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No no listennnn it’s the way Obi-Wan drags out the first ‘a’ in Anakin’s name. It’s the way everyone else ignores the hyphen in Obi-Wan’s name and runs it all together but Anakin pronounces every syllable slowly and clearly. It’s how Anakin was the only constant in Obi-Wan’s life from the time Qui-Gon died, how he threw all of his energy into keeping Anakin safe and sheltered, because he’d already seen too many horrors as a slave. It’s about how Anakin went to Obi-Wan’s room every night for a year because he was afraid he would disappear like Qui-Gon and his mom, and Obi-Wan lost sleep because he doesn’t know how to swim. It’s how Anakin grumbled and complained about Obi-Wan’s teaching to others because his feelings were so muddled and confused and yet he would die for him in a heartbeat and thrived on his approval. How Anakin, hours after losing his mom horrifically and suddenly, threw himself into a battle with Count Dooku on Geonosis and lost his arm to save Obi-Wan because he couldn’t lose him too. How Obi-Wan tried to steer Anakin from attachment but in the process became irrevocably attached himself, admitting multiple times to loving Anakin, passing down the gift his own Master gave him for his birthday years ago that meant nothing to Obi-Wan when he got it but meant everything to Anakin because it was from Obi-Wan, holding onto Anakin’s lightsaber and cloak when all else of him was lost, taking care of his children because they were living pieces of him. It’s that they called each other and asked after the other constantly when they’re apart during the Clone Wars. It’s that Ahsoka was technically Anakin’s Padawan but they thought of her as theirs and she called them her parents to others. It’s the little things like Anakin modifying Obi-Wan’s R4 droid to look like his own R2 unit. It’s the big things like them being able to sense one another from lightyears away even after Anakin turns. It’s Obi-Wan willfully turning a blind eye to Anakin’s violations of the code because he wanted him to be happy more than he wanted him to be a good Jedi. Anakin still referring to him as “Master” even after their apprenticeship is over, to their last battle; Anakin wishing that Obi-Wan would stay with him in his time of need rather than go to fight General Grievous and end the war; that they were the greatest Jedi to live, at the end of the age of heroes, “the best for last” and they were so insanely, disgustingly, beyond attached despite the Code’s teachings on what made a Jedi good, and they were the best. They were the best because they were together. Because they were Kenobi and Skywalker and that became one name, the name of the Open Circle Fleet, name of the greatest duo the Jedi had ever seen. I consider almost nothing from the sequel trilogy canon EXCEPT for the force dyad because you can’t tell me they weren’t one and never even knew because that was just how they were. They just figured they matched each other’s freak too hard. That’s just them.
#anyway (lying horizontal on couch) I feel fine#star wars#star wars prequels#star wars novels#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#obi wan and anakin#the team#obikin#owk series#kenobi series#the clone wars#tcw#star wars the clone wars#my post
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Mike - has print of Charles Babbage in his basement. He was known as "The Father of the Computer".
Will - did a project on Alan Turing. He was known as "The Father of Computer Science". He was specifically known for breaking the enigma code. And of course, he was gay as well.
Why are they associated with computers? What's going on here?
I think it may be related to cracking codes and unlocking memories. Computers hold memory.
In ST2, Will was "possessed" and the MF (father) took over him.
After Will was sedated -> the power went out in the lab resulting in the whole building going into lockdown.
Lets break this down symbolically:
Will is sedated. His "power" went out.
As a protective fail secure measure, Will goes into full lockdown. That way, his doors remain closed. Doors as in, his closet door and the door into his memories.
In order to unlock the doors, and save everyone, the computer in the basement (a hint towards Mike himself) must be rebooted with a code. However, since they don't know the code, Bob overrides it. He opens the doors without consent.
This doesn't end well, as we know. Bob attempts to hide in a closet... then is attacked once he attempts to escape.
Will wants the doors/gates closed.
As much as he wants to keep everything contained... it can't. That's the problem. Papa says it right here- demons in the past invaliding from the subconscious. That's what it's all been about this whole time.
Okay back to computers.
In ST4, we see Suzie hack into the Hawkins High student records to gain access to change Dustin's grades.
This again is another hint.
Tigers are associated with Will. "Jiminy Crickets" is a character in Pinocchio who is a representation of Pinocchio's conscience (aka an internal aspect of the mind being externalized).
Mike and Will call the (secret) number Unknown Hero Agent Man leaves them, and find they called a computer. They both mention that this reminds them of the movie War Games.
They meet up with Suzie and she attempts to track where NINA is using the IP address.
There's a mention of the address possibly hidden in the computer coding, and Suzie mentions "data mining".
Now keep in mind- her father was guarding the computer and they needed him out of the way to gain access to the computer.
Now I just want to briefly mention AI.
Alan Turing was also well known for The Turing Test. This was a way to test a machine's ability to think like a human. So basically, it tests artificial intelligence (AI).
We have (subtle) references to movies featuring AI throughout the show that are worth mentioning:
War Games. Mike mentions "Joshua" who is the computer. "Joshua" is the AI villain in the movie who attempt to start WWIII.
The Terminator. Multiple references to this movie! The Terminator is an AI who travels back in time to kill.
2001: A Space Odyssey. In that movie, the main villain is "Hal" who is an AI that kills.
I do think the computer is the mind... likely both Will's and Mike's minds are important here. And like a computer, they have to access it in order to obtain important data... important memories.
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Can you write something with Damian X Reader where R is an extremely intelligent girl, to the point of having discovered the secret identities of the entire Batfam only two months after moving to Gotham, and who is constantly in the Bats' action scenes (Like she shows up anywhere they're fighting criminals just to recite one by one the reasons why she's sure they're the Waynes, even with all of them denying it and pretending she's a complete crazy person. A bonus if Damian "hates" her (it's actually just misunderstood love because she's just awesome and he can't handle himself)). By the way: your Batfam fanfic is great!
Sometimes Things Aren't As Plain As They Seem
Pairing: Damian X F!Reader
Warnings: Self harm, blood, mention of torture near the end
Reader and Damian's age aren't specified and I'm really sorry but you can tell I gave up at the end I've also never written for Damian so he's probably ooc
You've held a secret for the past few months now.
No one else knew this secret of yours. Well, except the people involved in this classified information. Namely, the Wayne family and those close to them. In fact, this secret wasn't even yours to share.
What this secret was? The identity of the vigilantes that patrolled the streets of Gotham. Yes, the birds, the bat and those that worked with them in Gotham.
Your first hint was almost instantaneous after moving here. After all, who would have enough money for all those gadgets that Batman uses? Almost every citizen has come to realise that he doesn’t have any powers— with the exception of a few—so the only other reason would be man-made technology. But those costed money, and most people in Gotham could never afford those, so that left the rich or those with connection to them.
After this realisation, you made it your mission to find out their identities. It was a personal goal of yours, another thing to add to your list of achievements. And you did it. Just two months in to living in Gotham at that.
However, you needed confirmation. You were almost certain you were right, but you needed one final confirmation. You had doubts. The main being that it was hard to believe that someone from the high society of Gotham would even think to help the poor without a hidden motive. Bruce Wayne—Batman—had proven himself multiple times, yet the doubt would linger at the back of your mind.
So what better proof than word from the mouths of the heroes themselves?
Lately, Damian’s been dreading the patrols around Gotham. The reason being was this girl, around the same age as him, you.
