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calsvoid · 1 year ago
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sebastian smythe convinced he’s fully aromantic at 15 vs him turning 16 and discovering that love at first sight isn’t as bullshit as he thinks it is
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kanameows · 1 year ago
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globmacerton · 11 months ago
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damn Five doesn't match the tags anymore 💀
NOO THE TUA TAGS ARENT BISEXUAL ANYMORE 💔
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tanenigiri · 6 months ago
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Like several others in the fandom, I'm still recovering from the feels that Chapter 25 of Hirano and Kagiura has given me, especially the scenes that paint Hirano in a rather green and purple light. As someone who only recently came to terms with being aro and acespec, seeing Hirano go through very familiar struggles felt like an out-of-body experience.
It also made me want to revisit some manga that I've read so far that have featured characters in the aro and ace spectrums. Since I mostly consume BL, there understandably haven't been a lot that's come into my radar, but the few I've read have all been great, and I wanted to take this opportunity to give them a shoutout.
I Want to Be a Wall by Honami Shirono - Definitely my favorite in this list and one of my top 5 fave manga overall, this stars an aroace woman and a gay man who get into a marriage of convenience. It deals with expectations from their families and society as a whole about what an ideal marriage should be, but it also spends a lot of time exploring how Yuriko comes to terms with her asexuality and how the people around her react to it, especially her husband Gakurouta - who also deals with his own issues about hiding his homosexuality and his very apparent attraction to another character in the series who's presented as straight. On top of dealing with all these issues very tastefully, it's a great slice-of-life manga with a lot of humor and fluff squeezed in, so if you want a feel-good read with depth and lots of soul, I really recommend this one.
Is Love the Answer? by Uta Isaki - The manga on this list that's most blatantly about aromanticism and asexuality, this explores the story of Chika and her journey to discovering, questioning, and accepting her romantic and sexual orientation. It goes very in-depth into this journey, and it even has multiple other aroacespec characters that she deems as role models, such as a professor who serves as a mentor for Chika and many other characters in the series as well as an older brother figure who had a much rougher time discovering his own asexuality. If you want to read a coming-of-age story where the lead comes to terms with her asexuality much in the same way that many BL and GL manga leads come to terms with their own queer identities, I highly recommend this manga. (Trigger warning for a brief sexual assault scene at the start - it's not graphic, but it definitely shows the attempt, so stray away if a scene like that would unsettle you.)
I Think Our Son Is Gay by Okura - I've talked about this manga before, and in my previous posts I mentioned that my favorite character is Yuri, the brother of the titular son Hiroki. Turns out I was onto something, as throughout the manga, Yuri mentions that while many girls in his school have expressed interest in him, he always turns them down, saying that he doesn't really get why everyone's making such a big deal about love. That already got my attention, but there's a scene in the fifth volume where Yuri actually goes into this more and researches why he's feeling that way, and it leads to a certain label we all know and love. Sadly that fifth volume is also the series's final one, so we don't get any more after that, but it really solidifies Yuri's journey throughout the manga, making for a nice parallel for his mother's own journey about accepting Hiroki's identity.
Our Dreams at Dusk: Shimanami Tasogare by Yuhki Kamatani - I've also talked about this manga before, and just like I Want To Be A Wall, it has pretty much cemented its place in my top 5 fave manga overall. What made me fall in love with this manga is how it explores so many types of queer stories in a very realistic light, dealing with issues like discrimination, family acceptance, and identity crises in a way that really shows how serious they can be. Expectedly, one of the types of queer stories it explores is about Someone who's aroace (whoever's read this manga - yes, that was a pun), though unlike the other characters in this series (and unlike most of the other characters in this post), that character is already at the point of their journey where they're comfortable with their sexual identity. Instead, the author uses Someone-san as a mentor throughout the story, helping other characters come to terms with their own identities and running the safe space that most of the story centers around. If you're looking for manga that's explicitly about the aroace experience, I don't think this would be the one for you, but if you're looking for great queer manga in general, this should be at the top of your list.
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Cherry Magic by Yuu Toyota: I can't end this post without talking about queen Fujisaki. In the manga and anime, she takes on the role of a fujoshi who's a big fan of Kurosawa and Adachi's relationship even before they get together. But her role in the Japanese TV series (and movie) was changed, toning down the fangirlism (though hints of it are still there!) and instead giving her a unique storyline, one that eventually reveals to Adachi (though not explicitly) that she isn't interested in dating anyone. There isn't any explicit confirmation about her sexuality beyond this in the show, but there have been interviews from the showrunners where they do mention it. And honestly, as someone who was only starting out with BL at that point, seeing a character like her have that kind of background was already so incredible to me.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading! I hope you check these manga out, and if you know of other manga with great aroace rep, let me know!
