#and for the next week i cant even trust waking up in my own bed
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norapretzel · 14 hours ago
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I wake up in my bed. My room is the darkest it has ever been, and I cannot find my phone to turn on my flashlight. I stand up and make my way towards where I know the light switch is, when I find it, it does not work. I open my door.
I walk into the rest of the house. The house is the darkest it has ever been. It is silent, I cannot hear anyone. I try to call out up the stairs, but my voice does not make noise. I start panicking. I try to scream as loud as I can, and try to run for my parents bedroom. I make it up the first set of stairs to the living room.
I wake up in bed. My room is the quietest and darkest it has ever been. I know I'm dreaming now, and despite the fact that I hit the point of lucid dreaming, I cannot wake up. I roll out of bed, trying to scream, to speak, anything. My voice makes no noise. This time, I make it halfway up the stairs to my parents room. None of the light switches exist anymore.
I wake up back in my room. My room is still pitch black, and my bed makes no noise when I roll over. This time, when I call out, I make a tiny noise. I can hear someone upstairs. I believe I'm out of my dream as I stand up and walk towards the door. As soon as I grab the handle-
I wake up in my bed. My room is pitch black and dead quiet.
I will be stuck in this loop for a long while. Sometimes I will find my dad, but I'll wake up right after asking him for help. Sometimes I won't even make it out of bed before I feel my eyes open again and I'm back in it. It is the only nightmare I get stuck in now. I grew up with night terrors and learned how to either change genre of dream to reverse the terror, or wake myself up. Usually, all it takes is maybe like 10 seconds of nightmare time for me to go full lucid and wake myself up.
Sometimes, when I "wake up" in my bed in this nightmare, I try so hard to pry my eyes open. I can feel my real eyelids flutter but nothing can wake me up. My current record is about 17 loops before the dream let me go. By the end, I know I'm stuck in a dream, and no matter what I do I can't even change the smallest detail.
When I finally wake up, in my real bed, the first thing I do is turn on my lights and leave the room. Depending on the time, I sometimes go finish sleeping on the couch in the living room.
This is now my only nightmare, and I have it about once a month on average, sometimes more. I have learned how to end every reoccurring nightmare except this one, and usually lucid dream now to the point of changing dreams whenever I get bored.
There is never anything else in the house with me, and the only person I have ever seen is my dad, but he doesn't always appear, and he never can help me, if he tries I just restart the loop again. I can no longer sleep in the dark without white noise or another person with me, because waking up to a silent dark room now gives me panic attacks.
These nightmares started about 4 years ago I think? And are only ever in my current bedroom of my current house.
rb with your most common recurring theme in your nightmares. mine is pregnancy
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haikyu-after-dark · 2 years ago
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Korai Hoshiumi x Tall, Chubby Fem! Reader (she/her)
Warnings: swearing, emotional and mental abuse, pet names used, YN’s manager is the bad guy if you haven’t already guessed, Korai being a horny man again 🙄, possessive Korai, exaggerated descriptions of being a model
WC: 6.6k
AN: this is a long boi 😅 I didn’t want to break it up so you get this instead! Also I probably should have put this sooner but this is a FICTIONAL situation with FICTIONAL characters, so please keep that in mind ❤️ it’s very exaggerated and over the top
10am, Wednesday Morning
*RING RING* *RING RING*
“What the fuck?” Korai grumbled, arm moving from over his eyes as he slowly opened them. He had slept hard, really hard in fact that he didn’t even remember falling asleep. He heard a groan from besides him as he turned to see locks of beautiful hair sprawled across a white pillow. He blinked a few times as the annoying ringing continued to sound.
You rubbed your eyes as you slowly came out of sleep, exhaustion hitting you hard as you tried to wake up. The incessant ringing continuing as you slowly took in your surroundings. That’s right, you were in a hotel room. That means that you weren’t dreaming, which means that you’re apartment really did flood. Your brain continued to register everything as you realized that if you, in fact, weren’t dreaming then that meant that-
CRASH
You suddenly fell to the ground, landing hard as you winced a little, your thigh and hip already being sore from hitting the table the day before. You quickly adjusted as the ringing continued.
“Fuck! YN are you ok?” Korai, said sitting up quick and tossing the covers off as you nodded. You looked at the screen, bracing yourself for the call you knew was coming. You sighed, took a deep breath and swiped to answer.
“Hello?” you croaked out, rubbing your eyes with the sleeve of Korai’s hoodie. You turned around, kneeling and facing the bed as you rested your arms on it.
“YN darling, I got your messages and called your superintendent this morning! He said you were at a hotel with some professional volleyball player? What is that about?” Michael shouted as you pulled the phone away from your ear. You were sure Korai heard him because his eyes narrowed on your phone before turning back to meet yours.
“Well good morning Michael, I’m doing great how are you?” You said sarcastically as Korai held his lips together, trying not to laugh as you smiled at him.
“YN none of this is funny!” He growled out, “what is this about you being shacked up with some professional volleyball player?”
“Korai is my neighbor Michael and I’ll have you know, if it wasn’t for him I’d probably have drowned. We aren’t shacking up, we are homeless together!” you yelled in return as Korai watched your reactions closely. He really was starting to not like this guy at all.
“Still YN, you don’t need a scandal right now and this situation is just screaming for the tabloids,” Michael said as you rolled your eyes and shook your head.
“We are in a hotel room because we are homeless Michael, not because we are having an affair! I’d really wish you’d put some trust in me and stop treating me like I’m stupid-” your voice raising as you went to stand up. You wanted, no needed to get out. The way Michael talked to you was embarrassing, like you didn’t know how to run your own life. He was constantly belittling you and telling you how awful your choices were. It hurt to stand as you winced, feeling pain in your hip as you quickly sat on the bed.
“YN!” Korai shouted quickly standing up and making his way around the bed to you. He knelt before you as he noticed your hand gripping your thigh, “show me where it hurts, ok?” You nodded, completely ignoring your phone call with Michael as Korai gently positioned his hand on top of yours.
“What was that YN? Did you get hurt? You have a swimwear shoot next week YN, you cant have imperfections,” Michael shouted as Korai gritted his teeth. How could this clown talk about imperfections? You had absolutely no imperfections whatsoever, the way you laughed to your perfect body, everything was so amazing and so quintessentially you.
Korai gritted his teeth, standing up and kissing your forehead before walking away to the bathroom. Wait- did he mean to do that? Your eyes shot wide as you realized what had just happened. Your hand was still rested firmly on your thigh as you heard the water running in the bathroom. A voice began to register as you snapped out of your trance, “Michael I’m fine! Please stop yelling, I’m getting a headache.”
Korai came out from the bathroom, heading your way as he motioned you to stand. “Alright drop ‘em,” he said motioning for you to pull the sweatpants down as your eyes widened and your mouth fell slack.
“Korai no-” you said shaking your head as Korai stood looking unimpressed.
“YN just pull the hoodie down, it’s long enough to cover everything,” he said as he again motioned for you to drop the sweatpants.
“I don’t have any underwear on,” you whisper shouted as he tried to remain straight faced. He hadn’t thought about the fact that you wouldn’t be wearing anything underneath his sweats. It made sense, you clothes had been ruined from the pipe water but somehow it never occurred to him that you’d been completely naked under his clothes, not anyone else’s but his!
He shook his head, this was not the time to be thinking about this. He had to make sure you were ok.
“YN I’m coming over now,” Michael shouted as the phone went silent and you sighed. What was your life right now?
“Now YN! Korai growled as you continued to look at him dumbfounded, “listen either you do it or I’ll help you. We need to make sure you didn’t hurt anything further up!”
You sighed, admitting defeat as you sat down, slowly pulling down the pants. You made sure his sweatshirt was covering your private area as the bruise slowly started coming into view. You winched and whined a little, the bruise much larger than you had first suspected. Korai sucked in a breathe, gently placing a cold cloth on it to soothe the pain.
“It looks like just your hip but it’s a pretty awesome one!” he chuckled as he delicately whipping the cloth over your injury. You nodded in agreement as he pulled away and you pulled his pants back up. It’s true, the bruise was pretty gnarly and you were certain Michael would absolutely throw a fit once he saw the injury. You stood, figuring there was no way you could possibly avoid the inevitable.
“I’m going to shower before Michael gets here,” you say standing up and making your way to the bathroom, “oh and I apologize in advance for everything that will happen once he arrives.” Korai laughed as you stared, deadpan.
“I wish I was joking Korai-”
“YN I’ve dealt with managers before, I think I’ll be ok,” he responded, rolling his eyes at your confession. Surely this guy couldn’t be that bad right? I mean, he did sound like a pompous asshole but most managers were.
“Well you haven’t dealt with Michael, and trust me when I say he’s the definition of drama,” you say, sliding the door closed heading to the shower.
The shampoo, conditioner and body wash provided by the top tier hotel was high end and it felt amazing to just stand under a rain shower, cleansing your body of all your stress. The past 8 hours had been a nightmare but you we’re finally granted reprieve under the hot steaming water. You had just finished with your shower when you heard the knock on the door. You scurried, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around yourself as you heard his booming voice flood the small entry way.
“Where the hell is she? Yn!” Michael shouted as he went to grab for the sliding door of the bathroom. Korai grabbed his hand, pulling it away as Michael scoffed.
“Not on my fucking watch dude! Chill out, she’s just finishing with her shower, ” Korai barked as you quickly combed through your hair with your fingers. You had to get out there before Michael lost his mind. You exited, completely forgetting you only had a towel on for cover.
Both Michael and Korai looked at you, their looks both saying completely different things. “YN my god you look awful!” Michael yelled in his dramatic voice as you stood there, water dripping down your skin, barely covered by the hotels lack of large towels. He came close to you, fussing over every part of your exposed body like he did on a daily basis.
Korai couldn’t help but stare. You didn’t look awful, not in any sense of the word. In fact, you looked immaculate. His eyes raked over your semi-nude form covered by the barely concealing towel. He had always thought hotel towels were small and annoying but now? Now they were the only towels he ever wanted to own. You looked stunning, wet hair cascading down your shoulders, your face looking fresh and flushed from the hot shower. His thoughts were snapped back when the agitating voice of your manager rang out. If only he hadn’t been present to ruin the moment.
“I swung by the store and picked these up Yn, I know how much you love these cheap things,” Michael said, ignoring you and handing you a bag with a crop top, leisure shorts and a sweatshirt. You noticed the lack of underwear and bra but figured you could go without until you could get to a store. Your face lit up at seeing the new clothes in your favorite color and style. It wasn’t often that Michael thought about your tastes but you were thankful he did today.
“Thank you so much! I have to go to the store today and grab more clothes!” you exclaimed as Michael quickly put up his hand, stopping you from speaking any further.
Your excitement died as he spoke, “I have some designers who are jumping at the chance to cloth you YN, so there is no need for big chain, cheap clothing.” You deflated, the prospect of having to wear designer clothing the whole time making you sad. Korai immediately took notice, his face studying yours.
“Michael I don’t want to walk around I heels and dresses all the time,” you protested as Michael paid you no mind, taking out his phone and typing frantically. You knew he wouldn’t listen, he never did.
“YN babe, this is going to be huge for us! Literally these companies are dying to have their clothes on you. Imagine the publicity when they see you out! I can see the headlines now ‘YN shows off a brave face amidst tragedy’ it will be spectacular!” Michael gushed as you signed and admitted defeat, knowing you weren’t about to get your way.
“Ok but I still need personal items Michael, so can I at least get that stuff myself please?” You said, practically begging at this point. Korai watched your eyes literally pleading for this idiot to allow you to do basic everyday things. He hated that you couldn’t live your life without being micromanaged. The fact that you couldn’t wear what you loved and were essentially forced to walk around as a literal billboard. He desperately wanted to say something, to defend you but he didn’t want to overstep his boundaries. He was in no position to push more onto you.
“YN darling- you know what Margo said,” Michael answered, looking up at your face with a disapproving glare. The look of sadness on your beautiful face was nearly enough for Korai to punch your managers lights out. He knew violence wasn’t the answer but he couldn’t stomach seeing you so dejected.
“I’ll take you to the store YN, I’ve got to get some shit anyways,” Korai said, looking at you. You perked up, smiling at him your eyes softening. This was the look Korai loved. Wait, loved? Michael huffed and rolled his eyes in Korai’s direction as Korai snapped from his thoughts, narrowing his eyes and crossed his arms across his board chest.
“Michael- don’t be rude!” You said before being overrun by your less than friendly manager.
“Could you be less brass? You are in front of a lady!” He said returning to his phone and typing vigorously. Was this guy being serious right now? Korai didn’t notice the fear fill your eyes. He was too busy trying not plan this guys funeral.
Korai stood up tall, his face unimpressed as he approached, “dude I’ve had enough of your shit! You come in our hotel room and boss YN around like you own her? She’s not a thing she’s a person!”
His words rang in your head as you listened to Korai stand up to Michael. You had never heard anyone say anything like that to him and you surely didn’t have the guts to yourself.
“You pro athletes are all the same, always trying to corrupt innocent women like YN with your mind games! I know what your play is here buddy. Tell me, how many girlfriends do you have?” Michael sneered, poking Korai in the chest as Korai stood tall and smirked back.
“Yer one to talk about corruption asshole!”Korai snarled as Michael bit back.
“You, sir, are extremely rude! Give me the name of your manager because I’d like to have a word with them immediately!” he said as Korai threw his head back and laughed.
You quickly jumped into action as you went to block Michael from Korai. You faced him as you tried desperately to hold your towel up as well as stop the madness from ensuing. Your hand came to rest on Korai’s chest as his eyes filled with fiery at your manager who was glaring behind you. Neither of them seemed to notice you were even there.
“Listen bro, you can call my captain all you want to but he'll just ask me why I haven’t kicked your ass already!” Korai growled, looking around you and snarling at Michael.
“Korai- please,” you tried to interrupt before Michael spoke.
“Well, I’m sure your captain has more manners than you do! I wonder if he approves of you being here with an innocent woman like Yn!”he said, practically spitting at Korai.
“Please Michael stop-”
“Manners? Dude, you came in here stomping around like you can just control everything in YN’s life! I’m not just going to stand here and let you talk to her like that and I’m especially not going to let you talk bad about her or me and the situation we were forced into!”Korai barked as you quickly grabbed one of his arms and gently squeezed, his fiery eyes shooting to your soft ones as you silently begged him to stop. Korai backed away as you turned to face Michael.
“Michael please, we’ve all had a rough few hours and I’m tired! I just want to be comfortable and normal for once in my life. I lost everything so please- just this once, I’m begging you! Please?” you spoke, your eyes saddened as he sighed in annoyance.
“I expect you to report to my office on Tuesday morning YN and wearing something presentable,” he ground out, turning to leave as he pulled the door open, it slamming shut behind him as you released a sigh of relief.
“Fucking jackass!” Korai whispered as you turned to grab the bag and head back to the bathroom. This whole day had already been one disaster after another. Once changed, you exited and combed through your hair with your fingers again, trying to get whatever tangles put that you could. Korai studied you met his gaze.
“Why do you let him do that YN?” he prompted as you continued to pull through your hair. You gulped, looking away as you tried your best to formulate some sort of respectable answer. The truth is, you really didn’t know why you let him run all over you.
“That’s just Michael, he does care Korai. He’s just stressed,” you said, knowing you were making excuses for the man who had essentially made your career as a model. It was a simple and easy answer.
Korai stood up from the chair, coming over to you and stopping in front of you. He knelt in front of you as he lifted your chin with his finger and studied your face as you tried to look anywhere but his eyes.
“For the record YN, I won’t stand anyone talking to you like that ever. And also, I like you better in shorts,” he said winking at you as he walked past, entering the bathroom and shutting the door. Your face heated with embarrassment, your eyes wide as you tried to process what he had said.
After his shower, you grabbed your tote bag as you and Korai made your way down to the lobby. “Im being spoiled riding the elevator so much with you, I might have to knock on your door every morning just to ride downstairs when we are back in our apartments,” Korai chuckled with a smile as you blushed at his words. You definitely enjoyed all the time you were spending with the athlete.
The lobby was bustling with people as you and Korai made your way to the valet. “Ahh Miss YN!” someone shouted at you as you turned to see a Kei standing with coffees in both hands. You smiled as you made your way over to her, grabbing your wallet and taking money out.
“Thank you so much for being so accommodating with the location change Kei! You’re literally my life saver!”you gushed as Korai watched your interaction from the side. The young lady smiled and waved as she took off out the front door and back to her bike. You turned, walking towards him, hand outstretched with a coffee. He grabbed the warm cup, looking over at you as you continued to stroll towards the front entrance.
“Uhh what was that?” Korai asked, running to catch up with you.
You turned in his direction taking a sip of your drink as you spoke, “Oh, that’s Kei, she delivers my food for me. She brings me coffee most mornings as well as meals! Sorry if the coffee order isn’t right, I kind of took a while guess and went with medium roast with a splash of cream.”
Korai watched you, taking a sip of his coffee. It was perfect, just the way he liked it, “the coffee is great but wait, you don’t cook or make your own coffee at home?”
You smiled a little, but the smile wasn’t genuine in any way, “Unfortunately, I’m not allowed too” you responded, using air quotes around the word “allowed”.
The lobby men opened the door for you, as you walked down the steps to the valet parking zone. Korai studied you as you sipped your coffee happily.
“Wait not allowed? What does that mean?” He asked as he handed his ticket to the valet.
“My trainer has me in a strict diet right now because I have a big magazine shoot coming up, so I’m restricted on what I can and can’t eat unfortunately,” you say, “but on the weekends I cook and make my own coffee and stuff. However I still have to count calories but it’s less restricting.”
The unfortunate truth of the modeling world, or at least the world you knew, was that models were extremely micromanaged, from their hair right down to the color of their nail polish. Even as a plus sized model, the standards were extremely high. Someone was always one step ahead of you, everything was always a competition. Make more money, land more ad campaigns.
He looked at you, not knowing how to respond as you smiled brightly at him desire your grim confession. There was no way any of this was healthy for you. As a pro-athlete, he had learned how to eat properly years ago and the way you were being restricted in food and calorie intake wasn’t at all good for you.
You were taller than him and curvy. He adored your curves, your legs, your hips, your thighs literally everything about you. He didn’t know for sure but he assumed you needed probably twice what you were “allowed” to eat in a day.
“So what are you favorite foods then?” He asked, wanting to change the subject before he called up your manager just to beat his stupid ass. You’re eyes lit up at the question making Korai forget all about his plight.
“Well I love carbs so like pasta and bread, and I just adore sweets. Unfortunately, I usually only get to enjoy the occasional treat on the weekends. But Kei has started asking the barista’s at the coffee shop I love to add an extra shot of sugar and charge it as an extra shot of expresso!”you laughed.
Korai found himself completely perplexed by your behavior, finding it difficult to understand how you could be so happy about simple things you should be allowed to enjoy. You met his eyes as he studied you, a bit embarrassed about how excited you’d become.
“You’re probably think I’m weird for all of this,” you said laughing a little as Korai snapped from his thoughts and shook his head vigorously.
“No no, I was just thinking how cute you are when you get excited,” he chuckled causing you to blush and turn away from him. The valet arrived with his car as another man quickly rushed to open the door for you. Korai made his way around the car, stopping as he grabbed the handle to enter. He eyed you, smiling and thanking the man as he checked out your ass. He glared at the man as he looked up, his eyes catching Korai’s and widening as he quickly shut your door and moved away.
You sat in his car, practically beaming with excitement as Korai sat down, buckling his seat belt.
“I never get to go to stores like this!”you said as Korai jolted, his head turning to look at you questioningly. You shrugged, “What? I get a lot of my clothes for free and the products I use are specially ordered for me. It would be a waste for me to buy extra stuff and since everything was destroyed, I have to look on the bright side right? It’s honestly exciting to be able to pick out my own stuff!” you beamed as Korai couldn’t help smiling in return. He adjusted his car into gear and took off, ready to take you anywhere you wanted to go.
Arriving at the store, you took a cart and headed towards the women’s clothing, bound and determined to get you favorite clothing.
“Hey Yn give me your phone number and I’ll add you,” korai said as you quickly exchanged numbers and went on your merry way. Korai had gone a different direction to grab what he needed. He didn’t want to hover over you but he hated the idea of not being close. He wanted you to experience as much as you could, enjoy being normal while you could.
You smiled as you filled your cart full of your favorite shorts, crop tops, leggings and hoodies. It wasn’t like you had never seem a store before but being able to shop without the scrutiny of watchful eyes was invigorating. There were so many colors and styles, even some things you had never seen before. You bought bras and panties that you liked instead of ones that were bought for you, hoodies that were two sizes too big because you sometimes enjoyed baggy clothes. You found comfy pajamas and slippers as well as basic tennis shoes for everyday. The freedom to choose was a rarity and oh so invigorating.
After an hour in the clothing alone, you finally headed over to the beauty department to grab all of you hygiene supplies. You walked up and down the aisles amazed at the sheer amount. You had always just used what your stylist or Michael had bought for you, so choosing your own toothpaste, shampoo and even hair clips was enjoyable. You stocked up on scrunches, hairclips and everything you normally used at home. Studying the skin care, you read carefully to try and find the best for your current skin conditions. You had a routine and followed the routine rigorously but there wasn’t any reason you couldn’t try something new. You bought some basic makeup, for everyday as well as lotion and body spray. This store wasn’t high end but it had all the amenities for comfort. You didn’t want to waste an opportunity like this.
Korai walked around the store looking for you. He had given you a little over an hour alone as he picked up his own accessories and called his captain to explain the situation with his apartment.
“For real man? Damn that’s like simultaneously the best and worst luck ever!” Fukuro Hirugami, captain for the Schweiden Adlers, laughed.
“You wouldn’t be laughing if you had a boner like I’ve had for the past 10 hours!” Korai growled as Hirugami laughed.
“You’re right because there’s no way I wouldn’t have fucked her the minute the door to that hotel room closed bro. You’ve got some incredible resilience man!”
“Yeah well I’m not you or those other idiots but hey, I gotta go and find her. I’ll see you at practice,” Korai said before hanging up and going on the hunt for you. His thoughts drifted back to your talk earlier. He couldn’t imagine not being able to go and do as he pleased. It bothered him how much you’re life was controlled, how horribly your manager treated you and how you had to lie even to get something as simple as sugar in your coffee.
Scooping out the aisle, he finally spotted you. He watched you for a moment, mesmerized at how beautiful you looked. You were staring at shampoos with the biggest smile on your face. How he adored your sweet, innocent smile and how he longed to see it every single day. He watched as you knelt on the floor, picking up the two bottles and comparing them to another one. He walked closer, making sure to acknowledge his presence so as to not scare you.
“Find anything interesting?” He said as you looked up at him, beautiful eyes shining as you went to stand up.
“I’m just trying to figure out what the hell the difference is? Like I mean it’s been a good long while since I’ve been in a big store like this but my god have things changed that much? They literally have products for every single hair type!” You said as Korai chuckled to himself.
“I mean, I honestly don’t know know much about chick stuff so I can’t speak on that,”he said as you looked at the items in his hand.
“I can see that, Mr. 2 in 1 shampoo and conditioner!” you said rolling your eyes as he set the items in your cart and he turned to you, a fake expression of shock gracing his face that made you giggle.
“I’ll have you know it’s twice as effective YN! Do you really think big time volleyball stars like muah have time for 3 separate steps in the bathroom?” he mocked as you laughed.
“Korai, 2 in 1 doesn’t mean twice as effective. That shampoo/conditioner combo was specifically made because men are so lazy!” you pointed out as you stuck a separate shampoo and conditioner in your cart.