In almost every patrol, you had interrupted them. You had somehow found out their routes for their patrols, even when they tried everything to make it impossible to track them. When questioned, you would say that there is a pattern in everything, that’s what made people human. Human, not a hero, not a killer, just human.
You would constantly put yourself in danger, just trying to get an answer from him and his father. You would always list reasons why Gotham’s vigilantes were the Waynes. It was almost endearing annoying.
In fact, you were a danger yourself. You were a risk. You could easily spill their identities.
So tonight, he would warn you. Save you. Unfortunately for you, his job was to analyse anything and everything about someone suspicious, and in his family’s books, you were one. Fortunately for him, you were easy to find, because just as you said, there is pattern in everything.
It was another night of you trying to get your final, solid evidence. You snuck around the streets of Gotham, heading to the area where you next expected Batman and Robin to start their patrol.
As you made you way, you felt eyes boring holes into you. You reached your hand into your pocket, clutching the pocket knife inside. As you heard a thud of a pair of feet landing on the ground, you turned around, shoving the knife at the person’s throat.
Your eyes widened when you saw a familiar domino mask staring back at you. Robin—Damian Wayne. What the hell? You’re usually the one to look for them, not the other way around. What’s with this turn of events?
“(Last Name).” His voice is sharp, not even bothered by the knife pointed at his neck.
“Robin? Why are you here? You’re not supposed to be on patrol yet.”
“Of course you would know that.” He mutters under his breath. “You’re putting yourself in danger. You need to stop or we will make you.”
“I- what?” You stumbled back, confused at his words.
“Stop following us. For your safety and our own.”
“Well maybe if you finally gave me answers, I’d finally leave you guys alone.” You cross your arm and roll your eyes. You knew you were being stubborn to a fault, but you really wanted this confirmation.
“And what will you do with this information?” He returns the action and raises his eyebrow.
“Nothing. Swear on my life.”
“And how should I trust you?” He asks, skeptically. There was an awkward silence between you two for a moment. You stared into each other’s eyes, before you put the knife to your palm and let the blood dripple down on the ground.
“May Lady Gotham herself place a curse on me should I lie.” You see his face twist, trying to make sense of what you just did. This was probably a stupid idea, but you needed answers. After all, the saying goes, curiosity killed the cat but satisfaction brought it back.
“Why did you do that? Do you know what you’ve just done?” Robin was dumbfounded. Who in the world would someone in their right mind make an oath like that just for some answers? Apparently you. He was almost amazed.
“Of course I do. Just tell me what I want to hear already.”
“Fine. You’re right. Will you stop putting yourself in danger already?” He sighs defeatedly. A smirk forms on your face, another goal achieved.
“I was right.”
“You were right.”
“Well, that’s all I needed! See you around wonderboy!” You turn on your foot, not waiting for his reaction to your nickname for him, and start walking back to your house. You’ll definitely be recording this down in your journal when you arrive.
“Hey wait! You hand’s still bleeding!” You stop in your tracks and look at your hand and back at Robin, now confirmed Damian Wayne.
“It’s fine, it doesn’t hurt that much. I’ll just bandage it up at home.” Actually, it did hurt, but you wanted to look cool in front of him. I mean who wouldn’t want to in front of the guy they like?
Another silence falls between you two. You could see the conflicted look on his face, even with the domino mask covering half of it. You mentally laughed at his expression. After a few seconds, he seemed to finally come to a decision. He reached for your wounded hand, and you hesitantly let him hold it.
“At least let me help. I have some gauze in my utility belt to cover it.” This boy really was full of surprises, first coming to you to threaten you and now he’s helping you fix a self-inflicted wound. You truly chose the right guy to have a puppy crush on.
“Alright.” He held your hand gently, like you were fragile glass that would break in one wrong move. He pulled out a roll of gauze and wrapped it around your hand. You can hear him muttering stuff under his breath before finally speaking up.
“You’re actually crazy. why would you make an oath like that?”
“Aww is little birdie concerned about me?” You teased him.
“(Last Name).” He remained serious, but you reply with a chuckle.
“I don’t plan to break it, so it won’t affect me at all.” He looks up at you, a disapproving frown on his face. You return with a smile and his face flushes before he goes back to fixing your hand.
He finishes up quickly and lets you go home.
As you finally walked back home you could feel somehow following you, but you didn’t feel threatened. You knew it was Robin.
The next few nights, you left a few art supplies on your window sill, and by the time you would wake up, they would be gone
This eventually evolved into letters that you would write to him. At first, you were met with silence, but you pursued. Eventually, you would finally see a reply and from then on, you two became friends.
Unspoken words lingered between you two.
They remained unspoken until a rumour goes around the rogues of Gotham that you knew the identities of the vigilantes.
You, not having any connections with them, lived in blissful peace. That is, until you’re kidnapped and tortured for your knowledge.
You spend hours in pain, never spilling a word. Not only because of the oath, but also to not put Damian in danger.
After a few hours, you were finally saved. High in emotions, Damian accidentally takes his anger out on you, before realising his grave mistake.
He isn’t greeted with your smirk, no, instead he sees your tears. That’s when he’s forced to confront his feelings.
During your recovery, he visited almost every day, apologising profusely.
The tension doesn’t go away even after your fully recovered, but you slowly but surely warm up to him again.
It takes a while to get your friendship to normal, but when it does, you get closer and closer.
In fact, you would say you two were closer than before. So it would come to no one’s surprise when you two eventually ended up in a relationship.
Some explanation -
The oath is basically self-explanatory. Should you break it, Lady Gotham would place a curse on you. It honestly just came to my mind while I was writing this and I liked it so I decided to add it
I also wanted to play around with the sentient Lady Gotham so yeah
Anyways, I'm so sorry this is kinda bad 😭I might rewrite this one day since I'm really not satisfied with it
I had to dance around the topic of reader being smart because I honestly didn't know how to write that
Tysm for the request tho! As much as I struggled with it, I absolutely loved the idea <3
I wanted to go into more detail but I got writers block in between and didn't want to make it multi-part so I had to do that last part like that 🥲
You guys know the drill, any mistakes are free to be pointed out and I will fix them as soon as possible
Don't know if anyone actually reads my long ahh A/N's, but if you do, asks are encouraged as I do love to interact with people and they give me motivation
#astraeus-tree#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian wayne x reader#x reader#x female reader#batfam x reader#batfamily x reader#batfam#batfamily
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Genuinely, Anon, what do you want from us?
Between 80 years of suicide bombings, cafe bombings, mall bombings, car bombings, bus bombings, plane bombings, school bombings, rocket attacks, shootings, stabbings, kidnappings, car rammings, rape, and infanticide, what do you want from Israelis? From Jews?
You want us to have specific, narrow opinions before you approve of us through little social media postings?
We KNOW that not all Palestinians want us dead! We know that innocent Palestinians have died or been horrifically injured by Israeli strikes! We know that some IDF soldiers did bad or fucked up! That’s a given that we know, or it should be! We don’t want the land and we don’t want innocents to die.
We shouldn’t have to express all this before you give us permission to talk!!!
We know they die in higher numbers than us! Anon, after 11 months straight of Hezbollah and Hamas UNPROVOKED rockets, how many more Israelis have to die before you approve of our country destroying the source of rockets? Because we’ve never sent a rocket first since Israel’s inception. Because through the same breath as “not all Palestinians are bad” so many of you turn around and say “all Israelis are evil.”
