#and he kept getting worse lmao
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absolute queen and her pathetic meow meow of a bf
i played through all of reborn in the summer but i had no motivation to draw. i remembered it existed again recently so i figured i should at least do something
#pokemon reborn#pokemon reborn bennett#pokemon reborn laura#volcarona#lilligant#art#im sorry for being a bennett liker#okay but like when he was first introduced i loved him so much i thought he was just gonna stay as the nerby bug kid#but then THAT happened#and he kept getting worse lmao#and i was so sad#i was so so so glad that he turned around tho#go off king show them you can change and grow as a person#he still deserves to get thrown into a bin tho#at least once#also can i mention how terrifying it would be to date laura when her 2 sisters would kill for her without hesitation
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It remains so funny to me that Caleb's idea of 'settled' is definitely "stirring up revolutionary talk in the capital like a 19th century philosophy professor while his wanted criminal boyfriend shows up on his front porch once a week in the flimsiest disguise imaginable." Icon shit.
#yes this is a really specific pull. yes I stand by it.#don't @ me.#caleb has more respect for women than a 19th century philosophy professor tho and we all thank god for that.#but also. essek. bby. not even like into the foyer? is this basically the dezran thain disguise??? cuz that's what it sounds like???#do you think ludinus da'leth does not know who is strolling up the front walk?#he absolutely has tabs kept on caleb. he knows babe.#you are small potatoes to him.#(I say. given tiefic. but like....... that's extenuating circumstances lmao. and oh boy does it get worse. :))) )#don't worry about it certainly no implications for the chapter this week none whatsoever :)#caleb widogast#critical role#cr spoilers
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If I had a nickle for every time I've fallen in love with a chaotic purple tiefling with curled horns who dual wields blades, has supernatural abilities of some variety, and once succeeded in convincing a group of people that he was someone important, I'd have ten cents. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it's happened twice.
#this has gottan be the most specific My Type trope of all time lmao.#morrigan.text#mollymauk tealeaf#woljif jefto#p:wotr#critical role#critical role campaign 2#pathfinder wrath of the righteous#pwotr woljif#the mighty nein#pwotr#mollymauk critical role#I've been meaning to make this post for literal months but I kept forgetting for some reason.#I finally remembered today after using my version of mollymauk as a base to make my version of woljif.#they got changed so much that you can't even tell he started the same but still.#okay. bedtime for me. I (hopefully) have a dnd game in ~10 hours and I have to be up in less than 5.5 hours to talk to my sister.#she will get to hear my wild ramblings which will be made even worse by my lack of sleep.#stay up until after 3:30am on a semi-regular basis is DEFINITELY a good idea. /sarcasm
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Cool. So I guess this really was my hero academia or whatever the fuck ever
#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#trying to be normal and sane about one of my fav mangas being ruined in 5 literal chapters it’s fine#wkwksjskjsskjsks like oh my god#that shit w the new character and the old lady who ignored tenko???????????#like in what world. is that like#truly have never been so angry abt something actually like lmao fuck u#SORRY JUST LIKE WHAT?????? WHAT ARE WE DOING???????#‘a world where heroes have more free time’ and hero society is exactly the same and kei has maybe possibly the most busy job of all now#(and also the job of the people who literally groomed him)#but it’s fine because ?????? idek actually?????#when they had endeavor sit beside dabi’s death bed until he inevitably dies with no regard to what he wants I thought#it can’t get any worse right:)#hA.#okay anyways. I’m stealing these characters#tenko I would have done tons of cocaine with u and kept u alive forever#lmao sorry#ghost thoughts
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#so on my way home..#i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future#i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were#bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected#a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati#that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful#and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old#live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :)#you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :)#you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!!#you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u!#whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤��#god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE#i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things#now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao#there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives#by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it.#or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me#only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die#bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything#for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!!#not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right#i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax#but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭#my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became#bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life
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absence of feelings voiced is not absence of feelings felt
zero beat moment. i have many not-really-canon thoughts on this silly robot
hex translations under the cut
"can you guys SHUT THE FUCK UP for a minute??"