“It saves time YN and I’ll have you know my hair is extremely soft!” he said as he ran his hands through his white hair.
Rolling your eyes, you smiled, “you’re just naturally good looking Korai that has nothing to do with your generic 2 in 1!”
Korai smirked at your comment as you tried to ignored him, trying desperately to distract yourself with the decision between pomegranate and strawberry or tropical breeze body wash.
“So you think I’m good looking?”Korai asked, strolling up besides you as you continued to focus on the colorful bottles, picking up one of the bottles and smelling it.
“Do you think this smells good?” You questioned, shoving the bottle in his face. He smirked, narrowing his eyes at you as your face began to heat.
“You’re right this is definitely the one!” you spoke quickly, walking around Korai and heading towards the cart, trying desperately to avoid all eye contact.
Korai followed behind you, watching your face turn pink with embarrassment. It felt good to know you found him attractive. “You know YN,” he said, gently laying his hand on your lower back as you froze,” I think you are absolutely stunn-”. A sudden gasp brought Korai back to earth as he turned, hand still on your lower back as he viewed the scene unfolding.
“Holy crap that’s YN LN! And Korai Hoshiumi from the Schweiden Adlers?” voices drifted from behind you as you jumped slightly. You turned your head to see two photographers standing at the end of the aisle. You could see Korai gritting his teeth as he turned to you, letting go of your back.
“Come on, let’s go YN,” Korai ground out, grabbing your hand and the cart, leading you away from the two photographers as they followed behind you. You dared not look back, afraid they would catch a picture of your face. The words of Michael saying “you don’t need a scandal right now” flooding your mind. You felt ashamed, guilty for dragging Korai into this. You had been nothing but a bother from the beginning.
“Korai, you can go on ahead. I can deal with this,” you spoke softly as Korai stopped, turning to you and shaking his head.
“What? No way!! I’m not leaving you here! It’s you and me Yn,” he said before more shouting interrupted the moment.
“YN are you and Korai dating??? Korai I thought you were dating that pro-volleyball player from Europe. Any comments?” the voices chimes. The comment made you cringe, your stomach dropping as you thought about Korai having a girlfriend and this encounter possibly ruining whatever he had going in his life. You can’t say it didn’t make you jealous, the thought of Korai having someone but then why wouldn’t he tell you? Wouldn’t sharing a hotel room with someone be enough to warrant at least a little trust? The fact is you werent part of Korai’s life and he wasn’t part of yours. You had no idea if he had a girlfriend or a partner. You were essentially strangers that had been forced to be together because of extenuating circumstances.
“You idiots know that’s just a rumor and it’s been a rumor for 3 years now! My god would you move on?!?”Korai gritted out, still looking forward pushing the cart and pulling you along as he tried his hardest to keep his composure. He was pissed off beyond all belief and all he wanted to do right now was either punch something or kiss you harder than you’ve ever been kissed in your entire life. Neither option was really viable but hey, a man could dream right?
“Please just leave us alone!” you pleaded as you walked with Korai, pulling your hood up as you made your way to the checkout counter. You lucked out, finding a lane that didn’t have anyone.
Korai quickly unloaded your items, hoping that the people would eventually grow tired of bothering you. Did they really have nothing better to do than intrude on people’s personal lives? He was use to dealing with people shoving cameras in his face. As much as he hated it, he hated them harassing you ten times more. It hadn’t even been 12 hours since your apartments flooded and it seemed like bad luck was following the both of you everywhere. He was growing more and more irritated as the minutes ticked by. He could feel himself losing composure as he tried to remain as calm knowing a fight or shouting match wouldn’t help your current situation.
“I’m sorry ma’am but we are in a bit of a hurry,” he said as he threw everything up on the counter to the nice lady who seemed to understand, wordlessly ringing things up as you desperately tried to hide yourself behind a false cover, tears threatening to spill from your eyes.
“YN, YN are you sleeping with the Adlers opposite hitter? Are you a couple?” a voice rang out from the back as your face heated in embarrassment. This was getting out of hand. Somehow the two people had multiple into a crowd of ten as you tried desperately to hold yourself together. Korai quickly moved the cart ahead, pulling you behind him as you felt the tears finally fall.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Can’t two people shop together without you all thinking something more is happening?! For fucks sakes, you should be ashamed of yourselves!” He growled at the people snapping pictures. Suddenly you felt the atmosphere shift, as you turned to your right.
“Korai?” You heard some voices say from beside you to see three giant men looking just a register over.
“Holy shit am I glad to see you three!” Korai shouted as Bokuto, Hinata and Atsumu walked towards you. They eyed you with curiosity as you continued to try and hide yourself from view.
“Holy shit that’s Atsuma Miya, Kotaro Bokuto and Shoyo Hinata from the MSBY Black Jackals!” someone shouted as cameras began to flash in all directions, attention finally being removed from you.
You peeked around you hood to see the three large men standing there, looking a mixture of confused, shocked and a bit unsure. You were fully aware that these men were pro volleyball players, having heard your fair share of rumors about them from your fellow models.
Before you could say anything , Shoyo Hinata came in front of Korai, blocking the camera’s as he spoke, “what do you need from us?”
“Can you guys help block YN please? We are just trying to get out of here!” Korai quickly shouted as the three men jumped into action, making a barricade around you as Korai finished checking out your items.
“YN this is Atsumu Miya, Kotaro Bokuto and Shoyo Hinata from the MSBY Black Jackals,” Korai introduced quickly, grabbing his wallet and swiping his credit card.
“It’s nice to meet you three,” you smiled, peeking from behind your hood and smiling, “although I do wish the circumstances were better.”
The men all smiled at you as Korai quickly finished loading the cart and thanking the cashier for her patience. He grabbed your hand, interlacing his fingers with yours as Hinata, Bokuto and Atsumu followed closely behind, still blocking the view of the cameras. Their height provided a literal wall as you walked towards Korai’s vehicle, his hand in yours squeezing yours in reassurance.
You kept up with Korai as he approached his car, hitting the button and pulling you towards the passenger door. He opened the door, quickly helping you in, “These windows are super tinted YN but keep your head down just incase ok? I’ll be right back!” You nodded, curling your legs into your chest as you tried to calm down, the sudden sound of the car door slamming almost deafening.
He made his way to the back of the car, opening his trunk as pictures continued to snap. He rolled his eyes, already beyond annoyed at the presence of those idiots. “She’s gone now so run along! I know pictures of us won’t sell as good as pictures of her so get lost,” he growled at the cameras as they slowly turned to leave, knowing he was correct.
“Jesus fucking Christ!” he muttered at he shoved the remaining bags in his trunk as Hinata, Bokuto and Atsumu stood around him.
“Hey thanks guys I owe you big time,” he said, rubbing the back of his neck as Atsumu lifted his brow as if he was ready to speak. Korai looked at Atsumu as he crossed his arms on his chest, “Sumu if you’ve got something to say just say it, I’m fucking tired dude.”
“I’m just wondering how you managed to bag YN LN? Like you do realize who she is right? She’s literally one of the top hottest models in Japan, actually probably the world!” He gushed as Korai glared at Atsumu. Of course Atsumu would know all about you, he had a thing for tall models. Korai’s thoughts began to wander, thinking about if you’d ever been with Sumu before. You didn’t seem to know him all that well though and your first interaction seemed genuine.
“We are neighbors and our apartments flooded so we are staying in the same hotel room until they get fixed,” he said, already feeling exhausted. All he wanted to do was get back to the hotel and collapse with you right next to him.
“You mean at the same hotel?” Hinata corrected as Korai shook his head.
“It’s a long story but essentially they only had one room left in this hotel so we are sharing,” he explained.
“But it’s a two bed room right?” Bokuto interjected as Korai again shook his head.
“So you are fucking her! I’m fucking jealous bro! I’ve been trying to get close to her for months but she doesn’t stay long enough at events for me to get close,” Atsumu said, practically shouting as Korai punched his arm. He was glad that you hadn’t shown any interest in Atsumu but the fact that Atsumu even wanted you at all made him extremely jealous.
“Ouch- what the hell man!” He yelled as Korai rolled his eyes.
“What is going on between YN and me is our business and I’d appreciate if you didn’t start rumors Sumu! We aren’t sleeping together, we are literally two homeless neighbors who just happen to be stuck together, that’s all!” Korai exclaimed.
“That’s all huh?” Bokuto smirked as Korai turned his glaring eyes towards him.
“So then she’s single then? Maybe I should ask for her number while I’m here?” Atsumu said looking around Korai to his passanger side where enough currently resided. Korai came in front of Atsumu, blocking his view and only way towards you. No way was he going to let Atsumu Miya get his grubby hands on his girl.
“She’s off limits Miya so don’t even think about it! If you do, I’ll break every finger in your hand!” he threatened, heading to his driver’s side door, “now get lost and thanks again!”
The car door slammed as Korai check his rear view mirror to see the three men had left. He left out a small sigh of relief knowing the entire ordeal was finally behind him. He looked over to see you sitting in the seat, knees curled up to your chest as your head rested on top of them. Your head was turned, facing him as you smiled softly. He reached his hand over, gently caressing your tear stained cheeks. “I’m sorry that happened Yn.” You melted into his touch, his large hands providing comfort.
“I’m sorry if this ruins your relationship Korai. I- I had no idea,” you stammer, a tear falling down your cheek again. They seemed endless at this point and you seemed powerless to stop them. Korai shook his head back and forth, as you raised your head up to meet his eyes.
“YN I’m not dating anyone. That rumor has been going on for years. I’m friends with the player in Europe but nothing more. We’ve never been a couple and never will be,” he explained with a smile. You nodded, placing your legs down and grabbed your seat belt, securing it.
“I’m sorry if your friends were inconvenienced. I’m always such a bother,” you laughed without humor. Korai hated that you thought that way about yourself. You were the furthest thing from a bother. He could see that all you wanted was the live a normal life.
“Hey,” he said as he lifted your chin with his finger to meet his beautiful eyes, “Angel, you didn’t do anything wrong. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be normal.” He said as you melted into his touch.
“Now let’s get back to the hotel room, I need a nap.”
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morwap · 3 years ago
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2:49 am
michael afton x fem!reader
sfw dont really know what category to put this in
nav / m.a m.list /
swearing, readers in a band, michael afton with a nose piercing, oc named ben (your cousin), b/n =brothers name
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‘It's always tease, tease, tease You're happy when I'm on my knees One day it's fine and next it's black So if you want me off your back Well, come on and let me know Should I stay or should I go?’
you groaned sitting up in your bed, the music was muffled but definitely loud, you knew exactly where it was coming from. the aftons.
rubbing your eyes as your feet hit the floor, glancing at the clock 2:49 am. yawning as you pulled the tangled blanket from you, looking out your window— which was directly across from michaels. you fumbled with the lock on your window then pushing it up, sighing as the warm breeze hit you.
looking around for something to throw, but not able to break his window. you walked over to your desk clicking on your lamp before moving around your things trying to find something. glancing over at your bookshelf spotting the tiny sea shells in a jar from the beach you went to a couple years ago, you walked over to it, opening it and taking a handful out then went back to the window.
carefully throwing them, not too hard and not too soft hoping that he’d hear them. “afton!“ you shouted hoping not to wake anyone in your house up.
your plan worked, thankfully. hearing the music turn down then michael was in view, pushing up his window. michaels hair was messy, and the bandaid on his cheek stood out.
“y/l/n!” micheal shouted back.
��if you’re gonna play music so loud that the whole neighborhood feels like an earthquake is happening, have it be good— like madonna or something” you laughed leaning out of your window.
Michael rolled his eyes playfully, “or you could play my own music” you added with a smirk, “you wish! my dads shitty diner has better music than your shitty ass band” michael bit back with a breathy laugh.
you gasped faking being offended, “wow and to think i was gonna give you a free signed cd” you said shaking your head, crossing your arms dramatically.
“yeah also the whole ‘call me’ cover at the mall was awful” michael teased running his hands through his hair. “your sister seemed to like it” you said cocking your head and raised your brows. you remembered when his sister pushed threw a medium sized crowd trying to find where the music was coming from, then came a grumpy micheal chasing after her with evan trailing not far behind him. you could hear her faint little “y/n! it’s me Elizabeth!” causing you to wave at her with a smile.
micheals laugh brought you out of your thought. “only because liz cant differentiate good music from bad music” he said crawling out of his window and onto his roof. “mhm sure” you teased.
you watched him play with shingles on his roof. “heard you got your nose pierced” you said changing the subject, watching him smirk.
“yeah, like last week” micheal shrugged and looked at you, “ben did it” he added causing you to bust out laughing.
“ben really? i’m surprised its not fucked up since he did it” you laughed out, micheals smile growing bigger — remembering the time ben tried to do his own piercing and failing terribly.
“how’d your dad take it?” you asked looking out into the woods behind yours and his house. michael sighed, deeply, “just a simple eye roll and telling me not to get anything else done, mom was the worst though— whole lecture and shit” he said shaking his head, smug smirk on his face.
“fuck afton- i’d give you a lecture too, knowing ben did it” you shuddered trying not of getting your nose or eyebrow pierced by your cousin even though he had offered many times before. you don’t even trust him with a fork let alone let him do that. “s’not that bad” micheal said before looking over at the other houses.
michael slipped his hands into his pockets, shaking his head to mess with his hair and sniffled.
“you going to evans birthday party next week?” he asked, him now the one to change the subject. you furrowed your brows and looked at him “i don’t know. why? is this an invitation?” you asked with a smile.
“shut up” he laughed, “but i know evans planning on asking b/n to come. thought i’d see if you would go also” he added almost sounding nervous. “i might make a guest appearance” you joked then a light bulb went off.
“actually mike-“ you started but was cut off, “told you to stop calling me mike” he said with a huff. you rolled your eyes.
“anyways micheal i’ll make you a deal. i’ll go to evans party if you go to (random diner name) thursday. the lady that owns it asked us to play there for her and her wife’s anniversary” you said with a smile, hoping he’d agree.
michaels eyes closed as he laughed, “now why would i go and watch a shitty band play when i have one i can go to anytime i want and also not have to pay for anything” he said, still occasionally laughing.
“thought you’d might like a change in scenery, and i’ll pay for your food if you go” you said crossing your arms. you watched him think, taking in his features as he seemed to be debating on taking the offer.
micheal nodded, “alright we have a deal y/n” he said and smiled wide. “i’d have you shake on it but ya know” you said gesturing to the distance between you both. micheal nodded again, getting up and slipping into his room through his window.
you looked over at your clock, 4:32 am then looked back at him. you watched him turn off his lamp, now he was light with only the moonlight.
“goodnight y/n” micheal yawned and was about to pull his window down but waited a minute for you say it back.
“goodnight mike” you said then heard him huff “shut up” before hearing his window shut, you clicked off your lamp then shut your window. looking back at his window you could see the lamp come on for a second. michael stood there, flipping you off with a smirk before the light went out again.
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hwangsies · 4 years ago
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[10:56 pm]
lee minho x female reader (smut)
warnings: mentions of alcohol, piv, choking, magic wand (vibrator) play, fratboy!minho i guess lmaoo, dom!minho, slight degradation, praise, a little daddy kink (idk it just happend ufbiskhbi), slight dumbification, overstimulation, multiple orgasm
wc: 2.1 k
enjoy <3
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You feel the buzz of the gin tonic you had ten minutes ago slowly make its way to your head.
The loud bass is pounding in your chest as you sway your hips to the music in the crowd that had formed itself in the middle of your boyfriends spacious frat house living room.
Wondering where the hell that boyfriend of yours was, you take out your phone to check if he sent you any messages, your body still moving.
As if on cue, a muscular torso presses itself into your back and a strong thigh wedges between your legs.
You gasped softly and clutch onto your phone.
“there you are” plump lips press against the shell of your ear, the whispers that are escaping them send shivers down your spine as a big grin etches across your face.
“I’ve been looking for you” your boyfriend continues, swiping your hair to one side of your neck, his signature grin detectable in his voice.
“I got here like 10 minutes ago” you lean your head back against his broad shoulder as his hands tighten around your waist.
Your lashes flutter and a shaky moan leaves your lips when his open lips press against your jugular.
“missed you” his wandering lips mumble, your hand reaching up into his brown locks as he grinds his hips into yours from behind.
“fuck- you did, huh?” you giggle shakily when you feel him get hard right above your ass.
Minho sucks the soft skin under your ear in between his lips and you feel his fingers digging into your hips; when you tighten your fist in his hair in response and roll your ass against his crotch he lets out a low growl.
The vibrations against your neck make you giggle and you feel your panties getting damper.
Releasing your skin with a soft pop, he twirls you around and steadies you with a strong grip on your waist.
“fuck” he mumbles before a smug grin tuggs at his lips and he leans down to roughly connect yours with his.
His tongue invades your mouth hurriedly as you cling onto his shoulders and deepen the kiss even more.
He had been away with felix and hyunjin to attend a dance competition on the other side of seoul and you didn’t get to see him for two weeks, until now.
One of his hands find its place underneath your jaw as he pulls you closer to him, you can feel how needy he is for you and it drives you crazy.
His groans are being swallowed by the intense kiss you’re sharing as your one hand moves down to clutch his shirt for dear life and the other one cards through his hair.
The adrenaline that minho triggers inside of you, rushes through your veins as your tongues roll against each others.
Once more, he kisses the corner of your mouth before travelling down your neck, his grip on the back of your neck holding your head angled back.
You moan when he starts sucking a bruise into your skin and lightly grazes his teeth over it, you’re loud enough for him to hear through the blasting music but not for anyone else.
He chuckles lowly at your heightened sensitivity, which comes with the heat of his body against yours, the alcohol and probably the fact of him not touching you in two weeks.
“seems like you missed me more” he quips and nips at the soft skin on the base of your neck.
“shut up, lets go upstairs” you manage to breathe out before his lips are on yours again.
“mm-okay” he grins against your lips, teeth clinking together and breathing heavily before he presses a last peck to your kiss swollen lips.
He grabs your smaller hand in his and leads you through the crowd before walking up the stairs to his bedroom.
Opening the door to his bedroom, he lets you walk in before closing the door behind himself.
“I have a surprise for you” he grins.
“oh no” you chuckle “why am I scared” he rolls his eyes playfully before walking around his bed and patting his sheets, signalling you to sit down.
SO, you sit down and look up at him.
“okay, close your eyes and hold out your hands” he grins when your frown.
“c’mon babyyy”
“ugh alright” you give in, holding out your hands and closing your eyes.
“okay” he mutters before gently placing something heavy and long into your hands.
“open them” minho suddenly says, startling you just a little.
You blink a few times before your eyes fall onto the big massage wand with a just as big bulbous head in your hands.
“wha” your eyes flicker in between it and your boyfriend “is this…?”
He snickers and lowers himself onto his bed as well, leaning into you and kissing your lips.
“I wanna use it on you” he whispers, cocking his brows up when you just stare back at him.
“okay” you blush furiously, never before used something of this size nor seen in real life.
“would you want that?” he asks, gently caressing your waist.
“yea- I just don’t know if I trust this thing” you huff, at which minho places a kiss to your cheek before moving to your ear.
“do you trust me?” he pulls back to look at your face, taking the large toy out of your hand and placing it next to himself.
“of course” you smile before he presses his lips to yours again, making you lay back down as he hovers over you.
He is quick to tug your jeans off your legs once your lift your hips for him, his fingers finding their place rubbing over your thinly clothed core.
Your head drops back onto the sheets as he circles your clit “minho” you moan, grabbing his face to connect your lips again.
“fuck” you moan when he flattens his hand over your core.
“can I use it on you?” he whispers into the skin below your ear.
“yes” you exhale without second thought, your boyfriend grins and reaches back for the wand.
Resting the big round head on your thigh, he flips the switch to the lowest setting.
Already pretty strong vibrations tickling the skin of your inner thigh as he moves the head up and down your skin.
You moan when he gets closer to the apex of your thighs but he moves away again, teasing you.
“please don’t tease” you pout earning yourself a smooch on your lips.
“just because you asked so nicely” he grins, gently lowering the vibrating wand onto your clit.
Your thighs jump at the first contact, head getting thrown back as a startled gasp leaves your lips followed by a drawn out moan.
“oh my g- fuck!” you cry out, grabbing onto your boyfriend who’s by your side, holding your legs apart.
“tell me how it feels babygirl” he sneers.
“so good oh fuck!” your eyes scrunch together when you quickly feel your high approaching, the vibrations hitting every sensitive spot you can think of.
“m’ gonna cum” you whine, clawing at his shirt.
“already?” he chuckles at which you nod desperately, locking eyes with him.
“cum, baby, let go” he groans when he sees your eyes roll back and your toes curl in pleasure.
You cry out when your orgasm hits you, shockwaves rushing through your body as minho gently rubs the wand up and down your core.
You flinch when the vibrations hit your clit again “ahh-shit” you groan.
“I know you can cum again, doll” he mumbles, gently circling the big wand now.
“fuck” you cry out “fuck fuck”
“that’s it, good girl” he kisses your temple when your thighs start shaking.
“yes-yes” you chant feeling your next high bubble up in the pit of your stomach.
“cum for me baby” he mutters, too caught up in how ethereal you look.
Head thrown back, sweat clinging to your neck, thighs shaking and your pretty lips with the pretty sounds they make.
The knot in your abdomen snaps and you cum again, trembling with the power your of high.
“you did so good babydoll” he kisses you after turning off the wand and lying it to the side.
You connect your lips and kiss him hard, his hand soothingly rubbing over your lower stomach.
“you gonna fuck me now?” you look up at him with doe eyes and he feels his cock twitch in his jeans.
“of course baby” he grins “be good and take off everything yea?” he eyes you pulling your shirt over your head before unclasping your bra as he stands up from his bed, ridding himself of his clothes as well.
“how do you want me?” you ask when he crawls above you again, palming one of your breasts.
“hmm” he thinks out loud, lowering his mouth onto your nipple, gently suckling it when you thread your fingers through his hair lovingly.
“on all fours baby” he mumbles when locking eyes, he doesn’t miss the excitement in your gaze, grinning “sound good?”
You nod “yes”
He moves so you have enough room to turn around, resting on your forearms and knees and sticking out your ass.
“so perfect” he mumbles, smoothing his hands down your back and leaving goosebumps in their wake.
“please” you wiggle your butt “please fuck me daddy” you whine, knowing full well what that name does to your boyfriend.
“fuck” is all you hear before you feel a smack land on your right butt cheek and his thick tip sliding through your soaked folds before pushing inside slowly.
Once he’s sure you’ve adjusted, his pace his ruthless.
His dancer hips not missing one beat as he snaps them against yours, leaning forward to press your whole torso against the mattress and holding your neck from behind.
Your cries are muffled but he feels how tightly you clench around him when he passes that one spot inside of you.
“you like it when daddy fucks you like this, yea?” he grits through his teeth, you can barely hear him over the sound of his balls smacking against your clit and your ass against his hips, not to mention your own heartbeat and moans.
Suddenly all friction stops and he bottoms out fully, leaving you clenching around nothing as a disgruntled whine leaves your lips.
Before you can look behind yourself, you get flipped onto your back.
The sight of your boyfriend almost knocks the air out of your lungs; his jaw is clenched, hair damp and sticking to his forehead, his chest and abs are glistening with sweat.
“cant even answer my question, hm?” he grunts, resting on his shins and lifting your hips before pushing inside of you again.
“no” you pout, hands scratching at his neck.
“no?” he huffs as he picks up his pace again “to drunk off my cock baby? is that it?”
Your eyes roll back when he spreads your legs and thrusts into your further “fuck” you whimper.
“huh?” he repeats, grabbing onto your jaw and making you open your eyes and hold his gaze.