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ceaselesswatchersspecialboy · 7 months ago
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i need to hear those thoughts, pretty please,
Okay this is a very late reply, but I finally feel as though I can word the thoughts I have regarding them. I want to preface this by saying that all my talks of Jayvik being queer coded stem from my own personal aroacespec perspective. I don’t perceive all forms of close affection and devotion as romantic, but the visual coding regarding Jayvik, and Meljayvik leads me down the path of ‘this is something I personally interpret as romantic’.
MelJayVik is such a deeply fascinating relationship to me because I think a lot is gained from their relationships in the series by looking at them through a polyamorous lens. It may be my own bias, I’m willing to admit that, but the dynamic feels as though it was written to be Poly.
It begins with the obvious queercoding between Jayce and Viktor, and the visual and thematic parallels between them:
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Both are written as representative of Jayce’s choices, which can be simplified down to politics and science, and as characters, they inform the choices Jayce makes, and the consequences of those choices, while simultaneously being their own well-developed characters and having their own agendas. I would argue the way it’s written and depicted in the animation, taking into account a lot of the animator’s personal romantic agenda regarding Jayvik, feels akin to the setup of a typical romantic love triangle.
Two people harbour feelings for Jayce, and Jayce is given the decision between the two of them, but that to me is where the similarities between them a love triangle ends… because Jayce never actually chooses. I know some may argue he does because of the final scene with Viktor, but I don’t perceive that as the case at all.
Jayce clearly has a deep love for the both of them, seen so clearly in his actions.
With Mel and Viktor, he truly feels like he can take on the world.
Jayce struggles to balance his life between politics and science because he wants both. He wants Mel and Viktor to be important in his life, but he isn’t capable of managing that, and his own biases and privilege do begin to damage his view of the system and his relationship with Viktor, and Mel does unintentionally worsen that divide. It’s why I love the polycule so much honestly — to me it isn’t just slapping three people together to stop any ship wars, no, it’s a genuinely complex and nuanced dynamic that has initial struggles and hardships.
And to claim that Mel doesn’t care for Viktor is said in complete ignorance of the source material. Mel does come to perceive Viktor as important. Initially, she does ignore him, and treat his presence as secondary to Jayce, but that changes once she recognises the flaw in her actions and how close she was to becoming like her mother. In the final scene of season one, she smiles at Jayce and Viktor. In the beginning of season two, she says that Viktor will come back to ‘us’. Not just to Jayce.
It feels tragic almost. They could have had such an interesting relationship with Mel now wanting to connect to Viktor, but she shattered the chance of that happening. The same way Viktor’s magic repels and rejects her, he does the same.
And god don’t get me started on their magic parallels. For as much as I criticise season two, this is a compilation of my thoughts on MelJayVik in canon, and so I am willing to analyse the way they’re portrayed in season two, and the fight scene in the council room In particular makes me violently ill.
It feels intimate on both ends.
I know people focus especially on Jayce and Viktor’s scenes, and I get it, the scenes between them are particularly intimate
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However, both Mel and Viktor and Mel and Jayce also show intimacy in that scene. The way Jayce holds Mel after the fight, despite their previous ‘break up’ scene, and how even though there’s conflict between them, they still can’t help but handle each other with such care and affection. It’s just how they are.
And to me there’s something equally horrifying yet beautiful in the way Viktor bypasses Mel’s own magic, no longer rejecting her, but being intrigued and fascinated by her.
“The arcane stirs within you.”
They are connected by something more than just flesh, more than just physical, and that’s kind of insane to consider.
The tragedy of Mel regarding this is she loses both of these people: the man she knew, and understood, and allowed herself to be vulnerable with, and the man she wanted to know, and to understand.
So here’s how the Noxus spin-off can fix that and canonise MelJayVik! <- lying to myself.
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asundries · 5 months ago
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VISARA. PLEASE. aventurine + YELLOW HYACINTH + evanesce + metanoia AND MY LIFE IS YOURS.
thank you for this request. it’s so apropos. brought to you by the gender envy lamenting i have daily over aventurine.
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LIKE BLOOD IN THE SAND, A KISS IS A BRUISE IS ENDURANCE. ⏜⠀ . ⠀⟡
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STARRING… ─ aventurine & gn reader. ✁ ... ❝ Aventurine is such a gorgeous, glittering spectacle, it pains you to look at him. He makes you sick with something that can only be akin to desire. ❞ CONTAINS… ─ 1.8k words. angst. not a healthy dynamic. cannibalism as a metaphor for envy? (not graphic, just symbolism). aventurine and reader are both aroacespec coded (by my own experience). crossposted on ao3 (i have some clarification and thoughts in the notes there).
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Aventurine captures your attention the moment you lay your eyes on him. 
You’re not special for that, of course. Aventurine captures everyone’s attention—how could he avoid it, with his flaunting, his peacocking. He’s the focal point of any room he walks into, effortlessly; he’s the clean-cut gem catching the light in the center of a museum, boxed in by glass, look, don’t touch. 
But the thing inside is so breakable, and so is its shield; it’s more of a warning than any true protective measure. You will bleed, it cries. I will make you bleed, with my unpolished edges and my broken glass. You will have me, if you escape, but it will hurt.
