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please tell me someone here has watched 90210 (the cw remake)
#I just watched the first episode season 2 for the first time in God knows how many years#and it was⌠fucking genius#not to sound like an old man screaming at clouds#but they donât make teen dramas like this anymore#like naomiâs big sister jen gets back at naomi by lying to naomiâs boyfriend to get him to sleep with her#and then when Liam realizes that he slept with Naomiâs sister he lies and letâs people think he slept with Naomiâs best friend instead LMAO#and then no one believes annie when she says she didnât sleep with liam so she calls the cops on the party naomi is throwing#and gets the entire school sent to summer school#and that same night she kills a homeless man in a hit and run#and weeks later starts dating a guy who happens to be the homeless manâs newphew#LIKE? WTF đ#and omg naomi was such a mean girl this season#like her tall ass looked ready to stomp over annie the loser#and what naomi did was so fucked up like she spread a naked picture of annie all over the school thatâs actually deeply fucked up#and at that point annie stopped giving a fuck so she starts going along with the lie that she slept with Liam#just to piss off naomi even more you know what am youâre a queen for that one#no teen drama is touching that
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The word 'rural' is in the public consciousness again and every time people start going in about the 'rural values' 'rural way of life' I remember just how subjective that word is.
I have a friend that lives in LA. He considers Columbus, OH to be 'rural.' A population of over 900k. Thriving arts community, tons of culture festivals, every kind of restaurant you can think of, one of the most annoying college campuses ever, several smaller colleges, lots of queer spaces, comic book conventions, huge concerts... rural.
The town I live in considers itself 'rural.' 38k population. Arts festival every year, a small pride celebration, monthly gallery hop, big Halloween festival. Five ice cream shops, three coffee shops, a couple fancy bars, so many grocery stores. Huge library, conservation and sustainability advocates, queer spaces, a hospital, one private college. Rural.
The town we nearly annexed, but lost the deal considers us 'urban' compared to them. Less than 5k. They have a limited hospital, often send their surgeries here. Downtown has hardware store, bars, craft supply store, a couple grocery stores, pizza places. There's some farmland, but much of the square acreage is golf. Mega churches. The houses here are 500k. Most people drive ATVs. They have a handful of festivals in the summer.
A town I would often get sent to to cover their high school sports- a little over 2k. There's a Subway, a Domino's, Family Dollar. Some bars, some corner stores. Some local crafts. All the students grow up knowing each other, most of them stay there. But they have craft fairs and art galleries, still.
Less rural still than the town I go through to get there, population of around 600. Houses, farmland, post office, general store.
Who would still look down upon the town of about 400 that I would go to sometimes- post office. Gas station. Bar. The school is the only big thing there.
And yet still, I have seen towns with population in the double digits that have a church and a post office.
Even just looking at the numbers doesn't lend accuracy to what 'rural' actually looks like. Because this is what it looks like in ohio, but it's different in West Virginia- where your closest neighbor might be a mile down a hill. Or in Montana, where your town might be planned very tightly and your neighbors are very close, but the nearest grocery store is an hour and a half away. These are places I've been, friends that I've talked to. I've never been to Missouri or Alabama or Louisiana- I'm sure they have a unique experience of being 'rural.'
So my point is that when people talk about 'the rural experience' or 'rural values,' they are talking about millions of people across the entire country who all have lived unique lives- and who may not even agree on what 'rural' is.
Think about who is talking, and who is being talked over, and who isn't even being asked to join the conversation.
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sick love
spencer reid x fem! reader
pt2!!
synopsis;;
you catch your best friend spencer touching himself and far from being embarrassed, it only turns him on even more. if only you knew he had been dreaming about this moment for his entire fucking life and that he has even planned for it to happenâŚ
cw;; (letâs act as if spencer and reader are the same age (consensual 18) in high school
really perv!spencer, dark themes, spencer uses readers body without implicit consent (i donât know if it counts as cnc since later we find out she doesnât mind), somnophilia (if you squint), INDECENT use of cum, stalker behavior, use of masculine sex toys, breeding kink, mommy and daddy kink, praise kink, praising, degradation, multiple orgasms, oral sex (f receiving), sub and dom spencer, p in v sex, unprotected sex, cum eating, cream pie, masturbation (m), voyeurism (?), dacryphilia, violence (not towards reader), dirty talking, hair pulling, blood⌠MINORS DNI OR IâLL COME FOR YOU!
@cafekitsune âs separators
Spencer was obsessed with you. Not in a lovely kind of obsessed âthat tooâ but in a really perverted way. His sick infatuation commenced a warm summer, when you and him, best friends since freshman year, had ended up staying up late in your house for a movie night. Your parents were no where to be seen, and being scared of spending the night alone, you invited Spencer for a sleep over.
Everything was perfect. Little snacks, the newest film in D.C in tape and a cozy sofa in which the two of you silently rested as you stared at the tv. That was until you had fallen sleep on the other end of the sofa, loose and extremely short pijama pants letting your lace panties show and nipples erect due to the coldness of the night underneath your tight and white tank top. He found himself stating for far too long, instead of bringing up on your body the blanket that you both had been shared, his eyes taking in just how beautifully exposed you were.
Full honesty? He didnât even remember how his dick had gotten that hard nor how it had ended on one of his hands, palm slick in precum as he thrusted in it, bottom lip in between his teeth and soft moans and groans scaping his lips. But he didnât care. He came so hard that night that he swore he saw stars on your living roomâs ceiling.
After that, he of course felt awkward and embarrassed of himself around you. Masturbating to his sleeping best friend, and just mere inches away from you? Jesus Christ. Though that remorse quickly went away when he found himself sinking deeper in that sickness under your name.
He relished in that pretty tears of yours when you cried about another stupid boy being mean to you and dumping you against his neck, your tits fully pressed to his chest and whimpers making his cock push against his jeans, even more when that same guys were the ones crying and begging for him to stop as he beat the shit out of them.
He liked to see you cry, but if it wasnât because of him, he wouldnât have it. He sent a couple of them to the ER, but they were too scared to get a couple more bones broken if they ever spoke up,â and also, who would believe them if they said that the slender nerd of their class was the one that beat them upâ so he always got away with it. In no time, the guys were fucking terrified of even glancing at you, leaving you all to himself. Like it had to be. You were his, or youâll be.
You were always complaining about things of yours disappearing, âFuck! I cant found my chapstick.â him shrugging even when he knew that he was, in fact, the thug. Then, heâd go back to his house and open the last drawer of his desk â which he had under keyâ and take the same chapstick out of his pocket to push it inside along with the other things he had stolen from you: lipgloss, necklaces, bracelets⌠Panties.
He loved them. He almost had a collection of them, of all types; cotton, lace, thongs⌠He loved the ones that he stole from the dirty laundry the most, whichâs crotch he could push against his nose and lick as he fucked his fist. Getting to taste and smell your slick always drove him crazy.
Another thing Spencer loved to do was take photos of you. He had albums and albums of polaroids for the two of you, being both on the pictures or just you. He loved to watch them from time to time: you smiling, you singing, you dancing, you blowing a kiss to the camera, jumping in the pool, petting a stray cat⌠Being simply you.
But he also had some photos that were exceptionally and just for him. Some of them were flashes of your body in those little and pretty bikinis you always wore in the warm summers, some other of your naked body âfacing away from the door of your bathroomâ when you changed, you eating ice cream with cheeks, lips and tongue stained in the vanilla treat, some of you sleeping, some others of the panties and little skirts that youâd wear. He even had one of you resting asleep on his lap, lips parted and against his hard cock. He saved some of them on his wallet in case he ever had to take care of a boner when he hung out with you.
He was in love with you. Sickly in love. Sickly enough to take some of those photos of yours and cut out your face just to tape them to his porn magazines. Some of the pages had even stuck together due to his cum.
And you were just so unbelievably oblivious of his infatuation that you always left the window to your room unlocked in case he ever wanted to sneak in in the middle of the night to stay with you if he ever felt lonely in his empty house. At first, before his infatuation appeared, he would sneak in from time to time when the loneliness became too strong for him to handle, cuddling with you and leaving first hour in the morning. Now? Now he snuck in almost every goddamn night. To cuddle, to watch you sleep, to be able to hold you close and even to take advantage of your heavy slumber. He had licked his cum out of your fingers when he had used your hand to masturbate, having to hold in his moans and whimpers. Other nights, he would get under your covers and part your thighs just to push his head in between them, face against your clothed cunt as his hips buckled against the duvet, tongue flattening against your heat and moaning when your thighs would unconsciously squish his head.
He loved it when you played with his hair, groaning when youâd pull from it when heâd tickle you, and laughing when youâd scream at him for using your good conditioner after a pool day. He was obsessed with your little lotions and expensive shampoos, using them as lube to fuck his hand while he showered in your house, using then his cum to fill the tubes, evening out the difference.
He would steal food from you in the cafeteria, using your own fork or spoons just to be able to have your spit in his mouth. Youâd always whine about it, but he never stopped, so you eventually stopped caring, giving him full access to it when you were full.
Spencer considered himself to be a man with clear tastes when it came to sexual preferences. He would love to fuck you to his liking, to sink you into submission and to get you to call him daddy. He thought of himself as a dominant kind of person rather than a submissive one, but that changed when in one of his numerous wet dreams it was you the one who choked him and fucked him, using him like youâd use a fucking toy. He had woke up with a raging orgasm as from his lips fell the word âmommyâ.
Was he a pervert? Absolutely. Would he ever speak up about his feelings for you? Absolutely not.
Heâd prefer to die with a boner than ever telling you he loved you. He was just terrified of the thought of you pushing him away or ever hurting your friendship.
So after a day full of what he thought of âteasingâ, since it always involved you dressing in one of those incredibly short skirts or staring at him for too long as you sucked on one of the lollipops that he always bought you, he would come to his house and enter his room with a full tent in between his thighs. He would pull out of the back of his closet his fleshlight and spray one of his pillows with those little bottles of your perfume that came as gifts with the bigger version just to bend his other one and push the fleshlight in it, fully lubed and ready for his cock to fuck into, just like that pretty pussy of yours. And thatâs what heâd do, fuck his stupid little toy with his face fully buried on the perfumed one as he imagined you under him, ass up and chest pushed against his bedsheets. His pace was needy, harsh and deep, from his mouth, dirty talking spilling. âYeah, take my cock you slut, fucking take it.â âThatâs a good girl for daddy.â Those were always the best orgasms, making him fill the toy to the brim when he couldnât found himself to stop. Too pussy drunk even when it wasnât your pussy what he fucked in between whimpers.
He sometimes would leave his houseâs and bedroom door open with the dream of you someday catching him red handed.
But they were all just dreams, they werenât supposed to fucking happen in real life. Yet, there he was, and so were you.
That day he had come with a really painful bonner in between his thighs. Youâd been sitting on his lap for a whole goddamn hour since your classmates from class B had borrowed most of your chairs to hang prom signals, leaving you without a place to sit and using your best friend as a chair. The problem was not only that, it was the fact that youâd be adjusting every five minutes and the fact that he had found himself being completely ignored by you as you talked with your best friends, laughing with them and jumping on his lap when the jokes were too good. Well, he was not being completely ignored, since one of your hands, had found his hair and slowly massaged his scalp, every now and then pulling at his hair when you played with his locks, his hands trembling on your thighs âwhich spread sideways across from his â thumbs circling your soft skin.
The fact that you were using him. The fact that he felt used by you and only you, was what had him gritting his teeth and fighting the urge to buckle against your ass. But Spencer was a good boy, so he just stood sit and went through that delirious torture with not a word coming out of his mouth. He felt like breathing once again when you got up from his lap when the bell rang, notifying the students that the day had ended, but still choking when he no longer could smell your cologne or felt you flush against him.
âFuckâŚâ he whimpered when he plopped on his bed, his palm pushing hardly against his pulsing and leaking cock, precum staining his jeans and underwear. He had pulled out from his closet his fleshlight, since he felt that his hand would not be enough today. He had to fuck himself. âPlease, fuck me, pleaseâŚâ he was a babbling mess when his tip pushed inside the lubed toy. âUse my cock, baby⌠Use meâŚâ he found himself whimpering at his mind scenario, in which you would ride him relentlessly, his dick reaching deep enough to hit that sweet spot that youâd torture to make yourself cum all over his cock. âFuck, mommy, fuck, feels so good⌠Ah, faster.â he was a babbling mess, his hips rutting upwards against his hand movements to fuck his cock deeper in his toy.
âSpence!!!â you had called from downstairs as you opened his unlocked front door. Spencer always left it that way for you to come and go as you pleased. You were smiling, in between your hands a copy of a book he had been dying to read for months and for which he had cried after finding out that it had been sold out. After seeing just how badly he wanted it, you had been fighting with sharp nails to get a hold on one of the limited edition copies that had gone on sale in the cityâs center, where you had rushed just as classes finished and where you had killed your savings in the dib. âI have a surprise for you!!â you chanted, locking the door behind you and jumping excitedly, frowning when you didnât hear and answer from him. âSpencer?â you called out again, the soft sound of his voice reaching you from upstairs. You took off your shoes, a smirk growing on your lips when the idea of giving him a scare came to mind. Up the staircase, you were like a ghost, slowly approaching his room and mumbling, though you froze when a moan got to your ears. Your skin went pale and your cheeks heated up when needy whimpers followed up right after, as if all the blood under your skin had ended up pooling there.
âFuck, just like that. Faster, pleaseâŚâ was he with someone? Your chest heaved at the thought of Spencer fucking with some random girl that wasnât you. Youâve liked him for years on end, since the first time that he held you as you cried your heart out after your first breakup. But he never seemed to look at you in any other way that wasnât friendly, so, at the end, âbeing too scared to speak up about your feelings in fear that it would break your friendshipâ you had decided to bury them as deep as you could inside you, believing that he had to be just what he was; your best friend.
Even though you knew it was wrong, you slowly approached his slightly open door, peeking in in need to see who was he fucking, promising yourself that youâd leave once youâve taken a glance. But all that went to hell when you found out he was not fucking anyone but himself, back against the mattress, bare chest rising and lowering slowly as his hips fucked upwards, inside his clear flesh light. Your eyes widened and your legs trembled when from his lips new groans and moans fell. Spencer was fucking touching himself. Fuck, fuck, fuck⌠You needed to get away from there. Yeah, thatâs what youâd do. Youâd go back to your house and forget all about it⌠Or thatâs what you thought, instead finding your feet glued to the floor as you watched.
He looked so hot and pretty all needy⌠Eyes closed shut and mouth agape in gasps, glasses crooked, eyebrows pushed together as his head fell back against his pillow, hair messy all over it. His hand was slow, pushing the toy down on his cock in deep and harsh strokes. You could almost perfectly see his long and thick dick, his thrusts making the lubeâs wet sounds fill the room. âAh, fuckâŚâ his voice was low and so broken you felt your panties damp in your slick, you were so turned on that your free hand cupped your cunt, making you almost moan if you hadnât bit down on your bottom lip.
Your fingers had started to push against the lace of your panties underneath your plaid skirt, freezing on your clit when a new babble came from inside the room and your best friendâs lips. âFuck, y/nâŚ, mommyâŚ, please, fuck, fuck, fuckâŚâ your eyes widened, not only becauseâŚ, fuck, Spencer was fucking that goddamn fleshlight with you in mind doing so, but because he had called you mommy too. Surprisingly enough that only turned you on even more, a needy moan tearing your throat before you could push it down to your chest. Spencerâs movements stopped, his gaze moving to his opening door just to see you standing there, flushed cheeks, heavy breathing and book in hand.
He quickly pushed away the toy, cursing under his breath when he sat up, a pillow hiding his hard and leaking cock, which was twitching at the sight of your trembling legs. âFuck, y/n, IâŚâ he didnât even know what to say. You had caught him, caught him fucking himself with his goddamn fleshlight, and even worse, caught him moaning your name. He felt sick to the stomach, but at the same, so turned on too. You had caught him⌠Finally. And who knows how much time you had been listening and peeking at him while he pleasured himself. He had to hold back a whimper at the thought of it. âHow much did you hear?â he cursed when you didnât answer, cheeks reddening and cock twitching under the pillow, leaking against his thigh.
âMommy.â you said, making his head snap back to you, a frown on his face, eyes widening when you let the book fall from your hands as you stepped in, closer to his bed.
âWâŚWhat?â fuck.
â âMommyâ. Thatâs what you called me.â you smirked, eyes falling to his lap when he pushed the pillow further down. âWho would think that Spencer, the Genius Spencer Reid, would be so goddamn dirty to even leave the door unlocked for anyone to see as he fucks himself. And even worse, have a mommy kink.â he stuttered as he shook his head.
âItâs not what it seems like, IâŚâ
âYou what?â you pushed, thumb and index gripping his chin so his eyes would find yours. âAre you gonna deny that you were touching yourself while thinking about me? That you were calling me mommy and whimpering for me to fuck you faster?â he moaned at your words, half-lidded eyes full of lust staring at your full and rosy lips. âMmh? Answer me.â you ordered and he whimpered, your pussy clenching when he shook his head and cried out a ânoâ. â âNoâ what?â your lips brushed against his, teasing him to get out of him what you wanted.
âNo, mommy.â you pulled his hair when he tried to kiss you, making him groan against your lips as you clicked your tongue. âPleaseâŚâ he pleaded, hands rocking the pillow on his lap.
âOnly good boys get a kiss, Spence.â
âIâm a good boyâŚâ he was so gone that you almost laughed, so needy for pussyâŚ
âOh yeah?â he nodded, his tongue dampening his lips, hips thrusting upwards towards the pillow that covered his naked body. âThe why donât you show me?â he shivered when your lips latched to his neck, your tongue pressing against his skin in open mouth kisses that led to his ear. âWhy donât you show me how good you are and let me watch you fuck that pretty toy of yours, hm?â he moaned, muttering a âfuckâ as he nodded, making you smirk. âThen go ahead, baby, let me see.â you pulled away as he pushed the pillow off his lap, dick twitching below a pool of precum that dripped from his tip.
In the state he was⌠He would do anything for you. He would even fuck himself stupid if you said the word. Anything you asked, anything you wanted. Anything for you.
He moaned when you sat down on his deskâs chair, skirt rolling up and letting more of your soft and beautiful thighs show. His hands were shaking when his fingers gripped around the clear silicone or his toy, whimpering when he noticed your eyes on his twitching dick.
You had seen dicks before, but none of them was as beautiful as Spencerâs. It was big, with a great large and just the perfect girth, large and thick enough to have you limping for a few days after a good fuck. And you knew he could give it to you, that he would fuck your hard and needy, deep enough to have you drooling over yourself as you came over and over again. You would love to drool and choke on it too, outline the veins on his shaft with your tongue and take him so deep on your throat youâd need to swallow when he came in your mouth. âAw, poor SpenceâŚâ you cooed at his twitching cock, red tip and tight balls. âCaught about to cum. It must really hurt, doesnât it baby?â he nodded, tears on his eyes due to your teasing, chest rising in heavy breaths. âAre you gonna cum on that cup for me to drink, hm? Want me to drink your cum, Spencer?â he moaned a breathy gasp, and you smirked to his reaction. He liked that.
Dirty talking. Mommy kink. Praise kink. Notes taken.
âYes, yes, yesâŚâ he muttered, almost begging for it. The thought of you swallowing his cum making him go crazy. He whined when his leaking tip brushed against the artificial hole, his lip being tortured by his teeth when you parted your thighs, panties exposed and damped lace for him to see. âFuckâŚâ he cursed, bottoming out into the wetness of the fleshlight in a deep and large stroke, almost cumming at the sight. âFuck, fuck, fuck.â your hands came down your body, your left resting on your breastsâ hard nipples pushing against your shirt, which you pulled and pinched in between your fingersâ and your right sneaking in between your thighs and below your underwear, whining when you felt just how wet you were. âShit, y/n.â
His dick was twitching like crazy with every new and fast thrust of his hips, pleads falling of his lips. âI need you. Need you so badâŚâ âPlease mommyâŚâ âIâm gonna cum, iâm gonna cumâŚâ
âOh yeah? You gonna cum?â You clicked your tongue when he nodded, chuckling at his behavior. âLook at how pathetic you look.â he whimpered when you had made your way back to his side, standing in front of him and making his head fall backwards when you harshly pulled on his hair, making his hips stutter and breathy whines rip his throat. âHold it. I havenât even told you where to cum yet.â he cried when you pushed down your thighs your panties. âFuck, you are too fucking loud.â you said and he had to squeeze his dick to not come when you pushed your damped panties into his mouth, slicked crotch flat against his tongue. His muffled begging only made your pussy wetter, his eyes full of tears that seemed about to fall when he could take a taste on just how sweet you were. He choked on the lace when you startled his legs. His eyes fell just as your free hand did, straight to your core, where your fingers dug on your wet folds and parted them for him to see thin strips of slick connect them and just how swollen your little pink bud was, hidden under its hood. âHere. Cum on my pussy.â you said, leaning on the skin of his neck to suck a hard hickey on his flesh.
You didnât even had to say it twice, his hand quickly throwing away the fleshlight to cum all over your folds and clit, muffled groans and moans filling the room when his white and heavy gropes painted your core in white, his mind all foggy and pussy drunk just by the simple contact of your cunt on his tip. You hummed as you stroked his hair, open mouth kisses being splattered across his chest. He was still fucking hard. âGood boyâŚâ you cooed, loving just how fucked out he seemed, moaning when you sat on his cock, his length in between your wet folds and his tip bumping against your clit.
âFuck, fuck, fuckâŚ.â he cried out with your panties on his mouth when you rocked your hips against his. Thatâs all it took for him to cum for a second time, right after his first orgasm.
You moaned, feeling his dick twitch and nails dig on your ass, your pussy sliding too easy due to the amount of his cum that coated it. âYou came again, baby?â he nodded, his cock quickly getting hard again to your humping. âFuck, SpencerâŚâ you pulled your panties away from his mouth, wanting to hear his groans. âLook at you, making a mess of my cunt.â
âFuck, y/nâŚâ your name sounded so wonderful falling from his lips⌠âPlease, can I⌠Can I clean it for you? Let me clean it for you, pleasepleaseplease. Iâll make you feel good, I promise, Iâll be goodâŚâ you pulled his bottom lip with your thumb, warm skin under your fingertips. âI promise. I promise mommyâŚâ your thumb brushed your own lips when he leaned in, pupils blown and need on his hazel thin irises. He looked high. And he was, high on his favorite drug: you.
You nodded, giving in, and gasped when he had your back pressed against the mattress in just a matter of seconds, lips all over the skin of your neck and exposed collarbones, his hands leaving your hips to bump against the bottom of your tank top, fingers so desperate to see your tits that dug too hard on the piece of clothing enough to tear it up. You moaned when you felt the fabric give out, his hands cupping your exposed breast and biting hickeys on its flesh in between groans, muttering a âThe prettiest tits Iâve ever seen, fuck.â. You were tugging on his hair as he played with your tits, biting your nipples and teasing you for a couple of minutes before slowly lowering his lips further down on your stomach, bumping with your skirt, which he quickly discarded it away on his bedroom floor. He pulled away to look to your fully naked body, hair messily spread on his pillow âthe same he had fucked multiple times while thinking about youâ, lips swollen due to constant biting, half-lidded eyes and flushed skin. He moaned, dick twitching, âcause you were so goddamn perfect. Perfect for him.
He didnât waste time in parting your thighs âwhich he took his time with, and of course he would, he had been dreaming about making them bleed for years nowâ, leaving open mouth kisses and sucking hard on the skin, making you whimper and tug on his hair. âSpencerâŚâ you whined when he bit down on your flesh, making your back arch at the incredible pleasure the pain inflicted made you feel. He was so drunk on your skin⌠He could spend his whole life kissing it that he would never get fucking tired of it. But his teasing was making your pussy clench and tingle. You needed his mouth on it now. And he seemed to get it when you pushed him further against it, his hands taking your now fully marked thighs to pull them above his shoulders as he sunk on the mattress, stomach flat against it and fingers gripping at your flesh. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head when his tongue pushed in between your covered in cum folds, flattening in a long strip and bumping against your clit. Both of you moaned, him due to just how much he had dreamed about the taste of your pussy âwhich he had tasted before, but only clothedâ and you to how many times you had touched yourself with his mouth in mind. His name falling off your lips on a whimper had his hips rocking against the duvet as he ate you out sweet and slow.
It was only when his fingers found their way to your entrance that he started to eat you just like you needed and he always dreamed of: rough, needy and hungry. You were screaming his name when his fingers pushed inside you, quickly fucking the shit out of you and curving to hit your g spot as his tongue circled your clit. Spencer knew how to use it, really well. So well that he had you tipping the edge in less than ten minutes. He was like a starved man, burying his face in between your thighs unable to get enough of you and your sweet taste, of the mix of the two of you in his tongue. âFuck, Spencer, IâŚâ you babbled, thighs twitching as you pulled harder on his hair. He knew you were close by how moans fell of those pretty lips of yours over and over again. âIâm gonna cum, Iâm gonna cumâŚâ you cried out, Spencer crushing your sweet spot with every harsh thrust of his fingers.
He moaned, begging for it. âPlease cum on my mouth, mommy. Please, let me have it, please mommy, pleaseâŚâ you whined when his tongue gave just one last stroke to your clit, dissolving in the hardest orgasm youâve ever had, whimpers against your cunt as Spencer drank every last drop of it all, helping you ride out your orgasm as your sweet moans filled his bedroom.
You mewled when once youâve come down from your high, his tongue licking you clean as hips rutted on his wet sheets, seconds away from coming when you called from him. He whimpered when you tugged on his hair, pulling him away from your pussy as you sat up. He looked completely gone. Half-lidded eyes unfocused, messy hair due to your tugging, swollen lips and wet chin. âPlease, just a little bit more, mommyâŚâ he begged, needing to go back in between your thighs. Needing to taste you and make you cum again on his mouth. âPlease, I need itâŚâ your eyes fell to his twitching and leaking cock, and then, to the dampness of the sheets where he had been rocking against. You clicked your tongue as you took him in your hand, making him gasp.
âIâll let you choose where to cum next, Spencer.â you said, your other hand coming to his cheek to rub the flush on his skin. âI could let you eat me out again and let you cum all over the sheets all by yourselfâŚâ his balls tightened to the thought of it, feeling cold when the hand that cupped his face left him to fall in between your thighs, spreading you open for him to see. âOr you could cum inside of me.â his eyes rolled to the back of his head, hips thrusting into your hand in anticipation. âWhat do you say, Spence? Where do you want to cum, baby?â he was almost hyperventilating, whimpers falling of his lips as he leaned on you, eyes on your own.
âInside.â he found himself to mutter, unable to think, not when you were offering him the chance to fuck you raw and fill you up. Just the thought of it had him reeling.
âOh yeah?â you whispered against his lips, him nodding slightly, bewitched by your minty breath connecting with his own. âYou wanna cum inside, hm? Gonna let me use your cock too?â you gave him a sweet smile when he moaned, furiously nodding. Leaving a little peck on the corner of his mouth, you fell backwards on your back once again. âThen come here, Spence.â he was fast to top you, your thighs parting to receive him there, hands on his neck when he leaned in, eyes asking for permission to kiss you, which he didnât even need since you were now entering your tongue in his mouth, making him groan. Fuck, he could come just with that. With your tongue on his mouth, your body against him and the thought that you were only letting him fuck you to seek your own release. He moaned on your open mouth when you took his dick to align it with your entrance, which twitched at the feeling of his tip. You needed him, and you needed him now. âFuck, baby, please fuck me Spencer, please, pleaseâŚâ you whimpered, and he didnât wait to push inside in a deep and fast stroke. You both moaned, foreheads against the otherâs as he bottomed out.