“yes, yes” you cry out “love your cock”
Minho releases your jaw in favour for the abandoned wand next to him, flipping the switch again and pressing it to your clit.
He hisses at how tight you get all over sudden.
“fuck!” you yell at the intensity, pulling at the sheets.
“fuck, you’re so pretty when you’re cockhungry like this babygirl” he rambles.
“I love you “ you moan “love your cock- love you” you arch your neck when his other hand wraps around your neck.
“I love you baby” he groans, trying to hold off his own high but the way your walls suck him in and hold him hostage is almost too much.
“love how you get when I fuck you dumb” you lock eyes at his words, a cry tearing from your throat when he presses the wand harder against your clit and squeezes your neck.
“love it when you fuck- ah- fuck me dumb” you breathe, teetering on the edge of no return once again.
“yea?” minhos jaw cleches and his rhythm falters slighty, hinting that he’s close himself “you like being daddys dumb little baby girl?”
“yes- oh fuck yes” his words send you tumbling over the edge, you dig your nails into his forearm as you shake and cry out for him.
White pleasure blooms behind your lids when you feel minho twitch inside of you and release with a shudder and a drawn out moan.
He flops down next to you, switching off the wand before gently dropping it onto the ground.
“you good, love?” he looks over at you, flushed cheeks and a blissful smile on your lips.
“so good” your limbs still tingle when you turn to him.
“lets take a shower yea?” he kisses your browbone.
“alright” you sigh “in two minutes okay?” you suggest, snuggling into his chest and feeling your eyes droop, his warmth lulling you to sleep.
“yea” he holds you, his eyes closing as well “two minutes”
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a/n: its 3 am so i just know there are tons of grammatical errors and typos in there but hey here u go, ty for being so patient with me lol i hope you like this.
i was inspired by owen gray ngl (if you dont know who that is, go on inkognito mode and google him...thank me later skijisbejshdudbdobzf)
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ceciliablossoms · 3 years ago
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i love your writing !! can i request baklava (angst) for ganyu
Aww! Tysm!
Warning: Angst
Baklava: “Please don’t go.”
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Ganyu is a sweetheart. She does what needs to be done for herself and others around her whenever it's asked of her. She's a wonderful soul and everyone relies on her!
Everyone.
Her busy schedule often leads to her to get home late, her lover having long since gone to bed, the dinner left in the kicthen having gone cold hours ago. She frowned. Yet again she missed another date night.
Her lover tried to not left it effect them all that much, keeping a smile on their face. In reality though, they were upset. They knew she was busy, they knew it was part of her job, but they couldn't take it.
Every date they planned, she couldn't attend because of her work. When they went to bed at night, she was never there, nor did they wake up next to her in the morning. Even when they decided to wake themselves up to see her off she was done, making them question whether she came home at all.
Of course the two saw one another when they were out and about, but those interactions were few and far between. The hole in their heart continued to get deeper.
As much as they loved her, they didn't know how much longer they could handle it.
As much as they tried to rationalize that she'd make time for them eventually, they always ended up feeling worse.
So, one evening they stayed up late to wait for her. They felt as though speaking with her was imperative, especially with their current mind set. Although they were hesitant to being it up, they felt it were for the best to do so.
They were in the sitting room when she arrived home, and she greeted them with a warm smile. They averted their eyes and muttered a half hearted greeting.
Her smile fell, "Is something the matter?"
They were silent for a moment, "I... I know it's unintentional, a-and I know you don't mean to, but Ganyu I cant do this anymore."
She tensed, frozen in place. Tears welled up in her eyes and before she could stop them they cascaded down her face.
"I know you're busy. Trust me, I do, but you always miss out on dates we plan weeks in advanced. You're never home. I never see you. I feel... neglected." Their voice broke as they failed to hold back their own tears.
She moved to sit next to them, keeping her hands in her lap, not knowing whether or not it was okay to touch them while they were in such a state.
She wiped her face but more tears fell in their place, "I'm so sorry. Please don't go."
The pain in her voice made them flinch. They loved her more than anything, but they weren't sure if they could grin and bear it any longer. Even of it hurt them, they held strong nonetheless.
"I don't know if I can stay-."
Ganyu on the other hand was in shambles. In trying to please everyone else, she failed to show her feeling towards the one she loved. Her heartached in the worst way possible. She hated this feeling. She hated not knowing what to say.
"I- I'm sorry." She started off, "I didn't realize that my actions were affecting you like this."
They glanced over at her, notcing that she was struggling to find the words to say. She was aware that this would be hard to fix. Gingerly, they rested their head on her shoulder and wiped their eyes.
"I-..." She hid her face in her hands, devastated. They sighed softly, reaching for her hand. She intertwined their fingers
"Ganyu, please. At least try to make more time for me."
She nodded vigorously. "I'll speak with Ningguang... and try to say no more."
They both knew she had a hard time saying no to others when it came for them asking her for help. The smiled softly.
"Can we have dinner together tomorrow?" She asked after some hesitation.
They nodded with a yawn, "Of course. I want to go to bed right now though."
She smiled softly, helping them up and escorting them to bed. She lied down next to them, making a mental note to speak to Ningguang first thing in the morning.
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hoe-kkotsu · 4 years ago
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No Promises Inumaki x Reader
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Premise: Reader goes out of their way to get Inumaki to speak by annoying him to the ends of the earth
Genre: Smut, Kinda fluffy end
Word Count: 6k oops
Warnings: none
a/n: smut is about halfway through if you wanna skip, also feel free to notify me if you notice any issues !!
“Get fucked” was the first thing you ever heard him say. At least the first normal thing you heard him say. The silence that fell through the room as everyone stared in disbelief was terrifying. Inumaki’s scowl perfectly juxtaposed your own expression, sweet with victory.
“Does that count as a curse?”
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Since your family was involved with the school you had grown up near it and were well acquainted with both students and staff. A blonde boy caught your eye during his second year, barely any older than you but you were too scared to introduce yourself anyway. It was his third year when you were finally forced into interacting with him and you quickly became confused by the way he spoke. “Cat got your tongue?” you asked. 
“tuna.”
“Oh my bad, tuna got your tongue then?” he didn’t respond. You knew him to be a nice guy from your interactions with his schoolmates but they failed to mention his speaking quirk. 
You learned from your dear friend Maki that his name was Inumaki and that was just the way he spoke, “Don’t let it bother you,” she advised, “you’ll get used to it, he’s a nice kid.” You tried, but the more you were faced with him in the next months the more it bothered you.
-
While you were hanging around Maki’s room late one night he somehow came up in the conversation “He has his reasons why does it still bother you?” Maki asked from her bed while you sat facing her on her floor
“Everyone says he used to speak! I just wanna hear him say something normal” you whined. 
“What do you like him or something?” maki sarcastically snickered. It wasn’t the first time she suggested it. You stood up.
“Absolutely not! It just feels like some sort of game I have to beat,” you knew how awkward you sounded but still you defended yourself.
“I know, I know calm down” she laughed.
You decide it’s best to change the subject, “Whatever. It’s getting cold can you turn the heat on?” Even in the cold season, you’d still wear a tank top and shorts to sleep, you weren’t going to change that just because you were sleeping at Maki’s for the night.
“Nah the AC is broken, go borrow some pajamas from Megumi or something” Your friendship with Maki led you to being well acquainted with Fushiguro so even though you preferred not to bother him you felt comfortable enough asking him this favor. 
You left Maki’s room and tip-toed down the corridor so as not to wake anyone, but as fate would have it you encountered Sir Riceball himself, donning nothing but grey sweatpants and towel-drying his hair. This was the first time you’d ever seen him without that ridiculous uniform collar covering half his face, and most certainly the first time you’d seen this much skin from him. The blood ran straight to your face and in your surprise you tripped and fell to the floor, quickly alerting him to your presence. 
He helped you up without a second thought.
“Thanks” was all you could manage to say while avoiding his eyes.
“Shake shake” he responded. You could feel his eyes scan you and it felt like you were ten times more exposed than you were already. He let go of your hand and motioned to a clock with an inquisitive look on his face.
You tried to guess what he was asking, “What time is it?” he shook his head no and pointed to you then to the window revealing the night sky. “Why am I here so late?” you continued your attempt to decipher what he was trying to say and luckily he nodded to signal you were correct. “I was helping Maki with something and it got pretty late so I figured I’d crash on her floor tonight,” he tilted his head, “Oh! I got cold and her heats busted so I was gonna go ask Fushiguro to lend me some pajamas!” he cracked a small smile, of course you were cold dressed like that, it’s freezing out. But for some reason, your answer bothered him. He didn’t want Megumi to see you like that- the way the shorts hugged your hips and the cold breeze caused your nipples to peek through the tank top- yeah that wasn’t gonna happen.
He muttered something about bonito flakes and grabbed your hand to pull you towards his room. His actions surprised you but you had no reason not to trust him so you complied. In his room he fished out some fuzzy pants and a big t-shirt and tossed them to you, “Wait can I borrow these?” you asked and he rolled his eyes. Why would he have thrown them to you if not for you to borrow? 
“Shake shake,” he nodded and you smiled at him causing him to blush ever so slightly. He turned his head before you could notice. What he did not expect you to do was to turn around and start changing in front of him. Just the sight of your bare back caused him to strain in his sweatpants. The shirt was big enough that it covered your ass when you pulled your shorts off, he wasn’t sure if he should thank god or curse him for blocking the view. 
Once you were dressed you turned around to thank him again. You hugged his side without thinking and offered your thanks. He looked surprised but only momentarily. He looked like he was about to say something before offering just another “Shake shake” and you frowned.
“Just one word? Cant, you just say one word to me?” your tone bordered on begging but he shook his head and you sighed. “Whatever man, goodnight I guess.” left his room to head back to Maki’s.
He would be upset at the way you left if he wasn’t preoccupied with the thought of you in such little clothes, the way your midriff peaked out, and the way your chest perked in the cold. Not to mention the sight of your thighs could cure diseases and the curve of your back changing into his shirt drove him mad. The thing that truly set him off though was how your chest pressed against him while you quickly hugged him. His hand was in his pants less than a minute after you shut the door. He thanked the universe that you had not made it to Megumi, he got angry just thinking about his friend seeing you like that instead of him. Why did that have to bother him so much?
-
You pointedly avoided him whenever you were at the school for the next three or so months. After you made Maki return his clothes for you he knew something was up but he never got the chance to talk to you about it, after all, it’s not like he would even really talk. Were you that mad about him not speaking normally to you? 
No, you were embarrassed, you couldn’t look at him without seeing the barely dressed version of himself from that night and you were not willing to risk going red in the face just by being near him. Not a chance. 
It felt like years before you were comfortable being close to him again but considering the frequency at which you were around the school, it’s not like you could avoid him forever. You would only ever dare be near him in a group setting though.
——
One night after a particularly calm week you, Maki, and some school mates were hanging around in Yuuji’s room. The atmosphere had been tense ever since Inumaki showed up but eventually lightened up. Though, when he responded to one of Yuuji’s jokes with a simple “Salmon Roe” you got ticked off. 
“Dude just fuckin talk for once,” you snapped, and the tension was once again as thick as could be. No one ever asked but people noticed the way you were suddenly avoidant of Inumaki and they were all too curious to see the culmination of it. 
Inumaki rolled his eyes and offered no response which only served to irk you more.
“You’re gonna fuckin talk. I don’t care what it takes I’m gonna make you somehow” you stared at him before scanning the room around you. You huffed, realizing you made it horrible awkward, and left the room without another word. 
It took two weeks for you to even dare show up at their school again. 
——
When you return it became Inumaki’s personal hell. You used any and every tactic to try to make him talk and spared him no mercy. He refused to budge though, dead set on winning this unofficial competition that you’re both locked in.
It went on like that for months, you got under his skin and he did everything in his power to keep his cool. Eventually, they were in their fourth year, which you constantly teased them for even having. How many schools in Japan have an extra year? Hilarious. 
You knew Inumaki was getting tired though, on top of his already ridiculously stressful life as a sorcerer he had to deal with you acting like a child constantly just because you wanted to hear him talk. It would’ve been easy to just give you a simple word and you’d be happy and leave him alone but he is far too stubborn and you were in far too deep. 
-
Tonight, somehow, his room is the center of gathering, and of course, as his luck would have it, Maki has you in tow. You know you’re being weird in this situation but he’s not doing any better, its been almost a year now since you’ve been in his room and you hope he doesn’t remember the circumstance. What you don’t know was that it is WAY worse for him than for you. He can’t even meet your eyes.
Ever since that encounter he’s thought about you nearly every night, the way the tiny clothes barely covered you. He thinks about taking you on every possible surface in that room and he thinks about laying with you afterwards and gazing into your eyes. He’s truly fucked. And now you're HERE? in HIS room? AGAIN? The universe definitely has it out for him.
Of course the torment never stops though, you pull trick after trick to see him crack and tonight is no different, you’re on your A-game. 
“Dude you know she’d shut up if you just said one thing,” Yuuji voices what everyone is thinking.
“Nah he secretly likes getting all of (Y/N)‘s attention” Maki adds.
He stands up immediately to defend himself, mouth open as if to speak, he catches himself and mutters some regular old sushi crap and sits down while shaking his head but you still noticed the slight break. You have a positively brilliant idea. Instead of being hurt by how vehemently he denied liking you, you decide you can use it to your advantage. His disdain will be the mother of his downfall.
All eyes are on you as you make your way over to his bad and sit next to him, “C’mon man just admit it you’re obsessed with me.” Your presence makes him shift uncomfortably.
You lean up even closer, “If not me, then who? You’re a man, right? there’s gotta be someone you fancy.” He glares at you. Bingo. Though the thought of him having feelings for someone else hurts, it isn’t important right now.
“Oh? Right on the nose?” you put your weight on his shoulder “Is it Maki? Though you can’t have her I saw her first.” The giggles that fill the room are a stark contrast to the animosity in the way he looks at you.
“Or is it Kugisaki hmm? Didn’t know you had a thing for younger girls, Inumaki.”
“Or maybe our dear silent prince has a secret girlfriend outside of school?” you sure hope not.
“Get fucked” he says lowly. 
shit. shit shit shit shit shit.  wait.
Your face lights up. You actually did it. You won. 
“Does that count as a curse?” you chuckle while your friends stare in disbelief. Your victory is short-lived as Maki stands up to announce that she’s leaving before things go even more sour and everyone else files out behind her. You attempt to weasel out with them but when you’re halfway out the door he pulls you back in the room and locks the door.
“You and I need to talk” he crosses his arms.
You can’t help but roll your eyes, “wow so after how many years we’re finally on speaking terms?” 
“What the hell is your problem?” his agitation is unsettling but your defiance is unwavering.
“Hey, everyone said you were nice when you used to talk whatever happened to that.” It dawns on you that you fucked up. You really fucked up.
“I don’t exactly have a desire to be nice to you right now” he unzips the jacket covering his face and for a moment your eyes are stuck taking in his all-too-often covered beauty. He points to the bed to tell you to go sit down but your head. “Fine. Be that way. Go sit” and you find yourself obeying his command because of his cursed speech. You realize should’ve thought that one through.
Once seated on the bed you peer up at him, “great I’m here now what?” 
“Now what? Now you’re gonna tell me where you get off on being a giant thorn in my side every minute of every day.” 
“I just wanted to hear-“ 
“No. This is about more than the speaking issue now. Why the hell do you feel the need to tease me about crushes when you already know how I feel about you.”  you are absolutely dumbfounded.
“What do you mean ‘How you feel about me’?” you quickly ask.
“Don’t play dumb I know you avoided me after that night because you knew I liked you” He feels like a child, arguing over something like a crush.
“I was avoiding you because-“ you don’t finish your sentence and instead wonder how you ended like this. Are you stupid or is he? Maybe both of you are just fart too oblivious.
“Because? C’mon spit it out” 
You don’t have a choice but to speak because of his cursed speech, “I was avoiding you because all I could think about was kissing you whenever I saw you and I didn’t want to embarrass myself” you choke out against your will. Inumaki pauses in shock and then smirks to himself. The situation is finally turning to favor him. 
“Oh? and how did you go from wanting to kiss me to wanting to make my life hell?” he peers down at you and walks closer to your spot on the edge of his bed.
You avoid his gaze and retreat farther into his bed. “The two aren’t mutually exclusive...” you trail off. He is loving this.
“I’m sorry what was that?” he leans over you and puts his hand to his ear. 
“Oh fuck off already” you whine and then he immediately has you pinned to the bed. 
“Babe, I think you forgot I get to give the commands here.” Why did he have to be so hot? You wriggle under him, struggling pointlessly against his grip, and finally meet his eyes. You instinctively tighten your thighs together and your face grows hot when you realized his proximity.  Your actions don’t go unnoticed.
“Say, (Y/N), do you remember the last time you were in my room?” you nod and swallow, remembering the way he looked with his hair wet and barely anything covering him. “Good, good,” he continues, “so you remember the skimpy little excuse of an outfit you were trouncing around in,” he leans closer and you can feel his breath as he speaks “or how you tore it off without a thought even though I was right there.” His gaze instills both fear and lust and each feeling intensifies as he removes one of his hands from its position holding you down and places it under your shirt to touch your side. 
The cold touch of his hand makes you shiver and he heavily considers stopping before he understands the extent to which you’re enjoying this. The realization makes him strain against his pants. “Did you think you would be safe because it was in front of me? Do you not take me seriously, (Y/N)?” He licks a stripe up your neck causing you to shudder and he proceeds to mock you with your earlier quip “I am a man you know” he trails his hand down ever so slightly and laughs when you whimper. 
“Why are you doing this?” your desire for the man on top of you is almost too much to bear, every word of his goes right to your and every touch sets your skin ablaze. The slick between your legs is already becoming a bother and he has barely put a hand on you. You’re aching for him to touch you.
“Well you have been making my life hell for a long damn time now I think it’s only fair that I get to teach you a lesson” his voice is as soft as usual and smooth as butter. You swallow thickly as he lowers his hand again until he reaches your hip bone, messing up your shorts a bit. 
“You said you thought about kissing me, right?”, you shift in his grasp again, embarrassed by your admission, but he goes on, “you wanna know what I’ve been thinking about?” you stare up at him inquisitively, silently begging an answer. He smiles and whispers “I’ve been thinking about fucking you on every surface in this room” The whine you let out is nothing short of embarrassing.
“Would you like that, (Y/N)?” he stares down at you. You know what he’s really asking and the weight of your response, and despite how much you want this, your self-consciousness forces you to avert your eyes and keep silent. “Ah? answer me.” 
You fall victim to his cursed speech again and quickly answer a soft, “yes.” He has you now. You hide your face in sheer embarrassment as he cockily smiles down at you.
“That’s what I thought. But somebody decided to be an insufferable bother instead of being a good girl and asking nicely for what she wanted. It’s a shame isn’t it?” he sighs.
You try to defend yourself, “I asked you to speak!” his hand squeezes your hip before rising up to grip your chin.
“We both know that’s not what I was talking about.”
He nips at your neck, “the only person you can blame for this predicament is yourself” when he reaches the juncture between your neck and shoulder he bites down hard causing you to gasp.
“I think I liked you better when you spoke in fish talk” It’s an obvious lie.
“Awe but princess whose fault is it that I had to break that.” He isn’t wrong and that makes it so much worse. He switches up and starts bombarding the other side of your neck. The hand holding your chin is left to explore your body, while the other hand is still holding yours down above you. It isn’t enough though, you need more of him.
 “Inu-“ you try to beg but he cuts you off.
“Toge” Your heart would jump at him wanting you to call him by his first name if you weren’t going crazy under him.
“Toge, please” 
“Please what?”
“Please hurry!” he snickers at your desperation. Bastard. 
“I think I’ll pass, doesn’t seem like you’ve learned your lesson.” He punctuates the sentence with a bite by your collarbone. You hate yourself for being turned on by this. 
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry and I promise it won’t happen again! Please!”
“God, fine,” he relents and moves his hand from your arms down to support himself but you didn’t dare move them even now that they’re free. ‘Cute’ Toge thinks to himself. Once he’s propped up he moves his other hand finally down below your shorts to your underwear, first feeling the wet spot on the outside and then moving them aside to dip two fingers into your heat. “You're soaked,” he says quietly, more to himself than to you.
“Shut up asshole, whose fault do you think it is?” you immediately regret your words.
He removes his hands and you whine at the loss, “Asshole? I wouldn’t complain when I’m giving you exactly what you asked for. Besides,” he moves from his position above you to the floor so he that he’s kneeling by your shorts, “I can be a lot more of an ‘asshole’ than this”. You finally move your arms down to support yourself so that you can see what he was doing and fall back down almost immediately as he sinks his teeth into your thigh. 
He’s an ass alright, he licks and nips and pokes and prods everywhere except where you need it for what feels like entire centuries.  You’re practically shaking with both frustration and anticipation. “This would be a lot easier if you didn’t move so fucking much” he hisses. 
“Well it would be a lot easier to stay still if you stopped teasing me and just fucked me already” he rolls his eyes at your response. You’re not getting what you want that easily. 
You jump when he leaves a particularly hard bite on your thigh. “Don’t move,” he commands and as his stupid ability would have it, you can’t move a muscle. You don’t miss the way he smiles to himself when he resumes his work tormenting you. 
When he at long last decides he’s done you inwardly jump for joy. Your celebration is short-lived though, “You're not off the hook yet,” he reminds you. 
“Can I at least move now?” you beg and he considers for a few seconds before speaking. 
“You can move now.” Thank god. If he didn’t release you who knows what might’ve happened. Probably not much since you couldn’t move but it definitely would’ve sucked. “Next time don’t make me use a curse to hold you still.” Next time? The thought of a next time fills you with both euphoria and anxiety. How would you deal with all of this again? Not to mention the main event hasn’t even begun yet. 
You’re stirred from your thoughts by him crawling up to finally meet your lips in a kiss. Generally, you kiss someone before you leave them a dripping mess but you’ll chastise him for that later. You’d prefer to savor this.
His lips are soft against yours and you’re pretty sure you can feel the cursed energy radiating off his mouth because of his ability. At first it’s soft and sweet, making you almost forget the nature of your situation, but it quickly grows aggressive with both of you wanting as much of the other as you could have. It’s messy and it’s grabby but it’s exactly what you need and you find yourself moaning into him. He pulls away to free himself of his jacket and t-shirt and you shamelessly ogle his toned torso. 
“Take a picture it’ll last you longer” he smirks at you from above.
“Not longer than this is taking Ill bet”
“Patience is a virtue, love, and this is still a punishment.” His words send shivers down your spine.
He crawls back on top of you. “You know, you’re always beautiful but seeing you desperate and panting is a special treat for the eyes.” you blush hard at his remark and try to squirm away before he holds you still. “Not so fast, princess, I thought you wanted this?” He runs his hand down your abdomen into your shorts and finally slips his fingers back into you. You mewl at the feeling and buck your hips unintentionally into his hand. 
It's practically bliss after all of the teasing he put you through. You lace your fingers in his hair and pull him in for another sloppy kiss while he finger fucks you. You’re in heaven. 
The boy knocks you out of your thoughts to whisper into your ear, “You know, babe, cursed aren’t the only thing my mouth is good for,” he slowly makes his way back down again between your legs. 
“Yeah I get it please don’t start back up with the teasing.”  You try to shut your legs in a strange attempt to deter him from resuming his earlier attack.
“Relax, I’m being nice, now arms up” he uses his power to command your arms back up above your head and finally pulls your shorts off of you. He pulls your underwear aside with his right hand and resumes his previous ministrations with his left, two fingers expertly stroking inside your most intimate area while you settle back into bliss. He smiles to himself and gently kisses your thigh before deciding to dive right into his next meal. You jump when you feel his tongue prod at your clit but you shudder with content when he finds his rhythm. Perhaps the gods actually are looking out for both of you.
