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andfangs · 2 months ago

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ONE BRIGHT MORNING COMES

#midnight mass #flanaverse #dailytvfilmgifs #horrorsource #userbrittany #userangelic #usercy #tvedit #userstream #dailynetflix #usersource #usertelevision #look you can't just put a couple that pine for each other and can never be together truly and one of them is a man of the cloth who says #SHE NEVER FELT LIKE A SIN #and let them die together as vampires who chose to meet the sun rather than become monsters #and expect that i can be normal about it #riotgifs

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kermit-coded · 7 months ago

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there's something about the fact that charles said he never finished reading the myth of orpheus and eurydice. he references it and yet he never finished it. he looked back, not out of fear but because edwin needed to be seen. he got edwin back. they made it out of hell. he never finished the story. he is not orpheus and edwin is not eurydice.

#soda speaks #something something subverting the genre expectations simply because you dont have the ingrained idea of following them #as you can tell i am very normal about them #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency #orpheus and eurydice #edwin payne #edwin paine #charles rowland #payneland #paynland #paineland #painland #dbd #dead boy detectives spoilers

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hinamie · 1 month ago

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i'm exactly as normal about him as I thought I'd be

#my art #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #trigun #trigun vash #vash #tristamp #trigun stampede fanart #trigun fanart #idk the tags fr this fandom sorry its babys first trigun #im not abandoning jjk but expect more other stuff sprinkled in!! including trigun <333 including him <3 #ANYWAY IM SOOOOO NORMAL ABTHIM IM SO NORMAL I PROMISE #im lying im sorry im feral about him i want unspeakable things done 2 him it was over the moment i heard his voice #but [redacted] thoughts aside #hes so fun to draw oh my god how did they make a character Exactly For Me how did they make one that ticks all my boxes #hes blond but like i can work with it i will get good at rendering blond hair for him <333 hes worth it <333333 #i was cruisin along mindin my business having fun learning how 2 draw him and then i get 2 the arm . +24hrs to total drawtime #all my cheats ...my safety net of being able 2 use flesh to disguise th fact that u dont reeeeally know where tendons or joints go...#out th window. this prosthetic is practically an anatomically correct model. u can see EVERYTHINg #put my entire me into trying to figure it out h i think it is ok i think i like it #god i rly cant get over how he's just a combination of all the fun parts of drawing yuuji megumi AND gojo #he is the center of their triple venn diagram and i am EATING HIM ALIVE #sorry ill calm down .... fr now.... smile :)

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.

It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL #the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate #be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough #recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself #and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was #i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want #don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please #and just... give yourself space

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lulu-draws-stuff · 5 months ago

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My sort of future au designs (traced/edited their psychonauts 2 renders for this) :] they are like 13 here

#art #illustration #fanart #psychonauts #psychonauts au #razputin aquato #raz psychonauts #lili zanotto #lili psychonauts #btw there's a lot of stuff about this au in my head rn so probably you can expect more posts about it. this is all I've got rn though #also. Lili is exploring gender stuff in this (my transmasc Lili headcanon :])#she's still going by she/her at this point but that probably will change #Raz also has gender stuff going on but will not figure any of that out for a while. too focused on psychonauts stuff at the moment #also (again). sometimes I forget what they look like normally and start drifting off from that when I draw them..#Raz has kind of little eyes and they're lower on his face. I always forget that when I draw him..#Lili. your eyes are so big and far apart like a horse. and your head is so wide. stop that #outfits #<- I mean. sort of

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muyuudontsleep · 5 months ago

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Roleswap au dump

So I had a shit ton of trigun roleswap au drafts that I wanted to finish, but it's been a year and I'm honestly too tired to think of it again so I'm dumping all of them here

Lots of love and peace to @shelternmberone for this amazing au, if inspiration strikes again I might return to them ❤️❤️❤️

Meryl D'Stryfe being the hottest woman in the planet

manga panel redraw (+ merilly's car study)

More meryl bc im in love

More meryl sketches

7 pages comic of merylmilly encounter the insurance guys and get chased away right after (really wanna finish this lol)

#trigun #trimax #roleswap au #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #honestly i want to finish them but if i dont post this now i might never remember that again #the comic will definitely be worked on...someday...#and you can tell i love meryl d stryfe to death. You can't just make a nun Meryl with religious trauma and expect me to be normal about her #muyuus_art

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lieu-rey · 8 months ago

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first transformation

based off @slicedmayonnaise 's post bc it's been on my mind ever since

#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #javier escuella #john marston #jovier #werewolf au #im being normal about this au [LIE]#added a close up bc of the terror on javiers face fnrfndn #ps. you can expect more art of werewolf john bc awooga. literally.#also i know werewolves are buff but since john is kinda less so i didnt make him as buff #my art

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months ago

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a funny lil flower that suits a funny lil guy

#im so normal about flower symbolism < lying lying lying Lying #(pointing) SEE! SEE! I CAN DO MORE THAN SCRIBBLES!!!#AHA! I CAN DO MORE THAN ONE THING!!!!#that being said im never doing lineless again <3 #No Thank You!#it was not enjoyable! i did not have a good time!#it killed my already subpar mood!#scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #wally darling #i... dont like this still!#but i dont know how to fix it and im tired of looking at it <3 #oh well! there will be hits and misses!#you all might like it far more than i'd expect. you Never know!