âFuck, so tight, mommy, so tight⌠Shit. Iâm gonna cum.â your head had fallen backwards in gasps, giving him full access to your neck, which he kissed and sucked, leaving new marks. He was so big you felt like splitting in half, but not in a painful way. His stretch had you delirious, his tip brushing against that sweet spot that would make you come in a matter of seconds. Your nails dug on the skin of his back, making him groan. The two of you were taking your time, him getting used to the feeling of your tight and warm walls trying to milk his twitching dick and you to the feeling of his heavy and big cock sitting inside your wet cunt, spreading you to edges youâd only dreamed of getting to. He groaned against your neck when you started to unconsciously rock against him. âPlease y/n, can I fuck you now? Let me fuck you mommy, please? I need to⌠I need toâŚâ
âGo ahead, baby. Be a good boy for me and let me use your cock, alright?â he whimpered at your words, and in less than one second he had you gripping to his back for dear life and losing yourself in between moans. âOh fuck, yeah Spencer, just like that baby, shit, fuck me, fuck meâŚâ
He was just feral. Thrusting in you with just cumming in mind. His hips were pushing against yours in a hurry, hitting that spot inside of you that had you whimpering as you thrusted yourself on his cock, just as desperate as him. He was too pussy drunk to even kiss you straight, spit dripping down your chin at the messy made out. âFuck, y/n, mommy, shit, so good, feels so good, fuck, I love it, love your pussy, ah shit, love you mommy, loveyouloveyouloveyouâŚâ he was a mess. Both of you were. His thrusts had you drooling on the pillow, back arched and eyes squeezed shut, too lost in the pleasure, in him. You could feel yourself getting closer and closer to your release with every new deep and harsh thrust, making your nails dig up on his back, probably leaving marks.
âFuck, Spencer, fuck, Iâm close, shit, Iâm gonna cumâŚâ you whimpered on his ear, making him fuck you harder.
âCum on my cock, mommy, please, please⌠Use me. Use meâŚâ he begged, and then you could only feel yourself cumming over and over again. It was all too much, but too good at the same time. So good that had your soaked cunt gushing all over his dick as he fucked you dumb, his hands pulling on your nipples and teeth digging so hard on your neck that draw blood. You were seeing fucking stars in the ceiling.
The only thing that you seemed able to coherently form was his name, which you chanted like you sang your favorite summer song. âSpencer, Spencer, SpencerâŚâ
âShit, Imma cum, Iâm cumming so fucking hard⌠Gonna fill your pussy mommy, gonnaâŚ, fuck!â his thrusts became sloppier. âIm gonna cum, iâmcummingiâmcummingiâmcumming.âhips thrusted one, two, three more times before his dick twitched inside of you, filling you so full you choked on air, your eyes rolling to the back of your head when some of it spilled out. He was whimpering âmommyâ over and over again in between cries against your neck, thick gropes of cum painting your insides in the purest white.
âShit, fuck, Spencer. So goodâŚâ you moaned, rolling your hips at the feeling of fullness. You were fucked out, brain dead on the cock that had just gave the best sex of your life. You were trying really hard to come down from your high and calm down your breathing. âSpencer!â Though you really couldnât even do that, since you found your head being hardly pushed against his pillows and back arched with your chest against the duvet when he pulled you up from your ass, his newly hard cock ramming inside of your full of cum pussy. You cried out when his hand came down on one of your cheeks in a hard spank that had you whimpering.
âYou didnât think I was done with you, were you, âmommyâ?â you could hear the teasing in his voice. âIâm sure you really enjoyed having your way with me, didnât you?â you couldnât really comprehend how his mentality had switched so drastically fast, but you were no one to whine about it. If a submissive Spencer had you cumming so hard on his cock, how would a dominant fuck you out? You felt your pussy clench around his dick in anticipation. âWell, I hope you did, âcause now is my fucking turn.â
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i needed to.
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Can we get oscar x teacher smau since school is starting over here in America?
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an: thank you so much for this request! i had so much fun with it. i had to remake this three times because tumblr kept deleting my progress đŤ . good luck with the start of school soon!
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messages between oscar and yn
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usertwo: what is op81 doing in a library?
landonorris: summer break is in 15 days you muppet
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landonorris: right and iâm world champion
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logansargeant: i swear it was 28 days the other day?
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userfive: me đ¤ oscar, both having important things in 34 days
usersix: ooh whatâs yours!!
userfive: school break!
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getting to see the hubby live at work đĽ°
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ynprivate: SHUT UP SHUT SHUT UP I CANT EVEN CELEBRATE WITH HIM
oscarpiastri: you can celebrate with me in the hotel room
logansargeant: ew get a room
oscarpiastri: iâm trying to
yourcoworker: THIS is why you didnât want to meet up for coffee and mark papers?!
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BREAKINGâźď¸
the shock. the disbelief. the dismay for some. oscar piastri married?! today the world is shocked to find out that one of the gridâs most charming drivers has been secretly married for years! thatâs right, married. the news was bought to us after a screenshot was leaked on twitter from yn (his wife)âs private instagram where she was seen posting him with the caption âgetting to see the hubby live at workđĽ°â. the woman identified as yn ln, still goes by her maiden name was a girl he met while at boarding school.
yn ln is currently a teacher in england, and the couple has managed to keep their relationship entirely under the radar. sources close to the couple reveal that they chose to keep their marriage private due to her career in education, wanting to protect her from the intense public scrutiny that comes with being associated with an f1 star (hence the reason she has kept her maiden name)
the screenshot, which shows a sweet picture of oscar looking into her camera, has sent the f1 fandom into spirals!
despite the sudden exposure, oscar and his wife have yet to comment on the leak. the secrecy surrounding around their relationship only adds to the intrigue, leaving fans and media outlets waiting with bated breath.
who is oscar piastri and what more is he hiding?
*photos credit to ynâs instagram*
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cats out the bag now, mrs piastri everyone. only 11 more days until her summer break!
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usertwo: oh hell nawh they both hot
userthree: how long have they been together what?!
logansargeant: married for two years but together for much longer, iâve known since 2019âşď¸
landonorris: oscar we are NOT friends
oscarpiastri: i am sorry, i had to respect the mrsâ wishes
landonorris: LOGAN HAS KNOWN FOR SIX YEARS THAT YOU HAD A PARTNER
landonorris: i was low-key starting to think you were gay mate
ynprivate: iâm so sorry!! i just didnât want work and private life to get mixed up
landonorris: i guess i can somewhat forgive him
ynprivate: yay! maybe we can meet for coffee to get to know you better, osc talks so much about you :)
landonorris: he talks about me đĽš
userfour: i think they broke the internet for good this time
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usersix: imagine your teacher being oscar piastriâs WIFE
userseven: i hope nicole didnât find out through instagram
nicolepiastri: no, but i did find out he got engaged three weeks after it happened!
alex_albon: @/landonorris take this L and hold it you dweeb
landonorris: đđ
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I am genuinely so proud of my wife for becoming a crafts person over the last few years.
Like, I was always a crafts person. I was an arts and crafts kid. My parents sent me to classes or summer camps or after-school clubs pretty much continuously from when I was about 5 years old, and over the years I did metalsmithing, stained glass, polymer clay sculpting, loom weaving, oil painting, charcoal drawing, clothes-making & tailoring, carpentry, woodcarving, macrame, miniatures, beading, jewelry-making, basket weaving, leatherworking, paper-making, bookbinding, papier mache, decoupage, sand sculpting, and probably more that I'm forgetting. There was never a day in my life while I was growing up when my entire bedroom floor wasn't taken up by 2-5 different ongoing art projects. As an adult, it's given me the firm confidence that I can walk up to pretty much any crafting skill, and get the hang of it, and enjoy doing it.
My wife never had that. She wrote, but that was really her only artistic outlet. Art & craftsmanship were just not any of her business. She always expressed admiration for my gumption when it came to making things with my hands, usually with a "bigger idiots than me have done it" attitude, but she was certain she'd be bad at it if she tried it, and that she wouldn't have fun. As evidence, she would offer every time in her life when she had attempted to learn a craft, and didn't have fun, and all the Arts And Crafts kids picked it up a lot faster than her.
Which like - yeah! Learning how to do a new craft is a skill all on its own! Fine motor control is a skill developed over time! So is spatial reasoning, and materials intuition! She wasn't just 'trying to learn wreath-making,' or whatever, she was trying to learn how to learn how to make something with her hands AND wreath-making, at the same time, so of course it would take her longer than the kids who already had the first part, and of course it would be more frustrating for her. I knew she wasn't uniquely bad at crafts: she just didn't know how to approach picking them up, because she was never encouraged to learn.
And then the pandemic hit.
And while we were all trapped inside and going insane in new and exciting ways to all of us, she tentatively decided to pick up embroidery. She probably wouldn't stick with it, she explained: she'd probably be bad at it. It probably wouldn't be fun. But she thought embroidery was pretty, and literally what else did she have going on?
And then she did stick with it. For over a year. And she got pretty good at it! She embellished a baseball hat for her sister with cactuses and wildflowers from where they grew up which came out adorable. She made an embroidered portrait of one of our friends' cat that they still have displayed in their entryway. And she discovered - and remarked on it often, with mild surprise - that she was having fun. She'd say a lot of stuff like "this stitch was so frustrating at first, but now that I get it I really like doing it," or "I kept getting this tangled but I've figured it out now. I just needed to relax."
Then she took up pottery. We did that as a couple for about a year, too. Now she's a knitter.
And it's just been so great, to see her eyes light up when she sees a sweater she likes, and hear her say, "I could make that!" She's slowly let go of the perfectionism that I think holds a lot of people back from doing crafts: that dismay when you make a mistake which leads to discarding a whole project, or starting something over. More and more she's taking on the veteran crafter attitude of "oops lol, whatever I'll just keep going." She's picking things up faster. She's taking pleasure in learning incremental steps. She's started to see crafting as something that relaxes and engages her, instead of as something inherently frustrating. I've gotten to watch her learn to find joy in making something with her hands. I always knew she was creative and artistic and capable of learning how to do anything. It's been so much fun to watch her start to take that on as part of how she sees herself.
We have this running joke about how she will prematurely declare herself to be in an era. Like, she'll go swimming twice and announce that she's now in her "swimming era," and then never go swimming again. Or she'll make one smoothie, buy a bunch of fruit, and declare that we are now in a "smoothie era," and then a week later we have to throw out a bunch of fruit that's gone bad.
The other day (while she was knitting, and I was sitting on the couch next to her doing crochet), she went, "I feel like I've gotten - like, I'm a bit crafty these days, I think. Like, I've done a couple of different crafts, and gotten pretty good at them. I think this is now, kind of, you know...something that I can say that I do."
I supplied that I would even go so far as to say that she was in her "crafting era."
Her eyes widened. "It's an era?"
I pointed out that it was something she'd been doing pretty much continuously for the last three and a half years. That feels like the start of an era to me.
"Yes," she decided. "It's an era. This is my crafts era. I'm a crafts person now."
She's planning to make me a sweater with a duck on it for fall.
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â 11:11 wishes.
pairing: kinich x gn!reader
premise: you weren't one to believe in manifestation that the media portrays, but the student council vice president has made you think otherwise.
â warnings: reader is me coded (re: delusional), just pure fluff, modern/school setting.
â author's note: heavily inspired by my own experiences and shit. art credits to @.n429g on twt. | 2.6k words.
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you spent an entire hour and a half staring at the pretty boy two seats in front of you. again.Â
with a frustrated groan and very aggressively typed out messages to mualani, you heave out a sigh and watch your bedside clock tick. it was 11 minutes to the wishing hour and you were very much considering wishing kinich would miraculously be your partner for your next nonfiction project. youâre not sure how long you spent daydreaming about the way the student council vice president spun the pen in his hand with ease or how he always seemed so serious and mysterious. by the time you look back at your clock it was barely 2 minutes before 11:11 pm hit and you scrambled to sit up.
âam i really about to try and manifest this guy?â you ask in disbelief as the magic numbers appear and you find yourself closing your eyes, lips muttering a soft wish, âplease let him be my partner for this project.â
now, you werenât much of a believer in manifestation per se, but when you woke up earlier than your alarm and with the birds chirping, you just knew something good was going to happen today.Â
as you make your way to school, you peek at the bulletin board mualani and the rest of the council is working on for foundation week. unsurprisingly there was a crowd of students around it, all trying to catch the eye of the president and her right hand man. mualani has always said you stare at people like a hawk because she spun around from what she was doing and waved at you, very exaggeratedly mind you. the boy you spent the entire night thinking about suddenly turned to the commotion and you were left to awkwardly wave hello before making your way to the classroom.Â
his stare was intenseâyou felt it all the way until you turned a cornerâbut you canât deny the sudden heat that rose to your cheeks when you remembered the color of his eyes. vibrantly shiny and green; like seeping sunlight through the leaves of summer trees. it was a sight to behold, unforgettable dare you say. you thought about the way his bangs framed his face, the slight smudge of paint on his cheeks, and the way you caught a glimpse of how his hand slightly raised as if to wave hello until your english class started.
âand for our last pair: [name] and kinich.â
now, itâs no surprise that you donât listen in class (you and mualani joke that if either of you ever listened to a class the world might end) but this? this piqued your attention so badly you nearly toppled over your own chair. the hushed giggles of your classmates rang in your ears as maroon rushed to your cheeks. your eyes unwittingly found their way to the pretty boy two seats in front of you who willingly caught your stare. he looked equally intrigued and amused and you canât help the awkward smile you flash at him.
âholy shit, it worked.â
you feel mualaniâs judging stare as you unabashedly kick your feet in glee as a wide smile spreads on your face.
âget well soon,â she jokingly says, stealing her shark plush from your arms as you pout at her. mualani rolls her eyes at you and smacks you with the plush which you retaliate by throwing a pillow at her. âgive me a pass! this is a first for me.â
âand i hope itâll be the last!â you glare at her as she dodges another pillow. laughing as she skips out of your room leaving you on your bed with your phone and the paragraph you still haven't sent.
âwhy is green your favorite color?â
after your firstâvery awkwardâconversation with kinich, he graciously gave you his number to stay in touch for this project. it was rather simple really: pair up, interview each other, write a biography. easy right? well, not when your partner is the definition of a wallflower at its peak. youâre not complaining though, in your last class with him (that was literally just 3 days ago), he had allowed you to talk his ear off and asked if it was alright if he just talked to you over text. still unsure and admittedly (though not verbally) shy to open up to a person heâs only known for less than a week.
so here you are now, exchanging texts with the guy you lowkey have a crush on, unsure of how to rephrase your answer to not make it so obvious that you like him. no way in hell youâll just shoot a text that says, âoh, i like green because you always wear a green hoodie to school.â youâd die from embarrassment! but then again, kinich has mentioned in a previous question on how he preferred straightforward people.
with an aggressive thumb pressed to the back button, you type out a new message that wasnât two paragraphs long that described the color of his eyes.
âthe color reminds me of summertime. what about you? whatâs your favorite color?â
he doesnât even give you a chance to put your phone down for a full minute before it buzzes with a new notification. with mortifyingly fast reflexes, you shove your phone to your face, your own screen brightness flashing you as your heart hammers in your chest. fuck butterflies in your stomach, you had an entire zoo with the series of messages kinich had sent.
âblue. you were wearing a blue bracelet when we first met and i really liked it.â
âandâ
âit suits youâ
âis that a weird thing to say?â
what⌠the⌠fuck�
mualaniâs footsteps raced against your carpeted stairs as she barged into your room, half eaten cookie in her hands. her worry dissipated into a judging but amused smile as you pace around your room, hands covering your faceâyou were quite sure steam was rising out of your head with how warm your face felt.
âmualani, he remembered,â you say in disbelief as you fall to your ass, sitting on your bedroom floors. grabbing the nearest plush on your bed and screaming into it as mualani laughs. âthis is not funny!â
âbut it is!â she insists, wiping a fake tear from her eyes. âyouâre such a goner.â
âbut he remembered the color of my bracelet!â you throw your hands up in the sky, rushing to your feet and grabbing your best friend by her shoulders. âwho the fuck remembers the color of someoneâs bracelet?!â
mualani laughs again as she peels your grip from her shoulders. âkinich. and you better get used to it, that guy has an even more hawkish stare than you.â
yeah, mualani was right, you were a goner. how the hell are you going to sit in front of him in your next class without bursting into a million pieces?
staying up with mualani until half past midnight was not a good idea because here you two were, laughing in panic as you both rushed to get ready for school. this girl, you swear sheâll get you expelled one way or another (but you wonât have it any other way).Â
with all the previous treacherous pe classes in your system, you try your best to keep up with mualaniâs athleticism under the chilly morning breeze. you might be laughing now but if you were to show up late in english even if it's only by a minute or two, youâll get cooked on the spot by your teacher. even worse! kinich would have a front row seat for the entire fiasco because he always arrives 10 minutes before the actual class.
cursing your lowkey crushâs punctuality as you both speed past other almost late students, you bid mualani a quick goodbye and make a swift turn to your class. in your locked in state, you donât notice the poor student in front of you. the world stilled for a moment as papers flew like miniature planes as you braced yourself to meet the cold school floorsâbut it never came.
âare you alright?â
you slowly look up, and there he isâkinich, his brows slightly furrowed, holding you steady with his gentle hands. âbe careful,â he says, voice soft but still scolding. âyou couldâve gotten hurt.â
âr-right, sorry,â you stammer, trying to ignore the shaking of your hands and thumping of your heart as you scramble to pick up the stray papers on the floor.
your hand paused when kinichâs fingers brushed against your own. kinich catches your gaze, and for a moment, you both stillâgreen eyes filled with warmth, so full of something that pulled you in like a vortex. you canât look away. heat rises to your checks when he clears his throat, standing up and handing the papers back to the student.
you follow his lead, brushing off imaginary dust from your uniform as you pull out your phone for a quick check on your appearance. you barely have a second to process what just happened when you hear kinich cough again.
âletâs go to class,â he says, covering his mouth with his fist and his eyes avoiding you but you catch the faintest of smiles tugging at his lips. âiâll tell the teachers i asked you to help me with council work so he wonât mark you as late.â
âoh no, no!â you quickly decline, waving him off with a lopsided smile. âitâs alright, you donât have to cover for me. i stayed up late last night so itâs still my fault for being late.â you chuckle nervously, but kinich just stands there, watching you closely.
you stiffen like a board when he takes a step towards you, then another, and another until heâs standing right in front of you. well shit, he smelled really nice; unexpectedly floral mixed with a salty ocean breeze. you feel blood rush to your ears when kinich plucks a stray leaf from your hair and did he just chuckle?
âall right then,â he says with a small, barely-there laugh, turning to walk to class. you donât notice the way he slips his hand through the straps of your bag until he slings it over his shoulders. âletâs get to class. i still have a lot of questions to ask you.â
this boyâs smile truly will be the death of you.
â11:11, i wish to talk to him even after this project.â
you find yourself wishing as you and the rest of mualaniâs friends leave the campus after an unexpected cancelation of classes. today marked as the last day of your little getting to know with kinich. you were already finished with his biography and have been purposely leaving out certain bits of information in your answers so you could spend some more time with the boy.
speaking of which, said boy was conversing with xilonenâa pretty third year who you had the pleasure of meeting because of himâregarding the foundation week. all of you agreed to go to a karaoke booth to pass time (more like mualani dragged you to join because of your glum mood), but before you could take another step to your destination, a warm hand catches your wrist and softly tugs you back.
âweâll catch up,â kinich says as you try to bite back the smile threatening to spill from your face as he plays with the beads of your bracelet. âwe need to finish up the biography project.â
mualani complains about why you still arenât finished. if it werenât for chasca and xilonenâs persuasion, the younger girl wouldnât have allowed the two of you to split up. with an amused chuckle, you readjust the straps of your bag and look at kinich who caught your stare.
âshall we go?â
he nods and the walk to the park was spent in quiet appreciation of the sun. when you catch sight of the free swings at the heart of the park, your hand as if magnets came, tug at kinichâs sleeve and drag him to sit down there. bags carelessly thrown to the side as he scolded you on what if something broke. you only laugh in response and gleefully sit down.
âpush me?â you ask with a childish smile as kinich shakes his head but still follows through with your request. he gently pushes you on the swings as you hum a small tune. âwhat questions do you have left?â
kinich stopped pushing you and instead sits down beside you. slowly swinging himself as he says, ânothing. i just wanted to be alone with you.â
the chains of the swings creak softly like your heart as butterflies were set free in your stomach once again. he turns to youâall blushing cheeks and biting back a smileâwith a knowing and entertained look in his eyes.
âi hate you,â you randomly say as you swing yourself. trying to cool yourself with the morning air as kinich follows suit. âiâm gonna miss talking to you,â you continued, eyes strained over the horizon as children began to appear with their parents in tow.
âyou say that as if this will be the last time we talk.â
you stop swinging and look at him, hands gripping at the chains more tightly than you wanted to admit. âis it not the last time?â
âno.â he quickly replies and you're stunned. âdo you want us to stop talking?â he turns to you with a raised brow and you couldnât hold your smile back anymore as you shake your head no.
âi never really thanked you for saving me from face-planting in front of so many people.â you bring up the memory in jest as you giggle. there was a faint chuckle that the breeze carried as kinich replied, âit was no problem.â
âcan i tell you a secret?â you grin at him. youâre not quite sure what spurred you on to suddenly bring this up but truly, it was now or never. âgo ahead.â
âi wished youâd be my partner for this project, and wouldnât you know, it actually happened.â
âoh, i know.â
âŚ
what?
kinich laughsâlight like the morning sunlight seeping through summer leaves. you stare at him dumbfounded as red spread across your cheeks. âhow the hell did you know?! i never mentioned it before have i?â your voice grew quieter as you trail off. hands coming to shield your flustered face from him.
âno, you didnât. mualani did though.â
ah.Â
he pulls out his phone and flashes you a screenshot of his mualaniâs conversation from a month ago. you feel your dignity and pride get sucked out of you as mualani even sent screenshots of you complaining about not knowing how to approach kinich outside of academics, hell, she even had a voice message of her undoubtedly laughing!
âi pulled a few strings for our english class so weâd get paired up,â he said with a cheeky glint in his eyes.
âwhy?â you ask.
kinich smiles, not the small tugs at the corners of his lips he graces you whenever you do something stupid, a full smile where his teeth caught the light of the sun. âi wanted to be your partner, too. since i granted you a wish itâs only fair you grant me one too.â
you try to ignore the erratic flips your heart was doing from his first statement, putting it on the backburner for now as you chuckle nervously. your palms started to sweat and your mind raced with what kinich could potentially want from you.Â
âbe my partner for life, thatâs my 11:11 wish today.â
god, this boy truly wants to kill you.
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#âstellaronhvnters.#kinich x reader#kinich x you#kinich fluff#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact x you#genshin impact headcanons#genshin impact fluff#genshin x reader#genshin x you#genshin imagines#genshin impact kinich#( đĄ ) â royal flush of stories .á
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when succubus!winrina are summoned
g!p demon!jiminjeong x human!reader
smut, 2k wc
happy extremely belated birthday (like can I even classify this as a bday post anymore?) to the most annoying person I know @aliceiwk because she didn't wanna tell me her bday even though I was gonna find out eventually bc I was gonna post this ANYWAY. is late as FUCK (literally an entire month PLUS late omg) bc of school, travel, other reasons wtv, but that wasn't gonna stop me!!! soooo yes mwah mwah lub u enjoy ur jiminjeong threesome!!
when yizhuo and aeri had the bright idea of doing a silly little demon summoning session for funsies, you screamed at them in horror. what the actual fuck kind of idea is that? the two girlfriends' justification was simply for shits and giggles! I mean, that shit isn't real anyway, right? there's no ACTUAL fucking shot demons would come to haunt you guys if you tried conjuring em up!
somehow, someway, yall ended up in a circle with some candles, some salt, a shady looking book, and a dark ass room. being in the actual moment sent chills down your spine, the summer nights being quite cold to accompany such a stupid idea you and your friends were going through with. when your last minute effort to back out, stop, and instead watch horror movies to get their spooky fill failed, the two girls begin flipping pages of the book.
"what aboutttt demon of gluttony?" the small girl asks, pondering which demon to summon.
"there's not a lot of things to do with that," the taller girl replies, one arm propped up behind her girlfriend, checking her nails on the other hand.
"demon of wrath?"
"we've all got enough anger combined to need that one."
"demon of sloth!"
"fuck does that even mean?"
"ooohhhh!! y/n desperately needs this one, demon of lust."
"oh, perfect!"
"hey wait what is that supposed to mean?!" you butt in.
"now now, it's okay to badly want head! we're just helping you out!"
aeri raises her hands up and reaches out to pull you into the chair placed in the middle of a pentagram surrounded in candles. you put your face in your hands, shaking your head at the reality of what was currently happening.
"now just sit tight and soon enough you'll stop complaining about your celibacy!"
performing the ritual was goofier than you expected it to be. with the accompaniment of yizhuo's unserious reading of the spell, aeri's cackle everytime her girlfriend stuttered, and forgetting to pause the music, having txt's blue hour playing in the background, it was hard to take anything seriously. having to go through with the summoning ritual twice because the first time was so botched, thinking doing it again would make sure it "worked".
unsurprisingly, nothing happened. ning was disappointed, to which aeri had to kiss away her pout, but you were relieved because what the fuck would have possibly happened if it worked? you sent the girls home after making them clean the stupid ritual up, collapsing on your mattress and passing out.
in the dead of night, two figures emerge from the shadows, the darkness of your room enveloping the strangers. you're completely asleep, your peaceful breathing and spinning ceiling fan the only white noise to mask the echoey voices across the room.
"what are you doing here?"
"I was summoned, I could ask the same question to you."
"why would I purposefully go somewhere you are?"
"it's simple, you're obsessed with me or something."
"not as obsessed as you are with me."
the shadowy figures huff in the darkness before staring back at your slumbering body.
one of them smirks and scoffs, "horny slut must've summoned both of us."
"how fascinating, I was worried it was gonna be a man again," the other figure tilts her head to the side, observing your sleeping face.
"ugh, one thing we can finally agree on, men aren't nearly as fun or tempting as women."
the being observing your face brushes a strand of hair out of your eyes, "girls are just so delicious."
the two look at each other and exchange a sinister smile, almost agreeing to be civil through eye contact.
"then let's have our fun tonight yeah, winter?"
"only if you share, karina."
you were awoken to your body being thrown around, your back sinking into the mattress, wrists pinned on either side of you, eyes shooting open with a gasp, shaking you out of your sleep. foggy sight clearing and eyes adjusting to the darkness slowly as two figures come into view, women (?), or as your mind would rationalize them to be.
two shadowy women with rustic obsidian horns growing through their skulls, dark tails swaying behind them, black leather-like wings spanning out from their backs, and dark red orbs emanating aura from their eyes. you're frozen into place, your eyes doing all the talking as they observe the figures pinning you down with their talon-like claws, skimpy leather outfits hugging the pale women's milky skin.
you want to scream, thrash, do something, but all you can do is stare at them, eyes darting back and forth between the dark-haired and blonde creatures.