He eats you like a five-star meal, savoring every moan and whimper that falls from your lips, he’s good and he knows it. You can’t even be sure if he’s doing this for you or for him. You’re so close and you desperately want him to finish you, “Toge, pleeeease” you moan and he quirks an eyebrow. Maybe it’s been a while but this certainly isn’t his first rodeo, he knows exactly what you're getting at. 
“What’s that? You wanna cum?” 
“God! Yes! Please!” you whine and he chuckles. Your orgasm is so close that you could reach out and grab it until he pulls his fingers out and you almost cry at the loss of contact. 
The shaman laughs at you, “Did you forget you were bad? If you want to redeem yourself you’re gonna have to cum on my cock.”  The way he speaks to you now is nothing like the normal Inumaki you know and the contrast would be frightening if it wasn’t so arousing. He stands up from his position kneeling in front of you and grabs your hips to pull you to the edge of the bed. “If I release you will you be good and stay there?” you nod furiously and he smiled, “you’re free” he whispers and you immediately use your arms to grab his neck and pull him in for another kiss.
Once he pulls away he grinds against you a few times. You lean into the contact. You’re so needy it feels like your skin is on fire and only his touches could put it out. He moves his hand to finally strip you of your underwear and discard it on the floor. 
You sit up to reach for his pants but he pushes you back into the mattress “What did I say?” you remember your promise not to move and stay down. He leans down to lock your lips in another deep kiss and runs his hands down your sides to reassure you. You’re sure he can feel your heart pounding. 
He pulls away so that he can reach and pull down his sweats and allow his erection to spring free. You’re surprised at the size he presents, considering how soft Toge’s presence generally is you wouldn’t have thought his dick would be so,,, imposing. But there you are practically salivating at it. He chuckles and you realize you’re staring. 
He pulls you even closer and spreads your legs, you quickly move to cover yourself but he stops you, “Awe c’mon baby, pretty girls shouldn’t hide.” he coos and leans over to kiss your forehead. 
He grabs himself and strokes against you to collect the slick still building between your thighs and you whine every time he passed over your swollen clit. It feels like you’re going to burst but you don’t want to disobey him and risk prolonging the torture so you keep as quiet as possible. 
When he decides he’s ready he puts his hands over your hips and slowly pushes in. He lets out a sultry groan that makes you clench. He lets his head hang back as he eases into his rhythm. You're sure you’ve never known such bliss. He fills every bit of you perfectly. His thrusts are steady and deliberate like everything else about him. He moves his hand just below your navel and grunts. When you look up to question him he takes your hand to rest it in the the same position and you’re shocked at what you find; he’s so big you can feel him from the outside. 
He could go on forever and you would be happy. It’s a perfect scene until his thrusts become frantic and then come to a halt. You whine and try to rock your hips into his but he holds you down.
“What’s wrong?” you ask him.
“Do you like me?” he quietly responds. 
“What?”
“Do you like me?” 
“Are you serious?” 
“Do you want me to fuck you?” You nod your head aggressively to his question. “Then, Do you like me?” You’re surprised he’s asking you about your feelings right now like they aren’t obvious. It's especially evident that he was avoiding using his cursed speech to get you to respond. He wants you to say it of your own volition. He wants you to mean it. 
“....yes”
“like you mean it” 
“Yes. I like you! Since the first time I saw you walking the grounds. I like you a whole fucking lot,” you confess sincerely, “now please get back to fucking me!”
Like a new man, he bends down and kisses you before grabbing your hips up off his bed to pull you into him while he thrusts into you. It’s a slight difference but the new angle is twice as he’s and thrice as deep. Your moans grow loud but you can’t bring yourself to care anymore. 
You reach down to touch yourself but he quickly swats your hand away, “You can touch when I say so,” he huffs, “Only I get to touch you right now.”  
You plead with him, but your words came out in stutters because of his hard thrusts, “But..... wanna cum...... feels good.”
He tries to stifle a laugh at your desperation, “Baby, I don’t see what you’re not getting, you can cum when I say so.” You look up at him with pure need. “Do you think you deserve to cum?” you nod your head quite enthusiastically. He looks over you to take in your flushed face and the way your hair clings to the sweat on your neck, it's the most beautiful sight that has ever graced his eyes. “Are you sure?” he asks and you nodded again. He grins mischievously and leans towards your ear, “then cum.” 
He doesn’t even need to touch you for you to see stars. His cursed speech makes the knot in your stomach snap immediately. He continues pumping in and out of you while you writhe and spasm under him from the intensity of your orgasm. He adores the fact that it was him making you feel this way. He adores the way that tears prick your eyes from the overwhelming sensation. He adores the way you fumble for words. Mostly he adores you. Fuck. He’s close.
You find yourself already quickly approaching another high, “Toge-“ he cuts you off.
“Shh, gettin close,” he says, “Can you manage another one for me? Wanna come together.” you nod to him and he smiled, “Atta girl, where do you want it?” 
It’s a considerate question but you’re embarrassed to answer, you don’t want to keep him waiting though. 
“.. Inside.... please,” you say it so softly he barely hears it. Once he registers your words he groans at the thought of you wanting him to coat your insides. This is his dream come true. 
He gives everything he had in his last thrusts, fucking into you like his life depends on it. “Are you ready?” 
“Ah-   fuck-   yes,” you moan out, “please, Toge.” Were you trying to kill him?
With the way you say his name he knows he can’t hang on much longer. He takes a deep breath in and leans down to whisper in your ear, “cum for me.” His cursed words flowed through your body as you come undone around him. As soon as Toge feels you contract around him he grunts, his thrusts become sloppy as he finishes inside of you and the heat emanating from it only intensifies your orgasm. He kisses you again while you both calm down. This one is softer than any other so far, it’s loving and reverent. It suits the calm and quiet Inumaki you fell in love with. He pulls away for air, taking a few deep breaths before he pulls out of you with a sigh. He wipes his length with the shirt he discarded on the floor earlier, tucks himself into his underwear, and pulls his sweats back up to his hips.
“Oh my god, how am I supposed to walk to the showers without anyone seeing me?” you panic.
“You just have to ruin the moment don’t you?” he sighs while walking over to his dresser and fishing for something. He pulls out a towel and heads back over to a water bottle on his nightstand, he offers you a sip before dumping some of it on the towel to dampen it. He pats the part of the bed closest to him so you crawl over. He uses the soft towel to gently but thoroughly wipe you off before doing the same to himself. 
“I guess that works,” He doesn’t respond to you but instead walks back over to his drawers to grab a pair of underwear and a large t-shirt to throw in your direction. “I am not wearing your underwear,” you protest.
“I don’t think you want yours,” he responds and you look at your underwear on the floor, wet and wrinkly. He isn’t wrong.
You step into the underwear he offered you and throw off your sweaty shirt in favor of his clean one, “Thanks,” you mumble awkwardly, not sure how to tread after what just happened. 
The shaman grabs you and plopped back into his bed, holding you to his chest, “So you like me huh?” he says quietly and you turn red.
“I guess I might’ve said that” you avoid his gaze but he turns you around to look at him. 
He kisses you on the forehead, “You’re finally mine,” he said softly, not possessive loving.
“I don’t recall agree-” you try to add but he cuts you off.
“Would you say no?”
“Well no but-”
“Then don’t complain” he kisses your cheek and you sigh. He gets out of the bed to go look for something and comes back with his cell phone, “here.” He hands it to you to put your number in.
“I can’t help but feel like we’re doing things backwards,” you snort.
“I can’t keep talking, at least this way we can write.” You set your contact name and put a little heart at the end, which he smiles at, and send yourself a text. Upon hearing the ding on your cellphone you go into the messages save his contact. 
He hops back into the bed with you and holds you close to him. He kisses your forehead again and pulls back to send you a text.
——-
NEW UNREAD MESSAGE 
FROM: Toge️ <3
does this mean you’ve learned your lesson? 
——-
You giggle at the message and peck him on the lips. You type out your response and he rolls his eyes when he receives it.
——-
TO: Toge️ <3
i make no promises 
——-
He smiles and shakes his head as he turns off the lamp beside his bed and he pulls you in tight as you both drift off to sleep. 
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sweater-daddiesdumbdork · 4 years ago
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Welcome To The Pack: To Wakanda
Summary- 7k. Steve Rogers x You. You have been injected with an unknown substance, going into a coma like state and your wolf is unable to be found by the Alpha. Bruce is also at a loss, but there may be someone who can help. Warnings- Smut, use of needles, implied bad stuff from Brock, etc etc. 
A/N- Thank you so much for the love given from everyone for this series. And also being patient with me while my internet is currently being a pain in the ass. Hope you all enjoy this chapter. Much Love always. 
A/N 2- feedback is welcome, I really do love hearing what you all think, and ways to improve. 
 Chapter 6 / Pack Masterlist
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Tony had a migraine from hell, he was sitting at his desk, his head pounding for some unknown reason. 
<You do know though.> The Wolf sauntered to him, licking his jaws and arching his neck in a stretch. <Ross is breathing down your neck, Clint took off with a jet for an unknown reason, and you haven’t run with your mate in over a week. You should go to Pepper, and retire to Central Park for the day. Or leave the city. That would be even better.>
Tony sighed as he leaned back forward, rubbing at his temple as he opened the drawer and pulled out some painkillers for there kind. A headache required more than the human use of pain relievers. Shaking out a couple of tablets, he popped them, and his Wolf sighed as it pushed to a stand, shaking out his sleek fur and retreated further into Tony’s mind. 
I know your right… I miss Pepper. 
<Well she’s just a few floors down.> The Wolf snarked over his shoulder before leaping further from Tony’s current conscious. Tony pissed him off, he knew that. About to push from his desk to go see his mate, the beast wasn’t wrong in that. Or any of it. It had been too long, just before the went to Steve’s pack, since they redid their bonds, reaffirmed the strength of there mating and the bites, his body ached for hers. Immensely. The migraine resounded in his temples as a reminder.  
It was then Friday buzzed online, making an announcement. ‘Boss, A unauthorized jet approaches.’ And Tony growled even louder this time. “Is it Barton with my jet? It better be.” 
‘Yes, Sir. I’m patching him through right now.’ There was a moment of silence, then a whoosh sound. “Barton? Why the fuck you take my jet? It better be in one piece.” Tony said loud enough for it to go through, and he could hear Barton chuckle on the other end. 
“Nat called me that there was some trouble going down Stark. You out of anyone know that I’m going to go if my Alpha needs me.” Tony snorted, although he knew it was true. Rogers probably didn’t know just how deep his packs loyalties lay for him. Barton’s voice broke through again, following Tony as he left the office and headed up to the top of the tower. “Steve’s with me, as well as Bucky, Natasha, and Y/N. Y/N is in bad shape, Tony. Steve needs your help.” 
Tony stalled his strides, just before he approached the elevators, frowning. The Alpha of the Mountain Pack needed help? That had never happened. “Care to repeat that Barton?” 
“Tony? It’s Steve.” The Alphas voice came over, and Tony couldn’t lie, it sounded strained. “Y/N was shot with a dart, she was in immense pain, claimed she couldn’t feel her wolf, and now she won’t wake up.” Even Tony’s Wolf came striding back to the more conscious part of his mind, the Alpha pinning his ears back in distress at the other Mans admission. “I don’t know anywhere else that might have the capability to help her.” 
Tony punched the button to the elevator, and instead of going up to meet them, he was going to the next level. “Bring her to Bruce’s Lab, Barton and Nat know where it is. I will meet you down there.” Once the doors opened, he stepped on, and the door swiftly shut behind him, descending. 
Barton landed the jet, and opened the hatch, shutting off all the switches in quick maneuvers. Steve collected You, pressing you protectively against his chest as he followed Natasha out of the jet, and she got them into the towers once she hit her security code. Steve’s face melded from worried to calm, collected. He was in another Alphas territory, and any sign of stress from him could invite a challenge from another wolf. His fingers though, they pressed into your skin, his heart thudded in his chest, aching with every beat, constantly seeking you, and now that he could feel you against him, his breathing turned to match yours, the way his heart racing started to slow. Even in this state, you were his calm. Now if only he could bring you back to him. His Wolf was still howling for you, an echo constantly in his mind as he sought your Little Wolf. Even without the bond, he still could sense her when they were human. Now the Silver Wolf couldn’t, and it was breaking the Alpha. 
Once the doors opened, Tony and Bruce stood there, a hospital stretcher ready, but Steve brushed past it, not wanting to let you go. Bruce was about to say something, but Natasha rested her hand against his arm, giving a slight shake of her head. Steve was already close to snapping, its best not to push him. His words changed, tilting his head to the man. “This way, we have a room set up for her.” Pushing the stretcher to the side, they all followed along with Bruce, and came into a comfortable looking room. A large hospital bed was set up, and Steve was careful to set you down on the pristine white cotton sheets. Bruce waited patiently for Steve to settle next to his mate before he approached. Holding his hands up for the Alpha to see him, lowering his head a bit to show his neck. “I promise not to do any harm to your mate Alpha, but you have to trust me, okay. I have to examine her and that will require me touching her.” 
Steve Wolf growled, eyeing the man, and Steve to drew in Bruce’s scent, it was an intermingling of differences that shouldn’t exist in their society. But it did.
Bruce’s condition was well known, why he was loosely tied to Tonys Pack. Tony was one of the only packs that could help Bruce. The Man, he wasn’t an Alpha, gentle to the core, nothing more than a healer and had no drive to really be with a pack. His Wolf though, a Alpha through and through. And not just an Alpha, but a beast unnatural. He had been mutated through an accidental experiment, and it left Bruce almost unable to control him. Tony provided him with space, still in a pack, yet able to work on his own. Steve took all this information into account when he gave a gentle nod, giving him permission to handle you. That nod set Bruce into action, calling forth a nurse, and they worked around Steve, who wouldn’t leave your side, his hands enclosed around yours, keeping contact with yours. 
Come back to me Little One. 
     Bucky gathered the two panther cubs in his arms, the kittens have come around to him during the jet ride. One slept in the crook of one arm, the other perched on the White Wolf’s shoulder, squeaking in excitement at all that was going on. Barton followed him off, and they to enter the Tower, heading straight to Bruce’s lab. Once they exited the elevators, they caught sight of Natasha and Tony, looking through a window into a room, both men could hear Natasha filling Tony in on what had happened that night. Hearing them, Tony looked at gaffed a laugh at the sight. 
“Barnes looks like you got some stowaways.” Tony grinned, and Bucky shifted the sleeping kitten to his other arm. 
“Pierce, had them locked up, figured maybe you could get them back to there families?” Bucky asked hopefully, knowing that the Black Panthers didn’t typically reside in the northern forests of the eastern part of the states. 
“I don’t think that should be a problem,” Tony stated with a nod, his sight catching Pepper coming to join them, and as she approached, he held his arm out to her, and she slid into his side just where she always did, listening as he continued. “King T’Challa had actually contacted me about his missing Panthers a couple of weeks ago. He will be pleased to get back the children taken. Uh… you didn’t happen to see any adult panthers there?” 
Bucky gave a sorrowed shake of his head as the awake kitten perched on his shoulder wailed softly, and Pepper immediately crooned to him, holding out her arms for the kitten to leap into the woman’s arms, hiding against her for comfort. Tony cleared his throat, getting his answer. 
“These Cubs need to be fed, and allowed to shift back.” Pepper said softly as she stroked the distraught kitten fur. “I can take them to go shift, get a proper meal and rest while you all arrange the flight home for them.” she offered and Bucky nodded, handing the sleeping kitten over. She tilted to kiss Tony’s cheek before retreating with them, speaking softly. “Get to go home soon, how does that sound to you two?” A sounding high pitched meow reached the group’s ears. 
Turning to watch Bruce work on You, Bucky wasn’t surprised to see Steve right there, refusing to leave her side. “First off, what the fuck did he shoot Y/N with, and how did that son of a bitch get Panther cubs?” 
“That’s what Bruce is trying to find out now, and the panther cubs… I’m guessing someone smuggled them out of the country. Which means I have a King to contact. Natasha, you know this place, whenever Steve is ready, you can show him the live-in quarters, you to Barnes.” 
“Thanks, Stark” The White Wolf opened his hand to shake it, which was evenly matched before he turned away. Once they were alone, just Bucky, Clint, and Natasha, Bucky spoke up. “I can’t stay, Rumlow still has Cass. Now that Pierce is dead… I have to find her quickly.” 
Barton and Natasha looked at each other, knowing neither one of these Wolves could be left alone. 
“How about I come with you, Barnes? We can pick up where the trackers are now. This is what I’m trained to do.” Barton shrugged. “I also got transportation here for us, and Stark cant bitch about me taking it.” 
“And I will stay with Steve and Y/N, keep you updated on what is going on.” Natasha offered, knowing Barnes was hard-pressed to leave there Alpha. 
“Thank you two…” Barnes said softly, his gaze not breaking from the scene in the next room. 
     Steve was thrumming his thumb over your pulse, which was so calm, it was like you were sleeping. Bruce had drawn blood, had you hooked to monitors that beeped excessively. They were driving Steve and his Wolf nuts trying to make sense of what the numbers all meant. Luckily the scientist did, as well as the nurse assisting him, but neither said if it was good or bad, just an occasional ‘Hmm’ 
<Make them tell us Steve, I can’t handle this any longer. When is our Little One waking up, will she wake up? What is going on.>
Patience Beast. 
<I’m trying Steve> The Silver Wolf responded with a defeated sigh. 
“Alpha?” Bruce started but Steve immediately cut him off. 
“Please, its Steve.” He warily smiled, the adrenaline from the night had finally left him, the usually proud Alpha just look beat and tired now, sitting on the bed. 
“Steve, we’ve checked her over, and from what we can tell, she is okay. In the Human Sense. Her pressures are good, shes breathing, there is still functions of her brain. I have no fear that her body can’t function. From what I can tell… shes simply shut herself down from the trauma.  As far as her Wolf, we can’t find any trace of her in her system. None of the scans picked her up.” It was impossible to miss the whine that came from the Alpha and how his eyes clouded over a moment, but Bruce ignored it, continuing. “I might not be the man for this Steve, but… You said she was injected. I was able to isolate the compound in her bloodwork. Now I can’t be certain, but it seems to be biological. I don’t necessarily know for sure, but there is a plant that might be used for this kind of thing.” 
Steve’s head shot up, his eyes wide. “Where is it, and is there a cure Dr.Banner?” The Wolf perked up too, his ears straining to hear Bruce’s next words. 
“The plant only originates in one place, Wakanda. And Wakanda has one of the most brilliant scientific minds I know of. Her name is Shuri, the Kings sister. She would know more about the plants capabilities then I can begin to understand. They use it in a few rituals when appointing the new king. It diminishes there powers, sedates there beasts almost into a slumbering state so that they can prove that the person can lead their people as much as the animal.” Bruce witnessed Steve turning back to look at You, his eyes willing you to wake up, but there was no movement from you. “Would to much kill the animal you think Doctor?” 
“I really can’t say Steve, I simply don’t know enough about it. It’s not something we have here, and the Wakanda people guard their crops fiercely. I wouldn’t even begin to guess how someone would have gotten there hands on such a plant. Now with how strong Wakandas borders are.” 
“I have to talk to Tony about this, but I can’t leave her.” Steve drifted off, even though you were safe, he just couldn’t pry himself from you. Natasha knocked on the door and opened it gently. 
“Let me sit with her, I will stay till you can return Steve.” She offered and the even though the Wolf protested, Steve pressed your palm to his mouth, giving a soft affectionate nip before easing your hand back to the mattress. “Thank you, Natasha.” 
The Red Head nodded, switching spots. “Shes my packmate to. Bucky is out there, Starks floor is one up, that’s where he will be.” 
With a nod, Steve took one last look at you, peaceful and small looking in the oversized bed, quick to exit the door. Wait any longer and his resolve would fold. 
Tony was once more at his desk, and the phone was ringing when a message came through from Bruce, giving him a bit of an update. Tony’s brows arched curiously at this new bit of info, that you were possibly injected with a organic matter made for this particular situation. Wonder how many other people were subjected to the same fate. A click drew him back, an accented voice speaking on the other end. “Stark, its good to hear from you.” 
“Likewise T’Challa. I might have some good news for you. Two cubs were found by a neighboring pack and brought them to me. They are young, I’m hoping they are your missing children.” Tony could hear the sharp muffle of the phone being covered and the king’s voice talking to someone before he came back. “Yes, two were taken along with there mother. No sign of the female?” 
“No… I’m sorry, Pierce might not have taken her if he bought the cubs off a smuggler, or might have already sold her off to another.” Tony didn’t want to share the wall of skins, it was just so horrific to think about. 
“Thank You, the two cubs was more then we had hoped to be able to bring home, I will notify my trackers looking through the states of this news, send them to you if you could possibly direct them to where they were found. Maybe they can pick up a trail.” 
“Absolutely. I will send the cubs back to you, just as soon as they are looked over and given a bit of proper rest. My Mate is tending to them now, and they seem to be in fairly good health. I also have something else to discuss with you King.” 
“What is it?” The Panther said softly, his tone said he was half expecting more bad news. 
“The pack that found them, the Alphas Mate was darted, and her Wolf, it’s gone. Dr.Banner isolated an organic compound in her blood that might be the cause. But this is out of his expertise. If the Alpha could bring her over with the cubs, could Shuri try to bring her back? Shes slipped into something like a coma and shows no signs of waking up, although she appears to be healthy.”
T’Challa was silent a moment before there was a rumbling answer, and Tony suspected it was distress about the Alphas Mate, it had unsettled him the same way thinking about what if that had happened to Pepper. “Of course, send the Alpha Wolf and his Mate along, we will do all we can to help them.” 
“Thank you King. I will be contacting you soon.” 
As he hung up, Steve and Bucky came into the office, and Tony swept a hand to the chairs in front of his desk, waiting till the men settled. “Before you say anything, Steve, it’s already arranged. You will be taking Y/N to Wakanda for Shuri to help her. Now, I heard what Natasha said, but you want to tell me officially. The Council will want to know.” 
Steve bared his teeth in agitation but started in on all that had happened. “I sent Bucky and Natasha to check out this pack as you know. They were immediately taken.” Bucky then took over, telling all about how he was collared, how the collar impacted his beast in chains. “It wasn’t anything like the magic of Wanda, but blood magic. Way to much power in it. And then I was to be sold off to Hydra.” Tony stayed silent listening. “Once we managed to escape, we contacted our Alpha.” 
“And that was it. I had enough to challenge Pierce. We met him on his turf, called him out. He has a whole underground facility my wolves are sorting through now with Sam in charge. After Y/N was shot, we left to get her here as soon as possible. I’m indebted to you.” Steve said solemnly, and Tony waved it away. 
“Don’t, if it was the other way around, I know you would do anything you could for Pepper, Rogers. Besides, I like Y/N, shes good. She would have been a wolf I would have welcomed to my pack should she had come to my borders easily. I will have a cleanup crew go to help Sam, so please let him know beforehand.” 
Steve nodded, but now he was anxious to return to You, not that he didn’t trust Natasha, but this wasn’t home. He wasn’t in control here, and he didn’t want to risk leaving you in an unfamiliar place. 
“I think we’re settled here, Peppers taking care of the Kits now. I will have it all set up to fly you to Wakanda in the morning Steve.” The Alphas all rose, shaking hands and with that all was said and done. 