How many more Palestinians have to die by Israeli strikes before you say, “maybe Hamas should just stop sending rockets?” Instead of blaming US for others attacking us! And for not dying as much!
It’s very easy to have an opinion on the internet from a rocket-free home, when you don’t have to run into a bomb shelter twice a week, like my family does. It’s easy for you to have an opinion when you’re not bordered by a state run by Jihadist terrorists who want nothing more than you and your entire family dead.
We offered land 5-7 times, Palestinian leaders said No, we want you Jews dead.
We cured Sinwar’s brain cancer while he was in jail for multiple murders. And he wanted us Jews dead.
Israeli hospitals treat Palestinian kids, and sometimes this happens (spoiler: mom wanted her kid to become a terrorist and kill Jews when he grows up, literally after Jews treated his condition SAVING HIS LIFE, for free);
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Some of them hate us so much, they’ve raised their kids to martyr themselves against us;
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Some of them hate us so much they crossed over the broken border on 10/07 to continue raping and looting our people after Hamas was done, 3000 of whom were noncombatant Gazan civilians.
Some of them hate us so much they celebrated with music and handed out candy while Hamas drove around dead naked bodies on 10/07:
Some of them hate us so much they celebrated the recent release of terrorist who have killed us and raped our women;
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Despite all of this and all of decades of antisemitic propaganda seeping into mainstream western culture, the current Israel-Palestine war has the lowest combatant-to-civilian ratio in modern warfare history (1:2, when the average is 1:9 for urban warfare) because the IDF literally goes out of its way to evacuate people from military targets and limit civilian casualty;
Hamas killed 1200 people in one day. With superior weapons, air space, and 100 times the soldiers, the IDF has not killed 1200 Gazans a day for 470 days straight.
(Imagine how much more violent the US and other countries would be after such an ugly terrorist attack.)
And then you sit there, acting like we have no right to grieve for our own losses? Like we have no right to demand safety for our own families? Like antisemitic assaults and vandalism didn’t rise 300% around the globe this past year because PEOPLE. HATE. US?
This isn’t some passing internet activism trend for us, this is our real life.
If you ACTUALLY care about Palestinians, you need to demand Hamas to stop firing rockets from densely populated areas! And to give back all our hostages! You need to demand other countries stop giving them money to build weapons and tunnels!
So I ask again, what do you want from us, oh Great Expert Of The Middle-East Anon? How would YOU fight an impossible evil willing to kill their own to kill yours too?
Why is the burden always on us?
Tell you what, Anon. Maybe next time another country’s literal leaders break over our border and kill as many civilians as humanly possible while putting some babies in ovens and beheading others, cutting open pregnant women, raping women with nails and knives, kidnapping people and dead bodies, and shooting their pets on top of that, we’ll just be nice and not go to war because a bunch of safe, non-Jewish people halfway around the world have opinions to express.
Next time we’ll just give them the land, and it’ll all be peace and rainbow and sunshine farts.
And when Jihadists have our land and kill us all, they will come for you next.
🙄 the AUDACITY of some of you people.
i genuinely used to follow u on ur main. i cant believe the heinous shit youve said on here. oct 7 was an atrocity and NO ONE not a single israeli that day deserved to die. but atp, why not a single post saying that you hurt for palestinians? even if not in the same way. what abt the hostages israel is killing? there is no plan to wipe out hamas, not without wiping out gaza. i cried seeing that little boy who was released from hamas eating food in a hospital, cried for the mothers and fathers begging for their children back, and i will continue to weep yet you can't even seem to shed a single tear for the thousands of dead palestinians.
ok i spent 3 hours writing a long and detailed reply to this and then tumblr fucking crashed and deleted everything and i am so so tired so :/. I did appreciate that you condemned October 7, and I was genuinely glad that you showed care for Israelis and Palestinians both, which is a rarity in my anons, which is why I tried to do a more lengthy reply in good faith. feel free to send me a dm if you want to talk further. cannot type that out again but please check out these:
Whispered in Gaza
Builders of the Middle East
Palestinian Youth for Development < please donate to this, info on how is in the comments. Started by Moumen Al-Natour, who's on the ground directly getting food to other Gazans, despite being tortured and targeted by Hamas. This org is a great way to provide actionable help and aid without Hamas stealing it.
rootsmetals < educator, meticulous sources in captions of her posts. frankly i'd recommend just reading every one of her posts since october 7
basic summary of what I typed: I have made posts about the Palestinian people caught in this war, and it is tragic and horrible and awful. I want nothing more than an end to the fighting, but this will never happen with Hamas in power. I'm also allowed to centre my own experiences and my own grief and fear on my private blog on tumblr.com, and it is deeply unfair to demand that a Jewish person should make more posts about xyz to prove they're compassionate enough, especially when antisemitism is rising at insane rates and the only people posting about it are overwhelmingly Jews.
#I am on fire today so here’s a novel#Gaza#Palestine#Israel#antisemitism#antizionism#Zionism#i/p#i/p conflict#i/p war#jumblr#Jewblr#i stand with israel
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Hi! Can you tell us more about your head canons for Fena and the other special followers you drew a bit back?
You don't know how excited I was to answer this! 🙏
Please allow me to ramble a little, because I decided Im going to go through every NPC / OC I made for cotl, specifically my au!
These are them all! I decided to finally get around to drawing Echo, Latra and the concept for Nalen too!
Imma be writing down a brief history of them along with fun facts/head canons (who are technically canon).
(all of that under cut, tw; mentions of abuse and death) (I may have missed something. Also brief mention of fertility struggles.)
Fena
Let's start with Fena first, cuz she's a fan favorite!
Fena was born in Darkwood within a big family that was traditional and mainly worshipped the old faith for protection. Their village was often the target of wolves (who have connections to the teeth in the darkness). During one of these attacks, the Villagers had to evacuate and thus, Fena's family were forcefully split up. Fena and their sibling had to spend days trying to get to another village, but were caught at night once again. Fena managed to get "rescued" by the old faith - only to be offered as a sacrifice to Leshy. Mellia (my Lamb) saved her. Fena is currently the head of disciples and Loyalty enforcement.
Fun facts: Fena is a trans woman. Fena was once married to Thorantre but got divorced. Fena is Mellia's favorite follower. Fena's sibling was later rescued by the Lamb. Fena has Cynophobia (fear of dogs and canines), but it's most aggressive against Wolves. Fena currently thinks Thyma is a spy.
Other hcs: Jumpy, definitely the type to get scared and then act all tough. Loves her body and is a proud lust rite champion (why she wears a flower crown). Unhealthily cautious. Horrible at flirting. Would probably crack someone's rib while attempting to. Kinda like the thought of her getting too obsessed with finding info about Thyma and then eventually she realizes they have lots in common... Like fuck, that guy is kinda funny and cool but also, he's definitely going to kill someone.
Thyma (real name unknown)
Thyma's story, as per they claim, is;
They were raised in Darkwood by their family/pack and one day an "incident" occured which left their family dead. The Lamb rescued them and promised safety. Thyma is not willing to speak any further on it. He is currently Night patrol and trying to dispel any distrust put against him.
Fun facts: Thyma is a Demiboy, born afab. Thyma has Nyctophobia (fear of the dark) and Insomnia. They chose to be a night guard to be alert at night. They also wear the Moon necklace to be awake 24/7. If they sleep, they do so in the day. Thyma has permanent markings on his face that cannot be removed. He is medically noted to suffer from hallucinations.