"awww, look at her, such an innocent little thing," the blonde coos, her voice reverberating, almost as if she had a filter over it.
the dark haired girl replies, voice heavy with reverb and seduction, "but she's not, she needed to be fucked senseless by two of us, isn't that right?"
you're speechless, mouth opening to answer but no noise escaping. no way... was this a result of that stupid summoning ritual you guys did earlier that night? it... worked? BOTH TIMES???
"can't speak, can you? do humans not understand what consequences of your actions mean? didn't your people come up with that saying?" the darker one pouts, pulling back from your face to straddle one of your legs, knee slotting itself perfectly between your thighs.
the blonde one giggles, her sinister tone sending shivers down your spine, "fuck I cannot wait to consume you, you're extremely enticing."
somehow, you speak, voice heavy with confusion, fear, and exhaustion, "what the fuck are you?"
the two exchange a sly smirk, looking at each before turning back to you, "exactly what you asked for, demons of lust."
succubus, it had clicked in your head as you further observed their features, feeling their nails digging into your skin, the pain confirming you were in fact not dreaming.
"don't worry little one, we'll give you everything you want."
the blonde demon's tail wraps around both of your wrists, the dark-haired demon releasing you from her grip, letting the other pin your hands down and back above you. the blonde settles next to your head, her crotch emanating heat in front of your face. she takes a handful of your hair and grips the back of your head, pulling your face up and lowering herself to meet you, your scalp stinging in her hold.
"be a good fucking whore and let us do what we want with you, you'll enjoy every second of it."
she pushes your cheek against her crotch, her addicting scent filling your nose, feeling her hard appendage press against your face. meanwhile, the dark-haired girl between your thighs digs her knee against your core, whimpering at the pressure, having only worn panties and a t-shirt to bed.
the taller girl's cold hands grip your exposed thighs, digging her nails into your skin, making you hiss. she trails her hands under your shirt, ghosting her fingers over your waist and dragging her claws across your stomach. her hands are greedy, moving at a moderate pace but every touch is so intense and rough, knuckles now rubbing against your soaking underwear, friction brushing against your clit.
everything happens so fast as you swear you black out every few seconds the more their touches advance on your body. before you know it, you're choking on the demon called winter, the other succubus grinding her knee against your bare pussy being karina. you moan against the blonde's cock as she thrusts mercilessly into your mouth, hitting the back of your throat as tears spill from your eyes, the pleasure from the dark-haired girls needy hands on your hips forcing your body to roll against her knee with your panties pushed to the side, cunt leaking with your juices, making the movements slick, your eyes rolling back at the sensation.
"yeah little slut? like that big cock in your throat? can't speak huh? fucking whore," winter degrades above you, holding your head with both of her hands to control just how relentlessly she ruins your throat.
karina chuckles darkly below you, watching her pull away and lower her face to your pulsing core, "she is a whore, just look at how fucking wet this bitch is. she's practically a waterfall of cum."
through blurry, tear-filled eyes, you watch as karina's split tongue circled your hot clit, feeling its unforgiving movements dance across your aching slit as it flicks against your bud and hole simultaneously somehow. not that you question it, falling into an inevitable sub-space, your mind completely broken just as quickly as they had started fucking you.
you feel winter's member so deeply down your throat, it bulges in your neck, her rugged panting and breathing making the onslaught of your body worth it. all your noises are choked and silent however, karina's skillful mouth maneuvering your burning insides and throbbing outsides, the hums from her throat vibrating against your entire pussy. the sensation of winter's creamy cum flowing down your throat makes you roll your eyes back, not needing to swallow as her load slides down your esophagus easily.
"couldn't you be at least a little patient?" an annoyed karina pulls away from your pussy to complain, tugging your limp body up against her chest, winter's cock slipping from your swollen mouth.
the blonde's heavy breathing is accompanied by a reverberating chuckle as she responds, "don't be jealous, you get to taste the bitch's pussy, I should be the aggravated one."
the taller girl replies with a grunt, "fine, but I'm cumming in her cunt first."
"oh no, we're sharing that fucking hole," you feel the other succubus' body heat on your back, pressing her front against you, her still hard monster cock tapping against your ass.
"you are so fucking annoying," karina mumbles before pulling out her hard dick and slipping it between your folds, collecting your slick, pushing into your tight hole as you scream painfully at the intrusion.
she immediately sets an unforgiving pace, mercilessly pounding her throbbing member into your aching heat, holding you against her chest by your waist, your face in her shoulder as you sobbed in pain, the pleasure slowly creeping in. the girl behind you spits on her dick, spreading the saliva before forcing herself in you too, joining karina's relentless thrusting. tears flow from your eyes as bloodcurdling screams escape your already sore throat, the two demons' lengthy and girthy cocks tearing your tight cunt apart, drool leaking from your mouth as your brain abandons consciousness, completely broken and ruined from them fucking you.
winter pants against your ear as her hands sink into your hips, drilling you from behind, "you're gone now, aren't you doll? you've become our little cumslut to treat like a toy, haven't you?"
her words don't process in your fucked out head, nodding mindlessly to her question.
karina against you moans as your pussy squeezes around both of them, pushing in as winter pulls out, "taking us so well, little whore. that's right, be the good fucking slut you are and take it. take all of it."
they continue to absolutely annihilate your insides with their aggressive ramming, never stopping as they used your body like a sextoy, throwing you around like a ragdoll, pounding into you like you were just their property. the sound of wet skin slapping together and their loud, frustrated breathing filled your barely functioning auditory senses as you feel both of them stiffen against you, hot cum filling you, stuffing you full of their seed.
your lifeless body slumps against karina's front, winter holding you up as someone, unsure of who due to your barely conscious state, breathlessly comments against your ear, "we're far from finished, little one."
and they keep their word, not stopping the entire night, their split tongues working in tandem on each of your nipples, lapping at both of your holes as they seep pleasure, their cocks exploring every inch of your greedy orifices, letting you feel every bit of lust they harbor towards your mortal body. they fuck you until you break, until they ruin every part of you, until your begs and pleads grow silent, until time ceases to exist, the only thing in your sorry brain you can possibly process are karina and winter. and maybe when you're free, you'll thank aeri and yizhuo.
a/n: yeah their cocks probably have ridges and stuff but I didn't think about that while writing it, maybe next time <3 #welovemonstercock !!! can this even be classified as a short like this shit is long, oh whale
#ffos shorts#aespa#karina#winter#yu jimin#yoo jimin#kim minjeong#minjeong#aespa karina#aespa winter#aespa x reader#aespa x fem reader#aespa smut#aespa fanfic#karina smut#karina fanfic#karina x reader#karina x fem reader#winter smut#winter fanfic#winter x reader#winter x fem reader#girl group fanfic#girl group smut#girl group x reader#girl group x fem reader#kpop#kpop gg#fanfiction#winrina
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love, lies, and first times
Summary: You were made to believe that your girlfriend, Hazel Callahan, lost her virginity to Stella-Rebecca some years ago. But when the truth is revealed during a game of truth or dare, your trust in her is shattered. What reason did she have to lie, and who did she actually lose her virginity to?
Pairing: loser!virgin!hazel x experienced!reader
Contains: mature language and content, lies, smut, fingering, oral, first time, kissing, drinking, tit play, both receiving, both giving, loser!hazel, sub!hazel, biblically!accurate!hazel, reader isnât described as fem or masc
Word Count: 6k
A/N: soo one of my pet peeves when reading a hazel fic is when hazel keeps her rings on when fingering the reader and the reader likes it? Listen, I lost my virginity to someone who accidentally kept their rings on and it was painful. I had to ask them to take them off, highly unpleasant. I kinda make fun of that here, I hope some of yâall are ready to get called tf out ;)
âHazel, truth or dare?â
You squeezed your girlfriendâs hand as PJ sent her a wicked grin. The senior class of the Rockbridge Fight Club had just graduated high school, and the club leaders, PJ and Josie, had decided to celebrate by throwing a partyâone last âhurrahâ for the founding members. Now, you all sat in a circle in Josieâs dim basement, sipping poorly mixed jungle juice from red solo cups while David Fincher movies played on a vintage television in the background. Truth or dare was, of course, PJâs ideaâperhaps in the hopes that someone would dare her to kiss Brittany.
Hazel returned your squeeze, the cool metal of her rings pressing against your warm skin. âTruth,â she answered.
PJâs lips curled into such a shit-eating grin, you began to wonder if maybe she really did eat âliteral shit.â âWho did you lose your virginity to?â
You smiled, already knowing the answer. Early into dating, you and Hazel had exchanged âfirst-timeâ stories: yours had been with some girl at summer camp when you were sixteen, and Hazel had confessed to experimenting with Stella-Rebecca freshman year. She stressed that it was nothing romantic, simply two friends getting their first times out of the way, and then swore you to secrecy for the sake of Stella-Rebeccaâs privacy. However, Stella-Rebecca was sitting right there, and you doubted she would appreciate Hazel exposing their previous affair to the entire group.
Sure enough, Hazelâs eyes widened as a blush crept upon her cheeks. âUhhhâŚâ
Her hand seemed to stiffen within yours, tightening its hold as her rings indented your skin. You glanced across the circle at Stella-Rebecca, who stared at Hazel with an expectant (and somewhat oblivious) smile.
âYou donât have to answer if you donât want to,â you murmured to Hazel in an attempt to calm her, but her grip only further constricted.
PJ rolled her eyes. âCome on, Hazel, I gave you an easy one. Everyone knows you probably lost it to her,â she gestured towards you.
It was your turn to blush. âActually, uhâŚâ you looked towards your girlfriend, who seemed to have lost her ability to speak. âWe havenât really, uhâŚâ
PJ gasped as her eyes almost popped out of her head. âNo way! You two havenât jacked each other off yet?â
It was true, you and Hazel had yet to take your relationship to that level. Not like you didnât try, you had been dating for months, but Hazel seemed to shy away every time you so much as slipped a hand up her shirt. You knew you shouldnât pressure her, but you were beginning to feel a bit unattractiveâafter all, Hazel had lost her virginity to a model. How could you possibly compare to that?
Josie, ever the peacemaker, decided to chime in. âOk PJ, letâs back off a little bitâŚâ
Hazel seemed to relax a bit at Josieâs words. She eased her grip, and you heard her exhale a breath you didnât know she was holding.
âI have to admit, Iâm a little curious myself.â Stella-Rebecca interjected, taking you by surprise. âHazel never talks about her sex life.â
Your face contorted in confusion. Hazel tensed up again, but your attention was focused on the girl sitting across from you. âWhat are you talking about?â
She shrugged. âI donât know, sometimes weâll be hanging out and the topic of sex will come up, and Iâll share some hookup story and sheâll just kind of⌠change the subject or something.â
There it was again, that familiar burn of envy like acid in your veins. âMaybe sheâs jealous,â you suggested, words unintentionally dripping with venom.
Stella-Rebecca furrowed her brow, her expression innocent. âI doubt Hazel would be jealous of my sex life⌠unfortunately, it has more men than I think either of us would prefer.â
âWell, you were her first.â
âWhat?!â Stella-Rebecca exclaimed, her jaw dropping in shock. PJ cackled maniacally, clearly having the time of her life.
Hazelâs hand was clamped so tightly around yours that her knuckles were white, but you barely noticed as you stayed fixated on Stella-Rebecca. âI mean⌠yeah⌠werenât you?â
Stella-Rebecca furiously shook her head. âHazel and I have known each other our whole lives, but never like that. Besides, I didnât come out as a lesbian until after you two started dating. Why did you think it was me?â
You felt like a complete moron. âI donât knowâŚâ you muttered, glaring at your girlfriend. She refused to meet your gaze, staring down at her lap while shades of crimson painted her features. Her hand was still clasped around yours, but you forcibly removed it, too hurt to want to be touched.
âOk, so, Hazelâs a prude. Glad we got that out of the way.â PJ sneered.
Josie reached over and smacked her arm. âSo are you, PJ. Hypocrite.â
âI am not a prude, Iâm a virgin.â PJ corrected. âThereâs a difference.â
The game continued once the tension died down. No one dared PJ to kiss Brittany, so when it was her turn again, she took it upon herself to dare Brittany to kiss her, which the poor girl blatantly refused. After that, PJ pretty much lost interest and the game dissipated, with everyone breaking the circle to go off and do their own things. Josie and Isabel were tucked away in a corner, failing to be discreet during a heated makeout session. PJ had joined Brittany on the couch, while Brittany sipped her drink and scrolled through her phone, trying to ignore Pjâs passes. The rest of the girls, including Hazel, huddled in front of the small television, chatting through the David Fincher movies. You, however, stayed back in an attempt to avoid your girlfriend.
âHow could she lie to me like that?â You asked Brittany, plopping down on the couch between her and PJ. Rolling her eyes, PJ got up and left the basement, retreating upstairs for whatever reason.
Brittany seemed grateful for your company (and relieved at PJâs disappearance). âI donât know, babe,â she said, slinging her arm around you and pulling you close. âIâm sure she had a good reason.â
You groaned pathetically, resting your head on her shoulder. âI canât think of any.â
Brittany leaned down and kissed the top of your head, sympathetic to your feelings. You glanced over to the television area and saw Hazel staring back at you, watching your interaction with Brittany. She looked sad, not jealous, just sad. Those big blue eyes that would look at you with so much love were now pained, filled with remorse. She sort of resembled a kicked puppy, and every instinct in your body told you to run over and hold her, comfort her, before you remembered why you were angry in the first place.
Before you could force yourself to break your shared gaze, PJ suddenly came bumbling down the stairs again, holding an empty beer bottle. âLook what I found in the kitchen trash!â She exclaimed, commanding the roomâs attention.
Josie shook her head in disbelief. âWhy were you in my trash?â
âDoesnât matter! Now we can play âseven minutes in heaven!ââ PJ declared, moving to the middle of the room and gesturing for everyone to get the circle back together.
Brittany groaned, all too aware that this was just another one of PJâs stunts to try and get with her. It was your turn to be sympathetic.
âDonât worry,â you whispered to her. âIf the bottle starts to land on you during PJâs turn, Iâll intercept it.â
Brittany mouthed a âthank youâ before taking your hand and walking with you to join the circle. This time, you sat directly across from Hazel, as far away from her as possible. You could feel her sad puppy-dog eyes boring into you, but you refused to meet her gaze.
âAlright,â PJ asserted, rubbing her hands together. âIf thereâs no volunteers to go firstâŚâ
âI think our host should spin first.â Isabel interrupted, looking towards Josie with what could only be described as âfuck-meâ eyes.
Josie giggled as she took the bottle from a reluctant PJ and spun it in the center. Everyone watched with anticipation as the bottle slowed, almost stopping in front of Annie before Isabel grabbed it and pointed it towards herself.
âWow, what a coincidence!â Isabel exclaimed, much to Josieâs amusement.
The two held hands and disappeared into the small coat closet under the basement stairs. PJ rolled her eyes. âItâs no fun if you pick your partners!â She yelled after them.
One thing about 'seven minutes in heavenâ that no one talks about is what the rest of the group does during the seven minutes. Do you talk? Keep playing? Listen in? You certainly didnât know, and apparently neither did anyone elseâwith the exception of PJ, who set her phone timer before sitting with her ear pressed to the door.
âSo⌠whatâs everyoneâs summer plans?â Stella-Rebecca asked in an attempt to fill the silence.
Annie shrugged in response. âMostly working as a counselor for Vacation Bible School and protesting outside Planned Parenthood. Same old, same old.â
âWould you guys shut up over there?â PJ hissed from across the room. âIâm trying to listen to them fuck!â
Eventually, seven agonizing minutes finished with the screech of PJâs timer. âTimes up, lovebirds!â She shouted, throwing open the door.
The âlovebirdsâ stumbled out of the closet in a fit of giggles. Both of their clothes were wrinkled, hair disheveled, and Isabelâs lipstick was smeared all over Josieâs mouth. The couple was immediately met with cheers and jeers from the rest of the party as they made their way back to the circle.
âWow, thanks for warming up the closet for us you two,â PJ snickered. âNow, as for whoâs nextâŚâ
âHazel, why donât you spin?â Isabel suggested, seizing the bottle before PJ could and passing it to Hazel.
âOh, come on!â PJ complained, having been cockblocked yet again.
The group all shared a chuckle at PJâs dismay, especially Brittany who was laughing so hard tears began to form. PJ could do nothing but pout until the laughter died down and Hazel reached into the center, spinning the bottle.
Round and round the bottle spun, the group watching with bated breath. The hollow glass rotated, nozzle slowing, slowing until it finally stopped on no other than⌠you. All previously dissipated tension immediately resurfaced as the room seemed to still, everyone recalling the incident from earlier.
âYeah, you guys! Go in there and give us absolutely nothing!â PJ sneered, earning another smack on the arm from Josie.
You stared at the bottle, nozzle pointing directly at you, no question about it. Through your peripheral vision, you could see Hazel nervously fidgeting with her rings, unsure of how to proceed.
âMaybe we could⌠play something else?â Brittany suggested gently.
PJ clapped her hands together. âNope! Rules are rules. Get in there, you two.â She seized your hands and dragged you to the closet, throwing both of you in before slamming the door.
Hazel kept her gaze fixated on her fidgeting hands while you pretended to be very interested in a small tear on one of the hanging coats. After what felt like an eternity, you checked your watch. Only twelve seconds had passed. You let out a frustrated sigh. âWell, one of us has to say something.â
She glanced towards the door. âHow much do you wanna bet PJ is listening in on us?â
You shot her a glare, not finding her joke funny.
âIâm sorryâŚâ Hazel muttered, lowering her head again.
At that moment, all of the hurt, anger, and confusion you had kept bottled up to save face rose to the surface. âWhy would you lie to me?â You demanded, using her own line against her.
Her face crumpled upon hearing the true betrayal behind your question. âI didnât⌠I didnât mean toâŚâ
âHazel, you lied about losing your virginity to Stella-Rebecca. Thatâs such an odd thing to lie about, it doesnât make any senseâŚâ
âOk,â Hazel cut you off. âI didnât have sex with Stella-Rebecca...â
âNo shit,â you spat. âSo what, you like, want to?â
âNo!â Hazel insisted. âStella and I are friends. Iâve never thought about her that way.â
âThen why have you had me believing you slept with her?â You hissed, a weak attempt to keep your voice down.
She was at it again, fiddling with those goddamned rings. âI donât know, I justâŚâ she swallowed, hesitating. âYou told me about your first time⌠at summer camp⌠and you asked me about mine. We had just started dating. I didnât want you to think I was inexperienced.â
âHazel,â you sighed. âYou are inexperienced.â
âI mean, like, I didnât want you to see me as an immature little baby who didnât know what she was doing, so I panicked and made something up. I shouldnât have, Iâm so sorry. I really didnât mean to hurt you, I swear.â
The edges of your anger blurred as you realized fear had driven your girlfriend to a desperate lie. Poor Hazel, she looked shrunken, almost. She had drawn into herself, vulnerability exposed like a house of cards in the wind. You reached out and gently lifted her chin, forcing her to look up at you and taking her by surprise.
âHazel,â you cooed. âItâs ok that youâve never had sex before, I donât care.â
âReally?â She asked.
You nodded. âOf course I donât care. I just thought youâd been pushing me away because you didnât find me that attractive, butâŚâ
âWhat?!â Hazelâs exclamation took you aback, making you drop your hand. âThatâs not it at all! Shit, I was just worried Iâd mess up somehow, Iâve never been more attracted to anyone in my entire life! I think youâre the most beautiful person Iâve ever seen. No, really! Every time I look at you, Iâm like âholy fuck, how did I get so luckyâŚââ
You cut her off by crashing your lips against hers. Her body initially tensed at the sudden contact, but soon melted into yours as it had done so many times before. Your hands found the nape of her neck as you drew her closer, pressing her up against you as much as possible. Lip-locks with Hazel were familiar to you, but never had one been so passionate, so rough and yet reassuring at the same time.
When you finally pulled away, both of you were gasping to catch your breath, realizing you had inadvertently chosen each other over oxygen. You gazed upon Hazel, studying her flushed cheeks, her lustrous lips, and the way her shirt collar sat askew atop her shoulders. With the way she stared back, you could tell you appeared just as rumpled.
âWell thatâs good to know,â you giggled, reaching out to fix her collar. âListen, Hazel, youâre a virgin. So what? I donât care who you have or havenât been with before. If youâre not ready yet, thatâs perfectly fine, really. I would never pressure you into anything.â
Back at it again with those fucking rings. What the hell could you have possibly said this time?
âThatâs the thingâŚâ she began, her gaze fixated to the floor again. âI think I⌠I thinkâŚâ
âHazelâŚâ you whispered her name, placing two fingers on her arm and making her shiver.
âI⌠I think I am ready. Iâve been ready. For a little while now.â
Your eyes widened at her confession. âSeriously?â
She nodded. âYeah. I want you⌠uh, I mean⌠I want to do it⌠with you. I just⌠I donât⌠I donât know how toâŚâ each sputter was paired with imperceptible hand gestures, desperate to communicate something she didnât have the words to say.
âTo⌠initiate it?â You asked.
âYes! That!â She sighed, thankful you knew her well enough to understand her babbles. âI mean, should it be planned? Spontaneous? Do I just walk up to you and say âhey I wanna have sex?â Where do I do it? How? Can I just blurt it out of nowhere or does something have to be happening first? If so, then what?â
âHazelâŚâ she was rambling again. You placed your hands on both sides of her head, smoothing her hair. âThereâs no right way to initiate it, trust me. You can just do whatever youâre most comfortable with.â
She met your gaze again, head still caught between your palms. There was something different behind her eyes, though, something besides remorse or even vulnerability. Her brilliant blueâs seemed darker somehow, almost⌠hungry. You finally caught on when she snuck a glance at your lips, and closed the distance between you.
This kiss was different from the last: still passionate, but gentler, lighter, as if you were exploring for the first time. Her hands found your waist, loosely gripping the fabric of your top. You reciprocated, running your thumb over the hem of her tank top and accidentally brushing over a patch of bare skin. She flinched at the unfamiliarity, and you pulled away.
âAre you ok?â You whispered, forehead pressed against hers. She nodded, half-lidded eyes not leaving your lips. âCan IâŚ?â Your fingers hesitated just under her tank top, barely grazing the skin of her stomach. She didnât respond. She didnât need to. For the first time in her life, she let her body do the talking as she pressed into you, capturing you in another kiss.
Slowly, surely, your fingers inched up the underside of her tank top. You took the time to trace little shapes into her skin, moving from her waist, to her stomach, to the underside of her rib cage. Her breath hitched with each new touch; Hazel had always been ticklish, but the way your fingertips danced along her torso made her shiver rather than squirm. As her comfortability levels grew, your hand traveled up, further, furtherâŚ
âHoly shit, they were really gonna fuck!â
PJâs grating voice startled you apart like an unwelcome infomercial in the dead of night. You glared at your intruder standing in the wide-open doorway, a wicked smirk plastered on her face. âLose track of time?â
Hazel tugged at your wrists, and it wasnât until that moment when you realized your hands were still under her tank top (much to PJâs entertainment). With a mumbled apology, you detached yourself and helped her smooth out the fabric bunched around her ribs. Both of your faces were burning with a mixture of embarrassment and fluster.
âYou couldâve knocked, you knowâŚâ Hazel muttered, watching the floor as she left the closet.
âI couldâve,â PJ admitted. âBut whereâs the fun in that?â
The rest of the party watched with amusement as you and Hazel exited the closet. Your flushed features and darting glances did not go unnoticed, prompting a series of snorts and stifled laughter. Forget David Fincher, you two were your own movie.
âSo, I assume itâs safe to say youâve made up?â Josie asked cheekily, squeezing Isabelâs hand, who bit the inside of her mouth to keep from laughing.
âWe sure did,â you said with a sheepish grin.
Brittany couldnât help but snicker. âGuess that explains your rosy cheeks.â
You exchanged looks with Hazel as an idea suddenly popped into your head. âActually, Hazelâs cheeks are warm because she doesnât feel too good.â
âI donât?â Hazel asked.
âYou donât,â you repeated, shooting her a look. âIn fact, oh my, I do feel warm! We must be coming down with something.â
âWait, but I donât feelâŚâ Hazel seemed confused until she met your gaze and understood your plan. She raised her hand to her forehead, making a big show of collapsing into the basement wall. âOh, woe is me! It is true! I seem to have fallen ill! Cough, cough, wheeze!â
You had to fight the corners of your mouth to keep from curling. Jesus, this girl couldnât act for shit.
âYes⌠anyway we need to leave. Right now. We donât want to get any of you sick.â
âOh, Iâm sure thatâs the reason,â Josie sent you a knowing smirk.
You grabbed Hazelâs hand and ran with her up the stairs and out of the basement, the partygoers calling after you with whoops, hollers, and exaggerated kissing sounds. As the basement door creaked shut behind you, the last thing you heard was PJâs whiny complaint. âNo fair! Hazel gets pussy before I do?â
The two of you rushed hand-in-hand from Josieâs front door and piled into Hazelâs car, you in the passenger seat as usual.
She turned to you, keeping her free hand on the wheel. âAre your parents home?â
âThey never are.â
Hazel had to release your hand to put her car in reverse, pulling out of the driveway like a madwoman. You anticipated her fingers intertwining with yours again, but instead, she reached over and rested her hand on your upper thigh. Her thumb gently brushed across the denim of your jeans, sending flutters through your stomach. Hazel was getting bold.
The drive back to your house was nothing but perilous. Hazel had always been a reckless driver, but the sharp turns and disregarded stop signs were wild even for her. Arriving at your house, she parked haphazardly, jumping out before rushing to throw open your door.
âWell that was fast,â you teased as Hazel helped you out of the car. âLooking forward to something?â
Words seemed to fail her as she silently took your face in her hands, kissing you with the desperation of a castaway grasping for a lifeline. She had you pressed into the passenger door, hips flush against yours. Your palms rested on her collarbone, feeling her rapid heartbeat.
You gently pushed her away, almost swearing you heard the faintest whimper leave her lips. âWhy donât we take this inside?â You suggested, to which Hazel could only nod.
The two of you stumbled into your house, barely taking the time to break away from each other to see where you were going. When you eventually made it to your bedroom, you slammed the door behind you and Hazel thrust you against the white wood. You relaxed into her, expecting more kisses, but looked up to find her features filled with apprehension.
âHazelâŚâ you whispered, moving your hands to her shoulders. âIs everything ok?â
âY-yeahâŚâ she stuttered, her gaze dropping slightly. She had seized you by the hips, fingers hooked in your belt loops, hands beginning to tremble.
You gently lifted her jaw. âAre you sure youâre ready for this? Itâs ok if you changed your mindâŚâ
âNo! No, please. I need you so bad you have no ideaâŚâ she cut you off, her confession making you blush. âI just⌠I donât⌠I mean⌠Iâve watched some porn and read fanfiction butâŚâ
âHazel, sex isnât anything like porn or fanfiction.â
âOh fuck, it isnât?â She asked in disbelief, her wide eyes making you chuckle.
âWhy donât you let me lead, then?â You suggested, calming her with a tender kiss on her jawline. âGo lay down for me, yeah?â
Hazel did as she was told and moved to lie down on your pale-blue bedspread, a favorite of yours because you thought it matched her eyes. You stayed behind, stripping down to a bra and panties as Hazel watched with unblinking eyes.