On the way out, Bucky paused Steve. “Brother, I wish I could go with you. But there’s still Rumlow. I have to find Cassandra. She’s only in this mess cause we’ve been, well I don’t know really what we’ve been doing. But my association has gotten her captured.” 
Steve cursed inwardly, the Wolf guiltily laying back his ears. How could they forget Bucky’s own situation. “Of course, please gather any of the pack you need for tracking them.” 
Both men stepped once more on the elevator. “Barton is coming with me, and I’m going to ask the twins. Pietro is skilled like Barton is, better then I could ever be, and Wanda is a powerful healer already. I don’t know what condition I will find Cassandra. Natasha, she will be going with you to Wakanda.” Bucky swallowed deeply, and Steve clasped his shoulder. 
“What Brock did, it isn’t your fault Buck.” 
“Isn’t it though? If I never messed around with her, she wouldn’t be taken from her home, and god knows what he’s done to her. I should have known better, she’s a human, and I’m just an animal. I never had any intention of taking her as my mate, I should have just left after that first night.” Bucky started to confess, and Steve couldn’t help the twinge in his chest at Bucky’s pain. He knew the White Wolf had long ago decided that he wouldn’t take a mate, but the lone wolf still had a desire for a connection, which he had apparently found in this woman. His hand gave Buckys shoulder another squeeze before letting it slide away. 
“You will find her and return her home, Buck. As soon as I come back from Wakanda, I will join you. You are not alone in this.” 
Bucky turned haunted eyes to his Alpha, his brother, and gave a nod. “Till the end of the line.” 
“Till the end of the line” Steve repeated before the door opened. 
Steve relieved Natasha and he stretched out next to your unconscious form, and half slept till morning when they were collected and taken to the airport, a more comfortable ride set up for the five of you. The Panthers had shifted back at Peppers urging, and now joining You, Steve and Natasha were two children. A girl looking to be eight or nine, and a boy looking to be much younger, maybe five if Steve had to guess. Both the kids bid farewell to Bucky, hanging off his neck as they hugged him and he embraced them both and gave the young boy a ruffle of hair. “Yall come back to visit me, okay? But like next time we will have some fun. No locks or cages, that I promise.” Natasha nudged Steve with a grin and whispered to him. “He’s a natural.” 
Steve had to chuckle watching him. “Yes, he really is. He always had been.” he said softly before Bucky approached them, the man looking between his Alpha and Natasha. “Well, you crazy kids don’t get into any tussles with the Panthers. Means no growling at them, Steve.” He gave a mock warning leaving the Alpha growling at Bucky and Natasha grinning as she stepped forward and hugged Bucky. “Stay safe Buck, I’m not gonna be there to keep you out of trouble.” 
Bucky returned the hug with a laugh, kissing her temple. “Well that’s just not exciting then is it.” Turning to Steve the two men shared a hug too, slapping each other on the back. “Bring Y/N home man, we all just got her, not ready to lose her yet.” 
“That’s the goal, keep us updated Buck, and like Natasha said, stay safe.” The two men separated and together Natasha and Steve went onto the plane, and the door shut. Bucky turned the opposite way, joined with Barton, the two wolves preparing for the hunt. 
The flight was a long one and almost immediately Steve retreated with you, you were laid out, head on his lap as his fingers carded through your hair, his head tilted back with closed eyes, his Wolf was in a semi-relaxed state, only once in a while did the beast raise himself up to pace, using Steves senses to check on you, keep an eye on what was going on around him. Steve felt the Wolf stir, giving a soft growl to alert the man that someone was approaching him when his eyes sprang open to the boy standing in front of him with wide eyes. Steve straightened up a bit and softened his features to smile. “Hello, my name is Steve, what’s yours?” He removed his hand from your hair and held it out to the kid, offering him a peaceful shake. The kid took his hand and turned it, tracing the line of his palm as if studying it before letting go, and he spoke in his native language, which Steve simply shook his head and shrugged not understanding. The girl soon came, looking for her companion. “He said his name is Zane, sorry, my brother can not speak English yet, he was just starting to learn when we were abducted, but he does understand it. My name is Audre.” 
“I’m sorry that happened to you two, If I had known, I would have been there sooner for you,” Steve said sincerely, the two children gave a smile and shook their heads, holding no ill will towards the Alpha. “Were glad you came when you did. I had been trying to break the lock, but had no luck. We were being sold soon to some of that man’s friends.” 
“Well, you don’t have to worry about that man any longer. I promise he won’t be coming for anyone, ever again.” Steve’s hand went back to your hair, brushing through it. Zane stepped in closer and his hand went to touch your face, near your temple and tracing over your forehead and down the bridge of your nose. Speaking again, his sister was quick to translate. “He asked why is she sleeping the deep sleep?” 
The Wolf paused, twisting his ears. 
<Maybe they would know how to bring her back Steve.>
Steve looked down at you, his own hand cupping the side of your face, and letting his fingers brush along your cheeks. “She was hurt, by the man that kept you two caged. She is my mate, and I miss her very much. I’m hoping your King and his sister can bring her back to me.” 
The little boys eyes shined as he turned to his sister, speaking hurriedly. His sister listened and then turned back to Steve. 
“He says she feels you, and misses you very much Alpha. That she can hear you but is lost while searching for her Little Wolf. She went deep inside, and is looking for her way back to you. But she can feel you calling her, your touches. She was scared but knows you are keeping her safe. And… “ She turned back to her brother and listened again, nodding as she repeated it. “That it felt good to be held last night, she was worried you would leave her alone.” 
“No, never would I leave her alone.” Steve’s other hand was heavy on your hip, keeping a hold on you and the kids smiled, the little boy reaching out to pat Steve’s chest and say something else. 
“Zane says your a good Alpha, and that she is lucky to have you. She will return home, and you two will be okay once more.” Audre hugged her brother around his shoulders and looked down at him. “Come brother, The Alpha is tired and needs to rest before we get back home, let him be with his mate.” Leading him away, Steve pondered what they had told him, leaning his forehead down to press against yours, breathing you in deeply. Although your scent wasn’t entirely the same, he was still swept up on the honeysuckle softness that was all yours. “I promise I’m not going anywhere Little One.” Still, nothing, although he was now convinced you heard him. 
A short time later Natasha came to find him, sitting down next to the Alpha. This time her familiar scent washed over him, and he didn’t bother to open his eyes to his packmate, but listened closely. 
“Were about to land. T’Challa and the King’s Warriors are meeting us to welcome us. They will escort us to Shuri’s quarters and start treating Y/N right away.” 
Steve sighed quietly and opened his eyes to smile at Natasha. “Good. Zane and Audre came to see me a bit ago. Told me that she could still hear me, feel me.” 
Natasha could feel and see the pain her Alpha was in, and she reached over to drape her arm over his shoulders, sliding in closer to the two of them. “Then you should believe them, I think she knows your with her Steve, you two are connected in far more ways then just the mating bite could provide. Maybe you two are those soul mates actually destined to belong together, and not just making it work.” 
Steve still stared down at you and nodded. “Perhaps your right.” Somewhere deep inside his mind, the Wolf howled again, calling for you to return to him. And Steve could have sworn you stirred a bit under his touch. 
Natasha was correct. When they came off the plane, there was a full escort accompanying the king. The kids squealed as they ran off the plane, a man rushing forward to gather the two kids into his arms, kissing the two all over there faces with what had to be the happiest tears streaking down his face. All three spoke with such rapidity, that Steve couldn’t even fathom what was being said, but he pressed his mouth to your ear, whispering. “That is the happiest family reunion I’ve ever seen.” His blue eyes squinted in the bright sun, and soon caught sight of T’Challa approaching him and Natasha, the man had a easy way about him, calm. His language was that of a lazy cat, strolling as if all belonged to him. He clasped Steves shoulders and the two men bowed there heads to each other out of respect and T’Challa did a similar motion to Natasha before looking at you in Steve’s arms. 
“Let us get her quick to Shuri, eh? The sooner we can return your queen to you, the sooner we can celebrate her and the cubs return to the Clans.” Looking over his shoulder, he gave an order, and his warriors brought forth a carrier to bring them all back. Steve and Natasha stepped up, and their eyes traveled the ranks, surprised it was nothing but female warriors. 
“Ah, the Womans Clan is the fiercest amongst us. You ladies will fight harder than any male, correct?” T’Challa smiled at Natasha, who grinned in agreement. “Hear that Steve looks like I’m more badass then you.” 
The Alpha snorted and shook his head. “Hell if I would ever deny that. You could kick my ass any day if you wanted to.” 
T’Challa laughed deeply and Natasha gave a fist pump in victory, Steve still holding you close, praying you knew he meant every word. For him you were far stronger then he could ever be.
Once they arrived at the Kings home in the center of Wakanda, it was all a blur for Steve and Natasha. A young woman immediately took over and T’Challa stepped out of her way. She bent over Steve who retrained the warning growls from his beast as she pried your eyes open, and slid her hands down to your chest, waiting to feel your rhythm. “Shes matching your’s Alpha, good. She’s not to far gone. Get her on the table, quick now.” Steve followed behind the brisk walking Shuri, and once he set her down, she pressed against Steve’s chest to back him up. “I need room to work Alpha.” 
“Shuri… you need to explain to him what your doing to his mate.” T’Challa followed along behind, and Steve stepped back, but wasn’t too far. “Mates have a hard time separating. Even ones that haven’t shared the entire bond yet.” The King was far more aware of his situation then Steve had thought he would be. 
<Stark, I’m sure he told T’Challa everything with you and Y/N.> The wolf rumbled softly
I think your right, but that’s a good thing. The more they know the better to help Y/N. 
That settled the Wolf back down, sure to keep an eye on You. Shuri started attaching wires to your forehead, temples, then tugged your shirt up enough to attach the same wires to your chest and stomach. Grabbing a needle, she put a tourniquet to your arm and tapped at the vein. “I’m monitoring brain waves. Our humans and animals are two different waves, although we are the same. Her Wolf… if its the Heart Herb, it’s not gone Alpha. It’s in hibernation.” She plunged the needle and drew out some blood, filling a tube, before pulling it away and giving a vigorous shake, tossing it to an assistant. “Check for the Heart Herb attachment to her red cells and let me know.” Steves nose wrinkled at the scent of your blood, stirring unease in him, be he pushed it down, Shuri was just as quick in her movements to get you bandaged. 
Looking at Steve, the young woman broke out in a grin. “So ease up Alpha, if that’s the case, I can bring the Wolf back and she be good as new.” 
“If that’s what it is, can she overdose on it? Because Pierce gave her a whole vial of it at once.” Steve asked, and Suri rolled her eyes. “Of course he did. Brother, I told you that bastard took more than our Panthers.” 
“And I told you back then I agreed Sister.” T’Challa retorted as he came up next to Steve. “She could overdose, but it would have to be more than a vial. Right now, IF this is what it is, its simply a deep hibernation. Shuri has the capabilities to bring her back.” 
“We just got to get her to wake up her human side first.” Suri watched the monitors and rocked back and forth on her heels. It was like a light had gone off over her head, the way her eyes widened and she was quick to rush over to a cabinet, grabbing a vial and sticking a needle in it, filling it. 
“And I got just the way to get her to wake up. Now Alpha, this won’t be immediate, but whew when it happens, be ready.” She lifted your arm and gave you an injection, and Steve arched his brows with concern. 
“Be ready? For what?” 
Suri just giggled and disposed of the needle, smirking at him. “You will see.” 
Steve looked at T’Challa who had a similar grin on his face. “Come, let me show you your rooms, and have Natasha brought to hers.” Some assistants started to unhook you and set you on a stretcher that was powered to float on its own, following the men out of the room. They joined back up with Natasha, and everyone got settled in their rooms for the night. You were laid out, and Steve once more stretched out next to you, sighing deeply as he just talked until sleep finally overtook him. Rolling in his sleep, his arm slung over your hip, his hand pressed against your stomach, keeping you in close to him. 
You could feel your mind stirring, heated waves rolling through you. But you were still unable to drag your consciousness forward. You couldn’t find your Little Wolf and was barely aware of Steve beside you. You heard his deep baritone, and a few words, a brush of his touch, but barely. No matter how much you willed yourself to return to him, it just felt like circles. But now, now there was a heat surrounding you, and you were firmly aware of his heavy hand clasped against your stomach, and the feeling of a broad muscled chest against your back, as well as a heavy erection pressing against your backside, a hairy calf pressed between your thighs. Now, if only you could open your eyes, you drew in deep inhales of his scent, and that comforted you, your senses swirling with pines and masculinity, you tried following that, the heat just kept building and you groaned at the familiar ache it caused. You would have sworn it was like going into heat again, but how could you without the Wolf to trigger it? 
A bright light started to permeate your senses and you could feel hot breaths against the back of your neck, Steve had his face tucked into your neck, still, sound asleep, and a rumble sounded through him. It was enough to call you forward and your eyes sprang open, searching wildly for him. He was behind you, you could feel him and you twisted in his arms, grasping his lips to yours, he shuddered awake to you kissing him, his arm sweeping around you as you pressed into him, pressing him back to the mattress, your tongue swirling with his, clashing of teeth. You needed him, more then ever before you thought and you crawled up enough to straddle him, panting against his mouth, your eyes closed as you rocked your hips against him, a pleading sound in your voice. 
“I need you Alpha, Steve. Now, Please. I need you inside of me.”
<So this is what they meant> The Wolf shuddered awakening with a ferocity for his mate and Steve’s hands fell to your hips, rocking you harder against him till he lifted you to raise on your knees, and you reached for his manhood, pressing it against your center. Hands tightening, he brought you down to sheath himself in your heat, and your head tipped back with a soft cry, bracing your hands against his chest. You were dripping hot and ached so badly for him, that the relief of feeling your Alpha was bliss for you, thrusting yourself to spear him inside of you, it was a quick fury for you two. Steve’s hips slamming upwards to meet your movements holding you tightly at the waist till he released his hold to cup your breasts, teasing the nipples. You to clasp your hands over his, holding him there, panting at the sensations he brought out in you. 
“Fuck I thought I would never find you, Steve.” You rushed out while moaning, flexing yourself around him. 
“You were so far away, Little One, I kept calling to you.” He rumbled deep in his chest, and loosened his hands, flipping you two so he could give deeper more dominating strokes and you wrapped your legs around his hips, staring up at him. 
“I heard you Alpha, I tried, so hard.” You hissed and tipped your head back, Steve immediately started placing soft non claiming bites to your neck, sucking marks on it as you arched your chest to rub against his, rubbing your scent against him. Nails dug into his back, marking him in your own way as they held onto the rolling flexing muscles, speeding the rocking of your hips as you both sought to make the other cum. 
“I know you did, I know you wouldn’t leave me willingly.” Steves bites fell back to your lips, dominating your mouth with his, and you held on, feeling him start to swell in you and your cunt flexed, tightened around his cock when he angled himself just right, crying into the kiss, and tears streaming down your face at the intensity of needing to cum, flood him with yourself. He was everywhere, and you scrambled to keep yourself close even though he pounded you into the mattress, cumming just then around him. When you drifted this time it wasn’t into nothingness, but the immense pleasure that had you gasping against his neck, and he slowed down his thrusts, slow and deep while you loosened your hold, sinking back into the pillows, rocking with him, as you nodded. 
“Never Steve, I know I belong to you. I’m all yours Alpha, all yours.” softly whispering out.
Steves kiss this time was far gentler but no less as before neediness. Slow strokes of the tongue matched the roll of his hips, nudging himself to claim you full, welding you two together. There couldn’t be another, not one you wanted to hold you still underneath him, one to capture your mind, and love you in the way he does. Not just a physical need, but mental too. His forehead dropped to yours, rolling through with another connecting thrust and you both inhaled each other, the hot heavy scent of your bodies pressing together, the blood, sweat, and tears shared. For you to felt his own hot tears drop and mingle with yours rolling down your face, a quick lap of his tongue against your cheek wiped them away, as you two rocked together. 
“And your mine, Little One, you will never be alone.” He cupped your face and kissed you deeply, groaning as you came again, and his seed painted your channel, his pumps stilling as he knotted you, the two of you drifting into a bliss-filled state, tangled around one another, unwilling to separate for some time. Hushed sighs and shared nipping kisses soon enabled you both to drift off to sleep again. 
It wasn’t till some time later you woke again and were sprawled against Steve’s chest. Tilting your head, a glass of water caught your sight, and you shifted off him to reach for it, moving to sit on the edge of the bed while you gulped the glass down, parched as you had never been before. Setting the glass down, you looked around the room. And it occurred to you this was nothing like his cabin home. This was a wide-open space, and the air was not crisp and sharp woods and lake. This was almost… tropical. Musty vegetation and promise of heated days filled your senses, that’s when the breeze blew your face and you turned to an opening to a balcony, no doors or windows covering it. Grabbing the sheet, to keep the front of you covered, you wandered out to the deck to gasp softly, just below was a jungle, stretching out far, and beyond that what looked like a savannah, littered with what looked like Zebras and Gazelle, spotting an elephant, rhinos. Loud squawking and bright colors flashed below in all that greenery and a flock of macaws went screaming past, scattering over towards a statue that seemed carved right out of the cliff face, a giant prowling cat, his paw up to strike out at his enemies. 
“Were certainly not home anymore.” 
Steve stirred when he didn’t feel you next to him and looked around till he saw you, the sheet clutched around you, the wind making it ripple just a bit. Moving to roll out of bed, and to a stand, he approached from behind, sliding his hands along your bare hips under the sheet, and kissed your bare shoulder, growling softly as he took in the view you were currently gasping at. 
“Welcome to Wakanda Little One.”   
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tendoki · 4 years ago
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Hi could you maybe write tendou's reaction to his S/O mentioning they wanted to 😉😉do the do😉😉 with him for the first timee? Esp since they love him so much. Not actually NSFW necessarily just their conversation thank youuuu
I HAVE BEEN OUT OF COMMISSION FOR WAY TOO FUCKING LONG SO LETS KICK START THIS WITH SOME SOFT HORNY
i interpreted this as asking him to take your virginity, not as if you guys fucked for the first time but you had prior experience! lmk if you want that instead babe 🥺
ASKING TENDOU TO TAKE YOUR VIRGINITY (under the cut is very nsft)
okay!! so no 1. tendou is not a fucking virgin. im sorry but theres no way hes NOT fucked.
hes a pretty approachable guy when hes not doin his creepy court shit, and he just. radiates 'hey i have a FAT fucking cock' so hes kinda popular with girls (and a few guys, this man is bisexual no you cant change my mind)
if you bring up sex too early in the relationship, he wont go through with it! nothing to do with you, but he does still kinda have some internalised insecurity and the idea that youre willing to be so vulnerable to him? WACK
be patient with him, assure him that you trust him fully and that you dont think hed do anything to hurt you (unless u asked 👀)
he wants to fuck you. so bad. so PLEASE dont misinterpret his reluctance as him thinking youre undesirable! he knows how much virginity can mean to someone and how in some experiences can shape and warp that persons relationship with sex as a whole.
he asks you if theres any kinks youre interested in, he wont indulge you in any hardcore stuff for a while, wanting you to get used to normal vanilla sex first so you guys can build up and you can compare the comfort and pleasure between normal and WILD
most of these talks happen late at night, after a makeout, both of you are horny but ten isnt willing to possibly hurt you in a less than sexy way and you dont wanna push him into just doing it already
he asks if youve ever watched porn! and the two of you have a discussion that is basically about how porn commonly does not accurately represent sex, and he is very open about how losing your virginity can sometimes be a lot less pleasurable than youre expected to believe, and that you will need to be prepared and that tendou is NOT going to make your very first time having sex a traumatic experience, he is ensuring your comfort and safety even at the expense of his own pleasure (and maybe yours, if you expected to do a head dive first into the world of bdsm)
you guys start off SLOW. he wants to spend at least a month just learning you and how you react to things!! he will ask you to masturbate for him (id be so embarrassed zznbxn)
SEVERLY NSFT PART!! PROCEED WITH CAUTION!!
hes very comforting through the whole thing! he assures you as he watches that he thinks youre beautiful, and at one point slips out his cock and starts.. you know ;)
once you show him how you get yourself off, this bitch corrects your technique?? TEN??
at first, he just holds your wrists and maneuvers your hands around, or stimulates your uh ///nipples/// while you continue doing your thing
then hes using his own long ass fingers and long ass hands and it is HEAVEN
the whole time this is going on, hes experimenting with hickies and learning where your sweet spots are, leaving little love bites everywhere his long ass neck can reach
once the masturbation/fingering phase is over, you two move on to dry humping
theres nothing this man loves more than seeing you get yourself off on his thigh no you cant change my mind.
this is like week 2 of preparing you for dodos fucking SCHLONG
and really, he was gonna move onto toys next and try to open you up with those a lot more
instead, youre practising the fingering phase again, and his mouth is there biting and sucking at your thighs
he cant help himself and after asking if you wanted to try something else and implementing a tap-out system for if you dont like it
he dives into that pussy/dick, he is eating you out/sucking you off with animalistic fervour
all while still continuing with his blessed hands
youre shaking after your orgasm, your legs are twitching and your mind is way too fucked out to give a single shit about the sheets on your bed being stained with sweat and cum (tendous, as he shamefully admits, turns out he really likes the sight of you begging and writhing around, not a drop of your own can be found because rest assured, despite having one of the smallest appetites in the whole haikyuu universe he wasnt letting a DROP escape from him)
he doesnt fuck you straight after, he cleans you up and gives his dick and whatever you have some time to rest
he doesnt want to overdo it on your first time, also a really sadistic part of him wants you to feel the burn of him stretching you open entirely, he wants to see your pretty little face contorted and tear stricken
he doesnt hurt you (on purpose) when he finally does take your virginity, probably a day or two after that
but when you start shuddering and whining about him slowing down and crying because hes so damn big, he gets off on it far more than hed ever like to admit
his aftercare is fantastic
cleaning you up, kissing away your tears and very gently picking you up so he can change the bed sheets
he spends a while after it talking you to sleep, telling you about how beautiful you are and that he couldnt be more thankful for you
once you wake up, he orders takeout and you guys snuggle up together and watch gnomeo and juliet with your chow mein
hes so perfect you can really feel my bias for him lol
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bnhaohmy · 4 years ago
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Bunny
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Summary: You transferred to UA, being shy and not very talkative. With this, not many kids wanted to talk to you except for 3 third years, one of which falling for you once he laid his eyes on you.
Words: 2.6k
Warnings: fluff, very soft, it's kind of a jumbled mess but I love it
A/N: I hope you all enjoy this story! Also I gave the reader a cat quirk like my own personal OC. So you're kinda like Tsuyu but with Cat features.
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You sit quietly at your desk, looking around the classroom to everyone else who were all much more focused on their conversations to notice the new girl. You were thankful for it, your anxiety would not be able to handle an entire class' focus being on you.
You played quietly with your fingers, small little lesions showing up as your blade like nails scraped at your skin. You looked up as 3 students walked in right as the bell rang, two of them talking and laughing loudly as the other kept his head low and only contributed whispers to the conversation.
The girl was the first to spot you, letting out a large gasp as she did. "Ooh! And new student! I'm Nejire!" She spoke, her hands clasped behind her back as she tilted her whole body to the side as to smile at you. You freeze instantly and shakily waive at her "Y-Y/N..." you spoke softly, catching the attention of the two males with Nejire more than you had had before. "Aw, you're like our little kitten Tamaki! I'm sorry for being so straightforward with introducing myself Y/N and for getting attention on you." She spoke, her tone getting softer as to make everyone look away from you.
You smile gently at her actions "it's okay..I just don't like the attention or meeting people to be honest.." you murmur out as he glance over to the navy haired boy whose eyes were focused on you. Once his eyes met your gaze, he blushed and instantly looked away as his body began to shake.