"i'm booooored…"
"all of you guys are morons and your plans are stupid"
"why does anyone even still care about beat when i'm RIGHT HERE"
"man who even gives a shit"
YES it is just him moping around and thinking mean thoughts towards rokkaku group (he is not allowed to complain out loud but that will NOT stop him from having strong opinions in the privacy of his own code.)
have a :zeap: as a present for opening the readmore
#jet set radio#jet set radio future#zero beat#jsrf#eyestrain#mild flashing#ask to tag#making a rude little evil robot teenager and NOT letting him be a shithead is so fucked up. zero beat shuold be allowed to be mean forever#but nopony at rokkaku gruop understands ANYTHING. this is so sad can we get one like#ANYWAY. i have very normal thoughts about the fact that zero beat has unique voiceclips which means he clearly CAN talk#but all of his ''dialogue'' is just. ''...''#I don't like that. That makes me so worried for this beature's (Portmaneau of ''Beat'' and ''Creature'') well being .#(of cuorse i ahve. headcanons that made the situation exponentially worse but. Man don't look at me)#also this art is also kind of loosely stealth art for a goofy ass fic/blog/??? concept ive been workshopping with my sibling#but no idea if thats ever going to actually Happen so i kept the art vague and fitting to multiple things lmao#anyway. zero beat my friend zero beat. he is such a weird looking thingy
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looking at my old gravity falls fanart and stumbling upon the undertale oc that I only drew once and for some reason prompted some creep to message me every single day for months
#sadly 19yo me was VERY emotionally/socially stunted so I just let the bastard get away with it#he only stopped because apparently someone else grilled him for being weird and ig made him apologize to me and delete his blog lmao#thank you stranger god knows how long that wouldve kept going on for#then for years I wondered if it was as bad as I remembered#anyway I found the chatlog last year and it was sooo much worse jfc#mew.txt
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beat awakening can’t wait to start DA2 tmo and experience the whiplash of “wow anders is kinda neat and fun if you ignore how obsessed with women he is” to “this bisexual cunt needs to leave fenris alone”
#i’m mostly fine with the terrorism#though i think jt was poorly thought out#worse executed#and ultimately showed that it needs to be a group effort#you can’t lone wolf social change#it’s just the whole… elf thing#and how he uses it against fenris that pisses me off#lmao#he’s SO different in da2#i get why ppl hold on to his awakening version#but also?? he’s not THAT great in awakening#but maybe that’s cause i kept him in a party with velanna#where he turned into an oghren-esque pest
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i want ike to be in three houses
for science
#DCB RD Run#y'all know what i'm talking abt if u follow me lmao#ike rly does say all the most perfect shit but most ppl don't even get to see it these days#bc intsys won't make the games accessible and they cost hundreds of dollars for a used copy jfhsagjdg#BUT ALSO this line? REALLY fuckin wish they said to zelgius too with someone anyone even if it wasn't ike#would've been really awesome tho for it to be ike who said it so that zelgius couldn't uwu my teacher his way out of being a villain#what is it with them making ppl be like uwu my teacher and that suddenly make them not a villain fhajgdgsj#like WHERE WAS THIS LINE WHEN IN REBIRTH 2#we had tibarn with us! ranulf! shinon! oscar! SOMEONE could've said it!!!#hecky schemcky if OSCAR said it? that would be like DAMN u fucked UP tho#if OSCAR couldn't forgive you for something? d a m n sonny that one would cut d e e p#but also?! shinon! being calm about it! and just telling him outright! look! nah! you did all that shit! and now you want to uwu us to death#nah! what you did was unforgiveable and you kept doing unforgiveable things!#i mean come on there's a line out the door of ppl who wanted to get or deserved to get revenge on that guy#YES I HAD TO LET IT OUT AGAIN I'M STILL MAD THAT SEPH GOT THE WHOLE NO U DID BAD#BUT ZELGIUS DID ARGUABLY WORSE BC HE DIDN'T DO IT AFTER LOSING HIS ENTIRE FUCKING MIND#AND HAVING HIS ENTIRE FAMILY SLAIN AND HIS FOREST HOME BURNT TO DEATH#LIKE. COME ON. SEPH AT LEAST HAS A LEGIT REASON TO HAVE LOST HIS MIND BUT ZELG?#siiiiiiiiigh. anyway put ike in three houses so he can teach all the dumb stans how to be a proper mc#yeah that's right i said it A PROPER MC#blorbo is in the corner hiding bc he doesn't like these tags. see his bow? see it? it's poking into the pic#ALSO HOW COME REYSON DOESN'T GET ANY LINES WITH SEPH ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENED POST BATTLE#this post has gone in three entirely different directions in the tags good for me good for me
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Nooo the trans allegory is also a Big one for me in that song, but I know not everybody is about Trans Aoki so I figured it went well with his disabilities regardless. And like yeah blah blah basic whatever, idc y'know, I'm here to enjoy life so imma listen to music people don't like 😂🤣
But you're so real for the trans Aoki thoughts okay.... I love both cis and trans interpretations of the Boy bc he's fits very well in both categories. It's all just spice y'know!! You sprinkle some of this... Some of that... And tomorrow you make a new dish! Love moving head canons around for funsies
Anyway ty for validating my music choices 🫡 good luck charging your phone
i dont really hc charas any particular sexuality or gender since i always feel weird about it its called being BORING its what I AM but its the way i was playin y7 and just kept jokin bout it every time the game gave me a chance until the very last scene then i was just like.. hm... feels less like a joke to me now... its just what my eyes perceive at this point.. sorry...