âRelax, my love,â you purred, climbing onto the bed and hovering over her. You shifted, hips brushing against hers momentarily, causing Hazelâs eyelids to flutter and a sigh to leave her lips. A smirk crossed your face. âSensitive, are we?â
Hazel could barely speak through her pathetic little whines. âP-pleaseâŚâ
You planted a sweet kiss on her lips before trailing down to her neck, exploring her soft skin, discovering unknown sensitive spots: her earlobe, the nape of her jaw, along her collarbone. Your fingers flitted underneath the hem of her tank top, creeping up, up, until you felt the cool nylon of her sports bra against your palm. Hazel shuddered at the newfound sensation, and you pulled back.
âStill good?â
âGood,â she breathed. âYes, good.â
You hooked your finger under the neck of her tank top, coaxing her to sit up slightly. Pinching her shirt collar, you slid it off her shoulders before lifting the bottom of her tank, stopping with it bunched under her armpits. She finished the job for you, and you tossed the shirts aside, not caring where they landed.
Now she was left in a sports bra the color of fog, her nipples erect and poking through the fabric. You slipped two fingers under her band, looking to her for approval. She nodded, letting you peel it off until her tits sprang free.
âHoly shit, Haze,â you muttered, practically drooling at the sight of her naked breasts. Underneath the compressive sports bras, hidden beneath layers of baggy clothing, Hazel had perfect tits: round, firm, with little pink buds sitting like cherries on top of two scoops of vanilla ice cream. âHow could you keep these from me?â
Hazel let out a laugh that sounded more like a breath, not entirely sure how to respond. Leaning down, you took one of the swollen buds in your mouth, swirling your tongue around it while palming her other breast. Hazel threw her head back against the pillow, letting out cries of pleasure while her hands entangled themselves in your hair. You took your time, caressing, suckling, exploring every inch of her bare chest, memorizing each unique detail: a freckle on her dĂŠcolletage, a vaguely mushroom-shaped birthmark hidden beneath her left breast.
She was, for lack of a better word, perfect. You had been so distracted, so deeply buried in her cleavage, that you hadnât noticed time slipping away until you felt her pressing down on your head. Your name flew from her mouth in a desperate gasp. âI canât⌠p-please⌠keep goingâŚâ
âSo impatient,â you teased, mouth releasing her nipple with a pop. Hazel only whined in response, bucking against your stomach, hips urgently searching for some kind of release. You smirked, leaving her breasts and peppering kisses down her stomach, stopping when you reached the waistband of her gym shorts.
âOff?â You asked, though it was merely a formality at this point; you already knew the answer. She made a noise of approval, a mix between a groan and a squeak, and shifted her hips to allow you to slip them off her legs.
Now, there stood nothing between you two but the thin cotton of her slate-colored boxers. She was writhing, silently begging you to rip them off and have at her, but you couldnât help but stop and admire the growing spot of wetness that had accumulated through the fabric. Her hips sputtered, shook, pairing with her pitiful whimpers to plead for attention. You, however, had other plans.
âWhatâs your rush, Haze? Weâve got all night, donât we?â You were teasing her now, a wicked grin appearing as your fingertips danced along the elastic band of her boxers.
Her raised pelvis came crashing down onto the bedspread as she cried out in defeat. âFuck⌠please⌠just take them offâŚâ
You frowned, mocking her, using your thumb to gently encircle her clothed cunt. Her head sank further into the pillow, broken moans falling out of her mouth like beads from a shattered necklace.
âJesus fucking Christ, Hazel. Do you always get this wet?â You asked in disbelief. Her boxers felt like a saturated sponge.
âI donât know,â she sighed, fighting to keep her speech intelligible. âI donât think so, maybe. I⌠I need you⌠really badâŚâ
âNeed me?â You replied cheekily, wrapping your fingers around the elastic and slipping her boxers off in one quick motion.
Your girlfriend's naked body was now fully on display before you. You had to take a moment, admiring details of the areas she had never let you see before: a small mole on her outer thigh, or the way her hip bones protruded to form little ridges across her pelvis. Her chest heaved, lips parted ever so slightly as she awaited your next move.
âHazel?â
âY-yeah?â
âAre you ready?â
She took in a breath, blowing it out big. âMore than anything.â
You positioned your head between her legs, leaving feather-light kisses up and down her inner thighs. Her head tossed from side-to-side, body struggling to keep still with your mouth so close to where she needed you. Testing the waters, you ghosted a kiss over her clit, watching as she shuddered upon contact.
God she was sensitive.
Finally taking mercy on her, you licked a long, broad stripe up the length of her cunt, tongue lingering on her clit perhaps a bit longer than necessary. The cries that erupted from her throat were enough to send shocks through your own body. You moved to straddle her leg, grinding against it while you ate her outâa shift not going unnoticed by Hazel, only spurring her forward.
âOhmygod⌠Ohmygod fuckâŚâ your name tumbled from her lips amidst her breathless moans. She squirmed under your touchâevery lick, each roll against her shin setting her body ablaze. A smirk tugged at your lips as your mouth created a vortex around her clit, causing her eyes to roll back like a slot machine landing on the jackpot.
You didnât get to do this for very long before her plush thighs enveloped your head. âW-whatâŚ? It feels⌠I think, I think IâmâŚâ
âBreathe, baby girl,â you cooed, never taking your mouth off of her. âJust relax, cum for me. Fuck youâre doing so wellâŚâ
Her hands flew back to your scalp, legs shaking, guttural cries erupting from her throat as her orgasm consumed her. Fuck she sounded pretty. Her thighs kept you right where she needed you, only loosening once her breathing evened and she slowly came back to reality.
You lifted your head once her legs collapsed onto your bedspread, her bones feeling like jello. âWas that alright, Haze?â You asked, crawling back up to lay next to her.
âWow,â she sighed, pupils dilated into big black buttons. âJust wow.â She laid there a moment, silently recovering, wearing a dazed, blissful expression. But then her face shifted into something sour, almost uneasy. âI donât, I mean⌠I donât know howâŚâ
âItâs fine,â you ensured.
âItâs not,â she argued. âI mean, you were⌠and on my legâŚâ
âHey, Hazel,â you brushed her hair back, letting your fingers fall. âWe donât have to do anything else. Tonight was about you.â
âNo, no. Please, I wanna fuck you so bad, Iâve been daydreaming about it for so long.â
You couldnât have blushed harder if you tried.
âI just⌠I havenât⌠like you did with that girl from summer camp. What if I try and it isnât anything like that?â
âHazelâŚâ you reached for her face, kissing her reassuringly. âIt wonât be anything like it was with her.â
Her face fell. âIt wonât?â
âOf course not,â you replied. âWhat I did with her, it was just sex. Nothing like this, this is completely different.â
âWhy?â
You had to gather up the courage to say your next words. âHazel⌠Iâm in love with you.â
She finally faced you with wide eyes. âYouâve never said that before.â
âI know,â you said. âIâm saying it now.â
That blissful expression from earlier returned to her pretty face. âI love you too.â
You giggled, and she pulled you into another kiss. Her weight shifted until you were on your back, her body covering yours, legs on either side of your hips. She tried to emulate you, peppering kisses down your neck and chest until she reached the satin cusp of your bra.
âHow do⌠uh⌠I only wear sports brasâŚâ
You sat up, guiding her hands around to your back and helping her unhook your clasp. She slid it off your shoulders and tossed it aside without care, her attention fixated purely on the newly-exposed flesh in front of her. âHoly fuck,â she exclaimed on a sigh.
Another smirk crept across your face. âWhat? If I didnât know any better, Iâd think these were the first youâd ever seen!â
She shot you an unamused look before diving in, suckling at one of your breasts and pawing at the other. Her eyes stayed unblinking, watching you as your head relaxed further into the pillow and soft sounds spilled from your lips.
âAm I doing ok?â She asked in a whisper.
âMore than,â your voice came out soft and sweet, causing the tips of your loverâs ears to tint pink.
Hazel trailed downward, her soft lips leaving kisses all the way down to your stomach, her tousled hair tickling your skin. She paused at your cotton panties, her thumb passing over the fabric with uncertainty.
âNeed help taking those off too?â You quipped.
âDefinitely not,â she replied, seizing the waistband and sliding them off your legs.
Hazel gazed upon your naked body as if she were an artist, and you her masterpiece. Her hands hesitated before resting on your ribs, fingernails gently scratching down the length of your sides. She bent down, planting kisses on your hip bones, reveling in your quiet whimpers.
âHazelâŚâ you purred, and she got the message. Her hand slipped between your legs, fingertips tracing your entrance before sliding inside.
âOuch,â you hissed, sitting up in pain.
Startled, Hazel pulled her hand back. âW-what? What happened? Shit, did I hurt you?â
âKindaâŚâ you paused, trying to pinpoint the discomfort. It almost felt like she had unraveled a paperclip and impaled your coreâan unpleasant sensation you couldnât explain until you sawâŚ
âHazel,â you exclaimed with a laugh. âYou kept your rings on!â
âYeahâŚâ she muttered, cradling the hand that burned you. âI thought you liked my rings.â
âI love your rings,â you assured. âJust not inside me.â
âBut the characters in the fanfictions Iâve read keep their rings on, and the feedback is always positive!â
There was nothing you could do to stop yourself from giggling at her protest. âHazel, those fanfictions are written by people who probably havenât experienced the real thing. Trust me, rings up there? Uncomfortable at best.â
Hazel nodded, mumbling a sheepish apology and removing her rings before slipping two fingers back in. âBetter?â
âMuch.â
With her confidence temporarily shaken, Hazel began to move against you, slowly, steadily, studying your facial expressions. Each gasp, every subtle twitch helped her gauge what you wanted, what you needed from her. She may have gone in blind, but she was a gifted learner, and you her favorite subject.
Soon after Hazel regained her certainty, you started to feel that familiar ache within your core. âHazel⌠doing so good⌠my pretty girl⌠Iâm soâŚâ
She perked up, still keeping her hands where you seemed to want them. âReally? You mean it? Should I do anything different?â
You were about to shake your head, but stopped when you got an idea. âDo this with your fingers,â you demonstrated by curling your own.
She followed suit, reveling in your little mewls when she scratched against your g-spot.
But you werenât finished yet. âFuck⌠Hazel⌠almost⌠now just move your palmâŚâ
You didnât even get to finish your sentence. Hazel curved her palm, stimulating your clit, and your orgasm crashed over you like a flash flood breaking through a dam. Your back arched, legs shaking, chest heaving as you rode out your climax. Hazel wouldnât, couldnât look away; a moment ago she had been naive, inexperienced, but now the prettiest girl sheâd ever seen was creaming all over her fingers, and it was all her own doing.
Her movements halted at what she hoped was the right moment. She withdrew her fingers, curiosity overtaking her as she popped them into her mouth and moaned at the taste, instantly regretting not going down on you. Her mind swirled, flashbacks of what just happened mixing with the oblivion of what to do next.
âHazel,â you said finally. âCome lay down.â
She crawled back up to you, laying her head on the pillow. âDid I do ok?â
You giggled. âYou did perfect.â
A grin spread across her face, reaching from ear-to-ear. Her eyelids were already drooping. âIâm so tired.â
âMe too,â you rolled over, wrapping your arm around her waist and nuzzling into her hair. âGo to sleep, my love. Youâve had a big night.â
She snuggled up closer to you, muttering a barely-perceptible âI love youâ before drifting off to sleep.
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summary: you havenât been given a quest, but you have made it your personal mission to make luke castellan smile.
pairing: luke castellan x unclaimed!reader
word count: 4.1k
content: broody!luke, teenage dirtbag!luke but also not really, sprinkles of mean!luke, r is unbothered and does not gaf about his lil emo boy act, this is four thousand words of r being a pain in lukeâs ass, probs will make a part 2 bc i love them your honourÂ
notes: Â speaking my truth: i am a british gal. any banter in this about the new england states is entirely stuff i got from reddit so plz donât scrutinise my american states knowledge
the layout of this fic is very much inspired by @murdrdocs if that wasnât obvious but also icarus if u want me to change it i will jus say the word :00
PART I â she blows outta nowhere, roman candle of the wildÂ
All things considered, you took the news of your heritage pretty well.Â
Sure, there was a lot of yelling â mostly through the wall after you locked yourself in your room and started packing a bag â but at least you didnât sit on it in denial for several hours.Â
Honestly, you shouldâve seen it coming.Â
The first time you realised you could see things nobody else could, you tried to admit yourself into a ward. Your mom went a little panicky, and she never did perform well under pressure, so she caved and said you were special. Too special for the other kids at your school, too special for anyone to know about it.Â
After that, she got more tense. Eyes darting around whenever you guys went out in public, hand lingering for a second longer on your back before she sent you to school â as if she felt like sheâd never see you again. She would stay up at night and read you old Greek tales before you went to sleep, and acted way too serious about it. More serious than when she would read you Dr Seuss.Â
Honestly, it was a miracle you went unknowing for so long. Maybe you were insignificant, or maybe the Stymphalian Pigeon that tried to kill you after school was just slow â because you were seventeen when you got attacked by your first monster.Â
You took it out pretty easily â and by that, I mean you outran it through the bustling streets of your hometown until it flew messily into a bus and you dodged your way to your apartment in a flurry. Your momâs resolve cracked like a thin layer of ice and you were packed and ready to go to this camp she spoke of before the clock had hit four-thirty.Â
Most of the yelling that you guys did was along the lines of â âI canât believe you waited this long to tell me!â â and â âI didnât want you to leave!â â âI get that, but seriously mom, I almost got eaten by a bird today. A little context going in wouldâve been nice!â
You threw yourself into a taxi â much to the disdain of your mother, who insisted on at least getting you to the hill. You then reminded her that she would have to pay the fare all the way back to their apartment and it honestly wouldnât be worth it and that youâd call her when you got the chance. She let you go with a huff, folding her arms across her chest and creasing the silky material of her pink blouse.Â
The next hour was about as awkward as taxi rides go, even more so when you got out in the middle of nowhere. You werenât even sure you were at the bottom of the right hill but sent the poor guy on his way anyway and prayed to whoever your divine parent was that you werenât about to get gunned down by an angry farmer for mistaking his land for a summer camp.Â
Thankfully, the empty fields shimmered into something worth travelling for when you took a tentative step across its threshold. The sun seemed to get brighter and the breeze became softer. It was nice from where you stood, and it probably wouldâve gotten nicer the closer you got.Â
Had you not tripped over a rock and tumbled down the hill ungracefully, landing in a heap at the bottom, a few feet away from a dirt path that split off in two directions. You sat up with a huff, blowing your hair out of your eyes and squinting at your surroundings now that they were much closer. You didnât bother to heave yourself up, catching your breath and letting your gaze flitter over the scenery.Â
It was cute.Â
Then the distinct sound of horse hooves clipping against the ground evaded your ears, and you looked up to greet the centaur who now stood above you. You thanked the gods for your moms intricately detailed bedtime stories as you pulled yourself up onto your feet and allowed yourself to be introduced to Chiron and Mr. D, who then led you to the four story house that overlooked the valley.Â
Your induction was swift and sweet â since you pretty much knew and had accepted everything already. There were a couple of glances and muttered comments about how you had gone so long without being targeted, but Chiron had said he wanted you to get the tour before dinner so you could settle straight to bed after the campfire, and caught some young kid by the t-shirt as he ran past, asking him politely if he could send Luke over.Â
The awkward two minutes it took for your tour guide to reach you stretched on for a painful amount of time, but you would relive it a hundred times over if it meant you didnât have to experience the agony you called your first meeting with Luke Castellan.Â
He was tall, with a dark mop of curls that hung over his furrowed brows. His skin was tanned from all the time he spent in the sun, and his shoulders were broad enough to intimidate, but not broad enough that you were intimidated. He was your age, seemingly, and the cuffs of his green cargo pants brushed against his ankles only an inch higher than they would sit on an average person.
His most memorable feature, however, had to be the deep scar that stretched from the top of his left brow all the way to his cheekbone â it was jagged and sharp, cutting across his eye roughly, as if he had been clawed. He probably had. It was raised and shone pink under the sun, so you could tell it was fairly new, but it had healed over enough to indicate that Luke was probably tired of hearing people ask about it. So you didnât. You barely gave it a glance before you raised your brows at him with a cheeky grin and gave him your name.Â
He nodded minutely, one of the only movements he made after heâd parked himself in front of you other than the sliding of his eyes from one person to another as they spoke to him. After Chiron and Mr D had given him the rundown, he gave a slight nod of his head in one direction before walking away and expecting you to follow.Â
You caught up to him, sidling up on his left with a huff and a smile, âIâm getting the feeling that you're sorta sick of this giving this tour all the time.âÂ
He didnât respond. He just looked at you, and then stopped walking, watching as you froze two steps ahead of him before shuffling back to his side sheepishly. Then he lifted an unbothered hand to the right, âThose are the strawberry fields.â He then gestured ahead, âThatâs the beach.â And then to the left, âThose are the training fields.â
Then he started walking again, and you hesitated for only a second before following, âWow. Donât give me too much information all at once.âÂ
Your sarcastic comment was ignored, and Luke nodded towards the bank of cabins you were nearing, âThese are the cabins. Twelve. One for each Olympian. Youâll stay in the Hermes cabin until youâre claimed.â
âRight.â You nodded, âGod of Travellers. Makes sense.âÂ
He let out a breath, not pausing in his stride as he passed through the curve of houses, not sparing a glance to any of them. You took notice of how the other kids looked at him in apprehension, with a hint of fear when he got too close. He cut down an alley between two cabins â one with a dangerous amount of barbed wire across the top and another that glowed gold under the sunlight â before the pair emerged through the trees at a pavilion.Â
âThis is where we eat.â He said. âDinner is soon.âÂ
âCool.â You nodded, âWhat are the options? Because if food here is lacking, then I will be packing.âÂ
You let out a useless chuckle at your own joke, but it landed flat. âYeah, that wasnât funny.â You muttered lowly. With a click of your tongue, you glanced over the horizon and pointed at something from afar. A tall structure that stuck out the tops of the trees, âWhatâs that?â
âThe climbing wall.â Luke answered plainly.Â
âAnd that?âÂ
âThe Amphitheatre.â
You looked up at him, pulling a face he didnât bother to glance at. Then you noticed a bunch of campers filing through the trees and into the pavilion the two of you stood at the edge of. They entered in groups and made their way to their designated tables, chattering and gossiping as they did.Â
You looked at Luke, âWell, that wasâŚgreat. Truly, a riveting experience. I will say, though â your delivery needs some work. The dark and gloomy act works most of the time, but not when youâre giving a guided tour.â
That got him to look at you, and you held back your triumphant smirk. He frowned, âWhat?â
You shrugged, âIâm just saying, nobody is going to listen to you talk about this place if you describe it like this.â You lowered your tone into a subpar impression of his voice, and you swore you saw his brows twitch. Clearing your throat, you waved a hand, âNo need to worry about that now, though. Just point me in the direction of the Hermes table and Iâll be out of your strangely well-conditioned hair.â
Another eyebrow twitch. You were getting the hang of this. Maybe one day you could get him to move other parts of his face!Â
You half expected the boy to ignore you and walk off â and he did. But it was in the direction of the Hermes table, so you counted it as him showing you the way. Most of the campers were seated by the time youâd arrived, and you were thus forced to sit yourself on the end of the bench, uncomfortably beside him. He was unbothered.Â
During dinner you were swiftly introduced to some of your peers â Chris Rodriguez gave you a lopsided grin and informed you politely that you would need to sacrifice some of your food before you got stuck into it. Travis and Connor Stoll sidled up on either side of you as you grumbled at the hearth, and yapped your ear off about the fundamentals of camp.Â
(So all the sneaky stuff Chiron doesnât know about. Like how you can skip out on archery training if Lee is the one running it because he never has it in him to snitch. Or that the pegasi stables were the go-to hook up spot for summer campers, but the back of the Amphitheater was the go-to hook up spot for the year-rounders. When you asked what the difference was, they winked, and when you asked what happened if a year-rounder hooked up with a summer camper, they chuckled and walked off.)
Chiron gave you an introduction that made you feel like a new kid being asked to tell the class one fun fact about yourself, and around six kids at your table asked if it hurt when you fell down the hill.Â
Overall, a good first night. As far as first nights at a summer camp for half-gods goes. By the time all the campers had gone back to their respective cabins, you were ready to turn in and clock out for the day.Â
But you wanted to try one more time. Last attempt, and then youâd let it go.Â
When Luke â who you had discovered earlier was the counsellor of the Hermes cabin, and apparently a role model for the kids â came over and silently handed you a folded orange shirt with a leather cord sitting on top of it, you smirked.Â
âHey, now we can match. How cute.âÂ
He blinked at you, âEveryone is wearing the same thing.â
âThe same shirts, you mean.â You tilted your head, âBut weâre both wearing green cargos. And white socks. White sneakers.â Your grin widened as you watched his eyes flit down your form, taking in the outfit you had on. You were right â the only difference between you two was the white tank top you had on, soon to be replaced by the shirt he had just handed to you. You thought for a moment that it would work, that he would make a face, or say more than two sentences to you in response.Â
But he didnât. He just huffed and walked away, and you watched with an appalled expression. You narrowed your eyes.Â
Okay, so maybe you werenât ready to let it go yet.Â
The next morning, you were rudely awakened by a small child who was sprawled across your torso, having shifted from his own sleeping bag that was beside yours. He couldnât have been any older than six, his orange camp shirt sitting like a dress on him, and if he wasnât snoring into your chest, you wouldâve thought he was adorable.Â
But you really needed to pee.Â
After you slowly but surely lifted him back onto his own pillow, you stood up with a stretch and stepped precariously over the other kids, balancing carefully on the tips of your toes so you didnât step on any of them. The sun was barely rising, and you were the only one awake, so you held your breath and reached out for the handle of the bathroom door.Â
âThatâs not your bathroom.â
You flinched, losing your balance and toppling back. A hand between your shoulder blades prevented you from crushing any of the kids on the floor, and you steadied yourself before meeting the eyes of the person who spoke.Â
Luke was staring intently at you, his eyes blinking hard as if heâd only just woken up. He was in nothing but a pair of blue sweat-shorts and you fought the urge to rake your eyes over his bare torso, watching as he lowered his hand back to his side, âThatâs the counsellor's bathroom.â
âRight.â Came a low mutter, under your breath. Then louder, you asked, âWell, where is the campers bathroom?â
âOutside.â He answered, âAround the back of the cabins.â
âOutââ You started, and then realised everyone else was asleep and swiftly lowered your volume, but kept your expression exaggerated. Wide eyes, furrowed brows. âOutside?â
âYes.â
âButâŚitâs cold out there.â
âWe have a controlled climate.â He said, folding his arms across his chest. His biceps tensed, âItâs never cold.â
You let out a sigh, throwing your thumb over your shoulder and pointing at the door, âCanât I just use this one? You arenât using it, and everyone else is asleep, theyâd never know!âÂ
He stared at you blankly and stayed silent for a long time. You wouldnât be surprised if he just never said anything until you walked away, which you were well prepared to do, letting out a deep breath and folding your own arms over to preserve heat as you clambered towards the front door, muttering complaints under your breath the whole time. You made it three feet (or two sleeping bags) away from him when he finally piped up.Â
âBe quick.âÂ
Turning around, Luke was already making his way back to his own bed, and you ogled shamelessly at his back muscles as you shuffled to his bathroom and made your way inside. You did your business quickly as requested and washed your hands under the low pressure of the sink before cracking the door open once more. The cabin was the same, everyone else still sleeping calmly. Luke was standing by his bunk, now clad in black shorts and his camp shirt. He paid you no mind when you padded back to your sleeping bag, grabbing your bag and stifling through the clothes you had packed.Â
You walked up to breakfast with the unclaimed girl you had met the previous night â Lana â and listened and she told you intently about the lore of Luke Castellan.Â
âHe never used to be the way he is. He was happier before, always grinning. More than ready to help anyone here. He wasâŚwell, everyone either wanted to be with him or be him.â
âAnd then what happened?â
âHe went on a quest. It went wrong. He came back with that ugly scar and he hasnât been the same since.â
You made a comment that the scar wasnât ugly, and if you didnât know any better, youâd add on that it made him look pretty hot. But you did know better, and you knew that Luke was three people ahead of you in the line and could probably hear what you were saying. So you kept that tidbit to yourself and ate your cereal in silence.Â
When breakfast was over, you stood from the bench and turned, only to stop short when you realised Luke was standing behind you. Looking up at him, you raised a brow, âYes?â
âIâm showing you around today.â
âYou showed me around yesterday.â
His lips tightened, âWeâre actually doing stuff today. Seeing what youâre good at.â
âOh.â You ran your tongue over your teeth and nodded, âWell, where do we start?â
âArchery.âÂ
Turns out, you were pretty awful at archery. Even after youâd stopped firing arrows into the treeline, you still never hit the middle of the target. Lee had to correct your posture four times, and you broke six arrows. Eventually, you decided that Apollo was not your father, and shuffled over to where Luke stood beneath the shade of a tree â where he had been standing the whole hour.Â
âYâknow, just because youâve got this broody bad boy thing going on, doesnât mean you have to linger in the shadows all the time.â You commented, picking at your fingernails and readjusting the long sleeve you wore under your camp shirt, âYou just look weird.âÂ
Luke pointed at your cheekbone, âYouâre bleeding.âÂ
You huffed, âI know.â You kept holding your bow too close to the side of your face and the feathers of the arrows kept scratching you whenever you let them fly. Lee mentioned how most people make that mistake the first time round, but youâd done it so much that heâd cut your lesson short and told you to get a bandaid from one of his siblings. You didnât.Â
He stared at your cut for a moment, like he was thinking hard about something. But he didnât, and pushed himself off the tree he was leaning against and brushed past you, âLetâs go to the forges.â
You were better at blacksmithing than you were at archery, but the sword Charles Beckendorf was helping you weld still came out wonky and discoloured. He was a nice kid, funny, and your lowered spirits from your previous task had been quickly uplifted despite you not having much skill in his department. He let you keep the sword anyway, and you swung it jokingly at Luke as he led you to the Amphitheater.Â
You made swooshing noises as you did so, chuckling when he didnât so much as flinch, âDonât act so tough, Castellan, I could take you out even with a dodgy sword.â
âYou couldnât.â He muttered, âIâm the best sword fighter here.â
You let out an over dramatic gasp, running ahead and swivelling around so you could meet his eyes, âHoly shit, was thatâŚdid you justâŚtell me something about yourself?â You grinned and his frown deepened, âAw, Luke. Weâre getting somewhere! This is amazing, Iâm so proud. Soon enough weâll be best frien â â
Before you could finish your incessant teasing, Luke grabbed your forearm and yanked you in front of him just as a kid on an out-of-control Pegasus toppled past you. You watched him disappear in mild shock, before looking back at the boy in front of you, âHey, thanks. Almost got trampled. How embarrassing.â
He narrowed his gaze, âDo you not take anything seriously?â
You shrugged, âNot really. Iâd ask you the same question, butâŚâ You made a face. It was obvious that he was very serious, even if he never used to be.Â
âLetâs go.â Was his boring response, moving swiftly past you and into the Amphitheatre so quickly you wouldâve assumed he was trying to get away from you. (Which he definitely was).
You werenât really all that bothered, not when you were having so much fun pissing him off.Â
It took all of ten minutes for Luke to put your sword fighting lesson to an end. Not only had you insisted on fighting with the wonky sword rather than a working training one, you also kept pushing him with your hands whenever he got too close.Â
âThatâs not how youâre supposed to do it.â
âHey, itâs working, isnât it?âÂ
You were pretty shit at it anyway, so you didnât fight him when he said you were cutting your lesson short. You simply tucked your weapon onto the sheath heâd handed you and followed him down the hill to the dining pavilion.Â
âSo, where are you from?â
He didnât answer you for a couple of minutes, something youâd been well prepared for. But you couldnât help but ask â he intrigued you. A little too much, maybe.Â
You continued, âBecause you seem like a Mass guy.â
Luke stopped in his tracks, turning to you, âMassâŚachusetts?â
âYeah.â You nodded, fighting off your amused smile when he pulled a face. Finally, an expression!