Nejire nods before she points to Mirio, "this is Mirio" she said with a smile as the blonde male waves "hey there!" He said before sitting down at his desk with Nejire following after. You watched them and smile gently before looking to boy you now knew as Tamaki. The first thing you noticed was his pointy ears, your smile growing softly as you felt your own cat ears flatten against your head.
Soon enough your home room teacher stepped in and you pulled your notes out to start doodling. Soon you felt a small tap on your shoulder from Nejire "so, Me, Mirio and Tamaki have to head to the first years to explain work studies and talk with them. From what everyone has been saying...you were the top third year at your old school?" She asks and tilts her head, her hair following behind her head.
You look up and nod "I was. I think I'm number 4 at this school behind you 3" you speak softly and smile.
"Awsome! Why don't you come with us and talk with the first years. You still have your work study right? That's the reason you transferred was to get closer to it?" She asks softly with a bright and happy smile
You nod to her words "that would be amazing Nejire. And yes, I transferred to be closer with my work study. Now that I think about it, there was another third year from U.A. in the agency I got approved for.." you speak softly.
Mirio and Tamaki both perk up hearing this "who did you get approved by Y/N?" Mirio asks as he turns to look at you
"Ah, Fatgum" you say softly and smile at him "I just don't know who all is under the agency yet" you speak softly
Tamaki hesitantly opens his mouth "I'm the other third year..." he speaks quietly as he keeps his head down. You turn and smile "well...at least I have met you then" you speak softly and rub his shoulder which only made him tense up more.
You pull away slowly and offer a gentle smile toward the timid Male before focusing on class until you and the other three left class for head down to the first years.
Once you all had finished introductions, you all went to the gym as Mirio wanted yo see just how tough this class was. Tamaki was almost instantly glued to the wall as his anxiety had sky rocketed with all the kids.
You quietly walked over to him and leaned against the wall as you sighed "are they always like this?" You ask softly and he simply nods "Mirio had a reason for this, he must gets carried away" Tamaki murmurs to you as he turns and looks at your face.
You nod before playing with your hands "will you introduce me to everyone at the agency?" You ask softly as he bit down on his swollen and chapped lip, nodding shortly after "O-Of course.." he whispered
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You walked quietly beside Tamaki through the school halls, the two of you not wanting anything to do with the gym training that Nejire and Mirio were doing with the Students that had taken under their wings so to speak.
Tamaki kept his eyes on you the whole time you walked together, your entire presence captivating the male. He was so intrigued to find someone who was like him, that wasn't loud and outgoing and that was really sweet as well.
"Does that sound okay with you Tama?" You ask, snapping Tamaki from his daze.
"H-Huh?" He asks softly as he looks down to hide is embarrassment of missing your entire question.
"I asked if it sounded okay for us to go to my place to study since you brought up that you needed somewhere quiet to study. Mirio and Nejire don't know my dorm number yet so we would be in a safe and quite place~" you chime out to him, a smile dancing it's way across your lips
"T-That sounds perfect Y/N..I would r-really appreciate it" he says, looking up to me your happy gaze which only causes a small smile to tug at his own lips.
You giggle softly and nods "come on then slow poke. We have to get there before everyone starts coming home.." you say softly and hold you hand out for him, offering another gentle smile to the male.
Tamaki blushes but takes you hand and starts walking a bit faster as to keep up with you as you lead him to your dorm room. You smile and rub the top of his hand with your thumb as you could still feel his nerves going crazy.
Soon enough you were at your dorm you and you opened the door before moving to let him in. "It's a little messy but we can still get work done.." you murmur as you follow behind him before sitting down on your bed, him following and sitting next to you.
You smile up at him and pull all your homework from your bag before starting to work on it. You felt his gaze on you, but didn't want to make him more anxious so you kept your gaze on your work.
After a few hours of working, Tamaki looks up when he feels a sudden heavy weight on his left side, mainly his arm. He looks down and his face flushes when he sees you had fallen asleep on him, pencil still in hand. "Y-Y/N..." he whispers and shakily brushes your hair from your face.
He bites his lip and slowly sides your homework from your lap and moves it to your desk. He then puts his back in his bag carefully before laying down onto your bed. He pulls you with him as he curls up to keep you warm as your blanket had been moved to the floor already.
He sighs softly and smiles gently as he looks at your sleeping form "you look like a little bunny more than a kitty.." he murmurs to himself before his own eyes close and he falls asleep with you close in his arms.
You yawn as you wake up, looking around before you finally felt the weight of someone next to you. You started to panic before looking up, your mind instantly easing when you saw Tamaki sleeping soundly next to you still. He curled up close to you, his hair covering half of his face but you could still see how cute he looked as he slept.
You slowly get out of his arms and pull your phone from your bag, looking to see a few messages from Nejire.
🦄 Nejire-Chan
Hey have you seen Tamaki? (8:30 pm)
Y/Ninnie? Mirio and I cant get a hold of Tamaki at all...I'm getting worried (10 pm)
Ah, he finally answered! Sorry if I woke you two~ didn't know you were having a little date! Don't get wild on our Kitten okay? (2 am)
You roll your eyes at the messages before grabbing a hoodie from your floor before heading down to the common area to make breakfast. You finished up cooking and headed back up to your dorm, not wanting to eat downstairs where it was all quiet and alone. You opened the door to your dorm and smile to see Tamaki awake, rubbing his eyes.
Once his eyes landed on you, his face flushed red "Y-Y/N...why do you have my hoodie on?" He asks softly
You look down and blush "ah I-I had just grabbed one from the floor. I'm sorry Tama! I'll take it off." You say softly but he stops you before you can even set your food down "K-Keep it on. You look c-cute" he said with a big smile.
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After a few weeks and getting to know everyone in the agency, you were allowed out on patrols with Tamaki. He was very hesitant at first to have anyone but Fatgum with him, but with Kirishima now in the agency, someone had to help and train the first year.
You happily walked next to Tamaki and looked around, "it's different doing Hero Studies over here. My last hero study was just paperwork.." you sighed out, your tone of voice much louder since you were just around Tamaki, spooking the male a bit.
Tamaki looks to you and tilts his head "really?" He asks as he looks down at you "t-they should at least let you watch patrols even if you don't do anything. F-Fatgum trusts us rather well but most heros get to do patrols by their third year.." he spoke and then looked up when he heard a scream that was just around the corner.
You both rushed around the corner and Tamaki instantly looked around before he saw a woman on the ground. He walked over and began to assess the wounds she had as you looked around to find any culprit. Soon enough, you had your answer as you were grabbed and pulled down the alleyway.
You squeal and try to fight back before looking to Tamaki, making eye contact and seeing his body start to panic before everything went black as a hand holding a rather soaked rag was placed over your nose an mouth.
Tamaki stood still in shock, his body unable to move as he watched you get taken. He shook himself back to reality and instant pulled his phone out to call Fatgum and then Neijire and Mirio.
"W-what do I do..?" He whispers into the phone as he starts rushing around to see if he could spot you at all.
"Well, calm down first off. You won't do anything good when you're panicking Tamaki. We all know that.." Nejire said as she sighed, Mirio leaning to speak up once she was done.
"You need to look down alleys and inlets mostly. It sounds like the villain that took Y/N doesn't have a quirk since your victim had been cut and then Y/N was drugged. He couldn't have gotten that far.."
Tamaki only nods before shakily sighing into the phone "w-what if she's really hurt..its our first patrol and she's already gotten taken and she's gonna be hurt and hate everything." He said as fast as his mouth would allow him and felt tears start streaming down his face
"Tama...calm down. Me and Mirio will come help look for her as well as some of the other heroes okay? She'll be just fine!" Nejire said as she tried to cheer the anxious male up, but it only made his stomach churn when he heard the words "She'll be fine". He knew you would be fine but he could only think of the worst and he didn't want you to hate him or not trust him anymore.
After 5 hours and a few pros coming in to help, you were finally found. You were bruised and bloody, but mostly okay. Tamaki looks at your body and starts whimpering, his whole body shaking as tears start falling down his cheeks.
Nejire looks over and runs to hug him, pulling his face down to her shoulder to let him cry. "She's okay Tamaki...I promise. I know you care for her but you need to calm down. Everything will be okay..." she murmurs and runs his back before taking him over to one of the cars that had been called "let's head to the dorm.." she whispers and pulls him into the car with her.
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Weeks pass and you were still holed up in your dorm, not able to do anything as you were waiting on your broken ankle to heal. Nejire and Mirio were persistent on bringing you any homework you guys had, and always told you what had happened in class before giving you an apologetic look when you asked about Tamaki.
You knew he had felt bad for what had happened but you missed him, you didn't know why exactly as you had never felt this way about anyone but your heart hurt when you were away from him. You had never thought about loving someone as you were focused on school but you just felt complete around Tamaki and you needed to see him.
You grab you phone and pull his contact up, before hitting the video call button. You attempted 3 times, the first 2 times being rejected before he finally answered.
"W-What do you want Y/N?" He asks quietly as he laid his phone on his desk, so you were only able to see the ceiling of his dorm.
"I want to talk to you and I really want to see you Tama.." you say softly and adjust yourself on you bed. "Come to my dorm..please" you whisper and get a pouty tone.
"Why..? I-I let you get hurt and y-you're broken now..." he said and you could hear his hiccups, your heart breaking know that he was crying.
"Tamaki, broken bones heal and bruises disappear...please come see me..I need to see you..." you whine out "I don't like hearing you cry..."
You were only met with the video call ending. You looked at your phone surprised and sat there stunned on your bed before you heard a knock at your door and then the door opening. Tamaki walks in quietly and looks at you before he completely breaks. He starts shaking and crying, covering his face as he does.
"Oh Tama...come here.." you speak out and open your arms, the male instantly coming over to hide in your neck, his sobs calming down as he did.
"Its okay...I'm here okay? I'm not dead...I'll be fine soon." You hum before looking down to him.
Tamaki looks up to you and whispers "Y/N...I'm so sorry. I didn't want to see you because I felt so guilty about getting you hurt but the guilt was worse than just that. I-I think I l-love you.." he finishes and his face flushes red. "My h-heart started hurting when I let you get taken and not seeing you for these weeks has only made it worse.." he whines out
"I love you too Tamaki...my body can't handle being away from you. I hope you will come see me more now..." you say with a gentle smile
Tamaki nods "I-I'll come see you if you'll be my little bunny?" He asks with a sweet smile
You laugh and nod, smiling brightly as you press a kiss to his nose.
"Of course I'll be your Bunny.."
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blxetsi · 4 years ago
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modern levi ackerman dating headcanons
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levi ackerman x gn!reader
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- firstly, lets get love language out of the way
- i think his love language would be acts of service
- so like, he'll brew your coffee for you and set out your favourite mug when he goes to the kitchen to make his tea (bc we all know he'd wake up earlier than you 🙄)
- or he'll pick up a muffin from your favourite bakery on his way home
- or if you ask him to remind you to do something later, he's immediately writing it out on a sticky note and sticking it somewhere youd notice
- he notices youre getting low on your favourite moisturizer ? or lipbalm ? he's taking a picture of the packaging and getting it the next time he drives past walmart or smth
- he just does little things that help make your day better
- now i feel like a lot of people say this already, but he is NOT very comfortable with public displays of affection
- its not that he doesnt like it when you touch him, or hold his hand, or kiss his cheek, he just gets flustered and feels like everyone is watching you two
- but one thing he does allow is looping your arms together while you walk, especially in crowded streets
- it doesnt mean he doesnt like being close with you, he just hates doing it public. when youre alone ? hes ALL OVER YOU.
- "will you play with my hair ?"
- "levi im working."
- "okay can you multitask ?" motherfucker 😐
- doesnt matter if hes the big spoon or little spoon, just being close to you is enough.
- also would try and get used to your love language
- if your love language is physical touch hes genuinely surprised by how many times you put his hands on him each day (NOT in a sexual way) like even his mother never touched him as much and he's a momma's boy 😳
- when you wake up your coming out to the kitchen to fill your coffee, but not before kissing the top of his head as you walk past
- then youre guzzling down your coffee like its water before putting it in the sink and walking back, petting his head in the process
- you'll hug him while hes cooking, or brushing his teeth. youre giving him kisses before he leaves and when he comes home, just little small acts of love, but it happens so frequently that levi cant help but notice it
- your love language is verbal affirmations ? youre getting your coffee while saying "goodmorning beautiful"
- "i love yous" are thrown at him a lot, they never fail to make him feel better
- youll compliment this man and he short circuits for a second, quickly gets used to it as time goes on
- also too i think he'd be taller in a modern au, but not very very tall like erwin, im talking 5'7" to 5'9"
- and he's fine with his height, it doesn't bother him that much, he's the average height of a man so what's the big deal ?
- also he really doesnt care about height either. youre shorter than him ? cool, that means he can bend down to give you little forehead kisses. around the same height as him ? awesome, that makes it easier for him to give you a peck on the lips. taller than him ? mf he'll climb you like a tree if he has to. really doesn't care.
- also doesn't have a preferences for body type or anything. he thinks that character is way more important than looks 100% and he'll always find different things about you beautiful. your laugh is weird ? k now he's making you two watch a john mulaney special to so youll laugh. hate your belly and wanna lose weight, he's holding you and telling you to only lose weight if you genuinely want to be "healthier" and not so you get skinny. your acne scars bother you ? he's kissing your cheeks a lot more than usual, but you can't complain. literally Loves Every Part of You
- also i think his family would absolutely ADORE YOU and his friends for that matter
- miss kuchel is pulling you into a hug the first time she sees you, and is so accomodating and sweet. shes genuinely interested in your interests and what you do for a living, and will NOT hesitate to get levi's baby pictures out if you ask.
- his uncle ? he probably wont be there for the family dinner, but then kuchel's gonna call him up like "levi's s/o ?? absolutely spectacular !!" and then hes like "huh maybe i gotta come visit to see the runt and his lover"
- also i think in a modern au, kuchel wouldve gotten really sick when levi is a boy, so kenny would have came home to take care of his sister and try and take care of levi. in the end she got better, and he went back to his own home, but now she requests that he come for at least one family holidy so they can all spend it together
- BUT back to mr. ackerman
- idk what he'd do in modern times, i used to think he'd be a good english professor for a university, but then i saw a headcanon that he'd go into law school and become a lawyer, and honestly ?? it makes sense
- after a long day at work he just wants to come home to you, he'll find you on the couch reading or doing some of your own work, so he'll just slip off his coat and blazer and undo his tie while slipping off his shoes by the door. before plopping his head in your lap and requesting you to play with his hair.
- if you don't live with him hes taking a shower and then immediately calling you asking to come over. if you can ?? great he'll be in bed waiting to be spooned. if not, thats fine, but levi would like to facetime and rant.
- also has the absolute WORST road rage
- "that little prick cut me off !"
- "levi he's taking his driver's test !"
- "so ? i hope that instructor doesn't give the idiot a pass 🙄" and then will immediately honk his horn at the poor kid.
- also wouldnt be a clean freak like in canonverse. his whole "everything has to be spotless" stuff stems from trauma, specifically being left in an apartment with his decaying mother for weeks on end, but since kuchel is alive that never happens
- were things a little hectic during the time she was sick ? sure ! but kenny always tried to tidy up a bit when he saw it was getting to levi.
- levi just likes things to be neat and tidy, he doesnt do a deep clean of his apartment every two weeks, but always makes sure to clean up his messes as soon as they happen
- also doesnt like to fight
- his mom raised him with the idea that communication is key, and always encouraged him to "explain why hes upset" so they could work together to come up with a solution
- its something hes taken with him to adulthood, and even though sometimes he sounds like hes talking to a child when hes trying to get you to "use your words" he really doesnt mean to
- if youre yelling at him he'll stand there like 😐 and wait until youre out of breath so he can say "okay lets talk about this"
- is also very handy
- have a hole in your wall ? hes coming over to fix it
- need a lightbulb changed ? hes got u dont worry
- you need to assemble a piece of furniture ? he glances at the step by step guide once before hes putting it together
- hes so great at that stuff, and you only have kenny to thank
- literally when kenny first came to stay with levi and kuchel when she was sick, the kitchen light went out and he asked levi to screw another lightbulb in, the poor kid stood there like 🤨 and when kenny said "what ? you don't know how to change a fucking lightbulb ?" levi shook his head and said "uncle kenny im seven 😐"
- kenny was APPALLED. and immediately made it his mission to make levi as handy as himself.
- also, dates with him are rlly lowkey.
- he likes being in your company, so staying home and ordering take out is AWESOME in his opinion. sometimes he'll dress up and make a fancy meal with you.
- if you like going to carnivals and stuff, he's reluctant but eventually caves. wins you a lot of the prizes.
- "fuck. this shit is rigged y/n"
- "sorry levi, lets go do something else !"
- "what ? no. give me another dollar im getting you that fucking turtle"
- hange always wants to see you. levi makes it his life mission to keep you away from them as much as possible. not because he doesnt want you to get along with his friends, just because he knows that hange will spill some embarassing secrets from his college days.
- erwin ? hes okay but hes on thin fucking ice.
- also is very gentlemanly. will not only hold the door for you but for everyone. hes waiting in line for his order and someone comes up behind him and asks him to scootch so they can get some napkins ? mf its grabbing a handful himself and handing it to the person, wishing them a nice day with a small smile. hes just like,, a genuinely good person
- his singing voice ? immaculate. will he sing for you ? no.
- he also loves playing board games with you. like chess or checkers. you love playing board games with him and his friends, specifically monopoly. hange makes moblit form an alliance with them. mike is a lone wolf, and erwin and levi are always helping each other out until erwin betrays him. lots of trust is ruined between these game nights, but you literally cant bring yourself to care because its so fun to watch it unfold
this is my first headcanon thingy !! im v excited !! hope u all enjoyed 🤩✨ should i do more headcanons like these ???
- all in all, levi is a cool guy, and a cool bf.
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Hello! I have a request for draco x reader oneshot. Can you please make a really angsty one based on your prompt list number 26 and 50? A happy ending would be amazing! Thank you very much!
when i needed you most
draco x reader
a/n : yayyy another request !! here you gooo i hope you like it i really enjoyed writing this one. the prompts went together really well
prompt list
prompt #26 - “you are my everything”
prompt #50 - “everyone else was there, but it was you who i needed the most. and you weren’t here.”
summary : y/n struggles after having a miscarriage. instead of draco being by her side for comfort, no one knows where he is. angst & fluffy ending.
it had been less than twenty four hours since you had returned home. they kept you in the hospital for a couple days after your miscarriage. you spent most of the time crying silent tears, having worried friends in and out of your room, nurses constantly checking on you.
you were glad to be home. when you were at the hospital many of you and dracos friends had come to visit and check up on you. it had grown suffocating. you knew it was only coming from a place of love but you couldn’t help but feel like you needed to be alone.
when you found out you were being released that night you had muttered “thank merlin” and draco had nodded his head. you both needed the hell out of there. away from the people and the environment. you both craved the comfort of your own home.
when you got home, draco had made you soup while you were put on bed rest. you weren’t complaining though because everytime you moved it felt like a elephant was sitting on your uterus.
you and draco hadn’t spoken much, both of you processing and coping your own ways. part of you craved the feeling of your husbands arms but he stayed stiffly on his side of the bed. deciding not to disturb him, you eventually fell asleep as well.
waking up was the worst part so far. the pain was unbearable as the medicine they have given you now completely worn off. you lay there, stiff as you reach your arm across the bed to only feel cold sheets.
“draco?” you call out loud enough for him to hear you throughout the house.
after a few seconds you realize you are alone. you find yourself in the room alone with your mind running wild. how would you be able to do anything let alone sit up? you decide to call your friend, luna.
as soon as you had gotten on the phone with her she was happy to help. saying she would bring healing remedies and help you with whatever you needed.
eventually, you will yourself up to go to the bathroom. looking in the mirror realizing what a mess you look. hearing a soft knock, luna let’s herself into your room.
“y/n, thank merlin. i knocked on your door and no one answered- i hope it’s alright i let myself in. i brought you things that might help.” she says holding up a basket. “i’ve read up on this quite a lot, i’m glad you called me. meet me downstairs when you’re ready and if you need help give me a shout.” she says and heads her way downstairs.
luna stays for a couple hours, tending to your every need. she made you biscuits and tea and gave you some medicine that helped tremendously. it still hurt but now you were able to move on your own.
harry and hermione had also made a brief appearance. they kept you company and made you food which was short lived due to their busy schedules.
it was now half past six and draco still isn’t here. you had called him three times and texted him but haven’t gotten a single reply. you think he would care. you think he would care that his wife just lost his child. but instead he’s ignoring me and out doing god knows what.
making your way upstairs, you get into one of dracos shirts and lay in bed. your mind runs wild to the places he could be. to the excuse he would come up with when he gets home.
without realizing, you had begun crying, tears streaming down your face. you only noticed when they hit the pillow in front of you. glancing at the mirror on the wall beside you, you stare at your red puffy eyes and swollen cheeks.
you know the doctor has said time and time again that it wasnt your fault but you couldn’t help but feel otherwise. he said it was very much possible i wouldn’t be able to carry a baby ever again. the one thing women are out on earth to do, my body is incapable of doing.
as you lay clutching dracos pillow, you hear the front door unlock. you hear the footsteps making way through the house. but continue to lay there with your face shoved in the pillow.
i cant let him see me like this. if he’s so unaffected by this then i need to be too.
you hear a soft knock on the door as draco announces himself. “baby?” he steps closer to the bed and sits next to you. “i’m sorry i’ve been gone all day.”
here it is. the excuse you’ve been pondering about all day. you know it’s not work because he already had the week off. what could possibly be more important than this?
he sets a hand on your shoulder but you shove it off. lifting your face from the pillow, he’s finally able to get a decent look at you for the first time. he’s sees the dry tear stains on your face and sits there wide eyed.
“you don’t get to apologize. luna was here earlier and brought me medicine, hermione was here earlier and made me lunch- even bloody harry was here. everyone else was there, but it was you who i needed the most. and you weren’t here.”
he sat there once again not saying a word. “do you really have nothing to say? you left me. your wife. the woman who would have been the mother of your child. do you even care? i sat here crying for hours without the most important person by my side. you are the only person i needed and where were you?” you said getting closer to his face. “huh, what’s your excuse?” you nudged him roughly as your anger rises.
draco stars silently as tears build up in his eyes. you stare back at him in shock. not once had you ever seen draco cry- or even close to it.
“i’m sorry, y/n. i’m so bloody sorry. i-” he stops to collect himself and lifts up from the bed starting to pace, “i thought you would want to be alone. i thought- i thought that’s what you wanted.” he said once more. “i thought that’s what you wanted.”
he’s now facing away from you, staring outside the window as rain drops slowly fall. you crawl to the other side of the bed so you are sitting behind him.
he continues softly, “i went to the store. i got you more ingredients for soup- i noticed yesterday how hard it was for you to eat. i figured that would help. and- and i got you flowers. and i visited some small shop in town with hundreds or medicines. they gave me everything we would need.”
you grad his hand and he turns to face you. grabbing your face, he whispers “you are my everything. please, i am begging you to forgive me.” he says and gets on his knees in front of you and lays his head in your hands. “i’m so unbelievably sorry.”
what an asshole, you thought to yourself. i sat here thinking he was being anything but pure. of course he was being his sweet self. how stupid.
you lay your head on top of his, peppering delicate kisses at the crown of his head. “you have nothing to apologize for, dray. i should have known. i should have trusted you. it’s just that- that you weren’t answering your phone and i- i’m sorry too.”
he lifts up from your hands and sits next to you. you sit there, holding each other, hearing nothing but his soft sniffles and the rain hitting the window.
suddenly he collects you in his arms and starts making his way out the room. laughing you struggle to get words out, “draco what the hell are you doing?”
he gets downstairs and sets you on the kitchen counter. you see your favorite flowers in the vase surrounded by your favorite snacks.
he scurries around, trying to prepare the both of you dinner as you watch him closely. he sets a glass of wine next to you and drops and kiss on your forehead as he continues to busy himself with the ingredients.
although neither of you weren’t even close to healed, you knew that that you would be okay. as long as you had each other everything was going to be just fine.
