#and his... friend?? ig?? i dont know him

[kangyeosaang]

[hanzajesthanza]

when your friend is writing a fic or analysis it feels like this

[monkayy]

Spongebobs as human women winx club fairies. These first 2 are the fairies of narcissism and of fat doobies

[t4tpumpkinduo]

i'm sorry it's like killing me bumblebee is a grown ass man with cock and bolts what are we doing

[dlstmxkakwldrlarchive]

Little rant incoming I hope you don't mind 😮‍💨

actually a lot of jinki duos and moments in general don't get attention and it makes me kinda sad, but it is what it is. I just wish some of those moments could go viral so that more people could see what type of person he is but it hardly ever happens nowadays. I know twitter viralability doesn't really mean anything at the end of the day, but it's just frustrating because I know so many of these moments would've taken off if it were between other members (I hope no one takes this as hate against the other members, this is more my frustration with the fandom not really paying attention to jinki and misinterpreting his interactions with the members like you said)

yeah i agree, even alone tbh

[stealingpotatoes]

Honestly Mace would have loved Luke and Leia with his whole heart.

yes!!! honestly he's like a grandparent (in the dynamic way, not age way) bc he was harsh on anakin but you KNOW he's much more caring for the twins, like how a grandparent is strict on their kid but gives their grandkid literally whatever. and anakin's like where was this for me

[vani-ash]

Dead Friend Forever ep7 spolier

So did you forgive him Phee?

[moeblob]

Right and his work menaces (Brent and Karen).

I don't remember last I mentioned it but apart from crude nicknames to people (except Chris), he also just puts them in his phone really weird (except Chris, who is literally in his phone as Chris). And I bring this up because in Right's phone, Karen is saved as "Lawful Obligation".

[peineperdu]

how is it that every single guy ive talked to has been a massive creep

[elegyofthemoon]

out of curiosity!

[worldofgoo]

cant sleep because of brother time again... i will try to explain myself properly under the cut

like. fundamentally i do like him and trust his desire to try to like. idk be kind and respectful because thats all that really matters. but he is also deeply frustrating and sometimes outright mean and rude that kind of contradicts the benefit of the doubt that i extend to him. i know my mom is kind of a lot so that strains everything but idk.

so he hasnt done this. recently. (as in maybe the last month or two). but pretty consistently after moving in with us he'll have some type of monthly drinking binge where he gets like. scary shitfaced. like. yelling slurs. and walking around the house and falling over on the floor and insulting us and being belligerent. hes fucked things up in the kitchen to the point where he makes huge messes and left the gas running (this was when he kept abusing sleeping medicine and who knows what)

and dealing with that type of thing is pretty scary and frustrating and i sympathize with my mom for freaking out because hes 1. endangering himself (he literally overdosed and was in a coma and got permeant brain damage a few years ago. he cant handle substances like at all any longer they effect him worse than before) 2. being disrespectful towards my mom, who has trouble handling the substance abuse after he almost died & is letting him stay with us despite constantly breaking the promises he made because she's nice. being rude to me by not letting me sleep whenever he does this shit. like im so fucking tired and hes not letting me sleep and provoking my mom and STILL talking on the phone past midnight

thats my side of things. its stressful and frustrating and substance abuse genuinely brings out the worst in him he becomes like spitefully careless like i said YELLING SLURS sometimes for like no reason and being an asshole to me or his friends on vc and being rude to my mom who i guess i do side with shes my roommate i generally try to understand her and foster a good relationship with her

as for his side

this is stuff ive heard from him and from his close friends (who are all worried about him, hes screwed a few of them over too though). he refuses to get help for himself and i think its why when weve tried to talk to him (my mom being patient and even walking him through helping him signing up for Anything that might help him because we dont know what to do). like he has this self sabotaging/self defeating attitude and this habit of just endlessly justifying himself thats really maddening

i know this went right to being mad at him instead of trying to be sympathetic because i know hes suffering in some way but i guess this is the result of trying to understand him. ultimately its something he has to try to get himself out of and ive had enough experience with stubborn people that its not really something i like. feel like i have much control over esp because of the family dynamics. and i just cant handle being around drunk/high people at least not him or my dad its really only stressful and scary associations

[icantalk710]

...So I guess he and I are just on IG story-viewing terms now...? 😕🤷🏽‍♂️

I get his being busy and I can/have tried to work with his not being a huge texter (being busy myself with work and fan projects) but I thought my mentioning that I wanted us to talk a *bit* more so I knew we were okay and even suggesting we Snap a little (since i remember he mentioned having one and it had been about two months since we hooked up/figured we'd both have liked the reminder since we didn't get to after our dinner in late August) would get some reply. We were supposed to hang on Labor Day (and kissed on it after said dinner), but it still gets me that he didn't tell me something came up, even when I checked in the day of (was fine, since I gave myself a 'noon in the park anyway), and more minor, it still kinda gets me that he didn't tell me how he thought dinner went or how it went with the rain leaks he had to run and tend to (because of his building super being shit). I'd sent him a doggo video on IG a couple weeks back to help him through a busy work weekend (he had liked the one i sent him a week or two before) and had sent a "😍" in reply to a selfie story before that, and both are still unread, yet he's still been viewing my IG story throughout all this--which sure, could be all he has energy for, but at some point I'd figured he would think of checking what I sent him? (His text before I said I wanted us to talk a bit more, after my first asking if we were okay, was a bit short as he apologized for disappearing and said things were hectic/he wasn't sure when would be a good time)

(Also hasn't helped that I've seen him active on the hookup site he connected with me on and had gotten a "testimonial" from a guy he met with during this--but we've only hung out twice so I didn't make much of it, yet he has still been online there and like... if we were still okay, it's like "hey I'm right here..." lol (literally--we're 10 streets apart). I also know he was being mostly truthful with how busy/hectic things were after our dinner chat, but...)

Then I sent a "how was your week" text two weekends ago which got no reply--so I decided to send a last text earlier this week hoping things had blown over some and that I missed him/it would still be nice to see him if he still wanted to hang and "no worries if not" and nothing yet, just more IG story views...

Ball is in his court, probably shouldn't still be thinking of him given all this, probably should've talked expectations some at dinner, don't know if the story views are meant to convey that he's still thinking of me in some way, but... it's confusing me why he would just view my stories for weeks and not actually communicate if he's still into things or not.

(Also doesn't help that currently I'm having some family trouble with my grandma's health getting worse in the hospital [I'm doing okay overall], and he'd be nice to talk to about it since he'd lost his a while back, but he won't just check in with me like I've tried with him--oh well)

[vani-ash]

having so many feelings about dff ep 7

[p2iimon]

drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me

[magic-coffee]

It's so fucking unfair my boyfriend's coming to my city tomorrow and I can't meet him since it's the last week before I have month long finals and my parents won't believe that I am Just Going Out because it's been days since I stepped outside wtf + I don't have any friends in the area

[spectralpooch]

... but would wataru call eichi "eichi-kun"? 🤔