And you want to. Some strange part of you wants to shatter the case, scrape off your skin, set off the alarms, and run. You want to bleed for him. You want to expose bone. You want to possess what he is, even if it hurts. You think he realizes this every time you hold him, the way you sink your nails a little too deep, but, truthfully, you’re not sure. You can never be sure with him.
You can bite, but I taste bitter.
He’s beautiful, and expensive, in the way only faux things are; aventurine masquerading as jade, pyrite fooling people into thinking it is gold, et cetera. You think that’s the point. You think you love him anyway. 
Bitter, like a toxic plant.
You want to dig your fingers into him the way you would the mud of a gold-filled riverbed. You’re impatient, and go in with your hands instead of a sifter. It’s less lucrative this way, little flecks slipping through your grasp and washing away down the current, but you can feel the weight of the gold, and the mud, and the frigid river water on your palms, and that’s enough of a trade-off. 
Bitter, like rat poison, like vitriol.
Every time he undresses in front of you, you can’t help but think of the space between each bone of his as something to excavate; the honeycomb holes spanning the gaps between each of his ribs and the rain-catcher dips of his collarbone. He tastes like sweet rot when you kiss him pliant, and you can hear something thudding behind the cover-up of those ragged breaths, something to prove he’s still alive beyond his half-hearted grasp on your clothing. 
It makes you nauseous. 
You’re sick at the sound, and you’re sick at the feel. You hate the pressure of his lungs as they expand, and you hate the mellifluous tone that accompanies each breath he takes, like he can’t possibly breathe without saying something. Something important. Loud and clear.
Bitter, like brightness, like a poison label, like the skin of a frog. Don’t touch me, it’ll kill. Neon is nature’s warning.
Your face is tucked into the crook of his neck, buried like a head in the sand. Your hands dig into the fabric of his shirt. You can feel his heart pounding beneath it.
“Is something wrong?” he breathes, taking pause. “If you want, we can—”
“No,” you say, cutting him off. You pull back to look at him for a second. Half of one. His gaze catches on yours. Bright, dead eyes. He’s so disheveled, yet still so effortlessly perfect. 
Something about it makes you feel strange. Hurried. Feverish. You drop your head back against him and close your eyes, trying to erase the image from your mind before it makes you feel even worse.
Bitter, bright, like his gaze on you. 
Your own heart is rapid in your chest, horrible and frantic like a prey animal, but betraying you like a bad dog. He could kill you, right now—his hands could close around your throat, he could flip you over, he could. But you’re the one with yours clenched into fists in his shirt, resting on him, above his most vulnerable places. You should feel powerful, but you feel sick.
Sweet. 
Aventurine is fool’s gold, all unpolished edges and dead fish eyes, and if you did pry that chest open, you would find nothing but a stone heart. You know that much. 
“Nothing’s wrong,” you say. You decide it’s best to stay where you are, face tucked into the crook of his neck, the closest you can be without truly feeling his heartbeat. You don’t want to look at him. 
His hands run up your back, skittish. “Are you sure?”
Aventurine is such a gorgeous, glittering spectacle, it pains you to look at him. He makes you sick with something that can only be akin to desire.
“Yes,” you say, lips meeting his throat again. “I’m sure.”
You love him. And this is what love is. Enduring. Wanting. Aching. 
Aventurine had captured your heart the moment you laid your hands on him. 
Aventurine is used to being seen as an object. 
Truthfully, he can’t do anything about it. An object is an object, and objects can’t just become people, so he takes it into his own hands. If he’s going to be seen as meat, a pretty gem to ogle and leer at and price and buy, that might as well be the point. 
They bet on you because you look good. 
They bet on him because his odds looked good, and his body looked better. 
They bet on him despite the fact his odds were abysmal. One in thirty-five. So it was only his—
You look good.
He believes it now. Because that is now the point, his desire, his intent. He looks good, he thinks. Now, he really, truly does. Not good as in pyrite, and pathetic, and dirt-streaked, and bloodied. But good as in golden, and flashy, and adorned. Truly. 
And the main point of it all, what he goes back to, over and over again: they can’t have it.
Bright like pyrite. Bitter like honey.
“What, you don’t trust me?”
Aventurine says the words with such slimy confidence that you don’t want to trust him. He’s all contrivance and reddened, flaky fish scales, the way he smiles at you like he wants something. But you place your hand on his waist to brush past him in his sterile kitchen, and you feel him tense. Almost imperceptibly, but there nonetheless.
“No,” you say, grabbing a glass out of his cupboard, just to see what happens. “Not really.”
He laughs, swirling his own glass of water absentmindedly, staring into the whirlpool it makes like he wants something from it. Like he expects it to swallow him whole instead of vice versa.
He looks at you the same way, you realize. Dreading. You wonder, idly, if he hates it as much as you do.
“Aw, come on,” he drawls. He sounds like he’s jesting, but you knew if you looked back at him his bright eyes would be just like a warning label. “Do you truly have such little faith in my… luck?”