(More story to be revealed soon)
Other hcs: Sarcasm king. Also King of internal panic. Definitely gets horrible period cramps. Gets sick of seeing blood. Probably tried going vegan to look less suspicious but ended up horribly sick and malnourished. Tucks tail whenever Fena is near. Besties with Agana. Acts cool and stoic but is actually kinda pathetic. Monologues to himself when patrolling. Stares at bright lights, despite being told it could blind them.
Thorantre
Thorantre was also born in Darkwood. During the Genocide, his family were often harmed due to being mistaken for Sheep-kin. After the death of multiple family members, Thorantre decided to protest against the old faith and stand for the protection of Sheep. For his spreading of "propaganda", he was going to be put to the blade but was fortunate to be trialed at the same time as Mellia was beheaded. They rescued him and he became their first ever follower.
Fun facts: Short-fused and dramatic. Has canonically killed another follower during a petty fight. Doesn't really do his job as a disciple and is only still a disciple for Mellia's sake. Often mistaken for a sheep by the Lamb in moments of unclarity - personal gossip girl and somewhat Therapist to them. Close friends with Fena despite being exes.
Other hcs: Girls girl by heart. Shameless flirt but extremely picky with partners. Divorced because he was too high maintenance. Knows of everyone's business and keeps pulling Agana into gossip. Gets annoyed when people ask him for stuff so he makes them pay him to answer. Will say the most gayest thing followed by the most straightest cis-guy take ever. Will just randomly ditch disciple meetings because he's bored. Also suspicious of Thyma but for no particular reason.
Agana
First born in the Cult, raised to become a disciple. As a child they were wild and unruly but settled down with age and is now determined to befriend every cultist.
Fun facts: Is afab genderqueer. Had a huge crush on Fena growing up. Currently has a little crush on Thyma. Is usually the first to know of ANYTHING happening in the cult, even private happenings. Will often share their own savings with children in the cult. Is pretty forgiving with Tax enforcement.
Other hcs: Chronic simp. Fandom girlie, probably. She's the type to ship people unironically. Probably saw the tension between Thyma and Fena and misinterpreted it. Says "hello fellow kids" but is actually up to date with trends. Has been trying to integrate Thyma more into the group. Probably gets the most affected by sin.
Latra
Born in Silkcradle to a family of Shamura's worshippers. Latra ran away and got married on the outskirts of the domain. Her marriage was cruel and abusive, fueled by her husband's growing rage of her infertility. Despite praying daily, no one had come to save her and so she took matters into her own hands. One night she plotted to kill her husband but was caught, resulting in a fight to the death where she was the victor. Latra dragged herself away with two of her limbs damaged beyond repair and managed to run into the Lamb. She was taken into the cult and became a Missionary, as her knowledge from Silkcradle aided her skills. She has been in the cult since the first crusade through Silkcradle and has been resurrected multiple times. Currently she is in retirement again.
Fun facts: Latra was offered a position as disciple but declined. She is known to delay retirement until physically impossible to work. She originally didn't worship the Lamb, but ended up doing so after many years of staying. Latra was one of the people to dissent from Shamura's curse. Currently engaged to Echo.
Other hcs: Has had rumors go around about her past. Has been working with children and has been helping rehabilitate rescues. Has babysat a few times before. Actually great at flirting but prefers pulling dad jokes and bad flirts. Wanted children but gave up on it due to her age. Actually best friends with the Lamb. Only didn't accept discipleship because she is worried about her own reputation straining Mellia's reputation.
Echo
Born in Anchordeep before it had that name and before Kallamar had the crown. Experienced first hand his climb for power and the subsequent events that shaped the downfall of the old faith. Was also a disciple for a short while before becoming a field medic during the genocide of Sheep kind. Echo married the general of their group and the two along with a troop were sent to patrol Anchordeep. That continued even after Mellia was resurrected and started killing the bishops. Once Kallamar started growing paranoid and cowardly, Echo started to question the strength of their god. That was met with backlash and after a huge fight in the group, Echo stayed back a bit. Eventually they found their group having been attacked by the Lamb and Echo mercy killed whoever was still alive. Echo dissented against Kallamar and was later found by Latra during a Mission. Echo was indoctrinated and became the cult nurse.
Fun facts: Echo is intersex. Echo is considered to be mute, but has the ability to talk. They only talk to Latra, Mellia and Kallamar (to screw with him). Echo is widely known to be an asshole, but is the most respected nurse in the cult. Echo suffers from mild PTSD. Is currently Latra's personal caretaker and has been trying to convince her to accept the golden skull necklace Mellia offered her (which is included in discipleship).
Other hcs: Fell in love after having to pull an arrow from Latra's shoulder. Has to go in evacuation after being flirted with because they are worried they'll explode (they won't). Academically smart but Interpersonally stupid. Can communicate with sign language but rather uses their expressions to communicate their opinions. Had begged multiple times for Mellia to resurrect Latra whenever she died. Has been secretly trying to figure out an early form of Fertility treatments in order to grant Latra the wish of having children. Also has been looking into adopting.
Nalen (real name unknown)
(This character is currently still a character concept and might change with time.)
Born and raised in the Lands of the old faith after the Bishops had already died. He was raised as a pup to become a spy that would sneak into the Red crowns cult to find any special information that could allow the old faith to overthrow them. He managed to sneak in during a time where the cult was facing a hectic time - entering with a group of people who were starving and asking to be indoctrinated. Able to avoid detection for a full two years now due to building trust and reliability, building relationships and faking worship. His mind hasn't even been read once yet due to Mellia struggling with their new godhood. Perfect time, perfect alibi.
Fun facts: I don't really have any yet, so I'll offer the description of the concept; I wanted a spy character that looks like they could just be any other cultist and who's a species that's both unassuming but reliable and easily trainable. So the golden retriever it was. And while all followers of the Lamb have a red base, his base colour was dark purple.
(same with hcs, but you know the stories of band kids just pretending to play the instrument all year? Kinda that. Him praying and just mumbling the words bc he has no clue what's going on. It's a miracle he made it this far.)
(Also, sorry for the lack of pictures but I got too impatient and wanted to answer as quickly as possible LOL)
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl fanart#cotl au#cotl three times#cotl oc#reallyburntrambles
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Love That Burns ~ Ending 2 ~ 65
LOVE THAT BURNS MASTERLIST
< previous chapter
Word Count: 2,180ish
Summary: Wade is back with a cure. Will you take it?
Notes: Please send in reactions! The gift really has nothing to do with the chapter, I just love it.
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Logan woke up with a pain in his neck. He grimaced as he moved his neck from side to side cracking it. Sighing, Logan finally opened his eyes and remembered where he was. Your apartment. He glanced down and a his lips pulled up into a smile. You were still asleep, cuddled up to him. His arm tightened around you. As he looked down at you, Logan wished that every morning could be like this, you asleep in his arms.
A few minutes pass and Logan decided to carry you to bed. Trying not to jostle you too much, he maneuvered you into his arms and took you to bed. He covered you up before pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“Peanut, Buttercup, I’m home!” Wade shouted from the living room.
Logan quickly left your bedroom, shutting the door behind him as he rushed to the living room. “Did you do it?” Logan asked. “Did you find something?”