but i got you covered with music choices man !!!! i like most music even if it can be considered 'overplayed' or 'generic' like idk man... if it makea me feel ima listen to it..
#snap chats#love how i forgot the Eyes lyrics to Body when it's deadass the first line.. STUPID ASS !!!!!!!#but anyways. yeah it been a hot year since i talked bout trans aoki LMAO#honestly if it wasnt for the fact i saw korean artists draw aoki with top scars (and specifying they were TS scars) then id prob just like#be quiet about it. cause most of the time i was just jokin like the whole injections bit and his voice being hoarse in eng#and nasally in jp... lol.... the jokes were being lined up for me... and then he went and changed his name#and got surgery that made him feel more at home in his body... LIKE THEY PROVIDE NON-TRANS REASONS WHY HE DOES THIS#I KNOW but thats why i just kept /jokin/ bout it cause i was like 'lmao' yk. Lmao congrats your accidental trans rep is republican#AND THAT'S WHY IT'S FUNNY TO HC HIM AS TRANS CAUSE HE SUCKS !!!!! i want more shitty people as trans rep#im p sure im the only one who 'openly' hcs him trans but not even. like i remember twitter was Allegedly mad at me for drawing aoki a lot#and they made a point bout me makin him trans but like... i never even 'publicly' made him trans..#when i'd draw aoki without a shirt i'd give him scars but those were from his lung surgery.. lmao...#not my fault the scars look Like That... cause i like drawing scars leave me alone...#my DB followers know i was obsessed with drawing yamcha's leg scar from when his leg was broken#Truly just a coincidence but also not cause it Was lowkey intentional but anyways.. lol...#i remember the period where people were askin me bout the hc.. hehe...#My Apologies for going on the Trans Aoki rant i still do very much like to joke bout it with myself.... it was too real to me...#every time i think of The Specifics i start to get like 👁️👁️ because then it gets too real so i gotta stop before i start crying....#it's not that the HC is personal or deep to me or anything it's just funny <- in denial for the bit#anyway.. i havent been able to be productive all day so !! time to start i have a really hectic week and its only getting worse (╯▽╰ )#thanks for letting me ramble... and feel validated for being delulu...#lowkey funny that While True you said not everyone's about the HC Which Is True it's why i dont talk about it a lot#but like... Not To Be Presumptuous And Self-Important but i do remember being one o the first people to bring it up with other aoki fans..#imagine me not being abot my own hc.. or at least one i stand heavily by... lmao..
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As a 24 year old I’m kind of over drinking culture. The last time I really drank it took me a week to recover from it loll, I’ve been getting really dizzy since a covid infection 2 years ago, and I had a really bad flare-up a month ago after celebrating a friends birthday.
But even before that I drank pretty minimally and I didn’t like how my friends put the responsibility of caring for them on me when they put themselves in harmful situations. I’m always going to be there for my friends, but it takes a toll caring for people and watching them not have that same care for themselves.
And then it’s funny and normalized when people drink all the time.