Look, don’t touch. 
He downs the water like it’s something stronger, and sets the empty glass on the marble counter with a loud clink. By the streaky look of the cup, you suspect the water had been sitting out a few days, collecting dust and left to taste like silt.
“I don’t. Your luck is… yours. It’s not mine.”
You get water straight from his fridge’s fancy system, cold enough to hurt without the need for ice. Reluctantly, after bracing yourself, you turn back to look at him. He smiles. Dead eyes. 
“You’re right.”
Aventurine thinks about love, and he thinks about playing dead. 
Sometimes, when you hold him, he does that; plays dead, limp in your hands. Pliant, like a softer stone than aventurine is, almost malleable. You always stop touching him; your hands fall away from his waist and your lips leave his neck (which you always kiss on the right side). You always seem relieved when he gives you this excuse. To stop touching him. To pull away, because you’ve held on to something rotting for far too long, and his perfume can no longer mask the smell of iron under his nails or the decomposition in his gut. 
He can’t help it but play dead when he’s afraid: in the bloody river, face down and nearly out of air, drifting away from his sister because any sort of grasp on her hand would give him away; at the poker tables, eyes like a dead fish, boring into the cards like he wants something from them (he does); in the cradle of the Nihility, wading through a river a bit colder than the ones he was used to. He plays dead because playing at being truly alive would be much harder to pull off. 
Your hands are always dry, and always freezing, and they always feel like the sand of Sigonia The desert was always terribly cold at night. 
The desert was Gaiathra Triclops’ body, and the rivers her blood, and the rainfall both a blessing and her tears, and the idea that anything like her is laying their hands upon him again—that golden touch, that good luck, blessings are curses are blessings—makes him feel sick every time. 
When Aventurine thinks about luck, he thinks about the warmth of blood streaking through frigid water. He thinks about heartbeats. The shock of hot and cold and the rush of adrenaline. He thinks about pyrite buried in riverbeds. He thinks about death. 
It’s not his luck you want.
Love isn’t feeling sick when you hold someone, and sicker when you kiss them, you know that now. The only thing you can think about when you finally have Aventurine’s fragile ribcage between your grasp, when you hold all that he is—from his leaden lungs to his stone heart—between your hands, is that you want it for yourself.
Not him.
It.
You think about Adam’s rib. You think about breaking it off. You soothe the bruises on Aventurine’s paper-thin skin with a gentle hand. He doesn’t deserve your ire, or your hunger. Or maybe he does, and maybe you’re just a coward. Either way, you can’t bear the idea of bringing that body pain. 
You want, so badly, for it to be yours, that you’re soft with him. Even as you want to bite, even as you want to tear, even as you want to consume and become—you’re as kind as you can be, with your nails sunk deep into the wet sand of him—
You think about Eve’s body, born from a single bone, and you think about what you could be if you had the strength of all of Adam’s extra marrow. You do nothing. Nothing but dig your fingertips into the riverbed; nothing but fish for the pyrite; nothing but stain your fingers with the blood from salmon upstream.
Sweet like honey. Sweet like something rotting. 
Aventurine captures you the moment you realize it isn’t him you want.
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humiliationsheets · 2 months ago
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hi :3 my friend made a post about aroace hcs for the bmc kiddos so now i wanna share mine! i’m aroace so this is very important to me and i wanna share it with you guys now :]
jeremy - he is so arospec to me. probably cupioromantic but he gets freaked out about complex labels, so he just thinks of himself as arospec. it’s a good thing he’s chronically online otherwise he’d have no idea what’s “”wrong”” w him (his words, not mine, i love being aro and i love aro ppl! he’s just having a hard time accepting that it’s out of the ordinary). but i also do quite enjoy ace jeremy as a method of projection!
christine - my aroacespec queen. i think christine is a Yearner. i think they love the concept of love and everything to do with it. but they just don’t fall in love easily! i think because she’s neurodivergent, she gets platonic and romantic attraction confused a lot. christine, have you heard of limerance… and they’re just ace. she’s not really interested in sex but still finds the beauty in the intimacy of it all. christine is a Lover but has a hard time Loving in the romantic sense. it’ll all work out eventually :)
michael - he is asexual! i don’t think he’s 100% sex-repulsed, more sex-neutral. he just doesn’t experience sexual attraction very often. i have a little unfinished oneshot abt how he discovers he’s ace after a failed relationship w jake and its my baby. he’s always felt the feelings but yk. it doesn’t really click until he’s a senior.
chloe - she’s so aro lesbian 100%. aro lesbian to ME. my silly aro lesbian. another case of limited romantic attraction but she just wants to be loved :[ !!! makes it so frustrating for her sometimes so she hooks up with / dates a lot of people she doesn’t have feelings for, jake included. i do think this was a mutual thing for them, however.