“Well, hello to you, too, Peanut. Seems like a lot has happened since I’ve been gone. You and Buttercup—”
“Wade! Just tell me you’ve found something.”
“Oh… I struck a cord with the big bag Wolverine. Your whole world just revolves around our Little Flame, doesn’t it? You completely fell head over heels in love with her and I wasn’t even around to tease you about it. Come on,” Wade outstretched his arms, “give your favorite roomie a hug.”
“I am not giving you a hug.”
“Come on, just give Buttercup’s savior a hug.”
“So you did do it?”
“I’m not telling you anything until I get a hug.”
Logan groaned and clenched his jaw. “Fine,” he huffed.
“Yay!” Wade launched himself forward and wrapped himself around Logan. “Come on, Peanut, you have to hug back or I won’t tell you.”
Logan grunted as he allowed his arms to wrap around Wade. Laura was at the table, watching with amusement as she ate breakfast.
“What is going on here?” You asked from the hallway, having woken up from the loud voices. “Uh… should I give you two some space? Need to go have a moment alone after being separated?”
“Exactly the welcome back I was looking for,” Wade commented. He let go of Logan and immediately went over, wrapping you up in a hug. “I missed you, Buttercup. And I brought something back with me. Which,” he turned and shook his finger and Logan, “I told you not to tell anyone about my little mission, and Little Wolf over there clearly knew.”
“I didn’t tell her,” Logan said. “I only told Y/N.”
“And I didn’t tell her,” you added.
“Oh, please,” Laura spoke up, “it was obvious what Wade was off trying to do. No one needed to tell me anything.”
“Okay, well, it’s time for story time with Deadpool!” Wade announced. “Every one sit back, relax and enjoy the show!”
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Wade was as animated as ever as he told the story. Wade had found a universe that had an Ember with phoenix abilities on a superhero team that was a combination of the X-Men and the Avengers. The different version of you didn’t have the same problem that you were having. But using her and the files that Wade had on you, Tony Stark, Bruce Banner, Jean Grey, and Hank McCoy were able put together something.
“You should have seen it!” Wade exclaimed. “Some of the greatest minds in the multiverse, all working together to save our Little Flame! I should have taken a video. It was amazing!”
“Will it work?” Logan wondered, failing to keep his hopes at bay.
“Well, we didn’t exactly have anyone to test it on, but Stark’s fancy AI ran multiple simulations and they seemed very hopeful.”
You were staring at the vial of red liquid in Wade’s hand as everyone else in the room stared at you. Your thoughts were spiraling as you thought of the consequences of taking this cure that Wade had managed to find.
“Mom?” Laura pulled you from your thoughts. “What are you thinking?”
“I… Well, first, thank you Wade, for trying to find something. For risking yourself. It means so much more to me than you’ll ever know… But I can’t take it.”
“What?” Logan questioned.
“I can’t take it. At least, not yet.”
“Why not?” Logan was growing angry. Wade had potentially found a way to keep you with them longer—to keep you with him—and you were just going to throw that away?
“Because Wade can’t promise us that this will actually work. What if I take it and die instantly? What if I take it only to then die a slow and painful death? I don’t want any of you to have to witness any of the possibilities that my mind has come up with.”
“Doll, you’re dying a slow and painful death right now.”
“Yes, but it could be a lot worse. I want to live as much as I can while I can. And when the time comes that there is really no other option, I will consider taking the cure… I’m sorry. I can’t take the risk of losing time with you all. Can you understand that?” You looked at each of them. “Can you all respect my choice?” They remained silent. “Wade, I’m sorry if this upsets you. If I—“
“Hold it right there, Buttercup,” Wade interrupted, stepping closer to you and placing his hands on your shoulders. “This doesn’t upset me at all. This is your choice. And I will respect it. You want to live life the best you can for as long as you can? Then that’s what I’ll help you do.”
“Me, too, mom,” Laura stepped up. “However long we have.”
You gave them both a tight lipped smile before focusing on Logan. You could see the conflict behind his eyes. Logan was torn between forcing the liquid from the vial down your throat and obeying your wishes. He wanted more time. It’s something he felt was always slipping through his fingers despite the long lifespan. But you had a point, if the cure didn’t work, then taking it would only take you from them—from him sooner. And Logan wasn’t sure if he’d survive that.
“Lo?” You whispered, unable to wait for an answer any longer.
“I’m with you, darlin’,” Logan responded. “Whatever you need.”
You felt immense relief, but weren’t able to say anything before Wade beat you do it.
“Wait, Lo?” Wade questioned. “Is that what we’re calling him now?”
“Just her,” Laura smirked.
“Oh, really? Not as good as Peanut or Honey Badger but it will—“
“Not now, Wade,” Logan growled.
“Okay, okay,” Wade put his hands up. “But we,” he motioned between himself and you, “are so talking about this later.”
“Thank you for understanding,” you changed the subject back.
“I want you to keep this.” Wade offered you the vial.
You shook your head. “No. Keep it. I don’t want it near me.” You leaned close and pressed a kiss to Wade’s cheek. “Thank you for trying. I’m going to go get ready for the day. I have to go to work early.”
The three watched as you slipped into the bathroom.
“Well, I guess that I’ll keep this baby,” Wade shook the vial, “in a safe place.”
“Give it to, Logan,” Laura said.
“What?” Logan breathed out.
“You are the one I trust the most to kept it safe and to help do what needs to be done with the time comes.”
“Hey!” Wade exclaimed. “I found it!”
“And you did great, Wade. But I think it needs to go to Logan.”
“Fine,” Wade huffed, tossing the vial to Logan, who caught it. Wade yawned, dramatically stretching out. “Well, I need some sleep. Come on, Peanut.”
“What? Why?” Logan questioned.
“Because we need to talk before I hit the hay.” Wade went over to Logan and began pushing him out of the apartment. “See ya later, Little Wolf!” Logan and Wade entered their apartment, Wade slamming the door behind them. “What the actually fuck?! How have you not asked her out yet?!”
“It’s none of your damn business.”
“It kinda is! The tension between the two of you has increased by like a billion times and I totally saw you two asleep, cuddling on the couch earlier! Make a fucking move already!”
“It’s not that easy! I have no idea if she feels the same—“
“Then you are utterly stupid and your old age has caught up to your eyes!”
Logan shook his head and turned to look away from Wade. “What if I let her down? What if I fail her like I failed her in my universe?”
Wade scoffed. “You cannot be serious, Peanut. Fail her? You don’t have that in you, Howlett. I have watched you practically move heaven and earth to make her feel safe and wanted. You don’t have it in you to fail our Little Flame.”
The vial rolled around in Logan’s hand. “Thank you… For finding something, even though we don’t know if it will work and she didn’t take it… Thank you for trying.”
“Anything for my favorite couple. Now, I was serious when I said that I’m tired. But, one last word of advice, don’t wait to ask her. We don’t know know how many good days she has left and if this cure will work when she chooses to take it. Stop wasting time. You may have a good hundred years more, but her clock is ticking, Peanut. Don’t wait too long, only to regret it later.”
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You were on Logan’s mind all day. You and Wade’s words about not wasting anymore time. He wasn’t try to waste time, at least that’s what he believed. What if you weren’t ready? What if he did something that pushed you away for good? At this point, Logan was sure that he couldn’t live without you. He is completely content to just be a friend in your life. To just love you without your love in return. He could live with that. But Wade had a point. Would he regret not trying something when it came down to it?