#this is not meant to shame anyone with addictions or to say that I’m morally better than anyone#a couple of months ago my friend from hs who moved away a couple years e was visiting and she insisted we go to a club lol#it was my first time at a club since I turned 21 the month after Covid lockdown started loll!#and it was fun not caring about the people around me and just being silly and dancing while tipsy#but also the guys were creepy which I expected but it was weirder than I thought it’d be loll#like one guy who would just jump out at you while you were leaving the dance floor and tried to hug you and buy you a drink#he also found me again later and kept trying to get my Instagram loll but it’s that vibe you get around.#cishet men when you know they don’t like you as a person they just want to get any woman (even though I’m non-binary)#and I never feel bad saying no to guys like that loll plus I have a partner but even if I didn’t it still be a no lmao#and then another guy tried to pour his beer into my friend’s drink as I was carrying it back to the table for her from the bar#and it was so weird and gross like why would I want you to do that?!?#anyways my conclusion is being tipsy and silly with your friends can be fun!#but the culture around alcohol enables so many harmful behaviors and makes ppl unsafe! esp women queer and trans ppl and poc!#I also had to walk my partner home one time bc they drank so much and got so depressed they almost tried to hurt themselves#and I couldn’t leave them alone bc I was worried they’d try something again#just haven’t had great experiences and I’m one of the ‘lucky’ ones for not experiencing anything worse!#personal
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I do have a few minor complaints about how they adapted the Sazed scene (don't know why they felt the need to change his name? But he's Sazed to me I don't care) but they're pretty hugely drowned out by how well they did Merle and Magnus' offers so I won't go into my very mild complaints now, maybe I'll talk about it later if I can ever get the time or energy to do my own version of that scene but eh, it was okay but nothing spectacular I don't think, very much drowned out by how good Magnus and Merle's were. That's pretty much my opinion on it, it was alright but didn't really stick out to me either way
#it wasn't incredibly good‚ wasn't incredibly bad‚ it was just 'eh'. it was alright#i have kinda mixed feelings about the therapy line too (cuz i like him getting therapy it just kinda feels off considering the timeline?)#but like again that's a very very minor thing and not really worth going into at 1 in the morning#his story just didn't stand out like either of the other's did#i feel like his lines about getting help and moving on would've felt more impactful if they kept more of the foreshadowing#and built up to it more like we got in the show. and also cut down on the SiU!wT gloating that wasn't in the original series#he.... didn't really seem to have many (if any) issues with cooking before the scene with Angus and they cut that down a LOT#so i just don't think it really landed very well in my opinion#never really seemed to get torn up about it so between that and the timeline issues the therapy line doesn't impact a ton in my opinion#but eh‚ relatively minor stuff i suppose. sure i wish they did it more emotionally but it could've been done way worse#so being completely average in every way actually exceeded my expectations a bit lmao#taz gn spoilers#taz spoilers#the adventure zone spoilers
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i’m aware i’m biased in his favor so i might be wrong but i feel like it’s hard to end episode 1 with low aeran approval without a sort of mutually antagonistic relationship
#and it might just be bc i was playing as hollis when i did it but it was like i really had to try to make things worse#otherwise he just kept gaining approval#also i’m not making a judgment i’m just thinking about something lmao#i need a text post tag#or like. doing things that he obviously will not approve of#and i do mean obviously not like when you ask him a basic question and he gets all ‘are you trying to know me’ about it#but when you kill marea and don’t feel bad or try to leave/kill rho
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physically pained by today's class where the prof's asked us to take turns reading aaloud. some of you do not fucking know how to read for the class and it SHOWS!!! you have to PROJECT YOUR VOICE so everyone can hear you, you have to ENUNCIATE so you can be understood, you have to speak with some fucking ENERGY so it isn't just a flat incomprehensible stream of words, i want to know if this sentence is a question or a statement or a comparison from the tone of your voice!! holy shit!!! if i wanted to listen to white noise i would turn on a fucking fan!!!