jenna - another aro lesbian in my collection. i don’t think she experiences romantic attraction, like… hardly at all, but she doesn’t need to be in love to be happy! her priorities lie in friendships and self-care :)
jake - i hc him to be arospec and unlabeled! i think jake doesn’t know this. he’s just used to not wanting to be “tied down” to a relationship (but in reality, it’s because he really just… doesn’t have feelings for anyone. it’s only happened once). he isn’t really looking for something serious for a really long time. he has too much going on and would rather have fun instead of putting another thing on his plate and risking hurting others. this causes a lot of other issues in some of my writing huehuehuehue
and i think brooke and rich are allo! but i have tinkered w the idea of cupioromanticism for the both of them... i like having fun experimenting w/ different concepts that don’t necessarily reflect my hcs! they have evolved sm over time but this is just where i’m at rn :)
sorry this is a long post but i hope u all enjoyed!
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mcytshipsandmore · 5 months ago
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did someone say BigB ships??! 👀
LimLife Nosey Neighbors, anyone? qpr between aspec BigB and aroacespec Pearl [trans masc they/he/she Pearl too, because. this is me we're talking about. my ship my headcanons.]
DL secret soulmates are good and all but what about BigB and Ren?!! Hmm??! no one ever talks about them. they are a tragic story of two individuals linked together while both yearning for someone else [Grian, Martyn], one of them deciding to accept their tethered fate and make things work, even falling in love for real only to come out heartbroken, and the other unable to let go of a dream of what could've been if the fates had acted in his favour, paired him with who he wanted. and even after all of the hurt they still came back to each other, dying together trying to defend the home they had built together.
WL Creaking BigB and his creaking heart, Scott. Creakings keep their hearts hidden, safe and sound beneath layers of bark and wood. their hearts protect them, absorb all of their pain and hurt so that they dont feel a thing. but Scott wants drama. he embraces the chaos Pearl Impulse and Cleo have brought him, and no matter how hard BigB tries to protect him its only inevitable that Scott will end up hurt, because the Creaking isn't supposed to protect their heart from pain, its the other way around.
~🖤🪨
amazing Big B ships! We love to see them all!!
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monscrow · 10 months ago
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intro post, i guess!!!
askbox open only on weekends (when i remember lol); got too overwhelmed by spam, my apologies.
last updated 10/feb/2025
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⚠️flash warning for blinkies at the bottom⚠️
free gaza, free palestine, stop genocide. you don't agree? block me.
i go by mons, crow and vic/víctor!!
my pronouns are they/them, he/him and any neos/xenos that you think would fit either comedically or off of vibes.
lvl 16, so, a minor !! beware
aroacespec, something like that; qprs are sick asf and all hail relationship anarchy.
art sideblog is @monscrowdraws
audhdcd (asd + adhd + ocd 😻😋) and hEDS. i use tonetags, feel free to ask for clarification!!!
bday is oct 7. 🎉🎉🎉
i'm mexican 🇲🇽!! i speak both spanish and english.
timezone is cst/utc-6.
i say slurs i can reclaim (mainly the f and t queer ones) and swear a lot, though if that makes you uncomfortable please either block me or lmk so i can try to tone it down when around you.
i love interacting!! feel free to tag me in stuff, send some asks (be it on anon or not), or message me! moots can ask for my discord even if we've never actually talked before. though i suck at keeping consistent; nothing personal i promise</3 /gen
i tend to spam-reblog so do with that information what you will.
some tags you might see me use here and there:
#mons rambles ← just my thoughts, ideas, opinions, and whatever i feel like throwing into the tumblr void.
#ask a crow / #anon asks ← askbox replies.
#save / #art save / #fav / #hellsite faves ← these are more for myself, but yeah they're pretty self-descriptive. just in case you get curious or anything.
hyperfixations/interests/things i'm passionate about !!! i guess, kinda
→ mcr (+ most of the members' solo projects)
→ killjoys (california + national anthem, but mainly calif and fanon)
→ demolition lovers lore (i have literally written like at least three different essays about it for school help me i'm so serious)
→ emo/alt/diy culture
→ will wood
→ bandom in general
→ sonic the hedgehog (franchise)
→ graphic design, arts and crafts, illustration, animation (that's right y'all graphic design IS my passion 😔)
→ fnaf (bonnie fnaf they could never make me hate you)
→ cosplay/costume-making
→ d&d
→ crows (no way, crow, really???)
→ australian shepherds
→ the umbrella academy (s4 isn't canon in my heart + currently reading the comics !!! )
→ gravity falls
→ neurodivergencies/psychology/disabilities (this one's pretty meta ngl)
→ lgbtqia+ identities (emphasis on the aroace-spec ones + relationship anarchy)
→ politics/activism
→ linguistics + conlangs
→ fantasy in general (high fantasy, magic, vampires, tieflings, you name it)
→ boardgames
→ the count of monte cristo (book + 2024 movie)
→ webfishing :3
→ uhhhh there's more but i don't remember rn, i'll keep adding as i see fit (probably... maybe..... perhaps....... quizás........ puede ser..........)
dni
trump supporters, terfs, transphobes, anti lgbtqia+/queerphobics, exclusionists, ableists, racists, prolifers/antichoicers, proshippers/anti-antis, irl gore, pro-israel/zionists, pro-ai generated "content", pro-nft, non-critical media consumers, classists, ed blogs, sh blogs.
also, i'm aware that dnis tend to not be effective and i probably will still get shitty ppl in my inbox so i can and will block. though i'm p chill as long as you're chill. this blog is run by a very neurodivergent, mentally ill, mexican, transmasc, aroace faggot, and any kind of bigoted hatred will not be tolerated.
blinkies made with blinkies cafe !!!