You could tell that Logan was stuck in his own mind, but didn’t push it as he helped you close up the bar. The two of you started walking home in silence. Logan’s hand that was nearest to you kept clenching and unclenching. He was debating on reaching for your hand, simply to see what would happen when he made a small move. So, taking a deep breath, Logan brushed his hand against yours. You immediately took a sharp inhale at the contact. Logan did it again, this time moving his fingers around your hand.
You yanked your hand away, immediately regretting it. You had simply become too self conscious of your hands because of how scarred they now were. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Logan’s face fall and his hands get stuffed into his jacket pockets. Guilt gnaws at you and you hate that you let your insecurities get the better of you. So you took a deep breath and looped your arm through Logan’s and leaned into him. Logan’s eyes went wide before he looked down at you. You can feel the tension release from his body as the two of you lean into each other.
The two of you walk slower, but it didn’t matter. You were both enjoying the silent time together and the connection. When the two of you finally reached your apartment door, you reluctantly pulled away.
“Thanks for walking me back, Lo,” you said quietly. There was something charged and changed between the two of you and you didn’t know what to do with it.
“Anytime, doll,” the edges of his lips barely lifted up, but it was enough for you to consider it a smile. “I… uh… I… Well, I was wondering if you, ummm, if you… you eat?”
“If I eat?”
“Fuck.” He raked his hand through his hair as he looked down at his feet, clearly nervous. “Of course you eat, we’ve had meals together. I’m a complete dumbass. What I’m meaning to say is… well, I… would you… I was wondering if you would like to do something tomorrow night… with me? Just the two of us.”
“Like a… date?”
“Uh, yes. Of course, if you don’t want to, please know that I take no offense. I know that this is—“
“Lo, stop, stop,” you placed a hand on his chest to try to stop his rambling.
You paused as you could feel his rapidly beating heart. He was so nervous and it was both heartwarming and funny. You could feel your own heart begin to race. This was a big question he was asking and you knew that it could change the dynamics of your relationship. Were you willing to take that risk? You looked in Logan’s eyes and felt the safety and comfort that only came with him.
“I’d love to go on a date with you, Lo.”
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do you ever really sit down and think about nahyuta sahdmadhi during turnabout revolution. you are being forced to go up against your estranged brother in court (AGAIN) to prosecute your own father to death. your brother eventually names your sister's nanny as the minister's killer, who actually turns out to be your mother (you have been living alongside your mother for five years and you never knew it). you then have to keep going with the case, knowing that if your brother is right about his accusation, you will have prosecuted your own mother to death just as you would've your father. suddenly, your brother reveals that your father is dead, has been dead this whole time, and you can't react at all because your dictator of an aunt is standing directly beside you and sympathizing with a rebel could spell disaster for your sister. your mother is then shot directly in front of you and given a fifty-fifty chance of survival. your aunt then pulls you aside, hangs your sister's life over your head for the millionth time, and forces you to falsely confess to being a murderer. you go through with it. your brother refuses to accept this. he uncovers the truth—that your aunt was the one who started the palace fire, who killed his biological father, who tore your family apart. he inspires you, the way that he is more like your shared father than you ever were, and you throw all caution to the wind and announce your desire to carry on his legacy alongside him. this eventually leads to your aunt attempting to hang YOUR life over your brother's head in the same way she hangs your sister's over yours. you were already willing to die, so it's not like this really matters (to you). you tell him to accuse her. your aunt then abandons all pretense of playing along, labels him a terrorist and a number of guns are suddenly being pointed at him (and one is pointed at you, but you were going to sacrifice yourself anyway so what does it even matter). he keeps attempting to mouth off until you have to resort to begging him to shut the hell up because you JUST saw one family member shot in front of you and you don't know what you're going to fucking do if it happens again. your sister's life is still being threatened. you don't know if your mother survived. your father has been dead this whole time. the only hope you have is your brother smiling despite staring down the ass ends of multiple guns. at the end of the line, you put your faith in him. he saves you just like you always hoped your father would've. after everything is said and done, he offers you your father's old badge on the basis of you being his birth son. you refuse it.
#the entire situation is genuinely so fucking wild and i really think if the writing hadn't been so lackluster the fandom would've loved him#but regardless. *i* see you mr. sahdmadhi. i understand your fucked up family situation#nahyuta sahdmadhi
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There are so many easy answers for what I appreciate about Cinta. She's a badass, she's stone cold and fearless, she's the consummate rebel. Hell, she could be on rebellion propaganda posters (not that she'd ever allow that, she's gotta be able to go undercover after all)!!
I could talk about how cool she looks when she stabs Corv or when she comes down to shoot Petigar and save Nemik's life (for a little while, at least). I could talk about her A+ death glare or about how she almost laughs in Cassian's face when he hits on her. I could talk about how she's smart and resourceful and fucking strong. I could talk about how she's just, too beautiful to be real.
But everything I appreciate most about Cinta is everything we don’t see. Or, more accurately, what we barely see. What we get little glimpses of in the out of focus shots when she thinks we can't see her. This is a character who buries her feelings so deep down that she can even convince herself she doesn't have them, that they can't hurt her or define her. And so much of her character is revealed in super subtle looks and expressions, in small bits of dialogue because, as Varada said, "this is someone who has been through so much and is suffocating on her own rage and anger...So why would she waste words, or her breath, talking about it."
Throughout the whole Aldhani arc she only says a handful of sentences, all short and to the point but not unfriendly. She's always shown being active and helpful around the camp, almost smiling at multiple points. On first watch you can be forgiven for having the impression that she's the warmer one between her and Vel (especially if you forget Skeen's line about her being "stone cold and fearless" while you're screeching about the blanket line (guilty as charged)). But everything turns on its head at the beginning of episode 6, when Skeen drops another lore bomb: her whole family was slaughtered by stormtroopers. Everything you thought about Cinta before that suddenly takes on a new meaning. You realize she's quiet and distant and cold because it hurts less to lose people when you don't know them. You realize she seems fearless because what else does one have to fear when everyone they loved has already been killed?
At the same time, though, I think she's actually someone who's very much driven by her fear, especially after the Adhani job. I think despite her intentions and her caution, she got attached to that team, and losing them all except for Vel was a reminder that getting close to people is dangerous. She's scared to lose any more, scared of how it will feel to lose Vel to the Empire too, so she tries to act cold and push her away. She tries, but I appreciate that she can't fully do it!! If she was really doing it, really pushing her away and putting up the barrier, she'd never take Vel's hand in the cafe. She'd never steal a glance at her when she's not looking. She'd never come away from the window. You can feel the conflict in her at all those points, can feel her trying to tell herself to stay focused on the fight, but ultimately she can't fully push it all down because, as people somehow just don't get, SHE REALLY REALLY LOVES HER!!! You can see it, if you're paying attention. She may love honor more, but there's no actual way to deny she loves Vel IF YOU'RE PAYING ATTENTION.
Something else I appreciate, perhaps more than anything, is that her name means love. I don't believe that was done unintentionally, and I really hope it's a sign that she's going to come around and realize that she can't run from love forever. It's literally part of her.
I appreciate Cinta because, to me, she is a cautionary tale. Because at the same time she's showing Vel what she needs to see -- that the Empire doesn't stop to catch its breath, so the struggle must always come first -- she's showing us the potential cost of living that way. Thankfully her other half is on top of that, and I'll get to that in a couple weeks.