Truth was, Lana had told you he was from Connecticut. You just wanted to see how heâd react, if he would react at all â apparently he isnât immune to everything.Â
âIâm from CT.â He made it very clear, and you tried your hardest not to laugh. âOkay? I'm not some Boston Masshole, got it?â
You raised your hands in surrender, âGot it.âÂ
He stared at you for a second longer, as if to ensure you really did have it. Squinting at your amused smile before nodding and continuing his walk. You thought it would go back to silence, but apparently youâd lit a fuse.Â
âI mean, what makes you think I'm from MA?â He asked, his tone of voice so appalled youâd think heâd been accused of some sort of crime. âDo I smell like shit?â
A chuckle, âWhat?â
But he just whirled on you once more, lifting his arm and gesturing to his pit, âDo I? Do I stink of shit?âÂ
You didnât feel like sniffing him, so you just shook your head, still laughing, âNo.âÂ
âThen what â ?â He stopped, narrowed his eyes, âWhere are you from?â
You tried to hide your smile, but it was getting really difficult. The last two days heâd been nothing but broody and miserable, one word quips being his only form of communication other than dark frowns. But one mention of Mass and heâs suddenly down to chit chat? You couldnât help but laugh â unfortunately, it only spurred him on.Â
âYou think this is funny?â He scoffed, nodding, âYeah, bet youâre from Maine too.â
Your laughter continued, little giggles spilling out of you whenever you thought about the situation too hard. You shrugged, âI donât think I wanna tell you after this.â
Luke nodded like he was expecting you to say that, âSomething a Mainer would say, Iâm sure.â
You grinned wide, very proud of yourself for getting a visceral reaction out of the boy â even if you had to piss him off to do it. Just as you went to reply with a witty comeback that would have him ranting and raving for the rest of the night, the dinner conch sounded, interrupting what youâre sure wouldâve been a very entertaining conversation.Â
You walked on past him, not stopping, but slowing down so you could cough into your fist, âFlatlander.â
You didnât look back but you did hear him scoff in shock, and you were sure he stood there frozen for at least twenty seconds because he entered the pavilion way later than you did. He made a point to fix you with an annoyed stare as he sat down a few people away from you â and Chris raised a brow.Â
âWhatâd you do to him?â
You shrugged, digging into your mashed potatoes before anyone could tell you to wait until youâd made your offering, âTold him he looked like a Bay Stater.â
He chuckled, wincing under his breath and shaking his head, âYouâre evil. I like it.â
You smirked and said nothing â but whenever your eyes flickered over to Luke, his were just flickering away from you.
#@liaâs works#joined a new england subreddit for this fic#so pls give it some love#taking requests#luke castellan#luke castellan x reader#pjo
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Hi Neil.
I know you are flooded with asks and this somehow became extremely long. Too long. âWhy am I suddenly telling this poor man my life story?â too long. âI think Iâd rather he work on the GO3 script than read this wild beastâ too long. âHeâs going to think youâre criminally dangerously insaneâ too long. If you never get to it, Iâm good with never seeing a response from you. Maybe itâs better that way? Maybe an anon would have been nice here. But, itâs 2024, so I say âwe ball.â Itâs a privilege to be able to send this to you at all. You get a lot to this effect and I hope they give you good feels, so maybe whatâs the harm, yeah? Because this is not an ask. This is a thank you letter.
First, thanks for reblogging my therapist post, I hope it amused you. I nearly sent you âHow am i supposed to explain this to my therapist?!â But refrained. At that time.
So, therapy. What is therapy really? WellâŚ
Things have been really rotten for as long as I can remember. Bad health, bad doctors, bad relationships, bad coping mechanisms, bad all kinds of things. (Yeah, bad is a weak and unhelpful word, my therapist reminds me, but weâre doing this.)
Well, things got even more really really rotten and BAD these last few years. Health declined further, coping mechanisms declined further and more intensely, packed up my life, applied for disability, moved back in with my parents across the country.
Then 4 years ago last week I watched my fiance die of a sudden heart attack. I was 29. Two years later my best friend died. Then last summer I sauntered vaguely into a cancer scare. Not long before an operation my cat who has been my companion through so much garbage died as well. Iâm not entirely in the clear on the cancer scare front. All my attempts at going back to work, volunteering, going to grad school - they collapsed on me because I couldnât get through this STUFF.
(Sometimes when I talk about this, when I tell people, I think âthey are going to think you are a raging pathological liar.â Because Iâm not sure I would believe someone if they told me all of this happened to them. In such a short time period. All before they were 35. And hell if that hasnât been isolating. You know how it sounds? Lonely. And it is.)
I did the hypervigilant and sensation/experience chasing stage of PTSD. It got me in a lot of trouble in all kinds of ways. I had to do a lot of medical and psych advocating because things kept getting worse. That was exhausting. Then that peaked. I went into the thick of the âI feel absolutely nothingâ stage for a long time. I didnât feel fatigue or hunger or thirst. Not people, feelings, a reason. Not hope.
But of course, like seems be for a lot of us, I somehow found Good Omens at just the right time. I was a very âIâm so cool and intellectual I mostly consume non-fiction mediaâ person for too long. Like, what? How is that even a real thing? And it wasnât real. It was just part of this curated autism mask that I donât think anyone really bought anyway.
I think I got to a point where Iâd just had too much reality. I needed fantasy. I didnât realize I always needed it. But I denied myself for too many odd and painful reasons. Maybe I thought it was an escape I didnât deserve.
But as it turns out, it wasnât an escape. I watched both seasons last fall, and then this light came on. I watched it again and again.
I came to tumblr because I needed more. I found this fandom. I stepped into this beautiful world of fanart and fanfiction and brain flexing meta writing and a sense of community and wonder that you and Terry created - that everyone involved in the show inflated - exploded in the right way - like fireworks if fireworks were some kind of autocatalytic reaction - a self perpetuating force.
Itâs not a âsaved my lifeâ feeling. Not a âgetting my life backâ feeling. Itâs been a âmaybe itâs time for you to have the life youâve always been denied - that youâve denied yourselfâ feeling.
Iâm creating. Iâm not âgreatâ yet. Not terribly âgoodâ at all. Maybe âbehindâ as far as the âproperâ timeline for starting. I know there isnât one, not really, but boy does that society machine make ya feel like there is. And sure, I started and stopped a lot in the past. But the second it got hard I always gave up. I felt like if I didnât get it ârightâ to begin with, then I just didnât have it in me at all. But for once Iâm really in it. Iâm writing and trying to draw things that look less like fever dream five year old drawings. (Not that thereâs anything wrong with those, is there? đ) Iâm eating better. Iâm sleeping better. I reach out to old friends more. Iâve made new friends who share this love of Good Omens.
My therapist has been floored by the change in me. After that first funny mini flop, he has been so encouraging about it. I saw him this week and I said âMaybe this is helping me get prepared to start living again. Maybe itâs a springboard.â And he honest to god said âBut You ARE living. This is YOU LIVING. Why does it have to be a springboard? Why do you have to turn this into âwork?â Just let yourself have this for once in your life.â
But there were two more added elements that made it all work. And I canât help but think this whole brainrot thing wouldnât have happened without them. So many things just happened all at just the right time - a proper coincidence.
In all of the madness of the last few years I finally got the memo that I'm autistic. i figured I was for a while. But it finally sunk in for me and my docs and my people. So Iâd been working on unpacking that. Grieving the life that could have been entirely different, shedding the mask. I let myself hyperfixate openly instead of hiding it and hating myself for âspirallingâ or âobsessingâ like others -!like âIâ always punished myself for before we knew that it was a trait and not a personality flaw.
Then over the last few months my therapist and I started trying this new exercise. One session he stopped me and said âin the last 20 minutes you have responded to what Iâve said with 9 âI knows.ââ My response to that? âUgh, I know.â So we started this âI knowâ swear jar type situation. Really, Iâve been afraid of not knowing. I couldnât let myself ânot know.â Because it meant I was âdumb.â I was just drowning for so long in guilt and self loathing for the âI knew better and screwed up anyway.â Or âI shouldâve known better - I should know that by now.â
As it turns out, thereâs a lot of things I donât know. That I didnât know. Things I will never know. And refusing to admit all of that kept me from learning a damn thing. Kept me from asking questions. Kept me from trying new things because it was scary to do something new - something unknown - and I "knew" how it would all turn out anyway. Kept me from connecting with people because it was painful or embarrassing when they knew things I didnât and it seemed like I already should have. Kept me from getting better at making art, music, writing. Kept me from forgiving myself. Kept me from growing. And kept me from moving forward. Maybe not on. I donât know if we ever âmove onâ from things. But we can move forward as we carry them. And as we do, the weight gets less. Weâre able to carry it better. But only if we can admit that we donât know how. Only if we donât treat ourselves like this is something we do know or should know and weâre just failing because weâre less than. Not good enough. Not strong enough. Not deserving. We have to be able to say âI donât know how to do this.â And then we can start looking for the answers. We can ask. We can learn.
I thought about the apple. Being able to tell the difference between good and evil. Aziraphaleâs years and years of watching what he âknowsâ to be true be proven wrong. Crowleyâs need to ask questionsâŚ
The simple and enormous gift of âKnowledge.â The âKnowledgeâ of the difference between Good and Evil. The âKnowledgeâ that can only be gained by realizing, accepting, admitting that there are things we donât know. Asking the questions. Sometimes we get answers we donât like. Sometimes the consequences of asking hurt us. And unless you want to stay in that painful place that painful knowledge got you, well, youâve got to let yourself learn how to get out.
So all of this good? I never expected this. I never thought I deserved it. Joy and belonging and this sense that âYeah, maybe things can get better. Maybe things can be good.â Because I said those things, not truly believing them, to the people I thought needed to hear it. But it couldnât save them. It was hollow. The proof for us wasnât really in our orbit or on our radar at the time. And now theyâre gone.
People always say âitâs never too late.â
One of the people I lost said âitâs later than you think.â
I jokingly would respond âitâs already too late.â
It was for him in the end. For them. For some people I guess it really is. But maybe a lot of the âtoo lateâ people are there because they think âthey knowâ that things will never be good for them. So they stop looking, they stop asking, stop finding. And eventually they just stop.
Then there came Crowleyâs âItâs always too late.â The first time I heard it I thought âFor sure, Crowley-cakes, I KNOW.â
But thenâŚI just needed to rewatch the whole thing. And lines like thatâŚfamiliar thingsâŚfamiliar themesâŚI was suddenly identifying with these characters. I suddenly saw myself. And the realization hit - I connected with something! Something new. And I FELT THAT. And that tiny little crack that made in the wall was just enough to start breaking it down. Yeah, when you start letting yourself feel after not feeling for so long, opening up to the good feelings means opening up to feelings and then the bad ones come out too. But when there IS good ⌠it helps you balance. You can deal with the bad a little better because youâve got the good thing to lean against when it gets too much. And now youâve got feelings. Youâve got good and bad. Youâve got sticky foggy grey. Youâve got life.
Whew.
So, TLDR, thank you. From the bottom of my slowly healing heart, thank you.
And to sign off with some shits and giggles⌠I couldnât find this in existence as a sticker so I had to custom order. Perhaps this will spread misery and panic among the humans of my city - or at least a malignant and creepy sense of unease.
Or maybe theyâll say âwtfâ and go home and google it and theyâll fall into the Good Omens hole they never knew they needed too.
Thank you for this. I never quite know what to say to messages like this apart from I am really glad that it helps. (It becomes the weird extra piece that I worry about when writing season 3 -- hoping that it will be that thing again. Not just a story, but something that helps people feel and helps with healing and helps with love.)
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Go in Shadows
Pairing: modern!Aemond Targaryen x f!reader Warnings: Alcohol use, drunken behaviour, angst, eventual smut. Word count: tbc
Summary: Summers spent with her best friend, Helaena, are the highlight of her year. However, a week-long stay at her place does not go as she expects it to when surrounded by one Targaryen brother that she pines for unrequitedly, and another that can't seem to stand her.
Author's note: Happy birthday @lauraneedstochill! You may remember a little while ago I sent you an ask that was prodding you for info on your favourite fan fiction tropes - I had an agenda! I remember you saying you don't look forward to your birthday, so I wanted to do something special for you. I didn't get the chance to finish this before I went on holiday, but wanted to show you a teaser of what's to come! Hope you enjoy your day, birthday twinnie <3
The grass tickles delicately at the backs of her bare thighs, causing her to squirm and change position, pulling the hem of her floral summer dress lower as she crosses her legs. Itâs a hot and sunny Friday afternoon in July, and sheâs making the most of her four day working week by spending her day off in the park with her best friend, Helaena.
Summer has always been her favourite time of year, from the six week long holidays of secondary school to the three month university breaks, and now the stolen afternoons and all too brief weekends of the working week. Helaena has been at her side for all of them. Summer is their time, a season in which their friendship has always thrived, fortified beneath a sun that never sets.
Helaena pauses, keeping the daisy chain sheâs making in her hands still as she leans forward ever so slightly, watching intently at the wasp that buzzes around the open bottle neck of Koppaberg Cider that rests beside her, the heat of the day causing droplets of moisture to sweat from the glass.
âThatâs going to drown in your cider, if you arenât careful,â she warns her.
âMmm,â Helaena muses dreamily, her eyes never leaving the wasp. âIt wants the sugar.â
She watches for a few more moments, before it flies away, and then her attention turns back to her daisy chain, her numb nail piercing through the stem of the flower, before threading another through.
âDid your annual leave get approved for next week?â Helaena asks, blue eyes lifting from the floral chain in her hands to look at her hopefully.
âYeah, Iâm all set,â she says excitedly, before taking a swig of her own cider, relishing the way the sweet, berry flavour fizzes against her tongue. âSo, whatâs the plan?â
Itâs not a question she really even needs to ask. Itâs the same every year; Alicent takes a week-long trip to Oldtown to visit her father, Otto, and ever since Helaena was considered old enough to no longer accompany her, she stays behind, and the kids are left with a free house. She stays for the entire week, the house large enough that it feels like a holiday without needing to leave Kingâs Landing. They enjoy seven unsupervised days of swimming in the pool, raiding the fridge, and the inevitable rowdy and out of control parties that Helaenaâs older brother, Aegon, insists upon throwing.
And therein lies the real reason sheâs asking; to check which of the brothers will be in attendance. She has fancied Aegon for as long as she can remember, though he has never given her a second look beyond viewing her as his younger sisterâs best friend. She exists in his shadow, laughing at all of his jokes, living for every thousand watt smile he casts her way, overlooking his often drunken, reckless behaviour, and pretending she doesnât feel a burning sense of envy at the seemingly never ending rotation of girls he goes out with. His shadow seems to be where she is destined to remain forever, desperate to experience the warmth of his attention turned to her even once. The unrequited feelings weigh heavy upon her heart, tormenting her with soaring hope and devastating reality in equal measure.
As if able to read her mind, Helaena sighs. âAegonâs going to be thereâŚand Aemond too.â
She groans at this. Helaenaâs younger brother, another bane of her existence, though for a completely different reason to Aegon. Aemond genuinely seems to loathe her, actively going out of his way to avoid her, refusing to even look at her if theyâre in the same room. His responses are curt, bordering upon rudeness when she has tried previously to engage him in conversation, and so she has given up, taking to ignoring him just as he does to her, though it does not come as naturally to her as it does him. She feels her skin prickle in his presence, fidgeting uncomfortably at the shift in energy in the room whenever he enters. Back in secondary school, she had made an attempt to forge a bond with him, by approaching him with the history essay she was due to hand in, and asking for him to take a look at it in case there were any improvements he thought she could make.
Aemond had scoffed as heâd looked it over, sliding the papers back across the table towards her with a harsh flick of his wrist. âDerivative,â heâd commented dismissively. âThe point youâre trying to make is too diffuse for you to adequately summarise it. If you were to improve it, youâd simply have to rewrite it.â
She had walked away holding back tears, bitterly regretting her decision to attempt to extend an olive branch. When the essay had been given back to her she had been awarded an A grade, which made Aemondâs comments even more baffling to her.
âGreat,â she says with a roll of her eyes, âassuming heâll have Alys to keep him busy?â
Helaena gives a solemn shake of her head. âThey arenât together anymore, so please try to be nice to him.â
She looks at Helaena incredulously. âBe nice to him?! Hel, Aemond hates me!â
âHe doesnât,â she replies with a gentle certainty.
âYou donât know that,â she huffs, swigging from her cider bottle once more.
âI do, actually,â Helaena utters, before turning her attention back to her daisy chain.
She feels that Helaena infuriates her almost as much as her brothers do sometimes. Bloody Targaryens.
A week later, her out of office is on and her bags are packed.
Helaena takes her bags, depositing them into an entryway closet to deal with later, the moment she steps through the door of the house, ushering her into the kitchen.
âWant to chop some stuff for me?â She asks. âIâm going to make a jug of Pimmâs for us all to drink by the pool.â
âUs all?â She asks, moving towards the chopping board on the kitchen side, where an assortment of strawberries, mint and cucumber has been set out, ready to be cut up.
âYeah,â Helaena says, opening a cupboard and rummaging inside of it. âMe, youâŚAemond, and AegonâŚAegonâs friendâŚâ
Helaenaâs voice tapers off as she pulls a glass jug from a shelf, her gaze turning towards the kitchen doorway.
She looks up from where she has been quartering a strawberry, her grip around the knife handle tightening subconsciously as she takes in the sight of Aegon standing there. But itâs not Aegon that is the issue, itâs the pretty brunette thatâs standing next to him.
âJust wondering whatâs taking so bloody long with the Pimmâs?â He asks, glancing between her and Helaena. âAre you fermenting the gin from scratch?â
âHel was waiting for me to arrive,â she offers as a meek explanation, feeling her skin grow warm as he looks at her. âHi, by the way.â
He fires off a mock salute at her, the casual gesture making her insides wither with disappointment. She was a fool to have expected anything more.
âIâm Cassandra,â the girl standing next to him pipes up with a cheerful smile, ânice to meet you.â
Aegon startles, as if suddenly realising sheâs there, turning to look at Cassandra quickly before facing back towards her and Helaena.
âOh yeah, Cass is gonna be staying for the week. Her brotherâs brewery is supplying us with the kegs for Saturday.â
Cassandra nods enthusiastically, her eyes bright. âRoyce owns Stormâs End brewery, heâs gonna sort us out with the beer for the party.â
âLovely,â she says with a tight smile, lowering her eyes back to the chopping board and slicing into a cucumber with more aggression than is necessary.Â
âWhy donât you go and get comfy by the pool, Cass,â Aegon says, ushering her away with a smack on the bottom. âIâll make sure these two hurry the fuck up with the drinks.â
Helaenaâs eyes narrow once Cassandra is out of earshot, looking at Aegon as she empties a full bottle of Pimmâs into the glass jug. âYouâre sleeping with one of the Baratheon sisters to get free beer? Thatâs low even for you.â
Aegon shrugs with a smirk. âIâm not above schmoozing for booze, Hel.â
âYouâre a pig,â she retorts softly, moving to the fridge and pulling out a bottle of lemonade. âWhat about what happened with Floris and Aemond?â
Aegon snorts derisively, leaning against the doorframe. âThey only kissed.â
âAnd then she stalked him afterwardsâŚâ
âThe week of a thousand texts!â
âFifty seven to be precise. You remember, right?â She asks, turning to her friend for back up.
âYeah, didnât Aemond ghost her because she used the incorrect version of âyourâ in a message?â
Helaena nods. âYes, that was mean, and she didnât deserve that. But sending someone so many texts when they clearly arenât going to reply is a bitâŚâ She wrinkles her nose. â...overbearing.â
âAnd she left him a five minute long voicemail,â Aegon titters.
âYeah, youâre a pig,â Helaena insists, sloshing lemonade into the Pimmâs.
âOh well. Hurry up!â Aegon demands with a clap of his hands, before walking away.
She hands Helaena the chopping board, now laden with chopped up garnishes and watches as she scrapes it into the jug, before stirring it.
Looking up, Helaena takes in the pained expression of her friend, her face softening. âTrust me, as Aegonâs sister, heâs not worth it.â
âIâm fine,â she quips unconvincingly, moving away to fetch glasses from another cupboard. âHeâs just messing around.â
âI just think if youâre looking for someone who genuinely cares about you, then youâre looking in the wrong place.â
âWhat does that mean?â She asks, taking down five glass tumblers from the shelf.
âJustâŚdonât close yourself off to other possibilities.â
Helaena takes the jug and heads outside to the pool, before she has a chance to respond.
Always so cryptic. Itâs infuriating.
To her horror, as she heads out into the garden, glasses gripped between her fingers, Helaena has set herself up on the sun lounger on the furthest end, leaving the only one free between her and Aemond.
She sets the glasses down on the patio table, next to the Pimmâs jug and takes a moment to steel herself, before heading over. Wordlessly, she lays down on the sun lounger, trying to suppress the unease that ripples beneath her skin at the imposing figure of Aemond next to her. His sun lounger has its back propped up, and he sits bolt upright, long silver hair pulled up into a bun and a pair of black Ray Bans perched upon the bridge of his aquiline nose as he reads a philosophy book.
Pretentious twat.
âAemond, pour us all some Pimmâs,â Helaena says lazily, leaning back on her lounger and propping an arm above her head.
His brow furrows momentarily before he responds. âWhy do I have to do it?â
âBecause you havenât done anything to help out with our gathering yet.â
âItâs your gathering,â he retorts, âI just happen to live here. Iâm not an active participant.â
She sighs, not wanting to listen to any more of their bickering. âItâs fine, Iâll do it.â
âNo, I will,â Aemond snaps, standing abruptly and setting his book down, before storming over to the table.
âChrist, what a prick,â she mutters to herself as she watches him go.
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strawberry shortcake (rafe cameron x reader)
got sent home to change 'cause my skirt is too short.
WARNINGS: mature content; dark!rafe, non!con, dub!con, spanking, use of belt, victim-blaming, manipulation, degradation, explicit language, depiction of explicit sexual acts
word count: 9.1k
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you and rafe wereâŚcomplicated. youâd known him just as long as youâve known his sister, and yet, youâd never had a particularly great relationship.
your father worked closely with the cameron family. he and ward met each other in college, but went their separate ways after graduation. ward returned to the outer banks after a few years of living on the mainland, slowly making a name for himself as a real estate developer. your own parents moved back to charlotte after graduating, meeting at school and getting married in their hometown. raised in the city, all of your family was there, and all your friends were there.Â
one fated day, your parents decided that your entire family was going to pack up and move to the outer banks. you were eight years old at the time, so of course it felt like your entire life was falling apart. everything you ever knew was going to be miles and miles away just because your parents said so.Â
it felt so sudden, so unexpected. as far as you were aware, there was no one you knew in the outer banks. your family had a beach house there that you would visit every other summer, but that was all. to you, they might as well have said that you were moving to a deserted island with zero human interaction.
the moment you arrived the summer before you started third grade, it was a complete culture shock. you were used to living in the city; busy streets, skyscrapers that kissed the clouds and lit up with the colors of the rainbow, and so many people that youâd never see them more than twice. kildare was the complete opposite. you could drive across the entire town and back in under two hours and the tallest building in town was a church. everybody knew everybody, and every person had their place.
you only found that after your parents were pulled over by a police officer while driving around figure-eight. it wasnât too often people that looked like you drove around the âniceâ side of town in a shiny, new car. not that theyâd never seen it, but they knew all the people that did, and nobody in your family was one of them. you couldnât count the number of times someone had asked if you were lost or âsupposed to be hereâ when playing around your front yard, taking a walk, or existing in any public place on figure-eight.
your parents allowed you a week to adjust before they threw you into the merciless waters of small town social politics.Â
the first time you were properly introduced to the cameron family was during sunday service. you didnât grow up going to church despite being from the bible belt, mostly because big city life didnât revolve around it as much as it did in kildare. your parents forced you out of bed early in the morning to get ready, your mother all but stuffing you into the best sunday dress you owned. like any eight-year-old, you complained about it. you hated blue, but your parents insisted on all of your outfits being color-coordinated. the mary janes and frilly socks made you feel like a little kid, but your mom wouldnât budge on it.
begrudgingly, you sat through an hour long sermon in a church filled with flamboyantly dressed rich people. and then you sat through another hour of brunch with the camerons and their friends, even more annoyed than you were sitting through service in the hot, old chapel.
ward and your father had kept in contact over the years, and it was a couple years before the move that the two of them became business partners. your dad became the cameron familyâs lawyer, and it was easier to actually be in the same place as them rather than hundreds of miles away. your mother didnât mind the move; in fact, she was excited. she worked as an oncologist back home, and the lack of them on the island meant there was great demand for her work.
it was there where you met sarah cameron, the girl that became your friend at first sight. she was younger than you, but at that age it really made no difference. the little blonde girl was excited to meet someone new and declared that you two would be âbest friends forever just like your dads. though it took some warming up on your part, ever since that day, the pair of you have been attached by the hip.
rafe, however, not so much.Â
âhey, sarah?â you called out to the girl standing across from you, her surprised eyes wide as they snapped towards yours after being pulled out of the conversation with her boyfriend.Â
âyeah?â
âcould you tell your brother to fuck off?â a smile lit up your face as the question slipped from your gloss-covered lips. âplease?â
you had come over to sarahâs house a few hours ago, the girl inviting you to attend a large party that her parents planned every summer for the fourth of july. at first, you werenât too keen on coming, but the two of you hadnât spent much time together this summer and you felt too guilty to turn her down. this was the summer before you left her for nine months to attend college, and even though you didnât want to come, you did it to make her happy.
the moment you stepped foot onto the property, rafe buzzed around your ear like a common house fly with comment after comment on your appearance.Â
âwhatâs the matter, princess?â rafe speaks up from his spot just a few feet away. his head quirks to the side, a look of faux-concern covering his face. âstick up your ass a little too big today?â
topper and kelce chuckle at the comment, attempting to hide the sound by clearing their throats when they catch the dangerous cut of your eyes. your gaze meet rafeâs again and you watch as he raises the whiteclaw to his lips, the white can covering the smirk on his face as he takes a sip.
when you first met rafe, he was nice enoughâvery cordial. the boy was only older than you by a a year, but he acted as if the difference was so significant that he couldnât be seen around you. he wasnât necessarily shy, but every boy that age was concerned with catching cooties. it was impossible to keep his distance, though, especially since your dads worked together and you were constantly over their house. you and rafe maintained a somewhat friendly relationship with each other for yearsânever getting as close as you and sarah, but it was amiable.Â
that all changed when you got to the eighth grade.
the older boy had started his first year of high school, while you and sarah were still in middle school together.Â
the difference in maturity was beginning to have an affect on your relationship with both of them. you were turning fourteen and sarah was turning twelve; it felt like you were in totally different worlds. she was starting to become more of a little sister to you than a friend, but you loved her no less than before.
rafe was only fifteen, but he was in high school now. he hung out with guys older than him, and that meant doing whatever to impress them. he had completely brushed you off as a âlittle girl,â and acted like you were a burden to have around if you were at tannyhill while his friends were there.Â
it hurt you at first. you knew the two of you werenât close, but to be completely disregarded for people he barely knew didnât make you feel great about yourself.Â
you were naive to believe itâd be any other way.
when it was your turn to enter high school, you felt alone. sarah was still in middle school, and rafe treated you like dirt on the bottom of his shoe. it was like you had to start all over now that you didnât have either of them to cling onto. it wasnât hard for you to make friends, but you still felt alone without your best friendâand betrayed by her brother.
