substance abuse#<- idk what else people would want me to tag stuff with#idk. not very succinct#but just now i let him know im awake and that hes keeping me up#not a good thing for our relationship ig. bitching at him instead of extending sympathy#but i want to sleep. i dont want him to be doing shit that he knows is going to cause endless stress and fights#i dont want to hear him vc until like 3am until it devolves into him shouting slurs at his friends#and then i have to stress myself out hearing him falling over and knocking shit down#IDK
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my biological father is so racist especially towards asians and it makes me sick in the stomach. I got in a fight with him over how he talked about things i dont want to mention but It just triggered me so fucking much I genuinely wanted to slam his head against a wall
#tw violent thoughts#? i guess#yap#THE BEES#I need to kill him So fucking bad and then he wss like 'well do you have black friends and *slur* friends?'#I DONT FUCKING CARE WHAT RACE MY FRIENDS ARE OR WHAT RACE SOMEONE ELSE THE WAY YOU SPEAK ABOUT OTHERS IS DOWNRIGHT AWFUL#AND MY BIOLOGICAL MOTHER ISNT ANY BETTER I REMEMBER HER GETTING SCARED THAT ID DATE A BLACK DUDE WHEN I WAS LIKE 12 CUZ I TOLD HER I REWLLY#LIKE CHOCOLATE LIKE WHAT THEFUCK IS WRONG WITNYOU I HOPE ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS LEAVE YOU AND I KNOW DAMNWELL IM PUTTING YOU IN THE WORST#NURSERY HOME KNOWN TO MAN THE SECOND I GET THE CHANCE TO#tw racism#??. I dont know if how i shoudl tagall of this#i just hate everyone rn#these people are not my family. the genes we share hold no meaning to me.#ig this can be even sadder now because all of my close friends are asian and now I dont want to subject them to any form of discrimination#or awful behaviour from my biological parents. I dont want them anywhere close to these fuckers Istg i wish i had my bb gun so I could shoot#my biological father it would be so satisfying Im so done with all of the abuse and all of his awful awful behaviour Henever fucking learns
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...So I guess he and I are just on IG story-viewing terms now...? 😕🤷🏽♂️
I get his being busy and I can/have tried to work with his not being a huge texter (being busy myself with work and fan projects) but I thought my mentioning that I wanted us to talk a *bit* more so I knew we were okay and even suggesting we Snap a little (since i remember he mentioned having one and it had been about two months since we hooked up/figured we'd both have liked the reminder since we didn't get to after our dinner in late August) would get some reply. We were supposed to hang on Labor Day (and kissed on it after said dinner), but it still gets me that he didn't tell me something came up, even when I checked in the day of (was fine, since I gave myself a 'noon in the park anyway), and more minor, it still kinda gets me that he didn't tell me how he thought dinner went or how it went with the rain leaks he had to run and tend to (because of his building super being shit). I'd sent him a doggo video on IG a couple weeks back to help him through a busy work weekend (he had liked the one i sent him a week or two before) and had sent a "😍" in reply to a selfie story before that, and both are still unread, yet he's still been viewing my IG story throughout all this--which sure, could be all he has energy for, but at some point I'd figured he would think of checking what I sent him? (His text before I said I wanted us to talk a bit more, after my first asking if we were okay, was a bit short as he apologized for disappearing and said things were hectic/he wasn't sure when would be a good time)
(Also hasn't helped that I've seen him active on the hookup site he connected with me on and had gotten a "testimonial" from a guy he met with during this--but we've only hung out twice so I didn't make much of it, yet he has still been online there and like... if we were still okay, it's like "hey I'm right here..." lol (literally--we're 10 streets apart). I also know he was being mostly truthful with how busy/hectic things were after our dinner chat, but...)
Then I sent a "how was your week" text two weekends ago which got no reply--so I decided to send a last text earlier this week hoping things had blown over some and that I missed him/it would still be nice to see him if he still wanted to hang and "no worries if not" and nothing yet, just more IG story views...
Ball is in his court, probably shouldn't still be thinking of him given all this, probably should've talked expectations some at dinner, don't know if the story views are meant to convey that he's still thinking of me in some way, but... it's confusing me why he would just view my stories for weeks and not actually communicate if he's still into things or not.
(Also doesn't help that currently I'm having some family trouble with my grandma's health getting worse in the hospital [I'm doing okay overall], and he'd be nice to talk to about it since he'd lost his a while back, but he won't just check in with me like I've tried with him--oh well)
#ore no inochi#bit of a slight vent on this guy lol#i dont feel i'm in the wrong for wanting a little more communication if assuming we still felt that chemistry we had#but it would also be nice if he just said he wasn't feeling things#he's 25 to my 34 so i'm not sure if that might be part of it but for knowing each other for a year before this and all...#been half-tempted to post 'guess he and i are on story viewing terms?' to IG close friends to vent/maybe prod him but prob shouldn't lol#either way it feels like i've spent way more energy on this than he seems to be including on overthinking my texts to him#so if he isnt vibing with things anymore it would be nice to know so i can put it elsewhere#but whatever ball's staying in his court at this point--as it probably should have for a bit now but oh well#if he wanted to just casually hook up still i would be up for that--but it just felt like we were going for a bit more in feeling things out#meh anyway
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