I could keep going on and on about them together, but that's not fully in the realm of this prompt so I'll wrap it up. But I'd be remiss if I didn't end this by saying how much I appreciate Varada for playing Cinta. An actual human ray of sunshine playing a character who slips closer and closer to darkness. I love her work and I love how proud she is to be Cinta, to be an incredible example of representation and give us a canonically queer character of color in such a huge and important show. I'll forever be thankful for her, and I am so happy she's becoming the star she deserves to be.
Even after all this talking I know I'm leaving things out, so I hope many of the rest of you chime in with what you appreciate about Cinta. She's one of the most special characters that has ever been put to screen for me, no caveats, no asterisks.
Cinta Kaz. A survivor. A rebel. A lover. I'll cherish her always.
Character Appreciation Friday - Cinta Kaz
Name: Cinta Kaz Played by: Varada Sethu Appearances: Aldhani, The Axe Forgets, The Eye, Announcement, Narkina 5, One Way Out, Daughter of Ferrix, Rix Road
Happy Friday, gang! I'll keep this brief for now because I will definitely not be keeping it brief for her in my actual response (and also because if I look at this draft and that picture too long I'll actually break down in tears).
It's Cinta day. Appreciate her. She deserves it. You know the drill: reblog, comment, or ask!
Next week: Karis Nemik
#hardest thing about this is simply forming sentences without incoherently screaming#second hardest thing is not inserting headcanons or fic lore#that said. go read the fics please!!!!#especially the linked one#ok shutting up now
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Dick saved Amy’s life and in return, she fucking fired him and made him homeless. ACAB 😭😭
#dick grayson#amy rohrbach#im SCREAMING#and he saves her multiples times after that#and she still doesn’t admit she was in the wrong😭😭#and she has the Gall to ask him to come back?? Bitch!!#dick this is why you should NEVER be friends with cops
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How do we feel about the idea that Sofia hunts Nell down so intensly could be in part due to jealousy?
Its very clear that Sofia is very obsessive about hunting down Nell to frame her for Lord Blancheford's murder. Like she doesn't really need to do all of that. She has the benefit of it being her word against theirs, and the social status to back it up, and they quite easily hold the appearance of grieving children seeking out justice for their father through hired bounty hunters and a 40 pound reward on Nell's head. And like, there is something to be said for the fear that Nell may eventually get someone of importance on her side, and as such getting rid of her permanently is in their best interest. However, I think it would add an interesting layer to the whole dynamic to explore Sofia being jealous of Nell.
Because Nell and Sofia are very clearly two characters that are supposed to be similar yet on complete opposite sides. Their connection to magic, their values of protecting their siblings, and their want to have control over their own situations are just some to name a few.
Yet, Nell is able to escape Tottenham through marrying Captain Jackson, and then continues to keep a hold on her freedom through the way she dresses and presents herself, as well as with the support of her family. She even gets offered tenancy of the Talbot. It's not without consequences obviously, we see it all throughout the show, but she still has a lot more freedom than you'd expect for a woman of that time. Sofia however is still trapped. Her whole life is dictated for her thanks to her high status, and when her father dies, she only just gets a taste of some semblance of power over her own situation through running the estate (though this would be on the down-low and probably with credit attributed to Thomas) and learning magic offered by Poynton. And even then, she's still disregarded and disrespected by the men around her.
It wouldn't surprise me if a large motivation in hunting down Nell for Sofia is the satisfaction of stripping Nell of her freedom. This woman, who is so similar to her yet just because of the family she is born into, gets to have what Sofia can't. And in a 'If I can't have it, neither can you' type of way, I think Sofia would take that and internalise it until it becomes all consuming. Probably convincing herself that once Nell has been stripped of her freedom, she will finally get her own.
#personally i think if Sofia was provided just a little bit more legal power over her own life#and not required to depend on the men around her#she would have a very different character arc#shes not an evil person#shes just trapped in a situation that she is desperate to escape from and she says it multiple times throughout the show indirectly#she has morals#like she finds thomas' behaviour distasteful in episode one and tells him off for entertaining the idea of making the trotter girls homeless#after already making them orphans#like anyone can act all high and mighty but if your father was just killed right before you#and that going forward you would be at the mercy of family you probably barely know#and that your brother who despite killing your father is the only familiar person now in your life that you know how they work and behave#to make a split second decision#its not surprising she chooses to save herself in the middle of all that#and like poynton is in a perfect position to manipulate her after that#he offers her power over her situation and control and promises that she would be offered a position in court#where she could finally have that legal control over her own self#and he reassures her#to which she fully melts cause until this point a kind word probably would have been very rare#i have so many feelings about sofia wilmot#i could continue forever#sofia wilmot#renegade nell#nell jackson
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the fact that the interview implied that ruin is the actual ending for the glamrocks as we know them and they're just going to be stuck there to rot and degrade until their happy ending is finally shutting down and being free of suffering like good god😭
#monty is literally already dead like. jtop said that straight up. he said he was 'too far gone'#who knows about chica tho. bc if any one of them is going to be saved itll be roxy#but is chica too far gone too😭#rip all of those sb dlc ideas where you could pick your guardian or save all of the glamrocks#they were dead a long time ago but this is a rip for glamrock fand#im so confused tho theres so many questions brought with rui#ruin#Gregory vanessa and freddy were canonically straight up inside the pizzaplex multiple times during it being abandoned#and recently in ruin shown by the recent footprings#so like why the fuck did they just. leave them and let them rot and suffer#like 3 star fam is morally gray but like. are they THAT morally gray#i know freddy probably is because in the rooftop ending he just butned the whole place down and didnt gaf abour his friends#but like would vanessa feel the same way?? gregory after learning that freddy was sentient throughout sb??#wouldnt vanessa of all people understand being controlled by a virus and be aware that the glamrocks were the same way#and that they werent just. evil for the sake of it like gregory believed during sb#and then the fact that roxys mask was a node like did they give that to her on purpose and leave her to roam around after?????#i really hope this isnt left unexplained because like wtf#pandas.txt#pandas talks#thoughts
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this dialogue path im so 😭😭🤭🤭
#shri’iia going like you weren’t THAT good 🙄 as if she didn’t come multiple times bc he’s probably more attentive than her matriarch#like I imagine her matriarch being a very selfish lover and she always receives and never gives and shri’iia being so used to that#so when the act 1 forest sex scene comes and astarion performs as he does and he’s very giving and thorough and more focused on her own#pleasure than his shri’iia is like ?? brakes screeching noises in her brain she’s not used to this btw#not to mention she’s already drunk as fuck and trying so very hard to ignore the pain in her chest from oath breaking#so she gets even more confused and she just lets him do what he wants to do#cue the morning after .. ‘you weren’t THAT good’ whatever you’re just saving face 😭#anyway. I like this dialogue path too bc you get an insight on astarion’s pov where he says he was holding back and making his excuse#when he was probably dissociating / feeling disgusted at having to do his routine again#but then it’s all part of his plan so he gotta do it. also that’s what he knows how to do so he has to do it and liking it is a diff matter#but when he says the ‘how dare you’ like it feels more playful so I think that kind of dynamic where they clown on each other is what they#both like. I also think that in the second time they sleep together it’s a bit more playful bc they’re getting that kind of dynamic more#based on the flirting scenes you can get prior the second time he offers to sleep together again#but to me when they overtly flirt / or when they fuck is when the seeds of the romance are planted .. it only develops when they start to#hang out with each other lol. like this whole romance that’s built on deceit and using each other#gets developed bc they actually like being in each other’s company 😭😭 idk that’s so cute to me#and when they’re actually together it’s like. this slowburn where they’re not putting any labels on it#they just hang out with each other for the next couple of hundred years and occasionally get married#multiple times for the attention and gifts lol#actually have more thoughts abt astarion/shri’iia 😭 they’re infesting my mind like mold#shut up about bg3.#bg3 spoilers