ârafe, stop! youâre being an ass.â sarah shoves her brother, eyebrows furrowed as she scolds her older silbing.
âwhat? itâs a joke, chill out.â rafe barely stumbles from the shove. his eyes remain on you, not even sparing his sister more than a second of a glance. âshe can take a joke. right, y/n?â
âof course i can take a joke, rafe!â you tilted your head in the same manner as he did just a few moments ago. âremember that time you asked me out senior year? that was really funny.âÂ
a smile grazed your lips softly as you watched him freeze in place for the briefest second before regaining composure. both his friends and sarah snorted at the quip, catching onto the implication. nobody noticed the look shared between you and the oldest cameron, nor the rise in tension.
it was the summer before your junior year and rafeâs seniorâtwo weeks before midsummers, to be exact. rafe hadnât let up on what was the borderline bullying heâd been subjecting you to since you started high school; in fact, it had only increased that summer. you were at the cameronâs house almost everyday with sarah, and her brother didnât spare you a moment of peace when you happened to come across each other on the propertyâor off of it.
rafe spotted you alone by the dock, tossing rocks into the water as you stared into the dimming light of the july sky. you knew it was him approaching because his feet were heavy against the twigs lining the ground, not light and nimble like sarahâs.Â
ây/n,â he called out from behind you, towering presence warm at your back. he sounded nervous, which struck you as odd. when he spoke to you, his voice carried the weight of condescension or irritationânever the champagne bubbles of anxiety. it was obvious he was trying to disguise it, but you knew him too well for it to work. âcan we talk?âÂ
you responded with a disinterested hum, throwing the last rock into the water before turning to face him. you expected him to say something stupid, the sole purpose of him catching you there alone to bother you until you went back to your own house.
what you were not expecting, however, was for him to confess his feelingsâfeelings for you. you could hear your ears ringing when he asked if you would go with him to midsummers, brain sparking up with disbelief and agitation at the sound of the words leaving his mouth.
there were no second thoughts when he was met with firm rejection.Â
you werenât sure why it caught him by surprise considering heâd been treating you like shit for three years, but he acted as if you shot him at point blank. though you never told anyone, you had a crush on him at one point as well. it began to feel more like hopeless pining after he began to treat you like an incessant fruit fly, which is why you got over itâfor the most part, at least.
thatâs when the mistreatment from him became a feud on both ends. you felt justified in your feelings towards him, and rafe having the audacity to be mad at you for turning him down only fueled the fire.Â
the oldest cameron sibling had his own issues, ones that made him quick to anger towards everything and everyone for no reason, especially you.
âyou think youâre funny, huh?â the blonde looks displeased by his friendsâ reactions, jaw clenching in annoyance. he could dish it, but he couldnât take it.
âas if you know what that is.â you raised your brows at him, a smile still covering your face. you reached out a hand towards him, palm landing gently on his broad chest in a false gesture of comfort. âits okay, rafey, not everyone is made for being funny. stick to being useless, okay? youâre amazing at that!â
shoving past the blonde, you walked in the direction of the house after telling sarah you were going to sit inside for a moment to hide from the heat. the coastal carolina humidity was taking a toll on you, and rafeâs presence was only adding to the irritation.Â
you took your time walking around the house, the massive interior surrounding you on all sides. the sound of your shoes softly tapping against the ground was the only sound filling the air, the commotion of the party outside left behind the further you ventured. your feet carried you up the grand staircase gracefully, hips swaying with each step until you reached the top.
the mansion was not unfamiliar. you and sarah had run these halls together countless times over the years, no room left unexplored by the two of youâincluding rafeâs.Â
out of curiosity, your eyes drifted in the direction of the boyâs bedroom. the door had been left wide open for anyone to walk in, and there was an invisible force pushing you to enter. itâs been years since youâve explored it, the last time resulting in being caught by its inhabitant. memories of you and sarah snooping around his drawers flashed through your mind, rafe coming in and cursing the two of you with colorful words youâd never heard in-person before.
this time, rafe wasnât here to stop you. he was far too occupied outside with his friends to interrupt your impulsive decision to explore his room once more.
you shuffled towards the open door of his room, head peeking into the empty space before stepping inside. the room hadnât changed much from the last time you saw it; it was still reminiscent of a teenage boy, just much cleaner. your feet softly padded across the floor to the window on the opposite side, staring out of the window at the crowd below.Â
the music was just barely audible through the thick glass, the little ants of people wandering around with cups in hand as they interacted with each other. eyes scanning the crowd, your brows furrowed together in confusion. kelce, sarah, and topper were right where you left them, but rafe was nowhere to be found the longer you searched over the attendees.
âmaybe he leftâŚâ you said to yourself, shoulders raising in a weak shrugging motion.
âwho?â
you nearly jumped out of your skin at the sound of the voice appearing in the background so suddenly, a scream bubbling in your throat before you turned around to meet itâs owner. the sight of rafe cameron standing in the doorway barely did anything to calm your nerves, his stern face and crossed arms only making you anxious.
âyâknowâi couldâve sworn i told you to stay out of my room?â his blue eyes bored into yours, gaze unrelenting and intense as they awaited an answer for your presence.Â
âwhat are you doing in here?â you were tempted to pinch yourself as the question slipped from between your lips.Â
âthis is my room,â he said pointedly. âwhat are you doing in here?â
you shrugged again, the nervousness that filled you moments ago dissipating the longer you faced him. the worst thing he could do is tell you to get out, there was no reason to feel anxious about his appearance. you pushed yourself off the window frame you were resting against to walk towards the door, ready to make your exit now that youâve been caught.
ânot going through your shit, if thatâs what youâre worried about. i was boredânow iâm leaving.â you were at the halfway point of his room, eyes rolling nonchalantly as you brushed him off. âwhat are you doing?â
rafe entered the room fully, a look of mischief shining brightly from behind his eyes as your own flickered to the door that shut behind him with a soft âthudâ. you could feel your brows pinch together ever so slightly at the sight before you met his face again.
you didnât flinch when he began to approach you with slow, rhythmic steps. his legs were long and he could have easily made it to you in just a few but he deliberately took his time walking in your direction, each soft noise of his shoe hitting the ground spaced a second apart.Â
âwhat for? not like you have anywhere to be,â his hands were stuffed into the pockets of his shorts and his head tilted to the side in a feigned curiosity that was clearly heard through his voice. âactuallyâi think we need to talkâŚâ
the blonde stopped barely a foot in front of you. he wasnât quite invading your personal space, just pushing against the boundary lines of it. your eye twitches involuntarily, but you say nothing.
pushing the boundaries was something rafe had been doing for a while. mentally and physically. it was part of what further pulled the string of tension between you two.
maybe itâs because heâs a guy, but there wasnât a day you could go seeing rafe without him making comments on your body or touching you without permission. your chest, your backside, your lips, your eyesâthere was nothing spared from his overtly sexual thoughts. you werenât sure if he was doing it solely to piss you off or make you uncomfortable, but being either one did nothing to discourage him.Â
in fact, it only served as motivation for him to continue.
it had been more times than you could count that rafe had groped you and claimed that his hand slippedâthat you were overreacting. sometimes he wouldnât even deny it; heâd blame you for wearing a too-short skirt or a top so small that âyou had to have been wanting the attention or you wouldnât have left the house like that.â he had a habit of standing uncomfortably close to you, so close that you could feel the rise and fall of his chest against your back or the hair on his arms tickling your own.
you just brushed it off as him being obnoxious, slapping away wandering hands and giving quick-witted responses to the suggestive remarks. guys his age were assholes and because of how long youâd known him, you never let it bother you too much. or at least, you refused to let him know that it bothered you.
âi donât think so, rafe.â you eyed him suspiciously. âwhat could we possibly have to talk about?â your arms raised to fold across your chest, fingertips cold from the air-conditioning as they rested against your bare skin.Â
if it werenât so hot and sticky outside you would have worn pants, but the frilly, pink skirt adorning your bottom half was far too tempting to pass up in this weather. you could feel the goosebumps rising over your entire body from the coolness of the house.
rafe just stared for a moment. you could see the synapses firing behind the blue of his irises, and the sight unsettled you. the feeling of his eyes raking over your frame did nothing to shake the discomfort either.
âyour attention-seeking behavior. your disrespectful attitude.â his gaze flittered back up to meet yours and you could make out the ghost of a smirk wash over his features. âit's becoming a problem, donât yaâ think?â
âwhat?â that was not on the list of things you were expecting him to say. you couldnât help the amused laugh that escaped your lips in a breath. âwhat the fuck are you talking about right now?âÂ
âwhat am i talking about?â his dark blonde brows come together in an expression of concernâone you were sure he was faking.
rafeâs tanned arm reached out towards you, long fingers grabbing a braid from your head and twirling the end around the digits. not abnormal behavior, but you still squinted at him anyway.
âyou must be the stupid one if you donât know what iâm talking about.â
a scoff left your mouth and your hand lifted to smack his away from your hair. your eyes nearly strained out of their sockets from the amount of restraint it took not to roll them, lids blinking away the urge that fought against them.
âbye, rafe.â your path was blocked when you tried to move around him, the tall man following your step before you could even finish making it. âmove!â
he caught the hand raised to push him out of the way with ease, the strength in his grip restrained but still felt as it surrounded your wrist. every attempt to take it back into your possession failed, your opponent unrelenting.
startled, a gasp left your mouth when you were pulled forward roughly, rafeâs body pressed tightly against yours as he brought his free hand to rest on your lower back. the ghost on his face was now living, a grin widespread over his lips that showed off the whites of his teeth as he stared down at you.Â
âstop touching me, youâre being a creep.â you didnât raise your voice at him, but you were firm in your demand.
âoh, please,â he rolled his eyes at you, as if you were the one acting out of line. âi think you want me to touch you.â
the hand that rested on your back fell even lower, the entirety of his hand capturing your ass in its grasp. you inhale sharply, the roughness of his fingers squeezing down causing you to jerk forward in an attempt to escape. you were met with rafeâs warm chest trapping you between him and the hand gripping your backside through the fabric of the skirt keeping it covered.
ârafe!â you said loudly. âwhat the fuck is your problem?â
itâs not like he hadnât touched you there before; heâd done it plenty. but those were only light brushes in passing or pinching you when you werenât paying attention. things that he could pretend never happened, things that you could brush off as him being annoying.
this was not that.
âyou walk around town in these itty, bitty skirts,â rafeâs smile was gone now, the mischief behind his eyes remained but it was mixed with something elseâsomething you didnât feel too keen about. âlike you own the placeâwalking around my house like itâs yours. always acting like youâre better than everyone. likeâlike youâre above all of us. do you think youâre better than everyone, y/n?â
you shook your head at him, doing the best job you could muster at remaining calm despite the alarm bells ringing in your head. the free hand you were using to push his hand away from your ass was useless; he wasnât budging. however, even with the little voice in the back of your mind telling you not to, you couldnât help but to give a smart-assed reply.
âi donât think iâm above everyone, rafe,â the corner of your lips twitched as you fought back the smile that wanted to appear. âjust you.â
he chuckled at that, but not because he found it funny. it was obvious by the way his face darkened, which is what queued you into thinking that you shouldâve just kept your mouth shut.
relief filled you when he released the clothed flesh of your behind from his vices, but only momentarily. your feet stumbled over each other clumsily as rafe walked forward with purpose, forcing you backwards until your the crease of your knees hit the bed. you remained standing, but if he were to push you again youâd certainly lose your balance.
the oldest cameron sibling was muchâŚlarger than you remembered. you saw him practically every day, but you couldnât recall his biceps ever being this big as your hands held onto them to stabilize yourself. youâve never felt intimidated when standing near him, but as you craned your neck upward, all you could feel was the fear bubbling in your stomach. faced with his towering height, he could easily overpower you if thatâs what he wanted to doâand you had a feeling he did.
a chill ran down your spine.
âyou come over here every day wearing practically nothing, swinging that pretty ass in my face like a fucking tease, and then treat me like you donât know who youâre talking to.â he shakes his head in faux-disappointment, the sound of his tongue tutting against his teeth filling your ears. âi told you to stop doing it, but you refuse. if you werenât begging for attention, you wouldnât act like that.â
âare you being serious right now?â you were in complete disbelief. the fear in your stomach remained, but a pang of vexation was thrown into the mix. âthe last thing i want is your attention, rafe. i already turned you down onceâstop being weird about it. just âcause you canât keep your dick in your pants doesnât make me the problem.â
the tall blondâs eye twitched, lips raising like hackles as he all but snarled at you.Â
both of his hands dropped suddenly, giving you zero time to react as he gripped the bottom of your skirt in his hands and yanked it upwards. a sound of surprise rolled out of your mouth and rafe took advantage of your shock to spin you around and push you face down onto the bed. your body barely bounced once before rafe was seated on the mattress next to you, strong arms reaching over to grab your legs and throw them over his lap haphazardly as he pinned your arms behind your back.
you felt him lean his upper body against you and apply force, preventing you from lifting yourself up off the bed and leaving you completely at his mercy.Â
ârafe!â you scolded as he hiked up your skirt even higher and exposed you further. his position under you left you unable to lie flat, back arched uncomfortably with your pelvis resting on his muscled thighs. panic was beginning to fill you. ârafe, stop! what are you doing?â
he doesnât respond, a bump silence filling the tense air. you could feel the heat of his scrutinizing gaze, unable to control your squirming as the warmth of his hand palmed at your barely covered skin. he massaged at the soft flesh, squeezing it between his fingers like he was being entertained by putty.
âyou look so pretty in pink.â
a yelp escaped your lips when he brought his hand down against your ass with a resounding smack. he repeated the action on the other side with the same amount of force before half-assing an attempt at massaging away the sting. you hissed from the pain, his rough groping doing nothing to ease the feeling.
he hums to himself, hand pulling away to deliver another blow. you cursed at him, leg kicking up out of anger but able to do any real damage.
âyâknow,â rafe says and you couldnât help but huff in anger. âyou brought this on yourself. we wouldnât have to do this if you were just a nice girl.â you could hear the disappointment dripping from his voice and it enraged you.
âmaybe iâm not nice to you because youâre a fucking dick.â he smacked you again. âfuck! stop, rafe!â
âand youâre a loud-mouthed bitch who needs to learn that actions have consequences.âÂ
if you thought he wasnât holding back before, you were proven wrong.Â
he spared you no second to recover from the barrage of smacks that he bestowed upon you. each time his hand raised, it reconnected just as mercilessly as it did before. all you could hear was the sound of skin on skin echoing throughout the bedroom, mind completely encompassed by the fiery heat produced by his palm against your ass.Â
you wanted to scream out, cry for help from anyone that happened to be wandering the halls of the old manor. you didnât though. not because you couldnât, but because you were scared. scared that if someone did come to help, they would see you bent over rafeâs lap like a misbehaving child. scared that the someone who came to your rescue would be sarahâor ward.
the humiliation would kill you.
instead, you settled on continuing with your demands to stop. you swore at him, threatened him, kicked at him as hard as you could. you tried everything to get him to let up, but he refused. the sound of your voice was nearly drowned out by the deafening sound of your backside being brutalized.
you were sure if someone were to walk past, it could be heard on the other side.
âiâm going to fucking kill you, rafe!â you gritted out through teeth clenched so tight that you could pop a blood vessel. âyouâre disgusting!â
the blue-eyed man tutted from above you, abruptly pausing his assault. unexpectedly he pushed your legs off his lap and rose to his feet, leaving you in a heap on the bed. you almost sung out a praise to whatever angel had been keeping an eye on you, finally taking pity on your bruised behind. it felt like you were on fire; face hot, skin sticky with the sweat from putting up a fight, and the site of rafeâs abuse burning from the phantom of his hand.
your eyes snapped in rafeâs direction, pulled out of your thoughts by the sound of metal. heâd taken off his expensive leather belt when he stood up, the accessory folded in half between his hands as his hardened, amused eyes stared down at you. your eyes flitted between his face and the belt in his hand nervously, throat bobbing as you swallowed dryly.
he predicted your movement before you could even make it, moving so fast that you thought he was transported to you. rafe caught your legs as you attempted to crawl away and pulled you back over the edge. your feet landed on the floor but your top half remained pinned to the mattress, a strong hand keeping you in place as you struggled against it.
âchange of plans,â he whispered against your ear. you were sure he felt you shiver against his hold from the breath on your skin. âi tried being gentleâwell, as gentle as i can be with you. clearly, thatâs not teaching you anything. â
âhavenât you heard? corporal punishment is outdated and ineffective.â it was in your nature to argue with him, even when he had you pinned beneath him like a wolf would a rabbit. âiâm not learning anything except for how much of a pervert you really areânot that i didn't already know.â
rafe chuckled at this, very darkly. he pulled away from your ear and positioned himself behind you, the heat of his presence radiating in a way that was almost suffocating. the silence was so loud that you could barely hear the sound of the party outside, blood rushing past your ears thunderously.
you braced yourself, unsure of what his next move would be. however, he made no moves. the blond just stood there behind you ominously, keeping your hands pinned to your back as he watched you noiselessly. the temptation to look behind you was overwhelming, and it was then when he decided to act.
the belt made fierce contact with your sensitive skin the moment your head twitched, the stillness between you no longer.Â
it took all of your strength to contain the scream that itched to leave your throat, a pained groan coming out from your gritted teeth. this was worse than his bare hand by miles, the fury of the leather leaving you thrashing with a single lick.
âi think,â he landed another strike to your ass after he spoke. âcorporal punishment is very effective. it just takes a littleâŚmore to break through girls like you. itâs okay, though, youâll learn.â
the belt comes down again and you couldnât hold back the scream this time.Â
he gave no time for you to recover, the viciousness of each swat intensifying each time it landed. it was loud, much louder than his hands and in your foggy mind you worried endlessly about what would happen if someone else were to hear.
you donât move when he lets go of your wrists, body paralyzed from pain and fear. rafe takes hold of your barely there underwear and yanks them down, the fabric pooling around your ankles leaving you fully exposed and hot with embarrassment. he takes no time to look between your legs and quickly returns to delivering your punishment.
the comforter beneath you fell victim to the deathly grip of your now free hands, talon-like fingers digging into the fabric as you used it to brace yourself. tears ran down your face uncontrollably and every muscle in your body was tense from the torment.
ârafe, please!â you cried out, hardly able to form a complete sentence. âow! stop, stop! iâm sorry!â
you werenât even sure what you were apologizing for, but you couldnât take the torture for much longer. youâd fix your mouth to say whatever it takes to get him off of you.
âhow many times have i told you to stop dressing like a slut? huh?â you responded with a pained screech. he paired the question with another lashing, your cries for mercy doing nothing to garner any of his sympathy. âand yet, you still do what you please. so iâm going to do what ever the fuck pleases me.â
it felt like youâd been here for an eternity, but itâd probably been maybe twenty minutes. twenty minutes since you walked into his room like a dumbass instead of going to sarahâs like you planned on doing in the first place. twenty minutes wasnât a long time, and nobody would come looking for you any time soon.
a sob racked through your body at that. your hands reached back to grab at his weapon of choice in a desperate effort to stop the battery, and in response rafe put them right back where they were against your spine.
âyou want everyone to see your ass so badly,â the leather slashed through the air and landed on you with a crack. âso iâm gonna give you something to show âem.âÂ
you had been reduced to a pile of tears and tender flesh. rafeâs hands holding you down against the bed were hardly necessary; the both of you knew that you didnât have the energy to fight back anymore. all you could do was scream, cry, and beg for him to end the attack against your poor ass. the welts on your flesh were beginning to form, you could feel it.
âstop crying.â he says from above you. you could practically hear the sound of his eyes rolling, but he paused the lashings anyways. âbegging me to stop butââ he cuts himself off, his silence falling loudly on your ears.
the sound of the belt falling to the floor as he threw it into a random corner didnât even register to you, the metal buckle thumping against the wall. all you could focus on was the hand between your quivering legs, and the throbbing sensation that you hadnât noticed before. rafeâs fingers gliding against the wetness of your core made you flinch from being unprepared for his touch.
âyou're leaking all over yourselfâŚâ shame washed over you in a tsunami-like wave, the feeling amplified by the wet sounds coming from where rafeâs hand meets the junction of your thighs. âi donât think you want me to stop.â
âno!â you shouted. rafe let out a breathy chuckle as he watched you shake your head desperately against the mattress. âno more! please, i donât want it...â
he hummed in response, fingers still toying with your dripping heat. they were just barely brushing over your clit, the bud swollen with need and twitching with every ghost-like touch. if you could scream, you would, but all you had the energy to do was whimper pathetically as he held you in place.
âhm, alright.â rafeâs agreeance made you release a shaky breath you hadnât even realized you were holding. âi know what you do want, though.â
you felt his thick fingers grazing your entrance; just the pads of them. he was being a tease, letting you soak in the humiliation of being so adamant on him leaving you alone but having your body betray you.Â
he leaned down once again, the softness of his lips tickling the shell of your ear. you swallowed dryly as you struggled to focus on anything other than his torturous fingers sitting idly between your puffy lips.Â
âyou want me to fuck this little hole open with my fingers,â he hummed again, the vibration of it sending a shockwave through your body. âwanna drool all over my hand with that messy cunt.â
you shook your head, squirming against his hold once again in an attempt to escape his curious fingers.Â
âno?â he asked and you shook your head again. âi donât believe that.â
he only removed his hand from your long enough to flip you onto your back, barely exerting any strength to do so. instead of holding you down by your wrists, you were planted against the mattress by your neck with a firm hand. your own fingers moved to wrap around his arm while his returned to the heat building between your legs.Â
you gasped at the feeling of a long, thick digit pushing against the tight resistance as it coaxed you open enough to slip inside. with him between your legs you couldnât close themâall you could do was lie there pathetically as he did what he wanted.Â
âaw, you feel that?â he cooed at you, eyes flickering up at your face briefly before dropping back to his hand. âit slipped right inâŚi think you can take two, donât you?â
a whine slipped out at the feeling of a second finger slipping past the barrier of your hole to join the first one. his fingers were way bigger than yours, fitting inside of you more snugly than you were used to. he pulled them out at a snailâs pace, purposefully dragging against your spasming walls before pushing them right back in.
âyeah, you take it real good.â he grinned smugly, clearly enjoying the juxtaposition of the pained look on your face and the way you desperately latched onto his two fingers. âdonât want it, but your pussyâs sucking me inâŚwhyâs that?â
you couldnât answerânot when you were panting like a bitch in heat, trying and failing at catching your breath as rafe stole it away from you. your arousal leaked out over his fingers and there was nothing you could do to stop it. his fingers felt too good, even if you didnât want to admit it.
he continued with the bare minimum for what felt like forever, probably waiting on you to give in and beg him to fuck you. unfortunately for him, you would never do that. your will was much too strong to do something as desperate as that, and you were basking in enough humiliation as is; youâd never give up the single sliver of pride you had left.
it was rafe who broke first. he said nothing as the speed of his fingers increased, eyes focused on every scrunch of your nose and the whines that forced their way past your bitten lips. the heel of his hand kept making contact with your clit and it made you want to start crying again.
âsuch a pretty girl,â his eyes raked over your clothed body in satisfaction. something about you having to walk around in the same clothes that he turned you out in got him off, while it made you think about throwing them into a bonfire or burying them in the deepest part of your closet. âgetting so wet and needy from me welting up her ass. i think youâre the pervert here, not me.â
âuh-uhn.â you protested the accusation immediately, reaching down the push rafeâs hand away weakly. he looked amused.Â
âyouâre not?â the blonde moved back to stare at your cunt grooling all over his hand, fingers fucking the mess back inside over and over. âwhy are you so wet then?â
you didnât have an answer to that. his fingers pulled out of you completely, using the wetness as more lubrication to spread over your swollen clit. the bucket of sparks in your stomach had long turned into a bubbling cauldron, and the attention to the needy button did nothing but make it burn hotter.
his fingers dipped back inside with much ease this time and you nearly died from the embarrassment. your brain was foggy yet defiant, but your body worked against you by welcoming everything rafe had to offer.Â
âno normal girl would get wet from shit like that. screaming and crying, begginâ me to stopâbut look,â rafe shook his head at you, eyes hot as he watched your frame twitch beneath his hands. âyouâre squeezing down on my fingers like you want âem in there forever.â
he was right. you were screaming, you were crying, you were begging him to stop. now youâre letting him spread you open and getting wet when you should be screaming for him to get off of you.Â
what was wrong with you?
you had no time to think about that, not when he added a third finger without warning. a cry filled the airâyoursâfrom the stretch. you were so full. he sped up again, too, treating you with little compassion as he watched ruined your sopping pussy with the thick appendages.
âso pathetic to be this wet for me,â he shook his head at you, lips pulled together in a pout. âyou know it too. you should be ashamed.â
you were.
âyouâre not even gonna stop me, look at your legs shaking.â he pointed out the way you couldnât keep still.
he was right; you werenât gonna stop him. you couldnât.
the veins in his arms strained with each pump of his fingers, biceps bulging against the tight sleeves of his shirt. you could feel your juices dripping down your ass, your other hole fluttering in sync with the one being stuffed with three fingers. every part of your body was tingling and desperate to be touched, and you were rapidly losing control of yourself the closer rafe brought you to the edge.
he noticed it, too. the way you couldnât stop clamping down around him, how you unconsciously ground into his palm, the dazed look in your eyes and the desperation in your voice as you lost the ability to hold back.
âlook at you,â he said. his eyes were filled with lust, dark and glossed over as he observed your behavior. âready to cum after putting up all that fight. dressed up in this tiny, little skirt; you were practically asking for this. so disgusting.â
your breath was uneven and you felt like you were going to pass out, mind dizzy and drunk with the forced pleasure. he showed no signs of letting up, digging you out with a fervor that youâd never experienced. the sound of your whining became higher pitched, tears pouring from your eyes as you tip-toed the cliff ahead of you.Â
âyouâre about to cum, huh?â you nodded your head at him, eyes wide and wet with the lubrication. âyeah? you wanna cum?â
you screamed, but not for the reason you wanted to.Â
âno.â rafe pulled his fingers away right before you fell off the edge, leaving your hips bucking against the air as you were denied the release he was forcing upon you in the first place. âyouâre not gonna cum unless i tell you to.â
you would have rolled your eyes and protested, but the feeling of his hand coming down against your bare pussy made you yelp. your clit jumped and your nipples were begging to be released from the constraints of your shirt, the pain giving you a kind of pleasure that you werenât equipped to handle. he did it again, and again. he did it until you were fighting to push him away and close your legs.
âaw, does that hurt?â he pouted at you when you whimpered out some semblance of a âyes,â which was rewarded with another slap. âgood.â
it was agonizing; how deliciously painful it was. it was so muchâtoo much. you were becoming dumb, all brain function replaced with the pulsing of your abused cunt. he continued to slap your clit, entranced by the way it twitched and your hole clenched around nothing.
âyou want me to stop?â you couldnât answer; you were too stunned to form a coherent sentence and it made you feel like an idiot. rafe took pleasure in that. âstupid girl, you canât even say anything. so fucked out and easy for me.âÂ
you were tempted to push him away and get yourself off, but even through your foggy brain you knew heâd never let you get the chance.