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starmocha · 1 month ago

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Remember when I said the Grassland!Sylus childhood friends/arranged marriage/soulmates AU was at around 4.6k words?

she grew and I still have like three scenes I need to finish writing, but instead of doing that, I kept writing new scenes and...I think I lost control of the story and my life (╥_╥)

So I'm posting another snippet, because...my brain is tired and I really, really, really want to finish this by Sunday because I have another AU wip that I'm also obsessed with I mean I need to finish part 3 of that other Sylus breeding kink fic I promise it's coming

Reminder that this story will include light breeding kink, pregnancy kink, smut, body worship, gratuitous usages of terms of endearment ("my bride" and "my beloved"), Sylus being grossly in love with you, basically lots of fluff. Anyhoo...

The following morning you were lazing in the field as the flock of sheep grazed peacefully all around you. The warm sunlight had you yawning, already feeling yourself being lured by the tempting sun into drifting back to sleep. As the time passed, your eyes felt heavier, and you nodded off a little. Another yawn escaped before you decided a few minutes of rest wouldn’t hurt. Slowly, you closed your eyes, letting them rest for a few minutes. “Is this what you do when I’m not here?” You immediately opened your eyes when you heard Sylus’ approaching voice. You let out a soft surprised squeak when he knelt down next to you, his face looming just mere inches from yours. He was smirking. “Lazing around and sleeping? What if your sheep gets stolen by wild beasts, my beloved?” You glared at him. “I was not sleeping. I…was blinking.” “Your eyes were closed for far longer than a blink should be.” “I had some dust in my eyes.” “I’m quite sure I heard you snoring.” You blushed and shoved his face aside, glowering when he started laughing at you. “Did you come all the way out here just to tease me?” “Mmhmm,” he answered with a pleased nod as he sat back with his legs propped up. His elbow rested on top of his leg while he cradled his chin in his hand. You noticed in his other hand was a wreath crafted from leaves and berries. Your heart quickened and you gasped softly. You looked at him expectantly. It was at that moment that you noticed the dark bags under his eyes. You crawled over to him and he sat back, allowing you to settle in between his long legs. You reached up and touched his face. “Did you not sleep last night?” you asked him worriedly. He simply smiled and shook his head. Without a word, Sylus placed the wreath on top of your head. You reached up and touched it tentatively as you looked at him confused. “I wanted to finish this for you,” he explained, smiling, “Just as I had thought. This suits you.” “R-really?” “Mmhmm,” he hummed again, nodding. He leaned in to steal your lips. “You look beautiful.” “Sylus…” You could feel your cheeks warming up as he spoke. “Now everyone will know you are mine and I am yours.” You felt touched by his gesture. Without thinking, you threw your arms around his neck, surprising him into losing his balance. Sylus laid on the grass with you on top of him. You grinned and kissed him happily. He looked up, gasping softly when he saw the sunlight had formed a radiant halo behind your head. How…ethereal... He smiled, his hand gently grasped your chin, his thumb brushing over your soft, trembling lips. “We are already promised to one another,” he said, “but if I may be presumptuous, I would still like to ask.” You looked down at him confused. “My beloved,” he said, voice soft and sincere, “will you be my bride?” You stroked his cheek, and as you leaned down closer to his face, your wreath tilted on your head. “What do you think?” He smiled. “Your wreath is going to fall off.” “You’ll put it back on for me, right?” He huffed in amusement at your audacious question, but he nodded. “Yeah,” he said, reaching up to fix the wreath for you, “I will…my bride.” For that brief moment, you felt like your heart had stopped, and then you smiled again as you leaned in and kissed him, feeling his strong arms wrapped around you and holding you close to his body. “This is my vow to you, my bride” he said, “There is only you in my eyes. In this life and all of the lifetimes afterwards, I will always choose you.” “Same for me,” you answered, gazing back at him fondly. You stroked his cheek, letting yourself drown in those passionate crimson eyes. “I will always find you,” you promised, “In all of our lives together, I will always find you and choose you, my love.” Your ardent words beckoned his lips to yours, and for the rest of the day, you lay together under the warm morning sun on the grassland, lost in your own world of bliss.

#love and deepspace #love and deepspace sylus #love and deepspace x reader #sylus x reader #x — fanfics ⋆ wips #can i just say #my average word count is typically around 2-4k words #not #whatever has been happening lately with the sylus fics #this is not normal behavior for me #the sylus brain rot is an outlier and should not be giving people any expectations of me #（┬┬＿┬┬）#but i am lowkey excited about this fic #so i will try to finish by sunday #ಥ‿ಥ

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ewanmitchellcrumbs · 3 months ago

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