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guy who has only read kekkaishi, watching interstellar for the first time: wow this guy is soooo sumikocore
#just thinking thoughts...#good news everybody! interstellar was great!!#so sad that I got to watch it and karasuma didn't. I think he would have liked it#and yoshimori? he would have been devastated#I think it goes like this. sen would ask yoshimori and tokine to watch it at the theaters with him bc he doesn't want to watch it alone#knowing nothing more than sen said someone else said it was really good#they go. movie starts. when it becomes clear that the dad is going on a trip to save the world and he will likely never return#tokine starts shooting angry glares at sen who is staring defensively back like I did not know about the plot dont come after me#obviously yoshimori is crying sobbing at multiple points#like audibly dry heaving in the theater. other people are looking at him. he doesn't care he's having a moment with his mom#when the movie ends and they go to Birdy's (knockoff Denny's) for dinner#he smiles placidly and goes 'damn it was nice that she got to see her dad just once before she died' with the musou and everything#and sen and tokine are both tryna be like. damn. um. are you okay brother. and they know he's not but also don't know what to do#two weeks later an interstellar dvd arrives at their place and sen and tokine are having a hushed whisper argument about it#like yeah that was a good movie but why would you order this#what the fuck are you on I didn't order it can you stop just assuming shit???#and yoshimori just comes by and goes 'oh nice it's here!' and casually grabs it from them#and trots off to a distant part of the house and they can audibly hear him go#'hey dad I watched this awesome movie with sen and tokine a while ago we should watch this together some time'#THE END. thanks for reading this comic with me that's in my head. you should be able to see it
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Dengeki Sentai Changeman
#changeman#dengeki sentai changeman#sentai#do you understand#how much i love this team#they all had each others backs#they trusted each other. supported eachother.#changeman ot5#get ready for a load of bullshit rambling lmao#tsurugi started off very reserved and focused but slowly became more reckless as his need to protect everyone grew#he was a bleeding heart who just continued to bleed till the very end#sayaka was clever and stoic but also a reliable and comforting shoulder to cry on#she was a tactician and an observer and sometimes a little cold but she was ALWAYS there for Mai#hayate got burnt multiple times by his hot headed antics and actually learnt from his recklessness#he officially lost his cool ladies man card after the 4th time he emotionally ran off to save tsurugi#mai has a take no prisoners exterior with a gushy sappy gentle core#she's rougher and clumsier than sayaka but her heart is a lot more on her sleeve#OOOZZZOOORRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#he's my goofy boy and he stayed my goofy boy the whole time. never knew what was going on. always doing his best#i have so many headcanons does anyone want to hear my headca- *gunshots*
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The longer I'm around the more convinced I become that Jill and Michael also had some kinda codependent-besties archetype thing going on?? they may or may not even have been aware of it, but like. they're kind of a matched set, you know? Frequently purchased together, do not separate them
#this is based more on vibe then evidence but like. boy oh boy is there evidence#you could look at how the Lovers archetype affected Raven and Lloyd when they got split up and then compare that to Michael spiraling#idk. obviously there are a lot of factors at play here but like. sort of chronologically-#they were trapped in the tower together and had to stay sane for each other. making up games together. trying not to crack.#she was his first friend. you know?#they show up to the dinner party together. they bring wine and scotch! (she taught him to drink)#(they used to laugh and drink and party together until suddenly they couldn't anymore)#jill takes the chance to admit to lloyd that she worries about michael. to which!!!! lloyd says!! at least he has you#jill and michael's well being has ALWAYS been interwoven#or like. or like. in act 6 in the final battle jill follows her own melody line bc she's ticked and this is personal#compared with michael who doesn't have a personal stake in this other than the playhouse crew being involved!#michael doesn't have his own melody. he sings to the love and a dream playhouse tune bc that's his motivation for fighting#UNTIL jill is in danger!! when Michael jumps in to save her he finally gets his own musical flavor in the song! then it's banjo boy time#idk. there was a lot of loss and multiple different traumas Michael went through after that. but suddenly he's alone again#at least he's not stuck in a swamp or a tower for years but. he's all the way back to square one. he's alone. he doesn't cope well with that#and while he misses all of them he really misses jill. at the worst of it he doesn't even want to reunite with lloyd and david#but like. he's in a real bad way. he's hit rock bottom and he carries so much guilt over not being able to help jill#to the point where even hearing that there's hope is crushing to him bc it means that there Was something he could've done#and he did nothing#he's devastated all over again not just bc he lost her. but bc he abandoned her. he failed her.#we don't have nearly as much about how jill is doing but we do have her song titled Michael about their early relationship#and the way they rely on each other#go listen to that and tell me the narrative wouldn't just eat that up and link their destinies and mental stability#they spent years in level five. you can't tell me they got away with all this unscathed#i definitely think losing son mi was a big part of why michael spiraled but this essay is about jill and michael specifically#hdhjdfhrjrdgtsg how long can post go (challenge mode)#pebble speaks#shaperaverse
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70% of my trigun thoughts are abt how plants (independent and dependant) work and what they symbolize and their relationships with other characters and the world and stuff and the implications of independent plants coming with the earth forces and what it says about how earth has progressed since SEEDS left the planet, 20% of my thoughts are "hope those guys (meryl milly vash livio ww knives) are having fun" and 10% is rotating trimax Rem Saverem around in my head at all times
#i think abt rem a lot for a character that is like important but also isnt materially present in the story much#like idk her relationship with grief and regret and the idea of her looking at the shambles of her life and having to say#'well at least i can start over since theres nothing left for me' multiple times (after alex dies and she joins seeds#and after failing to keep tesla alive and getting a 'second chance' with vash and knives) idk its just so fascinating to me#and her idea of a blank ticket to the future and what it means in terms of how vash shapes his worldview in trimax#where it seems to be about how. death stops all future potential of a person. if they die they can never get better they dont learn#they cant change and experience consequence#like smth i find fascinating in trimax is that vash doesnt kill people but he will let somebody that person has hurt punch them in the face#and he thanks ww for killing to save the colony that one time. hes not opposed to killing/consequence entirely#i think it comes down a lot to how rem behaved in the aftermath of him finding out about tesla. how the potential for things to get better#would have died with him or rem and it would have just stayed horrible#idk idk im Rambling im turing things around in my brain#also man my main complaint with the manga is i wish it focused on the dependant plants more. they clearly experienced a big emotional#struggle esp in the final volumes and i wish we got to see more of it#but also i just like the wacky small town hijinks esp in the 98 anime i love when the main cast is just goofin around. i think they should#get to goof more#trigun#.txt#Dont Look At This Post Man its EMBARRASSING nobody should let me talk abt anything#the secret special bonus tjoughts are about chronica bc she fascinates me but i cant draw her good the way i can draw meryl and rem :(
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