âneed to taste this pussyâŚâ he mumbled to himself, not caring if you heard or not.
he dropped to his knees with eyes still focused on you as he blew against your exposed clit, both thumbs spreading your lips open. he wasnât worried about you trying to escape anymore; not really. it was clear you were too dazed to do much of anything but pant like a dog and take his abuse.Â
he finally gave you his tongue after waiting for you to whine for it, the wet muscle flattening against the whole of your sensitive core. the texture of the appendage on your clit had you writhing, legs trapped in his hold and prevented from clamping down around his head.
you trembled as he lapped up your wetness, grinding against his face as he buried himself deep into your wetness. he was like a man starved, licking up your arousal as it spilled out of you in an endless fountain. the plush pillows of his lips encapsulated your clit, sucking on it roughly as he brought his fingers back down to fuck you open.Â
your head fell back from the intensity, cries tumbling out of your mouth clumsily as he laved against your rosy bud.
everything was so wet.
âdonât you dare fucking cum.â rafe growled, pulling away from your pussy. his fingers kept going, but he kept his eyes on you now. it was impossible to ignore the way you pulsed around him. âiâm not gonna stop, so you better hold it.â
a broken wail left you and you wanted to curl into a ball. this was just as much of a punishment as being beaten with the belt in the corner, you were now discovering.
âpleaseâŚâ the rope in your stomach was being sawed in half by the second and you werenât going to last much longer. âi canâtâŚâ
he rose to his full height, staring down at your messy for; thighs covered in sticky precum with your skirt crumpled up at your waist. your skin was hot to the touch and covered in a thin layer of sweat, face wet with tears stains and eyes filled with lust fueled desperation. his fingers worked purposefully in the deepest parts of your pussy that youâd never been able to explore yourself.Â
âtaking me so fuckinâ deep, princess.â he teased you with his words, his voice only adding difficulty to holding back from cumming all over his merciless fingers.
ârafeâŚâ you couldnât tell him off; not when you were getting so close, so fast.
âârafeâŚââ he mocked the pleading tone in your voice. ocean blue eyes flickered up towards your own, dark with arousal as he watched you squirm. âyou sound so pathetic.â
you could feel your thighs tensing as you tried your best to hold back. you didnât know what he would do if you came without permission, but it was getting hard to care. his fingers were hitting repeatedly against a spot that had you seeing white and holding your breath.Â
rafe let you stay like that for a while, desperately hanging on by a thread as he watched.Â
âokay,â he said, head tilted to the side. âyou can cumâbut iâm not gonna give it to you.â
ârafe!â you yelped. he pulled his fingers out and delivered a final smack to your already abused clit, smirking at your reaction.Â
reaching up towards your face, rafe squished your cheeks together until your mouth was forced open. you audibly protested when he brought his wet fingers to your lips, the smell of your arousal invading all of your senses. your noises of defiance were ignored as he shoved the digits into your mouth. he coated your tongue with the wetness covering his fingers, fucking your mouth in the same way he used your other hole.
you couldnât stop the saliva that fell from your mouth; it leaked down the sides of your face uncomfortably and you wanted to wipe it away.Â
âyou can go home later, and rub that dirty little cunt to the memory of this.â you stared up at him wide-eyed, mouth stuffed and clit pulsating at the wanton actions being performed on you. âevery time you pick out a skirt to wear, youâre gonna sit on that welted up ass and youâre gonna think about how wet you got from my belt tearing you up.â
he watched you shift uncomfortably on your bare, bruised behind, but showed you no pity.Â
the sting of it brought you back to reality, the weight of what just occurred finally coming to your clearer mind. rafeâs hand gripped your jaw and tilted it upwards to bring your attention back to him. the fear that you felt earlier bubbled back up.Â
your mouth was relieved from the violating digits grazing the back of your throat. wet fingers slapped against your cheek twice, not hard enough to leave a mark but enough to make you wince from the sting.
âstill think youâre above me?â rafe asked, face lowering to just mere inches away from yours. you shook your head the best you could, jaw still under the steel grip of his hand. âyouâyou should be thanking me, reallyâŚiâm older than you, remember? your job is to respect your elders, and my job is to correct you.â
you say nothing; not that you could anyway. he lowered his hand, pulling it away from your jaw and resting it on the circumference of your exposed neck. the tall man hummed at you, head tilting to the side like a puppy as he observed your disheveled form beneath him.
âi did it so that nobody else has to, y/n. jusâ looking out for you like iâm supposed toâeven though you donât deserve it.â you blinked at him, prompting the fingers lying limply at your neck to squeeze as a warning. âsay âthank you, rafe.â you can do that right? âthank you for looking out for stupid little girls like me.ââÂ
you gulped away the part of you that wanted to spit out a curse at rafe, resistance vibrating deep in your bones. this had to be more humiliating than being spread out over his fingers, you thought.
âthank you, rafe.â the voice that came out sounded pained, and rafe could tell. he tutted at you, clearly dissatisfied.
âi donât think you mean thatâŚdo you want the belt on your pussy this time?â his eyebrow quirked up at you, amused clear in his eyes as he watched your own widen in panic.
âno! no, i really mean it!â
his free hand landed between your legs again as it delivered the stinging punishment of his palm once more.Â
âthen fucking act like it.â rafe snarled at you, the heat of your center against his taunting hand. ââthank you for looking out for me, rafe. youâre so good to me.â and you better fucking mean it.âÂ
âthank you for looking out for me, rafe. youâre sâgood to me!â you cried out weakly. rafe continued to slap at your achy clit with his flattened fingers, wordlessly telling you he wasnât satisfied with your response. âiâm stupid ând i donât deserveâah! i donât deserve it. iâll be nice, i promise!â
happy enough with your gratitude, he relented. he pulled his hand away from your quivering lower lips and stepped back, allowing your legs to fall shut and guard your crying, battered cunt from the cool air blowing against it from the ac.
âyouâre welcome.â
you watch from your spot on the bed as rafe picks up your discarded underwear from the floor. he shoves the item in his pocket, leaving you bare with nothing to protect yourself. standing from your position on the mattress, your legs wobbled like a young doe before straightening themselves to their full length.Â
youâd never felt so violated, so defeated. what made it even worse was the way your body still tingled with need. the feeling was deep inside you, walls clamping down on the phantom of rafeâs manly fingers. he was right, and it brought a cloud of shame that rained down on you. the first thing youâd do when you got home is stuff yourself with your own and pretend they were his. every time you sat down and felt the sting of his punishment, you knew youâd leak just like you were right now.
how could you call him a creep, a pervert? how could you call him disgusting when you were the one making a mess all over him after being held down and beaten?
feelings of guilt weighed heavy on your chest. you could pretend that none of this ever happened, but rafe would never let you forget; thereâs no way heâd ever let it go.
shaking away the thoughts plaguing your mind, you pulled yourself together the best you could. a hiss sounded out through the room as you pulled the skirt down from around your waist.
the last thing you wanted to know was how bad your ass and thighs looked, the raised skin evidence enough as it painfully rubbed against the fabric of your skirt. rafe opened the door of his bedroom in a swift motion to reveal an empty hallway, eyes staring pointedly at you. the sound of your swift feet echoed off the floor, legs carrying you the fastest that they possibly could without tripping over each other.
before you made it past the threshold, rafe snatched your arm up into his grip. he leaned down to meet you at eye level, closely examining the way your breathing hitched.
âand stay the fuck out of my room."
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BY THE FIREPLACE // t. nott
RATING: PG-13 / 2.9K WORDS
Theodore Nott x Fem Reader
+ SUMMARY - *Requested - based on this* You have been an Animagus for around a year now. You have quite a knack for learning everything you need to know about it quickly and Professor McGonagall really likes you. However, a fellow classmate, Theodore Nott, does not like you. And you couldn't care less. Both of you are in for a surprise when you accidentally meet in the library. (Fluff?, sort of Comedy)
+ WARNINGS - Language, nothing else really
+ MUSIC (listened to while writing) -
Fantasy - Mariah Carey (don't judge me)
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âAnd, ladies and gentlemen, please remember: ten inches of parchment on the side effects of incorrectly transfiguring a toad back into a human!â
Professor McGonagallâs voice pierced the slight murmuring that had started amongst the crowd of students. You suppressed a groan at the assignment, knowing well enough that youâd be putting it off as long as possible. It wasnât that you werenât grateful to be here, it was just rambling on about the properties of toad warts left over on humans after unfortunate experiments didnât really get you going, at least, not like they did Professor McGonagall.Â
You had found a kind of special liking for her after you had put yourself through the very excitingâalbeit brutally difficultâprocess of becoming an Animagus. It had been your absolute dream since accidentally discovering that your mother was also one. You had been wandering around the garden during the summer between first and second year and had come across an absolutely beautiful doe. You had stopped in your tracks, taken aback by the creatureâs beauty. Just as you were going to hold your hand out to the creature and offer it some of the grass blades clutched in your fingers, the creature before you changed entirely. Its long, graceful body curled into a small flash of light and then, without so much as a breath, your mother was back. Standing in the place of the deer. You could hardly believe your eyes.
Your mother was an Animagus and you thought you should be as well. She had warned you of the difficulties and hardships of the process and how annoying it was to have to get registered with the Ministry of Magic but you didnât care. The wonder that had been in your eyes when youâd seen your mother transform surpassed all the cons of becoming one. You were going to be just like her. And now you were. WellâŚsort of. You were an Animagus but, much to your disappointment, you did not transform into a beautiful doe. You were a cat. Not a sleek black cat or a graceful Sphinx. No. You were a large, overgrown, long-haired European Maine Coon. At least, thatâs what you were pretty sure you were. You hadnât exactly performed a DNA test on your Animagi identity. You wondered if that would even work.Â
The crowd of students urged you towards the door and out into the grand hallway just outside the Transfiguration classroom. The light poured through the gorgeously carved stained glass windows along the stone walls and illuminated everything in its wake. You absolutely adored the castle and its beauty and reckoned you didnât stop and admire it as often as you should.Â
A body bumped into you roughly, nearly making you lose the books clutched in your arms. You gasped at the sudden shock that went through your body when you realized youâd nearly missed a step down the staircase, your heart dropping through your ribcage.
âHey,â you shouted. âWant to watch where youâre bloody going?â
The culprit turned with an annoyingly charming smile printed on his lips. His darkened eyes found yours amusedly and sent you a single wink. Your blood boiled.
âSorry, darling, Iâm in quite a rush,â he smirked.
âDoesnât mean you can break through crowds like a giant,â you retorted, rolling your eyes. âMaybe you should take a second to think about the other people in this school and not just yourself for once, Nott.â
âBite me, love.âÂ
Asshole. You watched the back of his head disappear amongst the rest of the students as they waded around you as if you were an island in the midst of an ocean. You could not stand that boy. He and his stupid friends had been nothing if not the most obnoxious people youâd ever met. Even from your first day, he was rude, loud, and annoying. No matter how handsome he was, he couldnât just steamroll over people. And yet, because he wasnât ugly in the slightest, everyone just let him do whatever he wanted. Him and all his friends. It made you so angry.Â
Your eyes found your watch. You probablyâerm, definitely, needed to get started on the paper for McGonagallâs class. Thatâs what pointed your feet toward the direction of the library. The thoughts of the warm hearth and those plush green chairs that hovered around it were calming the worries for this assignment. The library wasâin your opinionâone of the most comfortable areas in the entire castle. It oozed comfort and warmth, much like your dorm room. It just felt soothing. You had noticed the amount of time you were spending in there was increasing as the days got colder. The fireplace in the dorms and common room were just as warm, of course, but those areas tended to be more populated during the day. And if you were going to get this paper done, you likely shouldnât be surrounded by friends. You could be quite talkative when it came down to itâespecially when it came down to procrastinating an assignment.Â
One of the large wooden doors to the library came into view slowly as you sauntered down the stairs just before the entrance. You could practically feel the warmth radiating from the vast room. Sweetened chills broke out over your arms and a small shudder passed down your spine. You clutched your books a bit tighter to your chest as you pushed past the threshold and felt the warmth on your skin.Â
You smiled gently as you made your way toward your usual fireplace. The smile on your face seemed to grow exponentially as you realized nobody was even in the general vicinity of your favorite spot andâŚthank MerlinâŚthe tea cart had been brought around. The silvered, intricately designed cart that the librarian left out for wandering and cramming students sat right beside the fireplace. On it sat a few tea cups, a large, enchanted teapot that filled itself back up as soon as it was emptied, two sugar bowls, a large cream pitcher, and a few crumpets and cream horns. You might have died and gone right to the afterlife.Â
You set your bags and books in your favorite armchairâthe one on the leftâand made your way over to the wonderful cart. You shivered in delight as you prepared yourself some tea, just the way you liked it, and grabbed a cream hornâor two. Wandlessly, you conjured the wool blanket that sat upon the foot of your bed and snuggled in amongst the cushions. This was absolutely delightful. Between the tea, the snacks, the warmth, and the dim lighting, your homework was the last thing on your tranquil mind. Your books and bag remained untouched.Â
Once finished with your snack and beverage, you found yourself closely watching the curls of flames dance in the fireplace. Soon enough, absolutely without your consent, you were gently lulled to a deep sleep. Your eyes fluttered shut and your breathing stilled, your hands were curled against your chest and your knees were brought up against you.Â
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Theo rounded the corner of the main stairway just before the library. He had an enormous amount of work to do and figured he wouldnât get anything done if he stayed with his mates. He watched his feet as they jogged down the stone steps, his bag jostling on his shoulder every few moments.Â
Once past the doorway, his eyes found that set of green armchairs in the corner just in front of the fireplace. There appeared to be no one in them and he smiled a bit. Hopefully heâd be able to complete all of his work without any interruptions.Â
He set his bag down beside the armchair on the right. He reckoned he should start on the paper for McGonagallâs class since it was likely going to be the most difficult way. He should probably just get it out of the way, then everything else would be a breeze.Â
As he began to rummage through his bag for the appropriate materials to get started, he noticed something out of the corner of his eye. A white wool blanket lay spread across the other armchair and an empty tea cup, plate, and school bag were discarded beside it. He figured someone had been working there only moments ago and had slipped away for a quick bathroom break or something of the like. A groan began to build up in his throat as he realized he likely wasnât going to be alone after all. WhateverâŚas long as they were quiet.Â
Finally, his fingers brushed his quill set and the Transfiguration book. He pulled everything out and settled himself in the chair, preparing to get to work. A thought popped into his head as he spread everything out comfortably. He wondered who had been sitting there. If it was someone he didnât know, heâd likely have no issue ignoring them. He kind of hoped it was none of his friends, though he could have sworn heâd seen that bag before. Maybe it was Enzoâs?
An hour or so of straight working went by before Theo came to a pause and set his things aside. He stood from the chair and pulled his body into a sweeping stretch that popped a few joints along the way. He groaned at the pleasurable release, grateful that he wasnât so stiff anymore. His hands shoved in his trouser pockets and he began shuffling in place to try and work some feelings back into his legs.Â
The person who had been there previously, he realized, had never come back. Being as curious as he was, he glanced around the library, spotting only a few fully concentrated students with their heads down. Whose stuff was this? He nonchalantly wandered over to the items and squatted down next to the bag. He picked it up gently and rolled the fabric around in his hands. He wasnât trying to be too nosy, just wanted to see if there were any embroidered initials or names. Quickly, he flipped the top flap open only to discover a messily scrawled name imprinted over the white tag near the top of the bag. It was, much to his dismay, your name. That obnoxiously uptight girl in his Transfiguration class. Every day, in and out, rubbing everyoneâs nose in the fact that you were bloody awesome at McGonagallâs class and everyone else was just shit. He wondered if you were cheating or doing some favors for other students. No way you were that good at that boring class.Â
A slight movement out of the corner of his eye shocked him away from the bag. His hands frantically dropped the material and he backed away quickly, not wanting to be caught snooping. Yet, he saw nothing. He glanced around wildly trying to find the culprit of the movement but not seeing anything. He couldâve sworn heâ
Another movement. From the center of the white blanket. A cat. A rather large one, at that. Yawning slightly and stretching its little limbs out. His heart nearly melted.Â
âAw,â he smiled, âhello there, love. You nearly gave me a heart attack.â
He slowly slid his hand over the edge of the chairâs cushion and rubbed the back of his first two fingers over your head. Unbeknownst to him and your sleepy state, both were blissfully unaware of who was touching whom. You yawned once more and curled into his touch. He laughed softly at the movement and began petting your head with a full hand. A deep rumbling purr radiated from your chest at his movements.Â
You werenât sure what about this dream was so real, but bloody hell was it comforting. An unknown character in your dream was ever so gently sliding a hand over your head and occasionally scratching under your chin. Maybe it felt odd for them to do that, but it was so relaxing you didnât care.
He stood back up and gently scooped your curled figure up, keeping the blanket wrapped softly around you. He took a seat in your armchair and placed you on his lap. His fingernails ever so slightly scratched over your head and smoothed the hair along your back. Your thick, bushy tail curled lovingly against his chest ever so often.Â
Something that you didnât know and something that Theo didnât know, either, was that you had the subconscious tendency to transform into your Animagi identity when sleeping. Whether as part of a dream or mumbling in your sleep, every once and a while, you would slip down to your smaller self and remain curled up as such. It had been going on for a couple of months now and you had yet to notice it. Your roommates most definitely had but they had said nothing as they assumed it was a purposeful action. They figured it would be nice to sleep as a cat as well.Â
The purring emanating from your soft chest rolled against his leg as he continued to brush his fingers through your fur. Your head occasionally curled further into his stomach at these gentle actions. This might have been the most relaxing dream youâd ever had.Â
âHey, man, been looking everywhere forââ
âShush!â Theo berated the loud voice. Mattheo came around the back of the armchair with a look of confusion plastered on his face. He glanced down to see the feline stretched across his lap, an eyebrow raised.
âThe baby is sleeping,â Theo whispered, smiling gently. His hands never stopped brushing you.Â
âDid you find himâ?â
âOh my god, shhhhh!â Theo repeated. Pansy and Enzo followed the same path that Mattheo had. And just like him, their eyebrows cocked awkwardly. All three of them glanced at the other.
âI told all of you I was going to the library to get some homework done,â Theo whispered.
âYeah, it sure looks like youâre getting a ton done,â Pansy rolled her eyes.
âI was...,â Theo insisted, âbefore this baby wandered up. Isnât she just the cutest?â
âYeah, adorable,â Mattheo mocked, a smile building its way onto his face. âIâd love to have McGonagall Jr. sat on my lap, if you know what I mean.â
Enzo and Pansyâs faces blended from blank to confusion to realization to stifled laughter. Theo was extremely confused and becoming a little irritated.Â
âEw, what is that supposed to mean? I donât think all cats are related to Professor McGonagallâwait, sheâs not even really a cat, she can turn into one. I donât think sheâs really related to any cats,â Theo argued.
âYeah, manânot what I meant,â Mattheo laughed. His two companions began to laugh with him. âWhose bag and stuff is that?â
Theo glanced down at the bag and snack plate that had been left behind as he refrained from rolling his eyes. He probably shouldnât admit he knew who the stuff belonged to as he totally figured it out by snooping, but they didnât necessarily have to know that.
âThatâs that really irritating girl thatâs in McGonagallâs with us, you know? The one I ran into this morning and was like âWhy donât you watch where youâre going, blah, blah,â do you remember?â Theo spoke.
âYeah, I remember,â Enzo giggled. âItâs almost like she's still in the room with us.â
âI know, thatâs her stuff,â he nodded in the direction of the things left behind. âI was wondering when she was going to come back and get it but itâs been like an hour and she hasnât come back.â Theo shrugged and returned his focus back to you who still remained curled comfortably in his lap. His thumb brushed over your closed eyes and ears.Â
âDid she ever leave?â Pansy laughed. âMaybe she's still here.â
âMaybe so, I didnât go looking for her, though,â Theo responded, brushing a finger down the slope of your nose.
âYeah, she was acting kind of catty earlier,â Enzo spoke. The three students burst out laughing, clutching their stomachs and flicking tears from their eyes. Anger rose up the side of Theoâs neck.
âWhat is your deal? Is something funny? Anybody want to fill me in on the joke?â he asked. They remained laughing as hard as they could, almost as if they wanted to annoy Theo further.
âWhatever, me and my new friend are going to study elsewhere. At least she doesn't laugh at me,â he harrumphed and grabbed his things, keeping you cradled tightly in your blanket in his right arm. The three students didnât stop laughing the whole way as Theo stomped off, taking you with him, and touching his nose to yours with a smile.Â
âOh, Merlin,â Pansy chuckled, a tear falling from her eyes. âSo we all knew that she's an Animagus, right?â
âYeah, she told me last year when her acceptance letter from the Ministry came in. She was pretty excited about it.â Enzo struggled not to start laughing again. âShe's really nice and really smart, I think Theo can be a bit much sometimes.â
âYeah, I agree with thatâŚ.â Pansy responded. There was a few moments of silence before Mattheo tilted his head towards the other two.
âSo, weâre sticking around for when she wakes up and realizes she's sitting on Theoâs lap wrapped up in a blanket like a child, right?â he laughed. The other two chorused a variety of âyesâ and âabsolutely,â as they made themselves comfortable at a table near the one Theo had assigned as his. This was quite possibly going to be the best thing that ever happened.
Part Two!
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I had just gotten the cutest fluffiest tooth rotting sweet idea for a fanfic I've ever gotten.
You know how there is a type of color blindness called red green color blind? It's basically green turns to yellow and red to brown and well fellow and blue stay the same.
So what if reader is red green color blind and her favorite color is blue since it's the only special color she can see and since Theo's eyes are blue when she sees his eyes she gets really excited, wi excited that she just grabs Theo's face so she can get a better look.
I feel like the reader need to have a cherry and bubbly personality because she needs to be very very clueless to just grab someone's face because of how exited she would get.
i've quite literally been obsessed with this ask since you've sent it, and i've gone back and forth on how to write it completely, then went through a little bit of writers block altogether so hopefully i do this justice and close to how you might have envisioned it.
You were really young when it happened, the accident that caused it. Mum was proficient in potions, and you just wanted to be just like her. But a four year old really shouldn't have been messing with her things. It all happened so fast, your little mind just thought you were playing, copying what you've seen her do. Throwing a little of this and a little of that in the cauldron, pouring the pretty blue liquid inside. You had picked it because it was your favorite color, which, looking back seems incredibly ironic.
The explosion was quick but it shook your entire house. Your parents had come rushing in, only to find you sitting up against the far wall, eyebrows gone and lower lip quivering. It has taken about six months before anyone was aware of what it did to you. You were so young and the experience was, well, pretty traumatic so you never really said anything about the changes.
Everyone thought you consistently picked the blue things because it was your favorite color. And while that was slightly true, it was also the only color you were able to see completely. You could occasionally see very dull shades of other colors, extremely muted or like you were seeing them through a layer of grey tissue paper.
Your parents never made too big of a deal out of the situation, instead just teaching you how to by hyper vigilant for specific details you could notice to help you out. Like the difference in how a ruby felt to an emerald, or how gum root smelled versus hickory drip. So overall you had learned to manage. And truly you didn't think you were missing out on much.
In your opinion all of the best things were blue. The ocean on a bright summers day, the sky on a crisp fall morning, the shine on a sapphire, and of course, your Ravenclaw robes. Your 'condition' was spread throughout the school by Christmas holiday your first year. It wasn't something you kept a secret, but it also wasn't something you spread around like you'd won the quidditch world cup.
It didn't bother you that people knew, but it did change how some people saw you. When you were younger, they tried to tease you, tried to call you a freak, tell you that you wouldn't amount to much as "you'd never be successful with such a limitation." It's a wonder what a loving family and supportive friends can do to keep one grounded and happy. As despite all those negative words in your early years, you were still so bright and bubbly.
You had gotten used to how you viewed things a long time ago, but that didn't stop you from being marveled at new discoveries. Which is what had you following a very tall and lanky Slytherin boy down the hall. You had noticed it by accident, as he passed you in the hall. You knew who he was, were well aware of his and his little gang's reputation. But you liked to form your own opinions from experience, and you hadn't quite interacted with this particular member yet.
Your friends had called after you, but after seeing the determined pep in your step had just settled for following. When you had finally caught up to him you wrapped your arms around his bicep, spinning him round to face you. "What the-," he was cut off by your hands grabbing hold of either side of his face, delicate thumbs resting on his sharp cheek bones to hold him still.
"Merlin, Theo, your eyes they're...gods they're like water colors." Theo was thoroughly caught off guard. Not only by the pretty girl holding his face but by the words coming from her mouth. "Oh sweet Rowena, they've just shifted, what are you thinking about?" He did his best not to stutter, "Erm, I...," you could feel his cheeks heat beneath your palm and your smile was instant, "I've not heard that description before. Usually they just say like the ocean or the sky or whatever."
Your thumbs rubbed gently on the apples of his cheeks. "Oh, they're much more than that. They're like...when you first dip your brush into the prettiest pallet after a dip in the water, then when you make the first brushstroke, and the color spreads so perfectly, shifting hues of blue. That's them...your eyes."
No sooner had you finished your explanation were his lips on yours. It was unexpected, catching you off guard but not unpleasantly. His mouth slotted against yours seemingly effortlessly, your hands slipping form his cheeks to loop around his neck and his hands found solace on your waist. His eyes are what drew you in but his lips, merlin you could get used to those.
"Oi, Nott. Who're ya-," The interruption caused the two of you to break apart abruptly, you wiping your slightly swollen lips and straightening where Theo was gripping your skirt. "Oh, no fucking way," Enzo Berkshire's voice sounded as smug as the look on his face. Theo simply threw up his middle finger at the boy before turning to you, small grin on his face.
"Erm, sorry for bombarding you like that its just-," You shook your head, cutting him off, "S'okay." Theo's grin grew two times, "Can I see you think weekend? Coming to the Slytherin party?" You nodded, biting your bottom lip to try and contain your growing smile. Theo placed a kiss on your forehead before looking you in your eyes, more so so you could see his one last time. Then with a wink, he turned and ran to catch up with his friend.
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More childhood best friend!Gaz headcanons because I cannot stop thinking about him
Heâs your valentine every single year. Started as his dad trying to teach him proper etiquette when he was young and just never stopped. A bouquet of flowers on your stoop and a cheap card he scratches a note into. Never signs his name. Just ends âxx.â
He chaperoned your first real date in high school because your dad paid for his tank of gas. The guy you were keen on never called you back after. It took you until you were seventeen to realize that it was probably because Kyle was sitting on the same side of the booth as you and spoon feeding you bites of dinner.
He also ruined your first real relationship when he beat your boyfriend to asking you to formal (a full two months early). You tried to explain that it didnât mean anything, but he just couldnât understand. Kyle said it was for the better while you sobbed into his shoulder. âTosser canât cope with the fact heâll always be second place. Better not to waste your time.â
His basic training was 26 weeks away from home. He went immediately after picking up his diploma. It was the most miserable summer of your entire life. Spent primarily waiting by the mailbox for the postman to deliver your daily letters back and forth. Heâs started signing off âGarrick. x.â
Both of your families went to his graduation, but his mother insisted you were the one to tap him out. You barely recognized him, like the summer where his family took a month long vacation and he came back a full four inches taller. Heâs bigger now, his shoulders permanently rolled back, but he still carries himself with that same cool ease.