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pssst btw, before you go, if you read my intro post i'd heavily encourage you to like it, so i can know!!! :] (/nf though!)
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glitchfang · 6 months ago
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*MOVED FROM PERENLOP*
Glitch * He/They/She * 23 * Aroacespec Genderfluid White Lesbian * Wife + Icon
Sideblogs: PMDverse Blog + Art Blog + Pokemon Ask Blog + Warrior Cats Blog
Other sites: Toyhouse
-I am basically a Pokemon blogger first and everything else second lmao. There will be a ton of emphasis on PMD, the Game canon, and Pokeani.
-Other interests include ISAT, Kirby, Sonic, PMMM, RGU, UTDR, and animal biology. Not an extensive list.
-I'm working on a PMD story that is too big for my own good. The Pokemon ask blog listed above is a part of it. Help Me. It's probably my biggest hyperfixation right now and I will be talking about them extensively.
-I love my wife
-DNI: I'm aware this won't stop people but I would prefer you don't interact with me if you are "proship". Do not give a shit about the discourse because I'm too old to care but it still makes me uncomfortable and I'd prefer to not engage.
Have a lovely day <3
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bluestarlett · 6 months ago
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could you talk more about your Moss fella? he(?) seems interesting! 0v0
-@circles-n-spirals-alike
YES YES YES I WILL TALK ABOUT MOSS??!!
He’s my beloved angsty teenage boy… hate him so bad…
I’m specifically gonna talk about Infection AU Moss because he’s so important to me. He’s also technically based off of my GF’s interpretation of Moss since she was one of the few people who initially started the jashverse trend back up but he’s my own guy ATP
Moss is very antisocial. Not super fond of people- though he has a few select people he lets in (in this case, Rose and Icarus, plus their friends, though it’s really just those 2). He doesn’t hate people. Just always preferred to be by himself, and to have some quiet. My normal version of Moss is missing an arm and has a 3D-printed bone-like prosthetic, mainly just cause he thought it was cool as fuck- however in the infection AU specifically, he just has a skeleton glove—though he does later have to lose his arm because it turns. Fucking necrotic.
He’s always valued the earth and nature above all else, and part of the reason he doesn’t like to be around people is because he’s used to seeing people not treat the world with the same respect and wonder which pisses him tf off. In the infection AU this is the reason the infection even starts because he brings in scary mutated spores that start KILLING EVERYBODY and he does have a lot of internal conflict about whether he should feel guilty for the damage to the earth or to the people 💙
He’s also… quite anti-Christian and has a lot of religious trauma, but also envies those who can believe, in a way? Essentially, he wishes he hasn’t seen enough shitty things in this world to still somehow have enough hope that there’s a god.
he is an abuse survivor to me. I say this vaguely because it is not ever explicitly mentioned in the infection AU however with SOLMWIT that song is. About being in a SEVERELY toxic relationship. and moss definitely has been fucked over by people. Also he’s aroacespec to me. He’s aroace. And transmasc.
^this is up to interpretation btw but to me that abusive relationship probably would be familial. And not necessarily physical or even ‘active’ abuse but the religious trauma + complicated relationship with people and romance combo gives repressed catholic guilt. To me.
He spends a lot of the infected AU feeling stranded, and suffocated in a way, and helpless. This is where Alone with my Thoughts comes in- as much as I love the idea of giving him space flavour of autism, to me this song characterizes him in a completely different way lol
for the most part, he is… well, covered in discontent. Both for himself and the world around him, because he is in this weird state of limbo, where he is stuck in this fear of time yet constantly wanting to move forward. (Example, The Moss/AWMT vs. K.K. Cruisin/Pocket, yk?)
it’s honestly hard to sum him up in a way that’s like, “wow such a neat whimsical guy” cause he’s… just some depressed teenager. Depressed teenager watching all his friends die, of course, but at the end of the day he’s just some dude
I honestly prefer your idea of moss because I LOVEthat he’s just a weird little guy whereas mine is a lot more human and fucking depressing lol
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pezpenser205 · 20 days ago
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my forsaken label hcs because i am feral and need to put my thoughts somewhere or i will die.