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peanut-in-the-goal · 4 years ago
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Remus is in the dorm screaming and pulling on his own hair while he cries.
“I trusted you! I fucking trusted you!! And what I hate the most is that I still love you, you asshole!” 
After the prank, and James and Peter are forced to listen to their friends’ brother’s cries at night because he cant sleep peacefully without the comforting presence of Sirius by his side. And they have to do everything they can to keep him from accidently hurting himself from fury and rage.
they dont think he’s going to make it to the next moon. A blue moon, because the fates are against him and there were 2 that month
--
Sirius hasn’t been seen much since the prank. He doesn’t come by the tower much anymore, when he does it’s for a change of clothes. No one ever sees him. One day his trunk disappears from the end of his bed.
It was getting too hard to go back every so often and hear his friends laughter as he waited outside the door for them to go to sleep.
--
James is worried. He forgave Sirius ages ago, even when he knows he shouldn’t have. But the guilt is destroying Sirius, he can see it. But he cant do anything about it. He had to pick a side and he picked Remus.
As much as he loves the werewolf as his brother, he hates to admit that he cares more for sirius. So now he’s stuck with deciding if he should stab someone in the back to save another.
He knows why Sirius did it, and his reasoning. It was reckless and stupid and cruel, but now it made sense as to why. 
--
Sirius has been staring at the wall for the past hour. He thinks it’s been an hour, time doesn’t feel very real. There’s nothing to fill it, no friends, no laughter, no people.
He’s finished his homework by now, he’s had it done hours ago. Now he just stares at the wall as the clock keeps ticking on.
The only coherent thought that circulates in his head if I fucked up. He hates me and it’s my fault.
It’s not the first night that Sirius falls asleep with tear tracks on his face. It doesn’t matter, no one knows where to find him anyways.
--
They can’t find him, Sirius.
Remus has been looking. He knows he shouldn’t he knows he should hate shim. But he can’t. Not when he’s in love with the idiot. James has started to help too, both of them scanning every room that they enter.
But they can’t find that mop of black hair anywhere. He’s not in the dorm, the dining hall, or any classes. They’ve check the astronomy tower a thousand times over but he’s just gone.
The map has disappeared a long with him. Sirius obviously doesn’t want to be found.
--
The stars seem dimmer. They have been for a while now. James sits in the quidditch stands. It’s long after curfew, but sometimes he has to escape too.
it’s hard acting like everything is okay all the time for his friends when he’s crumbling inside. He hasn’t seen his best friend in weeks, going onto a month. They’ve never gone this long without talking, much less seeing each other. 
He just wants to make sure he’s okay, and not off dead in a ditch somewhere. He knows Sirius can dig himself into a ditch when he wants. He blames himself for everything, or blows things out of proportion.
A lot.
He’s worries, so beyond worried at this point. He isn’t sure if that worry lessens or increases when he sees a thing dog gallop across the quidditch pitch in the dark.
--
Sirius doesn’t sleep much at night anymore. He doesn’t sleep much in general, not unless he can’t help it. Unless he’s exhausted and will collapse if he doesn’t sleep now. 
Sometimes at night he turns into Padfoot and just runs. He’s always hoped since he was young that if he could run fast enough, that he’d be able to leave, and escape.
But he’s never had the heart to. Not since he’s met the rest of the Marauders. They were the first people he saw as family. Real family, people who loved him and wanted to be around him.
But he fucked that up. He lost them, and they never wanted to see him again.
He had to accept it.
Sirius grew up around people who didn’t want him. He thought his family were just ignorant prats, but it turns out that maybe, it was his fault. He really is an unlovable mutt.
--
James shot up onto his feet. But the dog was already lost into the forest. At least James knew he was alive, but it wasn’t enough. Something didn’t see right, the dog was too skinny. His ribcage didn’t use to stick out that much...
--
Remus paced his dorm. He had to find Sirius. He had to find him, he had to find him, he had to find him.
James told him about what he saw that night, about the skinny, sickly looking dog. He wouldn’t let Sirius ruin himself because of him. He loved him more than he wanted to admit.
He would find him.
--
Sirius collapsed just on the edge of the forbidden forest, by Hagrid's hut. He was chased by the centaurs, again. It gave him a a thrill that he couldn’t get anymore. Made him feel alive.
Although it always left him dead tired. Sometimes it was good, it means he was able to get to sleep that night. But dawn was breaking at and the sun was rising over the trees. It wouldn’t be long before someone found him.
He barely registers the fact the he turned back to human form as his eyes drift shut.
--
Hagrid finds him that morning. This boy who is usually larger than life, with a smile that is blinding, was reduced to skin and bones, with matted hair in just a few weeks.
He lifts the all too light boy and makes his way to the Hospital Wing.
--
Sirius wakes up to white walls and bright lights.
It smells an awful lot like antiseptic and potions. He hates it because he can recognize where he is immediately. 
He’s grateful that none of his friends—no, not friends. Classmates— aren’t there. He doesn’t expect them to be, although it still kind of hurts seeing as they don’t care.
--
The others weren’t told that Sirius was in the Hospital Wing. Madam Pomphrey didn’t think they’d want to know, nor would they care. She sees the way Sirius has changed. How skinny and underweight he is.
No doubt they’re the cause for this change. They’re the ones that shunned and exiled him.
Although their responses weren’t uncalled for. She herself was reluctant to treat the boy at first, knowing how he hurt Remus.
But this was far more serious then she had originally thought.
--
The only reason that James found out where Sirius was there was because he had to help bring a quidditch teammate. Their keeper blocked a shot wrong and sprained his wrist. There was an upcoming match against Slytherin this weekend, so he wasn’t taking any risks.
He saw Sirius laying unconscious in the hospital bed. Well he thought he was unconscious.
--
Sirius woke to James’ voice. He hasn’t heard that voice in so long. He misses him.
His eyes stayed shut, he wonders if he had opened them would James have stayed?
He heard James’ look curse, before heavy footsteps and the door to the Hospital Wing slamming shut. He can’t help but be disappointed that even just his appearance is enough to make someone flee.
--
Remus is seething by the time he gets down all the stair cases and reaches the hospital wing. James had rushed up to tell him that Sirius was there and he was breathing.
He wasn’t in the best of shape but he would be okay. They could help him and make him okay, even just a little bit to make him feel better.
The door to the Hospital Wing swung open as Remus and James storm in.
--
Sirius startles from where he’s trying to fall back asleep. He wasn’t being very successful anyways. 
He sits up quickly, looking towards the source of the sound. His head is pounding slightly and his vision dances before his eyes before blacking out for a moment from sitting up too fast. 
When it clears, he can finally see. And what he sees terrifies him.
Both James and Remus are storming towards him, a matching unreadable expression covering their faces.
Sirius wanted nothing more than to shrink up and melt into the Hospital bed.
--
“The hell were you thinking Black??” James’ voice was loud, he only ever yelled when he was joking or really fucking pissed. Sirius didn’t think it was the former with his luck.
He flinched away from the voice,
This was the first time he’s been addressed in a long time. The first time someone was actually trying to communicate with him in something other than glares in weeks.
But you deserve this. They hate you. They should hate you, you fucked up. You shouldn’t be here, lying in this bed. You don’t deserve it.
He tried to get the voice in his head to shut up, but it wouldn’t. It was right anyways.
--
Remus looked at his best friend. Someone he used to call his boyfriend. He wished he still did.
Sirius looked tiny in that bed. Like a spooked animal with wide eyes, frantically looking around for an escape. He merely shrugged at James’ question, eyes dropping down at his hands as to not have to look at them.
Remus’ heart broke.
I did this. He thought. I love him so much and yet this is my fault. I reduced him to-to this!
--
James didn’t know who he was more mad at. Sirius or himself.
Then again, Sirius only did what they asked. They told him to stay away, to stop talking because they didn’t want to hear it. 
Sirius really couldn’t be blamed for running.
--
They spent the rest of the day in the Hospital Wing. Making sure Sirius stayed and ate, and maybe one day he be okay.
Sirius couldn’t believe it when they said he was welcomed back. That they didn’t hate him. He cried.
He got his friends back that day, he had his family again.
Madam Pomphrey was relieved to see the gang back together again. Although she might be seeing Mr. Snape a lot more...
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calcifermovesthecastle · 4 years ago
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Comforting a S/O Who just went through something traumatic
Bucciarati, Polnareff, Kakyoin, Josuke, P4Jotaro, Gyro, Giorno,
Warnings: mentions of abuse, injury. Read at your own discretion, I don’t actually write the whole scenario out, just the after effects. I’m kinda using this to help with my own trauma
Jotaro: 
-He’s the first person you think of calling, your hands trembling as you try to tell him through the phone what happened. 
-obv you break down and he tells you to calm down, he’ll be there soon. 
-Stays on the phone with you, just to make sure you’re safe until He can get to you. 
-Will put his hands on your shoulders and check over you, making sure you’re not injured. 
-if he finds even a hint of a bruise or a cut, he’s mad. 
-Especially if it’s caused by someone else. 
-Tells you to calm down again, briefly wrapping his arms around you
-His presence is anchoring, and his calm demeanor really helps you wind down from the initial panic reaction. 
-He’ll take you back to his place and make sure you eat and drink something before making you lie down, telling you not to worry, he’ll take care of it. 
-Will stay with you until he’s comfortable with you being alone.
Kakyoin:
-doesn’t even question why you’re freaking out, is just by your side as soon as possible, making sure you’re physically okay
-If you’re not, he focuses on that first, getting you to a point where you are. 
-Tells you to calm down before you try to explain what happened, and will help in whatever way you need. 
-Rubs your arms and massages your hands, talking to you if it makes you feel better but keeping quiet if that’s what you prefer. 
-”Do you want to come stay with me for a couple days? I just want to make sure you’re safe, and that you’ll be okay.” 
-turns into a helicopter boyfriend tbh. 
-His presence is quite calming though. He doesn’t outwardly show his emotions and he’s very good about keeping his cool, so having that really helps you get a grip on reality
-If you’re in tears, babe, his shoulder is right there. You don’t have to ask. Cry it out. 
-Rest Rest Rest. You need to process, but he knows you’re going to be fatigued after dealing with a life blow like this. 
-He takes what you went through and how you deal with it very seriously. 
Josuke:
-Bear Hugs. B E A R HUGS. (Josuke is a very touchy feely person, even in Canon. You would know this about him before going into a relationship. his arms will be around you in no time.)
-He will hold you tight, standing or sitting, and let you cry yourself out. 
-If you’re injured, he’s already healed you. that’s how this works.
-Listen I love this goofball because he’s a goofball but he also knows when it’s important to be serious, and this is one of those times. 
-He gets on your level with things. He can’t help you all the way unless he knows what happened, and when you tell him, he sees red knowing that you’re going to be hurting for a while because of it. 
-Seeing you shaken shakes him and it makes him feel better to have you in his arms, but obv if you start to get claustrophobic he’ll let go
-Depending on what the situation was determines how he’ll take care of it. If it was caused by another person, he’ll deal with them himself.  
-Don’t expect to leave his arms for the next couple days (Weeks) 
-He’s such a teddy bear honestly. Lots of cuddles and distractions. He’ll kick your ass in mario kart and dollop whipped cream on your nose just to kiss it off. You’re sticking close to him. 
-He’s going to do everything in his power to make sure you’re safe and to help you recover. 
Polnareff: 
-Ngl he’s quite nervous and uneasy to see you shaken like this but handles the whole thing with grace. 
-He’ll wipe tears off your face and calm you down to the point where you can tell him what happened. 
-He wears his heart on his sleeve so he’s going to take care of the cause of the problem before focusing on you. 
-once the problem is eliminated, and it can’t traumatize you again, he’s going to swoop you into his arms and press kisses into your temple
-”Hey angel, come stay with me for a few days. I think it’ll help if you have someone you can trust close by.” 
-He absolutely will make you hot chocolate and let you cuddle up to him, fall asleep on him, whatever you need. He’s going to be there for you no matter what. 
-If he leaves you alone and you start panicking, he’s going to get back to you in no time, cupping your face in his hands and telling you that he’s right here. 
-”Hey, angel, I’m going to go cook us some dinner, d’you wanna come join me in the kitchen?” 
-Doesn’t want you dealing with any of this pain alone. If he could carry it all for you, he would, but he understands that that’s not how it works. He’ll carry you tho
-Is one of the best people to just sit and talk it out with tbh. He’s a wonderful listener. 
Bucciarati: 
-You’re knocking (Pounding) on his front door in the middle of the night or smthn
-He answers, half asleep, catching you as you tumble in, in the middle of a panic attack, trying to tell him what happened. He wakes up pretty much immediately when he sees the state you’re in
-Immediately sits you down at his kitchen table, crouching in front of you with your hands in his. Are you injured? If so, where? Is it life threatening? Can he treat it there? Okay he can handle that, let’s get your breathing under control. 
-”Hey, hey, look at me. You’re safe now, it’s okay. Deep breath. That’s it, just like that.” 
-Probably the best person to calm you down from a panic attack out of everyone on this list tbh. 
-Once he’s got you to a point where you’re coherent, he gets the story out of you and tells you not to worry about it, He’s going to take care of it. But right now, he’s more focused on what you need in the moment. 
-Cups your face in his hands and tells you he wants you to stay with him, just for a night or two, just so he can keep an eye on you. It’ll also give him time to deal with the situation if he knows you’re in a safe location. 
-If you ask, he will let you share his bed. He’ll give you comfortable clothes and tuck you in himself honestly. 
-If contact is what you need, he gives it to you, holding you against him, letting you hold on for as long as you need. 
-Whatever happens, he does worry about you and cares about you a lot, so just tell him how he can help and he’s going to be there to help. 
Giorno: 
-He is SO gentle with you.
-You’ll have to seek him out, but he’s the first one you go to, the only one on your mind, and when you find him, you stumble into his arms, freaking out, choking out a few words to give him an idea of what happened. 
-If you’re injured and it’s something Gold Experience can fix, he’s going to fix it right away. 
-Lets you hold onto him and wear yourself out, stroking your hair, rubbing your back, and murmuring words of comfort to you. 
-If you’re in public he’ll guide you somewhere more private so you don’t have to deal with any unwanted attention. 
-His touch is feather light, but it also envelopes you in warmth and security. He’s so safe to be around. You’ll calm down fast in his arms. 
-”I don’t think it’s a good Idea for you to be alone until we get this settled. Come stay with me for a while.”
-He’ll keep an arm wrapped around your waist while you walk, and if you fall asleep on him, he’s not going to move until you wake up. 
-If it was someone else who caused this type of situation, he’s going to deal with them personally. Anybody that makes you hurt like this isn’t safe. 
-Gives you as long as you need to process what happened, and is there with you every step of the way. He’s gentle and soft spoken and makes you feel Safe and okay. 
Gyro: 
-If you need him, he’ll come. He cares deeply for you. 
-He will use his steel balls as a tool to get you to calm down so you can tell him what happened. 
-Need a hug? His arms are open. He’ll trace circles into the small of your back until you’re quieted down. 
-He’ll press his lips into the top of your head and pull you into his lap, checking you over to make sure you aren’t injured. If you are, well, he is a doctor. He can take care of you. 
-”Alright, Doll, from the top. What happened?” 
-Will continue tracing circles into your body while you tell him what happened, using his thumbs to brush tears out of your eyes, and make sure you get lots of water in you. 
-His first priority is making sure you’re safe and cared for. Once those are accounted for, he can focus on what caused the problem.  if he can take care of the root of the problem, he’s going to.
-He has no problem letting you lean on him for as long as you need. PDA doesn’t make him claustrophobic, so if anything, if you’re the one who doesn’t want to be touched, tell him, because he’s going to be hanging off of you. 
- He won’t tell you not to be upset or scared. If you’re shaken up, he’ll be right there to help you process and recover, no matter the time of day. 
-If you’re freaking out, he’s very calm about the whole thing. If you tell him you cant calm down, he’ll take your face in his hands and tell you you can. “It’s okay. Yes you can. Deep breath. You can do it, just give yourself a minute. You’re going to be okay, I’m here to help.” 
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ts19009ssims4addiction · 4 years ago
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Bodyguard
(Bodyguard!jk x princess!reader)
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'Y/N dear!" You father called from the adjoining room, you quietly stood up from the desk where you teacher was standing in front of to confront our father.
"Yes father?" You asked, quickly curtsying before scanning the room to see a few new men standing in the corner of the room.
"Come sit beside me my dear." Your father said gesturing to the seat next to him, as you nodded and quickly sat beside him on the throne. "You know what today is right?" Your father asked as you nodded. Today was the one year anniversary of your mothers assisanition. "Well then you know how hard I've been working to try and find you a bodyguard." He said as you sighed.
"Father..." You said, but was forcefully cut off but your father.
"No, Y?n you need protection with you at all times even in the castle." He said, gesturing the younger man to come closer to you too. "This is Jungkook, he's around your age, so I thought it would be more fitting if he was your guard." He said, as you looked at 'Jungkook'. He was definitely handsome and seemed fit, but that wasn't what you were focusing on. "Please do this for me, I can't lose you the way I lost your mother." He said, taking his hand in yours and pressing a kiss to the back of it, as you sighed and looked into his eyes.
They were full of sorrow but yet still hope that you would accept his proposal of safety.
"Alright." You said, as he smiled and pressed a kiss to your forehead.
"Thank you, I promise you won't regret it." He said as you stood up and smiled before looking over to Jungkook and gestured for him to follow you back to the study to continue your studies.
"I'm studying for a few more hours, so I'm afraid it'll be quite boring for you." You said, watching him stand next to the door.
"It's okay, just continue as if I'm not here." He said, crossing his arms as you sighed. "What are you studying?"
"Just some history of our country." You said, flipping through a big book. Jungkook nodded and picked the book from your hands and started flipping through the pages. "I thought you said to act as if I'm not here. It's kinda hard to do that when you steal my books."
"I'm just looking you can have it back in a moment." Jungkook says, as you sigh and prop your head up on your palms. He seemed very interested in a particular topic in your book and decided he would read the whole article.
"Fine, here you go." He said, placing the book on top of your head. As you sighed and rolled your eyes.
"Thank you." You said, flipping to the page you had saved.
That's when it all started
It had been two years since then, to say you and Jungkook have gotten closer, is an understatement. You were the best of friends now. Of course you thought he was a little quiet at first but now that he'd opened up to you, your relationship had gotten so much better, as friends and lovers.
"Your coronation is two weeks Y/N, you're no where near ready." Your mother said, watching as you sighed shrugging in your seat. "Have you been attending your classes?"
"Of course, I don't have anything else to do mother." You sighed, looking over to Jungkook who was smirking at your reaction. "Jungkook can account for me, he's unfortunately been to every lesson." You said, as Jungkook nodded.
"I now know how every single village and town in the whole country." Jungkook joked as everyone laughed a little.
"Jungkook knows more than your average prince." Your mother joked as you smiled and looked over to Jungkook to see him also smiling. "Alright, you can go off on your merry way." Your mother said as you smiled and skipped to Jungkook, grabbing his hand and pulling him with you.
"I wish she would stop shoving suitors at me." You said wrapping your arms around his neck.
"I know, I don't exactly like it either." Jungkook says, as you burry your head into his neck. "But we can't exactly tell your mother, can we?" Jungkook asks as, you sigh but shake your head.
"I will tell her... someday. I just cant handle that look of disapointment anymore." You said as Jumgkook nodded.
"I know babe."
"We're uping the security a little bit. The princess has recieved a threat." The head guard Derek said, as Jungkook's eyes widened. "Annonymous sources threatned her life, you need to be on your top JK. Got it?"
"Of course." Jungkook said, looking at the note. "She never told me about this."
"She's never actually seen the note. We manage to get our hands on it before she saw it." Derek said before getting a call. "Go to Y/N."
To say Jungkook was nervous was an understatement. This was one of your first serious threats you'd gotten.
"Hey, you where gone for a long time. Everything okay?" You asked, as Jungkook gently closed your bedroom door, as he nodded and took off his shoes.
"Yeah, I just had a question. Nothing to worry about." He said sitting next to you on the other side of the bed.
He didn't always sleep next to you, but when he did he always took the left side.
"Hey babe?" Jungkook asks as you peer up at him with wide eyes.
"Yeah?"
"There was a threat against you yesterday. We're going to have to up security." He said, cupping your jaw as you nodded. "That's what I was talking with Derek about. I hate lying to you."
"Thank you for telling me." You said pecking his lips before lying your head against his chest as he lied down. "I trust you." You said placing your hand over his heart, before you both fell asleep.
The next day you woke up before Jungkook, which was a first in the many years you've known each other.
You knew he'd be mad if you didn't wake him up as well. So you decided to kiss him awake. You started pressing light kisses over his eyelids, forehead, and cheeks. Jungkook groaned and grabbed your hand.
"I have a gown fitting for the ball tonight at 11. Come on we have to get up and get ready." You said walking to your walk in closet. Luckily toy had tucked away a few of Jungkooks cloths so he could change in your room here.
You quickly put on some clothes and did your makeup, while Jungkook quickly got dressed then went to his room to grab some extra weapons.
As soon as you skipped to the front gate you saw Jungkook waiting for you with another guard named Taylor. Taylor was in his mid fifties and had always been a father figure to you.
"Ready your highness?" Jungkook asked as you nodded and allowed him to open the car door for you.
The shop was down in the town, so you where ordered to keep low and wait until Jungkook opened the door for you. Lucky when you reached the shop it was empty and no one was outside waiting for you.
"Right this way." Jungkook said opening the car door and escorting you into the shop.
As soon as you entered you where rushed to the fitting room to try the first dress on. Finally after an hour of dresses, you finally think you found the one. It was a red fitted dress with a deep slight on the left side. It was definently risky for a princess, but you loved it.
"What do toy think Taylor? Jungkook?" You asked spinning around in the dress as Jungkooks jaw practically dropped to the ground.
"It looks amazing your highness." Jungkook said, with a look of love on his face.
"Don't you think it's a bit much for a ball your majesty?" Taylor asked, as you sighed and looked into the mirror.
"I guess, but this is the only dress I liked out of the other eight of them. I think this is the one." You said, spinning around as the skirt of the dress spun around with you. "I'll take it."
Later in the evening your handmaid was doing your hair and makeup when Jungkook knocked on your door
"Come in!" You said as he smiled and waved at Rosyln.
"I'm supposed to be your escort to the ball tonight. Except for the prince who is bound to ask for your hand tonight." Jungkook muttered.
"Thank you Rosyln. It looks lovely." You said as she curtsied and left you and Jungkook.
"You look beautiful." Jungkook said wrapping his arms around your waist and pressing a kiss to your lips.
"I wish I didnt have to dance with the prince tonight. I only want to dance with you." You said pouting as he kept pecking your lips.
Jungkook sighed, he knew that tonight the prince would propose and he also knew you had to accept. For your kingdoms good. He also knew he had to break things off with you, for your own good.
"Y/N. I think we should keep things strictly professional after this." He said, as your eyes widened.