He barely stays long enough to say his helloâs to everyone until he takes you back to the car and lays you out in the backseat. Griping the whole way about how âyouâd be in a hurry, too. Couldnât even get away with a wank in the shower.â And âsâyour duty to the country. You wanna thank me for my service, donât you?â You swear the two of you fit easier six months ago, but now heâs cramped between the seats. Caged in tight. His head bumps the window each time he snaps his hips into you.
You seriously considered moving close to base when you found out he was being permanently relocated after joining the task force, but he wouldnât hear a word about it.
So you settle on sending each other disposable cameras back and forth. Youâve got a picture of him on a mission in Amsterdam framed up in your hall. Heâs got a cigarette hanging out of his big, toothy smile, posing like an overexcited tourist in front of a lingerie shop with a display window that made your ears hot when you first saw it.
He called you a few days after his incident with the helo in Urzikstan. Boasted his adventure with only a whispering tremble on the soft underside of his tough facade. Carried on until you wretched dryly into the receiver. Working yourself up into sick with worry even though he promised he was fine, just sticking to the ground for a bit.
Even though youâre seeing him less nowadays, heâs still somehow coming between you and any romantic pursuits you make. You chalk it up to coincidence most of the time, but a blind eye can only be turned so far.
He seems to have a sixth sense for when youâre on a date or a one night stand. Sending texts and pictures that could be misconstrued as flirty to someone who didnât know the dynamic at just the wrong moment every time. And there was the one time where he sent flowers to your desk at work just a few days after youâd said something about a coworker getting sweet on you.
It happened so often that you eventually decided that the dating scene just wasnât for you. Resigned to focus on work and friends. Adopting a new mantra of âif itâs meant to be, itâll be.â
Youâve got no idea why Kyle is so pleased to hear about the conclusion youâve come to. Or why heâs suddenly coming back home for a few weeks.
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Lost on You - Part 5
Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x F. Supe!Reader
Summary: 1983 is a big year for you. Youâre finally chosen to join the ranks of Payback, led by the most (in)famous supe in the world: Soldier Boy. Heâll never admit that heâs trying his damndest to figure you out. Youâll never admit that heâs actually growing on you. But the problem with this game is deciding whoâs the predator, and who is prey.
AN: Weâre going deeper and darker on this one, with an ending you might not expect...
Word Count: 5.5K
Tags/Warnings: 18+ only. TW: attempted sexual assault (not successful), violence, character death, drug use, and a twist.
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Part 5: Eminence Front
Your last conversation with your mother was on a Sunday morning, in hospice.
You sat at her bedside and held her hand. Chris and your father were downstairs in the hospital food court, ordering sandwiches. You hadnât had much of an appetite for three days.
âI had your father call the whole family so they could watch the music video with you and Soldier Boy,â your mom said. She wore a proud, if weak smile. âHe even recorded a few tapes of it. He sent one to your aunt, another to your cousins, and another to our friends Leah and Stan.â
âPretty sure thatâs illegal piracy, Mom,â you said with a laugh.
âI donât care. Youâre my daughter, and youâve worked incredibly hard to get here,â she said. Her eyes misted over a bit in memory. âWeâve all worked hard.â
You stilled at that. You didnât know what memories she had filtering through her head, but you were sure your perspective behind the lens wasâŚdifferent.
In your mindâs eye, you saw yourself at twelve years old. Chris had been pestering you all day, as big brothers were wont to do sometimes. With a slap on his arm, youâd screamed at him to leave you alone.
He didnât speak to you for a whole month. He didnât go to your piano recital or your choir concert, where you had the best solo. He didnât talk to you until you touched him again, grabbing his arm, pleading with him.
"Please, whatever I did, I'm sorry. Just talk to me!"
He startled as if heâd woken up from a dream.
Your parents had shared a look, and theyâd known then that their gamble had worked.
You remembered being sat down by your mother and told that they had spent their entire lifeâs savings to make you a hero. So you were going to spend the rest of your young life training to be one.
âWeâre investing in your future, but weâre also investing in ours.â
You remembered sleepover invites rejected and summer plans canceled on your behalf. Your mother used her meager retirement fund to sign you up for vocal lessons from a former opera singer. Your high school football coach father drilled you to condition your body like an athlete.
You never had a moment that wasnât scheduled. You were always exhausted, taking whatever âsupplementsâ your parents gave you to keep you going. (Often it was Adderall, until it started giving you insomnia, among other delightful side effects.)
You were miserable. Then again, youâd be surprised by what you could get used to.
The end goal was always getting into Payback. It was where youâd garner the most fame and make the most money, and therefore, make the most returns on your parentsâ investments.
So your father later took out a loan to get you some basic combat training from an ex-Vought employee. Your parents wanted you to be well-rounded and prepared for anything when you got onto the teamâand it was always when.
If was not part of the story.
Any small commercials and modelling gigs you landed throughout middle school and high school helped pay for your familyâs bills, and later for college, where you double majored in Vocal Performance and Marketing. You would learn how to become your own brand.
Through it all, you always remembered what your mom had said to you on the set of your first commercial. You were crying because the hours were long and you missed your friends, and even your brother.
âCome on, letâs wipe those tears. You donât want to smudge your makeup,â sheâd said. When you couldnât be consoled, she guided you over to a quieter corner of the set. âListen, sweetheart. Donât let them see you upset. You'll get a reputation for being difficult to work with.â
âI donât care! I donât want to do this anymore,â you said, sniffling badly as you scrubbed at your eyes. Your mother sighed sharply.
âYouâre just starting out. Of course there are going to be growing pains,â she said. âShowbusiness is a cutthroat world, and yes, youâre so young. Maybe too young.â
She wiped your face with gentler hands, then she laid them on your shoulders and made sure you met her eyes.
âBut youâre going to be better prepared than most superheroes. You can literally read men. You know whatâs in their hearts, and you can control them. As a woman in this world, do you know how damn powerful that is?â she said.
She squeezed your shoulders.
âThatâs why youâll be smarter than any of them, and youâll only show the world what you want them to see.â
What you want them to seeâŚ
âWe donât have to talk about that right now,â you said at last.
Your mom nodded and stroked your hand. Her eyes fell closed in rest. She looked so small and frail in her bed.
âIâm so, so proud of you,â she said. âAlways remember that.â
Your lower lip trembled, and your eyes stung. You couldnât help but feel hollow. What was there to be proud of? Youâd failed. All your hard work was meant to give your family a better life, notâŚthis.
âYouâre so beautiful and talented,â she continued. âAnd youâll get your father out from under these medical bills I put on him, wonât you?â
Deep in your soul, a painful ache twinged.
You ignored it and nodded in agreement.
âIâll take care of Dad, donât worry.â
Your mother died the next morning. You wrote a statement about her passing to explain your absence to your fans. It went through Madelyn Stillwell and Arthur before they released the press release and even had it covered in Vought News. Then you spent the next week entrenched in funeral arrangements with your father and brother.
When you eventually returned to Vought Tower after the funeral, it felt like another part of you had chipped off.
Your room was filled with flowers and gifts from your fans, which managed to make you wide-eyed, and even tearfully touched. So this was the power of fame, then?
But there was one vase filled with beautiful scarlet roses. Attatched was a handwritten note:
Welcome home.
You thought you recognized the scrawl. A small smile graced your lips.
You gave into the desire to venture up to the penthouse floor, and knock on Benâs door. He opened it himself. He was dressed down for once in the afternoon, in a normal sweater rolled up to his elbows and tucked into his slacks. Once he saw you, he was a little surprised.
You held up the note for his view. âWas this you?â
He smiled slightly, but he didnât answer you. He just welcomed you inside. You followed him into the living room area and sat heavily on the couch. An album was playing on his record player. You recognized Sinatraâs smooth voice singing âMy Way.â
âYou want a drink?â Ben asked.
âWhiskey, neat,â you replied. He rose a brow, but he fulfilled your request.
While he was busy, you grabbed his forgotten half a blunt from the ashtray on the coffee table, and you lit up. You didnât often partake in drugs because you didnât like being out of your lucid mind. You preferred being in control.
Today was different. You needed a distraction. Maybe that was why you were here to begin with.
You accepted the glass he handed to you and took a generous sip, though you coughed at the burn on the way down. And you took a puff, the smoke irritating your throat even more. You practically coughed up half a lung, until he sat down beside you and reached out his hand. You passed the blunt back to him. You two traded off hits until it was more than halfway down to the roach, and he eventually put it out on the ashtray.
âMy offer still stands, you know,â he said.
You turned to him. Even in your âenlightenedâ state, you could feel his intentions. The way he roamed your body with his eyes was unmistakable, but just then, you had a moment of clarity. You couldnât be bothered to play this game, or hide your true thoughts for that matter. You smiled to yourself, and you stood.
Ben got up with you, trying to gauge your reaction.
âThank you,â you said, âfor finally showing me who you really are.â
His lips slowly pulled into a frown. âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â
âMy mom died,â you said. âI know you knew that, but you couldnât even muster up a basic âIâm sorry for your loss,â or whatever the fuck.â
You even laughed through the spark of tears. You wiped at your face. âThis place is exactly what I thought it would be.â
The man was silent while you finished the drink in one long gulp. You slammed the glass on his counter, and you left his apartment.
It wasnât the first time Ben watched you walk away from him, but despite his outward stoicism, it was the first time he felt the sting of it.
You knew it would be difficult at Vought, but you were finding it more and more challenging to keep focused as the months went by.
On one mission, Ben threw a man out of a three-story apartment. He lived, by some miracle, but shattered almost every bone in his body.
On another, Black Noir choke-slammed an escaped convict so hard, her esophagus caved in. And it was a good day if the TNT Twins even zapped the right culprit.
You were increasingly wary of the collateral damage and violence you were being complicit in, just by being there. You had to keep reminding yourself of why you were here. You needed to take care of your father, who was still swimming in your motherâs medical bills and funeral costs. You needed to prove to yourself that you could do this, with or without Benâs help.
Even so, a day you were called to a full team mission made you more anxious than excited.
It was a drug ring that the police had been trying to dismantle for nearly a decade: Los Reyes. They were the "kings of cocaine," and they were brutal in their retaliations, locked in a turf war with one of the Italian mafias. As Stan Edgar had explained, the police were grateful for any help that Payback could provide.
You guys were sent to a warehouse in Hellâs Kitchen. According to law enforcement intel, it was the base of the Reyes gang's operations.
Infiltrating it was the easy part. Countess blasted right through the front doors, revealing your entire team to the group of men huddled around entire tables and crates filled with product.
When a man aimed a gun at you, Ben threw his shield. It hit the man, who then crashed into a support beam and broke his back in half. Your eyes went wide in horror at seeing his lifeless ones. You gaped up at Ben.
âWas that really necessary?â you asked in alarm.
"Would you rather get shot?â he said coolly.
The others picked off a few men in the room, but the rest of the gang scattered into other rooms within the large building. Ben barked commands for who should go in which direction.
âSirena, youâre with Swatto. Head east towards the alley and cut off any rats,â he commanded.
You wanted to take issue with being partnered with Swatto. You glanced over at him. After how you compelled him a few months ago, he still had a grudge against you as well. But you two knew better than to argue with Soldier Boy on a mission.
You and your partner ducked out the east side into the alley. Sure enough, you saw blood splatters on the wall from a handprint, and drips of blood leading down the concrete path. After sharing a nod, you and Swatto followed the line of blood.
You turned the corner into a dusty construction site, where a new skyscraper was only partially built. Some walls were up along with the foundation, but it was mostly dirt, bare concrete walls, and piles of brick.
When you turned a corner, you and Swatto stopped short as bullets rained your way.
âOh, fuck!â Swatto shouted. He pulled out his gun and decided to fly above. You heard more shots and men screaming, and then, it was quiet. You cocked your own gun, though you hoped you didnât have to use it. The problem with your powers was you needed to be close enough to touch someone to actually compel them, man or woman.
Your last resort was your actual siren song, a power you rarely used. Mainly because it was lethal to any man who heard it. For that reason, it had to be your in case of emergency break glass tactic.
So you crept around the corner to see what Swatto had done. You were surprised to find that he fought well. He managed to kill a few of them, but one large man was still alive. He was on his knees in the dirt with his hands folded behind his head.
âSee? Ainât so fuckinâ tough now, huh?â Swatto taunted. âGet ready to get fucked in the ass in jail, Paco.â
You grimaced in disgust. âAll right, thatâs enough. Justââ
Before you could realize what was happening, the man raised up from the ground and swept the gun from Swattoâs hands. It flew across the clearing and hit the wall, setting the gun off. A bullet ricocheted and grazed Swatto in the side.Â
âAw, fuck! Iâm fucking hit!â he yelled in alarm. His wings expanded from his back, and he raised off the ground in flight. Your eyes widened.
âWhere the hell are you going?â you shouted.
âIâm hit! I need a hospital!â His voice grew smaller as he flew away like a fucking coward.
It left you alone with a man twice your size. He seized you up with a smirk.
âHey, baby,â he said. âYouâre the new one, right?â
You raised your gun and fired, but you were too late. He evaded and grabbed the gun from your hands. You held your ground after the first punch, but the second and third made your legs shake. You were more durable than the average human, and you were well trained. Unfortunately, you didnât have super strength like most of your teammates.
You blocked when you could and gave blows of your own, but this man was large enough that it didnât slow him for long. He wore a sweatshirt with long sleeves, so you couldnât easily compel him with a touch.
Okay, this warrants an emergency, you thought in alarm. When you opened your mouth to sing, he shot out a sharp blow to your throat. Maybe he thought you were going to scream for help, but it had its intended effect of choking you into silence.
He grabbed you and proceeded to beat you down, until you felt the sharp breaking of ribs and blood and dirt in your mouth. Every time you tried to slip away or get to your feet and escape, he knocked you back down. He was toying with you, and having fun with it too. You could sense his sick enjoyment.
But then, you felt his intentions shift. Darker, and more carnal. A more intense fear coiled in your stomach, rising up into your throat. A gasp got stuck there as you tried harder to crawl away.
He grabbed your ankle and dragged you back towards him. He took your wrists when you tried to claw at his eyes, or even just touch his face to try and enforce your power over his.
Just a scrap of skin. Thatâs all you need.
A whimper escaped you as you struggled, but you kneed him hard between the legs. That managed to stop him for a moment as he grunted and cursed. He got a hold of a meaty hand around your neck. Your eyes glowed in desperation.
Suddenly, the manâs weight lifted off you.
You panted for breath and raised yourself up on your elbow. You watched with wide eyes as Ben slammed your attackerâs face into the dirt until he couldnât breathe. Ben glanced at you, taking in the sight of your bloody face and cut lip, your arm wrapped around your battered ribs.
His frown deepening in displeasure, he bent the manâs arm until it broke in at least two places. His howls of pain echoed into the night. Ben cut it off by twisting the manâs neck, until it released a loud crack.
He threw the body to the ground in disgust. He barely even wiped his gloves before he stood straighter. Then he went back to you.
âYou all right?â he asked gruffly.
You stared up at him with tears shining in your eyes. You tried to answer, but it hurt your throat. It was also painful for you to move your body. You tasted blood in your mouth and knew it had dribbled down your chin.
With a rough exhale through his nose, Ben lowered down and slid his hands underneath your body. You cringed and cried out when he moved you, but you were grateful. You were embarrassed. And you were exhausted.
Tears streamed down your cheeks as you folded your arms over your battered middle. You couldn't help but lay your head against his chest.
The rest of the team was waiting at the other end of the clearing, except for Swatto. Even Countess was quiet as she watched Ben carry you out of the construction site.
You spent a couple of days in the hospital. There you were surrounded by Vought security fielding off any journalists or tabloids, and you were accompanied by your dad and brother.
Chris especially was angry for you, not to mention worried, but you tried to hide your pain and reassure them that you would be okay. This was just par for the course when taking down the bad guys.
Yeah, that one sounded hollow, even to you.
You were grateful when you got out of the hospital and were sent back to the Tower. Even so, the doctor had you mostly on bedrest until your ribs healed up. You werenât proud of it, but you wallowed in your embarrassment and a bit of self-pity while you watched a marathon of Cheers and ate from a box of assorted chocolates. You dug around for your favorites, but you kept getting the weird shitty filling ones.
âSometimes you wanna go where everybody knows your name, and theyâre always glad you came,â sang the TV show theme song. âYou wanna be where you can see, our troubles are all the same. You wanna be where everybody knows your nameâŚâÂ
âBullshit,â you muttered aloud. Such was your grouchiness that you had half a mind to change the channel. This godforsaken sitcom was too damn cheery, no matter how much you loved Ted Dansonâs fine, rugged ass.
God. Maybe I do have a type.
That was when a knock at the door threatened to disrupt your solitude.
âWho is it?â
âItâs me.â
Youâd now recognize that smooth, deep voice anywhere. Sighing, you closed the box of chocolates and hid them under your pillow before you turned off the TV.
âCome in,â you said.
Ben stepped into your apartment and soon found you in your room. It was the first time heâd ever been in here, and he took a subtle look around. He wore his suit and tactical gear.
âJust come from a mission?â you asked.
He nodded and approached your bed. He smiled slightly.
âEating your feelings in Whitmanâs, huh?â he teased, tapping his nose. He could probably smell the chocolate.
You blushed and crossed your arms on reflex, but you grimaced when the motion made your ribs twinge sharply. You made a sound of discomfort and lowered your arms back to your sides. You shifted in the bed as slowly as you could. Youâd been in this position for a while.
âHowâre you holding up?â he asked.
âOh, Iâm peachy,â you groused. When you looked up at him though, you realized that he hadn't needed to come visit you. He was here of his own free willâŚand there was something you had yet to say to him. You sighed and met him with sincerity.
âLookâŚthank you, for saving me,â you said.
Ben inclined his head. He lowered down and sat beside you on the edge of your bed.
âYou may not like how I run things here, but this is the way of it,â he said, holding your gaze. âThis is the real fucking world. If youâre going to stay here, you need to get with that program, or this place is going to chew you up and spit you out.â
That fell between you two for a moment. The more you turned his words over in your mind, the more you realized that he was right, to a point. If you stayed, this was your life. You couldnât keep handwringing. You had to be smarter.
âIâm sorry, Iâm not looking very camera ready,â you said eventually. You meant it to be joking, but your voice was heavy. âI wouldnât blame you for averting your eyes.â
You half expected him to make a joke about your black eye and torn lip. But to your surprise, Ben picked up your hand with a kind of gentleness. He raised the back of it up to his lips for a kiss. He gave you a reserved smile.
âRest up,â he said.
He got up and strode out of your apartment. Not for the first time, he left you feeling unbalancedâŚand this time warm.
It took a few weeks for you to fully heal. You agreed to do an interview with Jason Carver, the anchor of Vought News. It was a bit intimidating being in yet another studio, and this was live.
The cameras arenât there. This is just a stage like any other. Youâre justâŚhaving a conversation, you coached yourself. You sat in an uncomfortable leather chair across from Jason at his desk.
When he got the green light from the producer, he kicked off the show by introducing you as his special guest.
âCan I just say, Sirena, weâre all very glad to see youâre all right,â he said, with a very convincing note of sincerity. Your abilities allowed you to read the truth.
Only show them what you want them to see.
You gave him a grateful smile. Â
âThanks, Jason. I appreciate that. Itâs justâŚhazards of the job description, you know?â you said. âBut Iâm doing much better, and Iâm very thankful that my team was there to support me.â
âYes, the rest of Payback really stepped up to not only apprehend your attacker, but round up the entire Reyes gang. Is that right?â he said.
You nodded, reading the teleprompter. You were meant to go on a mini monologue about how great your team was, and how grateful you were to be a part of it. It was a script approved by Madelyn, and even Stan Edgar.
You paused, glancing over to where Arthur and Madelyn stood in the dark with the rest of the crew. They were both looking at you encouragingly, but expectant.
You took a steadying breath, and you decided to go a bit off-script.
âWell, actually, it was Soldier Boy who saved me,â you said. Jasonâs brows rose at your shift in direction, but he reacted with all due interest.
âReally?â he prodded.
âYes, he did,â you said. The memories of that night filtered through your mind with harrowing detail, including the way Ben stepped in and brutally handled that man. âHe didnât even hesitate. He just threw himself into the frayâŚand when it was over, he carried me to the hospital himself.â
That part wasnât exactly true. Heâd carried you over to a Vought-owned SUV, and the director of the camera crew drove you over to the hospital. You decided to gloss over that detail, and many others.
âWow,â Jason said. He shook his head in wonder. âHe truly lives up to the legend, doesnât he?â
You smiled. âHeâs more than that. Believe it or not, Soldier Boy was the first one to take me under his wing. He knew I was new to the city, so he guided me all over New York to see the sights like a tourist. Stuff Iâm sure heâs seen millions of times, like Top of the Rock and Times Square. Oh, and he was also very gracious when my nephew came to visit. Got me some major brownie points for âBest Aunt in the World.ââ
That earned you a congenial smile from your host. Your expression faded with a kind of weight in your heart.
âEver since I got here, heâs been the one to tell it like it is, with that deep, authoritative voice of his,â you said, laughing a little when you tried to imitate Benâs voice. It got you a laugh, even from those in the studio. âIn a way, heâs the one whoâs looked out for me the most. Iâm very grateful for Soldier Boy, and of course for the rest of my team.â
When you finished, Jason nodded and clapped along with everyone else in the studio.
âWell, thatâs just wonderful. Well said,â he said, and he looked straight into the camera with two fingers poised at his temple. âSoldier Boy, if youâre watching, we all appreciate you. And we salute you.â
Ben watched the clip from his living room with a small, incredulous smile on his face.
He wiped the remnants of white powder from his nose and sneezed. Blinking the bleariness out of his eyes, he refocused on the screen while you talked about him. He knew you had to be playing it up for Jason and the cameras, but you also seemed so sincere.
âHeâs more than that.â
After the segment was over, he enjoyed the climax of his high while sitting back on his plush sofa. He tossed up an old baseball from his collection up towards the ceiling, this one signed by Babe Ruth. He caught it when gravity pulled it back down towards his face.
That was how Donna found him when she let herself into his apartment. She was out of her suit and wearing a little red dress, one of his old favorites. She graced him with a sultry smile.
âBusy?â she asked.
âEvidently,â he said.
She pouted, almost like a little girl. She went to him and curled herself under his arm and against his chest, draping a smooth thigh over his.
âI miss you,â she purred.
He smiled wryly and turned off the TV.
âReally now?â he drawled. âBecause by my calculations itâs beenâŚwhat, a few months since weâve fucked?â
Donna paused, the smile slipping from her face.
âAnd Iâm not counting that hand job a couple weeks back. That shit was pitiful, and a little chafing,â he said.
For the past few months, heâd been wracking his brain to remember what it was that had attracted him to this woman, besides the obvious outer packaging. He knew the difference now.
In the beginning, she idolized him. Worshipped him. Loved him. These days, she only came to him when she wanted something, and he had gotten bored. Bored of her.
As if sensing his shift, Donna moved her leg off his lap and sat up with a frown.
âWell, then let me fix it,â she said, as she slid a hand up his thigh. Suddenly she was all too willing to use those red-painted lips to service him.Â
Ben couldnât help but envision those lips as yours, a sinful red, while your mouth did sinful things. Heâd gotten off more than once to the thought of it alone, ever since he shot that goddamn music video with you.
So he grabbed Donnaâs wandering hand and looked at her coolly.
âLook, for whatever reason, I know youâre not happy,â he said, waving dismissively with his other hand. âNeither of us are. So letâs just stop wasting time.â
Her eyes widened. âWhatâre you saying?â
Benâs brows furrowed. âAm I speaking fucking English? Itâs time to call it quits, sweetheart.â
Donnaâs jaw worked as she fought to keep herself under control. He had a feeling sheâd be angry. She always was a little spitfire.
Her body was coiled like a spring when she withdrew her hand from his and got to her feet. She gave him an icy look.
âThis isnât going to last,â she claimed, with a prideful tilt of her chin. âIn a month, a week, youâll get tired of her. And youâll remember that Iâm the one who looks best by your side.â
Ben huffed in amusement before he laid back again. He continued to toss up his baseball.
âKeep telling yourself that,â he said dismissively.Â
Donna let loose an aggravated breath, but she kept most of her reaction inside. She turned on her heel, prideful as ever, and left his apartment.
When her fingers landed on the doorknob, however, she turned back for just a moment. Silence greeted her.
It wasnât until then that her tears finally bubbled over.
Days later, a knock on your door drew your attention out of pulling on some jeans. You were intending to go on a walk through the city, take some time to get out of the Tower and just be you for a change.
That had better not be Madelyn at the door again. She had chastised you for going off-script at the studio twice already. She made the point that she and Stan had gone over those talking points for weeks, and agreed that framing your rescue as a team effort would cover Swatto as well.
He was still laid up with a broken leg, long after the scrape of the bullet had healed. He was tight-lipped about how heâd broken said leg, but youâd heard from Tommy that heâd shattered itâŚsomehow.
Arthur had smoothed things over about your adlib though. He pointed out that talking positively about Soldier Boy helped the whole team. He was the leader, after all.
So yeah, you hoped this visit wasnât another passive aggressive dress down from the head of PR. You sighed and went over to get the door. You were thoroughly surprised to see Ben.
And a Ben that was wearing a regular suit, for that matter. He looked like heâd stepped out of a Hugo Boss catalogue, steeped in charcoal gray with a long black coat draped over his arm. Your mouth parted in soft shock, especially when he produced a single rose from behind his back.
You took it with tentative fingers and a blush rising hotly in your cheeks.
âOkay, whatââ
âLet me take you out,â he said. âOne night. Youâll get to see what itâs like to be with the most famous man in the world.â
What an opening line that was. You sensed he was in full Charm City mode, complete with a suave smile. Yours was more amused, even though you twisted the flower's soft petals lightly on your chin in contemplation.
After a few seconds to think, you gave him a patient look.
âBen, nothingâs changed for me. I told you, Iââ
âCountess and I are done, for real this time,â he said.
Once again, you were taken by surpriseâmostly because he was telling the truth. You felt it.
Your brows knitted together in confusion. âWhen did this happen?â
âRecently,â he shrugged. âBut like I said, it hasnât been working for a while. It was a mutual thing.â
You werenât so sure about that, butâŚÂ
This is what I wanted, you reminded yourself. In fact, it had been half what youâd hoped for when you went off-script. You just couldnât believe it had worked this well, so soon. As much as you probably shouldnât, part of you began to feel bad for manipulating him. For lying to him.
But itâll be good for my career.
ââŚOkay,â you agreed, glancing down at your plain shirt and jeans. âJust give me some time to change.â
He raised a brow. âHow much time?â
You gave him a slightly cheeky smile. âAn hour, and Iâll meet you in the lobby.â
He sighed, but he agreed.
âJust donât keep me waiting all fucking day,â he said.
âCome on. Whatâs a little delayed gratification?â you teased. Then you gave him a more sincere smile. âIâll see you later.â
Ben nodded, with some added charm in the look he gave you in return.
You slipped back into your apartment and shut the door. You paused there when a thought struck you.
Shit, now what am I going to wear?
AN: Did you see that one coming?
A lot of darker angst and drama in this one, sorry for that. But I think you may like what's coming up...
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You slid your hand over his on the table. You felt him stiffen slightly, his body tensing up at your touch. You frowned when you saw the glint of wariness cross his face.
âI wonât compel you again, Ben. I promise,â you said. As long as you donât give me a reason to.
Your hand traveled up his arm, soothing along his neck, your palm finally resting against his cheek. His green eyes stared into yours.
Soon enough, his wariness bled away into desire.
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