1x1x1x1 -> transfem, genderfluid, any pronouns with a heavy she/her lean. aroace. i am So passionate about this fight me /lh. like the ver of 1x pre fuckening is very clearly masculine or at the very least genderless. bc of this youd have to reaalllyyyy stretch things if you wanted to try to argue they werent transfem
007n7 -> 110% he/him aroacespec ftm i have no doubts in my mind about this one either. autistic as hell also.
chance -> nonbinary, butch, bisexual with a heavy preference for men, transmasc, arospec. he/they. cluster b for sure, probably adhd.
john doe -> supportive dad type. doesnt really know what the fuck is going on anyway. "im probably bi but my mind is just a complete soup of jacked up code so i cant really worry about that rn." was neurodivergent even before the brain damage but has an even more difficult time controlling/masking symptoms now
guest 1337 -> doesnt really put much thought into labels, never even really considered he was queer. mspec or mlm in some way but really doesnt explore that side of him at all due to The Issues. neurodivergent but so so deeply masked. very "i'll just suck it up and bottle it" attitude towards sensory issues that just leads to him having a worse time
taph -> nonbinary sapphic transfem. uses he/him only because they dont really have the assertiveness to correct people and just wanna do their job without any trouble. nonverbal and autistic (obviously)
shedletsky -> transfem but doesnt know it yet. so deep in de nile shes got scuba gear on. (buddy if the physical manifestation of your negative emotions is transgender and you still think youre cis idk what to tell you i just think youre a bit silly)
two time -> transneut, nonbinary, they/them
noob -> transfem genderfluid, they/them
may add to this or change things when i feel like it l8er idk. considering making builderman gay bc i feel like it
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mudkip-enthusiast18 · 5 hours ago
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opinions on qpr rosekiller?
OMG IM SO SRY I DIDNT SEE THIS ;-;
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.
I’m aroace myself and so qprs are just so so so so special to me in hcs I love them always and I think I specifically rlly rlly love it for rosekiller cause I already think of them as having a very unconventional relationship just because of their personalities and their specific bond and so a qpr is just icing on the beautiful beautiful unconventional cake that is their relationship :3333 I LOVE!!!!!!!! (I hope that made sense lol!!!!! I’m not always great at putting thoughts into words)
when I think of qpr rosekiller my hc is usually aroallo (aro + pan) barty and gay aroacespec evan and I think pretty much everyone around them thinks they’re dating and they refer to each other as “bf” but the distinction is there to them and to their very close friends and it’s very important to them personally despite not caring how the world perceives them (again I’m hoping this is making sense,,,,,,,,) (also like. idk if I need to say this but disclaimer that this isn’t how all qprs work there’s a whole variety out there, this is how I see specifically how rosekiller’s would work)
I think both of them probably had a pretty hard time coming to terms with being aro (+ ace for evan) cause they both rlly enjoy the theoretical idea of a relationship and the closeness that comes w it and were very confused as to why people initiating things always made them uncomfortable (might be projecting a little,,,,,, (a lot)) and for barty he just forced himself into it anyway I think he probably thought he just had to like. get used to it and for evan he always just thought he wasn’t ready (projecting again,,,,,,,,) and I think through research evan realized first, and eventually barty did too and I think having that in common helped them get even closer than they already were, and eventually they started developing feelings and were both like “ummmmmmm????? I thought I didn’t feel these things????????” until they thought more and looked deeper and realized their attraction to each other was still platonic just much deeper than they had ever felt it for other people (me again but no one has ever reciprocated 💔 /lh) (or well one did but romantically :,,,,,,,,,,,,) so nothing came of it) (anyways enough about me) and they talked about it and how they felt and what they wanted and what they were or weren’t comfortable with extensively and started a relationship :))
i had another thought but I forgot it 😭💔
anyways they're very very special to me aroacespec hcs are always very special to me but this is extra special cause it’s rosekiller hehe <33 :))))
TY FOR THE ASK!!!!!!! :D i loveeeeeeee getting asks where I can ramble like this it’s so fun it makes me so so happy TY ANON <3
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smallishzine · 8 months ago
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we received a question about shipping, so here is our answer: (there is also important zine info unrelated to shipping at the bottom of the post)
Yes, ship art/writing is allowed, *however*, this is still a zine dedicated specifically to Joel, so if you choose to incorporate that into your piece, it must:
Have Joel as the central focus of the piece
Have something in the piece contributory to the zine besides shipping
be entirely sfw. This goes for any piece anyone makes, keep it Family Friendly. You don’t have to make it, like, toddler safe, and you’ll have a lot more leeway in gore and blood and violence and arson and all that good stuff because it is Joel we’re talking about, but please take pity on the ace-spec minor modding this zine.
try your best to stick to c!Joel’s canon relationships. We’ll be polling about this later but current plan is for the zine to feature pieces dedicated to all the eras of Joel’s content creation as like the thing that our zine is. I don’t know if we’re gonna go as far back as mousyluvscheese, and we’re probably gonna focus on just his Minecraft content unless someone expresses specific interest in doing a piece for something he did outside of that, but yeah that’s currently the plan. With that in mind what I mean by stick to canon is basically with the current plan everything we make up will be based off of what’s already there, so if your ship requires you to retcon and rewrite then probably no. The one exception is probably Lizzie, if she was on the smp then you are allowed to ship them as romantically (or non romantically qprs and other aroacespec headcannons are totally okay) as you want. I’m not sure if I’m explaining myself well so if you want me to elaborate further then feel free to send in an ask.