#star.txt#IT IS PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!#guys who have been emcees will get so mad when people don't speak like cartoon characters#also when we have established a pattern of each of the first few speakers taking 2 paragraphs#and the professor has STATED that this an easy way to get the participation grade for the class#WHY would you read five paragraphs. this is a short fucking article let the others get a boost to their grade#them doing worse doesn't mean you doing better >:(((((#cheering myself up by remembering that time in 9th grade i was reading something off the board for the class#and the projector kept cutting out but because i read super fast i was mentally like a line or two ahead of what i was actually saying#so i just kept talking and finished the sentence#and the others were like HEY HEY HEY WHAT THE FUCK HOW ARE YOU STILL READING. THE PROJECTOR'S OFF. HEY.#one kid in particular got super freaked out and it was so funny i made a point of continuously doing that#and he just kept getting more and more scared cuz he couldn't get how i could read that fast and remember it all. lmao. lol.#okay im calm again
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have been thinking about Until Dawn again -- do we ever like, fully understand what Josh had planned for Matt and Emily? Like, did he steal/hide her bag or something to get them out into the woods? Or was that just some kind of coincidence that played out like he hoped it would?
#N posts stuff#outside of that one 'did Josh do that deliberately?' uncertainty i do actually grasp the full implications of his plan#better than i think i did in high school.#(my brother has a playstation he lent to us so i'm finally playing it for myself instead of just watching no commentary vids lmao)#in that like. presuming he Did send Matt and Em out there deliberately then them + Mike and Jessica are on the side of like#Josh is putting them in the same circumstances Hannah and Beth were when they left the house - he's surrendering them to whatever#circumstance and danger that his sisters went through; i watched a couple of like vid essays on the game and someone said that#Jess and Mike in particular were 'spared' by Josh sending them out to the cabin but i don't think that's what Josh was doing#given the level of control he had over everything that happened all over that mountain then I have to assume the busted power#in that cabin was Deliberate and the path they took was very messy and ill-maintained in a way that can get them both Soaked#so to me the cabin is a deliberate exposing them to the elements in a way that may well could have killed hannah and beth#plus Josh did make up some of the 'maniac' lore BUT his parents were in a lengthy legal battle with someone who Did threaten the family#so he's also well-aware that That guy could have had something to do with Hannah+Beth's disappearance and again Josh is exposing#Matt and Mike and Emily and Ashley to that danger because they were the more outward 'antagonists' in the prank on Hannah#so his revenge there is more passive but arguably Way more dangerous than what Josh had set up in the house; because again#Josh had a Huge amount of control over what was going on in there and he kept an eye on everyone the whole time#He's basically the only threat on the field - he can account for the weather and outside threats etc. in a way he Doesn't do for anyone els#and even tho they don't know it JOSH knows that he's not going to physically Harm anyone inside the house. so they're ultimately Safer#his deliberately more Antagonistic 'revenge' on the others who seemed to have less to do with the prank is also kind of double edged#ie; for 1) Josh overall sees the whole thing as a net Positive for them - he was going to post it online w/ the intent of making#them all famous sensations; obviously he knows it's terrifying them deliberately in a real dire way but as a Whole it's supposed to be 'goo#and as for Why he scares them so thoroughly out of everyone i think it's mostly bc Josh does see Himself as culpable that night as well#dr. Hill has that line about how he doesn't know if it's like. worse to threaten someone or passively allow them to come to harm or whateve#so there's a lot of deep self-loathing about the fact that Josh couldn't/didn't do anything to help his sisters that night that he kind of#turns outwards against the other people who were also less Directly culpable in that same way (Sam tries to stop the prank#but fails; Ashley more passively went along with it than deliberately participated; Chris was also drunk + incapacitated)#so it's almost a collective 'WE fucked it up bc we didn't do Enough' kind of punishment hence the invocation of Hannah and Beth's#terror and uncertainty on that night -- We didn't do Enough and so this is what they suffered because of us in that way#but again; Josh had immense control over that house and he Knew everyone was Physically safe so even though he's Scaring them#he's also not putting them In Danger in the same way he does everyone else by shutting them out of the house + out in the snow
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the past 2 days sucked ass lmao i went from no incident reports to 3 in one day and one kid escalated the entire day todayyyyy. like it started as soon as he came off the bus too and lasted time he go on it at the end of the day. i want to take a day so bad but i dont want them to think acting up means i wont show up the next day yknow
#lmao the kid today kept telling me my mom died im fat a bitch and white (hes black) like dude i would black-on-black crime#it could have been worse but still sucky since the past 2 days i didnt get a break/eat lunch :////#idk my stupid lil anime boyfriend app is whats keeping me going literally i was like “in x hours ill be in bed playing l&ds”
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