"What why?" You asked trying to peck his lips again but he pulled away and stepped away from you.
"Y/N we've been doing this for years and you still haven't told your mother. We both know that you need to marry royalty, and I'm far from it. So why dont we just settle this now and break this off now!" Jungkook says.
"I don't want to marry a prince though. I want to marry you! I'll reject the prince proposal." You said trying to reach out to him but he pulled away again.
"Fine, then if you won't fo it then I will. Y/N I can't be with you anymore. After this ball we're breaking up." Jungkook said as tears flooded your vision. You didn't say anything, you just picked up the skirt of your dress and ran away crying.
Watching you cry broke Jungkooks heart. He hated being the cause of your tears.
But keeping you safe was first priority . He had lost sight of his true mission.
He quickly made his way down to the ballroom where you were. He couldn't  let his emotions get the best of him. He had to be on top of his game tonight. This is the perfect night for a attack.
He watched as you danced around with the princes, then he saw you being proposed to by the prince. He saw you look at him with sad eyes, but accept the proposal.
He knew what he had done.
Close to the end of the ball he swear he only looked away for a minute, but in that minute you had managed to slip away from his sight.
"Crap." Jungkook said under his breath. He pushed himself off the wall but was quickly stopped when he heard a gunshot.
"Y/N!" Jungkook yelled spinning around to see everyone running around trying to get out of the ballroom.
But he couldn't see you anywhere. You  had left the ballroom.
Jungkook immediately went out to the  balcony, the hallways, and even your bedroom, but you where no where to be seen.
The last place he went was the garden, and was praying that you where there.
"Y/N, please!" Jungkook yelled as he saw your head peak around the corner.
"Jungkook, what's going on?" You asked as he quickly wrapped his arms around you in relief.
"There was a shooting inside the ballroom. Why on earth would you leave without telling me. You knew it was dangerous." Jungkook said as you huffed.
"Like I would want to be in the same stuffy room with you for the whole time." You said, as Jungkook ran a hand over his face, and got a call over the radio.
"We got the shooter, castle is clear." Derek said as Jungkook nodded.
"Congratulations by the way, about the engagement." Jungkook said, looking at the pretty ring on your finger.
"Jungkook." You said ina warning tone. "I don't want to talk about this with you."
"Y/N?" Your mother said from the garden door as you and Jungkook quickly parted. "Jungkook, thank goodness. I'm glad you're here."
Jungkook knew that if he didn't make a move now, he'd lose you forever.
"Your highness, I have something to tell you something." Jungkook said, looking over to you.
"I'm in love with your daughter. Have been for years, but we've been to scared to do anything because we where scared of what the rules would say about me not being a royal," He said, " so what I'm trying to say is that even though Y/N is engaged, I would like to ask for her hand in marriage?"
"Jungkook..." You said,covering your mouth with your hand. You had no idea what your mother would say. You looked over to your mother who had tears in her eyes.
"Jungkook. I would be honored to have you as my son in law." Your mother said grasping his hands, before looking to you. "Finally you're marrying for love. I never liked the prince anyways. And don't worry dear, it's been years since your father's death. It's time for me to remarry." She said before giving you and Jungkook some time alone.
"I can't believe you did that." You said, as he flashed you a smile.
"I wasn't about to lose you to some prince now, was I?" He asked, before pulling you into a kiss.
"You're going to ha e to quit your job you know?" You teased, as he just rolled his eyes and kissed you again.
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tj-shmt · 4 years ago
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A Day of Curation
Unless its Wednesday, it should be around 11am right now when i get up. First things first, put in my headphones and go get some good music! Its Monday - time to listen to my Discover Weekly playlist, which Spotify usually tailors perfectly to my tastes.
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1. 🎶 SPOTIFY 🎶
Fun fact - this weeks "Discover Weekly" suggs. Usually I get the best music from there. I don't really recall the last time any of my friends really showed a song I didn't already know or was adequately good. Tho, I have to give Amelie some credit here, she constanly hits me with great Spanish tunes. (Also to Jasi and Safae which hit me up with some dope music from time to time) I mostly get inspiration from (sad to say but its true) tik tok or by randomly shazaming the world. I also really hate to limit myslfe to music i understand. On the contrary I LOVE LOVE LOVE music arround the world. Trust me i hear Tibetian Throat Singing to Russian Electro and even Islandic and Nativ American Tribal Music. To give you an impression of how important music consumption is for me:
Last Year i spent a total of 210 441 minutes on spotify alone. That is about 9 Hours a day. The average person uses Spotify for about 18 000 minutes a year. (My friend took the freedom to calculate how much money Spotify "looses" by my consumption. i pay $30 a year an Spotify gives $0,004891 per stream to the creator. An average of 3 minutes per song (70.000 streams) means spotify pays $342.37 to the creators. Thats $312.37 of deficit LOL)
Apart form that i cant really give Spotify a certain schedule when i listen to it cuz i listen to it all the time. During gaming, during coding, laundry, gym, work, class, before sleep. ✨Always✨
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2. 💬 WhatsApp 💬
There is nothing better than sleeping for an eternity while everyone is already awake for probably 4 or more hours, working! *laughs in privileged design student* Since everyone is already living its live while I still drool, I gotta get up to date in the morning. Before i even leave bed, i checke my messages there. Similar to Spotify, I use WhatsApp the whole day and can't really tell when I would not use it. Except, my phone is always on silent (casual zennial phone call phobia) meaning i wont notice anything while zoning out or gaming (which usualy is the same).
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3. 👨‍🏫 TEAMS 👩‍🏫
Yeah Yeah i can already hear it. "You wake up 5 minutes before class withouth breakfast or anything..." - bla bla bla. Yeah that is the case! I would usuly go on teams and enter the classroom, while preparing a breakfast (if you can call it breakfast after 12) sit down at my desk and listen to class. Causally everything that is too theoretical with music and whatsapp. Other classes that are interesting I`ll put my full attention to it.
But i hate teams in gerneral. Not cuz its sh**, no, usualy people that do their clases there have a weird way of using it. Finding material or looking up homeworks is such a struggle sometimes. (Props to you Kevin here, I have never seen anybody using teams in such a clean and struktured way than you do. Even tho you dont neccesarily use it as it was meant to be. (which might be the turning point on why its great))
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4. 📺 YouTube 📺
Yup YouTube is usually the place to go after (sometimes during (I NEVER SAID THAT!)) class.
Actually, YouTube is the place to go for me. Relaxation, Entertainment, knowledge - anything! After class I'd usually watch "Cut" or other channels that produce let's plays or entertainment of some sort.
But it's also THE place to go during coding. I rather listen to Lofi or (Slowed, Reverbed) Music that doesnt really distract me. ALSO, during coding watch A SH*TLOAD OF TUTORIALS, cuz I am proud selftaught Zennial. #BestOfBothWorlds
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5. 👨‍🍳 CHEFKOCH 👨‍🍳
I love to try new things and I constantly stalk the web for new recipes. Lately a lot of Asian and Vegan stuff. Chefkoch is the app to go where i also write down my own recipes to have them with me all the time. Great thing here is, i share this account with all my family members (currently 13, including my mom, aunts, other relatives). Great way to share the secret family recipes at any time!
(Cant recommend the recipe in the img, tho!)
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6.🏐 ADDIDAS TRAINING🏐
Unlike all my sporty friends that used to hit the gym before covid and not got lazy, I started to use Training Apps like Addidas Training with its free Workout plans. I use it regularly and am happy i finally found a way to stay sporty.
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7. ⌨️ VS CODE ⌨️
Its either Visual Studio Code, where I would code on my current project, or gaming. As mentioned above, I would get most of the inspiration from tutorials or using dev tools on different platforms.
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8. 🎤 DISCORD 🎮
I´ll use Discord as a general term for Gaming since I play a lot but many different games, tho, always use discord to communicate with my freinds while gaming.
A great place to share random BS with friends and talk about anything that comes to my mind. I spent most of the evenings on Discord with my friends. Always did, in fact. Maybe the reason why I don't really feel so affected by the pandemic. I am used to being separated from my friends since they live all over Germany or the world in general. I always enjoy Online Live Events WITH my friends.
For me the web as always been a "with" not an "alone", which is why I never understand why so may struggle with feeling "alone" on live events online. JUST GRAB A FRIEND AND DISCOVER IT ✨TOGETHER✨!
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9. 📼 DISNEY+ / NETFLIX 📼
Since I use both the same amount there is not thos or that. I never Really let anybody recommend me anything, cuz ... trust me, I WON'T watch it. IDK why that is, but I need a specific mood for each show. And nobody but myself can provide that. Probably why most ove the algorithms (esp Netflix) do not have an effect on me. I'm not in the mood for your ****, sorry!
Never the less, i periodically Binge a Series and then feel empty after it ended. Then i need some time to face reality again.
Funny tho, I binged Starwars Rebels on Disney+ and after it ended i just decide to buy 4 books on amazon that expand the story to starwars (#nerd i know). I will spend the next few months reading and probably not watching anything on both Streaming services.
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10. 🤤 TIKTOK 🌈
... YUP.... I grew up with vine ... but TikTok got me. And honestly I don't regret it. It's the perfect algorithm that constantly finds the best videos that feed my thirsty queer ass. I mean ...
LOOK AT THE IMG ABOVE. YES, give me more....!
Its prolly not good for my digital wellbeing or my mental health but do I care at the moment..? noooooo...
Just give me more of Starwars Parodies, Sleepwalkers, Best off's of streamers, Queer content (cuz its time this heteronormativity world is fed with it! and no i do not indentify as anyting, im just the + at the very far end!) and yeah, even some sexy content if the creator feels good about it.
AND DONT YOU GIVE ME THAT SIDE EYE OF JUDGEMENT HERE - WE ALL THIRST FROM TIME TO TIME!
TOODLES!
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djarinsidebitch · 4 years ago
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Mandalorian & Flyboy
A/N: yes I know that other Mandalorians can take their helmet off but lets just say that reader cannot  Word count: 3.4k
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As the war against the first order dragged on rumors about where the information gained on the first order started to pop up. When communication officers let it loose that there hasn't been any major intelligence missions in over 6 months. Rumors of a spy in such deep cover that the resistance cant even know, others of the information being bought from outside sources, Poe himself is caught listening into the base gossip. When he asks Leia she just shrugs it off going back to the task at hand. If he didnt know how good of a lier the General is he would have just let is slide, he kinda did shaking off anyone who asked the elite Commander what he thought just continuing with missions ‘The information isn't putting us in danger so why think about it’ he remembers remarking to a group of newer pilots when they again were asking about the rumors.
The idea almost completely left his mind when he caught a glimpse of Painted Beskar retreating into the forest from a back entrance of the hangar where he was working on small repairs to his x wing, it took a few seconds for him to process what he saw, or thought he saw; A Mandalorian some of the best warriors in the galaxy but very few are left they have become more of myth some believing that they are all gone. A possible mandalorian sneaking out of the base… the General. “Fuck!” he exclaims shooting up running to the general’s quarters expecting to see the worst he burst in only to see the General looking over a data pad  “poe is there a reason you are bursting into my quarters at this hour?” she asks he sputters “I-I there was someone who left your quarters that i had never seen before” he breathes out putting his hands on his waist “I wanted to make sure you were ok” he nods  now feeling slightly embarrassed “Poe no one was in here, get some sleep you have been working to hard” leia says calmly shooting poe from her quarters.
Poe left to his own quarters even more confused he could have sworn that he saw someone, something, leave from the base but tried to put it to the back of his brain ‘I am just tired’ he repeats in his mind going through the motions to go to sleep; which is just pulling off his clothes throwing them over on a chair in his room then flopping onto his bed. He fell asleep but it was almost like his head just hit the pillow when the morning call came out over the loudspeaker waking him up. He goes through the motions of getting up and ready BB-8 rolling around waiting for Poe, as a commander he was ordered to a mission briefing it was based on new information on trade routes used by the first order. Hearing this poem\ is thinking again about what he saw last night.
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Poe decided that he wanted to get to the end of this person that has been in his mind, once a week he watched from behind his X-wing when a Mandalorian snuck into base went to where the general’s quarters where for about an hour then would sneak back out. Then the next day he would have a meeting about new information on a different topic. He finally had enough after a month and a half of watching the Mandalorian in there painted and dirty beskar mysteriously come and go in the base he went to the leia to get answers without starting even more rumors not everyone like mandalorians seeing them as brutish or savage like bounty hunters who care on of credits.
After a mission brief he stayed behind as everyone except Leia left “General” he asked, gaining her attention from the holotable “Yes Poe is there something you need?” “Well yes, who is the Mandalorian I keep seeing leave the base” he cringed at himself at being so brash. Leia let out a sigh shaking her head slightly “it seems you met my new opritave” “He is resistance?” “SHE is a bounty hunter and informative as to what is going on in the underworld” leia explains briefly not giving up to much information “Why work with bounty Hunters how do we know she isn't just selling our information to the first order” he responds confused “the first order along with the empire killed off most of the mandalorians and mandalore, those who survived mostly don't want to work for the first order unless they really need the credits. And i know her she may be in a dark line of work but her heart is true” leia turns off the holotable going to leave the conference room also leaving poe with new questions ‘why are you helping the resistance; how much are you getting paid’ the resistance already has low funding so how are you getting paid at all ‘have you done anything else than just gain information for the resistance' poe  could feel himself get frustrated with this and mentaly decides that he is going to talk to the Mandalorian and get some answers.
When it came time for your weekly meeting with Leia you transferred the information into her data terminal while chatting with the general, more like she talked and you listened, nodded or gave small replies. As you leave the hairs on the back of your neck standing up, someone is near, your strides pick up slightly leaving the base of your ship. Taking the long way to your ship you catch a glance of someone following you so hiding behind a tree waiting for the assailant to walk past you, just like baiting a trap he walks past you and in and instant you grab him putting the man into a choke hold while holding your trusted baster to the side of his head.
“Why are you following me” The distorted voice grunts through her helmet, poe puts his hands up in surrender “I just want to talk i've been watching you come and go and i just want to know who you were” he chokes out looking in his peripheral vision and is met with an emotionless visor staring back. You losen the grip on his neck dropping your arm but only to search his body for a blaster “i didnt come armed im not stupid your a madalorian” a dejected sigh is herd through the helmet as you go to sit om a fallen tree and motions with your blaster towards a stump near her. Poe gets the message and sits there is a silence when she finally takes a deep breath “i you are just going to stare i have better things to do”   “Wait not, shit ok, i'll just be straight forward, Why are you helping us, the resistance; bounty hunter normally don't care about any of this just about what keeps their pockets filled”  You are visibly irritated by the off hand comment about bounty hunters “I am not most Bounty hunters, but it seems you are like most flyboys nothing more than moof milkers who think just because they can fly a star fighter they are important” The mandalorian stands holstering her blaster “be glad i didn't put a hole in you fly boy” You growl out stomping away to your ship.
Poe sat there cursing himself he just insulted a mandalorian, not just any a really hot, resistance fighting Mandalorian “leia is going to kill me”
Poe thought it was safest to stop watching you when you came to the base not wanting to anger you more. Until he was asked to meet with Leia on the day you make your drops. He knew it wouldn't be good so when he walked in to see the general and you sitting there you more just leaning against the wall your visor felt like it was staring into his soul “Poe i thought you should properly meet our friend after your stint in the woods” she says almost standing between the two of them “how?”  “I told her moof milker” You snear “(Y/n)” Leia scolds the mandalorian. “If you are going to be so interested in my dealings enough to follow her to her ship you might as well know who she is to the resistance” she continues  “(Y/N) here is a bounty hunter and spy for the resistance her father helped with taking out groups of imperial loyalist shortly after the fall of the empire.” as she started talking about her past briefly he looked over her leaning form her armor had blue grey paint over parts of her helmet, her shoulder pauldron had a mud horn on it, the rest of her armor was silver beskar that was slightly worn from years of use and he can see the top of a pack that matched the silver beskar partially covered but and small cape. “She is here to help us gain information on the first order without having to put our numbers at more risk, she can get more done than a full squad of fighters can and we don't have the numbers anymore.”  “I can also get places you can’t” you grunt out and stands walking over to stand in front of poe looking him up and down behind your helmet and thinking ‘he isn't to bad looking’ “(Y/N) Djarin” you sat curtly “since you are so interested in my work why don't you join the general in my drops” poe can hear the smirk that is placed on your face before you walk out of the room surprisingly quiet for how much armor you are wearing he stared as you left amazing by your voice and thinking over your name in his head “Close your mouth dameron before you catch flies; you are dismissed” she calls out to the dazed pilot shaking her head. Poe just nodded taking a deep breath walking to his quarters BB-8 was waiting outside of the door waiting for his master “Hey buddy” he starts to talk about you to his little buddy “an her name- buddy her name is so pretty” he says dreamyly
Over the next few week he started going to meet the general and (Y/N) he even started to talk to her outside of the meetings walking back to her ship and a few transmissions here and there at first it was just him rambling and you putting your input in here and there but as you got closer you started opening up your family growing up losing your mother at a young age and traveling with your older yet younger brother and father then when he settled down and took off the helmet for good and you put it on changing some things slightly. Talking about visits to your dad and brother between work was the thing that got you really talking, only stopping when you realized you had reached your shipe 5 minutes ago. Poe found out that for a scary bounty hunter you are a dork and he loves it when you realize you have no idea how to truly socialize with anyone that isn't your family or poe. He prides himself on the small chuckles and breathy laughs he can get out of you. If he didn't know better he would think that this flyboy had a shot with this badass woman he has fallen for following her around like a lost dog whenever he could.
You had started to come to base more than just once a week for Poe so when you and him out in the forest surrounding the base and you both hear explosions and the tell tale signs of Tie’s you both jump up running towards the base. It is the First Order they found the base and was able to surprise attack the base X-wings were already scrambling to get in the air. Poe calls for BB-8 while running to his X-wing jumping in getting into the air.
Stormtrooper transport land and whole battalions of troopers unload the battle is in the air and on land You use your two blasters and jet pack to take out hoards of troopers. Once landing you hold out your arm activating your vambrace flamethrower keeping the troopers away from you one shoots you the blaster deflecting off of your shoulder pauldron then you deliver a front kick to another while almost nonchalantly shooting two more troopers. Over the speakers a coded message rings out that was the message to retreat most officers fall back to get onto transports and get hasmany supplies and important information as possible. You try to give as much time as possible to the resistance to get to safety you picks up a larger blaster that one of the dead troopers had and used to to hit more enemies as possible you watch out of the corner of your eye three tie fighters chasing a familiar Black and orange X-wing before the Ties shot it down and it goes down into the forest “No!” you yell, shooting the last troopers she can and take off running towards the towers of smoke rising in the trees.
You run as fast as possible to the crash site hoping Poe is ok. When you get there it is not a pretty sight flames almost cover the entire ship you pull open the cockpit and your eyes widen poe is limp in his seat you pull out your vibro blade form your boot using it to cut him out of his harness pulling him out of the wreckage and presses the button to release his droid pulling him as far from the wreckage right before the ship blows and you cover his body with yours grimacing as shrapnel imbeds itself into the spaces between the plates of armor. Once the explosion stops and it's safe you look down at poe blood blossoming on his abdomen and body “poe” you call out trying to shake him awake; he just shakes limply under your hands you reach to feel a pulse but you can't sense anything “No Poe wake up” you call out tears welling in your eyes blurring your vision “It's not funny poe come on wake up” your voice breaks and you try to do chest compressions anything but nothing changes. BB-8 watches as you try to recestate Poe and responds with sad beeps missing his master. You ripp of the helmet and you feel like it's suffocating you as tears stream down your face mixing with the dirt and sweat on your face. You have felt pain but nothing like this sobs rake your body shaking with pain gripping onto poe “You- You can't do this to be dameron, you can't leave me now” you are blubbering now not caring if any one sees you it feels like a part of you had died.
“You- Fuck- Your so beautiful even- e-even with tears” Poe rasps out barley awake staring at your face contort to confustion then passing back out.
Hearing him makes you jump up grabbing your helmet, slipping it on and then picking up poe running calling out to BB-8 “Come on we gotta get back to my ship!” You  jump over logs, adrenaline coursing through your veins pushing your body to its limits, not caring how much you are gonna hurt in a few hours, just focused on saving power. You see your ship and slow reaching to press the button on your brace to open the cargo door and run up the ramp placing him on the floor knowing it's not the most comfortable but not caring, pulling your helmet back off you rush to grab the box filled with medical supplies and pulling out bacta patches, stim shots, and the emergency cauterizer.  
You pull off his tsttered clothes striping him down to just boxers and looks for the worst wounds on his abdomen and thigh injecting a stim shot then going in with the cauterizer working on shutting the wounds glad that he wasn't awake for this part the smell of blood and burning skin isn't new to you but knowing it's him makes you sick but once you sealed all the major wounds you placed bacta patches on them then using bacta spray on everyone else. You sit there for a second looking over your work then staring at his face it looks calm but it doesn't have the wrinkles from his smiles or the look in his eyes what she watches from behind her visor so seeing it without it is something else. Her com link in her brace goes off and she scrambles to grabs her helmet then connecting, a relieved sigh leaves her mouth it was leia “I'm glad you made it” leia says with somber undertones “(Y/N) i'm sorry to say but we haven't been able to contact dameron he was the only pilot we can't account for he might not have made it” she says sadly he was like another song to her leia was keeping it together for the sake of the resistance “i know he got shot down by three tie i was able to get him and BB-8 out before his ship exploded “ she explained and watched as a new hope filled the general’s eyes “that is amazing how is he’ you sigh looking down at poe now noticing the slight rise and fall of his chest “ he is knocked out now but once he wakes up i will know more” she explains “How did they find you” You ask now no emotion present in your voice back to being a mandalorian  “i don't know we are trying to figure that out but for now get off world and lay low until we can find a new base” Leia says with a sigh “take care of him ok” you nod “always” you sign off and go back to poe looking over him before getting into the cockpit of your own ship and old imperial command ship you had found for cheap and fixed up yourself. Once in hyperspace you come back out to see poe stirring, you quickly kneel down next to him as he opens his eyes “where am i” he looks around frantically until he sees you “(Y/N) he says softly reaching for you “what happened” he asks “you where shot down; i got there just in time before your ship exploded” you explain watching as he grabs onto the bottom of your helmet “i- i saw your face” he says almost unsure “i thought i lost you; you weren't breathing you were gone” your vision went blurry whether that was from tears or the blood loss of your untreated wounds you didn't care and neither did poe as he lifts up your helmet slowly almost waiting for you to stop him… you don't he drops it with a clang and sits up you are quick to help him. He takes your face in his hands staring at you with so much love and emotion in his eyes that he starts crying also “you are so beautiful” he whispers leaning in to kiss you; you meet half way and the kiss is explosive full of passion and sorrow for what could have been lost he moves his hands down the side of your neck to the back pulling you in closer your hands hold onto his cheeksIt is not a pretty kiss it is dirty and sweaty your tears mixing on your cheeks at they are pressed together, the only reason you separate is to breath and even then your foreheads are touching “you are the first person other than my family that has seen my face since i was 11” you whisper out looking deep into his eyes. He smiles rubbing soft circles into the sides of your face “I'm glad you are just so beautiful. I love you so much, i have fora while you are so complex in all the best ways you are anamazing warrior badass in every way but so soft spoken adn dorky i would die a thousand times if it means i can see your face” he confesses tears start filling your eyes again and his voice breaks with emotion “I love you too, your snarky hummor and being dumb enough to follow a mandalorian in the woods; i knew you were the one and as long as  i am arround you are not dying” she responds softly leaning in again to kiss him. Maybe it wasn't horrible that one person saw her face.
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