also I know that everyone has different definitions of ship art so like if you make it with romantic intent but it could also be interpreted as platonic then you don’t even really need to ask if that’s okay (in terms of shipping we’re still gonna make you run your ideas by us before you start working) Also if it happened in canon exactly the way you depicted it, such as Real Life smp smallidarity, double life boat boys, or esmp2 mythicalbeans, then you’re also probably in the clear.
also!!! And this is extremely important even if you definitely aren’t planning on including shipping!!! The plan for what’s going in the zine is in no way set in stone, it’s just a starting place to work off of right now, if you guys wanna do something else then fine by me! However, if the idea gets more difficult/complicated, then I’m gonna need your guy’s help to pull it off. If you wanna tell a complete story, like hotguy comic zine did, I’d love too!! But I’d need you guys to help come up with the story and write it and stuff, as I’m rather incompetent at most things. It was probably a bad idea to put me in charge of this thing. If you wanna make an in universe art book documenting a specific thing Joel has made, like scarland art book did? Sure, super down for that! But you guys would need to pick what thing. You wanna do something that’s never been done before in the zine scene? I’d love too! But you guys would have to come up with the ideas and then let me know, cause currently I got nuthin’. Don’t be afraid to send me asks, if there’s something you want to see Let Me Know!!! Everything is subject to change, and I love getting input from people who want to see the zine get made. If you’ve got ideas, send em’!
wow I got really off topic.
-mod Dinn
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onesidedradiostatic · 1 year ago
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Alastor being AroAce has personally made me so happy. The fact that he's AroAce and just thinking about it makes me smile. I felt so seen when Rosie made that "ace in the hole" joke. I literally paused the episode to squeal over how Alastor's sexuality to be explicitly referenced the show. Viewers who had/have no idea that Alastor is AroAce probably took the joke another way or went right over their heads, but I feel like everyone who knew Alastor's orientation went "that's cause he's Asexual, ha!"
Even in the past Alastor's own sexuality made me wonder about my own and think "huh..am I like him?" when it comes to sex and romance. Now I feel more confident in who I am, and I'm happy that Alastor is a character that helped me be more comfortable in who I am. When it was confirmed to be Aromantic too along with still being 100% Asexual, that made me unbelievably happy and I didn't know why at first. I also love how a lot of fans, including the Hazbin Hotel team, fully respect Alastor's identity and how everyone here also respects the fuck out of his identity (and agree the best thing about RadioStatic is that it's completely one sided with Vox being pathetically in love)
I'm definitely somewhere on the aspectrum(s) and I can say with confidence that Alastor helped me discover that about myself. Happy Aromantic Week everyone!
FR the ace in the hole comment made me like so unbelievably excited. like it's such a small thing but it's also like so rare to find a media where it's acknowledged verbally in the media itself??? I'd started questioning being on the aroacespec before I started hazbin but I can definitely relate to fictional aro characters helping/kickstarting the questioning!! very glad alastor's helped for you!!! happy aro week :D
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our-queer-experience · 6 days ago
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CW : vent, queerphobia
I used to not understand how hurtfull queerphobia wa suntil I realised I wasn't the most normative person. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't going around saying homophobia was fine (because yeah, at the time I juste knew about the sexual orientations) but I didn't udnerstand how much it hurted people. I thought they just had to not date people (very aroacespec of me btw, i do not feel attraction as much as others) and stay hidden. I wanted to help them, but still, I wasn't able to understand.
Then I started to interract with other queer folk. Discovered trans people were a thing. That the lack of attraction was also a queer thing, that there was queerphobia within the queer comunity. That not experiencing attraction as much or as often than others was, in fact, a queer thing.
And I've realised that this part of me was a part of me and I started to be terrified when I started to notice the queerphobia around me. I didn't noticed because I don't notice, usually, what happen around me. I am in my own bubble. But it was bursted off so violently when I've realised people's opinion over queer people. They hate them. Like fully. My step-mother talked about killing my lil' bro if he turned out to be gay whe, she was still pregnant. And there's a lot of queerphobis people in my class that talk about killing and beating up queer people (and also every abnormal people, like disabled :/) (at least I'll only be seeing these fucker like...Once or twice in my life again ?).
And this is scary. This is so fucking scary. I already have psychotic symptoms and the queerphobia is NOT helping with the irrational fear of being assaulted fot absolutely no reason. Because fym I have actual reason to think people would hate me if they knew me. Like I have to actually hide. I love some of these people but now they make me scared and uncomfortable and I can't cut them off.
I am sorry if this is innapropriate for this blog, I understand if you don't post it.
🫂
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